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I know you want it.

I can feel you're getting hot now.

No, I'm getting hot too.

Hot and hard.

Really fucking hard.

I can feel my bones getting tight now.

Let go.

Be dirty.

Become dirty.

Really dirty.

Every bad thing you've always wanted to do, you can do it with me.

And it'll be our secret.

Shut away in this room.

Away from the world.

I don't know what you are. The more I want you, the more I want you.

I want to slip my big hard cock inside you. I want to fuck you, you hear me?

One, two, three, four.

You want to fuck me too, don't you?

I want to hear you say it.

Fuck me.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

Are these pearls real?

Put them down.

Real.

Look, I... I didn't know. I thought... You thought what?

I was going to make love with you or something?

How much would this be?

Please, you can't take that. Oh, can't I?

What were you going to do about it?

A nice lady like you.

Call the manager.

I'll tell your lovely husband.

Let's just forget about it.

You know what his

problem is?

He doesn't like young girls.

He likes old women.

Dirty old women.

Come on, Mike Neal.

Oh, yeah?

I'll tell him when he's back, because I laughed so hard.

Slutters.

Come on, man.

Slutters!

Thank you.

Oh.

I prefer you don't smoke in here.

If room service comes, tell them to put the wine on the table, okay?

Okay. And put some clothes on for your aunt at the door.

Best of luck, baby.

Breath it all with me.

How many girls can you fit into one evening?

Let me

see. Here.

I think five hundred francs is more than enough for your service.

You don't really understand, do you? This isn't a payment.

Then what?

500 francs?

What do you think I am, a fucking gigolo or something?

This is a robbery.

Don't be stupid.

What are you gonna do, hmm?

Night lady like you.

Call the manager, tell your lovely husband.

What are you gonna do?

Room service!

Room service, sir!

Jeff, I'm coming!

I'm coming!

Jeff?

Hello? Yes, I have a note, please.

Monsieur?

Monsieur? Monsieur?

Is that you, Paul?

Hello?

Who's that?

Who are you?

What are you doing in here?

I'm sorry. I thought I came to the wrong room.

What?

Room 16. I was looking for room 16.

This is a suite.

Ah.

Ah, I see.

I'm sorry.

You're bleeding.

I fell. I hit my head.

You look pretty bad.

Yeah. Well, I can't stop the bleeding.

I'll get you something.

Wait in there.

Sit down.

I think I'll go now. Please.

Feet to that cup.

Drink this.

Chateau de Mont-de-Bain.

One of the finest eaux de riz ever distilled.

Claret is the liquor for boys, port for men, but he who aspires to be a hero

must drink brandy, you know.

As they say.

I'm sorry.

You must think.

It's just that I'm not allowed to touch alcohol myself.

It was something of a pleasure watching you enjoy it.

I think I'd better go now.

Yes, I'm...

Sorry. That must be Paul.

Don't you fucking move. Don't you fucking say anything. What are you

doing? Shut up.

You're hurting me. Shut up.

Don't pick it up.

That's probably the desk.

The desk? What desk? What do you mean? The concierge, Paul.

He checks on me. He checks that I'm all right. Just leave it.

But if I don't answer, he'll send someone up.

They have a key. They check on me.

All right, shut up.

Answer it.

And if you say anything stupid, don't worry.

Look.

Paul.

Oh, no, I'm fine.

Did they?

I didn't hear the bell.

I was asleep.

Oh, I see.

No, nobody.

I'm certain.

No, it's quite all right.

Yes.

Who's she?

A long time ago.

She's not that hot, is she?

I've had much better looking women than that.

I'm sure you have.

Is she your wife?

No. Just somebody.

I can't remember her name.

Who?

A real ladies' man, are you?

I used to be.

Did you really need to do that? I do what I want, I say what I want, and I

take what I want.

There's nothing you really care about, is there?

Money.

That's all there is to it.

You'd do anything for money, would you?

Yeah.

That shocks you, doesn't it?

Now, you be a good boy while I'm gone.

What could I do?

Remember, I haven't hurt you.

So if you make sure that I get well away, we never need to see each other

again.

Are you sure you're well enough to travel?

Well, the cops are gone.

Yes, but that cut on your face.

Listen to you. You sound like my grandmother.

Just be careful.

After all, murder is not a small crime.

What?

What are you talking about?

The woman you attacked.

The dead woman.

She wasn't dead.

Not what Paul told me.

On the phone.

Oh, shoot.

She wasn't... No, she... She can't be dead. She

was... She was breathing.

She was breathing.

She was breathing.

I never killed her.

I'm sure you didn't mean to.

I never killed anyone.

Look.

You can stay here.

Stay until your wound heals, at least.

I can look after you.

What?

You'd be perfectly safe.

I wouldn't think of looking for you here.

Nobody ever comes up here.

How long have I been asleep?

A couple of hours.

How are you feeling?

Fine.

You shouldn't blame yourself.

I know it was an accident.

I understand.

I said I'm fine.

I need a beer. You got any beer?

No.

Oh, that's typical.

But I can get you some.

All right.

And what's the time?

You know the time?

Maybe there's some news on the television.

I don't have a television.

Well, a radio, then.

I'm sorry.

But I can get you one.

I can get you anything you want.

I might even expand it.

To be a proper club, you know?

Live music, dancing.

I could make a fortune.

But I've got to have the money in the first place.

That's the hard part.

And that's your goal in life, is it?

To own a club in the Caribbean?

Everyone wants to go to the Caribbean.

I don't care to travel anymore.

What's the use of having all your money and not doing anything?

Exactly.

I have wine you're drinking.

Chez Paris Chabotin, 83.

Listen, red with steak, white with fish.

You drink enough of it, it gets you pissed. That's all you need to know

about wine.

Well, maybe you're right.

I've probably been alone too long.

Shut away up here.

You live here then, do you?

Yeah, I came here some years ago.

After...

What happened to you anyway?

Oh, you don't want to know.

Salmon fresh enough for you, is it?

Yeah. Good.

48, 49, 30, 1, 2, 33, 4,

5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11,

12, 13,

If I seem to be admiring your body, it's only with nostalgia.

When you're young and healthy, you can do anything.

Anything you want.

What do you do all day?

Nothing.

Shit, I couldn't stand doing nothing all day.

You never mentioned the girlfriend.

Me a girlfriend? You must be crazy.

Oh, I see.

Oh, that's fine with me. I have a broad mind.

After all, many of the great men in history were gay.

Wait a minute.

You don't think I like men, do you?

Well, just... Listen to me, shithead.

The reason that I haven't got a girlfriend is because I don't want to

limit myself, all right?

I can have my pick of any girl I want.

If I wasn't stuck here with you, I'd be out there fucking the birds out of the

trees.

I suppose the next thing you'll be asking me to get for you is a woman.

Yeah?

Why not?

Well, it's a bit... You said anything.

Anything I could want.

Yes.

I did, didn't I?

You're nervous.

I'm not nervous.

Anyone would think it was your first time.

Well, it is my first time with a hooker.

Why pay for it when you can get it for free? Indeed.

I remember my first time.

With a hooker?

No, a woman. Well, a girl.

I didn't know what to expect.

Well, I was 16.

And 16 in those days was 16.

So, what happened? You got the clap?

No, she was a nice girl.

And afterwards, oh, afterwards, I felt like a conquering

warrior.

I was a man at last.

I was alive.

I could do anything.

The feeling didn't last, of course.

No, it never does.

Mon chéri,

ce n'est rien.

Laisse-moi.

Tu me rends toute chaude.

Chaude et humide.

Viens, c'est là.

C'est le moi.

Tout ce que tu as toujours voulu faire, tu peux le faire avec moi.

Shut up.

What do you mean, what was it like?

It was like a fuck.

I mean, a fuck is a fuck.

He moaned a bit, I moaned a bit.

I went on top, he came, I came, he left.

What more do you want to know?

How it felt.

I can imagine what it looked like.

I think I want you to describe how it felt.

I told you, it felt like a fuck.

Did you feel desire?

Did I feel desire?

It was a fuck.

I keep telling you, fucking is fucking is fucking.

Jesus, this is a funny way to get your kicks.

What else do you want me to tell you, huh?

Just... describe how it feels.

You can't do it anymore, can you?

You're, uh... What's the word? Impotent?

Poor man.

No dick.

I thought you were queer, but you're not even that, are you? You're nothing.

You want me to be your dick.

Incoming missile.

Incoming missile.

Do you know what a penis is?

The kid says no.

Do you know what a blowjob is?

The kid says no.

And he passed me the red bottle and the syringe.

Yeah.

So, the guy makes me pick up. He says, do you know what this is?

And the kid says, look, before you go any further, I really feel I ought to

warn you. I'm not a real welder.

Don't touch that.

Why?

For when the pain gets too bad.

You'd do that, wouldn't you?

No, you love yourself too much.

Wasn't it Oscar Wilde who said that each man kills the thing he loves?

Where's Oscar Wilde?

Oh, just another dead queer.

It's the other side of the equation that interests me.

To be killed by someone who loves you, don't you think that would be a

satisfying way to go?

I never think about it.

Unfortunately, I do.

Yeah? Well, as Oscar Wilde said, I need another beer.

over my shoulder.

Tossed them back, pinning her to the bed.

As I slid my aching cock into her, I...

pumped, pumped. I slid my... I pumped my cock into

her. Hey, listen.

Are you finally going to do something or what?

Want some of it?

It's that stuff that's put your dick to sleep.

Yeah, probably is.

I don't fucking believe it.

I don't fucking believe it.

Fucking bastard.

Oh, come along. There's no need for all this. There wasn't enough for me to tell

you about it. You have to watch as well.

Is that so terrible?

I mean, it's not as if you ever do very much, is it?

I should kill you.

Oh, don't overreact.

I would have told you, eventually.

Just I thought you might be less self-conscious if you were unaware.

You're a sad, sick...

Stop, little man.

I'm going out of here. That would be a mistake.

You can't threaten me.

You can't touch me.

No, I can't.

But if you want to go out there, penniless, with a great gash on your

face, go ahead.

On the other hand, if you decided to stay for a while and indulge, Some of an

old man's little whims.

You might find it rather profitable.

What do you mean, profitable?

I could pay you for your valuable young time.

That's what you want, isn't it? Money?

Money?

For what, to stay?

Are you offering me money to stay?

You don't understand what I'm trying to tell you, do you?

We've each got what the other one wants.

All right, you creeps. I'm off.

Yes!

Eight years old today.

Best birthday party I ever had.

They always used to forget my birthday when I was a kid.

Five brothers.

It wasn't a family, it was like a football team. I think that my dad lost

count after the first ball.

Never could get our names right.

But he taught me the golden rule.

You've got to look after yourself.

Sounds like a wise man.

Oh, that's a shit eater.

Stupid little house.

Stupid little job.

I want more than that.

And I don't doubt you'll get it.

You'll spend every moment of every day working for it.

For what you want.

Money. To be someone.

Have a big house.

Fast car.

Beautiful woman.

And then one day you'll wake up and you'll realize that's it.

Time's up.

There isn't anything else.

When I think of all the things I'll never do.

What, like suck your own dick? Why do you always have to pretend to be so

coarse, so ignorant, acting the thug?

That's not you.

I was only trying to make conversation.

Listen to me.

You don't get a second chance This is it

Expects it.

That's what she's getting paid for. I know.

I don't want to do it.

Exercise your power.

You've done it before, for God's sake!

Listen,

I thought... You thought what?

I thought that it was going to be the other way around, all right?

Oh, no, no, no, no, no!

Hey, tell her to go easy on me, all right?

Tell her I bruise easy and I don't want my wife to find out.

See you later.

Not if I see you first.

I want to have the money you owe me.

It's not quite enough for your bar in the Caribbean, is it?

I'll get the money somewhere.

It's not quite enough for you to be king of the castle rather than just another

shit-eater, is it?

That's my problem.

Oh, is this the young thug who boasted that he would do anything for money?

I've done it.

So just give me what I'm owed, okay? I could give you the money for the bar,

you know.

More than enough.

You're right.

It's over.

I've left another little shitty clown.

You wouldn't be interested in any new deal.

What?

What new deal? This conversation is getting tedious. I believe you're on the

point of leaving.

What new deal?

All or nothing.

Double or quits.

What? It's just... an idea.

One last thing.

But it's not for you.

Yeah. It's finished.

Yes.

I don't believe you'd have the balls to do it anyway, so there's no point in

discussing it.

Discussing what?

Stop playing your stupid games with me.

One last thing.

And I give you... enough money to change your life forever.

If you fail, as indeed I have no doubt you will, you get nothing.

You see?

All or nothing.

Hello, can you hear me?

Well, I'm outside now and...

It's a nice day for it.

Okay, I'm going to the beach now to see what's going on there.

I'm looking at the beach now, and it looks, uh... Oh, well, you know what a

beach looks like, don't you?

Hey, look, what am I supposed to say exactly? I mean, I feel a bit stupid

here. Told to myself.

Ooh.

She is nice.

Legs are a bit fat, maybe, but... Hey,

look, this is not going to be easy, you know that?

Wake. I think I got an idea.

Yeah, there's a shopping street up there, and I think there might be some

nice young girls.

I'm going there now.

I think a bar now.

And a painting store.

Jewelry store.

Here's a big square. Maybe I have some luck here.

Hey, what are you doing?

This is Parfum.

Yeah, I know that's Parfum.

It's a special promotion.

50% off if you buy.

I stink.

Maybe you'd like to buy some for your girlfriend?

No, it's not a type.

Yeah.

Try something new.

You only need one.

You sell a lot of that, do you?

Who cares?

Just a job.

Yeah?

Mademoiselle? Oui?

Si vous voulez discuter avec les garçons, soyez assez gentille de le

faire en dehors de vos heures de travail, s'il vous plaît. J'étais en

train de conclure une affaire, là. Ça m'étonnerait.

Pardon?

I think we found her. She's perfect.

She's about 19.

Very beautiful.

Nice skin.

And big tits for a small girl.

I would love her.

She came out.

Yeah, she'll do very well.

Going into a tunnel.

Leading to a lift.

And there's stairs going up.

Maybe they go to the same place.

Not at all.

Not at all.

I think I've lost her.

This would be the perfect place. There's nobody around.

What am I going to do now? You got any idea?

Mind if I smoke?

Are you following me?

No.

You were following me, why?

I like the way you smell.

I don't think your manager likes you.

Yeah.

She's a cow.

I'm quitting that job anyway. It's a waste of time.

Yeah? What will you do?

Sunbathe.

Stupid working just for money.

Life's too short.

So, why are you following me?

Is it a crime?

You want to fuck me, do you?

Come on, let's see what you've got.

What?

Let's see what you're packing down there.

I like a man with a big dick.

It's a little future, you can forget it.

So, let's see what you've got.

You know, I'm not interested in you.

If I was interested in boys like you,

I would have said it home.

You're boring.

So fuck off.

She's walking away now.

Oh, shit. She's fighting like a wild thing.

I'm pressing now. I'm pressing hard. I'm pressing hard.

But she's... Oh, she's grasping me in little bits.

Fuck. Shit.

I'm pressing harder now. I'm pressing harder.

She's still fighting.

Pressing harder.

Harder. Harder.

She's gone.

Like they say, she's not moving so much anymore.

If I just squeeze a little bit harder, it'll all be over.

Yeah.

It's so easy.

I never knew it would be so easy.

What's this all about?

You tell me, huh?

What's this all about?

I've not the slightest idea what you're talking about.

Did you kill her?

Did I kill her? Did I fucking kill her? No, I didn't, did I?

I didn't fucking kill her, that's just it. You're not making any sense, you

know. You lied to me.

You told me that I killed the old fart, and there she was, walking around, she

and her ugly little poodle. Well, I suppose you had to find out sooner or

later.

But the other, the young girl...

You didn't do it, did you?

What I did?

That I was just going to walk out of here and kill the first person I met

just like that?

Normal people don't do things like that.

You're crazy, you know that?

It's just as I thought.

No balls, no cock.

Belly full of shit.

Go on, get out.

What? Get out!

What are you talking about?

All or nothing, remember?

Well, it's nothing. You are nothing. And you get nothing. That schoolgirl had

more balls than you.

Come on.

You can't just throw me out.

That's what you wanted, isn't it?

To go, to be free, to leave?

Yeah. But what about my money?

I owe you nothing.

Come on.

This is not fair.

What do you want, money?

Is that what you want, is it?

What are you waiting for?

Why don't you take it?

I mean, I'm an old man, a cripple.

Why not put your hands around my throat and choke the life out of me?

Go on.

Painting store.

Jewelry store.

Oh, here's a big square. Maybe I have some luck here.

Hey, what are you doing?

Yeah, I know that's fun.

Maybe you'd like to buy some for your girlfriend?

Who?

Good.

Yes, good.

Music?

Yes, it's not really bad since I started myself.

I see.

Where are you going?

Amsterdam.

I'm going to drink something.

Yes, good.

I'll tell you, Ruddy.

We're still going to do things.

They're going to hear us.

But we have to get out of here.

We're going to the Caribbean.

What do you say?

We're going to the beach, okay?

Yes, we're going to swim.

We're going to swim.

Wow,

it's gonna be cold.

Don't you think? It's gonna be cold.

Hey.

It's like that time in East End.

That we took those three Englishmen to the beach.

And Marty went swimming.

It hurts so much!

Where

is your

brother?

I thought you didn't know each other.

He's dead.

He's bleeding.

What happened?

Hey!

Hey!

Hey! Hey!

you

Well, well, well.

The protocol returns.

I see you've wasted no time in getting yourself into a complete mess.

Um, you know him?

Yes, he used to work for me.

What happened to you?

Somebody raped you?

I need a shower.

What are you doing here?

The last time you were here, I believe you were away on pastures new.

I... I came back.

But I've already decided.

To give your room to this young lady.

I got the job.

Really?

What is this?

Merely an informal interview over what I must confess has turned out to be a most

delightful evening.

With a most delightful companion.

I already told the other guy I can't type.

Oh, she's your new secretary, is she?

More a personal assistant.

That's what you call it.

And what exactly will her duty be, I wonder? Try not to make a complete fool

of yourself.

Would you like to drink something?

Very champagne, our champagne.

What the fuck are you doing? People must know she's here.

What are you going to do with her?

I'm not really sure.

What about me?

Well, I suppose you could sleep on the couch tonight.

Oh, come on.

I'll be better.

It'll be just like it was before.

Just you and me.

Go on.

Take your shower.

Nobody ever told you to knock.

What are you doing?

You know what I mean.

What? What do you mean?

What are you doing here?

Enjoying myself.

It'll hurt you, you know that?

Really hurt you.

Why would he do that?

Because.

You don't know him.

Oh, he's playing with a nice guy now.

But he is thick.

Not as thick as you treat him.

Look.

You're a nice girl.

So why don't you just get out of here and go home?

You're jealous.

Come on.

Show me what you're made of.

You're not scared of me, are you?

Don't hold me.

Where have you been?

You've been hours. You're still here?

I'd have thought you'd be out, putting yourself in some playground or

something.

Oh, she's absolutely right, of course.

Beautiful day out there.

I feel ten years younger.

Oh, you look ten years older.

Don't take some breaths now.

Thank you.

See you at dinner.

Listen.

You can't put this weird shit on me.

You can't just go around changing everything, can't I?

What's that?

I'm going to cook for him.

Only pasta. No, he can't eat.

The doctor said he can't eat.

What do doctors know we have decided no you're tired You should never

have taken him out

Is it any good?

Was this the face that launched a thousand ships and burnt the topless

towers of Ilium? Come, Helen, make me immortal with a kiss.

Had enough of this childish attitude.

Apologize to her.

No, it doesn't matter.

Yes, it does.

Apologize.

I'm very sorry.

You didn't mean it. Do it properly.

Yeah.

Crawl over here on your knees and kiss my feet.

Are you hurt, huh?

I was just joking.

It doesn't need to.

Yes, it does.

Do it.

Crawl.

Come on.

Stop this.

likes.

What do you want?

What are we all right about?

What?

I suppose you'd have to get my ass if I told you.

Get lost.

I don't know what you two think you're doing, but you're welcome to him.

Tomorrow I'm off.

Good riddance.

You must be the most sorry human being I've ever seen.

I thought perhaps a little nightcap.

I'm tired.

Very fine brandy.

Cognac. Maybe another time, huh?

I was going to risk a little drop myself.

I know I shouldn't, of course, but... I don't like brandy. I prefer vodka.

Oh, of course.

How thoughtless of me.

I'll fetch a bottle immediately.

Please don't.

Really, I'm tired.

I mean, you've done so much for me, you know.

Maybe we do get a second chance.

If you say so.

Well, you'd better go to bed.

A good night kiss?

Oh, come along, I'm not going to eat you.

Yeah.

Kiss me properly.

You're not some shy, confident girl, are you?

Good night.

Oh.

Please,

make love with me.

You don't know how long it has since I've held on.

Walter. I can't hide it.

I can't hide it. Listen to me.

Listen to me.

Listen to me.

I'm sorry.

You're not going to do much damage, are you?

Throw her out. I never want to see her again.

Do you know how long it is since I last held a woman?

Smelled her.

Hated her.

Help me.

You're just like all the rest, aren't you?

Come here.

You're just some old man, after all.

It was her fault.

You're absolutely right.

We don't need anyone else.

And what did you think you were going to do with her?

What did you want to do?

Do you want to feel her young breath?

Is that what you want?

You want me to tell you how it feels?

No.

I'm not telling.

How does it feel?

You wanted to kiss her neck.

How does it feel?

And what about, what about her thighs?

Her warm, soft thighs?

That's for me to feel, not you.

That's my boy.

Do it to her.

Make love to her for me.

You want to watch?

You want me to tell you how it feels?

Maybe I'll fall in love with her.

You want to know what it's like to be in love?

That is exactly what I want.

Too bad.

Because from now on, what I do is for me and not for you.

You are finished.

You want to watch?

Where will you go?

I don't know.

Back to Paris?

What about you?

Going home.

It's been a long time.

Yeah.

Oh, good morning. You're up early. I hope you enjoyed our little games last

night. Now, how about some breakfast?

We're going.

What, you're showing the girl out?

We're both going.

Okay? I'm leaving.

Now, where have I heard that before?

This time it's different.

You'll be back.

No. Oh, come along now.

There's so much else for us to do. So many things for us to experience. Give

it up, okay?

You're just pathetic.

You're nothing without me. You can't do anything by yourself.

For God's sake, don't go.

Please.

You can't just leave me here.

Can't I?

Then it's decided.

There never was any doubt.

Take the pie, at least.

Goodbye. Helen, I have a present for you.

Something for you to remember me by.

It's extremely valuable.

I would like it a great deal if you would have it.

It was written by a Zen monk called Toyu.

They say he wrote these last words, put down his brush, laughed out loud,

and fell over dead.

What does it say?

In all my six and fifty years, I saw no miracles.

For the Buddhas and the great ones of the faith, I have questions.

But if today, at this hour, I leave the world, It means nothing.

Day after day, does not the sun rise in the east?

That's all?

That's all.

Thank you.

Farewell.

To you.

hello hello hello

You selfish bastard!

How does it feel?

How does it feel?

You tell me for a change!

How does it feel to die?

How does it feel?

Thank you.

As I never loved before

And face

down my tears On the village green

Come to me

in my dream

When we

I love you as I loved you

when you

It's great.

Before Since first I met you On

the village green

Come to

me In my dreams Where I was always

When you were sweet When

you were sweet