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My name is... My name is...
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Well, my name isn't important.
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It's important that this is clear.
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I'm sure my name will be out there, but
you didn't hear it from me.
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You didn't hear it from me.
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I didn't start doing this to be known,
to be famous or infamous.
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I didn't start out doing this for any
reason, really.
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It just sort of happened.
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He was.
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He was.
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He was nothing.
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No family.
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No friends.
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Alone.
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Lonely.
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Looking for something.
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looking for something he would never
find.
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I kept him intact.
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He would be someone known for something.
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He was the first.
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I went a bit overboard.
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Can't be too careful.
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The killing was the easy part.
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Anticlimactic in so many ways.
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Which is not there anymore.
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I think I was preoccupied with the
cleanup the whole time.
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I couldn't... I couldn't be there in the
moment with him.
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I'm sorry about that.
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That I wasn't there with him in the end.
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From the beginning I filmed them.
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I wanted a record, evident,
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of all of them.
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I don't trust my memories, or rather
I...
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They were not reliable.
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Relatable.
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Not scientific.
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Or specific enough.
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A moment.
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Just a moment.
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Of them really alive.
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A record playing over and over again.
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When you travel a lot and get used to
it,
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get used to the lulling and numbness of
being flung about,
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get
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used to the differences so much.
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Get used to the differences so much that
you can see through them to the sameness
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of everything and everyone.
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It's perfect.
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And all the talk, no matter what
language it is, you just talk,
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talk, talk, talk.
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Blah, blah, blah.
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you can see the special ones.
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And I don't mean special like touched or
mental.
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More otherworldly.
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They come out at you through the mud and
fog.
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They barely touch the ground.
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I just dropped here with little regard
for gravity.
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ready to ascend or descend at any
moment.
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Like God, work that through to us.
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Thank you.
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Good morning, ladies and gentlemen.
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It's 10 minutes past 9.
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Our train is 35 minutes delayed. We
arrive
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Paris at 10 o'clock.
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Yeah, but I didn't notice you were
climbing. Really?
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Yeah, you were on the canals. Don't pull
the bottle, it's going to fall.
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You were on the canals, it's funny.
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What? You were on the canals. Yeah.
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That's how you climb.
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There, we're going to put... Can you see
the bars?
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Yeah. We're going to put them at the top
level. There, we're going to... There,
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we're going to put them at the top
level.
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And there, we're going to... I can't do
this with a trampoline.
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having a locked box, a beautifully
smooth
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carved box with everything locked
inside,
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having it with me, knowing it was always
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there in the back of my mind, tucked
away inside.
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Shutting out the outside world.
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I could shut my eyes and see it floating
there in the darkness.
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Safely waiting.
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The relief I would feel.
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The incredible release when I took hold
of it.
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if only for a moment, for one person,
just a moment.
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Then gather them back all in, carefully,
meticulously,
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before snapping it shut again.
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Control and release.
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Control and release.
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animal instincts.
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The calm that comes with control.
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The white heat that overtakes us when we
let it all go.
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Thank you.
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Don't go looking for reasons or
incidents from my childhood that
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might have led to this.
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Whatever you might dig up, whatever
motivations
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or meanings you might think you find,
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whatever comfort you might get in
figuring it all out,
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I'm telling you right now, you're wrong.
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There is no motivation, no meaning, no
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reason, and no comfort.
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I take full responsibility for my
actions.
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But there was no master plan.
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I know looking back, there seems to have
been.
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And it's always tempting to connect the
dots.
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To create some kind of order.
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Say yes.
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Yes.
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Okay, say no.
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No.
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I should destroy these tapes.
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I sound like that terrible author who
always writes about killing young boys
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and having sex with their bodies, of
getting under their skin,
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of how profound it all is,
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or some such nonsense.
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It is so obvious that he has never
killed anyone.
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Never even come close.
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It's all pretend.
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I made it all up.
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It's not real.
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Feel better?
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I was getting careless, or just not
caring anymore.
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I taunted the belief, dared them to find
me.
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But they continued to be inept.
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He wasn't, he wasn't, he wasn't...
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I want to warn you. I want to warn you.
I want to warn you.
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No, no, no, no, no.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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