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[upbeat music]
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[bright upbeat music]
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♪ Remember Saturdays ♪
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♪ Remember celebrating ♪
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♪ Feels so far ♪
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♪ Everything you said ♪
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♪ How you wanna be my friend ♪
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♪ No wonder ♪
[car engine rumbling]
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♪ That I've been spending
all this time out on my own ♪
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♪ I wish you'd be the one
to call when I'm alone ♪
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♪ Haunt me like you want me ♪
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♪ Always gonna be your baby ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna be ♪
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♪ Only what you show me ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna
be your baby ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna
be your baby ♪
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- [Ben] Hi, this is Ben.
Sorry I missed your call.
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Uh, just leave me a message
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and I'll get right back to you.
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Thanks.
[phone beeps]
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- Hi, hi, they, they
let me check in early,
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way early, so I'm here early.
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I- I know you're probably
still on your flight,
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but I'm excited for
you to be here.
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[trunk lid thuds]
[door squeaks]
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♪ What would I have to do ♪
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♪ 'Cause I don't wanna ghost ♪
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- [Fran] Um, I left your
key at the front desk,
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so you can just let yourself in,
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and so you won't have
to wait for me,
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in, in case I'm in the
shower or something.
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♪ I don't need someone to ♪
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- I should have everything
ready for when you arrive.
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Um, I want this to be
comfortable.
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[gloves snap]
[bright upbeat music]
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[Fran gasps]
♪ Gonna be your baby ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna be ♪
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♪ Only what you show me ♪
♪ Only what you show me ♪
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[car whooshing]
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♪ I'm always gonna
be your baby ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna be ♪
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- [Fran] And I also know
it's complicated.
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[upbeat music]
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Uh, but also kinda wonderful,
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and I'm glad we're doing
this, finally. [chuckles]
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[bright upbeat music]
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I- I want this to be, you
know, special and not weird,
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and I- I wanna respect
whatever it is you need
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and want during this time,
reconnecting.
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[upbeat music]
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And I- I promise to
communicate the same,
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as it pertains to me.
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Oh, oh, I- I left you a
little something special,
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uh, just to get things started.
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[air whooshing]
♪ Always ♪
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[bright upbeat music]
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- [Fran] And yeah, I'll
see you soon, so-
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♪ Gonna be your baby ♪
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- [Fran] Uh, bye, bye.
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Uh, goodbye, bye-bye.
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[bright upbeat music]
♪ Gonna be your baby ♪
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♪ I'm always gonna
be your baby ♪
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[bright upbeat music]
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[door thuds]
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- Oh, oh, oh!
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Oh, the password for the
thing is 1, 1, 1, 1, 11, 11.
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Like looking at the
clock in calculus,
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almost there, we're on the
right track. [chuckles]
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- "You're being called
to fight evil."
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- [Fran] And being called
to fight evil,
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like we used to say.
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- Nice.
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- So, um, yeah, 11, 11. Easy,
I thought.
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Okay, [sighs] bye.
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[phone beeps]
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[Ben sighs]
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[phone thuds]
[car horn honks]
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[Ben sniffles]
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[traffic whooshing]
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[zipper rasping]
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[air whooshing]
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[Ben exhales deeply]
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- [Ben] 1, 1, 1, 1.
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[Fran sighing]
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- Thank you, Ben, for
being my sperm donor.
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[traffic droning]
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Your patience and care in
the lead-up to this moment,
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this process, has really
been admirable.
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There are some, uh, uh,
sports drinks,
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so you can stay hydrated
and get your electrolytes.
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A- assorted snacks.
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Dammit, he's early.
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Gift basket, with, uh, well,
supplies
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for the next 36 hours,
it's in the bathroom.
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[chuckles] I didn't wanna
presume what you needed,
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so feel free to toss anything
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that doesn't look like
it would work.
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There are some collection
condoms in there,
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uh, silicone, since latex
can be harmful to sperm,
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as well as some sterile
collection cups to help you,
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well, to help with all three
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of your scheduled donations-
- Okay, no.
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- And to make them as
comfortable as possible.
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[razor buzzing]
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[razor thuds]
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I know you've been keeping
up with the research,
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and, and prep timeline
I sent earlier,
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but if you needed some
boxers to help regulate
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the temperature down there,
[chuckles] after your flight,
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I've provided a special
thank-you pair.
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I know it's ideal to do this
over the course of four days,
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or at least 48 hours,
but in terms of budget
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and not taking for
granted your time,
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I think we can make the best
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of this day and a half
together, before you fly home.
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Okay, lastly, there is
some paperwork
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for you to sign, the
release and waiver,
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along with just a pre, uh,
questionnaire.
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Uh, when you're done,
just give a knock
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and slide them under the door,
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and we'll get started shortly.
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- Right.
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[pen clicks]
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All right.
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"Known sperm donor and
recipient agreement."
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Uh, "Donor has agreed
donor will produce,
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donor agrees.
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Donor agrees. Donor is aware."
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[Ben mutters faintly]
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[object clicking]
[objects clattering]
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Okay, donor...
[gentle airy music]
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[pen scratching]
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That should be...
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"Personal health questionnaire."
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"Donor name." Ben.
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"Have you ejaculated in
the past 72 hours?" Nope.
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"Have you consumed asparagus
in the past 72 hours?"
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That's a no.
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"Have you spent any time in a
jacuzzi or hot personal bath?"
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No.
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[gentle airy music]
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"Have you had a headache,
fever or cough?"
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Oh, no. No, no.
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"Have you spent time in jail?"
No.
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"Have you had unprotected sex?"
[mutters]
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"Are there medical concerns
not mentioned in this screening
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you would like, or feel
important, to disclose?"
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No. No, huh.
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"Affix your STD and sperm
motility test results
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to the top of this questionnaire
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with the paperclip provided."
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[gentle airy music]
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"Put it to the top,
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with the paperclip p- provided."
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"With the paperclip provided."
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[gentle airy music]
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[objects clattering]
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[gentle airy music]
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[Ben panting]
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[Ben groans]
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- Oh, God.
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Oh.
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[gentle airy music]
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- [Ben] Not there? No.
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[Ben panting]
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[gentle airy music]
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- Oh!
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[Fran sighs]
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- It's gotta be here somewhere.
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All right, here we go.
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[gentle airy music]
[Ben panting]
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[knuckles rapping]
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[object clatters]
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[Fran sniffles and sighs]
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Sorry, there,
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there w- there wasn't
a paperclip.
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[sirens wailing]
[bright music]
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[gentle airy music]
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- Uh, uh, uh, no problem,
not a problem. Uh, my fault.
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Um, just go ahead and, uh-
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- Just shove it in?
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Through?
- Yes, that,
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that sounds great.
- I can just shove it through.
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[gentle airy music]
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I'm sorry.
- No.
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- [Ben] Okay. [groans]
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I just, um, I can't
get the paper-
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- Ah-ha.
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- Take it. Goddamn it.
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[gentle airy music]
Goddamn it.
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[gentle airy music]
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[knuckles rapping]
[door clicks]
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[door thuds]
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Hey! Hey, Franny.
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- [sighs] It's, it's
just Fran now.
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- Oh. Oh, sorry, so-
I am so sorry.
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I am so sorry.
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- That's-
- Sorry.
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[Fran chuckles]
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Well, in regards to me,
I'm, I'm still just Ben.
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- Yeah, right.
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- Like I was before.
- Yeah.
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Yeah, I'll take-
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- It's good, it's
good to see you.
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- Yeah, you too. I- I
was actually going for-
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- Oh, this guy.
- Yeah.
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- Sorry, it's-
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- That was fast.
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- Yeah, well, I- I've
always been kinda quick
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with worksheets, you know?
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- Yeah.
- Like I was back in school.
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- [Fran] Yeah, I- I remember.
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- [Ben] Oh.
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- Were you crying?
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- Crying? No.
- Are you sad?
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It, it's okay
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if you were, I just-
- It's just, no,
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I appreciate you asking.
- Okay, okay.
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- No, I'm fine. It's just-
- I didn't mean to, I-
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- I'm, I'm good.
- Okay.
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Okay, I'm glad.
- I'm good.
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I'm good. I'm good.
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It's just-
- Is everything all right?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah? Okay.
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- [Ben] Yeah, it's, it's good.
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- Good.
- Yeah, it's,
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and this is so good.
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Everything you've done
is just so good.
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It's really, this is,
I love this.
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[Fran chuckles]
[Ben exclaims]
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[liquid glugging]
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- Oh, wow. You're thirsty.
[gasps]
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- [gasps] That's good stuff.
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Yeah, it's just contacts.
Sorry, that was so loud.
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It's, it's like when you
talk with someone
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and they still have their
headphones on,
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you know, like the gymer.
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"What? No, no, sorry.
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You know, I, you need
the elliptical?
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I'm all set. I'm all set!"
[exclaims]
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Can I have a?
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- Yeah.
- It's just,
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it's a low-impact machine.
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- Right, I- I use those.
- Yeah, yeah.
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It's just my contacts,
they're just acting up.
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It's all it is.
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[liquid glugging]
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- Yeah, okay.
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- Sorry, I'm, I'm, I'm
just nervous.
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- It's okay. It's okay.
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- I'm okay.
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I'm good. I'm good.
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- Should we get started?
- Yeah. Yeah.
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This is great.
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- So the first donation is
probably the most important-
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- Yeah.
- As it will be
257
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the most concentrated
sample due to the,
258
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due to your, uh-
259
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- Oh, my, um, sabbatical.
260
00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:58,480
[Ben imitates closing suitcase]
261
00:13:00,870 --> 00:13:05,560
- [exclaims] Yeah! Yeah, due
to that. [inhales sharply]
262
00:13:05,590 --> 00:13:06,970
- I can just, uh,
263
00:13:08,530 --> 00:13:11,120
get these on and, uh, go to it.
264
00:13:12,740 --> 00:13:16,050
- Sure, uh, just, you know,
knock.
265
00:13:16,090 --> 00:13:17,050
[knuckles rapping]
- Like that?
266
00:13:17,090 --> 00:13:17,990
- Yeah, like that.
267
00:13:18,020 --> 00:13:18,810
- Okay, I'll see you soon.
- Okay.
268
00:13:18,850 --> 00:13:19,880
Yeah. Bye-bye.
- Bye-bye.
269
00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:22,470
[door thuds]
270
00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:27,480
[gentle airy music]
[Ben exhales deeply]
271
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[Fran sighs]
[hands tapping]
272
00:13:36,940 --> 00:13:40,770
[gentle airy music continues]
273
00:13:43,420 --> 00:13:48,400
[device beeps]
[gentle upbeat music]
274
00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:53,430
[Fran sighs]
275
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♪ Send a picture, babe ♪
276
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♪ Quarter after 3:00 ♪
277
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♪ Tell me what you ♪
278
00:14:01,550 --> 00:14:03,550
♪ Wanna do to me ♪
279
00:14:03,580 --> 00:14:06,450
♪ I'm your dream girl ♪
280
00:14:06,480 --> 00:14:08,350
♪ Hazy in your mind ♪
[Fran clicks tongue]
281
00:14:08,380 --> 00:14:10,870
♪ Baby, you fit into me ♪
282
00:14:10,900 --> 00:14:13,970
♪ Like a hook into an eye ♪
283
00:14:14,010 --> 00:14:16,940
♪ Let's have an understanding ♪
284
00:14:16,980 --> 00:14:18,530
♪ Let's play pretend ♪
285
00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:21,430
♪ I don't need to see
your edges ♪
286
00:14:21,460 --> 00:14:24,160
♪ Or your complicated bits ♪
287
00:14:24,190 --> 00:14:27,050
♪ Let's have an understanding ♪
288
00:14:27,090 --> 00:14:28,500
♪ Let's play pretend ♪
[Fran panting]
289
00:14:28,540 --> 00:14:31,090
♪ We never really see
each other ♪
290
00:14:31,130 --> 00:14:32,300
[vibrator thuds]
♪ 'Cause the glow's ♪
291
00:14:32,340 --> 00:14:33,510
♪ Where we live ♪
292
00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:35,990
[vibrator thudding]
♪ I'm never gonna call it love ♪
293
00:14:36,030 --> 00:14:38,580
♪ I'm never gonna open up ♪
294
00:14:38,620 --> 00:14:40,480
♪ I'm never gonna let you ♪
- No.
295
00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:42,040
♪ Closer than this ♪
296
00:14:42,070 --> 00:14:43,550
♪ Closer than this ♪
297
00:14:43,590 --> 00:14:46,070
♪ I'm never gonna be the one ♪
298
00:14:46,110 --> 00:14:47,450
♪ So quit it with the
real stuff ♪
299
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[Fran sighs]
300
00:14:48,700 --> 00:14:51,910
♪ I'm never gonna let
you closer than this ♪
301
00:14:51,940 --> 00:14:54,050
♪ Closer than this ♪
302
00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:59,050
[vocalist harmonizing]
[Fran exhales sharply]
303
00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:02,260
[vibrator clatters]
304
00:15:02,300 --> 00:15:03,880
[vibrator thuds]
[door thuds]
305
00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:08,920
[vocalist harmonizing]
[gentle upbeat music]
306
00:15:12,380 --> 00:15:14,520
- "No smoking. No candles."
307
00:15:14,550 --> 00:15:16,860
♪ Gimme what I want ♪
308
00:15:16,900 --> 00:15:18,930
[Fran sighs]
♪ This is how it works ♪
309
00:15:18,970 --> 00:15:21,870
[lighter clicking]
♪ You don't get to know me ♪
310
00:15:21,900 --> 00:15:22,700
♪ You don't get ♪
- Whatever!
311
00:15:22,730 --> 00:15:24,730
♪ To hurt me first ♪
312
00:15:24,770 --> 00:15:26,940
♪ Let's have an understanding ♪
313
00:15:26,980 --> 00:15:29,390
[Fran sighs]
♪ Let's play pretend ♪
314
00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:30,360
♪ I don't care ♪
315
00:15:30,390 --> 00:15:32,290
♪ About your sister ♪
- Okay. [sighs]
316
00:15:32,330 --> 00:15:34,920
♪ Or your band from Michigan ♪
[Fran gasps]
317
00:15:34,950 --> 00:15:37,680
♪ Let's have an understanding ♪
[Fran sniffs]
318
00:15:37,710 --> 00:15:39,130
♪ Let's play pretend ♪
319
00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:40,370
- Oh my God.
♪ We never really ♪
320
00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:41,750
♪ See each other ♪
321
00:15:41,780 --> 00:15:43,750
♪ 'Cause the glow's
where we live ♪
322
00:15:43,790 --> 00:15:45,890
[knuckles rapping]
♪ I'm never gonna call it love ♪
323
00:15:45,930 --> 00:15:49,270
- [gasps] Okay.
♪ I'm never gonna open up ♪
324
00:15:49,310 --> 00:15:54,280
♪ I'm never gonna ♪
[device beeps]
325
00:15:54,590 --> 00:15:56,350
[hands tap]
- Okay.
326
00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:57,940
Way to go, Big Ben.
327
00:16:01,180 --> 00:16:02,150
[door thuds]
328
00:16:02,180 --> 00:16:04,080
[Ben sighs]
329
00:16:04,120 --> 00:16:08,190
- Sorry, some, some,
something's just not working.
330
00:16:08,220 --> 00:16:09,050
It's.
331
00:16:10,850 --> 00:16:12,190
I- I- I'm so-
- I-
332
00:16:12,230 --> 00:16:13,680
[container clattering]
333
00:16:13,710 --> 00:16:15,130
- It's okay, it's ju- it's,
it's fine.
334
00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:16,580
It, it's empty.
335
00:16:16,610 --> 00:16:17,750
[Fran gasping]
It didn't spill.
336
00:16:17,790 --> 00:16:21,380
Fran, I- I- I didn't, it,
there's nothing in it.
337
00:16:21,410 --> 00:16:22,200
No.
- Okay.
338
00:16:22,240 --> 00:16:23,070
[door thuds]
339
00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:26,100
[quirky upbeat music]
[gasping] Okay.
340
00:16:26,140 --> 00:16:29,970
[Fran whimpering and gasping]
341
00:16:32,490 --> 00:16:33,910
[Ben's voice distorting]
342
00:16:33,940 --> 00:16:34,840
Okay. Okay.
343
00:16:35,770 --> 00:16:36,980
[vibrator clattering]
344
00:16:37,010 --> 00:16:39,910
[Fran gasping]
[quirky music warbling]
345
00:16:39,950 --> 00:16:41,640
[Fran whimpers]
[rousing dramatic music]
346
00:16:41,670 --> 00:16:44,020
[knuckles rapping]
347
00:16:44,050 --> 00:16:46,190
- [Ben] Hey, Fr- Fran?
348
00:16:46,230 --> 00:16:47,020
- God!
349
00:16:49,090 --> 00:16:50,540
Yes? [gasping]
350
00:16:50,580 --> 00:16:53,650
- Hey.
[Fran panting]
351
00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:58,830
Listen, ju- let's just
wait, wait for a minute.
352
00:16:58,860 --> 00:17:02,730
I mean, uh.
[Fran sighing]
353
00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:04,450
[gentle airy music]
354
00:17:04,490 --> 00:17:07,900
Look, I'm, I'm not
demanding or like,
355
00:17:07,940 --> 00:17:11,700
like telling you what
you gotta do, okay, I...
356
00:17:13,700 --> 00:17:18,290
But I- I- I do feel that
it's important to share that,
357
00:17:18,330 --> 00:17:21,820
that though I know that
this is not ideal,
358
00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:24,440
I think that we are,
359
00:17:24,470 --> 00:17:26,060
you know, i- ideally
suited to adjust
360
00:17:26,100 --> 00:17:28,680
to this becau- 'cause you,
361
00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:30,340
'cause you've done a
lot of har- hard work,
362
00:17:30,380 --> 00:17:33,170
hard, hard work and,
and I have read
363
00:17:33,210 --> 00:17:34,550
or watched everything
you sent me,
364
00:17:34,590 --> 00:17:37,040
so- sometimes twice.
365
00:17:37,070 --> 00:17:40,870
You know, so all that prep
work is really gonna help us,
366
00:17:40,900 --> 00:17:43,600
you know, ad- adjust
to what, what is really
367
00:17:43,630 --> 00:17:47,050
only a, a, a temporary
setback here.
368
00:17:47,080 --> 00:17:50,220
[gentle somber music]
369
00:17:51,530 --> 00:17:53,230
Hey, and, and just to
review the facts,
370
00:17:53,260 --> 00:17:55,850
you know, I- I've eaten
folate-rich foods
371
00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:58,650
for like months now,
and I have done,
372
00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:01,410
or, or, or not done everything
that was in the packet
373
00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:03,030
in those videos and, and,
and even
374
00:18:03,060 --> 00:18:05,410
those two podcast
episodes you sent.
375
00:18:05,450 --> 00:18:06,450
And you know, we've
only been here
376
00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:08,450
for like, like 30 minutes.
377
00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:11,420
So despite the window being
really tight, I- I know,
378
00:18:11,450 --> 00:18:13,490
but maybe we could take
the pressure off
379
00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:15,520
and, and try to do this right,
380
00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:19,080
or, or, or well, you
know, rather than rushed.
381
00:18:19,110 --> 00:18:24,120
[gentle somber music]
[Fran panting]
382
00:18:25,810 --> 00:18:27,260
And also a quick update.
383
00:18:27,290 --> 00:18:30,880
Uh, I think I'm gonna
change into my other shorts.
384
00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:33,580
Uh, they're still loose-fitting
and, and, and breathable.
385
00:18:33,610 --> 00:18:34,850
It's just that,
386
00:18:36,550 --> 00:18:38,270
it's just the backside of
the embroidered
387
00:18:38,310 --> 00:18:39,790
Thank you uniform,
388
00:18:43,830 --> 00:18:46,830
it's, it's, it's just
really scratchy.
389
00:18:46,870 --> 00:18:49,010
And, and I- I think that,
390
00:18:49,040 --> 00:18:50,420
compiled with how nervous I am,
391
00:18:50,460 --> 00:18:52,150
and wanting to do this
really, really well,
392
00:18:52,180 --> 00:18:54,770
is all contributing to just how
393
00:18:56,630 --> 00:18:59,530
aloof, uh, aloof, a- aloof,
you know,
394
00:18:59,570 --> 00:19:03,330
e- e- e- e- everything's
acting down there.
395
00:19:03,370 --> 00:19:04,920
[Fran laughs]
396
00:19:04,950 --> 00:19:08,680
[gentle bright somber music]
397
00:19:09,850 --> 00:19:11,200
Fran?
398
00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:14,380
[gentle somber music]
399
00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:26,250
[gentle somber music continues]
400
00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:27,110
Okay.
401
00:19:28,700 --> 00:19:30,220
[Ben sighs]
402
00:19:30,250 --> 00:19:31,190
[door clicks]
403
00:19:31,220 --> 00:19:32,190
- [Fran] Oh!
404
00:19:33,710 --> 00:19:34,530
- Oh.
405
00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:39,850
[panting] Hey, did you,
fun fact,
406
00:19:39,880 --> 00:19:41,680
did you know that, uh,
Margaret Vickers
407
00:19:41,710 --> 00:19:42,510
was the first girl-
408
00:19:42,540 --> 00:19:44,370
- Oh?
- Uh, to, to see me naked?
409
00:19:44,410 --> 00:19:45,440
- From high school?
410
00:19:45,480 --> 00:19:47,790
- Yeah, uh, the one that
was in the class below us?
411
00:19:47,820 --> 00:19:49,030
I mean, my mom and my grandma,
you know,
412
00:19:49,070 --> 00:19:51,030
they used to bathe me
in our, our kitchen sink
413
00:19:51,070 --> 00:19:52,660
when, when I was a baby
and all the relatives
414
00:19:52,690 --> 00:19:53,620
would come in and say-
- Ben? Ben?
415
00:19:53,660 --> 00:19:54,450
- "Nice kitchen."
- Ben?
416
00:19:54,490 --> 00:19:55,280
- Good-
- Ben, can you fix
417
00:19:55,310 --> 00:19:56,310
your situation?
418
00:19:56,350 --> 00:19:57,560
- Yeah.
- Please.
419
00:19:57,590 --> 00:19:58,730
Okay.
420
00:19:58,770 --> 00:20:00,770
- Yeah. [sighs]
421
00:20:00,800 --> 00:20:01,630
It's, uh.
422
00:20:05,430 --> 00:20:07,910
[Ben gasping]
423
00:20:12,020 --> 00:20:13,260
All set.
424
00:20:13,300 --> 00:20:16,130
Yeah, so it's, it's, you
know, it's just the novelty
425
00:20:16,160 --> 00:20:17,580
of it all, being the
first grandkid,
426
00:20:17,610 --> 00:20:18,820
and so it's just this spectacle,
427
00:20:18,850 --> 00:20:22,100
so it doesn't really count,
but yeah,
428
00:20:22,130 --> 00:20:25,590
that Margaret Vickers,
she's the one.
429
00:20:25,620 --> 00:20:26,760
- Wasn't she autistic?
430
00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:30,140
- Still is, or, well, or,
or something going on there.
431
00:20:30,180 --> 00:20:31,070
You know, it wasn't
really polite
432
00:20:31,110 --> 00:20:33,590
to ask back in the '90s.
433
00:20:33,630 --> 00:20:36,150
I mean, now everyone's
just deciding that they're,
434
00:20:36,180 --> 00:20:38,360
"Hey, TikTok, it's me, your
neurodivergent unicorn,"
435
00:20:38,390 --> 00:20:40,120
glitter, glitter, glitter.
436
00:20:40,150 --> 00:20:43,360
But not really
putting in any work.
437
00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:44,780
You know, but, uh, back then
438
00:20:44,810 --> 00:20:47,500
I- I was always
working out early,
439
00:20:47,540 --> 00:20:50,680
uh, for wrestling
practice and...
440
00:20:50,710 --> 00:20:51,920
See, I had a hard time
making weight
441
00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,960
on account of my
slow metabolism.
442
00:20:53,990 --> 00:20:56,550
Wait, i- is that gonna be a
problem, my, my slow metabolism?
443
00:20:56,580 --> 00:20:58,650
- Oh, Ben, it's fine. There's
so many good things about you.
444
00:20:58,690 --> 00:21:01,210
Metabolism isn't really...
445
00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:02,790
- Uh, you know, some, some
of it's in, in my head.
446
00:21:02,830 --> 00:21:04,900
Like, I have these persistent,
"I'm just always gonna be
447
00:21:04,930 --> 00:21:06,700
so husky," thoughts.
- I- I- I- I can deal
448
00:21:06,730 --> 00:21:07,560
with metabolism.
- If you need
449
00:21:07,590 --> 00:21:09,210
to get somebody else,
I understand.
450
00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:10,460
- Ben?
451
00:21:10,490 --> 00:21:15,010
I can handle a whole hell of
a lot, and you are not a lot.
452
00:21:15,050 --> 00:21:15,980
Hm.
453
00:21:16,010 --> 00:21:16,840
- You're?
454
00:21:23,300 --> 00:21:24,130
Should I?
455
00:21:25,090 --> 00:21:29,750
What, do you, do you still
wanna hear my nudey story?
456
00:21:29,790 --> 00:21:30,650
[Fran exhales deeply]
457
00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,030
You, well, I'm like a junior
458
00:21:32,070 --> 00:21:33,480
and I'm running before
school a lot,
459
00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,210
and, uh, I'm, I'm not
really covering up
460
00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:37,760
when I walk from the
shower to my locker,
461
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,350
and Margaret Vickers, she
walks in to the locker room
462
00:21:40,380 --> 00:21:41,660
looking for Coach Russo,
463
00:21:41,700 --> 00:21:43,490
and, and sees me, bam!
464
00:21:44,530 --> 00:21:47,220
You know, full raw
chicken there.
465
00:21:47,250 --> 00:21:51,530
You know, me, you know,
but not so slim shady.
466
00:21:51,570 --> 00:21:53,050
Well, referencing my waist,
you know,
467
00:21:53,090 --> 00:21:55,640
n- nothing in regards to girth.
468
00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,300
And her eyes get real big
469
00:21:59,330 --> 00:22:01,990
and, and she just runs out,
crying.
470
00:22:02,030 --> 00:22:04,820
Coach Russo, he found her
later by the dodge balls.
471
00:22:04,860 --> 00:22:06,720
He tried to keep it real
hush-hush, you know?
472
00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:07,550
But Jeremy Metzker-
473
00:22:07,580 --> 00:22:09,930
- Oh! God, Jeremy Metzker?
474
00:22:09,970 --> 00:22:12,140
- Yeah. Yeah, and that guy?
- Ugh.
475
00:22:12,170 --> 00:22:13,210
- Well, he found out.
476
00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:15,560
And, and so he announced
to the entire lunchroom
477
00:22:15,590 --> 00:22:18,150
that my genitals made
Margaret Vickers cry.
478
00:22:18,180 --> 00:22:20,040
And, and, and then he
got the entire lunchroom
479
00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:22,700
to stand up and slow clap, like
the end of a football movie.
480
00:22:22,740 --> 00:22:24,460
[hands clapping]
481
00:22:24,500 --> 00:22:27,090
And she just looked, but
she just runs out weeping.
482
00:22:27,120 --> 00:22:28,810
- I- I don't remember that.
483
00:22:28,850 --> 00:22:30,430
That must have been terrible.
484
00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:34,230
- No, it, it, it was,
it was fine. She was...
485
00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,200
Well, you know, I mean,
it, it's hard to tell
486
00:22:38,230 --> 00:22:43,030
if the weeping was on account
of the clapping or my penis.
487
00:22:45,690 --> 00:22:48,730
I've always kinda leaned penis.
488
00:22:48,760 --> 00:22:49,590
- Huh!
489
00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:52,490
- But she, I mean, she was fine.
490
00:22:52,530 --> 00:22:54,910
I mean, she asked me to prom
later that spring, you know?
491
00:22:54,940 --> 00:22:57,840
- Oh, yeah, I- [sighs]
I forgot that you two,
492
00:22:57,880 --> 00:23:00,290
a, no, after we, um, yeah.
493
00:23:00,330 --> 00:23:02,190
- And see, her mom,
she, she wanted her home
494
00:23:02,220 --> 00:23:05,470
by like 9:30, so we danced
every dance we could,
495
00:23:05,500 --> 00:23:08,990
and then I, well, I- I
took her back,
496
00:23:09,020 --> 00:23:13,270
and then I just went home
and just skipped the rest.
497
00:23:14,550 --> 00:23:17,480
So Margaret Vickers was like
the first non-family member
498
00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:19,240
to see me au naturel.
499
00:23:20,830 --> 00:23:21,930
- Oh.
500
00:23:21,970 --> 00:23:26,140
- Then there was a
considerable gap till somebody.
501
00:23:26,180 --> 00:23:28,180
Just a few years. A few.
502
00:23:31,430 --> 00:23:32,700
Eight.
503
00:23:32,740 --> 00:23:34,390
- Eight?
- Yeah.
504
00:23:34,430 --> 00:23:35,740
- Oh! Oh, eight.
505
00:23:37,740 --> 00:23:41,230
- Well, some people call me
a late bloomer. [chuckles]
506
00:23:41,260 --> 00:23:42,090
What, moi?
507
00:23:45,850 --> 00:23:47,130
Maurice.
- Yeah.
508
00:23:47,170 --> 00:23:48,440
- It's Steve Miller.
509
00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:50,620
Gosh, sorry, I'm always
doing these bad impressions.
510
00:23:50,650 --> 00:23:52,310
I'm so bad at them.
It's Steve Miller.
511
00:23:52,340 --> 00:23:54,690
And I'm just like grasping
for these different things
512
00:23:54,730 --> 00:23:56,380
to try to make sense of
what's going on.
513
00:23:56,420 --> 00:23:58,250
And it doesn't make any sense.
514
00:23:58,280 --> 00:23:59,140
That was my Steve Miller.
515
00:23:59,180 --> 00:24:00,520
- I, yeah, I remember.
516
00:24:00,560 --> 00:24:02,010
- The song or like how I am?
517
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:02,870
- Both.
518
00:24:03,730 --> 00:24:04,530
- Oh.
519
00:24:07,190 --> 00:24:10,430
[Ben chuckles]
520
00:24:10,470 --> 00:24:12,740
But then you, you know, were,
were like
521
00:24:12,780 --> 00:24:16,260
almost the first
person to see me
522
00:24:16,300 --> 00:24:17,850
in like three or four years,
523
00:24:17,890 --> 00:24:19,610
uh, but, but with an
asterisk going,
524
00:24:19,650 --> 00:24:21,230
'cause we were saved by
this T-shirt I got
525
00:24:21,270 --> 00:24:23,930
from running a 5K during
one of my, you know,
526
00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,100
self-improvement kicks.
527
00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:27,070
So I guess it's a good
thing I lost all that weight
528
00:24:27,100 --> 00:24:29,380
and then put some back on,
then lost it, put back.
529
00:24:29,410 --> 00:24:32,760
[vocalizing] and then
[vocalizing].
530
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,870
You know? Just, uh. [sighs]
531
00:24:36,910 --> 00:24:39,180
So do you, do you wanna, like,
talk about, like, next steps?
532
00:24:39,220 --> 00:24:40,460
- [gasps] Yes!
- Okay.
533
00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:41,390
[Fran exclaims]
534
00:24:41,430 --> 00:24:42,840
Oh, okay.
535
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:45,980
[bright upbeat music]
536
00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:58,410
[bright upbeat music continues]
537
00:25:01,690 --> 00:25:04,310
Thanks for, uh, meeting
with me today. [chuckles]
538
00:25:04,350 --> 00:25:06,900
- Thanks for meeting
with me too.
539
00:25:06,940 --> 00:25:10,250
- Hey! Hey, you, you, you
got this, huh?
540
00:25:11,660 --> 00:25:14,150
I'm sorry, you, we, we got it.
541
00:25:17,570 --> 00:25:22,300
- Okay, so refractory-wise,
we still have a window,
542
00:25:22,330 --> 00:25:25,370
kind of, to make our
three goals.
543
00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:29,370
But if we aren't able
to, in the next hour,
544
00:25:29,410 --> 00:25:31,960
we can roll back to two
545
00:25:31,990 --> 00:25:35,580
[sighs] deposits,
546
00:25:35,620 --> 00:25:37,410
as an adaptive schedule
and still get you
547
00:25:37,450 --> 00:25:39,800
to your flight on time.
548
00:25:39,830 --> 00:25:42,140
It'd be tight, but enough time.
549
00:25:42,180 --> 00:25:43,700
I gave us a day and a
half to allow
550
00:25:43,730 --> 00:25:45,460
for the unexpected, um...
551
00:25:45,490 --> 00:25:46,700
- Uh, contingencies?
552
00:25:46,730 --> 00:25:47,980
- Exactly.
553
00:25:48,010 --> 00:25:50,600
- Uh, quality over quantity.
554
00:25:50,630 --> 00:25:54,470
- Uh, more quality quantity,
is what we're aiming for,
555
00:25:54,500 --> 00:25:56,160
but, but yeah, yeah.
556
00:25:58,230 --> 00:26:02,270
- Oh, um, my, my, my
doctor, he gave me some, um,
557
00:26:03,540 --> 00:26:05,550
generic helpers.
558
00:26:05,580 --> 00:26:07,170
[vocalist humming]
[quirky bright music]
559
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,310
You know, in case?
560
00:26:09,340 --> 00:26:11,140
- Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Take that now.
561
00:26:11,170 --> 00:26:15,900
[vocalist humming]
[quirky bright music]
562
00:26:15,940 --> 00:26:17,040
[pills rattling]
563
00:26:17,070 --> 00:26:18,390
- Got 'em!
564
00:26:18,420 --> 00:26:19,420
[vocalist humming]
[quirky bright music]
565
00:26:19,460 --> 00:26:21,250
[pill bottle clattering]
566
00:26:21,290 --> 00:26:22,460
I got. I got.
567
00:26:22,490 --> 00:26:23,290
- Is everything all right?
568
00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:25,080
- Got it.
- Oh, okay.
569
00:26:26,150 --> 00:26:28,670
Ben? Oh!
[Ben coughs]
570
00:26:28,710 --> 00:26:31,260
[Ben exclaims]
571
00:26:31,300 --> 00:26:32,920
- It just went down the wrong,
572
00:26:32,950 --> 00:26:34,190
it just went down
the wrong pipe.
573
00:26:34,230 --> 00:26:35,780
- Okay.
- I have a,
574
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:39,580
I have a somewhat
lazy epiglottis.
575
00:26:39,610 --> 00:26:40,680
- Oh!
- It's, it's a condition,
576
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,200
not a critique, it's. [gulps]
577
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,310
- Yeah.
- Just do the best you can.
578
00:26:44,340 --> 00:26:45,550
- [Fran] Take your time,
maybe stop drinking
579
00:26:45,590 --> 00:26:46,690
for a little bit.
580
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,550
[slow bright music]
[vocalist humming]
581
00:26:48,590 --> 00:26:51,000
[chair creaks]
[gentle dramatic music]
582
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,730
- [coughs] Yeah, but
it should work.
583
00:26:53,770 --> 00:26:55,800
[panting] I mean, I tested
it, but a while back,
584
00:26:55,840 --> 00:27:00,080
it's not, uh, like,
ruin the sabbatical, so.
585
00:27:00,120 --> 00:27:01,050
- Good.
586
00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:04,220
- I'm just not sure if that's,
587
00:27:04,260 --> 00:27:07,060
I'm not sure if that's
really the issue,
588
00:27:07,090 --> 00:27:08,820
uh, right now.
589
00:27:08,850 --> 00:27:10,510
[gentle bright upbeat music]
590
00:27:10,540 --> 00:27:13,160
- Okay. Uh, is it the magazines?
591
00:27:15,340 --> 00:27:16,480
- No!
- Be- because if it's
592
00:27:16,510 --> 00:27:18,690
a special type of, uh, media,
593
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:20,970
this is a no-judgment
zone, Ben, we got this.
594
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:21,790
Okay?
- No, those are,
595
00:27:21,830 --> 00:27:22,860
they're, they're fine.
596
00:27:22,900 --> 00:27:26,490
Yeah, I mean, I know that
can elicit, you know,
597
00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:29,110
like initiate a, a
physiological response,
598
00:27:29,150 --> 00:27:30,290
but no, this is, you know,
599
00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:32,770
maybe just something more
going on up here
600
00:27:32,810 --> 00:27:37,780
that's getting in the way
of this working. [panting]
601
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:41,540
- Is it like sleep-related
or, or stressed?
602
00:27:41,570 --> 00:27:43,640
- Maybe some, some. I mean,
I have a CPAP machine.
603
00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:45,160
I'm a little young for it,
but uh.
604
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:48,060
- Do you need to use that?
605
00:27:48,100 --> 00:27:50,270
- No, I- I'm not tired.
606
00:27:50,310 --> 00:27:51,550
And besides, I didn't, I
didn't bring it,
607
00:27:51,580 --> 00:27:53,100
I didn't want it to get
ruined at the airport,
608
00:27:53,140 --> 00:27:54,760
or look like one of those guys,
you know,
609
00:27:54,790 --> 00:27:57,450
sporting a gray,
soft-sided cooler,
610
00:27:57,480 --> 00:27:59,380
full of their personal yogurts,
611
00:27:59,420 --> 00:28:02,560
and struggling to get it
in the overhead bin, so.
612
00:28:02,590 --> 00:28:04,010
- Are you stressed?
613
00:28:04,040 --> 00:28:05,150
- Yeah, but I- I
don't think stress
614
00:28:05,180 --> 00:28:07,810
is like the, the real deal with.
615
00:28:09,390 --> 00:28:10,980
- No.
- Even when I'm home,
616
00:28:11,020 --> 00:28:13,090
you know?
[quirky upbeat music]
617
00:28:13,120 --> 00:28:14,710
Like, uh, you know?
618
00:28:17,190 --> 00:28:21,060
Like, uh, using, using
the self checkout aisle.
619
00:28:21,990 --> 00:28:22,860
- Yeah.
- If I'm stressed
620
00:28:22,890 --> 00:28:24,410
everything kinda works out, so.
621
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:25,690
- Gotcha.
- I don't,
622
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:30,620
I- I think we're, we, we should
be good here, or, or there.
623
00:28:30,660 --> 00:28:31,690
- Great.
- You know, it's,
624
00:28:31,730 --> 00:28:34,310
it's probably most likely
like a mental thing,
625
00:28:34,350 --> 00:28:35,520
than something like biological.
626
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:36,800
Hey, I mean, I'm a late bloomer,
627
00:28:36,830 --> 00:28:38,870
so I- I got a lot in the tank,
so.
628
00:28:38,910 --> 00:28:41,220
- Ben, Ben, hey, let's just,
629
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:46,260
let's just sit here and,
and breathe and calm down,
630
00:28:46,290 --> 00:28:50,400
and we'll, we'll, uh. [panting]
631
00:28:50,430 --> 00:28:52,540
[quirky upbeat music]
632
00:28:52,570 --> 00:28:53,890
Is there something I
can do to help?
633
00:28:53,920 --> 00:28:56,300
- No, you're doing great.
[coughs]
634
00:28:56,340 --> 00:28:57,340
- Okay.
635
00:28:57,370 --> 00:29:00,760
- Oh, well, could I have
another one of these?
636
00:29:00,790 --> 00:29:01,860
- Sure, sure.
637
00:29:03,310 --> 00:29:05,830
Ben, what has helped?
638
00:29:05,860 --> 00:29:07,690
Well, I mean, what do
you think would help?
639
00:29:07,730 --> 00:29:10,280
What has helped to get you, uh.
640
00:29:11,770 --> 00:29:14,290
- Like, past the finish line?
641
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:19,290
[bottle creaking]
[water glugging]
642
00:29:20,190 --> 00:29:23,020
- Okay, take a breath. Just
for a second, take a breath.
643
00:29:23,050 --> 00:29:24,710
[bottle creaking]
644
00:29:24,740 --> 00:29:27,330
[Ben grunting]
645
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:31,920
[Ben clears throat and sniffles]
646
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,060
Okay. [clears throat]
647
00:29:34,100 --> 00:29:37,270
[soft gentle bright music]
648
00:29:37,310 --> 00:29:39,140
How can I help you right now?
649
00:29:39,170 --> 00:29:42,310
[gentle bright music]
650
00:29:43,210 --> 00:29:44,320
[bright somber music]
651
00:29:44,350 --> 00:29:46,010
- Oh, Fran, no, I...
652
00:29:48,660 --> 00:29:52,810
You have worked s- so hard
to create a safe space,
653
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:56,160
ensuring, you know, that
everyone feels comfortable
654
00:29:56,190 --> 00:29:57,810
during a, a difficult process,
655
00:29:57,850 --> 00:30:00,920
and, and I don't think
we should just throw away
656
00:30:00,950 --> 00:30:02,160
those boundaries so easily,
657
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:03,890
'cause I- I respect you.
- Oh! I am not, no-
658
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:05,680
- And you are a-
- Ben, I am, I am not.
659
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:08,890
Ben, stop talking for a second
because I'm not an idiot,
660
00:30:08,930 --> 00:30:10,100
and I'm not compromising
661
00:30:10,130 --> 00:30:11,520
this deeply personal-
- I didn't mean to-
662
00:30:11,550 --> 00:30:13,410
- And urgent process by
suggesting giving you
663
00:30:13,450 --> 00:30:16,350
some sort of
sympathetic hand-job!
664
00:30:16,380 --> 00:30:18,320
- That's not exactly-
- And oh, let me reassert
665
00:30:18,350 --> 00:30:19,870
that I am not fucking stupid,
666
00:30:19,900 --> 00:30:23,150
so snap out of it and meet
me right here, right here,
667
00:30:23,180 --> 00:30:24,460
and tell me what it is
we need to do
668
00:30:24,490 --> 00:30:27,740
to get this started so
we can get this done.
669
00:30:27,770 --> 00:30:30,220
Now, whatever the issue is,
670
00:30:30,260 --> 00:30:32,050
we have about a, hmm, let's see,
671
00:30:32,090 --> 00:30:33,430
a, a day and some change to see
672
00:30:33,470 --> 00:30:35,060
if this is insurmountable,
673
00:30:35,090 --> 00:30:37,920
or something that we
can surmount.
674
00:30:38,820 --> 00:30:41,990
And that process should have
started like 20 minutes ago.
675
00:30:42,030 --> 00:30:45,000
Okay? So let's knuckle down.
676
00:30:45,030 --> 00:30:47,210
Okay. I want this to be
a safe space.
677
00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:50,110
I do, but we also need it to
be a get-it-fucking-done space,
678
00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:51,070
so I'd like to invite you
679
00:30:51,110 --> 00:30:53,870
to put your late Gen
X'er big boy shorts on
680
00:30:53,900 --> 00:30:56,320
and get after this, because
we're old enough, Ben.
681
00:30:56,350 --> 00:30:58,360
We're old enough, we
should be able to do that.
682
00:30:58,390 --> 00:30:59,250
Okay?
683
00:30:59,290 --> 00:31:02,260
So talk me through
what the block is
684
00:31:03,740 --> 00:31:05,880
and we'll work through it.
685
00:31:07,780 --> 00:31:09,920
This is your turn to talk.
686
00:31:11,440 --> 00:31:12,960
Is it the porn?
687
00:31:12,990 --> 00:31:14,650
Did I get the wrong porn?
688
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:18,380
- Can I use the middle
aged man's room?
689
00:31:18,410 --> 00:31:19,480
- Sure. Sure.
690
00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:23,830
[pen rattling]
691
00:31:24,730 --> 00:31:25,660
- I guess it's a good
thing we know
692
00:31:25,690 --> 00:31:28,900
that I'm like super
hydrated right now.
693
00:31:32,420 --> 00:31:35,190
[Ben vocalizing]
694
00:31:37,740 --> 00:31:39,020
[urine sloshing]
695
00:31:39,050 --> 00:31:41,230
[Fran sniffles]
696
00:31:41,260 --> 00:31:43,990
[pen clicking]
697
00:31:44,020 --> 00:31:47,580
[urine continues sloshing]
698
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:57,000
[Fran gasps]
699
00:31:57,030 --> 00:32:00,620
[urine continues sloshing]
700
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:12,770
[urine continues sloshing]
701
00:32:12,810 --> 00:32:15,230
[Fran sighs]
702
00:32:19,750 --> 00:32:22,470
[urine sloshing]
703
00:32:30,270 --> 00:32:31,790
[pen clicking]
704
00:32:31,830 --> 00:32:34,310
[urine continues sloshing]
705
00:32:34,350 --> 00:32:37,280
[Fran sighing]
706
00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:40,870
[urine continues sloshing]
707
00:32:50,500 --> 00:32:53,330
[toilet flushing]
708
00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:56,750
- [Fran] Wash your hands!
709
00:32:56,780 --> 00:32:57,960
- I was gonna!
710
00:33:00,030 --> 00:33:01,580
[water sloshing]
711
00:33:01,620 --> 00:33:02,690
[dish clatters]
712
00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:03,760
[soap thuds]
713
00:33:03,790 --> 00:33:06,900
[dishes clattering]
714
00:33:06,930 --> 00:33:08,000
[soap thuds]
715
00:33:08,040 --> 00:33:13,010
[Ben gasping]
[water continues sloshing]
716
00:33:16,670 --> 00:33:19,630
[soap thuds]
[water continues sloshing]
717
00:33:19,670 --> 00:33:22,150
[Ben sighing]
718
00:33:28,850 --> 00:33:31,820
Do you wanna smell f-
for, like, the soap or?
719
00:33:31,850 --> 00:33:33,170
- We're all set.
720
00:33:35,170 --> 00:33:38,720
You know, let's just,
let's just shake it off.
721
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:39,900
- Like Taylor Swift?
- No, no, no, no.
722
00:33:39,930 --> 00:33:42,380
Like, like, like shake
the Etch A Sketch.
723
00:33:42,420 --> 00:33:44,070
- Oh, the-
- Movement
724
00:33:44,110 --> 00:33:47,460
releases endorphins and
lowers anxiety.
725
00:33:47,490 --> 00:33:49,840
I'm gonna play some music
726
00:33:49,870 --> 00:33:51,080
and we can just, you know-
- My plantar fasciitis
727
00:33:51,110 --> 00:33:52,150
has, has been acting up-
728
00:33:52,180 --> 00:33:52,980
- Stand-
- So-
729
00:33:53,010 --> 00:33:54,600
- And move our bodies.
730
00:33:54,630 --> 00:33:56,020
- If there's gonna be
any jumping involved,
731
00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:57,400
I- I-
- No, no, no talking!
732
00:33:57,430 --> 00:33:58,220
- I might have to tap out.
733
00:33:58,260 --> 00:33:59,230
- Just, just breathing,
734
00:33:59,260 --> 00:34:00,090
you know, getting into our body.
735
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:01,430
- Is this yoga?
736
00:34:01,470 --> 00:34:03,540
- Ben, this is not yoga!
737
00:34:03,570 --> 00:34:04,890
We are winging it here.
738
00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:08,270
We are inventing something
new altogether here, okay?
739
00:34:08,300 --> 00:34:10,170
So get up! Yes, get up!
740
00:34:11,410 --> 00:34:13,790
[device beeping]
♪ Feel me ♪
741
00:34:13,830 --> 00:34:15,350
[gentle upbeat music]
742
00:34:15,380 --> 00:34:18,590
♪ I'm an angel for you ♪
743
00:34:20,420 --> 00:34:23,390
- Yeah, shimmy, move
your shoulders.
744
00:34:24,250 --> 00:34:25,180
That's good.
745
00:34:25,220 --> 00:34:30,290
♪ Time for you to move ♪
[Fran gasping]
746
00:34:30,330 --> 00:34:32,670
♪ Time to go, go, go, go ♪
747
00:34:32,710 --> 00:34:36,440
[Fran babbling and groaning]
748
00:34:37,610 --> 00:34:40,650
[gentle upbeat music]
749
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:41,990
- Looks like you
should be outside
750
00:34:42,030 --> 00:34:43,170
a cellphone store.
- Shut up.
751
00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:45,100
Start, start dancing.
752
00:34:45,130 --> 00:34:47,580
- Promoting a car wash.
- Don't distract.
753
00:34:47,620 --> 00:34:49,000
[Fran laughs]
[Ben laughs]
754
00:34:49,030 --> 00:34:50,520
♪ Coming, coming through ♪
- I can dance.
755
00:34:50,550 --> 00:34:51,480
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
756
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:52,900
- Lemme see you.
757
00:34:52,930 --> 00:34:54,830
- Put on my dancing sandals.
758
00:34:54,870 --> 00:34:56,460
- Okay, you need those?
Good job.
759
00:34:56,490 --> 00:34:59,220
- Have to sleep in a
boot with a right angle.
760
00:34:59,250 --> 00:35:01,120
- Well, sexy.
761
00:35:01,150 --> 00:35:02,980
- 'Cause I have
plantar fasciitis.
762
00:35:03,010 --> 00:35:03,910
[Fran sighs]
763
00:35:03,950 --> 00:35:05,500
It may be bone spurs.
764
00:35:05,530 --> 00:35:06,430
- Ah-ha.
- But I'm hoping
765
00:35:06,470 --> 00:35:08,330
it's plantar fasciitis.
766
00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,020
- Ah-ha. Yeah, yeah.
767
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:12,470
- It's like I'm a
weather system.
768
00:35:12,510 --> 00:35:13,540
- Yeah, you are.
769
00:35:13,580 --> 00:35:15,540
- Cue this nimbus cloud.
[exclaims]
770
00:35:15,580 --> 00:35:17,230
- Wild weather system.
771
00:35:17,270 --> 00:35:19,030
- Stratus, stratus.
772
00:35:19,060 --> 00:35:19,960
- Fog, fog.
773
00:35:21,170 --> 00:35:22,270
- Cirrus cloud.
774
00:35:22,310 --> 00:35:23,650
- Lightning, lightning,
lightning!
775
00:35:23,690 --> 00:35:25,280
- And thunder.
- Lightning.
776
00:35:25,310 --> 00:35:26,730
And thunder, thunder, thunder.
777
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:28,590
- Salsa, salsa, salsa.
778
00:35:29,830 --> 00:35:30,970
A little pico de gallo.
779
00:35:31,010 --> 00:35:32,560
- Yeah, pico de gallo.
780
00:35:32,590 --> 00:35:33,700
- It's mild though.
781
00:35:33,730 --> 00:35:35,290
- Yeah.
- You don't wanna hurt
782
00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:36,810
your tummy.
783
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:37,840
- Lifeguard.
784
00:35:38,980 --> 00:35:41,120
- You look like you're doing
some vocational dance move.
785
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:42,600
- [Fran] Oh yeah.
786
00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:43,990
- I'm moving like the
jobs I always wanted-
787
00:35:44,020 --> 00:35:45,370
- Oh yeah?
- When I was a kid.
788
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,190
[Ben groans]
- Yeah.
789
00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:47,640
- I work at an apple orchard.
790
00:35:47,680 --> 00:35:48,680
- Yeah.
- I love it.
791
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:50,090
Pumpkin spice.
792
00:35:50,130 --> 00:35:51,720
Just taking out the recycling.
793
00:35:51,750 --> 00:35:53,200
- Yeah.
- Oh, it's the wrong day.
794
00:35:53,240 --> 00:35:54,380
My bad.
795
00:35:54,410 --> 00:35:55,620
[gentle upbeat music]
♪ Think I've had enough ♪
796
00:35:55,650 --> 00:35:56,480
♪ Had enough ♪
797
00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:57,340
- And I'm a florist.
798
00:35:57,380 --> 00:35:59,100
- Spray, spray.
799
00:35:59,140 --> 00:36:00,860
Spray, spray.
- Here you go.
800
00:36:00,900 --> 00:36:02,730
Window wiping. [groaning]
801
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:03,830
[lively upbeat music]
♪ Coming, coming, coming ♪
802
00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:05,490
- Seal petting. Petting.
803
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:07,770
♪ Coming, coming, coming ♪
804
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:09,390
- Think I'm a dolphin.
805
00:36:09,420 --> 00:36:11,940
[grunts] Cobra. Cobra!
806
00:36:11,980 --> 00:36:12,980
[lively upbeat music]
♪ Coming, coming, coming ♪
807
00:36:13,010 --> 00:36:15,500
♪ Coming, coming, coming,
coming, coming ♪
808
00:36:15,530 --> 00:36:18,190
[Ben exclaims]
[Fran gasps]
809
00:36:18,230 --> 00:36:19,950
- [Ben] Pulling me in.
810
00:36:19,990 --> 00:36:23,990
[lively upbeat music continues]
811
00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:29,890
- Lightning, lightning.
812
00:36:29,930 --> 00:36:31,900
- Jazzing, jazzing.
813
00:36:31,930 --> 00:36:35,210
[Fran sighs and gasps]
814
00:36:37,940 --> 00:36:41,220
- Let's get outta here.
Clear our heads.
815
00:36:48,330 --> 00:36:53,300
[door sensor chiming]
[soft upbeat music]
816
00:37:00,890 --> 00:37:05,860
[potato chips crunching]
[bags rustling]
817
00:37:06,170 --> 00:37:08,030
- I'm sorry, I- I- I
was gonna send a card,
818
00:37:08,070 --> 00:37:09,830
but I- I just didn't.
819
00:37:12,630 --> 00:37:14,040
I'm really sorry.
820
00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:17,800
- I- I was meaning too.
821
00:37:20,770 --> 00:37:23,670
Yeah, I'm, I'm so
sorry about Lana,
822
00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,810
and your folks.
823
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:31,820
- Yeah, you too. Your mom.
[sighs]
824
00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:34,270
[soft upbeat music]
825
00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:37,030
- Kept picturing it
like Miley Cyrus riding
826
00:37:37,060 --> 00:37:38,720
that big styrofoam ball
in her underwear.
827
00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:39,860
- Mm-hmm.
828
00:37:39,890 --> 00:37:43,550
♪ I came in like a large
cell carcinoma ball ♪
829
00:37:43,590 --> 00:37:45,140
Like that?
- Mm-hmm.
830
00:37:47,490 --> 00:37:51,110
- Is that why you moved home?
Your mom?
831
00:37:51,150 --> 00:37:53,080
- Yeah. It's temporary.
832
00:37:54,050 --> 00:37:57,840
I'll head back to Chicago
after I sell our house,
833
00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:00,950
but it is weird being
back in Toledo.
834
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,130
[soft upbeat music]
835
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:06,270
- It's kinda nice.
836
00:38:06,300 --> 00:38:07,130
- Yeah.
837
00:38:10,130 --> 00:38:10,960
- Why me?
838
00:38:12,860 --> 00:38:16,280
I mean, why'd you
even choose me?
839
00:38:16,310 --> 00:38:21,280
- Honestly, I couldn't think
of anyone else I could trust.
840
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:22,900
- I was like the weirdest
friend you had in high school.
841
00:38:22,940 --> 00:38:25,800
- Eclectic and
creative and unique.
842
00:38:26,980 --> 00:38:28,810
- And who swam in a T-shirt.
843
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:32,330
- I just had a feeling you'd
get it and be game and kind.
844
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:33,150
- Hm.
845
00:38:34,090 --> 00:38:37,120
- If I get to have a child,
I'd hope they'd be like that.
846
00:38:37,160 --> 00:38:40,510
- A lone wolf who swims in a
T-shirt and is good at trivia?
847
00:38:40,540 --> 00:38:43,540
- And who would also understand
why I'm doing it this way.
848
00:38:43,580 --> 00:38:45,720
After Mom, it's expensive.
849
00:38:46,820 --> 00:38:49,550
I have one shot at this,
so I'm being, you know,
850
00:38:49,580 --> 00:38:52,070
creative with this first part.
851
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:56,940
But I'm wondering, is
this too soon after Lana?
852
00:38:58,590 --> 00:39:00,560
- You mean not being able to?
853
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:02,390
- Well, that'd be
understandable.
854
00:39:02,430 --> 00:39:05,010
- No, it, it hasn't been too...
855
00:39:06,220 --> 00:39:08,360
I mean, maybe, I don't
know. [clears throat]
856
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:09,290
Or maybe I'm just
kinda messed up
857
00:39:09,330 --> 00:39:10,990
from getting such a late start,
you know?
858
00:39:11,020 --> 00:39:12,330
- Yeah.
- I mean,
859
00:39:12,370 --> 00:39:14,130
the closest thing I ever
had to having a sex talk
860
00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:17,990
with my folks was finding
my dad's cassette tape
861
00:39:18,030 --> 00:39:19,370
of Meatloaf's Greatest Hits,
you know?
862
00:39:19,410 --> 00:39:21,550
So my whole understanding
of any kinda intimacy
863
00:39:21,580 --> 00:39:26,000
is dominated by a very
problematic
sexual baseball metaphor.
864
00:39:26,030 --> 00:39:27,210
- Yeah.
865
00:39:27,240 --> 00:39:31,010
- Hell, and the odd single
with a sympathetic coworker,
866
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:32,800
accidental doubles
around New Year's
867
00:39:32,830 --> 00:39:36,220
when people are
optimistically desperate.
868
00:39:37,910 --> 00:39:41,220
That almost triple with
Gina from Cleveland.
869
00:39:41,260 --> 00:39:43,330
You wouldn't know her.
870
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:45,780
- I once laughed in a guy's
mouth when he kissed me.
871
00:39:45,810 --> 00:39:47,300
[Ben laughs]
Yeah.
872
00:39:47,330 --> 00:39:49,820
It was at the end of a nice
date, a real fancy guy.
873
00:39:49,850 --> 00:39:50,650
- Oh.
- He was walking me
874
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,060
to my door.
- Mm-hmm.
875
00:39:52,100 --> 00:39:53,580
- And his Audi's
parked out front,
876
00:39:53,610 --> 00:39:54,650
so, you know, fancy.
- Nice.
877
00:39:54,680 --> 00:39:56,100
- And he is saying all
the right things,
878
00:39:56,130 --> 00:39:58,690
and he's smelling good and he's
looking all the right ways,
879
00:39:58,720 --> 00:40:00,480
and I'm like, "Shit, why not?"
880
00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:01,350
So I'm giving him all
881
00:40:01,380 --> 00:40:02,590
the, the signs, you know?
- Oh, the,
882
00:40:02,620 --> 00:40:04,000
the sexual baseball metaphor.
883
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:08,320
- And the dude comes in and
just [exclaims] gold fishes me.
884
00:40:08,350 --> 00:40:11,050
His, his big, like, dumb lips.
885
00:40:11,080 --> 00:40:14,430
- Oh, like a, like a space lock
in a science fiction movie?
886
00:40:14,460 --> 00:40:16,220
[Ben vocalizing]
887
00:40:16,260 --> 00:40:18,160
- Yes, like, like a Dementor.
888
00:40:18,190 --> 00:40:19,330
- Oh yeah.
889
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:20,260
- Have you read Harry Potter?
890
00:40:20,300 --> 00:40:21,330
- Yeah, I love those books.
891
00:40:21,370 --> 00:40:22,950
I mean, I mean, I- I
know they're problematic,
892
00:40:22,990 --> 00:40:24,990
but I- I used to, I used to love
893
00:40:25,020 --> 00:40:26,090
those books.
- Yeah, yeah,
894
00:40:26,130 --> 00:40:27,480
problematic and I don't
don't know if they hold up,
895
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:30,550
or if it's just
nostalgia or something.
896
00:40:30,580 --> 00:40:33,830
- Um, they're a little calm A,
calm B.
897
00:40:33,860 --> 00:40:35,590
- But anyway, this
Dementor is like trying
898
00:40:35,620 --> 00:40:38,620
to suck out my soul,
and I- I feel...
899
00:40:38,660 --> 00:40:42,150
- Like a, like a hawk
going after a small mammal
900
00:40:42,180 --> 00:40:44,290
on the side of the, the highway,
[imitates hawk screeching]
901
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:45,360
and it's just ripping it apart.
902
00:40:45,390 --> 00:40:46,940
- God!
- Like that?
903
00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:48,630
- [chuckles] Alarmingly, yes.
904
00:40:48,670 --> 00:40:49,600
- Nice.
905
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:53,290
- And I just lose it
just right in his face.
906
00:40:54,570 --> 00:40:58,060
I guess I wanted him to
feel unwanted.
907
00:40:58,090 --> 00:41:01,060
- Well, a bad kiss is a
bad kiss, man.
908
00:41:01,100 --> 00:41:03,200
- Yeah, right?
- Yeah.
909
00:41:03,240 --> 00:41:04,720
- It's just.
910
00:41:04,750 --> 00:41:07,480
[device chiming]
911
00:41:15,590 --> 00:41:18,250
[air whooshing]
912
00:41:20,010 --> 00:41:21,810
- I will shut my door,
913
00:41:24,120 --> 00:41:25,220
just so.
914
00:41:25,260 --> 00:41:27,500
The lights will remain off.
915
00:41:28,540 --> 00:41:31,820
You will count audibly on
your side of the door to 20,
916
00:41:31,850 --> 00:41:34,540
while I set an
ambush up on mine.
917
00:41:34,580 --> 00:41:35,580
- Got it.
918
00:41:35,610 --> 00:41:37,820
- Now you'll proceed
into my room,
919
00:41:37,860 --> 00:41:39,270
lights still off,
920
00:41:39,310 --> 00:41:41,550
and try to survive this
game we just invented.
921
00:41:41,580 --> 00:41:43,900
Uh, we can call it, um, uh.
922
00:41:43,930 --> 00:41:45,900
[toy gun clicks]
923
00:41:45,930 --> 00:41:47,040
- Night Hunt.
924
00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:50,870
- Nice. Now you'll have
three bullets.
925
00:41:50,900 --> 00:41:53,420
- Only gonna need one.
926
00:41:53,460 --> 00:41:55,980
- Be that as it may, if
you find any foam darts
927
00:41:56,010 --> 00:41:57,980
on the ground, you
may reuse them,
928
00:41:58,010 --> 00:42:00,430
providing you're not
already dead.
929
00:42:00,460 --> 00:42:01,780
- Do you need to use
the restroom?
930
00:42:01,810 --> 00:42:02,950
- [Ben] Why?
931
00:42:02,980 --> 00:42:04,330
- Remember, hide-and-seek,
and the moment you hide
932
00:42:04,370 --> 00:42:07,020
you get nervous and have to pee?
933
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:11,920
[Fran exhaling sharply]
934
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:14,760
[urine splashing]
935
00:42:15,830 --> 00:42:18,480
[toilet flushing]
936
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:19,480
Wash your hands!
937
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:20,690
- I was gonna!
938
00:42:20,730 --> 00:42:22,280
- Just making sure.
939
00:42:22,310 --> 00:42:25,140
[water sloshing]
940
00:42:25,180 --> 00:42:27,560
[Fran sighs]
941
00:42:30,430 --> 00:42:31,630
[toy gun clicks]
942
00:42:31,670 --> 00:42:33,980
[slow suspenseful music]
943
00:42:34,020 --> 00:42:35,880
[door creaks]
944
00:42:35,910 --> 00:42:37,330
- Start counting.
945
00:42:38,260 --> 00:42:39,710
- One, two, three.
946
00:42:44,340 --> 00:42:45,540
- This direction.
947
00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:46,750
- [Fran] Four.
948
00:42:46,790 --> 00:42:49,760
[Ben exhales deeply]
Five.
949
00:42:49,790 --> 00:42:51,790
- Ah! Cramp, oh, my-
950
00:42:51,830 --> 00:42:53,170
- [Fran] Six.
951
00:42:53,210 --> 00:42:54,550
- Can walk for-
952
00:42:54,590 --> 00:42:55,380
- Seven,
953
00:42:57,800 --> 00:43:00,460
eight, nine, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14,
954
00:43:01,490 --> 00:43:03,080
15, 16, 17, 18, 19,
955
00:43:07,430 --> 00:43:11,090
20.
[slow suspenseful music]
956
00:43:19,510 --> 00:43:23,720
[slow suspenseful
music continues]
957
00:43:32,180 --> 00:43:33,350
[slow suspenseful
music continues]
958
00:43:33,390 --> 00:43:35,910
[Fran gasps]
959
00:43:35,940 --> 00:43:40,150
[slow suspenseful
music continues]
960
00:43:42,600 --> 00:43:45,600
[curtain rattles]
961
00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:49,880
[slow suspenseful
music continues]
962
00:43:57,960 --> 00:43:59,310
[slow suspenseful
music continues]
963
00:43:59,340 --> 00:44:00,240
Hello, Ben.
964
00:44:02,170 --> 00:44:03,100
[dart thuds]
- Oh!
965
00:44:03,140 --> 00:44:04,660
Oh!
- Ooh. Shit!
966
00:44:04,690 --> 00:44:06,140
- Uh, that's okay. No, no,
you j-
967
00:44:06,180 --> 00:44:07,070
- Are you all right?
- Yeah, you just,
968
00:44:07,110 --> 00:44:08,110
you just got me in the,
969
00:44:08,140 --> 00:44:09,040
you just got me-
- In the eye?
970
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:09,940
Oh my God, Ben,
971
00:44:09,970 --> 00:44:10,770
I'm so sorry.
- I'm okay, it's fine.
972
00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:11,980
That, that was awesome.
973
00:44:12,010 --> 00:44:13,600
[stammers] It, it's really,
it's just a foam dart.
974
00:44:13,630 --> 00:44:16,010
- No, no. It, it still
could detach a cornea.
975
00:44:16,050 --> 00:44:17,330
- What?
- Yeah. Can you see me?
976
00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:18,640
- Yeah. Loud, loud and clear.
977
00:44:18,670 --> 00:44:22,710
- Oh. Oh, Ben, I'm so
sorry I ruined your game.
978
00:44:22,750 --> 00:44:24,470
- You, you won our game.
979
00:44:24,510 --> 00:44:26,160
Our game. You won our game.
980
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:27,850
That, that was awesome.
981
00:44:27,890 --> 00:44:31,750
You, you're like a,
like, like a gun fighter.
982
00:44:31,790 --> 00:44:36,760
You're like, like some kinda
Wolf Warrior Franny. [groans]
983
00:44:36,790 --> 00:44:38,170
That was awesome.
984
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:40,620
- Here.
- Ah.
985
00:44:40,660 --> 00:44:41,940
- Do you want me to blow on it?
986
00:44:41,970 --> 00:44:43,250
- What?
987
00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:45,250
- Oh, my grandma used to do it
when we got poked in the eye.
988
00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:46,910
I think it helps.
989
00:44:46,940 --> 00:44:47,800
Yeah. Okay.
990
00:44:49,010 --> 00:44:50,320
[Fran blowing]
991
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:54,950
[gentle bright poignant music]
992
00:44:54,980 --> 00:44:56,680
Is that better?
993
00:44:56,710 --> 00:45:00,610
[gentle bright poignant music]
994
00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:02,750
Okay.
995
00:45:04,230 --> 00:45:08,270
[gentle bright poignant
music continues]
996
00:45:08,310 --> 00:45:10,070
You want something to drink?
997
00:45:10,100 --> 00:45:12,730
[paper rustling]
998
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:14,870
- Yeah, like, like a beer?
999
00:45:17,830 --> 00:45:20,420
- [Fran] Yeah, I can do a beer.
1000
00:45:21,460 --> 00:45:24,460
[traffic whooshing]
1001
00:45:25,740 --> 00:45:28,290
[soft music]
[vocalist singing faintly]
1002
00:45:28,330 --> 00:45:31,370
- Ah, and then these.
I'm just gonna.
1003
00:45:33,370 --> 00:45:38,340
[soft music]
[vocalist singing faintly]
1004
00:45:40,890 --> 00:45:43,170
Hey, you know, we could, um,
1005
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:52,180
do you remem, do you
remember [sighs]
1006
00:45:52,210 --> 00:45:54,490
the Honor Society trip?
1007
00:45:54,530 --> 00:45:56,320
You know, in the hotel,
when I asked you to prom
1008
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:57,810
with all the histrionics?
1009
00:45:57,840 --> 00:45:59,770
My, mine, not yours.
1010
00:45:59,810 --> 00:46:03,190
And you said, "Maybe,"
and then you said, "Yes."
1011
00:46:03,220 --> 00:46:04,850
And then you stayed home
from school for like a week,
1012
00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:06,230
'cause you were so
sick with worry.
1013
00:46:06,260 --> 00:46:07,090
And then you came back
1014
00:46:07,130 --> 00:46:09,370
and said you needed it
to be a "No."
1015
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:11,610
- I, uh.
- It, it's not a shame parade.
1016
00:46:11,650 --> 00:46:13,550
I just, I just thought,
1017
00:46:14,650 --> 00:46:18,900
well, hey, we got all
this stuff and we can,
1018
00:46:18,930 --> 00:46:21,590
I don't know, we, we could like,
1019
00:46:22,970 --> 00:46:25,700
like redeem the
whole prom thing.
1020
00:46:26,870 --> 00:46:30,360
[soft music]
[vocalist singing faintly]
1021
00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:31,220
Hm.
1022
00:46:33,740 --> 00:46:35,600
Well, we're on the right track.
1023
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:36,600
- Call to fight evil?
1024
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:38,290
- Well, it's more like
right or wrong.
1025
00:46:38,330 --> 00:46:39,950
Again, mine, not yours.
1026
00:46:39,990 --> 00:46:42,090
- I'm the one-
[Ben clicks tongue]
1027
00:46:42,130 --> 00:46:43,160
- It's 11:11.
1028
00:46:45,060 --> 00:46:45,890
So, uh?
1029
00:46:49,550 --> 00:46:52,480
[plastic rustling]
1030
00:46:54,620 --> 00:46:56,800
[items thudding]
1031
00:46:56,830 --> 00:47:01,250
[slow suspenseful music]
[device chiming]
1032
00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:05,600
[quirky suspenseful music]
[girl giggling]
1033
00:47:05,630 --> 00:47:08,810
[lively upbeat music]
1034
00:47:17,330 --> 00:47:21,300
[lively upbeat music continues]
1035
00:47:23,720 --> 00:47:25,340
[balloon pops and hisses]
1036
00:47:25,380 --> 00:47:29,830
♪ Cold sweats in the night ♪
1037
00:47:29,860 --> 00:47:33,040
♪ And I'm drenched ♪
1038
00:47:33,070 --> 00:47:35,590
- You were so ahead
of your time.
1039
00:47:35,630 --> 00:47:39,910
Kids these days, is their
spectacle asking out prom dates?
1040
00:47:39,940 --> 00:47:44,390
- Oh no, no, those kids?
Those kids lack courage.
1041
00:47:44,430 --> 00:47:45,460
Yeah, they, they can't even ask
1042
00:47:45,500 --> 00:47:47,850
in an intentional sentence with,
with more
1043
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:48,920
than one syllable.
1044
00:47:48,950 --> 00:47:50,780
Prom? Question mark.
1045
00:47:50,810 --> 00:47:55,300
No, uh, that's a, that's a
pseudo attempt, you know?
1046
00:47:55,340 --> 00:47:57,680
Made out of fear of
actually having to have
1047
00:47:57,720 --> 00:48:00,070
a meaningful,
reciprocal conversation.
1048
00:48:00,100 --> 00:48:02,930
No, no, I mean, that's
solely manufactured
1049
00:48:02,970 --> 00:48:07,140
to be documented for some
perceived social capital.
1050
00:48:09,390 --> 00:48:11,770
There's, there's no kindness.
1051
00:48:13,010 --> 00:48:15,490
No, there's no elegant pursuit
1052
00:48:16,460 --> 00:48:18,980
that makes another
person feel seen
1053
00:48:19,020 --> 00:48:21,500
or, you know, wanted or known.
1054
00:48:24,950 --> 00:48:28,200
No, it's just some
saccharine extension
1055
00:48:29,060 --> 00:48:31,440
of the one-sided placebo form
1056
00:48:33,370 --> 00:48:35,170
of faux communication.
1057
00:48:37,380 --> 00:48:38,790
I'm sorry, sorry.
1058
00:48:40,310 --> 00:48:42,520
- It was kind of an ambush.
1059
00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:44,830
♪ Tale as old as time ♪
1060
00:48:44,870 --> 00:48:46,250
- [gasps] You loved
"Beauty and the Beast."
1061
00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:48,460
- In the 8th grade!
1062
00:48:48,490 --> 00:48:51,320
- I. [sighs]
1063
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:53,150
Well, I thought,
1064
00:48:53,190 --> 00:48:55,810
yeah, because Belle loved
reading books,
1065
00:48:55,850 --> 00:48:57,190
and she seemed okay
with all the body hair,
1066
00:48:57,230 --> 00:49:01,890
that I- I thought it might
be, like, aspirationally apt,
1067
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:04,300
and "The Fugitive"
doesn't really have
1068
00:49:04,340 --> 00:49:07,650
a soundtrack you can dance to,
so.
1069
00:49:07,680 --> 00:49:08,480
[gentle bright music]
♪ Messing around ♪
1070
00:49:08,510 --> 00:49:12,380
♪ In your backseat tonight ♪
1071
00:49:12,410 --> 00:49:14,660
♪ Tonight ♪
1072
00:49:14,690 --> 00:49:16,210
- I'm sorry about all that.
1073
00:49:16,250 --> 00:49:18,940
- I'm, I'm sorry. I'm, I'm
the one who should be sorry.
1074
00:49:18,970 --> 00:49:22,180
- No, no, I mean, I- I
may not be a spectacle,
1075
00:49:22,220 --> 00:49:23,490
"Will you go to prom with me?"
1076
00:49:23,530 --> 00:49:27,150
1998 National Honor
Society trip top secret.
1077
00:49:27,190 --> 00:49:30,400
- Like a "Beauty and the
Beast" ambush kinda gal?
1078
00:49:30,430 --> 00:49:33,260
- No. But I am sorry
for the after.
1079
00:49:34,330 --> 00:49:36,780
♪ I wanna keep my leash off,
but you ♪
1080
00:49:36,820 --> 00:49:40,200
- No, you, you don't
have to be sorry.
1081
00:49:40,230 --> 00:49:44,620
- Well, I can. I get to
when I wanted to say it.
1082
00:49:44,650 --> 00:49:46,590
- I, you, you, you
wanted to go with Scott,
1083
00:49:46,620 --> 00:49:49,450
so I- I mean, I was
glad to do it.
1084
00:49:49,490 --> 00:49:52,180
- Yeah. That
probably wasn't fun.
1085
00:49:54,590 --> 00:49:56,180
Breaking it off so
publicly at lunch,
1086
00:49:56,220 --> 00:49:58,080
so I wouldn't look bad?
1087
00:50:01,810 --> 00:50:05,090
And when I went to the
dance with Scott,
1088
00:50:08,750 --> 00:50:11,510
I appreciated what
you did for me.
1089
00:50:15,990 --> 00:50:19,140
- Oh, I, you know, I- I
did it for me.
1090
00:50:21,590 --> 00:50:22,480
Well, some.
1091
00:50:26,450 --> 00:50:29,730
Mostly. [chuckles]
1092
00:50:29,770 --> 00:50:30,600
It's, uh.
1093
00:50:32,700 --> 00:50:33,530
I mean, how much fun would it be
1094
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:35,360
to dance with someone all night
1095
00:50:35,390 --> 00:50:37,740
who didn't wanna be
dancing with you?
1096
00:50:37,770 --> 00:50:41,740
You know, like a, like a
prom hostage? [chuckles]
1097
00:50:41,780 --> 00:50:43,400
- Yeah.
1098
00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:44,370
- It's not fair to you.
1099
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:47,440
It's, it's not really
fun for me, so.
1100
00:50:48,790 --> 00:50:52,820
♪ A song for anybody
else but me ♪
1101
00:50:52,860 --> 00:50:56,860
♪ Don't make up a dance
for anybody else but me ♪
1102
00:50:56,900 --> 00:50:58,760
♪ Ooh, I know ♪
1103
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:01,630
- So I- I went with
Margaret Vickers.
1104
00:51:01,660 --> 00:51:05,350
I mean, she asked me
like right away,
1105
00:51:05,390 --> 00:51:07,870
after the news broke about us.
1106
00:51:08,870 --> 00:51:13,050
And, [sighs] and besides,
I mean,
1107
00:51:13,090 --> 00:51:17,470
she saw me naked, so we
already had a connection.
1108
00:51:17,500 --> 00:51:19,820
And then I took her
home so she didn't miss
1109
00:51:19,850 --> 00:51:21,750
the last hour of TJF
with her folks,
1110
00:51:21,780 --> 00:51:23,860
because those were her
favorite shows,
1111
00:51:23,890 --> 00:51:26,100
and uh, went to my house
1112
00:51:26,130 --> 00:51:29,450
and watched "Braveheart"
in my basement,
1113
00:51:30,760 --> 00:51:32,760
twice, two VHS tape set.
1114
00:51:35,140 --> 00:51:37,140
♪ For anybody else but me ♪
1115
00:51:37,180 --> 00:51:39,800
♪ Ooh, I know, Ohio boy ♪
1116
00:51:39,840 --> 00:51:41,530
♪ You're known for talking ♪
1117
00:51:41,560 --> 00:51:46,710
[device chimes]
[gentle soft romantic music]
1118
00:51:46,740 --> 00:51:49,540
- Oh, I- I just wanted
to say that these lyrics,
1119
00:51:49,570 --> 00:51:50,850
l- lovely though they may be,
1120
00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:52,920
don't accurately ref- reflect
1121
00:51:52,950 --> 00:51:56,680
my official position or
any undue sentiment apropos
1122
00:51:56,720 --> 00:51:58,480
of like my earlier
misunderstanding.
1123
00:51:58,510 --> 00:51:59,860
- Ben!
- I just wanna be clear.
1124
00:51:59,890 --> 00:52:00,750
- Come.
1125
00:52:00,790 --> 00:52:03,450
[gentle soft romantic music]
1126
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:08,620
♪ Ooh ♪
1127
00:52:08,660 --> 00:52:13,660
♪ Ooh ♪
1128
00:52:14,180 --> 00:52:15,840
♪ Ooh ♪
1129
00:52:15,870 --> 00:52:17,390
- Scott ended up dancing
the whole night
1130
00:52:17,430 --> 00:52:19,260
with someone else's date.
1131
00:52:19,290 --> 00:52:21,120
- I was aware, yeah.
1132
00:52:21,150 --> 00:52:23,640
[gentle soft romantic
music continues]
1133
00:52:23,670 --> 00:52:25,570
- Oh, what was even more weird.
1134
00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:27,920
I had made the prom court
for some reason.
1135
00:52:27,950 --> 00:52:29,920
- Hm.
- And I'm standing there
1136
00:52:29,960 --> 00:52:32,300
thinking, "How did I
even get here,
1137
00:52:32,340 --> 00:52:33,240
and why does it feel so nice
1138
00:52:33,270 --> 00:52:34,750
that these people I
thought hated me,
1139
00:52:34,790 --> 00:52:37,030
or didn't even know I
existed, voted for me
1140
00:52:37,070 --> 00:52:40,590
to be standing there
in this sash?"
1141
00:52:40,620 --> 00:52:42,660
- Yeah, I'm, I was probably
watching Mel Gibson
1142
00:52:42,690 --> 00:52:43,940
at this point.
1143
00:52:43,970 --> 00:52:48,940
I- I know it's problematic,
just, the record still stands.
1144
00:52:49,180 --> 00:52:50,180
- And I win.
1145
00:52:51,740 --> 00:52:53,810
I'm prom queen.
1146
00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:57,190
Oh, but, but before I can
dance with Alan v- um, van-
1147
00:52:57,220 --> 00:52:58,260
- Oh, van der Wijkde?
1148
00:52:58,290 --> 00:52:59,360
- Oh yeah.
- Yeah.
1149
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:00,190
- That guy.
- The Dutch dude?
1150
00:53:00,230 --> 00:53:01,230
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
1151
00:53:01,260 --> 00:53:04,090
- Yeah, before I can
dance with Alan Whatever,
1152
00:53:04,130 --> 00:53:07,370
Scott comes up and asks
if he can have a flower
1153
00:53:07,410 --> 00:53:12,000
from my prom queen bouquet for
his, you know, child bride.
1154
00:53:12,030 --> 00:53:13,100
- Ah, Steffie Green.
1155
00:53:13,140 --> 00:53:16,140
- Yeah, and I say, "Sure,
it's in the band room
1156
00:53:16,170 --> 00:53:19,110
where they store, you know,
the crowns and stuff."
1157
00:53:19,140 --> 00:53:21,140
And then I dance with Alan, um,
van-
1158
00:53:21,180 --> 00:53:24,320
- Van, van, van der Wijkde.
- Yeah. Alan van, whatever.
1159
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:26,560
And then I go back to look
at these flowers, like these,
1160
00:53:26,600 --> 00:53:29,770
this empirical evidence that
I'm not a complete loser
1161
00:53:29,810 --> 00:53:32,400
for this one fleeting
moment in high school.
1162
00:53:32,430 --> 00:53:34,120
And I come in and there's
my crown and my sash,
1163
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:37,400
and then there's just rubble,
1164
00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:39,580
ribbons ripped,
flowers destroyed,
1165
00:53:39,610 --> 00:53:43,310
like someone vomited a
chrysanthemum sandwich.
1166
00:53:43,340 --> 00:53:46,790
- Like baby's breath's fiddle
just blah blah everywhere?
1167
00:53:46,830 --> 00:53:48,590
- It was just a mess, a
complete mess.
1168
00:53:48,620 --> 00:53:49,860
- [Ben] Oh.
1169
00:53:49,900 --> 00:53:51,930
- So I threw it in the
trash and went home.
1170
00:53:51,970 --> 00:53:54,660
And I did not watch
"Braveheart."
1171
00:53:56,180 --> 00:53:56,970
- Twice.
1172
00:53:59,010 --> 00:54:00,770
[Ben chuckles]
1173
00:54:00,810 --> 00:54:03,810
[soft bright music]
1174
00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:09,260
- Like some cruel trick
becoming prom queen, anyway.
1175
00:54:11,510 --> 00:54:14,890
[bright upbeat music]
1176
00:54:14,920 --> 00:54:17,100
- Did you know that I, uh,
1177
00:54:19,310 --> 00:54:21,830
I used to request Guns
N' Roses' "November Rain"
1178
00:54:21,860 --> 00:54:23,410
like at every dance,
all the time.
1179
00:54:23,450 --> 00:54:24,620
- Yeah?
1180
00:54:24,660 --> 00:54:26,620
- Yeah, and I would, uh,
1181
00:54:28,490 --> 00:54:30,900
slip the college kid DJ
like a fiver,
1182
00:54:30,940 --> 00:54:33,010
and then I would post
up near Christie Deaver,
1183
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:35,460
so, you know, I could ask her
1184
00:54:37,700 --> 00:54:39,640
to dance as soon as the
song started.
1185
00:54:39,670 --> 00:54:42,330
[Fran chuckles]
1186
00:54:43,330 --> 00:54:46,820
And then, you know, for
8 minutes and 56 seconds,
1187
00:54:46,850 --> 00:54:49,160
you know, we, we could talk.
1188
00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:52,510
Well, ex- except for that
awkward moment
1189
00:54:52,550 --> 00:54:53,790
in the bridge when you're
not sure if you should
1190
00:54:53,820 --> 00:54:54,790
fast dance-
- Oh!
1191
00:54:54,820 --> 00:54:56,410
- Or just keep wobbling.
1192
00:54:56,450 --> 00:54:59,830
[gentle upbeat music]
1193
00:54:59,860 --> 00:55:01,240
But, and, and there was
some strategy to it,
1194
00:55:01,280 --> 00:55:02,380
but not, not like a trap,
1195
00:55:02,420 --> 00:55:05,420
I mean, they, they could go,
you know?
1196
00:55:05,460 --> 00:55:07,350
I was just hoping that,
1197
00:55:09,870 --> 00:55:13,400
you know, may, maybe
that she'd wanna stay.
1198
00:55:16,780 --> 00:55:19,190
But you, you, you could tell.
1199
00:55:22,060 --> 00:55:24,340
I mean, I- I- I could tell.
1200
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:26,200
She was nice,
1201
00:55:26,240 --> 00:55:31,140
but she was just waiting
for the song to be over.
1202
00:55:31,170 --> 00:55:33,310
[gentle upbeat music]
♪ But I still lick each one ♪
1203
00:55:33,350 --> 00:55:35,380
♪ And I ♪
1204
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:39,390
- [Fran] I'm sorry I
haven't kept in touch.
1205
00:55:39,420 --> 00:55:43,320
- You know, I haven't really
been in a place to be touched.
1206
00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:45,190
I- I mean, emails not.
1207
00:55:46,570 --> 00:55:49,600
[Fran and Ben laugh]
1208
00:55:51,290 --> 00:55:52,610
I'm sorry.
- No.
1209
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:58,540
Oh God, I just wanted to
get outta here, you know?
1210
00:55:58,580 --> 00:56:02,550
Find myself apart from
this place, and from Mom.
1211
00:56:04,100 --> 00:56:05,410
- Well, did you?
1212
00:56:06,310 --> 00:56:07,660
Find yourself?
1213
00:56:07,690 --> 00:56:09,110
- Shut up.
1214
00:56:09,140 --> 00:56:11,520
I don't know. I love Chicago.
1215
00:56:13,560 --> 00:56:16,420
Loved finally having autonomy.
Still do.
1216
00:56:16,460 --> 00:56:17,800
My private practice
was going well
1217
00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:20,320
until I had to put it on hold.
1218
00:56:21,700 --> 00:56:24,780
But these last few years,
losing Mom,
1219
00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:28,260
it's shifted some stuff,
you know?
1220
00:56:28,300 --> 00:56:30,640
♪ And you're gonna be fine ♪
1221
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:31,710
- [Ben] Yeah.
1222
00:56:33,230 --> 00:56:36,240
- How have you been since Lana,
and?
1223
00:56:38,720 --> 00:56:39,580
- It's just like you forget
1224
00:56:39,620 --> 00:56:41,620
about your own stuff, kinda,
you know?
1225
00:56:41,660 --> 00:56:43,000
- Yeah.
1226
00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:43,830
- [Ben] It doesn't really enter
1227
00:56:43,860 --> 00:56:46,210
into the equation after a while.
1228
00:56:46,250 --> 00:56:48,350
[gentle upbeat music]
[vocalist harmonizing]
1229
00:56:48,390 --> 00:56:50,910
♪ And you're gonna be fine ♪
1230
00:56:50,940 --> 00:56:53,810
♪ You'll see ♪
1231
00:56:53,840 --> 00:56:56,600
- It's not all terrible,
you know?
1232
00:56:59,160 --> 00:57:00,670
I'm grateful for it, you know,
in a way,
1233
00:57:00,710 --> 00:57:02,990
but in, in, in a, in a big way.
1234
00:57:03,020 --> 00:57:06,200
[gentle upbeat music]
1235
00:57:07,720 --> 00:57:10,790
There's this privilege,
you know, in learning
1236
00:57:10,820 --> 00:57:13,960
that people who let you
love the most,
1237
00:57:15,550 --> 00:57:18,140
you know, they, they may end up
1238
00:57:20,140 --> 00:57:21,350
being the ones that, you know,
1239
00:57:21,380 --> 00:57:23,390
cause you the most pain.
1240
00:57:26,110 --> 00:57:31,020
You get to make this decision,
you know, that acknowledges
1241
00:57:31,050 --> 00:57:33,290
that to be open to the good
1242
00:57:35,470 --> 00:57:37,260
that the, that the bad,
or at least the hard,
1243
00:57:37,300 --> 00:57:39,370
you know, could, could
be coming too.
1244
00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:41,230
- Mm-hmm.
- It's like some kind of,
1245
00:57:41,270 --> 00:57:43,270
I don't know, like
emotional physics.
1246
00:57:43,300 --> 00:57:48,270
- Yeah, [chuckles] and
Newtonian feelings,
1247
00:57:48,310 --> 00:57:50,520
opposite and equal reaction.
1248
00:57:50,550 --> 00:57:53,660
Yeah, I- I felt closer to my mom
1249
00:57:53,690 --> 00:57:56,560
than I ever did when
she was dying.
1250
00:57:59,110 --> 00:57:59,940
- Yeah.
1251
00:58:01,110 --> 00:58:03,940
And to be open for the good,
you have to acknowledge
1252
00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:06,220
the possibility of the bad,
1253
00:58:09,020 --> 00:58:10,190
and sad.
1254
00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:13,610
[soft slow bright music]
1255
00:58:16,410 --> 00:58:18,860
♪ Sometimes I look in
the mirror ♪
1256
00:58:18,890 --> 00:58:21,650
♪ And I stare at the bald
spot at top of my head ♪
1257
00:58:21,690 --> 00:58:23,860
[gentle upbeat music]
1258
00:58:23,900 --> 00:58:26,620
- Are you gonna be
able to do this?
1259
00:58:26,660 --> 00:58:28,520
Like, is this the place
1260
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:32,460
where you wanna be right now?
1261
00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:37,700
I know you're going through
a lot and so am I, but...
1262
00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:40,530
- I don't know if I,
1263
00:58:42,120 --> 00:58:45,020
yeah, I- I- I- I
wanna be anywhere,
1264
00:58:46,750 --> 00:58:49,130
you know, right now.
1265
00:58:49,160 --> 00:58:51,160
- What do you mean?
1266
00:58:51,200 --> 00:58:52,440
- I don't know, I.
1267
00:58:52,480 --> 00:58:54,270
♪ 'Cause this mess ♪
1268
00:58:54,310 --> 00:58:56,240
- No, I- I mean, I had
been thinking that.
1269
00:58:56,270 --> 00:59:00,040
♪ Ever been and I
guess all of the ♪
1270
00:59:00,070 --> 00:59:02,040
[device chimes]
1271
00:59:02,070 --> 00:59:05,040
- I had been thinking that it's,
it's,
1272
00:59:05,070 --> 00:59:06,730
uh, you know, after,
1273
00:59:09,630 --> 00:59:11,870
maybe it's just time to go.
1274
00:59:15,150 --> 00:59:16,470
No, I- I- I had been thinking,
1275
00:59:16,500 --> 00:59:18,230
n- not, I'm not like,
1276
00:59:20,750 --> 00:59:24,890
it was just hard to handle
all the, like, the, um,
1277
00:59:26,610 --> 00:59:27,650
I don't know.
1278
00:59:28,720 --> 00:59:30,620
I don't know, like
to think of...
1279
00:59:30,650 --> 00:59:32,960
[stammers] Like, like,
like the kids, like these,
1280
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:35,170
like these generations,
you know, just below us?
1281
00:59:35,210 --> 00:59:38,830
I- I'm just alarmed by
how much I'm bothered
1282
00:59:40,010 --> 00:59:42,940
by, like, millennials
at all lately,
1283
00:59:43,870 --> 00:59:45,220
you know, I just,
they're grasping
1284
00:59:45,250 --> 00:59:48,190
for any excuse to insulate them
1285
00:59:48,220 --> 00:59:49,770
from having to put in
any actual effort
1286
00:59:49,810 --> 00:59:51,910
while exuberantly patting
themselves on the back
1287
00:59:51,950 --> 00:59:54,850
for like minimal levels
adulting, I just.
1288
00:59:54,880 --> 00:59:57,160
I mean, all that self-care
and boundary talk,
1289
00:59:57,200 --> 00:59:59,060
often it's just camouflage
1290
00:59:59,090 --> 01:00:03,480
for acting like scaredy cat,
self-important assholes!
1291
01:00:04,580 --> 01:00:05,960
No, I don't wanna hydrate.
1292
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:07,590
Christ, when'd we all
forget about electrolytes?
1293
01:00:07,620 --> 01:00:11,240
I haven't. That's why
I ate all those chips.
1294
01:00:13,970 --> 01:00:17,660
- Okay, so you, so you want
to, because of millennials?
1295
01:00:17,700 --> 01:00:18,730
- No, no, I'm sorry.
1296
01:00:18,770 --> 01:00:21,980
I don't, I don't, I don't
know why I said that, I.
1297
01:00:22,010 --> 01:00:23,570
Maybe just people acting
1298
01:00:23,600 --> 01:00:26,260
like they have a, a
monopoly on feelings.
1299
01:00:26,290 --> 01:00:27,540
I don't, I don't hate the kids.
1300
01:00:27,570 --> 01:00:29,570
I'm just a- aggressively
1301
01:00:33,580 --> 01:00:35,580
bewildered by them.
1302
01:00:35,610 --> 01:00:38,170
- Okay, let's, [sighs]
let's put millennials
1303
01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:40,240
to the side for a moment.
1304
01:00:41,210 --> 01:00:43,830
Are you saying that you want to?
1305
01:00:45,660 --> 01:00:47,970
- No, I- I- I'm here,
Franny. I- I am here.
1306
01:00:48,010 --> 01:00:49,320
I- I don't know if that's a sign
1307
01:00:49,350 --> 01:00:51,220
that I am or that I'm not.
1308
01:00:51,250 --> 01:00:52,940
I'm just saying that I
had been leaning
1309
01:00:52,980 --> 01:00:54,870
to- towards the former.
1310
01:00:56,220 --> 01:00:58,220
- Former meaning after
we're done here?
1311
01:00:58,260 --> 01:01:00,360
- Yeah, [stammers] no, I mean,
1312
01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:02,430
it's, it's all, it's just, I,
it,
1313
01:01:02,470 --> 01:01:05,680
[stammers] it's like
part of why I am here.
1314
01:01:05,710 --> 01:01:07,020
It's just part.
1315
01:01:07,060 --> 01:01:08,400
- Part of why you're
here with me?
1316
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:09,960
You agreed to be my donor,
1317
01:01:09,990 --> 01:01:12,370
so you're doing this because?
1318
01:01:13,650 --> 01:01:15,650
- So something would,
I don't know,
1319
01:01:15,690 --> 01:01:18,410
so maybe I could feel like
I did something right.
1320
01:01:18,450 --> 01:01:20,970
I- I could finally do
something right.
1321
01:01:21,000 --> 01:01:22,590
Could do something right.
1322
01:01:22,630 --> 01:01:26,870
I could find, and I- I
can't even do that either.
1323
01:01:26,910 --> 01:01:27,870
I- I'm just.
1324
01:01:29,250 --> 01:01:31,500
I wanna be honest about
how things had been going.
1325
01:01:31,530 --> 01:01:34,120
And I- I- I thought you,
that you may wanna know,
1326
01:01:34,150 --> 01:01:35,190
and I'm, I am sorry.
- No, I'm glad
1327
01:01:35,220 --> 01:01:36,020
that you told me.
- It's not like
1328
01:01:36,050 --> 01:01:37,260
I'm gonna go, I'm not.
- I'm, I'm-
1329
01:01:37,300 --> 01:01:38,430
- I'm not-
- I'm, I'm,
1330
01:01:38,470 --> 01:01:39,680
I'm glad you told me.
- And now
1331
01:01:39,710 --> 01:01:41,680
I've just, and, and now
I've ruined prom twice!
1332
01:01:41,710 --> 01:01:43,200
- No, you didn't,
didn't ruin prom.
1333
01:01:43,230 --> 01:01:44,060
- Kinda, kinda,
1334
01:01:44,100 --> 01:01:44,890
kinda did.
- No, no, no.
1335
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:46,550
Stop being a
negative narcissist!
1336
01:01:46,580 --> 01:01:48,170
You're not to blame
for everything.
1337
01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:50,690
Okay? So? [chuckles]
1338
01:01:50,720 --> 01:01:52,070
I need a moment.
1339
01:01:57,040 --> 01:02:00,080
Why didn't you put this
on the questionnaire?
1340
01:02:00,110 --> 01:02:02,180
- Well, you didn't ask
it on the questionnaire.
1341
01:02:02,220 --> 01:02:04,740
- Oh, the questionnaire had to
do with your general health.
1342
01:02:04,770 --> 01:02:06,190
I would think it would
be a given that-
1343
01:02:06,220 --> 01:02:08,290
- What, what, to say something?
1344
01:02:08,330 --> 01:02:13,260
[stammers] Because I haven't
seen you in like 25 years,
1345
01:02:13,300 --> 01:02:16,300
and it's really, Fran, it's
really none of your business.
1346
01:02:16,330 --> 01:02:18,100
- It is my business!
1347
01:02:18,130 --> 01:02:21,270
It became my business
when you agreed.
1348
01:02:22,620 --> 01:02:24,930
[Fran scoffing]
1349
01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:26,590
Oh, okay. I'm sorry.
1350
01:02:27,620 --> 01:02:30,590
Like, is there a history of,
of this,
1351
01:02:31,630 --> 01:02:33,900
of mental illness, or
anything like this,
1352
01:02:33,940 --> 01:02:35,150
in your family?
1353
01:02:36,290 --> 01:02:38,150
Your parents?
1354
01:02:38,180 --> 01:02:39,670
- No, just cancer.
1355
01:02:41,810 --> 01:02:43,120
- And your wife?
1356
01:02:44,540 --> 01:02:45,400
- My wife?
1357
01:02:48,060 --> 01:02:52,410
[sighs] I didn't, I didn't
marry my cousin, Fran!
1358
01:02:52,440 --> 01:02:53,610
I just had my wife die on me.
1359
01:02:53,650 --> 01:02:56,580
So, so boom, you know,
there I was!
1360
01:02:59,210 --> 01:03:03,520
- Okay, so you contemplating
suicide is due to Lana,
1361
01:03:04,380 --> 01:03:06,450
your grief, your parents?
1362
01:03:07,730 --> 01:03:09,560
It's not something that
precedes them, right?
1363
01:03:09,590 --> 01:03:11,180
Something chemical?
1364
01:03:15,190 --> 01:03:17,260
So, just so I understand.
1365
01:03:18,570 --> 01:03:20,300
Here you are,
1366
01:03:20,330 --> 01:03:23,540
here you are right now
feeling these things,
1367
01:03:23,570 --> 01:03:27,720
hoping you can do something
right before you what?
1368
01:03:27,750 --> 01:03:28,890
Kill yourself?
1369
01:03:31,510 --> 01:03:35,660
I'm sorry, but I am not
sorry that I have to know.
1370
01:03:41,940 --> 01:03:42,770
Ben?
1371
01:03:49,260 --> 01:03:53,120
You know, the moment my
mom died, she took this
1372
01:03:55,230 --> 01:03:56,640
long last breath.
1373
01:03:58,300 --> 01:04:01,410
It was just me and this
hospice nurse.
1374
01:04:01,440 --> 01:04:03,340
Oh God, this nurse had
been there every moment.
1375
01:04:03,370 --> 01:04:06,240
I couldn't have done
it without her.
1376
01:04:07,240 --> 01:04:09,760
And my mom, she takes
this last breath,
1377
01:04:09,790 --> 01:04:10,690
this, this.
1378
01:04:14,420 --> 01:04:18,040
[Fran exhales deeply]
1379
01:04:18,080 --> 01:04:20,110
[soft somber music]
1380
01:04:20,150 --> 01:04:23,010
[Fran sobbing]
1381
01:04:23,050 --> 01:04:25,570
And then she's gone. [scoffs]
1382
01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:27,640
And I- I look up at,
at this nurse,
1383
01:04:27,670 --> 01:04:29,610
and she's just gazing at my mom,
1384
01:04:29,640 --> 01:04:31,640
as if I'm not even in the room.
1385
01:04:31,680 --> 01:04:34,330
And she, she whispers in wonder,
1386
01:04:37,410 --> 01:04:39,890
"It's just like giving birth."
1387
01:04:41,620 --> 01:04:43,520
And I had this surge of jealousy
1388
01:04:43,550 --> 01:04:46,830
that she, she understood
something deep
1389
01:04:46,860 --> 01:04:50,390
and primal that I didn't,
you know?
1390
01:04:50,420 --> 01:04:53,420
[soft somber music]
1391
01:04:55,670 --> 01:04:57,390
I don't dismiss this.
1392
01:04:58,460 --> 01:05:02,670
My heart breaks to see how
hard this has been for you.
1393
01:05:02,710 --> 01:05:04,430
How hard it is still.
1394
01:05:05,750 --> 01:05:08,750
It truly does, but I- I
can't pretend
1395
01:05:08,780 --> 01:05:11,410
that, as empathetic
as I am to you,
1396
01:05:11,440 --> 01:05:14,200
somebody who I am
truly glad to see
1397
01:05:14,240 --> 01:05:17,450
and to have here, and to
have reconnected with,
1398
01:05:17,480 --> 01:05:20,310
I can't pretend that
anything I feel about you
1399
01:05:20,350 --> 01:05:22,940
eclipses the health
and happiness
1400
01:05:22,970 --> 01:05:25,350
of this long hoped for child.
1401
01:05:29,360 --> 01:05:32,050
I have tried to, to
give you space
1402
01:05:33,120 --> 01:05:35,600
and time to fulfill your
end of the bargain here.
1403
01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:38,090
I have tried to make
this a safe space,
1404
01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:42,400
but I am done bending over
backwards to accommodate.
1405
01:05:43,470 --> 01:05:46,480
I'm a 44-year-old
woman who only has
1406
01:05:46,510 --> 01:05:49,000
a certain amount of time,
[chuckles]
1407
01:05:49,030 --> 01:05:50,130
biologically speaking.
1408
01:05:50,170 --> 01:05:52,760
I am here to try to begin life,
1409
01:05:54,860 --> 01:05:56,760
not to help end it.
1410
01:05:56,800 --> 01:05:59,760
[soft somber music]
1411
01:06:02,910 --> 01:06:06,770
I booked the rooms through
to tomorrow morning.
1412
01:06:08,770 --> 01:06:12,430
You're welcome to stay
until your flight out.
1413
01:06:12,470 --> 01:06:15,440
[soft somber music]
1414
01:06:16,440 --> 01:06:17,850
- Franny! Franny!
1415
01:06:20,410 --> 01:06:22,860
[door thuds]
1416
01:06:24,340 --> 01:06:27,720
[soft slow somber music]
1417
01:06:34,450 --> 01:06:36,910
[Fran sighs]
1418
01:06:38,320 --> 01:06:39,670
[door thuds]
1419
01:06:39,700 --> 01:06:43,910
[soft slow somber
music continues]
1420
01:06:52,470 --> 01:06:55,410
[phone ringing]
1421
01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:58,200
[Fran sighs]
1422
01:06:58,240 --> 01:07:02,340
[phone continues ringing]
1423
01:07:02,380 --> 01:07:03,210
- Ow.
1424
01:07:04,240 --> 01:07:07,730
[phone continues ringing]
1425
01:07:09,770 --> 01:07:14,490
[Fran sighs]
[phone continues ringing]
1426
01:07:14,530 --> 01:07:17,810
[Fran sniffles]
1427
01:07:17,840 --> 01:07:18,670
Hello?
1428
01:07:20,260 --> 01:07:22,740
- Hello, I'm calling for Fran.
1429
01:07:23,640 --> 01:07:27,780
[Fran inhales and
exhales deeply]
1430
01:07:32,030 --> 01:07:33,030
Fran, I, um.
1431
01:07:36,140 --> 01:07:36,970
I, uh.
1432
01:07:38,830 --> 01:07:40,870
[knuckles rapping]
1433
01:07:40,900 --> 01:07:42,000
- [Fran] Ben?
1434
01:07:43,940 --> 01:07:45,530
- Yes?
1435
01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:48,360
- [Fran] I need my
coat and purse.
1436
01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:52,120
- Okay.
1437
01:07:53,570 --> 01:07:56,570
[footsteps tapping]
1438
01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,070
[device thuds]
1439
01:08:10,310 --> 01:08:14,070
[sighs] All right, I- I got it.
1440
01:08:14,110 --> 01:08:15,040
[door creaks]
1441
01:08:15,070 --> 01:08:18,770
[streamers rustle]
1442
01:08:18,800 --> 01:08:19,630
Oh.
1443
01:08:24,460 --> 01:08:25,290
[door creaks]
1444
01:08:25,320 --> 01:08:26,570
Fran, I- I ju-
1445
01:08:26,600 --> 01:08:29,120
[door thuds]
1446
01:08:32,300 --> 01:08:35,440
[gentle upbeat music]
1447
01:08:41,370 --> 01:08:44,520
[gentle bright music]
1448
01:08:48,210 --> 01:08:50,940
[Ben sighs]
[vocalist harmonizing]
1449
01:08:50,970 --> 01:08:53,870
[gentle bright music continues]
1450
01:08:53,900 --> 01:08:57,320
♪ You know, I was really
onto something ♪
1451
01:08:57,360 --> 01:09:00,080
♪ Coming round on a carousel ♪
1452
01:09:00,120 --> 01:09:04,120
[gentle bright music continues]
1453
01:09:05,880 --> 01:09:09,440
♪ Freedom, got the spirit
up and running ♪
1454
01:09:09,470 --> 01:09:11,720
♪ Get the key when I
ring the bell ♪
1455
01:09:11,750 --> 01:09:12,850
[gentle bright music continues]
1456
01:09:12,890 --> 01:09:15,820
[vocalist humming]
1457
01:09:17,790 --> 01:09:20,240
♪ Sad to see you stuck ♪
1458
01:09:20,280 --> 01:09:23,660
♪ Where I got to clear ♪
1459
01:09:23,690 --> 01:09:27,390
♪ Now steal my glass
and drink away ♪
1460
01:09:27,420 --> 01:09:29,970
[gentle bright music continues]
1461
01:09:30,010 --> 01:09:34,980
♪ Maybe I don't like how
long it takes ♪
1462
01:09:35,260 --> 01:09:37,710
♪ Thought I saw the sun
for a second ♪
1463
01:09:37,740 --> 01:09:42,160
♪ But now I don't know
if I'm gonna get it ♪
1464
01:09:42,190 --> 01:09:45,200
♪ Did I close my hand too fast ♪
1465
01:09:45,230 --> 01:09:47,060
♪ I'm bruised ♪
1466
01:09:47,100 --> 01:09:49,960
♪ Thought you were the one that,
baby ♪
1467
01:09:49,990 --> 01:09:53,960
♪ Would take me to the
floor and deliver ♪
1468
01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:56,760
♪ To the sky with the fall ♪
1469
01:09:56,790 --> 01:10:00,110
♪ And I'm not never
coming home ♪
1470
01:10:00,140 --> 01:10:05,110
[bright solemn music]
[vocalist harmonizing]
1471
01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:10,150
[car rumbling]
1472
01:10:11,950 --> 01:10:14,850
[metal clattering]
1473
01:10:16,570 --> 01:10:19,710
[car tires crunching]
1474
01:10:23,610 --> 01:10:26,340
[wind whooshing]
1475
01:10:27,650 --> 01:10:29,070
[door thuds]
1476
01:10:29,100 --> 01:10:32,110
[footsteps tapping]
1477
01:10:36,700 --> 01:10:39,420
[wind whooshing]
1478
01:10:43,740 --> 01:10:47,160
- Sorry, I- I was just
kinda re- marooned
1479
01:10:48,090 --> 01:10:50,680
in your room, sans keys,
sans coat,
1480
01:10:50,710 --> 01:10:52,060
sans everything.
1481
01:10:56,230 --> 01:10:57,890
I, there's not a coffee
maker in there,
1482
01:10:57,920 --> 01:10:59,480
and the, and the office
is still closed,
1483
01:10:59,510 --> 01:11:02,520
so I- I just ran these
underneath the tap
1484
01:11:02,550 --> 01:11:05,760
till they got at least a
little warmer.
1485
01:11:08,250 --> 01:11:09,070
Sorry.
1486
01:11:12,040 --> 01:11:12,910
Can I?
1487
01:11:15,050 --> 01:11:17,880
[gate clattering]
1488
01:11:20,780 --> 01:11:23,190
[gate thuds]
1489
01:11:25,370 --> 01:11:28,090
[chair scraping]
1490
01:11:29,720 --> 01:11:34,650
[traffic droning]
[horns honking]
1491
01:11:36,520 --> 01:11:38,070
Morning.
- Morning.
1492
01:11:40,210 --> 01:11:41,620
You want one?
1493
01:11:41,660 --> 01:11:43,380
- Yeah, but no, I don't.
1494
01:11:43,420 --> 01:11:45,560
Oh, well, [stammers] I don't.
1495
01:11:45,590 --> 01:11:49,800
Maybe I'll just hold one
to, you know, be sociable.
1496
01:11:51,840 --> 01:11:53,910
- You want me to light it?
- Yeah.
1497
01:11:53,950 --> 01:11:56,050
[lighter clicks]
1498
01:11:56,090 --> 01:11:57,540
Nice.
1499
01:11:57,570 --> 01:12:00,230
[Fran chuckles]
1500
01:12:03,470 --> 01:12:06,230
[lighter clicking]
1501
01:12:06,270 --> 01:12:09,000
[wind whooshing]
1502
01:12:15,660 --> 01:12:17,630
- I don't take for granted
what you shared or-
1503
01:12:17,660 --> 01:12:18,730
- Sure. Appreciate that.
1504
01:12:18,760 --> 01:12:19,630
- How hard it must have been
1505
01:12:19,660 --> 01:12:20,900
to share it.
- Sure.
1506
01:12:20,940 --> 01:12:21,840
No, no, no.
- And I want you to know
1507
01:12:21,870 --> 01:12:22,800
that I don't blame you
1508
01:12:22,840 --> 01:12:23,670
or think-
- Sure.
1509
01:12:23,700 --> 01:12:24,940
- You're bad for having
those thoughts.
1510
01:12:24,980 --> 01:12:26,390
- Of course. Yeah.
- I'm glad you shared.
1511
01:12:26,430 --> 01:12:27,570
You should share,
1512
01:12:27,600 --> 01:12:29,260
be sharing, Ben?
- Yeah, yeah.
1513
01:12:29,290 --> 01:12:30,740
Yeah?
- I- I appreciate
1514
01:12:30,780 --> 01:12:32,290
the verbal affirmation here-
- Okay.
1515
01:12:32,330 --> 01:12:33,810
- But um, it's starting to feel
1516
01:12:33,850 --> 01:12:35,850
like I'm at that, at a
little league game.
1517
01:12:35,880 --> 01:12:39,510
- Oh, you mean like, "Hey,
batter, better swing better"?
1518
01:12:39,540 --> 01:12:40,540
- [Fran] Yeah.
1519
01:12:40,580 --> 01:12:41,370
- Oh.
1520
01:12:42,790 --> 01:12:44,130
Yeah, someone once told me
1521
01:12:44,170 --> 01:12:46,900
that, that verbal
affirmation helps people know
1522
01:12:46,930 --> 01:12:47,830
that you're listening,
1523
01:12:47,860 --> 01:12:50,040
that you're like here with 'em.
1524
01:12:50,070 --> 01:12:51,900
- Yeah, that's fair,
1525
01:12:51,940 --> 01:12:55,110
uh, but we're getting into
mumbly, auctioneer territory,
1526
01:12:55,150 --> 01:12:57,390
and I know you're here, so.
1527
01:13:00,460 --> 01:13:04,220
I just wanna make clear
that all those things,
1528
01:13:04,260 --> 01:13:08,540
being glad you shared,
you talking, all of it,
1529
01:13:08,570 --> 01:13:10,230
is not mutually exclusive
1530
01:13:10,260 --> 01:13:14,030
to the fiercely protective
feelings I have
1531
01:13:14,060 --> 01:13:16,130
for this potential child.
1532
01:13:17,960 --> 01:13:20,200
And, and those are
non-negotiable, those feelings.
1533
01:13:20,240 --> 01:13:21,590
They are not up for debate.
1534
01:13:21,620 --> 01:13:25,930
They can't be, if I'm going
to make it through this.
1535
01:13:28,730 --> 01:13:29,940
Ben?
1536
01:13:29,970 --> 01:13:32,700
- Sorry, sorry, I- I just
kinda course-corrected
1537
01:13:32,730 --> 01:13:36,950
a little too hard in the
op, the other direction, I.
1538
01:13:36,980 --> 01:13:40,670
Listen, what, what I'm
about to say is,
1539
01:13:40,710 --> 01:13:42,780
it, it doesn't
contradict any of that.
1540
01:13:42,810 --> 01:13:44,880
It's a, you know,
1541
01:13:44,920 --> 01:13:47,400
a, a, a fuller, full-throated,
1542
01:13:49,230 --> 01:13:50,230
hell, yeah!
1543
01:13:50,270 --> 01:13:53,510
Hell, yeah, affirmation to,
to all that,
1544
01:13:53,550 --> 01:13:56,450
this, and you, and, uh,
this future
1545
01:13:59,930 --> 01:14:04,180
h- human being.
[train horn blowing]
1546
01:14:04,210 --> 01:14:09,010
It's just, I- I know that
there's probably this, uh, fear,
1547
01:14:10,880 --> 01:14:14,160
or like feeling, you know, that,
um,
1548
01:14:14,190 --> 01:14:16,570
any kid that has a part of me
1549
01:14:17,850 --> 01:14:19,090
is, is probably gonna have like
1550
01:14:19,130 --> 01:14:21,780
those sad lost parts of me too.
1551
01:14:21,820 --> 01:14:23,610
That they're gonna, you know,
probably have a problem,
1552
01:14:23,650 --> 01:14:25,990
like with, you know,
fine motor skills,
1553
01:14:26,030 --> 01:14:28,410
like with scissors, you know?
1554
01:14:31,210 --> 01:14:34,560
The aforementioned, uh,
metabolism issue,
1555
01:14:35,590 --> 01:14:39,460
or my family's
predisposition for cancer,
1556
01:14:39,490 --> 01:14:41,150
or the autism issue.
1557
01:14:43,700 --> 01:14:44,770
- Wait, what?
1558
01:14:46,360 --> 01:14:47,430
- The autism.
1559
01:14:48,430 --> 01:14:49,500
You, you? Oh.
1560
01:14:51,680 --> 01:14:54,130
Oh, the, the, the
doctor, my, my therapist,
1561
01:14:54,160 --> 01:14:56,440
sent me to this, this doctor,
1562
01:14:56,470 --> 01:15:00,750
'cause I was, well, I
was having a hard time
1563
01:15:00,790 --> 01:15:04,720
making sense of everything
that I was feeling,
1564
01:15:04,760 --> 01:15:07,830
and, and she said that,
you know,
1565
01:15:07,860 --> 01:15:08,900
are like, um,
1566
01:15:10,560 --> 01:15:12,870
like three times more likely
1567
01:15:14,110 --> 01:15:16,630
to have like, suicide thoughts.
1568
01:15:18,080 --> 01:15:19,810
So that I might be, you know?
1569
01:15:19,840 --> 01:15:21,770
I was like, "No, no, I mean,
no!"
1570
01:15:21,810 --> 01:15:24,190
I mean, that's like what
people on social media use
1571
01:15:24,230 --> 01:15:27,370
as an excuse for acting
like assholes.
1572
01:15:28,540 --> 01:15:32,370
But I went back and well,
for like two months,
1573
01:15:32,410 --> 01:15:34,550
and I did all these tests.
1574
01:15:35,690 --> 01:15:38,580
I guess, you know, I'm,
I'm kinda moving
1575
01:15:38,620 --> 01:15:40,790
out of the woods on the,
the suicide part,
1576
01:15:40,830 --> 01:15:42,480
but I'm still solidly
in the woods
1577
01:15:42,520 --> 01:15:44,800
on the, on the autism stuff.
1578
01:15:49,660 --> 01:15:50,700
Kinda tracks?
1579
01:15:52,460 --> 01:15:53,290
- Yeah.
1580
01:15:56,360 --> 01:15:57,570
- Historically?
1581
01:15:59,990 --> 01:16:03,850
- So my kid would most
likely have a predisposition
1582
01:16:03,890 --> 01:16:06,850
to cancer, autism,
suicide ideation-
1583
01:16:08,610 --> 01:16:10,310
- And, uh, issues with
fine motor skills,
1584
01:16:10,340 --> 01:16:14,550
like scissors, and, uh,
well, the metabolism thing.
1585
01:16:16,210 --> 01:16:17,870
- Right.
1586
01:16:17,900 --> 01:16:20,700
[traffic droning]
1587
01:16:26,870 --> 01:16:29,950
[train horn blowing]
1588
01:16:32,400 --> 01:16:33,740
But would also have the ability
1589
01:16:33,780 --> 01:16:36,330
to think up a way to make that.
1590
01:16:42,790 --> 01:16:47,720
I've never questioned why your
brain worked the way it does.
1591
01:16:48,170 --> 01:16:49,720
I've just loved it.
1592
01:16:52,970 --> 01:16:57,460
[chuckles] You've always made
such extraordinary things,
1593
01:16:57,490 --> 01:16:59,800
tried so hard, felt so much.
1594
01:17:06,290 --> 01:17:10,430
So maybe there's just as
many good parts here too.
1595
01:17:14,340 --> 01:17:17,610
Shit, it's cold. [sniffles]
1596
01:17:17,650 --> 01:17:18,480
- Yeah.
1597
01:17:22,930 --> 01:17:25,620
- You wanna go for a drive?
1598
01:17:25,660 --> 01:17:29,380
- Yeah.
[gentle upbeat music]
1599
01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:34,220
[car engine rumbling]
1600
01:17:34,250 --> 01:17:37,190
[gentle upbeat music continues]
1601
01:17:37,220 --> 01:17:41,710
♪ Oh, we had a good time
toward the end there ♪
1602
01:17:41,740 --> 01:17:43,300
♪ In a well-lit house ♪
1603
01:17:43,330 --> 01:17:45,990
♪ We'd sit together
on the couch ♪
1604
01:17:46,020 --> 01:17:48,440
♪ Watch the television
screen for hours ♪
1605
01:17:48,470 --> 01:17:50,720
♪ I had you, you had me ♪
1606
01:17:50,750 --> 01:17:53,170
♪ And there were flowers ♪
1607
01:17:53,200 --> 01:17:57,170
[gentle upbeat music continues]
1608
01:18:00,550 --> 01:18:02,800
♪ Before the end there ♪
1609
01:18:02,830 --> 01:18:07,800
[birds chirping]
[car engine rumbling]
1610
01:18:13,360 --> 01:18:14,640
- Ah.
[car sensor beeping]
1611
01:18:14,670 --> 01:18:17,020
[car engine rumbling]
1612
01:18:17,050 --> 01:18:20,640
I just didn't want you
to get cold, and uh,
1613
01:18:21,890 --> 01:18:23,580
I- I just wanted to
say one quick,
1614
01:18:23,610 --> 01:18:26,100
I wanted you to know that, um,
1615
01:18:27,480 --> 01:18:29,310
that not going to prom
with me didn't,
1616
01:18:29,340 --> 01:18:31,620
didn't like ruin me.
1617
01:18:31,650 --> 01:18:33,170
You know, that, that's
not why I'd said
1618
01:18:33,210 --> 01:18:34,350
or did all that, I mean,
1619
01:18:34,380 --> 01:18:37,210
that wasn't why.
- I know. I know.
1620
01:18:37,250 --> 01:18:40,010
[birds chirping]
1621
01:18:42,150 --> 01:18:43,670
How about we get some rest, huh?
1622
01:18:43,700 --> 01:18:46,880
Your flight isn't till
this afternoon.
1623
01:18:46,910 --> 01:18:49,500
We can ask for a late checkout.
1624
01:18:50,600 --> 01:18:51,430
Okay.
1625
01:18:52,430 --> 01:18:53,400
[door thuds]
1626
01:18:53,430 --> 01:18:54,540
- Oh, thanks.
1627
01:18:55,920 --> 01:18:58,820
Hey, do you, do you wanna
like, uh, swap the bedspreads?
1628
01:18:58,850 --> 01:19:01,680
Uh, [stammers] this one in,
in your room
1629
01:19:01,720 --> 01:19:03,890
and that one here?
1630
01:19:03,930 --> 01:19:06,340
- Oh, shit, yeah, sorry, I...
1631
01:19:07,380 --> 01:19:08,550
Well, it probably doesn't
matter, right?
1632
01:19:08,590 --> 01:19:10,110
It's not like they have
trackers on them
1633
01:19:10,140 --> 01:19:11,560
and they'll know if we
switched. [chuckles]
1634
01:19:11,590 --> 01:19:13,870
- Yours, yours kinda smells
like cigarette smoke,
1635
01:19:13,900 --> 01:19:16,660
so I thought I- I could just
like take the heat on me,
1636
01:19:16,700 --> 01:19:19,120
in, in case there's a, a fee.
1637
01:19:20,080 --> 01:19:20,910
- Okay.
1638
01:19:25,980 --> 01:19:27,810
Okay. [chuckles]
1639
01:19:27,850 --> 01:19:28,780
- Okay.
1640
01:19:28,810 --> 01:19:29,850
- Okay. Yeah.
1641
01:19:36,270 --> 01:19:37,100
Well, I.
1642
01:19:38,620 --> 01:19:42,790
[soft gentle upbeat music]
1643
01:19:42,830 --> 01:19:44,800
- Yeah, you too, Franny.
1644
01:19:47,280 --> 01:19:49,490
[door creaking]
1645
01:19:49,520 --> 01:19:50,870
[door thuds]
1646
01:19:50,910 --> 01:19:54,050
[gentle upbeat music]
1647
01:19:57,290 --> 01:20:01,500
♪ I took my time
through the dark ♪
1648
01:20:01,540 --> 01:20:05,750
♪ Felt all my life in
shades of night ♪
1649
01:20:05,780 --> 01:20:10,100
♪ I put my heart on the line ♪
1650
01:20:10,130 --> 01:20:14,310
♪ I lost it all for a
little while ♪
1651
01:20:14,340 --> 01:20:19,420
♪ The other side keeps
feeling farther away ♪
1652
01:20:19,450 --> 01:20:22,830
♪ When you've lost your way ♪
1653
01:20:22,870 --> 01:20:25,110
♪ I've been all the way down ♪
1654
01:20:25,150 --> 01:20:27,940
♪ But you know we all
have our day ♪
1655
01:20:27,980 --> 01:20:31,770
♪ When we find our way ♪
1656
01:20:31,810 --> 01:20:35,740
♪ Everyone who has a heart ♪
1657
01:20:35,780 --> 01:20:40,130
♪ They've got to believe ♪
1658
01:20:40,160 --> 01:20:44,300
♪ When everything can
fall apart ♪
1659
01:20:44,340 --> 01:20:47,650
♪ You've got to believe ♪
1660
01:20:48,550 --> 01:20:49,830
[gentle upbeat music continues]
1661
01:20:49,860 --> 01:20:52,420
[Ben coughing]
1662
01:20:56,520 --> 01:20:57,490
[Ben gulps]
1663
01:20:57,520 --> 01:21:01,360
♪ I get so low when I
watch the news ♪
1664
01:21:01,390 --> 01:21:05,460
♪ The fools are in power,
things ain't lookin' good ♪
1665
01:21:05,500 --> 01:21:09,710
♪ I've been sliding back
into a losing fight ♪
1666
01:21:09,740 --> 01:21:14,230
♪ With my hurtin' heart ♪
1667
01:21:14,260 --> 01:21:19,270
♪ The other side keeps
feeling farther away ♪
1668
01:21:19,300 --> 01:21:22,720
♪ When you've lost your way ♪
1669
01:21:22,760 --> 01:21:25,170
♪ I've been all the way down ♪
1670
01:21:25,210 --> 01:21:27,860
♪ But you know we all
have our day ♪
1671
01:21:27,900 --> 01:21:31,800
♪ When we find our way ♪
1672
01:21:31,830 --> 01:21:36,840
♪ Everyone, you've
got to believe ♪
1673
01:21:37,840 --> 01:21:40,080
♪ Oh, you've got to believe ♪
1674
01:21:40,120 --> 01:21:41,810
[upbeat music]
[hands clapping]
1675
01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:46,430
♪ Oh, you've got to believe ♪
[knuckles rapping]
1676
01:21:46,470 --> 01:21:49,270
♪ Oh, you've got to believe ♪
1677
01:21:49,300 --> 01:21:50,090
- Bagels!
1678
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:54,410
Mm!
- Mm.
1679
01:21:54,440 --> 01:21:55,720
It's good.
- Mm.
1680
01:21:59,690 --> 01:22:02,070
[Fran sighs]
1681
01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:07,700
Mm! [laughs]
1682
01:22:07,730 --> 01:22:10,420
You have a little on your ear.
1683
01:22:10,460 --> 01:22:13,080
- Oh, that's just shaving cream.
1684
01:22:14,010 --> 01:22:15,150
[Fran chuckles]
1685
01:22:15,190 --> 01:22:17,640
I was saving it for the
next time I shave.
1686
01:22:17,670 --> 01:22:18,850
[Fran laughs]
[Ben chuckles]
1687
01:22:18,880 --> 01:22:21,680
- Dad joke.
- Hell, don't I wish.
1688
01:22:21,710 --> 01:22:23,260
[traffic droning]
1689
01:22:23,300 --> 01:22:24,130
Oh.
1690
01:22:25,440 --> 01:22:26,410
[Fran laughs]
I'm so sorry.
1691
01:22:26,440 --> 01:22:27,960
I-
- Oh my God!
1692
01:22:27,990 --> 01:22:30,170
- That is not funny at all.
I am so sorry.
1693
01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:33,240
- No, it's actually
really kind of funny.
1694
01:22:33,270 --> 01:22:36,170
[Fran laughs]
1695
01:22:36,210 --> 01:22:37,900
- All right.
1696
01:22:37,930 --> 01:22:40,320
[Fran sighs]
1697
01:22:41,730 --> 01:22:43,080
So good.
1698
01:22:43,110 --> 01:22:48,080
[birds chirping]
[traffic droning]
1699
01:22:51,780 --> 01:22:55,120
- I don't know you anymore,
do I?
1700
01:22:55,160 --> 01:22:57,990
[traffic droning]
1701
01:22:59,780 --> 01:23:02,550
[birds chirping]
1702
01:23:06,000 --> 01:23:08,760
But I've liked
meeting you again,
1703
01:23:09,620 --> 01:23:12,210
and the man you've become.
1704
01:23:12,240 --> 01:23:14,800
[birds chirping]
1705
01:23:14,830 --> 01:23:17,800
[slow solemn music]
1706
01:23:24,050 --> 01:23:27,190
[bright solemn music]
1707
01:23:36,030 --> 01:23:39,750
[bright solemn music continues]
1708
01:23:39,790 --> 01:23:42,100
- I, uh, think I'm just, um,
1709
01:23:46,350 --> 01:23:47,490
gonna go pack.
1710
01:23:47,520 --> 01:23:48,800
- Why?
1711
01:23:48,830 --> 01:23:52,840
[bright solemn music continues]
1712
01:24:01,260 --> 01:24:02,500
[bright solemn music continues]
1713
01:24:02,540 --> 01:24:04,430
[door creaks]
1714
01:24:04,470 --> 01:24:05,950
[door thuds]
1715
01:24:05,990 --> 01:24:09,300
[bright solemn music continues]
1716
01:24:09,340 --> 01:24:12,550
[vocalist harmonizing]
1717
01:24:20,930 --> 01:24:22,520
[bright solemn music continues]
1718
01:24:22,560 --> 01:24:25,770
[vocalist harmonizing]
1719
01:24:34,090 --> 01:24:37,230
[gentle solemn music]
1720
01:24:38,740 --> 01:24:41,750
[traffic whooshing]
1721
01:24:43,850 --> 01:24:46,610
[birds chirping]
1722
01:24:55,110 --> 01:24:56,210
- [TV Announcer] Today,
where we have
1723
01:24:56,250 --> 01:24:58,900
one really sweet event for
you to enjoy this weekend.
1724
01:24:58,940 --> 01:25:00,110
[knuckles rapping]
We have festivals
1725
01:25:00,150 --> 01:25:03,110
of all kinds in northwest Ohio,
but.
1726
01:25:06,150 --> 01:25:08,500
[cup thuds]
1727
01:25:13,090 --> 01:25:16,370
- Uh, th- those were some
pretty good bagels. [chuckles]
1728
01:25:16,400 --> 01:25:17,370
[Fran sighs]
1729
01:25:17,400 --> 01:25:19,960
Um, I- I wrapped it, you
know, in case visually,
1730
01:25:19,990 --> 01:25:23,100
or also for some insulation.
1731
01:25:23,130 --> 01:25:26,030
And, and, and I know
that I wasn't,
1732
01:25:26,970 --> 01:25:30,040
or this wasn't, you know,
what, what you hoped for,
1733
01:25:30,070 --> 01:25:32,350
Franny, and I- I- I know
that the past 24 hours
1734
01:25:32,380 --> 01:25:35,530
have been a whole thing
and that I am,
1735
01:25:37,940 --> 01:25:39,430
I am also a whole thing.
1736
01:25:39,460 --> 01:25:44,090
Uh, but that I- I'm here
and I- I'm not going to,
1737
01:25:44,120 --> 01:25:46,260
or in this process, I'm
not, I'm not going anywhere.
1738
01:25:46,300 --> 01:25:48,020
I, u- unless you want me to go,
1739
01:25:48,060 --> 01:25:49,130
then of course I will go.
1740
01:25:49,160 --> 01:25:51,440
A hard gone, I am going.
1741
01:25:51,470 --> 01:25:54,410
But what I'm trying to
say is that I know
1742
01:25:54,440 --> 01:25:55,820
that this is not easy,
1743
01:25:55,860 --> 01:26:00,030
but I- I'm, I'm kinda good
at, at not easy things.
1744
01:26:00,070 --> 01:26:03,280
Um, and no matter h- how
much you plan,
1745
01:26:04,280 --> 01:26:05,690
which you are very good at,
all of that,
1746
01:26:05,730 --> 01:26:08,250
um, there's a high percentage,
you know,
1747
01:26:08,280 --> 01:26:10,250
g- going forward,
1748
01:26:10,280 --> 01:26:13,360
that things are not
going to be easy.
1749
01:26:14,430 --> 01:26:17,220
And, and, but I- I- I
ca- I can be
1750
01:26:19,500 --> 01:26:22,880
of some help on those not
easy parts, um.
1751
01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:25,890
We, I- I don't think
you're a person
1752
01:26:25,920 --> 01:26:26,850
that needs a lot of help,
1753
01:26:26,890 --> 01:26:28,300
I- I think you can do just
about anything.
1754
01:26:28,340 --> 01:26:31,130
- Shut up, Ben. Shut up.
[laughs]
1755
01:26:31,170 --> 01:26:32,060
- Okay. Um.
1756
01:26:33,000 --> 01:26:34,930
I'll ju- I'll just.
1757
01:26:34,960 --> 01:26:37,520
There you go, and, um,
1758
01:26:37,550 --> 01:26:40,110
I think you have like 8
minutes and 56 seconds
1759
01:26:40,140 --> 01:26:43,210
for, uh, part one to finish up.
1760
01:26:43,250 --> 01:26:45,660
[device beeps]
- Okay. [laughs]
1761
01:26:45,700 --> 01:26:47,050
- So I will, um.
1762
01:26:47,910 --> 01:26:51,360
[slow gentle rock music]
1763
01:26:51,390 --> 01:26:52,780
I will, uh, really pack
1764
01:26:52,810 --> 01:26:54,430
this time. [chuckles]
- Yeah, okay. [laughs]
1765
01:26:54,470 --> 01:26:55,260
Okay.
1766
01:26:57,680 --> 01:27:00,850
[doors creaking and thudding]
1767
01:27:00,890 --> 01:27:05,750
[Fran sobbing]
[slow gentle rock music]
1768
01:27:06,200 --> 01:27:08,930
[Fran gasps]
1769
01:27:08,960 --> 01:27:13,280
[slow gentle rock
music continues]
1770
01:27:13,310 --> 01:27:15,730
[Fran sighs]
1771
01:27:16,700 --> 01:27:20,940
[slow gentle rock
music continues]
1772
01:27:26,330 --> 01:27:27,670
[thunder rumbles]
♪ Oh ♪
1773
01:27:27,710 --> 01:27:30,570
[gentle rock music]
1774
01:27:30,610 --> 01:27:32,950
♪ Nothin' lasts forever ♪
1775
01:27:32,990 --> 01:27:36,510
♪ And we both know
hearts can change ♪
1776
01:27:36,540 --> 01:27:40,340
[gentle rock music continues]
1777
01:27:42,270 --> 01:27:45,280
♪ And it's hard to
hold a candle ♪
1778
01:27:45,310 --> 01:27:48,040
♪ In the cold November rain ♪
1779
01:27:48,070 --> 01:27:51,730
[rousing gentle rock music]
1780
01:27:53,150 --> 01:27:56,110
[gentle rock music]
1781
01:27:58,980 --> 01:28:01,980
[upbeat rock music]
1782
01:28:04,950 --> 01:28:08,610
[rousing gentle rock music]
1783
01:28:12,270 --> 01:28:13,930
[gentle rock music]
1784
01:28:13,960 --> 01:28:16,890
[Ben sighs]
1785
01:28:16,930 --> 01:28:20,170
[energetic rock music]
1786
01:28:28,560 --> 01:28:32,630
[energetic rock music continues]
1787
01:28:38,260 --> 01:28:41,230
[lively rock music]
1788
01:28:49,650 --> 01:28:51,760
[lively rock music continues]
1789
01:28:51,790 --> 01:28:54,350
♪ Don't you think that you
need somebody ♪
1790
01:28:54,380 --> 01:28:57,040
♪ Don't you think that
you need someone ♪
1791
01:28:57,070 --> 01:28:59,590
♪ Everybody needs somebody ♪
1792
01:28:59,630 --> 01:29:02,250
♪ You're not the only one ♪
♪ You're not the only one ♪
1793
01:29:02,280 --> 01:29:04,840
♪ You're not the only one ♪
♪ You're not the only one ♪
1794
01:29:04,870 --> 01:29:07,530
♪ Don't you think that you
need somebody ♪
1795
01:29:07,570 --> 01:29:10,260
♪ Don't you think that
you need someone ♪
1796
01:29:10,290 --> 01:29:13,780
♪ Everybody needs somebody ♪
1797
01:29:13,810 --> 01:29:18,650
[gentle rock music]
[device chiming]
1798
01:29:18,680 --> 01:29:19,960
[Fran exclaims]
1799
01:29:19,990 --> 01:29:23,720
[gentle rock music continues]
1800
01:29:23,750 --> 01:29:25,070
[knuckles rapping]
1801
01:29:25,100 --> 01:29:28,660
[device continues chiming]
1802
01:29:30,480 --> 01:29:33,210
[rain pattering]
[gentle music]
1803
01:29:33,250 --> 01:29:35,460
[door creaking]
1804
01:29:35,490 --> 01:29:36,560
- Is this gonna be something
1805
01:29:36,590 --> 01:29:38,250
that, that you need to use?
1806
01:29:38,290 --> 01:29:40,490
- Uh, I- I'm all set, so.
1807
01:29:40,530 --> 01:29:42,290
[vibrator thuds]
1808
01:29:42,320 --> 01:29:43,840
[bottle squeaks]
- Hm!
1809
01:29:43,880 --> 01:29:44,710
- [Fran] Yeah.
1810
01:29:44,740 --> 01:29:46,090
[Fran gasps]
- Sorry.
1811
01:29:46,120 --> 01:29:48,020
[birds chirping]
1812
01:29:48,050 --> 01:29:49,570
- Nice glasses.
1813
01:29:49,610 --> 01:29:51,230
- Oh, thanks.
1814
01:29:51,260 --> 01:29:52,300
Yeah, I know, I know
they're kinda big,
1815
01:29:52,330 --> 01:29:53,540
but the doctor says they're,
like, good
1816
01:29:53,580 --> 01:29:54,610
with my peripheral vision.
1817
01:29:54,650 --> 01:29:56,550
- Yeah, they're nice.
1818
01:29:56,580 --> 01:30:00,690
- Yeah.
[birds chirping]
1819
01:30:00,720 --> 01:30:03,520
Uh, I think, I think
I'm just gonna go
1820
01:30:03,550 --> 01:30:05,210
to the airport a little early.
1821
01:30:05,240 --> 01:30:06,310
They have these massage chairs.
1822
01:30:06,350 --> 01:30:07,690
I know, I know, they're
kind of expensive,
1823
01:30:07,730 --> 01:30:12,390
but, well, I- I'm a member
of the loyalty program, so.
1824
01:30:12,420 --> 01:30:15,150
[birds chirping]
1825
01:30:16,940 --> 01:30:19,570
Did, uh, did everything go okay?
1826
01:30:20,850 --> 01:30:23,990
- It went great, I- I- I think,
you know?
1827
01:30:24,020 --> 01:30:27,710
Now I just wait. [chuckles]
1828
01:30:29,030 --> 01:30:30,820
- I- I know it's none
of my business,
1829
01:30:30,860 --> 01:30:33,370
and, and, and with the
forms legally. [stammers]
1830
01:30:33,410 --> 01:30:36,210
So please know, I like,
I- I- I know all that.
1831
01:30:36,240 --> 01:30:38,730
It just, um, if you needed to,
1832
01:30:40,520 --> 01:30:43,070
or, or, or want to tell me-
1833
01:30:43,110 --> 01:30:43,970
- Of course.
- How things go.
1834
01:30:44,010 --> 01:30:44,970
- Of, of course.
1835
01:30:45,010 --> 01:30:47,080
I- I'll, um, I'll call you.
1836
01:30:47,110 --> 01:30:48,460
I- is it okay if I call you?
1837
01:30:48,490 --> 01:30:51,120
- Yeah, yeah, sure.
- Yeah, okay.
1838
01:30:52,500 --> 01:30:53,530
- And, and if anything happens,
1839
01:30:53,570 --> 01:30:57,160
I can be here, or there,
wherever, however.
1840
01:30:59,370 --> 01:31:01,260
[birds chirping]
1841
01:31:01,300 --> 01:31:03,750
And, and if anything, it
doesn't happen,
1842
01:31:03,780 --> 01:31:07,370
you know, yet, I can
be there too.
1843
01:31:07,410 --> 01:31:10,240
[traffic droning]
1844
01:31:12,830 --> 01:31:14,280
- Thank you.
1845
01:31:14,310 --> 01:31:17,070
[birds chirping]
1846
01:31:18,350 --> 01:31:22,390
♪ Ooh, everybody
needs some time ♪
1847
01:31:22,420 --> 01:31:24,430
♪ On their own ♪
1848
01:31:24,460 --> 01:31:28,460
♪ Ooh, don't you know you
need some time ♪
1849
01:31:28,500 --> 01:31:30,190
♪ All alone ♪
1850
01:31:30,220 --> 01:31:33,880
[rousing gentle rock music]
1851
01:31:35,330 --> 01:31:38,340
[gentle rock music]
1852
01:31:46,660 --> 01:31:50,490
[gentle rock music continues]
1853
01:31:58,560 --> 01:32:00,770
[gentle rock music continues]
1854
01:32:00,810 --> 01:32:03,640
♪ And when your fears subside ♪
1855
01:32:03,670 --> 01:32:08,020
♪ And shadows still remain ♪
[vocalists humming]
1856
01:32:08,060 --> 01:32:10,020
♪ Oh yeah ♪
1857
01:32:10,060 --> 01:32:12,960
[gentle rock music continues]
1858
01:32:12,990 --> 01:32:15,820
♪ I know that you can love me ♪
1859
01:32:15,860 --> 01:32:18,650
♪ When there's no one
left to blame ♪
1860
01:32:18,690 --> 01:32:22,410
[vocalists humming]
1861
01:32:22,450 --> 01:32:25,000
[gentle rock music continues]
1862
01:32:25,040 --> 01:32:27,870
♪ So never mind the darkness ♪
1863
01:32:27,900 --> 01:32:31,600
♪ We still can find a way ♪
1864
01:32:31,630 --> 01:32:35,460
[gentle rock music continues]
1865
01:32:37,120 --> 01:32:39,850
♪ 'Cause nothin' lasts forever ♪
1866
01:32:39,880 --> 01:32:42,400
♪ Even cold November rain ♪
1867
01:32:42,430 --> 01:32:45,440
[upbeat rock music]
1868
01:32:54,240 --> 01:32:58,070
[upbeat rock music continues]
1869
01:33:02,180 --> 01:33:05,800
[rousing gentle rock music]
1870
01:33:06,910 --> 01:33:09,880
[gentle rock music]
1871
01:33:11,390 --> 01:33:14,400
[upbeat rock music]
1872
01:33:16,850 --> 01:33:20,680
[energetic upbeat rock music]
1873
01:33:29,380 --> 01:33:33,970
[energetic upbeat rock
music continues]133648
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