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MEREDITH: We give children
stickers and lollipops
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after they visit the doctor.
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Bear attack, Longfellow State Park.
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I got him. His wife arm's shredded.
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Scott? Scott?
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Scott!
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We congratulate them
for putting on a brave face.
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Scott!
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♪ Just like a tambourine
won't ever stop ♪
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Needles in their arm,
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strangers inspecting their body
for signs of illness.
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"Here's some candy, kid. Try to smile."
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♪ When we got that magic
pumping through our veins ♪
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♪ Ooh, la, la, la
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We do it to adults, too.
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MAYA: Are you Helm?
- Is this the...
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This is the nose.
Can you take that to Dr. Avery?
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Mm-hmm.
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It's considered impolite to discuss
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your cancer diagnosis at a dinner party.
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♪ So roll with it, roll with it,
roll with it ♪
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You're supposed to smile,
make small talk,
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suck on the invisible lollipop.
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♪ Ooh, la, la
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♪ New wave, new wave, new wave
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Because for some reason,
someone decided a long time ago
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that naming pain is impolite...
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♪ Hey, nothing's gonna stop us
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...that hiding it and hiding
from it makes more sense.
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♪ New wave, new wave
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♪ Ooh, la, la, la
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♪ Ooh, la, la
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♪ New wave, new wave
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It doesn't.
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It's a lie,
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a lie that both comforts and destroys us.
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♪ This is the new wave
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[SIGHS]
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Matty?
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Can you get me a soda?
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[MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY]
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[RETCHES]
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[DELUCA SIGHS]
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- Okay, okay.
- Okay.
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- All right.
- [COUGHING]
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[SIGHS]
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Okay.
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DELUCA: [SIGHS]
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I know you said no medicine, but...
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I will speak with Dr. Riley.
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♪
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INTERPRETER:
Do you mind calling pathology
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- to get the lab results?
- WOMAN: No problem.
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Hey, c-can we give her something
for the nausea, please?
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We are not suppressing her symptoms...
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we're studying them.
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Okay, but she's suffering.
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Suffering is better than dying.
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We need the diagnosis, DeLuca.
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Stay the course.
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♪
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[RETCHES]
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[SIGHS]
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[SIGHS]
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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[CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES]
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[CELLPHONE SWISHES] _
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[KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS]
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Thought the baby might be hungry...
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even if you aren't.
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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You sure we can't, um,
send a doctor to check in on you?
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An OB?
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An orthopedic surgeon?
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No. But thank you.
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Amelia.
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Maggie. [SIGHS]
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Pretty recently,
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you were going through something.
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And you hid in your room,
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and you rejected both food and company.
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And we wanted to bury you
in love all day, every day,
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but you locked the door and...
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and we grudgingly respected
your desire for privacy.
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I appreciated that.
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I needed it.
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Fine.
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Eat the toast...
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and I'll spare you the comfort.
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[TELEPHONE RINGS]
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Still haven't found
the perfect apartment?
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I've given up on perfect.
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Now I'm just hoping for
four walls and a floor.
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Unless you've reconsidered
letting me just stay with you.
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I thought we were past that.
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Right. We are. So I'm looking
at something tonight.
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You want to come?
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Tonight? Uh, I can't, sorry.
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You can't because you think I'm needy
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- and you're secretly over me or...
- [CHUCKLES] No.
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Um, my... my parents
are in town, actually.
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Oh.
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Finally get to meet 'em.
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Uh, no, you do not want that.
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They're super critical and have
impossibly high standards.
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But good luck on that apartment.
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♪
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Schmitt. Plan on doing any work today,
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or are you just gonna stand and stare?
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LEVI: [SIGHS]
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Morning, Joey.
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Ready to do some PT?
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Again?
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Every eight hours. [SIGHS]
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Okay.
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Let's check your range of motion.
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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Okay.
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[GROANS]
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Abduction's to 45 degrees,
same as last two days.
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I'm not really feeling this.
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Could we just try again tomorrow?
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Joey, if you don't do your PT every day,
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you might never regain your mobility.
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Okay, that's enough for today.
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We'll be back
to check on you later, Joey.
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That's it?
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He's obviously feeling discouraged.
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So you're just gonna
let him off the hook?
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No, we need to find a way
to make it feel less daunting.
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[TELEPHONE RINGS]
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Hey. Anything from Amelia?
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No.
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- Alex?
- No.
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There was a bear attack
last night, did you hear?
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Avery was out camping,
and this bear just...
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just came out of nowhere
and ripped this guy's nose off
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and severed his wife's brachial artery.
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- Whoa.
- Yeah.
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But that's not what this is, right?
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- What what is?
- Amelia? Alex?
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I'm not following.
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Do we have bears, Link, and not know it?
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Are we just sleeping soundly
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and they're gonna jump out of
nowhere and rip our noses off?
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Alex is going through something
with his family
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that he will tell you about
when he's ready
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because he's a good guy and he loves you.
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And you just got married.
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Right. Right.
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And Amelia just does this sometimes.
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- What?
- [SIGHS]
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Wait. What?
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Well, she and Owen were once
fighting over having kids,
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and then she just ghosted him
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and camped out
at my friend Stephanie's house.
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Drove her crazy,
but she couldn't say anything
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because Amelia was her boss, so...
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- Oh.
- [PAPERS SLAM]
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Uh, in all fairness, there was
a brain tumor back then
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that has since been removed.
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[SCOFFS] Think the brain tumor's back?
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- We can hope.
- [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
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[SIGHS]
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Well, what am I supposed to do?
Just wait it out?
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Avoid Owen and Teddy?
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Lock up your food, zip up your tent?
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JO: Too dark?
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Never.
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[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
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WOMAN OVER P.A.:
Dr. Brandy to the blood bank.
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Dr. Brandy to the blood bank.
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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ALL: Good morning, Dr. Webber!
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These doctors need your help.
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They need more training... your training.
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- Um... you'll excuse us.
- W...
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Is, uh, this you worrying about me
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because my marriage fell apart?
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Richard Webber.
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You have a gift
for spotting emerging talent
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and guiding them to excellence,
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and, yes, your marriage
fell apart, and...
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of course I'm worried about you, Richard.
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[SIGHS]
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I'm fine. But thank you.
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Okay.
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But if you need to come by
for dinner this week...
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All right, let's go!
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♪
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Scott Burke, admitted last night
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for multiple chest lacerations,
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left hemothorax,
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and deep soft-tissue injuries to the face
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from a bear attack.
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Don't sugarcoat it.
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Damn animal took off my nose.
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- And we put it into your arm.
- JACKSON: All right, Scott.
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Ready to take a look?
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♪
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Thing of beauty.
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Oh.
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So, it's just gonna sit there?
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For how long?
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Well, we need your facial wounds
to heal first
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before we can reattach it.
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Got really good blood flow
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coming in from your radial artery here.
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And that'll keep it viable
until we're ready to reattach.
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And... my wife, Rachel?
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Can I see her?
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JO: Okay, can you squeeze my fingers?
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Okay, she still has weakness
in median nerve distribution.
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- Okay, Rachel.
- [SIGHS]
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We repaired the artery last night,
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but today we need to do a washout
to prevent infection, okay?
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We, uh... We had j-just woken up,
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and Scott was gonna make some coffee.
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And out of nowhere, there was a-a-a bear.
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A h-huge bear.
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And S-Scott jumped in front of me,
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tried to protect me.
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He jumped in front of a bear for me.
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Yeah. And the good news is
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we found his nose and we were
able to salvage it, okay?
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[SIGHS]
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Do you want us to take you to see him?
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Rach?
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Oh, my God.
You scared the hell out of me.
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[SMOOCHES]
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- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
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I love you.
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I love you so much, baby.
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Oh, God.
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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
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HAYES: Nurse Karen.
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Do you have any idea where
the video-game cart might be?
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I have a patient
who doesn't want to do his PT,
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and I think it might help.
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- Let me look.
- Thank you.
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Did you have any idea
you'd be in the arcade business
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when you took up peds?
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I'd be a lot more popular
with my kids if I was.
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All they want to do is play video games.
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I think I might just see
the top of their heads
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until they're [CHUCKLES] 25.
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- [LAUGHS]
- What are you guys working on?
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We are organizing a pro bono surgery day
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for people who can't afford insurance.
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Ah. Good.
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Uh, there's a-a game room
on the fourth floor.
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What, like a whole room just for PT?
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Well, it's not exactly
just a room for that...
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Uh, hey, hey, do you remember,
uh, a Fred...
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uh, sorry, Frank... Fred Mercer?
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You did a lap appy on him two years ago.
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You remember that?
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Kind of in the middle
of a conversation here, bud.
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[SPEAKING ITALIAN] _
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[SPEAKING ITALIAN] _
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- You speak Italian?
- You speak Italian?
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- Fourth floor, you said?
- Yeah, it's, um...
263
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it's in between the blue
and the green room. Yeah.
264
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Okay. Thank you.
265
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And, uh, count me in for that
266
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- pro bono surgery day, okay?
- Yes!
267
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- Hey, a Fred Mercer, okay? Stay with me.
- Put him down. Yes.
268
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I was going through some of the
transcripts from a lecture that you gave.
269
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You said he had post-op rashes
270
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and electrolyte abnormalities.
271
00:10:02,755 --> 00:10:05,123
Now, I need to know if his
appendix had a carcinoid tumor
272
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because he already shares two
symptoms with Suzanne Britland,
273
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so I'm thinking maybe she's got
a carcinoid tumor
274
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and, you know, we just can't see it.
275
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Okay.
276
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You've been going through
transcripts of my old lectures?
277
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Well, yeah, I'm going through
transcripts from everyone's lectures.
278
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When's the last time you slept, Andrew?
279
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What's that have to do with anything?
280
00:10:21,398 --> 00:10:23,699
You can't help Suzanne
if you're exhausted.
281
00:10:23,724 --> 00:10:25,859
You took Suzanne off the meds
three days ago.
282
00:10:25,884 --> 00:10:27,251
- Mm-hmm.
- Have you taken a break?
283
00:10:27,276 --> 00:10:30,044
Look, c-can you just...
answer the question, please?
284
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♪
285
00:10:32,062 --> 00:10:34,863
I think the rash was, um,
286
00:10:34,888 --> 00:10:36,956
propofol-infusion syndrome.
287
00:10:36,981 --> 00:10:38,181
Propofol infus... Okay.
288
00:10:38,358 --> 00:10:39,858
- You could try to run a CgA.
- Thank you.
289
00:10:39,892 --> 00:10:41,293
It didn't need to be that hard.
290
00:10:41,327 --> 00:10:43,895
DeLuca, the pericardial biopsy
291
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came back negative for carcinomatosis.
292
00:10:46,799 --> 00:10:48,047
Okay. Thank you.
293
00:10:48,082 --> 00:10:49,601
Excuse me.
294
00:10:49,635 --> 00:10:52,104
Is there any progress?
295
00:10:52,138 --> 00:10:54,406
Everything I rule out is progress.
296
00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:55,774
Are you working in shifts?
297
00:10:55,808 --> 00:10:57,609
Because he seems pretty fried.
298
00:10:57,643 --> 00:11:00,946
By the time I brought
someone else up to speed,
299
00:11:00,980 --> 00:11:03,915
Suzanne could be dead,
and DeLuca, he's a machine.
300
00:11:03,950 --> 00:11:07,018
He isn't a machine. He's a resident.
301
00:11:07,086 --> 00:11:08,453
And he seems like he could use a break.
302
00:11:08,488 --> 00:11:09,621
He's obsessing.
303
00:11:09,646 --> 00:11:12,354
I'm relying on that,
304
00:11:12,388 --> 00:11:15,550
and Suzanne's life may depend on it.
305
00:11:15,575 --> 00:11:19,278
♪
306
00:11:24,601 --> 00:11:26,055
Hi there, I called in sick.
307
00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:26,946
AMELIA: What?
308
00:11:26,981 --> 00:11:29,048
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- I thought we had a deal.
309
00:11:29,083 --> 00:11:30,546
I'm backing out of our deal.
310
00:11:30,581 --> 00:11:32,953
See, I appreciated the space
311
00:11:32,954 --> 00:11:35,131
because I grew up an only child
312
00:11:35,199 --> 00:11:38,101
and I am better
at solving problems on my own,
313
00:11:38,135 --> 00:11:40,637
but you grew up in a wolf pack,
314
00:11:40,671 --> 00:11:42,372
and wolves only retreat from the pack
315
00:11:42,406 --> 00:11:44,441
when they are going off alone to die.
316
00:11:44,475 --> 00:11:46,943
So, I'm backing out of our deal.
317
00:11:56,501 --> 00:11:57,634
[SIGHS]
318
00:11:57,659 --> 00:11:58,986
Well, the only way I've ever seen you
319
00:11:59,053 --> 00:12:00,957
get yourself out of a really deep spiral
320
00:12:00,991 --> 00:12:03,893
is to spiral out loud
until you land on something
321
00:12:03,918 --> 00:12:06,753
that is healthier than whatever
is happening inside your head.
322
00:12:08,833 --> 00:12:11,534
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
323
00:12:11,569 --> 00:12:15,031
For an only child,
you are an excellent sister.
324
00:12:15,066 --> 00:12:20,877
♪
325
00:12:20,911 --> 00:12:22,745
Hi!
326
00:12:22,813 --> 00:12:27,083
Your, uh, husband wants to see you.
327
00:12:27,117 --> 00:12:29,385
I-I sh... I should go, right?
328
00:12:29,420 --> 00:12:31,688
I mean, I-I go?
329
00:12:31,722 --> 00:12:33,156
He jumped in front of a bear for me.
330
00:12:33,181 --> 00:12:34,881
Babe.
331
00:12:34,959 --> 00:12:36,392
You have to tell him sooner or later.
332
00:12:36,460 --> 00:12:38,328
- Oh, God.
- Helm.
333
00:12:38,362 --> 00:12:40,129
I-I love him, o-okay?
334
00:12:40,164 --> 00:12:42,899
He's... He's my husband,
and I-I love him,
335
00:12:42,933 --> 00:12:45,668
but I'm not in...
in love with him anymore.
336
00:12:45,703 --> 00:12:47,637
I'm... I'm in love with Brian and...
337
00:12:48,672 --> 00:12:50,740
We went to high school together.
338
00:12:50,808 --> 00:12:52,575
- Uh...
- [BREATHING SHAKILY]
339
00:12:52,610 --> 00:12:54,077
We reconnected online,
340
00:12:54,111 --> 00:12:56,446
and, well, one thing led to another.
341
00:12:56,514 --> 00:12:57,647
I was gonna tell Scott
342
00:12:57,681 --> 00:12:59,949
on the... on the camp... camping trip.
343
00:12:59,974 --> 00:13:02,642
I th... I thought
the nature would be c...
344
00:13:02,667 --> 00:13:05,602
be comforting for... for him, and then...
345
00:13:05,627 --> 00:13:07,861
And then he jumped
in front of a bear for you.
346
00:13:07,886 --> 00:13:09,453
W-What... What do I do?
347
00:13:09,478 --> 00:13:10,925
I mean, what... what do I say?
348
00:13:10,950 --> 00:13:13,004
Neither one of you needs
any more stress right now,
349
00:13:13,029 --> 00:13:14,730
so we'll just... we'll let him know
350
00:13:14,755 --> 00:13:16,122
that we're prepping you for surgery.
351
00:13:16,147 --> 00:13:17,915
Helm, prep her for surgery,
352
00:13:17,940 --> 00:13:20,108
and bite your tongue.
353
00:13:20,337 --> 00:13:22,897
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
354
00:13:22,922 --> 00:13:25,023
JO: We will clean the wound
to help her heal,
355
00:13:25,048 --> 00:13:26,381
but she should be fine.
356
00:13:26,406 --> 00:13:29,141
But can I see her before you take her?
357
00:13:29,166 --> 00:13:31,401
I'll sit in a wheelchair,
I-I-I'll be careful,
358
00:13:31,426 --> 00:13:32,635
what... what... whatever you want.
359
00:13:32,660 --> 00:13:35,595
I mean, I don't... I don't see why not.
360
00:13:35,620 --> 00:13:37,221
No, I'm... I'm sorry.
361
00:13:37,246 --> 00:13:40,248
The operating rooms
are on a strict schedule today,
362
00:13:40,273 --> 00:13:42,408
um, but we can update you again
when we're done.
363
00:13:42,433 --> 00:13:43,890
[SIGHS]
364
00:13:44,795 --> 00:13:46,863
You'll tell her I-I love her?
365
00:13:46,897 --> 00:13:52,168
♪
366
00:13:52,193 --> 00:13:54,227
His wife is in love with someone else.
367
00:13:55,205 --> 00:13:57,473
Got it. O-kay.
368
00:13:57,498 --> 00:13:59,165
His wife is in love with someone else.
369
00:13:59,190 --> 00:14:01,358
I just lied to him
while he has a nose in his arm
370
00:14:01,383 --> 00:14:03,284
because he saved her from a bear.
371
00:14:03,309 --> 00:14:06,511
All right, well, sometimes patient care
372
00:14:06,536 --> 00:14:08,236
is... is complicated.
373
00:14:08,261 --> 00:14:10,329
- [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
- [SIGHS]
374
00:14:10,354 --> 00:14:11,378
[CELLPHONE CHIMES]
375
00:14:11,403 --> 00:14:12,780
Hey, little bunnies.
376
00:14:12,805 --> 00:14:14,239
- It's Mom.
- Oh, stop.
377
00:14:14,264 --> 00:14:15,530
- It's doing something. [CHUCKLES]
- [SIGHS]
378
00:14:15,893 --> 00:14:17,699
All right, well, we've, uh...
379
00:14:17,734 --> 00:14:18,861
we've ruled out a lot of bad things,
380
00:14:18,896 --> 00:14:20,330
which is a-a good sign,
381
00:14:20,355 --> 00:14:21,656
but I do need to draw some more blood
382
00:14:21,681 --> 00:14:23,249
for a few more tests.
383
00:14:23,274 --> 00:14:24,341
Does she have any left?
384
00:14:24,366 --> 00:14:25,567
SUZANNE: Hadley.
385
00:14:25,602 --> 00:14:27,119
Come on.
386
00:14:27,144 --> 00:14:28,895
I barely have enough energy for this.
387
00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:30,087
Sorry.
388
00:14:30,112 --> 00:14:31,645
Okay, um, I got it.
389
00:14:31,670 --> 00:14:33,037
- Let's do it again.
- Okay.
390
00:14:33,062 --> 00:14:34,496
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES]
- Okay.
391
00:14:34,521 --> 00:14:36,556
Hey, little bunnies. It's me.
392
00:14:36,581 --> 00:14:37,719
I'm just checking to make sure
393
00:14:37,744 --> 00:14:39,574
that you're eating
all your carrots and...
394
00:14:39,599 --> 00:14:41,533
No, wait. It's doing something
to your mouth.
395
00:14:41,558 --> 00:14:43,192
- Huh?
- What?
396
00:14:43,217 --> 00:14:44,350
Oh, my God.
397
00:14:44,375 --> 00:14:46,009
Oh, my God. Her mouth is bleeding!
398
00:14:46,034 --> 00:14:47,968
What? What?
399
00:14:47,993 --> 00:14:49,827
Open your mouth for me, Suzanne.
400
00:14:49,852 --> 00:14:51,452
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
401
00:14:51,477 --> 00:14:53,211
What's happening? I-I'm not sure.
402
00:14:53,236 --> 00:14:55,303
- [SIGHS]
- Oh!
403
00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:57,863
Platelet count went from 250 to 5.
All of her cell counts are down.
404
00:14:57,888 --> 00:14:59,655
- Well, what does it mean?
- I just said I don't know, okay?!
405
00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:01,280
I just... I-I'm sorry.
406
00:15:01,305 --> 00:15:03,106
[SIGHS] I'm sorry.
407
00:15:03,131 --> 00:15:05,299
I... C-Can someone page
Dr. Riley, please?
408
00:15:05,324 --> 00:15:07,859
We need to prep for
a bone-marrow biopsy right now.
409
00:15:07,884 --> 00:15:09,751
[KEYBOARD CLACKING]
410
00:15:09,776 --> 00:15:11,410
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
411
00:15:11,435 --> 00:15:14,170
Can I have her chart? Yeah.
412
00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:17,541
Oh. D-Dr. Grey?
413
00:15:19,644 --> 00:15:22,212
- Hi.
- Hi.
414
00:15:22,237 --> 00:15:23,571
I know you're worried about him, right?
415
00:15:23,596 --> 00:15:25,430
Yes, for a long time now.
416
00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:27,017
Yeah. He's exhausted.
417
00:15:27,042 --> 00:15:28,576
Riley is working him...
418
00:15:28,601 --> 00:15:30,201
Meredith, I came to Seattle
419
00:15:30,226 --> 00:15:32,594
because Andrew is now
the same age as our father was
420
00:15:32,619 --> 00:15:34,520
- when his symptoms started.
- Ohh.
421
00:15:34,545 --> 00:15:36,613
It... It runs in the family.
422
00:15:38,510 --> 00:15:40,344
I mean, he's been... he's been fine.
423
00:15:40,378 --> 00:15:42,813
It's just his patient's
circling the drain,
424
00:15:42,847 --> 00:15:44,281
he can't figure it out,
425
00:15:44,315 --> 00:15:45,582
and we've all been there.
426
00:15:45,617 --> 00:15:47,551
It's not just this patient, though.
427
00:15:47,585 --> 00:15:49,987
There have been warning signs...
high highs, low lows.
428
00:15:50,021 --> 00:15:51,655
Do you remember when Sam left
429
00:15:51,689 --> 00:15:53,657
and he couldn't get off your sofa?
430
00:15:53,691 --> 00:15:55,626
A-And then he went
and threw himself on the fire
431
00:15:55,660 --> 00:15:56,823
in Dr. Webber's operating room.
432
00:15:56,891 --> 00:15:59,463
He was very low,
and he was suddenly the opposite.
433
00:15:59,497 --> 00:16:01,432
Well, he does feel things very deeply.
434
00:16:01,466 --> 00:16:03,634
Failing to understand
or properly consider
435
00:16:03,668 --> 00:16:06,670
the consequences of your actions
is a sign of mania.
436
00:16:06,704 --> 00:16:08,839
He aggressively pursued
a relationship with his boss,
437
00:16:08,873 --> 00:16:10,374
he claimed credit for your crime,
438
00:16:10,408 --> 00:16:11,675
and then he went...
439
00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:12,943
to jail,
440
00:16:12,977 --> 00:16:14,745
prepared to lose his medical career.
441
00:16:14,779 --> 00:16:17,548
I mean, we're all a little manic
when we're in love.
442
00:16:17,582 --> 00:16:20,284
Yes, but you don't all have
his family history.
443
00:16:20,318 --> 00:16:22,252
He's not sleeping, he's not eating.
444
00:16:22,287 --> 00:16:25,222
Okay, so how do you tell
a healthy obsession from mania?
445
00:16:25,256 --> 00:16:27,825
He's a resident,
and you're chief of general surgery.
446
00:16:27,859 --> 00:16:29,493
Would you even think to ask that question
447
00:16:29,527 --> 00:16:30,932
if you didn't love him?
448
00:16:31,996 --> 00:16:34,564
[SIGHS]
449
00:16:42,115 --> 00:16:43,815
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
450
00:16:43,849 --> 00:16:45,684
Bailey, do you have a second?
451
00:16:45,718 --> 00:16:47,586
[SIGHS]
452
00:16:47,653 --> 00:16:49,254
- You okay?
- [FAN WHIRRING]
453
00:16:49,288 --> 00:16:51,223
[SIGHS] I'm perimenopausal, Grey.
454
00:16:51,257 --> 00:16:52,758
You know what that means.
455
00:16:52,792 --> 00:16:53,892
I go to bed freezing,
456
00:16:53,926 --> 00:16:56,428
and then I wake up in the middle
of the night broiling.
457
00:16:56,462 --> 00:16:58,764
I'm in an all-night battle
with my blanket.
458
00:16:58,831 --> 00:17:00,632
I'm happy, then I'm sad, I'm laughing,
459
00:17:00,666 --> 00:17:03,769
and then I want to
throw this fan at the wall.
460
00:17:03,803 --> 00:17:04,836
Am I okay?
461
00:17:04,871 --> 00:17:07,639
I mean, what, women are
51% of the population,
462
00:17:07,673 --> 00:17:09,341
and every single one of them
463
00:17:09,409 --> 00:17:11,276
have or will experience this joy
464
00:17:11,310 --> 00:17:13,178
at some time in their lives,
465
00:17:13,246 --> 00:17:15,614
so in that sense, I guess I'm just fine.
466
00:17:15,648 --> 00:17:16,915
Talk.
467
00:17:17,850 --> 00:17:20,419
I'm worried about our chief resident.
468
00:17:24,490 --> 00:17:25,791
You waiting for me to put this fan down?
469
00:17:25,825 --> 00:17:27,325
'Cause that's not gonna happen, Grey.
470
00:17:27,360 --> 00:17:29,694
Sit down. Tell me more.
471
00:17:29,729 --> 00:17:31,596
Okay, so, you're familiar with this case.
472
00:17:37,702 --> 00:17:39,370
You're holding it sideways.
473
00:17:39,395 --> 00:17:40,996
Don't come for me.
474
00:17:41,021 --> 00:17:42,888
The tips of the Maryland
should be pointing down,
475
00:17:42,913 --> 00:17:43,980
right, Dr. Webber?
476
00:17:46,651 --> 00:17:47,612
Uh, what's that?
477
00:17:47,647 --> 00:17:49,281
The tip should be pointing down...
478
00:17:49,306 --> 00:17:50,407
the Maryland dissectors?
479
00:17:50,432 --> 00:17:51,499
Uh, yeah, yeah.
480
00:17:53,352 --> 00:17:54,753
Is this a mind game?
481
00:17:54,787 --> 00:17:57,622
Maybe he doesn't like know-it-alls.
482
00:18:02,445 --> 00:18:04,830
Do you get this involved
with every patient?
483
00:18:04,864 --> 00:18:06,665
[SIGHS] Most patients
aren't this difficult.
484
00:18:06,699 --> 00:18:09,234
Yeah. Just the fun ones.
485
00:18:09,302 --> 00:18:10,535
[CHUCKLES]
486
00:18:11,504 --> 00:18:14,952
So, are you still dating your boss?
487
00:18:16,003 --> 00:18:19,311
I observe people closely
because I have to
488
00:18:19,378 --> 00:18:21,780
as a doctor and as a person,
489
00:18:21,848 --> 00:18:25,417
and the way people
who have slept together argue
490
00:18:25,451 --> 00:18:27,766
is very different
than people who have not.
491
00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:31,423
Their bodies have a completely
different language.
492
00:18:31,448 --> 00:18:33,148
We're still dating, I think.
493
00:18:33,173 --> 00:18:35,974
Hmm. That would explain her concern.
494
00:18:35,999 --> 00:18:37,725
Concern? What, did she
say something to you?
495
00:18:39,198 --> 00:18:42,000
Just wants to make sure
I don't work you to death.
496
00:18:42,034 --> 00:18:43,735
It was nice.
497
00:18:44,670 --> 00:18:46,138
[SIGHS]
498
00:18:47,907 --> 00:18:49,441
HAYES: You see, Joey?
It couldn't be easier.
499
00:18:49,466 --> 00:18:51,600
It's exactly like
your PT exercises, so go on.
500
00:18:51,625 --> 00:18:52,887
- Give it a try.
- No, thanks.
501
00:18:52,912 --> 00:18:54,346
- Just try it.
- No.
502
00:18:54,380 --> 00:18:56,848
Joey, you could lose
your ability to use your arm.
503
00:18:56,883 --> 00:18:58,650
I can't play video games!
504
00:19:01,133 --> 00:19:02,667
I'm here with video games
505
00:19:02,692 --> 00:19:04,560
and people taking care of me.
506
00:19:04,585 --> 00:19:07,020
I sleep in a warm bed, and I have no idea
507
00:19:07,045 --> 00:19:09,346
if my little sister and brothers are okay
508
00:19:09,371 --> 00:19:11,673
or if they're safe or if they're scared.
509
00:19:12,176 --> 00:19:14,666
Uh, you guys
are all worried about my arm,
510
00:19:14,700 --> 00:19:16,034
but I'm shaking.
511
00:19:16,068 --> 00:19:17,836
Look, I'm so scared for them,
I'm shaking.
512
00:19:17,870 --> 00:19:19,704
Why doesn't anyone care about that?
513
00:19:20,071 --> 00:19:22,172
Why doesn't anyone try to fix that?
514
00:19:25,350 --> 00:19:27,718
OWEN: Okay, more irrigation.
515
00:19:29,081 --> 00:19:31,583
What if you, uh [CLEARS THROAT]
516
00:19:31,608 --> 00:19:34,676
Found out Amelia's baby was yours?
517
00:19:34,701 --> 00:19:36,135
What? [SCOFFS]
518
00:19:36,576 --> 00:19:37,938
Why would you say that?
519
00:19:37,972 --> 00:19:40,692
It's... It's a hypothetical.
520
00:19:40,717 --> 00:19:42,951
That's not something I want to consider.
521
00:19:42,976 --> 00:19:43,971
Why not?
522
00:19:43,996 --> 00:19:46,097
Would it change things for you and Teddy?
523
00:19:46,165 --> 00:19:47,766
Karev, why are you asking me this?
524
00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:50,068
[SIGHS] Alex went home to Iowa,
525
00:19:50,102 --> 00:19:51,336
and I've barely heard from him,
526
00:19:51,370 --> 00:19:53,872
and my worst-case-scenario meter
is off the charts right now
527
00:19:53,906 --> 00:19:55,774
because this patient
is cheating on her husband
528
00:19:55,808 --> 00:19:58,910
right under his nose,
which is in his arm.
529
00:19:58,945 --> 00:19:59,945
And you think Alex is...
530
00:19:59,979 --> 00:20:02,547
She reconnected with an ex
from high school,
531
00:20:02,582 --> 00:20:03,782
and then one thing led to another.
532
00:20:03,816 --> 00:20:04,783
So what if he just
533
00:20:04,817 --> 00:20:07,052
ran into some old girlfriend
from high school
534
00:20:07,086 --> 00:20:08,887
and one thing led to another?
535
00:20:08,912 --> 00:20:10,055
- [SIGHS]
- [SIGHS] Okay. Ready to pack.
536
00:20:10,089 --> 00:20:11,756
[INSTRUMENT THUDS]
537
00:20:13,326 --> 00:20:14,693
Jo, it took me a long, long time
538
00:20:14,727 --> 00:20:16,795
to get to this place in my life
with me and Teddy,
539
00:20:16,829 --> 00:20:18,701
you know, just like you and Karev.
540
00:20:19,938 --> 00:20:21,839
I'm not gonna screw that up for anything.
541
00:20:22,547 --> 00:20:23,868
And neither is your husband.
542
00:20:28,887 --> 00:20:31,255
Chief, i-if this can wait,
please, I got to...
543
00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:34,815
Dr. DeLuca, all surgeons
occasionally have patients
544
00:20:34,840 --> 00:20:36,207
that get under their skin.
545
00:20:36,232 --> 00:20:37,665
- What, uh...
- But...
546
00:20:37,690 --> 00:20:38,857
Hmm. No, no, no.
547
00:20:38,882 --> 00:20:40,382
What did she tell you?
548
00:20:40,407 --> 00:20:42,274
That I'm making mistakes?
Because I'm not.
549
00:20:42,299 --> 00:20:44,801
Uh, Meredith Grey will be taking over
550
00:20:44,826 --> 00:20:46,627
- Suzanne Britland's care.
- [SCOFFS]
551
00:20:46,652 --> 00:20:49,721
Every test, every treatment
will be approved by her.
552
00:20:49,996 --> 00:20:51,162
She's my patient.
553
00:20:51,197 --> 00:20:53,402
She's the hospital's patient.
554
00:20:53,899 --> 00:20:55,433
And you need to get some rest.
555
00:20:55,468 --> 00:20:57,736
[SCOFFS] So what's your plan,
then? Do you even have one?
556
00:20:59,325 --> 00:21:01,259
I have instructed Dr. Grey
557
00:21:01,284 --> 00:21:04,019
to put Suzanne Britland
back on her medication
558
00:21:04,044 --> 00:21:05,097
while she continues
- No, no.
559
00:21:05,122 --> 00:21:06,120
To seek a diagnosis.
560
00:21:06,145 --> 00:21:07,612
So your plan is to kill her, then.
561
00:21:07,647 --> 00:21:09,281
Dr. DeLuca, do I need to remind you
562
00:21:09,315 --> 00:21:10,682
to whom you are speaking?
563
00:21:10,716 --> 00:21:12,017
Just because this hasn't worked yet
564
00:21:12,051 --> 00:21:13,285
does not mean that it won't, okay?
565
00:21:13,319 --> 00:21:14,819
We are on the verge of something.
566
00:21:14,854 --> 00:21:16,621
I-I know it. I can feel it. Please.
567
00:21:16,656 --> 00:21:19,157
Meredith Grey is
the chief of general surgery.
568
00:21:19,191 --> 00:21:20,525
You should be grateful
569
00:21:20,559 --> 00:21:22,794
she's taken an interest in your case.
570
00:21:22,828 --> 00:21:23,962
Get some sleep.
571
00:21:23,996 --> 00:21:25,476
Dr. Bailey, please.
572
00:21:25,511 --> 00:21:26,731
DeLuca, walk away now
573
00:21:26,766 --> 00:21:28,967
before you say something you'll regret.
574
00:21:29,001 --> 00:21:32,737
♪
575
00:21:32,772 --> 00:21:34,773
[SIGHS]
576
00:21:38,629 --> 00:21:39,796
- Dr. Bailey.
- [MUTTERS]
577
00:21:39,821 --> 00:21:41,342
I've been working with Joey Phillips.
578
00:21:41,732 --> 00:21:43,966
Oh, let me guess.
He doesn't want to do PT.
579
00:21:43,991 --> 00:21:45,325
- How'd you know?
- [SIGHS]
580
00:21:45,350 --> 00:21:47,318
'Cause he doesn't want to do
much of anything.
581
00:21:47,343 --> 00:21:48,877
Yeah, well, the poor kid
was living on the street
582
00:21:48,902 --> 00:21:50,169
before they brought him in here.
583
00:21:50,194 --> 00:21:51,227
I'd like to try
to find a way to help him.
584
00:21:51,249 --> 00:21:53,183
[SCOFFS] You don't think
I want to help him?
585
00:21:53,217 --> 00:21:55,285
I mean, all I think about is, you know,
586
00:21:55,310 --> 00:21:56,970
what happens when he's ready
to be discharged?
587
00:21:56,995 --> 00:21:58,136
Then what?
588
00:21:58,161 --> 00:22:00,062
Do we put him back on the street?
589
00:22:00,087 --> 00:22:01,254
And th... Okay, and then let's say
590
00:22:01,279 --> 00:22:03,948
he manages to find a place to live,
591
00:22:03,973 --> 00:22:06,011
finish high school, go to college.
592
00:22:06,011 --> 00:22:09,013
Well, who visits him on parents' weekend?
593
00:22:09,047 --> 00:22:10,247
Where does he go for Thanksgiving?
594
00:22:10,282 --> 00:22:12,583
Who shows up at his graduation
595
00:22:12,617 --> 00:22:15,219
with embarrassing signs and a foghorn?
596
00:22:15,253 --> 00:22:16,987
Um...
597
00:22:17,022 --> 00:22:20,656
I actually wasn't thinking
that far ahead.
598
00:22:21,126 --> 00:22:23,260
I was thinking more like
how can I help him today.
599
00:22:23,295 --> 00:22:25,095
Sure, uh, oka... Oh.
600
00:22:25,130 --> 00:22:27,031
H-He'd like to talk
to his brothers and sister.
601
00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:29,273
Do you know anyone we can call?
602
00:22:33,872 --> 00:22:36,040
So, he's healthy.
603
00:22:36,074 --> 00:22:37,408
[CHUCKLES]
604
00:22:37,442 --> 00:22:39,743
- And that feels like a miracle.
- Mm.
605
00:22:39,768 --> 00:22:43,304
And, uh, he's already
the size of a cabbage,
606
00:22:43,468 --> 00:22:48,439
uh, which means that I am
further along than I thought.
607
00:22:48,464 --> 00:22:52,500
So, um, the baby might be Owen's,
608
00:22:52,745 --> 00:22:53,845
not Link's.
609
00:22:54,606 --> 00:22:56,093
Might be, or is?
610
00:22:57,155 --> 00:22:58,222
Might be.
611
00:22:58,247 --> 00:23:00,014
Um, I don't know.
612
00:23:00,039 --> 00:23:03,074
There wasn't a ton of time
613
00:23:03,099 --> 00:23:05,333
between the breakup and the hookup.
614
00:23:09,074 --> 00:23:10,708
Link and I
- are really good together,
615
00:23:10,742 --> 00:23:15,813
um, like, almost painfully good.
616
00:23:17,088 --> 00:23:18,689
You know, it felt like
617
00:23:18,714 --> 00:23:21,449
that thing that we'd both earned
in this life.
618
00:23:22,541 --> 00:23:26,379
It was accidental
and it was perfect, and...
619
00:23:29,739 --> 00:23:30,995
And now it's not.
620
00:23:31,553 --> 00:23:34,198
Because he wants to know
the baby's biology?
621
00:23:34,223 --> 00:23:35,256
Because he's, um,
622
00:23:35,281 --> 00:23:38,283
not sure that he wants to be with me
623
00:23:38,308 --> 00:23:40,194
if the baby isn't his.
624
00:23:41,206 --> 00:23:44,041
And that makes me not so sure
625
00:23:44,075 --> 00:23:45,276
that I want to be with him
626
00:23:45,310 --> 00:23:49,246
[SNIFFLES] if the baby is his.
627
00:23:53,151 --> 00:23:55,486
You and Owen have
a complicated relationship.
628
00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:56,554
- [CHUCKLES]
- Mm-hmm.
629
00:23:56,621 --> 00:23:57,711
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
630
00:23:57,745 --> 00:23:59,963
Um, that's what he said. [CHUCKLES]
631
00:24:00,031 --> 00:24:02,092
But I want him to love me enough
632
00:24:02,127 --> 00:24:04,261
that that doesn't matter.
633
00:24:05,196 --> 00:24:08,198
I love you more than
my biological sisters.
634
00:24:08,233 --> 00:24:09,807
Biology doesn't matter.
635
00:24:10,869 --> 00:24:12,469
Love matters.
636
00:24:12,504 --> 00:24:14,004
[SNIFFLES]
637
00:24:14,072 --> 00:24:15,906
Okay.
638
00:24:15,941 --> 00:24:17,481
And, still,
639
00:24:18,890 --> 00:24:21,726
if I were Link, I would be terrified.
640
00:24:23,415 --> 00:24:26,061
I would terrified that the baby is Owen's
641
00:24:26,972 --> 00:24:30,375
and that, if it is,
that connection might reignite
642
00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,069
whatever embers still exist
between you and Owen.
643
00:24:33,458 --> 00:24:37,293
If I were Link,
I would want to know, too.
644
00:24:38,690 --> 00:24:40,390
And it wouldn't have anything to do
645
00:24:40,415 --> 00:24:41,649
with how much I love you.
646
00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:48,552
Okay, but can you stop
pretending that you're Link?
647
00:24:51,209 --> 00:24:52,743
Can you pretend
- that you're me for a minute?
648
00:24:54,853 --> 00:24:57,721
Okay. Okay, okay.
649
00:24:57,746 --> 00:25:00,181
[SNIFFLES]
- Okay.
650
00:25:00,206 --> 00:25:02,741
Okay, if I'm you...
651
00:25:02,766 --> 00:25:04,934
[EXHALES SHAKILY]
652
00:25:05,156 --> 00:25:09,159
...imagine that the hormones
coursing through my body
653
00:25:09,194 --> 00:25:10,961
would be overwhelming.
654
00:25:11,029 --> 00:25:13,497
[CRYING]
655
00:25:13,531 --> 00:25:15,966
They might overwhelm rationality,
656
00:25:16,001 --> 00:25:17,601
and I just might want to be held...
657
00:25:17,636 --> 00:25:20,237
[SIGHS, SNIFFLES]
658
00:25:20,271 --> 00:25:24,074
...and, um, loved no matter what...
659
00:25:26,678 --> 00:25:29,146
...and reassured that
I'm not going to be alone.
660
00:25:29,180 --> 00:25:31,148
[CRYING]
661
00:25:31,182 --> 00:25:33,250
Hey, I love you.
662
00:25:33,284 --> 00:25:35,352
I got you. I got you.
663
00:25:35,387 --> 00:25:37,821
You're not gonna be alone.
664
00:25:37,856 --> 00:25:39,189
[SNIFFLES, SIGHS]
665
00:25:39,224 --> 00:25:40,814
I love you.
666
00:25:43,294 --> 00:25:45,529
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
667
00:25:48,833 --> 00:25:51,135
[SIGHS] [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
668
00:25:51,169 --> 00:25:52,403
OWEN: Oh. Hey, how you doing?
669
00:25:52,437 --> 00:25:53,470
[BUTTON CLICKS]
670
00:25:53,505 --> 00:25:55,239
Uh, great.
671
00:25:55,306 --> 00:25:56,273
Yeah. You?
672
00:25:56,341 --> 00:25:57,908
Uh, Teddy's still got the flu,
673
00:25:57,942 --> 00:26:00,511
so I'm in single-dad mode,
but I can't complain.
674
00:26:00,545 --> 00:26:02,813
Everything okay? Not freaking out?
675
00:26:02,847 --> 00:26:03,947
[CHUCKLES]
676
00:26:03,972 --> 00:26:05,706
Trying not to.
677
00:26:05,817 --> 00:26:09,386
Amelia's... what, she's...
she's halfway there, right?
678
00:26:09,421 --> 00:26:11,655
Yeah, something like that.
679
00:26:11,690 --> 00:26:12,690
I noticed she missed a couple days.
680
00:26:12,724 --> 00:26:14,792
Everything okay?
There's no complications or...
681
00:26:14,859 --> 00:26:16,093
[SIGHS]
682
00:26:16,127 --> 00:26:18,362
Things are definitely complicated,
683
00:26:18,396 --> 00:26:19,963
but, uh... but the baby's healthy.
684
00:26:19,998 --> 00:26:20,998
Good, good.
685
00:26:21,032 --> 00:26:22,966
That's good. [SIGHS]
686
00:26:23,001 --> 00:26:25,669
♪
687
00:26:25,704 --> 00:26:27,204
Yeah, when Teddy was pregnant,
688
00:26:27,238 --> 00:26:29,473
I remember feeling useless
most of the time.
689
00:26:29,498 --> 00:26:31,632
[CHUCKLES] Definitely feel useless.
690
00:26:31,657 --> 00:26:32,757
Yeah. How can you not?
691
00:26:32,844 --> 00:26:34,211
I mean, women go through something
692
00:26:34,245 --> 00:26:35,446
that we can't ever comprehend.
693
00:26:35,513 --> 00:26:38,215
Best we can do is just listen,
sympathize,
694
00:26:38,249 --> 00:26:40,984
- and just keep trying to help...
- [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
695
00:26:41,052 --> 00:26:43,821
...even if you're not sure how.
696
00:26:43,855 --> 00:26:45,322
[DOORS CLOSE]
697
00:26:45,356 --> 00:26:46,790
[SIGHS]
698
00:26:46,858 --> 00:26:50,961
♪
699
00:26:50,995 --> 00:26:54,364
I'm the one who got
kicked off the case, not you.
700
00:26:54,399 --> 00:26:55,966
You can stay, so stay.
701
00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:57,434
Please. Consult.
702
00:26:57,469 --> 00:26:58,769
Consult?
703
00:26:58,803 --> 00:27:02,319
Your chief of surgery gave an
order that undoes everything.
704
00:27:02,688 --> 00:27:04,374
I was...
705
00:27:04,442 --> 00:27:06,310
We were making progress.
706
00:27:06,344 --> 00:27:11,048
But now we've really made that
poor woman suffer for nothing.
707
00:27:11,082 --> 00:27:13,917
[CELLPHONE CHIMES, BUZZES]
708
00:27:13,985 --> 00:27:15,385
Just e-mail me the autopsy report,
709
00:27:15,420 --> 00:27:18,120
and maybe we'll know what happens then.
710
00:27:20,111 --> 00:27:22,212
- Are you even listening to me?
- I-It's Suzanne's bone-marrow results.
711
00:27:22,237 --> 00:27:24,405
Th-They're showing something
called hemophagocytosis?
712
00:27:24,430 --> 00:27:25,878
Have you heard of that?
713
00:27:29,968 --> 00:27:33,570
That's MAS,
macrophage activation syndrome.
714
00:27:33,605 --> 00:27:35,072
[RAPS TABLE]
715
00:27:35,106 --> 00:27:38,229
Her white cells are eating
her other blood cells.
716
00:27:38,263 --> 00:27:39,224
Okay, okay.
717
00:27:39,249 --> 00:27:40,878
It's a complication I've
seen of Still's disease.
718
00:27:40,912 --> 00:27:42,346
I've never seen it before in person.
719
00:27:42,371 --> 00:27:44,740
- MAS or Still's?
- Either.
720
00:27:44,765 --> 00:27:46,365
It's extremely rare.
721
00:27:46,451 --> 00:27:48,752
Okay, so... so this is it?
We... We figured it out?
722
00:27:48,787 --> 00:27:50,254
- Yeah!
- [LAUGHS]
723
00:27:50,694 --> 00:27:52,322
But we don't have much time
724
00:27:52,357 --> 00:27:53,757
- before her organs shut down.
- Yeah. Right.
725
00:27:53,792 --> 00:27:55,824
Okay, let's go, let's go. Come on.
726
00:27:57,295 --> 00:27:58,729
She'll need a few weeks' downtime
727
00:27:58,797 --> 00:28:00,164
and some physical therapy,
728
00:28:00,198 --> 00:28:02,372
but she should make a full recovery.
729
00:28:03,768 --> 00:28:06,537
[MR. SPADES' "WHILE I'VE STILL
GOT HOPE" PLAYS]
730
00:28:06,571 --> 00:28:08,837
I used to judge people who, uh...
731
00:28:09,541 --> 00:28:13,977
people like me, home-wreckers.
732
00:28:14,012 --> 00:28:17,314
I never in a million years
thought that I would...
733
00:28:17,348 --> 00:28:19,216
thought that I could.
734
00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:20,751
What happened?
735
00:28:20,785 --> 00:28:22,319
Why did you?
736
00:28:23,143 --> 00:28:25,656
Life came in and taught me
not to judge others.
737
00:28:25,690 --> 00:28:29,459
Life came in and turned me
upside down and shook me.
738
00:28:29,494 --> 00:28:31,461
♪
739
00:28:31,496 --> 00:28:35,265
I'm so in love with her
that I don't care who gets hurt.
740
00:28:35,300 --> 00:28:38,468
I just don't want it to be me.
741
00:28:39,326 --> 00:28:41,138
Now, look, I know how that sounds,
742
00:28:41,206 --> 00:28:43,173
but I'm not a terrible person.
743
00:28:43,208 --> 00:28:45,142
I-I take care of my parents.
744
00:28:45,176 --> 00:28:47,337
I-I mentor my students.
745
00:28:48,146 --> 00:28:49,479
I plant trees on the weekends,
746
00:28:49,514 --> 00:28:51,849
and I... and I buy groceries
for homeless people.
747
00:28:51,883 --> 00:28:54,785
I'm not a terrible person.
748
00:28:56,287 --> 00:28:58,589
I'm just a person who's terribly in love.
749
00:28:58,623 --> 00:29:03,427
♪
750
00:29:03,461 --> 00:29:05,329
[MONITOR ALARM]
751
00:29:05,363 --> 00:29:06,930
V-fib. Paddles.
752
00:29:06,965 --> 00:29:08,432
What the hell happened?
753
00:29:08,466 --> 00:29:09,533
He was talking,
754
00:29:09,567 --> 00:29:11,301
and he coded right in front of us.
755
00:29:11,326 --> 00:29:13,185
Uh, chest tube put out
about 400 ccs of blood.
756
00:29:13,210 --> 00:29:14,262
He's bleeding into his chest.
757
00:29:14,287 --> 00:29:15,310
All right, I got it.
Move, Helm. Thank you.
758
00:29:15,373 --> 00:29:18,242
Okay, charge to 120. And... clear.
759
00:29:18,276 --> 00:29:19,343
[PADDLES THUMP]
760
00:29:19,377 --> 00:29:21,144
Still V-fib. All right, push another epi.
761
00:29:21,179 --> 00:29:23,180
- Charge to 200.
- [PADDLES WHINE]
762
00:29:23,214 --> 00:29:24,548
- Okay, and clear.
- [PADDLES THUMP]
763
00:29:24,582 --> 00:29:25,983
Come on, Scott! Come on!
764
00:29:26,017 --> 00:29:27,451
- I'm gonna open his chest.
- Where? Here?
765
00:29:27,485 --> 00:29:28,852
OWEN: Yeah. Here.
766
00:29:28,887 --> 00:29:30,090
Here, let's go. All right. Come on.
767
00:29:30,124 --> 00:29:31,221
Betadine.
768
00:29:31,289 --> 00:29:34,691
♪
769
00:29:34,726 --> 00:29:36,627
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
770
00:29:50,531 --> 00:29:52,966
Hey. Um... [CLEARS THROAT]
771
00:29:53,001 --> 00:29:55,369
Brian, could you give us a minute?
772
00:29:55,403 --> 00:29:57,504
I need to talk to Rachel,
and I think it would be better I...
773
00:29:57,572 --> 00:29:59,640
What is it? Is it... Is it Scott?
774
00:29:59,707 --> 00:30:02,342
Is it... Does he know? Did he see Brian?
775
00:30:02,377 --> 00:30:04,286
No.
776
00:30:05,580 --> 00:30:07,481
No, he didn't see Brian.
777
00:30:09,784 --> 00:30:12,286
I'm sorry. Scott, he...
778
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:15,155
he had major bleeding inside his chest.
779
00:30:15,189 --> 00:30:18,058
We tried to resuscitate him,
but we couldn't.
780
00:30:18,092 --> 00:30:19,293
He died.
781
00:30:19,327 --> 00:30:21,561
W-W-W-What?
782
00:30:21,596 --> 00:30:22,663
Sweetie, I'm...
783
00:30:22,697 --> 00:30:24,564
Don't... Don't... Don't touch me.
784
00:30:24,632 --> 00:30:25,966
Rachel, I...
785
00:30:28,202 --> 00:30:30,537
- [SIGHS]
- Please.
786
00:30:30,605 --> 00:30:32,372
Please, please.
787
00:30:32,407 --> 00:30:34,608
[CRYING]
788
00:30:34,642 --> 00:30:36,677
Please, you need to leave. Please.
789
00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:41,348
[SIGHS]
790
00:30:41,382 --> 00:30:43,517
- [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
- [SIGHS]
791
00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:45,886
[SOBBING]
792
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:49,056
[REGINA PRICE'S "HIDE AND SEEK" PLAYS]
793
00:30:49,123 --> 00:30:51,458
♪ Fragile ♪
794
00:30:51,492 --> 00:30:55,262
♪ The things we hide ♪
795
00:30:55,296 --> 00:30:57,230
- [LINE RINGING]
- ♪ 'Cause when they're broken ♪
796
00:30:57,265 --> 00:30:58,932
You've reached Alex Karev.
Leave a message.
797
00:30:58,966 --> 00:31:00,467
- [BEEP]
- Hey, Alex.
798
00:31:00,501 --> 00:31:02,436
I...
799
00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:04,304
I need you to call me.
800
00:31:04,339 --> 00:31:06,273
I need to hear your voice.
801
00:31:06,307 --> 00:31:07,841
I need to know what's going on,
802
00:31:07,875 --> 00:31:10,043
whatever it is.
803
00:31:10,111 --> 00:31:11,912
[CRYING]
804
00:31:11,946 --> 00:31:13,613
♪ I wanna break down ♪
805
00:31:13,648 --> 00:31:16,450
Whatever it is, I need to know.
806
00:31:16,517 --> 00:31:17,951
I want to know.
807
00:31:17,985 --> 00:31:19,453
Because...
808
00:31:19,487 --> 00:31:22,322
Because I would jump in front
of a bear for you, Alex.
809
00:31:22,357 --> 00:31:24,224
♪ Oh, I know I can see it ♪
810
00:31:24,258 --> 00:31:26,493
Please call me.
811
00:31:26,527 --> 00:31:27,494
[CELLPHONE CLICKS]
812
00:31:27,528 --> 00:31:32,733
♪ Oh, how long has the light been gone? ♪
813
00:31:32,767 --> 00:31:34,768
Hey, Joey.
814
00:31:34,802 --> 00:31:36,403
We thought maybe you could
use a little company.
815
00:31:36,471 --> 00:31:37,671
I just want to be alone.
816
00:31:37,705 --> 00:31:38,872
You sure about that?
817
00:31:38,906 --> 00:31:40,574
[CHILDREN GIGGLE]
818
00:31:43,411 --> 00:31:44,878
- You guys are here?!
- LEVI: Careful of your arm.
819
00:31:44,912 --> 00:31:46,113
I can't believe it!
820
00:31:46,147 --> 00:31:49,449
Well, Dr. Bailey made a few
calls, pulled a few strings.
821
00:31:49,484 --> 00:31:50,650
♪ Till I can see it ♪
822
00:31:50,685 --> 00:31:52,252
Are you guys okay?
823
00:31:52,286 --> 00:31:53,320
How are your new foster parents?
824
00:31:53,354 --> 00:31:55,922
I have a pretty nice lady
who makes pancakes.
825
00:31:55,957 --> 00:31:58,058
Ours is actually okay.
826
00:31:58,092 --> 00:31:59,960
I know you told us not to get help,
827
00:32:00,027 --> 00:32:02,262
but I was scared, and I'm sorry.
828
00:32:02,330 --> 00:32:04,498
No. Hey, it's okay.
829
00:32:04,532 --> 00:32:05,614
You did the right thing.
830
00:32:05,648 --> 00:32:07,200
I'm just glad you're all okay.
831
00:32:07,235 --> 00:32:08,902
I have my own room with a purple bed.
832
00:32:08,936 --> 00:32:10,637
[LAUGHING] Oh, yeah?
833
00:32:10,705 --> 00:32:11,972
Now, they can't stay all night,
834
00:32:12,006 --> 00:32:14,141
but they can stick around for pizza.
835
00:32:14,175 --> 00:32:15,208
- Yes!
- Ooh.
836
00:32:15,243 --> 00:32:18,545
And video games, 'cause
that PT is nonnegotiable.
837
00:32:20,148 --> 00:32:24,951
♪ I can feel it, I'm ready to begin ♪
838
00:32:24,986 --> 00:32:26,486
Hmm.
839
00:32:26,521 --> 00:32:29,156
WOMAN OVER P.A.:
Dr. Evans to the psych ward.
840
00:32:29,223 --> 00:32:31,124
- Dr. Evans to the psych ward.
- Perez?
841
00:32:31,159 --> 00:32:32,993
What, aren't you supposed to
be with Dr. Webber?
842
00:32:33,060 --> 00:32:34,594
Oh, he said we could leave early.
843
00:32:34,629 --> 00:32:37,330
Good night, Chief Bailey. You're an icon.
844
00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,601
It's not even 5:00!
845
00:32:47,008 --> 00:32:48,241
Hey, Suzanne.
846
00:32:48,276 --> 00:32:50,677
Dr. DeLuca. What are you doing?
847
00:32:50,711 --> 00:32:52,846
INTERPRETER: Suzanne,
you have Still's disease.
848
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:54,648
It's rare, really rare.
849
00:32:54,682 --> 00:32:56,542
Fewer than one in a million
people have it.
850
00:32:56,576 --> 00:32:57,756
MEREDITH: Dr. DeLuca, what are you doing?
851
00:32:57,781 --> 00:33:00,020
I don't have time, Dr. Grey.
I don't have time to ask your permission
852
00:33:00,054 --> 00:33:01,488
to treat a patient
that I've been monitoring
853
00:33:01,556 --> 00:33:02,756
around the clock.
854
00:33:02,790 --> 00:33:04,791
DeLuca, let's step away
from the IV, please.
855
00:33:07,228 --> 00:33:09,162
What did he just do?
What did you give her?!
856
00:33:09,230 --> 00:33:11,031
Suzanne, there's no cure
for Still's disease,
857
00:33:11,065 --> 00:33:12,332
but it can be managed,
858
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:13,366
and I just gave you high-dose steroids,
859
00:33:13,401 --> 00:33:15,402
and if I'm right, you should
start feeling better
860
00:33:15,470 --> 00:33:17,337
almost immediately, okay?
861
00:33:17,371 --> 00:33:19,005
Dr. DeLuca, out in the hallway, please?
862
00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:20,740
Wait, what if you're wrong?
863
00:33:20,775 --> 00:33:22,075
- He's not.
- I'm not.
864
00:33:22,109 --> 00:33:26,646
Andrew, we couldn't have had a
conversation before you did that?
865
00:33:26,681 --> 00:33:27,681
Andrew!
866
00:33:27,748 --> 00:33:32,953
♪
867
00:33:32,987 --> 00:33:35,155
Well, if you're wrong,
the steroids could kill her.
868
00:33:35,189 --> 00:33:36,389
I'm not wrong.
869
00:33:36,457 --> 00:33:39,192
You were wrong to take
our case away from us.
870
00:33:39,227 --> 00:33:40,727
He is my resident.
871
00:33:40,761 --> 00:33:42,262
I am his supervisor.
872
00:33:42,296 --> 00:33:44,030
You're also his girlfriend.
873
00:33:44,065 --> 00:33:46,099
It's muddy.
874
00:33:46,133 --> 00:33:47,801
She'll need supervision.
875
00:33:47,835 --> 00:33:52,539
♪
876
00:33:58,191 --> 00:34:00,191
- [LAUGHTER]
- ...make you sleepy.
877
00:34:00,999 --> 00:34:02,433
You look like a new person.
878
00:34:02,467 --> 00:34:03,767
I feel like one.
879
00:34:03,802 --> 00:34:05,502
God, I feel alive again.
880
00:34:05,570 --> 00:34:07,604
So, um, was it the appendectomy
881
00:34:07,639 --> 00:34:08,839
that gave her the Still's disease?
882
00:34:08,873 --> 00:34:10,774
Oh, no, we suspect she had it before.
883
00:34:10,809 --> 00:34:12,242
The flu-like symptoms and the fatigue,
884
00:34:12,310 --> 00:34:13,343
that's all a part of it.
885
00:34:13,411 --> 00:34:14,945
Oh. And I thought I was just tired
886
00:34:14,979 --> 00:34:16,269
from chasing my kids around.
887
00:34:16,303 --> 00:34:18,615
Your innate immune system
was in overdrive,
888
00:34:18,650 --> 00:34:20,017
and the high-dose steroids
889
00:34:20,051 --> 00:34:21,518
are bringing that back to normal,
890
00:34:21,553 --> 00:34:23,053
but you can't stay on those forever.
891
00:34:23,088 --> 00:34:24,054
So, then what's next?
892
00:34:24,089 --> 00:34:26,123
We're going to set you up
with a rheumatologist.
893
00:34:26,157 --> 00:34:28,358
People with Still's disease
can live very full lives.
894
00:34:28,426 --> 00:34:30,160
We just need to get you
on the right medication.
895
00:34:31,196 --> 00:34:33,030
Can you set me up with my kids?
896
00:34:33,064 --> 00:34:35,699
Yes. Now that your counts are
up, that's next on the list.
897
00:34:35,767 --> 00:34:38,135
I don't know how you all
figured this out, but thank you.
898
00:34:38,169 --> 00:34:40,204
Of course.
Let me go work on that for you.
899
00:34:40,238 --> 00:34:41,505
Excuse me.
900
00:34:45,276 --> 00:34:46,406
You should get in there
901
00:34:46,431 --> 00:34:47,835
- and let them thank you.
- I'm good.
902
00:34:47,879 --> 00:34:49,346
Why don't you go in there
and take the credit?
903
00:34:49,380 --> 00:34:51,215
You took the case over,
right? It's your patient.
904
00:34:51,249 --> 00:34:53,383
Andrew, that was an amazing diagnosis.
905
00:34:53,418 --> 00:34:54,551
You saved her life.
906
00:34:54,586 --> 00:34:56,453
Yeah, no thanks to you.
907
00:34:57,055 --> 00:34:59,723
Andrew, but if you had been wrong,
908
00:34:59,757 --> 00:35:01,191
those steroids could have wiped out
909
00:35:01,226 --> 00:35:02,860
her entire bone marrow.
910
00:35:02,894 --> 00:35:04,528
[SIGHS] If you had been wrong,
911
00:35:04,562 --> 00:35:06,063
your decision to go rogue
912
00:35:06,097 --> 00:35:08,031
could've cost you your entire career.
913
00:35:08,066 --> 00:35:09,833
Okay, i-if I had asked your permission
914
00:35:09,901 --> 00:35:11,635
to administer the steroids,
would you have granted it?
915
00:35:11,703 --> 00:35:13,170
I would have asked a few questions.
916
00:35:13,238 --> 00:35:14,771
Yes, and she could've died when you did.
917
00:35:14,806 --> 00:35:16,240
Okay, listen, Andrew, you saved her life.
918
00:35:16,307 --> 00:35:18,075
No one is trying to
take that away from you.
919
00:35:18,109 --> 00:35:20,377
All I'm saying is you
could've taken a moment
920
00:35:20,411 --> 00:35:22,880
to just tell me what you were giving her.
921
00:35:22,914 --> 00:35:24,348
Because at that time,
922
00:35:24,415 --> 00:35:26,283
you were not in the right state of mind
923
00:35:26,317 --> 00:35:27,851
to be making life-or-death decisions.
924
00:35:27,886 --> 00:35:30,320
Right decisions.
Life-saving decisions, Mer.
925
00:35:30,388 --> 00:35:33,190
Andrew, you're not sleeping,
you're not eating...
926
00:35:33,224 --> 00:35:35,692
- What?
- You are not acting like yourself.
927
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:38,061
[GROANS] You are unbelievable!
928
00:35:38,096 --> 00:35:40,097
You're such a hypocrite!
All... All... All the rules
929
00:35:40,131 --> 00:35:42,057
apply to everybody else
except for you, is that it?!
930
00:35:42,092 --> 00:35:43,137
[SPEAKING ITALIAN] _
931
00:35:43,171 --> 00:35:44,368
Hey. [SPEAKING ITALIAN] _
932
00:35:44,402 --> 00:35:46,503
Okay, Hayes, it's fine. We're fine.
933
00:35:46,538 --> 00:35:47,571
I saved her life!
934
00:35:47,605 --> 00:35:49,072
I did that, okay?!
935
00:35:49,107 --> 00:35:52,509
Against all odds, it was a
one-in-a-million diagnosis!
936
00:35:52,577 --> 00:35:54,144
I did the job that needed to be done!
937
00:35:54,179 --> 00:35:56,555
Andrew, listen to yourself!
938
00:35:57,115 --> 00:35:58,715
You sound like your father.
939
00:36:01,486 --> 00:36:04,688
Just please, can you just
go home and get some sleep?
940
00:36:04,722 --> 00:36:07,024
You just need to go get some sleep.
941
00:36:07,058 --> 00:36:10,127
I don't need this, and I don't need you.
942
00:36:11,596 --> 00:36:13,897
So we're done.
943
00:36:13,932 --> 00:36:15,098
I'm done.
944
00:36:15,133 --> 00:36:20,304
♪
945
00:36:20,338 --> 00:36:22,139
You should write him up, Grey.
That's not okay.
946
00:36:22,173 --> 00:36:23,974
Yeah, thanks.
947
00:36:24,008 --> 00:36:30,113
♪
948
00:36:36,287 --> 00:36:38,655
I told you I don't need
you checking up on me.
949
00:36:38,690 --> 00:36:40,791
And I don't need
my residents leaving early
950
00:36:40,825 --> 00:36:43,527
because they've
"done enough for the day."
951
00:36:46,364 --> 00:36:48,189
I don't have it in me, Bailey.
952
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:51,001
I mean, that set...
953
00:36:51,035 --> 00:36:52,636
they aren't Grey-Sloan caliber.
954
00:36:52,670 --> 00:36:54,487
They shouldn't be here.
955
00:36:55,206 --> 00:36:56,974
I mean, at Pac-North,
trying to teach them
956
00:36:57,008 --> 00:36:59,476
felt... like a challenge.
957
00:36:59,510 --> 00:37:00,577
But this...
958
00:37:00,612 --> 00:37:04,248
This feels like punishment.
959
00:37:04,282 --> 00:37:07,017
Feels like Catherine won
960
00:37:07,051 --> 00:37:10,587
and she's rubbing my nose
in it all day every day.
961
00:37:10,655 --> 00:37:14,257
I know this isn't an easy time.
962
00:37:15,126 --> 00:37:17,194
But I want to help.
963
00:37:17,228 --> 00:37:18,962
Tell me how to help you.
964
00:37:21,866 --> 00:37:23,516
I'm just tired.
965
00:37:24,769 --> 00:37:27,037
Just bone tired.
966
00:37:27,071 --> 00:37:28,238
[SIGHS]
967
00:37:28,273 --> 00:37:29,973
Well, that sounds like depression.
968
00:37:34,412 --> 00:37:36,246
I appreciate the concern.
969
00:37:39,017 --> 00:37:40,350
I'll be okay.
970
00:37:40,385 --> 00:37:42,119
[SCOFFS]
971
00:37:42,153 --> 00:37:45,489
[JACKSON GUTHY'S "GIANTS" PLAYS]
972
00:37:45,556 --> 00:37:48,191
♪ Stay with me ♪
973
00:37:48,226 --> 00:37:49,326
I did it!
974
00:37:49,394 --> 00:37:51,395
I got Joey to do PT
975
00:37:51,429 --> 00:37:53,897
because I am an excellent doctor.
976
00:37:53,931 --> 00:37:56,400
♪ ...with you ♪
977
00:37:56,467 --> 00:37:58,268
And I want to meet your family.
978
00:37:58,303 --> 00:38:00,337
It doesn't have to be a whole dinner.
979
00:38:00,405 --> 00:38:03,040
I can just meet for dessert, or coffee...
980
00:38:03,074 --> 00:38:04,675
Please don't make this a thing.
981
00:38:04,742 --> 00:38:07,210
You met my neurotic mom.
982
00:38:07,245 --> 00:38:08,578
You met my Uncle Saul
983
00:38:08,613 --> 00:38:10,414
as he was gasping for his last breath.
984
00:38:10,448 --> 00:38:15,185
- You met my Aunt Gertie...
- Levi, I told you, they're critical.
985
00:38:15,253 --> 00:38:18,488
Newsflash... I know how
to take criticism.
986
00:38:18,523 --> 00:38:20,357
I've been doing it my whole life.
987
00:38:21,926 --> 00:38:25,062
If they think I'm not good
enough, I can deal with that.
988
00:38:25,096 --> 00:38:27,964
No, they're critical of me all the time,
989
00:38:27,999 --> 00:38:31,042
no matter what I do, which
is why I haven't told them.
990
00:38:31,969 --> 00:38:33,370
♪ When we're not at all? ♪
991
00:38:33,404 --> 00:38:35,305
About me?
992
00:38:35,340 --> 00:38:37,774
♪ But even giants need someone ♪
993
00:38:37,809 --> 00:38:39,209
That I'm gay.
994
00:38:39,277 --> 00:38:41,311
♪ To land on when they fall ♪
995
00:38:41,346 --> 00:38:42,679
I haven't told them.
996
00:38:42,714 --> 00:38:44,514
Um...
997
00:38:44,549 --> 00:38:46,516
You... You called me a baby gay.
998
00:38:46,551 --> 00:38:48,618
You said that you wanted
no part in my shame spiral,
999
00:38:48,653 --> 00:38:50,654
- you said...
- I-I-I know... I know what I said. I...
1000
00:38:50,688 --> 00:38:54,091
♪ The shadows that we cast
could've made us feel ♪
1001
00:38:54,158 --> 00:38:56,460
I have to go to dinner now.
1002
00:38:56,494 --> 00:38:59,696
MEREDITH: A survey showed the
typical adult says "I'm fine"
1003
00:38:59,731 --> 00:39:01,365
14 times a week...
1004
00:39:01,399 --> 00:39:04,301
♪ And we're giants ♪
1005
00:39:04,335 --> 00:39:06,803
♪ And we're giants ♪
1006
00:39:06,871 --> 00:39:10,440
But less than 1 in 5 of them means it.
1007
00:39:10,475 --> 00:39:12,843
Our default is to put on a brave face.
1008
00:39:12,877 --> 00:39:15,579
Have you heard from her at all?
1009
00:39:15,613 --> 00:39:17,314
I'm really worried.
1010
00:39:17,348 --> 00:39:21,785
Yeah, I'm... I'm...
I have heard from her.
1011
00:39:21,819 --> 00:39:23,620
She's okay, Link.
1012
00:39:23,688 --> 00:39:25,455
She's okay.
1013
00:39:25,490 --> 00:39:27,891
She just doesn't want to talk to me.
1014
00:39:27,959 --> 00:39:30,827
She just doesn't want to tell me
what the test said.
1015
00:39:30,862 --> 00:39:32,129
She doesn't know what they are.
1016
00:39:32,163 --> 00:39:33,497
She didn't pick up the test results.
1017
00:39:33,531 --> 00:39:35,031
AMELIA: And I'm not going to.
1018
00:39:37,802 --> 00:39:39,469
She was here.
1019
00:39:39,504 --> 00:39:41,171
Sorry I lied. [CLEARS THROAT]
1020
00:39:41,205 --> 00:39:43,573
But sometimes it's braver
to admit something's wrong.
1021
00:39:48,179 --> 00:39:50,414
I'm growing a whole human in my body,
1022
00:39:50,481 --> 00:39:53,450
and I want to raise him with
someone who is gonna love him
1023
00:39:53,484 --> 00:39:56,253
and me no matter what a blood test says.
1024
00:39:58,356 --> 00:40:01,892
And it turns out that's my sisters.
1025
00:40:03,528 --> 00:40:05,662
And I'm gonna be pushier
next time you're sad,
1026
00:40:05,696 --> 00:40:07,297
because you were raised an only child,
1027
00:40:07,365 --> 00:40:09,032
but you are not one anymore.
1028
00:40:09,066 --> 00:40:12,436
You are everything that
I never knew I needed.
1029
00:40:13,438 --> 00:40:15,405
- Amelia...
- Amelia.
1030
00:40:18,042 --> 00:40:19,309
Go home, Link.
1031
00:40:21,279 --> 00:40:22,904
We're over.
1032
00:40:23,581 --> 00:40:28,618
♪ When time is up and the sun it dies ♪
1033
00:40:28,653 --> 00:40:30,153
♪ Do the rivers flood ♪
1034
00:40:30,188 --> 00:40:32,389
I really think it's mostly
just the hormones.
1035
00:40:32,457 --> 00:40:35,625
Does she plan on telling Owen
that the baby might be his?
1036
00:40:35,660 --> 00:40:37,561
Doesn't seem like it.
1037
00:40:37,595 --> 00:40:39,229
[CLEARS THROAT] Okay.
1038
00:40:39,297 --> 00:40:40,564
Um, I...
1039
00:40:40,598 --> 00:40:41,713
♪ I will love you ♪
1040
00:40:41,747 --> 00:40:42,799
[SCOFFS]
1041
00:40:45,803 --> 00:40:50,841
♪ When I'm oh so old and I lose my mind ♪
1042
00:40:50,875 --> 00:40:51,946
[KNOCKING ON DOOR]
1043
00:40:51,971 --> 00:40:53,543
♪ I'll still look at you
like it's the first time ♪
1044
00:40:53,578 --> 00:40:55,512
Because pretending everything's fine
1045
00:40:55,580 --> 00:40:57,714
eventually catches up to you.
1046
00:40:57,748 --> 00:41:00,450
I shouldn't have left you
alone in the woods.
1047
00:41:00,485 --> 00:41:01,852
I shouldn't have walked away.
1048
00:41:01,886 --> 00:41:03,887
I should not have done that.
1049
00:41:03,955 --> 00:41:05,589
And I've owed you an apology
1050
00:41:05,656 --> 00:41:09,192
that I've just been too proud to give.
1051
00:41:09,227 --> 00:41:12,095
So I do apologize, Maggie.
1052
00:41:12,129 --> 00:41:13,864
♪ Make it through the day ♪
1053
00:41:13,931 --> 00:41:15,532
Plus, you were right. There were bears.
1054
00:41:15,566 --> 00:41:17,434
♪ You gimme the reason, oh ♪
1055
00:41:17,468 --> 00:41:18,902
Thank you.
1056
00:41:18,970 --> 00:41:19,903
You're welcome.
1057
00:41:19,937 --> 00:41:21,004
♪ To let on my ways ♪
1058
00:41:21,038 --> 00:41:26,176
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1059
00:41:26,210 --> 00:41:29,746
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1060
00:41:29,814 --> 00:41:31,581
[CELLPHONE CLICKING]
1061
00:41:31,616 --> 00:41:36,486
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
1062
00:41:36,521 --> 00:41:42,559
♪ I will love you ♪
1063
00:41:42,593 --> 00:41:47,464
♪ When time is up and the sun it dies ♪
1064
00:41:47,498 --> 00:41:49,966
♪ Till the rivers flood
and the ocean dries ♪
1065
00:41:50,034 --> 00:41:52,051
And when it does...
1066
00:41:52,570 --> 00:41:54,371
♪ Hand in hand under the falling sky ♪
1067
00:41:54,405 --> 00:41:56,072
...you better hope you can
repair the damage
1068
00:41:56,107 --> 00:41:57,474
that's already done.
1069
00:41:57,542 --> 00:42:01,711
♪ I will love you ♪
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