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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:26,520 # Would you have it any other way? # 2 00:00:28,080 --> 00:00:32,720 I'm going in. All this palaver to make plum pudding for one person! 3 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:35,920 It's not just any person, it's your brother. Pass me the wine. 4 00:00:37,040 --> 00:00:38,400 Uh-uh. 5 00:00:41,240 --> 00:00:45,040 Oh, Mum! Mmm, mmm... Mum! Mmm. Mmm. Ha-ha! 6 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:47,280 Thanks. OK, what do you think? OK. 7 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:50,040 Oh... 8 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:53,960 Eurgh! THEY LAUGH 9 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:57,280 Oh, well, Rob'll love it. He'd better. Mmm. 10 00:00:58,480 --> 00:01:00,800 And I don't want any fighting over Christmas. 11 00:01:00,840 --> 00:01:03,400 Do you hear? Same goes for you and Dad. 12 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:08,480 DOORBELL RINGS 13 00:01:08,520 --> 00:01:10,960 DOG BARKS I'm not going like this. 14 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:14,200 Right, I'll go. 15 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:36,040 The British Embassy were contacted by officials in Thailand 16 00:01:36,080 --> 00:01:37,320 earlier today. 17 00:01:38,480 --> 00:01:40,040 As your local police station, 18 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:42,200 we've been informed that a body's been identified, 19 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:44,400 believed to be your son, Rob. 20 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:49,040 No, no! 21 00:01:49,080 --> 00:01:51,640 A group of young people swimming late at night. 22 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:54,080 He must have got into difficulty. 23 00:01:56,080 --> 00:01:57,640 He drowned. 24 00:01:57,680 --> 00:01:59,120 No! 25 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:01,000 No! He was identified earlier today 26 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:04,240 by a travelling companion, Ayesha Farewell. 27 00:02:04,280 --> 00:02:06,360 Oh, well, she's, she's wrong. 28 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:08,600 She's... She's wrong. 29 00:02:09,920 --> 00:02:12,400 I'm afraid I have to ask you to come to the station. 30 00:02:12,440 --> 00:02:14,800 We'll need you to confirm the evidence sent through 31 00:02:14,840 --> 00:02:16,880 by the Embassy. No! 32 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:23,840 It won't be him, it won't be him. LUKE SOBS 33 00:02:23,880 --> 00:02:26,800 Please, Luke, make it not him! 34 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:28,760 Make it not Rob... 35 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:30,800 Make it not Rob! 36 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:34,880 Make it not Rob! I'm so sorry. 37 00:02:34,920 --> 00:02:37,600 I'm so sorry, Mum! 38 00:02:37,640 --> 00:02:39,600 I'm so sorry! 39 00:02:39,640 --> 00:02:43,160 THEY SOB 40 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:16,320 LUKE CHINKS GLASS Erm... 41 00:04:16,360 --> 00:04:19,920 Thank you all for coming to celebrate Rob's birthday with us. 42 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:23,080 It's been two months... 43 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:29,200 ..and while I can't say it gets any easier, 44 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:33,200 I can say how very grateful we are 45 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:36,160 for all the support and help that you've shown us. 46 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:39,680 Rosalie. 47 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:43,720 Er, yes, erm, thank you. 48 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:50,040 Our son... 49 00:04:51,640 --> 00:04:53,200 ..would have been 20 today. 50 00:04:57,760 --> 00:04:59,800 To Rob. 51 00:04:59,840 --> 00:05:01,520 ALL: To Rob. 52 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:09,160 Ayesha, can I talk to you in private for a minute? Yeah, sure. 53 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:30,880 Rob had his place at Physical Education College. 54 00:05:33,640 --> 00:05:36,560 He had to be the strongest swimmer on that beach. 55 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:41,560 We were pretty wasted. 56 00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:44,640 Oh. 57 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:49,040 Why didn't anyone notice he was gone, 58 00:05:49,080 --> 00:05:50,680 call for help? 59 00:05:52,360 --> 00:05:55,680 So, there were different groups all along the beach. 60 00:05:55,720 --> 00:05:58,480 He could've been with any one of them. 61 00:05:58,520 --> 00:06:02,080 And not one person noticed? 62 00:06:02,120 --> 00:06:04,680 It wasn't like I was looking for him. 63 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:06,320 I'm sorry. 64 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:09,280 The Thai police asked me to identify him, so... 65 00:06:10,360 --> 00:06:11,560 LUKE: Rosalie? 66 00:06:14,080 --> 00:06:16,480 You know, I thought maybe you could help me 67 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:18,520 go through Rob's things. 68 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:21,240 You know, we could talk about him. 69 00:06:21,280 --> 00:06:25,480 We weren't, you know, like that, 70 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:28,520 a couple. They didn't find his phone. 71 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:31,360 Did he leave it on the beach? I mean, 72 00:06:31,400 --> 00:06:32,880 did someone pick it up? I don't know. 73 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:39,280 I... I have to catch my train. 74 00:06:50,240 --> 00:06:53,440 It was a terrible, tragic accident, Rosie. 75 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:55,720 Well, I'll never accept that. 76 00:06:55,760 --> 00:07:00,040 Never! I mean, how can you say that? He was your son! 77 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:03,440 Please, can you just calm down, Rosie? Don't tell me to calm down! 78 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:05,240 We've talked this through, Rosalie. 79 00:07:05,280 --> 00:07:07,560 Have we? What, just like we talked about 80 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:09,320 your affair with Wendy?! Oh, come on! 81 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:11,240 We really sorted that out, didn't we? Please, 82 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:12,680 let's not go there again! Erm... 83 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:14,280 It's been a long day. 84 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:17,080 I think we should give the family some privacy, don't you? 85 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:21,440 He hit his head, he was knocked unconscious. 86 00:07:21,480 --> 00:07:24,200 SHE SIGHS Rosie, love, please! 87 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:25,800 You know that he wouldn't dive around 88 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:27,520 the rocks in the middle of the night. 89 00:07:27,560 --> 00:07:29,640 If you want to help each other, 90 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:33,480 you have to work together. I can't. I... 91 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:36,960 I can't move on the way that you want us to. I... 92 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:42,280 She wants me out. Oh... 93 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:47,040 Please, if you want to help me, just... 94 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:49,360 just give me some space. 95 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:10,360 PHONE RINGS 96 00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:13,360 RECORDED MESSAGE: Hi, you've reached Maddie, sorry I can't get to 97 00:08:13,400 --> 00:08:16,720 the phone right now. Please leave a message after the tone... 98 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:18,720 Answer your bloody phone, Maddie! 99 00:08:29,960 --> 00:08:31,120 DOOR OPENS 100 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:33,480 DOG BARKS Maddie? 101 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:37,680 Oh... Oh, Maddie. 102 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:39,840 SHE SIGHS 103 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:41,600 MADDIE RETCHES 104 00:08:41,640 --> 00:08:43,240 That's it. 105 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:52,920 PHONE RINGS 106 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:57,080 OK, yep. Thank you. 107 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:03,640 The school realises this is a hugely difficult time for you. 108 00:09:03,680 --> 00:09:05,080 But no problem booting her out! 109 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:06,560 We have every sympathy, 110 00:09:06,600 --> 00:09:09,200 but constant truancy, disruption? 111 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:12,360 She was drunk in class the other day. 112 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:18,640 How are things at home? Could that be affecting her? 113 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:22,920 We, erm... 114 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:24,840 We're not together at the moment. 115 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:29,960 Well, I suggest you pull together, with regard to your daughter. 116 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:34,880 I'll consider one last suspension, 117 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:38,560 if you can find a way to help her deal with her grief. 118 00:09:44,680 --> 00:09:48,440 You can't explain the pain to someone who hasn't gone through it. 119 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:52,920 Sometimes, it's almost physical. 120 00:09:55,760 --> 00:09:58,000 It comes in waves. 121 00:09:58,040 --> 00:09:59,320 It's like, erm... 122 00:10:00,520 --> 00:10:01,720 No... 123 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:06,880 Thank you for listening. 124 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:14,280 We have some new members in the group this evening. 125 00:10:15,560 --> 00:10:17,880 Perhaps they'd like to share? 126 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:23,320 Only when you're ready. 127 00:10:26,560 --> 00:10:28,720 My name's Jed. 128 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:31,360 Jed Cousins. I don't 129 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:35,480 remember a lot about my parents, to tell the truth. 130 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:38,800 I was only four when they... 131 00:10:38,840 --> 00:10:40,520 they had the crash. 132 00:10:43,400 --> 00:10:44,920 Me nan brought us up. 133 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:48,960 A right old...battleaxe. 134 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,680 She always wore a scarf round her head. 135 00:10:54,560 --> 00:10:57,560 I swear she went to sleep with that scarf! 136 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:01,000 I didn't give it to her easy. 137 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:05,200 I was... I was a difficult kid. 138 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:10,960 Everyone cut me some slack because the... 139 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:12,960 poor lad had lost his mum and dad. 140 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:19,840 At 16, I left home and went to London. 141 00:11:21,400 --> 00:11:24,640 At first, I'd call her once a week... 142 00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:27,600 ..pretending I was doing 143 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:29,880 all these brilliant jobs when, really, I was... 144 00:11:31,280 --> 00:11:32,800 ..scraping by. 145 00:11:35,160 --> 00:11:39,520 It was always next month... 146 00:11:39,560 --> 00:11:41,160 I was coming home. 147 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:44,120 A neighbour called to say she'd passed. 148 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:50,800 I never thought much about my nan before. 149 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:56,920 Now she's gone, she's all I think about. 150 00:12:01,720 --> 00:12:03,120 It's doing me head in. 151 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:09,600 I really liked your talk. I mean, 152 00:12:09,640 --> 00:12:12,960 if liked is the right word to use. 153 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:15,120 Thanks. I can just picture your nan, 154 00:12:15,160 --> 00:12:17,720 with that scarf. THEY LAUGH 155 00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:19,960 I'm pretty sure she was bald under that! 156 00:12:21,040 --> 00:12:22,440 I'm Rosalie. 157 00:12:23,880 --> 00:12:25,440 This is my daughter, Maddie. 158 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:28,160 Hiya. Hi. 159 00:12:28,200 --> 00:12:30,040 Was that your... 160 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:32,200 your husband? 161 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:34,400 Er, no. My son. 162 00:12:34,440 --> 00:12:38,600 I'm sorry. It's fine. Er, thank you very much for speaking. 163 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:41,640 Very brave of you. 164 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:48,280 Thanks. Pleasure. Well done. 165 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:49,440 Thank you, Tom. 166 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:55,160 Er, Jed? Erm, we haven't had dinner yet 167 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:58,000 and we live round the corner. 168 00:12:58,040 --> 00:12:59,880 You're more than welcome. 169 00:12:59,920 --> 00:13:02,680 I wouldn't want to... It's no trouble. It's just lasagne, 170 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:06,680 garlic bread. It's not even dinner, more supper. 171 00:13:06,720 --> 00:13:09,920 What would you call dinner, if lasagne's supper?! 172 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:13,640 Ha-ha! Well, I'll take that as a yes! Yeah. 173 00:13:13,680 --> 00:13:14,960 Perfect. 174 00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:19,960 MADDIE GIGGLES 175 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:22,040 DOOR OPENS It's only me! 176 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:26,720 SHE WHISPERS: I know. 177 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:30,840 It's a young guy who we met at counselling. Jed. 178 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:32,120 So, it went OK? 179 00:13:36,200 --> 00:13:38,320 We'll get there. 180 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:39,760 All of us together again. 181 00:13:41,160 --> 00:13:44,960 In time. I hope so. Hi, Dad! 182 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:47,720 I didn't hear you come in. Hi! Mwah! 183 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:50,320 Mmm! Just dropping by. Erm... Oh, er, 184 00:13:50,360 --> 00:13:52,760 Luke, Jed. Jed, Luke. 185 00:13:52,800 --> 00:13:55,800 Hello. Nice to meet you. You too. 186 00:13:55,840 --> 00:14:00,040 Right, well, thank you for dinner, or supper, whatever you call it. 187 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:02,400 You're welcome. 188 00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:06,000 I'll, er... I'll see yous, see yous again? 189 00:14:06,040 --> 00:14:07,560 Er, next week? 190 00:14:08,800 --> 00:14:12,040 Sure. I'll show him out. 191 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:16,880 It was really nice to have you over... 192 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:19,560 And get this, he doesn't drink, 193 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:22,720 he doesn't smoke, feels guilty about his dead nan. 194 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:26,320 He's really lovely. 195 00:14:32,960 --> 00:14:35,360 I know. You don't have to say it. 196 00:15:02,200 --> 00:15:03,720 Ooh! 197 00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:05,240 There we go. 198 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:12,000 There you go. 199 00:15:12,040 --> 00:15:13,360 Ha-ha! Strong hands. 200 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:16,560 Holding that. Ha-ha-ha! 201 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:18,720 That's a good shout. Here? 202 00:15:19,760 --> 00:15:21,280 You'd make a good gardener. 203 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:35,280 Why would you do that?! Why would I do what?! 204 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:37,440 No! No, don't do that! 205 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,440 Ha! All right, all right... 206 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:42,560 Go on, give it me. Give it me. Go on. 207 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:45,680 There you go. Go on. Perfect, perfect, perfect... 208 00:15:45,720 --> 00:15:47,160 Agh! 209 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,400 No! Ha! 210 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:50,960 I'm not saving you! 211 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:52,440 Ha-ha-ha! 212 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:12,080 I'm going to have to go home and get a change of clothes. 213 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,600 Oh, erm... 214 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:20,320 You can take jeans and a T-shirt from Rob's room, if you want. 215 00:16:23,080 --> 00:16:25,400 Er, that might be difficult for you. 216 00:16:28,080 --> 00:16:30,520 Yeah, it will be difficult, but... 217 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,280 Er, you're kind of in my space, Jed. 218 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:46,200 And you're getting my kitchen floor all wet. 219 00:16:46,240 --> 00:16:47,600 SHE GIGGLES 220 00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:48,840 Ha! 221 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:50,720 Go on. 222 00:17:57,520 --> 00:18:00,920 How long have you been here now, Jed? A couple of months or so. 223 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:03,480 Do you see a future for yourself in the gardening business? 224 00:18:03,520 --> 00:18:05,280 Yeah. 225 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:09,240 Maybe. Well, you must have a vision of 226 00:18:09,280 --> 00:18:12,920 where you're going to be in the future? It won't be as a priest, 227 00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:15,200 that's for sure! THEY LAUGH 228 00:18:15,240 --> 00:18:19,480 Right, bon appetit, everyone. Mmm! 229 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:21,960 Only work would keep my son away from 230 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,000 your hotpot, Rosie. SHE LAUGHS 231 00:18:24,040 --> 00:18:25,560 Looks like you're going to be 232 00:18:25,600 --> 00:18:28,360 man of the house for a while, Jed. Ha! 233 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:32,200 Hardly. Stop it now, Fay. Stop what? 234 00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:34,000 I'm as grateful to this young man 235 00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:35,520 as the next person. 236 00:18:35,560 --> 00:18:38,520 Look what he's done. He's turned Maddie around. 237 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:41,160 I'm actually in the room, Gran! 238 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,200 My point exactly. 239 00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:45,320 Shall we change the subject now? 240 00:18:45,360 --> 00:18:46,880 Did your nan have 241 00:18:46,920 --> 00:18:50,120 any man friends, Jed? THEY LAUGH 242 00:18:50,160 --> 00:18:52,200 Er, not that I know of. 243 00:18:52,240 --> 00:18:53,840 She was into her books. Oh. 244 00:18:53,880 --> 00:18:55,240 What sort of books? 245 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:58,240 Catherine Cookson? 246 00:18:58,280 --> 00:19:00,920 Danielle Steel? Am I right? 247 00:19:02,040 --> 00:19:04,440 More of a Trollope fan. Dickens. 248 00:19:04,480 --> 00:19:07,560 I can't really remember, to be honest. Outed for 249 00:19:07,600 --> 00:19:11,560 the middle-class snob that you are, Gran. Guilty as charged. 250 00:19:11,600 --> 00:19:15,040 THEY CHUCKLE I've had it easier than some. 251 00:19:17,040 --> 00:19:19,560 Rosalie started out as a care worker. 252 00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:21,480 That's how we met. 253 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:26,600 Owner of three of the best residential homes in the county. 254 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:29,240 Only because you believed in me. Oh... 255 00:19:29,280 --> 00:19:31,400 Not bad, eh, 256 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,080 for a girl from the roughest council estate? 257 00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:53,960 You know, I kind of thought you'd be from... 258 00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:57,640 all this. No. 259 00:19:58,800 --> 00:20:02,560 No, my mum was left with two young kids when my father bailed. 260 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:08,160 What's that silly saying - "poor, but happy"? Ha! 261 00:20:08,200 --> 00:20:09,560 But we were. 262 00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:13,520 Poor is shite, whatever way you look at it. 263 00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,760 You know what it's like to want things, though. 264 00:20:19,160 --> 00:20:21,280 We've got a lot in common. 265 00:20:21,320 --> 00:20:22,680 Yeah, of course we do. 266 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:26,000 Maddie. 267 00:20:26,040 --> 00:20:27,240 Losing someone. 268 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:32,880 If that's what you mean. No, it's, like, more than that. 269 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:39,520 I don't know, it's me being stupid, I just... 270 00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:43,360 I feel like I've known you a lot longer, 271 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:44,920 that's all. 272 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,760 It's weird. 273 00:20:49,800 --> 00:20:54,160 You lost your mother, I lost my son. 274 00:20:56,200 --> 00:20:59,000 Maybe that's the connection you feel. 275 00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:02,160 I think that we both have to be careful not to... 276 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:06,240 ..not to get everything mixed up. 277 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,600 Yeah. Maybe you're right. 278 00:21:11,120 --> 00:21:13,960 Oh, thanks for this. You're welcome. 279 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,640 Night. Night, Jed. 280 00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:38,600 HEAVY BREATHING 281 00:22:24,120 --> 00:22:25,400 KNOCK ON DOOR 282 00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,600 DOOR OPENS 283 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:30,840 I've given Mrs Flynn last rites. 284 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:32,560 Her family's with her now. 285 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,280 Everything OK? 286 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:39,880 Yeah, I just... 287 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,200 I just haven't been sleeping very well. 288 00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:46,080 Worried about Jed? 289 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:50,840 What do you mean? Has he told you his real name yet? 290 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:52,240 His real name? 291 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:53,920 Jethro. 292 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:57,160 I Googled his parents' accident. 293 00:22:57,200 --> 00:23:02,200 Why would you do that? And looked up his nan's obituary. 294 00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:04,280 Rita Cousins. 295 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:07,400 She did have a partner, for many years. 296 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:09,680 He's mentioned in her obituary. 297 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:14,040 Jed said she was alone. 298 00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:17,840 What have you got against him? 299 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:19,360 Nothing! 300 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:23,320 Seems perfect. 301 00:23:23,360 --> 00:23:25,080 Maybe that's the problem. 302 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,520 PHONE BEEPS 303 00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:38,120 Oh, shit! 304 00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:40,080 DOOR OPENS 305 00:23:40,120 --> 00:23:41,240 DOOR SHUTS 306 00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,760 The alarm's gone off in the cottage again. Oh! 307 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:48,600 What cottage? Oh, it's this old shack in the middle of nowhere 308 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:53,080 that everyone loves except me. It'll be the wind, or a fox, or something. 309 00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:56,040 The police never check. I'll go up there tomorrow to make sure. Well, 310 00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:58,360 not on your own, Mum. I'm coming with you. 311 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,800 You're not missing another day of school, missy! Mum! 312 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:03,960 Maddie, I'm not listening to this! Please, it's really important, 313 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,000 It's just, I don't want you to go up on your own... 314 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:31,480 Thanks, Mum. I'll feel better. There's really no need. 315 00:24:31,520 --> 00:24:34,720 I know. I just want you to come home safe. 316 00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:40,360 Thank you. 317 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:49,640 See you later. Bye. 318 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:38,760 Argh! 319 00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,400 It's a power cut. 320 00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:48,000 Happens here a lot. 321 00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:57,120 Oh, it's been forced. Wait there, 322 00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,520 I'll check upstairs. 323 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:08,880 No, nothing. 324 00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:12,240 Must have been hikers, taking a chance. They taken anything? 325 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:14,920 They didn't find them. 326 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:22,240 My mum couldn't afford much, but she never missed our books. 327 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,280 There's some first editions in there. 328 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:29,880 I bought them, over the years. 329 00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:34,880 Valeria. 330 00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:37,240 My heroine. 331 00:27:38,560 --> 00:27:42,360 God, how I wanted a crystal pendant, with magic powers, like hers! 332 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:43,840 Ha! Huh! 333 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:47,080 My mum bought me a glass one, so I couldn't... 334 00:27:47,120 --> 00:27:48,840 I couldn't get a crystal one after that. 335 00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:51,720 Why not? 336 00:27:52,960 --> 00:27:55,320 It would be like saying her present wasn't good enough. 337 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,920 You're a...kind person, aren't ya? 338 00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:03,840 Sorry, am I allowed to say that? 339 00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:06,840 Ha! It's a nice thing to say, why wouldn't you say it? 340 00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,320 It's getting dark. We should, er, we should go. 341 00:28:12,360 --> 00:28:13,760 Maddie will be getting worried. 342 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:17,360 There we go. 343 00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:26,720 Maddie? 344 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:30,920 I won't hurt you, or your mum, again. 345 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:34,840 It was a mistake. 346 00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:39,120 It was a shit mistake, Dad. 347 00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:42,640 I really am sorry. 348 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:46,080 It's OK. 349 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:51,240 Since Rob, 350 00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,160 well, everything else feels like small stuff. 351 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,960 I'm sure I left them in the car. 352 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:14,520 I'm just going to check inside. 353 00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:24,440 This is hopeless, Jed. 354 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:31,600 They must've come out of your hand when that bird flew out. 355 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:33,600 It's too dark. 356 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,800 We'll have to look again in the morning. 357 00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:38,720 Right, OK. 358 00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:45,680 Mum? Nah, it's me. 359 00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:47,440 But she managed to get through. 360 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:49,680 She can't find her car keys, is all. 361 00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:51,480 I'm going to stay the night. 362 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:52,640 OK. 363 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,640 CUTLERY SCRAPES I'm not very hungry. 364 00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:08,760 Did Rob enjoy coming here? 365 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:15,640 We used to have to bribe Maddie to come up here, 366 00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:19,080 but Rob was in his element. 367 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:22,760 We'd hike for miles in the woods. 368 00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:26,200 He was an outdoors lad. 369 00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:29,080 Knew how to take care of himself. 370 00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:38,320 That's why it'll never sit with me. 371 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:43,640 My boy, drowning. 372 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:47,440 Not Rob. 373 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:53,520 I wanted to go back to Thailand and ask questions, 374 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,200 see where it happened, but... 375 00:30:57,000 --> 00:31:00,160 ..Maddie was out of control. We couldn't leave her. And... 376 00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:03,680 ..Luke and I couldn't stay together. 377 00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:08,000 All that toxic anger between us. 378 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:13,400 And all we wanted was our son back. 379 00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:19,760 I want him back! 380 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,480 I'm sorry. No, don't apologise. 381 00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:27,720 I can't pretend to understand what that... 382 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:30,080 pain must feel like... 383 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:34,320 ..but I do know that... 384 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:41,400 ..losing someone and not getting the chance to say goodbye... 385 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:44,640 ..it feels unfair. 386 00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:52,040 Yeah. 387 00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:02,280 CUTLERY SCRAPES 388 00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:23,560 If you're cold, there are more blankets in the cupboard. 389 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,000 Goodnight. 390 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:51,880 DOOR OPENS 391 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,560 Jed, what the...?! 392 00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:55,360 You were calling me. Just... 393 00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:56,600 get out! 394 00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:58,520 Just get out of my room! 395 00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:24,640 Found 'em. 396 00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:26,800 Like I thought, they were in the grass, by the car. 397 00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:31,000 Great. 398 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:34,120 Thanks. You're welcome. 399 00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:45,280 You were calling me. 400 00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:48,160 What? 401 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,680 I didn't know you were asleep. 402 00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:55,320 Well, you misheard. 403 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:02,680 I think about you too. 404 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,920 Where's your flat? I can drop you off. I need to 405 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:42,960 get some stuff I left at your house, 406 00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:46,280 before you say you don't want me coming round so much. Jed... 407 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,240 It's OK, I get it. 408 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:52,000 I'm used to being brushed off. 409 00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:54,760 I'm just rubbish to the likes of you, now you're up in the world. 410 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,400 Don't think that! It's all right, I get it! 411 00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:01,240 I heard my name being called... 412 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,480 ..loud and clear. 413 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:15,040 RAISED VOICES Oh, my God! 414 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:19,240 Yaz! No! No! 415 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,160 Maddie! Oi, oi! Maddie! Back off! 416 00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:23,840 Mum! Stay where you are! Mum! 417 00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:26,880 What do you want? Do you want money? I can get you money! Shut up! 418 00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:28,200 Oof! 419 00:35:28,240 --> 00:35:30,040 Agh! Agh! 420 00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:31,960 Hey... Agh! 421 00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:33,240 Oof! 422 00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:35,760 Think you're a big girl, do you? 423 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,960 They're not going to be around to save you next time, Maddie! 424 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:41,600 There's not going to be a next time! Fuck off! 425 00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:43,560 If I catch you around here again, 426 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:45,400 you better start running, 427 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:49,800 because if the police don't catch ya, I fucking will! 428 00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:51,240 Get the fuck out of here! 429 00:35:54,480 --> 00:35:57,680 They came out of nowhere. Are you OK? Are you all right? 430 00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:01,760 They won't be coming back. 431 00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:06,200 SHE SOBS 432 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:16,880 They're not from round here. 433 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,720 One day, Yaz and a gang started... 434 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:23,280 I don't know, talking to me outside school. 435 00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:24,880 Talking about what? 436 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,920 Stuff. 437 00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:28,880 I dunno, we had a laugh. 438 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:31,400 Never got her surname? 439 00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:33,640 Never asked any questions? 440 00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:35,120 Just had a laugh? 441 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:36,960 They'd take things from me. 442 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:40,680 Money, jewellery. We know how these gangs operate, 443 00:36:40,720 --> 00:36:43,080 Maddie. Did they ask you to sell drugs at school? 444 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:48,440 Answer them, Maddie. 445 00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:50,320 Nothing heavy, just benzos. 446 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:54,280 All the girls are on them. Oh, Jesus Christ! Sorry, Dad, Mum! 447 00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:58,320 It just took my mind off things here. I did stop. 448 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:02,200 First, it was like they were OK with it, and then today, 449 00:37:02,240 --> 00:37:04,680 it was give them more money instead. 450 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:08,840 Am I in trouble? 451 00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:10,480 Will I have to go to court? 452 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:13,520 If we find them. 453 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:16,400 Thanks. 454 00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:32,320 Thanks for what you did, Jed. 455 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:41,760 DOOR CLOSES Maddie's out with her dad. Erm, 456 00:37:41,800 --> 00:37:43,800 you can wait in here, if you want. 457 00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:55,200 Ah... 458 00:37:55,240 --> 00:37:56,920 I, erm... 459 00:37:58,280 --> 00:37:59,920 I brought you something. 460 00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:04,520 Open it. 461 00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:08,200 Open it. 462 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:24,800 Er, I can't... I can't accept that. 463 00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:48,360 Jed... 464 00:39:05,240 --> 00:39:06,560 Jesus! 465 00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:09,360 Stop, I don't want this. You want me. 466 00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:11,840 I wasn't sure. It's not true. 467 00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,160 Yes, it is. You have to leave now! 468 00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,800 I think about you all the time. 469 00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:20,600 Stop it. All...the time. 470 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,960 DOOR OPENS 471 00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:26,920 Hiya! 472 00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:34,200 Jed's helping me out with the new security. You are a star. 473 00:39:34,240 --> 00:39:37,440 And it'll be a relief to know you're around this evening, because... 474 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:39,440 I'm taking my lovely wife out to dinner. 475 00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:52,320 You understand it was never Wendy that split us up. 476 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:54,040 It was losing Rob. 477 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:59,680 We can never be whole again, I think we both know that, but... 478 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:08,240 ..maybe we could be the bits that are left over, 479 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:10,680 put back together somehow... HIS VOICE FADES 480 00:40:16,720 --> 00:40:18,680 DOOR OPENS 481 00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:24,960 Hi. 482 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:30,120 What's wrong? 483 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:33,560 Where's Jed? 484 00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:36,600 He's talking about leaving. 485 00:40:39,240 --> 00:40:41,280 Did he say why? 486 00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:42,560 His job's shaky, 487 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:45,760 his flat... 488 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:47,560 I don't want to talk about it, Mum! 489 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:11,800 SHE SIGHS 490 00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:22,960 I didn't know where else to go. Rosie, 491 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,720 no mother loses a child 492 00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,560 without major consequences. 493 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:31,600 You need to deal with your grief. 494 00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:36,160 Is that what's wrong with me? 495 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,240 I don't trust myself, Tom. 496 00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:45,240 What I'm thinking, I... 497 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:49,800 I've been having these... 498 00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:56,320 ..these weird dreams, and just crazy stuff. 499 00:41:56,360 --> 00:42:00,320 Mixing everything up, but I... After a death, 500 00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:02,360 the family has to re-group. 501 00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,280 Spend some time together. 502 00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:07,880 Just the three of you. 503 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:13,080 Heal yourself through the memory of Rob. OK, that sounds 504 00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:14,680 a bit priest-y, but... 505 00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:24,800 I've lost myself, Tom. 506 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:26,960 You're the strongest woman I know, Rosie. 507 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:30,840 Go find yourself again. 508 00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:12,000 Our Father, 509 00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,400 who art in heaven. 510 00:43:16,440 --> 00:43:18,560 Hallowed be thy name. 511 00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:21,800 Thy kingdom come. 512 00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:23,880 Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven. 513 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:28,960 Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses. 514 00:43:31,240 --> 00:43:33,520 As we forgive those who trespass against us. 515 00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,480 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. 516 00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:52,200 If Jed was to move in, could I trust you 517 00:43:52,240 --> 00:43:53,480 to be sensible? Ha-ha! 518 00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:55,440 FATHER TOM: Get that boy out of your house now, 519 00:43:55,480 --> 00:43:57,320 before something terrible happens. 520 00:43:57,360 --> 00:43:59,840 Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. 521 00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:01,840 I want you out of my house! 522 00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:03,760 I've lost my son, I won't lose 523 00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,400 my daughter as well! 524 00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,800 All I want... 525 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:09,800 is you. Ah! 526 00:44:38,880 --> 00:44:46,760 Subtitles by Red Bee Media 34610

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