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[dramatic music]
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♪
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-I did it.
-I'm leaving this place.
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I need to get home to my kids.
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I know they need me,
I just feel it in my gut.
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I will always carry
this place in my heart.
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And this tide pool,
it's a deep one.
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Got it!
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Look at the claws
on you, buddy.
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This is a pot-full
of Dungeness crab.
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And I am happy.
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Yeah, there's definitely
a storm a-brew.
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Every day is so long here now.
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When you don't have calories
and you don't have
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anything to do,
it sucks.
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I really can't wait
to get out of here.
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I just miss my wife
something fierce.
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It would be so easy to just
make the call
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and be back
with Shauna tomorrow.
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Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
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[bleep].
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[yelping]
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It's scary out here
in these woods.
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I have not had
a serious meal in a week.
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If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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It's always in the back
of your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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Putting up
with this filming [bleep]?
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Running into a predator,
it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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I'm living
a hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Ah!
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$500,000
is a lot of money.
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It's just gonna keep
getting harder.
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It's not the world
that needs to change.
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It's me
that needs to change.
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[moans]
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♪
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♪
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Isn't that pretty?
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I am so proud of this shank.
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I found this on the beach.
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I mean, I can just grab this
in my pocket
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and use it
and it if impacts
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a rock on the far side
of a fish, so be it.
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It's a nail.
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I can sharpen this again.
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I'm shanking all kinds of stuff.
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You don't want to
mess with me anymore.
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I'm like a...
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I don't know, I'm just kind of
going wild here.
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How to hunt a limpet: you look
and look and look in the rocks.
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I'm gonna use my
pink-handled prison shank.
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So I just get him
underneath the corner
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and now he's history,
he's fish bait.
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♪
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♪ Shank the limpet
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♪ Shank the limpet
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Is he going mad?
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I believe he is.
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♪
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The thing which has gotten me
most, almost everything
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I've eaten so far,
has been a hook and a line.
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And, yes, it's an active means
and I have to do that
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while I'm not doing
other things,
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but all the other things
are done.
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I'm not hurting for wood,
I have plenty of water,
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my shelter is perfect.
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♪
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There's lots of days
I've been fishing
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which I didn't catch anything.
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♪
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But I'm getting better at it.
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♪
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Getting better at
finding where they are.
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I need to get over there,
but the tide is still
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in too far for me to get over.
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I'm getting more patient.
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♪
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Yes!
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♪
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Yes!
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♪
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Yes, the biggest rock bass
I have ever caught
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in my entire life!
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[growls]
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Dinner!
Ow!
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♪
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Can you tell I'm
a happy man today?
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Can you tell...
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that today has been
a good day already?
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I saw it happen too.
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I dropped the limpet in,
I see this fish move up,
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[kissing sound]
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She just hit it.
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I see--there's
a white limpet,
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you know, the white limpets are
white down there,
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and it's all dark, and I see
this fish shape moving up,
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all a sudden that limpet just
goes--right in.
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I gave her a tap,
and oh my goodness,
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she's on the hook
and she is on the stringer!
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♪
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It does not
get better than this.
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♪
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This is the grace of God,
all right?
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All my life,
I've sucked at fishing.
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And I come out here,
I'm like,
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"All right, Lord, you know
I need some fish tonight,
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because I'm really
super hungry."
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♪
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And he's, like,
"Yeah, I love you, man.
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"Here you go.
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Eat a giant fish
tonight for dinner."
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♪
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Yes!
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"In fact, here's
another giant fish."
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♪
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And I really, truly,
and honestly believe
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that if God took his hand
off of me,
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I would fail immediately.
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♪
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Just one misplaced step.
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That what--all it would take
to take me out of here.
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♪
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I got to clean some fish,
make some soup.
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♪
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There.
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I've got more meat in this pot
than at anytime
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during my entire stay
at Desolation Cove.
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I'd be great to actually share
this experience with somebody.
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♪
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And that's the thing that's
killing me about it.
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♪
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The finer things in life are
only fine if you share them.
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♪
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What good is it to go
to a fine restaurant
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and have this
perfect meal alone?
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Wouldn't you rather
take a friend?
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♪
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♪
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I love this sound.
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The sound of the rain
hitting the tarp.
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It's a comforting sound to me.
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♪
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It's a way better sound
than the ocean.
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I'm--I'm sick
of the ocean sound.
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[waves crashing]
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The ocean, to me,
is like that one dude
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that's like,
"Hah hah hah hah hah!
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"Look at me! I'm over here!
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"I'm here! Look at me!
I'm here!"
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You know,
and you're like,
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"All right, dude,
I understand."
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"Yeah, but what about my story?
My story.
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"I've got a bigger
and better story than yours.
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My story."
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Okay, dude, you know, we--
I see that you're there.
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I understand that
your presence is there.
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"No, no, no,
I'm over here!
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Here, I'm here."
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To me, that's the ocean.
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The ocean is always
pow, pow, pow.
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[waves crashing]
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♪
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Anyway,
I check my Paiute here.
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♪
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Nothing.
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The mice are being
a pain again.
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They know about my trap now.
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Huh.
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I think they've learned,
I don't think they're
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coming back anymore.
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♪
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I'm really hungry.
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Really hungry.
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I've been checking my lines,
nothing's been on them.
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I'm starting to get worried.
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♪
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You think it's easy
fishing out there?
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I've tried.
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You think I haven't
gone out there
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every effing night
and fished?
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They're not biting
out there right now.
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[bleep] criminy.
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For some [bleep] reason,
they're not biting.
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And I'm running out of bait
that I could be eating.
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My gill net has been worthless.
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I've caught, like,
two fish the entire time
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I've been here
on that gill net.
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Oh, this darn gill net.
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♪
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What a pain in the hooskie
this thing has been to me.
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♪
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My son told me not to
pack one of these.
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And I said,
"Well, everybody swears by 'em."
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And he hemmed and hawed,
and I'm like,
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"Nah, he doesn't know
what he's talking about.
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I should've listened to him.
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I'm done with my gill net.
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♪
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The resources are--
are really thinning out now.
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I've really depleted
a lot of, basically,
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everything in my area.
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If I'm eating 20
periwinkles a day,
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almost 20 a day,
it shows,
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because they're
not out there.
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♪
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There is so little stuff left.
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And now I've come
to the point where
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I don't really have
the bait to spare.
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♪
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I can't afford to
bait my hooks every single day
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and maybe have
the chance of a fish.
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I have to utilize
that resource.
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I have to eat those
periwinkles.
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I'm done fishing.
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That's it.
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The periwinkles are actually
guaranteed food,
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whereas I'm fishing
and trying to gamble for food.
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It's just not worth it.
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♪
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Damn, some of these
are small, man.
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[sighs]
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Small, small, small.
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Far as I'm concerned, man,
I've done everything I can do.
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It's sheer hopelessness.
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♪
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Sheer hopelessness.
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♪
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There's no hope of getting
anymore food than what I have.
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♪
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There's no hope.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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Sea otter.
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Right in front of my nose.
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♪
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He's finding food all right.
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♪
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I don't think
he has any trouble
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feeding himself here at all.
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♪
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And he seems to be having fun
in the process, to boot.
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♪
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Watching a sea otter here.
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Pretty amazing critter.
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Amazing landscape.
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♪
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This place, uh, not being...
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hungry and cold
and wet and all that,
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like being, uh,
here having a house, a lodge.
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A life of some sort.
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A wife.
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Would be a marvelous
place to visit.
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When all of this is over,
maybe we'll come
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and spend some time here,
but, uh, with full bellies.
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♪
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I think I've done
pretty well so far.
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I pushed my body a bit much.
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I'm very skinny
and I feel quite slow and weak.
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I couldn't win a fight
against a rabbit right now.
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♪
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Checking the net.
267
00:12:31,686 --> 00:12:33,422
If we're lucky,
there's something in there.
268
00:12:33,455 --> 00:12:36,959
♪
269
00:12:36,992 --> 00:12:39,162
Holy Moses, look at that!
270
00:12:39,195 --> 00:12:40,696
I think there's
a fish in there.
271
00:12:40,730 --> 00:12:48,740
♪
272
00:12:54,447 --> 00:13:00,254
♪
273
00:13:00,287 --> 00:13:03,690
These guys are incredibly tough,
these fish.
274
00:13:03,723 --> 00:13:06,194
There must've been
a big predator,
275
00:13:06,227 --> 00:13:09,930
but now, today the day
of the hunter came for you.
276
00:13:09,964 --> 00:13:12,368
As it will come
for all of us someday.
277
00:13:12,401 --> 00:13:14,002
♪
278
00:13:14,035 --> 00:13:18,141
Now, at my current state
of depletion,
279
00:13:18,175 --> 00:13:21,077
one day without grub is all
I'm willing to take.
280
00:13:21,110 --> 00:13:23,046
And then the experiment
is over.
281
00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:30,889
♪
282
00:13:32,191 --> 00:13:36,862
This is the worse shape
I have been in... ever
283
00:13:36,896 --> 00:13:40,200
in my whole entire life,
right now.
284
00:13:42,936 --> 00:13:46,207
♪
285
00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:49,344
The reason I'm
hanging on is Shauna.
286
00:13:49,377 --> 00:13:54,550
♪
287
00:13:54,583 --> 00:13:59,256
I want to give my wife
a better life than she has.
288
00:13:59,289 --> 00:14:00,390
♪
289
00:14:00,424 --> 00:14:01,825
It's all it is right now.
290
00:14:01,858 --> 00:14:04,329
♪
291
00:14:04,362 --> 00:14:05,530
I'm from Spain originally.
292
00:14:05,563 --> 00:14:08,733
Even though my wife
is from Canada,
293
00:14:08,766 --> 00:14:10,802
we live in the Yukon territory.
294
00:14:10,836 --> 00:14:13,472
♪
295
00:14:13,505 --> 00:14:16,643
I'm not allowed
to work in Canada yet.
296
00:14:16,676 --> 00:14:20,213
She's been supporting me
for a while.
297
00:14:20,247 --> 00:14:23,384
This is my once chance
to support her,
298
00:14:23,417 --> 00:14:25,486
and that's why I'm here.
299
00:14:25,519 --> 00:14:26,720
[spits]
300
00:14:26,754 --> 00:14:28,122
♪
301
00:14:28,156 --> 00:14:31,426
This is my one chance in life
I have to really,
302
00:14:31,460 --> 00:14:34,897
really do something
great for my wife.
303
00:14:34,930 --> 00:14:40,437
♪
304
00:14:40,471 --> 00:14:42,506
[hums]
305
00:14:42,539 --> 00:14:50,548
♪
306
00:14:53,552 --> 00:15:01,561
♪
307
00:15:12,374 --> 00:15:14,744
Every night,
I dream about food.
308
00:15:14,777 --> 00:15:18,715
♪
309
00:15:18,748 --> 00:15:22,386
You toss and turn,
you crave, you crave.
310
00:15:22,420 --> 00:15:25,756
You wake up
from a craving dream.
311
00:15:25,789 --> 00:15:28,460
You just got this thing
in the back of your head
312
00:15:28,493 --> 00:15:30,729
that says, "You know, you can
tap, man, you can tap.
313
00:15:30,762 --> 00:15:32,965
"You can be in town
eating a hamburger.
314
00:15:32,998 --> 00:15:35,868
Think about all the restaurants
you're gonna go to."
315
00:15:35,901 --> 00:15:37,637
In the mornings,
when I'm just laying there,
316
00:15:37,670 --> 00:15:40,774
trying to get back to sleep,
it's like a full-blown
317
00:15:40,807 --> 00:15:43,209
raging machine in my head.
318
00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:48,483
♪
319
00:15:48,516 --> 00:15:52,220
I'm in a funk right now.
320
00:15:52,254 --> 00:15:55,659
Every morning, I just wake up
and I'm just ready to tap.
321
00:15:55,692 --> 00:15:58,127
Um, and then I
get some food in me,
322
00:15:58,161 --> 00:16:00,163
it gets dark,
and then I'm like,
323
00:16:00,196 --> 00:16:02,400
"Well, that wasn't
such a bad day."
324
00:16:02,433 --> 00:16:04,535
And then every morning,
it starts over again.
325
00:16:04,569 --> 00:16:07,906
♪
326
00:16:07,939 --> 00:16:11,042
It's getting worse,
day, by day, by day.
327
00:16:11,076 --> 00:16:13,380
I'm starving Marvin, man.
328
00:16:13,413 --> 00:16:14,847
♪
329
00:16:14,881 --> 00:16:17,249
Like, I've never felt
this type of hunger, ever.
330
00:16:17,283 --> 00:16:22,222
♪
331
00:16:22,255 --> 00:16:23,624
Every day,
you lay your head down,
332
00:16:23,657 --> 00:16:25,026
and all you can
think about is food.
333
00:16:25,059 --> 00:16:26,795
When you wake up
in the morning,
334
00:16:26,828 --> 00:16:28,630
they're true hunger pains.
335
00:16:28,663 --> 00:16:31,066
My stomach hurts
most of the time.
336
00:16:31,100 --> 00:16:32,835
It's gurgling most of the time,
337
00:16:32,868 --> 00:16:36,271
it's complaining most of the
time that it needs food.
338
00:16:36,305 --> 00:16:44,315
♪
339
00:16:47,452 --> 00:16:50,489
How much psychological torment
can you actually take?
340
00:16:50,523 --> 00:16:51,990
This is torment.
341
00:16:52,024 --> 00:16:55,061
♪
342
00:16:55,094 --> 00:16:57,096
It's more than
just the cravings.
343
00:16:57,130 --> 00:17:00,968
It's emotional despair,
it's emotional...
344
00:17:01,001 --> 00:17:01,969
trauma.
345
00:17:02,002 --> 00:17:03,103
It's truly trauma.
346
00:17:03,137 --> 00:17:04,839
I'm feeling trauma right now.
347
00:17:04,872 --> 00:17:08,109
♪
348
00:17:08,143 --> 00:17:10,779
Yep, it's pretty close
to tap day, boys.
349
00:17:10,812 --> 00:17:12,782
Pretty close to tap day!
350
00:17:12,815 --> 00:17:14,350
It's close!
351
00:17:14,383 --> 00:17:16,052
It's close!
352
00:17:16,085 --> 00:17:19,356
♪
353
00:17:19,389 --> 00:17:21,659
I'm gonna be gone!
354
00:17:21,692 --> 00:17:25,964
You've taken
the last bit of my soul.
355
00:17:25,997 --> 00:17:28,066
This is all I can handle!
356
00:17:33,906 --> 00:17:35,909
Do you hear me?
357
00:17:38,879 --> 00:17:41,883
This is all I can do!
358
00:17:41,916 --> 00:17:44,418
I can't do no more!
359
00:18:01,338 --> 00:18:09,347
♪
360
00:18:23,297 --> 00:18:25,834
It's going to be
a beautiful day today.
361
00:18:25,867 --> 00:18:30,372
♪
362
00:18:30,405 --> 00:18:34,076
So I'm gonna decorate
this tree with wet socks.
363
00:18:34,109 --> 00:18:39,115
♪
364
00:18:39,149 --> 00:18:42,286
No way it's gonna rain,
there's no way.
365
00:18:42,319 --> 00:18:46,458
You know, I say that, knowing
this is Vancouver Island.
366
00:18:46,491 --> 00:18:48,160
And it very well
could rain today.
367
00:18:48,193 --> 00:18:50,095
It could pour down rain.
368
00:18:50,128 --> 00:18:53,900
♪
369
00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:56,703
So I'm gonna try
and fish from here.
370
00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:59,239
This is very slippery
seaweed on here, though.
371
00:18:59,273 --> 00:19:00,575
♪
372
00:19:00,608 --> 00:19:02,577
This is a place to be careful.
373
00:19:02,610 --> 00:19:03,879
♪
374
00:19:03,912 --> 00:19:06,347
This area is just deep.
375
00:19:06,381 --> 00:19:08,149
And I got a nice ledge
right in here.
376
00:19:08,183 --> 00:19:09,384
I'm gonna try and fish.
377
00:19:09,417 --> 00:19:11,220
Maybe there's something
hanging out in there.
378
00:19:11,253 --> 00:19:13,289
♪
379
00:19:13,322 --> 00:19:15,191
Oh, something grabbed it.
380
00:19:15,224 --> 00:19:17,427
In the beginning, there was
lots of days like today,
381
00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:19,763
which I didn't eat anything.
382
00:19:19,797 --> 00:19:22,701
There was lots of opportunity
in fish and things going on
383
00:19:22,734 --> 00:19:24,535
out there, I just didn't know
what to do with it.
384
00:19:24,569 --> 00:19:26,470
I didn't know how to get it.
385
00:19:26,504 --> 00:19:27,807
Yes!
386
00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:31,944
♪
387
00:19:31,977 --> 00:19:36,316
and now that I do, I'm
consistently hitting on fish.
388
00:19:36,349 --> 00:19:38,184
That's how survival goes.
389
00:19:38,218 --> 00:19:45,761
♪
390
00:19:46,795 --> 00:19:49,531
Ugh.
391
00:19:49,564 --> 00:19:50,800
Cut off the hook.
392
00:19:50,834 --> 00:19:52,401
Whoa.
393
00:19:52,435 --> 00:19:54,804
That was close.
394
00:19:54,838 --> 00:19:56,606
That was close.
395
00:19:56,640 --> 00:20:00,177
♪
396
00:20:00,210 --> 00:20:02,379
Physically, I can hold my own
for a long time
397
00:20:02,412 --> 00:20:04,482
doing this, I think.
I really can.
398
00:20:04,515 --> 00:20:06,785
♪
399
00:20:06,818 --> 00:20:09,989
I know that, emotionally,
this is getting more difficult.
400
00:20:10,022 --> 00:20:11,323
Definitely.
401
00:20:11,357 --> 00:20:12,725
♪
402
00:20:12,759 --> 00:20:15,663
There's that hierarchy
of human needs.
403
00:20:15,696 --> 00:20:19,232
If you don't have air, you're
not gonna think about water.
404
00:20:19,266 --> 00:20:22,536
If you don't have water, you're
not gonna think about food.
405
00:20:22,570 --> 00:20:25,273
If I have food,
then I start doing things
406
00:20:25,306 --> 00:20:27,009
like missing my kids.
407
00:20:27,042 --> 00:20:30,846
Start thinking about
the fact that I'm alone.
408
00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:33,216
♪
409
00:20:33,249 --> 00:20:35,819
On the one hand,
I'm still happy to be here,
410
00:20:35,852 --> 00:20:38,122
on the other hand,
thoughts of home
411
00:20:38,155 --> 00:20:39,724
are really starting
to get to me.
412
00:20:39,757 --> 00:20:42,694
♪
413
00:20:42,727 --> 00:20:45,898
As this becomes more
and more normal to me,
414
00:20:45,931 --> 00:20:48,600
what I'm missing becomes
more and more real.
415
00:20:48,633 --> 00:20:52,338
♪
416
00:20:52,371 --> 00:20:54,741
I am lonely.
417
00:20:54,774 --> 00:20:56,310
♪
418
00:20:56,343 --> 00:20:57,712
I need a hug.
419
00:20:57,745 --> 00:20:59,179
♪
420
00:20:59,213 --> 00:21:01,549
That's what I need right now,
at this moment,
421
00:21:01,582 --> 00:21:04,119
and I can't have that.
422
00:21:04,152 --> 00:21:07,256
I need to talk to my kids
and I can't do that.
423
00:21:07,289 --> 00:21:08,624
♪
424
00:21:08,657 --> 00:21:10,827
This is not easy
425
00:21:10,860 --> 00:21:14,965
and I just kind of
push that down.
426
00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:18,368
[sniffles]
427
00:21:18,401 --> 00:21:22,440
♪
428
00:21:22,473 --> 00:21:24,275
[wind whistling]
429
00:21:24,308 --> 00:21:32,318
♪
430
00:21:35,321 --> 00:21:43,331
♪
431
00:21:46,401 --> 00:21:48,972
You live on
a razor edge out here
432
00:21:49,005 --> 00:21:53,109
as to whether you're gonna
succeed or fail.
433
00:21:53,142 --> 00:21:54,979
And I'm not talking
life or death,
434
00:21:55,012 --> 00:21:58,415
I'm talking having to tap
and go home.
435
00:21:58,448 --> 00:22:05,957
♪
436
00:22:06,959 --> 00:22:09,328
It's definitely 1,000 cuts.
437
00:22:09,361 --> 00:22:13,166
It's lack of calories.
438
00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:15,502
You know, the rain.
439
00:22:15,535 --> 00:22:18,072
The rough weather
with the rough tides.
440
00:22:18,106 --> 00:22:20,608
You got the drift coming in
and wrecking your gill net
441
00:22:20,641 --> 00:22:23,111
or wrecking your lines.
442
00:22:23,144 --> 00:22:25,948
The fish not biting.
443
00:22:25,981 --> 00:22:29,184
The mouse chewing through
your pack.
444
00:22:29,218 --> 00:22:32,755
And right now,
it's the freaking hunger.
445
00:22:32,789 --> 00:22:35,225
These are all things that nag
and you and nag at you
446
00:22:35,258 --> 00:22:37,594
and jab and jab and jab.
447
00:22:37,628 --> 00:22:40,097
Until, finally, you just ain't
got nothing left.
448
00:22:40,131 --> 00:22:42,467
I'm at that point now where
I ain't got nothing left.
449
00:22:42,500 --> 00:22:46,805
♪
450
00:22:46,839 --> 00:22:50,543
I got to be honest with ya,
I've pretty much--
451
00:22:50,576 --> 00:22:52,545
my will has been broken.
452
00:22:52,578 --> 00:22:55,549
♪
453
00:22:55,582 --> 00:22:57,451
I've had enough of this crap.
454
00:22:57,484 --> 00:22:58,652
I'm over it.
455
00:22:58,685 --> 00:23:00,889
It seems stupid
to think that way
456
00:23:00,922 --> 00:23:03,691
when there's that large
of a sum of money involved,
457
00:23:03,724 --> 00:23:06,863
but, you know, a person
can only handle so much.
458
00:23:06,896 --> 00:23:08,297
♪
459
00:23:08,330 --> 00:23:09,899
You know, who knows
how long these people
460
00:23:09,932 --> 00:23:11,301
are gonna last for?
461
00:23:11,334 --> 00:23:12,970
I don't even know
how many people are left,
462
00:23:13,003 --> 00:23:16,941
and they could be, you know,
catching fish left and right.
463
00:23:16,975 --> 00:23:19,210
I don't know.
464
00:23:19,243 --> 00:23:20,711
It's disheartening.
465
00:23:20,744 --> 00:23:25,817
♪
466
00:23:25,851 --> 00:23:27,719
Giving up sucks.
467
00:23:27,752 --> 00:23:28,889
♪
468
00:23:28,922 --> 00:23:31,024
There's no way
to sugar coat it.
469
00:23:31,057 --> 00:23:33,259
Just giving up.
470
00:23:33,293 --> 00:23:36,430
I never--I don't remember ever
giving up anything in my life.
471
00:23:36,463 --> 00:23:40,335
It's a sucky-ass feeling.
472
00:23:40,368 --> 00:23:42,470
I just don't want to
let my family down, man.
473
00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:44,839
♪
474
00:23:44,873 --> 00:23:46,575
It just keeps coming back.
475
00:23:46,609 --> 00:23:48,711
Keeps coming back
and nagging me, just, like,
476
00:23:48,744 --> 00:23:52,282
"Well, you freaking loser."
477
00:23:52,316 --> 00:23:54,684
It's just...
478
00:23:54,718 --> 00:23:56,220
God.
479
00:23:56,253 --> 00:23:59,357
[fire crackling]
480
00:23:59,390 --> 00:24:02,827
I didn't come out here
for the money.
481
00:24:02,860 --> 00:24:05,164
I came out here
to test myself.
482
00:24:07,766 --> 00:24:10,303
But, on the other hand...
483
00:24:10,337 --> 00:24:12,572
I could do so much
for my family, man.
484
00:24:12,605 --> 00:24:15,609
[fire crackling]
485
00:24:18,279 --> 00:24:19,914
Very disappointing.
486
00:24:19,948 --> 00:24:22,184
My wife--
my wife's gonna be,
487
00:24:22,217 --> 00:24:24,153
in her heart,
I know she's gonna be--
488
00:24:24,186 --> 00:24:25,787
I know she's gonna be
disappointed in me.
489
00:24:25,820 --> 00:24:28,925
God bless it.
490
00:24:28,959 --> 00:24:30,893
I know she...
491
00:24:30,927 --> 00:24:33,164
she's--I'm--
492
00:24:33,197 --> 00:24:35,199
Oh.
493
00:24:35,232 --> 00:24:37,301
She's gonna think about that
money and think,
494
00:24:37,334 --> 00:24:38,635
"Gosh,
that would have been a
495
00:24:38,669 --> 00:24:41,139
"really nice
deal for us, you know?
496
00:24:41,173 --> 00:24:42,774
"We could have sold the house,
we could have gotten out
497
00:24:42,807 --> 00:24:45,744
from underneath
this mortgage."
498
00:24:45,778 --> 00:24:48,881
You know, and that's
what I'm thinking too.
499
00:24:48,914 --> 00:24:50,416
She would never
say anything like that
500
00:24:50,449 --> 00:24:53,720
to me to hurt my feelings
like that, but...
501
00:24:53,753 --> 00:24:56,724
[sobs]
502
00:24:56,757 --> 00:25:03,399
♪
503
00:25:03,432 --> 00:25:07,336
I just feel like I'm
letting her down so bad, man.
504
00:25:07,369 --> 00:25:09,539
I had such high expectations
of coming out here
505
00:25:09,572 --> 00:25:11,541
and winning this.
506
00:25:11,574 --> 00:25:19,583
♪
507
00:25:22,587 --> 00:25:30,596
♪
508
00:25:36,970 --> 00:25:39,241
[sobbing]
Please, God, help me.
509
00:25:39,274 --> 00:25:42,544
Please help me.
[cries]
510
00:25:42,577 --> 00:25:50,554
♪
511
00:25:50,587 --> 00:25:52,589
Please, God.
512
00:25:54,424 --> 00:25:56,127
Please, man.
513
00:25:56,161 --> 00:25:57,962
Please, God.
514
00:25:57,995 --> 00:26:04,236
♪
515
00:26:04,270 --> 00:26:06,272
Please.
516
00:26:07,474 --> 00:26:10,243
Make it end soon, please.
517
00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:14,115
Just make it end, God, I
don't have the energy for this.
518
00:26:14,148 --> 00:26:17,218
I don't have the will for this.
519
00:26:17,251 --> 00:26:19,254
I ain't got much fuel left
in my tank, baby.
520
00:26:19,288 --> 00:26:20,455
I ain't got much fuel left.
521
00:26:20,489 --> 00:26:21,456
I ain't got it.
522
00:26:21,490 --> 00:26:22,591
I just ain't got it.
523
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:25,361
In my heart and in my mind.
524
00:26:25,395 --> 00:26:28,398
[sniffling]
525
00:26:30,400 --> 00:26:32,336
♪
526
00:26:32,369 --> 00:26:34,205
Please, God, help me.
527
00:26:34,238 --> 00:26:35,972
Please help me, man.
528
00:26:36,006 --> 00:26:44,016
♪
529
00:26:45,151 --> 00:26:47,586
Make it rain fish
or something, man.
530
00:26:47,620 --> 00:26:53,760
♪
531
00:26:53,793 --> 00:26:56,131
Oh, God, help me.
532
00:27:01,137 --> 00:27:04,106
[dramatic music]
533
00:27:04,140 --> 00:27:12,150
♪
534
00:27:21,826 --> 00:27:25,565
I was kind of hoping for
a spin with the kayak
535
00:27:25,598 --> 00:27:29,135
to try to fish by hand.
536
00:27:29,169 --> 00:27:32,939
But it--it's, uh,
today is very variable.
537
00:27:32,973 --> 00:27:37,979
It--rain showers, sunshine,
rain showers, wind.
538
00:27:38,012 --> 00:27:42,918
It doesn't look like
a kayak day very much at all.
539
00:27:42,951 --> 00:27:46,722
Not a whole lot left in my
carefully-hoarded supplies,
540
00:27:46,755 --> 00:27:49,759
so I'm basically stretching
what little food I had
541
00:27:49,793 --> 00:27:54,999
from the last few days
and seeing what comes my way.
542
00:27:55,032 --> 00:27:58,236
♪
543
00:27:58,269 --> 00:28:02,574
It all happens in accordance to
what the bush wants to give me.
544
00:28:02,608 --> 00:28:05,678
And so far,
the bush has been, actually,
545
00:28:05,712 --> 00:28:08,215
surprisingly generous.
546
00:28:08,248 --> 00:28:13,020
Yeah, we'll see how much longer
I am being supported here,
547
00:28:13,053 --> 00:28:17,426
how much longer I'm being
nourished and kept.
548
00:28:17,459 --> 00:28:25,468
♪
549
00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,650
The gill net,
I have a pulley system there.
550
00:28:38,683 --> 00:28:41,787
And, basically, when there's a
piece of wood that tangles,
551
00:28:41,820 --> 00:28:46,125
the net and the pull line,
it won't go.
552
00:28:46,159 --> 00:28:48,061
That's a problem.
553
00:28:48,094 --> 00:28:49,629
[thunder rumbling]
554
00:28:49,663 --> 00:28:53,334
Oh, this stick, I think,
came loose.
555
00:28:53,368 --> 00:28:57,071
Boy, would that ever
be good news.
556
00:28:57,104 --> 00:28:58,407
And it rhymes.
557
00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:00,876
♪
558
00:29:00,909 --> 00:29:02,678
Uh-oh.
559
00:29:02,711 --> 00:29:05,047
The whole net came out,
I think.
560
00:29:05,081 --> 00:29:08,985
♪
561
00:29:09,018 --> 00:29:11,054
My whole gill net is out.
562
00:29:11,088 --> 00:29:12,956
♪
563
00:29:12,990 --> 00:29:14,292
Oh, boy.
564
00:29:14,325 --> 00:29:17,161
♪
565
00:29:17,195 --> 00:29:18,730
Oh, boy.
566
00:29:18,763 --> 00:29:21,100
♪
567
00:29:21,133 --> 00:29:23,569
I've pulled up the whole
anchor system of the net
568
00:29:23,603 --> 00:29:26,105
♪
569
00:29:26,138 --> 00:29:28,575
And I can't do anything
about it right now.
570
00:29:28,609 --> 00:29:30,411
It's too deep to set it.
571
00:29:30,444 --> 00:29:35,216
♪
572
00:29:35,249 --> 00:29:37,419
I need to come back again
and reset it.
573
00:29:37,452 --> 00:29:39,488
[grunting]
574
00:29:39,522 --> 00:29:41,490
Or make a decision about it.
575
00:29:41,524 --> 00:29:46,596
♪
576
00:29:46,630 --> 00:29:48,665
The gill net is providing me
577
00:29:48,698 --> 00:29:51,068
sometimes those gorgeous meals.
578
00:29:51,101 --> 00:29:55,640
And it's gonna be really hard
to survive here without it.
579
00:29:55,673 --> 00:30:00,178
♪
580
00:30:00,211 --> 00:30:03,516
I'm stretching the supplies
that I have right now
581
00:30:03,550 --> 00:30:05,918
to the point of impossibility.
582
00:30:05,952 --> 00:30:10,324
♪
583
00:30:10,358 --> 00:30:14,162
It's not looking
all that promising.
584
00:30:14,195 --> 00:30:16,598
Unless I put
the gill net in.
585
00:30:20,269 --> 00:30:25,675
The lower most tides
that let me wade in the water
586
00:30:25,708 --> 00:30:30,013
and pound stakes in the ground,
it has to be really, really low,
587
00:30:30,046 --> 00:30:31,348
and those are the moon tides.
588
00:30:31,382 --> 00:30:34,085
And we just passed new moon.
589
00:30:34,118 --> 00:30:36,621
So, basically,
I'm as far away
590
00:30:36,654 --> 00:30:40,058
of the big moon tides
as I can be.
591
00:30:40,092 --> 00:30:42,728
I just can't wait that long.
592
00:30:42,761 --> 00:30:47,166
So I've been thinking of how
to set it up from the kayak.
593
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:50,738
Kayaking is becoming
more of a challenge.
594
00:30:50,771 --> 00:30:53,374
Everything's been getting
colder and colder here
595
00:30:53,408 --> 00:30:56,111
and wearing those
wet water shoes
596
00:30:56,144 --> 00:30:59,314
in the kayak for an hour...
597
00:30:59,347 --> 00:31:02,852
my feet come out,
it's clumps of ice.
598
00:31:02,885 --> 00:31:05,788
I mean,
it's really rough.
599
00:31:05,822 --> 00:31:08,759
♪
600
00:31:08,792 --> 00:31:11,261
I'm gonna try
to do that tomorrow.
601
00:31:11,294 --> 00:31:15,634
If that works,
I'll have a gill net again.
602
00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:17,469
If not, then, uh...
603
00:31:17,502 --> 00:31:19,739
♪
604
00:31:19,772 --> 00:31:22,475
Looks like some rough times
may be ahead.
605
00:31:22,508 --> 00:31:30,518
♪
606
00:31:54,646 --> 00:31:56,181
[chuckles]
607
00:31:56,214 --> 00:31:59,084
Weird dream--I dreamed
I was here at the cove
608
00:31:59,117 --> 00:32:02,489
and there was a bunch of kids
here from the Quatsino tribe
609
00:32:02,522 --> 00:32:04,624
that were teaching me
how to fish with spears.
610
00:32:04,657 --> 00:32:06,494
♪
611
00:32:06,527 --> 00:32:08,295
And I just thought
that was the coolest thing.
612
00:32:08,328 --> 00:32:10,698
And I wake up
and, you know, it's like,
613
00:32:10,731 --> 00:32:12,901
"Okay, I'm all by myself
here now."
614
00:32:12,934 --> 00:32:20,943
♪
615
00:32:22,545 --> 00:32:25,015
I'm feeling the lack of people,
definitely.
616
00:32:25,048 --> 00:32:31,923
♪
617
00:32:31,956 --> 00:32:35,828
The thing that bothers me
about being alone out here
618
00:32:35,861 --> 00:32:38,531
is that I'm doing an activity
which I have always
619
00:32:38,564 --> 00:32:39,898
shared with other people.
620
00:32:39,932 --> 00:32:41,835
I have always been involved
with other people
621
00:32:41,868 --> 00:32:43,837
when I'm in the bush.
622
00:32:43,870 --> 00:32:48,008
♪
623
00:32:48,042 --> 00:32:49,777
It's like, man,
I've got this great place,
624
00:32:49,810 --> 00:32:53,148
this great camp,
and I'm the only one in it.
625
00:32:53,181 --> 00:32:54,916
And what's the fun in that?
626
00:32:54,950 --> 00:32:57,753
♪
627
00:32:57,786 --> 00:33:01,691
I'm beginning to understand
and learn how human contact
628
00:33:01,724 --> 00:33:05,028
is a basic human need,
that we really do need this
629
00:33:05,062 --> 00:33:06,329
social interaction.
630
00:33:06,363 --> 00:33:07,931
We're social creatures,
and we're not
631
00:33:07,965 --> 00:33:09,332
designed to live alone.
632
00:33:09,366 --> 00:33:11,035
♪
633
00:33:11,069 --> 00:33:13,738
And universally,
we view people
634
00:33:13,772 --> 00:33:16,040
that do live away from society
635
00:33:16,074 --> 00:33:18,844
as an aberration.
636
00:33:21,847 --> 00:33:24,217
The isolation of this is what
makes this experience
637
00:33:24,250 --> 00:33:25,786
what it is.
638
00:33:25,819 --> 00:33:29,490
The isolation, and the fact
that I am out here by myself
639
00:33:29,523 --> 00:33:31,793
and do not have
anyone to talk to
640
00:33:31,826 --> 00:33:34,997
and do not have anyone else
to depend upon.
641
00:33:35,030 --> 00:33:37,365
Or to care for.
642
00:33:37,399 --> 00:33:40,336
And I think that's a
significant motivation in life
643
00:33:40,369 --> 00:33:43,039
that keeps us moving,
that keeps up going,
644
00:33:43,072 --> 00:33:45,208
is to care
for somebody else.
645
00:33:45,241 --> 00:33:47,778
♪
646
00:33:47,812 --> 00:33:50,480
I've never been away from my
kids for more than
647
00:33:50,514 --> 00:33:51,917
a week or two.
648
00:33:51,950 --> 00:33:55,120
And homesickness...
649
00:33:55,153 --> 00:33:56,622
could really get you here.
650
00:33:56,655 --> 00:34:00,860
♪
651
00:34:00,893 --> 00:34:02,962
The isolation
is getting to me.
652
00:34:02,995 --> 00:34:05,866
It really does bother me now.
653
00:34:05,899 --> 00:34:10,705
I don't like being alone
and cut off like this.
654
00:34:10,739 --> 00:34:13,241
♪
655
00:34:13,274 --> 00:34:16,111
At this point, there's nothing
really good about it.
656
00:34:16,145 --> 00:34:22,653
♪
657
00:34:22,686 --> 00:34:24,688
How long is long enough?
658
00:34:24,721 --> 00:34:28,159
♪
659
00:34:31,395 --> 00:34:34,366
[dramatic music]
660
00:34:34,399 --> 00:34:42,408
♪
661
00:34:53,354 --> 00:34:55,323
Oh, what a beautiful day.
662
00:34:55,356 --> 00:34:57,894
Thank you, Lord.
Oh, my gosh.
663
00:34:57,927 --> 00:35:04,835
♪
664
00:35:04,868 --> 00:35:06,436
You can get into a rut
where you're kind of
665
00:35:06,469 --> 00:35:09,407
feeling sorry for yourself
a little bit.
666
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,977
And this journey
667
00:35:13,011 --> 00:35:16,782
has kind of opened my eyes
to just how lucky
668
00:35:16,816 --> 00:35:18,818
and how fortunate I am.
669
00:35:18,851 --> 00:35:20,553
♪
670
00:35:20,586 --> 00:35:23,189
I've worked hard
to be good at my job.
671
00:35:23,223 --> 00:35:26,093
My wife has worked hard
to be good at her job.
672
00:35:26,127 --> 00:35:28,362
Nothing was just
handed to us.
673
00:35:28,395 --> 00:35:33,101
But we are extremely lucky
674
00:35:33,135 --> 00:35:36,304
to be in the situation
that we are in.
675
00:35:36,338 --> 00:35:40,609
I need to stop being such a
half empty kind of guy
676
00:35:40,643 --> 00:35:43,313
and be more half full,
you know?
677
00:35:43,347 --> 00:35:46,150
A glass half full kind of guy
and just be more positive.
678
00:35:46,183 --> 00:35:51,857
♪
679
00:35:51,890 --> 00:35:54,960
Today, I made the decision
that I was gonna
680
00:35:54,993 --> 00:35:58,430
burn all my firewood
and I was gonna just eat
681
00:35:58,464 --> 00:36:01,534
the last of my limpets
and periwinkles.
682
00:36:01,568 --> 00:36:09,577
♪
683
00:36:11,312 --> 00:36:14,750
I was ready to go home.
684
00:36:14,784 --> 00:36:17,753
I thought God had given me
the perfect day
685
00:36:17,787 --> 00:36:20,023
to finish out
my journey here.
686
00:36:20,056 --> 00:36:23,526
♪
687
00:36:23,559 --> 00:36:24,862
I am mentally checked out.
688
00:36:24,896 --> 00:36:26,931
♪
689
00:36:26,964 --> 00:36:30,034
I went to a really
bad place, man.
690
00:36:30,067 --> 00:36:32,570
I really don't
want to go there again.
691
00:36:32,604 --> 00:36:40,579
♪
692
00:36:40,613 --> 00:36:43,350
I can either lose this...
693
00:36:43,383 --> 00:36:45,085
or I can gut it out and win it.
694
00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:52,961
♪
695
00:36:54,030 --> 00:36:55,664
[sighs]
696
00:36:55,697 --> 00:36:59,468
♪
697
00:36:59,501 --> 00:37:01,038
I freaking want to win.
698
00:37:01,071 --> 00:37:02,605
I want to win this bad.
699
00:37:02,639 --> 00:37:05,008
♪
700
00:37:05,042 --> 00:37:06,477
I need this win.
701
00:37:06,510 --> 00:37:09,347
It would help my wife out,
it would help me out.
702
00:37:09,380 --> 00:37:10,982
♪
703
00:37:11,015 --> 00:37:13,418
It would be a significant
life change.
704
00:37:13,452 --> 00:37:18,358
♪
705
00:37:18,391 --> 00:37:20,293
I'll have to start
on the hunt for limpets
706
00:37:20,326 --> 00:37:23,397
and periwinkles
and stuff again.
707
00:37:23,430 --> 00:37:25,900
Maybe I'll start running lines
again, you know?
708
00:37:25,933 --> 00:37:30,105
♪
709
00:37:30,138 --> 00:37:34,209
I'm gonna waste this entire
journey if I tap now.
710
00:37:34,242 --> 00:37:36,079
It's all up to me, man.
711
00:37:36,112 --> 00:37:39,448
♪
712
00:37:39,482 --> 00:37:41,818
You know,
how much can you handle?
713
00:37:41,852 --> 00:37:43,520
How far can you go?
714
00:37:43,553 --> 00:37:47,792
♪
715
00:37:47,825 --> 00:37:51,229
I thought I went
as far as I could.
716
00:37:51,262 --> 00:37:55,234
Evidently, I got a little bit
left in me still.
717
00:37:55,267 --> 00:37:56,602
Which sucks.
718
00:37:56,635 --> 00:37:59,907
♪
719
00:37:59,940 --> 00:38:02,775
When you're right at that point
where you say,
720
00:38:02,809 --> 00:38:05,113
"I did everything I can do,"
721
00:38:05,146 --> 00:38:08,416
There's always a little bit
more you can give.
722
00:38:08,449 --> 00:38:10,852
There's always
a little bit more.
723
00:38:10,886 --> 00:38:13,222
You can dig always
a little bit deeper.
724
00:38:13,255 --> 00:38:15,190
♪
725
00:38:15,224 --> 00:38:16,960
I'm digging deeper,
I'm trying to dig as deep
726
00:38:16,993 --> 00:38:18,528
as I can possibly go.
727
00:38:18,561 --> 00:38:21,064
♪
728
00:38:21,097 --> 00:38:22,833
I'd rather go out swinging.
729
00:38:22,866 --> 00:38:30,408
♪
730
00:38:36,549 --> 00:38:44,558
♪
731
00:38:57,206 --> 00:38:59,809
I'm, uh...
732
00:38:59,842 --> 00:39:03,881
putting some stuff here together
sort of quick.
733
00:39:03,914 --> 00:39:05,950
♪
734
00:39:05,984 --> 00:39:08,519
I have to pull out
the whole gill net.
735
00:39:08,552 --> 00:39:10,555
So I got the gill net now.
736
00:39:10,589 --> 00:39:12,424
♪
737
00:39:12,457 --> 00:39:15,728
Which means that, uh,
738
00:39:15,761 --> 00:39:18,664
I'm running out
of grub, basically.
739
00:39:18,698 --> 00:39:20,968
♪
740
00:39:21,002 --> 00:39:25,806
The option of pulling the post
back in from the water
741
00:39:25,839 --> 00:39:29,011
is not a good valid option
right now.
742
00:39:29,044 --> 00:39:34,150
♪
743
00:39:34,183 --> 00:39:38,087
So I've been thinking of how to
set it up from the kayak.
744
00:39:38,121 --> 00:39:39,489
♪
745
00:39:39,523 --> 00:39:42,559
I figured, how 'bout I go--
746
00:39:42,592 --> 00:39:46,497
I sink a rock
with a line in a float.
747
00:39:46,531 --> 00:39:48,499
Perfect.
748
00:39:48,533 --> 00:39:53,839
So this guy,
I hope, goes out
749
00:39:53,872 --> 00:39:56,976
to the shore
and this guy,
750
00:39:57,010 --> 00:39:59,212
this rope here,
751
00:39:59,246 --> 00:40:02,050
goes down to a stone.
752
00:40:02,083 --> 00:40:06,520
It'll sink where the pole,
the stick, used to be.
753
00:40:06,554 --> 00:40:08,157
♪
754
00:40:08,190 --> 00:40:09,224
Is it going to work?
755
00:40:09,258 --> 00:40:11,560
♪
756
00:40:11,593 --> 00:40:13,262
I don't know.
757
00:40:13,295 --> 00:40:14,697
But I have to try.
758
00:40:14,730 --> 00:40:16,966
Yes, I do.
759
00:40:16,999 --> 00:40:18,534
'Cause that's what
a man does.
760
00:40:18,568 --> 00:40:19,803
Try.
761
00:40:19,836 --> 00:40:27,845
♪
762
00:40:36,989 --> 00:40:40,026
I am really hoping
to go back into
763
00:40:40,060 --> 00:40:43,464
food production very soon.
764
00:40:43,498 --> 00:40:45,666
Because I'm not ready
to go home.
765
00:40:45,700 --> 00:40:50,606
♪
766
00:40:50,639 --> 00:40:53,475
I'm here trying
to accomplish something...
767
00:40:53,509 --> 00:40:54,643
♪
768
00:40:54,676 --> 00:40:56,379
For my family.
769
00:40:56,413 --> 00:40:58,381
♪
770
00:40:58,415 --> 00:41:02,086
The honorable thing to do it is
to fight on and push on.
771
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:04,155
♪
772
00:41:04,188 --> 00:41:07,126
There's no better reason,
anyway, in the universe.
773
00:41:07,159 --> 00:41:10,329
Do things for love
or for fear in the end.
774
00:41:10,362 --> 00:41:11,796
I said I'm gonna carry on
775
00:41:11,830 --> 00:41:15,368
for the love I have
for this woman...
776
00:41:15,401 --> 00:41:18,505
and to try to
change her life.
777
00:41:18,539 --> 00:41:21,508
If I win, I can
really change her life.
778
00:41:21,542 --> 00:41:24,512
♪
779
00:41:24,546 --> 00:41:27,048
She's been supporting me and I
really want to support her.
780
00:41:27,081 --> 00:41:32,921
♪
781
00:41:32,955 --> 00:41:36,893
Life has given me this one
chance to make a life-changing
782
00:41:36,926 --> 00:41:39,463
event happen for my family.
783
00:41:39,496 --> 00:41:42,099
♪
784
00:41:42,133 --> 00:41:46,271
But how many times do you get
into something like this
785
00:41:46,304 --> 00:41:49,107
where you have a real shot...
786
00:41:49,141 --> 00:41:51,377
at a prize like this, right?
787
00:41:51,410 --> 00:41:59,386
♪
788
00:41:59,419 --> 00:42:01,522
[yelps]
789
00:42:01,555 --> 00:42:02,790
[screams]
790
00:42:02,823 --> 00:42:10,832
♪
791
00:42:21,212 --> 00:42:22,179
♪
792
00:42:22,213 --> 00:42:23,215
How many more days?
793
00:42:23,248 --> 00:42:24,682
How many more days of this?
794
00:42:24,716 --> 00:42:26,184
[shouts]
795
00:42:26,218 --> 00:42:29,021
You ever have one of those days
where everything's going right?
796
00:42:29,054 --> 00:42:30,389
Bazinga!
797
00:42:30,423 --> 00:42:32,858
I finally caught
the effing mouse!
798
00:42:32,891 --> 00:42:34,059
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
799
00:42:34,092 --> 00:42:36,095
Look at this fantastic fish.
800
00:42:36,129 --> 00:42:37,297
Whoo-hoo!
801
00:42:37,331 --> 00:42:38,965
That prize money
would be huge.
802
00:42:38,998 --> 00:42:41,168
I'm sick of being the dad
that always has to say no.
803
00:42:41,202 --> 00:42:43,704
$500,000 can help
my family out.
804
00:42:43,738 --> 00:42:44,839
Makes things better for us.
805
00:42:44,872 --> 00:42:46,173
Believe me,
I'll keep fighting.
806
00:42:46,207 --> 00:42:47,843
Every step of the way,
I'll keep fighting.
807
00:42:47,876 --> 00:42:49,077
Whoo!
808
00:42:49,110 --> 00:42:57,119
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