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[dramatic music]
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♪
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Hypothermia set in.
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I'm tapping out. I'm done.
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I can't take any more.
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I've been working
with my spider bites
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with the plant medicine.
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Oh, yeah,
it's totally healing up.
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I've been waking up
in the night.
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There's a fox
going around my shelter.
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I just don't know
if he's gonna try to bite me.
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[rapid banging]
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-[indistinct growling]
-What is that?
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My trail camera's been
knocked over.
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They're freakin' mocking me.
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This is the hardest terrain.
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Patagonia's a different
environment entirely.
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Everything out here
is so hard.
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Patagonia's no joke.
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Are you willing
to give up who you are
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for what you will become?
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It's Patagonia,
for God's sakes.
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Patagonia!
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It's tougher
than I ever imagined.
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Just missing home right now.
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You get a feeling
of helplessness,
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like, "Why am I doing this?"
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Oh my... God!
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The last person left
wins $500,000 and is a badass.
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-Bam!
-[groans]
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[animal growls]
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What is that?
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It's just how far
you can push yourself
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and what you're able to do...
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-Yeah!
-[laughs]
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You don't have anyone
to lean on.
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Oh, my God, I got a fish!
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Go to bed hungry,
wake up hungry.
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I can't believe I did that.
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Ready, guy?
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It's gonna come down to
mental endurance
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-and food deprivation.
-[shivers]
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[crying]
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A person would be dead
in a week at this rate.
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[pig squealing]
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-Whoa.
-That's a big cat.
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♪
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♪
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♪
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[rustling]
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Oh, look at that,
there's snow.
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Awesome.
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♪
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All right.
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It's a winter wonderland
out here.
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Nice, sticky snow.
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♪
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I'm from Maine.
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I love the snow.
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It always
makes me cheerful.
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♪
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Today,
I'm taking the day off,
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I'm doing whatever
the heck I feel like.
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It's a snow day.
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Ooh-whee!
Man, would you look at that?
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Isn't that beautiful?
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Snow on the mountains there,
the snow across there.
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Ah, that reminds me
of winter at home.
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Gonna be a good day.
A good day.
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♪
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I love to build snowmen.
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At home,
my daughter Abby and I
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make snowmen in the snow
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and I mess them all up,
and she gets mad.
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"Pop ruined my snowman!"
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That one's for you,
Little Pip.
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A nice, normal
little snowman.
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♪
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And it's got a fish head hat.
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And I won't even
do anything mean to him
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like I do
to the ones at home.
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♪
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[chuckling]
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Ohh!
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[thwacks]
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[thwacks]
Oh, yeah, right in the nose.
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Ah, sorry, Abby!
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Your snowman
is not gonna make it.
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This is fun,
but I cannot wait
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to be back home again
with my family.
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♪
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Can I talk about cheese?
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I freaking love cheese.
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I love cheese.
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♪
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Ah!
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I had dreams last night, man--
were all about food.
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I swore I had to spend
half the night
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eating one thing of cheese.
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Like, deciding
if I should sell it
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or if I should just eat it.
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Eventually--it was
a huge freakin' block of cheese.
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Eventually, I just ate
the whole damn thing.
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[chuckles]
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I was hanging out with Jose
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from season--season two.
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[exhales]
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♪
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Take a look at that.
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There's snow on the ground.
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Whoo!
[chuckles]
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Snow!
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♪
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Is this amazing,
or is this amazing?
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Wow.
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Wow.
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Ahh!
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♪
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Ahh!
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This is so beautiful.
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♪
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The snow is gonna help
my tracking ability.
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Though, I'll lose fishing.
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It seems the colder it gets,
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the less they stay
toward shore.
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It's interesting,
with the amount of food
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and the amount of water
that I'm getting,
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these lulls of energy,
you know, highs and lows,
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it's amazing
the difference energy-wise.
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♪
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Getting slippery.
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Real slippery.
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♪
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I'm thinking about hunger
this morning.
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My hunger today
and no fish today and...
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Well, let that go--
there it is.
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It amazes me how much
I think about food.
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You get that food is life
out here.
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♪
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Good food...
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That's what I'm missing.
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♪
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I feel like my body
is deteriorating.
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You know, I'm feeling like
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I'll probably look like
an anorexic here pretty soon,
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if I'm not already.
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[exhales]
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♪
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All right, well,
I thought I would take us
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on a little
winter wonderland walk.
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You can see, I have on every
single layer I own out here.
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So I can stay super cozy warm.
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Which I am.
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And, uh...
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Yeah, it's just
absolutely stunning.
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There's something so peaceful
about snow falling, you know?
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♪
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My spider bites are practically
all the way healed over.
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My glands still
have swelling in them,
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but it's going down
every day.
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So beautiful!
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♪
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Bah!
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I was gonna go home.
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I was going to
take care of my body.
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But...
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I believe that
my body will tell me
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when it is time to go.
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I want to just be strong
until the end.
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That may be five days,
it may be ten days,
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may be 20 days,
I don't know.
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But whatever it is,
I want to feel good about it.
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♪
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[heavy breathing]
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Snow angel.
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Oh, I just love the snow
so much.
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It's such
a winter wonderland here.
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♪
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I think I absolutely
could win this.
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♪
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It ain't over yet.
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But I'm starting to feel
a winding down.
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♪
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♪
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[fire crackling]
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"How skinny am I?"
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is the question
that everybody wants to know.
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♪
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I think I lost some weight.
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[fire crackling]
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Yup, I'm skinny.
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[exhales]
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Wow, real skinny.
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♪
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Hoping that I could come up
with some, you know,
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some substantial meat.
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If I can get a boar, then
we're--we're solid, right?
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[stream rushing]
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♪
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Phew! All right.
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So I'm just going to
string my bow,
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and I think we're ready
to take off to my blind.
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[inhales]
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[groans]
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Ah.
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[chuckles]
I got so many clothes on.
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And I just tuckered myself out.
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[exhales]
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Okay.
Let's give it another go.
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Hopefully. Might not be
going to my blind...
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[laughs]
If I can't string this bow,
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♪
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[exhales deeply]
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Come on!
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Aww, no! Come on.
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♪
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A little week of
low calorie consumption...
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[exhales]
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♪
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[yells]
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[bleep]!
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Ahhh!
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If I can't string my bow,
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hunting's out.
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Damn it!
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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♪
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♪
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I want to have energy.
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Energy so that I could work out
and do something, and like,
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build my muscles again.
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♪
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Well, first, I started eating
a whole fish,
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and then I came
to this realization,
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"Well, okay, let's start--
let's start saving up."
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A couple nice fillets
right there.
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I fillet them out,
dry them.
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Two fillets, one body.
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Head goes in the stew.
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Each fish
lasts me three to six days.
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♪
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If I have food stored away,
then I know I'm doing well.
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And I know
I can continue here.
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I've got...
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33 halves of fish.
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Filleted for stew.
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That's 33 days.
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If I can make that
go every other day...
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♪
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If I can do every other day
with 33 fish, that's two months.
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♪
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Two more months
that I can be out here.
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♪
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Ah, greens.
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But I do want to be healthy,
and there's a lot of food.
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♪
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I'm having this
once every other day.
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♪
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I want to stay here.
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I love this land.
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♪
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Third of a fish, greens,
mushrooms.
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♪
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And it is just life.
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[blows air]
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♪
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[birds chirping]
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♪
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[birds cawing]
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Sounds like geese.
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They're around the island.
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Looks like they're eating
on the bulrushes.
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[geese honking]
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It would be really, really
awesome
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if I could catch a goose.
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Maybe they'll come over here.
278
00:15:54,063 --> 00:16:00,905
♪
279
00:16:05,075 --> 00:16:08,246
In preparation
for the geese coming back,
280
00:16:08,279 --> 00:16:11,649
I'm gonna make two bolas.
281
00:16:11,683 --> 00:16:13,218
I got some rocks.
282
00:16:13,251 --> 00:16:16,221
I'm just gonna...
283
00:16:16,254 --> 00:16:19,490
Tie it around.
284
00:16:19,524 --> 00:16:22,528
And when you throw it,
285
00:16:22,561 --> 00:16:25,064
they'll all spread out
286
00:16:25,097 --> 00:16:30,269
and hopefully entangle a bird
so that it can't fly.
287
00:16:30,302 --> 00:16:32,171
Got two sets.
288
00:16:32,204 --> 00:16:36,509
One's a little bit longer
and heavier than the other.
289
00:16:36,543 --> 00:16:39,312
Means I have two throws.
290
00:16:39,346 --> 00:16:42,515
♪
291
00:16:42,549 --> 00:16:44,752
[geese honking]
292
00:16:44,785 --> 00:16:48,757
I just heard the geese
and I looked down my trail,
293
00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:50,591
and they did just
come over here.
294
00:16:50,624 --> 00:16:54,528
♪
295
00:16:54,562 --> 00:16:56,530
[whispers] Right there.
296
00:16:56,564 --> 00:16:59,367
♪
297
00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:03,839
And I'm gonna sneak down there
and try to catch one.
298
00:17:03,873 --> 00:17:10,880
♪
299
00:17:12,547 --> 00:17:15,351
Gonna be quite the task.
300
00:17:15,385 --> 00:17:17,520
Sneaking around.
301
00:17:17,553 --> 00:17:19,722
Just has to be the right timing.
302
00:17:19,756 --> 00:17:21,925
♪
303
00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:25,161
Got that sweaty, nervous
armpit feeling.
304
00:17:25,195 --> 00:17:31,936
♪
305
00:17:38,309 --> 00:17:41,245
[dramatic music]
306
00:17:41,278 --> 00:17:48,053
♪
307
00:17:52,290 --> 00:17:54,893
[geese honking]
308
00:17:54,927 --> 00:17:59,165
I just heard the geese.
309
00:17:59,198 --> 00:18:03,602
And I'm gonna sneak down there
and try to catch one.
310
00:18:03,636 --> 00:18:10,644
♪
311
00:18:16,083 --> 00:18:18,853
[geese honking]
312
00:18:22,090 --> 00:18:25,426
Well...
313
00:18:25,460 --> 00:18:27,695
I didn't even...
314
00:18:27,728 --> 00:18:30,431
Hardly get
within sight of them,
315
00:18:30,465 --> 00:18:32,667
sneaking around,
316
00:18:32,700 --> 00:18:35,071
and they spooked.
317
00:18:35,104 --> 00:18:38,707
♪
318
00:18:38,740 --> 00:18:42,778
Getting protein--it's been
a challenge and a struggle.
319
00:18:45,281 --> 00:18:49,252
It weighs on me.
320
00:18:49,286 --> 00:18:52,155
What I want the most out here
is just
321
00:18:52,189 --> 00:18:54,858
the meat.
322
00:18:54,892 --> 00:18:58,328
Without
that extra calories,
323
00:18:58,361 --> 00:19:03,101
I don't know if I can
keep going on plants alone.
324
00:19:03,134 --> 00:19:09,908
♪
325
00:19:20,152 --> 00:19:23,923
♪
326
00:19:23,956 --> 00:19:27,159
So, um, I had
a pretty good sleep.
327
00:19:27,192 --> 00:19:29,095
The fox hasn't been around
for the last couple of days.
328
00:19:29,129 --> 00:19:32,698
Or else he's just,
um, not being aggressive,
329
00:19:32,732 --> 00:19:34,200
trying to get
into the shelter.
330
00:19:34,234 --> 00:19:38,838
♪
331
00:19:38,871 --> 00:19:41,241
That is the fox.
332
00:19:41,274 --> 00:19:43,244
Oh, my gosh.
333
00:19:43,277 --> 00:19:48,249
But I had some...
good dreams too,
334
00:19:48,282 --> 00:19:53,420
about seeing my family and just
spending time together.
335
00:19:53,454 --> 00:19:55,257
[exhales]
336
00:19:55,290 --> 00:19:58,226
Today is my, um,
son's sixth birthday.
337
00:20:02,897 --> 00:20:04,499
And that
totally breaks my heart
338
00:20:04,532 --> 00:20:06,068
that I can't be there
with him.
339
00:20:08,536 --> 00:20:11,274
Hey, buddy, I miss you
and I love you so much.
340
00:20:11,307 --> 00:20:13,909
And your sister too.
341
00:20:13,943 --> 00:20:15,244
Ahh, and I'll make it up
to you guys
342
00:20:15,278 --> 00:20:16,879
when I get home.
343
00:20:23,553 --> 00:20:25,122
[waves crashing]
344
00:20:25,155 --> 00:20:27,524
Well, I'll check fish traps.
345
00:20:27,557 --> 00:20:29,259
There's a lot of snow
on the hill today.
346
00:20:29,293 --> 00:20:33,263
♪
347
00:20:33,297 --> 00:20:36,101
No fish.
348
00:20:36,134 --> 00:20:37,068
Hmm.
349
00:20:40,205 --> 00:20:42,940
Oh, fish in my stomach
right now would be amazing.
350
00:20:46,944 --> 00:20:48,546
My number one priority
right now
351
00:20:48,579 --> 00:20:50,549
is trying to get
some protein.
352
00:20:50,582 --> 00:20:52,118
And if the fish just dried up,
353
00:20:52,151 --> 00:20:54,220
then I'm just gonna
start focusing on birds.
354
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:57,856
[wind whistling]
355
00:20:57,889 --> 00:21:02,862
I'd like to make a--
a bird trap.
356
00:21:02,895 --> 00:21:06,099
I'm gonna make a box
with reeds.
357
00:21:06,133 --> 00:21:09,869
And, um, there'll be four more
pieces for wood on the top,
358
00:21:09,902 --> 00:21:11,571
and then I'll tie them
all together,
359
00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:13,673
and the box will fall down
onto a bird when they trigger
360
00:21:13,706 --> 00:21:15,676
the trigger line.
361
00:21:15,709 --> 00:21:19,247
♪
362
00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:21,449
And the birds around here--I
haven't seen very many big ones,
363
00:21:21,482 --> 00:21:23,851
so this doesn't
have to be huge.
364
00:21:23,884 --> 00:21:26,620
♪
365
00:21:26,654 --> 00:21:29,258
Okay.
366
00:21:29,291 --> 00:21:32,261
So there's
one side of the box.
367
00:21:32,294 --> 00:21:33,862
Just trying
to keep myself busy,
368
00:21:33,895 --> 00:21:36,398
keep myself off my...
369
00:21:36,431 --> 00:21:37,932
Dwelling on the fact that
370
00:21:37,966 --> 00:21:40,835
it's my little boy's
birthday today.
371
00:21:40,869 --> 00:21:42,838
It's the first birthday
I've missed.
372
00:21:42,872 --> 00:21:45,875
♪
373
00:21:45,908 --> 00:21:49,845
Gosh, I miss my children
so much--and my husband.
374
00:21:49,879 --> 00:21:52,048
And just being alone,
away from them,
375
00:21:52,082 --> 00:21:54,217
just makes me
really appreciate
376
00:21:54,250 --> 00:21:57,188
how good I have it.
377
00:21:57,221 --> 00:22:01,692
There was a bit
of my rose hips that...
378
00:22:01,725 --> 00:22:03,460
Something I got into
the first couple of days.
379
00:22:03,494 --> 00:22:05,196
They're kind of rotting now,
and I had saved them.
380
00:22:05,229 --> 00:22:09,000
I save almost everything
just in case I want to use it.
381
00:22:09,033 --> 00:22:11,336
So what you do is,
do a little bit of a trail
382
00:22:11,369 --> 00:22:14,739
leading up to the box.
383
00:22:14,772 --> 00:22:18,810
And then
throw a handful in the box.
384
00:22:21,746 --> 00:22:24,717
And then the animal
would go towards that.
385
00:22:24,750 --> 00:22:27,086
And your edge of the box
should just be resting
386
00:22:27,120 --> 00:22:30,889
on the one stick,
not on the pegs.
387
00:22:30,923 --> 00:22:34,893
And that's it.
388
00:22:34,927 --> 00:22:41,935
♪
389
00:22:51,912 --> 00:22:58,919
♪
390
00:23:03,125 --> 00:23:05,894
[fire crackling]
391
00:23:10,132 --> 00:23:11,800
What did we achieve today?
392
00:23:15,304 --> 00:23:17,507
This is
my wizard staff journal,
393
00:23:17,540 --> 00:23:20,076
the story
of my adventure here.
394
00:23:20,109 --> 00:23:21,678
The special things
that happened,
395
00:23:21,711 --> 00:23:25,081
with the symbols,
I can remember it.
396
00:23:25,114 --> 00:23:27,684
All right, today...
397
00:23:27,717 --> 00:23:29,453
Fire, 'cause
we kept it going.
398
00:23:29,487 --> 00:23:31,255
Little old man and his cane,
399
00:23:31,289 --> 00:23:34,024
crutch and--grabbing his back,
going, "Ohh, my back."
400
00:23:34,057 --> 00:23:36,694
That's my physical feel now.
401
00:23:36,727 --> 00:23:38,262
♪
402
00:23:38,296 --> 00:23:40,264
Making things makes me happy.
403
00:23:40,298 --> 00:23:42,867
Keep myself from getting bored.
404
00:23:42,901 --> 00:23:45,069
Smoothed out my thimble.
405
00:23:45,103 --> 00:23:46,638
I find that
it is very important
406
00:23:46,671 --> 00:23:48,407
to keep your mind busy,
407
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,875
especially after 4:00.
408
00:23:50,909 --> 00:23:53,245
4:00,
you're used to going home
409
00:23:53,278 --> 00:23:55,046
and being with your family.
410
00:23:55,079 --> 00:23:58,251
I have this little
wizarding wand I'm making here.
411
00:23:58,284 --> 00:24:01,120
[fire crackling]
412
00:24:03,556 --> 00:24:04,890
[sighs]
Sometimes, it's hard to work
413
00:24:04,924 --> 00:24:07,260
on stuff for them.
414
00:24:07,293 --> 00:24:10,297
[fire crackling]
415
00:24:12,733 --> 00:24:15,736
I miss them all so much.
416
00:24:18,505 --> 00:24:21,508
[fire crackling]
417
00:24:27,315 --> 00:24:30,285
[dramatic music]
418
00:24:30,318 --> 00:24:37,092
♪
419
00:24:47,336 --> 00:24:54,110
♪
420
00:25:04,322 --> 00:25:07,525
♪
421
00:25:07,558 --> 00:25:09,093
Now I know
what wildlife goes through
422
00:25:09,126 --> 00:25:11,396
when the weather gets rough.
423
00:25:11,429 --> 00:25:13,398
Have to really scrounge
for their food.
424
00:25:13,431 --> 00:25:16,201
I have a new appreciation
for...
425
00:25:16,234 --> 00:25:20,205
What animals in the forest
have to go through.
426
00:25:20,238 --> 00:25:24,776
♪
427
00:25:24,810 --> 00:25:26,211
You can tell
things are changing.
428
00:25:26,244 --> 00:25:28,213
Like, the fish
don't seem to be biting.
429
00:25:28,246 --> 00:25:30,182
There's no mushrooms left.
430
00:25:30,216 --> 00:25:33,185
Some of the forage
material's, um, turning.
431
00:25:33,219 --> 00:25:35,755
And now I'm gonna focus
just on birds.
432
00:25:35,788 --> 00:25:39,025
I finished a bird box.
433
00:25:39,058 --> 00:25:40,560
I have to go back to see
if they were triggered.
434
00:25:40,593 --> 00:25:42,362
♪
435
00:25:42,395 --> 00:25:44,565
[bleep].
436
00:25:44,598 --> 00:25:46,199
[bleep].
437
00:25:46,233 --> 00:25:48,035
Oh, I just checked
my bird box,
438
00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:52,806
and something triggered it
but managed to get out.
439
00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:55,208
'Cause all the bait inside
has been eaten.
440
00:25:55,242 --> 00:25:57,579
I'll have to fix it
and reset it.
441
00:25:57,612 --> 00:25:59,614
♪
442
00:25:59,648 --> 00:26:02,083
I'm going to check out
my hare snares
443
00:26:02,116 --> 00:26:05,219
and my fox snare
at the top of the hill.
444
00:26:05,253 --> 00:26:12,261
♪
445
00:26:14,930 --> 00:26:16,899
This is getting long,
this journey.
446
00:26:16,932 --> 00:26:18,901
♪
447
00:26:18,934 --> 00:26:20,470
It's not as fun anymore.
448
00:26:20,503 --> 00:26:22,739
♪
449
00:26:22,773 --> 00:26:24,908
The weather's
turned to [bleep].
450
00:26:24,941 --> 00:26:27,277
I'm starving.
451
00:26:27,310 --> 00:26:28,712
It's cold.
452
00:26:28,745 --> 00:26:31,748
♪
453
00:26:31,782 --> 00:26:34,317
I'm running on
very, very low energy.
454
00:26:34,351 --> 00:26:36,287
♪
455
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,255
Oh, it'd be so nice
to get a rabbit.
456
00:26:38,289 --> 00:26:40,257
♪
457
00:26:40,291 --> 00:26:42,259
Oh, my gosh.
458
00:26:42,293 --> 00:26:43,895
♪
459
00:26:43,928 --> 00:26:45,096
Great.
460
00:26:45,129 --> 00:26:47,298
♪
461
00:26:47,331 --> 00:26:48,265
I did have it.
462
00:26:48,299 --> 00:26:49,702
Ugh.
463
00:26:49,735 --> 00:26:51,470
♪
464
00:26:51,504 --> 00:26:53,271
Man, oh, man.
465
00:26:53,305 --> 00:26:56,108
Jeez, Louise.
466
00:26:56,141 --> 00:26:57,910
Look at that.
467
00:26:57,943 --> 00:27:00,746
That is a fluffy, fat rabbit.
468
00:27:00,779 --> 00:27:04,418
There's all this new fur
from the rabbit,
469
00:27:04,451 --> 00:27:07,587
and I thought maybe it had just
bumped into this bush,
470
00:27:07,621 --> 00:27:13,960
but it ripped out...
471
00:27:13,993 --> 00:27:16,029
♪
472
00:27:16,063 --> 00:27:18,633
There's a snare here,
so it obviously got stuck
473
00:27:18,666 --> 00:27:22,403
in the snare and then
ripped its way out of it
474
00:27:22,437 --> 00:27:25,205
and got caught up in there
for a bit.
475
00:27:25,239 --> 00:27:26,574
Super frustrating.
476
00:27:26,607 --> 00:27:27,975
I almost had that rabbit...
477
00:27:28,008 --> 00:27:29,376
Again.
478
00:27:29,411 --> 00:27:34,616
♪
479
00:27:34,650 --> 00:27:37,252
This is definitely one
of the harder days I've had.
480
00:27:37,285 --> 00:27:38,554
[rain falling]
481
00:27:38,587 --> 00:27:40,822
And it's really rainy.
482
00:27:40,856 --> 00:27:43,626
I'm running on very limited
calories right now,
483
00:27:43,660 --> 00:27:47,263
and, um, I'm trying to really
conserve energy, and...
484
00:27:47,296 --> 00:27:51,267
And also just be really careful
about getting too cold,
485
00:27:51,300 --> 00:27:53,269
which will drain energy
from my body as well,
486
00:27:53,302 --> 00:27:55,438
and I don't want to get sick.
487
00:27:55,472 --> 00:28:02,345
♪
488
00:28:12,290 --> 00:28:18,863
♪
489
00:28:18,897 --> 00:28:20,431
Yup.
490
00:28:20,465 --> 00:28:22,868
We got one.
491
00:28:22,902 --> 00:28:25,270
Boo-ya!
492
00:28:25,304 --> 00:28:27,673
Boo. Ya.
493
00:28:30,510 --> 00:28:32,978
Boo-ya, baby.
We got fish.
494
00:28:35,515 --> 00:28:37,651
Hey, hey, ho, hey, hey.
495
00:28:37,684 --> 00:28:40,721
Oh, beautiful fish.
496
00:28:40,754 --> 00:28:43,890
Thank you so much
for your life.
497
00:28:43,924 --> 00:28:46,092
[thwacking]
498
00:28:46,126 --> 00:28:47,661
♪
499
00:28:47,694 --> 00:28:51,633
We have got a beauty here.
500
00:28:51,666 --> 00:28:58,673
♪
501
00:29:01,008 --> 00:29:02,978
Thank you!
502
00:29:03,011 --> 00:29:04,647
Whoo-whoo!
503
00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:06,982
♪
504
00:29:07,015 --> 00:29:09,585
Whoa, lots of eggs.
505
00:29:09,618 --> 00:29:11,587
Oh, I'm sorry, mama.
506
00:29:11,620 --> 00:29:15,591
♪
507
00:29:15,624 --> 00:29:17,994
Check out all those eggs.
508
00:29:18,027 --> 00:29:22,732
♪
509
00:29:22,766 --> 00:29:26,135
[whistles]
510
00:29:26,169 --> 00:29:28,371
Whoa, roe.
511
00:29:28,404 --> 00:29:31,308
♪
512
00:29:31,341 --> 00:29:35,580
We are going to prep this up
for feasting.
513
00:29:35,613 --> 00:29:38,215
♪
514
00:29:38,248 --> 00:29:42,988
We have had
an abundant forage today.
515
00:29:43,021 --> 00:29:45,991
Let me just show you this
really fast.
516
00:29:46,024 --> 00:29:47,793
Look at this.
517
00:29:47,826 --> 00:29:49,595
Look at that.
518
00:29:49,628 --> 00:29:50,796
We've got our fish.
519
00:29:50,829 --> 00:29:52,430
Our fish roe.
520
00:29:52,463 --> 00:29:54,566
A ridiculous amount of greens.
521
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:58,605
And, uh, lots of mushies.
522
00:29:58,638 --> 00:30:00,573
I love a good feast
from the land.
523
00:30:00,607 --> 00:30:02,208
♪
524
00:30:02,241 --> 00:30:04,210
This land has been
so good to me.
525
00:30:04,243 --> 00:30:06,212
♪
526
00:30:06,245 --> 00:30:08,781
Given me good food.
527
00:30:08,815 --> 00:30:10,784
Good medicine.
528
00:30:10,818 --> 00:30:13,921
♪
529
00:30:13,954 --> 00:30:17,758
The last couple days
have given me such...
530
00:30:17,791 --> 00:30:22,930
Reflection on the journey.
531
00:30:22,963 --> 00:30:25,734
I think I came into this
532
00:30:25,767 --> 00:30:28,336
with way too much
competitive nature,
533
00:30:28,369 --> 00:30:31,740
and I put a lot of pressure
on myself--
534
00:30:31,773 --> 00:30:34,475
that I didn't even
realize I had--to win,
535
00:30:34,508 --> 00:30:37,379
to buy my land.
536
00:30:37,412 --> 00:30:41,550
And I think my body took on
a lot of that stress.
537
00:30:41,583 --> 00:30:46,121
And suddenly,
when I let go...
538
00:30:46,155 --> 00:30:49,960
It gave me
this profound release.
539
00:30:49,993 --> 00:30:53,296
I'm starting to feel
the call home.
540
00:30:53,329 --> 00:30:55,265
[rain falling]
541
00:30:55,298 --> 00:30:59,502
♪ Pa-a-a-tagonia's
542
00:30:59,535 --> 00:31:04,976
♪ Been calling me
back to my home ♪
543
00:31:05,009 --> 00:31:09,213
♪ Pa-a-a-tagonia's
544
00:31:09,246 --> 00:31:14,385
♪ Been calling me
back to my home ♪
545
00:31:14,418 --> 00:31:17,389
♪ And if home
is where I land ♪
546
00:31:17,422 --> 00:31:21,727
♪ Then the land's my home
547
00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:27,399
♪ If home is where I stand,
then I'm standing alone ♪
548
00:31:27,432 --> 00:31:33,606
♪ If home is where I land,
then the land's my home ♪
549
00:31:33,639 --> 00:31:38,945
♪ If home is where I stand,
then I'm standing alone ♪
550
00:31:44,351 --> 00:31:47,321
[dramatic music]
551
00:31:47,354 --> 00:31:54,128
♪
552
00:32:04,205 --> 00:32:11,213
♪
553
00:32:21,190 --> 00:32:26,830
♪
554
00:32:26,864 --> 00:32:30,433
Such a constant battle,
trying to get...
555
00:32:30,467 --> 00:32:34,071
Traps set up,
traps re-set up after weather,
556
00:32:34,104 --> 00:32:38,810
traps re-set up after
animals run through them.
557
00:32:38,843 --> 00:32:42,080
Trying to get bait.
558
00:32:42,113 --> 00:32:45,383
It's such a constant struggle
trying to get food out here.
559
00:32:45,416 --> 00:32:49,620
♪
560
00:32:49,653 --> 00:32:51,623
At least I manage to forage
quite a bit,
561
00:32:51,656 --> 00:32:53,392
so at least I'm getting
some food in me.
562
00:32:53,425 --> 00:32:55,627
♪
563
00:32:55,660 --> 00:32:58,397
I need to keep eating
and keep calories coming in.
564
00:32:58,430 --> 00:33:00,232
♪
565
00:33:00,265 --> 00:33:04,905
But, uh, the protein
is this constant chase.
566
00:33:04,938 --> 00:33:08,909
I need to catch more fish.
567
00:33:08,942 --> 00:33:11,511
Those reeds out there...
568
00:33:11,544 --> 00:33:13,246
Are my nemesis.
569
00:33:13,279 --> 00:33:15,115
It's not the best lake
to try to set a gill net,
570
00:33:15,148 --> 00:33:16,349
as I found out.
571
00:33:16,382 --> 00:33:19,320
[water splashing]
572
00:33:19,353 --> 00:33:23,090
Ah!
[bleep].
573
00:33:23,124 --> 00:33:26,127
Ugh!
574
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:28,963
Just looking at my gill net,
575
00:33:28,996 --> 00:33:32,968
and nothing appears to be in it,
so I'm gonna pull it,
576
00:33:33,001 --> 00:33:36,138
and, uh, probably use it
for some other--
577
00:33:36,171 --> 00:33:38,140
other stuff.
578
00:33:38,173 --> 00:33:40,142
So I'm just making this,
uh, dip net.
579
00:33:40,175 --> 00:33:43,779
Taking my gill net,
which I cut in half,
580
00:33:43,813 --> 00:33:45,849
and then I've sewn up
the sides here
581
00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:48,985
to make a bit of a pouch.
582
00:33:49,018 --> 00:33:51,320
This is the 20-pound test line
that I just cut down
583
00:33:51,354 --> 00:33:53,322
the other day
that never caught me fish.
584
00:33:53,356 --> 00:33:55,758
♪
585
00:33:55,791 --> 00:33:57,928
I could pull this string
to tighten it up at the top
586
00:33:57,962 --> 00:33:59,329
if it's stuck on reeds,
587
00:33:59,363 --> 00:34:01,231
so the fish doesn't
get out the top.
588
00:34:01,265 --> 00:34:03,067
And, uh...
589
00:34:03,100 --> 00:34:05,802
Then when I go to use it again,
I just loosen it.
590
00:34:05,836 --> 00:34:08,405
♪
591
00:34:08,438 --> 00:34:10,408
My dip net.
592
00:34:10,441 --> 00:34:17,248
♪
593
00:34:17,282 --> 00:34:19,617
I'm checking
some of the fishing lines.
594
00:34:19,650 --> 00:34:22,653
[waves lapping]
595
00:34:25,357 --> 00:34:28,294
There's a fish. Awesome.
596
00:34:28,327 --> 00:34:30,562
Oh, my goodness.
597
00:34:30,596 --> 00:34:33,165
So I have a fish
caught on the reeds.
598
00:34:33,199 --> 00:34:36,135
I'm gonna try out my, uh,
dip net that I made.
599
00:34:36,168 --> 00:34:41,741
♪
600
00:34:41,774 --> 00:34:44,344
Oh, it's cold.
601
00:34:44,377 --> 00:34:46,813
Definitely do not want
to fall in and get wet.
602
00:34:46,846 --> 00:34:47,948
♪
603
00:34:47,981 --> 00:34:50,351
Whoa! It's so deep.
604
00:34:50,384 --> 00:34:52,586
♪
605
00:34:52,620 --> 00:34:54,956
He's not very huge, but...
606
00:34:54,989 --> 00:34:57,358
Definitely give me
some protein.
607
00:34:57,391 --> 00:35:03,397
♪
608
00:35:03,431 --> 00:35:04,799
[bleep].
609
00:35:09,171 --> 00:35:10,739
Oh, my God, I got him.
610
00:35:10,772 --> 00:35:13,943
My dip net works.
I got him.
611
00:35:13,976 --> 00:35:15,744
I'm so happy.
612
00:35:15,777 --> 00:35:17,313
Oh, my gosh.
613
00:35:17,347 --> 00:35:18,514
Oh...
614
00:35:18,548 --> 00:35:21,584
Yes!
615
00:35:21,617 --> 00:35:25,155
I'm gonna mark--I'm gonna
patent that net system,
616
00:35:25,188 --> 00:35:28,158
for when you're fishing
in Patagonia alone.
617
00:35:28,191 --> 00:35:29,759
This is what you need.
618
00:35:29,792 --> 00:35:33,130
Ah, I'm so excited.
A fish!
619
00:35:33,164 --> 00:35:34,932
Ah.
620
00:35:34,966 --> 00:35:37,334
♪
621
00:35:37,368 --> 00:35:40,071
It's amazing... the cycle.
622
00:35:40,104 --> 00:35:42,473
It's like drought...
623
00:35:42,506 --> 00:35:44,642
And then you actually
get a little bit of something
624
00:35:44,676 --> 00:35:47,479
that helps get you more things.
625
00:35:47,512 --> 00:35:50,315
There are so many lessons
to be learned from nature.
626
00:35:50,348 --> 00:35:55,087
And I want my children to
at least be exposed to that.
627
00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:59,092
There will be hurdles
and challenges.
628
00:35:59,125 --> 00:36:01,394
Nothing worthwhile
comes easy.
629
00:36:03,997 --> 00:36:10,971
♪
630
00:36:17,711 --> 00:36:20,314
[sighs]
631
00:36:20,347 --> 00:36:23,717
♪
632
00:36:28,556 --> 00:36:31,326
Every day, I feel, "Yay!
633
00:36:31,359 --> 00:36:33,328
It's a good day to be alive."
You know?
634
00:36:33,361 --> 00:36:37,666
This is great.
This is quite the adventure.
635
00:36:37,699 --> 00:36:40,869
And as night draws on
and I become more tired...
636
00:36:43,772 --> 00:36:47,476
And it's like, "Ugh.
637
00:36:47,509 --> 00:36:49,078
"Can't wait
for this to be over,
638
00:36:49,111 --> 00:36:51,781
I want to be at home
doing my thing there."
639
00:36:55,185 --> 00:36:56,986
Ah! I feel like the man
who struggles
640
00:36:57,020 --> 00:37:00,757
with becoming a werewolf
at night, you know?
641
00:37:00,790 --> 00:37:03,927
♪
642
00:37:03,961 --> 00:37:06,264
Firewood land.
643
00:37:06,297 --> 00:37:10,668
♪
644
00:37:10,701 --> 00:37:15,005
Start with
grabbing that big log.
645
00:37:15,039 --> 00:37:17,007
[grunts]
646
00:37:17,041 --> 00:37:20,412
This thing's heavy.
647
00:37:20,445 --> 00:37:25,084
[groaning]
648
00:37:25,117 --> 00:37:27,419
Missing the comforts of home
even more today
649
00:37:27,452 --> 00:37:30,422
than I have for days.
650
00:37:30,455 --> 00:37:32,858
♪
651
00:37:32,892 --> 00:37:35,828
The more I try not to think
about them, the more I do.
652
00:37:35,861 --> 00:37:37,997
♪
653
00:37:38,030 --> 00:37:40,866
Well, this is not the good-bye
we thought of.
654
00:37:40,900 --> 00:37:42,468
There's the car
on the side of the road.
655
00:37:42,502 --> 00:37:44,671
Our rescuer's here
in a Subaru.
656
00:37:44,705 --> 00:37:47,007
I love you, hon.
I love you, Sparrow.
657
00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:50,844
I had to leave my wife
and my two daughters
658
00:37:50,877 --> 00:37:53,447
with our new vehicle broke
down on the side of the road.
659
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,449
I'll see you
when I get back, okay?
660
00:37:55,482 --> 00:37:57,084
While I had to hitchhike
a ride to the airport
661
00:37:57,118 --> 00:37:58,820
to come to Patagonia.
662
00:37:58,853 --> 00:38:00,922
[overlapping chatter]
663
00:38:00,955 --> 00:38:03,525
I love you, Sparrow.
664
00:38:03,558 --> 00:38:06,494
Not able to say good-bye
at the airport...
665
00:38:06,528 --> 00:38:09,497
That was horrible.
666
00:38:09,531 --> 00:38:11,534
♪
667
00:38:11,567 --> 00:38:13,636
[sniffles]
668
00:38:13,669 --> 00:38:14,870
[exhales]
669
00:38:17,706 --> 00:38:21,610
When you're out here
by yourself...
670
00:38:21,644 --> 00:38:23,246
[inhales]
671
00:38:23,279 --> 00:38:26,550
You think about family
and how much they mean to you.
672
00:38:28,652 --> 00:38:30,854
The weight,
673
00:38:30,887 --> 00:38:32,822
the gravity on your chest
is just...
674
00:38:35,659 --> 00:38:37,327
So strong.
675
00:38:40,665 --> 00:38:43,901
The pull on my heart...
676
00:38:45,670 --> 00:38:49,374
To be with them...
677
00:38:49,407 --> 00:38:55,814
Those two little girls of mine
and that beautiful wife...
678
00:38:55,847 --> 00:38:57,349
It's so hard.
679
00:39:04,491 --> 00:39:07,194
[dramatic music]
680
00:39:07,227 --> 00:39:14,234
♪
681
00:39:22,476 --> 00:39:25,446
[birds chirping]
682
00:39:25,479 --> 00:39:28,982
[electronic beep]
683
00:39:29,016 --> 00:39:31,986
[beeping]
684
00:39:32,020 --> 00:39:35,357
[birds chirping]
685
00:39:35,390 --> 00:39:38,993
[beep]
686
00:39:39,027 --> 00:39:43,798
Hey, so I am officially...
687
00:39:43,832 --> 00:39:48,003
Tapping out.
688
00:39:48,037 --> 00:39:51,006
Thanks.
Okay, bye.
689
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:54,176
[water lapping]
690
00:39:54,210 --> 00:39:56,011
Well, that's it.
691
00:39:56,045 --> 00:39:57,380
Wow.
692
00:39:57,413 --> 00:40:00,150
That was easy.
693
00:40:00,183 --> 00:40:03,420
Crazy!
694
00:40:03,454 --> 00:40:06,357
[waves lapping]
695
00:40:06,390 --> 00:40:09,393
Whoa.
696
00:40:16,634 --> 00:40:19,637
[inhales and sniffles]
697
00:40:24,243 --> 00:40:27,012
[sighs]
698
00:40:32,217 --> 00:40:34,420
[exhales]
699
00:40:34,453 --> 00:40:35,588
[sniffles]
700
00:40:35,621 --> 00:40:38,625
[laughing]
701
00:40:44,030 --> 00:40:51,005
♪
702
00:40:58,413 --> 00:41:02,317
[laughing]
703
00:41:02,350 --> 00:41:04,320
Ohh.
704
00:41:04,353 --> 00:41:06,855
[laughing]
705
00:41:06,888 --> 00:41:09,257
Hey, guys.
706
00:41:09,291 --> 00:41:11,259
Wow.
707
00:41:11,293 --> 00:41:14,296
♪
708
00:41:14,330 --> 00:41:17,299
[chuckling]
709
00:41:17,333 --> 00:41:18,701
It feels...
710
00:41:18,735 --> 00:41:20,670
It's so mixed emotions.
711
00:41:20,703 --> 00:41:23,139
Yeah.
But it feels great.
712
00:41:23,172 --> 00:41:26,509
You know, I kind of
decided, uh, yesterday.
713
00:41:26,543 --> 00:41:29,479
I didn't want to leave
on any other terms
714
00:41:29,512 --> 00:41:34,552
but feeling complete
in the journey, and I do.
715
00:41:34,585 --> 00:41:36,620
♪
716
00:41:36,654 --> 00:41:39,189
From the beginning,
I saw this experience
717
00:41:39,222 --> 00:41:43,361
as an opportunity
to buy my land and to have
718
00:41:43,394 --> 00:41:45,964
this outcome of me winning.
719
00:41:45,997 --> 00:41:47,866
And at a certain point,
720
00:41:47,899 --> 00:41:49,968
I saw that I was holding
too tightly
721
00:41:50,001 --> 00:41:52,371
to this material goal.
722
00:41:52,404 --> 00:41:55,006
But when we hold so tightly
to something,
723
00:41:55,039 --> 00:41:58,611
we don't allow
other things to come in.
724
00:41:58,644 --> 00:42:02,682
I had to shed that,
and when I did, I realized,
725
00:42:02,715 --> 00:42:06,118
it doesn't matter what the
outcome to any situation is.
726
00:42:06,151 --> 00:42:08,120
It's about
being in this moment.
727
00:42:08,153 --> 00:42:10,856
It's about the journey
and finding a deeper sense
728
00:42:10,890 --> 00:42:12,893
of my own voice.
729
00:42:12,926 --> 00:42:16,029
Finding a deeper sense
of my own self-worth.
730
00:42:16,062 --> 00:42:18,999
And by being out here
for so long,
731
00:42:19,032 --> 00:42:21,267
truly on your own,
732
00:42:21,301 --> 00:42:23,637
you develop this
relationship with yourself
733
00:42:23,670 --> 00:42:26,307
that is so profound.
734
00:42:26,340 --> 00:42:28,676
And I communicate
with myself in a way that
735
00:42:28,710 --> 00:42:31,112
I never thought possible.
736
00:42:31,145 --> 00:42:33,848
I only can imagine
how this is gonna serve me
737
00:42:33,881 --> 00:42:36,484
in the rest of my life.
738
00:42:36,518 --> 00:42:37,820
[dramatic swell]
739
00:42:37,853 --> 00:42:39,722
-Yes, yes, oh, my goodness.
-A fish.
740
00:42:39,755 --> 00:42:41,390
I was not expecting that.
741
00:42:41,424 --> 00:42:44,126
-I'm gonna eat tonight.
-Oh, no!
742
00:42:44,159 --> 00:42:46,028
Things are not going well.
743
00:42:46,061 --> 00:42:48,163
I'm getting quite thin.
744
00:42:48,196 --> 00:42:50,298
I definitely feel like
I'm living each day here
745
00:42:50,332 --> 00:42:52,536
as if it could be
my last day.
746
00:42:52,569 --> 00:42:54,037
[sighs]
747
00:42:54,070 --> 00:42:57,173
It's amazing how breathing
is so difficult
748
00:42:57,206 --> 00:42:59,308
when you don't have
a lot of calories.
749
00:42:59,342 --> 00:43:00,510
[yells]
750
00:43:00,544 --> 00:43:03,346
[dramatic music]
751
00:43:03,379 --> 00:43:04,815
♪
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