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Hey sweetheart. I'm in Sydney.
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- Are you serious?
- Yeah.
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Yeah, I thought this,
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I thought this might
actually be some good news.
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I owe you an explanation.
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Alison!
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Jesus! Get an ambulance!
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How dare you go around
saying things about my son.
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Your whole family owes me.
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You fucking owe me.
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I know it wasn't my fault.
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I left that night.
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[Screaming] No!
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Fuck!
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How did you want this to play out?
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I don't know. I didn't
think, obviously
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What if this life had been us?
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Who the fuck are you?
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Nothing happened.
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If you say so.
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It was really good to see
you again.
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I don't want to run from the past
anymore Dan.
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["I Fall Apart" by
Rory Gallagher playing]
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♪ Like a cat that's playing
with a ball of twine ♪
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♪ That you call my heart ♪
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♪ Oh but baby, is it so hard
to tell the two apart? ♪
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♪ And so slowly you unwind me
until I fall apart ♪
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[song starts playing
through headphones]
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♪ I'm only living for the hour
that I see your face ♪
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♪ When that happens, I don't
want to be no other place... ♪
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When will she be back?
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She's not coming back.
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She didn't say anything
about leaving.
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She talked to you about it,
right?
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She left me a note.
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None of this makes sense.
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Did something happen?
You don't...
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You don't just up and
leave home at 17, Peter.
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Look...
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Whenever she's settled
I'm sure she'll be in touch.
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How are you so calm?
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Because I can guarantee ya...
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wherever she is now...
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she's happier than
she were here.
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I bought her a birthday present.
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Who are you?
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- He's just leaving.
- I'm Alison's boyfriend.
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Yeah?
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So she left you and all.
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I wouldn't worry
too much about it.
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She were probably
shagging a few lads.
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- Fucking bitch.
- Stop it.
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Thought too much of herself.
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She'll see in the real world -
she'll get her comeuppance.
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Ungrateful cow.
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And this one - off to the army.
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You give them everything...
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and they're happy to just
leave you on your own.
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Selfish brats.
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Subtitle Extracted & Sync by: Aren Zohrabi
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Dear Daniel, you've
probably already worked out
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from the postmark -
I'm in Ireland.
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It's really cool, hey?
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There's a great music scene.
You'd love it.
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I miss ya, and I'm so sorry
I didn't come see you
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before I left.
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Hey Mark, it's fine.
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Hey ah...
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Can I help you?
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Yeah, just three pints, please.
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And just join us for a drink,
yeah?
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Got a smile for us, love?
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Come on. Just a little.
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Hey, give her a break.
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We're just messing around.
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- I'll get these, yeah?
- Really, yeah?
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Thanks.
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They're dickheads.
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Can I buy you a drink
to say sorry?
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No, thank you. I'm working.
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That's not an Irish accent.
Are you from England?
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I'm busy.
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No worries.
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I'm staying in some
digs near here.
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Might see you about.
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I'm Michael, by the way.
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Nice to meet you, Michael.
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I know he loves me.
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Um...
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But sometimes it just feels...
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suffocating.
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Um, he's used to
being in control.
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But that's your job, right?
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To, to be in control.
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But you can't, you can't
control another person.
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I mean he -
you tracked my phone.
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You followed me.
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Can you explain your thinking
behind that, Michael?
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Oh, look, I don't
think it's that unusual
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to have a family tracking
plan on iPhones.
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I know a lot of people
who do that.
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But you didn't tell Alison or
Stella that you had that plan.
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Hmm...
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You do accept that Alison
is allowed her privacy?
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Of course I do.
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[Michael] But, Alison is so...
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You're so in yourself,
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that sometimes I just feel
like I'm trying to find you.
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And if that's suffocating.
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Yeah, I'm sorry.
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Do you feel like you've shut
yourself off to Michael, Alison?
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No.
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Ah...
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Maybe, I'm...
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Not consciously.
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But there's some stuff
that he doesn't ask about.
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I mean, you've never even
asked about my past.
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You don't want to
talk about that.
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Why do you just accept that?
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So I'm either suffocating you or
I'm giving you too much space.
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Like, which is it?
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There's work here, but there's
also love. I can see that.
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- There we go.
- No!
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How's Alex getting on?
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Oh, he's, he's good. He is
planning to go to the Highlands
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with his mate for half term,
yeah.
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I do not know how much
studying he is doing.
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That sounds familiar, don't it?
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But he is happy.
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Marian were in bits
when Dan moved out.
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- I was not.
- Yes, you were.
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Not as bad as you stuck in that
shed all day with your pigeons.
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- That's not true.
- He cried, you know.
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[Marian] You did.
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Right, well I'll go,
go check the oven.
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- Modern man, hey?
- Aye.
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Got to go myself.
Have a waz.
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- Bill!
- See you later, ooh...
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- Watch it.
- Mind your hip.
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We weren't expecting you
back from America so soon.
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Weren't you meant to be
there for a few weeks.
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Yeah, even longer.
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I just had to come back
and sort some stuff out.
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Is everything okay?
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No, not really.
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Oh, I see.
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You must have had that,
with Bill, right?
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Weren't there moments where
you were ready to just give up?
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I don't understand.
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I get that two people don't
change at the same time, but...
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What if you haven't changed?
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What if you're just not on
the same page anymore?
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I'm lost, love.
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It's okay.
It doesn't matter.
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Love...
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Marriages are hard, aren't they?
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Times I'd happily strangle Bill,
but...
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Well, all that matters is...
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that you're honest
with one another and,
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I'm sure everything
will be fine, love.
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[door opening and closing]
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- Bye, Mum.
- Ta, love, bye.
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["Background Check" by
Display Homes playing]
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♪ It pops out ♪
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♪ Pops back down
and won't take my look ♪
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[music stops]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Just checking in.
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How's counselling?
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How did you know
we're at the counsellor's?
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I'm not a complete moron.
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Well, you're not a moron at all.
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[Alison sighing]
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You know, sometimes,
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sometimes you just need
some help with your problems.
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That's all.
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Dad and I love you very much.
You know that, don't you?
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This has got nothing to do
with you or Thea.
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But all this kicked off
when all that stuff happened.
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No it didn't, darling.
I promise.
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This is our own stuff.
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Are we going to keep doing this?
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Avoiding each other?
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I think I'm just afraid of
what's going to come out
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when we start talking.
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She um, lives in Sydney.
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This author that you
pretended you didn't know.
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There were no direct flights
to New Zealand, Kat.
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There is so little we have
in common anymore, Dan,
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but the inability to lie well is
still true for the both of us.
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Did you go there to see her?
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Look, it were a stop over on
my route to see Jack Leonard.
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And yes, I did see her
when I were in Sydney.
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Look, it's not like you think.
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Right, when we were kids,
we were together and,
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and she left Sheffield suddenly,
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and, and I just wanted to
know why. That were it.
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Why didn't you tell me that?
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- You could have.
- I don't know. I don't know.
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I don't know.
You're right,
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I should have been straight
with you from the start.
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I should have been,
but you know,
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we've been going
through this weird space
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and I just felt like
this was my thing.
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I needed some answers.
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Honestly Kat, it were
no more than that.
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We've been together for decades,
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and you've never
even mentioned her.
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Why not?
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I'm sorry, Kat.
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I'll make it better.
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Look, I'm sorry, but you are so
fucking boring at the moment.
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Come on, one party!
I need a wingman.
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- You don't need a wingman.
- Yeah, right.
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There's that bird from
that convent school.
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Roz something, I don't know.
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I want her to think I'm
nice and respectable.
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I'm definitely not
open with that.
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See! Dull.
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Come on!
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Here, isn't that Peter?
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Peter!
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I didn't know you were back.
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Has there been any word from Al?
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- Is she okay?
- Look mate, I have to get on.
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He's not stopped
pining for her, the idiot.
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For fuck's sake! What's fucking
wrong with your family?
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Hey, why won't you
tell me where she is?
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My mum's died.
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Jesus...
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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Just leave it, come on.
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Okay, just let me
get her for you.
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There's someone
on the phone for you.
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Hello?
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- [Peter on phone] Hi, Al.
- Peter!
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Listen, I've got bad news.
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What's wrong?
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It's, it's Mum.
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She, ah...
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She died.
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She fell down the stairs.
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When, when's the funeral?
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Tuesday.
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So I'm going to wire you
the money for your flights.
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Or if you don't think
you can do it alone,
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I'll come over and get ya.
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Why is it so soon?
Can't we wait a week?
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She was seeing that prick
Baxter again.
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He was with her when she died.
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He'd already been on to
the funeral directors.
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The bastard didn't tell me for
two full days she were dead.
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And he's going around now
acting like a chief mourner.
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I can't...
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00:18:35,987 --> 00:18:39,267
I can't come home.
Peter, I can't come home.
257
00:18:39,427 --> 00:18:41,227
What you talking about?
258
00:18:41,387 --> 00:18:43,067
I'll pay, Ali, you don't
have to worry about...
259
00:18:43,147 --> 00:18:44,987
- I'm not coming back.
- What!
260
00:18:45,067 --> 00:18:48,107
Look, I know you're upset.
I understand.
261
00:18:48,267 --> 00:18:49,347
But she was our mum.
262
00:18:49,507 --> 00:18:52,107
Alison, you have to do this.
263
00:18:52,267 --> 00:18:56,387
Even if you're angry
with her, yeah?
264
00:18:57,027 --> 00:18:58,507
Trust me.
265
00:18:59,387 --> 00:19:02,067
You'll regret it
266
00:19:02,227 --> 00:19:04,427
She was on the fucking stairs
while she was drunk.
267
00:19:04,587 --> 00:19:07,027
I'm not going to a funeral.
268
00:19:08,027 --> 00:19:09,747
[phone clanging]
269
00:19:11,027 --> 00:19:13,507
[Alison crying]
270
00:19:26,467 --> 00:19:28,947
[Cass] You're positive?
Like a hundred percent?
271
00:19:29,027 --> 00:19:30,747
You were so reluctant before,
what happened?
272
00:19:30,827 --> 00:19:36,107
Yeah, I just,
I just made up my mind.
273
00:19:36,267 --> 00:19:38,307
Babe, I could kiss you.
This is great news.
274
00:19:38,467 --> 00:19:40,027
I'm going to get onto
the PR company -
275
00:19:40,107 --> 00:19:41,667
confirm all the interviews,
276
00:19:41,827 --> 00:19:43,867
and we're going to sort you out
some lovely hotels.
277
00:19:44,027 --> 00:19:45,827
Okay.
278
00:19:45,987 --> 00:19:51,027
And will it just be you or
you coming with Michael?
279
00:19:54,547 --> 00:19:56,747
Can I get back to you on that?
280
00:19:57,067 --> 00:19:58,067
Sure.
281
00:19:58,147 --> 00:19:59,667
[mobile phone chiming]
282
00:19:59,827 --> 00:20:01,547
Hm, speak of the devil.
283
00:20:02,467 --> 00:20:04,627
- Michael.
- [Cass laughing]
284
00:20:16,027 --> 00:20:19,827
Michael, I said I wanted to talk
about something important.
285
00:20:19,987 --> 00:20:24,587
I know, I know. I just wanted to
do something nice for you.
286
00:20:24,747 --> 00:20:27,907
It's still allowed, isn't it?
Some bubbles.
287
00:20:28,027 --> 00:20:29,627
You may recognise this.
288
00:20:29,787 --> 00:20:33,227
- Tasmania.
- Yeah, Tasmania, your favourite.
289
00:20:33,387 --> 00:20:35,827
- [cork popping]
- Oh...
290
00:20:35,987 --> 00:20:37,427
- Great.
- Here you go.
291
00:20:37,587 --> 00:20:39,547
Ladies first.
292
00:20:40,587 --> 00:20:42,107
A nice big pour.
293
00:20:43,307 --> 00:20:44,947
Thanks.
294
00:20:45,787 --> 00:20:49,187
Okay, and uno mas.
295
00:20:49,907 --> 00:20:51,587
There we go.
296
00:20:52,347 --> 00:20:55,467
- Cheers my love.
- Cheers.
297
00:20:55,627 --> 00:20:59,307
Mm, please, please.
Sit, sit, sit.
298
00:21:02,307 --> 00:21:06,387
We need a bit more of this, huh?
Being a couple.
299
00:21:07,027 --> 00:21:08,427
Hmm.
300
00:21:09,347 --> 00:21:11,107
I love you.
301
00:21:13,427 --> 00:21:15,027
I know.
302
00:21:18,867 --> 00:21:22,707
So you told Cass that
you're doing the tour?
303
00:21:23,147 --> 00:21:24,947
Yes, I did.
304
00:21:25,027 --> 00:21:27,187
I was thinking...
305
00:21:27,347 --> 00:21:30,707
I am due a lot of leave.
306
00:21:32,067 --> 00:21:33,947
What if I came with you?
307
00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,067
That's what I wanted
to talk about.
308
00:21:37,227 --> 00:21:41,307
Oh really?
You thought that too?
309
00:21:46,027 --> 00:21:47,947
No...
310
00:21:48,027 --> 00:21:50,227
Actually I thought it
might be a good idea for us
311
00:21:50,387 --> 00:21:52,467
to have some time apart.
312
00:21:57,027 --> 00:21:58,467
Alison...
313
00:22:00,187 --> 00:22:02,827
I want to do this on my own,
Michael.
314
00:22:06,267 --> 00:22:08,947
What about Thea, and Stella?
315
00:22:09,027 --> 00:22:11,147
With everything
she's been through.
316
00:22:11,307 --> 00:22:13,827
Oh, Stella's stronger
than you think.
317
00:22:22,107 --> 00:22:27,187
It really doesn't matter
how hard I try, does it?
318
00:22:31,027 --> 00:22:32,507
You've changed?
319
00:22:36,067 --> 00:22:37,587
Yes...
320
00:22:39,027 --> 00:22:40,547
I have.
321
00:22:46,027 --> 00:22:49,827
[Katja] Hmm, yes, I know...
322
00:22:52,027 --> 00:22:55,707
Steven, you have to stop
ringing me, I have to go.
323
00:22:57,267 --> 00:22:58,267
Who was that?
324
00:22:58,347 --> 00:23:01,307
Ah, a telemarketer.
Did you get the steaks?
325
00:23:01,467 --> 00:23:06,547
I did. I did. Also got us
a lovely bottle of red.
326
00:23:06,707 --> 00:23:09,027
So I thought we could,
you know, put these on
327
00:23:09,147 --> 00:23:11,307
and try and have
a nice night in.
328
00:23:15,027 --> 00:23:18,147
That is, nice.
329
00:23:23,427 --> 00:23:28,027
["I Love You" by The Brian
Jonestown Massacre playing]
330
00:23:30,067 --> 00:23:32,547
[mobile phone buzzing]
331
00:23:34,227 --> 00:23:36,387
Kat, your phone!
332
00:23:40,187 --> 00:23:42,547
[phone buzzing again]
333
00:24:32,467 --> 00:24:35,427
Is there something
you need to tell me.
334
00:24:46,707 --> 00:24:48,627
[Marian] You sure you don't
want something to eat?
335
00:24:48,707 --> 00:24:51,347
No, no.
I'm fine. I'm alright.
336
00:24:51,507 --> 00:24:53,427
Well you can stay here
as long as you like, son.
337
00:24:53,587 --> 00:24:54,907
You know that.
338
00:24:55,027 --> 00:24:57,547
But you are going to have to
sort it out eventually.
339
00:24:57,707 --> 00:25:01,427
Yeah, yeah, I will, but not now.
340
00:25:07,027 --> 00:25:09,947
Mum, did I ever get any letters?
341
00:25:10,027 --> 00:25:11,107
What?
342
00:25:11,267 --> 00:25:15,147
It was just, Alison said
that she sent me letters.
343
00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:18,027
Did they come here
when I went up to uni?
344
00:25:20,267 --> 00:25:22,547
Did you put them up for me
or something?
345
00:25:25,947 --> 00:25:27,827
Mum?
346
00:25:27,987 --> 00:25:31,627
Oh, it was so long ago now,
all of that.
347
00:25:34,947 --> 00:25:37,187
Mum?
What did you do?
348
00:25:44,027 --> 00:25:45,667
You're my son.
349
00:25:47,107 --> 00:25:49,747
Wouldn't you do aught
to protect your Alex?
350
00:25:52,707 --> 00:25:55,347
No. Tell me that
you didn't do that.
351
00:25:56,867 --> 00:25:58,947
I'm sorry, Dan.
352
00:25:59,027 --> 00:26:00,907
I did what I thought were best.
353
00:26:01,027 --> 00:26:03,947
She had a hold on you that girl
and well, she broke your heart.
354
00:26:04,027 --> 00:26:05,707
I knew she would.
355
00:26:05,867 --> 00:26:07,507
I were right.
356
00:26:07,667 --> 00:26:10,267
It were better she was just,
gone.
357
00:26:10,427 --> 00:26:12,427
No, no, no.
You, you had no right.
358
00:26:12,587 --> 00:26:15,667
Do you understand me?
You had no right to do that.
359
00:26:15,830 --> 00:26:18,150
You couldn't even begin to
imagine what she'd gone through.
360
00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:19,830
[Marian] I realise that now.
361
00:26:20,990 --> 00:26:25,430
Maybe even realised
it at the time, but...
362
00:26:27,670 --> 00:26:31,030
I was scared of losing you.
363
00:26:31,150 --> 00:26:34,150
Well, where are they?
Did you keep them?
364
00:26:34,310 --> 00:26:36,750
[Dan whispering] Oh, Mum.
365
00:26:36,910 --> 00:26:38,790
[sighing]
366
00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:41,510
It would've made everything
different in my life -
367
00:26:41,670 --> 00:26:43,190
my whole life.
368
00:26:43,350 --> 00:26:45,950
You were only kids.
I didn't think...
369
00:26:46,030 --> 00:26:47,550
Yeah, you didn't think, did ya?
370
00:26:47,710 --> 00:26:48,710
- Dan!
- No!
371
00:26:48,790 --> 00:26:52,230
You didn't think!
My whole life, Mum.
372
00:26:52,390 --> 00:26:54,870
Oh Dan, I'm sorry.
373
00:26:55,630 --> 00:26:56,830
Don't go.
374
00:27:05,950 --> 00:27:08,310
[sobbing]
375
00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:13,750
[mournful music]
376
00:27:14,990 --> 00:27:17,630
[people chattering]
377
00:27:39,030 --> 00:27:40,830
Yeah, thanks.
378
00:28:08,110 --> 00:28:10,030
She didn't come then?
379
00:28:12,630 --> 00:28:13,670
No...
380
00:28:15,710 --> 00:28:17,230
She didn't.
381
00:28:20,790 --> 00:28:26,190
I suppose it's a bit
of a way for her.
382
00:28:34,390 --> 00:28:36,630
Where is she, Peter?
383
00:28:39,870 --> 00:28:41,230
Ireland.
384
00:28:42,670 --> 00:28:44,830
She's working
in a bar in Dublin.
385
00:28:47,030 --> 00:28:49,750
- Ireland?
- Yeah.
386
00:28:54,030 --> 00:28:58,470
Alright, I have to get on, mate.
387
00:29:07,230 --> 00:29:09,470
I have my savings and
I'm selling all my records.
388
00:29:09,630 --> 00:29:10,910
You've been working
for a long time
389
00:29:10,990 --> 00:29:12,070
on that American trip, son.
390
00:29:12,190 --> 00:29:14,950
But I'm worried I'll run out.
The flights are expensive
391
00:29:15,030 --> 00:29:16,110
and even if I stay in a hostel...
392
00:29:16,190 --> 00:29:19,150
I'll lend you a few bob,
you won't be short.
393
00:29:19,990 --> 00:29:22,030
- You will?
- Yeah.
394
00:29:22,190 --> 00:29:25,470
You believe she's worth it
and so do I.
395
00:29:25,630 --> 00:29:28,190
Your mum will have to
wait for a microwave, mind.
396
00:29:28,350 --> 00:29:29,790
Hey, hey, hey.
397
00:29:29,950 --> 00:29:33,030
- Cheers, Dad.
- It's alright.
398
00:29:33,190 --> 00:29:35,790
- Appreciate it.
- Go get her.
399
00:29:42,590 --> 00:29:45,710
Have you heard
from your brother?
400
00:29:45,870 --> 00:29:47,230
- Yeah.
- Hmm?
401
00:29:47,390 --> 00:29:49,510
He wants me to go home.
402
00:29:50,910 --> 00:29:52,350
Well, it's your choice, Alison.
403
00:29:52,510 --> 00:29:55,950
Now, I'm sure Peter loves you,
but you said it yourself.
404
00:29:56,030 --> 00:29:58,070
He's got to live his life.
405
00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:59,550
Because if you do go back there,
406
00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:03,910
he's going to feel like he needs
to look after you, isn't he?
407
00:30:04,030 --> 00:30:06,470
How's he going to do that
when he's in the army?
408
00:30:08,790 --> 00:30:10,230
I don't know.
409
00:30:11,470 --> 00:30:13,230
Like we always
looked out for each other,
410
00:30:13,390 --> 00:30:17,710
but now, I mean, it's not like
this is my long term plan.
411
00:30:17,870 --> 00:30:21,550
I love it, but I don't even
know anybody here.
412
00:30:21,710 --> 00:30:22,710
You're the first friend
I've made,
413
00:30:22,790 --> 00:30:23,790
and you're going
back to Australia.
414
00:30:23,870 --> 00:30:26,070
Yeah, the greatest
country on Earth.
415
00:30:26,230 --> 00:30:28,550
[laughing]
416
00:30:31,350 --> 00:30:34,030
You're beautiful
when you do that.
417
00:30:35,430 --> 00:30:40,030
You should smile just like
that on our wedding day.
418
00:30:43,310 --> 00:30:44,950
You barely know me.
419
00:30:45,030 --> 00:30:47,950
I know you.
You're just like me.
420
00:30:48,030 --> 00:30:52,390
You travelled over here on your
own, looking to see the world.
421
00:30:52,550 --> 00:30:54,750
You're fun, Alison Connor.
422
00:30:54,910 --> 00:30:57,470
["Live It Up" by
Mental As Anything playing]
423
00:30:57,630 --> 00:31:00,910
[Michael singing] ♪ Hey there
you with the sad face ♪
424
00:31:01,030 --> 00:31:04,750
♪ Come up to my place
and live it up ♪
425
00:31:04,910 --> 00:31:05,910
[both laughing]
426
00:31:06,030 --> 00:31:08,150
Jesus Christ.
427
00:31:09,070 --> 00:31:12,510
I've been thinking.
Hear me out.
428
00:31:12,670 --> 00:31:15,310
My parents are
really well connected.
429
00:31:15,470 --> 00:31:19,150
My dad's got me this internship
at this hospital in Sydney.
430
00:31:19,310 --> 00:31:21,310
Well, I reckon he
could get you something,
431
00:31:21,470 --> 00:31:23,670
and you would love Australia.
432
00:31:23,830 --> 00:31:26,870
I'd look after you there like
it is pretty far from Sheffield.
433
00:31:27,030 --> 00:31:28,910
But it'd be a great adventure.
434
00:31:31,030 --> 00:31:33,510
I don't know.
It feels huge.
435
00:31:33,670 --> 00:31:35,470
Yeah, and what about, who's that
woman you've been writing to?
436
00:31:35,550 --> 00:31:37,830
- Is it, is it like Sheila?
- Yeah.
437
00:31:37,990 --> 00:31:39,870
[Michael] Well, wouldn't
it be good to see her?
438
00:31:42,030 --> 00:31:44,910
♪ Hey there you
with the sad face ♪
439
00:31:45,028 --> 00:31:48,868
♪ Come up to my place
and live it up ♪
440
00:31:49,028 --> 00:31:51,188
♪ You beside the dance floor ♪
441
00:31:51,348 --> 00:31:53,788
♪ What do you cry for... ♪
442
00:31:53,948 --> 00:31:58,028
[sad music rising]
443
00:32:10,388 --> 00:32:14,228
[breathing deeply]
444
00:32:36,028 --> 00:32:39,268
[sad music continues]
445
00:32:54,028 --> 00:32:57,028
[Sheila on phone] Of course.
I'm delighted to hear from you.
446
00:32:57,108 --> 00:32:58,468
And you're in Ireland?
447
00:32:58,628 --> 00:33:02,468
You don't hang about do you,
hey? Travelling already!
448
00:33:02,628 --> 00:33:06,188
Yeah, I guess I got the bug.
That's why I'm ringing, really.
449
00:33:06,348 --> 00:33:09,068
I've, I've, well,
I've met somebody,
450
00:33:09,228 --> 00:33:12,868
and he's Australian
and he's suggested...
451
00:33:13,028 --> 00:33:16,428
[Sheila] No!
Are you coming out here?
452
00:33:16,588 --> 00:33:18,468
- Would that be weird?
- Weird!
453
00:33:18,628 --> 00:33:22,308
Look, I'm getting a spare room
ready as we speak.
454
00:33:29,108 --> 00:33:32,028
[Katja] It was just one night,
I was drunk,
455
00:33:32,108 --> 00:33:34,108
and really upset about us.
456
00:33:34,268 --> 00:33:35,868
And this work colleague
of yours,
457
00:33:36,028 --> 00:33:38,428
he offered you
his penis to cry on, did he?
458
00:33:38,588 --> 00:33:39,948
It's not quite the same, is it?
459
00:33:40,028 --> 00:33:42,588
- No, it's not the same, Kat.
- I made a mistake!
460
00:33:42,748 --> 00:33:44,748
- You slept with somebody...
- I didn't fly halfway around
461
00:33:44,828 --> 00:33:46,868
the world to meet an ex that
you've never told me about.
462
00:33:46,948 --> 00:33:49,108
A woman that you've seemingly
not been able to get over
463
00:33:49,228 --> 00:33:51,708
for the past 20 odd
fucking years.
464
00:33:55,468 --> 00:33:56,948
Well...
465
00:33:57,028 --> 00:33:58,988
Look, I'm, I'm sorry.
466
00:33:59,068 --> 00:34:01,268
[Katja] I think we just
need to face up to it.
467
00:34:03,388 --> 00:34:05,828
We've grown apart, Dan.
468
00:34:05,988 --> 00:34:07,508
I don't know,
I guess when Alex was there,
469
00:34:07,588 --> 00:34:10,108
he was something that we
were both focusing on.
470
00:34:10,268 --> 00:34:12,748
But now, who are we?
471
00:34:12,908 --> 00:34:15,308
I mean, when was the last time
we even had sex?
472
00:34:15,468 --> 00:34:18,388
I don't mean, plain,
vanilla, lights off sex.
473
00:34:18,548 --> 00:34:21,428
I mean actual proper fucking!
474
00:34:21,588 --> 00:34:22,948
And that's why
you went with him, was it?
475
00:34:23,028 --> 00:34:24,948
Proper lusty fucking sex?
476
00:34:25,028 --> 00:34:26,708
[Dan] Jesus Christ!
477
00:34:36,988 --> 00:34:38,028
Come on...
478
00:34:38,188 --> 00:34:42,908
I'm sorry, right? I don't
want us to be like this. Okay?
479
00:34:48,148 --> 00:34:49,708
I know you, Dan.
480
00:34:51,028 --> 00:34:53,828
I'm not letting you use this
as your get-out clause.
481
00:34:55,228 --> 00:34:57,948
You're not as angry
as you're acting.
482
00:34:58,028 --> 00:35:00,028
Your head is somewhere else.
483
00:35:03,188 --> 00:35:05,228
It's on her.
484
00:35:07,668 --> 00:35:11,668
Look, it doesn't matter who's
done what, who's right or wrong.
485
00:35:13,188 --> 00:35:16,348
I wanted
something different, too.
486
00:35:16,508 --> 00:35:20,108
That's why I suggested
the States. That's why I...
487
00:35:22,748 --> 00:35:24,628
did what I did.
488
00:35:26,348 --> 00:35:28,068
If, if we'd been happy,
489
00:35:28,228 --> 00:35:31,228
it would never even
have entered my mind.
490
00:35:31,388 --> 00:35:34,508
But it meant something to you
when you went to Australia.
491
00:35:36,428 --> 00:35:38,348
And that's just facts.
492
00:35:46,428 --> 00:35:48,028
So what are you saying?
493
00:35:48,188 --> 00:35:50,308
I think you know
what I'm saying?
494
00:35:56,028 --> 00:35:57,628
I love you, Dan.
495
00:35:59,268 --> 00:36:01,188
I know you love me too, but...
496
00:36:03,948 --> 00:36:06,308
we're not in love anymore.
497
00:36:12,028 --> 00:36:14,588
I'm not saying it doesn't hurt,
498
00:36:15,548 --> 00:36:18,268
but we don't
have to settle for this.
499
00:36:20,228 --> 00:36:22,428
Yeah, it's just...
500
00:36:23,548 --> 00:36:24,708
I think I'm just, you know,
501
00:36:24,868 --> 00:36:27,188
I just don't want to
lose you Kat, you know,
502
00:36:27,348 --> 00:36:28,428
and I don't want to lose Alex,
503
00:36:28,508 --> 00:36:31,108
and you know, I don't
want to lose my life.
504
00:36:31,268 --> 00:36:34,028
[Katja] No, you're not going
to lose your life, Dan.
505
00:36:34,188 --> 00:36:36,028
[crying] Sorry.
506
00:36:40,588 --> 00:36:42,308
We're family.
507
00:36:43,828 --> 00:36:45,708
- Alright?
- Yeah.
508
00:36:45,868 --> 00:36:47,308
Yeah.
509
00:36:49,628 --> 00:36:54,268
We always agreed we would
be on the same team.
510
00:36:54,428 --> 00:36:58,108
We'd make plans together, you
know, decide things together.
511
00:36:58,268 --> 00:37:01,108
You agreed.
You made the decisions.
512
00:37:01,268 --> 00:37:04,228
You just let me think
I was making them too.
513
00:37:05,268 --> 00:37:07,068
Excuse me.
514
00:37:07,228 --> 00:37:10,988
It's about control.
I see that now.
515
00:37:11,068 --> 00:37:13,228
[Michael] What are you
talking about?
516
00:37:13,388 --> 00:37:16,268
Michael has a way of doing
things where he talks to you
517
00:37:16,428 --> 00:37:18,188
as though you're already
on the same page.
518
00:37:18,348 --> 00:37:20,068
Like recently I said
I had to talk to him
519
00:37:20,228 --> 00:37:21,468
about something important
520
00:37:21,628 --> 00:37:25,788
and he ambushed me with
champagne and crudite.
521
00:37:25,948 --> 00:37:27,028
So I'd be on the back foot.
522
00:37:27,148 --> 00:37:29,268
Sorry, I forgot my wife
doesn't like romance.
523
00:37:29,428 --> 00:37:31,908
He's a wing clipper.
He shuts me down.
524
00:37:32,028 --> 00:37:33,948
Are you kidding me?
I practically had to beg you
525
00:37:34,028 --> 00:37:36,948
to come here for a second
session so that we could talk.
526
00:37:37,028 --> 00:37:39,028
If anything,
you're shutting me down.
527
00:37:39,148 --> 00:37:41,948
Michael doesn't make
me do anything.
528
00:37:42,028 --> 00:37:45,948
And yet I always seem to end
up doing exactly as he pleases.
529
00:37:46,028 --> 00:37:47,308
Like with Sheffield
for instance,
530
00:37:47,388 --> 00:37:48,788
I should have gone back
to resolve things,
531
00:37:48,868 --> 00:37:50,788
but he was too afraid
that he'd lose me.
532
00:37:50,948 --> 00:37:53,428
How do you come out with the
stupidest thing sometimes.
533
00:37:53,588 --> 00:37:55,308
Maybe we need
to take a short break.
534
00:37:55,468 --> 00:37:58,788
I'm sorry.
This was his idea.
535
00:37:58,945 --> 00:38:01,385
I should have been
honest from the start.
536
00:38:08,105 --> 00:38:10,985
I need a break
from this marriage.
537
00:38:11,065 --> 00:38:12,705
I'm done.
538
00:38:12,865 --> 00:38:14,785
Why don't you just
be honest with us, Alison.
539
00:38:14,945 --> 00:38:19,785
This isn't about me.
It's the old boyfriend.
540
00:38:19,945 --> 00:38:23,745
The one you fucked, the last
time you abandoned your family.
541
00:38:26,025 --> 00:38:28,105
Fuck off, Michael.
542
00:38:34,945 --> 00:38:39,585
[pensive music rising]
543
00:39:03,065 --> 00:39:04,905
Hi, Peter.
544
00:39:05,025 --> 00:39:09,465
Yeah, sis, come here.
545
00:39:09,625 --> 00:39:12,585
[both crying and exclaiming]
546
00:39:16,945 --> 00:39:19,945
Oh, let me look at you.
547
00:39:30,465 --> 00:39:32,265
I bet you miss home
comforts, like they say.
548
00:39:32,425 --> 00:39:37,305
Ah, Sheila's always getting
stuff sent over. Thank you.
549
00:39:37,465 --> 00:39:40,225
She loves serving me
heart attacks on a plate.
550
00:39:40,385 --> 00:39:43,265
Of course, Sheila.
How is she?
551
00:39:43,425 --> 00:39:49,025
She's... well she's good.
She's kooky as anything.
552
00:39:49,105 --> 00:39:51,545
She was asking
after you, actually.
553
00:39:54,025 --> 00:39:55,985
I can't believe you're here.
554
00:39:56,065 --> 00:39:58,025
Three whole weeks.
555
00:39:58,185 --> 00:40:00,345
Well, some of it in London.
556
00:40:00,505 --> 00:40:02,545
Oh well, we'll come down
and see you if you like.
557
00:40:02,705 --> 00:40:04,825
- Won't we, Peter?
- I'd love that.
558
00:40:04,985 --> 00:40:06,825
Yeah.
559
00:40:06,985 --> 00:40:09,745
Are you two okay
if I nip out to work?
560
00:40:09,905 --> 00:40:10,945
- Oh yeah.
- Yeah.
561
00:40:11,025 --> 00:40:12,905
- We'll be fine, won't we love?
- Yeah, of course.
562
00:40:12,985 --> 00:40:15,785
- Lovely to meet you, Alison.
- Oh, you too.
563
00:40:17,625 --> 00:40:19,265
[John] Peter's always
talking about you.
564
00:40:19,425 --> 00:40:20,665
I feel like I know you already.
565
00:40:20,825 --> 00:40:23,745
I can see how happy
you both are,
566
00:40:23,905 --> 00:40:26,065
and I really hope that
I get to know you more.
567
00:40:26,225 --> 00:40:28,225
Yeah, of course.
568
00:40:29,225 --> 00:40:31,105
- See you later.
- Yeah.
569
00:40:31,265 --> 00:40:33,665
- Take care.
- Yeah, you too.
570
00:40:40,465 --> 00:40:42,145
Peter, he's lovely.
571
00:40:42,305 --> 00:40:44,225
Aye, he's the best.
572
00:40:50,625 --> 00:40:53,025
I can't believe
Thea is in uni now.
573
00:40:53,185 --> 00:40:54,545
Ah, yes.
574
00:40:54,705 --> 00:40:57,865
And Stella's almost
ready to leave the nest.
575
00:40:58,025 --> 00:40:59,305
Mm.
576
00:41:01,385 --> 00:41:03,425
You did well with them girls.
577
00:41:06,225 --> 00:41:09,065
Thank you.
578
00:41:09,225 --> 00:41:12,945
Well Thea, she's, she's
never been any trouble,
579
00:41:13,025 --> 00:41:15,505
but Stella, she's um...
580
00:41:15,665 --> 00:41:19,545
Well Stella's Stella.
She's not without her problems.
581
00:41:21,865 --> 00:41:23,745
We all have them.
582
00:41:29,945 --> 00:41:30,625
Peter!
583
00:41:30,705 --> 00:41:33,025
- I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry.
584
00:41:33,105 --> 00:41:36,185
My God, what do you
have to be sorry for?
585
00:41:36,345 --> 00:41:38,105
[sobbing]
586
00:41:38,265 --> 00:41:40,145
I should have made
more of an effort.
587
00:41:40,305 --> 00:41:42,705
No, I wish...
588
00:41:42,865 --> 00:41:46,225
I wish I had made you feel more
welcome to come and visit.
589
00:41:46,385 --> 00:41:50,665
I wish I'd, I dealt with things
differently back then.
590
00:41:50,825 --> 00:41:54,025
You're here now, Al,
and that's all that matters.
591
00:41:59,025 --> 00:42:00,945
What happened?
592
00:42:03,025 --> 00:42:05,425
To bring this all on now?
593
00:42:09,625 --> 00:42:11,025
[sharp exhale]
594
00:42:12,025 --> 00:42:13,745
I don't know.
595
00:42:14,825 --> 00:42:16,625
It's um...
596
00:42:17,225 --> 00:42:18,945
It's been building.
597
00:42:19,025 --> 00:42:22,065
There's tension
between Michael and I.
598
00:42:24,385 --> 00:42:29,105
And then, well I had a...
599
00:42:29,265 --> 00:42:31,585
I had a blast from the past,
600
00:42:32,025 --> 00:42:33,425
and...
601
00:42:35,025 --> 00:42:36,385
and it shook me.
602
00:42:36,545 --> 00:42:39,105
What was the blast
from the past?
603
00:42:40,585 --> 00:42:43,345
Oh just, just somebody
I used to know.
604
00:42:47,025 --> 00:42:49,785
Wouldn't be called Daniel,
would he?
605
00:42:51,945 --> 00:42:53,585
What makes you say that?
606
00:42:56,545 --> 00:42:59,625
It took him a long time
to get over you.
607
00:43:03,025 --> 00:43:07,065
And I figured, he went looking
for you that first time,
608
00:43:07,865 --> 00:43:10,225
he'd try again.
609
00:43:10,385 --> 00:43:12,625
What do you mean the first time?
610
00:43:16,025 --> 00:43:18,945
He was broken-hearted.
611
00:43:19,025 --> 00:43:21,145
Then I told him
where you'd gone.
612
00:43:22,985 --> 00:43:27,025
The next thing I heard, he'd
booked a ticket to Dublin and...
613
00:43:27,145 --> 00:43:28,265
He was there for a few days.
614
00:43:28,425 --> 00:43:31,145
He come back without you, and...
615
00:43:32,143 --> 00:43:35,023
And you never mentioned it,
so...
616
00:43:35,943 --> 00:43:37,943
I don't know. I just...
617
00:43:42,063 --> 00:43:46,103
I wondered if he ever
really got over ya.
618
00:43:46,823 --> 00:43:48,423
He followed me?
619
00:43:50,903 --> 00:43:53,943
He never even replied
to the letters. He...
620
00:43:54,823 --> 00:43:56,623
He never said anything.
621
00:43:59,023 --> 00:44:00,623
He was a good lad.
622
00:44:02,303 --> 00:44:05,943
It's rare to love somebody
that much so young.
623
00:44:15,383 --> 00:44:17,863
Do you mind if I pop out
for a little bit?
624
00:44:18,023 --> 00:44:19,863
- Not at all.
- I'll be back.
625
00:44:20,023 --> 00:44:21,783
I'll still be here.
626
00:44:24,143 --> 00:44:30,503
[Bill singing] ♪ Beautiful
dreamer, awake unto me ♪
627
00:44:30,663 --> 00:44:37,503
♪ Starlight and dewdrops
are waiting for thee ♪
628
00:44:39,863 --> 00:44:41,303
If misery walked.
629
00:44:43,743 --> 00:44:45,943
[sighing] Just give us a break,
Dad.
630
00:44:46,023 --> 00:44:48,023
Your marriage is over.
Cry me a river.
631
00:44:48,103 --> 00:44:49,263
[Dan] Cry you a river!?
632
00:44:49,423 --> 00:44:51,063
What? You been taking
counselling lessons,
633
00:44:51,143 --> 00:44:52,143
or something?
634
00:44:52,223 --> 00:44:53,983
It's been coming, son.
That's all I'm saying.
635
00:44:54,063 --> 00:44:56,143
It's no surprise, is it?
636
00:44:57,863 --> 00:45:01,423
I love your Katja,
don't get me wrong.
637
00:45:01,583 --> 00:45:03,943
But she were
never really the one.
638
00:45:04,023 --> 00:45:05,063
Bloody hell!
639
00:45:05,223 --> 00:45:08,023
It's like everybody knows more
about me life than I do.
640
00:45:12,823 --> 00:45:15,663
- Dad, can I ask you something?
- Hmm?
641
00:45:17,063 --> 00:45:23,623
Did you know about the letters
that Alison wrote back then?
642
00:45:23,783 --> 00:45:26,423
Mum chucked them in the bin
before I could see 'em.
643
00:45:30,223 --> 00:45:32,023
No, I did not.
644
00:45:35,503 --> 00:45:38,623
Your mum's a wonder, son.
645
00:45:38,783 --> 00:45:42,183
But she is prone to acting
before she thinks.
646
00:45:44,063 --> 00:45:45,943
What can I say?
647
00:45:46,021 --> 00:45:48,981
She didn't know I offered you
a loan to go to Ireland.
648
00:45:49,061 --> 00:45:51,781
It's a long time ago.
Put it behind you.
649
00:45:56,261 --> 00:45:59,181
Seems like there's some things
you can't move on from.
650
00:46:02,261 --> 00:46:05,021
You know what my
biggest regret is?
651
00:46:08,101 --> 00:46:10,621
I just didn't fight for her.
652
00:46:14,021 --> 00:46:17,621
- Alison, I mean.
- Yeah.
653
00:46:17,781 --> 00:46:23,861
Oh, she had such a hard life
and nobody fought for her.
654
00:46:26,861 --> 00:46:28,541
You're looking down
the barrel of a divorce
655
00:46:28,701 --> 00:46:31,661
and still thinking
about your first love.
656
00:46:31,821 --> 00:46:34,181
That should be
telling you something.
657
00:46:35,501 --> 00:46:38,181
Well, she's married now,
isn't she?
658
00:46:38,341 --> 00:46:41,541
- Happily?
- Ha...
659
00:46:41,701 --> 00:46:44,381
Well to be honest,
he were a right twat.
660
00:46:47,101 --> 00:46:48,501
Anyway,
it's too soon for all that.
661
00:46:48,661 --> 00:46:51,021
- I need time to, you know...
- Be miserable?
662
00:46:51,101 --> 00:46:54,341
Yes, Dad, be miserable.
Thank you.
663
00:46:57,541 --> 00:47:01,381
- Anyway, how drunk are you?
- Not drunk enough.
664
00:47:01,541 --> 00:47:04,061
Come on, let's go to pub.
665
00:47:04,221 --> 00:47:06,141
You can pine for
the love of your life
666
00:47:06,301 --> 00:47:09,061
with a proper pint
in front of you.
667
00:47:41,221 --> 00:47:43,061
Sorry, Mum.
668
00:48:56,901 --> 00:48:59,021
Hello, Mrs. O'Toole.
669
00:49:00,261 --> 00:49:02,141
Alison.
670
00:49:06,021 --> 00:49:09,061
Um, well you must come in.
671
00:49:09,221 --> 00:49:12,781
Thank you. Thank you.
672
00:49:20,021 --> 00:49:23,541
- Is tea okay, Alison?
- Yeah, thanks.
673
00:49:26,421 --> 00:49:28,941
You've changed your hair.
674
00:49:29,021 --> 00:49:30,181
Obviously the sun suits you.
675
00:49:30,341 --> 00:49:32,901
Well, took me a few years
to adjust.
676
00:49:34,501 --> 00:49:37,421
You sound like one
of them and all, don't ya?
677
00:49:38,341 --> 00:49:39,741
Shall I pour for you?
678
00:49:39,901 --> 00:49:41,581
Oh yeah. Thanks.
679
00:49:47,059 --> 00:49:51,739
So, um, you just back
to promote your book?
680
00:49:51,899 --> 00:49:52,939
Yes.
681
00:49:53,019 --> 00:49:54,979
- Milk?
- Please.
682
00:49:55,059 --> 00:49:56,739
Tell me when.
683
00:49:56,899 --> 00:49:58,019
Ah, that's perfect.
684
00:49:58,179 --> 00:50:00,579
- Sugar, help yourself.
- Yeah.
685
00:50:04,979 --> 00:50:06,099
And you're married?
686
00:50:06,259 --> 00:50:07,619
I am, yeah.
687
00:50:07,779 --> 00:50:10,779
- You've got kids?
- I have two. I have two girls.
688
00:50:10,939 --> 00:50:12,139
- Yeah.
- Been busy.
689
00:50:12,299 --> 00:50:14,779
I have been busy, yeah.
690
00:50:19,019 --> 00:50:22,859
It is crazy, you remembering
our Daniel after all this time.
691
00:50:26,019 --> 00:50:28,299
Well he meant a lot to me.
692
00:50:31,019 --> 00:50:32,819
You were so young.
693
00:50:34,499 --> 00:50:38,939
How old were you and Bill
when you got together?
694
00:50:41,019 --> 00:50:43,179
Well...
695
00:50:43,339 --> 00:50:45,899
They were different times,
weren't it?
696
00:50:46,019 --> 00:50:48,059
Just daft kids.
697
00:50:52,579 --> 00:50:55,019
I'm staying with my brother,
Peter.
698
00:50:55,139 --> 00:50:56,379
Oh...
699
00:50:56,539 --> 00:51:00,539
He told me that Daniel came
looking for me, after I'd left.
700
00:51:13,299 --> 00:51:18,939
I think when, you know, when,
when you have kids,
701
00:51:19,019 --> 00:51:24,379
you just, you want to do
anything to protect them.
702
00:51:25,899 --> 00:51:31,019
You want them to have
the very best of things.
703
00:51:42,579 --> 00:51:45,299
Can I just say, Alison...
704
00:51:48,459 --> 00:51:51,019
I am so very sorry...
705
00:51:52,859 --> 00:51:55,819
I am. About all of it.
706
00:52:01,419 --> 00:52:03,779
There were problems back then.
707
00:52:05,659 --> 00:52:07,859
You were being a good mum.
708
00:52:15,259 --> 00:52:19,219
But I'd very much like
to talk to Daniel, now.
709
00:52:34,699 --> 00:52:38,579
- Just saying, I know things son.
- I know, Dad.
710
00:52:38,739 --> 00:52:41,939
- You're always just saying.
- You got one shot at life...
711
00:52:42,019 --> 00:52:43,059
Yeah, okay, thank you.
712
00:52:43,219 --> 00:52:45,419
Let me finish.
713
00:52:45,579 --> 00:52:48,099
You pair made a mess of things
when you were kids.
714
00:52:48,259 --> 00:52:51,219
I'm not saying either
of you wasted your life.
715
00:52:51,379 --> 00:52:53,059
You made the best of it.
716
00:52:53,219 --> 00:52:55,459
But it hasn't worked out.
717
00:52:55,619 --> 00:52:58,379
Oh well, thanks for that, Dad.
718
00:52:58,539 --> 00:53:01,379
You're not kids anymore,
that's what I mean.
719
00:53:02,819 --> 00:53:05,099
It's like my pigeons.
720
00:53:05,259 --> 00:53:08,059
We all make our
way home eventually.
721
00:53:09,419 --> 00:53:11,659
It's just taken you longer.
722
00:53:14,859 --> 00:53:17,619
She's your home, son.
723
00:53:34,059 --> 00:53:35,059
Hi ya.
724
00:53:35,219 --> 00:53:37,699
Hey ya.
I was just going to say
725
00:53:37,859 --> 00:53:39,139
I booked somewhere for dinner.
726
00:53:39,299 --> 00:53:41,019
We can eat in if you
need a bit more time.
727
00:53:41,181 --> 00:53:44,621
Oh, ah yes.
That'd be great.
728
00:53:44,781 --> 00:53:46,061
Um...
729
00:53:46,221 --> 00:53:50,381
I just have something
to do first, or...
730
00:53:50,541 --> 00:53:54,021
or not.
I can't decide.
731
00:53:54,181 --> 00:53:55,701
Where are ya?
732
00:53:55,861 --> 00:53:58,861
I am standing out
the front of a pub,
733
00:53:59,021 --> 00:54:01,541
deliberating whether or not
to go in.
734
00:54:01,701 --> 00:54:03,501
Alright. You know,
if you're off the drink,
735
00:54:03,661 --> 00:54:05,501
it's never a good idea
to go to a pub.
736
00:54:05,661 --> 00:54:11,021
Oh Christ. No, I'm not.
I'm not like our Mum.
737
00:54:11,141 --> 00:54:16,621
No, there's just somebody
inside I want to talk to.
738
00:54:16,781 --> 00:54:18,501
Somebody?
739
00:54:20,981 --> 00:54:22,101
Daniel.
740
00:54:22,261 --> 00:54:25,341
Ah, why don't you
go in then?
741
00:54:26,541 --> 00:54:30,101
Because I think he
might be with his wife.
742
00:54:30,261 --> 00:54:33,421
And I got no way
to check because he a...
743
00:54:33,581 --> 00:54:36,621
I think he blocked
my phone number.
744
00:54:36,781 --> 00:54:40,461
Alright.
There's a lot to unpack there.
745
00:54:40,621 --> 00:54:42,941
Can I give you some advice?
746
00:54:43,022 --> 00:54:45,062
Yeah, I wish you would.
747
00:54:46,582 --> 00:54:49,062
Life's too short
to have regrets.
748
00:54:49,222 --> 00:54:51,222
Love is worth fighting for.
749
00:54:51,379 --> 00:54:54,619
Huh. You old poet.
750
00:54:54,779 --> 00:54:56,699
Don't I know it.
751
00:54:57,579 --> 00:54:59,339
Bye, love.
752
00:56:16,019 --> 00:56:19,299
["Lovesong" by The Cure playing]
753
00:56:44,099 --> 00:56:47,419
♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪
754
00:56:50,179 --> 00:56:56,019
♪ You make me feel
like I am home again ♪
755
00:56:58,019 --> 00:57:01,859
♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪
756
00:57:04,219 --> 00:57:09,739
♪ You make me feel like
I am whole again ♪
757
00:57:24,419 --> 00:57:28,819
♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪
758
00:57:31,659 --> 00:57:36,659
♪ You make me feel like
I am young again ♪
759
00:57:38,019 --> 00:57:42,379
♪ Whenever I'm alone with you ♪
760
00:57:45,299 --> 00:57:51,739
♪ You make me feel like
I am fun again ♪
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00:57:51,899 --> 00:57:58,779
♪ However far away
I will always love you ♪
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00:57:58,939 --> 00:58:06,139
♪ However long I stay
I will always love you ♪
763
00:58:06,299 --> 00:58:09,939
♪ I will always love you ♪
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