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♪ You always
walk into the building ♪

♪ Like it's yours, yours ♪

♪ Acting like every little thing
you do is a white horse ♪
[ Groans ]

♪ You got a way of shaking ♪

♪ What everyone is thinking ♪

♪ Might as well face it ♪
[ Whistle blows ]

Go, go, go!

Go, go!

Miller,
you're getting a little slow!

♪♪

Remember, it's smoky,
you can't see.

Follow through!

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

You can do better than that!

Hand over hand!
Yes, yes, yes!

♪ Don't matter if the crowd
is walking out the door, door ♪

Lane:
Give it all you got, Maya!

Let's go! Get her!

Push! Push!

Time, Maya! Push!

Come on, Maya!
Get her! Go!

[ Cheering ]

Yes!

[ Laughs ]

Ohh!

♪♪

I am so proud
of you.

Mwah! Oh.

Maya.

Everything okay?

Yeah.

I just need some air.

You hiding from your team,
Captain?

It's been
a little bit bumpy, sir.

Promotions are always bumpy.
You'll get there.

Mm.

Hey,
how's Andy doing?

She still won't talk to me
about Ryan,

and I'm worried
about her.

I have no idea
how Andy's doing.

She moved out
over a week ago.

She moved?
Where?
I don't know.

She won't talk to me, either.
She thinks I stole her job.

They all do.

Yeah.

You've definitely got
a morale problem.

What do I do?

It's not
that complicated.

You just need
some team building.

Get them
out of the station.

Field trips,
beach days, camping.

Camping?

Build a fire,

drink some beers,
eat some s'mores.

[ Chuckles ]
It goes a long way.

So I order them
on their day off

to go camping
with me?

It's not an order.
It's an invitation.

Practice now.
Invite me.

Seriously?

I make
an excellent s'more.

Captain Herrera...

would you like to come camping
with my team this weekend?

I would love to.
Thanks for asking.

[ Laughs ]

Now them.
Go on in.

I'm gonna get
some steps.

This'll recharge
everybody's batteries.

Is there anything sadder than
an empty jar of peanut butter?

B-shift is always
doing this.

They empty the jar,
and then they put it
back in the shelf.

Don't look at me.

Maybe you should just
hide it behind the oatmeal.

A grown man should not have to
hide his peanut butter, Ben.

[ Laughs ]
Do you want
the chunky or not?

You know what I'm gonna do?
[ Chuckles ]

I'm gonna write a note.

Oh. How civilized.
Good for you.

Don't bother. Everybody's trying
to transfer to 81 anyways.

Dean: Shut the hell up,
Rigo.

If I could get your attention
for a moment.

And in walks the reason.

I know this transition
has been hard on you all.

[ Light laughter ]
So I wanted to extend
an invitation.

A team camping trip.

[ All groaning ]
This weekend.

A chance for us to relax and get
reacquainted with each other.

It's winter.

It's unseasonably warm.

By day.
That's what
a campfire's for.

I prefer my bed.

Your presence
is strongly encouraged.

We depart Station 19
at 700 hours.

Bring your families,
significant others, whoever.

I expect you to be punctual
and prepared for fun!

[ Inhales deeply ]

Oh, good.
Mandatory fun.

[ Vic chuckles ]

Jack: Awesome.

Alright.

[ Snaps fingers ]

Alexa, play smooth jazz.

Alexa:
Playing smooth jazz radio.

[ Smooth jazz plays ]
So, we could go
to my work thing,

but insects don't like me,

and you don't seem like
a pee-in-the-woods type.

So we're gonna go camping
right here.

We can binge-watch some movies,
maybe order some takeout.

We've got a --

Ow, ow, ow, ow!

...beautiful view
of the sunset.

And no bugs.

Just you and me
and little baby --

I have my prenatal spa day,
remember?

Uh, can't remember
what you never told me.

Huh.
I told someone. Weird.

You know,
they joke about pregnancy brain,

but it's for real hardcore.

Anyway, it's a girl thing,
so just go on your work trip.

[ Grunts ]

[ Door closes ]
A-A-Alexa, stop.

[ Music stops ]

Guys, this is Eva.
The Mrs.

This is Gibson,
the guy I was telling you about.

You talking about me
to your wife? [ Chuckles ]

Eh, just a little pillow talk.
[ Chuckles ]

So, uh, where's JJ?

I don't know. Off doing baby
stuff that doesn't include me.

Avery coming?
Uh, yeah.

He's gonna meet us up there
after his surgery.

Hey, just remember,
this is a work event,

so if I hear sex sounds
coming from your tent,

I can sue.

Yep, I'm gonna co-sign
right there.

Okay, you know what?

Green is not a good color
on either one of you.

So...

That's gross.
[ Chuckles ]

But the vocal, we're talking
about, like, the volume --

[ Clears throat ]

You're not dressed
for camping.

That's because
I'm not going.

The countdown
to the launch of the PRT,

the Physician Response Team,
is on.

I need to inventory
and organize my supplies.

So if you told Bishop
that you needed my help --

But I don't need
your help.

That's cold-blooded,
Warren.

No, the woods are cold.

The inside of 19
is nice and toasty.

[ Slurps ]

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

[ Andy sighs ]

What are you --
What are you doing here?

I like camping.
Maya invited me.

Are you
checking up on me?

I'm going to the woods.

I'm soaking up the nature.
I could use it.

You're checking up
on me.

One could argue that you should
be checking up on me.

You're not the only one
who lost Ryan.

You --

You called me a slut.

You told me
I was compromising your legacy.

Are you here to apologize?
Because I could use an apology.

But guilt?

Because Ryan died?

I'm not biting.

Excuse me.

[ Vehicle doors slam ]

Alright, team! Let's load 'em up
and move 'em out!

♪♪

[ Birds chirping ]

Where's the campground?

It's about 3 miles in.

3 miles with
all this equipment?

Yeah,
and no stragglers.

Travis and Dean,
grab the duffel.

Oh!
[ Vic laughs ]

There better not be
a dead body in here.

It's firewood.
This is a state park.

We carry our own wood in
for burning.

I went over
all the regulations.

I'm telling you, we can
make it look like an accident.

People disappear in these woods
all the time.

[ Bird cries ]

♪♪

[ Chuckling ] Hi.

Scott,
we have company.

Hey! Hey.

Welcome to
the neighborhood!

Scott Burke.
Hey. You have cheese.

This is my wife,
Rachel.
Hi.

Come on,
come sit by the fire.

Yeah, I'm making coffee.
I have an Ethiopian roast.

Smells good.

We're just passing through,
actually.

Come on!

This is a...really nice setup
you got here.

$5,000.

For all of it.

I wanted
to go to Italy,

but Scott always wanted
to try camping,

so here we are.

[ Chuckles ] Camping.

With $5,000 worth of...
stuff.

Uh, you should -- you should
dig a hole for this fire.

Place a ring
of medium-sized stones around it

and keep it at least 10 feet
from any brush.

Wow. You're a regular
Smokey the Bear, aren't you?

I'm a firefighter.

Do something
about this fire

before you burn everything
to the ground.

Thank you
for your service.

[ Groans ]

Ohh!

[ Groans ]

[ Dialing ]

[ Line ringing ]

Woman: Dr. Koracick's office.
Leave a message.
[ Beep ]

Yeah, Dr. Koracick,
this is Robert Sullivan.

Uh, I-I'd appreciate
a call back.

I know you said
that last time was, um --

[ Clears throat ]

Ca-- Just --

Please...just call me back.

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ Groans ]

[ Muffled yelling ]

♪♪

Home sweet home!

Gather around,
people.

We have to set up tents.
We are burning daylight here.

Okay.

Vasquezes.
Rigo: Yeah?

You are over there.

Okay.

And, Gibson,
you're actually --

Capable of choosing
my own spot.

Oh, Hughes --

Oh, my guy's coming,
so I'm gonna be over there.

Far away from...
everyone.

You got to --

You got to put the tarp
down first to protect
the tent from moisture.

Isn't the tarp supposed to
protect me from moisture?

Look,
I just work here.

The paper says
put the tarp down first,

I tell you
to put the tarp down first.

Why would you even wear makeup
to a spa day?

I...wouldn't?

JJ comes out the bedroom
this morning, all glammed up.

Tells me
she's going on a spa day,

and I have to go
on this trip.

But now I'm wondering, is she
really going on a spa trip,

or is she seeing
somebody else?

She's 100 months pregnant.
Who is she dating?

Dudes with kinks!

That's...true.

What do I do
with this?

I have no idea.
Put all the poles in the holes.

Now Gibson
is moving out,

and I don't know
if JJ is moving in, and --

You know,
I've always wanted a family.

I know I've always
wanted a family.

But in my head,
it just never looked like this.

Look, you asked life
for something,

and life delivered it.

But you don't recognize it

because the packaging
is different than you expected.

You asked for a family.
One showed up on your doorstep.

So now...
So now...

Now I have to accept
the delivery of the package,

even though I didn't mean
to order it, can't return it,

will eventually have to
put it through college

so it can take care of me
when I'm old

and eventually get rid
of my stuff when I die.

You took that metaphor
and you made it weird.

[ Sighs ]

Who brings a clipboard
on a camping trip?

Oh, the second she puts it down,
it's going right in the fire.

What's going on
with you and your dad?

Nothing.

What's going on
with you and Rigo?

What? Nothing.

He's been busting your chops
for weeks,

and you're just
taking it.

He busts everyone's chops.

Mm.

♪♪

Something tells me
you've done this before.

Oh, my God. You have no idea
how happy I am to see you.

I think
I have some idea.
Oh.

You know where we are,
don't you?

We're in the woods.
In winter.

On an unseasonably
warm day.

Yes,
but we're also about

I'd say half a mile
from where we first met.

Yeah? Okay.

You want to take a walk
down memory lane?

♪♪

Travis: What are --
What are you...?

♪♪

Alright.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

You should
lose the clipboard.

Oh,
it's today's itinerary.

And we're about 20 minutes
behind schedule.

We haven't even
dug trenches yet.

Maya.

Remember, this is fun.

S'mores, beer,
ghost stories.

Fun.

They hate me,
Captain Herrera.

A minute ago,
they were my friends,

and now I'm the boss of them,
and therefore, they hate me.

There is nothing fun
about that for me.

They don't hate you
'cause you're their boss.

They hate you 'cause you won't
put down the clipboard.

Right.

Okay.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Sighs ]

[ Whistle blowing ]

Listen up! I'm collecting
any matches and lighters!

We are gonna build a fire

using good,
old-fashioned teamwork!

Uh, what happened to
relaxing and bonding?

That's what we're doing.

What do you think
you're doing?

I thought
I was sleeping.

It's time for practice.

But I won my race.
I thought winners get to sleep.

No. Winners want to keep
winning, so they practice.

Mm...
[ Mutters ]

Pbht.

[ Gasps ]

Now, you can sleep in
if you want to,

but I think your bed just got
a lot less comfortable.

[ Chuckles ]

Come on, kid.

Let's do it!

Mm!

[ Breathing heavily ]

[ Truck door closes ]

Need a hand?

Uh...sure. Kind of below
your pay grade.

Well, this new job
is just too much paperwork.

It's not enough action.

Yeah, I get that.

I need something to do,
or I go a little stir crazy.

Well,
just taking inventory.

All these medical supplies
came in.

I'm on it.

In the hospital,
we had scrub nurses.

Yeah.
I'm a one-man
operation here.

♪♪

Phenobarb -- 20 vials.

Phenobarb -- 20 vials.
Check.

I-It's not just
the miscarriage.

You know,
there's not even a chance

to try
for another baby.

Why not?

It's that time of life
for Miranda, you know?

That pregnancy
was unexpected,

and it's unlikely that
we're gonna get there again.

And if we did, it's unlikely
she could carry it to term.

Heparin -- 20 vials.

Heparin -- 20 vials.
Check.

And she's okay with that.
I mean, she has Tuck.

She was excited
about the baby,

but she's okay
with just Tuck.

And you're not?

I thought I was.

Till there was a baby.

And then there wasn't.

It's just...

It's an ache.

It aches.

And I can't --
And I won't

say a word of this to my wife,
who has been through plenty.

But it's --
it's stupid,

but it feels
like I kind of --

I've been robbed
or something.

Yeah, don't say that
to your wife.

[ Chuckles ]

Not robbed by her.

God. Yeah.
It's...

No, I won't say a word.

Uh, fentanyl --
25 vials.

Fentanyl -- 25 vials.
Check.

♪♪

[ Clears throat ]

Uh, what about,
uh, adoption?

Have you considered that
at all?

I don't know.

Guess I gotta
feel all this first.

Sodium chloride --
25 vials.

[ Laughter ]

[ Indistinct conversation ]

I'm looking forward
to those s'mores.

[ Whistle blows ]

Wow.

You never give up,
do you?

Hey.

Huma, right?

Hima.

Good run today.

Thanks.

So, the team usually
goes out for pizza --

My dad has me on
a pretty strict diet.

Right.

I've seen him
at the races.

He's kinda scary, huh?

He's just...

enthusiastic?

[ Chuckling ] Okay, yeah,
he's a little scary.

[ Both laugh ]

[ Groans softly ]

[ Clicks tongue ]

Are you allowed
to go to the movies?

Or does smelling popcorn butter
count against your diet?

[ Chuckling ] Um...

Yeah, I -- I can
go to the movies.

I just have to finish up
my stretches.

Okay...First Place.

[ Both chuckle ]

I'll meet you out front.

[ Chuckles nervously ]

[ Laughter, indistinct talking ]

Graham crackers, chocolate bars,
and marshmallows --

how hard
would it have been?

Who's ready
for some s'mores?

No marshmallows.

What?!

I will go home.
I will go.

Oh, let me
check on that for you.

Hey, Captain, are we still
having mandatory fun,

or can we
get the hell out of here?

Give her a break, son.

♪ Ohhhhh ♪

♪ Give me land,
lots of land ♪

♪ And the starry skies
above ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

♪ Let me ride ♪
♪ Let me -- ♪

Hey!
♪ Through the wide-open country
that I love ♪

♪ Through the wide-open country
that I love ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

♪ Let me be by myself
in the evening breeze ♪

♪ Listen to the murmur
of the cottonwood trees ♪

♪ Send me off forever,
but I ask you please ♪

♪ Don't ♪

♪ Fence me in ♪

[ Laughter, applause ]

You kids need
to take that on the road.

Eva: So good!
Jack: That was awesome.

[ Sighs ]

Captain of the fun police
is here.

[ Clears throat ]

[ Gasps ]
Is that the sacred pinecone?

This is an exercise.

Why wouldn't it be?
[ Laughter ]

You hold the pinecone,

you say something you appreciate
about the person to your left,

and then you toss it
to someone else.

[ Laughs ]
This is hilarious.

It's --

No, she's serious. Yeah.
That's what I was saying.

Miller, I appreciate

that you always
have your eye on safety.

Wo-- Wow.

That was deeply personal,

and I might --
I might actually cry.

Pick it up, Herrera.

Not you, sir.

Andrea.

I appreciate how you've always
looked after my health.

Pinecone, I appreciate
what good kindling you make.

[ Scattered laughter ]

Okay, what is it, again?
Suck a toe?

Wow! How can you
still not get this?

It's soh-cah-toa.

All of trig boils down
to that mnemonic device.

[ Sighs, laughs ]

[ Both laugh ]

Maybe some empty calories
will help your brain function?

Hmm?
Oh, I better not.

[ Laughing ] No.

You don't eat cookies?

Like, ever?

Stop looking at me
like I'm from Mars.

Damn!

Dad really has the reins on
tight, doesn't he?

Okay, I know how it looks,
but I'm actually really lucky.

I mean,
how many kids' dads

are always working
or vanish after a divorce?

Mine never misses
a single race.

He puts me
above everything.

[ Chuckles ]

Yeah.

That is nice.

But there's more to life

than training,
running, repeat.

Like...

who's your favorite band?

Uh...

Favorite movie?
[ Chuckles ]

TV show?
[ Laughs ]

At least tell me you have
a secret celebrity crush.

A crush, yes.

But it's not a celebrity.

♪♪

[ Chuckles ]

♪♪

[ Birds chirping ]

♪♪

Morning.

♪♪

[ Zipper opens ]

♪♪

[ Zipper closes ]

Let me in.

It's freezing out there.

What are you doing? Your
husband's like 50 feet away.

Sleeping pills and beer.
He's dead to the world.

Ooh!

Eva --

Eva.

Jack.

[ Growling in distance ]

[ Man screams ]

Rigo: What the hell?

[ Screaming continues ]

Don't! Don't!
He's out there.

[ Screaming continues ]

♪♪

If this is another one
of Maya's insane drills,

I swear to God.

Woman:
Somebody help us, please!

[ Screaming continues ]

It's not a drill.

Please! Help!

Help! Help!

Help us, please!

[ Screaming ]

Help!

Help! Please!

Help us!

There was a bear! Bear!

Bear!
There was a bear!
Bear?

Bear! Bear!
Just remain calm.
We got this. We got this.

We got fire!

Jackson: It's Rachel, right?
Lay down. Lay down, Rachel.

I need first aid kits here,
anything you got.

Grab anything you can.
Going!
You got him?

Bring that cooler!
Bring that cooler with water!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

Travis:
Alright, Rachel?

Rachel? Can you lay down?
Can you lay down for me?

Cooler!
Okay.

It's an artery.
Alright,
what's your name?

Hey, Scott, alright.
I'm Dr. Avery, okay?

[ Whimpering ]

Look at me. Just look at me.
I'm right here.

[ Muttering ]

Did you see
which way it went?
Aah!

Andy:
Okay, Rachel?

I-I need your phone
to call for help, okay?

[ Groans ]

Just gonna apply
a little pressure here

to stop this bleeding
for you.
[ Scott groans ]

We have two critically injured
in Longfellow State Park.

Bear attack.

Send immediate aid cars
to the south parking area.

Notify the Park Ranger
and Seattle Fish and Wildlife.

[ Panting ]

Bear came at me,
and -- and Scott went in front.

Is -- Is he --
Is he okay?

There's a doctor with us,
okay?

We're gonna do everything
that we can.

I was making coffee.

You don't talk any more, okay?
I need you to relax.

I need you to relax.

[ Whispering ]
Oh, my God. His nose.

It should be
out here, okay?

If it is, it's viable.
I can reattach it.

Stay with the patient.
I'll search.

Hold on. I need more gauze
than this.

There is no more.

Okay, make a grid.
Start from the outside in.

Grab anyone
not giving aid.

[ Laughs ]

Something funny, Chief?

Ahhhh.

I just remembered
when I, uh --

[ Laughs ]

[ Beeping ]

Ehhhhh.

[ Door clicks, opens ]

You alright?

I was in the military.
Did you know that?

I -- I didn't.

Uh, when was that?

Long time ago.

And here I thought
I was the only one around here

who makes career changes.

You know
I speak five languages?

I did -- I did not.

Uh, which ones?

Deutsche, Français,
Italiano, Español, Farsi.

Boom.

So six.

[ Laughs ]

English.

Sir, um...

Y-You sure you're alright?

I'm fine. Just tired.

[ Klaxons sound ]
Medical response.
Longfellow State Park.

Longfellow?
That's 19.

[ Engine starts ]

Sir? Sir.

I'll call the hospital,
tell them to expect you.

[ Klaxons continue ]

[ Truck doors close ]

♪♪

[ Grunts ]
[ Breathing shakily ]

♪♪

How can I help?

Where were you two?

I -- I got lost.

Taking a walk.

Prui The two of you,
help me look for the nose.

The nose?
The nose.

Travis: We're gonna do
everything that we can.

[ Breathing shakily ]

Alright, this isn't working.
I need a better tourniquet.

Anybody got a belt?
The tent straps.

Aid car should be
on their way.

How are we gonna get them
down the mountain?

Sleeping bags.

Run the tent poles
through the sides,

secure them with straps,
we got two stretchers.

Alright, hurry, Dean.
Hurry.
Yeah, yeah, I'm on it.

This is gonna hurt
for one second, okay?

Be tough.

[ Screaming ]
Good.

What am I looking for,
exactly?

Uh, a trail of blood?

Flies?

Next time my dad suggests
a bonding trip,

maybe try a water park.

[ Gunshot ]

[ Crowd cheering ]

Aah!

[ Gasps ]

Are you okay?
What are you doing?

Get back in it.

[ Groans ]

[ Panting ]

[ Crowd cheering ]

[ Whistle blows ]

[ Panting ]

What's the rule?

Always look forward.

Always.
Always look forward.

I thought
my friend was hurt.

Friend?

Out there,
no one is your friend.

Only competition.

I still finished second.

That's great.

We'll put that red ribbon
on the fridge

with your brother's
C and D report cards.

[ Whistle blows ]

Announcer:
Ladies' 400 meter relay
starts in five minutes.

♪♪

You saw the way
he looked at us. He knows.

Get away from me.

[ Birds chirping ]

Dad?

Jack?

[ Bear grunting ]

♪♪

Oh, this is bad.

Baby bear means...

[ Rustling ]

[ Bear grunting ]

Mommy bear.

[ Roars ]

Oh, my God!

Prui
Andy, Maya! Get back!

[ Roaring ]

♪♪

[ Roaring ]

♪♪

Okay,
everyone stay calm.

Don't run,
or it'll chase you.

What do we do?
Like...play dead?

Brown bear, yes.

Black bear...no.

[ Bear roars ]

Then what do we do?

[ Bear snorts ]

I'm here, bear.

I'm here.

[ Bear roaring ]

[ Screams ]

Hi, mama. It's okay.

I'm a human.
I'm not here to hurt you.

Andrea,
get away from it!

Stay calm,
identify yourself, get big.

Dad, you taught me that.

Get big.

[ Bear roaring ]

♪♪

Slowly.

No sudden movements.

♪♪

We're here.
We're human.

And we don't taste good.

♪♪

[ Bear roars ]

♪♪

[ Bear growling ]

[ Footsteps depart ]

[ All panting ]

♪♪

Just --
Just a little farther.

Rachel: Stay with me.
Please stay with me, Scott.

Please, he's dying.

Dean: Please --
try to stay calm!

And still!

Hold on a sec.
Let me get a grip here.

You'll be fine
if you -- Ugh!

Hey!
You want to switch, Doc?

You gonna crike him
when he loses his airway?

W-What did he lose?

Nothing, ma'am.
Just keep your arm elevated.

I -- I don't care
about my arm.

Please.
I care about Scott.

Please save him.
Yeah, yeah,
we're working on it, okay?

[ Siren wailing ]
Guys, keep it moving!

Hey, we're moving, Miller.
One foot in front of the other.

[ Siren continues ]
That's the ambulance.

♪♪

Aid car from 23 is already
en route. What do we got?

40-year-old male,
bear attack to the face.

Significant tissue damage.

GCS dropped to 11.
He's already losing his airway.

40-year-old female with an
upper extremity vascular injury.

Significant blood loss
on the scene.

No visible fracture.

Any sign of his, uh...
Not yet.

What's his name?
Scott.

Alright, hey, Scott.
I'm Ben.

I'm gonna give you
some fentanyl for the pain,

and I'm gonna intubate you
so that you can breathe

until we get you
to the hospital.

From there,
my good friend Dr. Avery here

is gonna take
good care of you.

Scott! Scott!

Easy!
Ow!

Please hold still!
Please.

23's almost here.

Phew.

Hey. Any luck
finding the nose?

No.
But we found the bear.

Seriously?

You okay, Mija?

Yeah. I'm okay, Dad.

Blood.

There's blood!

♪♪

It's the nose!

We found the nose!

♪ Love my way ♪

Ugh.

♪ It's a new road ♪

Where's Avery?

He's probably getting close
to the parking lot by now.

♪ I follow... ♪

Go, Maya.

Haul ass.

♪♪

♪ They'd put us on a railroad ♪

Could you pass
the potatoes, Dad?

♪ They'd dearly make us pay ♪

♪ For laughing in their faces ♪

Maya?

♪ And making it our way ♪

[ Thud ]

♪ There's emptiness
behind their eyes ♪

♪ Dust in all their hearts ♪

♪ They just want
to steal us all ♪

So, the coach says --

Mason.

♪ And take us all apart ♪

What's new with you, son?

♪ Love my way ♪

♪ It's a new road ♪

I got third place
in this mile run.

And I got a piece
in the school art show.

♪♪

Jack of all trades,
master of none.

You quit art,
you'll finish first.

♪ ...new road ♪

♪ I follow ♪

♪ Where my mind goes ♪

[ Panting ]

♪♪

Damn it!

Let's go, let's go, let's go!
Let's move!

Lane:
Because if you don't excel,
you're just a dilettante.

Which is a fancy word
for "loser."

♪♪

I'll go to your art show,
Mason.

♪ Love my way ♪

♪ It's a new road ♪

[ Sighs ]

♪ I follow... ♪

And I can't even
hear losers, son.

It's like
they're dead to me.

♪♪

I'm sorry
I called you a slut.

Really, Dad? Now?

I've been trying
to talk to you for days,

and you won't let me,
so...yes.

Now.

I...

I was way out of line.

None of that
was any of my business.

I -- I hurt you.
I was wrong.

Thank you.

Was there --

Was there something else
you wanted to talk to me about?

♪♪

Just...

♪♪

I know you miss Ryan.

I miss him, too.

I don't just miss Ryan.

I f-- I feel like...

like a part of me
is missing.

And I feel angry
at the entire world.

And I'm sorry if I've been
taking it out on you.

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

♪♪

[ Clears throat ]

Warren.

[ Chuckles ]

Sorry.

Well, I just wanted
to update you.

The team is alright.

The victims are still
in critical condition,

but they're taking good care
of them over at Grey-Sloan.

That's what it's all about.

Um...

Sir, uh,
I hope I'm not out of line,

but I just wanted
to check in.

As a doctor --
and as a friend.

Stress is a real thing
in our field.

It can break you
if you don't take it seriously,

work to get ahead of it.

I am feeling the stress.

The transition to
Battalion Chief has been tough.

I appreciate your concern.

Anytime.

Here if you need me.

[ Sighs ]

♪ ...land, lots of land
and the starry skies above ♪

♪ Don't fence me in ♪

I thought you were
coming home tomorrow.

Uh, bear attack.

Guy lost his nose.
No marshmallows.

Mm.
Want some cheese puffs?

I think
we should get married.

Whoa!

I know.
I know, I know, I know.

[ Sighs ]
I should have a ring.

I should be doing this
the right way.

But sometimes
life delivers you a package --

No.
No, no, no, no, no.
When it does --

Like, never, never,
no, no.

[ Scoffs ]

I'm trying
to wrap my head around

being a father
in three weeks,

and I don't know what you expect
or want from me.

And I'm trying to do
the right thing, but --

[ Sighs ]

You're basically
mocking me.

And I just
want to know, like,

when are you gonna
take this seriously, JJ?

Look, I'm here because I want
this baby to know its dad,

and that's all I know
right now.

And that has to be enough.

So, if you need flowers and
an altar and a white dress --

I don't, I don't, I don't.
I really don't. I really don't.

I...

[ Chuckling ] I...

I -- I just want --

Some cheese puffs?

Yeah.

I want some cheese puffs.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

[ Sighs ]
Smells good, doesn't it?

Mm.

Brings back memories.

[ Chuckles ]

Something you want
to talk about, Captain?

I do, but...

you're not the person
I need to talk to.

Fair enough.

But, uh...
I'm happy to fill in.

Sometimes it helps just to...
talk no matter who it's to.

I'm dying.

I...

Wow.

Yeah.

I've faced death.

Hell, I've charged at it
with an axe, with a hose...

[ Sighs ]

But this is inside me.

I -- I can't see it,
I can't face it,

I can't fight it,
and I...

can't seem
to tell my daughter.

I want to tell her.

She deserves to know.

But every time I open my mouth
to say it, it -- it...

it breaks me.

Well...

you told me,
and it didn't break you.

Almost broke me.
[ Chuckles ]

So tell me again.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

I have cancer...

[ Sighs ]

[ Voice breaking ]
...and I'm...dying.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

I have cancer...

and I'm dying.

[ Cries softly ]

[ Chuckles ]

[ Sniffles ]

[ Chuckles ]

Thank you.

Thank you, son.

[ Pop music plays ]

I'm glad
this place is back.

To Joe's.

[ Bottles clink ]

[ Footsteps approach ]

♪♪

I bet it's killing her
we're friends again.

We were never
not friends, Jack.

♪♪

[ Clicks tongue ]

I've been
sleeping with Eva.

Eva?
Rigo's wife, Eva?

Are you trying to give Maya
a reason to fire you?

No.
Jack.

There's a code
among firefighters.

I know.
Do you?

W-We talk about it all the time,
but do you get it?

'Cause I grew up with it.

There was a guy on my dad's team
when I was a kid.

He was funny,
and he was nice,

and he always
made me hot chocolate

when I would
come to the station,

and then one day,
he was just gone.

I asked my dad
where he went,

and my dad said
he broke the code.

No one ever
talked about him again.

You sound like
Tony Soprano.

I'm not saying
they killed him, Jack.

I'm saying
he was transferred.

Cast out permanently.

I mean, we were like a family,
and then he was out.

No questions asked.

No visits
during the holidays.

Out.

♪♪

I can't stop.

I keep trying,
but I can't.

I don't...

Well...

I kinda get it, 'cause --

[ Sighs ]

I keep trying to feel something
other than angry, and...

I can't.

♪♪

I think maybe...we could solve
both our problems.

Make you feel
something different.

Help me
from getting cast out.

♪♪

Yeah.

Let's do that.

♪ I, I'm trying to see
through all this smoke ♪

♪ I, I don't fix
what isn't broke ♪

♪ But I breathe it in and
keep on wishing till I choke ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

[ Panting ]

[ Crowd cheering ]

♪ I'm not afraid
to go and say it ♪

♪ I think
that we could rule the world ♪

[ Chuckles ]

[ Panting ]

That's my girl.

Hey, Maya.
Congrats.

Thanks.

♪ 'Cause, baby, I swear... ♪

Let's go celebrate,
kiddo.

♪♪

Hi.

White wine, please.

♪ You told me once that you wish
we were something more ♪

♪ I, I'm out here
living on the ropes ♪

You look familiar.

Oh. Uh,
I drink here a lot.

Uh, no.

Were you at the hospital
earlier?

Yeah, I was.

I'm a firefighter.

I was...

[ Clicks tongue ]

...bringing something.

Oh, my God! Yes!

Y-You were the one
who ran in with the nose!

[ Both laugh ]

Yeah.
Wow!

Uh,
Captain Maya Bishop.

Dr. Carina DeLuca.

Well, okay.

If I buy you a drink,
would you tell me the story

of how you ended up carrying
a nose in a plastic bag?

Sorry.
I'm drinking alone tonight.

Okay.

Are you sure?

[ Clicks tongue ]

♪ I ♪

Maybe not.

♪ I, I'm trying to see
through all this smoke ♪

♪ I, I don't fix
what isn't broke ♪

Are you feeling better?

I am.
Me, too.

♪ ...and keep on wishing
till I choke ♪

♪ High hopes ♪

♪♪

♪ High hopes ♪

♪♪

Fantastic!

[ People screaming ]