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There are few mysteries
left in this world--
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deep sea, outer space,
the human brain.
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So you had a sex dream
about Katie. No big deal.
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I say go for it.
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I am her doctor.
It's unethical.
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Okay. Fine.
She makes me nervous.
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She's so confident,
and I'm just this bundle of--
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Everything good in the world.
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♪ You can take it out on me ♪
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I knew I'd like
living with you.
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♪ I hope you know ♪
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Here's what we do know
about the brain.
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The fear response
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manifests in the amygdala.
- Are you okay?
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Do you mind
if we take the stairs again?
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Of course. Today is leg day.
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♪ It's okay to get mad ♪
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I don't wanna go to daycare!
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The prefrontal cortex
helps us regulate our emotions.
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- Argh! I want Mom.
- Hey! Move it!
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Argh! Argh!
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Liam, you can't scream
like that when I'm driving!
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It's dangerous. I need to focus!
- Argh! Argh!
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I hate you!
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♪ Don't overthink ♪
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The hippocampus
stores our memories...
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the bad and the good.
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♪ I hope you know ♪
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♪ Say it, say,
I love you, always forever ♪
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♪ Near and far,
closer together ♪
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♪ Everywhere,
I will be with you ♪
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♪ Everything,
I will do for you ♪
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Hey.
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And perhaps
most important of all,
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multiple brain centers
are vital for love.
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♪ Near and far,
(closer together ♪
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♪ Everywhere,
I will be with you ♪
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♪ Everything,
I will do for you ♪
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♪ I love you,
always forever ♪
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♪ Near and far,
closer together ♪
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And yet, for all we do know
about the brain,
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it can still leave us
completely mystified.
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I have something for ya.
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I don't do black tie.
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There's a gala.
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Usually insufferable.
I never go.
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Wow. You're really selling it.
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This year, I'm being honored,
with an award.
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They give awards
for cutting and slicing,
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as if surgeons
need an ego boost?
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This is why I need you there,
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you know, keep me humble.
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Fine.
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But I'm not putting out.
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What?
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I think I'm falling for you.
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I keep hoping to come down here
and find you gone,
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thinking that maybe somehow
in the middle of the night
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you came to your senses
and left.
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I've been a good houseguest,
haven't I?
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I've got good doctors.
I've got good meds.
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I take them every day
like clockwork.
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I'm in a good place, Muriel.
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Hm.
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{\an8}I see you kept
this old thing, huh?
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What are we
going to tell Oliver?
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The truth.
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You've seen him.
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You see how well he's doing.
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Oh, he is thriving at Bronx Gen.
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And he's dating
a neurosurgeon.
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Can you imagine that?
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Hm.
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Oh, God.
He's finally happy, Noah.
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So happy.
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We can't take that away
from him.
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You can leave.
And he'll never know.
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This has been a...
long 30 years, Muriel.
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And you haven't known him
since he was 14 years old.
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I need a little more time to
figure out how to handle this.
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♪ Joy, joy, joy, joy ♪
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If WBCCC is here,
I will embarrass you all.
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- Oh, man.
- I only do medical acronyms.
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West Bronx
Community Church Choir?
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The best choir in all of NYC.
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- Mm-hmm.
- I'm obsessed with them.
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Didn't really pin you
for a choral type, Dana.
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Oh, what can I say?
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The Christian-to-queer
pipeline is canon.
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Hey, team.
Thanks for meeting me.
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Let's make sure that all
the survivors from the collapse
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get a secondary
neuro assessment.
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Dr. Pierce is already here
handling psych evals
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and grief counseling.
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Let's do this.
- Okay. Over there.
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No!
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Okay. Sounds good to me.
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Are you still
getting headaches?
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There you go.
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Your neuro exam looks good.
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Just one final test.
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Have you just
hold out your arms,
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and then you'll resist
me pressing down.
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Great. Okay. You're getting
your strength back.
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So I'd say whatever
you're doing, keep it up.
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Haven't been doing
much of anything.
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My home's gone.
My Celia's gone.
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I was just telling Mr. Pomeroy
here about the grief counseling
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we offer at Bronx General.
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Yeah, I think
that would be a great idea.
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For now, I've got the church,
and that's nice.
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Pastor Thomas is good people.
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Working nonstop
to get us all housing.
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The woman is a saint.
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She really is.
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She has these visions,
you know...
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says God shows her
what He wants her to see.
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It's incredible, really.
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Wolf? Wolf!
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I see your wheels turnin',
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but you might wanna
leave this one to God.
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Pastor Thomas, hi.
I'm Dr. Wolf.
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I'm the head of Neuro
at Bronx General.
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You already met my better half,
Dr. Pierce.
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Lovely to meet you.
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And this is my better half,
Samuel.
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Uh, Dr. Wolf
just wanted to thank you
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for opening the doors
of your church to the community.
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Please. It was
the neighborly thing to do.
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Doctors and nurses
are the real heroes.
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Some of the patients here have
mentioned that you have visions.
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Is it true, Pastor? Do you
see things that aren't there?
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- Wolf.
- The Lord bestowed
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a true miracle on her.
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The visions are both
a blessing and burden,
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distracting at times.
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But I'm grateful for them.
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Well, thank you
for sharing, Pastor.
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Dr. Wolf and I should
get back to our rounds.
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I would like to hear more
about this gift some time.
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Of course. The truth
never fears investigation.
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I'm sorry to cut
this conversation short,
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but I have to go find apartments
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for our recently
unhoused friends.
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If you'll excuse me.
I just need my hat.
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Sweetheart. Just watch the hair.
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Oh. Sorry, honey. My mistake.
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You saw that, right?
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Mm-hmm.
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She mistook her husband...
for a hat.
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{\an8}Are you a religious man,
Dr. Wolf?
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{\an8}The closest I come to religion
is medicine.
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{\an8}And Bach.
- Hm!
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{\an8}His hymns were the spirits
speaking through him,
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{\an8}a God-given talent.
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{\an8}Hm.
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{\an8}It's funny.
I'd assume in your occupation
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{\an8}that you'd have witnessed
more than a few miracles.
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{\an8}Well, if you consider
human resilience a miracle,
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{\an8}then I definitely have.
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{\an8}Hey, sweetpea. Are you lost?
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{\an8}How can we help?
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{\an8}Pastor Thomas?
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{\an8}You can't see her, can you?
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{\an8}How long ago
did your visions begin?
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{\an8}A few months ago.
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{\an8}I started seeing things
that weren't really there,
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{\an8}faces where
there are no faces at all,
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{\an8}objects where there are faces.
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{\an8}It turned my world upside down,
but in a remarkable way.
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{\an8}Aren't you hungry
for a diagnosis?
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{\an8}Not at all.
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{\an8}This is God trying
to tell me something.
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{\an8}I'm just not sure what.
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{\an8}Yet.
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{\an8}I'll gladly let you
look at my brain--
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{\an8}if it proves to you
that miracles exist.
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{\an8}What is this?
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{\an8}- Uh--
- A tennis ball?
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{\an8}Wrong. It's pyrite.
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{\an8}Is this a magic trick?
'Cause if it is, it sucks.
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{\an8}- Um--
- Is this about Pastor Thomas?
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{\an8}Indeed.
I believe our pastor
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{\an8}may be experiencing
visual agnosia.
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{\an8}Not an issue with her vision,
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{\an8}but in the way her brain
processes what she sees.
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{\an8}Where we see pyrite,
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{\an8}her parietal cortex
may perceive an apple.
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{\an8}Funny. I see lunch.
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{\an8}Pastor Thomas believes that
she's received a gift from God,
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{\an8}but I'm concerned
that her agnosia is a symptom
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{\an8}of an even more serious
condition.
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{\an8}Well, it could be
the first presentation
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{\an8}of a neurodegenerative disease,
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{\an8}like Alzheimer's
or Lewy body dementia.
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{\an8}Or a rare presentation
of toxic exposure.
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{\an8}Head trauma. Encephalitis.
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{\an8}The result of a stroke?
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{\an8}Or, it could be something
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{\an8}even less serious
or even reversible.
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{\an8}I mean,
maybe the pastor's right.
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{\an8}Maybe it is just
some sort of miracle.
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{\an8}Let's stay
in the earthly realm.
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{\an8}She has agreed to have an MRI,
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{\an8}so, hopefully,
we'll have answers soon.
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{\an8}Why do bad things
always happen to good people?
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{\an8}Hey, we don't even
know if there's anything
wrong with her yet.
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{\an8}What are we doing?
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{\an8}The three of us were talking,
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{\an8}and we thought we could help
move you up the fear hierarchy,
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{\an8}as a way to get you
over your, um, phobia.
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{\an8}You want me to try
exposure therapy?
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{\an8}Hear us out.
Uh, at this point,
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{\an8}you can handle being
near elevators just fine, right?
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{\an8}Sort of.
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{\an8}That's great.
So, the next step is to watch
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{\an8}the people you love
or care about or whatever,
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{\an8}you know, do the thing
that you're scared of.
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{\an8}- Mm-hm.
- We step on,
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{\an8}you tell us
if your anxiety spikes.
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{\an8}Cool?
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{\an8}Hm.
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{\an8}- Anything?
- Nope.
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{\an8}Great! We're getting
a sense of your baseline!
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{\an8}Dana.
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{\an8}Dana, get out.
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{\an8}Get out of the elevator now!
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{\an8}Okay. Okay. I'm out. Ohh.
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{\an8}So, what does this mean?
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{\an8}Means I'm her favorite.
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{\an8}You trying to make me jealous,
Dr. Dang?
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{\an8}Hm!
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{\an8}Your flexibility
and overall mobility
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{\an8}are much better
than when we first started.
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{\an8}Soft-tissue mobilization
is breaking up scar formation.
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{\an8}And decreased pain and
increased strength and balance.
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{\an8}Check, check, and check.
- Hm!
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{\an8}And don't even get me started
on your range of motion.
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{\an8}And you finally get your wish.
I am going to recommend
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{\an8}that Friday is
your last session here.
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{\an8}You're graduating!
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{\an8}I'm graduating?
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{\an8}Yep.
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{\an8}So, if you ever have
any questions,
245
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{\an8}you know where to find me.
246
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I do have one question.
247
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When are you gonna stop
being my doctor and kiss me?
248
00:12:05,641 --> 00:12:08,518
Wha-- Uh...
249
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Technically and physically,
250
00:12:11,605 --> 00:12:13,773
spiritually,
you are still my patient.
251
00:12:13,774 --> 00:12:15,483
Uh, and don't get me wrong,
252
00:12:15,484 --> 00:12:17,360
I have loved all 20 seasons
of "Grey's Anatomy,"
253
00:12:17,361 --> 00:12:19,112
but every time a doctor starts
making out with a patient,
254
00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:20,530
I'm always like, "How
unprofessional. Am I right?"
255
00:12:20,531 --> 00:12:22,991
Anyway-- Ow.
256
00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:26,369
But, um, maybe I will just
257
00:12:26,370 --> 00:12:30,415
brush up on the old S&P manual
and circle back.
258
00:12:30,416 --> 00:12:32,793
Yeah. See you Friday.
259
00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:39,299
I need your help
with something sensitive.
260
00:12:39,300 --> 00:12:43,094
Did Oliver ever tell you
how his father died?
261
00:12:43,095 --> 00:12:46,514
Yes. There was a camping trip.
262
00:12:46,515 --> 00:12:48,892
His father left him
in the woods.
263
00:12:48,893 --> 00:12:51,813
They found his body in a ravine.
264
00:12:53,356 --> 00:12:55,648
There's more to the story.
265
00:12:55,649 --> 00:12:57,692
I just thought
it was pure schlock
266
00:12:57,693 --> 00:12:59,569
aimed at bored housewives.
267
00:12:59,570 --> 00:13:03,490
Just another male author trying
to profit off of women's misery.
268
00:13:03,491 --> 00:13:05,783
Am I the only woman in America
269
00:13:05,784 --> 00:13:08,286
who hated "The Bridges
of Madison County"?
270
00:13:08,287 --> 00:13:10,499
Come on!
- Muriel?!
271
00:13:12,250 --> 00:13:14,250
Noah! What are you doing here?
272
00:13:14,251 --> 00:13:16,169
They're after us.
We have to get out of here.
273
00:13:16,170 --> 00:13:18,796
Excuse me.
274
00:13:18,797 --> 00:13:22,675
- Where's Oliver?
- He's safe. But we're not.
275
00:13:22,676 --> 00:13:25,053
Pack a bag and meet in the car
in ten minutes.
276
00:13:25,054 --> 00:13:28,558
Noah. Where is our son?
277
00:13:30,060 --> 00:13:32,062
Where is Oliver?!
278
00:13:33,939 --> 00:13:36,274
Somewhere no one will find him.
279
00:13:43,823 --> 00:13:45,281
How could you
have lied to him?
280
00:13:45,282 --> 00:13:46,824
I lied to protect him.
281
00:13:46,825 --> 00:13:49,577
- Ohh... mnh...
- Carol, you're a mother.
282
00:13:49,578 --> 00:13:52,789
Imagine it was your daughter.
What would you have done?
283
00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:56,042
I would not have pretended
her daddy was dead.
284
00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:59,170
Well, when are you
gonna tell him the truth?
285
00:13:59,171 --> 00:14:00,964
I'm not telling him.
286
00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:04,384
Noah is at my house.
He has agreed to stay put.
287
00:14:04,385 --> 00:14:06,844
I need you to appeal to him.
288
00:14:06,845 --> 00:14:08,680
- No!
- Yes.
289
00:14:08,681 --> 00:14:12,225
As a psychiatrist.
And as Wolf's best friend.
290
00:14:12,226 --> 00:14:14,644
Muriel, I think
291
00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:17,774
you have manipulated
this situation long enough.
292
00:14:19,025 --> 00:14:21,278
Tell him the truth.
293
00:14:22,612 --> 00:14:24,656
I don't think
I could do that alone.
294
00:14:44,259 --> 00:14:46,593
Uh, can I help you?
295
00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:48,722
Honestly?
296
00:14:51,016 --> 00:14:52,559
I'm beyond help.
297
00:14:53,393 --> 00:14:54,851
I recognize your voice.
298
00:14:54,852 --> 00:14:57,103
You-- You were from
the collapsed building.
299
00:14:57,104 --> 00:14:58,898
You found Stuart, the dog.
300
00:15:04,195 --> 00:15:08,533
I've run this moment through
my mind about a million times.
301
00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:12,829
How could I get you
to recognize me 30 years later?
302
00:15:15,624 --> 00:15:16,875
Time.
303
00:15:18,501 --> 00:15:20,960
Coupled with prosopagnosia.
That's a...
304
00:15:20,961 --> 00:15:23,296
That's a tall order.
305
00:15:23,297 --> 00:15:26,760
I don't mean to be rude,
but why are you here?
306
00:15:28,219 --> 00:15:29,679
It's me-- Ollie.
307
00:15:32,015 --> 00:15:34,223
It's Dad.
308
00:15:34,224 --> 00:15:38,438
Well, that's absurd.
My father died when I was 14.
309
00:15:39,981 --> 00:15:42,607
Well, that was a lie.
310
00:15:42,608 --> 00:15:44,778
Was a terrible lie.
I just...
311
00:15:47,697 --> 00:15:49,074
...left.
312
00:15:51,242 --> 00:15:53,785
I left to protect you and...
313
00:15:53,786 --> 00:15:56,247
Sir, I don't know
who you think you are.
314
00:15:58,041 --> 00:16:00,541
Look at me.
315
00:16:00,542 --> 00:16:02,502
Young Noah:
What makes me me?
316
00:16:02,503 --> 00:16:04,504
Young Oliver:
You have bushy eyebrows.
317
00:16:04,505 --> 00:16:07,215
You have a big nose.
318
00:16:07,216 --> 00:16:08,885
Look, boy.
319
00:16:14,641 --> 00:16:16,933
My father died.
320
00:16:16,934 --> 00:16:18,643
He died in the woods.
He didn't make it out.
321
00:16:18,644 --> 00:16:20,228
He said he was coming back
for me and he didn't.
322
00:16:20,229 --> 00:16:21,437
And he died.
- I was out of my mind, Oliver.
323
00:16:21,438 --> 00:16:22,897
I was a danger to you.
324
00:16:22,898 --> 00:16:25,108
You can't be my father.
325
00:16:25,109 --> 00:16:27,735
Do you remember
what I said before I left?
326
00:16:27,736 --> 00:16:30,655
"You're gonna be the
greatest doctor in the world."
327
00:16:30,656 --> 00:16:33,783
I knew it. I knew it even then.
328
00:16:33,784 --> 00:16:36,369
If I had stayed in your life,
329
00:16:36,370 --> 00:16:39,122
I don't think
you would have made it here.
330
00:16:39,123 --> 00:16:40,542
I'm proud of you.
331
00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,294
- You're proud of me?
- Hm.
332
00:16:46,172 --> 00:16:47,923
How could you be proud of me?
333
00:16:49,801 --> 00:16:51,428
Oliver?
334
00:16:53,430 --> 00:16:55,724
You swore you wouldn't do this.
335
00:17:00,311 --> 00:17:01,688
You knew?!
336
00:17:04,649 --> 00:17:06,401
You've always known.
337
00:17:08,653 --> 00:17:10,361
I just found out.
We came straight here.
338
00:17:10,362 --> 00:17:12,280
Oh, you just came here
together to say, what,
339
00:17:12,281 --> 00:17:13,948
"Surprise, your father's alive"?
340
00:17:13,949 --> 00:17:18,953
Oliver. Please. Sit down.
Let us talk to you.
341
00:17:18,954 --> 00:17:20,204
Your father and I
had our reasons.
342
00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:21,581
- Please.
- I'm not gonna let you
343
00:17:21,582 --> 00:17:23,541
rationalize your way
out of this!
344
00:17:23,542 --> 00:17:26,794
Muriel, now is not the time
for an explanation.
345
00:17:26,795 --> 00:17:29,839
Wolf, what you are experiencing
right now is shock.
346
00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:33,134
Oh, is it? That's what it is?
Thank you so much, Dr. Pierce.
347
00:17:33,135 --> 00:17:35,428
- Ollie.
- No.
348
00:17:35,429 --> 00:17:37,181
Don't call me that.
349
00:17:43,646 --> 00:17:46,147
I'm leaving.
350
00:17:46,148 --> 00:17:48,566
This is my house.
351
00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:51,488
And I don't want any of you
in it when I get back!
352
00:18:04,501 --> 00:18:08,296
I have the Pastor Thomas images
printed out the way you like it.
353
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:22,934
Butterfly lesion
in the occipital lobe.
354
00:18:22,935 --> 00:18:24,894
Crossing the midline
via the corpus callosum.
355
00:18:24,895 --> 00:18:28,648
Is there any way
this isn't a terminal diagnosis?
356
00:18:28,649 --> 00:18:30,691
I wish.
357
00:18:30,692 --> 00:18:31,943
But it doesn't look
like lymphoma,
358
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,653
and it isn't a met.
359
00:18:33,654 --> 00:18:36,489
Your patient has glioblastoma.
- Divine, she said.
360
00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:39,242
And now she has three months,
maybe six at best.
361
00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,577
There are options.
362
00:18:41,578 --> 00:18:43,913
Maximal safe resection.
Add Temodar and radiation.
363
00:18:43,914 --> 00:18:47,167
- But it will recur.
- It will always recur.
364
00:18:49,379 --> 00:18:50,878
Of course,
there are no miracles.
365
00:18:50,879 --> 00:18:53,466
Just lies we tell ourselves.
366
00:18:54,676 --> 00:18:58,135
Uh, Oliver, what's going on?
The box, the tux.
367
00:18:58,136 --> 00:18:59,720
You know the event's not for
a couple days, right?
368
00:18:59,721 --> 00:19:01,639
Yeah. I can't work here.
369
00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:04,809
I should never have agreed
to work with my mother.
370
00:19:04,810 --> 00:19:06,185
Wait. Did--
Did something happen?
371
00:19:06,186 --> 00:19:07,854
I mean,
I-I could talk to her maybe.
372
00:19:07,855 --> 00:19:10,022
Oh, yes. Great idea.
My boyfriend
373
00:19:10,023 --> 00:19:12,859
should talk to my insane,
controlling mother.
374
00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:15,528
Do you know what lies due
to the brain over time, Josh?
375
00:19:15,529 --> 00:19:17,238
Neuroplasticity gets blunted.
376
00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:19,907
Every lie matters less.
377
00:19:19,908 --> 00:19:22,285
Wolf, slow down.
Slow down.
378
00:19:22,286 --> 00:19:23,911
Does this have anything
to do with what I told you,
379
00:19:23,912 --> 00:19:27,542
that I'm... falling for you?
380
00:19:29,544 --> 00:19:32,712
How could you
be falling for me?
381
00:19:32,713 --> 00:19:34,965
You don't know
anything about me.
382
00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:47,811
Hey. Six o'clock.
383
00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:52,148
Hey, Michelle. What's up?
384
00:19:52,149 --> 00:19:53,858
Why do I feel like
I'm in trouble?
385
00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:56,152
You tell me, Van.
Liam was really upset
386
00:19:56,153 --> 00:19:57,862
when I picked him up
from daycare today.
387
00:19:57,863 --> 00:19:59,238
He said that you yelled at him
on the way there?
388
00:19:59,239 --> 00:20:00,615
No, I-I didn't yell at him.
389
00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:02,325
He was throwing
a full-fledged tantrum.
390
00:20:02,326 --> 00:20:03,826
I told him to calm down.
391
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:05,786
We're supposed to
validate their feelings.
392
00:20:05,787 --> 00:20:07,914
Have you not listened to any
of the podcasts I've sent you?
393
00:20:07,915 --> 00:20:09,624
- Yeah, of course.
- Have you?
394
00:20:09,625 --> 00:20:11,626
Then you would know
that when kids get dysregulated,
395
00:20:11,627 --> 00:20:13,002
it's our job to...
396
00:20:13,003 --> 00:20:14,712
- ...stay regulated.
- Yes.
397
00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:17,048
Why is that so difficult
for you?
398
00:20:17,049 --> 00:20:19,091
I'm sorry.
I-I'll try harder next time.
399
00:20:19,092 --> 00:20:21,385
Good. I want Liam
to have his dad.
400
00:20:21,386 --> 00:20:23,763
And I don't wanna be the one
to keep you away from him.
401
00:20:23,764 --> 00:20:25,934
I'll see you Friday
when you pick him up.
402
00:20:29,896 --> 00:20:33,316
Yo, Van. She doesn't know
about your Mirror-Touch?
403
00:20:34,943 --> 00:20:36,442
Hey, Dr. Wolf!
404
00:20:36,443 --> 00:20:38,277
- What?
- Are you okay?
405
00:20:38,278 --> 00:20:39,820
Is there anything we can do?
406
00:20:39,821 --> 00:20:41,864
Uh, you got a cure
for a glioblastoma?
407
00:20:41,865 --> 00:20:44,200
No? Okay.
Then I'm gonna go get drunk.
408
00:20:44,201 --> 00:20:46,078
Who wants to come?
409
00:20:50,583 --> 00:20:52,917
I don't know
very much about you two.
410
00:20:52,918 --> 00:20:56,337
I know that you
have a thing for Ericka...
411
00:20:56,338 --> 00:20:58,631
and, um...
412
00:20:58,632 --> 00:21:01,384
...you also have a thing
for Ericka, as well.
413
00:21:01,385 --> 00:21:03,096
But what else?
414
00:21:04,722 --> 00:21:06,222
I have a kid.
415
00:21:06,223 --> 00:21:07,974
Really?
416
00:21:07,975 --> 00:21:10,017
Oh, this day
is full of surprises.
417
00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:11,519
Congratulations.
418
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,020
Bartender, another round?
419
00:21:13,021 --> 00:21:15,189
Speaking of kids,
this is a very fun game.
420
00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:18,275
What is your relationship like
with your father?
421
00:21:18,276 --> 00:21:20,361
My dad's been
a great example to me.
422
00:21:20,362 --> 00:21:22,613
Yeah, if I wanna have a close
relationship with my son,
423
00:21:22,614 --> 00:21:25,199
all I have to do is
be absolutely nothing like him.
424
00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:28,452
Hear, hear.
Dr. Nash?
425
00:21:28,453 --> 00:21:30,788
Uh, my dad and I,
426
00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:32,206
we were a lot better
when I still played football.
427
00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:33,874
I mean, he never missed a game.
428
00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:36,585
I think he took the injury
a lot worse than I did.
429
00:21:36,586 --> 00:21:38,129
I'm not sure he thought
I could do anything else
430
00:21:38,130 --> 00:21:39,588
other than play football.
431
00:21:39,589 --> 00:21:41,090
Sometimes I think
I became a doctor
432
00:21:41,091 --> 00:21:42,591
just to prove him wrong.
433
00:21:42,592 --> 00:21:46,178
I also became a doctor
because of my dad.
434
00:21:46,179 --> 00:21:50,224
He had bipolar disorder.
Or has?
435
00:21:50,225 --> 00:21:52,351
You want a good relationship
with your kid, Van?
436
00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:55,480
One piece of advice.
Don't lie to him.
437
00:21:58,109 --> 00:22:00,694
Alright.
I'm gonna go for a walk.
438
00:22:09,829 --> 00:22:11,080
Cancer?
439
00:22:14,417 --> 00:22:16,876
I suppose I convinced myself
it was a miracle
440
00:22:16,877 --> 00:22:20,504
because I was too afraid of
what the alternative could be.
441
00:22:20,505 --> 00:22:22,923
What comes next?
442
00:22:22,924 --> 00:22:27,011
Uh, well, if you want to
live as long as possible,
443
00:22:27,012 --> 00:22:28,512
then that means surgery first,
444
00:22:28,513 --> 00:22:31,223
followed by chemotherapy
and radiation.
445
00:22:31,224 --> 00:22:33,684
But that's not a cure?
446
00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:35,102
No.
447
00:22:35,103 --> 00:22:37,938
Unfortunately,
even if we resected it,
448
00:22:37,939 --> 00:22:39,648
it never really goes away.
449
00:22:39,649 --> 00:22:42,068
Becomes a question of
how much our interventions
450
00:22:42,069 --> 00:22:45,154
are taking away
from your quality of life.
451
00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:48,491
There is another option--
no intervention.
452
00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:51,035
You live as long as time allows.
453
00:22:51,036 --> 00:22:52,455
Huh.
454
00:22:57,835 --> 00:23:00,088
Are we talking months or years?
455
00:23:02,924 --> 00:23:05,716
We're talking weeks, at best,
with no intervention,
456
00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:07,343
before the tumor grows
457
00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:09,804
and causes significant
neurological deficits.
458
00:23:09,805 --> 00:23:11,931
I appreciate your honesty.
459
00:23:11,932 --> 00:23:14,642
I have to imagine
that being a doctor
460
00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:17,228
requires a certain level
of duplicity, does it not?
461
00:23:17,229 --> 00:23:19,230
You have hope for your patients,
462
00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:22,566
even if you're fairly certain
of the outcome.
463
00:23:22,567 --> 00:23:25,694
You give them time to get
where they need to be.
464
00:23:25,695 --> 00:23:29,281
As for me...
465
00:23:29,282 --> 00:23:31,117
I've had my time.
466
00:23:31,118 --> 00:23:32,785
I'm done lying to myself.
467
00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,912
I don't want surgery. No chemo.
468
00:23:34,913 --> 00:23:36,914
The disease will progress,
but until it does,
469
00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:39,500
I have no intention
of telling my congregation.
470
00:23:39,501 --> 00:23:43,337
Won't they be able to better
support you if they know?
471
00:23:43,338 --> 00:23:46,924
It's my job to support them,
protect them.
472
00:23:46,925 --> 00:23:49,512
Keeping this a secret
is what they need, and...
473
00:23:50,847 --> 00:23:54,306
It's what I need, too.
474
00:23:54,307 --> 00:23:58,519
Well, it is your news
to share as you see fit.
475
00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:00,437
But...
476
00:24:00,438 --> 00:24:04,066
I mean,
the truth will come out.
477
00:24:04,067 --> 00:24:06,444
Isn't it considered
a sin to lie?
478
00:24:08,239 --> 00:24:11,741
I like to think there are
exceptions to every rule.
479
00:24:14,078 --> 00:24:17,163
I hope you're just
moving offices.
480
00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:20,585
Uh, something more, I think.
I don't know.
481
00:24:21,878 --> 00:24:24,045
Then I hope
God gives you a sign.
482
00:24:27,675 --> 00:24:29,842
Don't let me stop you.
Take the elevator.
483
00:24:29,843 --> 00:24:33,762
Shut up. I'm not leaving you
in your time of need.
484
00:24:33,763 --> 00:24:36,098
I don't know
why I can't shake this.
485
00:24:36,099 --> 00:24:38,225
I have lost patients before.
486
00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:41,812
We are trained
to deal with this kind of thing.
487
00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:43,355
It's like my body
escaped the elevator,
488
00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,191
but my mind is still trapped.
489
00:24:45,192 --> 00:24:48,027
Well, maybe you should
consider seeing a psychiatrist.
490
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,821
They could prescribe
a low dose of SSRI.
491
00:24:50,822 --> 00:24:53,282
It could help
with any PTSD symptoms.
492
00:24:53,283 --> 00:24:56,619
Thanks, but I'm not really
the medication type.
493
00:24:56,620 --> 00:24:59,749
And what type is that, exactly?
494
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,750
I can just power through.
495
00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:06,629
Oh, and people
who can't are what-- weak?
496
00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:08,964
- I didn't say that.
- Then what were you gonna say?
497
00:25:08,965 --> 00:25:11,508
Why are you making this
a thing?
498
00:25:11,509 --> 00:25:13,844
I've just never been
someone who needed drugs.
499
00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:15,638
- Because you're perfect.
- No.
500
00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:18,683
Because I don't need a crutch
to get through my day.
501
00:25:24,857 --> 00:25:28,609
Crutches take the pressure off.
502
00:25:28,610 --> 00:25:30,110
There's nothing wrong with that.
503
00:25:30,111 --> 00:25:31,820
My meds get me to a place
504
00:25:31,821 --> 00:25:35,199
where I am not in
a constant state of anxiety...
505
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,076
so I can actually enjoy my life.
506
00:25:37,077 --> 00:25:38,953
Something I would love
to see you do one day.
507
00:25:38,954 --> 00:25:40,537
Y-You know what?
508
00:25:40,538 --> 00:25:42,958
I think I will actually
take the elevator.
509
00:25:44,293 --> 00:25:47,544
♪ Hit me where the heart is ♪
510
00:25:47,545 --> 00:25:50,423
♪ Let me know ♪
511
00:25:52,677 --> 00:25:55,678
♪ What the best part is ♪
512
00:25:55,679 --> 00:25:58,097
♪ I should grow ♪
513
00:25:58,098 --> 00:26:00,766
Dad?
514
00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:03,936
♪ Just hit me
where the heart is ♪
515
00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:08,066
♪ I want to feel ♪
516
00:26:09,277 --> 00:26:12,152
♪ Whenever you start is ♪
517
00:26:12,153 --> 00:26:15,322
♪ This is real ♪
518
00:26:15,323 --> 00:26:17,366
♪ Show me how to love you ♪
519
00:26:17,367 --> 00:26:19,535
Don't leave me!
520
00:26:19,536 --> 00:26:21,578
♪ Tell me how to hold you ♪
521
00:26:21,579 --> 00:26:23,372
I never will.
522
00:26:23,373 --> 00:26:27,584
♪ I'll be who you want to ♪
523
00:26:27,585 --> 00:26:31,797
♪ Baby, let me know ♪
524
00:26:31,798 --> 00:26:35,843
♪ Show me how to please you ♪
525
00:26:35,844 --> 00:26:38,179
♪ Baby, this is real ♪
526
00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:44,560
♪ Hit me where the heart is ♪
527
00:26:44,561 --> 00:26:47,063
♪ Let me know ♪
528
00:26:49,567 --> 00:26:52,359
♪ What the best part is ♪
529
00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:54,570
♪ I should grow ♪
530
00:26:54,571 --> 00:26:58,115
My whole life...
531
00:26:58,116 --> 00:27:00,286
I thought my dad was dead.
532
00:27:01,537 --> 00:27:03,454
But the whole time,
he was out there alive,
533
00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:06,584
choosing to stay away.
534
00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:11,672
It's unfathomable. What am
I supposed to do with that?
535
00:27:12,757 --> 00:27:15,466
It's not that his presence
is a miracle.
536
00:27:15,467 --> 00:27:17,845
It's that his absence was a lie.
537
00:27:19,430 --> 00:27:23,349
Well, then, maybe
the miracle was you, Wolf,
538
00:27:23,350 --> 00:27:26,393
that you're still here.
539
00:27:26,394 --> 00:27:30,399
Despite everything,
after all you've been through...
540
00:27:31,525 --> 00:27:34,361
...you choose to stay.
541
00:27:36,238 --> 00:27:38,655
♪ Please love me ♪
542
00:27:38,656 --> 00:27:47,039
♪ Love me like I used to ♪
543
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:50,959
♪ When I was around ♪
544
00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:54,173
♪ Darling, let me know ♪
545
00:27:58,344 --> 00:28:00,094
For real,
Dr. Wolf was hammered.
546
00:28:00,095 --> 00:28:02,930
And it turns out...
he's a sad drunk.
547
00:28:02,931 --> 00:28:05,433
- He's way more fun on PCP.
- Hold the door!
548
00:28:09,730 --> 00:28:11,980
Dr. Cabrera,
please call Obstetrics.
549
00:28:11,981 --> 00:28:13,440
Hm.
550
00:28:13,441 --> 00:28:15,361
Dr. Cabrera, call Obstetrics.
551
00:28:17,363 --> 00:28:19,530
Are we really doing this?
552
00:28:19,531 --> 00:28:21,907
What changed?
- Yeah, what did the trick?
553
00:28:21,908 --> 00:28:25,077
I've been working on
some reassurance mantras.
554
00:28:25,078 --> 00:28:27,246
They helped me
get in the right headspace.
555
00:28:27,247 --> 00:28:29,706
But that's just
what works for me.
556
00:28:29,707 --> 00:28:32,626
I swear. I don't judge
what works for you, Dana.
557
00:28:32,627 --> 00:28:34,670
You're not weak.
558
00:28:34,671 --> 00:28:37,339
You're the strongest person
I know.
559
00:28:37,340 --> 00:28:41,427
And I know that it has been
a messy few months.
560
00:28:41,428 --> 00:28:45,055
But I can't imagine being
an intern without all of you.
561
00:28:45,056 --> 00:28:48,267
We make the best,
albeit dysfunctional, team.
562
00:28:48,268 --> 00:28:51,230
But I'm gonna need you all
to admit...
563
00:28:52,356 --> 00:28:54,023
...I'm the quarterback.
564
00:29:02,450 --> 00:29:04,158
I want answers.
565
00:29:04,159 --> 00:29:05,828
And you deserve them.
566
00:29:09,540 --> 00:29:12,875
When your father and I
got married,
567
00:29:12,876 --> 00:29:15,586
I was 20 years old...
568
00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:17,754
and head-over-heels in love.
569
00:29:17,755 --> 00:29:19,506
Until you found out
he was sick?
570
00:29:19,507 --> 00:29:23,385
No. His illness never
changed my feelings.
571
00:29:23,386 --> 00:29:26,263
It only...
572
00:29:26,264 --> 00:29:27,473
complicated them.
573
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:29,600
You became my priority.
574
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:32,311
I was naive and arrogant,
575
00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:34,771
and I thought
I could manage your father
576
00:29:34,772 --> 00:29:37,441
and protect you
at the same time.
577
00:29:37,442 --> 00:29:41,028
I chose you, your happiness.
578
00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:42,988
I don't regret that choice.
579
00:29:42,989 --> 00:29:46,742
All those weekends
that you spent at your dad's,
580
00:29:46,743 --> 00:29:49,203
I was so worried about you.
581
00:29:49,204 --> 00:29:51,663
He went off his meds.
It happens.
582
00:29:51,664 --> 00:29:53,916
He left his 14-year-old son
583
00:29:53,917 --> 00:29:57,461
alone with a gun
in the middle of nowhere.
584
00:29:57,462 --> 00:30:00,130
So you honestly thought
the best idea was to punish him
585
00:30:00,131 --> 00:30:04,009
and send him away
and lie to me for 30 years!
586
00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:06,470
No, Oliver.
587
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:08,555
That's not what happened.
588
00:30:08,556 --> 00:30:11,308
Okay.
The park rangers found him.
589
00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:12,684
He was at Woodland Valley.
590
00:30:12,685 --> 00:30:14,436
They're gonna bring him
to the hospital.
591
00:30:14,437 --> 00:30:16,396
So get up, okay? Let's go.
592
00:30:16,397 --> 00:30:18,273
I'm not coming with you.
593
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:21,944
And I-I won't be here
when you get back.
594
00:30:21,945 --> 00:30:23,487
I could have gotten him killed.
595
00:30:23,488 --> 00:30:25,781
Noah, he's okay.
596
00:30:25,782 --> 00:30:28,283
That's all that matters now.
597
00:30:28,284 --> 00:30:30,744
I will not stay in his life
598
00:30:30,745 --> 00:30:33,747
and risk something like this
happening again.
599
00:30:33,748 --> 00:30:35,666
W-What are you proposing?
600
00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:38,211
I'm proposing that
you go to him without me.
601
00:30:39,547 --> 00:30:41,340
Tell Oliver that...
602
00:30:45,302 --> 00:30:48,387
Tell him that
I died in the woods.
603
00:30:48,388 --> 00:30:50,305
- Oh, my God.
- I'll leave town.
604
00:30:50,306 --> 00:30:51,974
I-I'll leave the country
if I have to.
605
00:30:51,975 --> 00:30:54,268
I'm not even going to
entertain this, okay?
606
00:30:54,269 --> 00:30:56,728
I'll never come back.
I promise.
607
00:30:56,729 --> 00:30:59,606
You know Oliver.
608
00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:01,567
It'll be easier for him
to process a death
609
00:31:01,568 --> 00:31:03,443
than an abandonment.
610
00:31:03,444 --> 00:31:05,529
Otherwise, he'll spend his
whole life trying to find me,
611
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,658
trying to fix me.
- Noah.
612
00:31:09,243 --> 00:31:12,202
Our son is waiting for us.
613
00:31:12,203 --> 00:31:14,248
We need to go to him.
614
00:31:15,207 --> 00:31:17,251
You know I'm right.
615
00:31:21,797 --> 00:31:24,550
I'm not well, Muriel.
616
00:31:26,510 --> 00:31:29,929
I am not capable
of being his father.
617
00:31:34,643 --> 00:31:39,688
You're asking me to lie to him
for the rest of his life?
618
00:31:39,689 --> 00:31:42,484
You're asking me
to break his heart?
619
00:31:44,403 --> 00:31:47,781
You can still get better.
620
00:31:49,575 --> 00:31:53,201
Remember the poem
on our wedding day?
621
00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:55,204
"The Country of Marriage"?
622
00:31:59,043 --> 00:32:02,962
What I'm learning to give you is
my death to set you free of me.
623
00:32:06,008 --> 00:32:08,844
I didn't know
what I was going to say to you.
624
00:32:11,055 --> 00:32:13,013
Until I saw you at the hospital.
625
00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:16,183
I realized how close I came
to losing you.
626
00:32:16,184 --> 00:32:19,311
I never felt so scared
of my life.
627
00:32:19,312 --> 00:32:21,273
Neither have I.
628
00:32:22,775 --> 00:32:25,108
He didn't need to go away.
629
00:32:25,109 --> 00:32:28,028
He needed us to help him.
630
00:32:28,029 --> 00:32:29,738
What's that quote?
631
00:32:29,739 --> 00:32:31,865
Having a child is like
632
00:32:31,866 --> 00:32:36,578
letting your heart walk
outside of your body forever.
633
00:32:36,579 --> 00:32:39,998
I went along with the lie
because I couldn't bear
634
00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:43,920
the thought of anything
happening to my heart.
635
00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:50,260
I'm sorry, Oliver.
636
00:32:51,929 --> 00:32:53,555
I'm sorry.
637
00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:56,517
I'm sorry.
638
00:32:57,935 --> 00:32:59,978
I'm so sorry.
639
00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:04,731
If I could have cured him,
oh, my God, I would have.
640
00:33:04,732 --> 00:33:08,112
But illness ruined our family.
641
00:33:09,363 --> 00:33:10,656
No.
642
00:33:12,741 --> 00:33:13,951
Mom...
643
00:33:16,745 --> 00:33:18,288
Secrets did.
644
00:33:23,210 --> 00:33:26,128
Okay, everyone,
it's okay to be nervous.
645
00:33:26,129 --> 00:33:27,923
Just remember...
646
00:33:29,133 --> 00:33:31,299
Since we're in a church
647
00:33:31,300 --> 00:33:35,053
and in the spirit
of confessions...
648
00:33:35,054 --> 00:33:38,223
my dad, who I thought
was dead for 30 years,
649
00:33:38,224 --> 00:33:39,850
just walked back into my life.
650
00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:41,935
So in the coming days
and weeks and months,
651
00:33:41,936 --> 00:33:45,063
I might be distracted,
I might be preoccupied,
652
00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:46,773
and I might not be
a very good leader.
653
00:33:46,774 --> 00:33:48,316
I just want you to know
654
00:33:48,317 --> 00:33:50,738
that even when I'm failing,
I am trying.
655
00:33:53,323 --> 00:33:56,366
Dr. Wolf, before you came
to Bronx General, we were lost.
656
00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:58,952
Yeah. It's true.
We're your pack now.
657
00:33:58,953 --> 00:34:01,956
Yeah, Dr. Wolf.
Like it or not, we got you.
658
00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:14,176
My sister died
when I was younger.
659
00:34:14,177 --> 00:34:17,681
I'd give anything to have
her back, even for a second.
660
00:34:19,266 --> 00:34:23,352
It must be hard to see it now,
but you're lucky.
661
00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:29,107
Loss.
662
00:34:29,108 --> 00:34:32,402
It happens to all of us
in big and small ways.
663
00:34:32,403 --> 00:34:35,530
In an instant,
we can lose a loved one,
664
00:34:35,531 --> 00:34:38,533
our home...
665
00:34:38,534 --> 00:34:40,660
ourselves.
666
00:34:40,661 --> 00:34:42,579
And in these moments,
667
00:34:42,580 --> 00:34:44,498
all we can do
is prop each other up
668
00:34:44,499 --> 00:34:46,918
as we do our best
to move forward.
669
00:34:53,258 --> 00:34:56,218
There's something
I'd like to share with you.
670
00:34:56,219 --> 00:35:01,974
I was recently diagnosed
with a neurological illness.
671
00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:09,189
One that has no cure.
672
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:11,483
But I don't want my condition
to push people away.
673
00:35:11,484 --> 00:35:13,652
I want it to bring us together.
674
00:35:13,653 --> 00:35:17,823
Because truth, even when
it's difficult, bonds us,
675
00:35:17,824 --> 00:35:21,620
helps us heal,
and makes us brave.
676
00:35:34,341 --> 00:35:37,300
♪ Come up to meet you ♪
677
00:35:37,301 --> 00:35:40,387
♪ Tell you I'm sorry ♪
678
00:35:40,388 --> 00:35:45,811
♪ You don't know
how lovely you are ♪
679
00:35:46,812 --> 00:35:49,688
♪ I had to find you ♪
680
00:35:49,689 --> 00:35:52,858
♪ Tell you I need you ♪
681
00:35:52,859 --> 00:35:58,655
♪ Tell you I set you apart ♪
682
00:35:58,656 --> 00:36:01,950
♪ Tell me your secrets ♪
683
00:36:01,951 --> 00:36:05,120
♪ And ask me your questions ♪
684
00:36:05,121 --> 00:36:09,249
♪ Oh, let's go back
to the start ♪
685
00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:12,043
I know I haven't been
the best dad.
686
00:36:12,044 --> 00:36:14,337
And it's been really hard
on your mom.
687
00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:16,047
We don't need to talk
about this right now,
688
00:36:16,048 --> 00:36:17,716
not in front of Liam.
689
00:36:17,717 --> 00:36:19,968
Actually, I-I think
it's important that we do.
690
00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:23,430
I want him to know. Both of you.
691
00:36:23,431 --> 00:36:28,059
I have a neurological condition
called Mirror-Touch.
692
00:36:28,060 --> 00:36:30,270
And so if somebody feels sad
693
00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:33,899
or if they're angry or hurt
or happy...
694
00:36:33,900 --> 00:36:38,028
As neurologists, we chart
the landscape of the human mind,
695
00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:41,072
venture into the unknown.
696
00:36:41,073 --> 00:36:42,741
Uh, it's official.
697
00:36:42,742 --> 00:36:44,993
Our doctor-patient
relationship has come to an end.
698
00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:46,578
That went fast.
699
00:36:46,579 --> 00:36:49,122
Must be hard being good
at what you do.
700
00:36:49,123 --> 00:36:52,250
Could fall down the stairs
to keep coming in.
701
00:36:52,251 --> 00:36:53,793
You know,
if you took another bullet,
702
00:36:53,794 --> 00:36:55,670
we could really drag it out.
703
00:36:55,671 --> 00:36:57,506
I'd take a bullet for you.
704
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:30,206
♪ Going back to the start ♪
705
00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:39,130
We are constantly finding
new ways
706
00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,966
to forge connections
in the brain.
707
00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:43,718
I appreciate you
coming to see me, Carol.
708
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:46,598
I got a call
from the Medical Board.
709
00:37:48,183 --> 00:37:49,933
A complaint was filed
710
00:37:49,934 --> 00:37:52,560
that you breached
an ethical code
711
00:37:52,561 --> 00:37:55,230
regarding
a conflict of interest
712
00:37:55,231 --> 00:37:58,525
in you continuing to treat
a female patient.
713
00:37:58,526 --> 00:38:00,402
Is this true?
714
00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:03,279
It's a very complex situation.
715
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,658
I'm sure it is.
716
00:38:06,659 --> 00:38:09,285
And I'm sorry, Carol,
but I need to place you
717
00:38:09,286 --> 00:38:11,415
on administrative leave.
718
00:38:14,084 --> 00:38:16,292
Like hell you do.
719
00:38:16,293 --> 00:38:20,296
When we lose what defines us,
how do we stay on course?
720
00:38:20,297 --> 00:38:22,382
Because in a life
where there are no guarantees,
721
00:38:22,383 --> 00:38:25,844
we all need a ballast, anchor,
to keep us tethered.
722
00:38:25,845 --> 00:38:28,263
- What are we toasting
- I say we raise
a glass to Ericka.
723
00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:30,557
For facing your fears.
724
00:38:30,558 --> 00:38:32,644
- I'll toast to that.
- Uh-huh.
725
00:38:39,109 --> 00:38:40,483
- Mnh!
- Ooh, that's gross.
726
00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:42,610
I'm getting another round. Ahh!
727
00:38:42,611 --> 00:38:45,613
- Hey, Van, get me water, man.
- You got it.
728
00:38:45,614 --> 00:38:48,491
You know,
I actually got to apologize.
729
00:38:48,492 --> 00:38:50,618
I treated you
like the prize to be won.
730
00:38:50,619 --> 00:38:52,245
So I'm not a prize?
731
00:38:52,246 --> 00:38:54,664
Of course you are.
It's just...
732
00:38:54,665 --> 00:38:56,958
I used to have stadiums
full of thousands of fans
733
00:38:56,959 --> 00:39:00,670
cheering me on.
- Yeah, okay, here we go.
734
00:39:00,671 --> 00:39:02,756
You've shown me
I only need one.
735
00:39:02,757 --> 00:39:07,804
♪ Nobody said it was easy ♪
736
00:39:09,056 --> 00:39:11,973
Ooh, Dr. Nichols!
Looking good!
737
00:39:11,974 --> 00:39:17,645
♪ No one ever said
it would be so hard ♪
738
00:39:17,646 --> 00:39:23,277
♪ Going back to the start ♪
739
00:39:29,701 --> 00:39:32,702
Because life,
much like the mind,
740
00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:33,996
is mysterious and vast.
741
00:39:35,874 --> 00:39:39,542
When you've completely lost
your way and everything is dark,
742
00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:41,670
how do you let the light
back in?
743
00:39:46,968 --> 00:39:49,719
♪ It's a little bit funny,
this feeling inside ♪
744
00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:55,100
♪ I'm not one of those
who can easily hide ♪
745
00:39:55,101 --> 00:40:00,563
♪ I don't make much money,
but, boy, if I did ♪
746
00:40:00,564 --> 00:40:02,524
Hey, hon. What can I get you?
747
00:40:02,525 --> 00:40:06,111
Um, just a tea, please.
748
00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:07,656
You got it.
749
00:40:08,490 --> 00:40:11,366
I tried this great maté
once in Argentina.
750
00:40:11,367 --> 00:40:13,034
I'm here to talk,
but I'm not interested
751
00:40:13,035 --> 00:40:16,830
in stories from your time
that you spent away.
752
00:40:16,831 --> 00:40:19,624
Why are you here? Why now?
753
00:40:19,625 --> 00:40:23,336
I know it wasn't easy
growing up with a dad
754
00:40:23,337 --> 00:40:25,296
who was struggling
with mental illness.
755
00:40:25,297 --> 00:40:28,635
It was, uh, harder growing up
without a dad at all.
756
00:40:30,846 --> 00:40:35,183
No matter what state
I was in at any given moment...
757
00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:38,937
...I always did
the best I could.
758
00:40:40,856 --> 00:40:42,230
Whether I was medicated
759
00:40:42,231 --> 00:40:44,482
or not, manic or depressed,
760
00:40:44,483 --> 00:40:47,193
when I was right or wrong...
761
00:40:47,194 --> 00:40:49,028
I tried.
762
00:40:49,029 --> 00:40:52,492
It was never my intention
to hurt you.
763
00:40:54,161 --> 00:40:57,829
Okay. So that's what you came
back for now, to tell me that?
764
00:40:57,830 --> 00:40:59,124
Yeah.
765
00:41:01,459 --> 00:41:04,045
Also... I'm sick.
766
00:41:07,048 --> 00:41:09,632
Not just bipolar.
767
00:41:09,633 --> 00:41:11,551
Something else.
768
00:41:11,552 --> 00:41:13,887
Something strange.
769
00:41:13,888 --> 00:41:17,765
I've seen specialists
all over the world.
770
00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:20,228
No one knows
what it is or how to help.
771
00:41:22,439 --> 00:41:24,480
I'm here...
772
00:41:24,481 --> 00:41:28,401
'cause I don't know
how much time I have left.
773
00:41:28,402 --> 00:41:31,321
And you're the only one
who can...
774
00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:32,824
hopefully...
775
00:41:34,910 --> 00:41:36,870
...give us more time.
776
00:42:20,997 --> 00:42:22,457
{\an8}Greg, move your head!
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