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Yeah, go ahead.

Yeah. - Head back.

Oh, damn.

I want to taste. - Do you want to taste?

My little golden slut.

Yeah ? You want ?

Yeah, take my little golden pussy.

I want to cum on you. - Yeah.

On your pretty golden face. - Yeah.

I don't care.

In the end, I was completely naked.

OK, let's concentrate.

OK, let's continue.

Open your mouth, baby.

Taste.

I'm going to cum.

Oh, yeah.

Cut.

It was awesome, guys.

Great shot of the gold paint. - Isn't it?

You're a genius, man. - THANKS.

Give me my phone, honey.

I will take pictures before cleaning myself.

You are beautiful.

Yeah. - THANKS.

Dude, Did you film my golden cock?

Yeah. - It's pretty cool, huh?

It worried me a little, actually.

I don't want fungus.

Don't worry, the paint is edible.

Well, shall we have some tea?

Okay, you're awake.

It's so early.

No, I'm late, actually.

It's only my second week, I don't want to screw it up from the start.

You're too good for us, darling.

Yeah. I uploaded Angels Go Anal and Niagara Falls Pussy Squirt.

Lizzie said she would be there at 5:30 p.m. with Amy.

So you gotta go get them at the station, okay?

Dad ?

Dad, what should you do?

Pick up the girls at the station.

OK, that's good.

T-D-A-H.

Sorry.

You're late. It's going to be your turn.

So we will have to compensate.

Ethan and Tess.

So, Alec, do you want to share your choice of subject with us?

Addiction? - Pardon ?

Addiction.

The drugs and alcohol are already taken.

And the internet?

Yes, not bad!

It's a growing problem,

not yet recognized as a mental disorder,

but research is progressing.

This is a very current subject.

There are different types of addiction.

So try to be more specific.

What shapes are you thinking of?

Gaming?

To get lost in a new reality.

To escape to more serious problems.

What other guys are you thinking of?

I see two or three others.

Porn?

Porn?

From when a hobby is it an addiction, ma'am?

Porn Addiction and Anxiety go hand in hand.

Oh, hand in hand?

Anxiety and social maladjustment.

It really doesn't seem of a fun hobby.

Who are you going to work with? - I don't know yet.

Hey, Alec.

Take porn, and I am with you.

I take the addiction to online porn, ma'am.

I want to work with Alec, madam.

I would have bet it.

For that, we need perspectives both male and female.

Girls, who doesn't have a partner?

I would rather work with a boy, please.

Porn addiction.

Alec and Nina.

Be creative, OK? It is a multimedia project.

Try to make it interesting for your comrades.

Well, whose turn is it?

So how do you want to do it? - I don't know.

At my house, it's not possible.

My mother's house is currently undergoing renovation.

It's really a mess.

Look, she's making me paint the walls of his living room.

At my house, that's not possible either.

My father doesn't like having people when he works.

He works from home, so...

Here.

Where are we going?

We're going to my favorite place to discuss.

After you.

After you.

No, go ahead.

Alright.

I'm not walking too fast? - No, no.

Welcome in my Woman Cave.

We're going to talk about porn in a pussy cave?

Not if you're being an idiot.

No, actually, it's very beautiful here.

Already heard of porn for women?

Are you looking at it? - Not really.

I find it weird, that kind of stuff.

We would need it if the rest wasn't so alienating?

Well...

What do you like?

I prefer not to live my sexuality through the experience of others.

I would prefer explore this with someone.

Hello, honey. - Hi.

Soon to be over, big guy.

Start with the promo photos and extras for Lizzie.

We shoot right after.

Follow me, down.

Arch your back a little so I can... there you go.

Yeah.

It's great.

Yeah, that's it.

Well...

Are you undressing? - Okay.

Alright.

So your ass towards me and the device.

Of course.

Is it good there?

Yeah. And can you look at me?

Can you rule them out?

Yeah, I can.

Stick out your tongue.

GOOD.

You're getting really good.

I know.

Okay, yeah.

Great ! Ready for extras?

What do they want of us?

They want me to smoke? - Yeah.

With your ass.

In what can it be sexy?

I don't even know if I can do it.

Try.

Do you have a lighter?

All...

All? - Yeah.

not even sure that it fits.

Don't burn me.

Pretty.

Sir.

Chef's specialty.

THANKS.

It looks good. - We're not filming this weekend, OK?

I have to work on a project with a girl from school...

What?

Stop.

Who is it ?

Not my type.

Gender ?

Every woman is unique, man.

Unique and completely deranged.

Come on, look at these two weirdos.

The perfect girl doesn't exist.

Fortunately, right?

Like this, We don't have to be perfect, either.

Yeah.

I'm trying to finish here.

I understand.

My son is brilliant.

He rocks.

Is everything ready and uploaded?

It was nothing.

Sorry, man.

Come near your father.

Please.

Okay.

Sorry, son.

All these bills, It drives me crazy.

We need more girls.

More downloads.

And a reconversion?

Amusing !

I was wondering if we couldn't...

wait to tell people what are we doing here?

Did something happen? - No.

I would like to make friends first, nothing more.

Oh son, you will have some.

I promise you. Really.

Promised.

Take the cutlery and the bowls, son.

You have a guest.

Thanks for not coming.

We said Sunday. - It's Sunday.

Shit ! - Yes, shit.

I waited like an idiot.

I tried to call you.

Really sorry, I'm an idiot.

Anyone hungry?

I'm making soup.

My phone must be dead.

And yeah.

I'm really sorry.

You're not forgiven.

It's the weird guy, next to it.

He lets me use it.

Is he a photographer?

Yeah, that's it.

Shall we start our project? - Yeah.

Being In Total Control Honey.

When was the last time that they called you bitch?

Last night.

Bitch.

Slut.

Whore.

Female dog.

Ball dumper.

Inflatable doll.

Calm down, sir.

Bimbo.

Little pussy.

Flesh to kiss.

Flesh to kiss? - Flesh to kiss.

- Flesh to kiss?

OK, now to the men.

Big daddy?

Too strong!

Take a drag. I won't say anything, I promise.

She comes to say goodbye his mother called.

It's time to go painting again.

Are you renovating? Does she have a good handyman?

A jack of all trades, in fact.

My mother works than with female entrepreneurs.

Is this a joke? - Positive discrimination.

She cares about it.

So only girls work as plumbers in your home?

Yeah.

Hey, Alec.

Come on.

Are you okay, man?

Yeah. - Yeah.

Do you smoke? - Yeah.

I offer you my last one.

Lucky. - THANKS.

And so for the project,

do you watch porn together?

- Yeah ? - No.

And does that inspire you?

Thanks for the smoke, man.

And wait, man.

I think it was a good idea

to choose this subject.

So you can watch porn with Miss Lunatic.

It's so cool when we force them to subdue.

And they say “Oh, that’s gross!”

While they enjoy it.

You see in their eyes that they can't stop. Awesome !

How did I not think of that?

Maybe you're not so smart, dude.

What did you say there?

Leave me alone.

I wanted to be nice. - Stop, guys.

Enough now.

Come on, let's get out of here!

Did you see that, man? I should have knocked him out.

Get in, I'll take you back.

I want to walk.

I'm coming with you.

Okay, come on.

My mother died, I was 12 years old.

Shit, I'm sorry.

Don't worry. - I barely see my father.

He lives in Morocco.

For a while, I haven't seen mine much.

After the divorce, my mother took me to her country.

Why do you always avoid me?

I'm not avoiding you.

Are you sure? - Yeah.

Okay, then.

We do what my mother does with her clients.

His customers? - She is a life coach.

Are you feeling good?

Perfect.

And now ?

It couldn't be better.

You can take two steps, if you want.

Do you still feel good?

THANKS.

Can I use your toilet?

When my father works, he wants to be quiet at home.

I only have a few seconds.

You think your father wants to see me piss in my pants?

Dad, it's me. Nina is there too.

How are you looking? - Can I use your toilet?

It's urgent. - Yeah, sure.

It's that way, then to the left. - THANKS.

A little pee and she's gone. - Of course.

You don't provoke anything.

Oh shit. - What ?

There are butt plugs in the sink. - Shit.

I'll make you walk. There's nothing.

Damn.

Is she going to dry off?

Damn.

Or drain.

What style of shooting is this?

Nightwear, pajamas, therefore.

This one is very cool.

Yeah, it's Lizzie's.

A still mannequin of my father.

Do you like it?

You can have it, if you want. - Serious ?

Yeah.

Put it on and show!

Oh, wow.

Fantastic ! - Thank you, I find it very cool.

Take a photo, for Lizzie.

Is that OK for you?

Yeah, sure.

Down below, the light is better.

Remove yourself from the picture.

Yeah, sorry.

You don't smile, it's beautiful.

Okay, that's good.

Show him the photos.

No, it's too embarrassing.

Thanks for the t-shirt, he's so cool.

See you tomorrow at school?

Yeah.

I think she likes you.

But no.

Hello, Cathy. - Hello Mrs.

Good morning. - Good morning.

Yes. Can I talk to you in my office?

I was told that it happened something between you and Jamie.

Could you tell me more about this?

No. It's nothing at all, so...

You know that everything you say will stay between us, right?

No, everything is fine. THANKS.

Are you sure? - Yes.

I'm going to call your father.

He will join us and we will all discuss it together.

Hello ?

Hello, Mr. Moore. Dylan Moore?

Who is it ? - Mrs. Bennett.

Principal of Bright-cliff College.

Who ?

- Mrs. Bennett.

Principal of Bright-cliff College.

What time is it?

8:47, Mr. Moore. Sorry to wake you up.

Damn.

Sorry, Mr. Moore. Yes ?

Mrs. Evergreen says I can't go to class like that.

The message is important, don't you think so?

Wait. Excuse me, Mr. Moore.

Mr. Moore?

Mr. Moore?

My father is not really early in the morning.

He works nights...

No problem. I will remember him, at a better time.

You two go back to class.

I don't want that you are late.

And yes, Nina!

The message is important. Do you have anything underneath?

No.

Go to found objects, and find something.

The t-shirt highlights the uniform, I find.

I should ask Lizzie

to take one out “I would like to be a bitch.”

Yeah, not bad.

Okay, turn around.

Oh, sorry.

"Only the blind can see beyond sex and beauty."

My mother always said that to my father.

Until he brings a Playboy in braille.

They laughed.

She loved skimming its pages.

Do you still have it?

Since my mother died, Dad doesn't want us to touch it anymore.

You can turn around.

Hello, chick.

What are you doing there?

Oh, your father talked with the director.

He's waiting for you in the car.

Chick, wait.

Hello, son. - Why did you bring her here?

I went to the station, it's on the road.

Why are you wearing that? You're not in a movie.

I try to do them.

But I wasn't supposed to having to run a marathon.

What was that?

They think you're a slut. And that's not a compliment.

Don't give a damn what they think.

It took me a while to accept who I am,

what I do and what people think of me.

Don't shame me.

It's really not cool.

My guy.

Everything is fine. I support you. You support me.

Don't let them humiliate you.

And never let them

make you turn your back on your family and to your friends.

Understood ?

I love you.

Let them judge.

All right ?

We are not part from their stupid club.

We are from the club lone wolves.

Hear us howl!

Hey hi, Alec. - How's it going, man?

Where is the hottie? - Don't know.

I don't keep her on a leash. - She would love it.

Hey Nina, have you seen Alec's new girlfriend?

Why are you talking bullshit Who are we kidding?

Someone here needs with a deep blowjob.

Or do you prefer pussies?

How did your mother? - You're so stupid.

You really believed that we would ever find that?

Oh yes, it's so good.

Yeah, we know your dad

is a movie star. - Little bitch, go.

Hey, Nina. - No, don't look.

This is the best part.

She's going to vomit, look.

Deeper. - Look, Nina, and learn.

You are so good.

Look at you. Come on, suck me deep.

You like it, suffocating.

Yeah ? Take that, bitch.

Dirty little bitch. You're a vicious little girl.

Oh shit !

He's not there. He's in London this evening.

I would understand if you are embarrassed.

But I would really like that you enter.

To you. - No, it'll be fine.

The painkiller will be enough.

Don't take the blue one, okay?

Very fun.

And outdated, really.

He takes Cialis to get him hard. It's faster, I think.

Oh shit.

No, it's probably my mother.

I don't answer. More child labor.

You can stay, if you want.

What ? In this mini bed?

Well...

It suits you better than me.

Have you ever slept here?

No, never.

No.

Actually, I was wondering...

if your mother accepted your father's job?

Is that why they broke up?

Oh, no.

No, they were...

met on set.

Oh, interesting, the first one dates.

I don't want to go too far.

We can do other things.

We can just...

Can you look at me?

But I'm looking at you.

Up there.

Damn.

I'm sorry.

We're breaking up.

Nina, please.

Can I take a step?

Can I still make one?

Another one?

Sorry.

At least, we know where he is now.

Hello, honey.

Your father looked for you all day.

We had planned to tour.

How are you ?

What did you do in your face?

Sexy, the scar.

Yeah, he's here. He's fine.

You're cute when you're drunk.

I'm not drunk. - Aren't you drunk?

So, we have a drink.

Shake your hips. Left to right.

Sorry.

Just give me a minute.

I'm ready for the shoot.

Pull on your sweater.

Here it is again!

Welcome.

Let's see that.

Sexy, right?

You scared the hell out of me.

You didn't pick up and I didn't know where you were.

Were you worried about me?

Well... You've never failed before one evening of shooting.

I thought you were never afraid.

You know I passed out when you were born?

Really ?

Childbirth is disgusting!

All that blood, the placenta, all that.

And your little fists clenched.

It was so unfair that you came out so small.

Addicted.

Super fragile.

You screamed.

When I held you in my arms...

I cried.

And when I started to cry,

you stopped.

You looked me straight in the eyes.

We were there, just you and me.

Just you and me. - Yeah.

Hello, casanova.

Swallow it, a real miracle against hangovers.

Mixed frogs? - And with lots of fruit, too.

Come on, ass!

That's good, good boy.

So...

A new girl arrives just now.

Would you be willing to take care of it?

Experienced, or not?

No experience.

But she is very beautiful.

Nice tits, great ass.

Pearly white skin.

Pretty little rosy cheeks. She blushes when she cums.

It doesn't matter if you don't feel it.

I can shift it.

It would be a bit boring, because we lack content, you know that.

No, it'll be fine.

It will be better when the frogs will have done their job.

Coâ.

I'm going to get ready.

This is for you.

Great, thank you.

Ready when you are.

Nice name, by the way.

THANKS.

It's my grandmother's first name.

Now is not the time to think about her.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, damn.

Oh, I'm hard on.

I'll put it deep in you.

I want to see your cheeks blush, baby.

You like that, huh?

Tell Daddy you like it.

Come on, tell me you like it.

Come on, say you like it.

Come on, baby, say something.

Maybe you could answer?

We'll try something else, okay?

Could you get on your back?

Yeah.

You can put your leg near your head?

Like that ? - Yeah.

Are you okay like that?

Let's try it like this.

I want to hear you this time, baby?

So we know if you like it.

I have always been silent.

It's good, when you are at home, in your bed.

But...

people need sound, we want to hear your moans.

Have you ever watched porn? - Yeah.

So you know girls scream "Yeah, go ahead! Fuck me!"

They scream, moan, scream.

Are you recording? - Yeah.

Okay, stop.

You can take your leg out of there.

Relax.

What ?

Why don't we try something else?

Anything else?

Him fucking four cocks in the mouth instead of two?

Everything else is déjà vu.

I would let her stay silent, if she likes it.

Maybe we could...

touch yourself a little more?

I like it when people touch me here. - Okay.

That would make me moan more.

Hugs and kisses are OK?

Kisses on the neck drive me crazy.

And when someone licks my ear,

I have chills all over.

Sorry, baby. We need space to film the action.

Only penetration counts.

Hands ruin everything.

I could zoom in on his face.

That way we would see how she feels.

If you touch her where she likes, we will see it on his face.

Can you guide him?

Yes, people want to see that.

It's not an art project.

Or a love story.

It's business.

So if you want me to touch you, I will spank you.

And I pull your hair.

And I fuck you very deep.

We're doing porn, baby, not love.

Could you...?

THANKS.

Sorry.

She gets dressed.

Are you really going to get dressed again?

It's not for me, I think.

You know what? So go to fine arts.

Go nude, it will suit you: it's silent.

Don't be rude. - I'm not rude.

I'm just being honest. - Well, to be honest...

I've had much better.

It was worth a try.

I thought she would like it.

I met her at the pharmacy. - At the pharmacy?

Are you recruiting them on the street now?

Listen...

I want my money.

NOW. Cash.

As promised.

The equipment is unusable.

I really need this money. - Like everyone else.

It wasn't good enough.

No, I really need it.

Give him something.

We don't do charity here.

Listen, baby. My balls are still full.

If you come back and let's try again,

of course, absolutely, I want to.

But we need of usable material.

Here, here are fifteen euros.

Dude, seriously? - That's all I have.

I'm sorry. - THANKS.

Kiss my ass.

Keep the change.

Great !

Fantastic.

Oh, hi.

Hi.

Is Nina there? - You must be Alec.

Yeah.

Nice to finally meet you.

I'm Julia.

Nina, Alec is here!

You don't really work than with entrepreneurs?

When possible, yeah.

And you only have female clients?

Come here.

Go home.

My father would never ask help.

He prefers to solve his problems himself.

He doesn't know fear.

I guess he must be brave.

No one lives without fear.

I'm going to go up there and see if... - No.

I have to go.

And finally, Alec and Nina.

How is your project progressing?

You are the only ones for not keeping me informed.

Can we help you with something?

Wait, Nina.

Nina, wait.

Wait.

Is this your man cave?

We're going to talk about porn in a manhole.

You're going to like it.

How can you work here?

It's at the top.

Close your eyes.

No thanks.

Trust me.

I promise you will like it.

OK, agreed.

You make me grope girls.

No, these are...

just the interviews.

They do not describe the photos or something.

Close your eyes.

Hey son.

What is this? - Oh, it's...

It's merchandising, dude.

This is my signature tail.

Like this when I make a double, both tails are mine.

"Wade Savage's tail is all yours."

"The cock that discharged a thousand times

and has been in countless bombs

can now be in you." Wow.

Not tested on animals. Fifty balls each.

It will sell like hotcakes.

Why not ? Look at these beauties.

There is demand. - Oh yeah? Like, five?

She is incredibly realistic.

I mean, look.

The magnificent penis you have in the hand, virility itself,

always allowed that you have a roof over your head.

It was mainly thanks to mom.

It's unfair.

I thought that we were a team.

I think you're great.

By far the best of all my cameramen, you know.

You know what's important. You understand me.

I know we're crossing a difficult pass, but...

I thought a lot how to stand out.

Yeah, VR porn. I already have you talked about VR and video games.

You know we don't have the money for that for now.

But I promise you that I have other good ideas.

We'll have to talk about it, okay?

Okay.

But there, I want to know what's happening to you.

You looked funny When you came home, you were beaming.

What's going on? - Nothing.

I knew it! I knew it!

Awesome !

My son is enjoying good things in life.

I'm proud of you, son. - Yeah.

In fact, It's not what you think...

Wait.

Here, take Nina at the bar tomorrow night.

I offer the first glass.

Take it, it's yours.

A little testosterone.

I like it.

Yeah. On guard, sir.

I provoke you to a tail fight.

Oh, sir, you handle your cock with talent.

Your beautiful big cock Wade Savage.

Ouch.

Oh shit. It's Nina. She's ahead.

Get dressed, okay?

Come on, please, get dressed.

If I were you, I would take him straight to my room.

It's too hot to get dressed.

Hi. - Hi.

Oh, they're done shooting.

The cameraman has just left, they relax a little.

I thought they were filming only during lessons?

Yeah, but there was a problem planning.

I'm not stupid.

I know you're not stupid.

Stop telling me bullshit, then.

Okay.

You have the camera. - Oh, yeah.

Wait for me in my room.

Can I come with you?

Okay...

How are you, beauty? Say hello to our famous Lizzie.

Hello, honey.

My god it's so good to finally meet you.

Why didn't you tell me How beautiful is she?

You really are...perfect.

I understand that he's crazy about you.

Wait, I have something for you.

Yeah ? - Yeah, come with me.

The girls among themselves.

Don't worry, dude.

She's going to get through this.

Here is my new collection. You can choose one!

You don't have to, but I thought that you would like one.

Tell your friends about it.

I have to sell them, I have so many.

Okay.

You know it's good to pee after sex?

Okay...

That's good advice.

Where do you get your quotes from?

In truth, from almost everywhere.

But most often, from my head.

Cool.

Alec told me you weren't a fan of our industry.

I can understand.

But it might be interesting that you know

than anywhere else in the world, I feel more accepted.

And acceptance is a rare thing.

You'll see as you get older.

It suits you very well, by the way.

THANKS.

I have the feeling that women have tendency to want to please.

Porn makes things worse.

I don't see the long term benefit.

And you're not entirely wrong.

But let's be honest.

We all know what it feels like

to do something that we don't want to do.

Or to agree to something to which we do not consent at all.

Even you,

with your feminist image,

you know exactly what I'm talking about.

We suffer, alone.

And we smile in public.

It's the same in the porn industry.

And yeah, hardcore can be rough for girls.

But it doesn't come from porn.

But patriarchy.

Of patriarchy.

I've never seen Dylan do piss off for what he does.

Me, I only have shit.

He's the producer.

Maybe because he learned to completely give a damn.

I can't do it yet.

It's Dylan.

His cock isn't that big.

Don't say I told you, he would die of shame.

It's nice to have a tail.

Are you fucking him with his own cock?

He would never leave anyone approach her asshole,

even with a replica of his tail.

On the other hand, he likes rimming.

And he says "Oh yeah, baby, lick me like a stamp!”

He is so emancipated.

Easy to be a feminist from the bench.

But you're in the house of a producer.

Go confront him, if you want.

It's time to join the gesture to the word.

What do you recommend?

Chick.

Sucks.

I said suck.

I understood well.

Go ahead.

Be a good boy.

If you want me to be a good boy,

you need to get on your knees, baby.

Get up, bitch.

Oh damn!

No !

What the hell was that?

That's your idea feminist revenge?

Be like the assholes What do you hate?

Why do you want get involved in this?

You hate porn. - What do you mean by involving me?

I'm involved.

The whole world is involved. Why else would I do this project?

No, it's child's play.

And you haven't seen anything yet... – Then talk about it.

Talk to your classmates, you who know the truth.

The truth?

Behind the myths.

They will watch more porn in the same way.

Stop imposing on me your shitty activism.

You are lucky to be able to do something that matters

Don't you see how beautiful it is?

You're talking about my life.

Exactly, it's your life.

So, live it!

You think you're hiding things, but deep down, they are the ones hiding you.

I'm starving.

What ?

Nothing.

It's just... It's good to be there.

It's very good.

Hurry up. Better late than never.

All right.

If you pay in cash,

I can come pick it up later.

I can also throw it into the sea when I'm done, right?

It's up to you.

Oh damn!

What beauty.

Are you ready?

Not really.

He won't do anything to you. - Yeah, yeah...

Honey, you said you wanted to try.

I'll pay you triple.

I know.

I know Dylan. Give me a minute.

It will download in a loop.

Suck one of its tentacles.

Kiss my ass !

You've sucked worse cocks than this.

Yeah, yours.

Is it good, man?

Can you step aside?

I can't move here.

He's stuck to me.

It wasn't a good idea.

Mess.

Shit, I don't see anything. Can you open?

Besides, you're disbanding. - I know, darling.

Jerk off, I'm taking Cialis, and we go back.

Alec, give me a pill.

It's crazy.

I'm stuck.

Let it slide over you.

Relax.

It's beautiful, darling.

Relax.

Open your legs for the camera.

A little more.

Honey, relax.

It's great.

You are fantastic.

Honey, you're holding up well,

but try to stop shaking.

Make it sexy, okay?

Hold on a little longer.

We're going to do one more take.

If I fuck you for that he's inside you is the jackpot.

Go on. - Shit, I'll cut it.

Why did you cut? - Fuck you.

I can't remove it.

It hurts.

Dylan, damn it.

Stop filming. - What's wrong with you?

Honey, come on. Come back, please.

You can go fuck yourself.

Are you fucking serious?

Don't look at me like that, your gaze burns me.

I pay her well and she agreed.

It's a family business, a business.

You're a fucking hypocrite!

All this bullshit! That I'm your best cameraman.

In fact, I'm the only one to accept your shit.

I'm good at what I do, but you don't know what you're doing.

Otherwise, you wouldn't want that I do this kind of shit.

And then, shit.

Hi.

Are you doing well ?

Hi.

Hi.

Are you doing well ?

I just asked him. - Mom...

What is it?

My dad is just...

My father is an asshole.

I prefer not to sleep at home, this night.

Between.

You remember when you were surprised

the age at which children see porn for the first time?

Well, I was five years old.

Shit.

The studio door was ajar, and I looked inside.

No one was watching me, I never had a real babysitter.

Often it was one of the girls on set or a makeup artist

who was watching me while my parents were filming, but...

I remember the noises.

I always thought that my mother was in pain.

Maybe I should keep that kind of stuff for me, right?

See you tomorrow. - Yeah, see you tomorrow.

Alec, wait.

I screwed up everything.

This should never have happened.

You are what matters the most in my life.

I'm serious.

Hold.

Hi.

I want this one.

Oh, wait.

It's what ?

Oh shit.

Sorry.

Look at me.

I like looking at you.

Here.

Close your eyes.

Trust me.

Okay.

Can I open them now?

This is what does to me the way you look at me.

We're in the same room, but I have the impression that you are not there.

Go very slowly.

Okay.

Wait.

Wait, is it running there?

Shit. - Did you turn it on?

No.

Maybe it's you, by sitting on it.

Oh shit.

It doesn't matter, we can delete it.

Shit.

Alec, can you come help us?

I'll be right back. - Okay.

Come on, my boy.

Tomorrow, Amy comes with a new daughter.

Around four thirty p.m., OK?

It's going to be right after school,

but we're not going to do anything crazy.

I promise it will be normal.

I stop.

I know.

Are you watching the video?

No, I'm trying to erase it.

Do you want to watch?

How are you ? - Yeah.

Go very slowly.

Okay.

It wasn't...

That doesn't convey what I felt.

It was so good.

For you too, right?

In fact, the majority yeah.

The start was very good.

Really ?

Really.

Wait.