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my first memory

I'll never know if it's real or not

was it just a dream

and if so

when he appeared

breddy

or after the other

my real first memory

which I have no doubt is real

I'm not going to make up for it, you know you won't be

here we are

and here how is it aw aw aw aw aw aw aw aw

put off the phone put off the phone

I won't send you, I won't

I don't want to hear you talk dirty talk dirty

no quiet no quiet

you're gone, you're gone now, what don't you shout, what don't you shout, ah

mentioned ends here

always

every time you want to go on

but you can't

fear paralyzes you

sank her poisonous cold teeth into you

and it is impossible for you to move

until you accept it until it becomes a part of you

until the pain subsides

and with it the feelings

you repeat every time

no

it's not me

this is not true

I'm elsewhere

i'm far away

and maybe I'm here

but still not me

here's what i have to deal with

this is julie

she never speaks

in the police report it says Julia Aleksandrova

born on the eighteenth of November

year nineteen ninety one

the city of Sofia at the age of eleven

in December two thousand and two, July becomes

witness a fire in the house where he lives with his parents

both parents died in the fire

after being informed of their death

Julia stops talking

diagnosis of extreme form of electronic motism

consequence of severe emotional trauma

ah

there is a friend here

will stay here for a while

poly victor

hello hello

now can we still sleep in Sunday?

blonde

from his female students

I can't believe no at all

in the sense that I haven't seen him go around with various women before

and now complete absurdity

now he's crazy do you understand he's in love he's in love he's walk fly

repeat poly poly

skirts

skirts

yes

I don't know her

origin

and imagined him next to her as a pedophile

and her as a stripper on vacation

no wonder it is

we will see her, and in the sense you will see her tomorrow, my father

it will be worth it in one show

he was invited and he was asking if you could come and take pictures

okay

then the four of us will go to lunch somewhere

and do you imagine me?

she

and my father

at a pastry shop

horror

come on, a little more than you, I'm sure

love kva love she is the most ordinary moron

a student does not know where she is

he and he does not know where he is

nothing

he'll be fine

some day

everything will pass

it's a glass

action

the mathematical interpretation of the question given to us by einstein is

that mass can be thought of as energy

at the same time quite concentrated since

from an extremely small amount of mass

quite large such energy can be obtained

the equation by which it is expressed is so good

what we know is equal to mpc squared my father

I respect physicist and teacher

he was always excited only by his work

I never managed to come into the orbit of his attention

I might have tried

I don't remember

I don't want anymore

we might have been close once

ever

I have hardly gone unnoticed all this time

but I can't say that I was noticed either

no proof I will be hated

not a single piece of evidence

i will be loved

noticed each other

such a small amount of rad releases so much energy

that we can safely say that even

the highest energy chemical reactions

lose connection in doing so in the million dimensions

shortly thereafter the famous equation appears

and solves the task

with him we mentioned that it is about

a large concentration of energy in an amount of mass

so as not to be speechless

let's consider for one gram what is obtained about

nine hundred trillion ergs

energy in other words

if we have complete conversion of matter into energy

which we still can't do anyway

we could warm ourselves with one gram

one kilo

household electric radiator in the position of

three millennia non-stop

relax, everything will be fine

to open the exhibition in Lisbon at Avedo on the twelfth

yes yes

it will come how it will come sycamore has provided everything it will be even

he himself called to ask for details of exactly where and how

sycamore has taken care of everything

it has been explained to him, he knows

will come everyone will be there

and he, yes, even himself

he himself even called for details yes

yes of course

that's clear and there you know of course

I'm sorry, I don't have a lot of work to do

there is never enough time

here's an example

in five minutes i have to be on seraton to discover nick knight

but maybe

maybe some other time like

we get up alone for dinner with wine and shoot more time

wait

wait wait

go ahead

after learning about the death of his parents

Julia stops talking

it has been established that both parents are

systematically abused drugs and alcohol

under whose influence they were also on the night of the fire

during the investigation

evidence is emerging that the fire was deliberately set

and doubts fall on the child

July was moved to three different ones

boarding school within four years

due to severe behavioral disorders

aggression

lack of control

communication problems

in intensive care

almost

he would surely be fine and his life was not in danger

but they cannot proceed with the case before it is fixed

i can talk to my father

i think i should

they told me I could bring you a camera

fuck you

fuck my dad his physique

the ever recognized genius in love with himself and his greatness

who turned into a clown and married some college girl

fuck her too

the fuck

damn julie too with her empathic powers

as if he knows everything

as if there is nothing

so to speak, she has collected all the wrath of the world in herself

damn the silence

fuck the parents and for whom she is like that

I'm glad she set them on fire

fuck all parents

the fuck and my mother who never looked for me

hello

wonder

hello

I can repeat that I love you until I fall asleep

i love you i love you

december

i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you

i love you

they made me an offer from Tokyo University which

I can't refuse

and

I think we should all go together

what do you say

Japan

Japan

I'm leaving next Friday

for one or two weeks to see how and then we will decide

but no matter how we look at it, we all love sushi lol

hey Thailand is very close

Thailand is very close by the way that is

you know beaches

great cuisine and everything is free of charge

Thailand

sun quiet peaceful place private gardens

a school for foreigners only

perfect for a family

it sounds

intriguing

intriguing a

yes

ok sorry

united

where did he go

I don't know

and he will pass

что ми че то ми че то ми

i love you i love you i love you

it's not bad

it's not bad at all

and has been sitting alone for half an hour

and what can be tried

it won't be that expensive

if it were you, when was the last time you were with a prostitute

that's exactly what you need

right now

not that bean

it doesn't matter

he already has company

Come on, where are you going?

wiki

where was vicky

I feel the fragrance and the mixed trace of freshness

on an autumn morning

then it moves away

faster and faster

until it completely disappears

a memory that only exists in my dreams

and before him

after him

there is nothing

your father is gone

I couldn't give Wednesday

i got drunk last night i got into a fight i have a scar

my father

there is a villa in the mountains

about two hours

I'm thinking of going for

day two three

what zodiac sign are you?

Aquarius

you are a sagittarius

what month was it now mi november december yes

it's your birthday

I'm going to be twenty

there will be, you know

I don't like holidays, why?

it's stupid to me, only some people gather and

they are artificially happy

all year they are trying to get together with

we are closest to each other here

right yes

you are very good with orientation

I'm not just pretending

sorry

what

before we discharge him from the ward we have to fill him out

where is this recipe

a rainbow

and I haven't seen a rainbow in twenty years

ten

not since five all the same, but I had completely forgotten

that there is a rainbow and I'm just coming out of

the highway and immediately

I decided to call and

you don't lift

and suddenly a truck

where did you get that truck

well, they warned me about light vertigo

and I just feel dizzy sometimes

I feel like my head is going to explode

i can write a research paper

for the nuclear tension the human head as

the only completely self-contained generator

perfect latte for totally revolutionary

horror

when are you leaving for tokyo

getting a little better

I wanted to go somewhere for two or three days before that

they told me about some mineral spring nearby

anyway, i just have to lie down

I'd rather lie in some nice water, for example

honey

what's going on here

what's going on

what have you relaxed as

the terrible thing is over

I'm healthy

how could I not have thought of it before

so look

you can't know happiness if you don't accumulate it like that

with which to compare it

a man has to go through something to come to his senses

it's scary, we crash, we come alive

and it doesn't even occur to us that we should celebrate

and not to complain

nice job

what's wrong with us

it seems to me that there is not and cannot be

a dull and depressing world

in which normal adequate people are unnecessary

let's assume that in

we are our city of three million

twenty thirty hundred

come on, let them be a thousand

it is known that it cannot prevail over the rest of us

cultural table

expiration of time

bit by bit

we will retreat, we will be lost in the crowd

here if this truck

he had smeared me

I almost became mobile flowerite national pride

nonsense

the most

one or two days to write in the newspapers or in some magazine

life can depersonalize us

but we are not without influence

those like us will appear after us

double triple and so on and so on and so on

until in the end they become a bulrush

after two hundred and three hundred years

life on earth will be unimaginably wonderful amazing

one needs such a life

and if he is not there now, he must dream of him yes yes

to anticipate it

to prepare for him and therefore he must know

much more than your father and your grandfather, right?

and my boy, that is what happiness is all about

i am happy

what's wrong with me i have poli i have you you have me

we all have each other see fight

I am the happiest man on earth and she with me

well, look around, what are you missing?

what prevents you from being happy

look how much light there is here, how many flowers

there are no flowers, but what prevents us from putting them

well julie we are going to the sea at a spring in tokyo in thailand

a

did you hear everything

just imagine what it's like to start your life over

all this whole mass to start their lives all over again

one life already lived

let this be the draft and the other, so to speak, the white one

then each at least

would try not to repeat himself wouldn't he

or he would arrange his life in a completely different way

or he would make such a house with flowers

with lots of light

like open highbury rutherford iriongen ha like them ha

ha

these are the fathers part of the fathers of light and of

the atomic bomb judy

ha ha that's what I wanted to say

in time people will acquire this knowledge much sooner

knowledge of life for happiness for

for the right way yes

and then maybe there will be no need for drafts

people will learn to remember the future

they will learn to remember the future

and the right way

Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala Lala

ha ha ha

massive heart attack from the water

I only know this

and that in the end it's me

here's what i have to deal with