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[dramatic music]
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♪
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I feel guilty,
wasting time and space
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that could be used
in a better way.
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Boom!
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My journey is selfish
and self-serving.
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The biggest question
I have is just,
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"What am I
doing this for?"
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I'm ready to go.
I'm tapping out.
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I just can't get
enough to eat.
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I have to finish my net.
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And if that doesn't
attract fish,
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I don't know
what else to do.
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I'm part
of the ecosystem here.
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The bears and I
forage on the beach
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together
at the same time.
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Looks like we got something!
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We're all eating well.
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Everything is underwater.
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But you know what?
That doesn't matter.
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It's day 22.
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I need to get
to the top of that mountain.
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Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
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[bleep].
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[yelping]
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It's scary out here
in these woods.
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I have not had
a serious meal in a week.
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If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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It's always in the back
of your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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Putting up
with this filming [bleep]?
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Running into a predator,
it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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I'm living
a hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Ah!
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$500,000
is a lot of money.
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It's just gonna keep
getting harder.
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It's not the world
that needs to change.
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It's me
that needs to change.
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[moans]
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♪
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[pensive music]
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♪
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[water rushing]
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[saw scraping]
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♪
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Man, a chain saw
would be amazing...
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or a lightsaber.
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[imitates lightsaber buzzing]
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Oh, I want a lightsaber
so bad.
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Seriously, okay,
if you're gonna have
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any of your
science fiction weapons,
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the lightsaber
is the coolest.
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[imitates lightsaber warbling
and buzzing]
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Oh, yeah.
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A lightsaber here--
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now, could you chop firewood
with a lightsaber
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and not have it
light on fire?
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I don't know.
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But it's a fantasy weapon,
so I'm saying
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there's probably a setting
on there that says,
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"Yeah, chop firewood,
don't light it on fire."
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[imitates lightsaber buzzing]
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Oh, yeah.
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[rain pattering]
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Yeah, the lightsaber.
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[imitates lightsaber warbling
and buzzing]
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Yeah, a lightsaber,
that'd be it.
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I'd be happy
if I had a lightsaber.
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[pensive music]
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It's just weird to think
that as I'm sitting here
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in my shelter,
a million people
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could possibly
be watching this moment
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in my life.
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There's some guy
sitting there,
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and he's got
a chicken thigh,
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and he's just
eating his chicken thigh,
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and he's watching me out here
starving to death.
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Yeah--I'm happy for him.
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I really am.
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I'm happy for you, guy.
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You know, enjoy
the people around you.
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Look to your right;
look to your left
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and realize that
if you were me,
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you'd be missing
those people, okay?
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♪
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And give them a hug.
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I don't care who it is.
Could be your uncle Harry.
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You know what I mean?
Give the man a hug.
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[sniffs]
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Because being alone...
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♪
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Being alone
is a hard thing.
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♪
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[sniffs]
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[rain pattering]
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[birds chirping]
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♪
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Apparently last night,
I did not catch any fish.
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[sighs]
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Frustration.
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I've made a gill net.
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It's a great gill net.
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I just, apparently,
suck at setting gill nets.
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They're very snooty
little fish.
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I don't know
what they want.
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I can feel myself
getting skinny.
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♪
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I haven't
been skinny since...
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never.
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I've never been skinny.
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I don't have the energy to do
all the things I need to do.
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♪
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The high tide
brought one of those
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big, yellow cedar logs in.
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If a half-ton log
goes flying through my net
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at some point, it's just
gonna tear it to shreds.
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So I've got to try
and get a rope on it
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and then float it back
someplace where
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it won't be interfering
with the net.
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♪
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This cove is
an unforgiving place.
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It does not bend
to my wishes at all.
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I'ma try and roll this thing
out into deeper water
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and then drag it
down the beach.
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But it's not cooperating.
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Now I got to wait
until the tide comes in
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and drag it out
of the vicinity of my--
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of my nets.
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[surf lapping]
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This might not seem like
a really good use for my time.
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Getting that net up
and getting it set right
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is so much work.
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And to have a log
like this
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just drift through
and destroy everything
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and ruin that asset--
here we go.
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Come on, move,
move.
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[dreary music]
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There's no sense
in me just walking away
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from this log right now.
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I got it this far,
I've got to get it tied off,
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because the way the current
circulates in the bay,
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it would take it
right back to that corner.
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♪
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This sucks.
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I got a brand-new log
out there.
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I just can't allow
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these thousand-pound logs
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to drift around
in the bay.
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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[eagle chittering]
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♪
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-Who are you?
-That's an eagle.
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[eagle chittering]
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Oh, that's a nice sound.
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I wish I could see you.
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This is what
I've been working on.
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The ropes are in.
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The rest of the boat
is completed.
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And now that I have
the frame of the boat built,
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I'm ready to put
the skin on.
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The tarp I have
for a skin is way thin.
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It's not nearly
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strong enough for a proper
skin-on-frame boat,
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but it'll have to do,
I guess.
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I just have to really,
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really try
to not touch the bottom
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when I go
in and out of the boat.
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♪
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When you go hungry
so long
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day after day after day,
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that's really difficult.
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My father, rest in peace,
was born in 1928
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and went through the
Spanish Civil War as a kid.
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He knew what it was
to be hungry,
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and I have learned so much
about his point of view
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from being hungry out here.
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This is basically
a gamble I'm taking,
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expending a lot
of time and energy,
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instead of conserving it,
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towards moving
to wilderness living
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and away from survival,
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basically away from survival
and into thrival.
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The survival is fear-based.
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Wilderness living
is love-based.
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They're actually
opposite things.
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The skin really worries me.
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If it so much as
lightly scrapes against
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a barnacle or a stone,
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it'll spring a leak
immediately, or worse.
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♪
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If I have a boat ready,
I can catch the salmon run.
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But, um,
I'm so pressed for time,
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wondering if those salmon
are running yet
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and I'm already missing
the salmon migration.
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I have no way to know.
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I need to finish
the boat fast
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and get out on the water.
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[foreboding music]
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♪
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Today is day 22.
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I decided
that on day 22,
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I was gonna climb
a mountain.
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[sighs]
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♪
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My shelter is about
at least 6 inches underwater.
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But you know what?
That doesn't matter.
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Today is all about
doing something
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for the 22 veterans a day
that commit suicide.
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♪
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'Cause I'm gonna climb
this damn mountain.
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♪
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Um,
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I'm winded already.
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This is not day 1.
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This is day 22.
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Um,
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so I'm already
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you know, wore out.
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With everything
that's going on--
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a lack of food,
my shelter underwater--
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kind of really at the
bottom of my rope right now,
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so I need this.
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What I wanted
to accomplish out here
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was to serve
as some sort of inspiration
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for--for the veterans
that are out there
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that are struggling,
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people I consider
brothers and sisters.
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It's more symbolic,
I think, than anything.
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But if I can summit
this mountain,
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maybe it will let
other veterans know
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that it can get better.
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♪
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[brush rustling]
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About to go
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pretty much
straight up here.
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This is gonna be
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pretty tough
because it's all deadfall.
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[foreboding music]
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So this is
extremely dangerous.
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♪
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It's like a damn jungle,
really.
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♪
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Ow.
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♪
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Oh, [bleep].
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[groans]
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And this is exactly
what I'm talking about,
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right here.
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You know, you hit
one of these wrong,
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you can break an ankle
really quick.
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♪
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[sighs]
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You know,
I chose this path
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'cause I thought
it might be a little easier
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going through the woods.
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♪
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Boy, was I wrong.
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♪
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[bleep].
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[groaning]
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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[groans]
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[groans]
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[sighs]
270
00:12:03,392 --> 00:12:09,232
♪
271
00:12:09,265 --> 00:12:10,233
[grunts]
272
00:12:10,266 --> 00:12:11,301
I'ma get up.
273
00:12:11,334 --> 00:12:20,711
♪
274
00:12:20,744 --> 00:12:23,315
My foot slipped
between these two,
275
00:12:23,348 --> 00:12:27,185
and then I fell
right inside of my knee.
276
00:12:27,219 --> 00:12:29,654
Uh, felt something pull.
277
00:12:29,687 --> 00:12:32,258
Not sure how bad it is.
278
00:12:32,291 --> 00:12:33,559
Um...
279
00:12:35,594 --> 00:12:37,730
Sometimes that stuff
can take a little bit
280
00:12:37,763 --> 00:12:40,834
to actually start
swelling up.
281
00:12:40,867 --> 00:12:42,001
So I don't know.
282
00:12:42,035 --> 00:12:43,537
I'll, uh,
283
00:12:43,570 --> 00:12:47,073
keep an eye on it
and...
284
00:12:50,211 --> 00:12:51,279
See how it goes.
285
00:12:51,312 --> 00:12:54,282
[pensive music]
286
00:12:54,315 --> 00:12:55,983
♪
287
00:12:56,016 --> 00:12:58,119
This is where
I'm going,
288
00:12:58,153 --> 00:12:59,821
straight up this way.
289
00:12:59,855 --> 00:13:02,424
And the rock's wet.
290
00:13:02,458 --> 00:13:04,493
This is not
gonna be fun.
291
00:13:06,963 --> 00:13:10,066
If this were
any other climb,
292
00:13:10,099 --> 00:13:13,803
on any other day,
293
00:13:13,836 --> 00:13:16,774
there would probably not be
any way on earth
294
00:13:16,807 --> 00:13:19,042
that I would actually
do it.
295
00:13:19,076 --> 00:13:21,512
Today is special.
296
00:13:21,545 --> 00:13:24,215
And so I'm getting to the top
of this damn mountain.
297
00:13:24,249 --> 00:13:26,217
I don't care.
298
00:13:31,590 --> 00:13:33,559
But I don't,
uh,
299
00:13:33,593 --> 00:13:36,796
don't normally condone
300
00:13:36,829 --> 00:13:38,564
grabbing onto roots,
301
00:13:38,598 --> 00:13:41,535
but when that's all
that there is...
302
00:13:45,939 --> 00:13:48,509
All right,
we just broke into, uh,
303
00:13:48,542 --> 00:13:51,078
"[bleep] got real" status.
304
00:13:51,112 --> 00:13:52,213
One wrong move here...
305
00:13:52,246 --> 00:13:54,882
[birds chittering]
306
00:13:54,916 --> 00:13:57,653
[panting]
307
00:13:57,686 --> 00:13:59,322
And I'm done.
308
00:13:59,355 --> 00:14:02,391
[dramatic music]
309
00:14:02,425 --> 00:14:06,630
♪
310
00:14:06,663 --> 00:14:11,635
So I have to be
very careful
311
00:14:11,668 --> 00:14:14,504
where I'm putting my hands,
feet, everything else.
312
00:14:14,538 --> 00:14:16,774
♪
313
00:14:16,807 --> 00:14:19,744
My knee
is starting to hurt.
314
00:14:19,777 --> 00:14:24,516
So hopefully I didn't
screw it up too bad.
315
00:14:24,550 --> 00:14:29,788
If this is the last day,
316
00:14:29,821 --> 00:14:33,092
it was worth it.
317
00:14:33,125 --> 00:14:34,427
It was worth it.
318
00:14:34,461 --> 00:14:42,470
♪
319
00:14:49,944 --> 00:14:51,946
I've officially gained
320
00:14:51,980 --> 00:14:55,784
as much elevation
321
00:14:55,817 --> 00:14:57,586
as I can
322
00:14:57,619 --> 00:14:58,654
on this mountain.
323
00:14:58,688 --> 00:15:01,724
[uplifting music]
324
00:15:01,757 --> 00:15:10,601
♪
325
00:15:10,634 --> 00:15:12,536
Whoo!
326
00:15:12,569 --> 00:15:14,638
♪
327
00:15:14,671 --> 00:15:15,973
Yeah!
328
00:15:16,007 --> 00:15:22,880
♪
329
00:15:22,914 --> 00:15:28,220
I don't get too excited
about--much, but...
330
00:15:28,253 --> 00:15:30,723
this is pretty awesome.
331
00:15:30,756 --> 00:15:33,727
And on day 22.
332
00:15:33,760 --> 00:15:35,962
This is beautiful.
333
00:15:35,995 --> 00:15:38,898
I don't even know
how to describe it.
334
00:15:38,932 --> 00:15:41,502
And to any of you guys
out there
335
00:15:41,536 --> 00:15:42,737
that are...
336
00:15:42,770 --> 00:15:46,807
♪
337
00:15:46,841 --> 00:15:48,943
That are struggling
to make that climb,
338
00:15:48,976 --> 00:15:51,279
you know what I'm--
you know what I mean...
339
00:15:51,312 --> 00:15:55,250
♪
340
00:15:55,283 --> 00:15:58,087
You can do it.
You can.
341
00:15:58,120 --> 00:15:59,789
[sighs]
342
00:15:59,822 --> 00:16:01,624
You can.
343
00:16:03,526 --> 00:16:05,327
[spits]
344
00:16:05,361 --> 00:16:07,164
Just don't give up.
345
00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:12,369
Just don't give up.
346
00:16:16,441 --> 00:16:19,410
[dramatic music]
347
00:16:19,444 --> 00:16:27,987
♪
348
00:16:28,020 --> 00:16:30,355
[rain pattering]
349
00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:31,924
It's still raining,
but we're getting
350
00:16:31,957 --> 00:16:34,294
a brief break
from the pouring rain.
351
00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:35,762
I don't know how long
this break will last,
352
00:16:35,796 --> 00:16:38,665
so it still looks like
it's coming in pretty hard,
353
00:16:38,699 --> 00:16:41,102
so I'm gonna take full advantage
of this break
354
00:16:41,135 --> 00:16:42,637
and go check my lines.
355
00:16:42,670 --> 00:16:44,972
My wool hat on now
and feeling warm,
356
00:16:45,006 --> 00:16:47,441
so time to go check.
357
00:16:47,475 --> 00:16:49,010
Fingers crossed
for a fish.
358
00:16:49,043 --> 00:16:51,880
[laughs]
359
00:16:51,914 --> 00:16:54,883
[foreboding music]
360
00:16:54,917 --> 00:16:57,653
♪
361
00:16:57,686 --> 00:16:59,155
I don't know
if you can see it,
362
00:16:59,188 --> 00:17:02,859
but there's a bear
behind me.
363
00:17:02,892 --> 00:17:07,097
I think that's the male.
364
00:17:07,131 --> 00:17:08,699
The mama and cubs
are usually here,
365
00:17:08,733 --> 00:17:09,900
so I think
it's the male.
366
00:17:09,934 --> 00:17:12,737
And it's kind of
coming my way, so...
367
00:17:12,770 --> 00:17:14,839
See where it goes.
368
00:17:14,872 --> 00:17:17,509
♪
369
00:17:17,543 --> 00:17:19,878
Is it going
to my gill net?
370
00:17:19,911 --> 00:17:23,481
♪
371
00:17:23,515 --> 00:17:26,085
It is in my net.
372
00:17:26,118 --> 00:17:28,755
It is at my net.
373
00:17:28,788 --> 00:17:30,690
What is it gonna do?
374
00:17:30,723 --> 00:17:32,860
♪
375
00:17:32,893 --> 00:17:34,895
Probably smells me on it.
376
00:17:34,928 --> 00:17:40,367
♪
377
00:17:40,400 --> 00:17:42,837
Good, bear,
go around the net.
378
00:17:42,871 --> 00:17:44,472
That's a smart bear.
379
00:17:44,505 --> 00:17:47,108
♪
380
00:17:47,141 --> 00:17:49,177
Oh, my God,
the bear's coming this way.
381
00:17:49,210 --> 00:17:50,212
[dramatic music]
382
00:17:50,245 --> 00:17:51,380
[gasps]
383
00:17:51,413 --> 00:17:52,615
[whispering]
384
00:17:52,648 --> 00:17:54,149
[gasps]
385
00:17:54,183 --> 00:17:58,722
♪
386
00:17:58,755 --> 00:18:04,494
[gasps]
387
00:18:04,527 --> 00:18:12,536
♪
388
00:18:16,909 --> 00:18:19,878
[rain pattering]
389
00:18:19,912 --> 00:18:21,680
♪
390
00:18:21,714 --> 00:18:22,715
[gasps]
391
00:18:22,748 --> 00:18:24,417
[whispering]
392
00:18:24,450 --> 00:18:26,119
[gasps]
393
00:18:26,152 --> 00:18:28,254
Oh.
394
00:18:30,657 --> 00:18:32,459
[gasps]
395
00:18:49,310 --> 00:18:50,647
That was the male.
396
00:18:50,680 --> 00:18:52,548
There's the mom
and two cubs
397
00:18:52,581 --> 00:18:54,083
that are right here,
and then there's this male
398
00:18:54,116 --> 00:18:55,084
that hangs out
right here.
399
00:18:55,117 --> 00:18:56,753
And that's the male.
400
00:18:56,786 --> 00:18:58,555
And that was
a good-sized bear.
401
00:18:58,588 --> 00:19:01,124
Came up around
and basically right
402
00:19:01,158 --> 00:19:02,325
where my gill net was
403
00:19:02,359 --> 00:19:04,194
and then went
into the woods there.
404
00:19:04,227 --> 00:19:06,496
So it might come around.
It's possible.
405
00:19:06,529 --> 00:19:08,199
Um, hopefully it'll stay
a little distance
406
00:19:08,232 --> 00:19:10,401
from, like, right back--
from right in my camp,
407
00:19:10,434 --> 00:19:12,403
but you never know
what they're gonna do.
408
00:19:12,436 --> 00:19:15,407
[pensive music]
409
00:19:15,440 --> 00:19:23,448
♪
410
00:19:31,091 --> 00:19:34,128
-Good morning.
-It's day 23.
411
00:19:34,161 --> 00:19:36,230
Uh, it's moving day.
412
00:19:36,263 --> 00:19:39,233
So...
413
00:19:39,266 --> 00:19:42,170
we're gonna take, uh...
414
00:19:42,204 --> 00:19:46,208
take this shelter
completely apart
415
00:19:46,241 --> 00:19:49,144
and move it
416
00:19:49,177 --> 00:19:51,547
over by the island
today.
417
00:19:51,580 --> 00:19:53,249
♪
418
00:19:53,282 --> 00:19:54,984
Last couple days
have been rough.
419
00:19:55,018 --> 00:19:56,452
I woke up
the other morning
420
00:19:56,485 --> 00:20:00,758
to my entire shelter floor
soaking wet.
421
00:20:00,791 --> 00:20:03,393
And it's just not feasible
to stay there
422
00:20:03,427 --> 00:20:05,229
for an extended period
of time.
423
00:20:05,262 --> 00:20:07,532
Just a devastating blow.
424
00:20:07,565 --> 00:20:11,302
Moving is--
is a huge undertaking.
425
00:20:11,336 --> 00:20:14,639
I've thought, "Well,
maybe after I get done
426
00:20:14,672 --> 00:20:17,676
"climbing a mountain,
then I'll just--
427
00:20:17,710 --> 00:20:19,812
I'll just hang it up."
428
00:20:19,846 --> 00:20:21,647
And right now,
429
00:20:21,680 --> 00:20:23,382
that's the last thing
on my mind.
430
00:20:23,415 --> 00:20:26,820
I feel recharged,
reenergized,
431
00:20:26,854 --> 00:20:29,089
and I feel like
I can take on the world.
432
00:20:29,122 --> 00:20:30,257
♪
433
00:20:30,290 --> 00:20:33,527
All right,
there you have it
434
00:20:33,561 --> 00:20:36,965
in all its glory,
435
00:20:36,998 --> 00:20:39,801
uh, completely disassembled.
436
00:20:39,834 --> 00:20:41,035
♪
437
00:20:41,069 --> 00:20:42,471
It's hard to believe
that something
438
00:20:42,504 --> 00:20:44,840
that took
that long to build
439
00:20:44,874 --> 00:20:46,809
came down that quickly.
440
00:20:48,043 --> 00:20:49,846
[sighs]
441
00:20:49,880 --> 00:20:55,118
Being up on the mountain
and coming down,
442
00:20:55,151 --> 00:20:58,990
it got me to a place
to where
443
00:20:59,023 --> 00:21:02,860
I said, "Okay.
I can--I can do this."
444
00:21:02,894 --> 00:21:05,296
♪
445
00:21:05,329 --> 00:21:07,766
I've been looking around
through the woods
446
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,402
at places that have
higher elevations
447
00:21:10,435 --> 00:21:13,638
than the last place that
I was at with the groundwater.
448
00:21:13,671 --> 00:21:15,741
I found a place
that's fairly open.
449
00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:17,877
It requires a little bit
of clearing out,
450
00:21:17,911 --> 00:21:20,279
you know, brush and debris
and stuff like that.
451
00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:22,916
I think I can do a--
452
00:21:22,949 --> 00:21:26,821
basically like a triangle
double lean-to shelter.
453
00:21:26,854 --> 00:21:27,922
♪
454
00:21:27,955 --> 00:21:30,024
So here goes nothing.
455
00:21:30,057 --> 00:21:33,194
I also think
that I can
456
00:21:33,228 --> 00:21:35,463
suspend my hammock up
457
00:21:35,496 --> 00:21:38,900
and make a--basically
a raised bed for myself
458
00:21:38,934 --> 00:21:42,138
to where I don't need,
necessarily, flat ground
459
00:21:42,171 --> 00:21:43,873
on the bottom
of the shelter.
460
00:21:43,906 --> 00:21:47,910
So that's--
that's what I'm gonna do.
461
00:21:47,944 --> 00:21:49,980
And I don't have to worry
about groundwater.
462
00:21:50,013 --> 00:21:51,982
I don't have to worry
about the tide coming in.
463
00:21:52,015 --> 00:21:56,453
And it should be a decent place
for me to put a shelter.
464
00:21:58,823 --> 00:22:01,525
Should be set up
465
00:22:01,559 --> 00:22:04,695
to get the bed
into place.
466
00:22:07,532 --> 00:22:10,535
Tired and thirsty and hungry...
467
00:22:12,337 --> 00:22:14,907
And whiny.
[chuckles]
468
00:22:14,940 --> 00:22:16,476
All right.
469
00:22:19,712 --> 00:22:23,583
It's, uh--
it's bed-testing time.
470
00:22:23,616 --> 00:22:28,089
We'll have just enough room
to get in here
471
00:22:28,122 --> 00:22:31,392
and then lay down.
472
00:22:31,425 --> 00:22:35,130
Oh, man.
473
00:22:35,163 --> 00:22:37,099
[sighs]
474
00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:41,504
Ah, yeah.
475
00:22:41,537 --> 00:22:42,705
[sniffs]
476
00:22:44,874 --> 00:22:46,842
[exhales]
477
00:22:46,876 --> 00:22:49,845
[dramatic music]
478
00:22:49,879 --> 00:22:56,553
♪
479
00:22:56,586 --> 00:22:59,557
[water splashing]
480
00:22:59,590 --> 00:23:01,893
♪
481
00:23:01,927 --> 00:23:03,094
There's a fish
caught in the gill net,
482
00:23:03,128 --> 00:23:04,862
and I have to get to it
before the bear does.
483
00:23:04,896 --> 00:23:06,664
"Hello,
human coming!
484
00:23:06,697 --> 00:23:09,435
Bop-bop-bop-bop!"
485
00:23:09,468 --> 00:23:11,470
I'm not actually sure
it's in my net.
486
00:23:11,503 --> 00:23:13,505
My gill net
is down on one side,
487
00:23:13,539 --> 00:23:15,607
so it must have been
fighting it.
488
00:23:16,843 --> 00:23:17,810
All right.
489
00:23:17,844 --> 00:23:19,179
Ha.
490
00:23:19,212 --> 00:23:22,549
I do need to put the other side
up that came down.
491
00:23:22,582 --> 00:23:25,019
I'm cutting the head off it
so it stops
492
00:23:25,053 --> 00:23:26,020
doing that.
493
00:23:26,054 --> 00:23:28,222
Oh, yeah,
sorry, honey.
494
00:23:28,256 --> 00:23:29,823
You're dinner...
495
00:23:29,857 --> 00:23:31,892
and lunch
for a few days.
496
00:23:31,926 --> 00:23:33,128
[dramatic music]
497
00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:35,230
It's a really big one.
498
00:23:35,264 --> 00:23:42,772
♪
499
00:23:42,805 --> 00:23:44,440
I'm actually having trouble
eating it all.
500
00:23:44,474 --> 00:23:46,842
I usually don't eat
this much.
501
00:23:46,876 --> 00:23:50,481
[pensive music]
502
00:23:50,514 --> 00:23:54,418
Not just all about fish
and limpets and mushrooms and--
503
00:23:54,451 --> 00:23:56,587
got to get
some greens in you.
504
00:23:56,620 --> 00:23:58,255
I'm gonna go on a little foray
505
00:23:58,289 --> 00:24:01,659
to look for some greens,
maybe different mushrooms,
506
00:24:01,693 --> 00:24:04,829
um, maybe some roots
I can dig.
507
00:24:04,862 --> 00:24:06,364
This is where the bears
live up here,
508
00:24:06,398 --> 00:24:09,335
so probably let 'em know
I'm coming.
509
00:24:09,368 --> 00:24:11,570
Hello!
510
00:24:11,604 --> 00:24:12,805
Hey, bear!
511
00:24:12,838 --> 00:24:15,842
Bop-bop-bop-bop-bop!
512
00:24:15,875 --> 00:24:18,278
Oh, no,
salmonberry.
513
00:24:18,312 --> 00:24:20,047
My areas
of survival expertise
514
00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:22,216
are medicinal herbs,
plants.
515
00:24:22,249 --> 00:24:24,118
I make all my own tinctures
and medicines
516
00:24:24,151 --> 00:24:26,387
from what's around me
in the woods.
517
00:24:26,421 --> 00:24:27,855
Hello.
518
00:24:27,888 --> 00:24:29,991
[clapping]
519
00:24:30,025 --> 00:24:31,559
I have a masters
in marine biology,
520
00:24:31,592 --> 00:24:33,029
which is helpful
because
521
00:24:33,062 --> 00:24:35,731
I know the intertidal species
very, very well.
522
00:24:35,764 --> 00:24:37,466
I know what you can eat.
I know what you can't eat.
523
00:24:37,499 --> 00:24:39,668
I know, uh,
about the ecosystem,
524
00:24:39,701 --> 00:24:41,604
but plants are definitely
525
00:24:41,638 --> 00:24:44,974
in my--a big thing
that's in my wheelhouse.
526
00:24:45,008 --> 00:24:47,910
I look up and down
at the same time because up--
527
00:24:47,944 --> 00:24:49,412
ooh, there's some nice
licorice fern in there.
528
00:24:49,446 --> 00:24:51,015
I want to go get that.
529
00:24:51,049 --> 00:24:54,385
I've been--I had to use that
for my tummy the other day.
530
00:24:54,418 --> 00:24:57,188
Running a little short.
531
00:24:58,322 --> 00:25:00,692
Oh, yeah,
here's some good,
532
00:25:00,725 --> 00:25:03,395
some good licorice root.
533
00:25:03,428 --> 00:25:05,730
I love this stuff.
534
00:25:05,764 --> 00:25:07,232
You only need
a little of it.
535
00:25:07,266 --> 00:25:11,271
It's really nice chopped up
and made into a tea, but...
536
00:25:11,304 --> 00:25:15,007
if you're just eating it
plain like this,
537
00:25:15,041 --> 00:25:18,279
those few little nibbles--
I'm gonna save this for later.
538
00:25:18,312 --> 00:25:20,047
I'm gonna go to Bear River,
as I call it,
539
00:25:20,081 --> 00:25:21,315
or Bear Creek.
540
00:25:21,348 --> 00:25:25,120
[dramatic music]
541
00:25:25,153 --> 00:25:27,789
Here is the leftovers
of one bear's meal.
542
00:25:27,822 --> 00:25:30,325
I'm seeing--I'm seeing
bear tracks all around.
543
00:25:30,358 --> 00:25:31,993
♪
544
00:25:32,026 --> 00:25:34,663
Tore into that
545
00:25:34,697 --> 00:25:37,600
but didn't finish it.
546
00:25:37,633 --> 00:25:38,801
I don't know why it didn't
finish it;
547
00:25:38,834 --> 00:25:40,736
sure looks fresh.
548
00:25:40,769 --> 00:25:42,639
So there's also
some small tracks around.
549
00:25:42,672 --> 00:25:46,210
So mama bear's been here
and cubs have been here,
550
00:25:46,243 --> 00:25:48,878
looks like this morning.
551
00:25:48,912 --> 00:25:51,916
You can see the teeth,
552
00:25:51,949 --> 00:25:54,252
the salmon
they've been eating.
553
00:25:57,688 --> 00:26:00,926
Yep, bear-y bears
have been very busy.
554
00:26:00,959 --> 00:26:03,962
And there's
where we're headed.
555
00:26:03,995 --> 00:26:06,265
[clapping]
556
00:26:06,298 --> 00:26:08,935
♪
557
00:26:08,968 --> 00:26:10,937
Hello, bear-bear!
558
00:26:10,970 --> 00:26:14,040
♪
559
00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:15,142
[water splashes]
[gasps]
560
00:26:18,179 --> 00:26:21,149
[dramatic music]
561
00:26:21,182 --> 00:26:29,191
♪
562
00:26:35,498 --> 00:26:37,633
[water rushing]
563
00:26:37,667 --> 00:26:40,203
[clapping]
564
00:26:40,236 --> 00:26:42,038
Hello, bear-bear!
565
00:26:42,072 --> 00:26:45,209
♪
566
00:26:45,242 --> 00:26:48,312
[water splashes]
[gasps]
567
00:26:48,345 --> 00:26:50,848
Salmon!
568
00:26:50,882 --> 00:26:53,485
The salmon are spawning
right here.
569
00:26:53,518 --> 00:26:55,420
[water running]
570
00:26:55,453 --> 00:26:57,755
Well, that was cool;
we got to see salmon
571
00:26:57,789 --> 00:27:00,159
going up the river;
this is a good river.
572
00:27:00,193 --> 00:27:01,360
[water splashes]
573
00:27:01,394 --> 00:27:04,197
Look at them go,
look, look, look, look.
574
00:27:04,230 --> 00:27:05,664
The bears are smart.
575
00:27:05,698 --> 00:27:07,266
[laughs]
576
00:27:07,300 --> 00:27:08,268
Wow.
577
00:27:08,302 --> 00:27:09,569
All right.
578
00:27:09,603 --> 00:27:12,005
For now,
let's keep walking.
579
00:27:12,038 --> 00:27:15,008
[pensive music]
580
00:27:15,041 --> 00:27:16,711
♪
581
00:27:16,744 --> 00:27:19,079
So this
582
00:27:19,113 --> 00:27:20,515
is yarrow.
583
00:27:20,548 --> 00:27:23,083
And it is antibacterial;
it's good for wounds
584
00:27:23,117 --> 00:27:24,652
and all sorts of stuff.
585
00:27:24,685 --> 00:27:26,087
But I find after
I'm cleaning fish,
586
00:27:26,121 --> 00:27:27,289
if I wipe my hands with this,
587
00:27:27,323 --> 00:27:29,958
it gets rid of the smell
completely
588
00:27:29,991 --> 00:27:32,428
so I don't smell fishy.
589
00:27:32,461 --> 00:27:34,130
♪
590
00:27:34,163 --> 00:27:35,365
Oh, plantain!
591
00:27:35,398 --> 00:27:36,766
Oh, my God!
I'm so excited.
592
00:27:36,799 --> 00:27:39,536
I haven't seen any
here yet.
593
00:27:39,569 --> 00:27:41,939
So this is plantain.
594
00:27:41,972 --> 00:27:43,441
You probably know it
from your yard,
595
00:27:43,474 --> 00:27:45,175
and you're like,
"It's a weed,"
596
00:27:45,209 --> 00:27:46,677
but it is edible.
597
00:27:46,710 --> 00:27:49,046
It is also
very, very medicinal.
598
00:27:49,079 --> 00:27:50,782
This is the go-to plant,
right here,
599
00:27:50,815 --> 00:27:52,417
is plantain.
600
00:27:52,451 --> 00:27:55,019
So these stalks,
601
00:27:55,053 --> 00:27:57,289
these things,
these seeds,
602
00:27:57,322 --> 00:27:58,690
are all edible.
603
00:27:58,723 --> 00:28:03,396
♪
604
00:28:03,429 --> 00:28:05,965
Plantain is delicious,
and you know what?
605
00:28:05,998 --> 00:28:07,667
I need some greens.
606
00:28:07,701 --> 00:28:10,136
So I'm actually gonna collect
some of this
607
00:28:10,170 --> 00:28:14,007
for dinner tonight.
608
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,175
'Cause you cook it up,
609
00:28:15,208 --> 00:28:17,579
and it's a little bit
like spinach.
610
00:28:17,612 --> 00:28:20,382
Knowing the plants
has been so useful,
611
00:28:20,415 --> 00:28:22,417
because surrounding me
is my grocery store,
612
00:28:22,450 --> 00:28:24,519
and surrounding me
is my pharmacy.
613
00:28:24,552 --> 00:28:26,722
Oh, my God,
I'm in heaven.
614
00:28:26,755 --> 00:28:28,957
Seriously,
this is awesome.
615
00:28:28,991 --> 00:28:31,294
♪
616
00:28:31,327 --> 00:28:33,296
Hey, kids, do I have
something in my teeth?
617
00:28:33,329 --> 00:28:34,864
Is there something
in my teeth?
618
00:28:34,898 --> 00:28:36,333
Or am I good?
Am I good?
619
00:28:36,366 --> 00:28:38,335
Okay.
Just checking, yeah.
620
00:28:38,368 --> 00:28:40,737
No.
[chuckles]
621
00:28:40,770 --> 00:28:42,973
Man, that's tasty.
622
00:28:43,007 --> 00:28:45,676
All right, it's time
to head on back.
623
00:28:45,710 --> 00:28:49,647
I can have my plantain tacos
with my salmon.
624
00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:52,651
[dramatic music]
625
00:28:52,684 --> 00:29:00,760
♪
626
00:29:04,263 --> 00:29:06,098
This is not
what I was hoping to find
627
00:29:06,132 --> 00:29:07,734
this morning, folks.
628
00:29:07,767 --> 00:29:09,603
This is my gill net--
629
00:29:09,637 --> 00:29:12,673
actually,
both of my gill nets.
630
00:29:12,706 --> 00:29:16,511
And rough surf came in and
destroyed everything last night.
631
00:29:16,545 --> 00:29:17,512
[waves splashing]
632
00:29:17,546 --> 00:29:19,648
Look at these waves.
633
00:29:19,681 --> 00:29:22,116
♪
634
00:29:22,150 --> 00:29:23,852
I, uh--wow.
635
00:29:26,922 --> 00:29:28,190
[exhales]
636
00:29:28,223 --> 00:29:29,759
It's one of them
"deep breath" moments
637
00:29:29,792 --> 00:29:32,395
where you just
take a deep breath.
638
00:29:32,428 --> 00:29:35,432
[surf splashing]
639
00:29:41,505 --> 00:29:43,775
I mean, I don't know
what to do with this thing.
640
00:29:48,613 --> 00:29:52,351
Hopefully there's something
I can do with it.
641
00:29:52,385 --> 00:29:54,052
Trying very hard
not to think about
642
00:29:54,086 --> 00:29:55,688
anything other than today.
643
00:29:55,721 --> 00:29:57,656
My whole strategy
in getting through this thing
644
00:29:57,690 --> 00:30:00,694
is to take life
one day at a time,
645
00:30:00,727 --> 00:30:02,496
and I'm gonna do my best
at it,
646
00:30:02,529 --> 00:30:04,197
so I've got to fix
a gill net.
647
00:30:04,230 --> 00:30:05,532
[pensive music]
648
00:30:05,565 --> 00:30:07,133
This is an exercise
in patience.
649
00:30:07,166 --> 00:30:10,405
Getting emotionally upset
only slows the process.
650
00:30:10,438 --> 00:30:12,807
I have to just take
a deep breath,
651
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:14,141
and if it takes me
all day
652
00:30:14,174 --> 00:30:15,643
to get this thing
to the point
653
00:30:15,676 --> 00:30:18,914
that it needed to be,
it will take all day to do it.
654
00:30:18,947 --> 00:30:20,949
♪
655
00:30:20,982 --> 00:30:22,951
Seriously, everything I know
about gillnetting,
656
00:30:22,984 --> 00:30:24,620
I learned watching
season one of this show,
657
00:30:24,653 --> 00:30:27,790
so that sounds horrible,
658
00:30:27,824 --> 00:30:29,158
but it's the truth,
659
00:30:29,191 --> 00:30:31,728
I've just never had
to gillnet anything,
660
00:30:31,761 --> 00:30:33,931
ever, anywhere.
661
00:30:33,964 --> 00:30:36,400
And to be quite honest,
662
00:30:36,434 --> 00:30:37,701
season one
made gillnetting
663
00:30:37,735 --> 00:30:40,337
look like an easy thing.
664
00:30:40,370 --> 00:30:44,443
♪
665
00:30:44,476 --> 00:30:46,210
One gill net preserved,
666
00:30:46,244 --> 00:30:48,179
ready to go again.
667
00:30:48,212 --> 00:30:52,618
♪
668
00:30:52,652 --> 00:30:55,120
Getting apprehensive
about the weight loss.
669
00:30:55,154 --> 00:30:57,957
Honestly, it is...
670
00:30:57,990 --> 00:30:59,158
It is worrisome.
671
00:30:59,191 --> 00:31:00,927
I--you know,
it would be different
672
00:31:00,961 --> 00:31:02,496
if I could just eat
every day,
673
00:31:02,529 --> 00:31:07,568
but that's proving
more difficult than I thought.
674
00:31:07,601 --> 00:31:09,003
Seriously,
the average American family
675
00:31:09,036 --> 00:31:10,772
throws more food away
in a single day
676
00:31:10,805 --> 00:31:12,874
than I've had
in the three weeks out here.
677
00:31:12,907 --> 00:31:15,109
It's an eye-opener.
678
00:31:15,142 --> 00:31:17,179
♪
679
00:31:17,212 --> 00:31:18,547
All those simple things
in life
680
00:31:18,581 --> 00:31:21,283
that I've been taking
for granted,
681
00:31:21,316 --> 00:31:23,952
I get to put those
in perspective right now.
682
00:31:23,986 --> 00:31:25,455
And just drive
through your neighborhood
683
00:31:25,489 --> 00:31:26,856
and look
at all the restaurants.
684
00:31:26,890 --> 00:31:29,125
We have such an abundance
and a variety of food
685
00:31:29,158 --> 00:31:31,695
that it's entertainment
to us.
686
00:31:31,728 --> 00:31:33,262
Our entire diet
is entertainment,
687
00:31:33,296 --> 00:31:37,301
and to be totally cut off
from all food,
688
00:31:37,334 --> 00:31:41,138
even a subsistence level
of calories coming in,
689
00:31:41,171 --> 00:31:44,209
it puts it in perspective,
believe me.
690
00:31:44,242 --> 00:31:46,311
I took that for granted.
691
00:31:46,344 --> 00:31:48,980
I mean,
I'm wasting away in here.
692
00:31:49,014 --> 00:31:50,482
This should be like
693
00:31:50,516 --> 00:31:53,553
stand naked in front
of the camera for 20 seconds,
694
00:31:53,586 --> 00:31:57,156
do a nice profile shot,
you know?
695
00:31:57,189 --> 00:32:00,360
It'd look like one of those
weight loss commercials.
696
00:32:00,393 --> 00:32:02,362
[dramatic music]
697
00:32:02,395 --> 00:32:03,631
Some days, it's hard.
698
00:32:03,664 --> 00:32:05,232
You just bear up
under this,
699
00:32:05,265 --> 00:32:07,234
and you continue to do this
day after day after day,
700
00:32:07,267 --> 00:32:08,703
knowing that I could make
a phone call
701
00:32:08,737 --> 00:32:10,839
and end my suffering.
702
00:32:10,872 --> 00:32:13,307
This evening,
I could be in a warm bed
703
00:32:13,341 --> 00:32:15,076
and a warm meal
and a hot shower.
704
00:32:15,109 --> 00:32:18,347
♪
705
00:32:22,217 --> 00:32:25,187
[dramatic music]
706
00:32:25,220 --> 00:32:33,229
♪
707
00:32:40,705 --> 00:32:43,441
I found sea lion bones
in the water.
708
00:32:43,475 --> 00:32:45,978
It's been in the water
for, who knows,
709
00:32:46,011 --> 00:32:47,345
weeks, maybe months,
710
00:32:47,379 --> 00:32:51,885
so should be a bit softer
than it normally would be.
711
00:32:51,918 --> 00:32:53,787
This sea lion bone
712
00:32:53,820 --> 00:32:56,489
is an important component
of my boatbuilding.
713
00:32:56,522 --> 00:33:00,695
To put on the skin,
you need to do some sewing.
714
00:33:00,728 --> 00:33:02,963
I'm basically
kind of chiseling it out
715
00:33:02,997 --> 00:33:05,199
and try to get
a needle out of it.
716
00:33:08,570 --> 00:33:10,238
Almost out.
717
00:33:10,271 --> 00:33:11,406
But if I pry hard on it,
718
00:33:11,439 --> 00:33:14,375
it could break through
the eye of the needle,
719
00:33:14,409 --> 00:33:18,180
which is a weak spot.
720
00:33:18,214 --> 00:33:20,516
So I have to finesse it
a little bit more.
721
00:33:20,549 --> 00:33:21,884
[dramatic music]
722
00:33:21,918 --> 00:33:23,753
I was blessed with a father
that, when I said,
723
00:33:23,786 --> 00:33:26,256
"I want a boat"
or "I want an airplane,"
724
00:33:26,289 --> 00:33:27,858
'cause I saw one on TV,
he said,
725
00:33:27,891 --> 00:33:29,292
"Why don't we build one?"
726
00:33:29,326 --> 00:33:30,560
That's the kind of father
I had,
727
00:33:30,594 --> 00:33:32,796
and has it ever come in handy.
728
00:33:32,830 --> 00:33:34,198
I have good hands.
729
00:33:34,232 --> 00:33:36,635
I grew up with somebody
training my hands,
730
00:33:36,668 --> 00:33:40,872
and I can build and craft
like there's no tomorrow.
731
00:33:40,905 --> 00:33:42,373
This is a delicate part.
732
00:33:42,406 --> 00:33:43,609
If I break
the eye of the needle,
733
00:33:43,643 --> 00:33:45,711
the whole work
was for nothing.
734
00:33:45,745 --> 00:33:47,012
♪
735
00:33:47,046 --> 00:33:49,181
Okay.
736
00:33:49,214 --> 00:33:52,853
This most precious feature,
737
00:33:52,886 --> 00:33:54,554
the eye of the needle,
738
00:33:54,587 --> 00:33:57,523
that's what makes it
into a good tool.
739
00:33:57,557 --> 00:33:58,524
♪
740
00:33:58,558 --> 00:34:00,561
[scraping]
741
00:34:00,594 --> 00:34:04,699
I'm really anxious
about that skin being so thin
742
00:34:04,732 --> 00:34:07,902
that I--after all this work,
it can puncture through
743
00:34:07,935 --> 00:34:09,672
the moment it scrapes
against something.
744
00:34:09,705 --> 00:34:11,573
I'm thinking and thinking
of ways
745
00:34:11,606 --> 00:34:13,709
to prevent that,
of course.
746
00:34:13,742 --> 00:34:15,911
I have a plan in my head,
747
00:34:15,944 --> 00:34:20,116
plan A and B and C,
of course, as usual.
748
00:34:20,149 --> 00:34:22,385
And I hope they work out.
749
00:34:22,418 --> 00:34:25,388
[dramatic music]
750
00:34:25,421 --> 00:34:28,859
♪
751
00:34:28,893 --> 00:34:31,862
[birds chirping]
752
00:34:31,896 --> 00:34:36,668
♪
753
00:34:36,702 --> 00:34:38,203
Good morning, sunshines.
754
00:34:38,236 --> 00:34:39,971
It's, uh,
sun and clouds now.
755
00:34:40,005 --> 00:34:41,940
The sun sometimes
even peeks out.
756
00:34:41,973 --> 00:34:44,410
A little bit of fog.
757
00:34:44,443 --> 00:34:45,812
It's good weather
for me to build,
758
00:34:45,845 --> 00:34:47,379
so I want to be building,
759
00:34:47,413 --> 00:34:48,881
finish that boat.
760
00:34:48,915 --> 00:34:52,085
The chum salmon
show signs of starting to run.
761
00:34:52,119 --> 00:34:54,121
I best hurry,
give it a go.
762
00:34:54,154 --> 00:34:55,756
And with these cold nights,
763
00:34:55,789 --> 00:34:57,825
I'm sure the water temperature
is lowering,
764
00:34:57,858 --> 00:34:59,426
and they'll get
in the mood soon
765
00:34:59,459 --> 00:35:02,063
if they're not there
already.
766
00:35:02,096 --> 00:35:04,866
I just wish I had more time
and more calories here
767
00:35:04,899 --> 00:35:06,500
to build and craft more.
768
00:35:06,534 --> 00:35:07,802
I laid the skin on it,
769
00:35:07,836 --> 00:35:10,773
and I could have just
gone on skinning,
770
00:35:10,806 --> 00:35:13,375
but I want
to protect that skin
771
00:35:13,408 --> 00:35:14,710
as much as I can,
772
00:35:14,744 --> 00:35:17,480
so I'm gonna install
some skid plates
773
00:35:17,513 --> 00:35:20,483
and try to protect the skin
774
00:35:20,516 --> 00:35:23,486
in the places where it's more--
most likely to chafe
775
00:35:23,519 --> 00:35:26,257
against the keel
and the stringers.
776
00:35:26,290 --> 00:35:28,659
♪
777
00:35:28,692 --> 00:35:31,628
This is the hardest stitch
in the whole boat.
778
00:35:31,662 --> 00:35:34,299
♪
779
00:35:34,332 --> 00:35:37,169
This needle
has a hard time.
780
00:35:37,202 --> 00:35:39,404
Is it...
781
00:35:39,437 --> 00:35:40,906
I didn't bring any cordage,
782
00:35:40,939 --> 00:35:43,943
hoping that I would find
something just beachcombing.
783
00:35:43,977 --> 00:35:48,782
There is a lot of
cordage material right here.
784
00:35:48,815 --> 00:35:51,585
I don't have to worry
about that for now.
785
00:35:51,618 --> 00:35:54,254
So that was a lucky find.
786
00:35:54,288 --> 00:35:56,456
This is very...
787
00:35:56,490 --> 00:35:58,692
♪
788
00:35:58,725 --> 00:36:00,962
Well, homemade.
789
00:36:04,399 --> 00:36:07,803
[scissors cutting]
790
00:36:07,836 --> 00:36:10,807
But...
791
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:12,074
if she floats
792
00:36:12,108 --> 00:36:16,178
and keeps floating
for a while,
793
00:36:16,212 --> 00:36:18,281
I'll be grateful.
794
00:36:22,452 --> 00:36:25,422
[dramatic music]
795
00:36:25,455 --> 00:36:33,464
♪
796
00:36:37,036 --> 00:36:39,004
I've spent so much time
797
00:36:39,038 --> 00:36:42,307
working on my gill net,
798
00:36:42,341 --> 00:36:44,277
and now,
799
00:36:44,310 --> 00:36:45,912
unfortunately
I got torpedoed
800
00:36:45,946 --> 00:36:48,414
by a giant,
yellow cedar log.
801
00:36:48,448 --> 00:36:51,652
I've got a 600-pound log
that floated in
802
00:36:51,685 --> 00:36:53,654
over top of my gill net,
803
00:36:53,687 --> 00:36:56,057
and now I got to figure out
how to get that thing
804
00:36:56,090 --> 00:36:58,292
out of there
and up onto the beach.
805
00:36:58,325 --> 00:37:02,097
And that water's too deep
for me to get into right now.
806
00:37:02,130 --> 00:37:03,765
[somber music]
807
00:37:03,798 --> 00:37:05,033
And I have to get fish.
808
00:37:05,067 --> 00:37:08,536
I just have to get this cove
figured out.
809
00:37:08,570 --> 00:37:11,007
Where are the fish?
810
00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:13,476
It's hard to do this
without food.
811
00:37:13,509 --> 00:37:15,244
♪
812
00:37:15,278 --> 00:37:16,779
The isolation,
the loneliness,
813
00:37:16,812 --> 00:37:19,316
the lack of communication,
the hard labor,
814
00:37:19,349 --> 00:37:20,851
and then
very little return.
815
00:37:20,885 --> 00:37:22,752
You work all day.
816
00:37:22,786 --> 00:37:24,354
You come home hungry.
817
00:37:24,388 --> 00:37:25,722
If I don't get
some solid food
818
00:37:25,755 --> 00:37:26,925
out of that ocean,
819
00:37:26,958 --> 00:37:28,860
I'm not gonna make it.
820
00:37:28,894 --> 00:37:30,161
♪
821
00:37:30,195 --> 00:37:34,800
Part of me just
is screaming to go home,
822
00:37:34,833 --> 00:37:37,870
but I can't do that
to my kids.
823
00:37:37,904 --> 00:37:40,206
♪
824
00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:43,810
Pray for my kids
every night.
825
00:37:43,843 --> 00:37:46,546
And I really miss 'em.
826
00:37:46,579 --> 00:37:49,582
[surf splashing]
827
00:37:53,654 --> 00:37:55,556
[sighs]
828
00:38:09,973 --> 00:38:13,343
That's the hardest thing
about being here.
829
00:38:13,376 --> 00:38:16,379
Everything else,
I can handle.
830
00:38:16,412 --> 00:38:17,381
Everything else,
I can handle.
831
00:38:17,414 --> 00:38:20,084
I start thinking about my kids,
it just
832
00:38:20,117 --> 00:38:21,818
nails me.
833
00:38:25,489 --> 00:38:28,093
They've had to deal
with a lot in life.
834
00:38:28,126 --> 00:38:31,930
[somber music]
835
00:38:31,964 --> 00:38:34,432
And to have a chance
to, uh...
836
00:38:34,466 --> 00:38:38,304
to change their lives,
837
00:38:38,337 --> 00:38:41,107
to make their lives
easier...
838
00:38:41,140 --> 00:38:43,978
♪
839
00:38:44,011 --> 00:38:46,413
Ultimately, that's what
winning this thing
840
00:38:46,446 --> 00:38:48,415
would do for me,
841
00:38:48,448 --> 00:38:51,786
is to be able to--
for me to
842
00:38:51,819 --> 00:38:55,223
ah, help my kids
843
00:38:55,256 --> 00:38:57,925
in ways they haven't
been able to.
844
00:38:57,959 --> 00:39:01,497
And to cop out on that
845
00:39:01,530 --> 00:39:03,099
because I'm cold or wet
846
00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,901
or hungry...
847
00:39:05,934 --> 00:39:08,004
no way.
848
00:39:08,037 --> 00:39:09,572
I can't do that.
849
00:39:09,606 --> 00:39:12,275
♪
850
00:39:12,309 --> 00:39:13,977
Because I wouldn't be able
to live with myself,
851
00:39:14,011 --> 00:39:16,646
having given that chance up
to change their lives.
852
00:39:16,679 --> 00:39:19,850
I can't quit,
okay?
853
00:39:19,883 --> 00:39:21,485
I just can't quit.
854
00:39:21,519 --> 00:39:22,686
Whatever I got to do,
I can do,
855
00:39:22,720 --> 00:39:24,522
but I can't quit.
856
00:39:24,555 --> 00:39:27,192
♪
857
00:39:32,597 --> 00:39:40,606
♪
858
00:39:49,883 --> 00:39:51,585
Good morning.
859
00:39:51,618 --> 00:39:52,787
Gonna eat some breakfast.
860
00:39:52,820 --> 00:39:54,956
Breakfast of champions,
eat my salmon.
861
00:39:54,989 --> 00:39:56,724
And, uh,
862
00:39:56,758 --> 00:40:00,863
I wanted to go check
my gill net first.
863
00:40:00,896 --> 00:40:03,666
Well, I've got
a live one.
864
00:40:03,699 --> 00:40:05,701
But I've got salmon
right now I can eat on
865
00:40:05,734 --> 00:40:07,370
all day today
for three meals.
866
00:40:07,403 --> 00:40:09,539
It's really hard to predict
when you're gonna get fish,
867
00:40:09,573 --> 00:40:12,809
but on the other hand,
868
00:40:12,842 --> 00:40:14,978
I don't want to catch 'em
when I don't need 'em.
869
00:40:15,011 --> 00:40:17,347
[pensive music]
870
00:40:17,381 --> 00:40:18,449
Hi, sweetheart.
871
00:40:18,483 --> 00:40:19,984
[water splashing]
Whoo.
872
00:40:20,017 --> 00:40:23,721
You are a live one.
Good morning.
873
00:40:23,754 --> 00:40:25,590
Got to you in time.
874
00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:28,060
We're gonna let you go
today, okay?
875
00:40:28,094 --> 00:40:31,497
Gonna walk you through it.
I've done this before.
876
00:40:31,530 --> 00:40:34,733
I'm sorry you're
so tangled up in this net.
877
00:40:34,767 --> 00:40:37,504
And I don't really need it--
oh, honey.
878
00:40:37,537 --> 00:40:39,339
Yeah, all right.
879
00:40:39,372 --> 00:40:41,408
I know many people--
people may think I'm weird
880
00:40:41,441 --> 00:40:43,777
to set the fish free,
881
00:40:43,811 --> 00:40:46,647
but, you know, I could use
a new one tomorrow,
882
00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:48,482
but today, I'm still eating
on the fish I caught
883
00:40:48,516 --> 00:40:49,883
the other day.
884
00:40:49,917 --> 00:40:51,485
And if this were
tomorrow,
885
00:40:51,519 --> 00:40:53,222
I would eat this fish.
886
00:40:53,255 --> 00:40:55,557
But right now,
887
00:40:55,590 --> 00:40:58,293
it feels like it
would just be wrong
888
00:40:58,327 --> 00:41:00,530
to take something
that I don't need.
889
00:41:00,563 --> 00:41:01,697
♪
890
00:41:01,731 --> 00:41:04,334
You are really stuck
in there, wow.
891
00:41:04,367 --> 00:41:07,103
♪
892
00:41:07,137 --> 00:41:08,704
[sighs]
893
00:41:08,738 --> 00:41:10,841
♪
894
00:41:10,874 --> 00:41:12,543
I don't mind cutting
my gill net to save you,
895
00:41:12,576 --> 00:41:16,713
but I would like to save
as much of my net as possible.
896
00:41:16,747 --> 00:41:19,117
I've been able
to catch so many fish.
897
00:41:19,151 --> 00:41:22,454
I mean,
I really feel blessed.
898
00:41:22,487 --> 00:41:25,723
I have;
I've been really lucky.
899
00:41:25,757 --> 00:41:28,294
You're out.
900
00:41:28,327 --> 00:41:29,328
All right.
901
00:41:29,362 --> 00:41:31,997
I'm gonna go
put this fish
902
00:41:32,030 --> 00:41:33,499
out in the deep water
903
00:41:33,532 --> 00:41:35,835
and let it swim away.
904
00:41:35,869 --> 00:41:37,871
I have to do this
fairly quickly.
905
00:41:37,904 --> 00:41:39,473
You're good.
906
00:41:39,506 --> 00:41:42,442
I got you.
You are feisty; I'm glad.
907
00:41:42,476 --> 00:41:46,347
You are alive and mad
and living proud.
908
00:41:46,381 --> 00:41:48,149
Yeah.
909
00:41:48,183 --> 00:41:50,285
Make it out deep.
910
00:41:50,318 --> 00:41:52,120
You're gonna do it fast
so you don't...
911
00:41:52,154 --> 00:41:54,823
[water splashing]
912
00:41:54,856 --> 00:41:57,326
All right.
You ready?
913
00:41:57,359 --> 00:41:58,394
Ohh.
914
00:41:58,427 --> 00:42:01,531
Oh!
Look at him swim away!
915
00:42:01,564 --> 00:42:03,132
[water splashes]
Whoo!
916
00:42:03,166 --> 00:42:06,369
[laughing]
917
00:42:06,403 --> 00:42:08,004
♪
918
00:42:08,037 --> 00:42:09,907
Bye.
919
00:42:09,940 --> 00:42:14,378
I'm loving connecting with
this beautiful land around me.
920
00:42:14,412 --> 00:42:17,181
I feel at home.
921
00:42:17,215 --> 00:42:18,650
I have everything I need.
922
00:42:18,683 --> 00:42:21,253
All my needs
are being met right now,
923
00:42:21,286 --> 00:42:23,555
and I couldn't be
more thrilled.
924
00:42:23,588 --> 00:42:25,790
[laughs]
925
00:42:25,824 --> 00:42:28,594
I'm coming to the conclusion
that I have to exploit
926
00:42:28,628 --> 00:42:30,730
every last resource of food.
927
00:42:30,763 --> 00:42:31,731
I'm getting worried.
928
00:42:31,764 --> 00:42:33,433
Ohh.
929
00:42:33,466 --> 00:42:34,967
Look at that!
930
00:42:35,001 --> 00:42:39,206
Just thick and squished
like a damn pancake, baby.
931
00:42:39,240 --> 00:42:42,075
My mind
is practically screaming,
932
00:42:42,108 --> 00:42:43,477
"Just give up."
933
00:42:43,510 --> 00:42:46,848
The kayak is finished,
ready to try it out.
934
00:42:46,881 --> 00:42:50,051
In the end,
the ocean will decide
935
00:42:50,084 --> 00:42:53,088
if she's seaworthy or not.
936
00:42:53,121 --> 00:42:54,223
Whoa.
[grunts]
937
00:42:54,257 --> 00:42:59,094
♪
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