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(♪ Melancholy piano ♪)

(Laughter)

(Laughter)

(Birds chirping)

♪ piano continues ♪

Leona (thinking) : I should have known better

than to leave Mona at that house.

(Women singing) ♪ One little, two little,

three little Indians ♪

♪ Four little, five little, six little Indians ♪

♪ Seven little, eight little, nine little Indians ♪

♪ Ten little Indian tribes ♪

♪ Ten little Indian tribes ♪

(♪ Energetic piano and drums ♪)

Leona: What're you doing?

Go ahead tell her.

Well, I was just...

Goin' through, cleaning up some old stuff.

Y'know, "organizing..."

Wilma: Gail...

Leona: What's going on with you two?

Wilma: Nothin' going on with me.

Are you moving out?

Well, we're thinkin' about it.

So you're moving in with Luke.

Well, he wants to live with me.

In the city?

I'm keepin' your bed.

What do you think I should do?

Do whatever you want.

We'll support you. You know that.

Thanks....?

Jack: So what d'ya think of your new clubhouse?

Biker: This is definitely gonna work.

Jack: You tell the boys tonight.

Come down, we'll have a party.

Biker: I'll do that.

Jack: She's just a taste.

Alright let's move!

Biker: This is gonna work.

Jack: I'll catch up with ya.

Take it easy.

What the fuck you doin' with East End Posse?

New business.

Not in here.

I don't want those guys around here.

"I don't want...?"

That doesn't sound like a partnership.

I don't give a shit what it sounds like.

You're looking good, Gina.

Yeah...

Yeah she is.

I gotta make a call.

Daryl (to Jack): Hey!

You fuckin' leave Gina outta this.

Jack: OK...

You shut the fuck up about how I do business.

What happened to silent partner, Jack?

Things are changing, bro.

You better get your head back in the game

or else you're gonna get left behind.

You just keep their shit outta my club.

Jack: It ain't just your club anymore.

And make sure you take good care of that one.

Daryl: Get the fuck outta my way.

Get me a scotch.

Why is everyone so late?

Trisha: They're not coming.

Leona: Marnie?

Nope.

Trisha: They're in the city.

My mom got a job there.

So... I might have to leave, too.

I thought you wanted to stay here.

Most of my friends are there now.

I can get you some numbers

of some good counsellors out there.

You're gonna cancel group if it's just the two of us?

(♪ Reverberating guitar ♪)

(Dog barks)

Did you buy the kettle?

I don't remember.

Actually, I think... I did.

Gail: I really like Luke.

He fills my bucket.

That's great.

I'm happy for you. We all are.

(Gail) Yeah...

It's just so different now.

Maybe this is the next step.

What about mom?

Leona: You know I'm not here enough

to take care of her by myself.

Did you even think about that?

Whoa!

Fuck yeah!

Yeah, I have fuckin' thought about that, OK?

Well I guess you've got it all figured out then, don't you?

No.

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Sheila: How'd you do?

Alan: Not bad.

Sheila: Just show me!

Alan: I'll do better next time.

Let me see it already.

Holy shit!

(Alan laughs)

You're kicking ass.

You're gonna have a lot of choices with those marks.

Hopefully.

You figure out what you're gonna choose yet?

Now, that modelling is out...

(Sarcastically) Oh, poor baby.

Alan: I'm just kidding.

It doesn't bother me that much anymore.

Sheila: Good.

Me either.

I'm gonna get into business.

Sheila: Good for you!

You're gonna do well in business.

Think so?

Sheila: Yeah.

And just because your dad took business,

doesn't mean you're gonna be like your dad.

Yeah.

I know.

(Chatting)

(creaking door)

Oh, Gail!

Hey, how are you?

I'm holdin' up.

How're you?

I'm, I'm great. It's good to see you.

- It's good to see you. - Yeah, yeah

Nice article in The Standard.

What article?

You didn't see it yet?

No.

OK, hold on.

Check this out.

Holy shit!

Did y'know about this?

No, I mean I, I talked to somebody at the gallery

who was taking pictures but...

I didn't know they were doin' an article.

I'm so proud of you.

Yeah, I always knew you had something.

Didn't know what it was, but...

Just knew.

Thanks for bein' a friend, Greg.

You keep it.

I have another copy.

C'm'ere.

You're lookin' better, mom.

Leona: How're you feeling?

Have you seen this?

What's that?

Gail's in the newspaper!

Wilma: In a good way.

She's lookin' more and more like her old, old self.

She's come a long way.

Wilma: You should tell those kids.

Look at Gail.

It's never to late.

Yeah, she's finally doin' it.

Wilma: I never thought I'd see her lookin' so happy.

And Smokey.

It's so nice you're all doing so good.

Helps my spirit.

It's nice to see you so happy, mom.

Oh, can you get me another couple copies of this?

Wilma: I wanna show it to the girls.

Wilma: And Smokey...

Sure.

No problem.

What the fuck?

Fuck!

What the fuck're you doin'?

Swappin' locks.

Who the fuck told you to do that?

You need to talk to Jack.

Oh, for fuck's sakes!

Hey!

Daryl: The fuck're you doin' changin' the locks

without askin' me?

D'you want me to take care of this?

Daryl: Fuck you. What's goin' on here?

Jack (drawls): I got it... (sniffs)

Daryl: This "partnership" - its over, right fuckin' now.

Jack: Sure thing.

You got my 300K?

You loaned me two.

That was weeks ago.

You're taxin' me?

What'd I do so wrong?

I saved your ass.

Daryl: What the hell are you doin' here?

So, you can't come up with my 300K?

You give me a week.

Tell you what,

you walk out that front door right now,

I'll give you 50K, cash.

Sixty if you take your shitbag brother with you.

Fuck you.

Daryl: I'm not goin' anywhere.

This is my place.

Jack: No, it ain't.

I'm actually startin' to like this place.

The other place, too.

I'm not goin' that easy, Jack.

You're way outta your league here, Dukie.

You ain't got any friends anymore.

Yeah, we'll see about that.

You're not thinkin' about Gina...

'cause I can promise you,

she'll be the fuckin' first one to go.

(Andy coughing)

You give me 60K for this one.

And 200 for the one downtown.

And they're fuckin' yours.

Deal.

Deal.

Now get the fuck outta my club.

(Heavy breathing)

Holy shit, Andy!

Andy: Get me to the fuckin' hospital... now!

(Andy coughing)

(Andy coughing) X-TIMESTAMP-MAP=LOCAL:00:00:00.000,MPEGTS:0

(♪ Moody electric guitar ♪)

(Frogs croaking)

(♪ Melancholy piano ♪)

(♪ Pounding drums ♪)

I've never seen you like this.

What's wrong?

It's just a stomachache.

As long as that's all it is, we'll be outta here right away.

Tom: You know, when you were a kid,

you didn't care what it cost yu

as long as you got what you wanted.

You went from candy, to comics...

To pussy.

How the fuck do you know?

You were never there.

Yes I was.

It was you who couldn't see me!

(Pained) Oh fuck!

Where d'you think you're goin'?

I gotta get the fuck outta here.

Andy: (Pained) Oh fuck!

Nurse: Uh-oh.

Nurse: Come on, let's get you back into bed.

Nurse: You need your rest.

Robby: You have not seen that before?

A monkey smellin' his own butt and fallin' off the tree?

C'mon!

It looks like you.

Look at all that hair, look at your hair.

So what? It's not like I got fur on my face.

Smokey: Alright, alright.

Let's get started.

We can't without Leona.

Well she knows we're here.

I already called 'er and she can just jump in when she gets here.

Deanna: She gets me.

A guy is not going to "get me."

Alright, how 'bout...

I start.

This is gonna be good.

Are you guys just gonna sit there and laugh at my problems?

I won't laugh.

And that's why I love ya!

Tuk Tuk: I think we need to do another round of chemo.

(Frustrated) Oh!

It's workin' really well with the bloodroot tincture.

And I'll add some wild sarsaparilla tea, too.

I'm feeling better.

The chemo makes me feel sicker.

Listen, this regimen that we have you on is working.

Tuk Tuk: Once you finish this round of chemo,

then we'll get you up on some red clover

and that'll speed things up.

And then I'll be done?

Tuk Tuk: I hope so.

I'm giving you the best of both worlds and it's working.

Do we have to do the chemo?

I'll keep it a little less aggressive this time

because your response to the herbal-chemo combo

seems to be a success.

OK.

OK...

I trust you.

Doctor: You had to've been suffering

an extraordinarily long time before coming in.

Why did you wait so long?

I hate hospitals.

Your cough is actually pneumonia.

So give me some antibiotics and I'll be on my way.

Those lesions in your mouth are called "Kaposi's Sarcoma."

Doctor: It's cancer of the mouth.

What!?

Doctor: We'll need to test to see if it's spread to your

respiratory or gastrointestinal tracts or both.

I don't understand.

How's it lookin'?

Your immune system is failing.

Doctor: Normally we treat sarcoma with chemotherapy...

But we can't.

We can't weaken your immune system any more.

You're at risk of opportunistic infections.

Andy: Doc!

Please...

Spare me the bullshit.

I am afraid that you are in the late stages of

Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome.

(Coughing)

AIDS?

There's no way.

We've done multiple tests.

How did I suddenly wind up with AIDS?

You were probably sick with HIV and didn't realize.

How?

Doctor: Sometimes people mistake

the onset of HIV for a heavy flu.

And you've...

Toughed it out well beyond what I've ever seen.

But you can live with it.

People do it all the time, right?

You should rest.

The nurse will be in later.

Andy: Doc?

Am I gonna die?

All I can tell you right now...

Is that it is in the late stages.

I'm sorry!

I'm so sorry.

Smokey: No probs.

I mean I... definitely pulled something off.

Although they let me know that I wasn't Leona.

I'll talk to them.

Hey...

Smokey: C'mon, what's goin' on?

Leona: I just...

I'm behind, today.

Bullshit.

What's goin' on?

I'm tired.

And just feeling...

A little run down is all.

This is not just a little rundown.

Hey, I just ran my first counselling session

so you know you can talk to me.

(Leona snivelling)

I don't know I just...

Why don't you go and talk to Louise?

She's good. It'll be good for you.

Yeah.

I know.

But she's really busy. And I...

Smokey: So what? You think you're special?

Leona: What!?

That's not what I'm saying.

Yeah, it is.

You're saying you're above it all.

Leona Stoney don't need anyone.

(Sarcastically) Yeah, that's me.

Smokey: What is so wrong with talking to someone?

Nothing!

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(Hospital chatter)

There he is.

Hey.

How you doin'?

It's just a little pneumonia.

I'll be OK.

Put that back on if you need to.

I don't really need it.

You look pretty rough.

The doc said I...

Toughed it out a little longer than I should've.

Andy: He said he's amazed I'm even standing.

You're not.

Not what?

Standing.

It's nothing.

I'll be out in a few days.

So how's school?

It's good.

It's really good.

I got an A-minus in business prep and...

An A in human studies.

Alan: I'm gonna major in business and minor in psych.

Hey, you know those were the same courses

I took when I was in university?

Yeah I know.

You know, Sheila's really helped me out a lot though.

Alan: With this face and school.

And other things.

Alan: Look I get it.

You don't like her.

What does it matter to you anyway?

It would just be nice to know

what you were up to once in awhile.

We don't talk.

I'm busy...

You're busy.

Well I gotta go.

Alan: I'll see you later.

Leona: Hey Louise.

Oh hey!

Louise: What's up?

I'm just checking in.

How's it going out here?

Louise: Are you just checking in?

Or are you coming to see me?

You know, you're just leaving.

Maybe we can catch up next week.

Louise: No, no.

Have a seat.

Louise: Come on.

Louise: So, what's going on?

I think I need to talk.

Louise: OK...

I'm having trouble with a few things.

What things?

You heard about Mona?

She kept running away to my place.

She passed away recently.

Louise: Yes, I'm sorry.

She had chlamydia.

Leona: Yeah, she was only 9 years old.

CFS placed her in the house that Wendy was pulled out of.

Who knows what happened to her in there.

Leona, it is not your fault.

She was nine.

Y'know, I, I have to go.

♪

Trisha: So when does it stop?

Yeah.

What stop?

Mistakes.

Things you have done.

Stupid things.

Choices you made, you mean?

Whatever you wanna call it.

Past choices...

Leona: Will have consequences in the future.

Sorry, I have to, I have to go.

(♪ Pounding drums ♪)

Hey.

Hey babe.

Whatcha doin'?

Daryl: Just checkin' my stock.

Wanna grab a bite?

Yeah.

How 'bout in ten?

How about now?

I need ten, Gina.

Wha'do you need ten for?

Daryl: To uh... make myself pretty?

You're already pretty.

Daryl: (Sarcastically) Yeah, you think so.

Yeah, I think so.

Wanna go upstairs little girl?

(Laughter)

Tom: I hope those tests go good.

What d'you think?

Good or not-so-good?

Andy: Would you please stop it?

Fuckin' hurts doesn't it?

Yes.

Y'know, you had this for years?

(Mocking) I hate doctors, I hate hospitals.

Brittany, Tina, Tiffany...

Tom: Amber, Sasha...

Stop.

You probably gave it to Deb.

(Coughing)

Tom: You probably don't even remember who you fucked, do ya?

Well, there was Anastasia, Tara, Brittany.

Andy: Dad!

Please stop.

I remember, OK?

I bet the best one was Angel.

Was she worth it?

I don't wanna die.

No.

Tom: You're not gonna die.

What about Alan?

Oh, he's on his own path.

What about Daryl?

Oh, he is, too.

I can't leave here.

They need me.

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Wilma: Smells like primrose!

Gail: Yeah.

So that Tuk sure knows his shit, eh?

Yeah.

I shoulda got him to fix me up awhile back.

Wilma: You know what, baby?

You had some really tough years.

Wilma: But none a'that matters now.

I see a strong, beautiful spirit embracing her gifts.

And being rewarded.

Thanks.

So, you're really movin' out?

I dunno, mom.

Maybe.

(Traffic rumbling)

Cecil: (Voiceover) Real change is not gonna happen overnight

As hard as it is.

You're gonna need to sort this out yourself.

Cecil: (Voiceover) Don't be hard on yourself.

We have to take responsibility,

but that doesn't mean beat yourself up with past mistakes.

(♪ Melancholy piano ♪)

(Hospital chatter)

Daryl: Hey.

Daryl: How ya doin'?

I'm OK.

You need anything?

No.

How 'bout some water?

No, I'm OK, thanks.

So has he told you?

Told me what?

Daryl: Who?

The old man.

About what?

You don't know, do you?

Fuck off already, Andy.

About what?

Forget it.

It doesn't matter anymore anyway.

Hey.

I'm gonna leave.

Daryl: I'll be back in awhile.

I'll see you later, brother?

Yeah, I'll see you later.

Tom: Why didn't you tell'im?

Why didn't you?

He doesn't need to know.

He doesn't need to know he's adopted?

Are you fuckin' crazy?

Daryl is and will always be my son.

You're a fuckin' sick old man.

You had it too good for too long.

Yeah, well so did you.

I had my residential school.

You didn't!

Tom: And you're right.

I had more than most Indians had.

And I never wanted that for you .

So are you gonna leave me now?

I already told you: never .

I... have your test results.

Doctor: We need to talk quality of lif.

No, no, no, no, I'm not talkin' about shit with you!

Andy: Fuck your sedatives and fuck your counsellors.

I don't need any of that shit.

I'll come and see you in an hour.

(Muttering) Oh fuck, oh fuck.

Tom: You think it's worse knowing?

Andy: You know what?

I wish you would die all over again.

You'll get through it.

Andy: What d'you mean?

I'm not gonna die?

No. You are gonna die.

Hey.

Louise: Hey.

I'm just finishing up here. Come on in.

Should I have called first?

Oh no, come in, sit down.

Thanks.

Louise: So I saw Gail's article.

You must be very proud.

Yeah, we all are.

How about your mother?

She's in remission.

That's great.

Yeah, it's kind of a miracle actually.

And Smokey...

Fostering three kids.

Two kids.

D'you want to talk about it?

I don't know.

Louise: How are you feeling right at this minute?

I can't breathe.

Louise: But you're holding it all together?

Well I have to hold it all together!

What happens if you don't?

What happens if you... let go?

Everything will fall apart.

Louise: Can you take care of everything?

Everywhere?

(Exasperated) No!

Louise: Can you take care of everyone all the time?

No!

Why not?

Because I can't!

Leona: I can't!

No matter how hard I try, I can't win.

I try so hard.

I fight and I fight and I fight and I push.

And I just, I can't win!

What happens?

Wendy gets taken away from me.

Louise: Then what?

Victor dies!

Louise: What else?

Trisha was turning her life around.

And then she gets raped ?

Louise: Then what?

Mona!

Mona dies.

(Crying) She was... nine.

Louise: OK what else?

(Crying) My sister is leaving.

Louise: Good. More.

Leona: More?

(Crying) OK!

My dad died too young and he left me!

Keep going.

I'm alone!

I'm completely alone!

I have no one.

It's too late for me to have children.

(Sobbing)

OK, OK.

(Wailing)

Louise: Come here, come here, Leona.

(Leona sobbing)

You're having a panic attack.

It's OK, take deep breaths.

(Sternly) Leona.

(Leona crying)

Deep breaths.

(Leona hyperventilating)

Louise: You don't have to hold on to this anymore.

You can it let it go.

Let it all out.

This is not yours to hold on to.

(Sobbing)

Louise (softly): OK...

(Crying)

Louise: Deep breaths...

Good. OK?

It's gonna be OK.

Louise: It really is.

I have to go.

Louise: No, no... no, you don't.

OK.

OK, OK.

Come here.

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Gina: Hey.

You gonna sit there all day?

Daryl: What?

I'm workin', Gina.

I call bullshit.

I'm lookin' at my portfolio.

Well maybe I'll check mine.

(Playfully) No.

What's really going on?

You trust me?

(Sarcastically) No.

Good.

Why'n't you go put your boots back on?

Alan: That guy there is having way too much fun.

(Laughter)

I have to get to my class.

Not yet!

I have a final.

(Sarcastically) Ooh.

Student: I got a final lab, too.

Alan: Just a sec.

I gotta run somethin' by you guys.

We should get a place.

Alan: A place we could all stay next year.

That'd be cool.

What do you pay for rent?

Five hundred.

I pay 650.

We could get a place in the west end.

Split it three ways.

I'd be open to that.

I'd be in.

Cool.

Let's talk about it after class.

'Kay...

(♪ Laid back easy rock ♪)

Daryl: Just wait a second, Gina!

Gina: Daryl!

Daryl: Trust me. OK?

Just trust me.

(Man singing) ♪ Cocaine bags pinned on the wall ♪

Gina: Come on, tell me what're we doing out here!

Daryl: Do you like it?

♪ Can't believe I'm here alone ♪

Gina: Like what?

Daryl: The land, Gina!

All this.

There's four sections here. It goes back for miles.

It's... ours.

♪ But that's all ♪

Holy shit!

♪ 'Cause everything is gonna be okay ♪

I was thinking we could build a house up over here.

Daryl: There's a good windbreak with the trees.

It's got a great view off the hill.

A house?

Daryl: Yeah.

I mean we could probably build something nice, right?

I like nice.

♪ Face is bleeding on the floor ♪

Daryl: Yeah.

I was thinkin' a barn.

There'll be a barn over there.

We're gonna have a barn ?

Yeah, a small one.

Why, you into that?

Like cows, horses?

Yeah.

Who the fuck are you, Daryl Fraser?

Gina, I'm just...

The guy that used to run clubs and strippers.

That's over?

Daryl: Yeah.

Over for good?

I just wanna set us up so that...

We don't have to rely on nobody for nothin'... ever. You know.

Just the two of us?

Just the two of us.

I grew up out here, Gina.

I just wanna come home.

♪ Posters of you on the wall ♪

♪ Oh oh oh ♪

♪ How could she let you take the fall? ♪

♪ But that's all ♪

♪ Cause everything is gonna be okay ♪

Smokey: OK! B-14! B-14!

Gail: I need an N-43!

Smokey: Oh, look at this!

Smokey: Under the O....

Smokey: 71!

Oh! Bingo!

Bingo!

(Laughter and applause)

Cecil: We have all, each and every one of us, failed.

Cecil: (Voiceover) And we have all...

By the mere fact that we're here,

Been given another chance to persevere.

Cecil: And find peace in our lives.

Call the numbers!

(Everyone) Call the numbers!

Smokey: Alright, alright, alright.

(Laughter)

The next number is under the N!

42!

Bingo!

(Cheering)

Cecil: (Voiceover) We're blessed, all of us.

We're blessed to be alive.

(Shallow breathing)

(Echoing heartbeat and breathing)

(Andy stops breathing)

(Heart rate monitor wailing)