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♪ You always walk into the building ♪

♪ Like it's yours, yours ♪

- ♪ Acting like every little thing ♪ - [ GROANS ]

♪ You do is a white horse ♪

♪ You got a way of shaking ♪

♪ What everyone is thinking ♪

- ♪ Might as well face it ♪ - [ WHISTLE BLOWS ]

Go, go, go!

Go, go!

Miller, you're getting a little slow!

♪

Remember, it's smoky, you can't see.

Follow through!

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

You can do better than that!

Hand over hand! Yes, yes, yes!

♪ Don't matter if the crowd is walking out the door, door ♪

LANE: Give it all you got, Maya!

Let's go! Get her!

Push! Push!

Time, Maya! Push!

Come on, Maya! Get her! Go!

[ CHEERING ]

Yes!

[ LAUGHS ]

Ohh!

♪

I am so proud of you.

Mwah! Oh.

Maya.

Everything okay?

Yeah.

I just need some air.

You hiding from your team, Captain?

It's been a little bit bumpy, sir.

Promotions are always bumpy. You'll get there.

Mm.

Hey, how's Andy doing?

She still won't talk to me about Ryan,

and I'm worried about her.

I have no idea how Andy's doing.

She moved out over a week ago.

- She moved? Where? - I don't know.

She won't talk to me, either. She thinks I stole her job.

They all do.

Yeah.

You've definitely got a morale problem.

What do I do?

It's not that complicated.

You just need some team building.

Get them out of the station.

Field trips, beach days, camping.

Camping?

Build a fire,

drink some beers, eat some s'mores.

[ CHUCKLES ] It goes a long way.

So I order them on their day off

to go camping with me?

It's not an order. It's an invitation.

Practice now. Invite me.

Seriously?

I make an excellent s'more.

Captain Herrera...

would you like to come camping with my team this weekend?

I would love to. Thanks for asking.

[ LAUGHS ]

Now them. Go on in.

I'm gonna get some steps.

This'll recharge everybody's batteries.

Is there anything sadder than an empty jar of peanut butter?

B-shift is always doing this.

They empty the jar, and then they put it back in the shelf.

Don't look at me.

Maybe you should just hide it behind the oatmeal.

A grown man should not have to hide his peanut butter, Ben.

- [ LAUGHS ] - Do you want the chunky or not?

You know what I'm gonna do? [ CHUCKLES ]

I'm gonna write a note.

- Oh. How civilized. - Good for you.

Don't bother. Everybody's trying to transfer to 81 anyways.

DEAN: Shut the hell up, Rigo.

If I could get your attention for a moment.

And in walks the reason.

I know this transition has been hard on you all.

- [ LIGHT LAUGHTER ] - So I wanted to extend an invitation.

A team camping trip.

- [ ALL GROANING ] - This weekend.

A chance for us to relax and get reacquainted with each other.

It's winter.

It's unseasonably warm.

- By day. - That's what a campfire's for.

I prefer my bed.

Your presence is strongly encouraged.

We depart Station 19 at 700 hours.

Bring your families, significant others, whoever.

I expect you to be punctual and prepared for fun!

[ INHALES DEEPLY ]

Oh, good. Mandatory fun.

[ VIC CHUCKLES ]

JACK: Awesome.

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All right.

[ SNAPS FINGERS ]

Alexa, play smooth jazz.

ALEXA: Playing smooth jazz radio.

- [ SMOOTH JAZZ PLAYS ] - So, we could go to my work thing,

but insects don't like me,

and you don't seem like a pee-in-the-woods type.

So we're gonna go camping right here.

We can binge-watch some movies, maybe order some takeout.

We've got a...

Ow, ow, ow, ow!

...beautiful view of the sunset.

And no bugs.

Just you and me and little baby...

I have my prenatal spa day, remember?

Uh, can't remember what you never told me.

Huh. I told someone. Weird.

You know, they joke about pregnancy brain,

but it's for real hardcore.

Anyway, it's a girl thing, so just go on your work trip.

[ GRUNTS ]

- [ DOOR CLOSES ] - A-A-Alexa, stop.

[ MUSIC STOPS ]

Guys, this is Eva. The Mrs.

This is Gibson, the guy I was telling you about.

You talking about me to your wife? [ CHUCKLES ]

- Eh, just a little pillow talk. - [ CHUCKLES ]

So, uh, where's JJ?

I don't know. Off doing baby stuff that doesn't include me.

- Avery coming? - Uh, yeah.

He's gonna meet us up there after his surgery.

Hey, just remember, this is a work event,

so if I hear sex sounds coming from your tent,

I can sue.

Yep, I'm gonna co-sign right there.

Okay, you know what?

Green is not a good color on either one of you.

So...

- That's gross. - [ CHUCKLES ]

But the vocal, we're talking about, like, the volume...

[ CLEARS THROAT ]

You're not dressed for camping.

That's because I'm not going.

The countdown to the launch of the PRT,

the Physician Response Team, is on.

I need to inventory and organize my supplies.

So if you told Bishop that you needed my help...

But I don't need your help.

That's cold-blooded, Warren.

No, the woods are cold.

The inside of 19 is nice and toasty.

[ SLURPS ]

♪

♪

_

_

_

[ SIGHS ]

[ ANDY SIGHS ]

What are you... What are you doing here?

I like camping. Maya invited me.

Are you checking up on me?

I'm going to the woods.

I'm soaking up the nature. I could use it.

You're checking up on me.

One could argue that you should be checking up on me.

You're not the only one who lost Ryan.

You...

You called me a slut.

You told me I was compromising your legacy.

Are you here to apologize? Because I could use an apology.

But guilt?

Because Ryan died?

I'm not biting.

Excuse me.

[ VEHICLE DOORS SLAM ]

All right, team! Let's load 'em up and move 'em out!

♪

[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]

Where's the campground?

It's about 3 miles in.

3 miles with all this equipment?

Yeah, and no stragglers.

Travis and Dean, grab the duffel.

- Oh! - [ VIC LAUGHS ]

There better not be a dead body in here.

It's firewood. This is a state park.

We carry our own wood in for burning.

I went over all the regulations.

I'm telling you, we can make it look like an accident.

People disappear in these woods all the time.

[ BIRD CRIES ]

♪

[ CHUCKLING ] Hi.

Scott, we have company.

Hey! Hey.

Welcome to the neighborhood!

- Scott Burke. - Hey. You have cheese.

- This is my wife, Rachel. - Hi.

Come on, come sit by the fire.

Yeah, I'm making coffee. I have an Ethiopian roast.

Smells good.

We're just passing through, actually.

Come on!

This is a... really nice setup you got here.

$5,000.

For all of it.

I wanted to go to Italy,

but Scott always wanted to try camping,

so here we are.

[ CHUCKLES ] Camping.

With $5,000 worth of... stuff.

Uh, you should... you should dig a hole for this fire.

Place a ring of medium-sized stones around it

and keep it at least 10 feet from any brush.

Wow. You're a regular Smokey the Bear, aren't you?

I'm a firefighter. Do something about this fire

before you burn everything to the ground.

Thank you for your service.

[ GROANS ]

Ohh!

[ GROANS ]

[ DIALING ]

[ LINE RINGING ]

WOMAN: Dr. Koracick's office.

- Leave a message. - [ BEEP ]

Yeah, Dr. Koracick, this is Robert Sullivan.

Uh, I-I'd appreciate a call back.

I know you said that last time was, um...

[ CLEARS THROAT ]

Ca... Just...

Please... just call me back.

[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]

[ GROANS ]

[ MUFFLED YELLING ]

♪

Home sweet home!

Gather around, people.

We have to set up tents. We are burning daylight here.

Okay.

- Vasquezes. - RIGO: Yeah?

You are over there.

Okay.

And, Gibson, you're actually...

Capable of choosing my own spot.

Oh, Hughes...

Oh, my guy's coming, so I'm gonna be over there.

Far away from... everyone.

You got to...

You got to put the tarp down first to protect the tent from moisture.

Isn't the tarp supposed to protect me from moisture?

Look, I just work here.

The paper says put the tarp down first,

I tell you to put the tarp down first.

Why would you even wear makeup to a spa day?

I... wouldn't?

JJ comes out the bedroom this morning, all glammed up.

Tells me she's going on a spa day,

and I have to go on this trip.

But now I'm wondering, is she really going on a spa trip,

or is she seeing somebody else?

She's 100 months pregnant. Who is she dating?

Dudes with kinks!

That's... true.

What do I do with this?

I have no idea. Put all the poles in the holes.

Now Gibson is moving out,

and I don't know if JJ is moving in, and...

You know, I've always wanted a family.

I know I've always wanted a family.

But in my head, it just never looked like this.

Look, you asked life for something,

and life delivered it.

But you don't recognize it

because the packaging is different than you expected.

You asked for a family. One showed up on your doorstep.

- So now... - So now...

Now I have to accept the delivery of the package,

even though I didn't mean to order it, can't return it,

will eventually have to put it through college

so it can take care of me when I'm old

and eventually get rid of my stuff when I die.

You took that metaphor and you made it weird.

[ SIGHS ]

Who brings a clipboard on a camping trip?

Oh, the second she puts it down, it's going right in the fire.

What's going on with you and your dad?

Nothing.

What's going on with you and Rigo?

What? Nothing.

He's been busting your chops for weeks,

and you're just taking it.

He busts everyone's chops.

Mm.

♪

Something tells me you've done this before.

Oh, my God. You have no idea how happy I am to see you.

- I think I have some idea. - Oh.

You know where we are, don't you?

We're in the woods. In winter.

On an unseasonably warm day.

Yes, but we're also about

I'd say half a mile from where we first met.

Yeah? Okay.

You want to take a walk down memory lane?

♪

TRAVIS: What are... What are you...?

♪

All right.

♪

[ SIGHS ]

You should lose the clipboard.

Oh, it's today's itinerary.

And we're about 20 minutes behind schedule.

We haven't even dug trenches yet.

Maya.

Remember, this is fun.

S'mores, beer, ghost stories.

Fun.

They hate me, Captain Herrera.

A minute ago, they were my friends,

and now I'm the boss of them, and therefore, they hate me.

There is nothing fun about that for me.

They don't hate you 'cause you're their boss.

They hate you 'cause you won't put down the clipboard.

Right.

Okay.

[ CHUCKLES ]

[ SIGHS ]

[ WHISTLE BLOWING ]

Listen up! I'm collecting any matches and lighters!

We are gonna build a fire

using good, old-fashioned teamwork!

Uh, what happened to relaxing and bonding?

That's what we're doing.

What do you think you're doing?

I thought I was sleeping.

It's time for practice.

But I won my race. I thought winners get to sleep.

No. Winners want to keep winning, so they practice.

Mm... [ MUTTERS ]

Pbht.

[ GASPS ]

Now, you can sleep in if you want to,

but I think your bed just got a lot less comfortable.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Come on, kid.

Let's do it!

Mm!

[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]

[ TRUCK DOOR CLOSES ]

Need a hand?

Uh... sure. Kind of below your pay grade.

Well, this new job is just too much paperwork.

It's not enough action.

Yeah, I get that.

I need something to do, or I go a little stir crazy.

Well, just taking inventory.

All these medical supplies came in.

I'm on it.

In the hospital, we had scrub nurses.

Yeah. I'm a one-man operation here.

♪

Phenobarb... 20 vials.

Phenobarb... 20 vials. Check.

I-It's not just the miscarriage.

You know, there's not even a chance

to try for another baby.

Why not?

It's that time of life for Miranda, you know?

That pregnancy was unexpected,

and it's unlikely that we're gonna get there again.

And if we did, it's unlikely she could carry it to term.

Heparin... 20 vials.

Heparin... 20 vials. Check.

And she's okay with that. I mean, she has Tuck.

She was excited about the baby,

but she's okay with just Tuck.

And you're not?

I thought I was.

Till there was a baby.

And then there wasn't.

It's just...

It's an ache.

It aches.

And I can't... And I won't

say a word of this to my wife, who has been through plenty.

But it's... it's stupid,

but it feels like I kind of...

I've been robbed or something.

Yeah, don't say that to your wife.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Not robbed by her.

God. Yeah. It's...

No, I won't say a word.

Uh, fentanyl... 25 vials.

Fentanyl... 25 vials. Check.

♪

[ CLEARS THROAT ]

Uh, what about, uh, adoption?

Have you considered that at all?

I don't know.

Guess I gotta feel all this first.

Sodium chloride... 25 vials.

[ LAUGHTER ]

[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATION ]

I'm looking forward to those s'mores.

[ WHISTLE BLOWS ]

Wow.

You never give up, do you?

Hey.

Huma, right?

Hima.

- Good run today. - Thanks.

So, the team usually goes out for pizza...

My dad has me on a pretty strict diet.

Right.

I've seen him at the races.

He's kinda scary, huh?

He's just...

enthusiastic?

[ CHUCKLING ] Okay, yeah, he's a little scary.

[ BOTH LAUGH ]

[ GROANS SOFTLY ]

[ CLICKS TONGUE ]

Are you allowed to go to the movies?

Or does smelling popcorn butter count against your diet?

[ CHUCKLING ] Um...

Yeah, I... I can go to the movies.

I just have to finish up my stretches.

Okay... First Place.

[ BOTH CHUCKLE ]

I'll meet you out front.

[ CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY ]

[ LAUGHTER, INDISTINCT TALKING ]

Graham crackers, chocolate bars, and marshmallows...

how hard would it have been?

Who's ready for some s'mores?

No marshmallows.

What?!

I will go home. I will go.

Oh, let me check on that for you.

Hey, Captain, are we still having mandatory fun,

or can we get the hell out of here?

Give her a break, son.

♪ Ohhhhh ♪

♪ Give me land, lots of land ♪

♪ And the starry skies above ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

- ♪ Let me ride ♪ - ♪ Let me... ♪

♪ Through the wide-open country that I love ♪

♪ Through the wide-open country that I love ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

♪ Let me be by myself in the evening breeze ♪

♪ Listen to the murmur of the cottonwood trees ♪

♪ Send me off forever, but I ask you please ♪

♪ Don't ♪

♪ Don't ♪

♪ Fence me in ♪

[ LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE ]

You kids need to take that on the road.

- EVA: So good! - JACK: That was awesome.

[ SIGHS ]

Captain of the fun police is here.

[ CLEARS THROAT ]

[ GASPS ] Is that the sacred pinecone?

This is an exercise.

Why wouldn't it be? [ LAUGHTER ]

You hold the pinecone,

you say something you appreciate about the person to your left,

and then you toss it to someone else.

[ LAUGHS ] This is hilarious.

It's...

- No, she's serious. - Yeah.

That's what I was saying.

Miller, I appreciate

that you always have your eye on safety.

Wo... Wow.

That was deeply personal,

and I might... I might actually cry.

Pick it up, Herrera.

Not you, sir.

Andrea.

I appreciate how you've always looked after my health.

Pinecone, I appreciate what good kindling you make.

[ SCATTERED LAUGHTER ]

Okay, what is it, again? Suck a toe?

Wow! How can you still not get this?

It's soh-cah-toa.

All of trig boils down to that mnemonic device.

[ SIGHS, LAUGHS ]

[ BOTH LAUGH ]

Maybe some empty calories will help your brain function?

- Hmm? - Oh, I better not.

[ LAUGHING ] No.

You don't eat cookies?

Like, ever?

Stop looking at me like I'm from Mars.

Damn!

Dad really has the reins on tight, doesn't he?

Okay, I know how it looks, but I'm actually really lucky.

I mean, how many kids' dads

are always working or vanish after a divorce?

Mine never misses a single race.

He puts me above everything.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Yeah.

That is nice.

But there's more to life

than training, running, repeat.

Like...

who's your favorite band?

Uh...

- Favorite movie? - [ CHUCKLES ]

- TV show? - [ LAUGHS ]

At least tell me you have a secret celebrity crush.

A crush, yes.

But it's not a celebrity.

♪

[ CHUCKLES ]

♪

♪

[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]

♪

♪

- Morning. - Morning.

♪

[ ZIPPER OPENS ]

♪

[ ZIPPER CLOSES ]

Let me in.

It's freezing out there.

What are you doing? Your husband's like 50 feet away.

Sleeping pills and beer. He's dead to the world.

Ooh!

Eva...

Eva.

Jack.

[ GROWLING IN DISTANCE ]

[ MAN SCREAMS ]

RIGO: What the hell?

[ SCREAMING CONTINUES ]

Don't! Don't! He's out there.

[ SCREAMING CONTINUES ]

♪

If this is another one of Maya's insane drills,

I swear to God.

WOMAN: Somebody help us, please!

[ SCREAMING CONTINUES ]

It's not a drill.

Please! Help!

Help! Help!

Help us, please!

[ SCREAMING ]

Help!

Help! Please!

Help us!

There was a bear! Bear!

- Bear! There was a bear! - Bear?

Bear! Bear! Just remain calm.

We got this. We got this.

We got fire!

JACKSON: It's Rachel, right? Lay down. Lay down, Rachel.

I need first aid kits here, anything you got.

- Grab anything you can. - Going! You got him?

Bring that cooler! Bring that cooler with water!

TRAVIS: All right, Rachel?

Rachel? Can you lay down? Can you lay down for me?

- Cooler! - Okay.

- It's an artery. - All right, what's your name?

Hey, Scott, all right. I'm Dr. Avery, okay?

[ WHIMPERING ]

Look at me. Just look at me. I'm right here.

[ MUTTERING ]

- Did you see which way it went? - Aah!

ANDY: Okay, Rachel?

I-I need your phone to call for help, okay?

[ GROANS ]

Just gonna apply a little pressure here

- to stop this bleeding for you. - [ SCOTT GROANS ]

We have two critically injured in Longfellow State Park.

Bear attack.

Send immediate aid cars to the south parking area.

Notify the Park Ranger and Seattle Fish and Wildlife.

[ PANTING ]

Bear came at me, and... and Scott went in front.

Is... Is he... Is he okay?

There's a doctor with us, okay?

We're gonna do everything that we can.

I was making coffee.

You don't talk any more, okay? I need you to relax.

I need you to relax.

[ WHISPERING ] Oh, my God. His nose.

It should be out here, okay?

If it is, it's viable. I can reattach it.

Stay with the patient. I'll search.

Hold on. I need more gauze than this.

There is no more.

Okay, make a grid. Start from the outside in.

Grab anyone not giving aid.

[ LAUGHS ]

Something funny, Chief?

Ahhhh.

I just remembered when I, uh...

[ LAUGHS ]

[ BEEPING ]

Ehhhhh.

[ DOOR CLICKS, OPENS ]

You all right?

I was in the military. Did you know that?

I... I didn't.

Uh, when was that?

Long time ago.

And here I thought I was the only one around here

who makes career changes.

You know I speak five languages?

I did... I did not.

Uh, which ones?

Deutsche, Français, Italiano, Español, Farsi.

Boom.

So six.

[ LAUGHS ]

English.

Sir, um...

Y-You sure you're all right?

I'm fine. Just tired.

- [ KLAXONS SOUND ] - Medical response. Longfellow State Park.

Longfellow? That's 19.

[ ENGINE STARTS ]

Sir? Sir.

I'll call the hospital, tell them to expect you.

[ KLAXONS CONTINUE ]

[ TRUCK DOORS CLOSE ]

♪

- [ GRUNTS ] - [ BREATHING SHAKILY ]

♪

How can I help?

Where were you two?

I... I got lost.

Taking a walk.

PRUITT: The two of you, help me look for the nose.

- The nose? - The nose.

TRAVIS: We're gonna do everything that we can.

[ BREATHING SHAKILY ]

All right, this isn't working. I need a better tourniquet.

- Anybody got a belt? - The tent straps.

Aid car should be on their way.

How are we gonna get them down the mountain?

Sleeping bags.

Run the tent poles through the sides,

secure them with straps, we got two stretchers.

- All right, hurry, Dean. Hurry. - Yeah, yeah, I'm on it.

This is gonna hurt for one second, okay?

Be tough.

- [ SCREAMING ] - Good.

What am I looking for, exactly?

Uh, a trail of blood?

Flies?

Next time my dad suggests a bonding trip,

maybe try a water park.

[ GUNSHOT ]

[ CROWD CHEERING ]

Aah!

[ GASPS ]

- Are you okay? - What are you doing?

Get back in it.

[ GROANS ]

[ PANTING ]

[ CROWD CHEERING ]

[ WHISTLE BLOWS ]

[ PANTING ]

What's the rule?

Always look forward.

Always. Always look forward.

I thought my friend was hurt.

Friend?

Out there, no one is your friend.

Only competition.

I still finished second.

That's great.

We'll put that red ribbon on the fridge

with your brother's C and D report cards.

[ WHISTLE BLOWS ]

ANNOUNCER: Ladies' 400 meter relay starts in five minutes.

♪

You saw the way he looked at us. He knows.

Get away from me.

[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]

Dad?

Jack?

[ BEAR GRUNTING ]

♪

Oh, this is bad.

Baby bear means...

[ RUSTLING ]

[ BEAR GRUNTING ]

Mommy bear.

[ ROARS ]

Oh, my God!

PRUITT: Andy, Maya! Get back!

[ ROARING ]

♪

[ ROARING ]

♪

Okay, everyone stay calm.

Don't run, or it'll chase you.

What do we do? Like... play dead?

Brown bear, yes.

Black bear... no.

[ BEAR ROARS ]

Then what do we do?

[ BEAR SNORTS ]

I'm here, bear.

I'm here.

[ BEAR ROARING ]

[ SCREAMS ]

Hi, mama. It's okay.

I'm a human. I'm not here to hurt you.

Andrea, get away from it!

Stay calm, identify yourself, get big.

Dad, you taught me that.

Get big.

[ BEAR ROARING ]

♪

Slowly.

No sudden movements.

♪

We're here. We're human.

And we don't taste good.

♪

[ BEAR ROARS ]

♪

[ BEAR GROWLING ]

[ FOOTSTEPS DEPART ]

[ ALL PANTING ]

♪

Just... Just a little farther.

RACHEL: Stay with me. Please stay with me, Scott.

Please, he's dying.

DEAN: Please... try to stay calm!

And still!

Hold on a sec. Let me get a grip here.

You'll be fine if you... Ugh!

Hey! You want to switch, Doc?

You gonna crike him when he loses his airway?

W-What did he lose?

Nothing, ma'am. Just keep your arm elevated.

I... I don't care about my arm.

Please. I care about Scott.

- Please save him. - Yeah, yeah, we're working on it, okay?

- [ SIREN WAILING ] - Guys, keep it moving!

Hey, we're moving, Miller. One foot in front of the other.

- [ SIREN CONTINUES ] - That's the ambulance.

♪

Aid car from 23 is already en route. What do we got?

40-year-old male, bear attack to the face.

Significant tissue damage.

GCS dropped to 11. He's already losing his airway.

40-year-old female with an upper extremity vascular injury.

Significant blood loss on the scene.

No visible fracture.

- Any sign of his, uh... - Not yet.

- What's his name? - Scott.

All right, hey, Scott. I'm Ben.

I'm gonna give you some fentanyl for the pain,

and I'm gonna intubate you so that you can breathe

until we get you to the hospital.

From there, my good friend Dr. Avery here

is gonna take good care of you.

- Scott! Scott! - Easy! Ow!

Please hold still! Please.

23's almost here.

Phew.

Hey. Any luck finding the nose?

No. But we found the bear.

Seriously?

You okay, Mija?

Yeah. I'm okay, Dad.

Blood.

There's blood!

♪

It's the nose!

We found the nose!

♪ Love my way ♪

Ugh.

♪ It's a new road ♪

Where's Avery?

He's probably getting close to the parking lot by now.

♪ I follow... ♪

Go, Maya.

Haul ass.

♪

♪ They'd put us on a railroad ♪

Could you pass the potatoes, Dad?

♪ They'd dearly make us pay ♪

♪ For laughing in their faces ♪

Maya?

♪ And making it our way ♪

[ THUD ]

♪ There's emptiness behind their eyes ♪

♪ Dust in all their hearts ♪

♪ They just want to steal us all ♪

So, the coach says...

Mason.

♪ And take us all apart ♪

What's new with you, son?

♪ Love my way ♪

♪ It's a new road ♪

I got third place in this mile run.

And I got a piece in the school art show.

♪

Jack of all trades, master of none.

You quit art, you'll finish first.

♪ ...new road ♪

♪ I follow ♪

♪ Where my mind goes ♪

[ PANTING ]

♪

Damn it!

Let's go, let's go, let's go! Let's move!

LANE: Because if you don't excel, you're just a dilettante.

Which is a fancy word for "loser."

♪

I'll go to your art show, Mason.

♪ Love my way ♪

♪ It's a new road ♪

[ SIGHS ]

♪ I follow... ♪

And I can't even hear losers, son.

It's like they're dead to me.

♪

I'm sorry I called you a slut.

Really, Dad? Now?

I've been trying to talk to you for days,

and you won't let me, so... yes.

Now.

I...

I was way out of line.

None of that was any of my business.

I... I hurt you. I was wrong.

Thank you.

Was there...

Was there something else you wanted to talk to me about?

♪

Just...

♪

I know you miss Ryan.

I miss him, too.

I don't just miss Ryan.

I f... I feel like...

like a part of me is missing.

And I feel angry at the entire world.

And I'm sorry if I've been taking it out on you.

♪

[ DOOR OPENS ]

♪

[ CLEARS THROAT ]

Warren.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Sorry.

Well, I just wanted to update you.

The team is all right.

The victims are still in critical condition,

but they're taking good care of them over at Grey-Sloan.

That's what it's all about.

Um...

Sir, uh, I hope I'm not out of line,

but I just wanted to check in.

As a doctor... and as a friend.

Stress is a real thing in our field.

It can break you if you don't take it seriously,

work to get ahead of it.

I am feeling the stress.

The transition to Battalion Chief has been tough.

I appreciate your concern.

Anytime.

Here if you need me.

[ SIGHS ]

♪ ...land, lots of land and the starry skies above ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

I thought you were coming home tomorrow.

Uh, bear attack.

Guy lost his nose. No marshmallows.

Mm. Want some cheese puffs?

I think we should get married.

Whoa!

I know. I know, I know, I know.

[ SIGHS ] I should have a ring.

I should be doing this the right way.

But sometimes life delivers you a package...

- No. No, no, no, no, no. - When it does...

Like, never, never, no, no.

[ SCOFFS ]

I'm trying to wrap my head around

being a father in three weeks,

and I don't know what you expect or want from me.

And I'm trying to do the right thing, but...

[ SIGHS ]

You're basically mocking me.

And I just want to know, like,

when are you gonna take this seriously, JJ?

Look, I'm here because I want this baby to know its dad,

and that's all I know right now.

And that has to be enough.

So, if you need flowers and an altar and a white dress...

I don't, I don't, I don't. I really don't. I really don't.

I...

[ CHUCKLING ] I...

I... I just want...

Some cheese puffs?

Yeah.

I want some cheese puffs.

♪

[ SIGHS ]

♪

[ SIGHS ] Smells good, doesn't it?

Mm.

Brings back memories.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Something you want to talk about, Captain?

I do, but...

you're not the person I need to talk to.

Fair enough.

But, uh... I'm happy to fill in.

Sometimes it helps just to... talk no matter who it's to.

I'm dying.

I...

- Wow. - Yeah.

I've faced death.

Hell, I've charged at it with an axe, with a hose...

[ SIGHS ]

But this is inside me.

I... I can't see it, I can't face it,

I can't fight it, and I...

can't seem to tell my daughter.

I want to tell her.

She deserves to know.

But every time I open my mouth to say it, it... it...

it breaks me.

Well...

you told me, and it didn't break you.

Almost broke me. [ CHUCKLES ]

So tell me again.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

I have cancer...

[ SIGHS ]

[ VOICE BREAKING ] ...and I'm... dying.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

[ CRIES SOFTLY ]

[ CHUCKLES ]

[ SNIFFLES ]

[ CHUCKLES ]

Thank you.

Thank you, son.

[ POP MUSIC PLAYS ]

I'm glad this place is back.

To Joe's.

To Joe's.

[ BOTTLES CLINK ]

[ FOOTSTEPS APPROACH ]

♪

I bet it's killing her we're friends again.

We were never not friends, Jack.

♪

[ CLICKS TONGUE ]

I've been sleeping with Eva.

Eva? Rigo's wife, Eva?

Are you trying to give Maya a reason to fire you?

- No. - Jack.

There's a code among firefighters.

- I know. - Do you?

W-We talk about it all the time, but do you get it?

'Cause I grew up with it.

There was a guy on my dad's team when I was a kid.

He was funny, and he was nice,

and he always made me hot chocolate

when I would come to the station,

and then one day, he was just gone.

I asked my dad where he went,

and my dad said he broke the code.

No one ever talked about him again.

You sound like Tony Soprano.

I'm not saying they killed him, Jack.

I'm saying he was transferred.

Cast out permanently.

I mean, we were like a family, and then he was out.

No questions asked.

No visits during the holidays.

Out.

♪

I can't stop.

I keep trying, but I can't.

I don't...

Well...

I kinda get it, 'cause...

[ SIGHS ]

I keep trying to feel something other than angry, and...

I can't.

♪

I think maybe... we could solve both our problems.

Make you feel something different.

Help me from getting cast out.

♪

Yeah.

Let's do that.

♪ I, I'm trying to see through all this smoke ♪

♪ I, I don't fix what isn't broke ♪

♪ But I breathe it in and keep on wishing till I choke ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

[ PANTING ]

[ CROWD CHEERING ]

♪ I'm not afraid to go and say it ♪

♪ I think that we could rule the world ♪

[ CHUCKLES ]

[ PANTING ]

That's my girl.

Hey, Maya. Congrats.

Thanks.

♪ 'Cause, baby, I swear... ♪

Let's go celebrate, kiddo.

♪

Hi.

White wine, please.

♪ You told me once that you wish we were something more ♪

♪ I, I'm out here living on the ropes ♪

You look familiar.

Oh. Uh, I drink here a lot.

Uh, no.

Were you at the hospital earlier?

Yeah, I was.

I'm a firefighter.

I was...

[ CLICKS TONGUE ]

...bringing something.

Oh, my God! Yes!

Y-You were the one who ran in with the nose!

[ BOTH LAUGH ]

Yeah. Wow!

Uh, Captain Maya Bishop.

Dr. Carina DeLuca.

Well, okay.

If I buy you a drink, would you tell me the story

of how you ended up carrying a nose in a plastic bag?

Sorry. I'm drinking alone tonight.

Okay.

Are you sure?

[ CLICKS TONGUE ]

♪ I ♪

Maybe not.

♪ I, I'm trying to see through all this smoke ♪

♪ I, I don't fix what isn't broke ♪

Are you feeling better?

- I am. - Me, too.

♪ ...and keep on wishing till I choke ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

♪