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[dramatic music]
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♪
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You're risking organ failure.
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We need to pull you.
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Wish I would've ate more.
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I've got so much food.
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Ever since the water's risen,
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I haven't been able
to catch a single fish.
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I don't know how long
I can keep going.
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I'd love to be
the first woman to win.
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But I'm getting quite thin.
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I have this pain in my tooth.
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Even a small chip
in your tooth
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can just lead
to the biggest problem.
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This is the hardest terrain.
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Patagonia is a different
environment entirely.
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Everything out here
is so hard.
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Patagonia's no joke.
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Are you willing to give up--
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-Oh!
-Who you are...
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for what you will become?
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It's Patagonia,
for God's sake.
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Patagonia!
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It's tougher
than I ever imagined.
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Just missing home right now.
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You get a feeling
of helplessness,
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like, "Why am I doing this?"
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Oh, my God!
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The last person left
wins $500,000
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and is a badass.
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-Bam!
-Ugh.
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[animal growling]
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What is that?
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It's just how far
you can push yourself
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and what you're able to do.
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Yeah!
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You don't have anyone
to lean on.
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Oh, my God, I got a fish!
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-Go to bed hungry.
-Wake up hungry.
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♪
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-Can't believe I did that.
-Ready, guy?
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It's gonna come down
to mental endurance
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and food deprivation.
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[ces]
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Person'll be dead
in a week at this rate.
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[animal growling]
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♪
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Whoa.
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That's a big cat.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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♪
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[rain pattering]
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♪
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My tooth
has been killing me.
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The root just feels
like it's, um,
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really constricted.
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[rain pattering]
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There's a constant pain.
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I'm trying to keep
my mind off of it,
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but it is driving me crazy.
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[rain pattering]
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Yeah, it's just pouring
outside right now.
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And windy.
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♪
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This reminds me of home.
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We have a lot
of blustery days like this,
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and you come up outside
and see all the trees
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moving in the wind
and the rain.
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♪
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Days like this, gets harder
to be out here alone.
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♪
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I'm definitely thinking
about my family a lot.
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And, uh...
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♪
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I miss my kids so much.
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And my husband.
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♪
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I've tried to suppress
thinking about them.
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♪
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If I'm not busy,
I get too into my head.
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[rain pattering]
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How long will I be out here?
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How many baskets
am I gonna make?
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Keep thinking about my family.
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[voice breaking]
I have this guilt, as a mother,
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leaving my children
for a very long time.
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♪
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I didn't bring any pictures
of my children,
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so I couldn't even think
about my role
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as a mother and a wife.
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♪
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My kids don't even know
where I am.
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We don't want to tell them
and worry them.
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They think I'm doing
forestry fieldwork.
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[rain pattering]
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♪
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This guilt is
so complicated for me.
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The urge to go see my children
and husband
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and my health with my tooth
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are pulling me away
from staying out here.
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♪
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The only pull left
for me to stay...
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is the money.
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♪
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♪
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♪
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[fire crackling]
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♪
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Just see how
my greens look here.
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Some of these
rehydrated greens.
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First, I'm gonna getmy.
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♪
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Just a little self-comfort thing
that I do.
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♪
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'Cause my butt's
kind of bony these days.
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[sighs]
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♪
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Getting so thin.
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I'm guessing I'm down
around 100 pounds.
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♪
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Eating twice as much greens
as I normally do.
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Hope that I can maybe stop
my weight loss.
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Maybe gain just a little bit.
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Really want to stay in this.
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♪
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[wind whistling]
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[birds chirping]
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♪
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[scraping]
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♪
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My strategy at this point
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is trying to outlive,
outlast
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whoever else is left.
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♪
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Thought I could live
on plants alone.
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But I guess I'm wrong.
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I need more.
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♪
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I have to try fishing again,
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just to keep on staying here.
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♪
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The next med check,
I'm pretty nervous about.
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♪
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I don't know if the doctor
will think I've lost
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too much weight...
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and think it's necessary
to pull me.
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Without extra calories...
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I don't know
how long I can go.
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♪
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♪
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♪
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Just Look at these crow's feet
kind of thing going on.
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So much weight loss, man,
even my face is skinny
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when I smile, by my eyes.
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Look at that.
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Look at all those wrinkles.
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I lost so much weight,
and even my cheeks are thinner.
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I'm getting wrinkles
on my face.
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It's insane.
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Wild.
Wild in Patagonia.
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♪
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I'm still losing weight
continually.
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I need fat, and I'm not
getting that from fish.
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All right.
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I see my line has sprung.
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Eh, nothing.
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♪
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I lose much more weight,
and they're gonna pull me
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on a medical tap out.
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The doctor said that your
body mass index is dropping.
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And if it does not go up,
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you are at risk
of being pulled.
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I don't want to go.
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Right now, I'm gonna just keep
pushing forward.
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Keep myself busy.
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So I'm going to...
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go cut some more bamboo
for chopsticks.
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On my weakened state,
big projects
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are kind of
out of the question.
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It's the best I can do
to keep myself distracted,
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'cause I'm still
really hungry.
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♪
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Running on empty.
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Having a hard time
not becoming discouraged.
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♪
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When you've been hungry
like this for this long,
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it's like it just keeps
coming to ya.
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Like, "Ugh."
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♪
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There.
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Big pile of chopsticks.
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♪
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♪
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63, 64, 65, 66,
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67, 68, 69, 70, 71.
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71 so far.
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♪
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[rain pattering]
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[thunder rumbling]
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I'm hurting tonight.
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Ugh.
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I don't think
I've been so tried
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and so hungry,
ever in my life.
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♪
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I just want to go to sleep.
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♪
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Getting too weak and hungry
to provide for myself
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and keep going.
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♪
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That's where it comes
to an end for me.
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♪
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♪
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[motor revving]
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♪
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[rain pattering]
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[sniffles and sighs]
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[crying]
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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[water splashing]
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[boat scraping]
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♪
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Hi.
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Greetings.
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Hey.
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I really feel that
I've done a lot here.
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I really accomplished quite
a bit of what I wanted to do.
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But my tooth
is getting sorer and sorer,
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and then there's family,
and, um...
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you know, I'm missing them
more and more every day.
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I know it's the decision
I have to make right now.
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There's things that happen
outside your control
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and you just have
to be at peace with that.
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But I'll definitely miss
this place, for sure.
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♪
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I'm really appreciative
that in the middle of my life,
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I was allowed to have
this amount of time
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by myself to do
a bit of life reflection.
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It's an
immensely powerful thing,
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to be alone
and be in solitude.
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Nature has
an immense power to it.
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And when you're
fully immersed in it
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for a significant
amount of time,
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you really get
an appreciation
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for every minute of the day
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and just how fragile life is.
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You have to live positively,
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and if you have
the right mind-set,
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it's amazing what
can be accomplished.
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Every second with my family
after this
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is gonna be so profound.
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Cannot wait to see my children
and my husband.
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♪
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♪
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♪
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♪
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♪
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[insects chirping and trilling]
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[rustling]
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Ugh.
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My little twig legs.
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♪
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Little twig self,
the whole thing.
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Unbelievable.
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I never thought
you could get so small.
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[rain pattering]
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Little arms.
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You're just so tiny.
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You're so tiny.
What happened to you?
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Not so much the forearms
that are tiny,
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that blows me away is my...
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upper arms,
and just everything.
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A lot of ups and downs
to get here to day 80.
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♪
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[exhaling sharply]
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Holy cow.
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00:14:12,400 --> 00:14:14,336
All alone.
281
00:14:14,369 --> 00:14:17,139
I've been going back and forth
between excited and nervous.
282
00:14:17,172 --> 00:14:19,407
Now that I'm here,
I think I'm just nervous.
283
00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:21,608
This is one tough place.
284
00:14:21,642 --> 00:14:23,610
Arriving here in Patagonia,
285
00:14:23,644 --> 00:14:27,281
my strategy for this was to see
it as a homesteading situation
286
00:14:27,314 --> 00:14:30,217
in a new location
just like the early settlers,
287
00:14:30,251 --> 00:14:31,252
when they went out West.
288
00:14:31,285 --> 00:14:32,786
I found myself a little area.
289
00:14:32,819 --> 00:14:34,188
This is a temporary shelter.
290
00:14:34,221 --> 00:14:37,089
It's only, like, 15 feet
from where I was dropped off.
291
00:14:37,123 --> 00:14:38,591
But my choices are limited.
292
00:14:38,624 --> 00:14:41,461
My place is 95% hill.
293
00:14:41,494 --> 00:14:44,364
And there's no sun, so I got
to explore my territory.
294
00:14:44,397 --> 00:14:46,098
♪
295
00:14:46,132 --> 00:14:47,300
Look at this.
296
00:14:47,333 --> 00:14:48,768
I was thinking of incorporating
297
00:14:48,801 --> 00:14:51,370
this big tree as the back wall
of my shelter.
298
00:14:51,403 --> 00:14:53,238
I need more food.
299
00:14:53,272 --> 00:14:56,208
Innovation and creativity
are very important out here,
300
00:14:56,241 --> 00:14:59,010
because you need to find ways
to overcome your problems.
301
00:14:59,043 --> 00:15:01,680
I want to make a duck trap.
302
00:15:01,713 --> 00:15:03,948
And I'm gonna try and build,
like, a little dock
303
00:15:03,982 --> 00:15:07,851
that I can walk out on
and launch my duck-hunter boat.
304
00:15:07,885 --> 00:15:09,720
♪
305
00:15:09,753 --> 00:15:11,755
We are fishing for birds.
306
00:15:11,789 --> 00:15:14,658
♪
307
00:15:14,692 --> 00:15:16,694
My shelter took me
almost a month,
308
00:15:16,727 --> 00:15:19,597
but it was a consistent
and persistent effort
309
00:15:19,630 --> 00:15:21,164
until it was achieved.
310
00:15:21,198 --> 00:15:22,832
The inner walls are done.
311
00:15:22,865 --> 00:15:24,634
It is looking good.
312
00:15:24,667 --> 00:15:27,570
Every day more that you
push forward on any goal,
313
00:15:27,604 --> 00:15:30,640
you've already achieved
all that is behind you.
314
00:15:30,673 --> 00:15:33,443
I am done with my shelter.
315
00:15:33,476 --> 00:15:35,711
Tomorrow, I'm moving in.
316
00:15:35,744 --> 00:15:38,180
Make my bed--oh, done.
317
00:15:38,214 --> 00:15:41,016
If I spend too many days
just doing nothing,
318
00:15:41,049 --> 00:15:43,885
I get mighty antsy.
319
00:15:43,919 --> 00:15:44,986
[groans]
320
00:15:45,020 --> 00:15:48,357
Downward dog into lotus.
321
00:15:48,390 --> 00:15:50,057
Lotus eats the butterfly.
322
00:15:50,090 --> 00:15:51,259
No, no, no.
323
00:15:51,292 --> 00:15:52,827
Never done yoga.
324
00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:55,263
♪
325
00:15:55,296 --> 00:15:58,132
Don't need my man card revoked.
326
00:15:58,165 --> 00:16:01,168
I find that it's very important
to keep your mind busy,
327
00:16:01,202 --> 00:16:04,572
especially after 4:00.
328
00:16:04,605 --> 00:16:07,073
4:00, you're used
to going home
329
00:16:07,106 --> 00:16:08,375
and being with your family.
330
00:16:08,408 --> 00:16:11,077
My new winding stick is done.
331
00:16:11,110 --> 00:16:13,079
Bushcrafting gets you
through the night.
332
00:16:13,112 --> 00:16:15,215
Homesteading
and making projects
333
00:16:15,249 --> 00:16:17,717
gets you through the month.
334
00:16:17,751 --> 00:16:19,952
Got to add to the wizard staff.
335
00:16:19,985 --> 00:16:21,420
My wizard staff journal,
336
00:16:21,454 --> 00:16:23,956
the story
of my adventure here.
337
00:16:23,989 --> 00:16:25,958
Whenever I'm not busy
making stuff
338
00:16:25,991 --> 00:16:27,460
and doing things,
339
00:16:27,493 --> 00:16:30,929
I am sick and tired
of being alone.
340
00:16:30,963 --> 00:16:32,631
♪
341
00:16:32,665 --> 00:16:34,899
But when you're out here
by yourself...
342
00:16:34,932 --> 00:16:37,802
♪
343
00:16:37,835 --> 00:16:39,271
You think about family
344
00:16:39,304 --> 00:16:41,539
and how much they mean to you.
345
00:16:41,573 --> 00:16:43,708
♪
346
00:16:43,741 --> 00:16:45,877
And the weight,
347
00:16:45,910 --> 00:16:48,480
gravity on your chest
is just...
348
00:16:48,513 --> 00:16:50,881
♪
349
00:16:50,914 --> 00:16:52,783
So strong.
350
00:16:52,816 --> 00:16:55,652
♪
351
00:16:57,120 --> 00:17:00,557
It's been 14 days
with one fish.
352
00:17:00,591 --> 00:17:02,092
[groans]
353
00:17:02,125 --> 00:17:04,994
And you get frustrated,
and you're hungry/angry.
354
00:17:05,027 --> 00:17:07,697
That seems to come more
and more as I'm out here.
355
00:17:07,730 --> 00:17:10,300
Man, this blows.
This freaking blows.
356
00:17:10,333 --> 00:17:11,767
♪
357
00:17:11,801 --> 00:17:12,868
Ugh.
358
00:17:12,902 --> 00:17:15,438
♪
359
00:17:15,471 --> 00:17:17,139
Oh, no!
360
00:17:17,172 --> 00:17:19,241
Things are not going well.
361
00:17:19,275 --> 00:17:22,311
♪
362
00:17:22,344 --> 00:17:25,179
Grubs and roots for dinner.
363
00:17:25,213 --> 00:17:28,182
[sobbing]
364
00:17:28,216 --> 00:17:31,152
[fire crackling]
365
00:17:35,556 --> 00:17:37,024
[sniffles]
366
00:17:37,057 --> 00:17:40,260
[sobbing]
367
00:17:40,294 --> 00:17:42,095
I'm so hungry.
368
00:17:42,129 --> 00:17:43,464
[sniffles]
369
00:17:43,497 --> 00:17:45,433
[whimpers]
370
00:17:45,466 --> 00:17:47,167
[sniffles]
371
00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:48,736
[sobs]
372
00:17:58,911 --> 00:18:02,482
[somber music]
373
00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:04,783
♪
374
00:18:04,816 --> 00:18:07,553
Three months now
since I've seen my family.
375
00:18:07,586 --> 00:18:09,020
♪
376
00:18:09,054 --> 00:18:10,589
And that pull...
377
00:18:10,622 --> 00:18:13,224
♪
378
00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:15,594
I swear, today,
I can almost feel it.
379
00:18:15,627 --> 00:18:21,231
♪
380
00:18:21,265 --> 00:18:24,201
Diminishing conditions
that I'm in these days...
381
00:18:27,304 --> 00:18:30,240
I don't know how much more
I got left in me.
382
00:18:37,581 --> 00:18:40,550
[dramatic music]
383
00:18:40,584 --> 00:18:47,524
♪
384
00:18:49,392 --> 00:18:55,664
♪
385
00:18:55,698 --> 00:18:58,200
[wind whistling]
386
00:18:58,233 --> 00:19:01,003
I'm thinking about food...
387
00:19:01,036 --> 00:19:04,271
and thinking
about all the things
388
00:19:04,305 --> 00:19:07,442
I look forward to eating
when I get home.
389
00:19:10,144 --> 00:19:11,779
Some day soon,
390
00:19:11,813 --> 00:19:13,681
I'll be able
to go to restaurants
391
00:19:13,715 --> 00:19:17,552
or eat a delicious
home-cooked meal.
392
00:19:17,585 --> 00:19:19,586
♪
393
00:19:19,620 --> 00:19:22,523
Tyler makes
an amazing salmon log.
394
00:19:22,556 --> 00:19:25,058
♪
395
00:19:25,091 --> 00:19:28,128
And he came up with this,
oh, so good,
396
00:19:28,161 --> 00:19:33,266
amazing, uh,
creamed halibut dish.
397
00:19:33,299 --> 00:19:36,168
♪
398
00:19:36,201 --> 00:19:39,705
Most of what I think about
is fatty foods.
399
00:19:39,739 --> 00:19:42,908
♪
400
00:19:42,942 --> 00:19:45,077
[sighs]
401
00:19:45,110 --> 00:19:47,513
Which, I guess, shows
so that's what--
402
00:19:47,547 --> 00:19:49,448
probably what
my body's craving.
403
00:19:49,481 --> 00:19:53,184
♪
404
00:19:53,217 --> 00:19:56,220
Getting to be
one lean machine here.
405
00:19:56,254 --> 00:19:59,357
♪
406
00:19:59,390 --> 00:20:00,992
[sighs]
407
00:20:01,025 --> 00:20:04,194
Finding protein
has been a struggle
408
00:20:04,227 --> 00:20:05,829
since day one.
409
00:20:08,365 --> 00:20:11,569
♪
410
00:20:11,602 --> 00:20:13,070
Wow.
411
00:20:13,103 --> 00:20:15,873
This is even more beautiful
412
00:20:15,906 --> 00:20:18,141
than I could have imagined.
413
00:20:18,175 --> 00:20:21,110
It's hard to put words
to what this place means to me.
414
00:20:21,143 --> 00:20:23,145
♪
415
00:20:23,179 --> 00:20:25,414
[whispering] Two deer
just walked up on the beach.
416
00:20:25,448 --> 00:20:26,849
That's pretty cool.
417
00:20:26,883 --> 00:20:30,920
I have always wanted to really
test my survival skills.
418
00:20:30,953 --> 00:20:33,289
I feel like my entire life
419
00:20:33,322 --> 00:20:35,924
has building me up
to this point.
420
00:20:35,957 --> 00:20:38,426
Always wanted to spend
a long chunk of time,
421
00:20:38,460 --> 00:20:41,830
up to a year,
in the woods, alone.
422
00:20:41,863 --> 00:20:43,198
♪
423
00:20:43,231 --> 00:20:47,068
As a survival strategy,
I wanted to create a home.
424
00:20:47,102 --> 00:20:49,470
I didn't want
to just have a shelter
425
00:20:49,504 --> 00:20:51,872
that just barely met my needs.
426
00:20:51,906 --> 00:20:55,943
I wanted to be able to live
inside what I eated.
427
00:20:55,976 --> 00:20:57,211
Home, sweet home.
428
00:20:57,244 --> 00:21:00,314
[rustling]
[bleep].
429
00:21:00,347 --> 00:21:04,718
Early on, there were some
moments when it was a struggle.
430
00:21:04,751 --> 00:21:07,654
Missing Tyler and missing
being able to reach out
431
00:21:07,687 --> 00:21:10,023
and call my family
and friends.
432
00:21:10,056 --> 00:21:11,891
[sniffles]
433
00:21:11,925 --> 00:21:14,928
Sad at the moment, but...
434
00:21:14,961 --> 00:21:18,964
just to be expected
with being out here on my own.
435
00:21:18,997 --> 00:21:20,633
I think I've struggled the most
436
00:21:20,666 --> 00:21:22,234
with fishing out here.
437
00:21:22,267 --> 00:21:24,202
♪
438
00:21:24,236 --> 00:21:26,438
My body weight
started dropping,
439
00:21:26,471 --> 00:21:29,942
so I knew
that I had to change
440
00:21:29,975 --> 00:21:31,977
what I'm doing.
441
00:21:32,010 --> 00:21:34,679
I tried everything.
442
00:21:34,712 --> 00:21:37,281
Oh, man.
443
00:21:37,314 --> 00:21:40,084
Protein is critical
in a survival situation.
444
00:21:40,117 --> 00:21:42,453
Yes! Come on.
445
00:21:42,486 --> 00:21:44,221
If I could get more protein,
446
00:21:44,255 --> 00:21:47,592
I would maybe be able
to slow down my weight loss.
447
00:21:47,625 --> 00:21:49,292
Oh.
448
00:21:49,325 --> 00:21:50,727
Aw, damn it.
449
00:21:50,761 --> 00:21:53,063
Here, if I don't catch a fish,
450
00:21:53,096 --> 00:21:55,766
I won't have anything to eat
that night.
451
00:21:55,799 --> 00:21:57,768
[crying]
452
00:21:57,801 --> 00:22:00,136
And that stresses me out.
453
00:22:00,170 --> 00:22:02,606
And so I went
with what did work,
454
00:22:02,639 --> 00:22:04,373
which was gathering plants.
455
00:22:04,406 --> 00:22:07,109
Dandelions, just what
the doctor ordered.
456
00:22:07,142 --> 00:22:10,245
I don't know where
the strength came
457
00:22:10,279 --> 00:22:12,447
for me to live out here
as long as I have.
458
00:22:12,481 --> 00:22:14,550
It's just--it's part of me.
459
00:22:14,584 --> 00:22:16,518
I found nettles.
460
00:22:16,552 --> 00:22:17,820
This is awesome.
461
00:22:17,853 --> 00:22:19,187
I am stubborn.
462
00:22:19,220 --> 00:22:21,623
My attitude and my will
463
00:22:21,656 --> 00:22:24,659
and my spirit
have been key points
464
00:22:24,693 --> 00:22:26,861
for me being able
to be out here
465
00:22:26,895 --> 00:22:28,597
as long as I have.
466
00:22:28,630 --> 00:22:30,031
[chuckles]
467
00:22:30,064 --> 00:22:33,466
To me, the difference
between living and survival is,
468
00:22:33,500 --> 00:22:37,304
survival is just barely
being able
469
00:22:37,337 --> 00:22:39,439
to pull through something.
470
00:22:39,472 --> 00:22:41,942
Living is being present
471
00:22:41,975 --> 00:22:44,177
and enjoying each moment.
472
00:22:44,211 --> 00:22:46,847
Ah, big flakes of snow.
473
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:48,748
I really want to make a drum.
474
00:22:48,781 --> 00:22:52,384
To live out here, I do need
to keep making things
475
00:22:52,418 --> 00:22:55,655
and try to stay busy
all the time.
476
00:22:55,688 --> 00:22:58,557
I want with all of my being
to stay out here
477
00:22:58,591 --> 00:23:01,761
and enjoy living
as long as I can.
478
00:23:01,794 --> 00:23:03,962
It works.
479
00:23:03,995 --> 00:23:05,764
However long that is,
480
00:23:05,797 --> 00:23:08,199
I'm gonna keep striving.
481
00:23:08,233 --> 00:23:10,301
I'm gonna keep going
482
00:23:10,335 --> 00:23:12,270
till I can't.
483
00:23:13,972 --> 00:23:16,908
[rain pattering]
484
00:23:18,743 --> 00:23:22,212
Here's the--the true true
485
00:23:22,246 --> 00:23:24,682
of how I'm doing right now,
486
00:23:24,715 --> 00:23:28,018
at least in this moment.
487
00:23:28,052 --> 00:23:29,987
I feel scared...
488
00:23:32,222 --> 00:23:35,158
Scared of all
the future unknowns...
489
00:23:36,993 --> 00:23:39,162
Scared of having to tap out
490
00:23:39,195 --> 00:23:43,499
or getting pulled out.
491
00:23:43,532 --> 00:23:46,836
[motor revving]
492
00:23:48,436 --> 00:23:51,406
Here comes a boat,
493
00:23:51,439 --> 00:23:53,141
which worries me a lot.
494
00:23:53,175 --> 00:23:55,077
[eerie music]
495
00:23:55,110 --> 00:23:57,279
They gonna pull me out?
496
00:23:57,312 --> 00:23:59,314
I don't know.
497
00:23:59,347 --> 00:24:01,383
[sniffles]
498
00:24:01,416 --> 00:24:09,390
♪
499
00:24:09,423 --> 00:24:12,827
[sobs]
500
00:24:12,860 --> 00:24:16,163
[percussive music]
501
00:24:16,197 --> 00:24:21,501
♪
502
00:24:21,534 --> 00:24:22,836
Sweater off?
503
00:24:22,869 --> 00:24:29,810
♪
504
00:24:31,177 --> 00:24:34,146
[dramatic music]
505
00:24:34,179 --> 00:24:36,648
♪
506
00:24:36,682 --> 00:24:38,283
Oops.
507
00:24:38,317 --> 00:24:45,257
♪
508
00:24:46,826 --> 00:24:53,765
♪
509
00:24:55,433 --> 00:24:56,500
♪
510
00:24:56,534 --> 00:24:58,402
Just here a second.
511
00:24:58,436 --> 00:25:04,474
♪
512
00:25:04,507 --> 00:25:07,477
[motor revving]
513
00:25:07,510 --> 00:25:14,451
♪
514
00:25:15,819 --> 00:25:21,791
♪
515
00:25:21,824 --> 00:25:23,392
There we go.
516
00:25:23,425 --> 00:25:31,167
♪
517
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:34,069
-All right.
-Okay, just step on it.
518
00:25:34,102 --> 00:25:41,042
♪
519
00:25:42,143 --> 00:25:49,083
♪
520
00:25:50,184 --> 00:25:51,451
Sit down, please.
521
00:25:51,485 --> 00:25:58,425
♪
522
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:07,566
♪
523
00:26:09,803 --> 00:26:12,505
[air hissing]
524
00:26:12,538 --> 00:26:14,540
♪
525
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:17,676
[air hissing]
526
00:26:17,709 --> 00:26:24,649
♪
527
00:26:25,951 --> 00:26:31,924
♪
528
00:26:31,957 --> 00:26:34,926
[air hissing]
529
00:26:34,959 --> 00:26:38,796
♪
530
00:26:38,830 --> 00:26:40,597
Open your mouth.
531
00:26:40,631 --> 00:26:47,571
♪
532
00:26:49,172 --> 00:26:56,112
♪
533
00:26:57,247 --> 00:27:03,018
♪
534
00:27:03,052 --> 00:27:06,822
[both speaking foreign language]
535
00:27:06,856 --> 00:27:13,795
♪
536
00:27:15,264 --> 00:27:19,500
[men speaking foreign language]
537
00:27:19,533 --> 00:27:25,039
♪
538
00:27:28,542 --> 00:27:31,512
[dramatic music]
539
00:27:31,545 --> 00:27:38,886
♪
540
00:27:38,919 --> 00:27:42,222
[rain pattering]
541
00:27:42,255 --> 00:27:47,360
♪
542
00:27:47,394 --> 00:27:50,096
The doctor has found that
you're in a critical zone.
543
00:27:50,129 --> 00:27:53,632
We're gonna have to extract you
for medical reasons.
544
00:27:53,665 --> 00:27:56,635
[somber music]
545
00:27:56,668 --> 00:28:02,507
♪
546
00:28:02,540 --> 00:28:04,075
Okay.
547
00:28:04,109 --> 00:28:10,481
♪
548
00:28:10,515 --> 00:28:13,484
[crying]
549
00:28:13,518 --> 00:28:20,457
♪
550
00:28:22,526 --> 00:28:25,963
I--I was worried that
this point might come.
551
00:28:25,996 --> 00:28:28,933
♪
552
00:28:28,966 --> 00:28:32,036
You know, I--I felt myself
getting thinner,
553
00:28:32,069 --> 00:28:35,471
and even though I feel
in great spirits,
554
00:28:35,504 --> 00:28:38,174
you know,
I feel really good
555
00:28:38,207 --> 00:28:42,011
most of the time--mentally,
emotionay, spiritually...
556
00:28:42,045 --> 00:28:44,247
♪
557
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:46,382
Just it's really disappointing.
558
00:28:46,415 --> 00:28:51,586
♪
559
00:28:51,619 --> 00:28:53,888
I guess this is
what's meant to be.
560
00:28:53,922 --> 00:28:56,691
♪
561
00:28:56,724 --> 00:28:58,560
I truly am thankful.
562
00:28:58,593 --> 00:29:03,097
♪
563
00:29:03,130 --> 00:29:05,933
And I've learned a lot
while I've been here.
564
00:29:05,967 --> 00:29:08,802
♪
565
00:29:08,835 --> 00:29:10,671
I want to see Tyler.
566
00:29:10,704 --> 00:29:12,506
I want to see my mom.
567
00:29:12,539 --> 00:29:16,277
I want to see my dad.
568
00:29:16,310 --> 00:29:19,379
Even though I've been alone,
569
00:29:19,412 --> 00:29:21,247
I feel like
I've been connected
570
00:29:21,281 --> 00:29:22,748
to them the whole time...
571
00:29:22,782 --> 00:29:24,850
♪
572
00:29:24,884 --> 00:29:26,486
And that they've
been there for me
573
00:29:26,519 --> 00:29:28,554
and that they've helped
give me strength.
574
00:29:28,588 --> 00:29:32,191
♪
575
00:29:32,224 --> 00:29:35,127
I don't feel like
I've been surviving
576
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:37,362
and--and struggling.
577
00:29:37,396 --> 00:29:38,964
♪
578
00:29:38,998 --> 00:29:40,932
I've been here living.
579
00:29:40,966 --> 00:29:43,302
♪
580
00:29:43,335 --> 00:29:46,271
Not winning $500,000,
581
00:29:46,305 --> 00:29:48,639
it is disappointing.
582
00:29:48,672 --> 00:29:51,375
More so that
I can't help others,
583
00:29:51,409 --> 00:29:53,377
that I can't
buy my mom property
584
00:29:53,411 --> 00:29:55,413
and build a house,
585
00:29:55,446 --> 00:29:58,649
help some friends
have a better life.
586
00:29:58,682 --> 00:30:01,119
And I was hoping to save
587
00:30:01,152 --> 00:30:03,853
for my life
and my children.
588
00:30:03,886 --> 00:30:06,023
♪
589
00:30:06,056 --> 00:30:10,327
But my physical body
can't do this anymore.
590
00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:14,364
And so it's--
it's not mine to have.
591
00:30:14,397 --> 00:30:18,334
♪
592
00:30:18,367 --> 00:30:20,702
This place,
it's really become
593
00:30:20,736 --> 00:30:22,504
part of who I am.
594
00:30:22,538 --> 00:30:23,872
♪
595
00:30:23,905 --> 00:30:27,743
I came out more alive
596
00:30:27,776 --> 00:30:29,545
than I've ever been.
597
00:30:29,578 --> 00:30:32,513
[motor droning]
598
00:30:33,881 --> 00:30:36,851
[pensive music]
599
00:30:36,884 --> 00:30:41,222
♪
600
00:30:41,256 --> 00:30:44,592
[wind sighing]
601
00:30:44,625 --> 00:30:51,565
♪
602
00:30:52,932 --> 00:30:55,669
[rain pattering]
603
00:30:55,702 --> 00:30:59,906
♪
604
00:30:59,939 --> 00:31:03,242
One, two, three,
four, five, six.
605
00:31:03,276 --> 00:31:06,545
Day 87, I got on it.
606
00:31:06,579 --> 00:31:10,015
♪
607
00:31:10,049 --> 00:31:12,751
[motor revving faintly]
608
00:31:12,785 --> 00:31:14,387
I hear a boat.
609
00:31:14,420 --> 00:31:17,755
♪
610
00:31:17,789 --> 00:31:21,159
I think that's not
a good sign.
611
00:31:21,193 --> 00:31:23,195
I think that means...
612
00:31:23,228 --> 00:31:26,064
gonna have another
med check today.
613
00:31:26,098 --> 00:31:28,933
And there was just one
yesterday.
614
00:31:28,966 --> 00:31:30,535
I don't think
that's good news.
615
00:31:30,568 --> 00:31:32,703
♪
616
00:31:32,736 --> 00:31:34,938
Think I lost
another 20 pounds
617
00:31:34,971 --> 00:31:36,373
when they put me
on the scale.
618
00:31:36,407 --> 00:31:38,075
♪
619
00:31:38,109 --> 00:31:41,178
It might be over...
620
00:31:41,212 --> 00:31:42,413
for me.
621
00:31:42,446 --> 00:31:43,947
♪
622
00:31:43,980 --> 00:31:46,217
I want it to be over.
623
00:31:46,250 --> 00:31:47,883
But I don't want it
to be over because
624
00:31:47,917 --> 00:31:51,020
I failed to acquire
enough food.
625
00:31:51,053 --> 00:31:53,823
I have the energy to continue,
626
00:31:53,856 --> 00:31:55,891
the mental
and the physical fortitude...
627
00:31:55,925 --> 00:31:59,095
♪
628
00:31:59,129 --> 00:32:01,763
To make it to 90
and then some.
629
00:32:01,796 --> 00:32:03,198
Maybe even 100.
630
00:32:03,232 --> 00:32:11,173
♪
631
00:32:11,206 --> 00:32:13,242
Pretty nervous.
632
00:32:13,275 --> 00:32:16,345
But at least
I wouldn't have, uh, quit.
633
00:32:16,378 --> 00:32:18,679
And I will not have given up
634
00:32:18,712 --> 00:32:20,681
or surrendered.
635
00:32:20,714 --> 00:32:27,655
♪
636
00:32:28,922 --> 00:32:31,125
Last night,
I worked on a yarn thing
637
00:32:31,159 --> 00:32:34,394
for Jamie to wind
her yarn ball around.
638
00:32:34,427 --> 00:32:35,828
I started thinking
about the family
639
00:32:35,862 --> 00:32:37,397
and talking about the girls.
640
00:32:37,430 --> 00:32:40,333
And, uh, I kind of broke down
for a little bit there.
641
00:32:40,367 --> 00:32:43,303
And was just--
you know, it just...
642
00:32:51,076 --> 00:32:54,546
It's getting harder
and harder to think about 'em.
643
00:32:54,580 --> 00:32:56,815
I miss those girls so much.
644
00:33:02,420 --> 00:33:05,190
To be alone for so long and...
645
00:33:05,223 --> 00:33:07,392
and have that family there
all by--
646
00:33:07,425 --> 00:33:09,727
you know,
and just missing them,
647
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:12,397
I'm thinking of all the stuff
I wanted to do with them.
648
00:33:12,430 --> 00:33:13,631
You know,
and as they get older,
649
00:33:13,664 --> 00:33:15,200
they get little
sharp elbows and knees.
650
00:33:15,233 --> 00:33:18,535
I'd even take a sharp elbow
to the gut right now,
651
00:33:18,568 --> 00:33:21,505
if--you know,
just to be with them again.
652
00:33:21,538 --> 00:33:24,508
[pensive music]
653
00:33:24,541 --> 00:33:29,446
♪
654
00:33:29,479 --> 00:33:31,914
[sniffles and sighs]
655
00:33:31,947 --> 00:33:35,618
I've wanted a family
my whole life, and...
656
00:33:35,651 --> 00:33:37,986
and it's the best thing
in the world.
657
00:33:38,020 --> 00:33:41,490
And, uh...
658
00:33:41,524 --> 00:33:44,527
I just miss it.
659
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,495
You know, and, uh...
660
00:33:49,964 --> 00:33:52,700
I just...
661
00:33:52,734 --> 00:33:54,602
You know, and as long
as I have strength in me
662
00:33:54,636 --> 00:33:57,572
and I feel like I can
push through it, I do.
663
00:33:59,441 --> 00:34:01,275
And, uh...
664
00:34:01,308 --> 00:34:04,878
and I don't give up,
because of them.
665
00:34:07,681 --> 00:34:10,083
No.
666
00:34:10,116 --> 00:34:11,051
[gasps]
667
00:34:14,521 --> 00:34:17,490
[dramatic music]
668
00:34:17,523 --> 00:34:24,464
♪
669
00:34:26,399 --> 00:34:28,601
♪
670
00:34:31,169 --> 00:34:34,038
[rain pattering]
No.
671
00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:35,707
[gasps]
Oh, my God!
672
00:34:35,740 --> 00:34:37,141
[both laugh]
673
00:34:37,175 --> 00:34:40,412
[crying]
674
00:34:40,445 --> 00:34:42,113
-You won.
-You won!
675
00:34:42,146 --> 00:34:43,348
What?
676
00:34:43,382 --> 00:34:44,949
I wo--
677
00:34:44,983 --> 00:34:47,485
[both crying]
678
00:34:47,518 --> 00:34:49,186
I'm right here.
679
00:34:49,219 --> 00:34:50,854
[crying]
680
00:34:50,888 --> 00:34:53,223
I won.
681
00:34:53,257 --> 00:34:55,626
Oh, my God.
682
00:34:55,659 --> 00:34:58,596
-It's over.
-It's over.
683
00:35:00,964 --> 00:35:03,300
Oh, my God!
684
00:35:03,333 --> 00:35:04,767
Oh.
685
00:35:04,801 --> 00:35:08,571
[both crying]
686
00:35:08,605 --> 00:35:10,172
-I can't believe you're here.
-[laughs]
687
00:35:10,206 --> 00:35:11,541
I don't even care
that I won.
688
00:35:11,574 --> 00:35:13,075
[both crying]
689
00:35:13,109 --> 00:35:15,144
I love you so much.
690
00:35:15,177 --> 00:35:16,278
Oh.
691
00:35:16,312 --> 00:35:19,315
I was thinking about you
every minute.
692
00:35:19,348 --> 00:35:20,549
Oh.
693
00:35:20,582 --> 00:35:22,751
[both crying]
694
00:35:22,784 --> 00:35:24,320
-Oh, I'm so proud of you.
-I can't believe it.
695
00:35:24,353 --> 00:35:25,654
Oh, you're so dirty
now that I--
696
00:35:25,687 --> 00:35:29,291
-I know. I don't care.
-I don't care.
697
00:35:29,325 --> 00:35:31,859
-You look so amazing.
-I--I--
698
00:35:31,892 --> 00:35:34,929
[both laughing]
699
00:35:34,962 --> 00:35:36,163
Oh.
700
00:35:36,196 --> 00:35:38,366
-Oh, can you believe it?
-It's over.
701
00:35:38,399 --> 00:35:41,135
-Thank--oh, thank God.
-Thank you, Lord.
702
00:35:41,168 --> 00:35:43,237
-Honey, you won.
-You won.
703
00:35:43,270 --> 00:35:44,305
[both laughing]
704
00:35:44,339 --> 00:35:45,640
We can go home!
705
00:35:45,673 --> 00:35:47,374
[laughs]
706
00:35:47,407 --> 00:35:48,508
For reals--
707
00:35:48,542 --> 00:35:49,543
for real.
708
00:35:49,576 --> 00:35:52,111
This is, uh,
unbelievable!
709
00:35:52,145 --> 00:35:53,913
[both laughing]
710
00:35:53,947 --> 00:35:54,914
Oh!
711
00:35:54,948 --> 00:35:56,516
Whoo-hoo!
712
00:35:56,550 --> 00:35:57,784
♪
713
00:35:57,817 --> 00:35:59,653
Oh.
714
00:35:59,686 --> 00:36:02,555
[panting]
715
00:36:02,588 --> 00:36:04,289
-Oh, my God.
-[laughs] Right?
716
00:36:04,323 --> 00:36:05,758
You made your wizard staff.
717
00:36:05,791 --> 00:36:07,225
Oh, yeah, look at it.
718
00:36:07,259 --> 00:36:09,828
Every day, I would, uh--
719
00:36:09,862 --> 00:36:11,330
I'd add my story to the pole.
720
00:36:11,364 --> 00:36:12,931
And it's even got
our story up here.
721
00:36:12,965 --> 00:36:14,500
-There's the car, broke down.
-[laughs]
722
00:36:14,533 --> 00:36:16,100
And I had to leave you guys
on the side of the road.
723
00:36:16,133 --> 00:36:18,503
And I have fishes for every
fish I caught, there, you see.
724
00:36:18,536 --> 00:36:21,639
And, uh, each day,
I had a achievement,
725
00:36:21,673 --> 00:36:22,907
and then my physical
achievement,
726
00:36:22,940 --> 00:36:26,611
and then my, um, emotional.
727
00:36:26,644 --> 00:36:29,213
And, uh, and so there's
quite a few emotional ones
728
00:36:29,246 --> 00:36:32,616
where little yurts and
"missing you guys" and stuff.
729
00:36:32,649 --> 00:36:34,284
-Oh.
-So...
730
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:37,354
each day, I worked my story
all the way down.
731
00:36:37,388 --> 00:36:40,156
-So I got the whole thing.
-It's so beautiful.
732
00:36:40,190 --> 00:36:41,825
I'll show you the inside.
733
00:36:41,858 --> 00:36:43,760
♪
734
00:36:43,794 --> 00:36:45,028
All right, come on in.
735
00:36:45,061 --> 00:36:46,161
It's a little messy
736
00:36:46,195 --> 00:36:47,930
'cause I just brought
the firewood in.
737
00:36:47,963 --> 00:36:49,298
♪
738
00:36:49,331 --> 00:36:52,234
It was so cozy in here.
739
00:36:52,267 --> 00:36:55,237
The shelter worked so well.
740
00:36:55,270 --> 00:36:56,772
It was unreal.
741
00:36:56,806 --> 00:36:59,975
All right,
I got the clothes.
742
00:37:00,009 --> 00:37:03,144
And I'll put all the spoons
and stuff into it.
743
00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:04,145
There we go.
744
00:37:04,178 --> 00:37:05,747
We got needles.
745
00:37:05,780 --> 00:37:07,982
That's 50.
746
00:37:08,016 --> 00:37:10,251
-That's another 50.
-[giggles]
747
00:37:10,284 --> 00:37:12,621
There's another
100 chopsticks.
748
00:37:12,654 --> 00:37:16,089
-All the spoons.
-[giggles]
749
00:37:16,123 --> 00:37:17,491
Look at all of it.
750
00:37:17,525 --> 00:37:19,059
I know what your family's
getting for Christmas.
751
00:37:19,092 --> 00:37:20,428
-Yeah.
-Spoons!
752
00:37:20,461 --> 00:37:21,795
Everybody's getting spoons.
753
00:37:21,829 --> 00:37:24,064
[gentle music]
754
00:37:24,097 --> 00:37:26,066
[bird chirping]
755
00:37:26,099 --> 00:37:30,037
[motor revving]
756
00:37:30,070 --> 00:37:37,009
♪
757
00:37:39,045 --> 00:37:44,417
♪
758
00:37:44,451 --> 00:37:48,153
I don't really consider myself
a survivalist.
759
00:37:48,186 --> 00:37:49,721
[helicopter rotor whirring]
760
00:37:49,755 --> 00:37:51,590
-[both laughing]
-[speaks indistinctly]
761
00:37:51,623 --> 00:37:54,760
[helicopter rotor thrumming]
762
00:37:54,793 --> 00:37:56,762
Some people,
they just want
763
00:37:56,795 --> 00:37:59,931
to take a knife,
go out into the woods,
764
00:37:59,965 --> 00:38:02,767
and see how long
they can make it.
765
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:04,234
That was never
one of my interests.
766
00:38:04,268 --> 00:38:06,971
I wanted to be able
to survive any situation.
767
00:38:07,004 --> 00:38:08,706
♪
768
00:38:08,739 --> 00:38:10,775
If there's something
that you want,
769
00:38:10,808 --> 00:38:13,744
it's not something you
accomplish in one night.
770
00:38:13,778 --> 00:38:15,545
It doesn't matter your pace;
771
00:38:15,579 --> 00:38:19,048
it doesn't matter your
strengths, your weaknesses.
772
00:38:19,082 --> 00:38:23,219
As long as you just
keep pushing forward,
773
00:38:23,252 --> 00:38:24,588
you're achieving something.
774
00:38:24,621 --> 00:38:28,658
♪
775
00:38:28,692 --> 00:38:29,893
This is special.
776
00:38:29,926 --> 00:38:34,396
♪
777
00:38:34,429 --> 00:38:36,732
Doesn't get much more special
than going to Patagonia
778
00:38:36,765 --> 00:38:38,501
and surviving in the outback.
779
00:38:38,534 --> 00:38:41,203
♪
780
00:38:41,236 --> 00:38:43,238
One of the most beautiful
things I've ever seen.
781
00:38:43,271 --> 00:38:47,241
-Right?
-[laughing]
782
00:38:47,274 --> 00:38:49,844
That's what I felt when
I saw you when I turned around.
783
00:38:49,877 --> 00:38:52,680
Aww!
784
00:38:52,714 --> 00:38:53,915
[static crackles]
785
00:38:53,948 --> 00:38:55,182
[laughs]
786
00:38:55,216 --> 00:38:56,684
♪
787
00:38:56,718 --> 00:38:59,787
This has been
the best experience of my life.
788
00:38:59,821 --> 00:39:01,688
♪
789
00:39:05,526 --> 00:39:08,128
[light instrumental music]
790
00:39:08,161 --> 00:39:13,299
♪
791
00:39:13,333 --> 00:39:15,935
My stomach's
just been in knots.
792
00:39:15,968 --> 00:39:18,170
Haven't thought about much else
besides getting home
793
00:39:18,203 --> 00:39:20,372
and hugging my girls.
794
00:39:20,405 --> 00:39:21,974
It was hard, sometimes,
to think about the things
795
00:39:22,007 --> 00:39:24,577
I missed out on
while I was gone.
796
00:39:24,610 --> 00:39:26,879
A whole summer
of stuff I missed.
797
00:39:26,912 --> 00:39:29,915
Every day felt like
two or three days out there.
798
00:39:29,949 --> 00:39:31,550
♪
799
00:39:31,583 --> 00:39:34,052
It's my favorite road.
800
00:39:34,085 --> 00:39:37,355
The $500,000 means
freedom to my family,
801
00:39:37,388 --> 00:39:41,459
freedom to build our off-grid
homestead the way we want to.
802
00:39:41,492 --> 00:39:43,628
I'm home.
803
00:39:46,129 --> 00:39:47,865
Oh!
804
00:39:47,898 --> 00:39:49,366
Home, sweet home.
805
00:39:49,399 --> 00:39:51,334
♪
806
00:39:51,368 --> 00:39:52,903
Oh, my goodness.
807
00:39:52,936 --> 00:39:55,706
Everything is so green.
808
00:39:55,739 --> 00:39:57,040
[dog barking]
809
00:39:57,074 --> 00:40:00,010
♪
810
00:40:00,043 --> 00:40:01,077
[whistles]
811
00:40:01,110 --> 00:40:02,612
♪
812
00:40:02,645 --> 00:40:04,480
[whistles]
813
00:40:04,513 --> 00:40:05,715
Who is it?
814
00:40:05,748 --> 00:40:07,584
-Daddy!
-[giggling]
815
00:40:07,617 --> 00:40:08,818
Dad!
816
00:40:08,851 --> 00:40:13,590
[both laughing]
817
00:40:13,623 --> 00:40:17,793
-Hey.
-Daddy! Daddy!
818
00:40:17,826 --> 00:40:21,062
-I missed you.
-I missed you.
819
00:40:21,096 --> 00:40:24,399
I missed you, too.
820
00:40:24,432 --> 00:40:25,601
Hey, Sparrow.
821
00:40:25,634 --> 00:40:28,604
-Hey.
-Who is that?
822
00:40:28,637 --> 00:40:30,971
I missed you super,
super, super much!
823
00:40:31,005 --> 00:40:32,439
Yeah, I missed you, too,
824
00:40:32,472 --> 00:40:34,174
and Mom and Sparrow.
825
00:40:34,208 --> 00:40:36,343
Hey, hon.
826
00:40:36,376 --> 00:40:37,645
-Hi.
-Hi.
827
00:40:37,678 --> 00:40:39,046
[both giggling]
828
00:40:39,079 --> 00:40:40,114
Welcome home.
829
00:40:40,147 --> 00:40:42,316
[laughs]
830
00:40:42,349 --> 00:40:44,819
-I missed you!
-I missed you, too.
831
00:40:44,852 --> 00:40:47,486
And I won't go away like that
again, I promise, all right?
832
00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:53,192
♪
833
00:40:53,226 --> 00:40:55,895
-I lived in the woods.
-You lived in the woods?
834
00:40:55,929 --> 00:40:58,197
Yeah, this whole time,
I've been living in the woods.
835
00:40:58,231 --> 00:41:00,432
This is the whole story
of my adventure,
836
00:41:00,465 --> 00:41:02,701
and down here,
there's a snowman,
837
00:41:02,735 --> 00:41:06,204
for the day that
I made a snowman for you.
838
00:41:06,238 --> 00:41:07,539
Sprinkle it on.
839
00:41:07,572 --> 00:41:09,041
You want to help,
Sparrow?
840
00:41:09,074 --> 00:41:10,709
Want to put
a little cheese on?
841
00:41:10,743 --> 00:41:14,279
"Alone" is kind of
the culmination
842
00:41:14,312 --> 00:41:18,482
of everything my family's
been working towards,
843
00:41:18,515 --> 00:41:21,252
the adventure that
we want to have together.
844
00:41:21,285 --> 00:41:22,253
[laughing]
845
00:41:22,286 --> 00:41:24,789
Me doing this and succeeding
846
00:41:24,822 --> 00:41:27,892
means that we can
spend more time together.
847
00:41:27,925 --> 00:41:29,026
I am soaking wet.
848
00:41:29,060 --> 00:41:32,395
♪
849
00:41:32,428 --> 00:41:34,698
Being alone isn't something
I think I will
850
00:41:34,731 --> 00:41:36,399
ever pursue again.
851
00:41:36,432 --> 00:41:38,201
♪
852
00:41:38,234 --> 00:41:39,770
Oh, that's beautiful!
853
00:41:39,803 --> 00:41:42,739
I love my wife,
my little girls.
854
00:41:42,773 --> 00:41:45,540
In the end, I think,
after this adventure,
855
00:41:45,574 --> 00:41:48,077
I know my place
is at home with my family.
856
00:41:48,110 --> 00:41:49,244
You want to come to me?
857
00:41:49,278 --> 00:41:50,345
Aw.
858
00:41:50,379 --> 00:41:52,314
♪
859
00:41:52,347 --> 00:41:54,950
Arriving in Patagonia,
860
00:41:54,984 --> 00:41:57,452
I wanted to have an adventure
861
00:41:57,486 --> 00:42:00,789
like I had been reading about
my whole life.
862
00:42:00,822 --> 00:42:04,726
This was my chance
to have my real adventure.
863
00:42:04,759 --> 00:42:06,928
But, as time went on,
I realized
864
00:42:06,961 --> 00:42:09,630
being alone long term
865
00:42:09,664 --> 00:42:13,101
is not how life
is meant to be enjoyed.
866
00:42:13,134 --> 00:42:15,869
We need human contact.
867
00:42:15,903 --> 00:42:19,506
For me, going forward,
it's very simple.
868
00:42:19,539 --> 00:42:22,009
Have your family,
love 'em,
869
00:42:22,042 --> 00:42:24,978
make stuff,
be happy.
870
00:42:25,012 --> 00:42:27,280
Sounds good to me.
871
00:42:27,314 --> 00:42:29,282
Fowler out.
872
00:42:29,316 --> 00:42:32,819
♪
873
00:42:32,852 --> 00:42:36,055
[dramatic musical flourish]
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