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dad I missed you a lot, and your company too.

sweetheart I missed you too a lot

okay don't worry now we will meet more and I will manage things better from now on\

Sila aunt, if dad stays here, can I come?

of course you can come, you don't need to ask. This is your home, and the other one too

And Sila aunt is your second mom, right Sila?

Just like Arham is my responsibility and I fulfill those responsibilities with happiness, the same way sherry is your son too.

After all, life gets better by adapting own people and making them happy.

Yes man, draw four

what's the problem, Sila?

I bought you such a beautiful jewelry, you did not put them on yet?

Sila you would have at least put it on and showed me.

What happened, your mood seems a bit off.

I got it, I think you did not like sherry coming here

I did not mind sherry's coming here

but if you go for a stay at Linta's house, can Arham come with you?

what type of comparison is this? Sherry is my son, my blood.

But Arham is not related to linta, it's not possible.

Look please don't waste your time in this stupid things, and don't stress over them either.

If you think beside of the reality, there will be no other way than starting a feud

whatever Linta is doing, she is doing with complete planning.

And if I can understand this than you are not such an innocent that you won't get it

what are you trying to say?

linta demanding for half and half,

shared you with me equally

But now the time you have with me, she is sending sherry to spend that with you?

Don't you understand this?

yes I know she is doing this, and I also know why.

To make my life miserable once again, and a feud gets created between you and me.

and you are acting like a stranger even after knowing all this?

yes I am being a stranger, because it's the better choice. Sila you and I can stay happy,

if you ignore what Linta says and compromise a bit.

Look sherry is my son, he will regard you too if you love him, I promise.

And look, you won't miss Afaq like this too.

If you keep getting stuck in Linta's web, we can never stay happy Sila.

Sila, I am talking to you. Okay now, put the jewelry on and show me

hmm

okay fine, show me jewelry by wearing it

now fine?

yeah its fine now, keep smiling okay? Keep smiling

linta, tell me one thing honestly. You might have got hurt by Mohtasim having a second wife

You asked me to answer honestly,

do you have the courage to listen the truth?

Sweetheart the elite class we live in,

99% of the man live a different life hiding from their wives or having a second marriage 1% of the man do this openly.

You should investigate too, maybe your husband is married to another woman too without telling you

Are not you being a bit too much personal, linta?

no

you are being personal. Mohtasim's second marriage is our personal problem, not of anyone else.

And by the way we are here to enjoy, not to talk about all this

Wretched, made barbecue of herself instead

For your kind information Zara, Mohtasim did second marriage on my permission.

Being present at his reception is the evidence of that.

And by the way, this second marriage won't last longer.

It's just a span of a year and then again, Mohtasim will only be linta's

But what happened between both of you that Mohtasim took this step?

we heard that Mohtasim loves you infinite, and is scared of you by the same amount too

hello

Mohtasim, when will you come?

I will get late for now, everything okay?

Arham got a high fever and he is vomiting as well

okay I will book an appointment with the doctor, be ready

fine but please be quick he has a high fever

take care of him I am just coming

okay

hi dad!!

hi sweetheart, how are you, fine? Ah you are watching cricket

Mohtasim you are back, let's take Arham to the doctor it's time

I just came back, I am tired get me some tea

hi every buddy

hi mom

how are you sherry? How were your two days without mom and with dad?

it would have been more fun if you were here too

I am sure, let's go Sim?

where?

what do you mean where? I spent 2 days at the farmhouse now you will spend 2 days with me

Linta, Arham is not feeling well we are taking him to the doctor

Nobody is talking to you, I am talking to Sim. Let's go Sim?

Linta, I will take Arham to the hospital and then, it will take half an hour

but Mohtisim

Okay fine I will take sherry with me, and I will wait for you in an hour.

You have to spend 2 days with me, okay?

Come on sherry? Let's go,

bye

Leave the tea, let's go

Mohtasim what is this? What kind of attitude is this and when will this last?

Okay sila I am leave now, Linta is expecting me

Mohtasim Arham's condition is in front of you,

you know how severe his condition is still you are leaving me alone?

Mohtasim I need you right now not linta, you are my husband

We showed him to the doctor, gave him medicine too. What more to do?

It's just a viral infection it will get better, why are you stressing? We showed him to the doctor, gave him medicine too. What more to do?

It's just a viral infection it will get better, why are you stressing?

Because I am his mother,

but I think you don't relate to him.

Go wherever you want, I don't need anyone

Listen to me,

I did not marry you so that you have an attitude over me like linta, understand?

I know what I have to do and when I have to do very well.

And Linta is right, today is her turn, she does not want to give it to you so I think I should go.

I don't want to increase this fight anymore,

and you will be taking care of Arham the whole night so you won't have time for me anyways, so I let me go.

I will come back tomorrow

listen

remember one thing. a woman is a woman, whether it be linta or sila.

I am not a statue made of rock, and neither is Linta a god. We both have an equal right on you. remember one thing. a woman is a woman, whether it be linta or sila.

I am not a statue made of rock, and neither is Linta a god. We both have an equal right on you.

it's okay if linta does not let me have her turn today so I did not mind but,

if I do something like this in the future you better not complain about it

see this

one minute

hello

Hi sweetheart

I am fine how are you?

How would I be without you, a bit sad and a bit incomplete?

You are in such a romantic mood today, but I can't come today

who is asking you to come? But Mohtasim listen to me carefully

go on ....

look it's your birthday day after tomorrow and sherry and I decided that you will celebrate your birthday with us in our house,

inform your beloved about this. I won't listen a no from you

linta day after tomorrow is-

I know it's her turn that day,

that's why I am asking you to spend today and tomorrow with her

and you will celebrate your birthday with us, I hope you understand

okay I.....

hello, hello

shall we go

yes you got the things, I will go and pay

no I paid the bill,

why?

it's your birthday a day after tomorrow you might not even know that but Arham and I want to make that day special for you

lets go

sir you

what it that stanza you always used to say? They are being missed but, what was the next one

we will talk some other time Arzoo, give me some space

promise? Will you meet me? My address is the same

this is not the right time, let's go

linta ma'am did not send the furniture man to their house yet?

shut up

lets go

she is just ...

Mohtasim the day after tomorrow on your birthday, I will make food for you with my own hands.

All of your favorite dishes,

do you remember you used to like my cooking a lot when you came to Ranipur

hmm

Sila why don't we celebrate it tomorrow?

but you will be with linta tomorrow

yes but I can stay if you want

I got it,

so you want to celebrate your birthday with linta

yeah what's wrong in that? After all, I have the first right on Mohtasimís prime time

Linta

and you did not buy him, sila ma'am. Mohtisim will celebrate his birthday with me Sherry

And I came here to confirm this, so that there is no confusion

you said and we agreed

why do you think so? How did you have such misunderstanding? You did not buy me either.

Did you remember when Arham got sick and I asked you to let Mohtasim stay with me,

but you did not agree. This is why Mohtasim will celebrate his birthday day after tomorrow with me

and why do you think that I need your permission?

Mohtasim is my first and last husband, and the father of my son

Mohtasim is my husband too, and you have no authority over me

so this is the point, so you are saying that I don't have any authority over you?

not at all

and you think that you have the relation with Mohtasim the way I have with him?

of course I do

okay then swear on your son, that you love Mohtasim the way you loved Moonis.

Huh, it is difficult to false swear on your son. Okay then swear that you kicked Moonis out of your heart,

you don't love him secretly and you don't miss him secretly. I thought it,

okay I will give you an easy one. Swear that you love Mohtasim as much as I do

stop this drama

so Sila madam, all of these celebrations are of love, passion, relations of heart.

You can't even party ways with Moonis and unite with Mohtasim till this day, I can say that with grantee

linta, please leave the place at the moment

okay sweetheart, I just came over to say this.

So sherry and I will be waiting eagerly for you day after tomorrow, okay.

Love you bubbles, enjoy your meal

why would I swear, tell me? Why would I swear? When you don't even support me,

why would I swear when you did not even give me the importance you gave to linta? Why do I make you believe on this?

You don't see my sacrifice,

you don't see my patience.

Whenever she comes over, she insults me and you don't say a word.

You did not say a word yesterday neither did you say a word today,

why did you adapt me then, Mohtasim?

Just remember one thing that you are my husband and I am your wife.

Whatever Linta says or does, she can never end this relation.

You have to celebrate your birthday with me day after tomorrow, you have to stay with me

Arham, what is this? Where did you get this from?

I am not telling you this

does any kid talk to their mother like this?

you are not my mom

Arham

Mohtasim is my first and last husband, and the father of my son

Mohtasim is my husband too, and you don't have any kind of importance over me

then swear on your son, that you love Mohtasim the way you loved Moonis.

what's this sir? this is your own house, come through whenever you want.

my heart and the doors of my house are always open for you.

just a minute, I will call you back. bye

you?

when you don't miss them, you don't miss them for long but whenever you miss them,

they are being missed often.

how are you?

fine

ma'am may I help you?

no, if I needed help, I would not have got chief out of the kitchen. today is very special, I made everything myself.

you are here, it's you dad's birthday. you know that? look I made everything myself, even the cake too, it's not from the bakery.

it's a special day today

mom I need some money

why? why do you need money

just give me

why should I give? what will you do with the money?

don't ask these questions from me, I don't like it

why should I not ask? I am your mom, not a neighbor

you are sherry brother's mom, not mine

Arham

Shaan, Shaan..

yes ma'am?

have you ordered the cake? when will it come?

at 8:00 p.m

you ordered the right one, right? okay did you ordered the flower arrangements?

yes ma'am I did

okay look, this setup should be perfect, enough that your sir remembers this for the whole year, okay?

okay

how am I looking?

the way a woman should look

so what face of me would you like to see, sir Mohtasim?

I should be born again for this

a person should not be this hesitant

you have to face loss for this

I am facing it,

don't you see my shoulders down? look closely

I really want to see you closely.

but you are a sun, I might loose my sight in the wish of seeing you closely

do you know why I come over to your place?

yes

you get some relief with me, like someone opening a book and forgetting everything for some time, right?

book, I wont call it a book.

yes but the wounds that are open, I sew them for a bit and the time passes much relaxing

yes, time pass is my other name. else, you would've elected me for the second marriage

second marriage, and that with you? never

why?

is there something missing in me? any defect inside me?

am I not a woman? am I not beautiful? am I not able to melt your heart, am I not seductive?

don't get angry. you are a woman, beautiful too.

now look, where would I go in this moment of wretchedness

this is done too. what time is this? I haven't got ready yet, Mohtasim would be coming shortly

what is this?

happy birthday to you

birthday over there, birthday over there and birthday over here too

what did you think, my name in the list of people wanting you will be in the last?

take this, and stab me in the heart

a broken heart dedicated to you

my pleasure, my pleasure

thank you

share some laughs and make excuses, I will get some coffee

much strong

I told you I am coming, give me some time be patient okay? I am coming, bye

Linta sweetheart, how are you?

happy birthday where are you? everyone is waiting for you

everyone, what do you mean everyone?

yes, sherry, I and the amazing arrangement for your birthday. are you coming?

yes I will be there in a bit

fantastic, I will be waiting, bye

okay

sila, darling how are you?

mohtasim where are you?

where should I be?

with me as soon as possible.

do you know I have been busy the whole day just because of you, made food for you with my own hands.

I haven't eaten anything since the morning thinking that I will have dinner with you

yes sila, I will be there in a bit. okay, bye

a broken heart, and love all night. I need both.

next morning when your respectful wife find out where you spent the whole night, and with whom

you will understand that I am not that cheap you thought of

Mohtasim! Mohtasim!

how dare you come inside my house? with whose permission did you come in?

permission? and you without permission, without any deference, entered in my life. like a bad smell,

which could not be bared, nor does it leaves you.

and you are asking me how did I come in this house without permission?

maybe you don't know thus but, Sim didn't name this house to you yet. this is still my house, I can kick you out if I want

oh, so this is the thing making you sad? okay fine, no problem.

Iíll get this house on my name right now as soon as Mohtasim comes. fine

if it's a competition then, fine if it's a rivalry then. I'll show you today that I have the same importance in Mohtasim's life as you

really? fine then, Sla. just wait for that time,?

that will tell you who I am, and who you are.

I am not here to waste my precious time watching your face, I'm here to pick sim up. where is he

Mohtisim is not here

what?

you think of me as an idiot maybe. I can tell by your preparation and appearance.

I am here to pick sim up and I will take him with me. Mohtasim!

water water

I am giving ....you lay down, I'll get water for you

what did you give me?

nothing, lay down and have some rest. I made you coffee and then-

what did you give me?

nothing, I didn't give you anything. lay down, where are you going?

you cant go in this condition please don't go. you cant go anywhere in this condition I wont let you go

get away from me!

you cant go anywhere in this condition, you cant drive in this condition!

get lost! get away from me!

please don't go anywhere, you cant drive please

this is the last time I'm talking to you with respect, tell me where is Mohtasim?

if this is the respect you are giving me then I praise your respect. Mohtasim is not here you have seen with your eyes, what more do you want?

by the way I will say one thing to you miss Linta,

your love is like that kid, who holds the bird in his hands out of love and chokes it.

you did the same with Mohtasim, you choked him. you mixed poison in his life,

now if a window is open for him to breathe, you want to close that too?

you are the one, who mixed the poison of darkness in my life.

otherwise Mohtasim was like my shadow. you came in like the darkness and took my shadow away from me.

but enough, now your game is over.

you know why? because Mohtasim gets fed up of women really fast, just like he got fed up from you.

and him being not here is the proof of it

and Mohtasim not being with you, what is this the evidence of?

wherever he went, came back to me. this is the only thing good about my jilt

Sherry

yes mom

sherry, son call your dad quickly and tell him we have been waiting for him for so long,

how much of arrangements did we make. quick call him and tall him to come fast,

its too late

hello

dad where are you?

dad, come home fast we have to celebrate your birthday too. only half an hour left for the new date

I'm coming son, I'm coming home

dad are you sure?

I'm coming son, I'm coming home

dad, dad are you okay?

what happened? what happened give me the phone, hello

you saw that, whom did Mohtasim went to. you might have believed on your love today, right?

what did you say, I cant compete with you? look,

luck got us standing together. there is no difference between you and me

lease update me on how the patient is feeling

I cant give you false relief, he is badly injured and is on high rest for the next 24 hours. just pray for him

but

mom, how is dad?

I don't know son, doctors say that if he doesn't get conscious in the next 24 hours,

Arham pray for your dad

yes mom I will pray for dad, come home fast I am getting scared

my son

son I cant come right now, try to understand

mom, may I go to my friends?

Arham, what problem do you have at home?

you wont come home? okay fine

Arham I will talk to you once I get home

no need to come home, stay there

Arham

Mrs Mohtisim

yes

Mr. Mohtasim is conscious now, you guys can talk to him if you want

I'm really sorry Sim, I disturbed you a lot. please get well, I cant see you like this please.

I wont fight with you ever again,

I wont demand anything. I will do whatever you say please sim,

please don't leave me. I am nothing without you, I will die without you, you are my soul

please

Linta.. Linta

take care of sherry, I love him so much

I will take care of him, only you and sherry are everything to me. please, just get well

I love you so much. Linta, I love you so much. forgive me Linta,

I love you so much ,I didn't value your love, forgive me

forgive me linta, I didnít value your love, forgive me

don't say this Sim, please. you will get better, you will get better. just get well please,

Sila

forgive me sila, I used you for my personal ego and self satisfaction

if something happens to me, go back to moon

linta, take good care of sherry

I will take care of him until you get well, just get well, please

Wamiq, the doctor gave up on sim. they are shifting him on the ventilator.

I don't believe in the doctors here, how it is possible ?they cant save a life, they cant save a human?

linta, you are surrounded with sorrow and regret. doctors are human too, they're not God

I don't know, I cant live without him. how can I live without sim?

I wanted to kick sila out of his life because I cant share him with anyone.

but if he doesn't stay with me then, how's this possible?

how can I live without him?

linta, try to face the ground reality.

I got his reports and showed it to the doctors, they are right. Mohtasim has to be shifted on the ventilator

I don't trust them, I don't trust doctors here.

I have decided I want to take Sim with me to Australia, I'll get his treatment done there

linta the doors of my heart, my house, any source of help are always open for you.

but do take advice from the doctors, it's a long journey if he can travel this much

I'll do anything, Wamiq. I'll go to any corner of the world to save my Sim. I just-

I just want him back, I don't want to lose him

you can come whenever you want sweetheart, but if you want I can come pick you up too

whatever time Sim wants to recover, I will give him the time.

whether I have to do anything for it, wind up my business, this house, anything. this city, this house, I will leave everything

but I cant lose Sim. I cant lose Sim Wamiq, I cant lose Sim

I'm taking Mohtasim to Australia,

I have talked to all of the doctors there. hopefully, Mohtasim will get well there.

once again, just because of me.

Sim told me to take care of you, this is the cheque.

use it whenever you feel the need to,

I'll send all the numbers to you once I reach there.

I have decided that I'm winding up all of my business and shifting to Australia,

the business of Sim and I.

you know Sila, Sim never named any property to you, not even this house.

you are such inopportune and inapt right now.

it was better when you were the wife of Moonis

at the end you buried your Anarkali-type love in the walls, linta ma'am.

you told me that you will never let Mohtasim be mine.

but time didn't let Mohtasim even be yours.

now until Mohtasim is struggling with life and death,

you can see your love being choked by your own eyes.

and if my punishment is in the loneliness and separation then, your punishment is the exclusion.

go, Mohtasim is yours from now on,

I hope your life will stay peaceful

I pity you. whatever,

anyways I am leaving.

if you need anything except Sim, remember me then

linta I told you already, I'm not used to keeping a person on the ventilator

you said this too that when love is in the ventilator, we should wait for it till the last breath.

he's not just a human for me, he's my love. and until he breaths,

I'll stand here and count every single moment.

whether whole of my wealth gets spent on his treatment, whether every single penny of mine pays for every single breath of his.

I'll wait for his breath to return

I wish you showed this love at the time when he used to fill your breaths

there is just one will in the heart now, just one pray, just one wish.

that I stay with his name, I stay strangled in his chain

and he is not adapted by any other woman. he just stays mine, just mine

I am sorry

you come everyday, you come here and watch him for hours. I don't get it linta, I don't get a lot of things linta.

time proved that both of you loved each other,

you both were binomial to each other and the prisoner of your egos too.

a person cant be slave at two places, both of you destroyed your lives, slaving at two places.

you loved and redeemed the slavery too,

achieved each other but can't live with each other. what can we call this?

deficit (KHASARA)

Linta

Linta, listen to me. listen to me carefully, Mohtasim is on the ventilator for so long. he doesn't want to stay here,

death is not allowing him to stay here. and you, you are not letting him leave this.

Listen linta, he is in sorrow, pain, grief.

maybe he is paying for his sins on the ventilator,

are you listening to me? are you listening to what I am saying?

yes

linta please, you have to let him go.

doctors are disappointed for the last 6 months too, he is having fake breaths.

you never let him live with peace when he was having real breaths, nor did you lived peacefully yourself.

now he is living on liable breaths and you come here everyday and wait for him,

you also punished yourself in this time-span, and him.

enough, now forgive him and yourself too. please,

you punished him a lot for the sake of love.

he is on the cemetery of time, waiting for the woods to get off. and you,

you are not letting that happen. this is not love, this is torture.

when will you believe that this is torture, not love? let him go, let him leave. please

please

hi mom!!

Arham

what is this? you have been kicked out of the school

so, what's the problem in it? go and talk to the school

Arham you have been kicked out of the school permanently and this is not the first time,

this happened many times. and you have been kicked out after the last warning

it's good, I'm free now

are you not feeling sorrow at all?

you should also not feel sorrow either, you don't even have to pay the fees

Arham,Linta didn't send me the money since 3 months.

I'm not visiting the doctor for my treatment just so that you can study

who told you to do all this? I didn't say so

Arham you forgot the manners completely

yes , as you did forget me

Arham

my son, remember my words.

school don't have the walls, that create interest in a person.

it's not the color of the school uniforms, that opens the door for success.

it's not the expensive bills, that create interest of studying or take a person to a higher level.

it's the interest of getting educated in a person, the passion of studying that makes him a better person, understand?

hello

Linta, I have been calling you since last week. I want to talk something really important,

you are not answering my call

I know what you want to talk about,

that's why I didn't value answering your call, sila

linta I'm not begging in front of you, I'm asking for my right.

don't talk to me like this,

at least remember that the person you are married to, is the person I am married to as well.

it will be better if you don't treat me like this

hmm

the person you were the wife of, the person I was the wife of.

he is no more in this world,

it's been two days since his death

mohtisim

two days, and you're telling this to me now?

why does it matter to you sila? he was already dead for you long time ago,

it was me who redeemed the loyalty.

you were just cashing the value you got from getting his name with you.

it was me who fed you and your child with the donations of my husband laying on the bed

who know linta, who was cashing the value and who was paying for their sins

according to Mohtasim's will, his funeral will be in Pakistan. I'll tell you the place and time, do come

I cant live in this house without your dad,

I am worthless without him, incomplete

you are my mom even without him , I am the reason for your living and your support.

I will live for you and you, for me

I wish your dad learned to live for you and I, so that we would not have seen this day

Everyone has to go one day, remember this linta

you are right, it was his time to go but the time that went by, is really difficult

we can look back at the past, but there is no window to look at the future.

you and Mohtasim will stay together forever,

if we knew that, the time that went by wouldn't have been painful.

instead, this time would've been the most memorable day of your lives. but I wish these painful moments-

what are you thinking, sitting here alone Sila?

surely opening the diary if your past, holding the pen of mistakes in the fingers of memory, examining your deeds.

what you gained, what you lost, and what you let go of,

what seed you bowed, how much of deficit. this is what you are thinking about, right?

you might be doing this sum, linta ma'am

remember sila, I once told you. you did a pretty strange deal with Mohtasim,

the seller got deficit too and the buyer got deficit too. do you remember?

and what did I say, you might remember.

that this is the game in which no one won,

everyone lost.

because in the war of egos, everyone loses

yes but still, in this race of win or lose, I'm many miles ahead of you.

because I'm the loyal wife of Mohtasim and now, his respectful widow.

my husband took his last breaths in my arms,

he named all his assets on me.

do you know what were the last words he said and everyone listened?

he said that he loves sherry and I the most in this world, everything else is like the dust of the morning.

light weighted, undervalue. the sun raised and everything disappeared.

now you tell me yourself Sila ma'am, in the definition of time, what's your position and what's mine?

Mohtasim said as long as he is alive, all of your responsibilities are mine.

I kept his words for many years, but he is no more.

and so does the relation between you and I. there is only one relation left now, revenge.

that I have decided, I will definitely take from you.

I desist all of your responsibilities from myself,

sherry and I are moving to Australia forever.

I don't feel pity on you, neither do I feel sympathetic towards you. because you are that woman

the woman who made my life feel like the ground almost getting destroyed by an earthquake, and will maybe stay forever.

I don't want to see your face or even listen to your voice by mistake.

why don't you say that you are sick and you don't have money for the treatment?

and that your son got kicked out of the school and your expenses can not be fulfilled without me. why don't you say this to me?

if you don't beg and rattle in front of me, do you know what will happen then? you'll die struggling with it,

and there will be no one to bury you.

then beg, beg in front of me. cry in front of me so that I can give you money as a charity of me and my son

the one who stand in their own judicatory,

don't listen anyone's sympathy, linta ma'am.

they only have to announce the punishment. you announced the punishment, I heard it.

whatever happened between you and I, if I really am the one to be blamed. then I agree on this punishment,

I'll die struggling and there will be no one to bury me. I agree on it.

I have no right on anything of Mohtasim, I agree on that too

go,

I hope the rest of your life is spent relaxing and peacefully

pick this up, you deluded my husband for this money.

you will be getting this money and he will be rewarded for this

go linta, and take this amount with you.

I didn't marry Mohtisim because of the money,

rest of the bill will be cleared in the other world

bye