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>> You must be ready.

>> You must be ready.

>> You must be ready. >> Yes, sir.

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>> [music] >> All right.

>> All right.

>> All right. Over here's the kitchen.

Over here's the kitchen.

Over here's the kitchen. Feel free [music] to use it as you like.

Feel free [music] to use it as you like.

Feel free [music] to use it as you like. Clean up after yourself.

Clean up after yourself.

Clean up after yourself. >> Cool.

>> Cool.

>> Cool. >> Over here's the living room. Usually

>> Over here's the living room. Usually

>> Over here's the living room. Usually where I'm at in the evenings.

where I'm at in the evenings.

where I'm at in the evenings. Help yourself.

Help yourself.

Help yourself. >> Sounds great.

>> Sounds great.

>> Sounds great. >> Uh

>> Uh

>> Uh And uh down the hall, got your bedroom.

And uh down the hall, got your bedroom.

And uh down the hall, got your bedroom. >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> And uh make yourself at home.

Couple ground rules, all right?

No noise past midnight, got it?

No noise past midnight, got it?

No noise past midnight, got it? >> Make sure that I return [music] by

>> Make sure that I return [music] by

>> Make sure that I return [music] by midnight. Got it.

midnight. Got it.

midnight. Got it. >> Mhm.

Don't be bringing no girls here, all

Don't be bringing no girls here, all

Don't be bringing no girls here, all right? It's another thing.

right? It's another thing.

right? It's another thing. I don't want a lot of people at the

I don't want a lot of people at the

I don't want a lot of people at the ranch. [music]

ranch. [music]

ranch. [music] >> Won't be an issue, sir.

>> Won't be an issue, sir.

>> Won't be an issue, sir. I'm not here to socialize.

I'm not here to socialize.

I'm not here to socialize. >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> Sounds good to hear.

>> Sounds good to hear.

>> Sounds good to hear. All right. I'll let you get settled in.

All right. I'll let you get settled in.

All right. I'll let you get settled in. Uh start tomorrow.

Uh start tomorrow.

Uh start tomorrow. Ready to get to work? [music]

Ready to get to work? [music]

Ready to get to work? [music] >> Thank you, Mr. Woods.

>> Thank you, Mr. Woods.

>> Thank you, Mr. Woods. >> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me

>> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me

>> Please, Mr. Woods was my father. Call me Carter.

Carter.

Carter. >> Sorry, sir.

>> Sorry, sir.

>> Sorry, sir. >> All right.

>> All right.

>> All right. >> Sorry, Carter.

>> Sorry, Carter.

>> Sorry, Carter. >> All right.

Welcome home, I guess.

>> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> I had to keep them from coming in, you

>> I had to keep them from coming in, you

>> I had to keep them from coming in, you know.

Over here, we're going to finish with

Over here, we're going to finish with

Over here, we're going to finish with the saplings, get a, you know, get a lot

the saplings, get a, you know, get a lot

the saplings, get a, you know, get a lot of trees planted [music]

of trees planted [music]

of trees planted [music] all around here, all right?

all around here, all right?

all around here, all right? You uh

You ready?

You ready?

You ready? >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> This type of work, you don't really look

>> This type of work, you don't really look

>> This type of work, you don't really look uh

uh

uh That's the part. You got to get down and

That's the part. You got to get down and

That's the part. You got to get down and dirty here.

dirty here.

dirty here. >> Judging me because I'm from the city?

>> Judging me because I'm from the city?

>> Judging me because I'm from the city? >> Well, no, but uh

>> Well, no, but uh

>> Well, no, but uh most city folk [music] don't last over

most city folk [music] don't last over

most city folk [music] don't last over here, you know, can't take to the

here, you know, can't take to the

here, you know, can't take to the lifestyle. Not everyone's okay with

lifestyle. Not everyone's okay with

lifestyle. Not everyone's okay with getting dirty.

getting dirty.

getting dirty. >> Well, I appreciate the concern, but

>> Well, I appreciate the concern, but

>> Well, I appreciate the concern, but [music] I'm here to work.

[music] I'm here to work.

[music] I'm here to work. I know I may not look the part really,

I know I may not look the part really,

I know I may not look the part really, but I'm handy.

but I'm handy.

but I'm handy. I'm not afraid to work [music] hard.

If you just give me a chance, I can show

If you just give me a chance, I can show

If you just give me a chance, I can show you. I promise I won't let you down.

>> All right.

All right, sounds good.

All right, sounds good.

All right, sounds good. Here's what I'm going to need from you.

Here's what I'm going to need from you.

Here's what I'm going to need from you. You're here to [music] help me take care

You're here to [music] help me take care

You're here to [music] help me take care of this place.

of this place.

of this place. Um you're going to clean what needs

Um you're going to clean what needs

Um you're going to clean what needs cleaning,

cleaning,

cleaning, >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> fix what needs fixing. Sound good?

>> fix what needs fixing. Sound good?

>> fix what needs fixing. Sound good? >> All right. All right.

>> All right. All right.

>> All right. All right. >> All right.

>> All right.

>> All right. Get [music] these trees planted.

Get [music] these trees planted.

Get [music] these trees planted. Over here, we're digging a well. For the

Over here, we're digging a well. For the

Over here, we're digging a well. For the park.

park.

park. That's [music] going to go all the way

That's [music] going to go all the way

That's [music] going to go all the way back to here to the top.

>> [music]

>> We both kept to ourselves.

>> We both kept to ourselves.

>> We both kept to ourselves. Focusing on the work that needed to be

Focusing on the work that needed to be

Focusing on the work that needed to be done.

For that first while, we would say maybe

For that first while, we would say maybe

For that first while, we would say maybe three words to each other a day.

three words to each other a day.

three words to each other a day. I didn't mind.

I didn't mind.

I didn't mind. It left me plenty of time to think.

Then,

Then,

Then, one day,

one day,

one day, >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> in the middle of summer,

Ryder.

Ryder.

Ryder. Morning.

Don't you uh

Don't you uh

Don't you uh come up here and have a water.

come up here and have a water.

come up here and have a water. Take a load [music] off.

Take a load [music] off.

Take a load [music] off. >> Thanks.

>> Sure is.

>> Sure is.

>> Sure is. >> Yep.

>> Yep.

>> Yep. >> Nothing like a cold drink [music] after

>> Nothing like a cold drink [music] after

>> Nothing like a cold drink [music] after a hard day's work.

So, look here, man.

So, look here, man.

So, look here, man. Something I uh

Something I uh

Something I uh I've been wanting to ask you.

I've been wanting to ask you.

I've been wanting to ask you. >> Uh yeah. What's up?

>> Uh yeah. What's up?

>> Uh yeah. What's up? >> What's a city boy like you doing out

>> What's a city boy like you doing out

>> What's a city boy like you doing out here in the country?

Doesn't seem like uh

Doesn't seem like uh

Doesn't seem like uh somewhere someone like you would want to

somewhere someone like you would want to

somewhere someone like you would want to be.

be.

be. >> Oh.

>> Oh.

>> Oh. I uh

I uh

I uh Well,

Well,

Well, I had this boyfriend back in college.

I had this boyfriend back in college.

I had this boyfriend back in college. And I would do anything for him.

And I would do anything for him.

And I would do anything for him. I did everything for him.

I did everything for him.

I did everything for him. But,

But,

But, I guess he lost interest and he gave me

I guess he lost interest and he gave me

I guess he lost interest and he gave me the curve.

the curve.

the curve. >> [\h__\h]

>> I didn't have a place to stay for the

>> I didn't have a place to stay for the

>> I didn't have a place to stay for the summer after that.

summer after that.

summer after that. And it was too late for an internship or

And it was too late for an internship or

And it was too late for an internship or anything.

anything.

anything. So, when your ad came along,

So, when your ad came along,

So, when your ad came along, I took it and ran with it.

I took it and ran with it.

I took it and ran with it. >> Well, I'm sorry, man.

>> Well, I'm sorry, man.

>> Well, I'm sorry, man. A guy like that ain't even worth the

A guy like that ain't even worth the

A guy like that ain't even worth the [\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right?

[\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right?

[\h__\h] in the insoles of your shoe, right? >> Thanks.

>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised

>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised

>> Got to be honest though, I'm surprised you're uh one of those

you're uh one of those

you're uh one of those men who like men type, you know.

men who like men type, you know.

men who like men type, you know. >> You can say gay. It's okay.

>> You can say gay. It's okay.

>> You can say gay. It's okay. >> Is it?

>> Is it?

>> Is it? I can't keep up these days.

I can't keep up these days.

I can't keep up these days. >> Yeah. Gay's fine.

>> Yeah. Gay's fine.

>> Yeah. Gay's fine. Why didn't you think I was gay?

Why didn't you think I was gay?

Why didn't you think I was gay? >> I don't know.

>> I don't know.

>> I don't know. Didn't seem like the type, I guess.

Didn't seem like the type, I guess.

Didn't seem like the type, I guess. >> What do you mean?

>> What do you mean?

>> What do you mean? >> No, you uh

>> No, you uh

>> No, you uh work hard, act like a man.

work hard, act like a man.

work hard, act like a man. Just uh

didn't seem like one of those friends in

didn't seem like one of those friends in

didn't seem like one of those friends in around times.

around times.

around times. >> Yeah, some are feminine.

>> Yeah, some are feminine.

>> Yeah, some are feminine. Some aren't.

Some aren't.

Some aren't. But that's the beauty of being queer,

But that's the beauty of being queer,

But that's the beauty of being queer, though.

though.

though. You can be whoever you want to be.

>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love.

>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love.

>> Yeah, love whoever you want to love. I guess, you know.

I guess, you know.

I guess, you know. >> Yeah.

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah. I do.

Uh okay.

Uh okay.

Uh okay. Well, now I have a question for you.

Well, now I have a question for you.

Well, now I have a question for you. >> Shoot.

>> Shoot.

>> Shoot. >> What's an attractive guy like you doing

>> What's an attractive guy like you doing

>> What's an attractive guy like you doing out in the middle of the country by

out in the middle of the country by

out in the middle of the country by yourself?

>> Well, uh

>> Well, uh

>> Well, uh see, that's a story for another time.

see, that's a story for another time.

see, that's a story for another time. >> Oh, come on.

>> Oh, come on.

>> Oh, come on. Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair

Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair

Told you my [\h__\h] Now it's only fair that you tell me some of yours.

that you tell me some of yours.

that you tell me some of yours. >> All right. All right, all right, all

>> All right. All right, all right, all

>> All right. All right, all right, all right.

right.

right. You brought this on yourself, though.

You brought this on yourself, though.

You brought this on yourself, though. >> I can live with that.

>> So, uh

>> So, uh

>> So, uh me and my high school sweetheart

me and my high school sweetheart

me and my high school sweetheart we got married after we graduated.

we got married after we graduated.

we got married after we graduated. We got out here to the country, just the

We got out here to the country, just the

We got out here to the country, just the two of us, you know. Us against the

two of us, you know. Us against the

two of us, you know. Us against the world type [\h__\h]

world type [\h__\h]

world type [\h__\h] And uh

4 years ago, she uh

got cancer.

got cancer.

got cancer. And uh

And uh

And uh she passed not too long after.

she passed not too long after.

she passed not too long after. >> Oh my god.

>> Oh my god.

>> Oh my god. I'm

I'm

I'm I'm so sorry.

>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault

>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault

>> It's okay, man. It's not your fault she's dead.

Nothing to be sorry about.

Anyway,

Anyway,

Anyway, I haven't really been able to move on

I haven't really been able to move on

I haven't really been able to move on quite just yet.

It's just me trying to keep this place

It's just me trying to keep this place

It's just me trying to keep this place from falling apart by myself, you know.

from falling apart by myself, you know.

from falling apart by myself, you know. >> Well,

>> Well,

>> Well, you got me here for now.

you got me here for now.

you got me here for now. For the summer, at least.

For the summer, at least.

For the summer, at least. >> I appreciate that, man. I do.

>> Things seemed to change after that

>> Things seemed to change after that

>> Things seemed to change after that night.

night.

night. We both dropped our guard a little.

We both dropped our guard a little.

We both dropped our guard a little. Actually started to chat.

Actually started to chat.

Actually started to chat. Got to know each other a little bit.

Got to know each other a little bit.

Got to know each other a little bit. We were almost

We were almost

We were almost friends.

Are you okay? [music]

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. Just uh

Just uh

Just uh hurt my shoulder a little bit working in

hurt my shoulder a little bit working in

hurt my shoulder a little bit working in the shop today.

the shop today.

the shop today. Uh it's nothing.

Uh it's nothing.

Uh it's nothing. >> Fine.

>> Fine.

>> Fine. Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep

Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep

Maybe it's nothing now. If you keep putting pressure on it, you're going to

putting pressure on it, you're going to

putting pressure on it, you're going to [\h__\h] it up.

[\h__\h] it up.

[\h__\h] it up. Here, let me massage it.

Here, let me massage it.

Here, let me massage it. >> [\h__\h] you want to what now?

>> [\h__\h] you want to what now?

>> [\h__\h] you want to what now? >> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take

>> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take

>> Dude, relax. I know what I'm doing. Take massage therapy class.

massage therapy class.

massage therapy class. >> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton

>> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton

>> Um makes me feel a whole [\h__\h] ton better, but look, man, I think you're

better, but look, man, I think you're

better, but look, man, I think you're over playing it.

over playing it.

over playing it. >> You need to stop being such a man about

>> You need to stop being such a man about

>> You need to stop being such a man about it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder

it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder

it. Let me [music] work on your shoulder so you don't [\h__\h] it over.

>> All right.

>> All right.

>> All right. Fair is fair, I guess.

>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt

>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt

>> Can't get a good grip with your shirt on.

on.

on. Could you take it off?

Could you take it off?

Could you take it off? >> Uh

Uh

Uh

Uh >> [music]

>> [music]

>> [music] >> Yeah, sure.

>> [snorts]

>> I uh

>> I uh

>> I uh I need to work on your whole back. You

I need to work on your whole back. You

I need to work on your whole back. You have a lot of knots.

>> Uh

>> Uh

>> Uh Uh

Uh

Uh Yeah, all right.

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>> It seemed like a blink of an eye,

>> It seemed like a blink of an eye,

>> It seemed like a blink of an eye, but summer was almost over.

but summer was almost over.

but summer was almost over. We had just one more night together.

We had just one more night together.

We had just one more night together. But little did I know there was one more

But little did I know there was one more

But little did I know there was one more surprise coming.

>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here?

>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here?

>> Hey uh Ryder, want you to come out here? I got something for you.

>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch?

>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch?

>> Smells good in here. What's for lunch? >> I'm uh

>> I'm uh

>> I'm uh making something special.

making something special.

making something special. >> [snorts]

>> So uh

>> So uh

>> So uh So look,

So look,

So look, never really been one to be the

never really been one to be the

never really been one to be the sentimental type.

sentimental type.

sentimental type. Um

but hey, I really enjoyed your company

but hey, I really enjoyed your company

but hey, I really enjoyed your company over this last summer.

over this last summer.

over this last summer. And uh

And uh

And uh just wanted to get something like a

just wanted to get something like a

just wanted to get something like a going away gift for you. Maybe do

going away gift for you. Maybe do

going away gift for you. Maybe do something special.

something special.

something special. So uh a toast.

So uh a toast.

So uh a toast. >> A toast?

>> A toast?

>> A toast? To what exactly? The summer?

To what exactly? The summer?

To what exactly? The summer? >> Yeah, sort of.

>> Yeah, sort of.

>> Yeah, sort of. Um

Um

Um You know, it's been a hard couple years

You know, it's been a hard couple years

You know, it's been a hard couple years since my wife died. And uh

since my wife died. And uh

since my wife died. And uh you've uh you've brought out some

you've uh you've brought out some

you've uh you've brought out some feelings in me I haven't felt in a long

feelings in me I haven't felt in a long

feelings in me I haven't felt in a long time.

time.

time. And uh yeah.

And uh yeah.

And uh yeah. A toast to you.

>> Thanks.

>> Thanks.

>> Thanks. You've taught me a lot this summer.

You've taught me a lot this summer.

You've taught me a lot this summer. About independence and what it means to

About independence and what it means to

About independence and what it means to put myself first.

put myself first.

put myself first. So, thanks.

So, thanks.

So, thanks. I'll be able to focus on myself for

I'll be able to focus on myself for

I'll be able to focus on myself for once.

once.

once. When I get back to semester.

When I get back to semester.

When I get back to semester. >> Right.

>> Right.

>> Right. >> [clears throat]

>> [clears throat]

>> [clears throat] >> Senior year.

Man, you really uh you made me realize

Man, you really uh you made me realize

Man, you really uh you made me realize how alone I was.

how alone I was.

how alone I was. And uh

but I think I'm

but I think I'm

but I think I'm going to get back into the world and

going to get back into the world and

going to get back into the world and maybe try some new things.

maybe try some new things.

maybe try some new things. >> Makes me really happy to hear it,

>> Makes me really happy to hear it,

>> Makes me really happy to hear it, Carter.

Carter.

Carter. >> Yeah.

>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me.

>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me.

>> Sorry. I don't know what came over me. >> [sighs]

>> [sighs]

>> [sighs] >> Don't apologize.

Look, uh

it's been a long time since I felt this

it's been a long time since I felt this

it's been a long time since I felt this way.

>> Same here.

>> I haven't really done anything like this

>> I haven't really done anything like this

>> I haven't really done anything like this before.

>> Don't worry.

>> Don't worry.

>> Don't worry. We'll go slow.

We'll go slow.

We'll go slow. I've got you.