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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,600 --> 00:00:08,440 [gentle music playing] 2 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:05,040 -[Harry] Confidence, charisma, sex appeal. -[students chuckling] 3 00:01:05,120 --> 00:01:06,960 [Harry] These are all the qualities that I offer 4 00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:09,400 if you vote for me to be your head boy. 5 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:14,120 -Now, what can I do as your head boy? -[Nick] Charlie? 6 00:01:14,680 --> 00:01:16,600 [Harry] Last year's head boy promised… 7 00:01:16,680 --> 00:01:20,320 -[whispering] You feeling okay? -No, but it's too late to back out now. 8 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:21,640 The speech is great. 9 00:01:21,720 --> 00:01:24,480 The rugby lads said they'll vote for you even if you're shit. 10 00:01:24,560 --> 00:01:26,320 I just think everyone's gonna laugh at me. 11 00:01:27,160 --> 00:01:29,440 You're smart. You are tough. 12 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:32,040 You've been through way worse than a speech. Okay? 13 00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:34,280 [students clapping, cheering] 14 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:36,600 [Mr. Lange] Up next, 15 00:01:37,320 --> 00:01:38,360 Charlie Spring. 16 00:01:38,440 --> 00:01:39,400 [students clapping] 17 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:40,520 Go on. 18 00:01:47,480 --> 00:01:49,640 Uh, hi, everyone. 19 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:51,560 My name's Charlie. 20 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:54,760 A lot of you probably already know who I am because 21 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:57,080 I'm one of the only openly gay people in this school. 22 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:58,840 [students chuckling] 23 00:02:03,520 --> 00:02:06,320 I used to be scared of anyone finding out I was gay because 24 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:09,000 I thought the other boys would bully me for it. 25 00:02:10,480 --> 00:02:11,480 And they did. 26 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:16,480 They called me slurs, shoved me around, made me scared to come to school. 27 00:02:17,600 --> 00:02:20,240 Most of all, they made me feel like I was the problem. 28 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:22,560 But I wasn't. 29 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:25,080 -He's got this. -I know. 30 00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:29,000 The problem was the culture of bullying that existed in this school. 31 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:34,680 Guys often struggle with mental health 'cause we keep our feelings to ourselves. 32 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,840 We have to brush everything off as banter and pretend we feel okay when we don't. 33 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,200 Pretend that being made fun of or laughed at 34 00:02:42,280 --> 00:02:45,800 or kicked or punched or whatever isn't scary or upsetting or… 35 00:02:47,640 --> 00:02:49,160 pretend it isn't fucking shit. 36 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:50,720 [students chuckling] 37 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:52,600 -[students murmuring] -[giggling] 38 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:55,480 I want to be head boy to end the culture of bullying at Truham. 39 00:02:56,000 --> 00:02:58,720 I wanna destroy the homophobia that made my life hell. 40 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:02,960 I want to make it easier and safer to exist in this school 41 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:04,200 no matter who you are. 42 00:03:05,040 --> 00:03:08,320 So if you want that too, I hope you'll vote for me. 43 00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:10,520 -[Tao] Charlie! -[cheering, whooping] 44 00:03:14,360 --> 00:03:15,640 [Isaac] Yeah, boy! 45 00:03:16,200 --> 00:03:17,600 -Charlie! -[Nick chuckles] 46 00:03:17,680 --> 00:03:19,320 [upbeat music playing] 47 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:31,400 -[Elle] Vote for Charlie. -[Imogen] Speak up, use your voice. 48 00:03:31,480 --> 00:03:35,280 Vote for Charlie Spring to end bullying. Vote for Charlie Spring. 49 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:37,200 Vote for head boy. 50 00:03:38,680 --> 00:03:39,840 [Darcy] I will, I will. 51 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:42,480 -Here you go. -[Darcy] Can you bring it up that way? 52 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:44,200 [indistinct chattering] 53 00:03:44,280 --> 00:03:46,880 ♪ …the neighbors on your street ♪ 54 00:03:48,280 --> 00:03:52,960 ♪ You're far more cooler The flavor of the week ♪ 55 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:54,640 ♪ 'Cause I need your love ♪ 56 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:01,480 ♪ Save my body, step on me ♪ 57 00:04:02,440 --> 00:04:04,480 ♪ Save my body, step on me ♪ 58 00:04:09,480 --> 00:04:11,000 [music fades] 59 00:04:11,080 --> 00:04:13,800 [Mr. Farouk] Okay, the moment you've all been waiting for. 60 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:16,280 This year's head boy 61 00:04:16,880 --> 00:04:19,360 with 61% of the vote, 62 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:20,920 Charlie Spring. 63 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:22,640 [students cheering] 64 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:23,840 Yes! 65 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:25,760 [whooping] 66 00:04:25,840 --> 00:04:27,120 Well done, Charlie. 67 00:04:27,200 --> 00:04:30,120 [cheering, applause continues] 68 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:35,080 ♪ I live in my mind ♪ 69 00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:37,200 ♪ And you can't make this right ♪ 70 00:04:37,280 --> 00:04:39,200 ♪ It's labyrinthine ♪ 71 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:41,520 ♪ Again, I've got to try… ♪ 72 00:04:41,600 --> 00:04:44,880 Everyone, it's the new head boy of Truham Grammar! 73 00:04:44,960 --> 00:04:47,280 -Okay. -Hey. Hi. 74 00:04:47,880 --> 00:04:49,040 -Hi. -Hi, Charlie! 75 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:50,920 -Hey. -Hey. 76 00:04:51,720 --> 00:04:55,600 -How does he just keep getting hotter? -[Elle scoffs] You are such a simp. 77 00:04:55,680 --> 00:04:59,440 -Well, I'm just proud of him. -[boy] Sorry, mate. 78 00:04:59,520 --> 00:05:01,680 I should definitely ask for a recount. 79 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:05,440 It's not like he said anything important. He didn't even talk about the canteen. 80 00:05:05,520 --> 00:05:06,760 -[Christian] Behave. -Whatever. 81 00:05:07,280 --> 00:05:10,080 I mean, I think I… I probably am a, you know… 82 00:05:11,360 --> 00:05:13,880 -But, like, what if I'm bi? -[chuckling] It's okay. 83 00:05:14,400 --> 00:05:15,560 [Darcy] Found some. 84 00:05:16,080 --> 00:05:19,480 Sahar said she's not coming. She's staying home to work on a new song. 85 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:23,240 You know she's taking next year off to focus on her music. On her gap year. 86 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:26,120 Mm. Maybe I should take a gap year too. 87 00:05:26,640 --> 00:05:28,480 Yeah? What about uni? 88 00:05:29,280 --> 00:05:30,560 What about uni? 89 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:33,600 ♪ I really miss you You were my best friend… ♪ 90 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:34,560 Hey. 91 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:36,360 Come dance. 92 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:37,960 [Tao] Mm-hmm. 93 00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:42,200 ♪ All the meaning in emotion I'm emotionless ♪ 94 00:05:42,280 --> 00:05:43,680 ♪ And you're… ♪ 95 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:44,840 Mm. You good? 96 00:05:45,600 --> 00:05:48,000 It's gonna be so weird next year without you. 97 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:49,800 Yeah, I… I know. 98 00:05:51,880 --> 00:05:53,360 [girl] How do you all know each other? 99 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:56,280 Yeah, we were a group of, like, three different friendship groups, 100 00:05:56,360 --> 00:05:59,240 and then, yeah, we came to Paris and we all became best friends. 101 00:05:59,320 --> 00:06:03,960 It was beautiful. Shall we come in here? [gasps] Oh my gosh, it looks incredible. 102 00:06:04,040 --> 00:06:06,400 I want my future house to be decorated like this. 103 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:08,080 Don't you get picked on for that? 104 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:11,760 Uh, yeah, sometimes. Doesn't seem to bother me though. 105 00:06:12,520 --> 00:06:15,320 I like that you don't care about people thinking you're weird. 106 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:18,120 ♪ "Always keep raw thoughts close" ♪ 107 00:06:18,200 --> 00:06:22,280 ♪ "When you get fucked up And you're going back home" ♪ 108 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:26,400 ♪ Fuck it, girl, I really miss you You were my best friend ♪ 109 00:06:26,480 --> 00:06:30,520 ♪ In the hours when it falls I try to comprehend ♪ 110 00:06:30,600 --> 00:06:34,840 ♪ All the meaning in emotion I'm emotionless ♪ 111 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:39,040 ♪ And you're sitting by the ocean Thinking about sex ♪ 112 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:40,680 ♪ Thinking about… ♪ 113 00:06:43,840 --> 00:06:46,320 -[both laughing] -Oh, that's great. 114 00:06:46,400 --> 00:06:47,800 [Nick laughing] 115 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:53,400 [Charlie] You're so slow! 116 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:55,120 [Nick] Oh, am I now? 117 00:06:56,720 --> 00:06:57,600 Run! 118 00:06:57,680 --> 00:06:59,560 -[Charlie] Whoo! -[Nick] Whoo-hoo! 119 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:01,000 [Charlie] Run! Run! 120 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:02,240 [Nick] I am! 121 00:07:03,040 --> 00:07:04,040 [Charlie laughs] 122 00:07:04,960 --> 00:07:06,320 [both laughing] 123 00:07:09,640 --> 00:07:11,000 [Nick laughing] 124 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:13,600 [Nick] Ooh! 125 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:19,520 ♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪ 126 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,520 ♪ I'm thinking about you ♪ 127 00:07:24,640 --> 00:07:27,600 -[Nick breathing heavily] -♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪ 128 00:07:29,360 --> 00:07:32,440 ♪ I'm thinking about you ♪ 129 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:36,280 ♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪ 130 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:40,560 ♪ I'm thinking about you ♪ 131 00:07:46,160 --> 00:07:48,800 {\an8}♪ I'm thinking about you ♪ 132 00:07:48,880 --> 00:07:50,520 [music fades] 133 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:05,000 [gentle music playing] 134 00:08:15,760 --> 00:08:16,800 [Charlie] Whoa! 135 00:08:18,240 --> 00:08:19,680 -What you doing? -[barking] 136 00:08:21,600 --> 00:08:23,760 -[Charlie] You're so cute. -[barking] 137 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:29,000 They were scratching at the door. 138 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:31,640 There you go. 139 00:08:35,600 --> 00:08:36,560 Come here. 140 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:40,080 Then you'll get a job as a rugby coach for two-year-olds, 141 00:08:40,160 --> 00:08:43,400 and I'll be a famous historian, and we'll have a flat with a river view. 142 00:08:43,480 --> 00:08:44,880 You better sell a lot of books 143 00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:47,800 'cause I don't think I'm earning much as a coach for toddlers. 144 00:08:47,880 --> 00:08:50,360 Then we'll go to the gay club, then we'll come home, 145 00:08:50,440 --> 00:08:53,640 have sex, and then in the morning, you can make us pancakes. 146 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:55,840 -Oh, I like this plan. -[chuckles] 147 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:04,160 I think I'm probably gonna put Leeds as my top choice for uni. 148 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:06,400 The city's great. 149 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:09,160 You know, we saw the rugby team. 150 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:13,000 I don't know, I can actually see myself there. 151 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:14,720 Were you scared to tell me that? 152 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,320 Well, yeah. It's… it's, like, far away. 153 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:20,560 Five-hour drive or something. 154 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:23,520 Yeah, I'll just learn to drive or get the train. 155 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:25,680 [gentle music playing] 156 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:28,520 [chuckles] 157 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:32,760 We look like babies. 158 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:37,120 We were. 159 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:42,200 [chuckles fondly] 160 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:51,240 You know I don't actually like rugby, don't you? 161 00:09:51,840 --> 00:09:53,960 Well, it's not one of your passions or anything, but… 162 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:57,400 Nick, I joined the rugby team 'cause I had an insane crush on you. 163 00:09:57,480 --> 00:09:58,400 [Nick chuckles] 164 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:00,760 Are you gonna miss me? 165 00:10:02,600 --> 00:10:03,520 A little bit. 166 00:10:03,600 --> 00:10:05,560 Mm. Sure I can't change your mind, Charlie? 167 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:07,200 Ah, no, sorry. 168 00:10:07,280 --> 00:10:09,400 [chuckling, chattering in distance] 169 00:10:12,160 --> 00:10:13,440 [inhales deeply] 170 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:19,920 -[boy 1] Last year. -[boy 2] Yeah. Last year? 171 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:22,600 He's really strong. I'll go three today. You go two. 172 00:10:22,680 --> 00:10:25,120 -[indistinct chattering] -[Nick sighs] 173 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:27,920 -[boy 3] He's good, then? -[boy 4] Yeah, very good. 174 00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:30,120 [boy 5] Don't worry about technique. Just pass the ball. 175 00:10:30,200 --> 00:10:32,880 -[chuckling] -[boy 6] He's definitely a swot. 176 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:35,680 [boys laughing] 177 00:10:36,840 --> 00:10:40,760 ♪ I cut my hair The way you say you like it ♪ 178 00:10:41,640 --> 00:10:45,560 ♪ Have I got no free will? ♪ 179 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:48,000 ♪ I took the long way home ♪ 180 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:50,240 -♪ To make a point about it ♪ -[sighs] 181 00:10:50,320 --> 00:10:54,640 ♪ Now I'm late, but what a thrill ♪ 182 00:10:55,840 --> 00:10:58,360 ♪ Been trying to be everything ♪ 183 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:03,760 ♪ But I can't be your rock And your lover, your mom ♪ 184 00:11:03,840 --> 00:11:05,080 ♪ And I've tried ♪ 185 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:08,320 ♪ Now I'm not anything ♪ 186 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:13,480 ♪ Just a painting that's meant To blend in with the wall ♪ 187 00:11:13,560 --> 00:11:19,080 ♪ I'm tired If I'm your everything, who am I? ♪ 188 00:11:24,520 --> 00:11:28,960 ♪ See, when you get sad I find it all consuming… ♪ 189 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:30,400 Latte for Patrick? 190 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:34,520 Thanks. 191 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:37,600 [cell phone dings] 192 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:41,360 [door closes] 193 00:11:44,440 --> 00:11:45,720 [keyboard tapping] 194 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:47,800 -[Charlie] Rawr. -[chuckling] 195 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:51,200 -Oh, David's here, by the way. -[Charlie scoffs] 196 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:53,640 Why is David here? 197 00:11:53,720 --> 00:11:56,560 He broke up with Jess, so he's moved back. 198 00:11:56,640 --> 00:11:59,200 Good for Jess, but I hate that he's here again. 199 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:00,680 Yeah, it's fine. 200 00:12:00,760 --> 00:12:02,720 It makes you so anxious though. 201 00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:06,040 I wish he'd just piss off out of your life. 202 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:08,440 I don't know, it's… 203 00:12:09,080 --> 00:12:10,400 it's complicated. 204 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:15,960 I'm not here for sex, you know. 205 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:18,720 I could help you with your essay. 206 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,800 Or we could go for a drive, sit by the river. 207 00:12:23,720 --> 00:12:25,840 -Or we could just talk. -[Nick] No. 208 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:29,880 No, I just wanna… 209 00:12:32,560 --> 00:12:33,760 [sighs] 210 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:37,920 Maybe it's not a good idea if David's in the house. 211 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:40,160 [chuckles softly] We can be quiet. 212 00:12:44,200 --> 00:12:46,160 [gentle music playing] 213 00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,640 Oh, I'm so glad you came over. 214 00:13:07,560 --> 00:13:10,440 -[breathes heavily] What do you wanna… -[kissing] 215 00:13:10,520 --> 00:13:12,360 -[Charlie] I can… -Let me. 216 00:13:17,160 --> 00:13:18,360 [Charlie gasps] 217 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:27,000 [zipper opening] 218 00:13:30,680 --> 00:13:32,600 [Charlie gasping] 219 00:13:35,080 --> 00:13:37,880 [breathing heavily] 220 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:43,680 Wait. Uh, did you lock the door? 221 00:13:45,560 --> 00:13:46,640 [Nick] Shit. 222 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:50,360 [lock turning] 223 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:51,520 [Nick sighs] 224 00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:55,000 -[exhales sharply] -[both chuckle] 225 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:00,560 [gentle music playing] 226 00:14:13,280 --> 00:14:14,440 [Nick breathes heavily] 227 00:14:18,920 --> 00:14:20,080 [Charlie moans] 228 00:14:23,680 --> 00:14:25,400 -[moans] -[Nick chuckling] Shh. 229 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:27,560 [giggling] Sorry. Sorry. 230 00:14:27,640 --> 00:14:28,840 [softly] It's okay. 231 00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:32,280 One day, we'll have our own place. 232 00:14:37,680 --> 00:14:39,160 [Nick sighs] 233 00:14:40,640 --> 00:14:41,640 Look at me. 234 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:44,640 [Nick exhales sharply, sighs] 235 00:14:52,560 --> 00:14:53,680 [David] Did you get it? 236 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:55,960 [David chuckling in distance] 237 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:56,920 No. 238 00:14:57,960 --> 00:14:59,960 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm in the up… 239 00:15:00,040 --> 00:15:01,400 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 240 00:15:02,080 --> 00:15:05,080 I… I'm… honestly, I have no problem with that. I'll drive. 241 00:15:05,160 --> 00:15:07,440 -I'm not letting you drive, am I? [laughs] -[Nick sighs] 242 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:13,200 I was awarded best team player at rugby camp when I was 12 243 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:19,360 and given the sportsmanship trophy at 14. 244 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:22,320 Not only am I the captain of the rugby team, 245 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:26,960 but I am also incredibly handsome and have a very nice-- 246 00:15:27,040 --> 00:15:28,360 Oi… [chuckles] 247 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:31,960 Okay, but you have to let me talk about how lovely and kind 248 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:33,640 and brave and smart you are. 249 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:41,000 Maybe you should get a part-time job or a volunteering job or something. 250 00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:45,520 Yeah. Yeah, maybe. 251 00:15:45,600 --> 00:15:46,920 {\an8}Rugby's good, but 252 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,560 {\an8}you should have something outside of school just for you. 253 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,960 Maybe then you'll start to realize how great you are. 254 00:15:55,640 --> 00:15:57,480 [school bell rings] 255 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:07,640 Hey. You okay? 256 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:12,240 Did you wanna talk to me about something? 257 00:16:14,200 --> 00:16:16,160 [intriguing music playing] 258 00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:21,960 [Charlie] Growing up queer can be so isolating and scary. 259 00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:24,960 Especially in a single-sex school. 260 00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:29,520 You're an easy target for bullies. You might struggle to make friends. 261 00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:33,520 Queer kids need a space they feel supported by older students and teachers. 262 00:16:34,120 --> 00:16:37,320 The thing is, Charlie, it sets a precedent. 263 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:41,280 We don't have any other clubs for… social groups. 264 00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:43,280 Well, maybe this could be the first. 265 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:47,000 I don't think I can commit to this right now, Charlie. 266 00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,840 Let's wait a few months, and we'll revisit. 267 00:16:53,520 --> 00:16:54,360 ♪ Yeah ♪ 268 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:57,120 ♪ Hey ♪ 269 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,000 ♪ Yeah… ♪ 270 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:01,240 He's got a mustache. [chuckles] 271 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:05,960 [Michael] I'm training with a new coach up north. 272 00:17:06,040 --> 00:17:10,560 Also teaching kids how to skate, which is endlessly entertaining. 273 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:13,640 He won't say it, but he's training to qualify for the Winter Olympics. 274 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,080 Wait, are you serious? 275 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:17,960 There's more to it, but, yeah, that's the general idea. 276 00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:20,160 -So you're just back for the weekend? -[Michael] Yeah. 277 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:23,080 I mean, three months without seeing Tori, so… 278 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:26,040 -Yeah, sounds rough. -[Michael] I mean, we're okay though. 279 00:17:26,120 --> 00:17:28,000 I mean, there's… there's her life and my life, 280 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:32,640 and when we're together, it's… it's like… [whooshing, mimics explosion] 281 00:17:33,680 --> 00:17:36,000 But when we're apart, it's like… 282 00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:39,080 Whoo… [mimics explosion] 283 00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:41,400 Also, phones exist, so… 284 00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:42,920 [Charlie chuckles softly] 285 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:48,680 [Nick] I think you need to finish this 'cause I'm struggling. 286 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:50,360 Wait, if you hold the end, I can… 287 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,520 [pensive music playing] 288 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:55,800 [Nick breathing quickly] 289 00:18:02,680 --> 00:18:03,560 Hey. 290 00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:05,960 Hey, what's up? What's going on? 291 00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:12,480 [Nick breathes shakily] 292 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:14,360 I had a dream you died. 293 00:18:15,200 --> 00:18:16,040 [Charlie] What? 294 00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:19,720 [Nick gasps] 295 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:21,960 Sorry, I… 296 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:27,600 {\an8}It's so stupid. I just… It felt really real. [sniffles] 297 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:29,960 Sorry. 298 00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:32,760 -It's okay. -[breathing heavily] 299 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:35,200 It's not real. I'm right here. 300 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:45,080 -[Charlie] Can you… -[Nick] Got it. 301 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:46,200 [Charlie] Thank you. 302 00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:48,040 [Tao] I'll take that. 303 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,920 -[Darcy] I'll get that. -[Charlie] Great. 304 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,880 [indistinct chattering] 305 00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:57,320 All right. Santa Claus is coming to town. 306 00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:00,320 -[Elle] Yes, please. -[Isaac] You look a bit like him. 307 00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:04,160 Everyone say cheers and thank you to Nick for being able to legally buy alcohol. 308 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:06,680 I know that's the only reason you keep me around. 309 00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:08,160 [Imogen] Oh, don't say that. 310 00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:09,680 Charlie looks fit. 311 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:13,280 It's the self-confidence. It's transformative. 312 00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:16,240 I think when you know yourself, it's really powerful. 313 00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:20,640 -Speaking of, I wanted to-- -Okay, everybody, we are Queer Intentions. 314 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:22,200 -[cheering] -Whoo! Whoo-whoo! 315 00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:25,640 We're here to play you some music tonight, so who's ready to rock? 316 00:19:25,720 --> 00:19:27,280 I'm ready! I'm ready! 317 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:31,520 [band playing "I Only Want to Be With You"] 318 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:33,640 -Who's dancing? -[Nick] I like this one. 319 00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:35,440 -[Tara] Let's dance. -What, already? 320 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:38,080 -Yes. Come on, Nicholas! -I've just got… Wait. 321 00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,440 [Tara whooping] 322 00:19:39,520 --> 00:19:43,280 ♪ I only know I never wanna let you go ♪ 323 00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:47,240 ♪ 'Cause you started something Oh, can't you see ♪ 324 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:50,840 ♪ That ever since we met You've had a hold on me? ♪ 325 00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:54,280 ♪ It happens to be true ♪ 326 00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:58,120 ♪ I only wanna be with you ♪ 327 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:00,960 ♪ You stopped to smile at me… ♪ 328 00:20:01,040 --> 00:20:02,080 Yeah, Charlie! 329 00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:05,640 [Sahar] ♪ Asked me if I'd care to dance ♪ 330 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:09,280 ♪ I fell into your open arms ♪ 331 00:20:09,360 --> 00:20:13,400 ♪ I didn't stand a chance ♪ 332 00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:17,640 ♪ Now listen, honey I just wanna be beside you everywhere… ♪ 333 00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:20,480 -Go on, Charlie! -[Christian] Nick! Hey, Nick. Tequila! 334 00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:22,720 -[Nick] Ah… -Sort him out. Sort him out. 335 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:24,000 -Here, bro. -Okay. 336 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:24,920 -You ready? -Yep. 337 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,120 -Right. Everyone. -Right. 338 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:29,120 -Cheers. -[others] Cheers. 339 00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:32,360 -[boy coughs] -Oh my… 340 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:37,080 ♪ I only wanna be with you ♪ 341 00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:38,360 -I'm okay. -Let's go again. 342 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,040 -No, I'm okay. -Come on! 343 00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:42,840 Please. Come on. One more. 344 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:45,760 -[Sai] Come on. -All right, okay. 345 00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:46,880 -You ready? -Yeah. 346 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:47,800 Right. 347 00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:50,560 -And cheers, boys. -Cheers. 348 00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:57,280 ♪ Now listen, honey I just want to be beside you everywhere ♪ 349 00:20:57,360 --> 00:21:01,080 ♪ As long as we're together Honey, I don't care ♪ 350 00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:04,760 ♪ 'Cause you've started something Oh, can't you see ♪ 351 00:21:04,840 --> 00:21:08,400 ♪ That ever since we met You've got a hold on me? ♪ 352 00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:11,840 ♪ No matter what you do ♪ 353 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:15,800 -♪ I only wanna be with you ♪ -[Christian] Yeah! 354 00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:19,080 [Sahar] ♪ No matter what you do ♪ 355 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:22,960 ♪ I only, only, only, only ♪ 356 00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:26,840 ♪ I only wanna be with you ♪ 357 00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:28,840 [cheering] 358 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,320 One more song! One more song! 359 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:33,480 Um, so we have got another song for you. 360 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:36,640 It's a Christmas song 'cause the manager says we have to. 361 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:38,640 But you might recognize this one. 362 00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:43,240 -[a cappella] ♪ Deck the halls with… ♪ -Oh, I love this one. 363 00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:48,440 ♪ 'Tis the season to be jolly…♪ 364 00:21:48,520 --> 00:21:49,600 [girl] Have we met? 365 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:53,360 Yeah, I think, uh, I think we maybe went to drama school together. Yeah. 366 00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:56,240 -Nice to meet you. -♪ Don we now our gay apparel… ♪ 367 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:57,920 The band is so good. 368 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:00,400 Yeah. Yeah. That's… that's actually my boyfriend. 369 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:01,800 Oh, hi. 370 00:22:04,360 --> 00:22:10,000 -[band plays rock version] -♪ See the blazing yule before us ♪ 371 00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:15,160 ♪ Strike the harp and join the chorus ♪ 372 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,280 ♪ Fast away the old year passes ♪ 373 00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:22,360 [all] ♪ Fa la la la, la la la ♪ 374 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,280 [Sahar] ♪ Hail the new year Lads and lasses ♪ 375 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:28,120 [all] ♪ Fa la la la, la la la ♪ 376 00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:31,400 ♪ Sing we joyous all together ♪ 377 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:34,280 [all] ♪ Fa la la la, la la la ♪ 378 00:22:34,360 --> 00:22:37,320 [Sahar] ♪ Heedless of the wind And weather ♪ 379 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,200 [all] ♪ Fa la la la, la la la… ♪ 380 00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:44,400 -I love you! Oh! -♪ See the blazing yule before us ♪ 381 00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:49,600 -♪ Strike the harp and join the chorus ♪ -[Nick giggling] 382 00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:52,280 [all] ♪ Fa la la la la, la la la la ♪ 383 00:22:52,360 --> 00:22:58,240 -[Sahar] ♪ Follow me in merry measure ♪ -[all] ♪ Fa la la la la la, la la la ♪ 384 00:22:58,320 --> 00:22:59,520 [Sahar] ♪ While I tell ♪ 385 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:01,280 - ♪ Of Yuletide treasure ♪ -Whoo! 386 00:23:01,360 --> 00:23:03,160 [urinating] 387 00:23:03,240 --> 00:23:04,880 [sighs] 388 00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:08,360 [toilet flushing] 389 00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:09,600 [zipper closing] 390 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,120 [sniffs] 391 00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:17,800 [faucet running] 392 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:27,880 [indistinct chattering] 393 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,600 [Elle] It's like you don't even care about my dreams. 394 00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:41,040 [Tao] I respect your dreams, but not coming to visit me at all? 395 00:23:41,120 --> 00:23:44,360 I mean, Berlin's not even that far. It's two hours by plane. 396 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:46,440 I don't know what you want me to say, Tao. 397 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:49,760 I'm sorry I'm not rich and have money to get on a flight every two min-- 398 00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:53,880 Hey, hey, hey, hey. You need to talk to each other. Like, communicate. 399 00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:59,040 It's… it's just about communicating and, and, and saying what's in there. 400 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:02,560 That's… that's all that matters, and then you'll be able to connect-- 401 00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:04,000 Yeah, okay, Nick. 402 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,240 No, if you love each other, it's easy. 403 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:08,600 You know, me and Charlie, we love each other-- 404 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,520 Yeah, we get it. You and Charlie are perfect, all right? 405 00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,760 It's… it's just not the time right now, Nick. 406 00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:17,920 All right. 407 00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:23,840 You guys were so good. 408 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,640 Um, I've always wanted to learn how to play the drums. 409 00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,080 -Oh, well, you… you still could. -Yeah… 410 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,720 It just… it seems so hard, though, you know? 411 00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:34,680 Any drumming advice? 412 00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:35,760 [Charlie chuckles] 413 00:24:36,720 --> 00:24:38,360 Just… just practice. 414 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,400 [last orders bell rings in distance] 415 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,640 Hey, you all right? 416 00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:46,440 Charlie was just giving me some drumming tips. 417 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:50,440 Really? 'Cause it looks like you were just flirting with my boyfriend. 418 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:52,960 Well, we were just having a conversation, so… 419 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,720 Okay, well, conversation's over. 420 00:24:57,040 --> 00:24:58,040 Nick! 421 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,480 -Nick, are you okay? -He was flirting with you, so… 422 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:03,640 Yeah, I know he was. I can handle myself. 423 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:06,600 I didn't march over when that girl was flirting with you earlier, did I? 424 00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,400 No, but that's different, isn't it? 425 00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:11,520 -Tao, can we just talk, please? -[Tao] No, I don't want to. 426 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,640 -[Elle] We can figure this out. -[Tao] Nothing to say. 427 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:16,840 -I'm gonna get another drink. -[Charlie] No. You've had enough. 428 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:18,280 Nick. [sighs] 429 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,720 Hey, I'm going home. Is he okay? 430 00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,240 -Yeah, he's all right, I think. -Hey, I'm glad. 431 00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:27,320 -[Nick] Another pint of lager, please. -Sorry, mate, the bar's closed. 432 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:29,640 Shit. 433 00:25:33,120 --> 00:25:35,880 -I think everyone hates me. -[sighs] Let's get you home. 434 00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:39,920 -Are you angry at me? -No, I'm not. Come on. 435 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,400 -Sure? -I'm not angry. I… 436 00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:44,880 Let's just get an Uber or something. 437 00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:47,480 What the fuck is wrong with him? 438 00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:50,280 I need to get him home. 439 00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:53,560 Throw up in the car and I'll kill you. 440 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,360 [car keys jangling] 441 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:57,200 Come on. 442 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,800 [Nick breathes heavily, groans softly] 443 00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:02,520 [door opens, closes] 444 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,400 Nick, open the door. [knocking] 445 00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:06,800 [Nick retching] 446 00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,960 -[Nick retching] -[David scoffs softly] 447 00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:13,120 -[Nick groans] I'm fine. -No, you're not. Let me in. 448 00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:18,480 Charlie, it's not nice, okay? You don't wanna be in here. 449 00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:19,680 Yes, I do. 450 00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:21,840 I don't care. Let me help you. 451 00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:23,520 [yells] I don't need your help! 452 00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:27,520 [breathes heavily] 453 00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:29,840 Nick, let me in. 454 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:31,440 [Nick sighs] 455 00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:36,600 [groans, grunts] 456 00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:38,680 [toilet flushing] 457 00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:40,480 [Nick] Sorry. 458 00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,160 [Charlie] What happened? 459 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,320 [pensive music playing] 460 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,680 [sighs] I don't know. I just… 461 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:50,800 I got really drunk. 462 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:55,320 [breathes shakily] The lads kept giving me loads of shots, 463 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:59,920 and… and I saw that guy flirting with you, and I just… 464 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:03,320 I went crazy. [sighs] 465 00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:05,800 [Charlie] But why? 466 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,200 You know nothing would ever happen. 467 00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:12,840 [Nick inhales, exhales deeply] 468 00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:14,720 [Charlie] Let's talk about it tomorrow. 469 00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:18,880 [exhales slowly] I love knowing that we have tomorrow. 470 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:25,120 [Charlie sighs] 471 00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:40,880 [music fades] 472 00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,760 [sizzling in distance] 473 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:56,440 [cookware clattering] 474 00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:02,480 I thought you'd wanna sleep in. You were so pissed last night. 475 00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:06,440 [Nick] Yeah. [sighs] I threw up again, like, half an hour ago. 476 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,320 -Not a great sign for the match today. -Hmm. 477 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,320 [Nick] The pancakes are a "sorry" for last night. 478 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:16,680 You didn't have to do that. 479 00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:19,400 Well, I am, 'cause I was a mess. 480 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,400 I've never seen you like that. 481 00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:26,080 It was funny at first, but then it wasn't. 482 00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:30,120 I'm worried about you. 483 00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:31,600 [Nick sighs] 484 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:33,720 I'm all good. 485 00:28:37,120 --> 00:28:38,880 Right, I think these are nearly done. 486 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,480 I don't think I can do pancakes today. 487 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:45,200 -Are you not feeling good, or… -I don't know. 488 00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,760 Is that why you keep forgetting your lunch at school? 489 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:49,040 No, I… 490 00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:52,160 I don't know. I'm… 491 00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,760 I'm gonna go shower. 492 00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:58,680 -Charlie, you can talk to me, you know. -Why can't you talk to me? 493 00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:00,200 About what? 494 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:04,080 Whatever it is that's making you feel so anxious. I wanna support you. 495 00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:07,200 Okay, you don't need to use your therapy speak on me. It's fine. 496 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:11,240 -I'm going home. -No, wait, I-- 497 00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:14,480 When you actually wanna talk to me, I'll be there. Okay? 498 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:19,200 Can you just please eat something when you get home? 499 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:21,160 [Charlie scoffs] 500 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:22,720 [melancholy music playing] 501 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,720 [smoke alarm beeping] 502 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:26,440 [Nick] Oh shit. 503 00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:30,240 [door closes] 504 00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:31,640 [pan hissing] 505 00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,480 -Thought you were at Nick's? -Yeah, I was. 506 00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:46,640 [Tori] Toast? 507 00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:52,280 [boy 1] Come on! 508 00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:53,440 [girl 1] Go, go! 509 00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,320 [indistinct shouting, chattering] 510 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,320 [boy 2] Go on, Nick! Go on, Nick! 511 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,000 -[spectators cheering] -[whistle blows] 512 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:06,360 -[boy 1] Yeah. -[Nick breathes heavily] 513 00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,160 -[Singh] Well done, Nick! -[boy 3] Nice one. 514 00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:14,040 [Nick exhales, sniffs, sighs] 515 00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:17,720 [Geoff] I know you know it's normal to have bad days and bad weeks, 516 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,160 but excess stress can certainly trigger them. 517 00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:24,000 Have you been dealing with any additional stress lately? 518 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,360 -[rugby players chattering] -[whistle blows] 519 00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:28,840 [boy 3] On the wing! 520 00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:31,440 -[Nick grunts] -[boy 4] Foul! 521 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:32,960 [boy 5] Dickhead! 522 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,320 I thought after all this, I'd at least know how to help people. 523 00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:37,760 [uneasy music playing] 524 00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:39,640 What's the point of it otherwise? 525 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:43,600 Are you referring to your head boy duties or something else? 526 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:45,640 [Charlie sighs] 527 00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,320 [Nick breathing heavily] 528 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:49,400 [boy 6] Come on. 529 00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:55,120 I'm so worried about Nick. 530 00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,560 [uneasy music building] 531 00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:59,160 [rugby players shouting indistinctly] 532 00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,080 -[Nick grunting] -[boy 6 grunts] 533 00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:07,960 -[boy 7] He started it! -[Nick grunts] 534 00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:09,160 -[boy 6 grunts] -[Nick groans] 535 00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:10,680 [boys shouting] 536 00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:14,600 -[boy 8] Are you all right? -[boy 9] Someone get a teacher, man. 537 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,760 -Look at me. -[heartbeat pounding] 538 00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:17,840 [boy 9] You okay? 539 00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:22,640 [woman over PA] Dr. Walters, please come to ward 24. Thank you. 540 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:24,920 That's Dr. Walters to ward 24. 541 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:50,040 [door opens] 542 00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:51,840 Oh! 543 00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:53,480 Silly boy. 544 00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:55,560 -Hey, Mum. -Hi, Sarah. 545 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:58,800 Silly, silly boy. 546 00:31:59,640 --> 00:32:01,480 Yeah, I probably shouldn't have… 547 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,480 No, probably not. 548 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:06,320 [pensive music playing] 549 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:09,720 [Nick sighs] 550 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,080 [Sarah sighs] 551 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:13,400 Here. 552 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:15,760 You look like a wounded soldier. 553 00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:19,640 Nice of Charlie to wait at the hospital. 554 00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:22,480 Yeah. 555 00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:25,920 Oh dear. What's happened? 556 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,200 Uh, we had an argument. 557 00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:32,360 Which was my fault. 558 00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:36,320 You haven't really been yourself lately. 559 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:39,680 I don't know. I… 560 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:42,880 I thought I was a good boyfriend. 561 00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:45,120 Turns out I can't even do that. 562 00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:47,960 -[Sarah] Hey. Hey, come on. -[faucet running] 563 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,240 [door unlocking] 564 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:56,000 -[Charlie] Hi. -Hi. 565 00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:57,920 [Henry whining] 566 00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:58,920 -Hi. -[Nick] Say hi. 567 00:32:59,000 --> 00:32:59,880 [Charlie] Hiya. 568 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:02,360 Hello, Nellie. 569 00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:04,600 Does it hurt? 570 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:06,840 Yeah, it hurts a bit. 571 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:08,480 It's not too bad. 572 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:11,600 Doing anything today? 573 00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:15,160 Not really. Um… 574 00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:17,480 Do you wanna come in? 575 00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:19,800 Do you wanna come round mine? 576 00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:22,400 My family are out, and I've got a surprise for you. 577 00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:25,640 -[Nick chuckles softly] -[Nellie whines, pants] 578 00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:26,760 [Charlie chuckles] 579 00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,720 ♪ I spent a while ♪ 580 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:36,320 ♪ Looking up at the moon ♪ 581 00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:41,120 ♪ I'll try to light ♪ 582 00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:46,080 ♪ All the candles above me ♪ 583 00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:51,080 -♪ Don't wanna hide anymore ♪ -[Charlie chuckles] 584 00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:55,080 ♪ From the light of the truth… ♪ 585 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:56,960 -[Nellie barks] -[Nick] Oh! 586 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,240 -Ha-ha! -♪ And it's not your fault ♪ 587 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:05,720 ♪ She looks like I do… ♪ 588 00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:06,760 [Nick gasps] 589 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:08,800 -Oi. -[Charlie laughing] 590 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:11,840 -[Nick] Wait. Okay. Okay! -No! No, no, no. Don't! 591 00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:13,200 -[Charlie] Oh! -[chuckles] 592 00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:15,720 -[Charlie] I'm gonna get you… -No, no, no! Ah! 593 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:18,280 -I'll get you back. -No, no, no! Oh-oh! 594 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:19,280 [Nick] Oh, yes! 595 00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:21,520 -No! Ah! -[Nick] Okay. 596 00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:23,960 [Charlie] Hey, Nick. Nick, no! 597 00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:26,240 [both grunting playfully] 598 00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:28,040 [both giggling] 599 00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:31,440 -[chuckling] No. Wait, wait. Stop, stop. -[Charlie giggling] 600 00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:32,960 -Ow! -[Nick] Stop! 601 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:35,480 [both laughing] 602 00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:36,720 [Nick] Oh. 603 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,040 Oh wow. 604 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:39,760 Oh. Whoo. Ah. 605 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:43,800 The idea was a get-well-soon gift, 606 00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:46,640 but we could sit in there all day while you're feeling rough. 607 00:34:46,720 --> 00:34:48,720 I got carried away with the construction. 608 00:34:49,520 --> 00:34:51,520 -[Nick] This is adorable. -[both chuckle] 609 00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:52,720 Go on, then. 610 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:56,480 [door closes] 611 00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:58,200 [gentle music playing] 612 00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:05,840 -Come on. -[Charlie] I'm coming, I'm coming. 613 00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:07,720 [Nick chuckles] 614 00:35:09,720 --> 00:35:11,920 I got you something. Early Christmas present. 615 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:12,920 What? 616 00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:16,120 It's your last year of school. 617 00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:19,000 I thought you could record some memories, 618 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:22,440 and then you can take them to Leeds and put them on your wall or something. 619 00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:24,680 Let's give it a go. 620 00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:29,840 -[Charlie chuckles] -Actually, wait, one more. 621 00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,480 Down here. Okay. Okay. 622 00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:34,240 -Ready? -Yeah. 623 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:35,240 Smile. 624 00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:38,080 -[chuckles] -[chuckles softly] 625 00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:40,160 Thank you. 626 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,040 -Probably could've waited until Christmas. -Mm, I thought you needed cheering up. 627 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:48,920 [Nick, softly] Mm. [sighs] 628 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,640 Do you remember the first time we had sex? 629 00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:56,880 I remember that in extremely graphic detail. 630 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,760 [chuckles] Do you remember what you said to me 631 00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:02,000 just before? 632 00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:06,160 You said that 633 00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,680 I'm the only one you can talk to. 634 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,680 That you felt lost. 635 00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:19,120 You know a couple of weeks back when I had that dream about you dying? 636 00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:21,040 Yeah. 637 00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:28,640 It wasn't just you dying. It was how you died. 638 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:31,440 It was my fault. 639 00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:35,160 -Did you murder me in cold blood? -No, I… 640 00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:36,920 [uneasy music playing] 641 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,360 I missed the signs. 642 00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:42,400 It all happened again, the stuff from last year, but… 643 00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:46,560 you didn't get help, and you didn't get better, and… 644 00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,480 and when you were gone… 645 00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:53,680 everything went blurry. 646 00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:57,360 You know, it was… it was just me on my own in a house, 647 00:36:57,440 --> 00:36:59,880 and… there was nothing. 648 00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,440 I was nothing. 649 00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:09,040 {\an8}It wasn't your fault when I relapsed in January. 650 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,640 {\an8}-[Nick] It was. -No, it wasn't. 651 00:37:10,720 --> 00:37:13,680 If I can't protect you, who even am I? 652 00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,040 If you don't need me anymore… 653 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:19,840 I do need you. 654 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:24,680 I need you because you're you. 655 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:27,120 And I love you. 656 00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,920 -See, now I feel like a dick. -[Charlie] Why? 657 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:32,560 'Cause you shared a feeling? 658 00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:33,520 [Nick chuckles] 659 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:37,960 Do you need me? 660 00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:41,000 Yeah. 661 00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,120 Yeah. So much. 662 00:37:46,240 --> 00:37:48,520 [romantic music playing] 663 00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:56,400 Can we have sex? 664 00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:57,760 [Charlie chuckles softly] 665 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:14,200 [Nick breathing heavily] 666 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,120 [Nick gasping] 667 00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:32,280 {\an8}And I know this is the third time we've "broken up," 668 00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:35,320 but I'm only using quotation marks because is it really a break-up 669 00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,760 if we haven't literally said, "Let's break up"? 670 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,320 We're just temporarily not speaking. 671 00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:44,520 And we both know we'll get over it in a couple of weeks, so I'm not worried. 672 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,560 [sighs heavily] I'm not worried! 673 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:49,600 -I believe you. -You're looking at each other. 674 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:52,640 -I can sense-- -No, you don't sound worried at all. 675 00:38:52,720 --> 00:38:54,760 [boys jeering] 676 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:57,320 [Charlie] Oi! What do you think you're doing? 677 00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,440 -[boy 1] We were just mucking around. -Yeah, it's just banter. 678 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,000 It didn't look like banter. It looked like bullying. 679 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,440 Leave. 680 00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,520 If I see you picking on anyone else again, I'll get you suspended. 681 00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:10,840 -You can't suspend us. -[Charlie] Try me. 682 00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:16,040 [boy 2 scoffs] 683 00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:20,560 You okay? 684 00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,800 Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 685 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,160 Those boys aren't gonna pick on you again, okay? 686 00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:32,160 [sighs] They might. 687 00:39:32,760 --> 00:39:35,680 -[Charlie] What's your name? -Alfie. 688 00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:37,320 Hi, Alfie. I'm Charlie. 689 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,880 I know. 690 00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,760 If they pick on you again, come talk to me. I'll sort them out. Okay? 691 00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:46,520 Okay. 692 00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:49,840 [pensive music playing] 693 00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,680 I know I can't, like, cure the world of homophobia, 694 00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:04,400 but there's probably so many kids in the younger years 695 00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:06,600 who just think they're completely alone. 696 00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:09,360 If they had somewhere to talk to people like them, 697 00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,480 maybe they wouldn't grow up hating themselves. 698 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,000 Well, you're more than welcome to use my classroom. 699 00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,760 It doesn't even matter. Mr. Lange already said no. 700 00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:22,360 I remember the first time you appeared in my classroom. 701 00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,640 You were so quiet, 702 00:40:23,720 --> 00:40:27,600 and, you know, I'm really not supposed to let people have their lunch in here. 703 00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:31,200 I've been lectured about it by the deputy head many times, 704 00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,680 and every time I got told off, I thought about you and your lunchbox 705 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,040 and your sad little face, 706 00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:39,800 and I thought, "Well, 707 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,960 he needs this, and I can help." 708 00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:46,600 And now look at you. 709 00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:50,160 -[chuckles softly] -[Mr. Ajayi] I'm very proud of you. 710 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,920 As your teacher, I'd say you should respect Mr. Lange's decision. 711 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:57,320 But, 712 00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:00,040 as a fellow homosexual, 713 00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:05,160 I'd say, historically, us queers have never asked for permission to exist. 714 00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:08,200 -[intriguing music plays] -[Mr. Ajayi] Do with that what you will. 715 00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:15,680 [Nick] Uh… Hello. 716 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,120 I'm just here for the… the part-time position. 717 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:20,240 [man] Oh. 718 00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:22,320 You like animals? 719 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,840 Yeah. Yeah. I, I, I have two dogs, so… 720 00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:29,760 And you wanna spend time with more dogs because… what? 721 00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:33,560 I thought it might… help me build character. [chuckles softly] 722 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:36,960 I don't really do much outside of school. 723 00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:40,000 Um, I'm going to uni this year, so… 724 00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:45,000 -My partner told me to try something new. -[man] Oh, did she? 725 00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:48,320 Well, aren't you Mr. Self-Improvement. 726 00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:50,880 I guess I have to hire you. 727 00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:53,800 Fill that in for me, please. 728 00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:55,680 [indie music playing] 729 00:41:56,800 --> 00:42:00,560 ♪ You left your heart in the jungle… ♪ 730 00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:01,640 Just joking. 731 00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:05,440 ♪ Ripped off of your red bicycle ♪ 732 00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:08,160 ♪ I didn't know you then… ♪ 733 00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:10,680 [Nick] There you go, buddy. 734 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,360 [chuckling] 735 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:18,480 ♪ I gave up everything I learned ♪ 736 00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:21,480 ♪ Just to follow you down… ♪ 737 00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:22,600 Biscuit. 738 00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:23,880 [Biscuit snorts softly] 739 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:31,000 ♪ There is no map for this ♪ 740 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:35,600 ♪ When the wheels come off I'll be your spare ♪ 741 00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:41,120 ♪ When the world turns on you I will be there… ♪ 742 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:44,240 You know, you don't have to pick me up after every shift. 743 00:42:44,320 --> 00:42:46,240 [chuckling] I like picking you up. 744 00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:49,320 -Plus, I wanna see the email in person. -All right. 745 00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:51,680 -There you go. -[Charlie] You did it! 746 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,160 -[Nick] Mm-hmm. -I'm so proud of you. 747 00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:57,080 [both grunting, groaning happily] 748 00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:00,320 [Charlie] I think if I post about it on one of the Truham meme pages, 749 00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:02,720 lots of people will see it, but Mr. Lange definitely won't. 750 00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,840 But I need to do it in a way that won't attract bigoted comments. 751 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:08,960 Who's even running the meme page at the moment? Christian and Otis? 752 00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:12,080 -Uh, yeah. Yeah, I think so. -[Charlie] I'll text them. 753 00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:13,760 Right, I'm heading out. 754 00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:17,720 Wait. I need more. It's our anniversary. 755 00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:18,920 [Nick] Hmm. 756 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:24,680 Is that really a two-year-anniversary kiss? 757 00:43:26,240 --> 00:43:29,360 -Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah! -[Charlie chuckling] 758 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,840 -How was that, darling? -Not enough, but it'll do till tonight. 759 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:36,200 -[Nick] Something to look forward to. -Meet me in the park at six? 760 00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:37,520 I will be there. 761 00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:40,440 Nick. 762 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:43,080 I love you. 763 00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,160 I love you. 764 00:43:45,240 --> 00:43:47,240 [gentle music playing] 765 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:51,240 [door closes] 766 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:07,680 [cell phone dings, buzzes] 767 00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:14,720 [music fades] 768 00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:16,200 [Charlie sighs] 769 00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:20,720 -[sighs] -[cell phone buzzes] 770 00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:30,200 [cell phone beeps] 771 00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:32,520 [barking in distance] 772 00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:36,560 [door opens] 773 00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:41,640 [man] How'd you meet her, then? 774 00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:43,480 Who? 775 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:47,360 Only the girlfriend you talk about nonstop every shift. 776 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:49,640 We met in school. 777 00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:53,080 What's she like? 778 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:55,880 He's, uh… 779 00:44:57,240 --> 00:44:58,800 He's a guy, actually. 780 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:02,360 Oh. Right. 781 00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:04,040 Hmm. Pardon me. 782 00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,480 I… I'm not of the woke generation. 783 00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:09,880 I wouldn't have assumed. You know, you don't seem gay at all. 784 00:45:11,240 --> 00:45:12,120 I'm bi. 785 00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,960 Oh. Well, yeah. Sure. 786 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:18,400 Mm. 787 00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,400 Well, what's he like? 788 00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:24,480 He's… 789 00:45:27,040 --> 00:45:28,200 he's amazing. 790 00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:31,240 Very strong. 791 00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:36,520 [clears throat] Probably too good for me, actually. 792 00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:40,280 Probably. But you're good at picking up dog shit, aren't ya? 793 00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:43,160 Great. Thanks, Kenneth. 794 00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:46,040 I'm just saying, someone's gotta scoop up the dog shit, 795 00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,200 or the world descends into chaos. 796 00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:49,640 [chuckles] 797 00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:52,840 [door closes] 798 00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:54,840 [Nick] Charlie. 799 00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:58,440 I'm so sorry. 800 00:46:00,840 --> 00:46:02,800 I wasn't thinking, and, um… 801 00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:07,080 you know, I just… I got in my head about letting everybody down, and I just-- 802 00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,240 [Charlie] It's okay. 803 00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:11,480 It's just some snacks and a blanket. It's not a huge deal. 804 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,720 It is. 805 00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:16,960 It's fine, Nick, it's… Probably too old for this cringy stuff now, anyway. 806 00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:18,880 No. No, we're not. This is… 807 00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:21,080 No, this is lovely. 808 00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:23,760 My job is shit. 809 00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,280 I know. I… I should probably just quit. 810 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,600 No, it's been good for you, hasn't it? It's… 811 00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:35,120 -I don't want you to… -Charlie, you're freezing. Come on. 812 00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,880 When you're in Leeds, I don't want you to spend your time worrying about me. 813 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,920 -Don't think about that now. -I want you to be okay without me. 814 00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:47,720 [Nick sighs] 815 00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:50,120 Have you eaten? 816 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:52,480 No. 817 00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:54,960 [Nick] Should we go home and eat there? 818 00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:57,640 Yours or mine? 819 00:46:57,720 --> 00:46:59,280 [gentle music playing] 820 00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:00,560 I don't mind. 821 00:47:04,480 --> 00:47:05,680 [Nick exhales sharply] 822 00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:07,160 -You're so cold. -[chuckles] 823 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:09,080 [Nick rubbing Charlie's hands] 824 00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:11,160 Let's warm you up. 825 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,040 -[Charlie chuckles softly] -[chuckles] 826 00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:20,440 [sighs] No one's coming. 827 00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,160 Look, just… just give it a minute. 828 00:47:23,240 --> 00:47:24,360 [Charlie sighs] 829 00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:28,680 [knocking on door] 830 00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:32,120 [Tao sighs] 831 00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:33,920 Don't look so disappointed. 832 00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:35,960 -We were in the middle of-- -Lads, chill. 833 00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:38,600 I'm… I'm part of the team. 834 00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:43,920 So, the rumors about you two dating are true? 835 00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,280 Yes. Yes, Tao, they are true. 836 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:47,800 [hits table] Called it. 837 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:49,920 [Charlie] You didn't. We've been telling you for ages. 838 00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:51,600 -If I say I called it, I did. -[knocking] 839 00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:52,760 That's not how it works. 840 00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:55,520 Hello. 841 00:47:56,880 --> 00:48:00,080 -Hey! Hey. Come in. Come in. -[soft rock music playing] 842 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,000 [Charlie] Everyone, this is Alfie. 843 00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:03,840 -Hey, Alfie. -[Tao] Come sit down, Alfie. 844 00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,040 -Do you want a cupcake? -[Alfie] Yes, please. 845 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:08,280 -[Tao] I chose that one. -[door opens] 846 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,960 -[Tao] It's that one. -[Nick] It's a fancy cupcake. 847 00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:13,240 -[Charlie] Hi. -[Tao] Please, come sit. 848 00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:15,040 -[Nick] Hello. -[Isaac] Hey, guys. 849 00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:16,520 -Come in. -Good to see you. 850 00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,720 [Charlie] I really want this to be a safe space for all of you, 851 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,560 but really mostly just to have fun. 852 00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,480 We're gonna watch some queer TV shows, some queer films. 853 00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:27,320 Next week, Mr. Ajayi is gonna be talking about Keith Haring. 854 00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:31,080 I want us to raise awareness and money for queer communities around the world. 855 00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:34,800 I know we're one small group of people, but I believe we can make a difference. 856 00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,000 [cheering, whooping] 857 00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:38,240 [Isaac] Bravo! 858 00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:39,880 [boy] Yeah! 859 00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:46,200 This one is Tao's, and that one's Elle's? 860 00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:49,800 Speaking of, I think they've broken up again. 861 00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:51,560 The vibe is seriously uncomfortable. 862 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,440 [Elle] When did we all become coffee addicts? 863 00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:55,720 [Charlie] I think they're both just very strong-willed. 864 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:57,320 Sometimes that causes clashes. 865 00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:59,880 And they're way past the honeymoon phase as well, so… 866 00:48:59,960 --> 00:49:03,520 Boys, are we seriously avoiding talking about the obvious? 867 00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,000 Most teen relationships don't last. 868 00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:08,800 Maybe they'll break up for good this time. 869 00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:11,720 So tell me about Hannah. 870 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:15,920 She said that she really liked me, but that the distance was too much. 871 00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:20,200 And I was like, "Mm… Okay, well, you're only in Birmingham." So… 872 00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:23,840 I'm glad I didn't get into Oxford. Me and Darce don't have this problem. 873 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:27,280 It's not just the couples. It's all of us. We're all gonna be in different places. 874 00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:29,640 But Pride, next month, you're all coming, yes? 875 00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:30,560 -Yes! -Obviously. 876 00:49:30,640 --> 00:49:31,640 -Good. -I'll be there. 877 00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:34,440 [Darcy] It'll probably be the last time we hang out as a group. 878 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:36,640 And then we'll never speak to each other again. 879 00:49:36,720 --> 00:49:38,440 -[Imogen] Oh… -[Darcy] Mm. 880 00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:40,480 Oh, I'm joking. [chuckling] I'm joking. 881 00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:44,040 -Obviously, we're all gonna keep talking. -[Imogen] That makes me sad. 882 00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,160 [Elle] In 30 years, we're gonna be middle-aged, 883 00:49:46,240 --> 00:49:49,720 causing a scene at a drag brunch while Isaac's sat in a corner reading. 884 00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:52,240 [chuckling] Hopefully, I will have written my own book by then. 885 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:54,120 -[Charlie] Mm. -[Elle] Mm! 886 00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:59,000 Nick always thinks about the future. It's like he's there in his mind already, 887 00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,560 trying to stop a mistake that hasn't happened yet. 888 00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,120 [Sahar giggling] 889 00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:06,080 But… I don't know what the mistake is. 890 00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:08,240 [group chattering in background] 891 00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:10,440 I never used to think about the future at all. 892 00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:13,400 It's because you were too busy surviving. 893 00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:15,360 [pensive music plays] 894 00:50:16,600 --> 00:50:21,080 -[all singing] ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ -[Sarah laughing] 895 00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:25,880 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Sarah ♪ 896 00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:26,800 Precarious. 897 00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:29,840 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 898 00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:33,120 -Oh, that looks yummy! -[chuckling, cheering] 899 00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,040 [Charlie] Oh my God, you were so cute. 900 00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:38,400 [Nick] "Were"? I'm not cute anymore? 901 00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:42,560 [Charlie] Yeah, not as cute as this. I mean, I'd protect him with my life. 902 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:43,640 [Nick chuckles] 903 00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:45,360 Yeah. 904 00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:49,640 Right, I should, um, I should go and say hi to some people. 905 00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:52,120 -I'll go to the loo and come find you. -Okay. 906 00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:54,760 Hey. 907 00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:56,560 Cheese. 908 00:50:57,120 --> 00:50:59,080 [indistinct chattering in background] 909 00:51:01,960 --> 00:51:05,440 -50 is the new 30. All uphill from here. -[Sarah chuckles] 910 00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:09,480 [woman] It feels like you truly blossomed after you got rid of that silly man. 911 00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:11,760 Well, I did what I could, as did he. 912 00:51:11,840 --> 00:51:14,120 No, you did everything, and he's an arsehole. 913 00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:19,200 -Sorry. One sec. -[Sarah] Uh… 914 00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:21,680 I thought Dad was your hero. 915 00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:23,080 [scoffs] 916 00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:26,720 Heroes and villains. That's the way your brain works, isn't it? 917 00:51:27,240 --> 00:51:28,920 [uneasy music playing] 918 00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:33,240 [sighs, in French] You need to be tougher, Nicholas. 919 00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:35,360 Do you understand? Tougher. 920 00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:40,240 [sighs, in English] I thought you were practicing your French, Nicholas. 921 00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:43,520 [sighs] It's disappointing. 922 00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:46,840 We'd be able to talk more, wouldn't we? 923 00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:48,920 [Stéphane sighs] 924 00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:51,480 -[indistinct background chatter] -[Sarah laughing] 925 00:52:03,680 --> 00:52:04,520 You okay? 926 00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:08,040 [Nick] Uh, yeah. [clears throat] 927 00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:09,720 [Charlie] You sure? 928 00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:11,920 Mm. I'm fine. 929 00:52:12,920 --> 00:52:13,920 Come on. 930 00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:18,560 Do you think Tao and Elle will break up for good this time? 931 00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,120 It's possible, I guess. 932 00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:29,000 Happens. 933 00:52:30,240 --> 00:52:32,880 Everyone thinks teenage relationships don't last. 934 00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:35,760 I guess they usually don't. 935 00:52:36,720 --> 00:52:39,280 Well, I guess I'm an optimist, then. 936 00:52:41,200 --> 00:52:44,880 ♪ So I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪ 937 00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:46,800 ♪ For a while ♪ 938 00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:51,760 ♪ I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪ 939 00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:59,080 ♪ I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪ 940 00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:00,520 ♪ For a while ♪ 941 00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:04,120 [dance music pumping in distance] 942 00:53:08,720 --> 00:53:10,280 -You all right, mate? -Hey. 943 00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:12,120 [indistinct chattering] 944 00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:17,440 [girl] Yeah, I mean, I'm really excited. 945 00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:20,920 [cheering] 946 00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:23,680 Welcome to my humble abode, boys. [laughs] 947 00:53:23,760 --> 00:53:26,720 Oi, go get hammered before the exams start, yeah? 948 00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:29,080 You see those two? They are proper romantic, man. 949 00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:30,720 -Charlie! -[Charlie] Hey. 950 00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:32,360 -[boys] Charlie! -[Charlie] Hey. 951 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:34,080 Yeah, yeah, I'm good. 952 00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:38,400 -[boy 2] Yeah. -[girl 2] I mean… 953 00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:46,680 [Tara] I just got really tired. 954 00:53:47,720 --> 00:53:50,840 -Oh, hey, Nick. Come and join us. -Hey. 955 00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:53,360 -[groans] -[Elle] How've you been? 956 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,080 -Yeah, not too bad. -Here, have some. 957 00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:58,560 Yeah, that's it. That's it! Harder, harder! 958 00:53:59,080 --> 00:54:02,520 -Go, go, go, go, go! -[all cheering] 959 00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:05,400 …about, um, about going traveling next year. 960 00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:07,160 Like, it would be good. 961 00:54:07,240 --> 00:54:10,160 It would be expensive, but I think it could work, maybe. 962 00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:13,240 What… what are you doing, or are you gonna think about it? 963 00:54:14,720 --> 00:54:16,960 -Sorry, I wasn't listening. -[Darcy chuckles] 964 00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:19,920 -Nick, next year, uni. -[chuckles] 965 00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:26,880 I know I should be really happy for him, but… I just feel really sad. 966 00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:32,440 There, there. You're Nick and Charlie. You're gonna be okay. 967 00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:36,080 [Tara] We basically grow up 968 00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:39,680 being brainwashed into thinking there's only one possible future. 969 00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:43,280 Going to uni, finding a career, settling down. 970 00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:46,200 No-one teaches you that there are so many other options, 971 00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:47,640 especially if you're queer. 972 00:54:47,720 --> 00:54:51,560 That's why I asked Darcy to go Interrailing with me next year. 973 00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:54,800 Just focus on being human and feeling alive. 974 00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:57,960 I want that feeling. It's just, me and Tao… 975 00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:02,960 People in good relationships don't keep breaking up and getting back together. 976 00:55:03,040 --> 00:55:04,960 Well, you clearly don't wanna break up. 977 00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:07,360 I can't revolve my life around someone else. 978 00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:09,880 It would only make us resent each other eventually, 979 00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,000 and then it would kill the love that's there. 980 00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:13,560 [Tara] True. 981 00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:17,720 -[electronic music playing] -[boys chanting playfully] 982 00:55:21,600 --> 00:55:24,320 -[Sahar] Lights are getting on my nerves. -I'm gonna find Nick. 983 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:26,320 -[Sahar] Want us to come? -No, it's all right. 984 00:55:27,240 --> 00:55:29,120 [Tao] I haven't seen Nick in a while. 985 00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:34,560 -[boy laughing] -[boys chanting playfully] 986 00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:37,960 [electronic music continues] 987 00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:46,640 -[boy retching] -[boys] Urgh! [laughing] 988 00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:59,280 -[Elle] Yeah. -[Isaac] Shall we go outside for a bit? 989 00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:01,760 -[Charlie] I think he might be upstairs. -Okay. 990 00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:04,480 [music thumping in distance] 991 00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:13,800 Hey. 992 00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:15,600 Did you wanna go? 993 00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:18,840 [exhales sharply] Yeah. Yeah, I guess. 994 00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:20,680 O… only if you want to. 995 00:56:22,160 --> 00:56:25,160 -It is a bit boring, isn't it? So… -[chuckles] Yeah. 996 00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:29,240 Hey. Um… 997 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,680 Are you angry at me about something? 998 00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,960 What? N… no. 999 00:56:37,120 --> 00:56:38,440 Why do you think that? 1000 00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:41,240 You've avoided me tonight. 1001 00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:42,720 I'm sorry, I… 1002 00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:47,040 I just wanted you to have a good night, and… 1003 00:56:48,240 --> 00:56:51,880 You know, you, you probably wanna talk to your friends about uni. 1004 00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:55,240 It's only, like, four months away now, so… 1005 00:56:57,080 --> 00:56:58,240 Sure. Um… 1006 00:57:00,040 --> 00:57:01,880 It's gonna be really hard when you're not here. 1007 00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:04,920 [scoffs] No, you're… you're gonna be great. 1008 00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:09,280 -You don't need me hanging around. -It's still gonna be really hard. 1009 00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:13,520 What if everything just blows up, like Tao and Elle? 1010 00:57:14,240 --> 00:57:16,800 [hesitates] I mean, I guess that's possible. 1011 00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:21,560 I know you've been struggling this year. 1012 00:57:22,800 --> 00:57:26,040 You've been really anxious about a lot of things, about yourself. 1013 00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,960 Yeah, sorry, I know that's probably annoying for you. 1014 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:33,360 It's not annoying. It's just… upsetting. 1015 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:38,160 'Cause… [sighs] …I try and talk to you about it, and you just shut down. 1016 00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:40,880 And I thought we were good at that. 1017 00:57:43,080 --> 00:57:46,080 And I think that the reason you do that is… is because of me. 1018 00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:52,080 Maybe it is a good idea for us to have some space, you know? 1019 00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:56,360 You're going off to uni, and you'll be living your best life, 1020 00:57:56,440 --> 00:57:59,840 and then maybe if you don't have to worry about me so much, then… 1021 00:57:59,920 --> 00:58:01,160 then you'll be happier. 1022 00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:04,200 I want you to be happy. 1023 00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:06,600 So we should break up, then? 1024 00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,640 [Nick sighs] 1025 00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:10,760 For some space? That's… 1026 00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:13,720 [sighs] That's basically what you're saying, isn't it? 1027 00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:20,560 -If… if that's what you want. -No, I'm asking if that's what you want. 1028 00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:23,480 -I want you to be happy. -I'm only happy when I'm with you. 1029 00:58:23,560 --> 00:58:25,560 I don't think that's how it should be. 1030 00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:31,160 -[sniffles] I get it. -What? 1031 00:58:31,240 --> 00:58:33,680 -No, it's fine. -I don't want to break up. 1032 00:58:33,760 --> 00:58:35,680 I think you'd be better off without me too. 1033 00:58:35,760 --> 00:58:38,120 I didn't say that, Nick. I… 1034 00:58:38,640 --> 00:58:41,320 -[Nick] I'm sorry. -I… I'm just trying to help. 1035 00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:42,920 -[Nick] It's okay. -I love you. 1036 00:58:43,000 --> 00:58:44,000 [Nick] It's okay. 1037 00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:46,960 You don't have to worry about me. 1038 00:58:56,360 --> 00:58:58,200 I'm sorry for making you cry. 1039 00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:04,680 [door opens] 1040 00:59:07,520 --> 00:59:08,760 [Charlie sighs] 1041 00:59:09,440 --> 00:59:10,280 [sighs] 1042 00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,360 [electronic music playing in distance] 1043 00:59:14,560 --> 00:59:15,680 [car door unlocks] 1044 00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:21,120 [breathing heavily] 1045 00:59:22,480 --> 00:59:23,840 [sighs] 1046 00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:27,400 -[uneasy music playing] -[Nick breathing shakily] 1047 00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:34,440 [music turns darker] 1048 00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:37,760 [pensive music playing] 1049 00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:38,960 [sighs] 1050 00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:46,880 [both chuckling] 1051 00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:54,160 [sighs, sniffles] 1052 01:00:05,880 --> 01:00:07,000 [exhales shakily] 1053 01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:12,560 [music fades] 1054 01:00:27,360 --> 01:00:29,960 [uneasy music playing] 1055 01:00:33,680 --> 01:00:38,240 I know this is difficult, but, Charlie, you've got to eat. 1056 01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:39,760 Please. 1057 01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:43,160 [Julio] Come on, hmm? 1058 01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:46,680 Just a little bite. 1059 01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:52,680 Charlie, we're gonna do a refocusing exercise. 1060 01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:56,200 I want you to tell me five things that you see in front of you. 1061 01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:00,600 [flatly] Door. 1062 01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:02,800 Desk. 1063 01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:06,320 Laptop. 1064 01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:10,040 Mug. 1065 01:01:12,720 --> 01:01:13,760 Photo. 1066 01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:20,440 [tapping keyboard] 1067 01:01:24,640 --> 01:01:25,720 [sighs] 1068 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:35,720 [sighs] 1069 01:01:53,480 --> 01:01:55,320 [sighs heavily] 1070 01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:02,840 [rhythmic knocking on door] 1071 01:02:05,080 --> 01:02:06,120 [rapid knocking] 1072 01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:08,760 [persistent, loud knocking] 1073 01:02:08,840 --> 01:02:10,200 Go away! 1074 01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:11,280 [Tao] Charlie! 1075 01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:13,240 -[sighs] -[Tao] We're coming in, okay? 1076 01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:17,080 What? 1077 01:02:17,160 --> 01:02:19,760 You can't just lie there and expect everything to be okay. 1078 01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:22,840 [Isaac] Let's just take a minute, okay, before you say something crazy. 1079 01:02:22,920 --> 01:02:24,320 [exhales deeply] 1080 01:02:24,400 --> 01:02:26,080 We're here to look after you. 1081 01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:27,640 Getting you out of the house, 1082 01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:30,720 or just hanging out here and bringing you food and comfort movies. 1083 01:02:30,800 --> 01:02:32,320 Tori said you hadn't been eating. 1084 01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:34,360 Which is understandable. We don't blame you. 1085 01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:38,080 But it's not great, so we're gonna make you some pasta. 1086 01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:40,360 Aren't you two broken up right now? 1087 01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:44,560 We've organized a temporary truce, 1088 01:02:44,640 --> 01:02:48,040 and anyway, three, two… 1089 01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:50,120 -Go! -Tao! 1090 01:02:50,200 --> 01:02:51,680 -Come on. Get up. -[Charlie] Tao! 1091 01:02:51,760 --> 01:02:54,920 -[Tao] Get some pasta with some chili oil. -Okay, I'm up, I'm up. 1092 01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:56,560 -[Tao] Cheese. Basil. -I hate all of you. 1093 01:02:56,640 --> 01:02:57,600 [Elle] We love you too. 1094 01:02:57,680 --> 01:02:59,040 [sweeping music playing] 1095 01:02:59,120 --> 01:03:01,200 [Colette playing on TV] But some bit of luck, 1096 01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:05,840 some commonplace little miracle, which, like a glittering link, 1097 01:03:06,360 --> 01:03:09,840 will mend again the necklace of my days. 1098 01:03:16,400 --> 01:03:19,200 -[music ends with flourish] -[snoring] 1099 01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:26,800 We'll see you on Saturday? 1100 01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:28,760 I don't know. 1101 01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:29,960 That wasn't a question. 1102 01:03:30,040 --> 01:03:32,120 It might do you good to get out of the house. 1103 01:03:32,200 --> 01:03:34,880 But it's Pride, isn't it? It's… it's a whole thing. 1104 01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:39,960 And I don't really feel like celebrating the magical wonders of gay love right now. 1105 01:03:41,560 --> 01:03:42,880 And he might be there. 1106 01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:48,040 Charlie, I know you're hurting, 1107 01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:51,920 but I need you to come and march with me on Saturday 1108 01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:53,880 because I'm fucking scared. 1109 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:56,720 The world hates me right now. 1110 01:03:56,800 --> 01:04:00,520 The government is taking away my rights and everything we fought for. 1111 01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:02,000 If I was a few years younger, 1112 01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:05,080 I wouldn't even have been able to take hormone blockers legally 1113 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:06,880 'cause they banned them. 1114 01:04:06,960 --> 01:04:09,320 People don't want me using public bathrooms 1115 01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:11,720 or existing at all. 1116 01:04:15,080 --> 01:04:17,000 I just wanna be myself. 1117 01:04:18,760 --> 01:04:20,160 To be free. 1118 01:04:20,240 --> 01:04:22,000 [pensive music playing] 1119 01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:23,520 To be happy. 1120 01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:25,360 [breathes shakily] 1121 01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:27,560 I know you know all of this, 1122 01:04:27,640 --> 01:04:30,800 and it's okay if you come and cry about Nick all day. 1123 01:04:31,320 --> 01:04:32,200 But… 1124 01:04:34,080 --> 01:04:35,760 I'm terrified all the time, 1125 01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:40,000 and I just really need my best friends with me to march at Pride, okay? 1126 01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:48,480 [Elle] Mm. 1127 01:04:49,680 --> 01:04:51,400 [upbeat music playing] 1128 01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:53,800 [group chanting, cheering] 1129 01:04:59,960 --> 01:05:01,080 [woman] Woo-hoo! 1130 01:05:01,160 --> 01:05:02,680 Yeah! 1131 01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:05,600 [whooping, cheering, whistling] 1132 01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:09,760 Oh my God! 1133 01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:11,240 Whoo! 1134 01:05:11,760 --> 01:05:14,600 -Oh, it's James! Hello! -[James] Hi, everyone. 1135 01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:16,480 -[Imogen] Oh, James! -Happy Pride! 1136 01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:18,680 Happy Pride. Hi, are you okay? 1137 01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:21,160 -[Tao] Hey. -[Isaac] Hi. Oh, you look amazing. 1138 01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:23,600 -[James] Nice to see you. See you later. -[Isaac] Bye. 1139 01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:28,000 [Imogen laughs] 1140 01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:30,440 ♪ You make me feel… ♪ 1141 01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:33,520 -[Elle] What do we want? -[crowd] Trans rights! 1142 01:05:33,600 --> 01:05:35,280 -[Elle] When do we want it? -[crowd] Now! 1143 01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:37,280 -[Elle] What do we want? -[crowd] Trans rights! 1144 01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:38,920 -[Elle] When do we want it? -[crowd] Now! 1145 01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:40,880 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1146 01:05:40,960 --> 01:05:42,760 -When do we want it? -Now! 1147 01:05:42,840 --> 01:05:44,640 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1148 01:05:44,720 --> 01:05:46,400 -When do we want it? -Now! 1149 01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:48,000 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1150 01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:49,760 -And when do we want it? -Now! 1151 01:05:49,840 --> 01:05:51,880 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1152 01:05:51,960 --> 01:05:53,720 -When do we want it? -Now! 1153 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:55,840 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1154 01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:57,400 -When do we want it? -Now! 1155 01:05:57,480 --> 01:05:58,920 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1156 01:05:59,000 --> 01:06:01,320 -When do we want it? -Now! 1157 01:06:01,400 --> 01:06:02,800 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1158 01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,720 -And when do we want it? -Now! 1159 01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:06,480 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1160 01:06:06,560 --> 01:06:08,440 -And when do we want it? -Now! 1161 01:06:08,520 --> 01:06:10,400 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1162 01:06:10,480 --> 01:06:12,320 -When do we want it? -Now! 1163 01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:14,000 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1164 01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:15,760 -When do we want it? -Now! 1165 01:06:15,840 --> 01:06:17,640 -What do we want? -Trans rights! 1166 01:06:17,720 --> 01:06:19,240 -When do we want it? -Now! 1167 01:06:20,200 --> 01:06:21,840 [Elle] So this is it. 1168 01:06:22,680 --> 01:06:23,640 Fernando's. 1169 01:06:23,720 --> 01:06:25,880 Oh, I thought you said we were going to Nando's. 1170 01:06:25,960 --> 01:06:28,240 No, Fernando's, the gay club. 1171 01:06:28,920 --> 01:06:32,240 Are straight people allowed in? I feel like I'm not gonna be allowed in. 1172 01:06:32,320 --> 01:06:33,840 Okay, Mr. Ally. 1173 01:06:33,920 --> 01:06:37,040 [electropop music playing] 1174 01:06:40,440 --> 01:06:43,480 I'm sorry, I just can't understand it. You're Nick and Charlie. 1175 01:06:43,560 --> 01:06:44,880 What does that even mean? 1176 01:06:44,960 --> 01:06:49,440 Like, if all of us had to provide evidence for two soulmates, we'd all pick you two. 1177 01:06:49,960 --> 01:06:52,480 -There's no such thing as soulmates. -Maybe. 1178 01:06:53,000 --> 01:06:55,760 But the two of you present a pretty convincing argument. 1179 01:06:55,840 --> 01:06:57,360 I'm going for a walk. 1180 01:07:01,360 --> 01:07:03,280 ♪ But you should've seen it ♪ 1181 01:07:04,760 --> 01:07:07,120 ♪ The way it went down ♪ 1182 01:07:08,160 --> 01:07:10,160 ♪ Wouldn't believe it ♪ 1183 01:07:13,280 --> 01:07:16,000 ♪ Wanna know what I told her… ♪ 1184 01:07:17,080 --> 01:07:19,280 -Hey. -Sorry, no. 1185 01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:22,720 ♪ You were so mediocre ♪ 1186 01:07:23,360 --> 01:07:30,280 -♪ And we're so glad it's over now ♪ -[indistinct chattering] 1187 01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:37,360 -[indistinct chattering] -♪ It's over now… ♪ 1188 01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:39,600 -[Nick] Thank you. -[girl laughs] 1189 01:07:44,440 --> 01:07:50,440 ♪ It's over now ♪ 1190 01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:53,680 ♪ Camera ♪ 1191 01:07:54,520 --> 01:07:56,680 ♪ Caught on camera ♪ 1192 01:07:57,680 --> 01:07:59,920 ♪ The girls on camera ♪ 1193 01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:00,960 [sighs] 1194 01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:03,240 ♪ Your girl's a fan of ♪ 1195 01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:05,200 -[sobbing] -[music fades] 1196 01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,360 [sobbing continues] 1197 01:08:14,120 --> 01:08:15,200 Drum kit. 1198 01:08:15,280 --> 01:08:16,520 [sobs] 1199 01:08:16,600 --> 01:08:17,720 Poster. 1200 01:08:19,800 --> 01:08:20,800 Books. 1201 01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:22,880 Lamp. 1202 01:08:23,840 --> 01:08:24,960 Photo. 1203 01:08:25,040 --> 01:08:28,200 -[sobbing] -[uneasy music playing] 1204 01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:54,000 [music fades] 1205 01:08:54,080 --> 01:08:56,320 [breathing shakily] 1206 01:08:59,720 --> 01:09:01,080 [sobbing] 1207 01:09:05,600 --> 01:09:07,120 [keys jangling] 1208 01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:09,760 [engine starts] 1209 01:09:17,960 --> 01:09:20,440 -[Sarah] You're early. -[Nick] Mm-hmm. 1210 01:09:21,360 --> 01:09:22,720 [Sarah] Is everything okay? 1211 01:09:25,440 --> 01:09:26,400 Nick? 1212 01:09:29,360 --> 01:09:30,400 [Nick sniffles] 1213 01:09:31,240 --> 01:09:33,640 [indie folk music playing] 1214 01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:35,320 ♪ Always ♪ 1215 01:09:36,160 --> 01:09:37,480 [scratching on door] 1216 01:09:38,760 --> 01:09:41,440 ♪ Didn't mean always ♪ 1217 01:09:41,520 --> 01:09:45,120 -[scratching at door] -[Nellie whining] 1218 01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:48,720 -♪ When I said always ♪ -[Nellie barking] 1219 01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:54,760 [Nellie whining] 1220 01:09:58,960 --> 01:10:00,920 ♪ And I made ♪ 1221 01:10:04,240 --> 01:10:07,400 ♪ Too many mistakes ♪ 1222 01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:11,920 [Nick sighs] 1223 01:10:16,680 --> 01:10:19,840 ♪ Cut me down to size ♪ 1224 01:10:22,720 --> 01:10:25,640 ♪ Don't know what part remains ♪ 1225 01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:30,840 [sighs] 1226 01:10:41,960 --> 01:10:44,920 ♪ Pull me out of time ♪ 1227 01:10:48,040 --> 01:10:51,240 ♪ Just let me fade away ♪ 1228 01:10:56,800 --> 01:10:58,600 -[Harry] Come on. -[cheering] 1229 01:10:58,680 --> 01:11:01,160 [boys laughing, chattering indistinctly] 1230 01:11:02,400 --> 01:11:03,720 ♪ And I've been ♪ 1231 01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:10,720 ♪ Angry for ages ♪ 1232 01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:12,720 [Harry] Get in there, boys. Come on! 1233 01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:17,680 -♪ Still don't want to face it ♪ -[Nick sighs] 1234 01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:25,080 [inhales shakily] 1235 01:11:29,640 --> 01:11:31,160 [music fades] 1236 01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:33,720 [knocking on door] 1237 01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:34,920 [door opens] 1238 01:11:35,440 --> 01:11:37,560 [video game music playing] 1239 01:11:40,040 --> 01:11:41,520 [David] Still sulking? 1240 01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:47,640 [door closes] 1241 01:11:49,320 --> 01:11:50,480 [David sighs] 1242 01:11:51,280 --> 01:11:53,960 I mean, it's… it's rough though. 1243 01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:00,720 [David sighs] 1244 01:12:00,800 --> 01:12:02,640 Genuinely, I feel for you. 1245 01:12:05,720 --> 01:12:07,040 You wanna talk, or…? 1246 01:12:08,840 --> 01:12:09,760 [Nick sighs] 1247 01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:11,320 [snickers] Okay… 1248 01:12:13,680 --> 01:12:15,240 Oh, I'm going to Paris. 1249 01:12:16,560 --> 01:12:18,000 Dad offered me a job. 1250 01:12:18,680 --> 01:12:21,680 So I'll be gone. I'm sure that'll cheer you up. 1251 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:24,840 [game pauses] 1252 01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:29,360 [chuckles] I know you think I worship him, but I… I really… 1253 01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:32,000 I don't. 1254 01:12:32,520 --> 01:12:34,320 He's a shit dad. 1255 01:12:34,920 --> 01:12:36,360 Always has been, but… 1256 01:12:38,360 --> 01:12:40,040 I'm not like him, Nick. 1257 01:12:43,880 --> 01:12:45,440 You know, he hurt me too. 1258 01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:49,600 I know. 1259 01:12:57,960 --> 01:12:59,200 [cell phone chimes] 1260 01:12:59,280 --> 01:13:01,280 [gentle music plays] 1261 01:13:05,520 --> 01:13:06,720 [Nick sighs] 1262 01:13:09,360 --> 01:13:10,680 [cell phone buzzes] 1263 01:13:14,800 --> 01:13:17,120 [tapping keyboard] 1264 01:13:26,920 --> 01:13:28,000 [sighs] 1265 01:13:32,160 --> 01:13:33,920 [music fades] 1266 01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:38,720 -Ooh, there's mine. What you having? -Do you think they have organic wine? 1267 01:13:38,800 --> 01:13:41,560 Organic wine? Wine is wine. You need to just drink. 1268 01:13:41,640 --> 01:13:44,560 No, no, no, no. None of that now. Organic wine, it's imp-- 1269 01:13:44,640 --> 01:13:47,240 -[Sahar[ Nick! How you doing? -Hello. Yeah, I'm all right. 1270 01:13:47,320 --> 01:13:50,520 -First time in a gay club? -Uh, yeah. Yeah, I guess. 1271 01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:53,320 -[giggles] You'll get used to it. -Mine too. 1272 01:13:55,840 --> 01:13:59,400 I… never got to tell you I'm a lesbian. 1273 01:14:01,840 --> 01:14:03,480 Guess we drifted apart a bit. 1274 01:14:06,480 --> 01:14:07,760 We have, yeah. 1275 01:14:10,040 --> 01:14:11,080 I'm sorry. 1276 01:14:16,200 --> 01:14:17,760 Do you remember 1277 01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:21,640 when we would sit outside the school gates and pretend we were cool? 1278 01:14:21,720 --> 01:14:22,680 [Nick chuckles] 1279 01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:25,360 -Unfortunately, I do, yeah. -[chuckles] 1280 01:14:26,800 --> 01:14:28,560 I just wanted everyone to like me. 1281 01:14:29,440 --> 01:14:31,720 That was all I cared about. 1282 01:14:33,720 --> 01:14:36,360 -Thank God we got out of there, you know? -[Nick] Mm. 1283 01:14:36,440 --> 01:14:37,480 [Sahar] Cheers. 1284 01:14:38,160 --> 01:14:39,760 [cubicle door unlocking] 1285 01:14:39,840 --> 01:14:41,160 [zipper closing] 1286 01:14:44,520 --> 01:14:46,200 [faucet running] 1287 01:14:50,560 --> 01:14:51,720 [door opening] 1288 01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:54,560 Hi. 1289 01:14:55,200 --> 01:14:56,520 -[Nick] Hey. -Wait. 1290 01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:59,520 Did you get my messages? We've all been really worried about you. 1291 01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:01,040 -[man] Sorry, guys. -[Tao] Sorry. 1292 01:15:01,120 --> 01:15:03,680 Charlie's not… Well, he's… 1293 01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:05,200 Is he okay? 1294 01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:08,520 Yeah, he's… Can you just come and talk to him? 1295 01:15:09,680 --> 01:15:12,080 -What, he's here? -Of course he's here. 1296 01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:15,320 This is insane. You get… you get this is insane, don't you? 1297 01:15:15,400 --> 01:15:16,640 [sighs] Breakups are normal. 1298 01:15:16,720 --> 01:15:18,720 -Teenage romance-- -Are you being serious? 1299 01:15:19,320 --> 01:15:20,840 Have you seen yourselves? 1300 01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:25,640 You've guided each other through all this emotional growth and pain together. 1301 01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:29,200 You can communicate just by looking at each other. Trust me, I can see it. 1302 01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:32,280 I'm sorry. I can't. 1303 01:15:33,240 --> 01:15:34,160 Nick. 1304 01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:38,280 [electropop music playing] 1305 01:15:49,280 --> 01:15:53,080 Nicholas. Where have you been? This is my friend Megan. 1306 01:15:53,160 --> 01:15:54,600 -[Megan] Hey. -Hey. 1307 01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:56,480 Imogen was just telling me about your breakup. 1308 01:15:56,560 --> 01:16:00,000 And, like, I'm so sorry. That is, like, so sad. 1309 01:16:01,000 --> 01:16:02,560 It's all right. Thank you though. 1310 01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:06,000 Sorry, I, I know it's, like, none of my business, um, 1311 01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:08,840 but if you wanted a quick rebound, 1312 01:16:08,920 --> 01:16:11,600 I have several mates I could hook you up with. 1313 01:16:11,680 --> 01:16:14,560 Boys or… girls? 1314 01:16:16,080 --> 01:16:17,160 Uh… 1315 01:16:17,840 --> 01:16:20,520 -No pressure though. No pressure. -Yeah, um… 1316 01:16:21,120 --> 01:16:23,360 I think I'm all right, actually. Thank you though. 1317 01:16:23,440 --> 01:16:25,360 -[Megan] Okay. Bye. -Nice to meet you. 1318 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:35,240 ♪ It's over now ♪ 1319 01:16:37,200 --> 01:16:38,840 ♪ Camera ♪ 1320 01:16:39,880 --> 01:16:41,960 ♪ Caught on camera ♪ 1321 01:16:42,920 --> 01:16:45,400 ♪ The girls on camera ♪ 1322 01:16:46,280 --> 01:16:49,000 ♪ Your girl's a fan of ♪ 1323 01:16:50,000 --> 01:16:51,680 [music fades] 1324 01:16:53,960 --> 01:16:56,400 -Afternoon, lovey. -Afternoon. 1325 01:16:56,480 --> 01:16:57,920 -Hello. -Hi. 1326 01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,280 -Two black coffees, please. -Of course. 1327 01:17:03,640 --> 01:17:04,640 [man 1 groans] 1328 01:17:06,640 --> 01:17:08,480 -You all right, Pooh? -Yeah. 1329 01:17:09,000 --> 01:17:12,160 [man 2] Good to get out again, isn't it? Stretch the legs. 1330 01:17:12,240 --> 01:17:15,240 [man 1] Oh yes. No, I couldn't give a-- 1331 01:17:15,320 --> 01:17:16,640 Oh, stop it. 1332 01:17:16,720 --> 01:17:19,040 -[Charlie] Here you go. -Thank you. 1333 01:17:19,120 --> 01:17:22,840 And there was a spare slice of cake, so this one's on the house. 1334 01:17:22,920 --> 01:17:26,880 That's very sweet, but Pete's a diabetic. We don't have cake at home. 1335 01:17:26,960 --> 01:17:27,880 Oh, sorry. 1336 01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:31,200 You eat it, Pooh. We're not both diabetic. 1337 01:17:31,280 --> 01:17:34,440 That's very kind of you, lovey, but… Thank you. 1338 01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:38,520 -[Pete] Thank you. -Now, let's do the crossword. 1339 01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:39,960 Oh yes, the crossword. 1340 01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:42,360 -If we must. [giggles] -Oh! [chuckles] 1341 01:17:42,440 --> 01:17:44,880 -[Pete] Anything to shut me up. -[both chuckle] 1342 01:17:45,520 --> 01:17:48,200 [Pete] Oh dear. I think I've got… 1343 01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:50,880 -[man 2] Oh. You like the crossword. -[Pete] Well, yes. 1344 01:17:50,960 --> 01:17:53,160 -[man 2] You ninny. -[Pete] There's a time and a place. 1345 01:17:53,240 --> 01:17:56,160 -[man 2] It's surprising… -[both chattering indistinctly] 1346 01:17:56,240 --> 01:17:57,600 -[man 2] Now. -[Pete groans] 1347 01:17:58,640 --> 01:18:00,440 [man 2] Anna is going to come and stay with you 1348 01:18:00,520 --> 01:18:02,840 until they've finished with me in the hospital. 1349 01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:06,000 It'll all be okay, Pooh. I know you're worried about me. 1350 01:18:06,600 --> 01:18:09,840 It's the sort of thing you do worry about, isn't it? 1351 01:18:09,920 --> 01:18:11,440 Yes, it is. 1352 01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:14,840 We look after each other, don't we? 1353 01:18:16,840 --> 01:18:18,600 I suppose so. [chuckles] 1354 01:18:19,200 --> 01:18:21,720 Two days with Anna. I mean… 1355 01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:23,320 [man 2] You usually complain… 1356 01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:26,920 [tapping keyboard] 1357 01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:42,800 [frustrated sigh] 1358 01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:44,400 [music fades] 1359 01:18:47,880 --> 01:18:48,880 [sighs] 1360 01:18:51,600 --> 01:18:55,280 ♪ Don't go far Don't go put your feet in… ♪ 1361 01:18:55,880 --> 01:18:57,680 Hi, picking up for Charlie Spring. 1362 01:19:01,680 --> 01:19:03,560 -Do you want a bag? -Yes, please. 1363 01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:05,240 Thank you. 1364 01:19:07,640 --> 01:19:08,760 Okay. 1365 01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:10,640 [Nick sighs] 1366 01:19:10,720 --> 01:19:14,680 I know it's scary when the other dogs are here, but it's just you and me. 1367 01:19:15,200 --> 01:19:19,520 ♪ Making up, lovers on their own tonight ♪ 1368 01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:23,280 ♪ Need to see how it's done So I can change inside ♪ 1369 01:19:23,360 --> 01:19:27,040 ♪ I belong with everyone Everyone I've ever known ♪ 1370 01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:31,800 ♪ I belong with everyone Everyone I've ever known is here ♪ 1371 01:19:34,920 --> 01:19:35,960 ♪ With me ♪ 1372 01:19:40,080 --> 01:19:43,000 ♪ Everything that comes together… ♪ 1373 01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:45,360 -[barks] -Sit. Sit. 1374 01:19:45,440 --> 01:19:47,000 And run! 1375 01:19:47,560 --> 01:19:48,880 Oh, good boy. 1376 01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:52,640 ♪ In every single living thing… ♪ 1377 01:19:54,920 --> 01:19:56,480 Ready? Ready? 1378 01:19:58,200 --> 01:20:01,680 Run! Oh, I was just joking. I was just joking. 1379 01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:05,200 Good boy. Good boy! 1380 01:20:05,280 --> 01:20:08,720 ♪ In every single living thing… ♪ 1381 01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:09,640 Hey. 1382 01:20:18,960 --> 01:20:20,160 -All right. -Thank you. 1383 01:20:20,240 --> 01:20:21,520 You guys are good to go. 1384 01:20:22,280 --> 01:20:24,280 -Thank you so much. -No worries. 1385 01:20:24,960 --> 01:20:26,640 -Call if there's any problems. -Sure. 1386 01:20:26,720 --> 01:20:27,840 See you, Biscuit. 1387 01:20:27,920 --> 01:20:31,560 ♪ Maybe if you've got someone You should let them know ♪ 1388 01:20:33,240 --> 01:20:34,200 [Biscuit whimpers] 1389 01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:38,000 -[chuckles softly] -[music fades] 1390 01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:39,400 -[door closes] -[Nick] Hello. 1391 01:20:39,480 --> 01:20:41,000 [Sarah] Someone's cheerful. 1392 01:20:42,880 --> 01:20:45,480 Yeah, you know that dog that was struggling? 1393 01:20:45,560 --> 01:20:47,360 He just got adopted today, so… 1394 01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:51,280 [Sarah] Oh, I knew you'd be good at this job. You're like a dog whisperer. 1395 01:20:53,320 --> 01:20:56,080 -Good to see you smiling again. -Yeah. 1396 01:20:57,240 --> 01:20:59,480 Your brother's moving out. 1397 01:21:02,080 --> 01:21:03,600 Yeah, he told me that. 1398 01:21:05,520 --> 01:21:06,800 I think it's a mistake. 1399 01:21:06,880 --> 01:21:10,480 So do I, but you know what he's like. He can't be told things. 1400 01:21:14,240 --> 01:21:16,280 [Nick sighs heavily] 1401 01:21:18,200 --> 01:21:20,480 God, Dad really fucked us up, didn't he? 1402 01:21:21,680 --> 01:21:23,320 Years after he left, I… 1403 01:21:23,400 --> 01:21:28,240 I was still just moving through life with a fake smile on my face. 1404 01:21:30,120 --> 01:21:32,280 I couldn't even make real friends until… 1405 01:21:37,400 --> 01:21:39,080 It's still in my brain. 1406 01:21:42,640 --> 01:21:46,760 And now he's ruined the one beautiful thing that I had in my life, 1407 01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:48,160 because I thought 1408 01:21:49,560 --> 01:21:54,000 if I even stepped a toe out of line, if I was ever too sad or… 1409 01:21:54,920 --> 01:21:56,200 or angry 1410 01:21:57,440 --> 01:21:59,680 or difficult, then he would just leave. 1411 01:22:02,000 --> 01:22:03,000 [sighs] 1412 01:22:05,440 --> 01:22:06,920 God, it's all wrong. 1413 01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:10,000 I didn't wanna break up. 1414 01:22:10,080 --> 01:22:11,960 [pensive music playing] 1415 01:22:12,720 --> 01:22:14,320 [Sarah] Well, that's a relief. 1416 01:22:16,240 --> 01:22:19,000 Do you know, sweetheart, some people go a whole lifetime 1417 01:22:19,080 --> 01:22:22,720 without knowing themselves even a fraction of what you've just expressed. 1418 01:22:23,480 --> 01:22:25,680 Look at me, I ended up marrying a man who abandoned ship 1419 01:22:25,760 --> 01:22:27,920 as soon as our kids weren't babies anymore. 1420 01:22:28,960 --> 01:22:31,280 -I see my part in the mistakes… -No-- 1421 01:22:31,360 --> 01:22:33,360 No, it's fine. I don't blame myself anymore. 1422 01:22:33,440 --> 01:22:36,160 What I'm saying is, I wish I'd known myself better. 1423 01:22:36,240 --> 01:22:39,640 I wish I'd understood him better, understood our relationship better. 1424 01:22:41,080 --> 01:22:44,080 -Before it caused so much pain. -[sniffles] 1425 01:22:44,600 --> 01:22:47,880 [Sarah] With or without Charlie, you will be fine. 1426 01:22:48,400 --> 01:22:49,920 You will find yourself again. 1427 01:22:51,720 --> 01:22:54,640 But I just don't want you to give up on it before it's over. 1428 01:22:57,120 --> 01:22:58,600 Charlie loves you. 1429 01:22:59,400 --> 01:23:00,720 The real you. 1430 01:23:05,080 --> 01:23:06,120 It's too late. 1431 01:23:06,200 --> 01:23:07,600 No, it's not. 1432 01:23:08,440 --> 01:23:13,240 [sighs] Love isn't destiny or fate or some kind of cosmic force. 1433 01:23:13,320 --> 01:23:14,800 Love is a choice. 1434 01:23:14,880 --> 01:23:17,640 It's a choice every day, 1435 01:23:17,720 --> 01:23:20,360 and you can… you can lean towards it or away from it, 1436 01:23:20,440 --> 01:23:22,640 and you have always leant towards it. 1437 01:23:22,720 --> 01:23:23,920 That is just 1438 01:23:25,200 --> 01:23:26,480 who you are. 1439 01:23:29,600 --> 01:23:31,800 I think that's who Charlie is as well. 1440 01:23:45,040 --> 01:23:47,120 I did warn you it'd be boring. 1441 01:23:47,640 --> 01:23:50,720 He just goes round and round. 1442 01:23:50,800 --> 01:23:53,200 -He's happy you're here though. -I know he is. 1443 01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:57,240 You're very cute. 1444 01:23:57,800 --> 01:23:59,320 For a straight couple. 1445 01:24:00,480 --> 01:24:01,960 What are you talking about? 1446 01:24:02,480 --> 01:24:03,840 Since when are we straight? 1447 01:24:04,440 --> 01:24:05,280 [chuckles] 1448 01:24:05,880 --> 01:24:08,320 I'm surprised you didn't notice with Michael. 1449 01:24:08,400 --> 01:24:11,720 He's always going on about Pedro Pascal or whatever. 1450 01:24:11,800 --> 01:24:13,120 But what about you? 1451 01:24:13,640 --> 01:24:16,040 -You know I'm asexual, don't you? -No. 1452 01:24:16,560 --> 01:24:20,320 -Oh. Could've sworn I told you that. -[chuckles incredulously] 1453 01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:23,440 I mean, that actually makes a lot of sense. 1454 01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:26,760 Every time I talk about men, you make this really grossed-out face. 1455 01:24:29,240 --> 01:24:31,400 But… [hesitates] 1456 01:24:31,480 --> 01:24:33,720 This is gonna sound really horrible, but 1457 01:24:35,440 --> 01:24:36,800 why are you together? 1458 01:24:37,320 --> 01:24:39,160 You're, like, basically opposites. 1459 01:24:39,920 --> 01:24:43,080 We're together because we're together. 1460 01:24:44,160 --> 01:24:46,520 Because we're Tori and Michael, 1461 01:24:47,040 --> 01:24:49,840 and… we're happy together. 1462 01:24:50,640 --> 01:24:51,960 That's all there is. 1463 01:24:53,640 --> 01:24:56,200 Whether it's romance or friendship or whatever, 1464 01:24:56,280 --> 01:24:58,080 that's everyone else's problem. 1465 01:25:00,560 --> 01:25:04,280 Maybe our together isn't the same as your together 1466 01:25:04,800 --> 01:25:06,840 or the normal sort of together, 1467 01:25:07,960 --> 01:25:12,200 but it's ours, and we're happy with it. 1468 01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:16,480 And maybe that will change in the future. 1469 01:25:17,400 --> 01:25:18,600 Maybe it won't. 1470 01:25:20,160 --> 01:25:21,480 But, for now, 1471 01:25:22,320 --> 01:25:23,480 we're here, 1472 01:25:24,360 --> 01:25:26,760 and this is what it is. 1473 01:25:29,560 --> 01:25:32,280 -We're here, and we're alive and whatever. -[chuckles] 1474 01:25:32,360 --> 01:25:34,040 [coach] Okay, great. Well done. 1475 01:25:34,120 --> 01:25:36,160 [gentle music playing] 1476 01:25:39,920 --> 01:25:42,320 -[posh voice] Hello. -[funny voice] Hello. 1477 01:25:44,680 --> 01:25:47,200 [chuckles, normal voice] How was it? 1478 01:25:47,280 --> 01:25:50,360 -[Michael] It was good, yeah. -[both chuckling] 1479 01:26:01,000 --> 01:26:03,000 [music fades] 1480 01:26:07,360 --> 01:26:08,560 [exhales sharply] 1481 01:26:12,640 --> 01:26:15,680 [sentimental music playing] 1482 01:26:30,480 --> 01:26:31,560 [chuckles] 1483 01:26:38,240 --> 01:26:39,680 [exhales sharply] 1484 01:26:48,880 --> 01:26:50,360 [music building] 1485 01:26:55,000 --> 01:26:56,280 [sighs] 1486 01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:00,880 [sighs] 1487 01:27:20,480 --> 01:27:23,120 -[gentle music playing] -[sighs] 1488 01:27:35,160 --> 01:27:36,320 Shit! 1489 01:27:37,200 --> 01:27:39,440 [indie pop ballad instrumental playing] 1490 01:28:03,480 --> 01:28:05,800 -[music fades] -I got the photos. 1491 01:28:06,640 --> 01:28:09,560 Well, obviously. Here I am. 1492 01:28:10,080 --> 01:28:12,360 Genuinely the most embarrassing thing I've ever done. 1493 01:28:13,520 --> 01:28:15,760 I'm the one who took a billion photos of you. 1494 01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:19,160 [chuckles softly] I guess we're both pretty embarrassing, then. 1495 01:28:19,680 --> 01:28:20,800 [Nick chuckles softly] 1496 01:28:23,600 --> 01:28:25,600 -I really missed you. -[sniffles] 1497 01:28:27,240 --> 01:28:28,560 I missed you too. 1498 01:28:33,800 --> 01:28:36,600 Everyone thinks teenage relationships don't last. 1499 01:28:37,880 --> 01:28:39,920 I never really thought that about us. 1500 01:28:42,520 --> 01:28:43,520 Me neither. 1501 01:28:45,800 --> 01:28:48,920 Ever since we met, I… can feel it. 1502 01:28:51,320 --> 01:28:52,480 We're different. 1503 01:28:53,720 --> 01:28:55,160 [Nick chuckles softly] 1504 01:28:58,000 --> 01:28:59,920 But we stopped talking to each other. 1505 01:29:00,640 --> 01:29:01,600 [sighs] 1506 01:29:02,800 --> 01:29:05,000 I couldn't help you like you helped me. 1507 01:29:05,080 --> 01:29:06,280 [Nick inhales deeply] 1508 01:29:07,840 --> 01:29:08,920 You did. 1509 01:29:11,080 --> 01:29:13,760 You're just so good at saying how you feel. I… 1510 01:29:14,560 --> 01:29:17,720 I barely know what I feel half the time. 1511 01:29:21,720 --> 01:29:22,800 I never… 1512 01:29:25,320 --> 01:29:27,080 I never knew what to do 1513 01:29:28,120 --> 01:29:29,640 when I felt sad. 1514 01:29:33,840 --> 01:29:35,400 I just know I love you. 1515 01:29:39,680 --> 01:29:40,880 Is that okay? 1516 01:29:42,360 --> 01:29:43,800 [Charlie exhales sharply] 1517 01:29:45,920 --> 01:29:47,440 We look after each other, 1518 01:29:48,240 --> 01:29:49,240 don't we? 1519 01:29:53,560 --> 01:29:55,080 Always. [chuckles softly] 1520 01:29:57,280 --> 01:29:59,200 [indie music playing] 1521 01:30:01,200 --> 01:30:02,720 [sparks crackling] 1522 01:30:06,200 --> 01:30:08,600 [inaudible] 1523 01:30:08,680 --> 01:30:13,600 ♪ There I saw you standing Must've been a holy light ♪ 1524 01:30:13,680 --> 01:30:16,520 ♪ 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel ♪ 1525 01:30:16,600 --> 01:30:19,920 ♪ But the color in your eyes is saying ♪ 1526 01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:22,000 ♪ If my dreams come up empty ♪ 1527 01:30:22,080 --> 01:30:25,040 ♪ And I wash up on the shore ♪ 1528 01:30:25,120 --> 01:30:30,920 ♪ You would find me at the beach In every life, through every door ♪ 1529 01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:36,440 ♪ With a boom box at your father's Walking with you at the morgue ♪ 1530 01:30:36,520 --> 01:30:42,160 ♪ You don't have to search when I know Everything you're looking for ♪ 1531 01:30:42,240 --> 01:30:45,800 ♪ Oh, and we could talk about it ♪ 1532 01:30:45,880 --> 01:30:48,000 ♪ Or just stare at the wall ♪ 1533 01:30:48,080 --> 01:30:54,040 ♪ But I think that you know better than What they think they call ♪ 1534 01:30:54,120 --> 01:30:56,920 ♪ A luminary, no one ♪ 1535 01:30:57,000 --> 01:30:59,200 ♪ Is all they'll ever be ♪ 1536 01:30:59,920 --> 01:31:02,400 ♪ And how could you be no one ♪ 1537 01:31:02,480 --> 01:31:06,680 ♪ When you're everything to me? ♪ 1538 01:31:10,040 --> 01:31:12,720 ♪ You're everything to me ♪ 1539 01:31:15,520 --> 01:31:18,400 ♪ You're everything to me ♪ 1540 01:31:21,400 --> 01:31:27,360 -♪ You're everything to me ♪ -[Nick moaning] 1541 01:31:28,720 --> 01:31:32,360 [singer vocalizing] 1542 01:31:32,440 --> 01:31:34,360 [both breathing heavily] 1543 01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:45,960 I love you. 1544 01:31:46,600 --> 01:31:47,760 I love you. 1545 01:31:49,760 --> 01:31:50,840 [Nick chuckles] 1546 01:32:03,720 --> 01:32:05,720 [music fades] 1547 01:32:05,800 --> 01:32:07,160 [Imogen giggling] 1548 01:32:07,240 --> 01:32:09,400 -Come on. -[Sahar] There's a step! 1549 01:32:10,080 --> 01:32:13,000 -[Sahar] Watch this step. -[Imogen] We're gonna be late for prom! 1550 01:32:13,080 --> 01:32:14,640 [electronic music playing] 1551 01:32:14,720 --> 01:32:16,280 -[Sahar] Guys! -[both] We're here! 1552 01:32:16,360 --> 01:32:18,160 There you are! You need some drinks. 1553 01:32:18,240 --> 01:32:19,840 Yes, please. 1554 01:32:19,920 --> 01:32:22,000 -[screams playfully] -[all chattering happily] 1555 01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,720 -Ha-ha! My evil laugh. -Oh wow. 1556 01:32:24,800 --> 01:32:27,320 -You gonna have a shot? -[Tara] Darcy! 1557 01:32:27,400 --> 01:32:28,800 Oh my God. 1558 01:32:28,880 --> 01:32:29,920 -Oh-oh! -Aww! 1559 01:32:30,000 --> 01:32:31,680 [Tara] They're back together! 1560 01:32:32,600 --> 01:32:34,040 Yeah! He loves you! 1561 01:32:34,120 --> 01:32:35,400 [all] Aww! 1562 01:32:36,600 --> 01:32:39,040 -Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers! -[all cheering] 1563 01:32:39,120 --> 01:32:41,920 [Tara] To forever! Whoo! 1564 01:32:42,000 --> 01:32:43,760 [happy squeals, cheers] 1565 01:32:43,840 --> 01:32:46,840 ♪ 'Cause the good shit in life Is always free… ♪ 1566 01:32:48,280 --> 01:32:49,560 You're dancing. 1567 01:32:52,080 --> 01:32:55,200 ♪ Take a look around Tell me what you see ♪ 1568 01:32:56,480 --> 01:32:58,240 ♪ 'Cause the good shit… ♪ 1569 01:32:58,320 --> 01:32:59,680 -Sir, come on. -[Nick] Come on. 1570 01:32:59,760 --> 01:33:01,280 [Sahar] You know you wanna. 1571 01:33:01,360 --> 01:33:03,760 -Go on. Do something. -[Tao] Go on! 1572 01:33:03,840 --> 01:33:06,560 -[all cheering] -[Sahar] Thank you! 1573 01:33:09,000 --> 01:33:11,640 Tara and Darcy, what does the future hold for you? 1574 01:33:11,720 --> 01:33:15,520 -We are going Interrailing. -We're gonna see the world! 1575 01:33:15,600 --> 01:33:18,440 -♪ Show me what you want from me… ♪ -[Darcy laughing] 1576 01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:21,560 Isaac and Imogen. 1577 01:33:21,640 --> 01:33:23,840 I'm gonna write a book about all of you lot. 1578 01:33:23,920 --> 01:33:26,840 Hmm, I think I wanna be, like, a lawyer or, like, a CEO. 1579 01:33:26,920 --> 01:33:28,400 -Cheese. -[Tao] Oh! 1580 01:33:29,040 --> 01:33:30,040 Oh my God. 1581 01:33:30,120 --> 01:33:33,880 Oh, so the band didn't work out, but I'm gonna go solo. 1582 01:33:33,960 --> 01:33:35,720 -[Tao] Solo. -Oh yeah! 1583 01:33:36,400 --> 01:33:37,880 -Yeah! -[both giggling] 1584 01:33:37,960 --> 01:33:39,000 [Sahar] Mm-hmm! 1585 01:33:39,080 --> 01:33:40,280 The future? 1586 01:33:41,520 --> 01:33:42,680 [both] Um… 1587 01:33:42,760 --> 01:33:43,920 Marriage? 1588 01:33:44,000 --> 01:33:45,200 Tao! 1589 01:33:45,920 --> 01:33:47,640 [electronic music continues] 1590 01:33:47,720 --> 01:33:48,800 -[giggling] -[Nick] Hey! 1591 01:33:48,880 --> 01:33:50,000 No! 1592 01:33:52,560 --> 01:33:55,640 [Tao] Hey. What does the future hold for you? 1593 01:33:55,720 --> 01:33:58,680 I don't know. Probably nothing and then death. 1594 01:33:58,760 --> 01:34:01,560 [whooping, laughter] 1595 01:34:02,920 --> 01:34:04,160 Round there. 1596 01:34:04,240 --> 01:34:07,000 ♪ 'Cause the good shit in life Is always free ♪ 1597 01:34:07,080 --> 01:34:08,920 -[all cheering] -♪ Is free ♪ 1598 01:34:09,000 --> 01:34:11,680 And finally, Elle. 1599 01:34:11,760 --> 01:34:14,080 [indie music playing] 1600 01:34:14,160 --> 01:34:15,680 What's your plans for the future? 1601 01:34:18,400 --> 01:34:21,320 I'm going to Berlin to be an artist. 1602 01:34:23,160 --> 01:34:24,320 [video camera beeps] 1603 01:34:25,480 --> 01:34:26,760 One last dance? 1604 01:34:28,880 --> 01:34:30,160 Let's make it a good one. 1605 01:34:35,080 --> 01:34:37,280 Oh. Thank you. 1606 01:34:40,440 --> 01:34:44,080 ♪ I might've been sick Then well, then sick some more ♪ 1607 01:34:47,680 --> 01:34:49,960 ♪ I might be prouder of me… ♪ 1608 01:34:51,280 --> 01:34:52,600 [Tao sighs emotionally] 1609 01:34:52,680 --> 01:34:55,560 ♪ Than I ever have been ♪ 1610 01:34:56,280 --> 01:34:58,880 ♪ I've been learning 'bout letting go ♪ 1611 01:35:01,760 --> 01:35:06,840 ♪ How to do it without my claws Scratching the surfaces ♪ 1612 01:35:07,480 --> 01:35:10,520 ♪ I've been learning 'bout wasting time ♪ 1613 01:35:10,600 --> 01:35:12,720 ♪ And closing some doors ♪ 1614 01:35:13,800 --> 01:35:16,880 ♪ Hoping to open more down the line ♪ 1615 01:35:29,640 --> 01:35:33,960 ♪ I knew from miles away That I would detonate ♪ 1616 01:35:35,520 --> 01:35:38,680 ♪ I tried some magic tricks To skip my fate… ♪ 1617 01:35:38,760 --> 01:35:41,360 [Tara] Guys. Guys, look! Look! 1618 01:35:41,440 --> 01:35:43,200 [Mr. Farouk and Mr. Ajayi laughing] 1619 01:35:43,280 --> 01:35:45,960 [both] Oh, oh, oh, oh! 1620 01:35:47,280 --> 01:35:48,720 [Mr. Ajayi] Oh? [chuckling] 1621 01:35:51,240 --> 01:35:52,160 We should do that. 1622 01:35:52,240 --> 01:35:53,840 -Thank you. -[Mr. Farouk] Mm-hmm. 1623 01:35:53,920 --> 01:35:57,160 -[Mr. Ajayi] Ooh! -[all] Aaah! [laughter] 1624 01:36:06,440 --> 01:36:07,840 [Tao sighs heavily] 1625 01:36:09,600 --> 01:36:10,680 You okay? 1626 01:36:16,080 --> 01:36:16,960 No. 1627 01:36:21,480 --> 01:36:23,280 It's not as sad as you think though. 1628 01:36:24,720 --> 01:36:28,080 It's not like we don't love each other, and whatever happens, 1629 01:36:28,160 --> 01:36:31,000 whether we're together or not, whether she's near or far, 1630 01:36:31,080 --> 01:36:33,440 I know she'll always be in my life. 1631 01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:36,640 You know? 1632 01:36:36,720 --> 01:36:37,560 Yeah. 1633 01:36:38,160 --> 01:36:40,160 [Tao] I mean, all of us. 1634 01:36:41,120 --> 01:36:42,480 The exact relationships may change, 1635 01:36:42,560 --> 01:36:45,200 and people may fall in and out of touch, but 1636 01:36:46,360 --> 01:36:50,000 the love that connects us will never break. 1637 01:36:51,600 --> 01:36:52,760 We built it. 1638 01:36:54,240 --> 01:36:55,400 And it built us. 1639 01:36:59,080 --> 01:37:00,760 [Nick inhales deeply] 1640 01:37:05,080 --> 01:37:06,520 -[chuckles softly] -Crisp? 1641 01:37:06,600 --> 01:37:07,880 [both chuckle] 1642 01:37:07,960 --> 01:37:09,640 Yeah. Yeah, go on. 1643 01:37:10,720 --> 01:37:12,240 That's ready salted. 1644 01:37:12,840 --> 01:37:13,680 Okay. 1645 01:37:14,280 --> 01:37:15,600 -Cheers. -[clicks tongue] 1646 01:37:17,160 --> 01:37:19,960 ♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪ 1647 01:37:20,040 --> 01:37:22,800 ♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ 1648 01:37:22,880 --> 01:37:24,920 ♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪ 1649 01:37:25,680 --> 01:37:28,400 ♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ 1650 01:37:28,480 --> 01:37:31,200 -♪ It's okay, it's okay… ♪ -[Imogen squealing happily] 1651 01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:33,640 -Hi. -[Nick] Hello. 1652 01:37:35,600 --> 01:37:37,200 -Wanna race? -Yeah? 1653 01:37:37,280 --> 01:37:39,720 -♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ -[Charlie] Come on! 1654 01:37:39,800 --> 01:37:42,480 ♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪ 1655 01:37:42,560 --> 01:37:45,600 ♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ 1656 01:37:45,680 --> 01:37:48,200 ♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪ 1657 01:37:48,280 --> 01:37:50,000 -♪ Make mistakes… ♪ -[Charlie] No! 1658 01:37:50,080 --> 01:37:51,680 -[Nick] Yes! -[Charlie] No! 1659 01:37:51,760 --> 01:37:53,680 ♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪ 1660 01:37:53,760 --> 01:37:56,480 -♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ -[Charlie giggling] 1661 01:37:56,560 --> 01:37:59,840 ♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪ 1662 01:38:02,400 --> 01:38:03,880 -[music fades] -[door closes] 1663 01:38:03,960 --> 01:38:06,120 -It's smaller than I remember. -[Nick] Yeah. 1664 01:38:07,200 --> 01:38:09,680 Feels like no one's come in here since we did. 1665 01:38:11,600 --> 01:38:13,520 [Charlie] They should put a plaque on the wall. 1666 01:38:13,600 --> 01:38:16,400 "This is where Nick and Charlie had their first kiss." 1667 01:38:24,920 --> 01:38:25,880 [chuckles softly] 1668 01:38:34,040 --> 01:38:35,320 [Nick groans softly] 1669 01:38:37,880 --> 01:38:39,840 -I feel old. -[Nick] Hmm. 1670 01:38:41,560 --> 01:38:42,760 We are not old. 1671 01:38:43,280 --> 01:38:45,200 Last time we were in here, we were babies. 1672 01:38:46,360 --> 01:38:48,240 Yeah, I didn't know anything. 1673 01:38:48,760 --> 01:38:51,840 Except I wanted to kiss you so bad I thought I was gonna die. 1674 01:38:52,360 --> 01:38:54,920 -I still feel like that quite a lot. -Do you? 1675 01:38:56,200 --> 01:38:58,600 Yeah. Yeah. You'd better kiss me so I don't die. 1676 01:38:58,680 --> 01:39:00,560 I wouldn't want that to happen. 1677 01:39:06,600 --> 01:39:07,920 [Nick sighs] 1678 01:39:10,320 --> 01:39:12,920 So I'm gonna go to uni, 1679 01:39:13,000 --> 01:39:15,560 and then you're gonna go to uni in a year. 1680 01:39:16,200 --> 01:39:20,120 I'll come back every other weekend, or you can come to Leeds. 1681 01:39:21,480 --> 01:39:23,080 It's only a few years. 1682 01:39:23,600 --> 01:39:26,400 Really not that long compared to… 1683 01:39:27,840 --> 01:39:29,560 The rest of our lives? 1684 01:39:31,080 --> 01:39:31,920 Yeah. 1685 01:39:32,440 --> 01:39:33,640 [Charlie chuckles softly] 1686 01:39:35,120 --> 01:39:37,520 I could never imagine any of that till I met you. 1687 01:39:39,600 --> 01:39:40,600 And now? 1688 01:39:41,760 --> 01:39:43,040 Now I can see it. 1689 01:39:44,720 --> 01:39:47,880 -[Nick chuckles softly] -[gentle music playing] 1690 01:40:03,280 --> 01:40:04,440 [both chuckle softly] 1691 01:40:08,320 --> 01:40:09,800 [Charlie sighs] 1692 01:40:17,680 --> 01:40:19,080 [music fades] 1693 01:40:19,160 --> 01:40:20,400 [Charlie chuckles] 1694 01:40:20,480 --> 01:40:23,080 -Oh, don't… don't delete it. -I'm not going to. 1695 01:40:24,120 --> 01:40:26,960 [chuckles] Can I use it as my wallpaper? 1696 01:40:27,040 --> 01:40:29,760 What, and replace the picture of Henry and Nellie? 1697 01:40:30,440 --> 01:40:33,320 -You really love me more than your dogs? -Mm, yeah, that's going a bit far. 1698 01:40:33,400 --> 01:40:34,360 [Charlie scoffs] 1699 01:40:34,440 --> 01:40:37,880 Okay, fine. I love you more than my dogs. 1700 01:40:38,400 --> 01:40:40,760 I love you more than anyone, actually. 1701 01:40:42,120 --> 01:40:43,160 Is that weird? 1702 01:40:43,680 --> 01:40:44,960 [Charlie chuckles softly] 1703 01:40:45,040 --> 01:40:46,400 I'm only 18. 1704 01:40:47,640 --> 01:40:48,880 I'm weird too. 1705 01:40:52,080 --> 01:40:54,040 [indie pop music playing] 1706 01:41:01,000 --> 01:41:04,080 ♪ Walked in straight away And slammed the door last night… ♪ 1707 01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:09,400 -[Darcy squealing excitedly] -[both giggling] 1708 01:41:09,480 --> 01:41:12,160 [announcer] The train will be arriving in 25 minutes. 1709 01:41:12,240 --> 01:41:13,960 -♪ With the TV on… ♪ -[both squeal excitedly] 1710 01:41:16,280 --> 01:41:18,640 -[Imogen giggles, squeals] -[Sahar] You made it! 1711 01:41:18,720 --> 01:41:21,440 -[Imogen] I'm so excited! -Aww, thank you for coming! 1712 01:41:21,520 --> 01:41:24,880 -I know. I've got to go on. -Go on. You're gonna be amazing! 1713 01:41:25,920 --> 01:41:28,360 [crowd cheering, whooping] 1714 01:41:28,440 --> 01:41:31,280 -Who's ready to rock?! -[crowd cheering, whistling] 1715 01:41:32,280 --> 01:41:35,800 -♪ Listen, it's been a long, long year ♪ -[cell phone buzzing] 1716 01:41:35,880 --> 01:41:38,920 ♪ I think we should go And get you out of here… ♪ 1717 01:41:39,000 --> 01:41:40,560 -Hi. -Are you sitting down? 1718 01:41:40,640 --> 01:41:41,720 I'm at the library. 1719 01:41:42,440 --> 01:41:43,360 Okay, incoming. 1720 01:41:45,160 --> 01:41:47,040 -Oh my God! -Shh! 1721 01:41:47,800 --> 01:41:49,120 ♪ Pack up all your shit ♪ 1722 01:41:49,200 --> 01:41:51,280 -♪ And put it in the back ♪ -Well done. 1723 01:41:51,800 --> 01:41:54,520 -♪ Maybe the miles can make up… ♪ -[typing] 1724 01:41:54,600 --> 01:41:56,120 [Isaac] Don't look. 1725 01:41:56,640 --> 01:41:58,920 I wanna be in the acknowledgements of your book. 1726 01:41:59,000 --> 01:42:00,640 We can talk about it. 1727 01:42:03,600 --> 01:42:06,560 ♪ Cruising 95 Like we got nothing to lose ♪ 1728 01:42:06,640 --> 01:42:10,880 ♪ I'm praying to the headlights Like I prayed to you… ♪ 1729 01:42:10,960 --> 01:42:12,240 [man speaking German] 1730 01:42:14,600 --> 01:42:16,360 -[in English] Hi. -Thank you for coming. 1731 01:42:16,440 --> 01:42:18,280 Of course. So good to see you. 1732 01:42:18,360 --> 01:42:21,280 I've got to say, I really love this painting over here. 1733 01:42:21,880 --> 01:42:23,680 It just looks so alive. 1734 01:42:23,760 --> 01:42:27,320 ♪ I'd rather hear the wind Than hear that song I'm supposed to know ♪ 1735 01:42:29,280 --> 01:42:31,480 ♪ By some fucking bro ♪ 1736 01:42:32,960 --> 01:42:33,840 Elle. 1737 01:42:33,920 --> 01:42:37,600 ♪ You tell me that forever Couldn't come too soon… ♪ 1738 01:42:38,440 --> 01:42:41,640 -Hi. -♪ I wanna lose my mind in a hotel room ♪ 1739 01:42:41,720 --> 01:42:43,040 ♪ With you ♪ 1740 01:42:44,840 --> 01:42:47,080 ♪ Anywhere would do ♪ 1741 01:42:49,520 --> 01:42:53,920 ♪ I'm sitting in the bath Like it's pouring rain ♪ 1742 01:42:54,000 --> 01:42:58,400 ♪ You call me from the hall Just to say my, say my name ♪ 1743 01:42:59,520 --> 01:43:03,400 ♪ I'll go anywhere with you ♪ 1744 01:43:03,480 --> 01:43:06,640 ♪ I'll go anywhere with you ♪ 1745 01:43:08,040 --> 01:43:10,720 ♪ Anywhere with you ♪ 1746 01:43:11,800 --> 01:43:18,800 ♪ Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh ♪ 1747 01:43:20,360 --> 01:43:24,840 -♪ I'll go anywhere with you… ♪ -[indistinct chattering] 1748 01:43:25,440 --> 01:43:26,920 Here's the town hall. 1749 01:43:28,560 --> 01:43:30,560 -[boy 1] Charlie. -[boy 2] Hi. 1750 01:43:31,440 --> 01:43:34,040 -Hi. Nice to meet you. -And you. 1751 01:43:34,120 --> 01:43:37,760 ♪ Tell me that forever Couldn't come too soon ♪ 1752 01:43:37,840 --> 01:43:39,400 ♪ Gonna lose my mind ♪ 1753 01:43:39,480 --> 01:43:43,360 -[chattering indistinctly] -♪ I'm gonna lose it with you ♪ 1754 01:43:49,160 --> 01:43:52,520 ♪ You tell me you want everything You want it fast ♪ 1755 01:43:52,600 --> 01:43:57,720 ♪ But all I've ever wanted Is to make something fucking last ♪ 1756 01:43:58,480 --> 01:44:00,200 ♪ I'll go anywhere ♪ 1757 01:44:00,280 --> 01:44:02,160 ♪ I'll go anywhere ♪ 1758 01:44:02,240 --> 01:44:05,920 ♪ I'll go anywhere with you♪ 1759 01:44:06,920 --> 01:44:13,920 ♪ Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh ♪ 1760 01:44:17,400 --> 01:44:18,920 [music fades] 1761 01:44:19,000 --> 01:44:19,960 [whispers] Hi. 1762 01:44:20,720 --> 01:44:21,640 Hi. 1763 01:44:23,720 --> 01:44:24,720 [Nick sighs happily] 1764 01:44:25,440 --> 01:44:27,680 -Oh, I missed this. -[Charlie] Mm. 1765 01:44:30,040 --> 01:44:33,880 Do you wanna go for breakfast, babe? That pancake place. 1766 01:44:34,800 --> 01:44:37,880 -[groans softly] Five more minutes. -[chuckles] 1767 01:44:39,760 --> 01:44:40,960 [Nick murmurs sleepily] 1768 01:44:43,600 --> 01:44:45,600 [gentle music playing] 1769 01:44:55,800 --> 01:44:57,000 [Charlie chuckles softly] 1770 01:45:03,960 --> 01:45:05,040 [chuckles] 1771 01:45:14,760 --> 01:45:16,360 [chuckles] 1772 01:45:19,240 --> 01:45:20,240 [Nick groans] 1773 01:45:21,640 --> 01:45:22,640 [Charlie chuckles] 1774 01:45:26,640 --> 01:45:28,360 [Nick chuckling] 1775 01:45:32,040 --> 01:45:33,800 [both chuckling] 1776 01:45:47,480 --> 01:45:49,280 -Room for more. -[music fades] 1777 01:45:50,160 --> 01:45:51,240 [Nick] Mm-hmm. 1778 01:45:55,160 --> 01:45:56,160 Breakfast? 1779 01:45:57,200 --> 01:45:58,480 This one's my treat. 1780 01:45:59,160 --> 01:46:02,200 Mm, well, we can fight about that when we get there. 1781 01:46:03,240 --> 01:46:05,040 No, wait. One more. 1782 01:46:14,080 --> 01:46:15,200 Come on, then. 1783 01:46:15,280 --> 01:46:17,120 [gentle music playing] 1784 01:46:24,160 --> 01:46:27,000 -[Nick] Is that my rugby hoodie? -Yeah. I'm borrowing it. 1785 01:46:27,080 --> 01:46:29,200 [Nick] Great. I'm never getting that back. 1786 01:46:35,760 --> 01:46:37,560 ♪ I will love you ♪ 1787 01:46:38,160 --> 01:46:41,480 ♪ I will love you with my whole heart ♪ 1788 01:46:42,960 --> 01:46:45,360 {\an8}♪ I will love you with my whole heart ♪ 1789 01:46:45,440 --> 01:46:47,160 {\an8}♪ I will love you, baby ♪ 1790 01:46:47,760 --> 01:46:51,160 ♪ I will love you with my whole heart ♪ 1791 01:46:52,560 --> 01:46:54,960 ♪ I will love you with my whole heart ♪ 1792 01:46:55,040 --> 01:46:59,760 -♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ -♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ 1793 01:46:59,840 --> 01:47:02,160 ♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ 1794 01:47:02,240 --> 01:47:04,560 ♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ 1795 01:47:04,640 --> 01:47:06,960 -♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ -♪ Say you love me ♪ 1796 01:47:07,040 --> 01:47:11,760 -♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ -♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ 1797 01:47:11,840 --> 01:47:14,560 ♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪ 1798 01:47:14,640 --> 01:47:18,960 ♪ And you're all I want ♪ 1799 01:47:19,040 --> 01:47:23,160 {\an8}♪ I fell in love I fell in love the moment that I met you ♪ 1800 01:47:24,160 --> 01:47:28,560 {\an8}♪ And you're all I need ♪ 1801 01:47:28,640 --> 01:47:32,760 ♪ I give my life, I give my love Promise I will protect you ♪ 1802 01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:38,080 ♪ And you're all I've got ♪ 1803 01:47:38,160 --> 01:47:42,240 {\an8}♪ I will not rest until I know The best is always with you ♪ 1804 01:47:43,400 --> 01:47:47,680 {\an8}♪ And I still believe ♪ 1805 01:47:47,760 --> 01:47:52,440 {\an8}♪ And I confess the world's a mess But I will always love you ♪ 1806 01:47:52,520 --> 01:47:54,840 {\an8}-♪ I will save you ♪ -♪ I will save you ♪ 1807 01:47:54,920 --> 01:47:57,280 {\an8}♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪ 1808 01:47:57,360 --> 01:47:59,680 {\an8}♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪ 1809 01:47:59,760 --> 01:48:02,120 {\an8}♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪ 1810 01:48:02,200 --> 01:48:04,720 {\an8}-♪ I will love you, baby ♪ -♪ I will love you, baby ♪ 1811 01:48:04,800 --> 01:48:09,240 {\an8}-♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪ -♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪ 1812 01:48:09,320 --> 01:48:12,160 {\an8}♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪ 1813 01:48:12,240 --> 01:48:16,400 {\an8}♪ And you're all I want ♪ 1814 01:48:16,480 --> 01:48:20,880 {\an8}♪ I fell in love I fell in love the moment that I met you ♪ 1815 01:48:21,840 --> 01:48:25,880 {\an8}♪ And you're all I need ♪ 1816 01:48:25,960 --> 01:48:30,280 {\an8}♪ I give my life, I give my love Promise I will protect you ♪ 1817 01:48:31,480 --> 01:48:35,600 {\an8}♪ And you're all I've got ♪ 1818 01:48:35,680 --> 01:48:39,920 {\an8}♪ I will not rest until I know The best is always with you ♪ 1819 01:48:41,000 --> 01:48:45,320 {\an8}♪ And I still believe ♪ 1820 01:48:45,400 --> 01:48:49,920 {\an8}♪ And I confess that I'm a mess But I will always love you ♪ 1821 01:48:50,000 --> 01:48:52,280 {\an8}♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ 1822 01:48:52,360 --> 01:48:54,720 {\an8}♪ Say you love me true ♪ 1823 01:48:54,800 --> 01:48:56,400 {\an8}♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ 1824 01:48:56,480 --> 01:48:59,480 {\an8}♪ I go crazy, I love you ♪ 1825 01:48:59,560 --> 01:49:02,120 {\an8}-♪ Say you love me ♪ -♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ 1826 01:49:02,200 --> 01:49:04,520 {\an8}-♪ Say you love me true ♪ -♪ Say you love me true ♪ 1827 01:49:04,600 --> 01:49:05,960 {\an8}♪ Say you love me, baby ♪ 1828 01:49:06,040 --> 01:49:08,640 {\an8}♪ I go crazy, I love you ♪ 1829 01:49:09,920 --> 01:49:14,640 {\an8}♪ And you're all I want ♪ 1830 01:49:14,720 --> 01:49:19,440 {\an8}♪ And you're all I need ♪ 1831 01:49:19,520 --> 01:49:24,280 {\an8}♪ And you're all I need ♪ 1832 01:49:24,360 --> 01:49:29,320 {\an8}-♪ And I still believe ♪ -♪ I go crazy ♪ 1833 01:49:29,400 --> 01:49:33,840 {\an8}-♪ And you're all I want ♪ -♪ For you ♪ 1834 01:49:33,920 --> 01:49:36,240 {\an8}♪ And you're all ♪ 1835 01:49:36,320 --> 01:49:38,800 {\an8}♪ I go crazy ♪ 1836 01:49:38,880 --> 01:49:43,440 {\an8}-♪ And I still believe ♪ -♪ For you ♪ 1837 01:49:43,520 --> 01:49:47,360 {\an8}♪ And I live for you ♪ 1838 01:50:24,040 --> 01:50:26,720 [music fades out] 139715