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You're cold?

A bit.

A bit cold?

Because you're nervous?

A little bit, but not very much.

Not very much?

Okay.

I would like to know your name.

My name is Kishlili.

Kishlili? But people know me as Lilou. Lilou?

That's a good name.

Thanks. That's nice.

How are you?

I will be nice. I was ready to tell you, Lilou.

You can say whatever you want. Okay, Lilou is nice, like in the fifth

element. Yes.

How old are you?

I will be 19 next week.

Ah, cool.

Which date?

On the 13th of July.

June. June? Yes.

That's good. I would like to be even like you.

And what are you doing in life?

I'm an official fashion model.

What does this mean officially?

I work for agencies and I have a book, you know.

What do you mean? I don't understand.

What do you mean by officially?

Officially means I have something and another thing at the same time. So you

have two jobs or just one?

Just one job.

Okay, so your job is to be a model?

Alright, which size are you?

I'm 175 cm tall.

Do you have your book with you?

No, I haven't got it, but I have it.

If you want to see it, I can bring it to you.

It would have been good if you had brought it today.

Why don't you bring it today?

I've brought an agency and they need my photos and I left there.

but i can bring it next time if you want to okay so

you know what i do yes you are a official fashion photographer yes

you know what kind of photo a fashion photo not

exactly exactly what do you mean exactly uh

have you done only fashion style look until now

Did you do until now only fashion style pictures?

Yes, only fashion.

Only fashion photos.

What do you think to do something a little different?

What's different?

I'm a model.

And what do you think about different?

What's different?

Pizza, can you explain a little to her?

Want to share the magazine to her?

Not yet.

She was thinking before it is just to be a mannequin on the stage or...

Soft. You want to try some soft stuff?

No, never.

For fashion, only fashion.

You work a lot here?

You do a lot of job here?

Yeah, yeah. Yeah? How long time you have start?

One year ago.

I started one year ago.

Yeah?

Okay. And for sure you want to try to...

to do act or things like this because you will travel, you will have a good

time, good money, everything will be nice.

Sorry, but I'm not that kind of girl.

No.

Because what I do is very special. Okay, we don't care.

Show her the magazine. I think it's the best.

She's ready to do just this article.

What?

She's ready to take off some of the clothes.

If it's the arctic lifestyle and this need for a world publicity or something

like that.

Yeah, but it's a little different than what I do.

No,

wait, wait.

Do you want me for this kind of job because I'm not this kind of girl? I'm a

really photo model, I'm not this.

Okay, don't cry. Okay, relax, relax.

So, what do you want? Okay, keep cool, keep cool, keep cool. Relax.

Relax.

We don't want to be bad with you. We just want to explain to you

what we do. So, relax.

So, this tile you want?

me to do this kind of photos yeah it's a job sorry but it's a job like another

job you know everybody have differently kind of wins a life but i'm not this

girl okay okay i understand no but don't don't worry you know you can be a

little less nervous we can speak a little together and try to find out but

sorry i don't know no right right right okay

Okay,

I take my camera. I take my camera now. Can you sit down with me, Tita?

I would like to speak from here.

Yeah, you can speak Hungarian, English, I don't care.

For me it's the same.

Okay, so now you're more relaxed?

You feel better?

No,

no.

I don't like to see the girl in trouble with my job or with me.

You look like a good girl and I want you to feel good with us.

My interest is not to have a problem with you, but also you understand what I

have explained to you.

The life is all come from your education.

And sometimes the people, they think something is right and it can be black.

And you don't know because your parents, everybody push you to this way.

So I'm happy to see you have understood that.

And now I would like you answer to me some of the questions. You have spoke

with Judith.

I would like you to tell me now.

a little of what you have spoken about together.

How many boy you have met in your life until now?

I have only one really serious boyfriend for a year and... For

a year or for one year? For one year. For one year, okay.

He's my first big, you know... Big love?

Mm-hmm. You love him very much? Yes, I love him very much.

Okay.

And...

So you have started not so long time ago. When you were starting, how old you

was? 17 or 18?

When it started?

Yes. Yes, one year ago.

Yeah, but you're near of 19. It was before 18 or you was already 18? It was

a little bit before 18.

Just before 18?

Okay. Was it good the first time?

It was very frightening for the first time. It hurt a bit, but it was

fine after it.

Okay.

You want to be married with him? You want to be married with him?

Yes, we have talked about it and yes, maybe next year.

We are engaged now.

It's nice.

Very, very nice.

And about the private things, I mean, you like sex?

You like to make love?

Only with him, but not all the time, you know.

Why not all the time?

Because it's enough one text in one day, you know.

One text in one day? I think if everybody was talking every day, a lot

of girls would be more happy.

You think for you it's too much one time a day?

Yes, it's enough.

Yeah, enough, okay. But I mean, you know many people, they talk just once a

month.

You don't know this?

boyfriend and we are together every day you know and and maybe it's too much

too much okay all right so you have ecstasy with the boy

anyway that's the most important that they want to know what do you prefer to

do when you make love what do you like the most when you make love kissing

each other and to kiss okay

And the blowjob, you like it?

What? The soap ass.

No, no, I don't like it. You don't like?

It's too disgusting, I know.

Why disgusting?

I don't know why.

I used to kiss him there, but not like it's too

dirty. Kiss him there? You mean you kiss the cookie, the dick?

Yes, that area.

Why?

If it's clean, it's not bad.

And the sperm, did you try?

No, no, once it happened but it was so disgusting and I

will never do this stuff, you know.

Why are you looking at it when I ask it to you?

She doesn't understand what you mean about spammers.

Ah, okay.

Okay, are you sure your boyfriend is lucky?

In this situation?

In what?

Are you sure your boyfriend is happy and lucky in this situation?

To have a beautiful girl and she do nothing?

He always ask me to do different things that

suck or he like to.

What more he wants and you don't do?

There is other things? Suck and follow the perma.

But I would never do this. You know why?

If he can't afford it, he can't. But maybe he will leave you one day if you

do like this.

I don't. He loves me very much.

So you think he... He can understand me.

Maybe after we are together more and more, a lot of years, it can happen

back.

And did you try anal sex?

You know what is it? No.

No, never, never.

It's... It's what?

It's more disgusting than... You know, I've never tried it and

my boyfriend asked me to try it out, but...

So, I'm not that sex lover girl, you know,

so... No, but if you...

Another problem, I understand you.

If my boyfriend loves me, he understands what I want and it's enough for him.

You can speak in Hungarian, it's not a problem.

Now I'm not saying that you should go home and try everything with her, but

step by step.

Because after a while, men, and I can say this in its entirety, if for a while

it's okay that the love is there, but if a lot of things happen that you would

love so much and you don't get it, there will be another girl who will propose to

you.

What do you explain to her?

I say, okay, I understand how her mental is about to try the thing, so don't try

and do or not for the boyfriend, but I'm sorry, but okay, love is one thing, but

if some boy asking many times the same thing, and she never wants to do it, and

one other girl proposes to him to do, he will choose the other one. Of course,

it's clear.

So I don't say to go back home and fucking rest, but step by step you

should try to stay. Don't believe to be beautiful is enough.

It's a big mistake of many girls. They think beauty is enough to keep the

people in the hand. It's not enough.

Trust me. I talked about with my girlfriend about this and I

really try to...

give him what he wants but he have to understand me so maybe

if there are we are together for three or years or more

we can maybe if if I okay I'm not strong strong enough but

but now I I'm not able to do this thing okay understand

you said you have a girlfriend did you twice ago

one time but we were always, we only kissed each other, it was really funny,

you know. Kissing?

Kissing, yes. Nothing else?

No, no, no.

But... You were like?

The kiss was very good, so it was really, I really enjoyed it and it was a

big fun, you know.

Yeah, I know what it is to kiss a girl, it's really a big fun.

And you think you can do more with her?

I don't know.

about these things and I think I would try it once.

Once? Once. You have some fantasy effects out of it?

Sometimes I am thinking about these things with a beautiful girl, you know,

but... So I'd like to try it when, if I'm getting

older and, you know... What's your fantasy?

You have other fantasy with boy or things like this?

No, I love my boyfriend and I can do, I make love with

only him. You never masturbate tonight and thinking about something nice for

you? No.

Extreme situation, I understand what you mean. No, I asked from her, okay, you

want to imagine just as a boyfriend, but you're not thinking about some special

place or some extreme situation to be with him?

Yes, I thought about that we can, we should do in a beautiful island on a

beach or under the trees, you know. Okay, cool, cool.

You come with me, you see the photo in the magazine.

It's on the island, in the tropical place.

We have to go together.

But I only do this with my boyfriend,

you know.

Okay.

All right, so I know you better.

Maybe we can find a system to work together, but solution... But you know,

first... Even if you want to do just soft, I need to see your body.

Are you okay to show me how you are?

Right now?

Yes, not tomorrow.

Because I know if you go again, resistance will bring you back in the

room, but I know if I leave you to go home, I'll never see you again, I'm

sure. My dress is very tight, so you can see almost everything.

What does it mean?

No, no, but I would like to see seriously how you are. Otherwise, I

can't do nothing.

I can take off my t-shirt, but my dress is on.

If it's really... Okay, first do like this, after we will see.

Are you okay?

So I have to... Yes, please.

Can I turn around?

Do as you feel.

Oh, you are very nice. No, no, but why does it change?

Why does it change? You show and after you put your arm. It's not so good.

Sorry, but it's... Look at me.

I'm a bit nervous because it's the first time I... Okay, relax, relax, relax.

Take a breath.

Like this. Okay, right. You have a very nice breath.

Thank you, but... Can you stand up?

Yes. Please.

Oh, you're very tall, huh?

Can you go a little here so that I can see you?

Go back a little.

Back, back, back, back. You're too much tall for my camera. Okay, come back.

Beautiful. Go here a little.

Yes, okay.

You're very nice.

Can you take off the dress?

No, it's... Allez, come on. It's cool. You can see my legs, you know, but...

Not really.

If I... Allez.

Is this enough?

Ah, you see, now you come up a little.

Yeah, yeah, you see, I see your pants now.

So you can take off the same.

Allez, come on, tell her you can take off. Okay, but only the skirt, is it

okay? Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course. Only the skirt. For sure it will be okay.

Okay.

You see, it's not so difficult.

It's every time, it's a step to climb, you know, for everything.

No, no, relax, relax.

You have a perfect body. Can you turn on yourself?

Yes. Come on. Turn, turn, turn.

You're beautiful.

Okay.

Be strong.

Try the pump.

No, no.

Sorry.

No, no.

Sorry. No, no.

Sorry. I don't like it.

No, I don't like it.

So, okay now? You feel me?

You said you will do it, so you can.

It's easy.

It's easy, come on.

Very simple.

You say one, two, three.

But only for a half moment. Is it enough?

Half moment?

How long time is it half moment?

When it will be enough.

No, but I need to do one follow-up with you after, so...

But only a photo, okay?

Yeah, yeah, one photo, but first, no, no, I need to film you just for two

seconds. Stand up, try.

Allez, and you take off the pants. Be strong.

Come on, allez.

I have to do this? Yes, please.

You know, it's near of two hours you are here now, so I think the best is to

go ahead and finish, you know, what you think.

So many girls are waiting down.

It's very embarrassing that you meet me, you know.

Why?

When somebody is beautiful, it's never a problem. I have to do this before.

Okay, but to be beautiful.

When you go in fashion, everybody takes off their clothes in the room behind the

stage, no?

That's okay, but not before camera, you know.

Okay, but...

Try to stand up.

Allez, come on.

Oh, you're very nice.

Little Poonzy, very, very nice.

You shave yourself?

Yeah. Oh, that's nice.

So you see, you're a perfect, beautiful girl. What was the problem to show

yourself? Can you turn again once?

Yes.

You see?

Oh, fantastic.

All right, and now I would like to try to do something a little difficult maybe

but not not so much Before the Polaroid, I would like you go on the bed and you

make a poochie-cha for me. You ask me to do it because I don't know how.

Where you hide your breath and you don't hide your sex. What is the difference

for you?

You put your hand on your breath and not on your sex. So, finally... Try.

I tried.

I see you're more relaxed now. Show me you're very relaxed.

Hurry, come on.

Ok, and then... Like this?

Yes.

It's easy, just a little bit, and it opens your eyes.

But I really need this.

Yes. I feel uncomfortable.

Why? Wait, wait, wait, wait. Just one second, because I have to make my plan.

You're very nice. Can you look at me?

I don't feel it.

Oh, you're very beautiful.

So, you see? You can sit down. It's ok.

And you are?

You don't think?

Relax, relax.

I just want to ask... No,

no, it's okay.

It's okay. Just I want to ask you something. Honestly, eyes in eyes.

Tell me something.

Don't you think that somewhere your clothes in one word is not a good one

for you? You don't want to be more free in your mind? Look now, you have taken

off your clothes, you look like a... But I don't feel myself good in it, you

know? Naked?

Yeah. Yeah, but maybe you have to learn to feel good naked, to feel good in

front of the camera, to learn a lot of things about the sex.

I've learned from other people, you know.

Ah, what is the difference?

Look now, you see, you don't hide anymore your tits. So, if you don't hide

your breasts, is that you feel... No, don't do that.

It's because you feel okay.

No?

It's okay now, but... I would like to do something with you. A good job,

good travel.

No? What do you think?

But only this single... Single picture?

Yes, yes. I don't want to be with other guys, you know. You don't want to learn?

It's very hard. It's very dirt for me. So I'm really not that kind of girl.

Okay, I get all my clothes, but that's all.

That's all. Okay.

Thank you.

Honey, I'm ready.

Sorry? I'm ready.

Okay.

Come on.

You look great.

Thank you.

You look very nice.

I have a hot shower and it's so cool, you know.

You feel better now?

Mm-hmm. I feel better now.

You like my new clothes?

For me?

I like it.

It cost a fortune, you know, but I love it.

In the mirror, I have to buy it.

Your boyfriend buy it?

No, I buy it for myself.

It's a present for myself.

And next week, when you go there, what will you get?

I don't know. I don't know.

You want to coach it for me? I can coach it for you, sure.

What's your body like?

My back is a bit hurt

now. What's hurt?

My back. Your back? It hurts a bit.

It's very good.

Yeah? Can you delete this?

A few minutes.

A few minutes?

For an hour.

For an hour.

Go down here.

Yeah.

That's so cool.

Can you imagine?

I love it.

Fantastic skin. So sweet.

True.

I really like it.

What about this?

I love your hair.

Yeah? So cute.

As a puppy or I don't know.

What does it mean, puppy?

A little dog, you know. It's so soft and... Yeah?

As a kitty or... Yeah?

What does puppy mean, dear friend?

Very old man.

It's not so nice for me, but it's okay.

I want to see you.

Show me.

Let me show you a very nice person.

We watch you wash your shoes. Crazy, sweet.

Wow. And a puppy.

I'm ready.

Yes.

This is my belly.

Here. What?

Here. Yeah.

Difficult?

Oh, yeah.

Oh, it's good.

Try to hide it as much as you can.

A bit deep.

The deepest you can.

Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

It's good.

Yeah.

This is not difficult.

You like the test?

I think I have another test to make you know.

Are you really keeping your mouth shut? Don't go out. Don't go out. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

Stay.

Stay. Stay inside. Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it.

Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it. Take it.

Why you don't want to?

Why you don't want to take in your mouth?

It was good.

Okay, you leak here now.

Sorry, but you leak this also.

I want to know what is it.

Yeah.

So, what do you want? I don't want to do this. You don't

want?

It's too late.

So it was very bad?

Finish to wash the cookie.

Oh my God.

It was so difficult?

What?

Oh, fuck.

Oh, my God.

So, I'm dead today. I'm sorry.

Me too.

I'm kaput, kaput.

So, what do you think of the sperma?

It's okay.

It's okay or it's good?

It's okay.

It's okay? You don't like it?

It's not the best thing.

I can't imagine.

I'm sorry, but I wanted you to know exactly what it was.

Ah, you are keeping your mouth? That's why you don't want to eat me? Hey!

I don't care.

For me, my sperm is no problem. It's your part of your body. Yeah, mine is no

problem. So eat.

You don't have fluro? Ah, come on.

So now... It's okay.

Yes, it's not so difficult.

So, now, it's a good time. So you have to relax, not nervous.

Keep cool.

You don't close your pop-sheet like this. You totally relax.

And you concentrate your mind maximum to have a good time, okay?

Sleeping?

Come here.

Put your head like this. Yeah, and dodo. And dodo. Relax.

Totally relax.

Yes.

Your little pussy.

Take your legs in your arms. Checking this.

You are giving me your hand.

Take your legs.

Yes. I like to see this panorama.

So nice.

Oh.

So sweet, your punzi.

Be concentrated and very relaxed.

You know?

How you know?

I feel.

Very good.

Not nervous.

Pretty much never.

I want to see your ass. How is it?

Oh, it's nice, huh?

For me?

Yeah, it's beautiful.

Relax for a minute. I'm going to wash my hands and I'll come back.

Okay. Relax.

Huh?

Huh? It was okay?

Keep cool. Sleeping.

So now, what do we do?

You will see, it's interesting also.

Yeah.

Now what will you do? Come on, Shirley.

You will take me a return, and I will do the dish.

No. What?

No, not today, please. Why?

Um, uh-huh.

At his death, it wouldn't happen today, you know. Why?

I'm so tired. You killed me.

You killed me today. It was so much. No.

You can understand me.

Yes, I can.

In one way or another.

You have to understand me.

Please.

I'm over.

I'm so tired.

But we can... We can try. We just try.

Later we can try. No.

We could continue it, but not today, please.

I love you and I promise you... You don't love me, it's not true. I promise

you we can continue it next time. When is next time?

I'm over.

I'm really tired.

I'm not able to do it once again. When is next time?

What do you want to be?

Tomorrow? Tomorrow, yeah.

Sure? Yeah. You promise? I go home, sleep a bit, have a...

Big shower, hot bath. You have the shower here if you want to rest two or

three hours. No, I want to go home, have a rest, you know.

How can I know you will come back? I promise.

I promise you. Call me up and I will come tomorrow.

You sure?

Yeah. That's why.

You don't have orgasms now?

It was a... It was what? Not good?

It was super.

It was... I can't tell you with words. So what is the problem?

What is the problem?

I'm tired.

It's really... It was really good, but... But I can't

continue today, you know.

Alright. Me too, I'm tired too.

Is it okay for you?

Yes and no. In one way, yes, because I'm kaput also and there is many years down.

But in another way, I would like to be sure you come back.

Okay, I promise you.

Really.

Okay. So can I go home now?

Yes, of course.

Where is the knife?

You think?

I thought I made you a little pain, no? With the hands, no?

Yes? A bit, but it was, I don't know, I enjoyed it very much, you know?

Okay.

Go ahead and escape.

Today I get you because I don't know what's happened.

I was waiting so long.

The lift doesn't bring you or what?

Have a seat.

Yeah?

Oh, that's why. Because I thought maybe you changed your mind. You were afraid

to come up.

I'm so surprised you come back to see me.

What?

I'm not sure I can do this job. Why?

I have told about my girlfriend, my friends, and they said I'm

crazy if I do that.

And I'm afraid of it.

Why?

I heard that... But your friend at work?

Your friend did this job?

Yeah? No, no.

So how can they know if it's good or bad?

They only think. Yeah, but a lot of things are thinking by the people and

they are not right.

Okay, but I think it's better you think by yourself than to wait until the

people tell you what to do. But I'm afraid of it.

You know, every girl is always afraid.

Once they start, they're always scared. And after, the work is really good.

Maybe you're right.

But I don't know yet.

Anyway, you're not coming back officially to work.

You're coming back to see me, and we have to fix something together.

Yes, and I promise you, so that's why I'm here. And the other problem is that

I have my period, so we are not able to do this, so... Why?

The period is in the pussy.

So, what do you think?

The what? You come back to try a pop sheet today.

Because that time you escaped like a bad girl. You don't want to do... I don't

want to do right now.

Why not? It's okay with the period. It's not the same place. I heard about this

and it hurt.

It hurt.

But you call all the city in three days or what?

You have called all the city in the three days? Yeah, I called my friends.

Yeah? I called my friends.

But it's not good to say to everybody about this job. Because after, if you do

it one day, everybody will know and maybe it's not so good for you.

Only my best friends, you know.

Yeah, but... So what?

It's not so good to think like this. I know.

Too much thinking.

Not in the right way.

No?

No. What will we do?

What you will do?

You give me a kiss, huh?

My balls, salope. Yeah.

That's how it's done.

Come on.

Punch me, bitch.

Come on, that's good, you little bitch.

Come on, punch me in the forehead.

Come on, like a girl.

Come on.

Yeah. Yeah.

Bitch.

Yeah.

That's how it's done.

You little bitch.

Yeah.

You little bitch.

I'm going to break your little girl's ass.

I'm going to break your dog's ass.

I'm going to break your little bitch's ass.

I'm going to smash your little bitch's ass.

I'm going to smash your little girl's ass.

Come on.

Give me your hands.

Look.

Bitch.

Come on, bitch.

Come on, bitch.

Come here.

Come here.

So, finally.

Period, no period.

How does it change?

It's no matter.

What? It's no matter. Does it matter?

Yeah.

You're beautiful.

I like too much your breasts.

It's true.

Oh, you like it. No pain?

No. Sure? No pain.

Good, because many girls have pain during this period.

Super girl. You see?

You don't forget your friend next time.

Huh? Okay.

Yeah.

Crazy girl.

I sweat like a pig.

Come on.