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I need to come back.
I want to move back in.
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- I disagree.
- And I want the pills,
the ones I had last time.
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- I won't recommend those.
- Well, they'll be in the file.
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No. I'm sorry. Not unless
I deem them necessary.
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I rang Dr. Gill,
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told him you'd come in.
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He said there was no need.
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- No need?
- For you to be here.
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What else did he say?
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He said that you'd been
working your way through
your final few sessions.
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But, that is his view,
you were ready to finish therapy.
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That's it, is it?
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He didn't mention the fact
that he'd been lying to me
this whole time?
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Rachel, what happened
with Kester Gill
was a huge disappointment.
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You've clearly had
real difficulties,
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but the problems
you're experiencing…
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troubles with your partner,
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questions about your future,
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issues about how you look,
your self-esteem…
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These are found in the majority
of people your age.
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You just process them differently.
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Kester thinks you're ready
to end therapy here.
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Well, then we've got
a problem, haven't we?
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Because I'm not going anywhere.
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She's recommending
a short course only.
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Take one at dinner times
and if you feel funny
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or a little over-sleepy,
you just let us know. Okay?
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If I wasn't
allowed to stay in hospital,
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then I'd just have to take
a bit of the hospital with me.
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Rae, shut the door.
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You'll have more time to
yell at me that way
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and I won't get kicked out
so quickly.
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Well you won't get kicked out.
They don't want me here.
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And you are just going
to try and convince me.
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We've got two more sessions.
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Let me see.
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This one's because of Finn.
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Before I found out
he was cheating on me.
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And this one…
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well this one's because of you.
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And it's worse.
It hurt more.
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These are just setbacks.
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Setbacks?
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Is that what you just
called them, setbacks?
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Finding out my therapist
isn't actually a therapist,
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what's that,
just another setback?!
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- In March this year--
- What's this, Kester,
another story?
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- No, not a story.
- What is it then?
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An explanation
of what's been happening.
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Rae, in March,
they put all the doctors
in here under review.
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You name it. If it could make it
on a form, it was sent my way.
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Apparently, I became difficult
to work with.
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I was suspended and even though
I was banned from the building,
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I kept coming back.
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Because of the duty of care
I had to my patient.
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To the patient I care
the about most.
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And if I am honest, to the person
I care about the most.
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But by that point it didn't
matter, Rae, because we did it.
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You got there.
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You were ready.
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Yeah, and then all the bad stuff
started happening.
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Because of the work you did,
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it means you are prepared
for the bad things.
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You might wish to continue
with therapy,
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but you can go to Bristol.
Trust me.
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If you don't believe me,
look in your diary.
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The diary doesn't work.
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I disagree.
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It's all in there, Rae.
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I haven't read it myself,
but I know the ending.
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It's about this amazing girl
who achieves all her dreams.
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Well, this is stupid.
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I'm scared.
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You and the rest of the world.
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You better be right about this.
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I had no idea if I could make it
to the end of the street.
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Let alone Bristol.
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I had no idea if things
were going to be okay.
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I just had to give it a go.
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Oh, you're back love.
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I thought you were staying
at the hospital.
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Decided to give it a go.
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Are you sure?
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Not really.
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Karim got a new job.
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It's in a factory.
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That's great.
Isn't it?
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Yeah. It means he'll be
going away for a little bit.
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It's a bit too far to commute.
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- Why? Where is it?
- Monastir.
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- Where?
- Tunisia.
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He goes at the end of the week.
It's a six month contract,
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but he's allowed to come home
for a weekend in the middle
of it, so it's not all bad.
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Oh, Finn rang,
to say he was sorry.
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I told him to shove
his apology up his ass.
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Kester said
the answers were in the diary.
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All I could see was page after
page of cringe-worthy bullshit.
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I had to concentrate
on the here and now.
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I had to revise.
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Rae, concentrate
on your own stuff.
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I needed to focus.
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But how could I think
about Lady Macbeth
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when my head was full of
Finn fucking Nelson.
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And I couldn't start crying
to Chloe about my problems,
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she'd only just left hospital.
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I had to act normal.
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Guys, what is the scene number
again with the ghost in it?
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Do you know the one I mean,
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do you know what the number is?
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- Hello?
- Yeah, definitely Rae.
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Well, you're not even listening.
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Oh, I'm picking my dress
for the Leavers Ball.
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We're supposed to be studying
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for the Performing Arts theory.
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Performing Arts theory is easy.
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Oh, okay.
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Have you got your dress yet, Rae?
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- What about Finn?
- What about Finn?
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- Is he wearing a tux?
- I don't know.
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- He'd look fit in a tux.
- Definitely.
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He doesn't have to wear one.
Chop's only wearing one
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because he's borrowed it
from his dad's mate, Len,
who's a magician.
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All I want to do is revise.
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Do you want a hand
with your stuff?
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Are you okay?
Do you want a hand?
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Rae? Are you all right?
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What the fuck was she doing here?
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- Rae?
- What?
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- Can I talk to you, please?
- No.
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- I just want to explain…
- Katie, what are you doing?
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Whoa, Rae, what's going on?
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Nothing.
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Well it doesn't look like nothing.
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I just came to pick Rae up.
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It's fine.
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Rae, is there something
you're not telling me?
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No.
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Hiyah, Katie.
You okay?
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Just so you know, if I find out
that you have done something to
make my mate cry
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while I've been in hospital,
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I'm going to do
something to make you cry.
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Do you know what I'm saying?
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Yeah.
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- Right. I'll call you later.
- Okay.
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Come on.
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Whatever happened
between me and Finn…
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…and it was hardly anything,
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it's over, okay?
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Okay.
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You were all he could think about.
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I doubt it.
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I'm telling the truth, Rae.
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Fine, yeah.
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Never mind.
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What?
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Nothing, it doesn't matter.
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No, Katie, it does, because
if you've got something to say
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then now is a good time to say it.
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Every time you see him,
you bring your problems on to him.
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He cares about you so much
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that he just wants
to take that burden, you know?
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I hate to be the one to say this,
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because, listen, if you knew
what you were doing,
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I'm sure you wouldn't do it.
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Your problems are
bringing him down Rae.
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He's just too nice a guy
to say anything.
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They all are.
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All of your friends.
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With you, it's like…
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You're the one with
all the injuries…
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but it's them that feel the pain.
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What, like…
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I'm some kind of Voodoo doll,
is that what you're saying?
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They just think that you're
always going to be like this.
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Dear Diary,
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I would always be a burden
to my friends and family.
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Katie could see it
and deep down I knew it.
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Wow, Karim was leaving.
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There was no way
Mum was going to cope.
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How was your revision?
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You should go to Tunisia.
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Oh, it's not
as simple as that, Rae.
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There's your sister
to think about for a start.
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Bless her little heart.
We can't go taking her over
there, she'll fry like an egg.
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Mum, they do have babies
in Tunisia, you know.
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That's how they end up
with adults.
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You loved Tunisia
when you went before.
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And you can go to the mosque.
There'll be loads of mosques.
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And Karim will be there.
You love Karim.
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- I don't want to talk about it.
- Why not?
- I just don’t.
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about me going off to Uni, and
you can't even leave Stamford.
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I've got to work.
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You hate work.
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I don't understand why
you don't want to go.
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I do want to go to Tunisia.
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It's my dream.
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I want to be a good Muslim wife,
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but I'm not going.
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I can't because who's
going to look after my baby?
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- We just spoke about that.
- No. You.
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You're my baby.
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Who's going to look after you?
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I'm going off to Uni.
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Are you? Because we want you
to go to Uni, of course we do.
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We even broke open the
non-alcoholic bloody champagne.
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But every day since then,
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things seem to be getting harder
and harder for you.
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I can't leave until you can.
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I don't think you're up to it.
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My name is Rachel Earl
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and I have a rare ability.
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It's not just that
my problems poison my mind.
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That's a given.
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My problems poison other people.
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And the closer those people
get, the worse it becomes.
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So what do you do when you harm
the ones you love?
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You get out of their way.
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♪ Wake
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♪ From your sleep
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♪ The drying of
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♪ Your tears
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♪ Today
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♪ We escape
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♪ We escape
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♪ Now
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♪ We are one
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♪ In everlasting
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♪ Peace
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♪ We hope
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♪ That you choke
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♪ That you choke
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♪ We hope
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♪ That you choke
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No one was coming to save me.
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I'd have to do this on my own.
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When Kester said
the answers were in the diary,
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maybe he was right.
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Maybe I had to look harder.
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Maybe I had to read
through the pain.
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Being on your own
that night was just a trigger.
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What we need to figure out is
why you don't like yourself.
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We need to start digging deeper.
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Looking at things in your past
and seeing how you've made
sense of them,
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things you may have not
thought about for years.
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You can't spend your
life running away from stuff.
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This is about being
really honest. Painfully so.
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But being honest with yourself.
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I don't get why he likes me.
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It's embarrassing
to be next to him,
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I'm embarrassed for him.
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You can't believe he likes you
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because you can't find anything
to like about yourself.
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It's like my mind started screaming.
I just eat until it stops.
254
00:17:33,840 --> 00:17:35,240
I'm getting into a weird pattern.
255
00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:37,560
You still make the same choices!
256
00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:39,960
Because people can't change!
257
00:17:40,640 --> 00:17:43,360
Something broke inside me.
258
00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:47,320
Do you think perhaps your anger
259
00:17:47,680 --> 00:17:50,040
is born out of frustration
with yourself.
260
00:17:50,400 --> 00:17:55,320
That you're angry
and frustrated with yourself
for being ill.
261
00:17:57,560 --> 00:18:00,160
Maybe my illness
wasn't a problem…
262
00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:04,560
Maybe it was just something
I needed to learn to live with.
263
00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:09,600
Being brave isn't
about never being afraid.
264
00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:12,000
It's about what you do
when you are.
265
00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:15,480
Whether you can keep your head.
266
00:18:15,880 --> 00:18:17,840
Whether you do the right thing.
267
00:18:18,120 --> 00:18:22,840
In the spring, I was admitted
to a mental home
268
00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:24,680
because I kept trying
to hurt myself.
269
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,880
If I was to ask one of
your friends
270
00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:30,120
what they liked about you, what
do you think they would say?
271
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,560
Our group of friends was nothing
272
00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,680
until your sprayed Rae
all over them.
273
00:18:34,840 --> 00:18:37,920
You're the one they always
look to. You're the glue.
274
00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:41,160
You see yourself
as a fragile thing.
275
00:18:41,160 --> 00:18:46,120
Like a little broken bird
sloshing around in a bottle.
276
00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:49,560
But basically I think
you're a pretty tough cookie.
277
00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:53,600
You don't think
that people can change,
278
00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,840
but I know that they can.
279
00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:59,320
If I really was a voodoo doll
280
00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,800
causing all that pain,
281
00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:06,360
then it was only
because I'd been sticking
the pins in myself.
282
00:19:06,360 --> 00:19:08,120
And if I'd stuck them in,
283
00:19:08,560 --> 00:19:11,800
then I could pull them out again.
284
00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:15,360
How are the hands?
285
00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:17,760
Bit better.
286
00:19:17,960 --> 00:19:19,560
Good.
287
00:19:21,040 --> 00:19:26,360
So, without wishing to sound
rude, Rachel, why are you here?
288
00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:31,080
Well, I need your help.
289
00:19:31,120 --> 00:19:33,240
I want to go to Bristol.
290
00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:35,840
I've decided I can do it.
291
00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:41,080
So I was wondering if you would
be able to write me a letter
292
00:19:41,080 --> 00:19:44,480
in case I don't get the grades.
293
00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:45,680
Saying what?
294
00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:49,440
Just saying that I would've
got the grades
295
00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:50,920
if I hadn't been in here.
296
00:19:52,080 --> 00:19:53,840
I can write a letter,
297
00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:58,040
but I'm afraid I've no idea
what grades you would've got.
298
00:19:58,040 --> 00:20:00,440
Why the sudden turnaround?
299
00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:03,800
You seem so certain about things.
300
00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:08,520
But not so long ago,
you were just as certain
you couldn't manage any of this.
301
00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:13,240
Kester says that
I owe it to myself to try.
302
00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:15,440
How are you going to do that?
303
00:20:15,440 --> 00:20:17,640
Well…
304
00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,680
I've just got to learn
how to handle things…
305
00:20:21,680 --> 00:20:24,520
on my own.
306
00:20:28,320 --> 00:20:32,280
I'm going to stop waiting for
someone to come and save me.
307
00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:36,760
So do you need this letter?
308
00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:39,240
No.
309
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:43,000
What does that mean?
310
00:20:44,040 --> 00:20:46,120
I guess it means…
311
00:20:47,520 --> 00:20:50,000
that we're done.
312
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:53,760
No offense.
313
00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:56,280
I'm glad to hear it.
314
00:20:56,680 --> 00:20:59,200
No offence.
315
00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:17,240
Performing Arts Theory
is two hours long.
316
00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:21,880
It's also, for many of you,
your final exam, so good luck.
317
00:21:21,960 --> 00:21:25,120
The time now is 2:00,
which gives you until 4:00.
318
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:28,240
You may turn over your papers.
319
00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,400
I'd missed one exam already,
320
00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:34,440
that meant that this
one mattered more than ever.
321
00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:36,560
I had to make up the marks.
322
00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:38,520
I didn't know if I'd pass of fail,
323
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:40,840
let alone get into Bristol.
324
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:42,800
I just knew I had to try.
325
00:21:43,120 --> 00:21:45,760
Bit by bit, question by question,
326
00:21:45,760 --> 00:21:48,840
for no one else other than me.
327
00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:06,520
But just because my exams were
over, didn't mean my problems
suddenly were.
328
00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:10,000
And some things
will never let you go.
329
00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:13,840
Not until you find the strength
to deal with them.
330
00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:17,800
It was time to tell
the gang about Finn.
331
00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:22,720
- No fucking way.
- Are you serious, Rae?
332
00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:28,080
Guys, guys, before you kick off,
just hear me out, yeah?
333
00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:32,000
I haven't been easy
to go out with, trust me.
334
00:22:32,120 --> 00:22:34,040
He was meant to be your plus one
for the Leavers' Ball.
335
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:36,880
He was supposed to be her
plus one for longer than that.
336
00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:40,040
Well, forget about Finn.
Are you all right, Rae?
337
00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:42,200
Yeah, we've been
worried about you.
338
00:22:42,920 --> 00:22:45,840
Well… that's why
339
00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:48,040
I wanted us to get together.
340
00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:50,400
So I can explain
341
00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:54,120
why I've been feeling the way
that I've been feeling.
342
00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,000
Okay, the only way
that I can describe it
343
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:03,200
is it's like I'm walking
through a forest the whole time.
344
00:23:03,440 --> 00:23:07,640
And for the most part, it's fine.
345
00:23:08,360 --> 00:23:11,880
It can be beautiful.
346
00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:13,560
Peaceful, even.
347
00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:18,440
But you always know
that at some point
348
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,800
you're going to come across
these parts of the forest
349
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:25,000
that you don't recognize.
350
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,640
Dark corners that
you didn't know were there,
351
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,680
but, well, you always
kinda knew were coming.
352
00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:33,960
- Does that makes sense?
- Yeah.
353
00:23:36,560 --> 00:23:41,120
And that's when
the world gets scary.
354
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,120
And that's when
you can lose your way.
355
00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:51,440
But… because I've got
great mates
356
00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:54,840
and people who make me strong
357
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:57,120
and remind me that, well,
358
00:23:57,120 --> 00:24:00,960
even when I hit those dark parts
of the forest,
359
00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:05,200
that I have just got
to keep on walking.
360
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:10,360
Just keep walking
and I'll be okay.
361
00:24:10,360 --> 00:24:11,640
I'll be scared,
362
00:24:13,120 --> 00:24:16,440
but I'll be okay.
363
00:24:16,440 --> 00:24:19,840
So you have to promise me
364
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,320
that you're not going to worry.
365
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:25,680
And you're not going
to hate Finn. Promise?
366
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:27,080
- Promise.
- Promise?
367
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:28,240
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
368
00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:30,640
It's okay to hate
Katie Springer though, right?
369
00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:33,400
- Yeah.
- Definitely.
370
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:37,400
You're not talking about the
woods in Burghley Park are you?
371
00:24:39,360 --> 00:24:41,080
What?
372
00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:42,880
I go through there
on my bike all the time.
373
00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:46,680
Yeah, there's loads
of dark bits…
374
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:49,800
You should cycle somewhere else.
A genius you are.
375
00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:57,480
Rae. Rae.
Look, I just wanted to say
376
00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:00,080
if Finn doesn't take you
to the Leavers' Ball,
377
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:04,120
then I'd consider it an honor
to step in and take you myself.
378
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:06,600
The only possible caveat
379
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:09,360
is that I've made some
in-roads with Kelly
380
00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:12,080
who does the trollies
in the Safeway's car park,
381
00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:14,240
so if she pages me back,
382
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,560
I'd have to renege on my offer.
383
00:25:16,560 --> 00:25:18,520
I can't have blurred lines, Rae.
384
00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,400
Understood. Thanks, Danny.
385
00:25:22,120 --> 00:25:23,880
- Chloe?
- I told her, Rae.
386
00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:25,960
I warned her.
387
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:28,080
Shit! Chlo…
388
00:25:28,360 --> 00:25:30,920
Chlo, wait up!
Chlo!
389
00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:32,720
Chloe?
390
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:33,440
What car was it?
391
00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:36,640
Was it one of these?
392
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:38,720
Or was it this one.
393
00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:42,520
- It's this one, isn't it?
- Chlo!
394
00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:57,480
Chloe!
395
00:25:58,520 --> 00:26:01,160
Chloe, you've just
got out hospital.
396
00:26:01,520 --> 00:26:03,200
What's she doing?
397
00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:04,240
Chloe?
398
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,760
I told you Katie. I warned you.
399
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,520
- What are you doing?
- I warned you.
400
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,440
You mess with my best mate,
this is what happens.
401
00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:15,720
Your shitty little car gets it.
402
00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:19,840
Chloe, that's not my car.
403
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,200
That's my car.
404
00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:34,680
Oi, Katie!
405
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,400
No, I get it, Rae. Okay?
406
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:38,440
I get it, your mate's pissed off.
407
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:39,800
Can we just drop it please?
408
00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,520
Yeah, okay.
Yeah, we can.
409
00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:44,600
But this is the last time
we ever speak.
410
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:46,880
Even if I get in to Uni.
411
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:50,400
You're going to go to Bristol
and you're going to ignore
the only person you know?
412
00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:52,840
Yeah. Yeah, I am Katie.
413
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:57,240
Because there is no way you
are anything like a proper mate
and if your life was so amazing
414
00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:00,600
then you wouldn't be
hanging around
in a Lincolnshire cul de sac
415
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:04,160
with the girls from
the year below, would you?
416
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,760
Chlo, you okay?
417
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:17,040
Listen, you do know
that you doing that makes me
love you even more?
418
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:20,760
Even more than if you'd
have got the right car?
419
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:24,360
What made you go for the bins?
420
00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:27,960
It was the only thing
I could think of.
421
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,160
Chlo… will you do me a favor?
422
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,760
Will you please try
and stop worrying about me?
423
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:39,720
I know it's hard because I am
literally the easiest person in
the world to worry about,
424
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:42,560
but you got to try.
425
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:44,520
Yeah?
426
00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:46,160
Yeah.
427
00:27:46,920 --> 00:27:48,520
I got bin juice on my hand now.
428
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:50,120
Who's car was that?
429
00:27:50,120 --> 00:27:53,000
I don't know, but they're
going to be well-pissed.
430
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:54,480
Come on, hurry up.
431
00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:04,120
It's a bit racy.
432
00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:06,000
Racy?
433
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,840
Yeah. Well, racy.
434
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,200
As in… racy.
435
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:13,760
Oh, okay. Perfect.
436
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,240
Because that's the look
I normally go for.
437
00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:27,120
- Okay.
- Oh, good.
438
00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:29,400
Here you are then.
439
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:35,840
The Leavers Ball wasn't
exactly top of my to do list,
440
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:38,400
especially without Finn.
441
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:40,640
Any good?
442
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:43,120
But I had to show Mum
I was on the mend.
443
00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:46,280
I bought it when I was 30.
444
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,040
When I was, now don't bite
my head off,
445
00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:52,600
I was a couple of sizes bigger.
446
00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:57,840
I never… quite had
the confidence to wear it out.
447
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,480
Oh, Rae.
448
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:14,320
I'll wear it…
on one condition.
449
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:16,840
You go to Tunisia.
450
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:19,720
No.
451
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:23,720
Mum, Karim will be missing
you like crazy.
452
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,840
You're his life.
453
00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:29,240
I will ring you constantly.
454
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:31,520
There's this thing called email.
455
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:32,560
Everyone's getting them.
456
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,400
It's not about that.
457
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:39,480
- Mum.
- They still look sore.
458
00:29:39,760 --> 00:29:42,200
Yeah. They are.
459
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,800
But they'll heal.
460
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:48,440
I am learning
how to handle things.
461
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,480
But how am I going
to know you are okay?
462
00:29:53,160 --> 00:29:54,840
You don't.
463
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,640
I'll have to hand my notice
in at the hospital.
464
00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:18,280
Do you need a little jacket?
465
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,080
How about a little jacket?
466
00:30:20,080 --> 00:30:21,680
Mum…
467
00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:24,760
I've got a jacket.
468
00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:42,000
You look lovely.
469
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,400
So do you,
470
00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:48,680
you just look a bit more
pajammery than I expected.
471
00:30:51,880 --> 00:30:54,320
I can't face it, Rae.
472
00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,280
What are you on about?
473
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:04,080
Well, what happens next?
474
00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:06,800
Business College.
475
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:09,200
I don't know.
476
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:13,240
I only got that because
477
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:15,960
my dad plays golf with
the guy who runs it.
478
00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:22,800
But if I don't do that, then I
don't know what I'm going to do.
479
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:28,920
I just know that I won't
get to do it with you.
480
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:29,840
Chlo…
481
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:38,040
Like when you told me to stop
worrying about you…
482
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,560
Well, I knew then
that you were leaving.
483
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:42,920
Yeah.
484
00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:46,720
Everyone's leaving aren't they?
485
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,200
The gang will stay in touch
for a bit,
486
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:54,720
but, well…
487
00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:00,720
it's just life, isn't it?
488
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:07,480
But me and you, right,
489
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:11,560
we are Chloe and Rae.
490
00:32:11,560 --> 00:32:13,840
We're not the gang.
491
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:17,200
And if I go to Bristol,
492
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:19,480
you can just come and visit.
493
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:23,000
- Yeah?
- Yeah, that'd be good.
494
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:28,040
It doesn't matter where we are
or what we're doing.
495
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:33,080
I promise we are always going to
be Chloe and Rae.
496
00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:34,720
Yeah?
497
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:36,280
Yeah.
498
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:38,880
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
499
00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:42,840
- Chloe.
- What?
500
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:47,800
I spent ages on this make up
and you've made me cry.
501
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:49,400
No. You made me cry.
502
00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:52,520
No, I was fine. It was you.
503
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:53,800
Are you going to go
get ready then?
504
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:57,240
And can I borrow some eyeliner
or something?
505
00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:00,920
- Yeah, I will get it for you.
- Yeah, thank you.
506
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:05,440
Izzy, what's happened to your arm?
507
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,440
Oh. It's better now.
I'll take it off in a minute.
508
00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:11,240
It clashes with my dress.
509
00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:13,200
There he is.
510
00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:16,760
My date.
511
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,600
You all look gorgeous.
512
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:22,080
Hello.
513
00:33:22,840 --> 00:33:25,240
Look at him, he's total lush.
514
00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:26,320
Hurry up, knobhead.
515
00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:29,320
Right. Let's do this.
516
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,120
Oh, wait.
517
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:34,600
I know things have
been a bit tricky lately,
518
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,320
but he wanted me to ask.
So…
519
00:33:37,760 --> 00:33:41,160
if Finn and you may be able
to be mates in the future--
520
00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:43,240
Archie, can we not
do this now, please?
521
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,400
To be honest, Raemundo,
he kind of needs to know now,
522
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:47,920
'cause that cab's
costing him a fortune.
523
00:34:02,960 --> 00:34:05,440
Finn Nelson, late, not invited,
524
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:08,080
taking his life in his own
hands just by being here
525
00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:11,000
and looking beyond sexy
in a tuxedo,
526
00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:13,800
which, dear diary,
is not the point.
527
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,520
- Izzy!
- Sorry.
528
00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:23,680
Archie!
529
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:29,360
Well, this was awkward.
530
00:34:34,240 --> 00:34:38,640
- Rae, I, um I kissed Katie.
- Finn, it's fine.
531
00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:40,280
No, it's not.
532
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:43,160
I hurt you and…
533
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:47,120
I'm sorry.
534
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:50,280
You spend all this time saying
535
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:53,840
you're not good enough for me,
but I'm not good enough for you.
536
00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:59,560
I'm no better than any of
the other 19-year-old
knobheads out there.
537
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:01,760
Are you criticizing my taste
in men now or what?!
538
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,360
I'm serious, Rae.
539
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:08,640
I let you down.
540
00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:11,520
Listen…
541
00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:17,200
I shouldn't have made out
that you were Mr. Perfect.
542
00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:20,800
It wasn't fair.
543
00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:23,520
But me and you,
544
00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:27,840
we're going to be all right.
545
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,840
And you know why, don't you?
546
00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:35,920
Because me and you,
547
00:35:35,920 --> 00:35:38,920
we don't always have
to be an "us".
548
00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:43,640
And just because we're not
together now, Finn Nelson,
549
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:47,040
doesn't mean that we'll never be.
550
00:35:47,240 --> 00:35:49,080
Okay?
551
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:51,800
Yeah.
552
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,720
If it all goes tits up in Bristol,
553
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:57,560
you know where
to find me don't you?
554
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:01,360
Finn, if…
555
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:03,720
If it goes tits up in Bristol,
556
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:06,080
then…
557
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:10,880
I'm just going to have
to figure it out on my own.
558
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:21,960
Can I have one last kiss?
559
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:25,120
Just to say goodbye?
560
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:29,320
No.
561
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:34,800
A kiss would be a backwards
step, wouldn't it?
562
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:38,240
Shall we have a drink?
563
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:41,320
Come on, it's meant to be a party.
564
00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:44,080
- Cheers.
- My dear.
565
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:45,160
- My dear.
- My dear.
566
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:51,000
♪ Shelter from the storm
567
00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:54,720
♪ No matter where
568
00:36:54,720 --> 00:36:56,920
I wasn't going
to melt into his arms.
569
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,240
But I did want to be with him
570
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:04,840
in that moment,
even if Boyzone were playing.
571
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,640
I've got something to show you.
572
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:27,040
What? Aw, Izzy…
573
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:31,040
- Look what Izzy's got!
- No, Izzy!
574
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,840
- Are you joking me?
- Oh, my God, Iz!
575
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,840
- Shall we all get one?
- No.
576
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:39,880
- Why?
- We should all get the same one.
577
00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:43,760
Stanford forever!
578
00:38:15,640 --> 00:38:19,720
Here we go…
16 Electric Whiskeys.
579
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,160
Hmm… Who's playing here
tonight then, Danny?
580
00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:25,320
Come on, Uncle Archie,
mate. Come on.
581
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:31,800
I'd like to dedicate this
song to my best mates…
582
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:34,000
whoever they're going to be.
583
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:44,000
♪ Happiness
More or less ♪
584
00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:47,880
♪ It's just a change in me
Something in my liberty ♪
585
00:38:48,240 --> 00:38:53,000
♪ Oh, my, my
586
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:57,320
♪ Happiness
Coming and going ♪
587
00:38:57,720 --> 00:39:00,200
♪ I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing ♪
588
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:05,360
♪ I know just where I am
589
00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:10,400
♪ How many corners
do I have to turn? ♪
590
00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:13,720
♪ How many times
do I have to learn ♪
591
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:19,760
♪ All the love I have
is in my mind? ♪
592
00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:24,400
♪ Well I'm a lucky man
593
00:39:26,480 --> 00:39:30,800
♪ Fire in my hands
594
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:37,880
♪ Well I'm a lucky man
595
00:39:39,720 --> 00:39:43,680
♪ Fire in my hands
596
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,960
♪ I'm a lucky man
597
00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:51,720
None of us
knew what was coming next,
598
00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:53,080
or who we would become.
599
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:56,320
♪ Fire in my hands
600
00:39:56,600 --> 00:40:01,200
We just knew that being together
was the best way of saying goodbye.
601
00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:15,240
Izzy got three "C"s.
602
00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:19,800
More than enough to go
and do textiles at Peterborough
College of Design.
603
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:21,280
Rachel Earl.
604
00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:27,200
And Chloe did way better
than anyone expected.
605
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:29,640
…in her retakes, that is.
606
00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:33,840
I didn't open mine straightaway.
607
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:37,880
I had more important things to do.
608
00:40:48,920 --> 00:40:51,960
We've still got one session left.
609
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:56,880
As I was walking over here,
610
00:40:57,080 --> 00:40:59,880
a bird took a dump
and just missed me.
611
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:02,600
Just missed my head.
So I like to think,
612
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:05,480
that given what happened
the very first time we met,
613
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:07,600
that I've made some progress.
614
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:12,760
Well, maybe it's the pigeon
that's changed.
615
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:26,000
What did you need
to get into Bristol?
616
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:31,240
Two "A"s and a "B."
617
00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:38,920
Congratulations.
618
00:41:51,240 --> 00:41:53,120
There you go.
619
00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:59,200
See ya!
620
00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:01,200
No, not if I see you first.
621
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:25,200
♪ When you were here before
622
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,360
♪ Couldn't look you in the eye ♪
623
00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:38,640
Karim asked me make sure you
didn't forget your chain.
624
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:42,440
♪ Your skin makes me cry
625
00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:49,040
♪ You float like a feather
626
00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:54,280
♪ In a beautiful world
627
00:42:56,720 --> 00:43:00,640
♪ I wish I was special
628
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:07,720
Dear Diary,
that's the secret, I reckon.
629
00:43:08,160 --> 00:43:10,080
♪ I'm a creep
630
00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:13,040
You don't need fixed
ideas about who you are
631
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,200
or where you're headed.
632
00:43:14,280 --> 00:43:18,680
♪ I'm a weirdo
633
00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:22,160
♪ What the hell am I doing here? ♪
634
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:25,720
You don't need offers, or
grades, or stamps of approval.
635
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,720
♪ I don't belong here
636
00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:34,040
♪ I don't care if it hurts
637
00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:40,320
♪ I wanna have control
638
00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:46,360
♪ I want a perfect body
639
00:43:46,480 --> 00:43:50,960
You just need to be ready to cope
with whatever crap comes your way.
640
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:58,000
♪ I want you to notice
641
00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:00,360
And as for all the crazy shit?
642
00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:02,640
♪ When I'm not around
643
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:05,720
The mental screw-ups
and the madness?
644
00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:09,040
♪ You're so very special
645
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:11,600
Well, that's mine, dear Diary.
646
00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:14,200
♪ I wish I was special
647
00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,680
I get to keep that.
648
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:21,120
♪ But I'm a creep
649
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:26,960
♪ I'm a weirdo
650
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:28,200
That travels with me.
651
00:44:28,720 --> 00:44:33,440
♪ What the hell am I doing here? ♪
652
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:38,960
♪ When I don't belong here
653
00:44:38,960 --> 00:44:41,640
♪ Whoa, whoa
654
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:44,920
♪ She's
655
00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:52,520
♪ Running out again
656
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:55,840
♪ She's
657
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:58,920
♪ Running out
658
00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:03,560
♪ She run, run, run
659
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:11,080
♪ Run
660
00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:23,600
♪ Run
661
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:29,960
♪ Whatever makes you happy ♪
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