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♪
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I've got to hunt deer.
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It's a huge caloric
expenditure,
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but that is what
I have to get.
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-Whoa!
-A large skull.
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It's probably the red deer.
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There are a lot
of wolves in this area.
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It looks an awful lot
like a leech.
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It appears to have been
sucking on this mouse blood.
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I'm literally starving.
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I will eat anything.
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Gross!
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The Mongolian cold
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is definitely becoming
a factor now.
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No fish.
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Wind.
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Just calm the down!
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Calm down!
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NARRATOR: For the
first time ever on "Alone,"”
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ten past participants return.
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♪
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They've come back with
one goal: redemption.
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I deserve to be here,
and I'm back.
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I want to win more this
time than I did last time.
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NARRATOR:
Now a fresh hell awaits.
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The cold is an incredibly
strong punch in the face.
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NARRATOR: In the punishing
wilderness of Mongolia.
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We're in
the middle of nowhere.
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Mongolia's
a very unforgiving land.
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NARRATOR: They must survive
in complete isolation,
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enduring as
long as they can.
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I'm just gonna
push and push and push
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until there's nothing left.
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NARRATOR:
The last one standing wins.
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♪
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♪
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Got you!
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You know what patience does?
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♪
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Catches the mouse
with his bare hands.
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As my food sources get smaller,
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I have to be prepared
to eat anything.
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Tasty little morsel.
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So, uh, I was already in bed,
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but I figured, why not
have a little mouse snack
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before I go to bed?
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I'm not gonna let this thing
sit around till morning.
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At least, I'm gonna clean it.
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I should put
his little head on a pyre
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for the rest of the
little vermin to see.
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"I should've never
came into Britt's shelter!
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Oh, that was
the worst mistake I ever made!"
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Never cleaned
a little mouse body before.
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This is very small.
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It's gonna end up being, like,
five bites of meat, maybe.
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My food acquisition is good,
but it's lacking.
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It's just not enough of
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what I need in my diet
to sustain, so
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I'm finding I'm going to have
to do something different.
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I'm hunting anything
and everything I can.
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Let's see if we can
get this in color.
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I want to try and
toast it enough that
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I can just crunch
right through the bone,
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and it won't be a issue.
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And fire makes
everything taste good.
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♪
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♪
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I hope all his mouse buddies
are watching.
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Actually, I don't.
I want some more visitors.
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That's about the best
I could do
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without really
lighting it up too much.
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There it is.
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30 minutes ago, this thing
was running around my shelter
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trying to eat my scraps.
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The tables have turned.
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♪
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I don't like the
bone that much,
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but the meat
tastes good.
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I think I have officially
crossed over to hermit status.
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I'm catching the mice
in my shelter and eating them.
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♪
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It was small,
but it was still satisfying
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just to have
the flavor of meat.
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Mmm, mouse.
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♪
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The mice are really
fiddling around.
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What the heck?
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You hear just, ch-chh--
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Over in the grass over there.
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A bunch of punks.
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All right, mousie.
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I'm gonna set this, and then
you're gonna get trapped,
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and I'm gonna eat you.
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I tried to
catch fish out here,
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and it wasn't working for me,
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so I'm gonna do exactly what
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good old Mother Nature
kind of allows me to do.
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And right now, that's trap
little creepy-crawly things.
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Try, try, try, try.
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If you get
one little success,
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you know,
that goes a long way.
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I want to learn
from this place,
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but I also am out here--
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That trap go off?
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Yes, baby!
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Yes!
Yes!
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♪
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I just got a mouse in
a trap.
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♪
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But it's not
running anywhere.
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♪
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I want you to die,
and I want to eat you,
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but I sure don't
want you to suffer.
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♪
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♪
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So that might've been
a little bit brutal,
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but this is survival.
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I'm out here to get
food from the woods,
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and that means killing.
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Any food you get--
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Even if you're eating veggies,
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you're still killing animals
in some way, you know.
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There's life and death,
and they go together.
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Can't have
one without the other.
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♪
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Just getting that one
is such a big deal.
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That dead mouse means, for me,
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is I'm gonna get
my red meat fix,
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and I'm gonna get
some really, really good bait
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to put in my fish trap.
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I wonder how many mice
Larry's trapped so far.
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♪
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♪
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She's a cold one
this morning, boys.
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Whoo!
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♪
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It's gonna be
a good day today, boys!
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A good day.
Whoo-hoo!
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Hell, yeah.
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Ow, I hit my head
on the top of the shelter.
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Oh, beautiful!
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Mongolia!
I love you!
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Look at this.
Look.
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Frickin' blue out, man.
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Birch tree's
got ice on it, even.
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It's a winter
wonderland.
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How can you not be in
a good mood waking up to that?
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And you know what
the best thing about
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yas
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There was no mouse
in the house!
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There was no
mouse in the house!
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The mice are all gone, yeah!
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My nose is a little chilly.
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Let's go look at the Paiutes
and see if they're down.
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Oh, looky-looky.
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Look at who got hooky.
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Just barely got him.
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Let's see if he's really dead.
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I'm pretty sure he is.
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Oh, he's
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Hey, you in there?
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Sol
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Frozen solid, man.
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I gotta thaw him out
before I can even gut him.
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Now we're talking.
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The Paiute
dead fall works great.
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Last night, I did wake up.
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It was just silent.
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Not the absolute party frickin'
zone it was two nights ago.
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I mean, two nights ago,
it was like,
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this guy must be
the rock star or something.
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He must be, like,
the Blues Brothers
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of the mice world
or something,
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'cause he was having a
hell of a party.
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He--he had all sorts of
bad intentions going on.
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Holy.
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I just heard my
other Paiute go off.
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♪
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♪
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Looks like my Paiute's down.
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Look how pretty that is.
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♪
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Ooh, bazinga!
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Nother one, baby!
Nother one bites the dust!
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♪
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Paiute madness, baby!
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Yeah!
Two, baby!
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Two!
Twofer!
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Booga-booga-booga-booga!
Booga-booga-booga!
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Oh-ho.
Craziness!
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I think it's time to
name the Paiutes.
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I'm gonna go
put the names on there
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and then show you.
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♪
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The Paiute's definitely
given me a few calories.
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It's been fun making.
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It's been fun improving upon
and learning about.
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You screw with it
as much as I have,
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you kind of get to know
the ins and the outs
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and the nuances of the trap.
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I have been dealing with the
mice for up to a month now.
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They've just been waking me up
and making me nervous
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about getting holes in my
gear.
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I do not like mice.
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So I named my Paiutes.
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This is one I've killed
five or six on,
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something like that.
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The first one
in Vancouver Island,
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the one that I was
catching a lot of them on,
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I named "Slayer."
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This one's "Slayer II."
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I thought that was a good name.
"Slayer IL."
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♪
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And this is
the one I just made
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that I caught
one on just today.
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"The Death Dealer."
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Man, I can't tell you
what a nice night it was
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last night
not listening to them.
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Believe me,
I can sleep through,
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but when they're just,
like, boring into your skull,
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it just--it's
so frustrating, man.
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And last night, I woke up.
It was just silent.
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I loved it.
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♪
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And here comes the rain.
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♪
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Little.
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Ah, there was a mouse,
like, right there.
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♪
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How many of these
do I have to kill?
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♪
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damn it!
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This place!
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♪
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Not enjoying
myself anymore, man.
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Damn it.
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You little bastards!
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♪
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I am not having fun anymore.
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♪
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God, come on, man.
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Come on.
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One more day.
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♪
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All right, well,
the rain is falling.
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So I'm just gonna
hang out in the cabin
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and kind of work on little
carving projects or whatever.
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One of the things that's been
on my list of things to do
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now for a while is
to make a little camp chair.
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♪
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Thoughts are really--
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It's just hard to
stay focus in right now.
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I don't know, it's just today.
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♪
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Yeah, this--
the rain always depresses me.
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♪
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You know, I learn a lot about
how my mind works out here.
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You know, I'm such
a social human being.
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It's been difficult since, like,
you know, day one for me.
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I have the skills to be able
to sustain myself out here.
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I can hunt;
I can produce shelter;
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I can set up traps;
I can tan hides,
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but then there's this
whole other psychological part
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of being out here,
which it's--
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00:15:03,972 --> 00:15:05,905
It's the hardest thing
for me.
266
00:15:05,939 --> 00:15:09,943
It's not being out here
and surviving;
267
00:15:09,978 --> 00:15:13,119
it's being out here
and surviving alone.
268
00:15:13,153 --> 00:15:14,914
♪
269
00:15:18,365 --> 00:15:21,265
Oh, yeah, it's not bad.
270
00:15:28,997 --> 00:15:35,969
♪
271
00:15:38,903 --> 00:15:40,940
The rain seems
to have stopped right now,
272
00:15:40,974 --> 00:15:43,045
but the weather's gotten cold.
273
00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:46,186
I'm having a very, very
difficult time getting fish.
274
00:15:46,221 --> 00:15:48,257
I'm not seeing grouse.
275
00:15:48,292 --> 00:15:50,466
Deer is what
I need to go after.
276
00:15:50,501 --> 00:15:53,711
♪
277
00:15:53,745 --> 00:15:56,576
I'm heading into that canyon,
and I'm gonna hunt.
278
00:15:56,610 --> 00:15:58,785
I'm gonna camp overnight.
279
00:15:58,819 --> 00:16:01,443
It'll be a good trip.
280
00:16:06,620 --> 00:16:10,486
Saw three deer, and they
were moving across the land.
281
00:16:10,521 --> 00:16:14,076
Started into the canyon, but
the wind was blowing my scent
282
00:16:14,111 --> 00:16:16,492
into the deer's trail, so.
283
00:16:16,527 --> 00:16:22,015
I heard some elk up
on that far edge,
284
00:16:22,050 --> 00:16:23,844
so I decided, well,
I'll spook them,
285
00:16:23,879 --> 00:16:26,192
and then I'll spook everything
if I go that direction.
286
00:16:26,226 --> 00:16:29,781
So I started
heading up this hill.
287
00:16:32,750 --> 00:16:35,063
I'm gonna keep going,
and then just sort of
288
00:16:35,097 --> 00:16:37,444
try to circumnavigate it.
289
00:16:37,479 --> 00:16:38,687
♪
290
00:16:38,721 --> 00:16:42,070
Just one deer,
that's all I need.
291
00:16:42,104 --> 00:16:49,111
♪
292
00:16:55,669 --> 00:16:59,087
♪
293
00:16:59,121 --> 00:17:04,678
In Patagonia, I would
not move around near as much.
294
00:17:04,713 --> 00:17:07,302
I'm losing weight
much quicker
295
00:17:07,336 --> 00:17:10,822
because I'm putting so
much energy into my hunting.
296
00:17:10,857 --> 00:17:17,864
♪
297
00:17:21,281 --> 00:17:23,973
I know there's
something here,
298
00:17:24,008 --> 00:17:26,700
but I'm not exactly sure...
299
00:17:26,735 --> 00:17:29,772
♪
300
00:17:29,807 --> 00:17:32,085
God, it's a lot of work, a lot
of calories
301
00:17:32,120 --> 00:17:33,845
that are going into this.
302
00:17:35,847 --> 00:17:37,677
You hear that?
303
00:17:39,817 --> 00:17:45,236
Three deer
I spooked out of a bed.
304
00:17:45,271 --> 00:17:50,241
Followed the ridge down.
305
00:17:50,276 --> 00:17:51,967
I don't know if they're gonna
stay down low,
306
00:17:52,001 --> 00:17:54,349
if they're gonna cross.
307
00:17:54,383 --> 00:17:58,629
Either way, I gotta move,
'cause they're...
308
00:17:58,663 --> 00:18:02,046
I think the
only chance that I have
309
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,876
is to run on
the other side, ahead,
310
00:18:04,911 --> 00:18:07,086
and then try to bushwhack 'em.
311
00:18:08,501 --> 00:18:10,675
I don't know if they're
gonna hear me in there,
312
00:18:10,710 --> 00:18:13,368
but I gotta give it a go.
313
00:18:13,402 --> 00:18:18,752
♪
314
00:18:18,787 --> 00:18:21,410
I gotta haul ass.
315
00:18:21,445 --> 00:18:27,589
♪
316
00:18:34,665 --> 00:18:41,672
♪
317
00:18:48,817 --> 00:18:50,715
So I see those deer,
318
00:18:53,753 --> 00:19:00,829
♪
319
00:19:08,733 --> 00:19:11,253
So I spooked three deer.
320
00:19:11,288 --> 00:19:12,634
They headed up canyon.
321
00:19:12,668 --> 00:19:15,223
I decided to
cut across the canyon
322
00:19:15,257 --> 00:19:17,949
so I could run and try
to catch up with them.
323
00:19:17,984 --> 00:19:22,506
But I lost track of 'em.
324
00:19:22,540 --> 00:19:25,543
I just don't have the energy to
325
00:19:25,578 --> 00:19:29,306
run ahead of these deer
and ambush 'em.
326
00:19:34,759 --> 00:19:38,038
I've never hunted this hard.
327
00:19:38,073 --> 00:19:40,489
I'm hunting hard.
328
00:19:40,524 --> 00:19:42,284
I don't want to starve.
329
00:19:42,319 --> 00:19:46,288
I know how to starve.
I've proven that.
330
00:19:46,323 --> 00:19:50,396
It's a definitive low point.
331
00:19:50,430 --> 00:19:53,261
It is a depressive
state of mind
332
00:19:53,295 --> 00:19:56,298
to not be able
to feed yourself.
333
00:19:56,333 --> 00:19:58,093
There's something I'm missing,
334
00:19:58,127 --> 00:20:02,131
'cause I cannot
figure this land out.
335
00:20:02,166 --> 00:20:03,961
Soon, I'm gonna be
finding myself
336
00:20:03,995 --> 00:20:07,275
peeling bark off of trees and
eating the inner bark of trees.
337
00:20:07,309 --> 00:20:10,036
♪
338
00:20:10,070 --> 00:20:11,313
I'm high up on
the mountain now.
339
00:20:11,348 --> 00:20:12,832
Look at all these birch.
340
00:20:12,866 --> 00:20:15,697
I'm gonna just take it slow,
341
00:20:15,731 --> 00:20:20,080
walk real easy
through those.
342
00:20:20,115 --> 00:20:23,498
That's my area right there.
343
00:20:23,532 --> 00:20:24,671
All in there.
344
00:20:24,706 --> 00:20:26,259
My shelter's probably...
345
00:20:26,294 --> 00:20:28,606
right about there.
346
00:20:28,641 --> 00:20:31,506
♪
347
00:20:31,540 --> 00:20:34,785
I thought I was invincible
at the beginning of this.
348
00:20:34,819 --> 00:20:37,512
I have so much
to learn from out here.
349
00:20:40,549 --> 00:20:47,556
♪
350
00:21:04,401 --> 00:21:09,302
I think today is my dad's,
uh, last day hunting in Utah.
351
00:21:09,337 --> 00:21:11,856
♪
352
00:21:11,891 --> 00:21:14,342
I wonder how they did.
353
00:21:14,376 --> 00:21:16,102
I hope they got an elk.
354
00:21:16,136 --> 00:21:18,794
That would be awesome.
355
00:21:18,829 --> 00:21:21,107
I'm feeling pretty low.
356
00:21:21,141 --> 00:21:23,937
Lacking human companionship
is
357
00:21:23,972 --> 00:21:26,043
absolutely the
hardest thing for me.
358
00:21:26,077 --> 00:21:28,908
So, today,
359
00:21:28,942 --> 00:21:33,602
I'm gonna climb
360
00:21:33,637 --> 00:21:35,915
that mountain.
361
00:21:35,949 --> 00:21:40,195
I know that the climb is
gonna be probably exhausting,
362
00:21:40,229 --> 00:21:42,818
but I need to
jump out of this mind-set,
363
00:21:42,853 --> 00:21:47,167
take a step back, look at it
from another perspective.
364
00:21:47,202 --> 00:21:48,962
Climbing to the top
of that mountain
365
00:21:48,997 --> 00:21:50,895
is gonna be good
for my spirit,
366
00:21:50,930 --> 00:21:53,760
and that's more
important to me.
367
00:21:56,625 --> 00:21:59,179
♪
368
00:21:59,214 --> 00:22:03,252
I wonder what
it looks like up there.
369
00:22:03,287 --> 00:22:05,462
What took me out
last time was
370
00:22:05,496 --> 00:22:06,980
feeling disconnected from
371
00:22:07,015 --> 00:22:10,846
my family and friends and
community.
372
00:22:10,881 --> 00:22:13,262
This time, I know
what the challenge is,
373
00:22:13,297 --> 00:22:16,196
and so I know
what it's going to take
374
00:22:16,231 --> 00:22:19,165
in order for me
to overcome that.
375
00:22:19,199 --> 00:22:22,306
She's pretty steep, but I don't
think that she's that steep.
376
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:24,826
Just trying to think, here,
what my best plan of action
377
00:22:24,860 --> 00:22:26,103
is gonna be.
378
00:22:26,137 --> 00:22:28,623
It looks like this ridge here
379
00:22:28,657 --> 00:22:30,107
is pretty shallow.
380
00:22:30,141 --> 00:22:33,938
All right, the only place
to go now is up.
381
00:22:33,973 --> 00:22:35,699
Let's do this.
382
00:22:38,736 --> 00:22:42,257
♪
383
00:22:42,291 --> 00:22:44,397
These little wanderings,
384
00:22:44,432 --> 00:22:48,125
they are so good for my mental
state.
385
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:51,197
Out here, you can't just
feed yourself physically;
386
00:22:51,231 --> 00:22:54,545
you have to feed yourself in
other ways.
387
00:22:54,580 --> 00:22:57,237
Check all this area out.
388
00:22:57,272 --> 00:23:00,931
The desire for
companionship still exists,
389
00:23:00,965 --> 00:23:05,625
but you shift your definition
of what companionship means.
390
00:23:05,660 --> 00:23:08,628
Now that need is
fulfilled by the land.
391
00:23:08,663 --> 00:23:10,768
♪
392
00:23:10,803 --> 00:23:16,222
That, here, is a fall
to almost certain death.
393
00:23:18,086 --> 00:23:19,846
Just be careful.
394
00:23:19,881 --> 00:23:21,883
♪
395
00:23:21,917 --> 00:23:25,990
Pretty steep, but I'm strong.
I can do this.
396
00:23:26,025 --> 00:23:28,786
♪
397
00:23:31,824 --> 00:23:33,412
♪
398
00:23:33,446 --> 00:23:35,137
Not much farther.
399
00:23:35,172 --> 00:23:38,106
♪
400
00:23:40,867 --> 00:23:43,076
Here I am.
401
00:23:43,111 --> 00:23:44,975
At the top.
402
00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:49,773
Whoo-ooh!
403
00:23:49,807 --> 00:23:51,671
♪
404
00:23:51,706 --> 00:23:53,535
I'm gonna remember the climb.
405
00:23:53,570 --> 00:23:57,884
I'm gonna remember how good it
felt to get to the top.
406
00:23:57,919 --> 00:23:58,885
♪
407
00:23:58,920 --> 00:24:02,061
Worth it.
408
00:24:02,095 --> 00:24:05,616
Absolutely worth it.
409
00:24:05,651 --> 00:24:08,170
Ohh, I feel rejuvenated.
410
00:24:08,205 --> 00:24:09,931
I think I might be able
to stay out here
411
00:24:09,965 --> 00:24:11,657
for a couple more weeks.
412
00:24:11,691 --> 00:24:13,728
I'm feeling happy.
413
00:24:13,762 --> 00:24:16,972
Thank you, Mongolia!
414
00:24:17,007 --> 00:24:23,496
♪
415
00:24:29,985 --> 00:24:36,992
♪
416
00:24:45,345 --> 00:24:47,589
So, winter's coming.
417
00:24:47,624 --> 00:24:51,317
That's--that's
a certainty right now.
418
00:24:51,351 --> 00:24:53,215
I want to finish my wall
419
00:24:53,250 --> 00:24:55,770
so I can cut out
wind and rain,
420
00:24:55,804 --> 00:24:58,393
and all that nasty stuff
that's to come.
421
00:24:58,427 --> 00:25:01,396
So that's looking good.
422
00:25:01,430 --> 00:25:05,676
♪
423
00:25:05,711 --> 00:25:08,092
I think if I actually have a
door and close this place up,
424
00:25:08,127 --> 00:25:11,544
get this place cranking
to, like, 70 degrees.
425
00:25:11,579 --> 00:25:13,339
♪
426
00:25:13,373 --> 00:25:16,653
So I'm gonna go over to
some of these dead birch trees,
427
00:25:16,687 --> 00:25:18,275
and I'm gonna see if we can
get any, like,
428
00:25:18,309 --> 00:25:20,726
pieces of birch bark,
'cause I'm really looking
429
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:24,143
more for a wind block
than insulation.
430
00:25:28,492 --> 00:25:32,289
I'm thinking of home, but I'm
in a good, like, headspace.
431
00:25:32,323 --> 00:25:34,118
I miss them very much,
432
00:25:34,153 --> 00:25:37,466
but every single day that I'm
out here
433
00:25:37,501 --> 00:25:40,159
is for those guys.
434
00:25:40,193 --> 00:25:43,852
♪
435
00:25:43,887 --> 00:25:45,336
Wh I left,
436
00:25:45,371 --> 00:25:49,340
my little baby girl
could barely open her eyes.
437
00:25:49,375 --> 00:25:51,757
My son, he was playing
with the suitcase.
438
00:25:51,791 --> 00:25:54,104
And he packed
a couple of his toys
439
00:25:54,138 --> 00:25:56,658
and one of his sandals, so
440
00:25:56,693 --> 00:25:58,798
I don't think he
was totally convinced
441
00:25:58,833 --> 00:26:01,076
that he wasn't
coming with me.
442
00:26:01,111 --> 00:26:05,564
I love the thought of running
and giving that kid a hug,
443
00:26:05,598 --> 00:26:07,842
the whole rest
of my family too.
444
00:26:07,876 --> 00:26:11,604
But every day away
just makes the homecoming
445
00:26:11,639 --> 00:26:14,400
that much sweeter.
446
00:26:17,023 --> 00:26:21,131
Ooh, and it looks like
bad weather just blew in.
447
00:26:21,165 --> 00:26:22,373
♪
448
00:26:22,408 --> 00:26:25,135
Definitely seeing some
snowflakes now.
449
00:26:25,169 --> 00:26:27,724
Yep, first snow.
450
00:26:27,758 --> 00:26:31,037
First snow.
451
00:26:31,072 --> 00:26:33,039
Wow.
452
00:26:33,074 --> 00:26:36,629
I don't think it'll
accumulate or anything.
453
00:26:36,664 --> 00:26:39,356
Tomorrow,
it could be 60 degrees.
454
00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:41,600
You never know out here,
455
00:26:49,090 --> 00:26:56,097
♪
456
00:27:04,588 --> 00:27:08,661
This is my hunting area
for big game.
457
00:27:08,696 --> 00:27:11,906
It's--it's far from
my regular shelter,
458
00:27:11,940 --> 00:27:14,805
so I'm building a wikiup.
459
00:27:15,979 --> 00:27:17,221
A wikiup will keep me
460
00:27:17,256 --> 00:27:19,292
dry and warm while hunting.
461
00:27:19,327 --> 00:27:23,572
It's basically a tipi that's
made out of natural debris.
462
00:27:23,607 --> 00:27:25,333
It's just a stepping stone
on a base camp
463
00:27:25,367 --> 00:27:30,925
that I can further
travel and further hunt.
464
00:27:30,959 --> 00:27:33,962
It's getting there.
465
00:27:33,997 --> 00:27:36,033
A lot--lot to go though.
466
00:27:39,105 --> 00:27:40,348
♪
467
00:27:40,382 --> 00:27:41,763
It's gonna take some time.
468
00:27:41,798 --> 00:27:43,731
It's gonna take some energy.
469
00:27:43,765 --> 00:27:46,734
I don't know if I'm gonna be
doing near what I was hoping.
470
00:27:48,287 --> 00:27:50,669
♪
471
00:27:55,639 --> 00:27:58,884
Weather turned quick.
472
00:27:58,918 --> 00:28:00,471
It's just like, oh, boy,
473
00:28:00,506 --> 00:28:01,956
you don't know
what's gonna happen.
474
00:28:01,990 --> 00:28:04,234
♪
475
00:28:04,268 --> 00:28:07,858
I've been
so much in the hunter's mind,
476
00:28:07,893 --> 00:28:11,724
so much in the, "I gotta get
food, I gotta get food,"
477
00:28:11,759 --> 00:28:17,454
it almost is stopping me
from seeing things.
478
00:28:17,488 --> 00:28:21,113
In my
not-done-yet wikiup.
479
00:28:22,355 --> 00:28:25,738
Just watching the snow
come down hard.
480
00:28:28,534 --> 00:28:30,605
It's keeping me okay
for right now.
481
00:28:30,639 --> 00:28:32,780
Not too bad.
482
00:28:32,814 --> 00:28:35,437
Wow.
483
00:28:35,472 --> 00:28:36,887
It's beautiful.
484
00:28:36,922 --> 00:28:40,304
It's just nice--just
laying down watching it.
485
00:28:40,339 --> 00:28:42,962
Wow.
486
00:28:42,997 --> 00:28:44,205
♪
487
00:28:44,239 --> 00:28:46,794
There's a part of just
488
00:28:46,828 --> 00:28:51,143
being right here and not
concentrating on the hunting
489
00:28:51,177 --> 00:28:53,145
that's amazing.
490
00:28:53,179 --> 00:28:58,115
What a trip.
491
00:28:58,150 --> 00:29:00,842
I think I'm gonna
just take a nap,
492
00:29:00,877 --> 00:29:04,432
see what happens with the snow.
493
00:29:04,466 --> 00:29:06,399
♪
494
00:29:12,681 --> 00:29:19,688
♪
495
00:29:27,179 --> 00:29:30,941
Look at the snow coming.
496
00:29:32,115 --> 00:29:34,358
That's pretty.
497
00:29:36,498 --> 00:29:37,845
It's gonna get colder
and snowier.
498
00:29:37,879 --> 00:29:39,294
Look at this.
499
00:29:39,329 --> 00:29:41,849
Let's check out the sky first.
500
00:29:41,883 --> 00:29:43,091
Totally white.
501
00:29:43,126 --> 00:29:45,024
No sun today, Mongolia.
502
00:29:46,267 --> 00:29:49,270
I love this first snow,
being in it.
503
00:29:49,304 --> 00:29:51,272
I wasn't in it the last time.
504
00:29:51,306 --> 00:29:52,791
This is what
I've been expecting
505
00:29:52,825 --> 00:29:54,827
for a couple of weeks.
506
00:29:54,862 --> 00:29:57,278
I didn't expect to be as warm
as long as I was.
507
00:29:57,312 --> 00:29:59,728
I'm grateful for it.
But this...
508
00:29:59,763 --> 00:30:01,661
♪
509
00:30:01,696 --> 00:30:04,630
Today is the day it feels like
the season's started.
510
00:30:04,664 --> 00:30:08,358
And I mean
the season of alone.
511
00:30:08,392 --> 00:30:10,325
Now it feels like
it's started.
512
00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:13,328
♪
513
00:30:15,261 --> 00:30:20,611
I just saw
a fish jump over there.
514
00:30:20,646 --> 00:30:22,682
Maybe I can get
some action here.
515
00:30:22,717 --> 00:30:26,100
♪
516
00:30:26,134 --> 00:30:28,171
I think it's about time
to do some fishing.
517
00:30:28,205 --> 00:30:35,212
♪
518
00:30:45,153 --> 00:30:46,845
I remember a week ago,
519
00:30:46,879 --> 00:30:49,882
I was thinking fishing
might be done for the season,
520
00:30:49,917 --> 00:30:51,642
not because the fish don't
bite,
521
00:30:51,677 --> 00:30:54,404
but because of my
accessibility to 'em.
522
00:30:54,438 --> 00:30:57,234
I guess the time of season
dictates
523
00:30:57,269 --> 00:30:59,478
what fish are gonna be
in certain spots.
524
00:30:59,512 --> 00:31:01,583
I thought they would
go deeper.
525
00:31:01,618 --> 00:31:04,966
I wish I could walk through
there, but I can't, really.
526
00:31:05,001 --> 00:31:08,142
No, I'm not gonna chance it.
527
00:31:08,176 --> 00:31:11,110
The water's really moving here.
528
00:31:11,145 --> 00:31:13,526
Got one!
529
00:31:19,187 --> 00:31:21,810
♪
530
00:31:21,845 --> 00:31:23,329
Al right.
531
00:31:23,364 --> 00:31:27,023
♪
532
00:31:27,057 --> 00:31:28,300
Got one.
533
00:31:28,334 --> 00:31:30,543
It appears I found
a spot in the river
534
00:31:30,578 --> 00:31:32,649
that the fish are active.
535
00:31:32,683 --> 00:31:33,719
Okay.
536
00:31:33,753 --> 00:31:35,065
I was already in a good mood.
537
00:31:35,100 --> 00:31:36,756
Puts me in a better mood.
538
00:31:36,791 --> 00:31:42,901
♪
539
00:31:44,799 --> 00:31:47,388
If I ever deserved to
catch a fish, it was today.
540
00:31:47,422 --> 00:31:49,804
Guess what today is.
541
00:31:49,838 --> 00:31:53,704
Today is day 35
542
00:31:53,739 --> 00:31:56,845
which is a good, solid
number, in and of itself,
543
00:31:56,880 --> 00:32:00,608
But it's
a milestone number for me,
544
00:32:00,642 --> 00:32:03,231
because in Patagonia,
on day 35,
545
00:32:03,266 --> 00:32:05,302
I was calling them
to come pick me up.
546
00:32:07,097 --> 00:32:09,686
I knew in the middle
of the night on day 34
547
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:13,448
that I was gonna be
calling them on day 35.
548
00:32:13,483 --> 00:32:18,384
I was not in nearly as good
a state as I am right now,
549
00:32:18,419 --> 00:32:20,973
and I'm extremely happy
about that.
550
00:32:22,906 --> 00:32:24,494
Five weeks is pretty good,
551
00:32:24,528 --> 00:32:27,152
even though I didn't feel that
great about it at the time.
552
00:32:27,186 --> 00:32:29,119
But now I'm at five weeks,
man, and I'm rolling.
553
00:32:29,154 --> 00:32:31,018
I'm in a groove.
554
00:32:31,052 --> 00:32:33,986
And I'm not cold.
555
00:32:34,021 --> 00:32:36,782
And I'm not sad.
556
00:32:36,816 --> 00:32:39,164
Lonely?
Eh, I mean, at times.
557
00:32:39,198 --> 00:32:40,959
I mean, not really.
558
00:32:40,993 --> 00:32:45,342
I miss my family,
559
00:32:45,377 --> 00:32:50,313
but I don't know if that
classifies as being lonely.
560
00:32:50,347 --> 00:32:53,661
You know, I'm not, like,
sullen and downtrodden,
561
00:32:53,695 --> 00:32:57,285
like, "Man, I really
want to see my family."
562
00:32:57,320 --> 00:33:00,357
I really do, but I'm not like,
"Oh, no,
563
00:33:00,392 --> 00:33:01,772
what am I gonna do?"
564
00:33:01,807 --> 00:33:03,602
I know they're
there waiting for me,
565
00:33:03,636 --> 00:33:05,638
and it's gonna be all good.
566
00:33:05,673 --> 00:33:09,263
So I'm all good.
So it's all good.
567
00:33:09,297 --> 00:33:13,439
♪
568
00:33:16,477 --> 00:33:23,484
♪
569
00:33:29,938 --> 00:33:33,218
Here's a water bottle
that I use.
570
00:33:35,668 --> 00:33:37,877
It's that cold.
571
00:33:37,912 --> 00:33:41,157
Solid ice.
572
00:33:41,191 --> 00:33:45,713
Gives you an idea of
what it was like last night.
573
00:33:45,747 --> 00:33:48,129
♪
574
00:33:48,164 --> 00:33:50,856
Woke up in a bit of
a mood this morning.
575
00:33:50,890 --> 00:33:55,723
Bit of a "poor me" situation
going on.
576
00:33:55,757 --> 00:33:59,175
I just, uh--you know,
it's been
577
00:33:59,209 --> 00:34:02,074
going back and forth
and back and forth now.
578
00:34:02,109 --> 00:34:05,319
But I think today
I really hit a wall.
579
00:34:09,254 --> 00:34:10,565
♪
580
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,568
So I'm gonna go out
and do some fishing
581
00:34:13,603 --> 00:34:16,675
and see if I can feel
better.
582
00:34:16,709 --> 00:34:19,850
It's really snowing.
583
00:34:19,885 --> 00:34:26,892
♪
584
00:34:33,209 --> 00:34:36,350
There's no fish.
They're just not there anymore.
585
00:34:36,384 --> 00:34:38,317
They were there, and then all
the sudden, they weren't.
586
00:34:38,352 --> 00:34:40,112
♪
587
00:34:40,147 --> 00:34:42,183
There's been a direct
correlation between
588
00:34:42,218 --> 00:34:44,806
temperature
and food production.
589
00:34:44,841 --> 00:34:48,810
♪
590
00:34:48,845 --> 00:34:50,812
It was, like, something that
just happened overnight.
591
00:34:50,847 --> 00:34:52,331
One second, there was
tons of food,
592
00:34:52,366 --> 00:34:55,058
and then the next,
there wasn't anymore.
593
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:58,751
♪
594
00:34:58,786 --> 00:35:02,065
At this point,
it's been about a week since
595
00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:07,070
I've caught any fish,
and no grouse.
596
00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:09,624
The greens are wilted,
and I'm not seeing
597
00:35:09,659 --> 00:35:12,282
deer scat or sign around.
598
00:35:15,423 --> 00:35:18,668
So I'm absolutely
feeling anxious
599
00:35:18,702 --> 00:35:23,776
just not knowing where
my next meal is coming from.
600
00:35:26,745 --> 00:35:31,715
♪
601
00:35:31,750 --> 00:35:35,236
For five weeks, I walked here,
602
00:35:35,271 --> 00:35:42,174
walked all up and down
my territory...
603
00:35:42,209 --> 00:35:44,245
in solitude...
604
00:35:46,351 --> 00:35:48,594
eating only
what the land provided.
605
00:35:48,629 --> 00:35:51,942
♪
606
00:35:51,977 --> 00:35:54,842
Lack of food and lack of
companionship, at this point,
607
00:35:54,876 --> 00:35:57,465
is really sort of
taking its toll on me.
608
00:35:57,500 --> 00:36:02,021
And in all honesty,
I'm struggling.
609
00:36:03,885 --> 00:36:05,370
No matter where I'm at,
610
00:36:05,404 --> 00:36:08,096
I actively search out
community.
611
00:36:08,131 --> 00:36:10,513
I think that that's one of
the things that's been so hard
612
00:36:10,547 --> 00:36:15,138
for me out here is that
I have no sense of community.
613
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:17,692
With community
comes a sense of place.
614
00:36:17,727 --> 00:36:21,627
Without community, there's
a huge part of my world
615
00:36:21,662 --> 00:36:22,870
that's missing.
616
00:36:24,389 --> 00:36:27,633
And I wish that I could
pull it from the environment.
617
00:36:27,668 --> 00:36:29,808
In some ways,
I have been, but
618
00:36:29,842 --> 00:36:32,431
that's a temporary fix,
619
00:36:32,466 --> 00:36:35,020
like putting a
Band-Aid on a bullet hole.
620
00:36:35,054 --> 00:36:37,747
♪
621
00:36:37,781 --> 00:36:40,336
I was looking forward to
622
00:36:40,370 --> 00:36:42,372
pushing myself
past that barrier.
623
00:36:42,407 --> 00:36:45,306
I want to continue going.
624
00:36:45,341 --> 00:36:52,279
♪
625
00:36:52,313 --> 00:36:55,074
I just don't wanna do it
without anybody else.
626
00:36:55,109 --> 00:36:57,145
♪
627
00:37:13,265 --> 00:37:14,232
This is Randy.
628
00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:16,337
I'm officially tapping out.
629
00:37:16,372 --> 00:37:18,270
I'm ready to go home.
630
00:37:18,305 --> 00:37:21,135
♪
631
00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:25,035
♪
632
00:37:28,073 --> 00:37:35,080
♪
633
00:37:54,824 --> 00:37:57,758
I haven't been able to
produce, really, any food.
634
00:37:57,792 --> 00:37:59,449
And set up a lot of traps,
635
00:37:59,484 --> 00:38:01,693
and those weren't producing as
well,
636
00:38:01,727 --> 00:38:04,799
But there's a whole other
aspect to me
637
00:38:04,834 --> 00:38:06,594
that's not being
fed out here,
638
00:38:06,629 --> 00:38:09,183
and that is my lack
of social interaction
639
00:38:09,217 --> 00:38:11,634
with people and my
lack of community.
640
00:38:11,668 --> 00:38:14,430
It's difficult.
It's been difficult.
641
00:38:14,464 --> 00:38:18,537
You know, I've reached the end
of my time here in Mongolia.
642
00:38:21,471 --> 00:38:22,541
♪
643
00:38:22,576 --> 00:38:24,405
In a lot of ways
this place has
644
00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:26,925
pulled me in and
made me feel at home.
645
00:38:26,959 --> 00:38:30,066
Kept me warm,
fairly well-fed
646
00:38:30,100 --> 00:38:32,102
for the first
couple weeks.
647
00:38:32,137 --> 00:38:34,588
Kept me company.
648
00:38:34,622 --> 00:38:37,418
When I left Vancouver, I felt
like I didn't
649
00:38:37,453 --> 00:38:41,284
fully do what I wanted to do.
650
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:44,805
This feels like it's time,
and it feels right.
651
00:38:44,839 --> 00:38:50,086
Going beyond 21 days was,
in some way, a goal for me.
652
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:53,676
I wanted to last longer
than I lasted in Vancouver,
653
00:38:53,710 --> 00:38:57,231
and so I feel like
this was a redemption for me.
654
00:39:06,999 --> 00:39:14,006
♪
655
00:39:23,913 --> 00:39:26,605
Well, I've been napping.
656
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,297
It was a cold night last
night, man.
657
00:39:29,332 --> 00:39:31,541
And now it's snowing.
658
00:39:39,066 --> 00:39:42,310
Son of a bitch.
659
00:39:43,622 --> 00:39:46,314
I'm gonna have to
poop in the snow.
660
00:39:46,349 --> 00:39:49,248
I hate that.
661
00:39:49,283 --> 00:39:51,596
But I'm hoping that
the snow will
662
00:39:51,630 --> 00:39:55,254
really decimate the population
of mice around here.
663
00:39:55,289 --> 00:40:00,294
That would really
make me happy.
664
00:40:00,328 --> 00:40:03,573
Pretty nice
out here in the snow.
665
00:40:03,608 --> 00:40:06,369
Better than
the bugs in the heat.
666
00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:12,651
♪
667
00:40:12,686 --> 00:40:16,241
I don't know
what to do today, man.
668
00:40:16,275 --> 00:40:22,350
Now is where
the boredom sets in.
669
00:40:22,385 --> 00:40:24,283
There's only so much
stuff you can do out here.
670
00:40:24,318 --> 00:40:28,529
You can only look at
the mountains so many times.
671
00:40:28,564 --> 00:40:31,463
♪
672
00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:35,640
Yeah, now are
the dog days, man.
673
00:40:35,674 --> 00:40:37,400
I forgot when it happened,
674
00:40:37,435 --> 00:40:40,783
and I want to say
it's almost exactly right now.
675
00:40:40,817 --> 00:40:47,168
♪
676
00:40:47,203 --> 00:40:50,689
Sure, I don't want to be in
agony anymore, man.
677
00:40:50,724 --> 00:40:53,485
I don't want to kill myself any
more for this.
678
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:58,214
I don't want to push and
push and push myself anymore.
679
00:40:58,248 --> 00:41:03,461
But it's beautiful out.
It is just beyond amazing.
680
00:41:06,878 --> 00:41:08,604
Sometimes when I'm back home,
681
00:41:08,638 --> 00:41:11,469
just with the everyday rat
race, I feel numb,
682
00:41:11,503 --> 00:41:13,056
I feel kind of dead
to the world.
683
00:41:13,091 --> 00:41:16,922
But when I'm out here, it's
just such a primal feeling.
684
00:41:16,957 --> 00:41:19,477
♪
685
00:41:19,511 --> 00:41:22,756
Man, it's brisk, baby.
Brisk.
686
00:41:22,790 --> 00:41:24,516
I'm alive.
687
00:41:24,551 --> 00:41:27,346
I'm alive, Mongolia!
688
00:41:27,381 --> 00:41:28,969
I am here!
689
00:41:31,937 --> 00:41:33,836
I am alive!
690
00:41:35,458 --> 00:41:37,633
♪
691
00:41:37,667 --> 00:41:41,740
That frickin' echo just... wow.
692
00:41:41,775 --> 00:41:44,087
Now, that's why I'm still here,
man.
693
00:41:44,122 --> 00:41:46,262
That's why.
694
00:41:46,296 --> 00:41:49,541
I just found out that
I can echo out here.
695
00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:54,166
I don't know why that makes me
want to cry, but it does.
696
00:41:54,201 --> 00:41:55,961
It makes me so happy.
697
00:41:55,996 --> 00:42:00,725
♪
698
00:42:00,759 --> 00:42:02,589
I'm alive!
699
00:42:07,490 --> 00:42:08,629
I took three hooks together,
700
00:42:08,664 --> 00:42:10,182
and I've made a lure.
701
00:42:10,217 --> 00:42:12,875
Got one! Oh I just lost my lure.
702
00:42:12,909 --> 00:42:15,360
I have extreme
abdominal pain.
703
00:42:15,394 --> 00:42:18,536
My bowels are still not
kicking anything out.
704
00:42:18,570 --> 00:42:20,330
It would suck to go home.
705
00:42:20,365 --> 00:42:23,679
I'm so hungry, my stomach
hurts.
706
00:42:23,713 --> 00:42:25,922
I still have a fear from
Patagonia.
707
00:42:25,957 --> 00:42:28,476
I have to make sure that
that doesn't happen again.
708
00:42:28,511 --> 00:42:30,444
Wolf scat.
709
00:42:30,478 --> 00:42:32,515
Those are wolves, man.
710
00:42:32,550 --> 00:42:35,311
They're not that far away.
I'll try not to make any noise.
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