All language subtitles for Waves (2019) (1080p BluRay x265 10bit Tigole)-HI

[girl breathing heavily]

[kids laughing, chattering]

[Animal Collective's “FloriDada" plays]

[man] Come on, Mami! Come on!

♪ Where's that bridge
That's gonna take me home I

♪ The bridge
That someone's fighting over r

♪ A bridge that someone's paying for ♪

♪ A bridge so old so let it go I'

♪ Where's that bridge
That's gonna take me home I

♪ The bridge
That someone's fighting over r

♪ A bridge that someone's praying over ♪

♪ A bridge so old so let it go... a'

Ah! Wait. Ready? Trust me?
Do you trust me, baby?

- Do you trust me?
- Put your fucking...

Put your hands on the wheel!

Give me a kiss. Mwah!

♪ The bridge
That someone's fighting over r

♪ A bridge that someone's paying for ♪

♪ A bridge so old so let it go I'

[school bell rings]

[coach] All right. No lazy steps.
Let's go ahead and run it off.

I want constant fluid movement today.
Is that understood?

[all] Yes, Coach!

[coach] And you better come in
to every single match with a plan,

because you better believe
if you don't have a plan, your rival does.

- [whistle blows]
- All right!

Go ahead and pair up.
Find your battle buddies right now.

I need you to leave everything on the mat
and keep it in the circle.

Remember, you are future holders
of the great machine. Let's go!

[Tame lmpala's "Be Above it" plays]

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it, I gotta be above it X

[teacher] Every time you walk out
this door, you look at that sign...

"Carpe Diem." Seize the day.

There are no second chances.
There are no second acts.

There is no goddamn
motherfucking second place.

You better come in
to every single match with a plan.

Because if you don't have a plan,
I can tell you right now...

Your rival has a plan.

And it will manifest itself
in your defeat. And you will lose.

Let's go, let's go, let's go.

And up!

Over your heads. Over your head.

[cheerleader] Ready!

[coach] Hold it!

[girls cheering]

♪ And I gotta bide my time
As a face in the crowd a'

[cheerleaders] ...five, six, seven, eight.

One, two, three, four,
five, six, seven, eight.

One, two, three, four,
five, six, seven, eight.

One, two, three, four,
five, six, seven, eight.

[all] I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine.

I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine.

I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine!

I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine!

- I beat you home? That's a first.
- Yeah, today was a long one.

Long. but good'?

Yeah.

I know exactly how you feel, babe.

- You want some food?
- Yeah. I want what they're having.

- [chuckles] It's high protein.
- Yeah.

[father] How was school?

It was good.

You do realize there are more words
in the English language you can use

to speak with your father, yeah?

- School was good.
- Uh-huh.

But practice went over
and I have a history test tomorrow,

- so I need to start homework.
- [father] Okay.

- All right.
- There you go.

- Still need you down here by 9:00.
- I know.

[father] All right.

["Be Above it" continues]

[indistinct chatter, laughter]

- Okay, now I'm gonna let my hands down.
- No.

- Come on.
- No. I don't trust myself.

- I don't trust myself.
- [squeals]

[girl] Goddess is about to arrive.

[boy] Don't play
like you don't want me right now.

[girl] You're obsessed with me.

[vocalizing]

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut it up! Shut it up! a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut it up! Yeah! A'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

♪ Shut it up! Shut it up! a'

♪ Shut the fuck up a'

All right, one of y'all put a song on.
Like, it was cool, but...

[Frank Ocean's “Mitsubishi Sony" plays]

[song ends]

- [pounding]
_[father] Hey! Wake up. Let's go'

Yeah, I'm up.

- [father] Downstairs in five.
- All right.

- You ready?
- Yeah.

Let's go.

[man] Love is patient. Love is kind.

Love is not rude. It doesn't boast.

Love also forgets wrong.

If we spent more time loving one another,
hate would cease.

So, you have a choice.

Love works better. Love is better for us.
It makes the world better.

But we have to be in action.

How do you want to love? How can I love?

Well, you know what?
It could be just by a smile.

- A smile. Amen.
- A smile could change somebody's day.

[scattered applause]

Now, you choose
whether you use the love correctly.

So I want to remind you
that love is a four-letter word,

and so is hate.

We're in a world full of hate right now.

Everybody's pointing a finger
at somebody else.

And you're no good. And you're no good.
And we're no good. And they're no good.

Ain't nobody good right now.

So we need love to bring people back.

There used to be an old thing
when I was growing up

that says it takes a village
to raise a child.

It's gonna take that same village
to bring us back to love as a country.

[singing along with stereo]
♪ What a difference a day made ♪

♪ Twenty-four little hours A'

[father] You get in late last night?

- Not really.
- [father] Not really?

You're just falling asleep in church
for no reason?

- No, I...
- Were you bored with that service today?

No, I mean, it's just...

How's your shoulder, Ty? Still sore?

On and off.

I'm gonna call Steve.
Just get an appointment to make sure.

- [Tyler] No, it's fine.
- He's fine.

- You're one to talk.
- I got my eye on it.

You had your eye on your knee, too.
Look where that got you.

I'm sure he's fine,
but we have a whole season ahead.

And I'm sorry again
I'm gonna miss this one,

but your dad will be there,
and Em will be there...

No, I can't be there either.

What?

I told you. Practice got moved.

It's your brother's first meet.

I have to study.
Everybody else can't meet that late.

- And Bethany's mom says that we can't...
- Oh, that's what this is about.

- Your friends at Bethany's house.
- Mom, he doesn't even care if I'm there!

- That's very true.
- [mother] You do care.

- And you should care.
- He doesn't.

Okay. All right. Ain't nothing to worry
about here. You know why?

Because the wise and noble father
is gonna be there to hold it down.

Really? Where is he? If you see him,
will you send him my way, please?

[mocking laughter]

[father] Shame on you.

[Tyler]
If you see him, send him my way too.

- [father] We can go right now.
- We can go?

- [father] We can go right now.
- That's what's up?

You think you can take your old man?

- [laughs] Hold on.
- You think you can mess with this?

- YOU guys.
'W hat's up?

- Can we not?
- What's up?

- It's that shoulder, right? Come on.
- What's up?

- [father] Did you start?
- Did I start?

- I'm just making sure you started.
- No. Did you?

[Emily whispers] Dad started.

- [Tyler] Get out of my ear!
- You let me know when you're ready.

[Emily] Yeah, can you not hit your sister?

[grunting]

- [father] You all right?
- I'm fine, man.

You let me know when you're ready.
You okay? You let me know.

- You let me know.
- Can we not scare the people, please?

[father]
Shh. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet.

- [grunting]
- Come on!

One more.

- Let's go.
- One more.

- One more?
- One more.

I see you. I see you. Come on.

What you... What you got?
What you got? Get in there.

[growls]

[exhales]

- You good, brah?
- I'm good.

Flex too hard? You flex too hard?

[both laughing]

You got me. You got me.

This hurts.

But it all starts with a piece of dirt...

and turns into something magnificent.

Something that makes a contribution
to your community.

It's a beautiful thing.

[tools clanking, buzzing]

You gotta take pride in what you do, son.
Never forget that.

Check this out.
Show you the master bedroom.

If you could be so lucky one day
to have a bedroom like this bedroom,

then you'd be doing all right.

You'd be doing all right. Check it out.

[piano playing]

[man] You know spaghetti
is Alexis's favorite dish, right?

You should've seen
the first time that she had it.

We got it on video, okay?
We got to find it.

- I got to find it for you. It's hilarious.
- Dad!

She ate it with her hands,
and it got everywhere.

I'm talking chunks of meat and red sauce
all over the place, like a wild animal.

- Dad, shut up!
- [Alexis' mom] So cute! So cute.

- Shut up.
- [Alexis' dad] It was adorable!

- It was the most lovely thing.
- Oh my God.

It was beautiful. It was beautiful.

Plus, you were so cute.

[piano playing continues]

What?

[pills rattling]

[coach] Now in the eye of your mind,
in your mind's eye,

I want you to fixate on your source code.

On your soul's source
of pure unadulterated inspiration.

Something that is inspiring
to you and you alone.

I want you to look at it.
I want you to take it in.

I want it to be your guiding light
right now, all right?

And then I want you to repeat after me.

- I will not let you down. Repeat.
- [all] I will not let you down.

- You will not let me down. Repeat.
- [all] You will not let me down.

- My folks won't let me down.
- [all] My folks won't let me down.

- My coach won't let me down.
- [all] My coach won't let me down.

I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine. Say it!

[all] I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine.

[coach] One more time!

[all] I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine!

One more time with me.

[all] I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine!

One more time!

I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine!

[coach] All right, Mavericks, on three.
One, two, three.

[all] Mavericks!

- [buzzer sounding]
- [cheering]

[whistle blows]

[crowd] Tyler! Tyler! Tyler! Tyler!

[referee] One, two, three!

[whistle blows]

- You see? You see?
- Yep.

- You feel the difference?
- I feel the difference all right.

- Can you get up?
- All right. Yeah.

- All right.
- [panting]

If you did it the way I taught you,

you would have had him 20 seconds earlier.

All right? Get up.

[grunts]

The kid was a chump, man.

You may have been able to pin him quick
because you're faster and stronger,

but your technique...
Getting to State is about technique.

- You feel me? You good?
- Yeah. I'm good.

Shoulder's good?

- It's not hurting?
- No.

- You sure?
- I'm sure.

All right.

Come on. Let me see that fireman
one more time.

Come on. Come on.

[A$AP Rocky's “Lvl" plays]

♪ Clams casino nigga I'

♪ A$AP A'

[groans softly]

- Emily!
What?

- Em!
- What?

Emily!

- Hurry up, man.
- Shut up.

Michael J. Fox-looking nigga.
Come on, brah.

- Close my door.
- Close your own door.

- Yo, yo, yo.
- Hello.

- How was your day?
- It was fine.

Could've been better, but...

It's cool. I got a suit fitted.

- For the Maverick Ball?
- Yep.

You're gonna look good.

Your sister's going.
What group is she going with?

Think I would know?

She just better not be going
with my ass, all right?

- You are your sister's keeper.
- [scoffs] Since when?

It's not like it's your prom.

Is Alexis excited?

Yeah, I hope so.

She's had her dress for long enough.

[mother laughs]

How was your day?

Exhausting.

That divorce is happening.
I have some notes for you to do.

[father] I keep telling her
if she'd spread her schedule out

and worked Fridays,
she wouldn't be so exhausted.

My patients have me until Thursday.
Come Friday, I want to be with my babies.

[father] Kiss?

There's my girl.

Good day?

Yeah. Not bad.

You done with your homework?

- Not yet.
- [father] What you waiting for?

I just came down to say hi to Mom.
It's a two-second break.

- Uh-huh.
- [mother] How's your knee?

- The usual.
- Go make your bath.

Yes, ma'am.

Hey, you didn't take
any of my pain pills, did you?

[mother] No. Why?

[father] It's all good.

[doctor] SLAP stands for
Superior Labrum Anterior and Posterior.

This top area here

is where the biceps tendon
attaches to the labrum.

That's why you are also feeling pain
running up your arm.

Now, in your case,
if you don't remember a specific event,

then you could have aggravated
your shoulder

and then, over time, with repetition,
made it worse and worse.

Since it's the labrum,
it's not just overhead activities.

Any strenuous activity
on the biceps tendon

will enhance it as well.

[Tyler] Okay. I'm sorry.
So, like, what does that mean?

Well, you've done extreme damage.

You have a level five out of five
SLAP tear.

I've never actually seen this level tear
in person.

Well, I mean, it's not that bad.
I could easily push through it.

[doctor] I'm afraid you need surgery

or you're running the risk
of permanent, irreversible damage.

- But I'm in season right now, so...
- I understand.

But, Tyler, this is very serious.

I highly recommend you stop
all physical activity immediately

and we get you surgery
as soon as possible.

What if we did it...

What if we did it at the end of season
and I could recover over the summer

and I could be ready
for next year for college?

I can't see you making another match,
let alone an entire season.

Then, to be honest, recovery would take
much longer than just the summer.

You're likely never to fully recover
to the way you were.

But the sooner we address this,
the better.

You're young and... you'll heal very well.

It's gonna take time.

I can call your morn if you...

[Tyler] No, you don't have to do that.
I'll talk to her.

[doctor] I'm very sorry, Tyler.

[man] That's one bottle of vodka.

There you go.

- You got it, bud?
- Yeah.

[train whistle blows]

[moaning on computer]

[chewing]

[pounding]

[Emily]
Ty, there's water coming through my door!

Ty, there's water everywhere!
What are you doing?

Tyler?

[coach] Geez. Every practice.

[retching]

[Spits]

- [Tyler whispers] Don't be a pussy.
- [coach] Let him up!

[Spits]

[father] What's the matter, Ty?

Let's do this!
I'm right here with you. Come on.

Go.

[grunts] Come on. One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six. Come on.

Seven.

Eight. Two more.

[grunting] One more, baby.

How you doing?

- You done now?
- Yeah, I'm good.

- That's it?
- I'm done.

[mother on recording]
broke down in tears today,

and Linda continues
to refuse any type of communication.

[mother continues speaking on recording]

- How's it coming?
- Good.

- How many more you got?
- Halfway.

What's this format?
Why's the date over there?

It's the format she told me to do.
Can you just let me do my thing?

I don't pay you to do your thing.
I pay you to do my thing.

- Technically, she pays me.
- You know, there you go again.

What's that attitude about?

- What do you mean?
- You know exactly what I mean. Hey, stop!

Turn it off and look at me.

- [beep]
- [recording stops]

Look around here for a sec.

Who do you think keeps all this running?

Hmm?

Now, your mother
may be great with the patients,

but she don't know nothing
about running a business.

You think if I quit my job
and stop running your mother's business

that you'd have a place
to even lay that big head of yours?

Huh?

- No.
- Then what's up?

I mean, I just have a lot
going on right now.

Do you really? What, you think me
and your mom don't got a lot going on?

Wait until you get out
on your own in the world

and have real responsibilities.

You gotta be able to balance it, Ty.

Now, we talked about this, brah.

If you can't keep it going, you can forget
about hanging out with your friends

or running around
with that little girl of yours...

Quit shaking your head at me, boy.

This is my house.

If you don't like the way I run things,
then you can be up out.

I told you you didn't have to work for me
and you didn't have to train with me.

You asked for that.
That was your choice, right?

And I'm not the one who chose wrestling,

but if you're gonna do something,
you might as well do it right.

I said it before, I'll say it again.

The world don't give a shit
about you or me.

We are not afforded
the luxury of being average.

Gotta work ten times as hard
just to get anywhere.

Ty, I don't push you because I want to.

I push you because I have to.
Do you hear what I'm saying, son?

- Do you hear what I'm saying?
- Yeah.

Yeah.

Good.

Good.

Man, I look at y'all sometimes

and think of all the opportunities
you have that I didn't...

wishing Nana and Three Papa
had done for me.

You don't know how good you got it.

[crowd cheering]

[coach] Come on, pin!

[Tyler] Pin! Pin!

[coach] Take that shoulder!

- [whistle blows]
- Yes!

Come on, Ty! Let's go!

Let' s gm!

- Single leg. Single leg.
- [mother] Yeah!

[father] Get his shoulder down, Ty!
Get his shoulder down.

Can't let him off like that, Ty! Come on!

[mother] Come on, babe! Get up! Get up!

[grunting]

[Tyler groans]

- [cries out]
- [buzzer sounds]

[whistle blowing]

[referee] Match. Dragon win.

- [coach] Get up!
- [Tyler's mother] It's all right, Tyler!

Good job!

- [breathing heavily]
- it's okay! It's all right, babe!

It's all right!

- [coach] Let's go, Williams! Let's go!
- [father] You can do better.

[mother] Let's go!

- [crowd cheering]
- [coach] Let's do this, Tyler!

[sounds fade]

[faint] Come on now, Tyler!

[mother] Come on, you got this!

[whistle blows]

[Tyler groans]

[father] Tyler!

[mother] Get up, Tyler!

Get up, babe!

[coach] Roll out!

[grunts weakly]

Spring out! Spring out!

[whistle blows]

[crying]

[father]
Calm down. It's all right, it's all right.

He did this to himself
through sheer stupidity!

[mother]
Watch your voice. Steve should've told us.

[father] So much for a scholarship.

I don't know
what the hell he was thinking.

[mother] Steve said he didn't call

because Tyler
wanted to tell us personally.

[father]
So he's been lying to us this whole time?

- [phone buzzing]
- it's his attitude, I'm telling you.

The boy...

[buzzing continues]

[Frank Ocean's "Rushes" plays]

♪ Gonna be somebody, oh, I follow a'

♪ Running showers and the mist so fly... i'

[Alexis]
I feel like I haven't seen you in forever.

[Tyler] I feel the same way.

I missed you.

[Alexis] I missed you, too.

Your calluses are getting better at least.

Yeah, that's
'cause I haven't been lifting.

Right. Shit. Sorry.

No.

I'm not really in the mood right now.

Why not? I mean, it's...

Baby, it's been forever.

I mean...

I know you're under a lot of pressure
right now,

but I'm just getting really scared.

About what? What's going on? Are you okay?

I still haven't gotten my period.

What?

It's been like two, three weeks...
I don't know.

I'm just...

I have nobody to talk to about it
and I'm just getting really scared.

Don't be scared.
First of all, you can always talk to me.

All right?

Look, you can always talk to me.

We're in this together.

I don't want you to ever feel like you
should be scared or anything like that.

Babe, look at me.

Everything's going to be okay, all right?

All right?

♪ You, just you and me a'

Yeah.

♪ I need some help on my feet 4'

Come here.

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I'

♪ I be up to my feet I'

♪ I'll wake up feeling weak I'

♪ Wake me up in a week a'

I love you.

I love you too.

[Tyler] I love you so much.

I think this is it.

Yeah?

- [Alexis] Fucking assholes.
- [Tyler] Just don't look at them.

- [Alexis] Why do they have to do that?
- [Tyler] Do what?

You want me to drop you off here?

- [Alexis] Drop me off?
- [Tyler] What else do you want me to do?

[Alexis] Get parking. Just park.

[protesters chanting]

- [Tyler] Right here cool?
- [Alexis] Yeah, it's fine.

[female protester]
Your baby will go to hell!

- Don't be a murderer!
- [male protester] Thou shalt not kill!

[guard] Let me have everybody's attention.

All right.

Look, these people out here
are crazy, man.

And these women,
they carry guns on them. I seen it.

I also seen them try to convince a young
woman not to go through the procedure

because they promised her
to adopt her child.

And guess what. They didn't.

Didn't help her out at all.
And guess what. She's stuck.

They tell people the worst things
every single day and I gotta take it.

But listen, I'm here for y'all. All right?

But all I ask in return
is that you're here for me as well.

So, please, do not go out here
and mess with these crazy women. Okay?

- All right.
- [woman] Thanks.

[guard] Thank you.

Can we go?

- Can we please leave?
- Yeah.

- You all right?
- [Alexis] I just want to get out of here.

[female protester] You'll go to hell
for what you've done! Murderer!

- Thou shalt not kill!
- [guard] Hey! Leave them alone!

- [female protester] Nigger!
- What?

- I said "Nigger!"
- What you just say to me?

- I said "Nigger!"
- Don't say shit like that!

- You can't say that, bitch!
- I said "Nigger!"

No, get in the car, Alexis!

Don't be saying shit like that! Racist!
Get in the car! Come on, let's go!

Fuck you, bitch!

[tires squealing]

[Alexis sniffling]

I'm sorry.
You shouldn't have had to see that.

[sobbing]

[sighs]

You okay? What happened?

- I couldn't do it.
- What?

I couldn't do it.

- What do you mean you couldn't do it?
- I don't know. I just...

Why didn't you just do it
while we were there?

- I'm just confused. We need to talk again.
- Talk about what?

- We need to just talk about it again.
- What more is there to talk about?

Why are you yelling at me?

- I'm not yelling at you.
- You're yelling at me.

I'm not yelling at you!

- Yes, you are!
- No, I'm not!

God.

All right, whatever.

- You don't understand how hard this is.
- I'm sorry!

- It's my body.
- I get it's your body.

- Relax!
- No, you don't get it.

You don't get it. And I...
I don't know if I can do an abortion.

What the fuck are you talking about?

- Huh?
- [crying] I don't know if I can do it.

- Stop crying. What do you mean?
- Fuck you! Don't tell me to stop crying!

This is my body
and you have no idea what it's like!

I get it's your body! I know! Whatever.
We're seniors in high school!

We shouldn't be
fucking having a baby right now.

Yeah, that's your point of view.
Thank you for caring about mine.

- Why would I care about...
- What is wrong with you?

What is wrong with you?

- What the fuck is wrong with you?
- What the fuck is wrong with you?

- Stupid... God.
- Stupid what?

- Stupid-ass bitch!
- Stop the fucking car!

I'll stop the fucking car!
Get out the fucking car!

- Get out... What is wrong with you?
- Fuck you!

- Fuck you!
- Fuck you.

Fuck you!

- Fuck you!
- Fuck you!

You're just gonna walk out
of the fucking car like that?

Yeah, I'm gonna walk out
of the fucking car!

- Leave me the fuck alone!
- Fuck you!

Fuck you!

Come on, Lex! Lex!
I can't just leave you out here!

- Just get in the car, Alexis!
- Just leave!

- Just get in the car!
- Leave me alone!

- I'll take you fucking home and...
- No, just leave me alone!

Just go!

Whatever, brah. You want to walk?
Whatever. Fucking walk then!

Bye!

How she gonna...

Fuck.

- Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
- [horn honks]

Fuck! Fuck!

Ah! Fuck!

[Softly] Fuck.

[grunts]

[groans]

[sighs]

[Kendrick Lamar's
"Backseat Freestyle" plays]

♪ Uh, Martin had a dream I'

[man] He did!

♪ Martin had a dream I

♪ Kendrick have a dream I

- Ah!
- [man] Tell 'em.

♪ All my life, I want money and power I'

♪ Respect my mind
Or die from lead shower 4'

♪ I pray my dick get big
As the Eiffel Tower a'

♪ So I can fuck the world for 72 hours a'

- A' Goddamn, I got bitches E
- 4' Okay a'

- $ Damn, I got bitches a'
- 4' Okay a'

♪ Damn, I got bitches
Wifey, girlfriend and mistresses a'

♪ All my life, I want money and power I'

♪ Respect my mind
Or die from lead shower 4'

♪ I've got twenty-five lighters
On my dresser, yes, sir a'

♪ Put fire to that ass
Body cast on a stretcher S'

♪ And her body got that ass
That a ruler couldn't measure a'

♪ And it make me come fast
But I never get embarrassed... a'

[audio slows, distorts]

- [normal audio returns]
- Yo! Come on.

- Dude, dude, dude.
- Lay off me, man.

Yo, let's go. Yo.
Let's get the fuck up out of here, bro.

He said that he can feel
my fucking presence, dude.

- Yo.
- Yo.

I can't open my eyes.

Every time I start opening them,
they close.

You're fucking faded.

Every time I try to open them, they close.

[laughing]

- You want me to open them, brah?
- I can't open my eyes!

Yo, get back in here, brother!
No fucking joke!

Stop! Yo! Get back in here!

I can't open my eyes!

[retches]

[Emily] Ty, what is going on?

Ty, what...

- Oh, my God, Tyler.
- I'm sorry.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

You want to get in the bath?
You should be quiet.

You should be quiet 'cause Mom and Dad
are gonna hear you, okay?

- Okay?
- Okay.

Yes, yes, yes. Do you want to take a bath?

- Did I wake you?
- No, it's fine. You didn't wake me.

- I'm sorry.
- I know.

- I just had a really bad night, you know?
- I know.

I know, I know.

[sobbing]

I just had a really bad night, you know?

- I know.
- And I didn't mean to, like...

I didn't mean to wake you, you know?

I didn't mean to...

- I didn't mean to...
- Shh...

- I didn't mean to.
- Ty, you have to be quiet, please.

- I'm sorry.
- I know, I know.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

I'm sorry. I'm...

["Focus" by H.E.R. plays]

Me'

♪ Can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, can you focus on me? a'

♪ Hands in the soap A'

♪ Have the faucets running
And I keep looking at you a'

♪ Stuck on your phone
And you're stuck in your zone a'

♪ You don't have a clue
But I don't wanna give up I

♪ Baby, I just want you to get up 4'

♪ Lately I've been a little fed up I'

♪ Wish you would just focus on me a'

♪ Can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, can you focus on me? a'

Me'

♪ Can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, can you focus on me? a'

♪ Lazy and broke? I'

♪ No, he get this money
So I guess I can't complain a“

♪ But I feel alone even when we're alone I'

♪ And that don't cost a thing
But I don't wanna give up I

[phone]
Your call has been forwarded...

♪ Baby, I just want you to get up 4'

[sighs]

♪ Lately I've been a little fed up I'

♪ A little fed up, yeah a'

♪ Wish you would just focus on me a'

♪ Can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, can you focus on me? a'

Me'

♪ Can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, can you focus on me? a'

♪ Baby, focus a'

♪ Can't you see? 4'

♪ I just wanna love you, baby 4'

♪ Look me in my eyes I'

[Tyler, The Creator's "IFHY" plays]

♪ I never would've thought that
Feelings could get thrown in the air a'

♪ 'Cause I accidentally caught that a'

♪ I need some new boxing gloves
Shit got hectic whenever I fought back X

Your call has been forwarded to a...

Fuck!

♪ I don't like that cellular convo's
Getting left in the wrong I

♪ 'Cause I get so fucking mad
When you don't write back a'

♪ This isn't a song I just happen to rhyme
When I get emo a'

♪ And find time to write facts
Fuck 4'

♪ I fucking hate you, but I love you a'

♪ I'm bad at keeping my emotions bubbled I'

♪ You're good at being perfect
We're good at being troubled I

[mother] Tyler?

- I'm fine!
- [mother] Tyler, what is going...

♪ I fucking hate you, but I love you... 4'

_[song continues playing]
- [father] Tyler!

- [mother] Tyler!
Hey, man!

Open the door!

Open the goddamn door, Tyler!

Hey!

- [dance music playing]
- [laughing, cheering]

[dance music continues playing]

- Hey.
- Oh, hey.

- Girl, you look beautiful.
- No, you look...

- You are.
- You look way more beautiful.

No, that's not true. I love your dress.

- Thanks.
- It's cute.

God, I love that color.
What are you putting on?

Oh, it's just like...
I don't even know what it's called.

It's just like this new lipstick.
Do you have anything?

- I have... Yeah. I...
- Put it on. Why don't you have it on?

Well, 'cause I have
these stupid freaking braces on.

Oh, my God, please, give this to me.

- I feel like...
- It's gonna look good.

- It'll look silly.
- No. Just like...

Yeah, like press them together.

[Amy Winehouse's
"Love ls a Losing Game" plays]

There you go.

It looks good.
Don't worry about your braces.

It looks super cute. I like it.

♪ Love is a losing game a'

♪ Five-story fire as you came 4'

♪ Love is a losing game a'

♪ One I wished I never played 4'

♪ Oh, what a mess we made X

♪ And now the final frame a'

What are you doing?

Stop.

Where are you going, Tyler?

- [Tyler] I need to go to the store.
- You're grounded.

You're not going anywhere.

- I'm 18 years old. You can't ground me.
- Why do you smell like alcohol?

Turn around and answer me.

Have you been drinking?

Where is your sling?

Did you just take the keys
from your dad's office?

- Give them to me.
- No.

Tyler. Give me the keys.

- I need to go.
- You're not going anywhere.

- Give me the keys.
- Bullshit. Watch me.

Watch your mouth!

What's going on?

Tyler took the keys from your office
and he's been drinking.

This is bullshit.

- Don't talk to your mother like that.
- She's not my mom.

You're not my fucking mom.
My real mom is dead. All right?

She doesn't talk to me like a fucking
condescending bitch like you, bitch.

- [father] Shut up, right now.
- [mother] I am your mom.

- No, you're not my fucking mom, all right?
- [father] Tyler!

- [mother] I am.
- You're pathetic, Catharine!

[father] Tyler, ease back.

- You're pathetic!
- [mother] I am...

[Tyler] You don't really love me!
You're not my real mom!

- I am your mother, Tyler.
- [Tyler] You can't even fucking have kids!

You say one more thing like that to her,
I'm gonna lay your ass out...

[Tyler] Fuck you! Fuck you.

Yeah. Fuck you. I fucking hate you, man.

I fucking hate you.
I can't stand you, man.

- Is that the case? You hate me, huh?
- Come at me, brah.

Just fucking come at me. I swear to God.

- You're drunk?
- Yeah, I'm fucking drunk!

[mother] Stop it! Stop it!

- Stop it! Stop it!
- [Tyler] Get the fuck off me, nigga!

[mother] Are you okay, babe?

[Tyler] Talking all that shit.

[mother]
Don't you leave this house, Tyler.

[Kanye West's "I Am a God" plays]

Don't you leave this house, Tyler!

♪ Blazin', mi don't want dem a'

♪ Mi need dem, blazin' a'

♪ Suh mi tek har outta bugah red
And put her in a tall skirt a'

♪ And now she find out
What life is really worth a'

♪ No to X-rated a'

I am a god

I am a god

"[girl] We're here!
- [all laughing]

I am a god

♪ Hurry up with my damn massage
Hurry up with my damn ménage 4'

♪ Get the Porsche out the damn garage
I am a God a'

♪ Even though I'm a man of God
My whole life in the hands of God... 4'

[boy] All right, who's ready
to raise fucking hell?

[cheering]

[all] Chang! Chang! Chang! Chang!

["I Am a God" continues playing]

Emily.

Emily, can you please call me back?
It's an emergency.

["I Am a God" continues playing]

I am a god

I am a god

Hello?

Hi, Ryan?

This is Tyler's mom.

Yes, I'm so sorry to bother you tonight,
but we're having an emergency over here.

We're looking for Tyler.
Have you heard from him?

[indistinct chatter, laughter]

[hip-hop music playing, faint]

[hip-hop music continues playing]

[Ryan] Tyler. Yo, Tyler.

Yo. Your mom just called me.

She's talking about, like,
a family emergency or something.

- Everything's cool, man. You want a beer?
- Yeah, sure. But, yo, are you good?

- I'm good, man. I'll be right there.
- All right, dude.

[hip-hop music continues playing]

I just texted you the address.
It's five miles north of here. Yes.

- Can you hear me?
- Yeah.

- Yeah, I'm gonna go get him right now.
- Okay, hurry. Please, hurry.

On my way right now.

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ Gotta be above it
Gotta be above it a“

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be above it a'

♪ I gotta be above it
I gotta be a'

[audio faint, distorted]

- [normal audio returns]
- [Kid Cudi's "Ghost!“ playing]

♪ The people I've met
The places I been a'

♪ Are all what make me the man
I so proudly am a'

♪ But I wanna know one thing I

♪ When did I become a ghost? I

♪ I'm most confused
About the world I lived in 4'

♪ You think that I'm lonely
Well, I probably am I

♪ One thing that still gets me I'

♪ When did I become a ghost? I

♪ Yeah a'

[song continues playing, faint]

Should you be drinking right now?

What are you doing here?

You told your parents
without talking to me first?

You blocked me?

I'm trying to talk to you,
but you block me?

- I mean, did you fuck him?
- What?

- Did you fuck him?
- Who?

I saw you go upstairs. I fucking saw you.

- With who? Franky?
- Who do you think I'm talking about? Yes!

Franky's one of my best friends
since elementary school.

He's fucking gay, you idiot.

- Stop lying, Alexis.
- I'm not lying!

You would know that if you'd listen
to anything that I say!

- It's bullshit!
- It's not bullshit!

You would know that if you listened
to anything I ever say!

And the drinks aren't for me.
They're for my friends.

The ones upstairs that you never
took the chance to get to know.

- Stop fucking lying, Alexis.
- You don't care about anyone but yourself!

I care about nobody but myself right now'?

- Don't fucking walk away from me!
- Fuck you!

- Listen. Listen.
- Move!

We can keep it, Alexis!

Alexis. Look at me.

Look at me. Look at me.
We can fucking keep it.

We can keep it. We don't have
to get a fucking abortion.

Fuck you!

You think I'm gonna raise my baby
with you? Look at you!

What you mean, look at me?
I'm here for you, bitch!

- I'm fucking here for...
- Stop calling me a bitch!

I'm fucking... Stupid-ass bitch!

- Stupid-ass bitch!
- Fuck you!

You're going to the abortion clinic
and you're getting rid of that shit!

Fuck you!

[crying]

Come on.

[sobs]

I'm sorry, Alexis.

I'm sorry, Alexis.

[whimpering]

Come on. Wake up.

Wake up. Come on.

Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.

What the fuck you gonna do?

I'm sorry. Come on.

[girl screams]

- [girl 1] What happened? Who is that?
- [girl 2] It's Alexis.

- [boy 1] Call the fucking cops!
- [girl 1] Oh, my God.

"[boy 2] No freaking way!
{girl 1] Oh. my God!

- Is she dead?

[engine starts]

[breathing heavily]

- [crying]
- [Ryan] I don't know the address.

- She's lying there and she's bleeding.
- Did somebody call 911?

[Ryan] There's blood near her head.

[QM] Oh, my God.

[sirens wailing]

Hello?

Who is it?

[tires screech]

Are you okay?

- Are you okay?
- Uh-huh.

Okay?

You seen your brother?
Has Tyler been here?

Hey, Em. Has Tyler been here?

Tyler.

What's going on with you?

Talk to me!

What is going on, Tyler?

[monitor beeping]

- [mother] Open the damn door, Tyler!
- [sirens wailing]

Open the fucking door!

You're scaring me!

- [pounding]
- What did you do? Open the door!

Open the door!

Where are you going?

Stop walking when I'm talking to you!

Stop!

Young female, blunt force trauma.

[beeping continues]

[sirens wailing]

[tires screeching]

[car doors open]

Freeze! Right now! Get on your knees!

Put your hands behind your back, now!

- Huh? Was that his girlfriend?
- [monitor beeping]

Was that his girlfriend in the ambulance?

It was? Yeah?

But you don't know what happened?

[monitor continues beeping]

Was he here?

- Was he here?
- [beeping continues]

[monitor: sustained tone]

[sniffles]

[exhales]

[judge] This is State of Florida
v. Tyler Williams.

Mister Williams, will you please stand?

Tyler Williams,
for your conviction of the crime

of murder in the second degree...

upon your plea of guilty...

it is the order of this court
that you be sentenced

to the State Correctional Institution
of Miami

for the rest of your natural life.

Consistent with the requirements
of the Florida Constitution...

this sentence is technically with mercy...

which makes you eligible for parole
after you have served 30 years.

[Catharine gasps]

[Catharine sobbing]

[buzzer sounds]

- [door closes]
- [sobbing continues]

[sobbing continues]

[male teacher]
This is your last shot at this. All right?

Sign up for the tournament,
get those credits in.

Don't embarrass your parents.

You're not gonna go home
and forget everything I taught you?

I'm gonna miss you all.
It's been a great year.

Hey. Sorry.

Hey. Hello?

Hi. Sorry, I don't mean to bother you.

Did I, um...
Did I bump into you the other day?

What?

Did I bump into you earlier?

- Yeah, outside Mr. Stanley's fifth period?
- Oh, yeah, it's fine. It's cool.

I'm so sorry about that.

Um... uh...

Sorry to have bothered you, too.
Are you here to judge or...

- The lip sync final?
- Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Nice. Yeah, I'm just doing
the improv final.

I put it off, uh, all semester,
so now here I am.

- [door opens]
- [students chattering]

What... Do you have a lot left today
or is it just this?

- Just the lip sync final.
- Nice. Yes, nice.

Nice, nice. Same for me. I'm just...
Got this one left, and then I'm done.

Um, total shot in the dark.

Uh, would you maybe want to, like,
"grake" something to eat with me later?

What?

"Grake" something? What did you just say?

Would you maybe want to grab
something to eat with me later?

Urn, s-sure.

Awesome.

- Where?
- I don't know. Where do you want to eat?

Um...

There's a diner down the street
that we could go to.

Great.

- Cool.
- Awesome.

- Well, I'm Luke, by the way.
- Emily.

- What's your name? Emily?
- Emily.

Okay.

When do you get out?

Um...

I don't... I'm not completely sure yet.
I don't know.

- Okay.
- But before 3:00, I guess.

Okay, well...

Then when I get out, I'll just come wait
outside here and we can go.

[inhales, exhales]

Yeah. Do you want one of these?

[laughs] Um...

I don't know what flavor it is.
Blue raspberry.

[chuckles] There you go.
All right, I'll see you later.

[Luke] I'm not gonna lie. I actually
didn't think you were gonna show up.

- Really?
- No.

Why?

I don't know. I've just never...

I've never asked somebody
to hang out like that before.

Someone... Someone like you.

Like me?

What does that mean?

No, it doesn't mean...
You're just really beautiful.

And...

I don't know. That's all.

[speakers: Dinah Washington's
"What a Difference a Day Makes" plays]

♪ What a difference a day makes a'

- I love this song.
- Yeah? I don't know it.

I mean, I'm sure I've heard it,
but I don't know what it is.

My grandparents
used to play this stuff all the time.

- Really?
- Mm-hmm.

My grandpa used to stay up all night
and listen to records.

Sometimes dance with my grandma.

Well, that... that's cool.

Yeah. Yeah.

- They're gone now though.
- I'm sorry.

- No, it's okay.
- That sucks.

I still see my other grandma all the time.

- Yeah?
- Do you talk to your grandparents?

- Um, yeah, on my mom's side.
- Not on your dad's side?

No, I don't know anybody
on my dad's side, really.

Do you want to...
Do you want to split a burger?

Um...

I'm eating burgers breakfast, lunch
and dinner since the season ended.

Right. You're in wrestling?

Yes, I am. How did you know that?

Uh, well, I may have...

lnsta-stalked you...

- Really? Oh, nice!
- After the lip sync final.

And maybe Twitter.

I'm actually not gonna lie.
I did the same thing to you.

- But I couldn't find anything.
- Yeah.

- I deleted everything.
- Why?

- I don't know. Why do you think?
- I don't know. That's why I asked.

Um...

- You know who my brother is, right?
- Yes.

Well, people would just, uh...

[clears throat]

just send me really horrible messages
all the time.

Oh, fuck.

Terrible, so...

[Luke] I'm sorry.

You know, people can be such assholes.

Fuck 'em.

Fuck 'em.

- Fuck 'em.
- Fuck 'em good.

- Fuck 'em good.
- [laughs]

- [wind howling]
- [cat meows]

[thunder rumbling]

[laughter]

[indistinct chatter]

[birds twittering]

[phone buzzing]

[buzzing continues]

"[Emily] Hello?
- [Luke] Hey!

- [Emily chuckles] Hi.
- [Luke] Where are you?

- [Emily] Um, I'm in my bedroom.
- [Luke] Oh, nice.

- [Emily] Where are you?
- [Luke] I'm in the... my living room...

- [Emily] Nice.
- [Luke] ...sitting on the sofa.

- [Emily] Comfy sofa?
- [Luke] Scrumfy.

[Emily giggles] "Scrumfy. "

- [Luke] So I have a few questions for you.
- [Emily] Oh, wow. Okay, I'm nervous now.

[Luke] I thought I'd get to know you
better. You know, I wrote a...

I typed up some questions
I thought I wanted to ask you.

Are you excited for college?

[Emily] Um... Whoa. Uh, I mean...

[Luke] Fuck! Holy shit! Do you see that?
That's a manatee. I fucking love manatees.

They're like if a cow and an elephant
had a baby in the water.

You know what they're more like is...
Like, they move so slow, like a sloth.

- Kind of. Yeah.
- You know?

We should go see them.

We should go, like, up north
and swim with them.

Have you ever been...
Do you know the springs?

Um, no.

We should go. Would you be down to go?

- Yeah, but how would we do that?
- We'd just take my car.

It's summer.
We can just take my car. Whenever.

[Emily]
When I was little, I wanted to be a vet.

That was one of the things I wanted to be
which I still really care about.

[Luke] Would you then want to, like,
work at a zoo or something?

[Emily] Well, if... Yeah.
I mean, I like emergency vet clinics.

- [Emily] Like, that always excited me.
- [Luke] Right.

[Emily] Just 'cause I felt like
if I can help this animal

in its moment of intense need...

[Luke singing softly]

- Do you sing?
- No.

I mean, I do sing,
but I'm not a good singer, for sure.

It hurts my heart.

- That you can't sing?
- No, totally.

Everybody can sing in the shower though.

Not me. I sing Vampire Weekend
in the shower, shit don't sound right.

[train whistle blows]

[Chance the Rapper's “How Great" plays]

♪ How great is our God a'

♪ Sing with me, how great is our God a'

♪ All will see how great I'

♪ ls our God... a'

Yeah. I was raised Christian, so...

- [Luke] Oh, yeah?
- Yeah. My dad's dad is a minister.

[Luke] Okay.

Um... That's cool. I'm sorry. I hope
I didn't offend you by making this...

- Why would you offend me?
- I don't know. I really shouldn't have.

No, it's fine.

I think it's stupid when people
are judgmental or think people are evil

'cause they're not Christian
or Catholic or whatever they may be.

- [Luke] I completely agree.
- ["How Great“ continues on speakers]

Here, check the... Wait for this part.

This shit's fire.

[chuckles] This is fire.

Give it a second.

["How Great" continues playing]

[honks horn]

Whoo-whoo!

♪ The first, is that God is better
Than the world's best thing a'

♪ God is better than the best thing
That the world has to offer 4'

[cheering]

♪ Magnify, magnify, lift it on high a'

♪ Spit it Spotify
To qualify a spot on His side a'

♪ I cannot modify or ratify
My mamma made me apple pies 4'

♪ Lullabies and alibis
The book don't end with Malachi a“

♪ Devil will win employee of the month
By the dozen a'

♪ Till one score and three years
From the third when he doesn't A'

♪ My village raised 'em a child
Come through the crib and it's bustin' r

♪ You meet anyone from my city
They gon' say that we cousins a'

♪ Shabach Barak, edify a'

♪ Electrify the enemy like Hedwig
Till he petrified a'

♪ Any petty Peter Petigrew
Could get the pesticide a'

♪ 79th, 79th, I don't believe in science
I believe in signs a'

- [boy] All right. You got it.
- [girl] Come on, you got it.

[boy] You got it. Go on. Yeah, you got it.

- Go! You got it. Come on.
- Just don't drop straight down.

Come on!

- But I'm jumping down!
- Jump that way.

- Go, like, forward.
- Like, jump out?

- Yeah, like a little forward.
- Yeah, you got it. Take a leap. Come on.

Take a leap of faith. Yeah.

[all] Jump! Jump! Jump!

[chanting continues]

[Frank Ocean's "Florida" plays]

[song ends]

[father] I don't know what you
want me to do, okay? What you want?

[voices talking, faint, muffled]

A husband should be allowed
to touch his wife.

So when can you? When can you do it?

[Catharine] You really want to start
this right now? With everything?

[father] We both know that this
started before, okay?

- It's just gotten worse.
- [Catharine] Unbelievable.

[father] What?

What's unbelievable?
Will you say something to me?

Tell me. What is it? What?

What's unbelievable? Catharine, please.

I'm right here. I'm all ears. What is it?

I'm sorry. I don't want to fuck you
right now. Okay?

We are in crisis here. Remember?

Mm-hmm.

It's so much.
There's so much to push through.

- We shouldn't have to think about that.
- It's not just about the sex, Catharine.

You're not here.

Like, you're not here.

You're not.
It's not a family anymore, okay?

[sighs]

We still have other things to think about.

- We still have a daughter.
- "We still have a daughter"?

Where are you?

- What do you...
- What have you done for her?

- What's that supposed...
- What are you doing for her?

What are you talking about?

You... [laughs]

You're not there for her.
You were never there for her.

- Even before.
- W hat? No...

You show up, you play Mr. Nice Guy,
and you leave all the work for me.

Is that what you want me to do? You want
me to take care of her again for you?

- What are you talking about?
- You pushed him!

You pushed him!

You pushed him!

- That's not...
- You were not there for her.

It was different with Tyler,
and you know that.

- I raised these kids the best way I know.
- You're not listening to me.

- You don't listen to anyone.
- Well, at least I'm here, Catharine!

I'm the one that's trying to hold
this family together. Where are you?

- There's a little black boy going out...
- I'm grieving!

I'm just asking you,
can I grieve in my way, please?

Yeah.

That's not fair. I've done nothing
but be here for you.

- That's all I've done. I'm just trying...
- I can't be around you.

- Oh, God, you make me sick.
- I make you sick?

- I can't.
- What did I do to make you sick?

Like honestly, I just want
to be here for you, with you.

- We're going through this together.
- [whimpering]

We're going through this together.

Hey-

[sniffles] I can't.

I can't.

I can't look at you and not think of him.

[whimpers]

I'm sorry.

[door closes]

[inhales, exhales slowly]

[Luke] You'll love my mom.
She's the fucking greatest.

She drives me crazy, but she's the best.

What about your dad?

- My dad?
- Mm-hmm.

Um...

He's not the best dude.

- Do you want to talk about it?
- Um, sure, yeah. Uh...

Um, well, when I was a kid,
he was just drunk and on drugs a lot

and, urn, just did some pretty
terrible stuff to me and my mom.

Especially my mom.

And I couldn't do anything about it
because I was just a kid.

But, yeah, eventually my mom cut us off.

And you haven't talked to him
at all since?

No.

He actually has cancer.

- Really?
- Yeah. He has cancer.

[Emily] I'm sorry.

No, it's all right. He's a piece of shit.
He deserves it.

So... he's not in my life.
I don't know him.

I really wish I could talk to my morn.

- You don't talk to her?
- No. She's dead.

- Really? Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
- No, it's fine. It's okay.

My stepmom is really my morn.
I mean, she's the one who raised us, so...

Yeah, I haven't seen my biological mom
since I was, like, a little girl.

[Luke] Oh, no.

- How did she die?
- She overdosed.

- [Luke] Really?
- Mm-hmm.

- I'm so sorry.
- It's fine.

I'm sorry too.

- What are you gonna do?
- What are you gonna do?

[speakers:
Animal Collective's "Bluish" plays]

Do you know this song?

Is it Blood Orange?

Mm-mmm.

I don't... No, I don't. Who is it?

Animal Collective.

♪ I'm getting lost in your curls a'

♪ I'm drawing pictures on your skin
So soft it twirls a'

♪ I like your looks when you get mean I'

♪ I know I shouldn't say so I'

♪ But when you claw me like a cat
I'm beaming a'

♪ I like the way you squeeze my hand... 4'

[laughs]

- You totally don't have to do that.
- Wait, what is it?

It's X. But seriously,
there's no pressure at all.

Whatever you want to do,
I'm up for whatever.

- [Emily] Okay.
- What do you think?

Um...

- Like, want to do it?
- Yeah.

- Really? Okay, cool.
- Yeah, of course.

- [thunderclap]
- [crickets chirping]

[Emily] I like this.

- Like, your lips are so soft.
- [Luke] I know.

- [Emily] So fucking beautiful.
- [Luke] Yeah.

[Emily giggling]

[Luke]Whoa! Whoa!

[Emily] Looky, looky, looky!

[both laughing hysterically]

["Bluish" continues playing]

♪ Put on the dress that I like I'

♪ It makes me so crazy
Though I can't say why I

♪ Keep on your stockings for a while 4'

♪ Some kind of magic
In the way you're lying there a'

It's a rainbow. Cool.

It'll come back! Look, look, look!

♪ Blue eye-shadow I'

Way too cold!

[SZA's "Pretty Little Birds" playing]

♪ You are but a phoenix among feathers I

♪ You're broken by the waves
Among the sea a'

♪ They'll let you die
They'll let you wash away I'

♪ But you swim as well as you fly a'

♪ Pretty little bird, pretty little bird I'

♪ You've hit the window a few times a'

♪ The window a few times I'

♪ You're pretty, little bird
Pretty little bird 4'

You got so much schmutz on your face.

♪ You still ain't scared of no heights I

♪ When the spiral down
Feels as good as the flight a'

♪ When hating you
Feels good for the night a“

♪ When the morning comes
I hope you're still mine 4'

Okay?

Yeah?

Yeah.

[moaning]

Okay.

[breathing heavily]

Hey, baby. I... I'm sorry.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Okay, fuck. I'm gonna come.

Fuck. Okay. Sorry.

- Sorry. Yeah.
- Did you come?

- I'm so sorry.
- No, it's okay!

It's okay. It's okay.

- Jesus Christ.
- No, no, no. Don't get...

No, it's fine. It's fine.
It's really fine.

- We can go again if you want, maybe?
- Yeah, of course.

Yeah, it's okay. You can take your time.

- It's okay. Don't worry.
- [Luke] Okay.

[airplane passing overhead]

[children chattering, shouting]

[birds chirping]

I don't think you've been fishing with
your daddy since you was a little girl.

Thanks for coming.

I, uh...

I just wanted to apologize.

I feel like we haven't spoken in some time
and I'm responsible for that.

Well...

I don't even really know
what's going on with you.

How you doing with everything?

- I'm good.
- Yeah?

Yeah.

You know it's okay if you're not.

You can tell me anything.
You know that, right?

Yeah, I know.

I worry about you.

- Dad, you don't need to worry about me.
- Okay.

- Okay? I'm fine.
- All right. All right.

How are you doing with everything?

Me?

It's been hard. Hasn't it?

Don't know how to connect
with your mother anymore.

- What do you mean?
- She won't look at me.

She won't talk to me.

I think she hates me. I really do.

- Dad, she doesn't hate you.
- No, she might.

She's just shutting down, you know?

She won't go to work.

Couldn't even if she wanted to.

The business will not recover.
We're just losing money.

I just love her so much.

But I'm losing her,
and I don't know what to do.

I'm sorry.

Dad, don't apologize.

- I shouldn't be telling you all this.
- No, it's okay.

It's just... [sniffles]

- I don't have anyone else to talk to.
- I know. It's okay.

- Dad. Dad.
- Yeah?

Look, I'm really happy
you're telling me this stuff.

I promise, okay?

Okay. Thank you.

Thank you.

You know, I could've stopped it.

Stopped what? What do you mean?

Well...

[clears throat]

I was there that night,
and I saw him following her...

and I had that sick feeling in my stomach.

I don't know what happened.
I kind of just froze.

Baby.

It's just... so crazy,
'cause if I just would've gotten up...

- You know?
- No. No.

If I just would've gotten up, then...

I would've went up to him and stopped him,
and she would still be here.

Listen to me. This is not your fault.

- Yeah, it is.
- No. And you can't blame yourself for it.

I was there. I could've done something.

- You didn't do this. Your brother did it.
- I chose not to do anything.

- Sweetheart, you didn't do it.
- And I don't know why I did that.

- This is not your fault.
- It is.

It's not your fault. Emily. Hey.

I hate him so much.

I hate him so much!

What he did is evil, Dad!

- He's evil! He's a monster!
- I understand that...

- He's a monster for doing that to her!
- I understand that you're angry.

- How does somebody do that?
- You have every right to be.

But your brother, he's not a monster.

He's not evil. He's just a human being.

I know the pain
that you're feeling right now.

Believe me, I know it.

I think about your brother every day...

the things
that I could've done differently.

But we can't change it, you know?

All we have is now.

All we have is now.

And I'm telling you this
because I love you.

Holding onto that much hate
will destroy a person...

and I'm not about
to let that happen to you.

You have so much love
to share with the world...

and so much life yet to live.

Hey, you remember
Papa's favorite Scripture?

It said, "Hatred stirs up strife...

but love...

love covers all offenses."

And I love you so much, baby girl.
Come here.

It's okay.

- I love you too.
- I know you do. I know.

[Frank Ocean's "Seigfried" plays]

♪ The markings on your surface I'

♪ Your speckled face I'

♪ Flawed crystals hang from your ears I'

What are you thinking about?

[sighs]

The hospital where my dad's at
called today.

Really? What did they say?

They don't think he has much longer.

Do they know how long?

Like, not long at all. They said
he doesn't have more than a week.

What are you gonna do?

What do you mean?

- Well, you have to see him.
- Why?

- Because he's your dad.
- Okay, I don't want to see him.

And besides, my car's in the shop
and he's in Missouri.

Well, we can take my car.

You have to see your dad.
You will seriously regret it if you don't.

It says it's gonna take two days
to get there, but we can leave tomorrow.

We could stop
and we could break it up along the way.

Do you think you could make up an excuse
for your mom?

- [sighs] Are you serious?
- Yes.

- Can you make up an excuse?
- Yeah, I guess I could make up an excuse.

Do you think... Could you?

[exhales]

I think we should do it.

["Seigfried" continues playing]

♪ This is not my life a'

♪ It's just a fond farewell to a friend a'

♪ It's just a fond farewell to a friend a'

♪ This is not my life a'

♪ It's just a fond farewell to a friend a'

♪ It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell I

♪ Speaking of Nirvana, it was there a'

♪ Rare as the feathers on my dash
From a phoenix 4'

♪ There with my crooked teeth
And companions sleeping, yeah a'

♪ Dreaming a thought
That could dream about a thought X

♪ That could think of the dreamer
That thought r

♪ That could think of dreaming
And getting a glimmer of God I

♪ I be dreaming a dream in a thought
That could dream about a thought X

♪ That could think about dreaming a dream
Where I cannot a'

♪ Where I cannot a'

[thunder rumbling]

[Emily] Hey, I think this is it.

[Luke]
This is the slowest fucking elevator.

Yeah.

[monitor beeping]

Hey, Dad.

Hi.

[exhales]

[chair scraping floor]

I missed you.

This is my girlfriend, Emily.

[Emily] Hi.

It's nice to meet you.

[Luke's father] Beautiful.

Thank you.

[coughing]

[woman] Well, he's fighting.

Everyone is different.

Sometimes it's rapid,
sometimes it takes time.

He might be holding on more
because you're here now.

However, this is taking longer than usual
and longer than we had anticipated.

Obviously, he's not ready to go yet.

And the best thing that you can do
is to help him feel peace and comfort...

when he's lucid.

So, if there's anything that you need,
please let us know...

and I'll be back tomorrow to check in.

[Emily] Thank you very much, Doctor.

[Luke] Thank you very much, Doctor.
I appreciate it.

[sirens wailing, faint]

[monitor beeping]

[Luke's father wheezing softly]

Babe. Baby, baby, wake up.

Wake up.

It's your dad.

Baby, your dad.

Hey. Need to go to the bathroom?

Bathroom?

[coughing]

[coughing continues]

[Luke's father coughs]

[Luke's father sighs]

What are you holding onto, Dad?

What's going on?
What are you feeling? Talk to me.

Or not.

[sighs] You know...

you don't need to fight anymore.

I just want you to be at peace.

Um...

You know you're going to someplace better.

- Right?
- I know.

Yeah. You know.

You don't have any regrets?

- Kind of.
- Yeah?

Yeah? Well, you don't have to.
You don't need to. You're okay.

[sobs]

[sobbing continues]

[Luke] Yeah, Dad. Just let it out.

[Luke's father whimpering softly]

[exhaling]

- [monitor beeping]
- [monitor: sustained tone]

[crying]

[siren wailing]

[Radiohead's "True Love Waits" plays]

♪ I'll drown my beliefs a'

♪ To have your babies a'

♪ I'll dress like your niece a'

♪ And wash your swollen feet a'

♪ Just a'

♪ Don't leave I

♪ Don't leave I

♪ I'm not living a'

♪ I'm just killing time a'

♪ Your tiny hands A'

♪ Your crazy kitten smile a'

♪ Just a'

♪ Don't leave I

♪ Don't leave I

[guard] Okay, folks. Fifteen minutes.

[lock buzzes]

♪ And true love waits a'

[pastor] God wants us...

♪ In haunted attics a'

- Amen.
- Amen.

[pastor] It doesn't matter what happened.

[cat meows]

♪ And true love lives a'

♪ On lollipops and crisps ♪

♪ Just a'

♪ Don't leave I

♪ Don't leave I

[Alabama Shakes' "Sound & Color" plays]

♪ A new world hangs A“

♪ Outside the window I'

♪ Beautiful and strange a'

♪ It must be a'

♪ I've fallen awake A'

♪ I must be ♪

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ With me, for my mind a'

♪ And the ship shows me where to go a'

♪ When I needn't speak a'

♪ Not far now, not far now I

♪ Not far now I

♪ Far, far now I'

♪ Far, far now, far now A'

♪ Far, far, far, far out I'

[song continues playing]

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ With me, in my mind a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Try to keep yourself awake a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ This life ain't like it was A'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ I wanna touch a human being a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ I want to go back to sleep I

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Ain't life just awful strange? a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ I wish I never gave it all away a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ No more to see the setting of the sun a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Life in a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Life in a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Life in a'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Sound and color I'

♪ Sound and color I'

[children laughing, chattering]

[people shouting, cheering]

[birds chirping]

[thunder rumbling]

[water sloshing]

- [people shouting]
- [lawn sprinklers clicking, hissing]

[birds chirping]

[Tyler] I love you.

[Alexis] I love you too.

[Tyler] I love you so much.

[birds continue chirping]

[person inhales, exhales]