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ABOUT YOURSELF, MRS. HARKNESS.

>> MY HUSBAND TREATS ME LIKE A

STRANGER.

>> WE DO GOOD WORK HERE, BUT WE

CAN'T PROMISE TO SAVE OUR

PATIENTS FROM INSENSITIVE

SPOUSES.

>> NO, I MEAN IT LITERALLY. MY

HUSBAND HAS ALZHEIMER'S. HE

DOESN'T RECOGNIZE ME ANYMORE.

[SIGHS] DO YOU THINK YOU COULD

MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THIS? THIS IS

THE WOMAN HE REMEMBERS, THE

WOMAN HE LOVES. HE TOOK THAT

PHOTO ON OUR 20th WEDDING

ANNIVERSARY. DO YOU THINK YOU

COULD MAKE ME LOOK LIKE THIS

AGAIN? MAYBE IT WOULD JOG HIS

MEMORY.

>> HERE'S MY PROBLEM. IT WOULD

TAKE SEVERAL SURGERIES TO

RECREATE THIS FACE, AND THEY'D

ALL HAVE TO BE DONE AT ONCE IF

YOU'RE RACING AGAINST YOUR

HUSBAND'S MENTAL DETERIORATION.

WE'D HAVE TO PUT YOU OUT FOR

MANY HOURS, AND, FRANKLY, WE

DON'T LIKE TO KEEP PATIENTS YOUR

AGE UNDER ANESTHESIA FOR THAT

LONG. ADDITIONALLY, AFTER ALL

THAT WORK, YOU STILL RUN THE

RISK OF HIS--

>> OH, I KNOW. I KNOW. HE MIGHT

NOT RECOGNIZE ME. I'VE BEEN ALL

THROUGH THAT. IT'S WORTH THE

RISK. I NEVER SAID THIS OUT LOUD

BEFORE, BUT IT'S MY FAULT. I

KNOW IT IS. HE'S FORGOTTEN ME

BECAUSE I ABANDONED HIM. MOST OF

OUR MARRIAGE, I WAS ALL ABOUT

CARL. AND THEN, AFTER MENOPAUSE,

I GOT THIS SUDDEN SURGE OF

ENERGY, AND I JUST STARTED

WRITING THESE LITTLE MURDER

MYSTERIES. AND CARL WAS VERY

SUPPORTIVE OF ME. HE EVEN READ

MY DRAFTS FOR ME, BUT THEN WHEN

HE EXPRESSED FEELINGS OF MISSING

ME, I WAS PRETTY MUCH, "DON'T

RAIN ON MY PARADE." AND THEN I

CALLED HOME ONE NIGHT I WAS ON A

BOOK TOUR IN LONDON, AND HE

CLAIMED NOT TO KNOW WHO I WAS.

HE SAID HIS WIFE HAD RUN AWAY,

AND I BECAME ANGRY, AND I TOLD

HIM HIS SENSE OF HUMOR WAS VERY

PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE. AND THEN, 3

DAYS LATER, MY SON CALLED AND

TOLD ME THAT THEY FOUND HIM

WANDERING IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD IN

HIS PAJAMA BOTTOMS, FILTHY AND

DEHYDRATED, AND HE COULDN'T

REMEMBER WHICH HOUSE WAS HIS.

AND, BASICALLY, HE'S NEVER

RECOGNIZED ME AGAIN.

>> I AM SO SORRY.

>> DOCTOR, HAVE YOU EVER HURT

ANYONE YOU LOVED IN SUCH A WAY

THAT DOESN'T EVEN SEEM LIKE YOU?

BUT THEN YOU CAN'T GO BACK AND

MAKE IT DIFFERENT.

IT'S A KIND OF PAIN I NEVER

COULD'VE IMAGINED.

I DON'T SUPPOSE THERE'S ANY WAY

I CAN CONVINCE YOU TO COME WITH

ME AND MEET HIM, AND SEE HOW IT

IS WITH US?

>> MRS. HARKNESS, YOU SEEM LIKE

A LOVELY WOMAN, AND I'M MOVED BY

YOUR SITUATION. IF I COULD

CONVINCE MYSELF IT WAS MEDICALLY

SOUND, I'D DO THE WORK IN A

HEARTBEAT. BUT I CAN'T JUSTIFY

TAKING THAT BIG A RISK WITH SO

LITTLE CERTAINTY.

>> WELL...THANK YOU FOR YOUR

TIME AND YOUR HONESTY.

>> DR. McNAMARA?

>> YEAH?

>> YOU GOT SERVED.

>> CAN WE JUST ORDER IN? I'M NOT

FEELING VERY SOCIAL TONIGHT. LET

ME CALL YOU BACK. WHAT'S GOING

ON?

>> MATT JUST SERVED ME WITH A

RESTRAINING ORDER. I'M NOT TO

CONTACT HIM OR COME WITHIN 200

YARDS OF HIM.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

>> COMING!

>> WHERE'S MATT?

>> I'VE ASKED YOU TO CALL FIRST,

SEAN.

>> WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS

RESTRAINING ORDER?

>> RESTRAINING ORDER?

>> HE TOOK OUT A GODDAMN

RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST ME.

DON'T ACT SURPRISED.

>> HE DIDN'T SAY A WORD TO ME.

BUT, I MEAN, FRANKLY, SEAN, I'M

NOT THAT SURPRISED.

>> YOU'RE BREAKING THE LAW.

>> MATT, WE GOT TO TALK. WE'RE

FAMILY. WE DON'T TREAT EACH

OTHER LIKE CRIMINALS.

>> YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT OF THAT

BEFORE YOU ACTED LIKE ONE. OR

DIDN'T YOU KNOW IT WAS AGAINST

THE LAW TO BEAT YOUR CHILDREN.

>> I CAME TO APOLOGIZE. MATT, I

LIE IN BED AT NIGHT RELIVING

THAT MOMENT WHEN I HIT YOU.

>> SOCIAL SERVICES TOLD ME YOU'D

PROBABLY SHOW UP AND TRY TO

MANIPULATE ME INTO DROPPING THE

CHARGES. THEY ALSO SAID THAT IF

YOU DO THAT, I SHOULD REPORT

YOU. THEY SAID THESE EVENTS ARE

NEVER ISOLATED, AND YOU KNOW

WHAT? THEY'RE RIGHT. I TOLD THEM

HOW YOU ALMOST CHOKED MOM WHEN

SHE TOLD YOU ABOUT CHRISTIAN

BEING MY FATHER.

>> HOW DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT?

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? DID YOU

TELL THEM ABOUT YOUR OWN

VIOLENCE, MATT? YOU THINK YOU

CAN IGNORE YOUR OWN BEHAVIOR BY

DEMONIZING ME? CUTTING ME OUT OF

YOUR LIFE?

>> THAT'S ANOTHER THING THEY

SAID. ABUSERS ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE

YOU THINK THAT THEY'RE THE

VICTIM. YEAH, HI. I'D LIKE TO

REPORT SOMEBODY WHO'S IN VIOLA--

>> I THINK YOU SHOULD GO NOW,

SEAN.

>> I'M HERE TO...PLEASE--

>> IT DOESN'T MATTER WHY YOU

CAME HERE. THIS IS ABOUT MATT.

YOU NEED TO LEAVE NOW, SEAN.

>> THIS IS VINDICTIVE.

>> LOOK, I UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN.

BUT UNTIL YOU CAN EXPRESS IT

WITHOUT FRIGHTENING US, YOU'RE

NOT WELCOME HERE.

>> THIS IS MACHIAVELLIAN

BULLSHIT! YOU'RE SETTING ME UP

TO GET SOLE CUSTODY OF THE KIDS.

>> YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT

THE RESTRAINING ORDER.

>> REMIND ME, WHY DO WE BOTHER

TO REPAIR HER WHEN SHE'S ONLY

GONNA DO IT TO HERSELF ALL OVER

AGAIN WHEN BIKINI SEASON IS

OVER?

>> I DATED A WOMAN WHO WAS INTO

SELF-INJURY. SHE SAID SHE FELT

SOME KIND OF RELEASE AFTERWARDS.

>> RELEASE FROM WHAT?

>> EMOTIONAL PAIN, IN HER CASE.

HER FATHER WAS AN ABUSIVE

BASTARD. IT MAKES A WEIRD POETIC

KIND OF SENSE TO ME. YOU TREAT

ONE KIND OF PAIN WITH ANOTHER.

EXTERNAL INJURIES ARE

MANAGEABLE. I MEAN, THEY CAN BE

SEEN AND TREATED, WHEREAS

EMOTIONAL PAIN IS ELUSIVE AND

SHAPELESS.

>> IS THIS SURGERY OR OPEN MIC

NIGHT AT THE LESBIAN COFFEE BAR?

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

>> UM, I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD

KNOW. THERE'S BEEN ANOTHER

CARVER VICTIM. SHE JUST CALLED.

I PUT HER ON THE BOOKS.

[KNOCK ON DOOR]

>> I REFERRED THE CARVER VICTIM

TO IAN SAKS. I POLITELY

EXPLAINED THAT WE HAD HANDLED

OUR SHARE OF CASES, AND THAT HE

DOES VERY GOOD WORK.

>> THAT'S PROBABLY FOR THE BEST.

>> YOU KNOW, IT'S OCCURRED TO ME

THAT WE HAVEN'T REALLY TALKED

SINCE THE BEACH. HOW'S THE

COUNSELING GOING?

>> HOW ARE YOU FEELING ABOUT

THAT RESTRAINING ORDER?

>> I FEEL SHITTY AND PRETTY

GODDAMN HOPELESS. YOUR TURN.

>> I DIDN'T TAKE THE COUNSELING

ROUTE, SEAN. I'VE BEEN FINE.

EXCEPT FOR SOME PHYSICAL ISSUES

I THOUGHT WOULD ABATE OVER TIME.

ANYWAY, I HOPE THEY FIND HIM

SOON.

>> WHAT KIND OF PHYSICAL ISSUES?

>> DON'T WE HAVE A BRACHIOPLASTY

IN 30 MINUTES?

>> YOU HAVEN'T ANSWERED THE

QUESTION.

>> MY ASSHOLE IS KILLING ME, OK?

IT HURTS WHEN I STAND, WHEN I

SIT, WHEN I SHIT. IN FACT, IT

HURTS JUST ABOUT ALL THE TIME.

GLAD YOU ASKED?

>> HAVE YOU SEEN A PROCTOLOGIST?

>> YOU'RE STILL THE ONLY ONE

THAT KNOWS, SEAN.

>> THEN LET ME EXAMINE YOU.

>> I THINK THAT PRETTY MUCH

DEFINES THE WORD

"INAPPROPRIATE."

>> WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL? WHAT

PART OF YOU BEING OR HAVING AN

ASSHOLE COULD SHOCK ME?

>> BREATHE OUT, CHRISTIAN.

I DON'T SEE ANYTHING AT ALL.

>> NO FISSURES? NO...NOT EVEN

HEMORRHOIDS?

>> NOTHING.

I'M NOT AN EXPERT, BUT MY GUESS

IS THAT THIS IS SOME KIND OF

PHANTOM PAIN.

>> WHO DO YOU CALL FOR PHANTOM

PAIN? GHOSTBUSTERS?

>> EMOTIONAL TRAUMA CAN BE

EXPERIENCED AS PHYSICAL PAIN.

THAT'S NOT JUST NEW AGE MUMBO

JUMBO.

>> IN OTHER WORDS, IF I EMBRACE

MY INNER PAIN, MY PAIN IN THE

ASS WILL GO AWAY.

I'VE BEEN DREADING THE

INEVITABLE MOMENT WHEN I'D HEAR

ABOUT THE NEXT VICTIM. HOW WOULD

I FEEL? WOULD I COME APART? AND

NOW HERE SHE IS, NEEDING TO BE

HEALED JUST LIKE ME. AND I'M

AVOIDING IT. I THINK THIS IS AN

OPPORTUNITY. I WANT TO TREAT

HER.

>> I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT.

>> IT'S EXACTLY WHAT I NEED. IF

I HELP HER THROUGH HER PAIN, I

CAN EXPERIENCE MY OWN. LET IT

GO. I THINK THAT'S SOMETHING WE

BOTH NEED TO WORK ON, SEAN.

>> PICK UP THE PHONE, MATT.

PLEASE. DON'T PRETEND I'M NOT

HERE. WE HAVE TO TALK. THIS IS

THE WRONG WAY TO--

>> I'VE BEEN TO SEE 3 OTHER

SURGEONS. THEY ALL TURNED ME

DOWN. I CAME BACK TO YOU BECAUSE

I KNOW YOU'RE AN UNDERSTANDING

SOUL.

>> I AM VERY SYMPATHETIC, MRS.

HARKNESS--

>> COME WITH ME TO MEET CARL. NO

PROMISES. JUST AN HOUR OUT OF

YOUR LIFE THAT MIGHT CHANGE MINE

COMPLETELY.

>> CARL? YOU HAVE VISITORS.

>> HI, SWEETHEART. I BROUGHT

SOMEBODY TO MEET YOU. THIS IS

DR. SEAN McNAMARA. THIS IS CARL.

>> GOOD TO MEET YOU, CARL.

>> WOULD YOU JOIN US OVER HERE?

HAS HE EATEN ANYTHING TODAY?

>> NO, AND IF HE DOESN'T START

EATING SOON, WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO

PUT HIM ON AN I.V. WE DON'T

WANNA DO THAT, DO WE CARL?

>> CARL? I BROUGHT YOU A GUAVA

PASTRY.

>> YOU LOOK WORRIED, CARL.

>> I DON'T KNOW HER.

>> CARL, I'M YOUR WIFE ELLIE,

AND I COME EVERY DAY, AND TODAY

I'VE BROUGHT YOU YOUR FAVORITE

PASTRY FROM ALBA'S. REMEMBER

ALBA'S? WE USED TO WALK THERE

EVERY DAY, AND WE'D GET A

CORTADITO AND A GUAVA PASTRY.

I JUST KEEP TRYING. I DON'T

KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.

>> CARL, YOUR WIFE WORRIES ABOUT

YOU. SHE WANTS YOU TO EAT MORE

SO YOU KEEP YOUR STRENGTH UP.

>> DO YOU KNOW MY WIFE? SHE'S

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. SHE NEVER

COMES TO SEE ME.

>> YOU MUST BE VERY LONELY

WITHOUT YOUR FAMILY, CARL.

>> JUST ONE LITTLE BITE,

SWEETHEART. COME ON.

>> IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME, YOU TWO.

I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF A MOVIE.

>> I'M SO GRATEFUL YOU TOOK ME

ON.

>> IT'S THE LEAST WE COULD DO,

MS. REYNOLDS.

>> SORRY. DR. McNAMARA HAD

ANOTHER APPOINTMENT, AND HE

ASKED ME TO SIT IN. HI, I'M DR.

COSTA.

>> I WAS JUST TELLING DR. TROY

HOW YOU'VE ALL BEEN SO AMAZING

IN THE WORK YOU'VE DONE ON THE

VICTIMS.

>> OH, WELL, THAT IS THE DIRTY

LITTLE SECRET WE DOCTORS SHARE.

IT FEELS GOOD TO HELP OTHERS.

>> OH, I COULDN'T AGREE MORE.

AFTER I GAVE MY STATEMENT TO THE

POLICE, I PICKED UP THE PHONE

AND I CALLED STAND UP. YOU KNOW,

THE VICTIMS' RIGHTS GROUP?

YOU'VE HEARD OF THEM?

>> YES, OF COURSE.

>> THEY DO SUCH GOOD WORK.

ANYWAY, A LADY CAME RIGHT OVER.

SHE STAYED WITH ME ALL NIGHT.

SHE HERSELF HAD BEEN BRUTALLY

STABBED BY HER HUSBAND 16 TIMES,

SO SHE KNEW HOW TO RELATE TO ME.

>> HOW FORTUNATE.

>> SHE TOLD ME THIS QUOTE.

"VICTIMS ARE BUT LITTLE LOWER

THAN THE ANGELS." SHE WAS SAYING

WE DON'T NEED TO BE DESTROYED

SOULS, THAT GOD HAS CHOSEN US,

GIVEN US AN OPPORTUNITY TO COME

BACK STRONGER, MORE

COMPASSIONATE THAN EVER BEFORE.

I THINK THIS ATTACK MAY HAVE

BEEN THE MIRACLE I'VE BEEN

LOOKING FOR ALL MY LIFE.

>> MIRACLE?

>> IT GAVE ME PURPOSE. AFTER YOU

FIX ME, I'M GOING TO TAKE THE

TRAINING PROGRAM, AND DEDICATE

MY LIFE TO HELPING OTHER PEOPLE.

>> A WORD OF ADVICE, MS.

REYNOLDS. DON'T QUIT YOUR JOB

BEFORE YOU'VE LANDED BACK ON

PLANET EARTH.

>> I'M SORRY. HAVE I OFFENDED

YOU, DR. TROY?

>> NO, I'M JUST UNCOMFORTABLE

WITH ALL THIS TRANSFORMATIONAL

RHETORIC. IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE

AVOIDING SOMETHING.

>> I'M AVOIDING HELPLESSNESS.

>> I'M AFRAID MY COLLEAGUE

PLAYED HOOKY DURING THE BEDSIDE

MANNER COURSE IN MED SCHOOL. MS.

REYNOLDS, SHALL WE MOVE ON TO

THE SURGERY?

>> BASED ON YOUR CARDIO WORK-UP,

5 HOURS IS THE MAXIMUM TIME I

WANT YOU UNDER. SO I'VE CHOSEN

THESE PROCEDURES FOR OPTIMUM

RESULTS IN A LIMITED TIME FRAME.

ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO HEAR

ALL THIS? I'D SAY 90% OF OUR

PATIENTS PREFER TO REMAIN IN THE

DARK.

>> THIS SURGERY IS MY LIFE NOW.

I THRIVE ON EVERY DETAIL.

>> OK. WE START WITH THE FAT

DEPOSITS AND SKIN OVER THE

EYELIDS.

WE WON'T TAKE OUT ALL OF IT

SINCE WE KNOW FROM THE PHOTO

YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD SLIGHTLY

HOODED EYES.

WE'LL JUST CUT ALONG THE LOOSE

SKIN HERE.

>> MY PRADA BAGS, AS MY

DAUGHTER-IN-LAW CALLS THEM.

>> THAT LEAVES US ABOUT 3 HOURS

AND 15 MINUTES FOR YOUR

RHYTIDECTOMY.

>> RHYTIDECTOMY SOUNDS LIKE A

WILD ANIMAL IN AFRICA.

>> NOT QUITE. IT'S YOUR FACE

LIFT.

AFTER THE INCISION, WE USE A

TISSUE EXPANDER TO MAKE THE SKIN

MORE SUPPLE.

AND THEN, MY FAVORITE PART OF

THE PROCEDURE, WE USE BLOOD

WE'VE TAKEN FROM YOU EARLIER,

AND TURN IT INTO A NATURAL GLUE.

I HOLD IT IN PLACE FOR 3

MINUTES. IT CLOSES ALL THE DEAD

SPACE, AND AIDS IN NATURAL

TISSUE HEALING BECAUSE IT'S FROM

YOUR OWN BODY.

ANY QUESTIONS?

>> JUST ONE. ARE YOU THIS KIND

TO ALL YOUR PATIENTS?

>> YOU ASKED ME IF I EVER HURT

SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME IN A WAY I

DEEPLY REGRET. I'M LIKE YOU. I

WANNA BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES.

>> * LA LA LA,

LA-LA LA-LA LA-LA,

LA-LA-LA LA-LA-LA *

>> MS. REYNOLDS, BEFORE I SEND

YOU OFF TO SURGERY, I OWE YOU AN

APOLOGY.

>> BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE ME?

>> I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST YOU.

YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT. I'D LIKE

TO MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO YOUR

VICTIMS' RIGHTS ORGANIZATION.

>> THANK YOU.

>> I ALSO FEEL AN OBLIGATION TO

TELL YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT

SOMETHING. I WAS ALSO A VICTIM

OF THE CARVER.

>> OH, GOD. I HAD NO IDEA.

>> LISTENING TO YOUR STORY WAS

DIFFICULT FOR ME. IT WAS HARD

FOR ME TO ACCEPT HOW REMARKABLY

YOU'VE DEALT WITH YOUR ATTACK,

WHEN I'M STILL RESENTFUL AND

STRUGGLING WITH RESIDUAL ISSUES.

I WAS HARSH, AND I'M SORRY.

ARE YOU ALL RIGHT?

>> I DON'T THINK I CAN TALK

ABOUT IT. WOULD YOU MIND IF WE

DON'T TALK ABOUT IT?

>> I'M SORRY, I THOUGHT YOU SAID

TALKING ABOUT IT MADE YOU FEEL

BETTER.

>> IT'S JUST WHEN I START TO

TALK ABOUT IT, I FEEL...REALLY

SICK. UM, I FEEL FOR YOUR PAIN,

YOU KNOW? BUT I HAVE TO TAKE

CARE OF MYSELF. I'M ABOUT TO GO

INTO SURGERY HERE. I CAN'T GET

ALL EMOTIONAL.

>> OF COURSE.

>> NOW, ABOUT MY FACE, I WANTED

TO ASK YOU SOMETHING ABOUT MY

NOSE. I'VE ALWAYS HATED IT. DO

YOU THINK YOU COULD MAKE IT

PRETTIER, SINCE I'M GONNA BE

UNDER ANYWAY?

>> AFTER EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN

THROUGH, I'D SAY RHINOPLASTY IS

THE LAST THING YOU NEED.

>> WHAT ABOUT MY LIPS? COULD WE

PLUMP THEM UP OR SOMETHING

>> MS. REYNOLDS, I THINK WE

SHOULD DISCUSS ELECTIVE SURGERY

AT A LATER DATE.

>> DADDY, WHY DO THEY CALL IT

"HIGH TEA"?

>> I DON'T KNOW, SWEETHEART.

WE'LL HAVE TO ASK THE WAITER.

>> GOOD AFTERNOON. WE'RE FROM

FAMILY SERVICES. I'M MS. JAMES,

THIS IS MR. RISKIN. ARE YOU MR.

McNAMARA?

>> DR. McNAMARA. HOW CAN I HELP

YOU?

>> WELL, WE RECEIVED A CALL FROM

ONE OF OUR DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

CENTERS REPORTING AN INCIDENT

INVOLVING YOU AND YOUR SON.

>> THIS ISN'T A GOOD TIME. MY

DAUGHTER AND I ARE ON OUR WAY

OUT.

>> WHEN ONE OF THESE REPORTS

COME IN, WE'RE REQUIRED BY LAW

TO QUESTION OTHER FAMILY

CHILDREN. WE'LL NEED TO SPEAK

WITH YOUR DAUGHTER. WHAT'S YOUR

NAME?

>> ANNE KATHERINE McNAMARA.

>> HOW'S YOUR HEARING? NOW'S NOT

A GOOD TIME.

>> NOW'S THE ONLY TIME, MISTER--

DR. McNAMARA.

>> WE NEED TO DETERMINE WHETHER

OR NOT ACTION HAS TO BE TAKEN.

>> ACTION? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING

ABOUT? WHAT ACTION?

>> WE NEED TO DETERMINE WHETHER

OR NOT YOUR DAUGHTER IS AT RISK

BY STAYING WITH YOU, SO IT WOULD

BE HELPFUL IF YOU COOPERATE.

WHERE IS A GOOD PLACE FOR YOUR

DAUGHTER AND I TO SPEAK

PRIVATELY?

>> SWEETHEART, YOU AND MS. JAMES

GO INTO MY BEDROOM. IT'S OK.

>> DOES YOUR DADDY EVER GET MAD,

ANNE?

DOES IT FRIGHTEN YOU?

>> OF COURSE, I GET ANGRY. DON'T

YOU? IS GETTING ANGRY AGAINST

THE LAW?

>> ANNE, I'M GONNA HAVE TO CHECK

YOUR BODY FOR BRUISES NOW.

>> I TOLD YOU HE NEVER HIT ME!

NEVER!

>> YOUR SON SAID YOU ALMOST

KILLED YOUR WIFE. HE SAYS

THERE'S A DENT IN THE

REFRIGERATOR DOOR WHERE HER HEAD

HIT IT. TELL ME ABOUT THAT.

>> WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE

HERE?

>> HOW'D YOU GET THIS BRUISE,

ANNE?

>> PLAYING SOCCER. DON'T! THAT

HURTS! OW! STOP!

>> WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY

DAUGHTER?!

>> I TOLD HER YOU DIDN'T HIT ME,

DADDY.

>> SHE HAS A CONTUSION ON HER

LEFT THIGH, HER RIGHT SHIN, AND

A SCAB BY HER RIGHT ELBOW.

>> SHE PLAYS SOCCER, YOU MORON!

YOU GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY

DAUGHTER, YOU GET OUT OF MY

HOUSE! BOTH OF YOU!

>> I'M AFRAID IT'S NOT GONNA BE

THAT EASY, DR. McNAMARA.

>> HOW'D THE APOLOGY GO?

>> SHE'S LYING. SHE MADE THE

WHOLE THING UP. RHEA REYNOLDS IS

NOT A VICTIM OF THE CARVER.

>> WHAT ARE YOU SUGGESTING, HER

CAT DID IT?

>> MY BEST GUESS? IT'S A UNIQUE

PRESENTATION OF MUNCHAUSEN'S

SYNDROME. SHE DID IT TO HERSELF

TO GET ATTENTION.

>> MUNCHAUSEN'S. AND YOU WOULD

KNOW THIS BECAUSE...

>> BECAUSE SHE ASKED ME TO DO

HER NOSE.

>> WELL, I WOULDN'T CALL THAT

MUNCHAUSEN'S. I WOULD CALL THAT

REALISTIC SELF-ASSESSMENT. I

THINK WE SHOULD DO IT.

>> YOU DON'T GET IT. "BEAUTY IS

A CURSE ON THE WORLD." THAT'S

WHAT THE CARVER SAYS TO HIS

VICTIMS. HE'S LOOKING TO DEFACE

BEAUTY. SHE DOESN'T HAVE AN

ATTRACTIVE FEATURE ANYWHERE.

>> HAVE YOU CALLED KIT ABOUT

YOUR THEORY?

>> DETECTIVE McGRAW IS NO LONGER

ON MY SPEED DIAL.

>> CHRISTIAN, JUST BECAUSE SHE

ISN'T FEELING THE SAME PAIN AS

YOURS DOESN'T MEAN HERS ISN'T

LEGITIMATE.

[DOORBELL RINGS]

>> WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?

>> I'LL LET FRIC AND FRAC FILL

YOU IN.

>> HELLO, MRS. McNAMARA. LYNN

JAMES, CHILD PROTECTIVE

SERVICES. AS YOUR HUSBAND

MENTIONED TO YOU ON THE PHONE,

WE CAME BY TODAY TO TALK TO YOUR

DAUGHTER. IT'S MANDATED BY YOUR

SON'S RESTRAINING ORDER. WHERE

THERE'S BEEN VIOLENCE IN A HOME,

WE WANNA MAKE SURE THERE AREN'T

ANY OTHER CHILDREN WHO ARE BEING

VICTIMIZED.

>> BUT YOU DIDN'T FIND ANY

VICTIMS HERE, SO WHAT'S THIS

ABOUT?

>> WELL, WE DETERMINED THAT YOUR

DAUGHTER'S SIGNIFICANTLY

AFFECTED BY HER FATHER'S ANGER

PROBLEM.

>> I NEVER SAID THAT!

>> I ASSURE YOU, MRS. McNAMARA,

WE ARE TRAINED TO DETECT

SUBTLETIES AND UNSPOKEN FEARS.

>> UH, GO GET YOUR STUFF,

SWEETHEART.

YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO PUT OUR

DAUGHTER THROUGH THIS. SHE HAS

NO FEARS, UNSPOKEN OR OTHERWISE.

>> SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO SEE

THESE THINGS WHEN YOU'RE CLOSE

TO THEM. IT'S OUR JOB TO PROTECT

THE CHILDREN.

>> YOU ALREADY SAID THAT.

>> EXCUSE ME, BUT DO EITHER OF

YOU EVEN HAVE CHILDREN?

>> HERE'S THE BOTTOM LINE. UNTIL

MR. McNAMARA COMPLETES A COURSE

IN ANGER MANAGEMENT, OR THE

RESTRAINING ORDER IS MAGICALLY

RESCINDED, ANNE MUST NOT BE LEFT

ALONE WITH HIM.

>> I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!

>> EASY, JULIA. CAN'T HAVE 2

VIOLENT PARENTS.

>> SAY GOOD-BYE TO DADDY,

SWEETHEART.

>> I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD,

DADDY. YOU BELIEVE ME, RIGHT?

>> IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, BABY.

>> WILL THERE BE MUCH PAIN

AFTERWARDS? 'CAUSE AFTER WHAT

THAT MONSTER DID TO ME...I DON'T

KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN STAND.

>> I THINK IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT

YOU'LL ONLY BE MILDLY

UNCOMFORTABLE, OK?

COUNT BACKWARDS FROM 10 FOR ME,

OK, RHEA?

>> 10, 9, 8--

>> CHANGE OF HEART, DOCTOR?

>> THIS IS STILL McNAMARA/TROY.

HOWEVER THEY WERE CAUSED, THIS

PATIENT'S SCARS NEED TO BE

ADDRESSED.

>> AAH!

>> ELLIE? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

>> I GOT ANXIOUS.

>> WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?

>> I DON'T KNOW. I JUST WOKE

UP AND ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT

WAS HOW MANY DAYS I'D HAVE

TO BE AWAY FROM CARL.

>> SO YOU THOUGHT YOU'D MAKE

TIME FLY BY RIPPING OUT

YOUR JUT? YOU'VE TORN SOME

OF YOUR STITCHES OUT.

THERE'S A HEALING PHASE.

IT'S CRUCIAL. YOU CAN'T

JUST SKIP TO THE GOOD PART.

LIFE ISN'T LIKE THAT.

>> I'VE BEEN FIGHTING TIME

SO LONG. IT JUST SUDDENLY GOT

THE BEST OF ME.

OH, I'M SO EMBARRASSED.

HOW BADLY HAVE I SCREWED UP

YOUR BEAUTIFUL WORK?

>> I CAN FIX IT.

BUT AM I GONNA HAVE TO

PUT YOU ON A 24-HOUR WATCH?

>> AM I JUST FULL OF DRUGS,

OR DIDN'T YOU TELL ME

YOU WERE GONNA SPEND TODAY

WITH YOUR DAUGHTER?

>> IT'S, UM...

DIFFICULT WITH MY FAMILY

AT THE MOMENT.

>> I GUESS IT'LL TAKE A WHILE

TO HEAL. THE REAL PAIN IS

IN THE WAITING, ISN'T IT?

>> THAT LOOKS THAT WAY.

Rhea, thinking: MY TOES

ARE COLD. I CAN FEEL 'EM.

WHEN DOES THE ANESTHESIA

KICK IN?

W-W-WAIT! WAIT A MINUTE!

THAT BURNS.

[RHEA GASPING]

WHY AM I FEELING THIS?

>> CHECK IT OUT.

Rhea, thinking: AHH, OH, MY GOD!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

STOP! PLEASE!

>> IT ISN'T A CLEAN CUT.

THERE'S AVULSION OF

THE UNDERLYING TISSUE

AND MACERATION.

>> I CAN FEEL THIS!

>> JESUS. THIS MUST'VE BEEN DONE

WITH A SERRATED KNIFE.

>> STOP! PLEASE!

Quentin: YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCISE

A WIDER MARGIN OF TISSUE TO

GET RID OF THOSE JAGGED EDGES.

>> THE CARVER NEVER USED

A SERRATED KNIFE BEFORE, DID HE?

I THOUGHT HE LIKED PRECISION.

>> I TOLD YOU,

SHE DID THIS TO HERSELF.

LOOKS LIKE SHE USED

A GRAPEFRUIT KNIFE.

>> WHO CARES WHAT IT WAS,

SHITHEAD?!

[RHEA GASPING]

STOP! I CAN FEEL IT!

I CAN FEEL THE PAIN!

I CAN'T TAKE IT!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

STOP! PLEASE!

I CAN FEEL THIS!

[GASPING]

I CAN--STOP! I CAN FEEL IT!

I CAN FEEL THE PAIN!

AAAAHH! AAAAAAH!

AAAAAAH!

[GASPING]

[RHEA'S THOUGHTS STOP]

>> I'M REPRESENTING MS. REYNOLDS

IN HER SUIT AGAINST

McNAMARA/TROY. SHE WAS

TRAUMATIZED DURING HER SURGERY,

AND SHE CALLED ME. I DO

PRO BONO WORK FOR STAND UP.

>> TRAUMATIZED IN WHAT SENSE?

>> I TOLD YOU, I FELT

THE WHOLE THING. EVERY SECOND.

>> MY CLIENT DIDN'T RECEIVE

PROPER ANESTHESIA

DURING HER PROCEDURE.

SHE WAS AWAKE DURING

THE OPERATION.

>> THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE.

>> SHE CLAIMS SHE WAS PARALYZED

AND UNABLE TO COMMUNICATE

WITH YOU.

>> SHE'S LYING. SHE DOES THAT

A LOT.

>> MY CLIENT HAS NO REASON TO

LIE, DR. TROY. SHE'S CLEARLY

SUFFERING FROM POST TRAUMATIC

STRESS DISORDER AND IS THUS

ENTITLED TO FINANCIAL

RESTITUTION FOR THE PAIN

AND SUFFERING INFLICTED ON HER

ON THESE PREMISES.

>> YOUR CLIENT IS NOT JUST

A LIAR, MR. BAERWITZ,

SHE IS A FOUNTAIN

OF GRISLY, INSANE FABRICATIONS.

I AM ONTO YOU.

YOU JUST WANT OUR MONEY

SO YOU CAN RUN OFF

AND BOOK THAT NOSE JOB

AND THAT BREAST AUGMENTATION

THAT YOU'VE BEEN DYING FOR.

LET ME BE CLEAR.

WE WILL NOT GIVE YOU ONE DIME.

>> YOU HATE ME.

YOU'VE ALWAYS HATED ME.

>> EXCUSE ME. MS. REYNOLDS,

WHY DON'T YOU--

PLEASE, JUST TELL US IN YOUR

OWN WORDS WHAT YOU EXPERIENCED

DURING THE SURGERY.

>> HE DID IT TO ME BECAUSE HE

WANTS EVERYONE TO SUFFER

JUST LIKE HE DID.

HE ADMITTED IT.

>> ALL RIGHT, LET'S JUST TRY

TO REMAIN AS RATIONAL

AS WE CAN HERE.

LET'S JUST STICK WITH

THE FACTS. ALL OF US.

>> HERE ARE THE FACTS, DOCTOR.

I WAS LYING THERE AWAKE

AND COMPLETELY PARALYZED

WHILE YOU TWO EXCISED A WIDER

MARGIN OF TISSUE.

DOES THAT SOUND FAMILIAR?

IT FELT LIKE YOU WERE

TEARING MY FACE APART.

>> WE'LL CHECK THE STATS

WITH OUR ANESTHESIOLOGIST,

CONFER WITH OUR LAWYER,

AND GET BACK TO YOU.

>> THIS ISN'T GOING AWAY

BECAUSE YOU WANT IT TO, DOCTOR.

YOU WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE.

>> AND WHAT ABOUT YOUR CLIENT?

BRAYING TO THE MEDIA ABOUT

WOUNDS SHE INFLICTED ON HERSELF,

MOCKING THE PAIN

OF THE REAL VICTIMS.

>> I WAS A VICTIM HERE.

I FELT MY SURGERY.

>> TO DO WHAT YOU'VE DONE,

YOU COULDN'T FEEL ANYTHING.

>> CHRISTIAN. CHRIS--

>> I FELT IT.

>> THE ONLY THING YOU FEEL IS

THE GLARE OF THE LIMELIGHT

YOU THINK WILL VALIDATE

YOUR OWN EXISTENCE!

>> YOU SAID I USED A GRAPEFRUIT

KNIFE, BUT I DIDN'T!

I USED A BREAD KNIFE.

AND THAT PAIN WAS NOTHING

COMPARED TO HOW I FELT

ON YOUR TABLE.

I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

BEING INVISIBLE, LIKE A GHOST.

I COULDN'T STAND WALKING

INTO A BAR ONE MORE TIME

AND SITTING DOWN AND HAVING

NO ONE EVEN LOOK AT ME.

IT'S NOT LIKE THEY

THINK I'M UGLY.

IT'S LIKE I'M JUST NOT THERE.

THAT'S WHAT REALLY HURTS

MORE THAN ANYTHING.

SO, YEAH. CUTTING

MY FACE DID HURT...

BUT IT ALSO FELT SO GOOD LATER,

ON THIS OTHER LEVEL.

PEOPLE WERE SO UNBELIEVABLY

KIND TO ME WHEN THEY THOUGHT I

WAS A CARVER VICTIM.

EXCEPT FOR YOU. WHY WOULD YOU

WANT TO MAKE ME

SUFFER LIKE THAT?

>> WE'LL WALK OVER TOGETHER.

AND IF THINGS GO AS WE HOPE,

I WILL DISAPPEAR.

>> THE HAIR'S NOT TOO MUCH?

>> ELLIE, YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL.

INSIDE AND OUT.

>> HELLO, CARL.

>> HELLO.

YOU'RE VERY PRETTY.

DO I KNOW YOU?

MY MEMORY'S NOT VERY GOOD.

WHAT'S YOUR NAME AGAIN?

>> I'M ELLIE.

>> ELLIE?

THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND, TRUDY.

>> PLEASED TO MEET YOU, TRUDY.

Trudy: HELLO.

>> IF IT WOULD BE ANY COMFORT

AT ALL, I WOULD BE TRULY

HONORED TO HAVE DINNER WITH YOU.

>> THANK YOU.

BUT I'M GONNA STAY HERE AND...

VISIT WITH CARL AND TRUDY.

>> JESUS, MATT, YOU SCARED THE--

>> I CAME BY TO TELL YOU

THAT I STOPPED BY

THE COURTHOUSE TODAY AND

RESCINDED THE RESTRAINING ORDER.

>> THANK YOU, MATT.

YOU MADE THE RIGHT DECISION.

YOU WON'T BE SORRY,

I PROMISE YOU.

A TOAST... TO DETENTE?

>> I DID IT FOR MOM.

YOU AND ME...

WE'RE PRETTY MUCH DONE.

>> COME BACK HERE, MATT.

>> WHY? SO YOU CAN HIT ME AGAIN?

>> NO. YOU HIT ME.

COME ON. COME BACK HERE

AND GIVE ME YOUR BEST SHOT.

PAIN FOR PAIN.

THEN WE'LL BE EVEN. COME ON.

HIT ME. I'M BEGGING YOU.

>> YOU'RE VERY SAD.

[DOOR CLOSES]

>> I THOUGHT I MIGHT

FIND YOU HERE.

>> THE BOTTLE OF DIPRIVAN

I USED ON RHEA REYNOLDS

HAS DISAPPEARED

INTO THE GREATER DADE COUNTY

SANITATION SYSTEM,

BUT I AM SENDING THE BATCH

THAT IT'S FROM TO THE LAB

FOR ANALYSIS.

>> WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT, LIZ.

>> BEFORE OR AFTER SHE GOES

TO THE MEDIA, AND MY MISTAKE

BANKRUPTS WHAT YOU AND SEAN HAVE

SPENT A LIFETIME BUILDING?

I WANT YOU TO SUSPEND ME

UNTIL THE LAB TESTS COME BACK.

>> WHY?

>> BECAUSE THEN AT LEAST

IT APPEARS WE'RE TAKING

SOME ACTION. IT GIVES

THE APPEARANCE OF A RESPONSIBLE

INTERNAL INVESTIGATION,

WHICH IS WHAT WE NEED

TO DO, CHRISTIAN.

>> YOU WANT TO HELP

BOTH OF US? TEST IT ON ME.

IF ANYBODY KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE

TO BE PARALYZED AND STILL

HAVE FEELINGS, IT'S ME.

>> I CAN'T DO THAT, CHRISTIAN.

>> YES, YOU CAN. I COULD USE

A FEW MOMENTS OF OBLIVION.

>> COUNT BACKWARDS FROM 10

FOR ME.

>> 7...6...

5...

4--

[GASPS]

[WHEEZING]

>> YOU'VE MADE A MESS, RHEA.

THAT'S ALL RIGHT. DON'T WORRY.

'CAUSE I'M GONNA GIVE YOU

WHAT YOU'VE BEEN WANTING

ALL ALONG. REAL PAIN.

[RHEA WHEEZING]

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