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- Okay, so basically you want
Bobbi to stay up for you?
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- She could at least try.
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- Just for a few
good night kisses.
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- Right.
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- And then go to sleep
super easy
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with no bouncing, white noise,
or tiptoeing required.
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- Very realistic plan.
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- I have been using
the five Ss by the way.
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Thank you for that.
- Yeah.
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- Really knocks Luna out.
Lifesaver.
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- The real lifesaver is
you can take Luna to work.
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Sadly, Bobbi's not into
the whole music scene.
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- Not what she told me.
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Is everything okay?
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Yeah, I got
impossible-to-get tickets
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for me and a friend to
see Carol Churchill's play.
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- Oh, I'm dying to see that.
- And my friend just bailed.
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- Oh.
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- You should come.
- Um, yeah... no, uh...
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- If you want, I mean.
No pressure.
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- No, I mean if you want.
I don't wanna...
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- If you don't, that's cool.
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- I'm into it.
Yes.
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- Okay.
- Okay, so...
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- Great.
- Great.
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- Yeah.
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I'm sorry.
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Sorry!
Sorry, I'm late.
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I hate being the last one
here... uh, Sergeant Todd.
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- Sir.
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- Uh, are we very early
or very late?
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- There's no meeting,
Dr. Goodwin.
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- No meeting?
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Why do I suddenly get the
feeling I'm being ambushed?
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- No, no.
If this were an ambush
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I would've placed myself
against that wall,
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allowing the open door
to obscure me
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as you entered the room.
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I'm here to deliver a message
from the board
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that they were
too afraid to deliver.
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- Which is?
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- You have to cut $2 million
from the budget
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by the end of tomorrow.
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And may I send a specifically
worded message back with you?
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- As soon as we've picked
what goes.
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Now, it appears in your tenure
at New Amsterdam,
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you have created more than
200 very successful programs.
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- Thank you, Todd.
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- That have
absolutely no funding.
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Most never did.
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This one here, CF56Z,
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costs exactly 2 million.
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We could get this done
right now.
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- Great, CF56Z,
that would be... hmm.
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"Postnatal Care for
Undocumented Mothers."
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- That's unfortunate.
- It is, Todd.
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- I'm not here to argue
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which of these programs
deserves to stay.
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I'm here to make sure that
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2 million dollars'
worth of them goes.
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- And if I refuse?
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- Then New Amsterdam
will not make payroll.
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And tomorrow
every one of your employees
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will be sent home
without a dime.
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- Notice anything
different about me?
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And don't say my hair
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because I chopped it off last
year, and I will punch you.
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- Good morning.
- What?
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- Good morning.
That's what people say
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when they first interact
for in day.
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- Yeah, well, it was implied.
Hey now...
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- All I'm saying is that every
time I'm in the hallway
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people are jumping out at me
mid-conversation.
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It's rude.
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There is always time
for manners.
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- Outside of nuclear submarines,
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this is literally the place
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with the least amount of time
for manners.
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Now, you know what?
I'm just gonna tell you.
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It's my leg.
I'm finally better.
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No more braces,
no more crutches...
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- Lauren.
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- Oh, we really need
to work on your manners.
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- Hey, we need help!
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- Yes, sir?
- Yes, please, please.
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Somebody help my wife!
- You don't have to shout.
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- Just please tell me
what happened.
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- She fell, hit her head...
- No, no.
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- She was unconscious.
- I bumped my head.
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It's not a big deal.
- Yes, it is a big deal!
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I just slipped for a second.
- This is serious.
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- Please, don't make
a drama out of it.
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- Hi, I'm Dr. Bloom.
- Hi.
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- We're gonna figure out just
how big a deal this is, okay?
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- I promise you,
it looks worse than it is.
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- Let's go to bay 27.
- I slipped on our way to Shul,
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in front everyone we know.
- Okay, Dr. Walsh!
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Please, can you come
stitch up a lac...
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And let's get, um...
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- Steph Goldman.
- Mrs. Goldman a CT scan.
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- But it's the Sabbath.
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No electricity.
- It's not a big deal.
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- If mom hit her head,
it could be dangerous.
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HaShem makes exceptions
to save a life.
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- Uh, if you could just go
with Casey,
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and I'm gonna bring
your mom right back, okay?
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- Mom.
Mom, wait.
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- Can I stay with her?
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- Ah...
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How did I get so lucky?
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Is it okay if she stays?
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- Uh, sure.
Yeah.
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- Thank you.
Come here, sweetheart.
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I am fine.
It looks worse than it is.
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Your mother's a klutz.
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- It's just a little blood.
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Right?
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- Oh, you must be
my new mentee, Dawn.
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- Uh...
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- Today must be
very exciting for you.
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I still remember my first day
working in a hospital.
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- Oh.
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Thank you, but I'm...
I'm actually...
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- Now, before you join me
on my rounds,
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I've compiled these books
you must read to give you
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a proper framework on Neurology
at New Amsterdam.
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- Dr. Kapoor.
I'm not Dawn.
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I'm Dr. Gibbs,
the lead programmer.
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- Programmer?
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- Yes.
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This is D.A.W.N.
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The Diagnostic Assessment
Wellness Network.
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I don't understand.
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You want me to mentor an iPad?
- Dawn is a prototype
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for what we hope will become
the most advanced
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Artificial Intelligence program
in medical diagnosing.
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- But, wh... I'm...
No, no, no, no...
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- You'll take D.A.W.N.
with you on rounds,
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so it can improve
its algorithms,
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and these textbooks,
I'll just upload them.
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- Upload?
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It took me years
to read those books.
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- Well, D.A.W.N.'s connected to
the hospital's medical network.
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So you'll have instant access
to patient files,
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radiology scans, MRis, lab data.
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With your help, D.A.W.N. will
become the future of medicine.
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- Nice to meet you,
Dr. Kay-poor.
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- Mm.
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- It's Kapoor!
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- I refuse.
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- Okay, Todd, here's the deal.
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Since we are not gonna
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cut anything major
from this budget,
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we're gonna make a lot of
small cuts to each department.
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- My commanding officer would
call that the Fabian Strategy.
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- That's the one.
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- You have no idea
what that is, do you?
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- No, I do not.
- Max, you got a sec?
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- Yeah.
- It's about my future.
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- Great, I wanna talk to you
about your future as well.
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- You do?
- Yeah.
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You have, uh, seven
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dual-chamber pacemaker surgeries
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on the books for tomorrow?
- That's right.
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- Yeah, so those pacemakers
are made in Mexico,
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but the American inventors
charge three times as much,
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so we're gonna cancel the order,
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place it directly with the
manufacturer in Mexico city.
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It's gonna save us 50,000,
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but it's gonna, uh, have
to push your surgeries.
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Why not save money on shipping
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and just have me do
the surgeries in Mexico?
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- No, that... that was sarcasm.
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- That was genius.
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Mexico's opening tons
of new clinics
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in response to our
skyrocketing medical costs.
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We could pay for you and your
patients to fly to Mexico,
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it's gonna save them in
co-pays, and us, like, 50...
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$100,000.
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- So my patients are supposed
to just go to Mexico tomorrow?
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- Yeah.
Only if they're content with
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getting the same surgery,
with the same surgeon
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for less money
and a better view.
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100,000 down.
You happy?
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- Sure.
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Why wouldn't I be happy about
outsourcing American jobs?
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That also...
Both: Sarcasm.
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- Yeah.
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- I don't know what Ralph
and Piggy thought
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when they found it,
I think both the conch shell
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and the boar's head symbolize
power, just different types.
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- Knock knock.
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I hate to interrupt
the creative process,
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but I have the results
of your biopsy.
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The mass in your stomach
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turned out to be a Primitive
Neuroectodermal Tumor.
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- Tumor?
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- The good news is, it's benign.
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Surgeons should be able
to remove it,
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and Cephas will make
a full recovery.
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- What caused it?
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- Tumors are very sensitive
to hormone levels
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inside the body,
and in Cephas' case,
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he had an excessive amount
of cortisol,
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which is one of the body's
main stress hormones.
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How does a 13-year-old
get a tumor from stress?
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- That's what
I'd like to find out.
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- Dr. Sharpe didn't
say anything
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about the tumor
being in my brain.
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- No, no, no, no.
Um...
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that's a little misleading.
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Psych is not just about what's
going on in your head.
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Because what is going on
up there
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can affect
your entire body, right?
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In your case, excessive
cortisol levels caused a tumor,
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but cortisol is triggered by
PTSD, stress, anxiety...
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- But, I don't have
any of those things.
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My life was pretty boring
until I came here.
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- Okay.
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Do you have any stressors
in your life?
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- I'm good.
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Home's good.
School's good.
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My biggest stressor
is the school librarian.
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- The librarian?
All right.
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What's happening there?
Tell me about that.
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- She refuses to let me
check out some books
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because they're reserved
for gifted students...
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Even though I've been
reading them for years.
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That's it.
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- But that upset you.
- Yeah.
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But they're just books.
Who cares?
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- Well, yeah, but they're
not just books, are they?
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And I think that you care.
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I think you care very much.
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Tell me why.
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- Because I'm smart too.
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- Yeah.
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Does anyone else in your life
make you feel that way?
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Less than?
Diminished?
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- I'm 13,
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so, like... everybody.
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- You know what?
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Let's, uh, let's try something
different here.
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Yes.
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All right, Cephas, I'm going
to read a few remarks,
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and you simply have to reply
one through ten.
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One meaning almost never,
ten meaning almost always.
250
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Okay?
251
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Piece of cake.
Here we go.
252
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What you think doesn't count
very much.
253
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- Ten.
254
00:09:53,293 --> 00:09:55,293
- Ten?
Really?
255
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- Yeah, ten.
256
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Ten it is.
257
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You feel excluded, isolated.
258
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- Ten.
259
00:10:03,437 --> 00:10:06,037
- The rich get richer
while the poor get poorer.
260
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- Absolutely ten.
261
00:10:07,874 --> 00:10:09,039
- When I walk into a store,
262
00:10:09,042 --> 00:10:10,708
I am followed
or closely watched.
263
00:10:10,711 --> 00:10:12,811
- Ten.
These questions are easy.
264
00:10:17,049 --> 00:10:19,250
- You feel threatened, harassed,
265
00:10:19,251 --> 00:10:21,286
even if you can't
articulate why.
266
00:10:26,058 --> 00:10:27,192
- Ten.
267
00:10:30,096 --> 00:10:33,097
- Make yourself comfortable,
there's a couch over there.
268
00:10:33,100 --> 00:10:34,932
- Hey.
Is he okay?
269
00:10:34,934 --> 00:10:37,335
- Yeah, yeah, he's, um...
He's okay.
270
00:10:37,336 --> 00:10:39,971
I had Cephas answer some
questions from a Harvard test
271
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known as "Unrest."
272
00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:43,441
It is designed to, um,
273
00:10:43,442 --> 00:10:45,509
measure someone's level
of social resistance.
274
00:10:45,511 --> 00:10:46,577
- Social resistance?
275
00:10:46,580 --> 00:10:50,447
- When people like us oppose
the values and policies
276
00:10:50,450 --> 00:10:52,417
of the dominant culture.
- That's right.
277
00:10:52,418 --> 00:10:54,753
- And what does that
have to do with...
278
00:10:54,754 --> 00:10:57,322
- Your son, he feels threatened
on a daily basis.
279
00:10:57,323 --> 00:11:00,325
Like everything he's earned can
just be taken away.
280
00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:02,527
He's disenfranchised.
281
00:11:02,528 --> 00:11:05,263
But because his life is
seemingly free from all this,
282
00:11:05,264 --> 00:11:09,200
because he can't name it,
he's internalizing it.
283
00:11:09,201 --> 00:11:11,302
- Name what?
284
00:11:12,471 --> 00:11:14,438
- Racism.
285
00:11:14,441 --> 00:11:17,107
I think your son's tumor
was caused by racism.
286
00:11:33,326 --> 00:11:34,759
- Good to see you,
Mrs. Holland.
287
00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:35,894
- Dr. Reynolds, this place...
288
00:11:35,895 --> 00:11:38,797
no offence, but it's so much
nicer than New Amsterdam.
289
00:11:38,798 --> 00:11:41,633
- I'm glad you approve.
I'll see you in there.
290
00:11:42,769 --> 00:11:44,769
Wow, this is quite
the operation.
291
00:11:44,770 --> 00:11:46,571
We're pretty proud of it.
292
00:11:46,572 --> 00:11:48,673
For people who can't afford
American healthcare
293
00:11:48,674 --> 00:11:50,008
or a nice safe alternative.
294
00:11:50,009 --> 00:11:51,942
- And you only do
pacemakers here?
295
00:11:51,945 --> 00:11:54,479
- Focusing one procedure
makes us hyper efficient.
296
00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:55,846
- How efficient?
297
00:11:55,849 --> 00:11:58,349
- Well, we can usually
knock out about 11 a day.
298
00:11:58,350 --> 00:12:01,686
- Ah... that's pretty efficient.
299
00:12:01,687 --> 00:12:04,688
It may not be as fancy
as your cardio wing, but...
300
00:12:04,691 --> 00:12:07,458
- It definitely is.
It's nice!
301
00:12:07,461 --> 00:12:08,960
- How long have you been Chair?
302
00:12:08,961 --> 00:12:12,996
- Uh, for about a year,
but I'm leaving.
303
00:12:12,999 --> 00:12:15,365
- Oh, I hear you.
304
00:12:15,368 --> 00:12:17,802
Public hospitals are what
sent me packing for Mexico.
305
00:12:17,803 --> 00:12:20,370
- Oh, I actually love
New Amsterdam.
306
00:12:20,373 --> 00:12:22,106
- Then why?
307
00:12:22,109 --> 00:12:24,942
- I love my fiancée more.
308
00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:30,782
- Max!
309
00:12:30,783 --> 00:12:33,017
Max, I need to talk to you.
310
00:12:33,019 --> 00:12:35,019
- Yeah, what's up?
311
00:12:35,020 --> 00:12:36,855
- She keeps coming back.
312
00:12:36,856 --> 00:12:38,990
- Should I be made aware
of any suspicious activity?
313
00:12:38,991 --> 00:12:40,057
- Just stand down, Todd.
314
00:12:40,059 --> 00:12:42,793
- She wants to teach a computer
to replace me.
315
00:12:42,796 --> 00:12:45,596
After all the personal
sacrifices I've made,
316
00:12:45,599 --> 00:12:47,631
just to have an iPad
steal my knowledge...
317
00:12:47,634 --> 00:12:49,200
It is not
"artificial" intelligence,
318
00:12:49,201 --> 00:12:51,135
it is my intelligence.
319
00:12:51,138 --> 00:12:52,803
- Max we're due in dermatology.
- I know.
320
00:12:52,806 --> 00:12:54,739
Vijay, since I have no idea
what you're talking about,
321
00:12:54,740 --> 00:12:56,573
I'm gonna trust you
to make the right decision.
322
00:12:56,576 --> 00:12:57,775
- Thank you.
I won't do it.
323
00:12:57,778 --> 00:13:00,077
No matter how much her company
is paying the hospital.
324
00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:01,479
- Come again?
325
00:13:01,480 --> 00:13:02,714
- How much are they
paying the hospital?
326
00:13:02,716 --> 00:13:04,916
- They are...
- $160,000.
327
00:13:04,918 --> 00:13:08,086
- Really?
That's, uh... Vijay,
328
00:13:08,087 --> 00:13:10,522
my friend, I think
that you and the iPad
329
00:13:10,524 --> 00:13:12,990
might've gotten off
on the wrong foot.
330
00:13:14,193 --> 00:13:18,096
- My body's been sore, and my
girl saw this crazy rash.
331
00:13:18,097 --> 00:13:21,666
- I have a couple of theories.
The first one I think...
332
00:13:21,668 --> 00:13:23,868
- Diagnosis confirmed.
Lyme disease.
333
00:13:23,870 --> 00:13:26,037
An email is being sent
to your account
334
00:13:26,038 --> 00:13:28,239
with detailed
treatment information.
335
00:13:33,446 --> 00:13:34,885
- Yes,
something to do with your...
336
00:13:39,085 --> 00:13:41,852
- I'm sorry,
but let me see... I... I...
337
00:13:49,929 --> 00:13:51,596
- What happens next?
338
00:13:51,597 --> 00:13:53,697
- We wait for the results
from your CT scan.
339
00:13:53,700 --> 00:13:56,134
Unfortunately, it can take
a couple hours to arrive
340
00:13:56,135 --> 00:13:57,568
from, uh, Radiology because...
341
00:13:58,772 --> 00:14:00,471
- CT scan results have arrived.
342
00:14:00,472 --> 00:14:02,941
- Diagnosis ACA aneurysm.
- What?
343
00:14:02,942 --> 00:14:04,542
- What? Where?
- What?
344
00:14:04,543 --> 00:14:06,110
- What, what?
- Aneurysm is located
345
00:14:06,111 --> 00:14:08,712
on the anterior clinoid
segment...
346
00:14:08,715 --> 00:14:11,582
- Nobody likes a show-off,
so just shut up, okay?
347
00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:25,062
- I-I have to go.
I need that back please.
348
00:14:25,065 --> 00:14:28,166
Okay.
You keep it.
349
00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:30,000
Every day, 9:30-9:45...
350
00:14:30,003 --> 00:14:32,102
Sandra Fall from billing!
Hi.
351
00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:33,638
How goes it?
352
00:14:33,639 --> 00:14:35,173
- It doesn't go good because
you can't code for racism.
353
00:14:35,174 --> 00:14:38,976
- And yet, I did, so...
354
00:14:38,979 --> 00:14:41,078
- No, you hand-wrote
a non-option in the margin
355
00:14:41,081 --> 00:14:43,681
like a Bern Bro during
the 2016 General Election.
356
00:14:43,682 --> 00:14:45,682
- Yes, I did, because
there isn't a code
357
00:14:45,684 --> 00:14:46,850
for my actual diagnosis.
358
00:14:46,852 --> 00:14:47,951
- Okay, then change
your diagnosis
359
00:14:47,953 --> 00:14:49,287
to an approved ICD-10 code
360
00:14:49,288 --> 00:14:50,922
because that's how we bill
insurance companies.
361
00:14:50,923 --> 00:14:52,289
- No.
No, I'm sorry,
362
00:14:52,292 --> 00:14:53,790
I'm not gonna change
my diagnosis,
363
00:14:53,793 --> 00:14:55,525
Sandra Fall from billing...
Not this time.
364
00:14:55,528 --> 00:14:57,294
Many, many times I've played it
fast and loose
365
00:14:57,297 --> 00:14:58,296
with insurance codes
to help patients.
366
00:14:58,298 --> 00:14:59,963
- Please, don't tell me that!
- Many times.
367
00:14:59,966 --> 00:15:01,932
But this time it will
actually hurt patients.
368
00:15:01,934 --> 00:15:04,168
Like, specifically
the 13-year-old boy
369
00:15:04,169 --> 00:15:06,870
who is lying in our OR
with a tumor.
370
00:15:06,873 --> 00:15:08,605
He's proof that racism
371
00:15:08,607 --> 00:15:09,874
can cause life-threatening
medical issues,
372
00:15:09,875 --> 00:15:10,908
and no one is doing
anything about it
373
00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,876
because no one is tracking
the data to prove it.
374
00:15:12,879 --> 00:15:15,178
And do you know why no one is
tracking the data to prove it?
375
00:15:15,181 --> 00:15:18,048
- Because the ICD-10 doesn't
have a diagnostic code for it?
376
00:15:18,051 --> 00:15:19,716
- Exactly.
- Dr. Frome,
377
00:15:19,719 --> 00:15:22,019
go ahead, change the world,
378
00:15:22,022 --> 00:15:24,755
but not until
you change the ICD codes.
379
00:15:25,325 --> 00:15:27,892
- That's...
380
00:15:27,894 --> 00:15:30,161
- Clamp.
381
00:15:30,163 --> 00:15:31,863
- Cephas' tumor's
nestled up against
382
00:15:31,865 --> 00:15:33,697
the inferior mesenteric.
383
00:15:33,700 --> 00:15:35,066
- I can definitely get in there.
384
00:15:35,067 --> 00:15:37,034
Forceps.
385
00:15:40,072 --> 00:15:42,039
- Dr. Ayton,
look at this.
386
00:15:42,042 --> 00:15:43,841
Right next to the duodenum.
387
00:15:43,842 --> 00:15:46,210
- Another tumor.
388
00:15:46,211 --> 00:15:48,379
- Patient is hemodynamically
stable.
389
00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:51,915
- And looks like another two
right at the celiac junction.
390
00:15:51,918 --> 00:15:53,650
- Four total?
391
00:15:53,653 --> 00:15:55,352
- Surgery's gonna take
a bit longer.
392
00:15:55,355 --> 00:15:57,654
- I'll go tell his mother.
393
00:16:00,159 --> 00:16:03,260
- Helen, from what I can tell,
394
00:16:03,263 --> 00:16:05,763
these tumors are just going
to keep recurring.
395
00:16:05,764 --> 00:16:08,231
And next time they might not
be benign.
396
00:16:09,269 --> 00:16:11,668
- Stand by with pylorus clamp.
397
00:16:12,706 --> 00:16:14,371
- Okay, give it to me straight,
Todd.
398
00:16:14,374 --> 00:16:16,341
- 100,000 from cardiothoracic...
- Yep.
399
00:16:16,342 --> 00:16:18,241
- 160k from neurology...
- Yep.
400
00:16:18,244 --> 00:16:19,744
- 45,000 from dermatology.
401
00:16:19,745 --> 00:16:20,711
- Come on, admit it.
402
00:16:20,713 --> 00:16:22,245
This skimming thing
is kind of working, right?
403
00:16:22,248 --> 00:16:23,614
- So long as everyone
does their part
404
00:16:23,615 --> 00:16:25,015
and sacrifices
for the greater good.
405
00:16:25,018 --> 00:16:26,850
- Exactly.
- Like Communism.
406
00:16:26,852 --> 00:16:28,186
- Max!
- Yeah?
407
00:16:28,187 --> 00:16:29,787
- Notice anything different
about me?
408
00:16:29,788 --> 00:16:31,422
- Actually, I have been noticing
409
00:16:31,423 --> 00:16:33,790
a lot of your patients
are being admitted
410
00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:36,927
before they need to be.
Uh, ACS, pre-crisis diabetics...
411
00:16:36,929 --> 00:16:39,864
The thing is, if they don't
actually end up in crisis,
412
00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:41,231
then we can't bill for it.
413
00:16:41,234 --> 00:16:44,201
- It's my leg.
Um, finally better.
414
00:16:44,203 --> 00:16:46,903
No biggie.
- That's great.
415
00:16:46,905 --> 00:16:48,972
So, it would save this hospital
a lot of money
416
00:16:48,975 --> 00:16:51,308
if you could keep
these patients in the ED
417
00:16:51,311 --> 00:16:55,212
for observation until a crisis
diagnosis can be confirmed.
418
00:16:55,215 --> 00:16:57,215
- If you don't mind hiring
20 more nurses,
419
00:16:57,216 --> 00:16:58,915
a dozen more orderlies,
420
00:16:58,918 --> 00:17:00,317
and increasing
the number of residents,
421
00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:02,285
and adding, like,
30 beds, then sure.
422
00:17:02,288 --> 00:17:04,255
Excuse me!
Excuse me!
423
00:17:04,257 --> 00:17:05,823
This area is off limits!
424
00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:07,724
You can't just keep coming back
here like this!
425
00:17:07,727 --> 00:17:09,993
Who the hell
do you think you are?
426
00:17:09,996 --> 00:17:11,229
- Uh...
427
00:17:11,230 --> 00:17:12,329
- So ultimately,
428
00:17:12,332 --> 00:17:15,066
I don't think it's going to
save you any money.
429
00:17:16,736 --> 00:17:18,336
- She seems fun.
430
00:17:18,337 --> 00:17:20,837
- Yeah, I'll figure out
whatever, uh, that was,
431
00:17:20,839 --> 00:17:23,340
but right now
I need a new strategy.
432
00:17:23,343 --> 00:17:26,743
- We could always
revisit cutting CF56Z.
433
00:17:26,746 --> 00:17:29,180
- You mean "Postnatal Care
for Undocumented Mothers."
434
00:17:29,182 --> 00:17:32,916
- I mean to save this hospital.
From your own good intentions.
435
00:17:34,186 --> 00:17:35,987
- I need some help here!
436
00:17:35,989 --> 00:17:38,355
Grab me an orderly
and a non-rebreather mask!
437
00:17:38,357 --> 00:17:39,957
- Hey, what happened?
438
00:17:39,959 --> 00:17:41,358
- She just started walking
and collapsed.
439
00:17:41,361 --> 00:17:43,193
- Okay, well, let's get her
back on her feet.
440
00:17:43,195 --> 00:17:44,929
- I-I can't feel my legs.
441
00:17:44,931 --> 00:17:45,962
- Where?
What part?
442
00:17:45,964 --> 00:17:47,298
- All over.
Everywhere.
443
00:17:47,299 --> 00:17:49,299
- What do her CTs say?
- Nothing.
444
00:17:49,301 --> 00:17:50,468
They were all clear.
445
00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:52,036
- Do we need a collar?
- Please, I...
446
00:17:52,038 --> 00:17:54,204
I can't... I can't feel my legs.
- Mom?
447
00:17:54,207 --> 00:17:56,140
Are you okay?
- I can't feel my legs.
448
00:17:56,142 --> 00:17:57,474
- What's going on?
449
00:17:57,477 --> 00:17:59,210
Please!
- She didn't hit her head.
450
00:17:59,211 --> 00:18:00,778
She just fell down.
451
00:18:12,688 --> 00:18:14,520
- Sir.
- Sir.
452
00:18:14,522 --> 00:18:16,823
- Hi there.
- Ma'am.
453
00:18:16,825 --> 00:18:19,726
- Um, thank you for agreeing
to meet us here.
454
00:18:19,728 --> 00:18:21,795
- We thought neutral territory
would be best
455
00:18:21,797 --> 00:18:23,128
for what Dr. Goodwin
has to say.
456
00:18:23,131 --> 00:18:24,163
- Yeah.
- Max, I think
457
00:18:24,165 --> 00:18:26,165
I can save New Amsterdam
and the city of New York
458
00:18:26,167 --> 00:18:27,166
hundreds of millions of dollars.
459
00:18:27,169 --> 00:18:29,669
- Oh, then you should
definitely go first.
460
00:18:29,671 --> 00:18:31,570
- There's a 13-year-old boy
in surgery right now
461
00:18:31,573 --> 00:18:33,873
having multiple tumors removed
caused by racism.
462
00:18:33,875 --> 00:18:36,875
I know... I know how that sounds,
trust me, I do,
463
00:18:36,877 --> 00:18:39,078
but yesterday, I treated
two patients with PTSD
464
00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:40,579
from the exact same thing.
465
00:18:40,582 --> 00:18:42,147
Our ED,
at least three times a week,
466
00:18:42,150 --> 00:18:43,282
treats victims of hate crimes.
467
00:18:43,285 --> 00:18:46,419
The city is spending hundreds
of millions of dollars
468
00:18:46,421 --> 00:18:48,488
managing medical repercussions
of racism,
469
00:18:48,490 --> 00:18:49,489
and it doesn't even know it
470
00:18:49,490 --> 00:18:52,092
because the ICD-10
does not have a code for it.
471
00:18:52,094 --> 00:18:53,727
- This is not
gonna save us money.
472
00:18:53,729 --> 00:18:54,861
- How can I help?
473
00:18:54,863 --> 00:18:56,429
- A campaign to make the ICD-10
474
00:18:56,431 --> 00:18:57,896
add racism
to their diagnostic index.
475
00:18:57,898 --> 00:18:59,598
All I need
is a little bit of money
476
00:18:59,601 --> 00:19:01,500
for a small team of
researchers and lobbyists...
477
00:19:01,502 --> 00:19:02,801
No.
478
00:19:05,106 --> 00:19:06,573
- What?
Say that again?
479
00:19:06,575 --> 00:19:07,707
- No.
480
00:19:07,709 --> 00:19:11,044
- That's... I've never heard you
say that word before.
481
00:19:11,046 --> 00:19:12,746
- In order to balance
the budget,
482
00:19:12,748 --> 00:19:14,948
Max has no choice
but to cut personnel.
483
00:19:14,950 --> 00:19:17,049
- How awful.
484
00:19:17,051 --> 00:19:19,752
- Did you guys have
anyone in mind?
485
00:19:29,029 --> 00:19:31,096
- Back away slowly.
486
00:19:33,101 --> 00:19:35,000
Go, go, slower.
487
00:19:35,871 --> 00:19:37,836
Okay, break.
Break... break for it.
488
00:19:42,210 --> 00:19:44,477
- Four tumors,
all being removed...
489
00:19:44,479 --> 00:19:46,945
It's just going to take
a little bit more time.
490
00:19:46,948 --> 00:19:49,749
- Why is this happening
to my son?
491
00:19:51,619 --> 00:19:53,486
- Uh...
492
00:19:53,488 --> 00:19:59,159
Cephas let me read his essay
on "Lord of the Flies,
493
00:19:59,161 --> 00:20:02,996
and it's clear
just how open he is.
494
00:20:02,998 --> 00:20:05,464
To the world.
495
00:20:05,467 --> 00:20:08,902
And while that openness lets in
a lot of beauty,
496
00:20:08,903 --> 00:20:11,770
it also lets in darker things.
497
00:20:14,976 --> 00:20:19,144
- God, I really thought
that I shielded him from...
498
00:20:19,146 --> 00:20:21,580
everything that
I have to deal with.
499
00:20:23,818 --> 00:20:27,487
I jumped through hoops to get
him into a progressive school
500
00:20:27,489 --> 00:20:29,655
with a uniform policy.
501
00:20:29,657 --> 00:20:32,592
I got him into group sports
with diverse coaches.
502
00:20:32,594 --> 00:20:34,259
His friends are amazing.
I...
503
00:20:37,265 --> 00:20:40,633
I thought I was doing
a good job, I really...
504
00:20:40,634 --> 00:20:43,603
- You... you are doing more
than a good job.
505
00:20:43,605 --> 00:20:46,673
That boy is extraordinary
506
00:20:46,674 --> 00:20:48,240
because of you.
507
00:20:52,180 --> 00:20:56,682
Even here,
in this progressive hospital,
508
00:20:56,684 --> 00:20:59,184
I deal with microaggressions
every day.
509
00:20:59,186 --> 00:21:01,320
From people who mean well.
510
00:21:01,323 --> 00:21:03,589
From people
who should know better.
511
00:21:04,992 --> 00:21:07,093
That's the world
that we live in.
512
00:21:08,163 --> 00:21:11,130
- So, then what can I do
513
00:21:11,132 --> 00:21:14,200
to keep my son from ending up
here next year?
514
00:21:15,836 --> 00:21:17,936
Next month?
515
00:21:22,210 --> 00:21:24,544
- Have you been out of country
recently?
516
00:21:24,546 --> 00:21:25,845
- No.
517
00:21:25,846 --> 00:21:28,981
- Been bitten by an animal
or a rodent?
518
00:21:28,983 --> 00:21:31,217
- Uh, just the occasional
mosquito bite.
519
00:21:31,219 --> 00:21:33,219
- Started any new diets?
520
00:21:33,221 --> 00:21:35,221
- We keep kosher.
Nothing trendy.
521
00:21:35,222 --> 00:21:38,290
- Swam in any natural
bodies of water?
522
00:21:39,227 --> 00:21:40,826
- No.
523
00:21:43,064 --> 00:21:46,900
Do you have any idea
what's happening to me?
524
00:21:46,902 --> 00:21:48,902
E for a second?
525
00:21:48,903 --> 00:21:50,670
Okay.
526
00:21:54,276 --> 00:21:56,241
Any theories?
527
00:21:56,243 --> 00:21:58,377
- Guillain-Barre syndrome
and Zika
528
00:21:58,380 --> 00:22:00,380
are both known
to cause leg paralysis,
529
00:22:00,382 --> 00:22:02,147
but her tests came back normal.
530
00:22:02,150 --> 00:22:04,083
- And her CT came back negative
531
00:22:04,085 --> 00:22:05,785
except for some swelling
around the spine.
532
00:22:05,787 --> 00:22:08,621
- The only viable option right
now is to treat her symptoms,
533
00:22:08,623 --> 00:22:11,691
push steroids to reduce
her spinal swelling,
534
00:22:11,692 --> 00:22:15,260
unless D.A.W.N. has a different
diagnosis to humiliate me.
535
00:22:15,262 --> 00:22:16,395
D.A.W.N.-ji?
536
00:22:21,936 --> 00:22:23,169
This is bad.
537
00:22:27,409 --> 00:22:29,942
This is my favorite achievement
since coming here.
538
00:22:29,944 --> 00:22:32,111
Free daycare for all employees.
539
00:22:32,113 --> 00:22:34,279
- I don't see how getting rid
of a few daycare employees
540
00:22:34,281 --> 00:22:36,148
is gonna put a dent
in the budget.
541
00:22:36,151 --> 00:22:38,785
- Well, we contract out
the daycare service.
542
00:22:38,787 --> 00:22:40,385
It's a luxury,
I mean, it's not essential,
543
00:22:40,387 --> 00:22:43,789
and if we close it,
we might break even.
544
00:22:43,791 --> 00:22:45,791
- You're closing the daycare?
545
00:22:45,794 --> 00:22:47,727
- Now, Mariana,
I wouldn't even consider this
546
00:22:47,729 --> 00:22:50,896
unless I absolutely had to.
I mean, I need the daycare too.
547
00:22:50,898 --> 00:22:52,932
- So do a lot of the nurses
and residents.
548
00:22:52,933 --> 00:22:55,134
- I hear you, but...
- I don't think you do.
549
00:22:55,135 --> 00:22:58,637
- Do you know how expensive
regular daycare is?
550
00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:00,272
Not to mention,
they're only open ten hours,
551
00:23:00,275 --> 00:23:02,275
and most of us work
12-hour shifts.
552
00:23:02,277 --> 00:23:04,443
Are you gonna cut our hours
and pay us more too?
553
00:23:04,445 --> 00:23:07,145
- I need to cut costs
just to make payroll.
554
00:23:07,147 --> 00:23:09,848
- Well, you can keep my paycheck
555
00:23:09,851 --> 00:23:11,351
because if we have to pay
for daycare,
556
00:23:11,353 --> 00:23:13,086
a lot of us will need new jobs.
557
00:23:20,461 --> 00:23:23,663
- We're not gonna cut
daycare, are we?
558
00:23:28,169 --> 00:23:29,836
- At the aortic arch.
559
00:23:29,837 --> 00:23:31,471
- Anterior wall
of the left atrium
560
00:23:31,472 --> 00:23:33,306
looks prime for placement
of the first lead.
561
00:23:33,307 --> 00:23:34,973
- All right, advancing now.
562
00:23:37,011 --> 00:23:38,845
- Just as good
as at New Amsterdam?
563
00:23:38,846 --> 00:23:41,047
I'm not gonna lie to you,
564
00:23:41,048 --> 00:23:43,182
I'm pretty proud
of what we accomplished.
565
00:23:43,183 --> 00:23:45,852
I mean, that's what makes
leaving so hard, you know?
566
00:23:48,022 --> 00:23:50,355
Whoa.
Is that from a lung?
567
00:23:50,357 --> 00:23:53,026
Did I hit something?
- No, it's from her stomach.
568
00:23:53,028 --> 00:23:55,028
Massive hematemesis.
569
00:23:55,029 --> 00:23:57,363
- Maybe it's a bleeding ulcer
or a Mallory Weiss Tear.
570
00:23:57,365 --> 00:23:59,798
- It looks like
variceal bleeding.
571
00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:02,000
- Her cirrhotic liver
decompensated.
572
00:24:02,002 --> 00:24:03,169
The blood is backing up
behind it.
573
00:24:03,171 --> 00:24:04,369
We need to make a new pathway
574
00:24:04,372 --> 00:24:06,038
so the blood
can bypass the liver.
575
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:07,105
- Heart rate's up to 130.
576
00:24:07,107 --> 00:24:09,509
- All right, transfuse 2
units of packed red cells.
577
00:24:09,510 --> 00:24:12,310
- We don't have a blood bank.
We're not a hospital.
578
00:24:12,313 --> 00:24:13,413
I'm calling an ambulance.
579
00:24:13,414 --> 00:24:14,446
- Her blood pressure's dropping.
580
00:24:14,449 --> 00:24:16,182
We don't have time.
We're working on her now.
581
00:24:16,183 --> 00:24:17,150
- I told you,
582
00:24:17,152 --> 00:24:18,284
we're only equipped
for cardiac emergencies.
583
00:24:18,286 --> 00:24:22,387
- Then we have to treat
Grace's liver like a heart.
584
00:24:30,410 --> 00:24:31,676
- She's never there anymore.
585
00:24:31,679 --> 00:24:33,278
These days. about her trial
586
00:24:33,279 --> 00:24:34,413
- Uh, can I run
something by you?
587
00:24:34,414 --> 00:24:35,814
- Sure,
but where's your bodyguard?
588
00:24:35,816 --> 00:24:37,249
- Oh, I gave him the slip.
589
00:24:37,250 --> 00:24:38,416
- Really?
- No, that's impossible.
590
00:24:38,419 --> 00:24:39,317
He's at lunch.
591
00:24:39,319 --> 00:24:40,451
- I'm having a bit
of a budget crisis,
592
00:24:40,453 --> 00:24:44,222
and I finally figured out
a way to, uh, close the gap.
593
00:24:44,224 --> 00:24:45,923
You ready?
- As ready as I'll ever be.
594
00:24:45,925 --> 00:24:49,228
- Okay, I want to eliminate
all over-testing.
595
00:24:49,230 --> 00:24:51,395
- That's a great idea.
- Really?
596
00:24:51,397 --> 00:24:52,597
- Oh, my God,
597
00:24:52,599 --> 00:24:54,766
you're the first person who has
not wanted to strangle me,
598
00:24:54,768 --> 00:24:56,902
or you know,
slam the door in my face.
599
00:24:56,903 --> 00:24:58,470
What test did you have in mind?
600
00:24:58,471 --> 00:25:01,306
- I wanna cut yearly mammograms.
601
00:25:01,307 --> 00:25:02,907
- Sorry?
- I know how that sounds,
602
00:25:02,910 --> 00:25:04,609
okay, but
the US Preventative Task Force
603
00:25:04,612 --> 00:25:06,478
says they're unnecessary
for women under 50
604
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,480
unless of course they fall
into a high-risk group.
605
00:25:08,481 --> 00:25:11,516
- Yeah, the American Cancer
Society says 45.
606
00:25:11,518 --> 00:25:13,919
A woman's individual doctor
might say 40.
607
00:25:13,921 --> 00:25:16,188
These tests aren't one-size
fits all.
608
00:25:16,190 --> 00:25:17,422
- I'm not saying they are.
609
00:25:17,423 --> 00:25:18,257
All I am saying
is women under 50
610
00:25:18,259 --> 00:25:19,857
are more likely
to get false positive
611
00:25:19,859 --> 00:25:21,460
and therefore be over-diagnosed
612
00:25:21,461 --> 00:25:22,760
and over-treated for something
613
00:25:22,762 --> 00:25:24,296
that may ultimately be benign.
614
00:25:24,298 --> 00:25:26,198
- Someone may want
that peace of mind.
615
00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:28,634
- Well, but should New
Amsterdam be paying for it?
616
00:25:28,635 --> 00:25:31,269
- Fine, cut yearly mammograms.
- Really?
617
00:25:31,271 --> 00:25:32,671
- Sure.
- Thank you.
618
00:25:32,673 --> 00:25:34,205
- Except those mammograms
619
00:25:34,208 --> 00:25:36,307
are actually money-makers
for this hospital.
620
00:25:36,309 --> 00:25:38,509
- I walked right into this,
didn't I?
621
00:25:38,511 --> 00:25:40,311
- If you cut mammograms paid
for by insurance,
622
00:25:40,314 --> 00:25:41,413
I'm fairly certain
623
00:25:41,414 --> 00:25:43,281
it's gonna make your budget
shortfall even worse.
624
00:25:43,284 --> 00:25:45,182
- What about mammograms not
covered by insurance?
625
00:25:45,184 --> 00:25:47,352
- So you're suggesting
two standards of care,
626
00:25:47,354 --> 00:25:49,288
one for women with insurance
and one for women without?
627
00:25:49,289 --> 00:25:51,690
- No, because that would be...
628
00:25:51,692 --> 00:25:52,891
- Draconian.
- Yeah.
629
00:25:52,893 --> 00:25:55,661
And I would be ashamed to even
be having this conversation.
630
00:25:55,663 --> 00:25:56,827
- Don't be,
631
00:25:56,829 --> 00:25:59,029
because I'm sure Castro
will cut whatever you want.
632
00:26:00,834 --> 00:26:02,200
- Mm.
633
00:26:07,540 --> 00:26:09,540
- Glad I was at lunch
for that one.
634
00:26:13,547 --> 00:26:15,480
- These cardiac stents
are too small.
635
00:26:15,481 --> 00:26:17,382
They're made to open
a tiny artery,
636
00:26:17,384 --> 00:26:19,384
not make a large conduit
for bypassing the liver.
637
00:26:19,385 --> 00:26:21,987
- If I can just get
this last stent in place,
638
00:26:21,989 --> 00:26:24,655
the portal vein and the
hepatic vein will flow as one.
639
00:26:24,657 --> 00:26:26,758
- Switch ultrasound
to Doppler mode.
640
00:26:26,759 --> 00:26:29,227
- I don't see anything.
There's no flow.
641
00:26:29,229 --> 00:26:30,996
- You missed the connection.
We must have gone too distal.
642
00:26:30,998 --> 00:26:33,230
- BP's dropping again.
643
00:26:33,232 --> 00:26:35,267
- Hang a bag of Dobutamine.
Titrate to 3 micrograms.
644
00:26:35,269 --> 00:26:36,734
- I'm gonna try
to pass the wire.
645
00:26:36,737 --> 00:26:38,869
See if you can grab it,
all right?
646
00:26:38,872 --> 00:26:41,405
That'll help us
make the connection.
647
00:26:41,407 --> 00:26:43,375
Little further.
648
00:26:45,278 --> 00:26:46,510
A little further.
649
00:26:48,248 --> 00:26:49,748
Now.
- Got it.
650
00:26:49,750 --> 00:26:51,383
- Muy bien.
651
00:26:51,384 --> 00:26:52,851
- Looks like flow.
652
00:26:52,853 --> 00:26:55,721
I can't believe it.
653
00:26:56,423 --> 00:26:57,722
- Gauze.
654
00:26:57,724 --> 00:27:00,558
- Forgot how much
I missed real medicine.
655
00:27:20,314 --> 00:27:22,480
- My baby.
656
00:27:22,482 --> 00:27:24,482
- Okay, but the W.H.O.
needs a sponsor,
657
00:27:24,484 --> 00:27:27,551
and I can't... I can't get
a sponsor until the W.H.O....
658
00:27:27,554 --> 00:27:29,587
Right exactly.
659
00:27:29,589 --> 00:27:30,788
Yes.
- Iggy!
660
00:27:30,790 --> 00:27:33,290
- Yes, I'll be there.
Thank you very much.
661
00:27:33,292 --> 00:27:35,460
- Iggy, where have you been?
662
00:27:35,461 --> 00:27:37,828
- Every day patients come in
with so many stressors
663
00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:39,964
that I have no idea
what the problem is.
664
00:27:39,967 --> 00:27:42,467
With Cephas, I know exactly
what the problem is,
665
00:27:42,469 --> 00:27:43,667
but I can't to do
anything about it,
666
00:27:43,670 --> 00:27:46,304
which is just crazy-maker,
you know?
667
00:27:46,306 --> 00:27:47,972
So I just managed
to get a meeting
668
00:27:47,974 --> 00:27:49,641
with a member the World Health
Organization so I can lobby...
669
00:27:49,643 --> 00:27:51,809
- Okay, Iggy, I love you,
670
00:27:51,811 --> 00:27:53,644
and I mean this
in the best possible way...
671
00:27:53,646 --> 00:27:54,578
- Uh-oh.
672
00:27:54,580 --> 00:27:57,481
- Forget about trying
to save the world
673
00:27:57,483 --> 00:28:00,618
and focus on trying
to save our patient,
674
00:28:00,621 --> 00:28:02,988
'cause no one else is going to.
675
00:28:12,665 --> 00:28:16,000
- Help.
Help, please, help.
676
00:28:16,002 --> 00:28:17,769
- Okay, deep breaths for me,
Steph, okay?
677
00:28:17,770 --> 00:28:20,672
Deep breaths.
- Now I can't move my arms.
678
00:28:20,673 --> 00:28:24,509
- Okay, let's get her on 100%
non-rebreather and a stat EKG.
679
00:28:24,510 --> 00:28:26,845
- Squeeze my hands.
Come on, as hard as you can.
680
00:28:26,846 --> 00:28:28,480
- I can't.
681
00:28:28,481 --> 00:28:29,614
- Steph!
682
00:28:30,683 --> 00:28:32,616
- Okay, let's get her
on 2 milligrams of Ativan.
683
00:28:32,618 --> 00:28:33,785
2 milligrams of Ativan!
684
00:28:33,787 --> 00:28:35,386
Oh, Mommy...
685
00:28:35,388 --> 00:28:37,622
- I need that Ativan!
686
00:28:37,624 --> 00:28:41,593
- Mommy, please stop.
687
00:28:44,530 --> 00:28:46,565
- Ascending paralysis.
688
00:28:46,567 --> 00:28:48,900
Soon she won't be able
to breathe.
689
00:28:48,902 --> 00:28:51,036
- It could be
Neuro-Bechet's Disease.
690
00:28:51,038 --> 00:28:55,039
- Diagnostic accuracy below 1%.
691
00:28:55,041 --> 00:28:57,509
- A tumor can cause
paraneoplastic syndrome.
692
00:28:57,510 --> 00:29:01,078
- Diagnostic accuracy
less than 1%.
693
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,048
- D.A.W.N. if you do not
have any actual ideas,
694
00:29:03,049 --> 00:29:04,048
please shut up.
695
00:29:04,050 --> 00:29:05,916
- Advise patient be placed
696
00:29:05,919 --> 00:29:07,885
in phenobarbital coma
697
00:29:07,887 --> 00:29:10,154
until diagnosis can be reached.
698
00:29:10,156 --> 00:29:13,090
- Tell me we're not doing that.
699
00:29:13,093 --> 00:29:15,727
- If we do not reach
diagnosis today...
700
00:29:17,029 --> 00:29:18,730
We'll have to.
701
00:29:23,936 --> 00:29:26,570
I really thought we could do it.
702
00:29:26,573 --> 00:29:28,740
- We knew this would be painful.
703
00:29:28,741 --> 00:29:30,442
Why do you think
Brantley sent me?
704
00:29:30,443 --> 00:29:32,009
- I could chip away at it,
705
00:29:32,011 --> 00:29:35,113
but every cut
just makes this hospital worse.
706
00:29:35,115 --> 00:29:37,082
- Which is why
I still think you should pick
707
00:29:37,084 --> 00:29:39,917
one big ticket item.
708
00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:41,552
Will it make the hospital worse?
709
00:29:41,555 --> 00:29:42,787
Unfortunately, yes.
710
00:29:42,788 --> 00:29:45,757
But will it compromise every
single one of your departments?
711
00:29:45,759 --> 00:29:46,958
No.
712
00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:49,461
- Yeah.
713
00:29:49,462 --> 00:29:51,596
You know,
we were the first hospital
714
00:29:51,597 --> 00:29:53,565
in the country
to cover postnatal care
715
00:29:53,567 --> 00:29:55,767
for undocumented mothers.
716
00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:03,875
We were trying to be pioneers.
717
00:30:11,218 --> 00:30:14,219
Now I can make payroll.
718
00:30:22,962 --> 00:30:25,829
- Max.
719
00:30:25,832 --> 00:30:28,266
You did the right thing.
720
00:30:57,273 --> 00:30:59,307
- Well, it looks like
Klinger's missed
721
00:30:59,308 --> 00:31:01,476
11 games this year,
and he's been battling
722
00:31:01,478 --> 00:31:03,211
this injury all season.
723
00:31:03,212 --> 00:31:04,779
- Oh, missed the second
free throw.
724
00:31:04,781 --> 00:31:06,714
Miller with the rebound.
- Are we winning?
725
00:31:06,717 --> 00:31:09,651
- He's got seven assists...
- Oh, I'm sorry.
726
00:31:09,653 --> 00:31:11,619
Please, please,
don't tell my dad.
727
00:31:11,622 --> 00:31:14,556
- Ah, the Sabbath.
No electricity.
728
00:31:14,557 --> 00:31:17,459
- It's just a really big game.
729
00:31:17,461 --> 00:31:20,162
- Your secret is safe with me.
730
00:31:20,163 --> 00:31:22,364
Nets fans have suffered enough.
731
00:31:24,201 --> 00:31:26,300
- May I?
732
00:31:29,338 --> 00:31:32,473
You must miss many games
because of the Sabbath.
733
00:31:32,476 --> 00:31:35,477
- Well, I kind of make
an exception for the Nets.
734
00:31:35,479 --> 00:31:37,913
We haven't won a championship
game in my whole life,
735
00:31:37,914 --> 00:31:40,648
but we're doing
really well this year.
736
00:31:40,651 --> 00:31:42,416
- Hm.
- Mm-hmm.
737
00:31:42,419 --> 00:31:45,586
- So do you break
any other Sabbath rules?
738
00:31:45,588 --> 00:31:47,689
- No way.
Never.
739
00:31:50,661 --> 00:31:53,260
- Shirley...
740
00:31:53,262 --> 00:31:57,665
this is question is a matter
of life and death.
741
00:31:57,667 --> 00:32:01,702
I believe you have
kept the Sabbath, but...
742
00:32:01,704 --> 00:32:04,673
have you kept kosher?
743
00:32:08,744 --> 00:32:10,244
- Vijay, you paged?
744
00:32:10,247 --> 00:32:13,781
- Hot dog!
- What are we talking about?
745
00:32:13,784 --> 00:32:17,285
- Shirley secretly ate
a street vendor's hot dog.
746
00:32:17,287 --> 00:32:19,688
- Shirley got a tapeworm?
747
00:32:19,690 --> 00:32:21,388
- And passed
its eggs unknowingly
748
00:32:21,391 --> 00:32:23,858
to her mother with a kiss.
749
00:32:23,861 --> 00:32:26,760
- Neurocysticercosis.
750
00:32:26,762 --> 00:32:27,962
Did D.A.W.N. confirm?
751
00:32:27,964 --> 00:32:29,830
- I turned D.A.W.N. off.
752
00:32:29,833 --> 00:32:32,867
Two tablets each,
and they will be cleared up.
753
00:32:32,869 --> 00:32:34,236
- I...
754
00:32:34,238 --> 00:32:36,403
I don't understand.
755
00:32:36,405 --> 00:32:38,707
Did I hurt my mom?
756
00:32:38,709 --> 00:32:43,211
- No, Shirley.
You saved her life.
757
00:32:48,885 --> 00:32:50,751
- Hey, there, kiddo.
How you doing?
758
00:32:50,753 --> 00:32:52,921
- Better.
759
00:32:52,923 --> 00:32:56,590
- Better is good.
Very good.
760
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:00,929
So listen, I have...
761
00:33:00,931 --> 00:33:04,266
I have one question that was
not on my list from earlier.
762
00:33:04,268 --> 00:33:07,035
You feel up to answering it?
763
00:33:07,037 --> 00:33:13,775
Why wouldn't the librarian
let you take out those books?
764
00:33:13,777 --> 00:33:15,042
- I don't know.
765
00:33:15,045 --> 00:33:17,645
- Well, I think you do know.
766
00:33:17,647 --> 00:33:19,647
I think you know it so well
767
00:33:19,650 --> 00:33:21,282
that it is eating you up inside,
768
00:33:21,285 --> 00:33:24,318
and it is causing you
to be sick.
769
00:33:26,056 --> 00:33:30,057
Why wouldn't the librarian
let you take out those books?
770
00:33:34,397 --> 00:33:37,464
- Because of the color
of my skin.
771
00:33:37,467 --> 00:33:39,034
But she's not racist.
772
00:33:39,036 --> 00:33:40,801
- Yeah, I don't doubt that
for a second.
773
00:33:40,804 --> 00:33:44,038
But, you know,
racism is so deeply ingrained
774
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,740
in our society that people,
myself included,
775
00:33:46,742 --> 00:33:50,545
we often don't realize
that we're perpetuating it.
776
00:33:50,547 --> 00:33:52,846
- So, like...
777
00:33:52,848 --> 00:33:54,715
when people give me
nicknames I don't want
778
00:33:54,718 --> 00:33:55,916
'cause my name is different?
779
00:33:55,919 --> 00:33:58,319
- Yes, that is a microaggression
780
00:33:58,322 --> 00:34:01,823
because of the color
of your skin.
781
00:34:01,825 --> 00:34:04,759
- What about when adults tell
me I speak really good English?
782
00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,695
- It's because of the color
of your skin.
783
00:34:07,698 --> 00:34:09,331
- Or when people assume
784
00:34:09,333 --> 00:34:12,500
I only got into my school
'cause I'm diverse?
785
00:34:12,501 --> 00:34:14,869
- Yes.
786
00:34:14,871 --> 00:34:16,603
- When the teacher tells me
to lower my voice,
787
00:34:16,606 --> 00:34:19,606
even though I'm not
the only one talking?
788
00:34:19,608 --> 00:34:21,842
Or she makes me answer
all the Latino questions
789
00:34:21,844 --> 00:34:23,110
'cause I'm the only one
in the room?
790
00:34:23,112 --> 00:34:25,746
- Yes.
791
00:34:28,684 --> 00:34:31,518
- I just thought...
792
00:34:31,521 --> 00:34:34,588
I didn't deserve to be there.
793
00:34:34,590 --> 00:34:36,690
I wasn't good enough.
I was a mistake.
794
00:34:36,693 --> 00:34:40,461
- No, Cephas, listen to me.
795
00:34:40,463 --> 00:34:42,896
All of this,
everything you're talking about
796
00:34:42,898 --> 00:34:44,599
has nothing to do with you,
797
00:34:44,601 --> 00:34:47,402
and everything to do
with the world around you.
798
00:34:47,403 --> 00:34:50,905
You walking around with all
of this shame and confusion
799
00:34:50,907 --> 00:34:52,539
and stress inside your body,
800
00:34:52,541 --> 00:34:55,543
I can see that you don't
want to feel this right now.
801
00:34:55,545 --> 00:34:57,811
But I'm telling you, your body
is definitely feeling it,
802
00:34:57,813 --> 00:35:00,914
and that is what
is making you sick.
803
00:35:02,619 --> 00:35:04,719
- So...
804
00:35:06,789 --> 00:35:09,123
How are you gonna fix the world?
805
00:35:09,126 --> 00:35:10,925
- I'm not.
806
00:35:10,927 --> 00:35:13,961
I can't.
807
00:35:13,963 --> 00:35:18,432
But I can help you process.
808
00:35:18,434 --> 00:35:21,568
Because if we can name it,
809
00:35:21,570 --> 00:35:23,204
we can treat it.
810
00:35:46,695 --> 00:35:48,929
- You win.
811
00:35:48,931 --> 00:35:52,067
What do you want, Mom?
812
00:35:56,606 --> 00:35:59,840
- Dinner.
813
00:36:24,568 --> 00:36:27,469
- May, how long
has Fatima been like this?
814
00:36:27,471 --> 00:36:29,637
- All day.
- You should've paged me.
815
00:36:29,639 --> 00:36:32,840
- She's listed
as Castro's patient.
816
00:36:32,842 --> 00:36:35,242
- Fatima, sweetheart,
can I help you get back?
817
00:36:35,244 --> 00:36:36,911
- I'm fine.
Fine, fine, fine.
818
00:36:36,913 --> 00:36:39,880
- Okay.
Have you seen Dr. Castro?
819
00:36:39,882 --> 00:36:42,016
- Dr. Castro said
my numbers are good.
820
00:36:42,018 --> 00:36:43,818
I'm good.
Better than good.
821
00:36:43,820 --> 00:36:46,186
She said her trial's helping.
822
00:37:00,202 --> 00:37:01,202
- Yeah.
823
00:37:01,204 --> 00:37:03,170
- Max, I got some bad news.
824
00:37:03,172 --> 00:37:05,940
- I'm already there,
so just hit me.
825
00:37:05,942 --> 00:37:08,876
- Mexico is not the answer
to your budget crisis.
826
00:37:08,878 --> 00:37:10,545
You know, we shouldn't be
sending our patients
827
00:37:10,547 --> 00:37:13,280
2,000 miles away.
It erodes our hospital.
828
00:37:13,282 --> 00:37:16,217
And American hospitals
are eroded enough.
829
00:37:16,219 --> 00:37:18,719
And, Max, the other thing
I gotta tell you,
830
00:37:18,722 --> 00:37:20,188
it can't wait anymore,
all right?
831
00:37:20,190 --> 00:37:22,070
- Floyd, you're the best.
I gotta go.
832
00:37:26,896 --> 00:37:28,896
Hey, wait!
833
00:37:30,766 --> 00:37:31,932
Excuse me.
834
00:37:31,934 --> 00:37:34,536
Todd.
Wait, buddy, hold up.
835
00:37:34,538 --> 00:37:36,070
Hey.
836
00:37:36,072 --> 00:37:38,739
Listen,
I found a way to make payroll,
837
00:37:38,742 --> 00:37:41,943
save $2 million,
and not cut a single program.
838
00:37:41,945 --> 00:37:43,043
- How?
839
00:37:43,045 --> 00:37:44,913
- Add a program.
840
00:37:44,914 --> 00:37:47,081
- Todd, there are two ways
to meet the budget, right?
841
00:37:47,083 --> 00:37:48,148
We were trying to cut costs,
842
00:37:48,150 --> 00:37:50,751
but what if we tried
to add revenue?
843
00:37:50,753 --> 00:37:52,253
Okay, what we need
isn't less programs,
844
00:37:52,255 --> 00:37:53,454
it's more patients.
845
00:37:53,456 --> 00:37:55,923
- I think you've got all
the sick people you can handle.
846
00:37:55,925 --> 00:37:57,324
- Exactly.
847
00:37:57,327 --> 00:38:00,228
And so does
every other hospital.
848
00:38:00,230 --> 00:38:02,829
New Amsterdam has every
specialist under the sun.
849
00:38:02,831 --> 00:38:04,565
Right? But other hospitals
can't even afford
850
00:38:04,568 --> 00:38:06,733
to keep one specialist
on staff full time.
851
00:38:06,735 --> 00:38:10,237
America is full of people
who have specific medical needs
852
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:12,005
that their local hospitals
can't meet,
853
00:38:12,007 --> 00:38:13,641
but we can.
854
00:38:13,643 --> 00:38:16,244
So instead of outsourcing
our patients,
855
00:38:16,246 --> 00:38:18,813
we're gonna outsource
our doctors.
856
00:38:18,815 --> 00:38:20,782
Okay, yeah, I'm gonna call it
something better,
857
00:38:20,784 --> 00:38:22,317
but I have commitments already
858
00:38:22,318 --> 00:38:24,619
from Bridgeport Medical
in Alabama,
859
00:38:24,621 --> 00:38:26,153
Mount Ida Memorial in Arkansas,
860
00:38:26,155 --> 00:38:27,922
Townsend Hospital Center
in Delaware.
861
00:38:27,923 --> 00:38:30,925
Look, we can fill America's
healthcare gaps,
862
00:38:30,927 --> 00:38:33,760
we can get fairly compensated,
and most importantly,
863
00:38:33,762 --> 00:38:35,862
we can...
864
00:38:35,864 --> 00:38:38,166
we can balance the budget.
865
00:38:38,168 --> 00:38:39,967
What?
866
00:38:39,969 --> 00:38:42,936
Am I too late?
The budget's already in?
867
00:38:42,938 --> 00:38:44,204
- I threw it away.
868
00:38:44,206 --> 00:38:46,139
- You what?
- Your budget.
869
00:38:46,141 --> 00:38:47,141
Threw it away.
870
00:38:47,143 --> 00:38:49,677
- Threw it away?
Why?
871
00:38:51,981 --> 00:38:55,349
- I knew
you'd come up with something.
872
00:38:58,788 --> 00:39:00,755
- Huh.
873
00:39:27,684 --> 00:39:29,083
Hi.
874
00:39:29,085 --> 00:39:31,818
You look really nice.
875
00:39:31,820 --> 00:39:34,822
- So do you.
- Thanks.
876
00:39:34,824 --> 00:39:36,824
- Here you go.
877
00:39:36,826 --> 00:39:38,860
- Right.
Yeah.
878
00:39:42,331 --> 00:39:45,333
Um...
879
00:39:52,141 --> 00:39:56,210
I'm sorry.
I don't think I can do this.
880
00:39:57,646 --> 00:39:59,313
Thank God.
Me, neither.
881
00:39:59,315 --> 00:40:00,380
- Really?
882
00:40:00,382 --> 00:40:03,150
- Yeah, I feel incredibly
guilty just being here.
883
00:40:03,152 --> 00:40:04,152
And I know I shouldn't, but I...
884
00:40:04,153 --> 00:40:08,356
- Yeah, no, it just
sneaks up on you, right?
885
00:40:12,429 --> 00:40:16,731
- My husband was a musician.
886
00:40:16,733 --> 00:40:18,231
He took his own life.
887
00:40:21,403 --> 00:40:23,271
- Sorry.
888
00:40:23,273 --> 00:40:25,005
- I don't talk about that much.
889
00:40:25,007 --> 00:40:28,009
- Yeah, no...
- Ever.
890
00:40:28,010 --> 00:40:30,077
But the moment
I start to feel happiness,
891
00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:33,081
a wave of panic just...
892
00:40:33,083 --> 00:40:35,949
- Yeah.
893
00:40:35,952 --> 00:40:38,119
- Is that crazy
to be triggered by happiness?
894
00:40:38,121 --> 00:40:39,987
- No.
895
00:40:43,893 --> 00:40:44,925
- Sorry I ruined the evening.
896
00:40:44,927 --> 00:40:47,427
- No, I mean...
897
00:40:47,429 --> 00:40:50,731
you... you didn't.
You didn't ruin anything.
898
00:40:58,875 --> 00:41:02,376
Um...
899
00:41:02,378 --> 00:41:06,079
- ♪ It's hard
to put it into words ♪
900
00:41:06,081 --> 00:41:10,117
♪ When I tried,
I felt absurd ♪
901
00:41:10,119 --> 00:41:13,487
♪ You light the rooms
of my soul ♪
902
00:41:13,489 --> 00:41:16,490
♪ I tell myself
not to lose control ♪
903
00:41:18,994 --> 00:41:21,061
♪ I'll take it slow,
but it's hard to do ♪
904
00:41:21,063 --> 00:41:23,898
- Yeah, this is Max.
905
00:41:23,900 --> 00:41:26,434
- Sorry, I thought
I'd get your voicemail.
906
00:41:26,436 --> 00:41:27,902
- No, that's okay.
Who is this?
907
00:41:27,903 --> 00:41:29,469
- My name's Nolene George,
908
00:41:29,472 --> 00:41:32,739
and I heard there was
an opening at New Amsterdam.
909
00:41:32,742 --> 00:41:35,143
I'd love to be considered
for the position.
910
00:41:35,144 --> 00:41:36,244
- Sorry, what position?
911
00:41:36,246 --> 00:41:38,913
- Chair
of cardiothoracic surgery.
912
00:41:38,914 --> 00:41:41,916
Since Dr. Reynolds is leaving.
913
00:41:43,952 --> 00:41:45,119
- ♪ Damn ♪
67410
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