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[dramatic music]
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♪
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Look at that.
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That's a gigantic
plastic container.
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I'm thinking of making a boat,
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you know, tying some outriggers
to it to help stabilize it.
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Holy moley.
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What am I doing out here?
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I'm set up to be here
for a long time.
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You could have the best life
in the world,
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but if you're alone,
then what's the point?
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I needed to go for broke,
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and find a good location,
and live out here.
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Oh, my God.
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I just need to hurry up
and set up a shelter.
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[bleep].
Just a inch too short.
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Damn it!
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Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
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[bleep].
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[yelping]
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It's scary out here
in these woods.
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I have not had
a serious meal in a week.
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If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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It's always in the back
of your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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Putting up
with this filming [bleep]?
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Running into a predator,
it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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I'm living
a hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Ah!
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$500,000
is a lot of money.
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It's just gonna keep
getting harder.
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It's not the world
that needs to change.
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It's me
that needs to change.
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[moans]
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♪
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♪
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[sighs]
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This is [bleep] ridiculous.
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♪
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I just woke up
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to my sleeping bag
being soaked through,
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and I was like, "Well,
that doesn't make any sense,"
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and this is all water
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right here where I was sleeping,
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and it looks like
it's ground water.
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I guess it seeped through.
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♪
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Luckily,
my backpack didn't get soaked...
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♪
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But...
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♪
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Just to give you an indicator,
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that's my fire hole.
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It is 100% full of water.
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♪
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I have no--
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[sniffles]
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I have no idea
how that even happens.
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I don't even know
what I'm gonna do.
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Um...
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♪
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I--I mean, there's no way
that I can stay in here.
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♪
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It's [bleep] ridiculous.
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♪
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[exhales]
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♪
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[exhales]
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I'm not mic'd up yet.
It's morning.
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You know, I figure,
I might as well film this.
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This is me trying to get up...
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after not eating a bite of food
in four days.
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I...
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this has been going on
for about 20 minutes.
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[laughing]
I'm just sitting here
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on the bed, you know?
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I've got one sock on.
Got a sock on.
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That's--that's a--
that's progress.
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I found the socks.
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Got a sock on.
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Yep.
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Means I'm headed out the door.
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♪
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Now I've gotta
put the other sock on.
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♪
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It is really hard to not allow
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the extreme hunger
to affect my emotional state.
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I am here cold, hungry,
and alone.
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I've got to get
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creatures that live out there
into here.
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End of discussion.
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♪
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I haven't been able to fish
these waters
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in close to a week or so.
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Where my fishing hole was,
I can see waves just bam,
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just crashing against it.
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There's no way
I can get anything to eat
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out of the ocean.
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It's just too rough.
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It would be really great
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if I could get a hook
in the water and get some fish,
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but it--
they're not gonna be here.
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If I was a fish,
I would not hang out
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in that washing machine,
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getting banged against rocks
and things.
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The ocean
just has to calm down more
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before I'll be able to fish.
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♪
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Not very happy about it.
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If you have experience
in the bush,
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it makes you humble.
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You might swagger
into the bush,
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but you're gonna stagger
out of the bush, you know,
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and eventually you're gonna
get your head handed to you.
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Eventually,
you're gonna get beaten.
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Eventually,
you're gonna fail out there
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and have to leave
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because this is too much.
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♪
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[tense music]
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♪
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So my sleeping bag's soaked.
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♪
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Ugh, this just sucks.
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It really, really sucks.
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So it comes a point of,
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well, what am I doing?
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Am I staying out here
just to stay out here?
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[dramatic music]
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Am I accomplishing anything?
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What's the point?
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I'm at a low right now.
[sighs]
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♪
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If there was a time
that I wanted to hang I it up,
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it's right now.
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I mean,
there's standing water...
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♪
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In my shelter.
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♪
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First problem is,
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uh, sleeping bag
is soaking wet,
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so we're gonna address that
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by laying in it...
[sighs]
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in my cook camp
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and hopefully my body heat
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combined with the heat
from this, uh, fire
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will slowly
alleviate the problem.
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Yeah, this is,
uh, this is not fun
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at all.
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♪
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My brain has been trying
to convince me...
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♪
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Of quitting, so...
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not only do I have
to fight the elements,
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and... the water table...
[scoffs]
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♪
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On top of that,
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I gotta fight my own damn mind
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trying to tell me
that it's okay to quit.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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So...
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you know, what I thought about
when I woke up this morning?
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♪ I didn't have to wake up
at 4:00 in the morning ♪
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♪ I didn't have to wake up
at 4:00 in the morning ♪
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♪ I could get up
whenever I want ♪
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♪ I can get up whenever I want
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Hey.
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That's what I thought
this morning.
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♪
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Emotionally, I'm doing good.
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This new place
just has all the resources.
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It's got tidal wash,
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and it looks like it's got
some good fishing spots,
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and it's got open areas.
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I'm finding chantarelles
everywhere.
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♪
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[chuckles]
Look at the size of this one.
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Some of this is rotten,
but I can scrape that off,
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and I can still see there's
some white meat inside there.
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I mean, it's on it's last legs,
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but I can eat some of this
for sure.
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That's a big one.
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♪
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Look at this stream.
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Isn't this beautiful?
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Huh?
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It's awesome.
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It's all hard work,
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and I won't be happy
until I start bringing in fish,
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but once I start
bringing in some fish, man,
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this place is gonna be gold.
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♪
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I've got my line set up,
so I'm gonna go down
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and check out what's going on
down by the seashore.
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This move is
a complete game changer
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so long as I can find food
from the ocean,
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but if I don't catch a fish
on those lines,
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I might not be able to
survive here in this location.
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♪
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Well, I can basically see
both of my sets right now,
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both of my fishing sets,
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and I'm really intrigued
to see if I got anything.
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♪
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I really hope
to catch some fish here, man.
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♪
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One's got a shell on it.
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Two of 'em are stripped clean.
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♪
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Third one's stripped clean.
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Dang.
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No fish for me.
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♪
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That really sucks.
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♪
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I'm starting to get worried
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that there's no fish
in this area.
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So I got my mushrooms.
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I want to go harvest
some limpets;
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I'll set those aside
for dinner.
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♪
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Well, I've got my
sparse little dinner cooking.
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I think it's getting close
to boiling.
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I tried out
this new fireplace here.
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♪
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I made a hole
through the top of this stump
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and I would think that it
should draw through the top...
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♪
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and I don't need a huge fire.
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♪
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Too huge a one
and I'll catch my stump on fire.
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♪
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I gotta say,
I'm a little bit frustrated
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with the fishing here.
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The other place,
I think I caught fish
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on every set that I put out
just about.
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Oh, my gosh, this is,
like, the smallest meal
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I've ever eaten in my life.
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It's certainly a lot more
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uplifting and nice here,
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but I don't know what I'm gonna
do about fishing.
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♪
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[water splashing]
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♪
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I can't believe that
I did that.
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I think I'm up
for dumbass of the year award.
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I woke up,
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and the whole side
of my shelter was glowing red.
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and for a split second
I thought,
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"That's a hell of a fire,"
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and then another split second
I thought,
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"There shouldn't be
a hell of a fire,"
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and I turned around and looked,
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and my stump looked like
a damn Roman candle
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with sparks flying out.
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The whole thing
was basically engulfed.
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I had my fire, like, right here,
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and it traveled down--
made a huge hole,
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♪
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and traveled
all the way down inside there.
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This whole trunk has burned out.
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♪
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Look at that son of a bitch
still smoke.
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♪
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Unbelievable.
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♪
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If I keep
making these mistakes,
272
00:12:56,500 --> 00:12:59,135
I don't know
what's gonna happen.
273
00:12:59,169 --> 00:13:07,178
♪
274
00:13:15,754 --> 00:13:19,393
Hmm, so growing a gray beard.
275
00:13:19,426 --> 00:13:21,060
♪
276
00:13:21,094 --> 00:13:24,398
Man, I'm starting to look like
an old fart.
277
00:13:24,431 --> 00:13:26,701
[chuckles]
278
00:13:26,734 --> 00:13:27,702
♪
279
00:13:27,735 --> 00:13:31,105
Another day of boat building.
280
00:13:31,138 --> 00:13:33,742
Making some good progress.
281
00:13:33,775 --> 00:13:37,112
I can't wait to see her
in the water.
282
00:13:37,145 --> 00:13:38,680
It'll still be a--
283
00:13:38,714 --> 00:13:40,783
a little while, a few days,
but I-I sure hope
284
00:13:40,817 --> 00:13:44,587
to be able to have her
in the water soon
285
00:13:44,621 --> 00:13:47,991
an--an--and, uh, in time to...
286
00:13:48,025 --> 00:13:51,662
get to that salmon run,
like I said before.
287
00:13:51,695 --> 00:13:53,263
Finished both gunwales.
288
00:13:53,297 --> 00:13:56,435
I'm hoping to start
putting in the ribs today.
289
00:13:56,468 --> 00:13:57,602
♪
290
00:13:57,636 --> 00:13:58,803
The cedar branch,
291
00:13:58,837 --> 00:14:01,139
it has a natural curve to it.
292
00:14:01,172 --> 00:14:04,610
I have hopes for this material
to be the ribs.
293
00:14:04,644 --> 00:14:06,045
Let's see what cedar can do.
294
00:14:06,078 --> 00:14:09,081
I'll just whittle it as fine as
I think is safe to do.
295
00:14:09,114 --> 00:14:11,051
♪
296
00:14:11,084 --> 00:14:13,454
I have to make
every single piece
297
00:14:13,487 --> 00:14:16,390
that goes in there by hand.
298
00:14:16,423 --> 00:14:19,394
I'll refine it
if it doesn't break,
299
00:14:19,427 --> 00:14:21,929
and then comes the real chore,
300
00:14:21,963 --> 00:14:24,231
which is bending the ribs.
301
00:14:24,265 --> 00:14:27,035
I'm gonna put a bit of water
302
00:14:27,069 --> 00:14:29,705
where the bends gonna be,
especially the outside.
303
00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:31,507
♪
304
00:14:31,540 --> 00:14:33,610
We'll see
if I can steam bend it
305
00:14:33,643 --> 00:14:36,780
or basically hot-fire bend it.
306
00:14:36,813 --> 00:14:38,848
I'm gonna play around
with that a little bit.
307
00:14:38,882 --> 00:14:42,086
♪
308
00:14:42,119 --> 00:14:44,655
Here we go.
309
00:14:44,689 --> 00:14:46,358
One big honking splinter here,
310
00:14:46,392 --> 00:14:48,627
but it'll do.
311
00:14:48,660 --> 00:14:50,228
First rib.
312
00:14:50,261 --> 00:14:51,397
♪
313
00:14:51,430 --> 00:14:54,801
Let's hope it fits
into its place properly.
314
00:14:54,834 --> 00:14:56,536
Actually should have tried
the fit before.
315
00:14:56,569 --> 00:14:59,806
[grunts]
There goes one.
316
00:14:59,839 --> 00:15:00,807
♪
317
00:15:00,840 --> 00:15:02,443
12 more to go.
318
00:15:02,476 --> 00:15:06,914
♪
319
00:15:06,947 --> 00:15:08,950
This one here, nice,
320
00:15:08,983 --> 00:15:11,252
but this one here was
a complicated one,
321
00:15:11,285 --> 00:15:12,787
and it came out perfect.
322
00:15:12,821 --> 00:15:16,291
There's no visible splintering
on the outside,
323
00:15:16,325 --> 00:15:17,660
and that's a full bend.
324
00:15:17,693 --> 00:15:19,562
Matter of fact, it's past full,
325
00:15:19,595 --> 00:15:22,965
so this is probably
the strongest testimony
326
00:15:22,998 --> 00:15:25,436
to how well this method works.
327
00:15:25,469 --> 00:15:28,304
I'm making a huge investment
in time and energy.
328
00:15:28,338 --> 00:15:32,376
Taking a huge gamble to
build a boat to fish offshore.
329
00:15:32,410 --> 00:15:34,812
Fishing from a boat
out on the water,
330
00:15:34,846 --> 00:15:36,581
I think, is gonna be
much more productive.
331
00:15:36,614 --> 00:15:39,117
I hope.
It would suck if it didn't,
332
00:15:39,151 --> 00:15:41,253
but that's--that, you know,
that's the gamble right there.
333
00:15:41,286 --> 00:15:42,421
♪
334
00:15:42,455 --> 00:15:43,789
Almost finished.
335
00:15:43,822 --> 00:15:46,926
Have to tie on those ribs now.
336
00:15:46,960 --> 00:15:51,598
What I learned was building
western Greenland kayaks,
337
00:15:51,631 --> 00:15:53,968
so I'm applying that technology
here as much as I can,
338
00:15:54,001 --> 00:15:57,905
but everything there is
lashed and pegged.
339
00:15:57,938 --> 00:16:00,041
There's no screws, no nails.
340
00:16:00,075 --> 00:16:02,143
They didn't have any.
They didn't need any.
341
00:16:02,177 --> 00:16:03,144
♪
342
00:16:03,178 --> 00:16:05,481
So the ribs are fit in.
343
00:16:05,514 --> 00:16:06,882
[sniffles]
344
00:16:06,915 --> 00:16:09,886
Um, quite a bit of wonkiness
here and there,
345
00:16:09,919 --> 00:16:12,855
but at least something that
346
00:16:12,889 --> 00:16:15,726
resembles a boat is under way.
347
00:16:15,759 --> 00:16:22,433
♪
348
00:16:22,467 --> 00:16:30,476
♪
349
00:16:43,924 --> 00:16:45,960
I've got a limpet.
350
00:16:45,993 --> 00:16:50,297
Limpets--
part of a complete breakfast.
351
00:16:50,331 --> 00:16:54,202
Actually, limpet--it's the only
thing I have for breakfast.
352
00:16:54,236 --> 00:16:57,205
[dramatic music]
353
00:16:57,239 --> 00:17:05,248
♪
354
00:17:17,596 --> 00:17:19,865
If I ever see these on a menu,
355
00:17:19,898 --> 00:17:21,167
I'm ordering two dozen of 'em
356
00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,902
just to have the luxury
of eating that many of 'em
357
00:17:22,935 --> 00:17:24,236
in one sitting.
358
00:17:24,270 --> 00:17:25,572
♪
359
00:17:25,605 --> 00:17:27,173
The only thing
that's bothering me right now
360
00:17:27,206 --> 00:17:28,441
is the starvation
361
00:17:28,475 --> 00:17:31,812
that just can't
get enough to eat.
362
00:17:31,845 --> 00:17:33,714
Don't get me wrong, there's
a lot of limpets out there,
363
00:17:33,747 --> 00:17:35,684
but there's not a lot of food
on a limpet.
364
00:17:35,717 --> 00:17:38,152
I need to get some big protein,
big fish.
365
00:17:38,186 --> 00:17:39,153
♪
366
00:17:39,187 --> 00:17:41,255
I've got to finish my net.
367
00:17:41,289 --> 00:17:42,423
♪
368
00:17:42,456 --> 00:17:44,694
It's looking like a net.
369
00:17:44,727 --> 00:17:46,629
None of the lines lay flat.
370
00:17:46,662 --> 00:17:49,131
It's all kind of disorganized,
a little bit,
371
00:17:49,164 --> 00:17:51,401
which is kind of what you need
for tangling a fish.
372
00:17:51,434 --> 00:17:53,637
You want the net
to be able to catch them,
373
00:17:53,670 --> 00:17:55,839
and you want 'em
to get in there and get stuck
374
00:17:55,872 --> 00:17:57,642
and try to turn around
and get out of it,
375
00:17:57,675 --> 00:17:59,811
and thrash about.
376
00:17:59,844 --> 00:18:01,879
I mean,
I like the way it looks.
377
00:18:01,913 --> 00:18:04,749
Oh, fog, fog, fog.
378
00:18:04,782 --> 00:18:06,819
Is that on the outside?
379
00:18:06,852 --> 00:18:08,921
[sniffles]
No, you see that's internal,
380
00:18:08,954 --> 00:18:10,255
and that's--
381
00:18:10,288 --> 00:18:13,159
I got one minute left anyway
on the battery.
382
00:18:13,192 --> 00:18:14,594
Well, that's great.
383
00:18:14,628 --> 00:18:16,162
♪
384
00:18:16,195 --> 00:18:18,564
That's the part that doesn't
get in the episodes.
385
00:18:18,598 --> 00:18:20,735
We see all the footage
that we're shooting and stuff,
386
00:18:20,768 --> 00:18:23,437
but the real burden
of being out here
387
00:18:23,470 --> 00:18:26,106
is this other full-time job
I have of being a cameraman.
388
00:18:26,140 --> 00:18:27,442
♪
389
00:18:27,475 --> 00:18:29,344
I'm out here surviving
and trying to work,
390
00:18:29,377 --> 00:18:30,646
and do all the things
I need to do,
391
00:18:30,679 --> 00:18:31,980
and I'm a cameraman.
392
00:18:32,013 --> 00:18:36,118
♪
393
00:18:36,152 --> 00:18:38,054
I'm gonna mount
my home made gill net
394
00:18:38,087 --> 00:18:40,256
as an extension
on this gill net...
395
00:18:40,289 --> 00:18:41,257
♪
396
00:18:41,290 --> 00:18:42,559
And we'll see how it goes.
397
00:18:42,592 --> 00:18:43,994
You know,
I don't know if this'll work.
398
00:18:44,027 --> 00:18:47,765
It's much more visible
than the other one,
399
00:18:47,798 --> 00:18:51,002
but the other one
hasn't caught anything yet,
400
00:18:51,035 --> 00:18:54,706
so it can't work worse
than that.
401
00:18:54,739 --> 00:18:56,375
Right?
402
00:18:56,408 --> 00:18:58,377
♪
403
00:18:58,410 --> 00:19:00,179
Just trying to figure out
what I'm gonna do
404
00:19:00,212 --> 00:19:03,082
with the rest of my life
after this.
405
00:19:03,115 --> 00:19:05,719
I do--I don't know.
406
00:19:05,752 --> 00:19:07,453
You know,
it would be great if I had
407
00:19:07,487 --> 00:19:09,489
a career to go back to.
408
00:19:09,522 --> 00:19:10,991
[soft music]
409
00:19:11,024 --> 00:19:13,360
There's gotta be something
out there for me.
410
00:19:13,394 --> 00:19:15,897
♪
411
00:19:15,930 --> 00:19:18,265
All right, that is
a bottle of crushed mussels
412
00:19:18,299 --> 00:19:21,136
hanging on a gill net,
413
00:19:21,169 --> 00:19:23,939
and if that doesn't attract fish
to the net,
414
00:19:23,972 --> 00:19:25,607
I don't know what else to do
in this bay.
415
00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:27,043
Seriously...
416
00:19:27,076 --> 00:19:29,813
I'm kind of,
like, at my wits end.
417
00:19:29,846 --> 00:19:31,180
If this idea doesn't work,
418
00:19:31,214 --> 00:19:33,150
I'm--I'm drawing a blank.
419
00:19:33,183 --> 00:19:35,886
[sighs]
And it's gotta catch something.
420
00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:38,622
♪
421
00:19:44,362 --> 00:19:47,332
[dramatic music]
422
00:19:47,365 --> 00:19:55,375
♪
423
00:20:04,152 --> 00:20:07,621
All right, I've decided
to quit moping around
424
00:20:07,655 --> 00:20:09,758
like a little baby,
425
00:20:09,791 --> 00:20:11,026
and...
426
00:20:11,060 --> 00:20:12,194
♪
427
00:20:12,227 --> 00:20:13,495
Get some stuff done.
428
00:20:13,528 --> 00:20:16,065
[exhales]
429
00:20:16,098 --> 00:20:18,902
I have to stay
because I feel like
430
00:20:18,935 --> 00:20:22,739
I need to set an example
for veterans to--
431
00:20:22,773 --> 00:20:24,540
to just not give up, you know?
432
00:20:24,574 --> 00:20:29,713
To--to keep going,
you know, even though it sucks,
433
00:20:29,747 --> 00:20:32,350
and even though
you want the pain
434
00:20:32,384 --> 00:20:34,887
and everything else to go away,
435
00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:36,889
you know, just keep going.
436
00:20:36,922 --> 00:20:38,223
♪
437
00:20:38,256 --> 00:20:40,426
All right, so the net
438
00:20:40,459 --> 00:20:43,729
is not catching fish anymore.
439
00:20:43,763 --> 00:20:46,565
It only caught one
weird looking fish
440
00:20:46,599 --> 00:20:50,604
that I think just
flew the wrong way.
441
00:20:50,637 --> 00:20:54,109
I have officially
outworn my welcome
442
00:20:54,142 --> 00:20:55,710
sleeping on the ground.
443
00:20:55,743 --> 00:20:57,612
[soft music]
444
00:20:57,645 --> 00:21:00,715
Since my net isn't
doing really anything
445
00:21:00,748 --> 00:21:03,585
as far as catching fish,
446
00:21:03,619 --> 00:21:06,889
we're gonna turn it back
into a hammock.
447
00:21:06,923 --> 00:21:10,127
You constantly have to change
your approach to things,
448
00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:13,030
you know, 'cause just when you
think something is going good,
449
00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:15,498
it could change and go bad,
450
00:21:15,532 --> 00:21:17,568
and then you gotta figure out
something else to do.
451
00:21:17,601 --> 00:21:19,570
Stuff happens.
You're gonna have those things
452
00:21:19,603 --> 00:21:21,505
that just kick you
while you're down,
453
00:21:21,539 --> 00:21:24,944
and you gotta get up and say,
"Well, I got stuff to do."
454
00:21:24,977 --> 00:21:27,079
[dramatic music]
455
00:21:27,112 --> 00:21:30,049
Just really spent a lot of time
building that shelter,
456
00:21:30,082 --> 00:21:31,818
now it's flooded,
457
00:21:31,852 --> 00:21:34,187
but I don't have the energy
458
00:21:34,220 --> 00:21:37,090
to--to rebuild that thing
459
00:21:37,123 --> 00:21:38,993
somewhere else.
460
00:21:39,026 --> 00:21:41,095
Especially without food,
461
00:21:41,128 --> 00:21:44,231
the calories and all that.
462
00:21:44,265 --> 00:21:45,868
That's just not gonna work.
463
00:21:45,901 --> 00:21:49,437
You know, I barely have
the energy to split wood.
464
00:21:49,471 --> 00:21:54,743
All right, so it's still
soaked in here.
465
00:21:54,777 --> 00:21:58,114
Smells like [bleep] seaweed...
466
00:21:59,382 --> 00:22:02,719
Bad.
Like, really bad.
467
00:22:02,752 --> 00:22:05,655
If you allow yourself to adapt
468
00:22:05,689 --> 00:22:08,927
and you allow yourself
to--to change,
469
00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:13,164
then you're capable
of just amazing things.
470
00:22:13,198 --> 00:22:16,903
[soft music]
471
00:22:16,936 --> 00:22:18,905
That might just work.
472
00:22:18,938 --> 00:22:22,174
♪
473
00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:26,880
Other than the foul stench
of seaweed.
474
00:22:26,914 --> 00:22:29,884
[tense music]
475
00:22:29,918 --> 00:22:37,927
♪
476
00:23:02,687 --> 00:23:05,223
Well, good morning.
477
00:23:05,257 --> 00:23:08,061
Day 21.
478
00:23:08,094 --> 00:23:11,597
I'm thankful
for this beautiful place.
479
00:23:13,066 --> 00:23:15,902
I'm enjoying myself being here.
480
00:23:15,936 --> 00:23:19,573
It's--it's brought out
the best in me.
481
00:23:19,606 --> 00:23:21,609
I've built
a very beautiful camp.
482
00:23:21,642 --> 00:23:24,379
I have a comfortable home here.
483
00:23:24,412 --> 00:23:26,948
I can spend hours
in my shelter...
484
00:23:26,982 --> 00:23:28,417
♪
485
00:23:28,450 --> 00:23:32,121
And I've got means and ways
for getting food...
486
00:23:32,154 --> 00:23:33,555
♪
487
00:23:33,589 --> 00:23:37,360
And I've got things
to occupy my time and my mind.
488
00:23:37,394 --> 00:23:39,096
I cut dice.
489
00:23:39,129 --> 00:23:40,497
Two blocks.
490
00:23:40,530 --> 00:23:42,199
Kind of round off the corners,
491
00:23:42,232 --> 00:23:45,569
so they roll better
for my football game.
492
00:23:45,603 --> 00:23:48,572
Sunday night football.
493
00:23:48,606 --> 00:23:50,475
We have our two opposing teams,
494
00:23:50,509 --> 00:23:53,645
the scallops and the stones.
495
00:23:53,678 --> 00:23:57,349
The dice determine
yardage and distance.
496
00:23:57,382 --> 00:23:59,552
Yes, it's a pass.
497
00:23:59,585 --> 00:24:02,155
Greater than ten yards?
498
00:24:02,188 --> 00:24:03,656
No, all right,
499
00:24:03,689 --> 00:24:07,194
so, let's roll
to see how many yards we get,
500
00:24:07,228 --> 00:24:09,230
and we just got two that time.
501
00:24:09,263 --> 00:24:10,998
All right, second down.
502
00:24:11,032 --> 00:24:13,201
The defense is holding.
503
00:24:13,235 --> 00:24:15,270
You know,
the projects keep me busy
504
00:24:15,303 --> 00:24:16,571
throughout the day,
505
00:24:16,604 --> 00:24:19,841
and so time just flies by
because of that.
506
00:24:19,874 --> 00:24:24,113
I did get the arapuca
live box trap made.
507
00:24:24,147 --> 00:24:26,315
Hopping along...
508
00:24:26,349 --> 00:24:28,552
then he is caught.
509
00:24:28,585 --> 00:24:31,055
The other day,
I found that black buoy.
510
00:24:31,088 --> 00:24:35,093
The perfect size
for a bowling ball.
511
00:24:35,126 --> 00:24:36,894
♪
512
00:24:36,927 --> 00:24:37,995
Boom,
513
00:24:38,029 --> 00:24:40,731
and I got the top one,
514
00:24:40,765 --> 00:24:42,601
no problem.
515
00:24:42,634 --> 00:24:45,371
Like it when the--
the time flies,
516
00:24:45,404 --> 00:24:46,805
but...
517
00:24:46,838 --> 00:24:50,510
I'm beginning
to feel guilty
518
00:24:50,543 --> 00:24:53,146
of wasting
519
00:24:53,180 --> 00:24:55,048
time and space
520
00:24:55,082 --> 00:24:58,686
that could be used
in a better way,
521
00:24:58,719 --> 00:25:01,089
and I feel like my journey is
522
00:25:01,122 --> 00:25:03,991
becoming selfish
and self-serving.
523
00:25:04,025 --> 00:25:05,760
♪
524
00:25:05,794 --> 00:25:08,397
I'm not growing more
525
00:25:08,430 --> 00:25:11,233
and I'm not discovering
new things about myself.
526
00:25:11,266 --> 00:25:12,835
♪
527
00:25:12,868 --> 00:25:20,311
And after thinking about it,
praying about it...
528
00:25:20,344 --> 00:25:23,547
I don't know
how much longer I can do this.
529
00:25:23,580 --> 00:25:26,984
♪
530
00:25:30,988 --> 00:25:33,959
[dramatic music]
531
00:25:33,992 --> 00:25:42,001
♪
532
00:25:54,349 --> 00:25:57,253
I woke up, uh, craving...
533
00:25:57,286 --> 00:26:00,156
[rain pelting]
534
00:26:00,189 --> 00:26:02,624
Cinnamon sugar donuts
535
00:26:02,658 --> 00:26:04,994
and hot apple cider.
536
00:26:07,264 --> 00:26:08,931
Mmm.
537
00:26:11,369 --> 00:26:13,003
Fall.
538
00:26:13,036 --> 00:26:14,772
♪
539
00:26:14,805 --> 00:26:17,040
Still missing home a lot today.
540
00:26:17,074 --> 00:26:19,211
♪
541
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:23,047
Over these last couple of days,
I wanted to go home.
542
00:26:23,081 --> 00:26:24,649
♪
543
00:26:24,683 --> 00:26:27,587
I'm just having second thoughts
about it.
544
00:26:27,620 --> 00:26:30,790
You also have the expectations
of other people.
545
00:26:30,823 --> 00:26:32,893
My family's gonna be
watching this.
546
00:26:32,926 --> 00:26:35,329
You don't want
to let anybody down.
547
00:26:35,362 --> 00:26:38,299
So it's a tough one, you know?
548
00:26:38,332 --> 00:26:39,701
It's really hard being alone.
549
00:26:39,734 --> 00:26:41,903
I've never been alone
for this long before.
550
00:26:41,936 --> 00:26:43,338
♪
551
00:26:43,371 --> 00:26:45,673
I have to figure out
how long I want to stay here.
552
00:26:45,707 --> 00:26:48,811
♪
553
00:26:48,844 --> 00:26:50,579
So today I'm just gonna
554
00:26:50,613 --> 00:26:53,716
build a little sweat lodge.
555
00:26:53,749 --> 00:26:55,285
A sweat lodge is
one of those things,
556
00:26:55,319 --> 00:26:58,922
like, that feeds you
more spiritually.
557
00:26:58,955 --> 00:27:00,089
Just do a couple of rounds
558
00:27:00,123 --> 00:27:02,493
and, you know,
have a dip in the ocean
559
00:27:02,527 --> 00:27:05,496
and get myself clean
both physically and spiritually
560
00:27:05,530 --> 00:27:07,498
before making the decision.
561
00:27:07,532 --> 00:27:11,337
Biggest question I have is
just: What am I doing this for?
562
00:27:11,370 --> 00:27:12,338
♪
563
00:27:12,371 --> 00:27:15,341
[axe thumping]
564
00:27:15,374 --> 00:27:17,677
I have all of these
cedar branches,
565
00:27:17,710 --> 00:27:19,379
and then there's,
like, a little circle
566
00:27:19,412 --> 00:27:20,380
you can kind of see.
567
00:27:20,413 --> 00:27:22,148
It's pretty small.
568
00:27:22,181 --> 00:27:23,583
I don't know
what the diameter is.
569
00:27:23,616 --> 00:27:25,853
Maybe, like, six feet
or something.
570
00:27:25,886 --> 00:27:28,556
It's just for me, so it doesn't
need to be crazy big.
571
00:27:28,589 --> 00:27:29,857
♪
572
00:27:29,890 --> 00:27:31,760
Think I got eight saplings,
573
00:27:31,793 --> 00:27:33,928
and then I just dug 'em
into the ground
574
00:27:33,962 --> 00:27:35,297
and folded 'em over,
575
00:27:35,330 --> 00:27:37,832
so that way they all
are connected at the top,
576
00:27:37,866 --> 00:27:39,869
and then you just
tie them together.
577
00:27:39,902 --> 00:27:41,070
♪
578
00:27:41,103 --> 00:27:42,972
So after those rocks
have been heated,
579
00:27:43,005 --> 00:27:45,140
those'll go into that pit...
580
00:27:45,174 --> 00:27:46,577
♪
581
00:27:46,610 --> 00:27:48,345
And then pour water on top.
582
00:27:48,379 --> 00:27:49,680
♪
583
00:27:49,713 --> 00:27:52,015
So now I'm gonna
put the tarp over it.
584
00:27:52,048 --> 00:27:54,286
♪
585
00:27:54,319 --> 00:27:55,787
Super simple.
586
00:27:55,820 --> 00:27:58,656
♪
587
00:27:58,690 --> 00:28:00,325
It looks good, actually.
588
00:28:00,358 --> 00:28:01,327
♪
589
00:28:01,360 --> 00:28:02,828
I got all the rocks in there.
590
00:28:02,861 --> 00:28:04,997
I'll get the rocks,
like, just super hot.
591
00:28:05,030 --> 00:28:06,131
♪
592
00:28:06,164 --> 00:28:08,502
Put 'em into the lodge
593
00:28:08,535 --> 00:28:11,104
and then pour water on them,
594
00:28:11,137 --> 00:28:13,873
and then sweat it out.
595
00:28:13,907 --> 00:28:15,410
[soft music]
596
00:28:15,443 --> 00:28:17,745
Maybe this will
provide some insight.
597
00:28:17,778 --> 00:28:22,951
♪
598
00:28:22,984 --> 00:28:24,953
Oh, yes.
599
00:28:24,986 --> 00:28:26,288
Mm.
600
00:28:26,322 --> 00:28:27,723
♪
601
00:28:27,756 --> 00:28:29,458
Oh, uh-huh.
602
00:28:35,632 --> 00:28:43,641
♪
603
00:28:46,578 --> 00:28:48,647
There's a certain
604
00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:50,549
level of
605
00:28:50,582 --> 00:28:53,453
content-ness and exhaustion
606
00:28:53,486 --> 00:28:56,021
that comes from doing
a good hot sweat.
607
00:28:56,055 --> 00:28:59,660
It's like you are happy
doing nothing.
608
00:28:59,693 --> 00:29:02,363
♪
609
00:29:02,396 --> 00:29:04,598
[steam hisses]
610
00:29:04,631 --> 00:29:06,099
Mm.
611
00:29:06,132 --> 00:29:08,370
[steam hisses]
612
00:29:08,403 --> 00:29:09,904
[sighs]
613
00:29:09,937 --> 00:29:12,139
[steam hisses]
614
00:29:14,142 --> 00:29:17,112
[singing in foreign language]
615
00:29:17,145 --> 00:29:25,154
♪
616
00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:32,062
[soft dramatic]
617
00:29:32,096 --> 00:29:33,764
A lot of things
to look forward to.
618
00:29:33,798 --> 00:29:35,099
Today's been a good day.
619
00:29:35,132 --> 00:29:37,603
I'm really grateful
to be here...
620
00:29:37,636 --> 00:29:39,237
♪
621
00:29:39,270 --> 00:29:41,907
And to be in this place
that's so beautiful.
622
00:29:41,940 --> 00:29:44,944
It's seriously an incredible,
623
00:29:44,977 --> 00:29:47,780
powerful place.
624
00:29:47,814 --> 00:29:55,823
♪
625
00:30:05,835 --> 00:30:13,844
♪
626
00:30:25,289 --> 00:30:28,761
My head was kind of
out of it a bit this morning,
627
00:30:28,794 --> 00:30:31,464
and I feel, actually,
pretty good right now.
628
00:30:31,497 --> 00:30:33,832
I feel really grounded.
629
00:30:33,866 --> 00:30:38,605
♪
630
00:30:38,638 --> 00:30:41,074
It's all a mental game,
you know?
631
00:30:41,107 --> 00:30:42,610
It's just about,
like, pushing on
632
00:30:42,643 --> 00:30:45,480
and--and adapting yourself
to the situation.
633
00:30:45,513 --> 00:30:47,281
A lot of staying calm
for me is just,
634
00:30:47,314 --> 00:30:49,951
like, looking around and being
grateful for what I have.
635
00:30:49,985 --> 00:30:56,224
♪
636
00:30:56,257 --> 00:30:59,496
Every day I've been able
to walk outside
637
00:30:59,529 --> 00:31:01,998
and see something beautiful.
638
00:31:02,031 --> 00:31:04,635
♪
639
00:31:04,668 --> 00:31:06,537
I've come to my decision.
640
00:31:06,570 --> 00:31:07,605
♪
641
00:31:11,609 --> 00:31:14,579
[dramatic music]
642
00:31:14,613 --> 00:31:22,622
♪
643
00:31:31,064 --> 00:31:33,366
It's not about:
"How long can I last?"
644
00:31:33,399 --> 00:31:35,102
"How far
can you push yourself?"
645
00:31:35,136 --> 00:31:36,971
"How much can you
test your limits?"
646
00:31:37,004 --> 00:31:39,607
It's not really about that.
647
00:31:39,641 --> 00:31:42,711
I'm in a quandary;
I don't know what to do,
648
00:31:42,745 --> 00:31:44,780
and I'm just gonna go ahead
and say it,
649
00:31:44,813 --> 00:31:47,382
I don't know if I can do this.
650
00:31:47,415 --> 00:31:51,054
The last two days have been
mentally pretty rough.
651
00:31:51,087 --> 00:31:53,356
You know, just going
back and forth in my head
652
00:31:53,389 --> 00:31:55,725
if it would be okay to quit.
653
00:31:55,759 --> 00:31:57,595
I don't have to do this.
654
00:31:57,628 --> 00:31:58,763
♪
655
00:31:58,796 --> 00:32:00,631
There's not enough
caloric intake
656
00:32:00,665 --> 00:32:03,301
in the meals that
I can pull out of the ocean
657
00:32:03,334 --> 00:32:07,272
to keep me from
eventually starving to death.
658
00:32:07,305 --> 00:32:08,907
That's the endgame for me.
659
00:32:08,940 --> 00:32:16,949
♪
660
00:32:23,190 --> 00:32:24,825
I know my goal all along
661
00:32:24,858 --> 00:32:28,362
was to stay out here
for the entire year,
662
00:32:28,396 --> 00:32:32,635
but I just miss Barbara
terribly.
663
00:32:32,668 --> 00:32:34,336
♪
664
00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:37,239
Being away like this, so long,
665
00:32:37,272 --> 00:32:40,043
I'm afraid that
it'll mess me up so bad
666
00:32:40,076 --> 00:32:43,747
that I'll go home this thing
that Barbara doesn't know.
667
00:32:43,780 --> 00:32:45,215
♪
668
00:32:45,248 --> 00:32:46,583
I have to admit
669
00:32:46,617 --> 00:32:49,954
that I did not foresee
670
00:32:49,987 --> 00:32:52,423
the heartache that I'm feeling.
671
00:32:52,456 --> 00:32:53,991
Love that camp.
672
00:32:54,025 --> 00:32:56,294
That's saying good-bye to a
really good friend right there.
673
00:32:56,328 --> 00:32:58,030
♪
674
00:32:58,063 --> 00:33:03,069
I do not like saying good-bye.
675
00:33:03,102 --> 00:33:04,270
♪
676
00:33:04,303 --> 00:33:06,873
It feels like abandonment.
677
00:33:06,906 --> 00:33:10,344
♪
678
00:33:10,377 --> 00:33:12,146
Man, oh, man,
679
00:33:12,179 --> 00:33:15,082
that is--that is something.
680
00:33:15,115 --> 00:33:17,018
It's even more beautiful
from here.
681
00:33:17,052 --> 00:33:25,061
♪
682
00:33:35,072 --> 00:33:43,081
♪
683
00:33:47,987 --> 00:33:50,089
Tomorrow, day 22,
684
00:33:50,122 --> 00:33:53,192
uh, I'm gonna climb up--
685
00:33:53,225 --> 00:33:55,028
climb up this mountain
behind me.
686
00:33:55,061 --> 00:33:56,196
Um...
687
00:33:56,229 --> 00:33:57,998
[soft dramatic music]
688
00:33:58,031 --> 00:34:00,466
In, uh--in remembrance
689
00:34:00,500 --> 00:34:03,537
of the 22 veterans a day
690
00:34:03,570 --> 00:34:07,108
that are committing suicide
in this country.
691
00:34:07,141 --> 00:34:08,877
So hopefully,
692
00:34:08,911 --> 00:34:10,612
you know, somebody sees it
693
00:34:10,645 --> 00:34:13,315
and is--is inspired
694
00:34:13,348 --> 00:34:15,484
to--to keep fighting,
695
00:34:15,518 --> 00:34:16,753
to keep going.
696
00:34:16,786 --> 00:34:19,155
Um, so that's my hope.
697
00:34:19,188 --> 00:34:20,857
That's my goal
698
00:34:20,890 --> 00:34:23,260
in what I'm doing tomorrow.
699
00:34:23,293 --> 00:34:24,494
♪
700
00:34:24,528 --> 00:34:27,097
Today I have
a lot of prep work to do.
701
00:34:27,131 --> 00:34:29,767
Getting the camera gear ready
and food
702
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:31,469
and you have to boil water,
703
00:34:31,502 --> 00:34:32,738
which is huge
704
00:34:32,771 --> 00:34:35,073
because that gives you
the ability
705
00:34:35,106 --> 00:34:37,042
to--to purify it enough
706
00:34:37,075 --> 00:34:39,712
so I can get to the top
of that mountain.
707
00:34:39,746 --> 00:34:42,715
♪
708
00:34:42,749 --> 00:34:45,285
If I can climb this mountain
on day 22,
709
00:34:45,318 --> 00:34:47,788
then I can do whatever.
710
00:34:47,821 --> 00:34:49,089
♪
711
00:34:49,122 --> 00:34:51,825
I think it's gonna
recharge my batteries.
712
00:34:51,859 --> 00:34:55,629
Gonna give me a little bit of--
of extra motivation...
713
00:34:55,663 --> 00:34:56,630
♪
714
00:34:56,664 --> 00:34:58,299
To go a little bit further.
715
00:34:58,332 --> 00:35:00,335
♪
716
00:35:00,369 --> 00:35:03,272
Water takes forever
717
00:35:03,305 --> 00:35:04,907
to boil here.
718
00:35:04,940 --> 00:35:08,078
It's been about an hour--
the last hour
719
00:35:08,111 --> 00:35:09,379
boiling this water.
720
00:35:09,412 --> 00:35:11,181
It's just such a--a pain
in the ass.
721
00:35:11,214 --> 00:35:12,348
♪
722
00:35:12,382 --> 00:35:13,884
It's starting to rain...
723
00:35:13,917 --> 00:35:15,252
♪
724
00:35:15,286 --> 00:35:18,722
A little bit, so I'm gonna
pull this inside here.
725
00:35:18,756 --> 00:35:24,562
♪
726
00:35:24,596 --> 00:35:26,731
[bleep]
727
00:35:26,765 --> 00:35:30,269
You gotta be kidding me.
728
00:35:30,303 --> 00:35:33,106
Oh, my God, man.
729
00:35:33,139 --> 00:35:34,273
[exhales]
730
00:35:34,307 --> 00:35:36,242
Wound up spilling
731
00:35:36,275 --> 00:35:38,412
a majority of my [bleep] water.
732
00:35:38,445 --> 00:35:41,415
[dramatic music]
733
00:35:41,448 --> 00:35:43,283
♪
734
00:35:43,317 --> 00:35:45,220
It was right there.
735
00:35:45,253 --> 00:35:47,722
Right at a boil.
736
00:35:47,755 --> 00:35:52,694
♪
737
00:35:52,728 --> 00:35:55,364
And now I don't even know
if I'll have enough
738
00:35:55,397 --> 00:35:58,034
to fill up my water bottles.
739
00:35:58,067 --> 00:36:00,770
♪
740
00:36:00,804 --> 00:36:02,605
Mother[bleep].
741
00:36:02,639 --> 00:36:10,648
♪
742
00:36:32,273 --> 00:36:33,941
You know, I was, like,
743
00:36:33,975 --> 00:36:36,811
so at peace with my decision,
744
00:36:36,845 --> 00:36:38,413
but I don't know.
745
00:36:38,446 --> 00:36:40,082
Gone back and forth on it.
746
00:36:40,115 --> 00:36:43,052
[soft dramatic music]
747
00:36:43,086 --> 00:36:45,288
Before I came out here,
you know, I was in the process
748
00:36:45,321 --> 00:36:49,258
of--of choosing whether
or not I wanted to do this.
749
00:36:49,292 --> 00:36:52,796
I decided not to.
750
00:36:52,829 --> 00:36:54,398
♪
751
00:36:54,431 --> 00:36:56,901
Called my dad up,
"What do you think?"
752
00:36:56,934 --> 00:36:59,204
And he had a really good
perspective, you know?
753
00:36:59,237 --> 00:37:00,872
Said this was a sort of, like,
754
00:37:00,906 --> 00:37:03,674
once in a lifetime opportunity
755
00:37:03,708 --> 00:37:05,044
to do something like this,
756
00:37:05,077 --> 00:37:06,678
and to just remember,
757
00:37:06,712 --> 00:37:08,680
like, how big this is.
758
00:37:08,714 --> 00:37:10,016
♪
759
00:37:10,049 --> 00:37:13,786
I'm torn between living here
and going home.
760
00:37:13,820 --> 00:37:16,823
♪
761
00:37:16,856 --> 00:37:18,058
If I leave,
762
00:37:18,091 --> 00:37:21,095
I'd be doing myself
an injustice.
763
00:37:21,129 --> 00:37:23,064
If I stay longer,
764
00:37:23,097 --> 00:37:24,232
I'm gonna be alone.
765
00:37:24,265 --> 00:37:27,636
♪
766
00:37:33,642 --> 00:37:41,652
♪
767
00:37:51,663 --> 00:37:59,672
♪
768
00:38:02,675 --> 00:38:03,843
[satellite phone beeps]
769
00:38:06,146 --> 00:38:08,315
Hey, Dan, this is Randy.
770
00:38:09,883 --> 00:38:14,355
♪
771
00:38:14,389 --> 00:38:16,757
Hey, man,
uh, I, uh--I wanted to call
772
00:38:16,791 --> 00:38:17,925
because I'm ready to go.
773
00:38:17,959 --> 00:38:19,595
I'm--I'm tapping out.
774
00:38:19,628 --> 00:38:22,098
♪
775
00:38:25,969 --> 00:38:27,704
♪
776
00:38:27,737 --> 00:38:30,540
Physically, I felt capable
of staying out here
777
00:38:30,573 --> 00:38:32,109
a really long time,
778
00:38:32,142 --> 00:38:35,046
but we're not just
physical bodies,
779
00:38:35,079 --> 00:38:37,982
and so I wasn't
being fed mentally.
780
00:38:38,016 --> 00:38:40,452
I wasn't being fed emotionally
781
00:38:40,485 --> 00:38:44,256
because there's no interaction
with other people.
782
00:38:44,289 --> 00:38:48,028
I mean, don't get me wrong,
like, I love living this way.
783
00:38:48,061 --> 00:38:49,929
I want to live off the land.
784
00:38:49,962 --> 00:38:51,097
♪
785
00:38:51,131 --> 00:38:54,134
That's the ideal life for me,
786
00:38:54,167 --> 00:38:57,804
but there's no way
I could do it alone.
787
00:38:57,838 --> 00:38:59,906
I am craving
788
00:38:59,940 --> 00:39:03,078
human companionship
like it's water.
789
00:39:03,111 --> 00:39:05,713
♪
790
00:39:05,747 --> 00:39:07,915
I wanted to just come out here
791
00:39:07,949 --> 00:39:10,819
and just sort of, like,
connect with the land...
792
00:39:10,853 --> 00:39:12,821
♪
793
00:39:12,855 --> 00:39:14,557
And I wanted it
to teach me things,
794
00:39:14,590 --> 00:39:16,059
and...
795
00:39:16,092 --> 00:39:19,929
you know, it really made me
appreciate my loved ones.
796
00:39:19,963 --> 00:39:23,333
My sort of,
like, community and tribe.
797
00:39:23,367 --> 00:39:25,703
I mean, it--
it really opened my eyes
798
00:39:25,736 --> 00:39:28,673
to how amazing
the people in my life are...
799
00:39:28,706 --> 00:39:30,975
but I'm really gonna
miss this place a lot.
800
00:39:31,008 --> 00:39:35,681
♪
801
00:39:35,714 --> 00:39:37,883
I'm just craving
802
00:39:37,916 --> 00:39:40,153
my loved ones,
803
00:39:40,187 --> 00:39:41,854
and, you know,
804
00:39:41,888 --> 00:39:45,125
I just--I way underestimated
805
00:39:45,158 --> 00:39:47,461
that being the hardest part.
806
00:39:47,495 --> 00:39:55,504
♪
807
00:40:05,515 --> 00:40:10,954
♪
808
00:40:10,987 --> 00:40:12,923
Hi, good morning,
ladies and gentlemen.
809
00:40:12,956 --> 00:40:14,791
[soft dramatic music]
810
00:40:16,928 --> 00:40:20,865
My name is Justin,
and I'm reporting to you live
811
00:40:20,898 --> 00:40:22,934
from the scene
812
00:40:22,967 --> 00:40:25,971
of the set
of the movie "Waterworld."
813
00:40:27,973 --> 00:40:31,945
Everything is under water.
814
00:40:31,978 --> 00:40:33,480
Holy [bleep].
815
00:40:33,513 --> 00:40:35,649
There's about--oh, man,
816
00:40:35,682 --> 00:40:37,784
at least six inches under water.
817
00:40:37,817 --> 00:40:40,688
[sighs]
I thought I had it bad earlier.
818
00:40:40,721 --> 00:40:42,623
This is nuts.
819
00:40:42,657 --> 00:40:45,394
I have no frickin' idea
820
00:40:45,427 --> 00:40:46,862
what I'm gonna do
821
00:40:46,895 --> 00:40:48,230
as far as shelter...
822
00:40:48,264 --> 00:40:49,265
[dramatic music]
823
00:40:49,298 --> 00:40:50,932
But you know what?
824
00:40:50,966 --> 00:40:53,736
Today, that doesn't matter...
825
00:40:53,770 --> 00:40:54,737
♪
826
00:40:54,771 --> 00:40:57,574
Because today is day 22.
827
00:40:57,607 --> 00:41:00,778
I decided that on day 22
828
00:41:00,811 --> 00:41:02,446
I was gonna climb a mountain.
829
00:41:02,480 --> 00:41:03,514
♪
830
00:41:03,547 --> 00:41:05,983
Kind of--
831
00:41:06,016 --> 00:41:09,588
kind of really at my--at the
bottom of my rope right now,
832
00:41:09,621 --> 00:41:11,490
and, uh...
833
00:41:11,523 --> 00:41:12,724
so I need this.
834
00:41:12,757 --> 00:41:15,995
I need--I need to get to the top
of that mountain.
835
00:41:16,028 --> 00:41:17,497
Um...
836
00:41:17,530 --> 00:41:19,131
♪
837
00:41:19,165 --> 00:41:21,534
'Cause when I come back down,
I gotta start all over.
838
00:41:21,567 --> 00:41:22,536
♪
839
00:41:22,569 --> 00:41:23,704
Um...
840
00:41:23,737 --> 00:41:26,407
♪
841
00:41:28,842 --> 00:41:30,345
So...
[exhales]
842
00:41:30,378 --> 00:41:31,379
This is it.
843
00:41:31,413 --> 00:41:34,416
♪
844
00:41:34,449 --> 00:41:36,384
There's a lot
of ups and downs in life,
845
00:41:36,418 --> 00:41:38,454
and for every
one step you take,
846
00:41:38,487 --> 00:41:41,390
there's three things
that pull you back down.
847
00:41:41,424 --> 00:41:44,294
Over the course of time,
that can drain on you.
848
00:41:44,328 --> 00:41:45,895
Drain your soul.
849
00:41:45,929 --> 00:41:48,665
Drain a person down to where
they don't want to do anything.
850
00:41:48,698 --> 00:41:49,933
They don't want to--
851
00:41:49,966 --> 00:41:52,937
to deal with life anymore.
852
00:41:52,970 --> 00:41:56,907
If one veteran that's hurting
sees this and says,
853
00:41:56,941 --> 00:41:58,276
"I can keep going,"
854
00:41:58,309 --> 00:41:59,778
that, "It can get better,"
855
00:41:59,811 --> 00:42:01,280
and, "That it will get better
856
00:42:01,313 --> 00:42:03,615
"if you keep putting one foot
in front of the other
857
00:42:03,649 --> 00:42:06,017
and you keep climbing,"
858
00:42:06,051 --> 00:42:08,455
then it's worth the risk.
859
00:42:08,488 --> 00:42:12,091
♪
860
00:42:12,124 --> 00:42:14,595
I'm ready to put the skin
on the kayak.
861
00:42:14,628 --> 00:42:15,796
The tarp I have,
862
00:42:15,829 --> 00:42:17,765
one good scratch
on those barnacles,
863
00:42:17,798 --> 00:42:19,300
and it's done with.
864
00:42:19,333 --> 00:42:20,734
I'm gonna climb
this damn mountain.
865
00:42:20,768 --> 00:42:22,437
This is extremely dangerous.
866
00:42:22,471 --> 00:42:24,506
One wrong move here,
and I'm done.
867
00:42:24,539 --> 00:42:25,807
[grunts]
868
00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:28,811
Rough surf came in,
destroyed both of my gill nets.
869
00:42:28,844 --> 00:42:30,045
I'm wasting away in here.
870
00:42:30,079 --> 00:42:31,314
If I don't get some solid food
871
00:42:31,347 --> 00:42:33,416
out of that ocean,
I'm not gonna make it.
872
00:42:33,449 --> 00:42:35,819
There is a bear behind me.
873
00:42:35,852 --> 00:42:38,389
It is at my net.
What's it gonna do?
874
00:42:38,422 --> 00:42:40,056
[whispering]
Oh, it's coming my way.
875
00:42:40,090 --> 00:42:41,224
Oh, my God.
876
00:42:41,258 --> 00:42:45,630
♪
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