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Aki-chan looked beautiful floating on Mikazuki Lake.

Ah~... Aki..

What's happening?

Okaa-san? Huh?

F-Fumiya. He's Misaki Fumiya.

What?

Hey, call anyone. Kohei...

Hiroki Hiroki... Hiroki. Call Hiroki!

Yes! Wha- what about the police?

- Just call Hiroki first! - Yes!

Listen...okay? Tell me, just tell me, please?

Huh? Why Aki?

Huh? Why? Why did it have to be Aki?

She just happened to be there on the street.

It didn't matter who the person was.

Don't go. Don't run off!

Don't run away!

I want to go somewhere that's far...

...to a place where nobody knows us.

Just us two.

Yeah.

Huh?

Sorry for saying I want to die.

Oh, it's okay.

- Sorry. - It's alright.

- I wonder where it is. - Pardon?

Oh... you mean where Fumiya went?

When I saw him, he spoke about...

..the place where our birth mother was born.

- Your birth mother? - He asked me to go there with him.

Hello? Yeah.

What? Where? Fumiya was there?

How about the police?

They came just now and said that they will contact the police in Chiba.

Um, are you hurt?

You two must be hungry. I'll make something.

We will put your son on the wanted list very soon.

If he contacts you, please inform us.

Um...

Please arrest my son.

Please. Please grant me this favor!

Otou-san is coming home soon.

How many times have I worn this uniform? Such a waste buying it.

Welcome home.

I'm back.

Fumiya?

How do you know this place? Ah, Futaba...

Am I disturbing you?

No. Not at all. Come on in.

Oh, Akari... Your younger sister.

Your father's coming back soon.

Uhm, he's wanting to see you, Fumiya.

Come in. Hold on.

Here are some slippers.

That's for guests, isn't it?

- Can you lock the door? - Huh?

The police only talk big. I don't want to get caught by them.

- I'll drive you home. - I'll go by bus.

Maybe Fumiya will try to get in touch with you.

Yeah.

If you get to meet my brother, what would you say to him?

I wonder if we'll get to talk at all.

Oh, that's right. You see, there's that thing, right?

Human anatomy model.

Yes.

Before, after Aki died...

I would often look at that model and think.

- "Where's the 'heart' (soul or spirit/conscience)?" - Heart?

That model had a heart (organ), brains, lungs...

...kidney, and liver, it had everything.

But there was no heart (soul/conscience).

Uh, okay.

I mean, I think it makes sense that they're similar.

It's the same also with Fumiya. I don't think he has a heart.

Then, talking to him would be useless.

Thanks so much.

- Welcome home. - I'm back.

Has Onii-chan contacted you?

- No. - Okay.

Okay then. Thanks.

- Call me if he contacts you. - I'll call the police first.

Hey.

What's wrong?

- He came back. - What? Who came back...?

He has come back.

He said he'll be staying with us.

- Did you call 110? - No.

We'll wait 'til Otou-san gets home.

What's wrong?

Where should I sleep?

Well, let's see. Then, uhm, Akari, Futaba and I will sleep together.

Can you sleep with Otou-san? Is that okay?

Such a small house. Right? Isn't this too small?

- I guess you're right. - In our previous home...

...we had our own rooms, right Futaba?

It can't be helped.

Is Tou-san working hard enough?

He's doing laundry delivery and working really hard.

- What will we eat for dinner? - Oh, what should I make?

Uh, Akari. Can you go buy us something?

- Just fix dinner with whatever you have. - But...

If she goes out, she might snitch on me.

- She's your sister. - I was in juvenile detention...

...when she was born, right?

- What're you saying? - What about it?

For 15 years, we all have felt...

So much hatred towards me, right?

We don't resent you! We don't hate you!

We can't feel that way about you even if we have suffered so much!

Futaba!

Why did you do it?

Was it my fault?

Then just kill me!

Futaba!

Is there nothing I can do to fix it? Is there?

Did I deprive you...

...of something... Money? Anything?

That was a life!

How can you repay for a life that you took away?!

Huh? How?

Wait. Stop...

Being dead is okay.

When a dead person dies, then it's over but...

...she's better off killed...

...It's better if she's killed so she doesn't have to live anymore.

Onii-chan... You feel sorry for Onii-chan, don't you?

Welcome home.

Fumiya.

Welcome home.

I'm back.

Your height hasn't changed much?

- It's because you've become too big. - I see.

What's the size of your feet?

- 26. - I see.

You're a bit tanned?

- I've been working in an orchard. - That's right.

I'm going to prepare dinner, okay?

Translation and fine timing: earthcolors

Special thanks to: yuizaki_libra (additional translation)

Special thanks to: ggenglish (initial retiming)

Special thanks to: furransu (raws)

Truth is I've been thinking of going to the mountains.

I used to often go up the mountains before I started working.

If I could find a tent and sleeping bags the two of us could go mountain-climbing.

We can go up Mt. Norikura, then soon, Mt. Tanigawa.

While looking up at the stars you and I could talk.

Even if it'll take years.

I thought I'd regain my relationship with you.

Even so, Otou-san isn't giving up.

I will still wait even if it takes decades.

When you come back, Otou-san will be waiting.

So after we eat, come along with me to the police.

Try to turn yourself in. I'll be there for you.

You've forsaken me before, right?

You saw me in Tokyo.

I was doing my deliveries while you were with a cab driver.

I knew Tou-san pretended not to see me.

You abandoned me. Because I'm a nuisance. I'm a nuisance to you.

I'm sorry.

The same way with Kaa-san when you let her die without doing anything.

Thanks for the food.

It was delicious. Occasionally, I would remember...

...that your cooking was really good.

Sorry to scare you.

You and I are completely unrelated Good luck with your studies.

- Thanks for the food. - Fumiya.

What do you mean when you said I abandoned your mother?

Your mother was on the balcony taking out the laundry...

She was in front of me and Futaba when she jumped off.

Futaba, you saw it too.

You were still a baby then, so you might not remember...

...but Kaa-san was looking our way and jumped into the darkness of the night.

What're you talking about? The police checked the scene and...

...there were witnesses who saw it from afar.

You drove her to despair and was tired from taking care of us, that's why she died.

Futaba, go with me.

Futaba.

Futaba.

Fumiya.

Police. Call the police.

Has he contacted you before?

No. Uh, the last time we've seen him was 15 years ago.

I see. Seems he has fled towards the main road.

Fumiya!

Fukami-san. Fukami-san!

Cold compress for your head.

- Ouch... - Does it hurt?

- It's cold. - Ah, I'm sorry.

- No, no. - What to do...

- Ah, I'll do it myself. - Sorry.

Is there anything else that hurts?

- My eyebrow. - Eyebrow?

- It itches. - Oh.

Uh, no, the other side.

Hold on, sorry.

- Is it here? - A bit above that.

- Here? - Yes, there, right there.

Should I scratch harder?

- Yes please. - Okay.

Ah. Yes, thank you.

Is there anything you'd like to eat? What do you want to eat?

No, not really.

- I'll cook it for you. - No thanks.

No, I can make anything. Most of the time.

What would you like to eat?

Frozen mandarin orange. You can't make that, can you?

Nope, I can make it.

Even if using a billionth of my strength, I believe I can make it.

I'll just put in the refrigerator.

Not the refrigerator. It should be the freezer.

Well, a frozen orange is not something I can cook, too, right? It's the same thing.

I'll make you some porridge, okay?

He got away.

I was so close. Just a little more.

I didn't have my knife.

Why didn't I keep it with me?

I'm glad.

Oh, I didn't mean for him. Not for my brother.

It's because I don't want Fukami-san to kill anyone.

I think such a thing doesn't suit you.

Rather than knives...

...I think frozen oranges suit you better.

- So you're saying I just leave him alone? - The police will...

It has been like this for 15 years. No... for the rest of my life...

... I'll go on living with these feelings, is that it?

Back then, he was a minor. Now he's...

They may consider him not criminally liable. And so...

...the court might acquit him and let him go.

He'll forget about Aki and his family...

...living his life somewhere... as if nothing happened.

Then... he would do the same thing again to someone else.

Enough. Next time, I'll make sure to bring the knife.

"Here in Chiba Prefecture, someone was assaulted in this quiet orchard..."

"...the offender is still at large."

It seems they haven't announce it yet...

...that the suspect is Boy A from Mikazuki Lake case.

But it's just a matter of time before...

...some tabloid reveals the true identity of the offender.

You think they'll come to our house and interview us?

Don't worry, it'll be fine.

"Did you recently notice anything strange..."

"...with the behavior of alleged suspect Amamiya?"

Aren't you gonna take a break?

I have to work. Those hospital things... they cost a lot of money.

But she won't be waking up...

...that's what the doctor said, right? So...

We're driving out, can you move aside?

When they'll reveal that the offender is Boy A from the Mikazuki Lake...

...that family will be spurned all over the country.

That family did not cause the incident.

How did Toyama-san do it?

A victim's family who is not angry...

... and an offender's family who is poor when it comes to apologizing.

Both of you are strange.

You support each other, don't you?

I think that if you truly cherish a person...

...you'd be willing to abandon your feelings of revenge.

I still believe that person should be hunted down.

Onii-san, we are truly sorry.

- It's okay. - Really...

...thank you so much.

- Where's Futaba? - Sleeping.

- I'll just make miso soup. - No need, we're not hungry.

Otou-san and I have decided to have a talk with the two of you.

Let's eat.

It'll be our last meal together as a family.

- Delicious. - Yes..

...It's only bean sprouts. - Still good.

What do you mean by company dorm?

It's a cleaning company. Kaa-san will work there from now on.

I don't like it. Is Otou-san going, too?

Otou-san has to atone for his faults for the rest of his life.

...I cannot go with you. - That's not what you always told me!

That whatever happens a family should be together!

The one who'll take responsibilty will be me.

Your Otou-san will bear it all.

So that the rest of you can continue on living.

- Delicious. - Yes.

- It's good.

- Otou-san, where are the car keys? - I didn't lock it.

Okay.

Oh... Okaa-san, where are the tableware?

Yes, I took care of it awhile ago. It's okay.

"Next, regarding the assault incident that happened at an orchard..."

"...in Chiba Prefecture..." - Oh. Aki, here.

"We were able to interview..."

"...the victim's father."

"Today, I'm in the hospital..."

"...for my daughter. Watching over her. And caring for my granddaughter."

"But it's better if she can't remember."

- "Grandpa, let's play, let's play." - "Alright, alright."

So shall we go?

How about Futaba?

Oh. I'll finish some errand first before I go.

I have to say thank you and goodbye to Fukami-san.

Sorry. Please contact us again. Yes.

~ 10,000 feet up the Alps... ~

Yuri!

- Jii-jii! - Yuri.

Can you show me your stuffed toy?

Jii-jii. Are your hands clean?

Jii-jii had washed his hands.

- Okay. - Alright. Is it this?

...That's the tear, isn't it? - Yes.

I'm sorry. Jii-jii didn't notice it.

But that Onee-chan there will fix it for you.

Really?!

- Go ahead. - Yes.

- What's his name? - Ribbon-chan.

Ribbon-chan. This is gonna hurt a bit, okay? Prick!

Hmm? You'll be okay.

Onee-chan, you're like my mama.

Is your mama good at sewing?

- Yes. She's also good at cooking. - I see.

- But she's bad at cleaning. - Is that so?

- And she would yell out a cheer. - 'Cheer?'

When she uses the vacuum, she'd shout out, "Alright! Let's go~!"

"Alright.. Let's go?"

You know what? Yuri is worried.

Hmm?

Mama hasn't eaten yet.

- Today is Thursday, right? - Yes.

Since last Wednesday, she hasn't eaten yet.

She's drinking her medicine so she'll be okay.

- What does medicine taste like? - 'Taste?'

My mama likes the sauce for mitarashi dango. (skewered dumplings)

Is there a medicine that tastes like the sauce for mitarashi dango?

Finished.

- Thank you! - You're welcome...

Jii-jii. He's healed!

You made Yuri happy.

Do not bow your head.

Don't say sorry in behalf of your parents.

I cannot accept your apology.

Honestly, whenever I think of my daughter...

...I want to catch him and kill him myself!

But if I go to prison, what will happen to Yuri...

Onee-chan, here you go.

- Thank you. - Bye-bye.

- Oh, where can I leave the car? - Yes.

If it's a one-way trip, you can return the car to our local branch there.

- Here's the car registration key. - Okay.

- Have a safe trip. - Yes.

Welcome to Sanreiku. Please call me when...

...you're ready to order. - I'll have tandoori chicken with bread.

I'm sorry but that menu...

...had already ended last month.

- Alright, I'll have neapolitan pasta. - Okay.

Please wait for awhile.

I'm Fukami.

I'm Toyama.

Excuse me, do you have a pen?

Here, you can use this.

Thank you.

"You'll be connected with the answering machine..."

"Your message will be recorded after the beep."

Uh, this is Fukami. Toyama-san, please call me.

Uhm, it's still me.

Uhm. About that thing I told you before.

The human model thing. About the heart? I've been thinking about it.

I've thought about it since then. About the heart...

(I'm sorry, Fukami...') I've thought about it since then. About the heart...

...I think that one can receive the heart of the person he loves.

I've received Aki's heart.

I've received my father's heart.

I've received my mother's heart.

Seems I've received the hearts from the people that I've loved.

That's a heart, right?

('I like you...')

Toyama-san.

I have received your heart, too.

I've already received it. I have it now.

So. So what I mean is...

...there are more important things than revenge.

That's what I think now. So...

...I'm going over to you.

Eh?

Futaba, let's go together.

Innoshima.

Where our mother was born.

Alright! Let's go!

Translation and fine timing: earthcolors

Special thanks to: yuizaki_libra (additional translation)

Special thanks to: ggenglish (initial retiming)

Special thanks to: furransu (raws)

Next on ~SOREDEMO, IKITE YUKU~ Ep. 10 "After the confrontation"