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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:03,500 --> 00:01:04,410 Elias! 2 00:01:09,590 --> 00:01:10,480 Elias! 3 00:01:10,630 --> 00:01:11,340 Hey! 4 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:26,760 Hey, look at that! 5 00:01:28,140 --> 00:01:30,360 It's freezing! 6 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:39,890 - Hey, look out. - Why? 7 00:01:39,890 --> 00:01:41,530 - What's that? - It's a bone 8 00:01:42,580 --> 00:01:44,900 - You have it. - No thanks! 9 00:01:45,210 --> 00:01:46,760 - What is it? - A bone! 10 00:01:48,110 --> 00:01:49,760 There's a stick! 11 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:18,390 This is cool! 12 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:28,290 - How about we attack the girls? - Sure, but we need a plan. 13 00:02:29,080 --> 00:02:30,890 Okay, let's attack the girls! 14 00:02:30,890 --> 00:02:32,330 Yeah, let's go! 15 00:02:34,240 --> 00:02:36,760 Don't just stand there, go! 16 00:02:44,210 --> 00:02:46,000 - Come on. - Bring the raft. 17 00:02:47,580 --> 00:02:49,120 Leave your flip-flops! 18 00:02:56,180 --> 00:02:57,920 - Here we go! - Look out! 19 00:02:58,340 --> 00:02:59,650 Get in, guys. 20 00:02:59,650 --> 00:03:01,600 I'll sit in the back, Milos. 21 00:03:10,380 --> 00:03:11,830 And my dad... 22 00:03:12,640 --> 00:03:13,860 ...he's a... 23 00:03:14,740 --> 00:03:16,560 ...he works with... 24 00:03:17,040 --> 00:03:18,420 ...solar heaters, 25 00:03:19,140 --> 00:03:21,660 industrial solar heating for... 26 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:24,160 Cool! How about your parents? 27 00:03:24,910 --> 00:03:27,520 My mom works in... 28 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:29,600 English literature. 29 00:03:29,940 --> 00:03:31,150 Works in what? 30 00:03:31,150 --> 00:03:34,900 Do her feet, so It's like reflexology. 31 00:03:35,310 --> 00:03:37,060 - Okay. - She studied it. 32 00:03:37,210 --> 00:03:41,330 - What's this part? - I'm not sure, maybe the intestines. 33 00:03:41,710 --> 00:03:42,430 What? 34 00:03:42,980 --> 00:03:47,350 That means if I massage your toe, it affects your intestines 35 00:03:47,350 --> 00:03:50,530 So if it hurts you may have a problem there. 36 00:03:51,340 --> 00:03:53,990 - What's your favorite subject? - Spanish. 37 00:03:53,990 --> 00:03:54,960 Spanish? 38 00:03:55,180 --> 00:03:57,750 Mine are gender and sex ed, and English. 39 00:03:58,110 --> 00:03:59,450 Mine is Math. 40 00:03:59,580 --> 00:04:02,330 - I was really cold. - Me too! 41 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:10,700 - Up and down it goes. - It's weird. 42 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:12,760 There's clouds. and then... 43 00:04:14,580 --> 00:04:16,430 My foot's stuck... 44 00:04:17,080 --> 00:04:19,310 The older girls are so snotty. 45 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:22,130 Especially Luciana and Jimena. 46 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:24,820 And Paola too. 47 00:04:24,820 --> 00:04:25,900 Lea too. 48 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:31,090 Let's get some for the weapons club. 49 00:04:31,090 --> 00:04:32,730 Ursi, here's the show... 50 00:04:35,710 --> 00:04:38,350 We'll use this one to hit Lea. 51 00:04:39,140 --> 00:04:40,220 Okay. 52 00:04:40,220 --> 00:04:43,060 Ursi, there's a knot in my necklace. 53 00:04:45,340 --> 00:04:46,430 Sure. 54 00:04:47,810 --> 00:04:49,900 Oh, Ursi! 55 00:04:51,510 --> 00:04:53,360 Take it easy! 56 00:04:53,740 --> 00:04:55,360 It's only mud. 57 00:04:55,880 --> 00:04:58,050 At least it's only mud, not knives! 58 00:04:58,340 --> 00:05:00,420 Imagine if it were knives! 59 00:05:00,420 --> 00:05:01,500 Yeah... 60 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:24,160 Do you want some mud on you? 61 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:25,760 What? No! 62 00:05:26,310 --> 00:05:28,050 It's good for your skin. 63 00:05:28,620 --> 00:05:31,060 - That's right. - Okay, then. 64 00:05:32,080 --> 00:05:34,990 My aunt uses mud masks... 65 00:05:34,990 --> 00:05:37,130 ...and her skin is really smooth. 66 00:05:37,480 --> 00:05:39,240 Mud masks? 67 00:05:39,250 --> 00:05:41,230 Yeah, but it's a special mud. 68 00:05:42,710 --> 00:05:46,430 I think this is also a great skin treatment. 69 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:49,420 Let's kill the girls! 70 00:06:10,110 --> 00:06:11,560 Why so shy? 71 00:06:13,540 --> 00:06:16,030 - Are you always like that? - No! 72 00:06:16,210 --> 00:06:17,730 So what's the deal? 73 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:19,760 I'm usually not shy. 74 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:22,860 Lechera, are you there? 75 00:06:24,940 --> 00:06:26,530 What is it, boss? 76 00:06:27,310 --> 00:06:29,260 Where are you, Lechera? 77 00:06:30,010 --> 00:06:31,930 I'm at the stables. 78 00:06:33,540 --> 00:06:35,450 Go to the tack room, 79 00:06:35,450 --> 00:06:39,160 get Juan's lance and bring it to the paddock, please. 80 00:06:40,510 --> 00:06:43,030 Okay, I'm on it. I'll let you know. 81 00:06:43,780 --> 00:06:45,760 Any idea where the kids are? 82 00:06:45,940 --> 00:06:48,550 They're down at the pond, with Blanca. 83 00:06:49,910 --> 00:06:53,130 Thanks, Lechera. Please don't be long. 84 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:54,900 You heard her, go. 85 00:06:55,580 --> 00:06:56,960 Relax! 86 00:06:57,680 --> 00:06:59,990 I sent Nati a voice message about it. 87 00:06:59,990 --> 00:07:03,730 There were two hands and a rose on the screen, 88 00:07:04,110 --> 00:07:05,650 and then it was just prayers. 89 00:07:05,650 --> 00:07:08,780 Remember when my dad used to fl ll beer bottles 90 00:07:08,790 --> 00:07:10,200 -with piss? 91 00:07:10,410 --> 00:07:14,260 - That's disgusting! - ...and he put them on the bar. 92 00:07:15,580 --> 00:07:17,530 Once someone did drink It. 93 00:07:18,810 --> 00:07:21,150 He got there cause he's a lunatic. 94 00:07:21,150 --> 00:07:22,800 He's crazy. 95 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:26,600 He took so many drugs that he's still tripping. 96 00:07:26,940 --> 00:07:29,620 Everyone at the Visions Council despised him. 97 00:07:29,620 --> 00:07:31,090 They hated him. 98 00:07:31,090 --> 00:07:32,220 Sorry, Universe. 99 00:07:32,220 --> 00:07:34,460 Even the Universe hates him! 100 00:07:34,840 --> 00:07:39,830 "We kindly ask everyone in the community 101 00:07:40,210 --> 00:07:46,750 to attend holy mass this Sunday at 3 pm." 102 00:07:46,750 --> 00:07:51,650 - They start at 5 am... - Our Father who art in heaven... 103 00:07:51,650 --> 00:07:54,660 Mayeva, the aid that didn't come... 104 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:02,220 - So you told Leo: "Attack!" - And Leo started... 105 00:08:02,220 --> 00:08:04,360 just asking to be caressed. 106 00:08:04,710 --> 00:08:06,500 And he came back like... 107 00:08:06,780 --> 00:08:09,360 - I need another beer. - Bring me one. 108 00:08:11,610 --> 00:08:13,400 Juan, pass one of those. 109 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:19,650 You're filthy. Thanks. 110 00:08:19,650 --> 00:08:21,020 - Damn mud. - Want some? 111 00:08:21,020 --> 00:08:22,320 No way. 112 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:23,590 Why "No way"? 113 00:08:23,590 --> 00:08:26,320 - I don't like that shit. - Don't be a dick. 114 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,050 Juanito, are you a real man or not? 115 00:08:35,810 --> 00:08:37,360 Really. Juan? 116 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:40,520 Hey! You guys! 117 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:42,360 Hey, take it easy! 118 00:08:44,310 --> 00:08:46,860 - Did they get dirt on you? - Yeah! 119 00:08:54,540 --> 00:08:55,990 Alright, that's enough! 120 00:08:55,990 --> 00:08:57,940 - That's it. - What? 121 00:08:57,940 --> 00:08:57,950 You screwed up my hair! What are you gonna do? - That's it. - What? 122 00:08:57,950 --> 00:09:01,220 You screwed up my hair! What are you gonna do? 123 00:09:01,220 --> 00:09:03,850 - You'd better wash it! - Sure, I'll wash it. 124 00:09:03,850 --> 00:09:05,150 Right here. 125 00:09:05,150 --> 00:09:07,120 - Okay, let's go. - You're on. 126 00:09:07,120 --> 00:09:09,120 - Go on, then! - Let's go. 127 00:09:20,380 --> 00:09:22,500 - It's cold! - It feels great. 128 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:26,830 - You're all muddy. - Yup. 129 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:37,230 - Do you want your hair washed? - Go on. 130 00:09:44,280 --> 00:09:46,360 What do you think you're doing? 131 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:48,450 I knew it. 132 00:09:49,910 --> 00:09:51,430 You want to attack the kids? 133 00:09:51,910 --> 00:09:54,130 Your little cousins? No way. 134 00:09:54,910 --> 00:09:57,300 - Let's go for a swim. - Okay. 135 00:10:14,580 --> 00:10:16,930 It's too bad we're wearing sunscreen. 136 00:10:18,280 --> 00:10:19,700 Stop bouncing! 137 00:10:19,940 --> 00:10:21,860 You want me to bounce? 138 00:10:27,580 --> 00:10:31,160 - Did you wash my sister, slave? - Sure, man. Relax. 139 00:10:36,840 --> 00:10:38,420 Do you like the beach? 140 00:10:38,810 --> 00:10:39,950 Not really. 141 00:10:39,950 --> 00:10:41,950 Really? I love it! 142 00:10:41,950 --> 00:10:43,230 This guy understands me. 143 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:45,060 And the salt! 144 00:10:49,610 --> 00:10:51,250 That guy's crazy. 145 00:10:51,250 --> 00:10:53,130 - The guy is... - Where is he from? 146 00:10:53,680 --> 00:10:56,490 He just showed up at the Visions Council. 147 00:10:56,490 --> 00:10:58,980 - The fat, bald guy? - He wasn't fat. 148 00:10:58,990 --> 00:11:01,660 It was the guy who looked like a caveman. 149 00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:05,460 - He had the face of a Neanderthal. - Manolo. 150 00:11:06,310 --> 00:11:08,110 He drank a shitload of pulque. 151 00:11:08,110 --> 00:11:08,120 How come he poured mezcal on the plants? He drank a shitload of pulque. 152 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:10,790 How come he poured mezcal on the plants? 153 00:11:10,790 --> 00:11:11,950 Not mezcal... 154 00:11:11,950 --> 00:11:14,300 - What am you staring at? - Nothing. 155 00:11:14,610 --> 00:11:16,330 Can I have some? 156 00:11:17,740 --> 00:11:20,950 So his fucking ceremony screwed up all the plants. 157 00:11:20,950 --> 00:11:22,230 Water! 158 00:11:22,480 --> 00:11:24,900 Fucking dark magic. 159 00:11:25,440 --> 00:11:26,990 No, leave us alone. Get lost! 160 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:28,990 Go play somewhere else. 161 00:11:29,210 --> 00:11:31,860 You wanna get drunk or high? 162 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:52,430 - Go away! - Please give us some water. 163 00:11:54,010 --> 00:11:55,290 Get lost! 164 00:11:55,290 --> 00:11:56,630 Hey, Blanca! 165 00:11:56,810 --> 00:11:58,450 Can you lend me a hand, phase? 166 00:12:01,180 --> 00:12:02,920 Can we borrow a towel? 167 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:04,560 Have you got a towel? 168 00:12:05,210 --> 00:12:06,800 Kano, Darshan, enough! 169 00:12:07,610 --> 00:12:09,140 Enough Santiago, go away! 170 00:12:09,150 --> 00:12:10,590 Diego, go away! 171 00:12:10,590 --> 00:12:12,060 You too, Milos. 172 00:12:12,710 --> 00:12:13,800 Blanquita! 173 00:12:14,410 --> 00:12:15,900 Could you pass it? 174 00:12:16,580 --> 00:12:17,560 Thanks. 175 00:12:19,810 --> 00:12:21,960 - You pull on this side. - Okay. 176 00:13:01,710 --> 00:13:03,330 Come on, Santi. 177 00:13:08,910 --> 00:13:10,530 I love you, Latena. 178 00:13:13,210 --> 00:13:14,460 Yes. Santi. 179 00:13:17,910 --> 00:13:19,050 ...come on! 180 00:13:26,380 --> 00:13:28,050 I want you inside me! 181 00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:38,990 Marlo, the gate! 182 00:13:41,410 --> 00:13:42,600 Come on! 183 00:13:48,010 --> 00:13:49,350 Quick! 184 00:13:52,140 --> 00:13:54,260 Cut him off, Ale! 185 00:14:02,140 --> 00:14:04,230 Keep your distance, Ale. 186 00:14:15,540 --> 00:14:17,100 Good job, Ester! 187 00:14:27,740 --> 00:14:29,530 Take him to the horse, Ale! 188 00:14:29,710 --> 00:14:30,830 There! 189 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:35,030 Take him to the horse! 190 00:14:40,740 --> 00:14:41,800 Come on, come on. 191 00:14:42,510 --> 00:14:44,930 Let him come from a distance! 192 00:15:02,310 --> 00:15:05,330 Well done, picador! Hold steady. 193 00:15:10,540 --> 00:15:13,300 You get better every year, boss! 194 00:15:13,510 --> 00:15:15,920 Did you see it fight that horse, Ale? 195 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:17,650 Brave steer. Is It a keeper? 196 00:15:17,650 --> 00:15:19,600 What do you say? You're my foreman. 197 00:15:19,710 --> 00:15:21,100 It's a good steer. 198 00:15:21,680 --> 00:15:24,060 - Who do I get next? - Number 106. 199 00:15:24,240 --> 00:15:26,900 - The son of Salinera and Carambolo. - That's the one. 200 00:15:26,980 --> 00:15:29,700 Take care of that cold, Ale, it's windy. 201 00:15:30,240 --> 00:15:31,600 Thanks, bow. 202 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:33,830 It's an ill wind... 203 00:15:34,610 --> 00:15:37,530 You're always looking at horses' balls. 204 00:15:37,780 --> 00:15:39,960 But also at mares' legs! 205 00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:42,620 A horse is a horse... 206 00:15:42,620 --> 00:15:45,060 Horses understand language! 207 00:15:45,340 --> 00:15:48,490 My Napoleon speaks English since he was a colt. 208 00:15:48,490 --> 00:15:50,400 He knows verbs, nouns... 209 00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:51,650 How do you say nouns? 210 00:15:51,650 --> 00:15:54,250 That's cause horses aren't stoners 211 00:15:54,250 --> 00:15:56,300 like all you damn Gringos! 212 00:15:57,080 --> 00:15:59,450 Go get some mezcal for yourself! 213 00:15:59,450 --> 00:16:01,290 This is the good stuff. 214 00:16:01,290 --> 00:16:03,730 Then ask your horse, what a noun is! 215 00:16:04,010 --> 00:16:04,950 Cheers! 216 00:16:04,950 --> 00:16:06,420 Sustantivo. 217 00:16:06,420 --> 00:16:09,250 Noun is Sustantivo in Spanish. 218 00:16:09,380 --> 00:16:10,860 Okay. Thank you honey. 219 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:13,460 You see, Mr. Vet? You gotta study! 220 00:16:13,780 --> 00:16:16,750 Or do I have to teach you Spanish, too? 221 00:16:16,750 --> 00:16:18,850 You're gonna teach me, Gringo? 222 00:16:19,380 --> 00:16:21,060 More water? 223 00:16:32,110 --> 00:16:34,230 Good bull, good rider! 224 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:38,620 Those are the bulls bred in this ranch, gentlemen! 225 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:42,960 Well led to that horse. Ale. 226 00:16:43,140 --> 00:16:44,530 What do we do, Ester? 227 00:16:48,610 --> 00:16:49,960 Steel gray? 228 00:16:51,940 --> 00:16:53,360 Dapple gray... 229 00:16:56,510 --> 00:16:58,020 long tail. 230 00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:02,900 - 122. - Your turn now! 231 00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:10,460 Your turn, rancher. 232 00:17:12,940 --> 00:17:13,830 Go on. 233 00:17:14,510 --> 00:17:15,960 Pass my vest. 234 00:17:17,940 --> 00:17:20,050 - Hey, Ale! - Are you riding that one? 235 00:17:20,050 --> 00:17:21,830 Yes, pass me the lance. 236 00:17:22,010 --> 00:17:23,830 Come on, you're getting old! 237 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:25,500 - Will you guard me? - Sure. 238 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:26,630 Let's go then. 239 00:17:29,940 --> 00:17:31,430 All yours, rancher! 240 00:17:31,780 --> 00:17:33,060 Ready Mario? 241 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:35,800 That's my man! 242 00:17:35,910 --> 00:17:37,030 Gate! 243 00:17:38,940 --> 00:17:40,730 Faster, Rebozo, faster! 244 00:17:42,280 --> 00:17:44,330 Cut him off, Ester! 245 00:18:04,410 --> 00:18:06,830 - Who took him down, Tomas? - Ester. 246 00:18:07,140 --> 00:18:09,230 - Did Juan blow it? - Yeah. 247 00:18:15,140 --> 00:18:16,500 Good job, Morito. 248 00:18:17,610 --> 00:18:20,020 - Thanks, can you take him? - Sure. 249 00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:21,120 I'm going to clean up. 250 00:18:21,120 --> 00:18:22,320 Sure. 251 00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:24,930 This couple rides like angels! 252 00:18:26,910 --> 00:18:28,090 Bravo! 253 00:18:29,840 --> 00:18:31,230 You got fucked. 254 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:33,800 Stupidity ls contagious, man! 255 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:40,830 This is the best place on Earth, Juan. 256 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:43,740 Man I love what you've fucking done with this place. It's beautiful. 257 00:18:43,740 --> 00:18:45,060 What you and Ester have done. 258 00:18:45,090 --> 00:18:46,990 - Thanks so much. - Have you been drinking? 259 00:18:46,990 --> 00:18:48,850 Yeah a little bit. Is that cool? 260 00:18:48,850 --> 00:18:50,200 Yeah, sure thing. 261 00:18:51,510 --> 00:18:53,350 I'd like to ask you a favor, gather... 262 00:18:53,350 --> 00:18:55,060 A great day, rancher! 263 00:18:56,380 --> 00:18:57,620 - Congratulations. - Just a sec. 264 00:18:57,620 --> 00:19:00,290 Get all the boys and gather all the novillos 265 00:19:00,290 --> 00:19:02,850 and put them back in the paddock by age. Can you do that? 266 00:19:02,850 --> 00:19:05,450 - No casualties? All vaccinated? - All of them. 267 00:19:05,450 --> 00:19:06,530 Hallelujah! 268 00:19:07,340 --> 00:19:10,500 Get a drink, I'll be right with you, Manolo. 269 00:19:10,640 --> 00:19:12,620 So you want them all in the paddock by age then? 270 00:19:12,620 --> 00:19:14,160 Yes. Please do that. 271 00:19:16,140 --> 00:19:19,040 Wanna stay overnight for some weekend mezcal? 272 00:19:19,050 --> 00:19:21,150 The girls are staying, the family ls staying. 273 00:19:21,150 --> 00:19:23,050 Oh man, that so nice from you. I'd love to, 274 00:19:23,050 --> 00:19:25,400 but I'm gonna catch a ride to Mexico City with Ester. 275 00:19:25,780 --> 00:19:27,320 Is Ester going to Mexico City? 276 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:29,090 Yeah, I think so. 277 00:19:30,280 --> 00:19:32,120 You're right. She told me that, she told me. 278 00:19:32,120 --> 00:19:33,350 Let's go for a drink. 279 00:19:33,350 --> 00:19:35,620 But next time I come back I'd love to get some beers 280 00:19:35,620 --> 00:19:37,790 and have a good chat with you about things. 281 00:19:37,810 --> 00:19:41,100 - The horse let you down, boss. - It let me down, Freddy. 282 00:19:41,610 --> 00:19:43,950 What do you think? Are we gonna get some rain soon? 283 00:19:43,950 --> 00:19:46,160 We need it you know. It's been about a month and a half 284 00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:47,120 that is hasn't come 285 00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:48,740 - I don't know whats happening. - Hopefully. 286 00:19:48,740 --> 00:19:49,750 - Rancher. - Girls 287 00:19:49,750 --> 00:19:50,960 Rum and coke? 288 00:19:51,410 --> 00:19:52,730 Thanks, Lupita. 289 00:19:53,180 --> 00:19:54,760 Nice one, Ester. 290 00:19:57,240 --> 00:19:58,590 Girls, how are you? 291 00:19:58,590 --> 00:20:00,090 Come join us, Phil. 292 00:20:00,090 --> 00:20:02,460 - Mezcal? - Sure. 293 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:05,720 Can we have a word? 294 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:06,960 I'm coming. 295 00:20:11,310 --> 00:20:12,930 Can you take care of the snacks? 296 00:20:13,810 --> 00:20:15,700 Blanquita, are you there? 297 00:20:19,910 --> 00:20:22,750 I just wanted to have a word about... 298 00:20:22,750 --> 00:20:23,990 What is it, Ester? 299 00:20:23,990 --> 00:20:25,830 Give me a second. 300 00:20:28,380 --> 00:20:30,160 Blanquita, are you there? 301 00:20:32,610 --> 00:20:34,230 I'm here, Ester. 302 00:20:36,210 --> 00:20:40,130 I'd like you to make dinner for the kids. 303 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:43,190 And then get them to bed, can you? 304 00:20:43,190 --> 00:20:46,390 Sure, I can make them pizzas... 305 00:20:46,390 --> 00:20:49,760 ...with pita bread, cheese, and tomato. 306 00:20:52,510 --> 00:20:56,050 Warm up the lentils, the rice, and some carrots. 307 00:20:56,050 --> 00:20:58,310 The chorizo red pepper too. 308 00:20:58,310 --> 00:20:58,320 And get the little ones to bed early. The chorizo red pepper too. 309 00:20:58,320 --> 00:21:00,960 And get the little ones to bed early. 310 00:21:01,310 --> 00:21:03,000 We are heading there now. 311 00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:05,230 I'll put them to bed. 312 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:08,520 There's also some curry... 313 00:21:08,780 --> 00:21:13,030 That's for the adults. Heat up the chorizo, 314 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:16,330 make some sauce... Do you remember which one? 315 00:21:16,580 --> 00:21:19,660 Sure, the ingredients included... 316 00:21:20,540 --> 00:21:23,760 peppermint, potatoes... 317 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:26,900 Who's that kid crying? 318 00:21:27,380 --> 00:21:29,190 Its Teyari's cousin, 319 00:21:29,190 --> 00:21:30,950 who's bothering the girls. 320 00:21:30,950 --> 00:21:33,030 He keeps spitting at them. 321 00:21:34,140 --> 00:21:36,200 So how do you want the sauce? 322 00:21:37,410 --> 00:21:41,230 First put an onion in the blender, 323 00:21:41,540 --> 00:21:44,800 add two teaspoons of turmeric, two of curry, 324 00:21:45,010 --> 00:21:48,590 add garlic and let it simmer half an hour. 325 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:52,830 Then add two spoons of that yoghurt called kefir. 326 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:58,250 Black Elk thought 327 00:21:58,740 --> 00:22:01,400 - no, he saw. because it was a vision - 328 00:22:02,740 --> 00:22:05,930 that his people. the Oglala Sioux, 329 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:09,650 were in serious trouble. 330 00:22:09,650 --> 00:22:13,700 He saw this in a vision when he was nine years old. 331 00:22:14,780 --> 00:22:18,790 And in it, the powers arrived. 332 00:22:19,380 --> 00:22:21,200 The four elements, 333 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,630 four colors. 334 00:22:24,780 --> 00:22:27,990 And each one bestowed on him a power, 335 00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:32,720 In the form of a wand. 336 00:22:32,720 --> 00:22:36,830 He had to use that wand... 337 00:22:37,280 --> 00:22:39,290 ...to move... 338 00:22:40,010 --> 00:22:43,530 the vision. And in doing so, to move his people. 339 00:22:44,810 --> 00:22:47,990 That same vision is what will make you... 340 00:22:48,280 --> 00:22:50,960 ...one, and related. 341 00:22:52,180 --> 00:22:54,400 We are one big family. 342 00:22:54,740 --> 00:22:56,060 Mitakuye oyasin. 343 00:22:58,440 --> 00:23:01,660 After I wrap up with the web page guy, I'm going to bed. 344 00:23:04,140 --> 00:23:06,220 I'll see Phil tomorrow, 345 00:23:06,220 --> 00:23:08,620 so he can teach me about the feed, 346 00:23:09,310 --> 00:23:11,830 and I'll be back as soon as possible. 347 00:23:24,140 --> 00:23:26,130 Let's leave It for tomorrow, honey. 348 00:23:26,410 --> 00:23:28,190 Anyone could walk In. 349 00:23:28,620 --> 00:23:31,160 You seem very excited about going to the city, 350 00:23:31,810 --> 00:23:33,790 What are you planning? 351 00:23:33,790 --> 00:23:36,600 Do you want a fantasy to jerk off? 352 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:06,690 - Is it heavy? - Yes. 353 00:24:06,690 --> 00:24:08,220 What did you pack? 354 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:10,530 - A dead body? - Surprise. 355 00:24:11,810 --> 00:24:12,850 Thank you. Phil. 356 00:24:12,850 --> 00:24:14,660 Oh, my back! 357 00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:17,560 There were some pills, 358 00:24:17,940 --> 00:24:20,190 with a train or an airplane on them. 359 00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:24,320 - What were they for? - So you wouldn't get carsick and throw up! 360 00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:25,700 Here goes! 361 00:24:26,340 --> 00:24:28,120 Hurry up, I have a meeting! 362 00:24:33,810 --> 00:24:35,390 - Come on, Lechera, need some help? - Sure. 363 00:24:35,390 --> 00:24:37,160 So, you're leaving with them? 364 00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:39,830 - Are you going too? - Yes, sir. 365 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:42,450 How are you? Wow, your breath! 366 00:24:42,450 --> 00:24:44,860 Well, you know how it is! 367 00:24:45,310 --> 00:24:46,760 See you, Manolo. 368 00:24:47,980 --> 00:24:48,950 Lechera! 369 00:24:49,110 --> 00:24:52,460 Quit your sulking! Who are you, the president? 370 00:24:53,140 --> 00:24:54,000 See you! 371 00:24:55,110 --> 00:24:56,730 That's good, it'll hold. 372 00:24:58,490 --> 00:25:01,350 What do you say? Is it finally going to rain? 373 00:25:01,350 --> 00:25:06,000 - Didn't you hear the chachalacas? - You're always on about those birds. 374 00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:08,020 Do you wanna bet on it? 375 00:25:08,850 --> 00:25:11,030 Okay, Lechera, see you next time. 376 00:25:11,210 --> 00:25:12,750 Take care of this animal! 377 00:25:12,750 --> 00:25:13,850 I will, Phil. 378 00:25:13,850 --> 00:25:16,360 - I'll get the bridle. - Great. 379 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:20,920 So my friend, what? Three weeks... Gonzalez? 380 00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:22,490 Yep, in three weeks... 381 00:25:22,490 --> 00:25:25,250 - ...with Gonzalez. - How many horses are you gonna do? 382 00:25:25,250 --> 00:25:28,040 I think 8. He doesn't have more than 10. 383 00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:28,050 - Okay. - Yeah. I think 8. He doesn't have more than 10. 384 00:25:28,050 --> 00:25:29,110 - Okay. - Yeah. 385 00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:31,190 He's kind of an asshole, though... Gonzalez? 386 00:25:31,190 --> 00:25:33,550 You will find out, but... 387 00:25:33,550 --> 00:25:35,730 Yes, he Is a puckered... 388 00:25:36,010 --> 00:25:38,150 ...asshole, but made of gold. 389 00:25:38,150 --> 00:25:39,850 - Gold. right! - So. work your ass off... 390 00:25:39,850 --> 00:25:41,350 do a good job. Okay? 391 00:25:41,350 --> 00:25:42,250 Okay, my friend. 392 00:25:42,250 --> 00:25:44,490 Juan, I just want to tell you thank you so much for 393 00:25:44,490 --> 00:25:45,820 getting me all this work, 394 00:25:45,820 --> 00:25:47,190 it really means a lot to me. 395 00:25:47,190 --> 00:25:50,190 And I love being here. Thank you so much. 396 00:25:50,190 --> 00:25:52,200 We're coming! 397 00:25:52,880 --> 00:25:54,650 - Sorry friend. - That's all right 398 00:25:54,650 --> 00:25:55,760 Take care. 399 00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:58,850 - Have a safe trip back. - Yeah, I will. 400 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:23,750 - Goodbye. 401 00:26:23,750 --> 00:26:25,300 I'll see you guys. 402 00:26:36,180 --> 00:26:37,790 She has to go to Mexico City. 403 00:26:37,790 --> 00:26:39,250 Work is work, Juan! 404 00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:47,260 - Can you open the gate for them? - Sure. 405 00:28:27,540 --> 00:28:28,690 Good play. 406 00:28:30,810 --> 00:28:32,030 Now you'll have it. 407 00:29:12,380 --> 00:29:13,700 Hi, honey. 408 00:29:15,040 --> 00:29:16,660 Hi, Ester. How was it? 409 00:29:17,110 --> 00:29:19,730 The websites looking very good, love. 410 00:29:20,180 --> 00:29:23,130 He's really good, and the bulls will look great. 411 00:29:23,580 --> 00:29:26,360 What about the drive with Phil and the vet? 412 00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:31,760 The vet was kind enough to throw up in the ear and pass out. 413 00:29:32,910 --> 00:29:35,800 Phil is really funny for a Gringo. 414 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:40,800 For a Gringo? Or he's really funny, period? 415 00:29:41,310 --> 00:29:44,460 I don't know. We laughed all the way... 416 00:29:45,180 --> 00:29:49,790 ...I'm going to his place now so we can get a head start with the work, 417 00:29:49,790 --> 00:29:52,000 so I won't have to do it tomorrow. 418 00:29:53,740 --> 00:29:55,250 At midnight? 419 00:29:55,250 --> 00:29:56,850 It's 11:15. 420 00:29:56,850 --> 00:29:59,090 He says he's not an early riser. 421 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:01,660 Alright. gorgeous, 422 00:30:01,740 --> 00:30:03,060 but don't stay up too late. 423 00:30:03,180 --> 00:30:04,730 It was actually his idea! 424 00:30:04,910 --> 00:30:07,920 That way I'll get home earlier tomorrow, don't you think? 425 00:31:54,210 --> 00:31:56,120 Why's that one so riled up? 426 00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:57,160 Number 180? 427 00:31:57,480 --> 00:31:59,930 Isn't that the one that fought the black bull? 428 00:32:00,040 --> 00:32:01,360 Son of a bitch. 429 00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:05,700 Get it with your slingshot! 430 00:32:07,410 --> 00:32:08,490 Here you go. 431 00:32:08,980 --> 00:32:10,330 It'll just piss it off. 432 00:32:10,340 --> 00:32:11,630 Who cares! Go on. 433 00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:17,720 - Should I? - Yeah, go on. 434 00:32:20,740 --> 00:32:22,230 It'll be okay. 435 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:30,500 They're heading this way! 436 00:32:31,810 --> 00:32:33,500 Get on the cart, Buddha! 437 00:32:37,940 --> 00:32:39,660 Steady. Don't move. 438 00:32:42,540 --> 00:32:43,590 It's coming! 439 00:32:43,590 --> 00:32:44,630 Hold on tight. Buddha! 440 00:32:46,510 --> 00:32:48,120 Get up, it's coming! 441 00:32:52,180 --> 00:32:53,800 Throw something at it! 442 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:57,260 Throw a bale at it! 443 00:33:01,210 --> 00:33:02,860 Throw something at it! 444 00:33:04,110 --> 00:33:05,560 Throw something! 445 00:33:10,180 --> 00:33:11,260 Buddha! 446 00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:15,260 The hammer, Buddha! 447 00:33:19,140 --> 00:33:20,830 Buddha, come back! 448 00:33:22,780 --> 00:33:23,860 Buddha! 449 00:36:29,410 --> 00:36:30,430 Hello, Gaspar! 450 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:31,700 Hello! 451 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,860 - Hi sweetie, can you get the gate? - Yes, Mom! 452 00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:56,460 - Thanks. - Sure, Mom. 453 00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:23,500 Ester! 454 00:37:25,380 --> 00:37:29,320 ...not just one or two, every time you're in there, 455 00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:31,460 with the bulls. 456 00:37:31,610 --> 00:37:33,760 I agree, you can't be too careful. 457 00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:37,890 - Accidents can happen. But I agree. - You can't be too careful! 458 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:39,320 Agreed. 459 00:37:41,340 --> 00:37:43,730 And you guys have to be more responsible! 460 00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,230 Coming to work drunk or hung over, 461 00:37:46,580 --> 00:37:50,200 when you have to feed the bulls... 462 00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:51,560 ...you can't come to work. 463 00:37:52,110 --> 00:37:54,700 So if these guys come in... 464 00:37:54,910 --> 00:37:56,450 without their wits about them, 465 00:37:56,450 --> 00:37:58,180 drunk or hung over... 466 00:37:58,180 --> 00:37:58,190 A wild bull is unpredictable on the range, drunk or hung over... 467 00:37:58,190 --> 00:38:04,330 A wild bull is unpredictable on the range, 468 00:38:04,780 --> 00:38:06,990 so you can't come to work drunk, 469 00:38:06,990 --> 00:38:09,350 wasted, or hung over... 470 00:38:09,610 --> 00:38:11,200 Listen to him, son. 471 00:38:11,410 --> 00:38:12,430 Yes, yes. 472 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:31,800 Alone at last, honey. 473 00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:33,660 Yes. 474 00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:35,460 Shoo, bunny! 475 00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:42,030 I'll throw the cat on you. 476 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,130 So, did Sara tell you about this morning? 477 00:38:47,710 --> 00:38:49,120 She mentioned something. 478 00:38:50,110 --> 00:38:51,100 And? 479 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:53,960 She said everything's okay... 480 00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:56,960 Is that what Sara said? Everything's okay? 481 00:38:59,610 --> 00:39:01,200 I must have misunderstood. 482 00:39:01,740 --> 00:39:03,060 It's not okay, Ester! 483 00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:06,860 A bull killed a mule and we're lucky it didn't kill a cowboy, too. 484 00:39:07,380 --> 00:39:09,440 That's so dangerous! What were they up to? 485 00:39:09,450 --> 00:39:10,960 "Dangerous"? Damn right, "dangerous"! 486 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:14,290 "What were they up to"? Feeding the bulls. Ester! 487 00:39:14,290 --> 00:39:16,350 The same as every damn day! 488 00:39:16,350 --> 00:39:17,740 It was just a question. 489 00:39:17,740 --> 00:39:17,750 A question implying there's someone to blame. It was just a question. 490 00:39:17,750 --> 00:39:20,520 A question implying there's someone to blame. 491 00:39:20,520 --> 00:39:22,360 - Hi Mom. - Hi Juanito. 492 00:39:25,140 --> 00:39:26,200 What's up? 493 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:29,290 Are you in a bad mood, love? 494 00:39:31,940 --> 00:39:34,050 What a question! What do you think? 495 00:39:34,050 --> 00:39:38,780 That mule was a hard worker! Now I'll have to buy a new one, train it... 496 00:39:38,790 --> 00:39:41,550 Should I be opening a bottle of champagne? 497 00:39:41,550 --> 00:39:43,730 Or drinking whiskey. or what? 498 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,390 Walt, Juan. I want a word with you. 499 00:39:48,740 --> 00:39:49,660 Juan! 500 00:39:53,940 --> 00:39:55,920 It was "The Ant," Ester. 501 00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:59,190 You used to ride her so often when we got here. 502 00:39:59,780 --> 00:40:01,200 What's up with you? 503 00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:04,000 - I'm sorry. - Come here, sweetie. 504 00:40:04,340 --> 00:40:05,460 You're right. 505 00:40:06,010 --> 00:40:07,300 Poor "Ant." 506 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:10,620 I'm so sorry. 507 00:40:10,620 --> 00:40:13,800 Let's spend the day together. I missed you guys. 508 00:40:17,610 --> 00:40:19,010 I gave the mule to the cowboys, 509 00:40:19,020 --> 00:40:22,160 but they couldn't even find meat in the head to make a taco. 510 00:40:22,810 --> 00:40:24,160 What a shame. 511 00:40:25,310 --> 00:40:26,630 Come on. 512 00:40:28,910 --> 00:40:30,200 Come on, pal. 513 00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:32,400 Let's go home. 514 00:40:45,810 --> 00:40:46,550 "So" what? 515 00:40:46,550 --> 00:40:47,720 I'm going to miss you. 516 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:51,320 You're leaving in a week? 517 00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:52,030 Yup. 518 00:40:54,310 --> 00:40:55,990 ...winter's over... 519 00:40:55,990 --> 00:40:58,290 - ...rugby, over. - Right. 520 00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:01,700 I told everyone you made the first team, Juanito. 521 00:41:01,980 --> 00:41:03,760 Who gives a shit, Mom? 522 00:41:05,040 --> 00:41:06,730 Hey, temper! 523 00:41:18,950 --> 00:41:20,730 ...I'll be here. Let's have a word. 524 00:41:21,140 --> 00:41:22,630 I'll be right back. 525 00:41:26,980 --> 00:41:28,450 Walt up, Juanita. 526 00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:31,830 What? 527 00:41:32,610 --> 00:41:34,860 - Are you glad Mom's back? - Yes. 528 00:41:35,010 --> 00:41:37,300 - Are you sure? - Yes. 529 00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:38,490 What is it? 530 00:41:38,490 --> 00:41:40,360 You smell bad, dad. 531 00:41:40,610 --> 00:41:43,130 What do you mean, I "smell bad, dad"? 532 00:41:46,440 --> 00:41:47,610 Where do you get that from? 533 00:41:47,610 --> 00:41:47,620 So what do I smell like? Where do you get that from? 534 00:41:47,620 --> 00:41:48,790 So what do I smell like? 535 00:41:49,380 --> 00:41:50,360 Like poop. 536 00:41:50,510 --> 00:41:51,600 Hey! 537 00:41:51,710 --> 00:41:53,130 What do you mean "like poop"? 538 00:41:55,010 --> 00:41:56,100 Who's taller? 539 00:41:57,310 --> 00:41:58,520 Measure it. 540 00:42:04,310 --> 00:42:07,550 - What's up with him? - It must be the end of the holidays, 541 00:42:07,550 --> 00:42:09,220 he doesn't want to leave. 542 00:42:12,410 --> 00:42:13,560 He's in love. 543 00:42:16,910 --> 00:42:17,850 With whom? 544 00:42:18,710 --> 00:42:22,030 With a girl who'd prefer him to the dunce she's with now. 545 00:42:22,110 --> 00:42:22,860 Lorena. 546 00:42:26,410 --> 00:42:27,500 How about a jump? 547 00:42:29,110 --> 00:42:30,330 And then home. 548 00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:32,550 - Okay. - Okay? 549 00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:34,560 We'll be there in a bit, sweetie. 550 00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:38,190 So? 551 00:42:40,580 --> 00:42:41,460 So? 552 00:42:42,010 --> 00:42:43,800 Was it a good fuck last night? 553 00:42:44,410 --> 00:42:47,460 What are you on about? Don't get started, Juan. 554 00:42:49,410 --> 00:42:51,130 Kisses? At least... 555 00:42:54,140 --> 00:42:55,200 Well... 556 00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:57,360 ...a couple. 557 00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:01,630 A couple. Is that two? 558 00:43:01,980 --> 00:43:03,330 Or one of your "couples"? 559 00:43:03,410 --> 00:43:04,430 Enough, Juan. 560 00:43:04,810 --> 00:43:05,930 Just tell me. 561 00:43:06,840 --> 00:43:07,800 A couple. 562 00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:09,830 Your face looks sore, you know? 563 00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:14,800 Phil? 564 00:43:18,410 --> 00:43:19,800 What did he say or what? 565 00:43:21,110 --> 00:43:24,600 That he loved my body, and he asked if he could touch me. 566 00:43:27,910 --> 00:43:30,160 It's like a telenovela, you're nervous. 567 00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,800 - I'm not. It was just a game. - Do you like him? 568 00:43:33,980 --> 00:43:37,890 Come on! We drank and got wasted. That's all. 569 00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:43,360 I'm starving. Let's go have breakfast. 570 00:43:43,610 --> 00:43:44,860 Are you in a hurry? 571 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:50,530 Let's hope next time you'll tell stories more spontaneously, right? 572 00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:53,160 Come on, enough. 573 00:43:53,710 --> 00:43:54,700 I'm... 574 00:43:56,380 --> 00:43:59,350 I forgot something, you go to breakfast. I won't be long. 575 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:01,500 - Don't be long. - I'm going to the bull ring. 576 00:44:02,580 --> 00:44:04,430 I'm not going to the concert. 577 00:44:04,610 --> 00:44:05,700 Go with Michelle. 578 00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:07,530 I mean Thursday. Let's talk it over. 579 00:44:07,780 --> 00:44:09,450 - Hurry up. - I won't be long. 580 00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,050 Finally, let me point out that... 581 00:44:58,190 --> 00:45:02,760 ...there are very few timpani concertos in the history of music. 582 00:45:04,180 --> 00:45:08,350 And today I will be conducting the National Symphony Orchestra 583 00:45:08,350 --> 00:45:10,860 in the presence of the composer, 584 00:45:11,610 --> 00:45:13,360 which is also unusual, 585 00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:15,630 for obvious reasons! 586 00:45:17,110 --> 00:45:18,850 But we are especially fortunate 587 00:45:19,180 --> 00:45:21,700 because in addition to the gifted Gabriela Ortiz, 588 00:45:21,780 --> 00:45:24,960 two other talented women are with us this evening: 589 00:45:25,180 --> 00:45:27,300 my dear Ester Zavala. 590 00:45:27,610 --> 00:45:29,800 Who is sitting in the audience, 591 00:45:30,010 --> 00:45:32,920 and on stage, Gaby Jimenez, 592 00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:35,360 whom you are about to see perform. 593 00:45:35,740 --> 00:45:38,490 Ester is the wife of a lifelong friend. 594 00:45:38,980 --> 00:45:40,500 He could not be with us today. 595 00:45:40,840 --> 00:45:43,530 This morning he had to travel to Canada. 596 00:45:44,180 --> 00:45:46,300 Today, the Griffin Poetry Prize 597 00:45:46,580 --> 00:45:48,620 was awarded to Juan Diaz! 598 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:07,100 Juan will not go anywhere to pick up a prize, will he? 599 00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:10,230 You know him well, Michelle. 600 00:46:10,780 --> 00:46:12,330 I know our husbands, 601 00:46:12,540 --> 00:46:15,700 you can't get them off their damn ranches. 602 00:47:06,940 --> 00:47:09,090 I'm so glad to be here, Est. 603 00:47:09,340 --> 00:47:11,200 Me too. Thank you. 604 00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:35,360 Why not today? 605 00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:37,520 I'm dead. 606 00:47:37,520 --> 00:47:39,630 How about tomorrow on your way to the ranch? 607 00:47:39,910 --> 00:47:41,500 It's always better in daylight. 608 00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:43,060 Yes, Phil. 609 00:47:43,780 --> 00:47:45,230 I'm still floating. 610 00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:48,820 I'm swimming. 611 00:47:50,110 --> 00:47:51,760 I hope I get some sleep. 612 00:47:54,240 --> 00:47:55,630 I know you will. 613 00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:58,650 See you tomorrow, Phil. 614 00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:02,260 See you tomorrow. 615 00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:51,430 Come on, Carlota. 616 00:53:06,380 --> 00:53:08,950 You won't find it in your phone, Juan. 617 00:53:09,980 --> 00:53:12,160 Focus on your own shit, Lechera. 618 00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:13,260 Come on. 619 00:53:17,780 --> 00:53:19,900 Here are some tracks of the bastard. 620 00:53:21,140 --> 00:53:23,160 Take a good look, man. How old are they? 621 00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:26,830 They're fresh! I wouldn't mention it otherwise. 622 00:53:27,510 --> 00:53:29,150 - Is it alone? - Yes. 623 00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:32,220 You go up and look for it, I have to make a call. 624 00:53:32,220 --> 00:53:34,030 - I'll see you down there. - Okay. 625 00:53:54,010 --> 00:53:54,960 Ester? 626 00:53:56,280 --> 00:53:57,850 Ester, can you hear me? 627 00:53:59,880 --> 00:54:00,800 Ester? 628 00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:02,350 Hello, handsome. 629 00:54:02,350 --> 00:54:04,590 It's just been a day and I already miss you. 630 00:54:04,590 --> 00:54:05,630 Me too. 631 00:54:06,140 --> 00:54:07,500 How was the concert? 632 00:54:08,110 --> 00:54:10,660 Details when I get back, but it was amazing. 633 00:54:11,010 --> 00:54:14,060 Before it started, Carlos raved about you to the audience. 634 00:54:14,410 --> 00:54:17,100 I heard. My mother sent me the reviews. 635 00:54:17,510 --> 00:54:20,600 Good old mother-in-law doesn't miss a beat! 636 00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:23,060 Honey, one more thing: 637 00:54:23,610 --> 00:54:24,730 You know, 638 00:54:25,140 --> 00:54:29,490 I'll be late because I need to see Santiago again. 639 00:54:30,110 --> 00:54:32,560 He wouldn't stop crying and asked me to stay. 640 00:54:32,910 --> 00:54:35,160 You're right, that baldie's a real crybaby. 641 00:54:35,340 --> 00:54:37,690 Weren't you with him all morning? 642 00:54:38,780 --> 00:54:41,160 He'll find another girlfriend, tell him to chill out. 643 00:54:45,010 --> 00:54:46,130 No, no. 644 00:54:48,110 --> 00:54:49,860 But I'm definitely not going to Canada. 645 00:54:52,340 --> 00:54:53,930 See you in the afternoon, then. 646 00:54:56,210 --> 00:54:57,460 Say hello to Santiago. 647 00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:01,200 I love you too. 648 00:55:01,680 --> 00:55:02,530 Goodbye. 649 00:55:26,110 --> 00:55:27,260 Come here, baby. 650 00:55:30,710 --> 00:55:31,630 Come here. 651 00:55:38,190 --> 00:55:39,150 Rebozo come. 652 00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:50,500 Come here. 653 00:56:08,780 --> 00:56:09,730 Calm down, Rebozo. 654 00:56:10,540 --> 00:56:12,260 It's okay, easy! 655 00:56:15,980 --> 00:56:16,960 Rebozo! 656 00:56:18,980 --> 00:56:21,100 What's wrong with the horse, Juan? 657 00:56:21,540 --> 00:56:22,660 Steady, Rebozo. 658 00:56:23,210 --> 00:56:25,200 I don't know, he's acting strange. 659 00:56:25,410 --> 00:56:26,600 Sure it isn't you? 660 00:56:26,780 --> 00:56:27,820 What? 661 00:56:28,010 --> 00:56:29,960 The one who's nervous. 662 00:56:34,640 --> 00:56:36,120 Where's the stud? 663 00:56:36,120 --> 00:56:38,950 At the hilltop with two cows and won't come down. 664 00:56:39,310 --> 00:56:40,930 Really, no way? 665 00:56:41,540 --> 00:56:42,400 No! 666 00:56:43,140 --> 00:56:44,630 What do you mean, "no way"? 667 00:56:44,780 --> 00:56:45,450 No, no. 668 00:56:45,450 --> 00:56:48,250 Tie him to your dick but bring him down tomorrow! 669 00:56:48,780 --> 00:56:51,120 We'll bring some cows so it comes down. 670 00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:52,330 Sounds good. 671 00:56:53,210 --> 00:56:54,430 Come on, man! 672 00:56:55,910 --> 00:56:57,400 Are we leaving, Juan? 673 00:56:59,240 --> 00:57:00,200 No, man. 674 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:03,230 We can set up a tent if you want! 675 00:57:04,110 --> 00:57:05,400 Damn it! 676 00:58:04,010 --> 00:58:06,500 Here's your damn water, Lechera! 677 00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:08,320 I told you it would rain! 678 00:58:08,980 --> 00:58:11,590 You say that every day, It had to come true. 679 00:58:11,590 --> 00:58:12,360 Right? 680 00:58:13,110 --> 00:58:15,000 Why do you think I brought the slickers? 681 00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:17,200 So you can cover my dick? 682 00:58:21,010 --> 00:58:21,960 Look! 683 00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:24,300 Your scourge ls back. 684 01:00:46,740 --> 01:00:47,600 Hey, honey! 685 01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:49,630 You'll get drenched! 686 01:00:49,740 --> 01:00:51,600 That's the whole point! 687 01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:33,700 I don't remember much. 688 01:02:33,810 --> 01:02:34,560 Don't you? 689 01:02:34,680 --> 01:02:36,430 Were the older girls there? 690 01:02:37,410 --> 01:02:38,850 Wong. the fat one. 691 01:02:39,410 --> 01:02:40,730 I think so. 692 01:02:42,810 --> 01:02:44,160 How was your day, honey? 693 01:02:44,980 --> 01:02:46,400 I managed to do some writing. 694 01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:48,890 Dad, can you pass the chocolate? 695 01:02:52,980 --> 01:02:53,860 Thanks. 696 01:02:55,210 --> 01:02:56,400 I'm glad, love. 697 01:03:01,110 --> 01:03:02,690 Did Santiago feel better? 698 01:03:02,690 --> 01:03:04,030 Yes, he'll be fine. 699 01:03:04,240 --> 01:03:06,800 It really helped that I stayed with him all day. 700 01:03:08,040 --> 01:03:10,000 - I'm going to go read. - Give me a kiss. 701 01:03:13,080 --> 01:03:14,360 Goodbye, Juanita. 702 01:03:14,510 --> 01:03:15,990 - Sleep well. - You too. 703 01:03:15,990 --> 01:03:17,600 Kiss the kids goodnight. 704 01:03:19,880 --> 01:03:20,930 Good night. 705 01:03:21,180 --> 01:03:22,260 Good night. 706 01:03:24,580 --> 01:03:27,160 You too, kids. Time for bed. 707 01:03:27,310 --> 01:03:29,700 - I'll read you a story. - Okay. 708 01:03:29,940 --> 01:03:30,900 Can I? 709 01:03:31,440 --> 01:03:32,500 Do you want to? 710 01:03:33,540 --> 01:03:35,290 - Yes. - Do you want Dad to read to you? 711 01:03:35,290 --> 01:03:36,060 Sure. 712 01:03:36,910 --> 01:03:41,200 - Let's go, guys. - I don't care which of you reads to us. 713 01:03:42,710 --> 01:03:44,460 Give me a kiss, Gaspar. 714 01:03:45,280 --> 01:03:47,300 - Sleep well, sweetie. - See you tomorrow. 715 01:03:48,620 --> 01:03:50,230 Let's go, my dear. 716 01:03:51,940 --> 01:03:53,330 We'll now read a story, 717 01:03:55,810 --> 01:03:57,890 and then to sleep, right? 718 01:03:58,490 --> 01:04:00,030 Let's read a good one. 719 01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:02,560 Last night's was awful. 720 01:04:03,110 --> 01:04:07,100 Put your pajamas on. I'll be right back. 721 01:04:07,540 --> 01:04:09,320 - I won't be long. - Sure. 722 01:04:41,340 --> 01:04:45,360 When you left I had breakfast and stopped crying... 723 01:05:37,880 --> 01:05:39,760 Life can be hard sometimes. right? 724 01:05:46,680 --> 01:05:48,950 But overall, it's wonderful. Wouldn't you say? 725 01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:53,800 Overall... 726 01:05:57,810 --> 01:05:58,720 Lights off? 727 01:06:00,040 --> 01:06:00,930 Lights off. 728 01:06:19,210 --> 01:06:21,800 Sometimes one can do terrible things. 729 01:06:27,040 --> 01:06:29,630 Thanks for driving me to the airport, Dad. 730 01:06:31,340 --> 01:06:34,900 I hate getting up so early, but I want to spend every last minute with you. 731 01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:37,400 Me too. 732 01:06:41,010 --> 01:06:42,560 I miss you at school. 733 01:06:45,310 --> 01:06:46,700 Would you rather not go? 734 01:06:50,710 --> 01:06:52,000 I really like it. 735 01:06:59,580 --> 01:07:02,400 When things don't go your way, let it flow. 736 01:07:03,710 --> 01:07:06,860 It will all get back on track and you'll regain control. 737 01:07:11,310 --> 01:07:14,060 Have you really done something terrible, Dad? 738 01:07:24,810 --> 01:07:26,900 I'll tell you when It's over. 739 01:07:51,310 --> 01:07:53,830 Why do you want to do this behind my back? 740 01:07:54,310 --> 01:07:55,500 What, Juan? 741 01:08:00,110 --> 01:08:03,230 I know you weren't with Santiago all afternoon. 742 01:08:03,940 --> 01:08:06,230 Just tell me why, and we can drop it. 743 01:08:07,740 --> 01:08:08,950 So where was I? 744 01:08:10,010 --> 01:08:13,400 Stop it, Ester. You have 17 calls from Mr. P. 745 01:08:27,210 --> 01:08:30,100 On my way back I drove to the ranch where Phil's working. 746 01:08:30,980 --> 01:08:32,460 We went to a hotel. 747 01:08:37,080 --> 01:08:39,320 Then I drove home as quickly as I could. 748 01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:48,020 Why didn't you tell me? 749 01:08:50,240 --> 01:08:52,600 I was waiting for things to settle down. 750 01:08:53,640 --> 01:08:56,160 How would things settle down if we don't talk? 751 01:09:10,610 --> 01:09:12,330 Give me a hug. 752 01:09:32,780 --> 01:09:34,760 You've never spied on me before. 753 01:09:39,210 --> 01:09:41,130 You'd never lied to me before. 754 01:10:22,410 --> 01:10:23,700 Cut off the calves! 755 01:10:26,810 --> 01:10:27,990 Here's the stud. 756 01:11:02,940 --> 01:11:05,660 Stay with the cows, Ernesto, stay with them! 757 01:11:06,840 --> 01:11:08,750 Wait for me with the bulls, Juan! 758 01:11:09,810 --> 01:11:11,200 I'll wait for you here! 759 01:11:31,780 --> 01:11:34,730 Come on, kids! Why don't you wave to your dad? 760 01:11:35,480 --> 01:11:38,790 I won't cause he makes me go to school. 761 01:11:41,610 --> 01:11:42,830 Come on, Gaspar! 762 01:11:44,340 --> 01:11:46,160 Say hello, kids! 763 01:12:16,080 --> 01:12:16,960 Paz. 764 01:12:17,940 --> 01:12:19,200 How are you? 765 01:12:20,410 --> 01:12:21,800 - Honey. - How are you? 766 01:12:23,610 --> 01:12:27,400 We're talking about the parties we used to go to. 767 01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:31,450 If you go out, you have to make it count. 768 01:12:31,450 --> 01:12:33,630 - Otherwise, what's the point? - Sure. 769 01:12:33,810 --> 01:12:36,830 They went to a great event in Chapultepec castle. 770 01:12:36,980 --> 01:12:38,450 That's wonderful. 771 01:12:38,640 --> 01:12:39,260 Yes. 772 01:12:39,340 --> 01:12:42,160 - Blanquita, pass me my beer, please. - Sure. 773 01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:44,100 Thank you. 774 01:12:44,540 --> 01:12:46,720 And tacos, please. I'm not having any fruit. 775 01:12:46,720 --> 01:12:48,120 How are you doing? 776 01:12:49,080 --> 01:12:51,750 Not bad, Paz. How's the construction going? 777 01:12:51,750 --> 01:12:53,230 It's going... 778 01:12:53,440 --> 01:12:54,360 ...more or less. 779 01:12:54,510 --> 01:12:55,050 Okay. 780 01:12:55,050 --> 01:12:56,150 I'll leave you two. 781 01:12:56,150 --> 01:12:57,960 - Will you pick me up? - Sure. 782 01:12:58,210 --> 01:13:00,130 See you soon, I'll be waiting. 783 01:13:00,180 --> 01:13:02,160 - We'll go together, neighbor. - Fine. 784 01:13:02,380 --> 01:13:04,030 Honey, I'll see you in a while. 785 01:13:04,410 --> 01:13:05,160 Okay. 786 01:13:05,980 --> 01:13:06,690 So, tell me... 787 01:13:06,690 --> 01:13:09,890 Well, things are always a bit unreliable around here. 788 01:13:09,890 --> 01:13:12,760 The man who was meant to deliver materials said to me, 789 01:13:13,540 --> 01:13:15,390 "I didn't mean to let you down... 790 01:13:15,390 --> 01:13:17,200 I just had to." 791 01:13:18,290 --> 01:13:22,930 One thing or another, the job never gets done. 792 01:13:23,240 --> 01:13:24,730 Was that Porfirio? 793 01:14:01,280 --> 01:14:02,160 I love you. 794 01:14:07,180 --> 01:14:08,120 Me too. 795 01:14:09,240 --> 01:14:10,500 And how's it all going? 796 01:14:11,610 --> 01:14:12,660 What do you mean? 797 01:14:14,110 --> 01:14:14,960 Ester, 798 01:14:15,610 --> 01:14:19,360 I don't want a police report, but you agreed to let me know... 799 01:14:20,480 --> 01:14:22,000 if you'd been in touch, 800 01:14:22,510 --> 01:14:24,250 if you think about him, If it's over... 801 01:14:24,250 --> 01:14:26,500 You're pathetic, Juan! 802 01:14:28,520 --> 01:14:29,820 Why do you talk like that. Ester? 803 01:14:29,820 --> 01:14:32,360 Where's all this coming from if nothing's happened? 804 01:14:32,580 --> 01:14:36,360 - Well, that's what I'm asking. - Well, now you know! 805 01:14:39,580 --> 01:14:40,430 Ester, 806 01:14:41,440 --> 01:14:44,160 you're texting all day long. 807 01:14:44,910 --> 01:14:47,720 - Don't treat me like an idiot. - What do you want me to say? 808 01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:51,330 That he wrote 3 times, asking if his wallet was in the car, 809 01:14:51,610 --> 01:14:54,830 and how was I doing, and when I could return the wallet. 810 01:14:55,640 --> 01:14:58,690 So I told him that it was in the car, 811 01:14:58,690 --> 01:15:00,290 and that I had a bad night. 812 01:15:00,290 --> 01:15:02,260 It's all so stupid, isn't it? 813 01:15:02,380 --> 01:15:04,560 Can't you understand something so elementary? 814 01:15:06,640 --> 01:15:07,890 I do understand. 815 01:15:08,850 --> 01:15:12,190 But you could've said all that In a friendly manner. 816 01:15:12,190 --> 01:15:15,960 Why would you lie and hide things? 817 01:15:16,710 --> 01:15:19,420 Who's lying, and what is being hidden? 818 01:15:20,380 --> 01:15:21,200 Who? 819 01:15:22,210 --> 01:15:23,060 You. 820 01:15:23,440 --> 01:15:25,360 What? Your feelings. 821 01:15:32,410 --> 01:15:36,700 You could have just said, "we've been in touch," 822 01:15:37,840 --> 01:15:40,700 "it's all up in the air, I'll let you know." 823 01:15:40,810 --> 01:15:43,800 Why should I say things In your words? 824 01:15:44,380 --> 01:15:48,290 Not in my words. It's an example of civilized conversation 825 01:15:48,290 --> 01:15:50,430 Okay, that's all right. All right. 826 01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:55,260 You're such a pain! 827 01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:00,150 Who is being a pain. Ester? 828 01:16:00,150 --> 01:16:02,200 Who's a pain? 829 01:16:03,240 --> 01:16:06,150 Could this have been handled better, yes or no? 830 01:16:06,150 --> 01:16:07,630 With better communication? 831 01:16:11,940 --> 01:16:12,930 Could be. 832 01:16:14,180 --> 01:16:15,100 Could be... 833 01:16:15,940 --> 01:16:18,490 ...that a dog has 3 assholes, could be. 834 01:16:25,610 --> 01:16:26,500 Juan! 835 01:16:28,140 --> 01:16:28,990 Juan! 836 01:16:31,110 --> 01:16:32,100 I'm coming! 837 01:16:54,940 --> 01:16:56,230 - Juan. - How are you? 838 01:16:56,380 --> 01:16:59,190 I came to ask if you want me to move the steers. 839 01:17:00,040 --> 01:17:01,600 I asked you hours ago! 840 01:17:02,080 --> 01:17:04,860 It's too late now. Do it with Buddha tomorrow morning. 841 01:17:05,240 --> 01:17:05,800 Okay. 842 01:17:06,280 --> 01:17:07,400 Tomorrow it is. 843 01:17:08,310 --> 01:17:09,630 Do you have a cold? 844 01:17:11,480 --> 01:17:13,230 Why would you ask me that? 845 01:17:14,210 --> 01:17:16,000 'Cause you look bloated. 846 01:17:16,980 --> 01:17:19,290 Bloated are my balls, man! 847 01:17:19,910 --> 01:17:21,900 That's my wife's gift for the day. 848 01:17:22,510 --> 01:17:24,500 And how do you and Lourdes get along? 849 01:17:24,780 --> 01:17:26,460 Lourdes is easygoing, 850 01:17:26,810 --> 01:17:29,190 but she's told me about that stuff. 851 01:17:30,080 --> 01:17:33,560 - About what stuff? - About the ladies, man! 852 01:17:35,940 --> 01:17:38,420 ...'cause in the dining room 853 01:17:38,940 --> 01:17:40,960 It's so noisy. 854 01:17:41,280 --> 01:17:42,730 Everyone's talking like: 855 01:17:46,180 --> 01:17:50,200 But you can only hear one voice at a time. 856 01:17:50,540 --> 01:17:51,490 That's true. 857 01:17:51,490 --> 01:17:53,100 That's absolutely true. 858 01:17:57,310 --> 01:17:59,330 You're going to grow ears like this 859 01:18:02,780 --> 01:18:04,360 and a nose like... 860 01:18:05,340 --> 01:18:06,800 Well, I know everything. 861 01:18:09,640 --> 01:18:10,500 What is it? 862 01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:14,160 I don't want to exercise today. 863 01:18:15,480 --> 01:18:17,130 Stay home and rest, love. 864 01:18:20,980 --> 01:18:23,900 I have to take the kids to school, so I'll go anyway. 865 01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:27,030 Let Lechera take them. Enjoy life. 866 01:18:27,310 --> 01:18:28,490 Live a little. 867 01:18:29,780 --> 01:18:32,160 ...they injected him a drug 868 01:18:32,340 --> 01:18:34,400 and now every time he sings... 869 01:18:36,010 --> 01:18:37,960 He's as crazy as me. 870 01:19:00,040 --> 01:19:03,560 Why get pissed off, just 'cause I mention there's someone to help? 871 01:19:21,880 --> 01:19:23,600 I'm not feeling good. 872 01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:27,030 I didn't sleep well and I have a headache. 873 01:19:40,740 --> 01:19:42,830 You can count on me for whatever you need. 874 01:19:47,180 --> 01:19:48,220 Thanks. 875 01:20:01,180 --> 01:20:02,460 What is it, then? 876 01:20:11,010 --> 01:20:12,700 Can you answer me, Ester? 877 01:20:13,440 --> 01:20:15,860 I just told you, I don't feel well! 878 01:20:17,480 --> 01:20:20,060 - But why are you angry? - I'm not angry! 879 01:20:20,280 --> 01:20:23,650 But now I see everything you said about love, 880 01:20:23,650 --> 01:20:25,900 about not believing in possessiveness, 881 01:20:26,240 --> 01:20:29,730 about me fucking anyone but never leaving, 882 01:20:29,980 --> 01:20:32,230 and you not being afraid... 883 01:20:33,280 --> 01:20:35,600 It's all a fallacy! 884 01:20:36,780 --> 01:20:39,630 The issue is you started it all with a lie, Ester! 885 01:20:40,340 --> 01:20:42,260 I told you everything, Juan! 886 01:20:43,440 --> 01:20:46,400 No you didn't. because I caught you first! 887 01:20:46,680 --> 01:20:48,490 We are not in Esterland, damn It! 888 01:20:50,340 --> 01:20:52,820 I was waiting for things to settle down, I told you! 889 01:20:52,820 --> 01:20:55,100 You just said you told me everything! 890 01:21:00,480 --> 01:21:02,520 And what's the deal with your phone? 891 01:21:02,520 --> 01:21:05,160 You don't even let go of it to take a shit! 892 01:21:08,110 --> 01:21:11,360 I work at a ranch, in case you hadn't noticed! 893 01:21:12,010 --> 01:21:15,630 I get 20 emails and 100 messages per day! 894 01:21:29,080 --> 01:21:30,660 You won't shut up! 895 01:21:30,810 --> 01:21:32,090 Leave me alone! 896 01:21:32,090 --> 01:21:34,130 Enough! Leave me alone. 897 01:21:34,410 --> 01:21:36,930 How am I not leaving you alone? 898 01:21:37,510 --> 01:21:40,200 Phil hasn't called or written! 899 01:21:40,440 --> 01:21:43,190 It all went down the drain before it began. 900 01:21:43,190 --> 01:21:45,220 And I'm sick of depressed people 901 01:21:45,220 --> 01:21:46,930 who don't let others sleep! 902 01:21:47,710 --> 01:21:50,250 I do let you sleep. I'm not depressed, 903 01:21:50,250 --> 01:21:52,860 it's just not celebration time, is it? 904 01:21:54,510 --> 01:21:55,360 Ester! 905 01:21:55,780 --> 01:21:58,820 I ask you a question and you answer with an attack. 906 01:22:02,140 --> 01:22:04,630 Why do you leave in the middle of a conversation, Ester? 907 01:22:05,440 --> 01:22:06,500 Ester! 908 01:22:30,580 --> 01:22:32,360 Juan, someone's looking for you. 909 01:22:35,780 --> 01:22:36,830 Who is it, Blanca? 910 01:22:37,180 --> 01:22:39,500 Remember I told you about my cousin, Lalo? 911 01:22:44,480 --> 01:22:45,360 I'm coming. 912 01:22:48,690 --> 01:22:49,600 Well... 913 01:22:50,680 --> 01:22:52,530 ...maybe you won't agree 914 01:22:53,140 --> 01:22:54,730 to this favor I'm about to ask. 915 01:22:55,110 --> 01:22:56,560 Don't ask me, then. 916 01:22:57,740 --> 01:23:00,630 Well it's... I do want to ask, but... 917 01:23:01,880 --> 01:23:04,460 what if you say no, and... 918 01:23:06,010 --> 01:23:07,920 Out with it, Lalo. 919 01:23:08,010 --> 01:23:09,860 Look, I came here to ask... 920 01:23:10,180 --> 01:23:13,700 ...if you'd sponsor me with a car, 921 01:23:14,280 --> 01:23:16,300 since you go to Mexico City. 922 01:23:16,410 --> 01:23:19,760 I thought you could sponsor me with an old car from there. 923 01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:22,220 What do you mean, sponsor you? 924 01:23:22,220 --> 01:23:24,000 Well, could you buy me a car? 925 01:23:25,410 --> 01:23:27,620 What do you mean, buy you a car? 926 01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:30,500 You see, I race old cars 927 01:23:30,810 --> 01:23:32,100 in Huamantla. 928 01:23:32,480 --> 01:23:36,460 I need another car 'cause I flipped mine over, 929 01:23:38,520 --> 01:23:39,660 so I thought... 930 01:23:39,840 --> 01:23:41,520 What exactly do you want from me? 931 01:23:41,520 --> 01:23:43,660 Well, I want you to sponsor me 932 01:23:44,580 --> 01:23:46,230 with a car 933 01:23:47,280 --> 01:23:49,400 so I can install my other engine. 934 01:23:49,580 --> 01:23:51,360 - So you want me to buy it? - Yes. 935 01:23:51,510 --> 01:23:54,360 That's what I said about a sponsorship 936 01:23:54,480 --> 01:23:57,300 and that's why I knew you wouldn't want to. 937 01:23:58,240 --> 01:23:59,820 How much are we talking about? 938 01:23:59,820 --> 01:24:03,230 I don't know, maybe 50,000 pesos. 939 01:25:24,280 --> 01:25:27,200 At last, on that windy and sunny day, 940 01:25:27,710 --> 01:25:30,360 Juan Diaz opened his eyes. 941 01:25:32,110 --> 01:25:37,360 As Ester's words kept beating under those spoken by Blanca's cousin, 942 01:25:37,780 --> 01:25:40,160 Juan understood the obvious: 943 01:25:45,440 --> 01:25:50,460 his wife's desperation had nothing to do with her marriage. 944 01:25:53,210 --> 01:25:57,920 The only thing that hurts her is her lover's absence. 945 01:26:07,980 --> 01:26:10,250 After saying goodbye to Lalo, 946 01:26:10,250 --> 01:26:12,550 Juan remembered his own 947 01:26:12,550 --> 01:26:14,830 a dozen years earlier: 948 01:26:15,580 --> 01:26:18,390 the woman whom he then loved so deeply 949 01:26:18,710 --> 01:26:21,930 tried in vain to sleep by his side. 950 01:26:22,480 --> 01:26:26,030 While he already knew that his desire for another woman 951 01:26:26,140 --> 01:26:27,950 had become overpowering, 952 01:26:28,190 --> 01:26:30,450 and would end up destroying 953 01:26:30,450 --> 01:26:33,560 everything of beauty that he had built in his life. 954 01:26:34,840 --> 01:26:36,620 Juan remembered how, 955 01:26:36,620 --> 01:26:39,120 amid that insufferable agony, 956 01:26:39,210 --> 01:26:42,790 he couldn't help smiling 957 01:26:42,790 --> 01:26:46,930 by the simple act of uttering Ester's name in his mind. 958 01:26:48,080 --> 01:26:50,190 And he remembered how, 959 01:26:50,190 --> 01:26:54,460 while that other woman suffered nights of insomnia, 960 01:26:55,240 --> 01:26:58,090 he slept as soundly as if he were on a lunar stone: 961 01:26:58,610 --> 01:27:00,830 instantly and all through the night. 962 01:27:01,210 --> 01:27:04,600 He, dirty traitor, swine, son of a bitch. 963 01:27:15,140 --> 01:27:16,230 We're coming. 964 01:27:16,540 --> 01:27:17,300 Yes. 965 01:27:20,780 --> 01:27:22,460 - Lenora? - What? 966 01:27:22,810 --> 01:27:24,400 Are you afraid of your dad? 967 01:27:25,340 --> 01:27:26,330 Yes, you are. 968 01:28:20,640 --> 01:28:23,830 Ester's pain will become hatred. 969 01:28:24,780 --> 01:28:26,960 It's preferable to take the risk: 970 01:28:28,080 --> 01:28:32,620 Juan has decided to call the horse breaker 971 01:28:32,620 --> 01:28:37,030 and warned him to treat his wife well for some time. 972 01:28:38,790 --> 01:28:40,630 You opened the door Phil, 973 01:28:41,210 --> 01:28:43,160 now you'll have to come in. 974 01:28:55,680 --> 01:28:57,630 I did want to go. 975 01:28:57,940 --> 01:28:59,020 Me too. 976 01:28:59,280 --> 01:29:01,030 So why didn't you invite me? 977 01:29:01,410 --> 01:29:03,890 She gets real jealous, the bitch. 978 01:29:03,890 --> 01:29:06,660 I know, but I had spare time. 979 01:29:07,740 --> 01:29:09,230 Alright, come in. 980 01:31:49,440 --> 01:31:50,460 That's it. 981 01:31:55,680 --> 01:31:56,900 My little buck. 982 01:32:01,440 --> 01:32:02,260 That's it. 983 01:32:36,240 --> 01:32:38,320 I'm going to climb on now, okay? 984 01:32:38,750 --> 01:32:40,730 So steady. 985 01:33:10,340 --> 01:33:11,430 Dear Phil, 986 01:33:11,810 --> 01:33:15,060 You're not playing any games by not saying anything to Ester, 987 01:33:15,410 --> 01:33:17,220 you are only fulfilling an obligation to me 988 01:33:17,220 --> 01:33:19,150 motivated by your disloyalty. 989 01:33:19,940 --> 01:33:22,320 If you had the balls to fuck her behind my back 990 01:33:22,320 --> 01:33:25,560 you'll have them to keep quiet and continue what you've started. 991 01:33:26,680 --> 01:33:30,000 In response to your letter, I'd like to point out two things: 992 01:33:30,440 --> 01:33:32,300 Your aforementioned disloyalty 993 01:33:32,410 --> 01:33:33,960 and my love for my wife. 994 01:33:35,010 --> 01:33:37,610 Even if she told you not to worry about our relationship, 995 01:33:37,620 --> 01:33:39,560 you should've still been loyal to me. 996 01:33:50,510 --> 01:33:52,560 Someone more manly would've said: 997 01:33:53,040 --> 01:33:55,160 "It would be a pleasure to have sex with you," 998 01:33:55,310 --> 01:33:57,520 "but I won't do it because you're Juan's wife" 999 01:33:57,520 --> 01:33:59,660 "and I have much to thank him for." 1000 01:33:59,940 --> 01:34:02,730 "Either way I will first consult with him." 1001 01:34:05,340 --> 01:34:07,160 Regarding my love for Ester, 1002 01:34:07,340 --> 01:34:10,650 if we would agree to define love as a perpetual collaboration 1003 01:34:10,650 --> 01:34:13,860 for the freedom and fulfillment of the loved ones becoming. 1004 01:34:15,880 --> 01:34:19,220 Then, what is it that unites us as equal adults? 1005 01:34:22,610 --> 01:34:26,030 Is there a factual possibility for love till death do us part? 1006 01:34:27,410 --> 01:34:30,440 Are possession and absolute boundaries compulsory? 1007 01:34:32,720 --> 01:34:34,170 In the case of my marriage, 1008 01:34:34,250 --> 01:34:36,770 if I allow or even lay the table for Ester 1009 01:34:36,880 --> 01:34:39,230 to have a passionate relationship with you. 1010 01:34:39,580 --> 01:34:41,740 Do I place our love at risk? 1011 01:34:43,450 --> 01:34:45,330 Not only of losing her to you. 1012 01:34:45,330 --> 01:34:47,700 Which I believe still to be a remote possibility. 1013 01:34:48,550 --> 01:34:51,260 But as a result of this new sexual condition, 1014 01:34:51,260 --> 01:34:55,070 could this ultimately lead to the annihilation of our love? 1015 01:34:58,280 --> 01:35:00,660 Cuckolded couples are meant to have an obligation 1016 01:35:00,660 --> 01:35:02,370 to put an end to such a scenario. 1017 01:35:03,120 --> 01:35:04,840 But, what is achieved by this? 1018 01:35:05,520 --> 01:35:09,590 A failure in such an attempt and a continuation in secrecy? 1019 01:35:10,380 --> 01:35:12,230 Or successful arrestment of the affair 1020 01:35:12,230 --> 01:35:16,200 that may lead to frustration and a life long accumulation of resentment? 1021 01:35:32,380 --> 01:35:34,400 As I do not have clear answers, 1022 01:35:34,420 --> 01:35:36,400 I prefers to force things forward. 1023 01:35:38,680 --> 01:35:39,590 My regards, 1024 01:35:40,820 --> 01:35:42,070 Juan. 1025 01:36:08,650 --> 01:36:09,490 Good one. 1026 01:36:15,280 --> 01:36:16,140 Good one. 1027 01:36:33,780 --> 01:36:34,700 Good one! 1028 01:36:38,720 --> 01:36:40,300 How's it going? All good? 1029 01:36:50,220 --> 01:36:51,700 - See you later. - Yes. 1030 01:36:55,880 --> 01:36:57,070 So. Santiago 1031 01:37:00,180 --> 01:37:01,370 To cut a long story short, 1032 01:37:02,420 --> 01:37:05,160 I went to South Africa for 3 months, to take photos, 1033 01:37:05,160 --> 01:37:07,240 and when I got back, she was dating someone else. 1034 01:37:08,880 --> 01:37:10,570 She said she'd got lonely. 1035 01:37:14,580 --> 01:37:16,340 What did Ester say? 1036 01:37:17,050 --> 01:37:19,260 We talked. She helped me. 1037 01:37:19,820 --> 01:37:21,540 It was helpful to talk to her. 1038 01:37:24,080 --> 01:37:26,240 Do you think if your friend... 1039 01:37:27,880 --> 01:37:30,340 was in the same situation... 1040 01:37:32,520 --> 01:37:34,040 she would also leave me? 1041 01:37:37,080 --> 01:37:39,330 No, Juan, you two are In another world. 1042 01:37:41,220 --> 01:37:42,940 What world is that? 1043 01:37:45,380 --> 01:37:48,370 Your bulls, your house, your kids, 1044 01:37:52,020 --> 01:37:53,370 It's another world. 1045 01:37:54,080 --> 01:37:57,070 If that's what keeps us together I'd rather be separated, 1046 01:37:57,220 --> 01:37:58,490 brother. 1047 01:38:04,650 --> 01:38:07,430 Half distance please. And then further. 1048 01:38:07,430 --> 01:38:08,860 Okay. 1049 01:38:42,720 --> 01:38:43,570 Good one. 1050 01:38:45,120 --> 01:38:46,170 Well done, Sergio. 1051 01:38:52,080 --> 01:38:53,840 Have you ever thought about... 1052 01:38:54,720 --> 01:38:57,870 ...how butterflies come along in summer, 1053 01:38:58,850 --> 01:39:01,700 lay their eggs, and then leave? 1054 01:39:02,050 --> 01:39:04,940 That's what's happening to you guys. 1055 01:39:05,950 --> 01:39:07,700 But this is a great lesson for you. 1056 01:39:08,050 --> 01:39:08,830 Right? 1057 01:39:08,980 --> 01:39:10,690 Where do you find all that wisdom? 1058 01:39:10,690 --> 01:39:12,540 What self-help book is it? 1059 01:39:13,320 --> 01:39:15,770 - It's all me. - What lesson do I need to learn? 1060 01:39:16,650 --> 01:39:17,560 Do you want the truth? 1061 01:39:17,560 --> 01:39:19,220 As your friend, 1062 01:39:19,230 --> 01:39:22,070 or as an outsider who's speaking the real truth? 1063 01:39:22,320 --> 01:39:24,600 - As an outsider, right? - An outsider, go on. 1064 01:39:24,850 --> 01:39:25,800 I'll tell you. 1065 01:39:27,350 --> 01:39:30,540 You always want to be on top of everyone: 1066 01:39:30,750 --> 01:39:32,090 in ranching, 1067 01:39:32,090 --> 01:39:35,170 "I'm Juan. the ace, the fucking best." 1068 01:39:36,180 --> 01:39:37,090 "I control everything." 1069 01:39:37,090 --> 01:39:38,200 But guess what? 1070 01:39:38,750 --> 01:39:40,540 My dear, that's not how things work. 1071 01:39:40,920 --> 01:39:42,200 You don't control anyone. 1072 01:39:42,250 --> 01:39:45,340 Can you tell me, who have I ever been on top of? 1073 01:39:46,380 --> 01:39:47,950 Do you remember Orsa? 1074 01:39:47,970 --> 01:39:49,660 Sure I do, that goof... 1075 01:39:49,660 --> 01:39:51,560 I'm drunk, but I'm not an idiot. 1076 01:39:51,560 --> 01:39:53,740 I remember him. What about Orsa? 1077 01:39:54,550 --> 01:39:55,630 What about him? 1078 01:39:55,630 --> 01:39:58,060 You behaved like Stalin with him. 1079 01:39:58,060 --> 01:39:59,390 You were a real asshole, 1080 01:39:59,390 --> 01:40:02,370 you berated him in public, 1081 01:40:03,180 --> 01:40:04,390 It's your arrogance! 1082 01:40:04,390 --> 01:40:07,360 That guy's the king of spectacle bullfighting. 1083 01:40:07,360 --> 01:40:09,020 I have my own ideas about 1084 01:40:09,030 --> 01:40:11,500 a bull's appearance and behavior, 1085 01:40:11,650 --> 01:40:12,830 and I speak my mind. 1086 01:40:12,830 --> 01:40:15,690 If that makes him look like an idiot, so be it. 1087 01:40:15,690 --> 01:40:18,090 I never mistreated him. Was I unfair? 1088 01:40:18,090 --> 01:40:21,590 He's a hard-working guy with years of experience, 1089 01:40:21,590 --> 01:40:22,830 you mistreated him... 1090 01:40:22,830 --> 01:40:25,230 - "Years of experience"? - ...It's your arrogance, brother. 1091 01:40:25,230 --> 01:40:28,140 Being hard on people is a character flaw... 1092 01:40:28,420 --> 01:40:30,730 This one's hard! Don't be a snob. 1093 01:40:30,730 --> 01:40:32,270 But I've never... 1094 01:40:33,380 --> 01:40:35,170 ...been unfair to anyone. 1095 01:40:35,620 --> 01:40:36,560 Fucking Stalin? 1096 01:40:36,560 --> 01:40:39,230 Have you been watching the History Channel lately? 1097 01:40:39,980 --> 01:40:40,760 Gentlemen. 1098 01:40:40,760 --> 01:40:43,200 - You don't even know who Stalin is! - Of course I do! 1099 01:40:43,380 --> 01:40:45,800 - Who? - A mean motherfucker like you! 1100 01:40:46,280 --> 01:40:47,770 I'm going to the restroom. 1101 01:40:50,020 --> 01:40:51,370 You're a jerk. 1102 01:40:54,080 --> 01:40:56,940 She's aged like fine wine, truly. 1103 01:40:57,680 --> 01:40:58,890 What a beauty! 1104 01:40:59,360 --> 01:41:01,140 I can't deny it. 1105 01:41:01,680 --> 01:41:05,500 It makes up for everything that's going on. 1106 01:41:06,880 --> 01:41:08,000 Yes, it does. 1107 01:41:08,750 --> 01:41:09,660 I think so. 1108 01:41:10,120 --> 01:41:11,000 I hear you. 1109 01:41:14,350 --> 01:41:15,740 Does the fucking Gringo... 1110 01:41:16,320 --> 01:41:18,140 ...give her tempered steel? 1111 01:41:20,480 --> 01:41:22,340 What a moron. You ask her. 1112 01:41:22,580 --> 01:41:24,260 No that's your problem. You ask her. 1113 01:41:24,260 --> 01:41:26,070 You're the one who's asking. 1114 01:41:33,980 --> 01:41:35,500 So, when was the last time? 1115 01:41:37,620 --> 01:41:38,960 Four... five years ago. 1116 01:41:41,180 --> 01:41:41,940 But... 1117 01:41:43,250 --> 01:41:44,600 ...it would be my pleasure! 1118 01:41:52,150 --> 01:41:53,770 Have you two calmed down? 1119 01:41:54,950 --> 01:41:56,930 Well. I was just telling Juan... 1120 01:41:56,930 --> 01:42:00,400 ...that I couldn't blame a lover like you. 1121 01:42:02,050 --> 01:42:03,870 Yes, I'm drunk. but... 1122 01:42:04,050 --> 01:42:05,240 ...it's understandable. 1123 01:42:06,880 --> 01:42:09,260 - So what's your friend's name? - Pepito. 1124 01:42:09,980 --> 01:42:12,000 Did you hear that? 1125 01:42:12,350 --> 01:42:13,340 Pepito! 1126 01:42:14,250 --> 01:42:15,000 Well... 1127 01:42:15,380 --> 01:42:17,970 ...I understand that he can't resist such a queen. 1128 01:42:19,280 --> 01:42:20,840 - Cheers. - Cheers. 1129 01:42:26,380 --> 01:42:29,160 Juanita, go get yourself an ice cream, or something. 1130 01:42:32,880 --> 01:42:34,230 We're all friends here, right? 1131 01:42:34,230 --> 01:42:36,800 - I'm going to get a gin and tonic. - Please! 1132 01:42:36,980 --> 01:42:37,970 You guys are crazy. 1133 01:42:38,080 --> 01:42:40,770 - A gin and tonic? Okay! - I'll see you later? 1134 01:42:41,720 --> 01:42:42,570 Seriously. 1135 01:42:42,820 --> 01:42:44,000 I'll see you later. 1136 01:42:44,320 --> 01:42:45,000 I hope so. 1137 01:42:45,280 --> 01:42:46,700 I'll just take a walk. 1138 01:42:48,420 --> 01:42:49,290 Okay. 1139 01:42:49,460 --> 01:42:50,670 Good luck, my friend. 1140 01:42:51,580 --> 01:42:52,400 Have fun. 1141 01:42:57,680 --> 01:42:58,690 So, what do you say? 1142 01:42:59,980 --> 01:43:03,740 He wants to get close to me even if it's through a stand-in. 1143 01:43:05,850 --> 01:43:08,200 Then we'd better make him a video. 1144 01:43:14,320 --> 01:43:17,070 I just stayed to have a glass of wine. 1145 01:43:17,320 --> 01:43:19,530 You only do Gringos now or what is it? 1146 01:43:21,550 --> 01:43:22,600 What do you say? 1147 01:46:15,320 --> 01:46:16,900 Well, it's part of the show. 1148 01:46:17,320 --> 01:46:18,400 Exactly. 1149 01:46:19,250 --> 01:46:21,400 - Or you've forgotten? - Kind of. 1150 01:46:30,650 --> 01:46:32,000 Come here. 1151 01:46:35,120 --> 01:46:37,240 You're just as beautiful as ever. 1152 01:46:44,120 --> 01:46:45,440 - May I? - Yes. 1153 01:46:55,450 --> 01:46:56,400 Wow. 1154 01:46:57,580 --> 01:46:59,230 As beautiful as ever. 1155 01:47:11,580 --> 01:47:12,600 Alright then. 1156 01:47:13,580 --> 01:47:15,170 Let's do justice to the night! 1157 01:47:15,820 --> 01:47:17,070 What do you think? 1158 01:47:23,880 --> 01:47:24,870 It won't close but... 1159 01:47:25,720 --> 01:47:27,300 no one's watching. 1160 01:49:12,550 --> 01:49:14,590 It's only natural for a young writer 1161 01:49:14,590 --> 01:49:17,740 to use words in a straightforward manner, 1162 01:49:18,450 --> 01:49:20,370 like everybody else, 1163 01:49:21,050 --> 01:49:22,660 to convey his thoughts. 1164 01:49:22,660 --> 01:49:28,000 Feelings, desires, memories, and pain. 1165 01:49:29,580 --> 01:49:32,370 But it's not until he discovers 1166 01:49:32,750 --> 01:49:36,770 that words can be used inversely than the usual way 1167 01:49:37,420 --> 01:49:39,390 that a new language is born: 1168 01:49:40,950 --> 01:49:42,940 Using words to see. 1169 01:49:44,720 --> 01:49:47,870 Thus, poetry becomes a tool of knowledge 1170 01:49:48,150 --> 01:49:51,070 because language takes on a different form, 1171 01:49:51,580 --> 01:49:53,440 as a beacon of words. 1172 01:49:54,680 --> 01:49:56,860 In the words of the late American poet 1173 01:49:56,860 --> 01:49:58,340 Mark Strand: 1174 01:50:00,020 --> 01:50:01,170 I have a key 1175 01:50:01,850 --> 01:50:03,840 so I open the door and walk in. 1176 01:50:04,650 --> 01:50:06,540 It is dark and I walk in. 1177 01:50:07,350 --> 01:50:09,530 It is darker and I walk in. 1178 01:50:12,550 --> 01:50:13,860 Forgive me for stopping. 1179 01:50:13,860 --> 01:50:17,030 But I'd like Juan to read the next part, 1180 01:50:17,030 --> 01:50:19,230 because it's so lucid, and 1181 01:50:19,390 --> 01:50:22,840 your words will sound better in your own voice. 1182 01:50:24,050 --> 01:50:25,500 Thank you, Isabel. 1183 01:50:36,820 --> 01:50:38,830 Hello, honey. How's everything? 1184 01:50:40,880 --> 01:50:43,270 The congress went better than I expected. 1185 01:50:45,520 --> 01:50:47,070 How are you feeling, love? 1186 01:50:49,620 --> 01:50:50,640 Can you hear me? 1187 01:50:52,280 --> 01:50:55,400 ...been throwing up, as If I were pregnant. 1188 01:50:56,650 --> 01:50:58,270 And your mood? 1189 01:51:01,650 --> 01:51:02,940 Yesterday I hated going out 1190 01:51:06,150 --> 01:51:07,870 You used to love that, right? 1191 01:51:09,590 --> 01:51:10,230 Yes. 1192 01:51:11,480 --> 01:51:12,670 It will come back. 1193 01:51:17,520 --> 01:51:19,760 Have you been to see the homeopath? 1194 01:51:20,980 --> 01:51:23,140 Yes. I want this morning. 1195 01:51:23,420 --> 01:51:25,240 He gave me pills and some herbs. 1196 01:51:26,150 --> 01:51:28,070 I'm sure you'll feel better soon. 1197 01:51:30,580 --> 01:51:32,200 I wish I could see you. 1198 01:51:40,350 --> 01:51:42,470 Sybille, the German woman, was very good. 1199 01:51:42,680 --> 01:51:46,500 The Ukrainian intellectual was boring and superficial. 1200 01:51:47,480 --> 01:51:48,880 Then I ate with the moderator 1201 01:51:48,880 --> 01:51:48,890 and came back to the hotel. Then I ate with the moderator 1202 01:51:48,890 --> 01:51:50,070 and came back to the hotel. 1203 01:51:52,880 --> 01:51:54,030 You look beautiful. 1204 01:51:54,030 --> 01:51:55,740 That shirt suits you. 1205 01:51:59,190 --> 01:52:00,740 Can you show them to me? 1206 01:52:14,920 --> 01:52:16,670 You're a bit off-center, gorgeous. 1207 01:52:17,020 --> 01:52:18,070 Shift to the center. 1208 01:52:19,020 --> 01:52:20,800 A bit to your left, to your left. 1209 01:52:22,550 --> 01:52:23,500 That's it. 1210 01:52:25,720 --> 01:52:27,040 Have you been horny? 1211 01:52:28,580 --> 01:52:30,160 Fuck, Juan! 1212 01:52:31,720 --> 01:52:33,590 I just told you I feel sick, 1213 01:52:33,590 --> 01:52:35,260 I can't stand the bulls, 1214 01:52:35,260 --> 01:52:36,930 I'm tired of being with the kids, 1215 01:52:36,930 --> 01:52:38,700 and you're asking if I'm horny? 1216 01:52:39,880 --> 01:52:41,170 What is wrong with you? 1217 01:52:42,150 --> 01:52:44,430 Whenever I'm away I ask you that, 1218 01:52:44,430 --> 01:52:45,960 and it's always been a bridge... 1219 01:52:45,960 --> 01:52:49,030 I'm not always feeling this sick, though! 1220 01:52:49,750 --> 01:52:51,430 I get it, you feel sick, 1221 01:52:51,430 --> 01:52:53,400 I just don't think it's only physical. 1222 01:52:56,480 --> 01:52:58,740 The other issue clearly has an effect, Ester! 1223 01:52:58,880 --> 01:53:02,140 The other issue has nothing to do with the nausea of menstruation. 1224 01:53:02,650 --> 01:53:04,360 Isn't it easier, Ester 1225 01:53:04,360 --> 01:53:05,890 to admit that you're in love? 1226 01:53:05,890 --> 01:53:07,770 I am not in love! 1227 01:53:08,220 --> 01:53:10,770 For fuck's sake, Juan! 1228 01:53:11,450 --> 01:53:13,070 I'm going through something personal! 1229 01:53:15,280 --> 01:53:17,440 Leave other people in peace! 1230 01:53:29,880 --> 01:53:31,400 Is this how you like them, Juan? 1231 01:53:32,480 --> 01:53:34,070 Do they turn you on like this? 1232 01:53:38,480 --> 01:53:40,700 Are they centered enough? Answer Mel 1233 01:53:44,920 --> 01:53:46,670 Do they turn you on like this? 1234 01:53:58,320 --> 01:53:59,260 My love, 1235 01:54:00,820 --> 01:54:02,590 As I told you by e-mail, 1236 01:54:02,590 --> 01:54:06,040 today is the first day in weeks I've felt some clarity. 1237 01:54:08,250 --> 01:54:10,700 The nausea is almost gone now. 1238 01:54:10,980 --> 01:54:13,090 It came from a huge buildup of tension, 1239 01:54:13,090 --> 01:54:16,500 which I was unable to process logically. 1240 01:54:17,180 --> 01:54:19,330 It got stuck in the pit of my stomach. 1241 01:54:21,550 --> 01:54:25,500 Today I finally ate something after a three-day fast, and it gave me strength. 1242 01:54:27,020 --> 01:54:29,690 I spent the day with the cowboys and the kids, 1243 01:54:29,690 --> 01:54:31,240 nowhere near the computer. 1244 01:54:31,520 --> 01:54:34,670 I didn't want to deal with any paperwork. 1245 01:54:36,020 --> 01:54:37,660 I did some gardening with Lechera 1246 01:54:37,660 --> 01:54:40,160 and arranged tableware with Blanca, 1247 01:54:40,650 --> 01:54:42,740 focusing entirely on physical work. 1248 01:54:45,750 --> 01:54:48,100 I reconnected with the beauty of our house, 1249 01:54:48,280 --> 01:54:49,430 our home, 1250 01:54:50,480 --> 01:54:53,200 the poplar-dotted plains you love so dearly, 1251 01:54:53,720 --> 01:54:56,670 the transient clouds that offer glimpses of the sun, 1252 01:54:56,780 --> 01:54:58,240 clear or veiled, 1253 01:54:58,720 --> 01:55:02,740 and our bulls, which are like vases of silver and lava, as you say. 1254 01:55:04,120 --> 01:55:07,800 I felt blessed and gave thanks for the life I live. 1255 01:55:12,420 --> 01:55:14,360 Phil called late last night 1256 01:55:14,360 --> 01:55:16,470 and we spoke about the situation. 1257 01:55:17,950 --> 01:55:20,770 Hes working out his relationship with his girlfriend. 1258 01:55:21,250 --> 01:55:24,500 He has been working with some difficult horses 1259 01:55:24,980 --> 01:55:28,640 and he hinted that someone had told him what to do with me. 1260 01:55:29,920 --> 01:55:31,800 He was vague, and I didn't say much. 1261 01:55:32,750 --> 01:55:36,140 We didn't talk long because he was exhausted of breaking. 1262 01:55:36,650 --> 01:55:39,560 Please tell me if you discussed this with him. 1263 01:55:40,350 --> 01:55:42,070 I got that distinct impression. 1264 01:55:43,750 --> 01:55:46,940 I realized that we've attached too much importance to this. 1265 01:55:47,180 --> 01:55:50,340 You're suggesting that my problem is that I've fallen in love. 1266 01:55:51,350 --> 01:55:53,200 I think that this episode with Phil, 1267 01:55:53,650 --> 01:55:55,740 which could have been with any other man, 1268 01:55:56,180 --> 01:55:59,930 unleashed something that I have felt for a long time. 1269 01:56:02,720 --> 01:56:04,900 I will write straight from the heart. 1270 01:56:05,180 --> 01:56:07,940 I'm still processing and none of this is clear yet. 1271 01:56:11,080 --> 01:56:15,640 During these 15 years I've been driven by that initial burst. 1272 01:56:16,580 --> 01:56:19,260 The force that let me to you was so powerful, 1273 01:56:19,660 --> 01:56:23,340 that I could see eternity with you, my destiny fulfilled with you. 1274 01:56:23,620 --> 01:56:25,270 There was nothing else. 1275 01:56:25,720 --> 01:56:29,560 Nothing but giving you my love, so that you would also see me. 1276 01:56:30,920 --> 01:56:33,300 I know that you were were fighting your own battle. 1277 01:56:34,080 --> 01:56:36,840 We each waged our own fight to be together 1278 01:56:41,150 --> 01:56:43,590 This has all been a continuous flow for me, 1279 01:56:43,590 --> 01:56:48,000 In which I had to prove myself so you wouldn't leave me. 1280 01:56:48,850 --> 01:56:50,020 Or even worse, 1281 01:56:50,030 --> 01:56:53,940 so you wouldn't think that leaving Paula had been a mistake. 1282 01:56:55,220 --> 01:56:57,840 That was my all-encompassing purpose. 1283 01:57:00,150 --> 01:57:02,430 Then, the birth of our children 1284 01:57:02,430 --> 01:57:05,500 made everything even more intense. 1285 01:57:06,450 --> 01:57:08,830 They transformed me, for better and for worse. 1286 01:57:09,730 --> 01:57:12,340 At than point, I stopped recognizing myself. 1287 01:57:13,320 --> 01:57:15,870 I no longer knew who I was. 1288 01:57:16,280 --> 01:57:20,270 I kept on going, driven solely by my love for you. 1289 01:57:22,950 --> 01:57:24,790 Then, we moved to the ranch 1290 01:57:24,790 --> 01:57:27,970 and I found it so hard to achieve a sustained sense of fulfillment 1291 01:57:28,420 --> 01:57:29,780 We began to quarrel, 1292 01:57:29,790 --> 01:57:32,670 and although I finally felt that you were with me, 1293 01:57:32,920 --> 01:57:34,340 I had lost my strength. 1294 01:57:34,850 --> 01:57:37,440 I wasn't strong enough for the life I was leading, 1295 01:57:37,850 --> 01:57:39,490 because I hadn't processed any of it. 1296 01:57:42,180 --> 01:57:44,800 Simultaneously, what we experienced was so beautiful 1297 01:57:45,150 --> 01:57:47,560 with such depth and love in our relationship, 1298 01:57:47,560 --> 01:57:50,160 that our love became stronger 1299 01:57:50,160 --> 01:57:51,700 and finally welded. 1300 01:57:54,220 --> 01:57:57,170 But as is turned out, there was a fracture underneath. 1301 01:57:58,780 --> 01:58:02,340 The quarreling consumed us to the point that for the first time 1302 01:58:02,650 --> 01:58:04,440 I saw our love outside myself, 1303 01:58:04,720 --> 01:58:06,370 as an independent being. 1304 01:58:07,580 --> 01:58:08,660 I realized then 1305 01:58:08,660 --> 01:58:11,670 that after losing the force that had driven me for years, 1306 01:58:11,920 --> 01:58:13,440 I was empty. 1307 01:58:14,350 --> 01:58:17,740 I had unknowingly built something in those years 1308 01:58:21,250 --> 01:58:23,000 I had become a different woman. 1309 01:58:25,350 --> 01:58:27,760 I felt the need to broaden my horizons, 1310 01:58:27,760 --> 01:58:29,560 also for the first time. 1311 01:58:30,720 --> 01:58:32,140 but I'd forgotten how. 1312 01:58:34,850 --> 01:58:36,190 This event with Phil, 1313 01:58:36,190 --> 01:58:40,160 triggered a need to experience things on my own terms. 1314 01:58:40,720 --> 01:58:42,090 Not out of love for you 1315 01:58:42,090 --> 01:58:43,340 or our children. 1316 01:58:44,020 --> 01:58:47,340 And when this event led to a collision between us 1317 01:58:47,680 --> 01:58:48,960 I caved in again. 1318 01:58:51,950 --> 01:58:55,090 The effects on our marriage are much more powerful 1319 01:58:55,090 --> 01:58:57,000 than the event itself. 1320 01:58:57,550 --> 01:58:59,090 The event is trivial. 1321 01:58:59,360 --> 01:59:02,500 It lasts barely a couple of weeks and turns into a memory, 1322 01:59:02,780 --> 01:59:04,170 just another experience. 1323 01:59:04,880 --> 01:59:08,200 Yet, its effects on us have been profound. 1324 01:59:09,480 --> 01:59:12,140 I am convinced that it is largely positive. 1325 01:59:13,680 --> 01:59:15,590 For the first time in our lives together 1326 01:59:15,590 --> 01:59:18,740 all your words to me have been deeply kind and loving. 1327 01:59:19,880 --> 01:59:22,440 And for the first time since I set eyes on you, 1328 01:59:22,580 --> 01:59:24,400 I have started to think of myself. 1329 01:59:25,280 --> 01:59:27,500 Both developments will enable us to grow. 1330 01:59:28,720 --> 01:59:29,920 You are the love of my life, 1331 01:59:29,930 --> 01:59:32,200 and I've never doubted that for a second. 1332 01:59:33,320 --> 01:59:37,270 Perhaps things are still unclear and my words sound superficial, 1333 01:59:37,780 --> 01:59:39,550 Gradually I will understand more fully, 1334 01:59:39,560 --> 01:59:40,970 and I will do so by your side. 1335 01:59:42,250 --> 01:59:45,240 How fortunate I feel to listen to you every day. 1336 01:59:47,080 --> 01:59:48,000 Ester. 1337 02:02:33,650 --> 02:02:36,670 I understand you're coming to break Jimenez's colts, 1338 02:02:36,750 --> 02:02:39,330 and that you'll stay at the ranch, Phil. 1339 02:02:41,280 --> 02:02:43,700 I know that Ester has made plans with you. 1340 02:02:45,520 --> 02:02:47,070 Don't worry about me. 1341 02:02:57,680 --> 02:03:00,260 I rented a house nearby for a few days. 1342 02:03:01,920 --> 02:03:03,560 I don't want to stay at the ranch 1343 02:03:03,560 --> 02:03:05,740 and I don't want a thing to do with Ester. 1344 02:03:09,230 --> 02:03:11,070 I think what is most important 1345 02:03:11,280 --> 02:03:13,770 Is that she comes out of this one unhurt. 1346 02:03:21,120 --> 02:03:24,140 It's a shame she wants to live this experience without you 1347 02:03:24,620 --> 02:03:26,390 instead with the three of us. 1348 02:03:26,390 --> 02:03:29,060 As I've tried to talk her into many times. 1349 02:03:41,280 --> 02:03:44,600 I think Ester needs the last word on this event. 1350 02:03:46,250 --> 02:03:47,740 I don't know why she's lying 1351 02:03:47,850 --> 02:03:50,090 and wants to keep me out at all costs. 1352 02:03:51,780 --> 02:03:54,470 Best case scenario, she needs to assert herself. 1353 02:03:55,580 --> 02:03:58,470 In an intermediate case, she wants revenge on me. 1354 02:04:00,280 --> 02:04:01,440 In the worst of cases, 1355 02:04:02,220 --> 02:04:04,600 her desire is so strong that she truly loves you. 1356 02:04:06,520 --> 02:04:08,100 This time I must let her be. 1357 02:04:09,530 --> 02:04:10,900 Love is resilient, 1358 02:04:11,320 --> 02:04:12,340 and above all... 1359 02:04:13,250 --> 02:04:14,400 Imperfect. 1360 02:04:26,980 --> 02:04:29,990 I've learned a lot from you along this route, Juan. 1361 02:04:30,750 --> 02:04:34,840 I'll be with Ester for a few more weeks and then it's goodbye. 1362 02:04:38,420 --> 02:04:42,440 Now let's enjoy the mezcal we promised ourselves so long ago. 1363 02:05:05,420 --> 02:05:06,440 They're here. 1364 02:05:52,250 --> 02:05:54,400 I have money... you have no money... 1365 02:05:58,850 --> 02:05:59,660 Bon appetit. 1366 02:06:01,920 --> 02:06:02,930 Join us, Juanito! 1367 02:06:02,930 --> 02:06:03,760 Come here. 1368 02:06:03,760 --> 02:06:04,740 Where are you going? 1369 02:06:47,180 --> 02:06:48,200 What's up? 1370 02:06:49,190 --> 02:06:50,160 Nothing much. 1371 02:06:59,330 --> 02:07:00,500 So, what's up? 1372 02:07:05,920 --> 02:07:06,870 What about? 1373 02:07:07,750 --> 02:07:09,090 Won't you kiss me? 1374 02:07:15,750 --> 02:07:18,340 - Let's go... - Where to? 1375 02:07:18,750 --> 02:07:20,770 - Stop it, Juan. - Stop what? 1376 02:07:29,950 --> 02:07:31,840 See you, Juan! We are leaving. 1377 02:07:35,250 --> 02:07:36,440 We are leaving, Juan. 1378 02:07:38,580 --> 02:07:39,590 See you. Carlos. 1379 02:07:40,780 --> 02:07:41,770 Have a good one. 1380 02:07:43,450 --> 02:07:44,370 Bernie. 1381 02:08:17,680 --> 02:08:19,530 Don't go. Stay here. 1382 02:08:29,080 --> 02:08:30,440 Can I take my dog? 1383 02:08:30,850 --> 02:08:32,340 Totally... 1384 02:08:32,550 --> 02:08:35,040 ...your dog, my dad, your brother... 1385 02:08:41,720 --> 02:08:43,240 Is it any good? 1386 02:08:43,350 --> 02:08:45,170 - It's amazing. - Juanito. 1387 02:08:50,020 --> 02:08:51,500 - We'll be right back. - Okay. 1388 02:08:57,150 --> 02:08:59,090 Why don't you go with Phil to the cabin? 1389 02:08:59,390 --> 02:09:00,670 No, no way. 1390 02:09:01,020 --> 02:09:02,300 Go on. Just for a while. 1391 02:09:03,050 --> 02:09:04,070 C'mon. Juan! 1392 02:09:04,180 --> 02:09:05,100 You're nuts. 1393 02:09:05,380 --> 02:09:06,900 You know you want to. 1394 02:09:08,080 --> 02:09:09,190 Thirty minutes. 1395 02:09:09,430 --> 02:09:11,070 Where do you get these ideas? 1396 02:09:11,320 --> 02:09:12,400 Go on! 1397 02:09:12,680 --> 02:09:14,140 You're so insistent, Juan! 1398 02:09:14,250 --> 02:09:15,500 Do you want to, or not? 1399 02:09:16,450 --> 02:09:17,240 Go on. 1400 02:09:17,520 --> 02:09:18,830 Okay, half an hour. 1401 02:09:19,320 --> 02:09:20,100 Go on. 1402 02:09:20,580 --> 02:09:22,200 But you fuck Michelle, okay? 1403 02:09:23,520 --> 02:09:24,570 We'll see. 1404 02:09:34,320 --> 02:09:35,340 Are you okay? 1405 02:09:35,820 --> 02:09:37,970 - I'm great. - Really? Great? 1406 02:09:38,750 --> 02:09:39,660 Excellent! 1407 02:09:45,950 --> 02:09:46,900 Your turn. 1408 02:14:12,650 --> 02:14:14,270 Too much coke for a cock. 1409 02:14:21,220 --> 02:14:22,770 It will, it will come. 1410 02:16:08,480 --> 02:16:09,360 Juan! 1411 02:16:15,420 --> 02:16:16,270 Hey, man. 1412 02:16:44,150 --> 02:16:45,670 Hey, man. Hey, man. 1413 02:16:45,750 --> 02:16:47,100 Hey, man. Hey, man. 1414 02:17:22,620 --> 02:17:25,840 Years ago, I saw that same expression on you, Ester. 1415 02:17:32,180 --> 02:17:33,700 The way you used to look at me, 1416 02:17:35,620 --> 02:17:36,940 the way you felt. 1417 02:17:40,880 --> 02:17:42,570 When I saw you just now, 1418 02:17:44,520 --> 02:17:46,000 it all came back to me. 1419 02:17:51,320 --> 02:17:53,140 It came like it was yesterday. 1420 02:17:55,820 --> 02:17:58,240 Although now it was for someone else. 1421 02:18:12,720 --> 02:18:13,970 Right now, 1422 02:18:17,920 --> 02:18:19,290 I'd give everything I am, 1423 02:18:21,820 --> 02:18:23,270 to see that look again, 1424 02:18:26,120 --> 02:18:27,070 even if only... 1425 02:18:32,250 --> 02:18:33,340 ...minutes. 1426 02:18:35,150 --> 02:18:37,990 I guess that many men who catch their wives 1427 02:18:37,990 --> 02:18:39,950 in the act with someone else. 1428 02:18:39,960 --> 02:18:42,700 See and hear something that's never been given to them. 1429 02:18:44,250 --> 02:18:46,700 Then they realize that they were never loved. 1430 02:18:50,050 --> 02:18:51,200 But what I saw, 1431 02:18:52,650 --> 02:18:54,170 is a lot more complex. 1432 02:18:57,180 --> 02:18:58,070 I know 1433 02:18:59,220 --> 02:19:01,370 every millimeter of that look, 1434 02:19:02,250 --> 02:19:03,400 of that expression. 1435 02:19:10,880 --> 02:19:12,170 It simply... 1436 02:19:17,550 --> 02:19:18,670 ...left me. 1437 02:19:50,580 --> 02:19:53,200 Are you whispering to your horse? 1438 02:19:56,180 --> 02:19:57,770 No, man. 1439 02:20:00,380 --> 02:20:02,040 Come on, Juan. 1440 02:20:02,580 --> 02:20:05,390 Man, don't be such a fucking idiot. 1441 02:20:05,390 --> 02:20:08,290 You don't realize what it is that you guys have here together. 1442 02:20:08,290 --> 02:20:10,970 The way you communicate, it's beautiful. 1443 02:20:11,480 --> 02:20:13,140 Yeah, are you gonna cry? 1444 02:20:13,320 --> 02:20:15,840 Just listen how she talks non-stop. 1445 02:20:22,120 --> 02:20:23,000 Enough! 1446 02:20:29,260 --> 02:20:30,740 What a temper! 1447 02:20:53,720 --> 02:20:55,000 Ready to talk now? 1448 02:22:16,620 --> 02:22:18,240 Orale, man. You've made it. 1449 02:22:19,130 --> 02:22:20,090 Finally. 1450 02:22:22,420 --> 02:22:25,700 Man, you are seriously the greatest couple I've ever seen in my life. 1451 02:22:29,430 --> 02:22:30,340 Where's Ester? 1452 02:22:31,250 --> 02:22:32,600 She's gone, brother. 1453 02:22:45,180 --> 02:22:47,240 It's all muddy. 1454 02:22:47,520 --> 02:22:48,830 Yeah. Don't worry. 1455 02:23:02,850 --> 02:23:04,600 Don't ride too close to the edge. 1456 02:23:39,520 --> 02:23:40,500 She's right. 1457 02:23:42,550 --> 02:23:44,600 His shoes are all wet now. 1458 02:23:44,720 --> 02:23:45,440 Yes. 1459 02:23:46,080 --> 02:23:47,640 I can see them from here. 1460 02:23:52,180 --> 02:23:54,370 When you get too comfortable 1461 02:23:55,550 --> 02:23:57,640 you lose your inspiration, right? 1462 02:23:58,580 --> 02:23:59,490 Could be. 1463 02:23:59,880 --> 02:24:01,000 Who said that? 1464 02:24:02,020 --> 02:24:04,700 Our English teacher told us about this guy... 1465 02:24:05,020 --> 02:24:06,440 ...Joseph Conrad. 1466 02:24:06,980 --> 02:24:08,790 He had the same problem as you: 1467 02:24:09,590 --> 02:24:13,640 when he got too comfortable he couldn't find inspiration, 1468 02:24:13,880 --> 02:24:16,500 but when things were bad, everything was just fine. 1469 02:24:17,550 --> 02:24:20,140 "This guy, Joseph Conrad..." 1470 02:24:21,150 --> 02:24:22,140 Come here. 1471 02:24:24,080 --> 02:24:24,900 Sit down. 1472 02:24:25,880 --> 02:24:28,340 I wouldn't want your tidy clothes In a mess, now. 1473 02:24:30,150 --> 02:24:33,040 I can't tell you how happy it makes me to see you growing up. 1474 02:24:34,580 --> 02:24:36,140 Will you give me a hug? 1475 02:24:43,150 --> 02:24:44,070 I love you, 1476 02:24:45,480 --> 02:24:46,470 and Mom too... 1477 02:24:48,120 --> 02:24:48,960 so much. 1478 02:24:55,620 --> 02:24:58,300 Leave the house for a few months... 1479 02:25:07,080 --> 02:25:10,900 Do what you want 1480 02:25:11,350 --> 02:25:12,370 Hi. 1481 02:25:14,750 --> 02:25:15,770 Hi, love. 1482 02:25:16,820 --> 02:25:18,000 How are things? 1483 02:25:18,680 --> 02:25:19,490 Fine. 1484 02:25:22,420 --> 02:25:25,300 Are you going to The Valley to see Pablo tomorrow? 1485 02:25:26,320 --> 02:25:27,170 Yes. 1486 02:25:28,220 --> 02:25:30,160 I'm afraid he's on his way out. 1487 02:25:34,450 --> 02:25:35,570 I miss you. 1488 02:25:38,420 --> 02:25:39,660 I miss you too. 1489 02:25:40,680 --> 02:25:42,200 Wait for me in bed. 1490 02:25:46,080 --> 02:25:47,270 Come here. 1491 02:25:49,050 --> 02:25:52,500 We'll tell the children you went on a trip... 1492 02:26:02,380 --> 02:26:03,700 Show me your body. 1493 02:26:05,780 --> 02:26:06,600 Sure. 1494 02:26:19,180 --> 02:26:21,440 But let's not fuck tonight. Please, Juan. 1495 02:26:23,450 --> 02:26:25,100 Whenever you're ready, love. 1496 02:26:26,750 --> 02:26:27,570 Thank you. 1497 02:26:30,480 --> 02:26:32,470 At my mother's funeral, 1498 02:26:32,920 --> 02:26:34,500 my arm started hurting, 1499 02:26:36,650 --> 02:26:38,000 a month ago 1500 02:26:44,780 --> 02:26:47,770 so I saw a doctor, 'cause it was hurting bad. 1501 02:26:50,320 --> 02:26:54,070 Who told me it was nothing, just psychosomatic. 1502 02:26:56,720 --> 02:26:58,230 Three days later I went back, 1503 02:26:58,230 --> 02:26:59,890 'cause I couldn't move my arm 1504 02:27:02,820 --> 02:27:05,070 and the doctor said the same thing. 1505 02:27:08,320 --> 02:27:09,990 But then another doctor saw me, 1506 02:27:10,680 --> 02:27:14,000 and decided on the spot to run some tests. 1507 02:27:15,480 --> 02:27:17,370 That's when they found the tumors. 1508 02:27:18,220 --> 02:27:20,770 Eight in my body and three in my head. 1509 02:27:22,920 --> 02:27:25,840 They said there were no options, chemo or whatever. 1510 02:27:26,980 --> 02:27:29,090 So we decided to quit all that shit. 1511 02:27:30,620 --> 02:27:33,940 And here we are, eating mud and live insects, 1512 02:27:35,220 --> 02:27:37,340 and we're getting married next week. 1513 02:27:44,150 --> 02:27:45,840 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 1514 02:27:46,020 --> 02:27:49,060 - We don't want any gifts. - I won't give you any. 1515 02:27:49,250 --> 02:27:51,440 Let's be silent for a while, please. 1516 02:27:57,250 --> 02:27:58,390 At this moment, 1517 02:27:58,390 --> 02:28:01,840 Juan felt overwhelmed by a sense of envy, 1518 02:28:03,840 --> 02:28:05,320 an immeasurable envy. 1519 02:28:06,150 --> 02:28:08,760 Not malicious or mean-spirited. 1520 02:28:12,880 --> 02:28:16,500 He simply wished he were Pablo Fendol, 1521 02:28:17,650 --> 02:28:20,540 a condemned man, full of love. 1522 02:28:22,820 --> 02:28:24,870 Juan felt a sense of discomfort, 1523 02:28:25,550 --> 02:28:26,500 awe, 1524 02:28:27,380 --> 02:28:28,560 perhaps dread. 1525 02:28:32,080 --> 02:28:34,440 Pablo instead, smoked drugs, 1526 02:28:34,720 --> 02:28:36,670 believed in the Buddha and the Prana, 1527 02:28:36,750 --> 02:28:37,990 in good vibes 1528 02:28:37,990 --> 02:28:39,550 and the power of love, 1529 02:28:39,560 --> 02:28:42,140 surrounded by his friends and his devoted fiancee. 1530 02:28:44,350 --> 02:28:46,470 Juan was overcome with loneliness, 1531 02:28:46,620 --> 02:28:49,550 when he realized that he would not feel the same 1532 02:28:49,560 --> 02:28:51,470 if he were in Pablo's place. 1533 02:28:53,380 --> 02:28:55,090 He sensed his indifference 1534 02:28:55,090 --> 02:28:58,370 for all gods, miracles and magicians. 1535 02:29:01,920 --> 02:29:03,540 he felt the terror of not knowing 1536 02:29:03,780 --> 02:29:07,440 who would keep him company and make him feel a peace, 1537 02:29:07,550 --> 02:29:09,590 like Pablo had. 1538 02:29:11,720 --> 02:29:13,970 He thought or his wife and children: 1539 02:29:15,020 --> 02:29:16,730 She was deep in a cave, 1540 02:29:16,730 --> 02:29:19,690 and who knew if she would ever emerge from it. 1541 02:29:20,780 --> 02:29:23,200 And Juan sensed that even if she did, 1542 02:29:23,550 --> 02:29:24,930 she would never give herself 1543 02:29:24,930 --> 02:29:26,600 as fully as his friend's wife. 1544 02:29:29,920 --> 02:29:32,090 His children would be scarred 1545 02:29:32,090 --> 02:29:34,400 by such an early death. 1546 02:29:36,580 --> 02:29:39,660 He sensed that his parents and siblings could annoy him, 1547 02:29:39,660 --> 02:29:41,340 rather than soothe him. 1548 02:29:43,020 --> 02:29:44,100 As for his friends, 1549 02:29:44,250 --> 02:29:46,340 he hoped they would be there for him... 1550 02:29:47,020 --> 02:29:48,070 ...but then he realized 1551 02:29:48,150 --> 02:29:50,600 that they may all be too busy. 1552 02:29:55,320 --> 02:29:59,490 Juan wondered if he'd last until the end or take his own life, 1553 02:29:59,980 --> 02:30:03,240 but he know that his attachment to life was too great 1554 02:30:03,350 --> 02:30:05,440 and he would die suffering. 1555 02:30:08,750 --> 02:30:10,590 All this went through Juan's mind 1556 02:30:10,590 --> 02:30:12,660 after traveling 100 km to The Valley 1557 02:30:12,660 --> 02:30:14,700 to see his friend Pablo Fendol, 1558 02:30:15,020 --> 02:30:16,400 on his death bed. 1559 02:30:31,250 --> 02:30:32,840 - Good afternoon. - Afternoon. 1560 02:30:55,780 --> 02:30:58,770 We been thinking that this doesn't make sense anymore, 1561 02:30:59,220 --> 02:31:02,190 I am convinced that we have to separate. 1562 02:31:02,190 --> 02:31:04,600 Ester, I thought the same thing yesterday, 1563 02:31:04,820 --> 02:31:06,660 I wrote you a loving letter last night... 1564 02:31:06,660 --> 02:31:07,500 Yes! 1565 02:31:08,020 --> 02:31:08,720 ...saying... 1566 02:31:08,730 --> 02:31:10,440 - Exactly! - ...Ester! 1567 02:31:11,520 --> 02:31:13,500 I cannot be with you. 1568 02:31:16,750 --> 02:31:19,930 You want to be worshipped and I can't do that. 1569 02:31:20,750 --> 02:31:21,700 I just can't. 1570 02:31:22,680 --> 02:31:24,940 - Ester, please... - No more games. Juan! 1571 02:31:25,080 --> 02:31:26,360 Do you want a divorce? 1572 02:31:26,360 --> 02:31:28,370 We're doing it tomorrow! 1573 02:31:32,050 --> 02:31:35,470 - But I need to be with the kids, so let's... - Can we discuss this later? 1574 02:31:35,950 --> 02:31:38,460 I can't give you what you need! 1575 02:31:43,480 --> 02:31:46,370 What do you mean 'what I need', Ester? 1576 02:31:46,820 --> 02:31:48,930 I can't take your pressure anymore, Juan! 1577 02:31:50,620 --> 02:31:52,170 Thais enough, let's talk at home. 1578 02:31:52,750 --> 02:31:54,170 Okay, okay. 1579 02:31:54,520 --> 02:31:55,340 Goodbye. 1580 02:31:59,360 --> 02:32:00,190 Excuse me? 1581 02:32:01,920 --> 02:32:02,840 Excuse me? 1582 02:32:04,150 --> 02:32:05,040 What is It? 1583 02:32:05,720 --> 02:32:07,540 I have a big question. 1584 02:32:10,150 --> 02:32:11,070 What's that? 1585 02:32:12,150 --> 02:32:13,540 I have a big question. 1586 02:32:14,420 --> 02:32:15,170 Go ahead. 1587 02:32:15,580 --> 02:32:17,740 Weren't you on television last Sunday? 1588 02:32:19,430 --> 02:32:22,470 - Yeah, sometimes I do that crap. - I watched you! 1589 02:32:22,580 --> 02:32:24,270 - You watched me? - Yes. 1590 02:32:24,680 --> 02:32:26,660 - You keep a fine garden. - Thanks. 1591 02:32:26,660 --> 02:32:29,490 - Is it all your work? - Yes, all of it. 1592 02:32:30,180 --> 02:32:31,740 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 1593 02:32:32,050 --> 02:32:33,200 - Juan. - Jose Manuel. 1594 02:32:33,350 --> 02:32:34,500 It's a pleasure. 1595 02:32:34,880 --> 02:32:37,200 - I'll join the others now, see you. - Yes. 1596 02:33:00,450 --> 02:33:01,440 Hi, Juan. 1597 02:33:03,920 --> 02:33:06,940 Juan, this is Miguel. Miguel, Juan. 1598 02:33:58,980 --> 02:33:59,990 Are you alright? 1599 02:34:09,820 --> 02:34:12,240 Juanito, always so emotional... 1600 02:34:16,120 --> 02:34:17,400 Carry on, carry on. 1601 02:34:18,550 --> 02:34:19,920 It's not because of you, Pablo. 1602 02:34:19,930 --> 02:34:20,970 It's not you. 1603 02:34:21,050 --> 02:34:24,670 In a month this guy will be back on a football field. 1604 02:35:11,480 --> 02:35:14,740 You'd never been in a crash since I've known you. 1605 02:35:20,750 --> 02:35:22,590 No, wait for the insurance guy. 1606 02:35:22,590 --> 02:35:23,760 I'm heading home, 1607 02:35:23,760 --> 02:35:24,930 I'll be with the kids 1608 02:35:24,930 --> 02:35:26,100 and wait for you there. 1609 02:35:28,920 --> 02:35:29,660 Yes. 1610 02:35:31,980 --> 02:35:33,840 When you get home I'll read the letter, 1611 02:35:33,980 --> 02:35:36,270 and I promise to have a civilized conversation then. 1612 02:35:40,320 --> 02:35:41,340 Goodbye, love. 1613 02:37:07,620 --> 02:37:08,990 My dear Ester, 1614 02:37:09,390 --> 02:37:11,190 There are two boats before you, 1615 02:37:11,190 --> 02:37:12,940 but one has already sailed. 1616 02:37:13,250 --> 02:37:15,340 You are freed because Phil has left, 1617 02:37:16,220 --> 02:37:19,080 which makes it easier for you to return to the old ship 1618 02:37:19,080 --> 02:37:19,090 berthed at the dock. which makes it easier for you to return to the old ship 1619 02:37:19,090 --> 02:37:21,290 berthed at the dock. 1620 02:37:21,290 --> 02:37:23,130 I'd prefer if Phil were here 1621 02:37:23,130 --> 02:37:25,400 and you still chose to come back to me. 1622 02:37:25,920 --> 02:37:27,230 If you do come back, 1623 02:37:27,230 --> 02:37:28,660 it must be your choice. 1624 02:37:29,650 --> 02:37:32,770 - Do you want a knife and fork? - No thanks. 1625 02:37:40,220 --> 02:37:41,970 But since Phil is gone, 1626 02:37:42,120 --> 02:37:43,530 you must be certain 1627 02:37:43,530 --> 02:37:46,340 that whatever happens is your own decision 1628 02:37:46,550 --> 02:37:48,170 rather than a twist of fate. 1629 02:37:49,190 --> 02:37:50,870 How will you be sure? 1630 02:37:51,080 --> 02:37:53,200 Would you like to leave home for some time? 1631 02:37:53,980 --> 02:37:56,240 My life without you is sad and gray, 1632 02:37:56,750 --> 02:37:58,590 but I refuse to live half a life. 1633 02:38:08,680 --> 02:38:09,660 Come here, love. 1634 02:38:21,550 --> 02:38:22,570 Thank you. 1635 02:38:30,050 --> 02:38:31,000 So? 1636 02:38:39,820 --> 02:38:42,970 At the beginning I spent years struggling in silence. 1637 02:38:44,920 --> 02:38:47,870 Now you're unable to deal with my process. 1638 02:38:57,580 --> 02:38:58,830 Forgive me. 1639 02:39:22,650 --> 02:39:24,040 I'm almost there. 1640 02:39:28,050 --> 02:39:29,090 I don't remember. 1641 02:39:29,550 --> 02:39:31,860 So how do you know they bothered you? 1642 02:39:31,860 --> 02:39:34,300 Because I remember they did. 1643 02:39:34,750 --> 02:39:37,870 And what should you do if someone bullies you? 1644 02:39:39,220 --> 02:39:40,900 What do you say, Gaspar? 1645 02:39:41,920 --> 02:39:43,940 - What do you think? - Well... 1646 02:39:46,880 --> 02:39:48,540 ...we shouldn't hit them. 1647 02:39:50,820 --> 02:39:51,540 Why not? 1648 02:39:53,220 --> 02:39:54,670 Because that's bad. 1649 02:39:55,680 --> 02:39:58,200 But what does your dad always say? 1650 02:39:59,360 --> 02:40:00,700 That we should hit them. 1651 02:40:00,850 --> 02:40:03,170 True or false. Lenora? Tell the truth! 1652 02:40:04,380 --> 02:40:05,200 False! 1653 02:40:07,250 --> 02:40:08,490 Have I said that, Juan? 1654 02:40:08,920 --> 02:40:09,490 Well... 1655 02:40:10,350 --> 02:40:11,490 What did I use to say? 1656 02:40:11,490 --> 02:40:13,500 - ...you said... - False! 1657 02:40:13,750 --> 02:40:14,700 No, it's true. 1658 02:40:14,880 --> 02:40:16,200 No, it's not! 1659 02:40:16,380 --> 02:40:19,390 - Did it work? - I've never been in a fight, so... 1660 02:40:19,390 --> 02:40:20,440 Not true. not true! 1661 02:40:20,750 --> 02:40:22,730 Let your brother speak! What was that? 1662 02:40:22,730 --> 02:40:24,870 I've never been In a fight. so... 1663 02:40:26,250 --> 02:40:28,820 - ...I've never had to. - Me neither! 1664 02:40:28,830 --> 02:40:32,540 My dad always says "Hit them! You hit them!" 1665 02:40:33,820 --> 02:40:36,240 What do I say, Lenora? Be honest. 1666 02:40:36,380 --> 02:40:39,360 It's true, 'cause you always say to Gaspar: 1667 02:40:39,480 --> 02:40:41,200 "If someone keeps bullying you, 1668 02:40:42,480 --> 02:40:44,340 hit them and hit them again." 1669 02:40:44,680 --> 02:40:46,740 But how many chances should they have? 1670 02:40:48,820 --> 02:40:49,560 Three. 1671 02:40:49,880 --> 02:40:53,770 But when she really bullies me, you say 1672 02:40:55,150 --> 02:40:59,660 "Hit him real hard this time. Really hard." 1673 02:41:01,250 --> 02:41:03,590 Dad, you know how when someone...? 1674 02:41:03,590 --> 02:41:05,240 Are you crying, Mom? 1675 02:41:06,420 --> 02:41:08,990 I just got a drop of lemon in my eye, sweetie. 1676 02:41:13,080 --> 02:41:14,570 - See you later. - Bye, Juanito. 1677 02:41:14,720 --> 02:41:17,240 Time for school, kids. Say bye to mom. 1678 02:41:23,520 --> 02:41:25,100 - Can I take one? - Yes. 1679 02:41:28,050 --> 02:41:29,390 Have a good day at school. 1680 02:41:30,180 --> 02:41:31,400 Who's taking us, Dad? 1681 02:41:36,180 --> 02:41:38,000 - Don't forget the tangerines. - I won't. 1682 02:41:39,850 --> 02:41:42,300 - It's just Juan and me for breakfast. - Okay. 1683 02:41:47,480 --> 02:41:49,230 - Have a good day. - Thanks dear. 1684 02:41:50,050 --> 02:41:51,390 What did you want? 1685 02:41:51,390 --> 02:41:52,730 Should we go riding today? 1686 02:41:52,730 --> 02:41:54,200 Sure. Great. 1687 02:43:27,980 --> 02:43:30,440 Ester, can you give me a second? 1688 02:43:57,720 --> 02:44:00,090 I dreamt that you and Phil insulted me. 1689 02:44:02,420 --> 02:44:04,770 I've been left out of this all along. 1690 02:44:06,020 --> 02:44:08,400 You pulled all the strings. 1691 02:44:10,920 --> 02:44:12,740 Fucking bastards. 1692 02:44:33,350 --> 02:44:36,100 - Where's my coffee, Blanca? - On the counter. 1693 02:44:37,750 --> 02:44:39,490 - Thanks for saving it. - No problem. 1694 02:44:46,520 --> 02:44:48,200 Where should I leave the keys? 1695 02:44:48,550 --> 02:44:49,560 Which keys? 1696 02:44:50,750 --> 02:44:52,000 The ones to the truck. 1697 02:44:52,680 --> 02:44:54,070 - Let's see... 1698 02:44:54,980 --> 02:44:56,190 Why do you have them? 1699 02:44:56,190 --> 02:44:57,940 The Gringo brought them. 1700 02:45:00,480 --> 02:45:01,770 Can you turn that off? 1701 02:45:06,720 --> 02:45:08,860 - When was he here? - This morning. 1702 02:45:10,020 --> 02:45:11,340 Did Ester greet him? 1703 02:45:13,180 --> 02:45:15,540 No. I went to the door. 1704 02:45:16,750 --> 02:45:18,960 But I told her that he'd been here. 1705 02:45:20,380 --> 02:45:22,470 I see, Blanca. Thanks. 1706 02:45:26,120 --> 02:45:27,670 Oh, he left a message: 1707 02:45:28,250 --> 02:45:29,560 He said he'd call later, 1708 02:45:29,760 --> 02:45:31,370 he wanted to thank you. 1709 02:45:31,880 --> 02:45:33,500 - Great, Blanca. - Sure. 1710 02:52:14,050 --> 02:52:16,400 Our Time. 118669

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