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Here.
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- Thanks.
- Glasses.
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Oh, damn.
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You'd better answer that.
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It's Helen.
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- Helen?
- Dad?
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Yeah. I'm just heading off.
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I just saw a pair of Goshawks.
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A pair?
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Yeah.
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Was it a display flight?
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No, not fully.
They weren't diving.
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They were sort of gliding around
each other. Beautiful.
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- Oh.
- At one point they got mobbed
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by some angry crows, but they
were just like, whatever.
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Bet the crows didn't hang
around for long.
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They're not stupid.
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They didn't want to
end up being lunch.
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Well done, you.
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Still got
my spotting scope then?
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Er...yeah, sorry.
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Bring it back next weekend
and don't forget.
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- I will. Promise.
- Alright. Bye.
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Alright. Bye, Dad.
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Hi, everyone.
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Right, grab your things,
we're going to the pub.
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Yep. Come on.
It's a class outing. Let's go.
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Little bit more enthusiasm.
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Right, it's lunchtime
on the 28th of February, 1953.
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Watson and Crick are hurrying
along this street,
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on their way to the Eagle
where they're about to
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burst through the doors
and shout,
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"We have discovered
the secret of life."
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But how did that discovery
come to be their story?
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What about Rosalind Franklin?
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Without her brilliant work,
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their Nobel Prize-winning
eureka moment
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could never have happened,
could it?
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And throughout this term,
we've investigated how science
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isn't as objective
as we assume it to be,
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that societal factors deeply
and invisibly
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inform its workings.
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For example, you could argue
that the history
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of scientific discovery
has been dominated
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by the "Great Man" theory.
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So, let's consider
Crick and Watson
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as they rush towards
this famous door,
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and Franklin,
working quietly in her lab,
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is it true that "Whoever gets to
tell the story, wins the prize?"
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Now, some people think that
Watson, you can go in,
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was a bit of a wanker, but
that's not really an expression
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that your examiners
would appreciate,
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so I'd leave that out
of your exam paper,
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if I were you.
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Oh, sorry.
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Oh, my God, it's freezing.
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Sorry, I'm late. Sorry.
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Ooh, a bit of light reading?
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You know me,
I love a bit of Kripke.
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I'm starving.
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Warm yourself up for two
minutes, and then we'll go.
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- I spend my life...
- Hello, you.
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...sitting on doorways.
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You're not a house spider.
You should be outside.
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Come on.
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Excuse me? You have been invited
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to apply for a post-doc
at the Max Planck Institute.
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You jammy devil.
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Yeah, but do I really want to go
to Germany for three years?
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Yes, you do.
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Think of all those Nobel Prize
winners that went there.
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Well, they've only asked me
to apply. I haven't got it yet.
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Yeah, but you are going to
apply, aren't you?
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I might do.
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Excellent news.
We can celebrate.
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Oh.
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Hi, Mum. I'm just on my way out.
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- Mum?
- I've, um...
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I've had a phone call
from St Thomas' Hospital.
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It's Dad.
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He...he went up to
London this morning
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to cover the storm
for the paper,
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and, uh...
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and someone found him.
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He'd collapsed in the street.
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An ambulance came and took him
to hospital...
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But when they arrived,
there was nothing...
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Helen?
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Helen, what's happened?
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Uh...
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What are we doing?
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The table's booked,
and we're late.
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Well, who gives a shit
about the table?
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My mum said not to come tonight.
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My brother's with her.
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We may as well, we have to eat.
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Oh, you, uh...
you don't like your meal?
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Her father passed away.
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Oh.
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Wait, let me get you something.
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There we go. Okay.
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And, uh...sorry for your loss.
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Thank you.
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Thank you so much.
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Thank you.
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Okay.
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I'll get the bill.
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Bye, Dad.
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Mum: He's still working dusk
and dawn.
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When I finished work,
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I thought Dad would do the same.
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But I'm still waiting.
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Dad: I'm not in
your mother's good books.
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Yeah, she said.
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She wants me to stop working
for the paper.
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And what do you want to do?
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Dad: Carry on, of course.
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You could slow down a bit.
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What would be the point?
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You could have fun with Mum.
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You don't need me to be retired
to have fun.
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Dad, that looks nasty.
How did you do it?
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Oh.
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Trimming the tree.
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How many times you been told
about reckless tree surgery?
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Time heals all wounds.
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Wounds all heals.
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I never forget a face,
but in your case,
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I'll make an exception.
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These are Mr Macdonald's
belongings.
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James: Yeah, I...
I'll take those.
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Nurse: I'm sorry for your loss.
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Any hobbies?
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Astronomy.
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Yeah. Natural history.
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Geology.
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Etymology.
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Ornithology.
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He liked aeroplanes.
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Might you be interested in a,
um...
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in a themed coffin?
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Um...
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There is an astronomy option
on the next page.
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Um...
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Do you have anything plain?
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Of course.
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Sorry, Mum.
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Stop it.
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I don't know how
I'm going to manage the garden.
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Dad did everything.
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We'll work something out, Mum.
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* ...wolves *
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* When we were wolves *
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Shit.
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Oh!
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Shit.
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Shit.
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- Oh.
- Excuse me?
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I think you'll find that it says
no parking.
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Yeah, I can read!
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There's no need to take
that tone.
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Sorry. Sorry, this is just...
it's my dad's car,
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and I'm not really
used to driving it.
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Well, perhaps your father
needs to give you
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a few lessons.
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Yeah, well, he can't do that
right now, because he's dead.
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Sorry.
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* And we banged on
our pianos *
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* La, la, la, la, la, la *
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Helen: Thanks for the lift, Dad.
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Pleasure.
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Trains are a nightmare
at the moment, aren't they?
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No problem.
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How's it going?
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I just don't really know.
I don't...really even feel like
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I want to be an academic
anymore.
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Okay.
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- I don't know.
- Hmm?
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The kids aren't as inspired
as I would like them to be.
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You know, they don't really seem
to be that interested
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in what I've got to say.
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Maybe I'm just saying things
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that aren't very interesting...
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could be a possibility.
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Ah, I doubt it.
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I doubt it very much.
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No, Dad. Please don't even
think about it.
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Dad. Oh, my...
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God.
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Hey, hey, hey, hey!
You can't take photographs.
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- You can't be in here.
- Dad, come on.
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Officer: It's a crime scene.
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You're gonna have to leave, Sir.
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- You're gonna have to go.
- It's a public road.
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No, this is a crime scene.
No photographs, okay?
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- We'll take your camera.
- That's alright, don't worry.
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No you won't, I don't think so.
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If you come back,
we'll take your camera.
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I don't think so.
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Relax.
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Silly sod.
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Alright, let's go.
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It's alright.
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Now, then...
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What were you saying?
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How I don't want to be
an academic anymore.
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Oh, look at that.
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Wow.
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What is it?
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Too late.
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No, I missed...
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Mum: Aunty Mo sends her love.
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Helen: That's nice.
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We had a glass of wine
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and watched a film
on the television.
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Good.
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Well, I better
get to the shops.
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James and the family
are coming over later.
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Dad wouldn't want us
to mope, would he?
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No, he'd definitely be against
any kind of moping.
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You're not moping now, are you?
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No.
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No moping allowed.
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Okay. Well...bye, then.
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Bye, Mum.
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Isn't that your job
to buy me one
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no you're not allowed to
because you don't go here
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Oh, hang on.
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So, you go here
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and I'll come meet you
the other side.
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Those guys are seriously scary.
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A single pea falls on the floor
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and they take you outside
and behead you.
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It's in the College Statutes.
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- Oculi omnium in te aspiciunt...
- Sorry.
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...et in te sperant, Deus.
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Tu das illis escam tempore
oportuna.
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Aperis tu manus, et imples omne
animal benedictione tua.
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This is Oshan.
He's finishing his PhD.
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- Hi. How are you doing?
- Amar. Nice to meet you, man.
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So, what do you do, Amar?
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Uh, I'm an art dealer.
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- Wow.
- Yeah.
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We met on Twitter.
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We did.
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Good a place as any
to get acquainted these days.
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Sure.
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Was she putting on
the Australian accent
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just to throw me off?
Or was that...?
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Was that...
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Yeah, she does it
when she's out.
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No, no, she is actually
Australian.
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Okay, she seemed...
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Is that your post? Alright.
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- She liked you.
- Did she?
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- Yeah.
- Okay. It's alright.
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Bedtime reading?
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Interesting choice.
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Will you come abroad with me?
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You...you mean like
go travelling?
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Where are you thinking?
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Germany.
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Germany?
264
00:21:51,212 --> 00:21:52,428
- Okay.
- Well, no,
265
00:21:52,492 --> 00:21:54,029
I've got the possibility
of a fellowship
266
00:21:54,092 --> 00:21:55,853
at the Max Planck Institute
in Berlin.
267
00:21:55,949 --> 00:21:57,420
Oh, I've never been to Berlin.
268
00:21:57,900 --> 00:22:01,004
I mean, I haven't actually, um,
finished my application yet,
269
00:22:01,068 --> 00:22:03,404
but I...I'm gonna do that
later today.
270
00:22:03,500 --> 00:22:05,260
It's definitely
on my to-do list.
271
00:22:05,900 --> 00:22:06,988
Come with me.
272
00:22:09,612 --> 00:22:10,860
Helen, I can't just...
273
00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,644
you know, move to Berlin.
274
00:22:14,060 --> 00:22:15,884
Oh, I know.
I don't mean forever.
275
00:22:45,772 --> 00:22:47,179
Friend: Is it retrievable?
276
00:22:50,700 --> 00:22:52,140
I don't think so, no.
277
00:22:54,155 --> 00:22:56,620
He saw all the self-help books.
278
00:22:56,652 --> 00:22:58,891
Maybe you should have told him
about your dad.
279
00:22:59,532 --> 00:23:00,715
Hmm.
280
00:23:01,068 --> 00:23:02,572
Just forget him, Helen.
281
00:23:04,780 --> 00:23:06,924
I told you, this is not
what you need right now.
282
00:23:07,020 --> 00:23:10,571
- Okay. Okay. Okay, bye.
- Bye.
283
00:24:13,100 --> 00:24:15,020
- Helen.
- Hi, Stu. Sorry.
284
00:24:15,115 --> 00:24:17,227
I know I should have called,
but I just, um...
285
00:24:23,020 --> 00:24:24,172
Come here.
286
00:24:28,876 --> 00:24:29,899
Coming in?
287
00:24:30,412 --> 00:24:31,947
- Yeah.
- Having a weigh-in.
288
00:24:32,011 --> 00:24:33,131
Are you?
289
00:24:33,707 --> 00:24:35,531
- Oh, blimey.
- You've got a new Peregrine.
290
00:24:35,627 --> 00:24:37,451
Yeah. This is Sweetie.
291
00:24:39,211 --> 00:24:41,771
You know, softer the name,
fiercer the falcon.
292
00:24:42,507 --> 00:24:44,619
Yeah, she's up half an ounce,
Mands.
293
00:24:44,940 --> 00:24:46,219
I should have weighed her
before.
294
00:24:46,315 --> 00:24:48,619
Oh, I told you, you gave her
too much yesterday.
295
00:24:48,715 --> 00:24:50,123
Oh, shut up.
296
00:24:51,468 --> 00:24:53,548
- Come here.
- Hello, Sweetie.
297
00:24:53,611 --> 00:24:55,179
Come on. Come on. Come on.
298
00:24:57,355 --> 00:24:58,507
Alright.
299
00:25:01,931 --> 00:25:03,531
Hey, calm it.
300
00:25:06,635 --> 00:25:07,979
Hello.
301
00:25:10,060 --> 00:25:11,467
She's a beauty.
302
00:25:11,915 --> 00:25:13,419
Yes.
303
00:25:13,612 --> 00:25:14,860
Alright, shall we go down?
304
00:25:14,956 --> 00:25:15,979
Yeah.
305
00:25:18,091 --> 00:25:19,499
I'll get the door.
306
00:25:22,379 --> 00:25:24,043
- See you in a bit.
- See you in a bit.
307
00:25:32,267 --> 00:25:33,772
Helen: I've been having
these dreams.
308
00:25:34,379 --> 00:25:35,563
Bad ones?
309
00:25:36,075 --> 00:25:38,027
Dreams of Goshawks, actually.
310
00:25:38,091 --> 00:25:42,539
Ooh. Goshawks, the wildest
and maddest of raptors.
311
00:25:43,115 --> 00:25:44,459
You always said you'd never
fly a Gos.
312
00:25:44,555 --> 00:25:45,643
Yeah, I know.
313
00:25:45,835 --> 00:25:48,011
But didn't you have
a Finnish Gos
314
00:25:48,108 --> 00:25:50,379
when we first met
at that falconry club?
315
00:25:50,475 --> 00:25:51,659
The Old Girl.
316
00:25:52,267 --> 00:25:53,803
Oh, I loved that hawk.
317
00:25:54,827 --> 00:25:56,203
Bloody hell,
that was over ten years ago.
318
00:25:56,299 --> 00:25:58,347
That was before you and me
got together, Mand.
319
00:25:58,987 --> 00:26:01,323
And Helen was hanging around
in Cambridge after uni,
320
00:26:01,419 --> 00:26:02,346
on the dole.
321
00:26:02,731 --> 00:26:04,651
- Oi.
- And flying falcons with me
322
00:26:04,747 --> 00:26:06,219
instead of looking
for a proper job.
323
00:26:08,970 --> 00:26:10,219
And what was she like?
324
00:26:10,315 --> 00:26:11,723
Oh, she was a beast.
325
00:26:12,172 --> 00:26:14,283
Flying her was as stressful
as hell.
326
00:26:15,531 --> 00:26:18,187
You're not thinking of getting
a Goshawk, are you, Helen?
327
00:26:18,827 --> 00:26:20,107
I don't know. Maybe.
328
00:26:21,099 --> 00:26:22,603
Seriously, they're a handful.
329
00:26:23,370 --> 00:26:24,491
Do you really want to have to
deal with
330
00:26:24,587 --> 00:26:26,443
the perfectly evolved
psychopath?
331
00:26:29,067 --> 00:26:30,539
Don't even think about it,
332
00:26:31,146 --> 00:26:32,843
especially not in your
current state.
333
00:26:34,059 --> 00:26:35,723
What about a nice little merlin?
334
00:26:35,819 --> 00:26:39,307
No. No, I don't...I don't want
a lady's bird, Mandy. I...
335
00:26:40,235 --> 00:26:41,451
I want a Goshawk.
336
00:26:42,378 --> 00:26:43,723
I think...
337
00:26:44,716 --> 00:26:45,772
I need one.
338
00:26:52,651 --> 00:26:53,931
Mm, good.
339
00:26:55,179 --> 00:26:56,170
Mum: I thought I'd make
a n attempt
340
00:26:56,267 --> 00:26:57,738
to sort out Dad's study.
341
00:27:00,139 --> 00:27:01,930
- Are you still there?
- Yeah.
342
00:27:04,139 --> 00:27:05,899
What are you doing about
your work?
343
00:27:06,155 --> 00:27:07,307
Um...
344
00:27:12,107 --> 00:27:13,290
Helen?
345
00:27:13,450 --> 00:27:14,859
Well, my, um...
346
00:27:15,179 --> 00:27:16,619
fellowship doesn't end
until January,
347
00:27:16,715 --> 00:27:18,443
and I can still teach here
until then.
348
00:27:18,795 --> 00:27:21,099
But don't you lose your college
house this term?
349
00:27:21,291 --> 00:27:22,539
Where will you live?
350
00:27:24,426 --> 00:27:25,803
Honestly, Helen.
351
00:27:57,354 --> 00:27:59,051
This feels like a drug deal.
352
00:28:09,994 --> 00:28:11,562
That's got to be him, right?
353
00:28:14,858 --> 00:28:16,426
Why has he got two boxes?
354
00:28:17,355 --> 00:28:18,987
- I didn't want one.
- Helen Macdonald?
355
00:28:19,050 --> 00:28:20,650
- Yeah?
- Could you get your boot for me?
356
00:28:20,747 --> 00:28:22,218
Oh, yeah, sorry.
357
00:28:26,826 --> 00:28:27,882
Oop.
358
00:28:38,955 --> 00:28:40,650
- Money?
- Yeah.
359
00:28:47,530 --> 00:28:49,866
And your documents.
360
00:28:57,579 --> 00:28:58,986
Thank you.
361
00:29:00,555 --> 00:29:01,611
Oh, hang on.
362
00:29:02,314 --> 00:29:04,043
I think she's slipped her hood.
363
00:29:12,618 --> 00:29:14,058
Let's get her out.
364
00:29:14,826 --> 00:29:16,810
I have to check her ring number,
anyway.
365
00:29:25,706 --> 00:29:27,051
Pop her hood on for me.
366
00:29:27,339 --> 00:29:28,938
You don't want to get
her scared.
367
00:29:37,194 --> 00:29:38,826
You told me you'd
done this before.
368
00:29:39,305 --> 00:29:40,618
Yeah, I have. Just...
369
00:29:41,418 --> 00:29:43,530
not for a few years.
And never with a Goshawk.
370
00:29:48,010 --> 00:29:49,706
There you go. See that?
371
00:29:50,506 --> 00:29:53,226
Do you know the trick
for a well-behaved Gos?
372
00:29:53,770 --> 00:29:54,730
Murder.
373
00:29:54,827 --> 00:29:56,139
Calms them right down.
374
00:29:56,554 --> 00:29:58,442
Get her out hunting
as quickly as you can
375
00:29:58,538 --> 00:30:00,010
and let her kill a lot.
376
00:30:05,225 --> 00:30:08,778
Oh, no. I'm sorry,
this is the wrong bird.
377
00:30:08,874 --> 00:30:10,282
What?
378
00:30:20,746 --> 00:30:22,090
This one's yours.
379
00:30:25,994 --> 00:30:27,082
Are you sure?
380
00:30:27,178 --> 00:30:28,491
It says so here.
381
00:30:32,873 --> 00:30:34,666
Sorry, this is...
382
00:30:35,018 --> 00:30:36,458
really awkward, but...
383
00:30:36,618 --> 00:30:38,058
do you think there's any chance
384
00:30:38,154 --> 00:30:40,202
that I could have the first one?
385
00:30:41,418 --> 00:30:43,722
I've sold her to somebody else.
They'll be here any minute.
386
00:30:45,578 --> 00:30:48,906
I...I know this is really out
of order, but please...
387
00:30:51,113 --> 00:30:54,922
please, this isn't my bird. I...
She's not.
388
00:30:55,018 --> 00:30:57,291
Please, can I have
the first one? Please.
389
00:30:58,058 --> 00:31:00,362
We're gonna have to change
all the paperwork.
390
00:31:04,330 --> 00:31:05,609
Thank you.
391
00:31:18,857 --> 00:31:21,002
Are you sure you don't want me
to come in with you?
392
00:31:21,098 --> 00:31:22,601
- Sure, yeah.
- Okay.
393
00:31:22,697 --> 00:31:24,362
Thank you. Thanks.
394
00:31:25,354 --> 00:31:26,666
Good luck.
395
00:32:12,009 --> 00:32:13,385
There you go.
396
00:32:13,865 --> 00:32:15,209
Home now.
397
00:32:24,010 --> 00:32:25,385
Good night.
398
00:37:59,656 --> 00:38:01,416
Let's try
standing up.
399
00:38:04,552 --> 00:38:05,800
There we go.
400
00:38:08,488 --> 00:38:10,056
Let's go for a walk.
401
00:38:26,088 --> 00:38:27,721
This is my kitchen.
402
00:38:31,976 --> 00:38:33,320
It's not that bad.
403
00:38:33,992 --> 00:38:35,048
Oh.
404
00:38:35,752 --> 00:38:37,065
Thanks very much.
405
00:38:37,256 --> 00:38:39,049
These are some of my treasures.
406
00:38:40,969 --> 00:38:42,504
Sabre-toothed tiger.
407
00:38:42,568 --> 00:38:44,424
Bought it with my pocket money
when I was little.
408
00:38:45,064 --> 00:38:46,856
Bet you've never seen
one of them before.
409
00:38:51,625 --> 00:38:53,223
You're doing very well.
410
00:39:06,985 --> 00:39:08,296
And that's a kettle.
411
00:39:11,785 --> 00:39:12,968
And a toaster.
412
00:39:16,456 --> 00:39:17,800
Let's go and look at them.
413
00:39:21,768 --> 00:39:22,983
Good girl.
414
00:39:27,304 --> 00:39:28,616
Good girl.
415
00:39:35,208 --> 00:39:36,808
What's that you're looking at?
416
00:40:15,624 --> 00:40:16,968
You've got to eat.
417
00:40:17,575 --> 00:40:18,727
You've got to eat.
418
00:40:39,495 --> 00:40:40,936
- Yeah?
- Stu?
419
00:40:41,032 --> 00:40:42,375
I've been ringing and ringing.
420
00:40:43,048 --> 00:40:44,199
What's up?
421
00:40:44,295 --> 00:40:45,640
Her weight's plummeting.
422
00:40:46,503 --> 00:40:48,008
I'm sure she's getting weaker.
423
00:40:48,327 --> 00:40:49,383
Don't panic.
424
00:40:49,704 --> 00:40:52,039
She was fat as butter
when she came out of the aviary.
425
00:40:53,191 --> 00:40:55,496
A Gos like that will
take three or four days
426
00:40:55,592 --> 00:40:57,735
before she's chilled enough
to eat in front of you.
427
00:40:57,831 --> 00:40:59,336
No, what if she's ill?
428
00:40:59,655 --> 00:41:01,992
And she's sleeping all the time.
429
00:41:02,024 --> 00:41:04,040
She's just a tired baby
after a long trip.
430
00:41:04,167 --> 00:41:05,288
Oh.
431
00:41:05,767 --> 00:41:06,888
I think I've made
a terrible mistake
432
00:41:06,984 --> 00:41:08,647
and I'm killing
this beautiful bird.
433
00:41:08,744 --> 00:41:10,279
She's not gonna die, Helen.
434
00:41:10,375 --> 00:41:11,656
Why didn't you stop me?
435
00:41:13,383 --> 00:41:14,568
Well, I did try.
436
00:41:15,624 --> 00:41:16,743
That's helpful.
437
00:41:18,183 --> 00:41:19,464
I'll speak to you soon.
438
00:41:46,695 --> 00:41:48,456
- Hi.
- What are you doing here?
439
00:41:48,648 --> 00:41:50,407
Well, I came to take you out
for some fresh air.
440
00:41:50,503 --> 00:41:51,783
Well, I can't leave her.
441
00:41:51,847 --> 00:41:53,383
Yeah, I thought you'd say that.
442
00:41:53,895 --> 00:41:55,176
Have you eaten?
443
00:41:55,303 --> 00:41:56,647
Or showered, even?
444
00:42:01,608 --> 00:42:02,727
Wow.
445
00:42:04,071 --> 00:42:07,207
It's all a tad fetish dungeon.
446
00:42:08,135 --> 00:42:10,376
Oh, no, the hood's a kindness
while I'm training her.
447
00:42:11,336 --> 00:42:12,743
Birds of prey don't think
like we do.
448
00:42:12,807 --> 00:42:14,120
If they can't see something
then,
449
00:42:14,216 --> 00:42:15,719
to them it doesn't exist.
450
00:42:15,847 --> 00:42:18,279
So, when she's got the hood on,
she feels calm and safe.
451
00:42:18,727 --> 00:42:20,199
God, I wish I had a hood.
452
00:42:20,775 --> 00:42:22,215
Exactly. It gives her peace.
453
00:42:24,007 --> 00:42:25,255
And what happens...
454
00:42:25,863 --> 00:42:27,207
when you take the hood off?
455
00:42:28,007 --> 00:42:30,759
Well, the nerves of her eyes
and ears are connected
456
00:42:30,855 --> 00:42:33,447
directly to the neurons
controlling her muscles.
457
00:42:34,055 --> 00:42:36,456
So, she literally reacts
before she thinks?
458
00:42:36,551 --> 00:42:38,727
Yeah. Thinking comes later.
459
00:42:39,495 --> 00:42:40,904
They live at ten times
our speed.
460
00:42:40,968 --> 00:42:42,343
Ooh, sounds exhausting.
461
00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,502
Have you given her a name yet?
462
00:42:46,983 --> 00:42:47,943
No.
463
00:42:48,231 --> 00:42:49,319
Why not?
464
00:42:50,407 --> 00:42:52,519
Well, I don't know her yet.
Not properly.
465
00:42:56,167 --> 00:42:57,415
Okay.
466
00:42:58,791 --> 00:43:00,647
No, no, no, no, you...
you can't stay.
467
00:43:01,255 --> 00:43:04,104
Well...you said that the hawk
needs to get used to humans.
468
00:43:04,167 --> 00:43:05,447
Well, I'm a human.
469
00:43:05,671 --> 00:43:07,367
Yeah, but you...you might put
her off eating.
470
00:43:07,463 --> 00:43:08,935
She still hasn't eaten,
and she needs to eat.
471
00:43:09,031 --> 00:43:11,047
Well, so do I. Look, we'll...
472
00:43:12,007 --> 00:43:13,447
we'll watch some great TV,
473
00:43:13,543 --> 00:43:15,399
have a croissant, and then...
474
00:43:15,495 --> 00:43:18,023
I can fuck off and leave you
to tame the dragon.
475
00:43:23,655 --> 00:43:26,567
- Okay. But don't look at her.
- Okay.
476
00:43:26,663 --> 00:43:28,231
Eye contact's a sign
of aggression.
477
00:43:28,583 --> 00:43:30,888
- Okay, I won't.
- How very convenient.
478
00:43:30,984 --> 00:43:32,967
You know, I've got a nasty
feeling he's not one of us.
479
00:43:34,375 --> 00:43:36,519
Harbouring escaping British
prisoners, hmm?
480
00:43:36,744 --> 00:43:39,110
When I tell the Gestapo
what I have found,
481
00:43:39,271 --> 00:43:40,967
I will get a medal for this.
482
00:43:41,575 --> 00:43:42,919
I want another picture.
483
00:43:43,431 --> 00:43:45,895
I'm not sure a bunch of comedy
Nazis are gonna help.
484
00:43:48,391 --> 00:43:50,535
Should we watch a wildlife
documentary or something?
485
00:43:50,630 --> 00:43:52,487
No, I hate wildlife
documentaries.
486
00:43:55,495 --> 00:43:58,087
Keep them quiet.
I will deal with the Gestapo.
487
00:44:01,543 --> 00:44:02,887
Good girl.
488
00:44:03,432 --> 00:44:05,063
Have you found the treasure?
489
00:44:05,126 --> 00:44:06,599
Good girl.
490
00:44:06,983 --> 00:44:08,839
Not a smell of it.
491
00:44:08,935 --> 00:44:10,407
Continue to look.
492
00:44:10,631 --> 00:44:12,168
I shall not return to Berlin
493
00:44:12,263 --> 00:44:13,862
until the picture is found.
494
00:44:13,926 --> 00:44:15,175
Okay.
495
00:44:19,367 --> 00:44:22,183
Gilles! Pierre! Jacques! Emile!
My old friends...
496
00:44:22,247 --> 00:44:23,559
Right. I'm going to take
the hood off, okay?
497
00:44:23,655 --> 00:44:24,486
Mm-hmm. I'm not looking.
498
00:44:25,286 --> 00:44:28,615
...sit down, sit down. Wine on
the house for my old friends,
499
00:44:28,711 --> 00:44:32,295
Pierre, Emile, Jacques
and Gilles.
500
00:44:35,654 --> 00:44:38,279
The little bugger
ate it.
501
00:44:42,503 --> 00:44:44,135
Oh, my God.
502
00:44:45,383 --> 00:44:46,823
I think she likes you.
503
00:44:47,815 --> 00:44:49,286
What did I tell you?
504
00:44:55,046 --> 00:44:57,638
Good girl. She's mantling.
That's mantling.
505
00:44:57,734 --> 00:44:59,367
So, she's mantling
over her prey.
506
00:45:00,614 --> 00:45:01,799
What does that mean?
507
00:45:01,895 --> 00:45:03,527
She's protecting it
from any other predator.
508
00:45:03,623 --> 00:45:05,799
Oh. Oh, me? Yeah.
509
00:45:05,895 --> 00:45:08,102
I'm gonna protect my croissant
the same way.
510
00:45:11,143 --> 00:45:13,415
Okay, I get it. She's amazing.
511
00:45:13,511 --> 00:45:14,726
Wow.
512
00:45:15,270 --> 00:45:16,583
Well done, Helen.
513
00:45:18,246 --> 00:45:19,559
Come and get it. What's that?
514
00:45:19,655 --> 00:45:21,959
Come and get it. Good girl.
515
00:45:24,743 --> 00:45:27,206
Good girl, you're heavier today.
516
00:45:30,055 --> 00:45:32,486
Ooh,
you're already going.
517
00:45:32,871 --> 00:45:34,727
You didn't give me a chance
that time.
518
00:45:41,415 --> 00:45:42,599
Ooh.
519
00:45:43,974 --> 00:45:45,319
That's a big bit.
520
00:45:45,415 --> 00:45:47,239
Mm, what have I got?
521
00:45:47,846 --> 00:45:50,694
Yeah, good girl.
522
00:45:51,015 --> 00:45:52,518
Good girl.
523
00:45:52,774 --> 00:45:54,182
You made a fuss about that.
524
00:46:14,534 --> 00:46:16,039
I'm gonna call you Mabel.
525
00:46:19,910 --> 00:46:21,446
That means lovable.
526
00:46:23,654 --> 00:46:24,614
Hmm?
527
00:46:26,567 --> 00:46:29,414
That should make you extra
fierce, what do you think?
528
00:46:31,174 --> 00:46:32,646
What do you think, Mabel?
529
00:46:41,670 --> 00:46:43,398
You're a good girl, Mabel.
530
00:46:46,950 --> 00:46:48,262
Good girl.
531
00:46:52,230 --> 00:46:53,606
Good girl.
532
00:46:58,470 --> 00:47:00,038
Good girl, Mabel.
533
00:47:01,415 --> 00:47:04,134
That's my girl.
Good girl, Mabes.
534
00:47:04,967 --> 00:47:06,502
Cyclist: Sorry.
535
00:47:07,943 --> 00:47:08,903
Good girl, Mabel.
536
00:47:12,006 --> 00:47:13,958
Jesus. Alright, Mabel, alright.
537
00:47:20,806 --> 00:47:21,926
Boy: Hey!
538
00:47:22,470 --> 00:47:24,038
Good girl.
539
00:47:24,614 --> 00:47:25,861
Good girl.
540
00:47:35,270 --> 00:47:36,486
Good girl, Mabes.
541
00:47:37,094 --> 00:47:39,205
What's in there? Hmm?
542
00:47:40,391 --> 00:47:41,382
What's in there?
543
00:47:41,447 --> 00:47:42,438
Shall we see?
544
00:47:50,534 --> 00:47:52,806
Good girl, good girl.
545
00:47:53,190 --> 00:47:55,014
Good girl.
546
00:48:00,902 --> 00:48:02,374
Good girl, Mabes.
547
00:48:02,886 --> 00:48:04,261
- What was that about?
- Whoa-oh!
548
00:48:04,326 --> 00:48:06,726
Oh, Jesus! Oh, God!
549
00:48:06,982 --> 00:48:08,774
- I'm so sorry.
- No, no. You just spooked her.
550
00:48:08,869 --> 00:48:10,214
- That's all.
- She spooked me too.
551
00:48:10,310 --> 00:48:11,941
She does that.
552
00:48:12,005 --> 00:48:13,446
Reminds me of home.
553
00:48:14,022 --> 00:48:16,934
My uncle in Almaty has an eagle.
554
00:48:17,413 --> 00:48:19,142
Really? He's an eagle hunter?
A berkutchi?
555
00:48:19,206 --> 00:48:21,158
- For years.
- Wow.
556
00:48:22,182 --> 00:48:23,398
Where will you hunt her?
557
00:48:24,102 --> 00:48:26,118
Uh, farmland, just a couple
of miles from here.
558
00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:28,358
But she's not ready yet.
559
00:48:31,045 --> 00:48:32,518
I miss it there.
560
00:49:04,070 --> 00:49:05,542
Well, I'm glad to hear you're
taking the trouble
561
00:49:05,605 --> 00:49:07,525
to get out of the house at last.
562
00:49:08,006 --> 00:49:10,501
Honestly, as if someone spiked
my tea with acid.
563
00:49:10,565 --> 00:49:14,149
Golly.
How did Mabel cope?
564
00:49:14,405 --> 00:49:16,069
Well, very well, considering.
565
00:49:16,261 --> 00:49:17,542
Better than me.
566
00:49:18,502 --> 00:49:20,422
Sounds like you've cheered up.
567
00:49:20,965 --> 00:49:23,557
It's nice you have this hawk
as a distraction.
568
00:49:24,582 --> 00:49:26,182
Mabel isn't a distraction.
569
00:49:26,885 --> 00:49:29,382
She's certainly good at taking
your mind off things.
570
00:49:29,734 --> 00:49:31,397
What do you mean?
571
00:49:31,429 --> 00:49:32,518
Nothing.
572
00:49:34,565 --> 00:49:36,838
Just don't get lost,
that's all.
573
00:49:38,502 --> 00:49:39,877
There's someone at the door,
Mum. I've got to go.
574
00:49:39,973 --> 00:49:41,285
- I'll speak to you later.
- Helen?
575
00:49:49,126 --> 00:49:51,078
Dad: You just have
to be patient.
576
00:49:55,174 --> 00:49:56,678
When I'm on a job,
577
00:49:57,221 --> 00:50:00,262
sometimes I have to wait
for hours and hours
578
00:50:00,614 --> 00:50:02,086
to get the picture I want.
579
00:50:03,462 --> 00:50:05,253
Can't get a cup of tea,
580
00:50:05,861 --> 00:50:07,558
or read the newspaper.
581
00:50:08,806 --> 00:50:10,438
Can't even go to the loo.
582
00:50:12,485 --> 00:50:13,733
Listen.
583
00:50:15,301 --> 00:50:17,094
Can't believe it's a pair.
584
00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:20,806
Just look at them.
585
00:50:24,613 --> 00:50:27,814
Watch carefully, so you remember
what you've seen.
586
00:50:52,101 --> 00:50:54,438
Good girl, Mabel. Good girl.
587
00:50:56,741 --> 00:50:58,821
Good girl, Mabes. Good girl.
588
00:51:00,389 --> 00:51:02,053
- Good girl, Mabel.
- Miss Macdonald?
589
00:51:02,245 --> 00:51:04,421
- Miss Macdonald!
- Hi, Charlie.
590
00:51:04,485 --> 00:51:06,886
Er, there's a rule against
keeping pets
591
00:51:06,982 --> 00:51:09,061
in college accommodation.
592
00:51:09,445 --> 00:51:12,197
Oh, I know, but yeah,
Mabel's not my pet, Charlie.
593
00:51:12,293 --> 00:51:14,725
She's...my hunting partner.
594
00:51:14,950 --> 00:51:16,357
She has a very distinctive
aroma.
595
00:51:16,453 --> 00:51:17,542
Mm, she does, doesn't she?
596
00:51:17,605 --> 00:51:20,358
Like pepper and musk
and burnt stone.
597
00:51:21,382 --> 00:51:22,246
Oh.
598
00:51:23,621 --> 00:51:27,301
Well...wow.
Here's my under-falconer.
599
00:51:29,285 --> 00:51:30,917
Hi. Pleased to meet you.
600
00:51:31,109 --> 00:51:33,766
Nice glasses. Thanks, Charlie.
601
00:51:35,493 --> 00:51:37,445
Don't forget to collect
your post.
602
00:51:37,861 --> 00:51:39,877
It's causing a nuisance
to other fellows.
603
00:51:39,973 --> 00:51:41,157
Will do.
604
00:51:42,661 --> 00:51:44,741
Those sunglasses have gotta go.
605
00:51:44,805 --> 00:51:46,373
Oh, I love these sunglasses.
606
00:51:46,469 --> 00:51:48,325
- Well, she won't.
- Oh, okay.
607
00:51:48,421 --> 00:51:50,278
Oh, and you need to put
the glove on.
608
00:51:50,373 --> 00:51:51,845
Is this gonna protect me?
609
00:51:51,941 --> 00:51:53,381
Let's hope so.
610
00:51:53,445 --> 00:51:54,660
You know I don't know
what I'm doing, right?
611
00:51:54,725 --> 00:51:55,877
I know, you're gonna be
absolutely fine.
612
00:51:55,973 --> 00:51:57,157
Hold the food really tightly.
613
00:51:57,253 --> 00:51:58,885
- Okay, got it.
- Yeah.
614
00:51:59,109 --> 00:52:00,261
- I'm gonna put her on here.
- Got it.
615
00:52:00,324 --> 00:52:01,380
And then when I call her,
616
00:52:01,445 --> 00:52:03,300
- then you let her go. Okay?
- Okay.
617
00:52:03,365 --> 00:52:04,613
What if I damage her?
618
00:52:04,709 --> 00:52:05,925
Am I gonna damage her?
619
00:52:06,021 --> 00:52:07,685
No, no, no. It's more like
the other way around.
620
00:52:07,781 --> 00:52:09,445
Oh, great.
That's really good to know.
621
00:52:12,005 --> 00:52:12,900
Mabel.
622
00:52:17,765 --> 00:52:18,660
Mabel.
623
00:52:22,693 --> 00:52:24,197
Mabel.
624
00:52:24,933 --> 00:52:25,797
Mabel.
625
00:52:27,141 --> 00:52:27,941
There.
626
00:52:29,669 --> 00:52:31,366
Oh. Mabel, come on.
627
00:52:31,461 --> 00:52:32,901
Ooh. Shit!
628
00:52:32,964 --> 00:52:33,893
Mabel!
629
00:52:35,110 --> 00:52:36,037
Mabel!
630
00:52:37,924 --> 00:52:39,301
Mabel, Mabel.
631
00:52:40,870 --> 00:52:42,277
- Christina: Oh, my God.
- I've got it, I've got it,
632
00:52:42,372 --> 00:52:43,141
I've got it.
633
00:52:43,205 --> 00:52:44,101
Mabel.
634
00:52:44,901 --> 00:52:48,197
- Ooh. Oh, God. What now?
- I want you to take that.
635
00:52:48,293 --> 00:52:50,021
I'm going to try and get her
down with some food.
636
00:52:51,012 --> 00:52:52,837
Mabel. What's this?
637
00:52:53,093 --> 00:52:53,925
Come on, Mabel.
638
00:52:55,493 --> 00:52:56,964
Mabel.
639
00:52:57,060 --> 00:52:58,020
Helen Macdonald?
640
00:52:58,084 --> 00:53:00,197
Hello. Hi. Y-you know Christina?
641
00:53:00,293 --> 00:53:01,125
Hi.
642
00:53:01,221 --> 00:53:02,693
I'd heard about your falcon.
643
00:53:02,788 --> 00:53:04,165
- Hawk.
- What?
644
00:53:05,093 --> 00:53:06,405
She's a hawk.
645
00:53:07,493 --> 00:53:08,357
Noted.
646
00:53:09,252 --> 00:53:11,141
Wha...what's she doing now?
647
00:53:13,444 --> 00:53:14,597
Mabel's...
648
00:53:15,268 --> 00:53:16,485
treeing.
649
00:53:16,581 --> 00:53:18,117
- Interesting.
- Hmm.
650
00:53:18,405 --> 00:53:21,317
- So, what are your plans, Helen?
- Sorry?
651
00:53:21,413 --> 00:53:23,493
I understand we're losing you
in January?
652
00:53:23,973 --> 00:53:26,917
Yes, I'm, uh...I'm, I'm still
firming that up.
653
00:53:27,525 --> 00:53:28,677
Oh...
654
00:53:29,285 --> 00:53:31,140
We're having a lunch
next Saturday.
655
00:53:31,428 --> 00:53:34,533
Do bring Mabel along, won't you?
I'll...I'll send you details.
656
00:53:34,949 --> 00:53:36,101
Bye.
657
00:53:37,925 --> 00:53:39,717
- You'll have to go.
- No, I can't.
658
00:53:39,813 --> 00:53:41,637
Just thinking about it's
giving me a migraine.
659
00:53:42,405 --> 00:53:44,164
Mabel? Come on.
660
00:53:44,261 --> 00:53:45,924
What are you gonna do, Helen?
661
00:53:46,629 --> 00:53:48,324
January's not that far away.
662
00:53:52,548 --> 00:53:54,693
Mabel. Come on. Come on, Mabel.
663
00:53:54,821 --> 00:53:56,165
Come on, Mabel, please.
664
00:53:56,261 --> 00:53:57,381
Please, Mabel.
665
00:53:57,604 --> 00:53:58,564
Come on.
666
00:53:59,172 --> 00:54:00,420
Come on, Mabel.
667
00:54:00,804 --> 00:54:01,701
Come on.
668
00:54:37,924 --> 00:54:39,045
She wouldn't come back to me,
Stuart.
669
00:54:39,141 --> 00:54:40,581
It took me hours
to get her down.
670
00:54:41,604 --> 00:54:42,596
Just...
671
00:54:43,140 --> 00:54:44,772
I don't know,
I feel like I'm failing.
672
00:54:45,220 --> 00:54:46,725
I'll never be able
to fly her free.
673
00:54:46,821 --> 00:54:48,804
Shush. You're getting yourself
too worked up,
674
00:54:48,900 --> 00:54:50,437
and that's not good for Mabel.
675
00:54:50,884 --> 00:54:52,421
If you're calm, she's calm.
676
00:54:53,860 --> 00:54:55,332
She needs to trust you,
that's all.
677
00:54:58,629 --> 00:55:00,004
Bunch of starlings up there.
678
00:55:03,460 --> 00:55:04,804
Alright. Take her hood off.
679
00:55:04,901 --> 00:55:06,596
Alright, Mabes. Alright.
680
00:55:08,420 --> 00:55:10,500
Good girl, good girl, good girl.
681
00:55:13,029 --> 00:55:14,276
- Okay.
- Yeah.
682
00:55:15,525 --> 00:55:17,764
- Go on, Mabes.
- Yeah. Okay.
683
00:55:18,789 --> 00:55:19,812
Alright.
684
00:55:21,604 --> 00:55:23,141
- Present the chick.
- Yeah?
685
00:55:23,205 --> 00:55:24,900
Yeah, not far. That's perfect.
686
00:55:26,949 --> 00:55:28,037
Mabel.
687
00:55:28,901 --> 00:55:30,436
Mabel.
688
00:55:31,300 --> 00:55:33,732
- Come on, Mabes.
- No, she's distracted. Hang on.
689
00:55:33,988 --> 00:55:35,460
- Mabel.
- Give her a moment.
690
00:55:36,420 --> 00:55:38,339
Just present a little more
of the chick.
691
00:55:39,108 --> 00:55:41,316
- Come on, Mabes.
- There, she sees it.
692
00:55:41,412 --> 00:55:42,756
- Mabel, come on.
- There you go.
693
00:55:42,852 --> 00:55:44,772
What's that there?
Give her a moment.
694
00:55:44,868 --> 00:55:46,052
She's coming.
695
00:55:46,149 --> 00:55:48,196
Oh, Stu. Come on, Mabel.
Come on.
696
00:55:48,292 --> 00:55:51,045
There you go.
Get that chick off her.
697
00:55:51,141 --> 00:55:54,021
Amazing. Well done, Mabes.
Well done.
698
00:55:54,084 --> 00:55:55,556
Bring her back.
We'll go further.
699
00:55:56,004 --> 00:55:57,284
Two or three yards.
700
00:55:57,604 --> 00:55:58,725
Okay.
701
00:55:58,821 --> 00:55:59,812
Very good.
702
00:56:00,452 --> 00:56:01,924
- Good girl.
- Good girl.
703
00:56:02,020 --> 00:56:03,717
I'll take
a couple of steps back.
704
00:56:03,812 --> 00:56:05,060
Okay.
705
00:56:05,412 --> 00:56:07,204
- Okay.
- Mabel. Mabel.
706
00:56:08,804 --> 00:56:10,276
Go on. Go on.
707
00:56:10,979 --> 00:56:14,436
- Good girl.
- That's very good. Lovely.
708
00:56:15,045 --> 00:56:16,484
Mabel.
709
00:56:16,580 --> 00:56:17,860
Yeah.
710
00:56:18,404 --> 00:56:19,652
Alright. Bring her back.
711
00:56:22,948 --> 00:56:24,419
Good girl.
712
00:56:24,932 --> 00:56:26,436
There you go.
713
00:56:26,628 --> 00:56:27,812
Okay.
714
00:56:28,132 --> 00:56:29,123
Okay.
715
00:56:29,700 --> 00:56:31,365
Alright, no, fur...
you can go further than that.
716
00:56:31,461 --> 00:56:33,092
- Just say when.
- I will.
717
00:56:34,149 --> 00:56:35,556
- I reckon about there.
- Okay.
718
00:56:35,652 --> 00:56:36,996
- Perfect.
- Are you sure it's not too far?
719
00:56:37,092 --> 00:56:37,924
No.
720
00:56:38,020 --> 00:56:39,012
Alright. Mabel.
721
00:56:40,484 --> 00:56:42,500
Good girl. That's my girl.
722
00:56:42,659 --> 00:56:43,716
Alright.
723
00:56:45,124 --> 00:56:46,499
- Oh, my God.
- That's marvellous.
724
00:56:46,563 --> 00:56:47,652
I think she's ready.
725
00:56:48,612 --> 00:56:49,764
She's ready.
726
00:56:50,724 --> 00:56:52,612
- What a good girl.
- Let's take her hunting.
727
00:56:52,740 --> 00:56:54,851
- You sure?
- Go on. Be brave.
728
00:56:55,428 --> 00:56:57,764
- Good girl.
- We'll put a transmitter on her.
729
00:56:58,308 --> 00:56:59,205
Let me just test it.
730
00:57:01,092 --> 00:57:02,340
Okay.
731
00:57:05,829 --> 00:57:07,492
There we go.
732
00:57:10,467 --> 00:57:12,131
Perfect. Let me just pack up.
733
00:57:12,549 --> 00:57:13,860
That's my girl.
734
00:57:14,243 --> 00:57:15,172
That's my girl.
735
00:57:16,772 --> 00:57:18,851
Got any fags?
736
00:57:19,203 --> 00:57:20,932
- Thought you'd given up?
- No.
737
00:57:22,404 --> 00:57:23,684
You needn't worry.
738
00:57:25,508 --> 00:57:28,132
Mabel was born knowing
how to hunt.
739
00:57:31,523 --> 00:57:32,612
Yeah.
740
00:57:33,924 --> 00:57:35,652
Take that anxious look off
your face.
741
00:57:50,564 --> 00:57:52,259
Ooh.
742
00:57:53,828 --> 00:57:55,300
Oh, shit.
743
00:57:56,643 --> 00:57:58,019
Shit.
744
00:57:58,244 --> 00:57:59,716
- Oh, my God.
- Don't panic.
745
00:58:00,419 --> 00:58:01,443
Mabel!
746
00:58:01,732 --> 00:58:02,819
Call her down.
747
00:58:02,884 --> 00:58:04,356
Mabel. I'm gonna lose her.
748
00:58:04,452 --> 00:58:07,076
Helen, you're being ridiculous.
Just call her.
749
00:58:07,460 --> 00:58:08,963
Oh, my God. I'm gonna lose her.
750
00:58:09,539 --> 00:58:10,595
No, you're not.
751
00:58:10,691 --> 00:58:12,100
Mabel.
752
00:58:13,604 --> 00:58:14,691
Mabel.
753
00:58:15,044 --> 00:58:17,444
Oh, God. Mabel!
754
00:58:17,540 --> 00:58:19,076
Alright. Just let her
find her bearing.
755
00:58:19,172 --> 00:58:20,676
She's getting higher
and higher, Stu.
756
00:58:20,772 --> 00:58:21,636
She's fine.
757
00:58:21,732 --> 00:58:22,852
No, she's not fine.
758
00:58:22,948 --> 00:58:24,995
She's fu...
gonna fucking get lost.
759
00:58:25,124 --> 00:58:26,276
Mabel, come down.
760
00:58:26,371 --> 00:58:27,396
Why isn't she coming down?
761
00:58:27,492 --> 00:58:28,995
She's surveying the land.
762
00:58:29,540 --> 00:58:30,851
Oh, come on.
763
00:58:31,364 --> 00:58:32,324
Oh, Shit.
764
00:58:32,548 --> 00:58:33,795
Oh, Shit.
765
00:58:35,588 --> 00:58:36,931
Oh, shit.
766
00:58:38,212 --> 00:58:39,332
Mabel!
767
00:58:57,731 --> 00:58:59,171
Well, she came back.
768
00:58:59,811 --> 00:59:01,443
That's always a good end
to the day.
769
00:59:01,988 --> 00:59:03,203
Mm-hmm.
770
00:59:04,419 --> 00:59:05,731
What if I'd lost her?
771
00:59:07,683 --> 00:59:08,963
Well, you didn't.
772
00:59:14,243 --> 00:59:16,420
I'm not dealing with things
very well at the moment.
773
00:59:17,251 --> 00:59:19,011
Don't be so hard on yourself.
774
00:59:20,867 --> 00:59:24,931
Mabel's just working out
her place in the world.
775
00:59:27,044 --> 00:59:28,675
Get her out again soon, yeah?
776
00:59:28,931 --> 00:59:29,956
Yeah.
777
00:59:35,588 --> 00:59:36,740
Oh!
778
00:59:37,091 --> 00:59:38,115
What now?
779
00:59:38,211 --> 00:59:39,524
I'm supposed
to be teaching!
780
00:59:39,620 --> 00:59:40,899
- Hmm.
- Shit.
781
00:59:40,963 --> 00:59:42,243
Oh, no.
782
00:59:45,923 --> 00:59:46,819
Shit.
783
00:59:56,291 --> 00:59:58,403
The students arrived
at the appointed hour,
784
00:59:58,498 --> 01:00:00,163
and you were nowhere
to be found.
785
01:00:00,259 --> 01:00:02,338
I'm so, so sorry.
786
01:00:03,651 --> 01:00:05,795
We know how difficult things
have been for you.
787
01:00:10,148 --> 01:00:11,683
How's your own research
coming along?
788
01:00:12,547 --> 01:00:14,851
Well, I think.
Yeah, pretty well.
789
01:00:14,948 --> 01:00:16,579
Look at this place.
790
01:00:20,867 --> 01:00:22,339
And...
791
01:00:23,362 --> 01:00:24,740
regarding your new...
792
01:00:25,763 --> 01:00:26,915
hobby...
793
01:00:28,162 --> 01:00:31,491
um, look, um,
we all have our hobbies,
794
01:00:32,420 --> 01:00:36,451
but...a hobby really mustn't
be allowed...
795
01:00:36,739 --> 01:00:38,051
I don't have a hobby.
796
01:00:38,787 --> 01:00:40,196
I have a hawk.
797
01:00:41,411 --> 01:00:42,531
Right.
798
01:00:47,362 --> 01:00:48,995
Who'd have thought a bloke
like me,
799
01:00:49,091 --> 01:00:51,171
with one O level in woodwork,
800
01:00:51,363 --> 01:00:53,218
would have a daughter
in Cambridge?
801
01:00:53,667 --> 01:00:54,755
Shh.
802
01:00:56,707 --> 01:00:59,491
First Macdonald
to go to university.
803
01:01:01,028 --> 01:01:02,435
Hasn't he got used to
the idea yet?
804
01:01:02,531 --> 01:01:04,195
No, he hasn't.
805
01:01:05,731 --> 01:01:07,331
I think we should go.
806
01:01:07,459 --> 01:01:08,995
People are trying to work.
807
01:01:10,339 --> 01:01:11,779
Mum wants to go.
808
01:01:21,188 --> 01:01:22,499
I'll get him.
809
01:01:25,347 --> 01:01:26,563
Sorry.
810
01:01:27,427 --> 01:01:30,595
Is this place still a recruiting
ground for the secret service?
811
01:01:33,731 --> 01:01:35,075
No idea.
812
01:01:35,170 --> 01:01:36,995
I mean, you could be a spy.
813
01:01:37,859 --> 01:01:39,235
I wouldn't have a clue.
814
01:01:40,258 --> 01:01:41,890
MI6 wouldn't touch me with
a barge pole, Dad.
815
01:01:41,986 --> 01:01:43,395
I'm much too unreliable.
816
01:01:44,707 --> 01:01:48,035
That's exactly what you would
say if, in fact, you were.
817
01:01:49,539 --> 01:01:51,523
I read books,
and I do my research,
818
01:01:51,619 --> 01:01:53,475
and I sometimes teach bunch
of undergrads, Dad.
819
01:01:53,571 --> 01:01:54,851
I'm definitely not a spy.
820
01:01:56,003 --> 01:01:56,963
But you could be.
821
01:01:59,011 --> 01:02:00,259
Yes, I could be.
822
01:02:00,931 --> 01:02:02,115
Thank you.
823
01:02:03,939 --> 01:02:05,763
Ooh. Smell that.
824
01:02:06,691 --> 01:02:07,618
Lignin...
825
01:02:07,683 --> 01:02:08,962
occurs naturally in trees,
826
01:02:09,058 --> 01:02:12,035
but when it decays,
it releases vanillin.
827
01:02:13,059 --> 01:02:14,979
So that's why it smells
like vanilla.
828
01:02:16,099 --> 01:02:18,019
- It's incredible, isn't it?
- Mm-hmm.
829
01:02:22,787 --> 01:02:24,643
You could never be bored
in here.
830
01:02:27,747 --> 01:02:29,411
So, you're training her to hunt?
831
01:02:29,667 --> 01:02:31,618
Uh, no.
Uh, she knows how to hunt.
832
01:02:31,747 --> 01:02:34,211
I'm training her to let me
be there when she does.
833
01:02:34,307 --> 01:02:36,259
- Fascinating.
- It's all very Arthurian,
834
01:02:36,322 --> 01:02:38,179
good old Merrie England.
835
01:02:39,011 --> 01:02:41,539
Well, Mabel's a Czech-German-
Finnish immigrant, actually, so.
836
01:02:41,602 --> 01:02:44,131
Very good.
837
01:02:44,707 --> 01:02:46,083
Professor Campbell?
838
01:02:46,882 --> 01:02:49,154
Let me introduce you
to Helen Macdonald,
839
01:02:49,250 --> 01:02:50,914
one of our fellows
here at Jesus.
840
01:02:51,010 --> 01:02:53,218
What a splendid looking falcon.
841
01:02:53,347 --> 01:02:54,339
Hawk.
842
01:02:54,658 --> 01:02:56,611
Yes. Um, falcons and hawks
843
01:02:56,707 --> 01:02:58,531
are as different as cats
and dogs.
844
01:02:58,850 --> 01:03:00,674
Falcons are aerial hunters.
845
01:03:00,898 --> 01:03:01,794
They're like fighter jets.
846
01:03:01,890 --> 01:03:03,298
And hawks are...
847
01:03:03,523 --> 01:03:04,995
like Apache gunships.
848
01:03:05,859 --> 01:03:07,650
Low level heavily armed killers.
849
01:03:08,258 --> 01:03:10,178
What will bring her back to you
when you let her off her leash?
850
01:03:10,243 --> 01:03:12,515
Is it...is it merely habit?
851
01:03:12,706 --> 01:03:15,298
No. It starts off with food
and rewards. And then...
852
01:03:15,747 --> 01:03:18,050
Might there be a...
an element of affection?
853
01:03:19,138 --> 01:03:21,634
The 16th century falconers
would have called it love.
854
01:03:21,730 --> 01:03:24,610
Yeah. The bonds between us
are love.
855
01:03:25,858 --> 01:03:27,490
And you? What do you say?
856
01:03:28,131 --> 01:03:29,474
Master's wife:
Professor Campbell?
857
01:03:29,698 --> 01:03:32,610
I am so sorry.
Will you excuse me?
858
01:06:25,218 --> 01:06:26,690
Good girl.
859
01:06:35,522 --> 01:06:36,738
Come on.
860
01:06:37,026 --> 01:06:38,274
What have I got?
What's this, Mabes?
861
01:06:38,370 --> 01:06:39,810
Good girl.
862
01:06:40,482 --> 01:06:41,473
Good girl.
863
01:06:46,369 --> 01:06:47,937
Well done, Mabes.
864
01:06:55,650 --> 01:06:57,154
Good girl, Mabes.
865
01:06:58,401 --> 01:06:59,682
Well done.
866
01:07:20,290 --> 01:07:21,282
She did it.
867
01:07:21,858 --> 01:07:23,457
She bloody did it.
She caught a rabbit.
868
01:07:23,522 --> 01:07:24,450
What's this for?
869
01:07:26,050 --> 01:07:27,170
It's for believing in Mabel.
870
01:07:27,970 --> 01:07:30,818
I believed in you, you idiot.
You coming in?
871
01:07:30,882 --> 01:07:33,634
No, no, no, no. I've got to get
back for Mabel. Hi, Mand.
872
01:07:33,730 --> 01:07:35,970
- Are you alright?
- Yeah, yeah. Never better.
873
01:07:46,977 --> 01:07:47,841
Hello.
874
01:07:53,858 --> 01:07:55,778
Are you interested? Hello.
875
01:07:58,658 --> 01:07:59,682
Hello.
876
01:08:09,505 --> 01:08:10,881
Aah, Mabel.
877
01:08:10,977 --> 01:08:12,897
Ooh, nice, on the shoulder.
878
01:08:22,017 --> 01:08:24,033
I beg your pardon?
879
01:08:28,129 --> 01:08:29,057
Mabel?
880
01:08:34,977 --> 01:08:36,098
Come on.
881
01:08:38,370 --> 01:08:39,776
That's it, go on.
882
01:08:39,841 --> 01:08:41,089
That's it.
883
01:08:46,050 --> 01:08:48,129
Yes, Mabel.
884
01:08:51,618 --> 01:08:52,770
Go on, throw it.
885
01:08:52,961 --> 01:08:54,849
Yay!
886
01:08:55,329 --> 01:08:56,993
Well done, Mabel.
887
01:09:02,465 --> 01:09:03,713
Who's that?
888
01:09:04,801 --> 01:09:06,401
Who's that, Mabel?
889
01:09:10,529 --> 01:09:11,874
They'll go away.
890
01:09:17,185 --> 01:09:18,657
They'll go away, won't they?
891
01:09:30,656 --> 01:09:31,713
See?
892
01:09:32,257 --> 01:09:33,249
They're gone.
893
01:09:44,897 --> 01:09:47,489
Sorry, sorry. Sorry, I'm late.
894
01:09:47,585 --> 01:09:48,609
Hi.
895
01:09:49,409 --> 01:09:50,561
- Helen?
- Hmm.
896
01:09:50,657 --> 01:09:51,937
This is Mike Hargreaves,
897
01:09:52,002 --> 01:09:54,209
Dad's picture editor,
from the paper.
898
01:09:54,464 --> 01:09:55,361
Right.
899
01:09:55,457 --> 01:09:57,089
He's organising
the memorial service
900
01:09:57,185 --> 01:09:57,953
for your father.
901
01:09:58,049 --> 01:09:59,873
- Mm-hmm.
- And Reverend Davies.
902
01:10:00,224 --> 01:10:01,537
- Hi.
- Nice to meet you.
903
01:10:01,921 --> 01:10:03,233
As I was saying,
904
01:10:03,745 --> 01:10:05,633
I have chosen a few hymns.
905
01:10:05,984 --> 01:10:09,282
I know Dad was fond of, um,
Jesu Joy.
906
01:10:09,889 --> 01:10:11,873
There's Jerusalem, of course.
907
01:10:12,960 --> 01:10:15,617
Then we'll need to go through
his picture archives.
908
01:10:16,577 --> 01:10:19,553
Helen: What are you doing?
Dad: Sorting out my archive.
909
01:10:20,640 --> 01:10:22,241
Salisbury Cathedral.
910
01:10:23,456 --> 01:10:25,088
- Is that you?
- That's me.
911
01:10:27,521 --> 01:10:29,249
With your normal shoes on, Dad.
912
01:10:31,136 --> 01:10:32,672
Ronnie Kray's burial.
913
01:10:33,920 --> 01:10:36,289
I had to hang out of
a helicopter to get that shot.
914
01:10:36,385 --> 01:10:37,377
You're kidding.
915
01:10:37,441 --> 01:10:38,816
No.
916
01:10:38,880 --> 01:10:40,001
It's what's known in the trade
917
01:10:40,097 --> 01:10:41,857
as a white-knuckle job.
918
01:10:42,689 --> 01:10:43,969
The harness had broken.
919
01:10:45,377 --> 01:10:47,233
So, I had to hang on
with one hand.
920
01:10:47,424 --> 01:10:48,577
I mean, it was fine...
921
01:10:49,088 --> 01:10:51,553
until the helicopter banked
and I nearly fell out.
922
01:10:51,649 --> 01:10:53,857
Oh, God. Well, that would have
been a way to go,
923
01:10:53,921 --> 01:10:55,233
falling into Ronnie Kray's
grave.
924
01:10:55,329 --> 01:10:56,672
Yeah.
925
01:10:56,768 --> 01:10:58,177
Weren't you scared?
926
01:10:58,561 --> 01:10:59,648
No.
927
01:11:00,257 --> 01:11:01,760
Just look through the viewfinder
928
01:11:01,856 --> 01:11:03,969
and everything else
gets shut out.
929
01:11:05,441 --> 01:11:06,817
When you've got
the camera up here,
930
01:11:06,881 --> 01:11:08,993
it's like...it's like
you're invincible.
931
01:11:13,921 --> 01:11:15,296
That's a while ago, eh?
932
01:11:15,649 --> 01:11:17,057
Yeah, I remember that one.
933
01:11:23,360 --> 01:11:24,353
Is that me?
934
01:11:27,329 --> 01:11:28,321
Yes.
935
01:11:28,768 --> 01:11:30,017
How old am I there?
936
01:11:31,136 --> 01:11:33,056
Probably two or three days.
937
01:11:34,657 --> 01:11:36,577
So, Tommy wasn't here anymore?
938
01:11:36,641 --> 01:11:37,729
No.
939
01:11:38,400 --> 01:11:39,776
After you and he were born,
940
01:11:39,841 --> 01:11:41,152
we had him for...
941
01:11:42,176 --> 01:11:43,649
a few hours, that's all.
942
01:11:44,641 --> 01:11:46,337
Must have slipped out, I'll...
943
01:11:46,688 --> 01:11:48,129
stick it back in.
944
01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:29,792
Mum: Helen?
945
01:12:31,936 --> 01:12:33,056
Helen?
946
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:34,976
Sorry. Sorry.
947
01:12:35,168 --> 01:12:36,832
Yeah, sorry, I was miles away.
948
01:12:39,425 --> 01:12:41,312
Mike's saying he'd be delighted
949
01:12:41,408 --> 01:12:44,129
if a family member
would care to give a eulogy.
950
01:12:45,089 --> 01:12:47,520
Not sure I'd be up to it.
951
01:12:48,256 --> 01:12:49,408
James?
952
01:12:49,856 --> 01:12:50,976
Um...
953
01:12:53,825 --> 01:12:56,640
Oh, yeah, so...yeah, I'll do it.
Yeah, I'll do it.
954
01:12:56,736 --> 01:12:58,400
No, I'm used to lecturing to
large groups of people,
955
01:12:58,496 --> 01:12:59,456
so, it shouldn't be a problem.
956
01:12:59,520 --> 01:13:01,217
Mum: Well, um...
957
01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:03,648
you are the speaker
of the family, I suppose.
958
01:13:03,744 --> 01:13:05,568
I can put together
an order of service.
959
01:13:05,664 --> 01:13:07,073
I'm happy to do that.
960
01:13:07,169 --> 01:13:08,288
Mum: Thank you, James.
961
01:13:09,089 --> 01:13:10,112
Great.
962
01:13:10,495 --> 01:13:11,873
Great, so,
we're all sorted then?
963
01:13:12,096 --> 01:13:13,056
- Yeah?
- Um...
964
01:13:14,016 --> 01:13:14,880
- Great.
- James: Thank you.
965
01:13:14,976 --> 01:13:16,160
Mum: Um, thank you.
966
01:13:17,024 --> 01:13:18,175
Sorry.
967
01:13:18,240 --> 01:13:21,055
- Coming?
- Yes, we'll just say goodbye.
968
01:13:21,120 --> 01:13:22,272
Alright.
969
01:13:34,721 --> 01:13:36,128
Christine: Helen?
970
01:13:41,345 --> 01:13:44,672
Helen, it's only me. Open up.
971
01:16:44,800 --> 01:16:46,656
Helen, I thought
you'd forgotten.
972
01:16:46,720 --> 01:16:49,279
- No. Here you go.
- Thanks.
973
01:16:49,375 --> 01:16:52,031
It's pheasant stew.
Mabel caught it.
974
01:16:52,127 --> 01:16:53,695
She only ate a leg,
so, I cooked the rest.
975
01:16:53,759 --> 01:16:54,911
We can just heat it through.
976
01:16:55,007 --> 01:16:57,247
Oh, what a shame,
we've already eaten.
977
01:16:57,343 --> 01:16:58,815
We?
978
01:16:58,879 --> 01:17:00,096
Yeah. I told you
when I invited you.
979
01:17:00,160 --> 01:17:01,727
The guys from Queens' are here.
980
01:17:02,143 --> 01:17:02,911
Come on.
981
01:17:03,007 --> 01:17:04,351
It's all a bit eccentric for me.
982
01:17:04,447 --> 01:17:05,567
Well, speaking of eccentric...
983
01:17:05,663 --> 01:17:07,807
Yes, who is that new
visiting lecturer?
984
01:17:07,903 --> 01:17:09,856
Male: I just think
he's so pretentious.
985
01:17:10,048 --> 01:17:10,975
I can't stand him.
986
01:17:11,039 --> 01:17:11,935
Female: What was his name again?
987
01:17:11,999 --> 01:17:13,407
I can't even remember his name.
988
01:17:14,079 --> 01:17:16,639
Female: Did you hear his lecture
on the Long Twelfth Century?
989
01:17:16,735 --> 01:17:17,791
Male: Yeah, unfortunately.
990
01:17:32,863 --> 01:17:34,367
How's the packing going?
991
01:17:35,776 --> 01:17:37,567
Any luck finding somewhere
to live?
992
01:17:39,199 --> 01:17:40,287
No.
993
01:17:45,983 --> 01:17:47,296
Are you okay?
994
01:17:48,575 --> 01:17:49,695
I'm fine.
995
01:17:53,439 --> 01:17:54,976
You don't seem fine.
996
01:17:55,135 --> 01:17:57,887
Well, I am perfectly fine.
Thank you.
997
01:18:05,183 --> 01:18:07,935
I think you might be
over-identifying with Mabel.
998
01:18:10,559 --> 01:18:11,711
Yep.
999
01:18:12,575 --> 01:18:14,047
I know that's what you think.
1000
01:18:16,734 --> 01:18:17,887
Okay.
1001
01:18:18,976 --> 01:18:21,438
So long as you're sure
that's not what you're doing.
1002
01:18:26,238 --> 01:18:28,095
You want a friendly face
for your seminar?
1003
01:18:30,015 --> 01:18:31,007
What seminar?
1004
01:18:31,103 --> 01:18:32,158
You know,
1005
01:18:32,639 --> 01:18:34,111
"Icons of Extinction:
1006
01:18:34,335 --> 01:18:36,831
The Supplantation of
Endangered Species,"
1007
01:18:36,927 --> 01:18:39,231
dah, dah, dah, dah.
It sounds amazing.
1008
01:18:40,446 --> 01:18:41,375
Shit.
1009
01:18:43,135 --> 01:18:44,574
No, I've forgotten.
1010
01:18:48,287 --> 01:18:50,015
I've forgotten. I'll, um...
1011
01:18:51,743 --> 01:18:52,831
I'll have to cancel it.
1012
01:18:54,815 --> 01:18:56,447
They're not gonna let you
do that.
1013
01:19:04,767 --> 01:19:05,631
Shit.
1014
01:19:08,638 --> 01:19:09,759
Shit.
1015
01:19:10,719 --> 01:19:11,871
I'll be there.
1016
01:20:42,815 --> 01:20:43,935
Mum: Helen?
1017
01:20:54,974 --> 01:20:56,126
There you are.
1018
01:20:56,734 --> 01:20:58,750
- What are you doing here?
- Had the radio on, did you?
1019
01:20:58,846 --> 01:20:59,934
Hi, Aunty Helen.
1020
01:20:59,998 --> 01:21:00,926
Hi, Aimee.
1021
01:21:01,023 --> 01:21:02,494
You've got an ouchie.
1022
01:21:02,559 --> 01:21:04,031
Oh, yeah, it's nearly better.
1023
01:21:04,127 --> 01:21:05,310
Look, it's really lovely to see
you guys,
1024
01:21:05,406 --> 01:21:06,334
but it's not really the best...
1025
01:21:06,399 --> 01:21:07,871
We're gasping for a cup of tea.
1026
01:21:08,478 --> 01:21:10,494
- Can I see your bird?
- Yeah.
1027
01:21:10,558 --> 01:21:12,798
Dad's car's in a bit of a state.
1028
01:21:13,023 --> 01:21:14,398
I just need to wash it.
1029
01:21:22,942 --> 01:21:24,159
Did it die?
1030
01:21:24,606 --> 01:21:26,878
Oh, no. No, no.
That's not my bird.
1031
01:21:26,975 --> 01:21:29,598
That's just, um, one that
my bird killed.
1032
01:21:30,207 --> 01:21:32,670
- Is your bird sorry?
- No, no, no, it's fine.
1033
01:21:32,766 --> 01:21:35,806
- It's what's meant to happen.
- Can I have a biscuit?
1034
01:21:35,902 --> 01:21:39,615
- That's a good idea, Aimee.
- No, I'm not sure I've got any.
1035
01:21:39,966 --> 01:21:41,406
Um...
1036
01:21:41,598 --> 01:21:43,614
What, what about cups?
1037
01:21:43,678 --> 01:21:45,790
Uh...just wash out a mug
or something.
1038
01:21:45,886 --> 01:21:47,326
I'm gonna get Mabel.
1039
01:22:08,319 --> 01:22:09,279
Ooh.
1040
01:22:09,375 --> 01:22:11,678
Aimee, not too close
to the hawk.
1041
01:22:11,774 --> 01:22:13,566
Helen: Aimee, this is Mabel.
1042
01:22:13,822 --> 01:22:15,326
Your names both mean love.
1043
01:22:15,422 --> 01:22:16,606
Isn't that funny?
1044
01:22:23,038 --> 01:22:24,446
Is that poo?
1045
01:22:24,926 --> 01:22:26,430
Yeah, that's a mute.
1046
01:22:27,293 --> 01:22:29,406
- She's got two tummies.
- Mm.
1047
01:22:29,502 --> 01:22:30,910
Yeah, one's called a crop,
1048
01:22:31,326 --> 01:22:33,375
and that's where all
the feathers and the fur go.
1049
01:22:33,438 --> 01:22:35,454
And that's what makes
these come out.
1050
01:22:36,446 --> 01:22:37,726
Castings.
1051
01:22:37,983 --> 01:22:39,773
Oh, here comes one.
Here comes a casting.
1052
01:22:39,838 --> 01:22:41,470
Here comes a pellet. Look.
1053
01:22:42,078 --> 01:22:44,350
Whoa!
1054
01:22:45,022 --> 01:22:46,557
You're lucky
you got to see that.
1055
01:22:47,806 --> 01:22:48,830
That's all the stuff
she doesn't need.
1056
01:22:48,926 --> 01:22:50,046
She doesn't want that.
1057
01:22:50,397 --> 01:22:51,934
That's all fur and things
like that.
1058
01:22:52,222 --> 01:22:54,814
Was that the bird
that cut your face?
1059
01:22:56,093 --> 01:22:57,598
Yeah, but she didn't mean to.
1060
01:22:58,366 --> 01:23:00,159
It was an accident.
She was just hungry, that's all.
1061
01:23:00,254 --> 01:23:01,757
And she thought
I was stealing her food.
1062
01:23:03,294 --> 01:23:07,454
Ooh, she's gonna rouse.
1063
01:23:10,142 --> 01:23:11,614
That means she's happy.
1064
01:23:12,125 --> 01:23:14,590
It means she's really happy.
I think she likes you.
1065
01:23:14,686 --> 01:23:16,157
- Yeah.
- James: Aimee.
1066
01:23:16,253 --> 01:23:17,150
Aimee, not...not so close.
1067
01:23:17,246 --> 01:23:18,430
Come here, please.
1068
01:23:18,974 --> 01:23:20,093
Come here.
1069
01:23:20,957 --> 01:23:22,077
Good girl.
1070
01:23:25,118 --> 01:23:26,429
I'll go and get changed.
1071
01:23:38,205 --> 01:23:40,958
Mum: The stench of fags
1072
01:23:41,534 --> 01:23:42,878
and rotting meat.
1073
01:23:43,197 --> 01:23:44,157
God, it's disgusting.
1074
01:23:44,254 --> 01:23:45,598
James: She's gone feral.
1075
01:23:45,725 --> 01:23:48,286
Mum: She's always been messy,
but this kitchen,
1076
01:23:48,413 --> 01:23:50,046
it is a health hazard.
1077
01:23:50,877 --> 01:23:53,246
Human beings can't live
this way.
1078
01:23:53,342 --> 01:23:54,653
James: I don't think she's well,
Mum.
1079
01:23:54,717 --> 01:23:56,285
Mum: I can see that.
1080
01:23:58,397 --> 01:23:59,357
Hey.
1081
01:24:00,062 --> 01:24:01,918
- Isn't she amazing?
- Aimee: Yeah.
1082
01:24:02,014 --> 01:24:04,989
- Do you need help packing?
- No, I'll be fine.
1083
01:24:05,246 --> 01:24:07,454
I can give you a hand to move
into the new place if you want.
1084
01:24:07,613 --> 01:24:08,606
Can hire a van.
1085
01:24:08,702 --> 01:24:10,238
I haven't got a place, so...
1086
01:24:14,877 --> 01:24:16,830
How's Dad's eulogy coming on?
1087
01:24:18,302 --> 01:24:19,774
Well, I'm in the middle of
writing a talk at the moment,
1088
01:24:19,838 --> 01:24:21,245
but once that's finished.
1089
01:24:21,726 --> 01:24:23,806
You won't leave it till the last
minute, will you?
1090
01:24:25,085 --> 01:24:26,270
No, I won't.
1091
01:24:27,422 --> 01:24:29,085
I just need to get this talk
out of the way, that's all.
1092
01:25:04,413 --> 01:25:05,597
Good afternoon.
1093
01:25:08,541 --> 01:25:10,654
Nature appreciation today
1094
01:25:10,781 --> 01:25:13,213
revolves around distanced
looking...
1095
01:25:14,237 --> 01:25:15,677
not interaction.
1096
01:25:16,637 --> 01:25:18,526
We've been encouraged to see
the natural world
1097
01:25:18,621 --> 01:25:20,029
as something damaged,
1098
01:25:20,637 --> 01:25:22,013
always threatened,
1099
01:25:22,845 --> 01:25:25,853
something we can look at,
but aren't allowed to touch.
1100
01:25:27,773 --> 01:25:29,533
Today, I want
to talk about other ways
1101
01:25:29,597 --> 01:25:32,253
of relating to nature
than just looking at it.
1102
01:25:32,798 --> 01:25:35,710
Ones that can promote radical
shifts in subjectivity,
1103
01:25:36,413 --> 01:25:39,806
grant us forms of imaginative
empathy with wild creatures.
1104
01:25:42,013 --> 01:25:45,053
In these times of catastrophic
biodiversity loss,
1105
01:25:45,662 --> 01:25:47,805
it's essential that we remind
ourselves
1106
01:25:47,901 --> 01:25:49,789
that the world does not
belong to us.
1107
01:25:51,422 --> 01:25:53,150
We share it with
innumerable other minds...
1108
01:25:53,246 --> 01:25:56,765
How can you like...
justify killing for fun?
1109
01:26:02,397 --> 01:26:03,485
Um...
1110
01:26:04,861 --> 01:26:06,365
it's not fun.
1111
01:26:08,157 --> 01:26:09,885
Hunting with a hawk is...
1112
01:26:10,397 --> 01:26:11,997
having the privilege
to be involved in...
1113
01:26:12,094 --> 01:26:15,517
well, to witness an entirely
natural event.
1114
01:26:17,341 --> 01:26:21,950
And if Mabel catches
a rabbit, we eat it.
1115
01:26:22,205 --> 01:26:23,678
Couldn't you feed her bird seed?
1116
01:26:25,372 --> 01:26:27,325
Uh...no.
1117
01:26:28,541 --> 01:26:30,172
No, she's a carnivore.
1118
01:26:31,613 --> 01:26:33,085
And you see her talons.
1119
01:26:33,885 --> 01:26:36,477
You see her hooked beak
for rending flesh.
1120
01:26:36,637 --> 01:26:39,485
And her crines, these, these
tiny, tiny little feathers,
1121
01:26:39,581 --> 01:26:42,077
they're...they're, um,
they're like whiskers.
1122
01:26:42,556 --> 01:26:44,476
They've evolved to hold
the blood until it dries
1123
01:26:44,572 --> 01:26:46,205
and flakes away. I mean,
that's what they're for...
1124
01:26:47,165 --> 01:26:48,734
like your legs are for walking.
1125
01:26:48,893 --> 01:26:52,445
No, I have a responsibility
to let her be a Goshawk.
1126
01:26:54,494 --> 01:26:58,173
To raise a hawk and not let
it hunt would be like...
1127
01:26:59,677 --> 01:27:01,437
be like not letting
a child play.
1128
01:27:01,533 --> 01:27:02,845
You call it play?
1129
01:27:03,134 --> 01:27:04,829
No, I...
1130
01:27:08,221 --> 01:27:10,237
You...you claim that
you're involved in
1131
01:27:10,333 --> 01:27:11,645
"an entirely natural event",
1132
01:27:11,741 --> 01:27:14,044
but all you're really doing
is bringing death.
1133
01:27:14,140 --> 01:27:16,605
Well,...
death's already there.
1134
01:27:17,597 --> 01:27:19,069
You know, death's everywhere.
But we're just...
1135
01:27:19,165 --> 01:27:21,565
we're constantly protecting
ourselves from it.
1136
01:27:21,916 --> 01:27:23,549
Do you know that every year
in the UK,
1137
01:27:23,644 --> 01:27:25,789
30 million little fluffy
cockerel chicks are killed
1138
01:27:25,885 --> 01:27:27,484
just because they're males
and...
1139
01:27:27,580 --> 01:27:28,925
they can't lay eggs
for us to eat?
1140
01:27:29,021 --> 01:27:30,589
I mean, we'd...we want to keep
1141
01:27:30,685 --> 01:27:32,349
death hidden well away, but...
1142
01:27:34,781 --> 01:27:36,573
hunting with Mabel,
it's, it's...
1143
01:27:37,533 --> 01:27:39,933
it's an honest encounter
with death.
1144
01:27:40,156 --> 01:27:41,725
Woman: Aren't you sorry for
the rabbit at all?
1145
01:27:41,821 --> 01:27:43,517
I think Helen has already
answered the question
1146
01:27:43,613 --> 01:27:44,573
about the rabbit.
1147
01:27:44,637 --> 01:27:45,885
Helen: Of course I'm sorry.
1148
01:27:47,900 --> 01:27:49,309
Of course, I'm sorry that the...
1149
01:27:49,405 --> 01:27:50,909
the rabbit's got to die.
1150
01:27:51,517 --> 01:27:53,404
Ma-Mabel's got to die.
1151
01:27:54,333 --> 01:27:56,284
I've got to die. So do you.
I mean...
1152
01:27:57,021 --> 01:27:59,229
we're all going to die. It's...
1153
01:28:04,285 --> 01:28:05,405
I ca...
1154
01:30:42,555 --> 01:30:43,644
Helen?
1155
01:30:50,557 --> 01:30:52,124
Helen, can you open the door?
1156
01:30:52,220 --> 01:30:53,756
It's freezing out here.
1157
01:31:04,861 --> 01:31:06,013
Helen?
1158
01:31:10,844 --> 01:31:13,597
I went to our favourite
bookstore at the market today.
1159
01:32:52,155 --> 01:32:54,364
- Hi.
- Hi.
1160
01:32:55,324 --> 01:32:57,564
Is that the Hitchhiker's
Guide Radio Scripts?
1161
01:32:57,852 --> 01:32:58,971
The original.
1162
01:33:00,060 --> 01:33:01,467
My God, score.
1163
01:33:02,843 --> 01:33:03,964
You want to smell it?
1164
01:33:04,060 --> 01:33:05,244
Yeah.
1165
01:33:08,764 --> 01:33:09,788
Vanilla.
1166
01:33:12,156 --> 01:33:13,692
Shall I make us some coffee?
1167
01:33:15,420 --> 01:33:16,412
Yeah.
1168
01:33:59,419 --> 01:34:00,987
How's the packing going?
1169
01:34:03,259 --> 01:34:04,731
I haven't got time to pack.
1170
01:34:05,595 --> 01:34:08,475
I've got to write the eulogy for
my dad's memorial service and...
1171
01:34:08,955 --> 01:34:10,395
I've left it too late.
1172
01:34:12,923 --> 01:34:15,228
Why don't I pack, and you write?
1173
01:34:30,843 --> 01:34:32,027
It's okay.
1174
01:34:34,651 --> 01:34:36,475
It is...it's okay.
1175
01:34:40,092 --> 01:34:41,883
You know, when I was sad,
my mum used to comfort me
1176
01:34:41,979 --> 01:34:43,772
with Julian of Norwich.
1177
01:34:44,443 --> 01:34:46,171
My Grandma taught it to her.
1178
01:34:46,779 --> 01:34:48,667
You know, Medieval
mystic abbesses
1179
01:34:48,763 --> 01:34:51,675
who brick themselves up
in towers
1180
01:34:51,771 --> 01:34:53,787
was really her thing.
1181
01:34:55,483 --> 01:34:57,787
Not that we know anyone else
like that.
1182
01:35:00,635 --> 01:35:02,043
She would say,
1183
01:35:03,195 --> 01:35:04,667
"All shall be well,
1184
01:35:06,043 --> 01:35:07,707
and all shall be well,
1185
01:35:08,379 --> 01:35:11,035
and all manner of things
shall be well."
1186
01:35:57,434 --> 01:35:58,811
Is that one of his?
1187
01:35:58,971 --> 01:36:00,795
- Mm-hmm.
- Wow.
1188
01:36:07,931 --> 01:36:08,731
Are we ready?
1189
01:36:08,827 --> 01:36:10,970
Helen: Yep. What's in there?
1190
01:36:11,323 --> 01:36:12,954
Dad: Look what I found, you see.
1191
01:36:14,778 --> 01:36:16,730
- Dad: Oh.
- Helen: H ello.
1192
01:36:16,827 --> 01:36:20,827
James: So tiny. So sweet.
1193
01:36:21,819 --> 01:36:23,354
Where's he going?
1194
01:36:32,922 --> 01:36:34,074
Helen: Careful, Dad.
1195
01:36:34,171 --> 01:36:35,867
No, no, no, no.
1196
01:36:36,635 --> 01:36:38,107
He's making a nest
in your hair.
1197
01:36:44,059 --> 01:36:45,467
Oh, no.
1198
01:36:45,530 --> 01:36:46,875
No no no...
1199
01:36:47,803 --> 01:36:49,082
Where's he going?
1200
01:36:56,570 --> 01:36:58,555
You're safe, Dad, you're safe.
1201
01:37:01,403 --> 01:37:03,419
- Dad: Right. It's good now.
- Helen: O kay.
1202
01:37:03,515 --> 01:37:05,435
- Dad: Don't touch it.
- I'm not gonna touch it.
1203
01:37:06,650 --> 01:37:07,547
Dad: Ready?
1204
01:37:08,954 --> 01:37:10,362
Hold it steady now.
1205
01:37:12,443 --> 01:37:13,723
Helen: Ahh...
1206
01:37:14,234 --> 01:37:15,707
Dad!
1207
01:37:16,763 --> 01:37:18,459
How about that! Together!
1208
01:37:18,554 --> 01:37:19,962
Got it.
1209
01:37:21,914 --> 01:37:23,034
Helen: Ali Mac,
1210
01:37:24,059 --> 01:37:26,267
A.K.A. Alisdair Macdonald,
1211
01:37:26,618 --> 01:37:28,827
A.K.A. our dad,
1212
01:37:29,819 --> 01:37:31,067
quite liked bridges.
1213
01:37:35,162 --> 01:37:37,787
He tracked down and memorialised
every single way
1214
01:37:37,883 --> 01:37:39,451
to cross the River Thames.
1215
01:37:40,571 --> 01:37:44,154
He got shouted at by farmers
and attacked by cows,
1216
01:37:44,795 --> 01:37:47,675
but none of them could stop him
from completing his mission.
1217
01:37:51,098 --> 01:37:53,147
He was a quiet man
with a camera,
1218
01:37:54,043 --> 01:37:56,762
and every day he set out
in search of new things.
1219
01:38:04,794 --> 01:38:07,194
He traced the courses of streets
and rivers,
1220
01:38:07,802 --> 01:38:09,403
careers and lives,
1221
01:38:09,818 --> 01:38:11,866
storms and stars.
1222
01:38:17,594 --> 01:38:20,123
I always thought
what Dad taught me
1223
01:38:20,315 --> 01:38:22,170
was to be detached...
1224
01:38:23,803 --> 01:38:24,890
a watcher.
1225
01:38:25,914 --> 01:38:28,314
Using the viewfinder
to contain the world
1226
01:38:28,411 --> 01:38:30,234
and keep fear at bay.
1227
01:38:44,282 --> 01:38:46,330
But now, I see...
1228
01:38:48,090 --> 01:38:51,994
how passionately engaged
with life Dad was.
1229
01:38:55,259 --> 01:38:56,826
Look, this happened.
1230
01:38:59,418 --> 01:39:00,986
- And this.
- Aww.
1231
01:39:02,490 --> 01:39:03,962
And this.
1232
01:39:08,314 --> 01:39:10,010
Every shot a testament.
1233
01:39:11,449 --> 01:39:13,595
Reminding us not to miss
a moment.
1234
01:39:15,194 --> 01:39:16,475
Not to forget.
1235
01:39:19,355 --> 01:39:21,722
I've been desperately trying
not to forget.
1236
01:39:24,218 --> 01:39:25,722
He was a wonderful father...
1237
01:39:27,642 --> 01:39:31,067
with a ridiculous inability to
wear anything other than a suit.
1238
01:39:34,010 --> 01:39:35,802
Um, I went with Dad
to Cornwall once
1239
01:39:35,898 --> 01:39:37,946
to photograph a total eclipse.
1240
01:39:38,170 --> 01:39:39,930
And we were standing
on a beach,
1241
01:39:40,602 --> 01:39:41,882
when a man, who...
1242
01:39:41,978 --> 01:39:43,610
he told us he was
the reincarnation
1243
01:39:43,674 --> 01:39:44,986
of King Arthur,
1244
01:39:45,275 --> 01:39:46,522
he was wearing a silver crown
1245
01:39:46,618 --> 01:39:48,474
and wearing long white robes,
1246
01:39:48,858 --> 01:39:50,266
and he came up to Dad,
1247
01:39:50,362 --> 01:39:52,986
and he asked him,
absolutely bewildered,
1248
01:39:53,754 --> 01:39:55,546
"Why are you wearing that suit?"
1249
01:39:56,218 --> 01:39:57,529
And Dad replied,
1250
01:39:57,914 --> 01:40:00,635
"Well, you never know
who you're going to meet."
1251
01:40:05,658 --> 01:40:09,049
I think he was the only person
in the world
1252
01:40:09,113 --> 01:40:10,681
who truly understood me.
1253
01:40:12,122 --> 01:40:13,306
And now he's gone.
1254
01:40:14,650 --> 01:40:16,026
I miss him terribly.
1255
01:40:19,098 --> 01:40:21,882
But seeing everyone here today
makes me realise
1256
01:40:22,842 --> 01:40:24,794
that he was special
not just to me...
1257
01:40:25,978 --> 01:40:27,353
...but to all of us.
1258
01:40:28,282 --> 01:40:30,233
And that he's here with us now,
1259
01:40:31,770 --> 01:40:34,490
in our memories,
and in our hearts.
1260
01:40:40,090 --> 01:40:41,146
Bless you, Dad.
1261
01:40:44,890 --> 01:40:46,201
I always knew you were a legend,
1262
01:40:46,297 --> 01:40:48,762
but it turns out that you
really, really were.
1263
01:41:09,497 --> 01:41:10,522
Thank you so much.
1264
01:41:34,682 --> 01:41:37,433
Little interest or pleasure
in doing things?
1265
01:41:38,650 --> 01:41:39,994
Helen: Quite often, yeah.
1266
01:41:41,050 --> 01:41:43,865
Some days?
More than half the days?
1267
01:41:44,250 --> 01:41:45,881
More than half the days, yeah.
1268
01:41:47,514 --> 01:41:48,634
Poor appetite?
1269
01:41:50,138 --> 01:41:51,193
Same.
1270
01:41:52,153 --> 01:41:53,561
More than half the days?
1271
01:41:54,681 --> 01:41:55,930
Yeah, same.
1272
01:41:57,658 --> 01:41:59,161
Trouble concentrating?
1273
01:41:59,962 --> 01:42:00,922
Yeah.
1274
01:42:02,170 --> 01:42:04,313
Both: More than half the days.
1275
01:42:07,417 --> 01:42:09,081
Feeling that you're a failure?
1276
01:42:09,689 --> 01:42:11,290
Well, that's just a matter
of fact.
1277
01:42:12,697 --> 01:42:13,721
So...
1278
01:42:15,002 --> 01:42:16,313
More than half the days, yeah.
1279
01:42:19,481 --> 01:42:23,674
Taking less trouble over your
appearance than formerly?
1280
01:42:24,858 --> 01:42:25,945
Um...
1281
01:42:27,034 --> 01:42:30,169
I don't know.
Uh...yeah, maybe.
1282
01:42:35,257 --> 01:42:37,689
It could just be that these are
rational responses
1283
01:42:37,753 --> 01:42:40,282
to the realities of my life,
1284
01:42:40,409 --> 01:42:42,329
as opposed to pathological ones.
1285
01:42:43,673 --> 01:42:48,409
No income, no job, no home,
no father.
1286
01:42:49,273 --> 01:42:50,809
Are you in a relationship?
1287
01:42:51,001 --> 01:42:51,865
No.
1288
01:42:53,657 --> 01:42:54,873
I do have Mabel.
1289
01:42:55,738 --> 01:42:58,361
- Mabel is your...?
- Goshawk.
1290
01:43:01,561 --> 01:43:03,385
But they're a non-affectionate
species, so...
1291
01:43:18,137 --> 01:43:19,225
There you go.
1292
01:43:20,121 --> 01:43:21,625
Thanks, Mum.
1293
01:43:39,001 --> 01:43:41,049
It's time to put Mabel up
to moult.
1294
01:43:42,521 --> 01:43:43,961
What does that entail?
1295
01:43:44,410 --> 01:43:47,033
Well, she loses her feathers
one by one,
1296
01:43:47,129 --> 01:43:48,441
and grows news ones.
1297
01:43:48,537 --> 01:43:50,745
Gosh. Sounds like hard work.
1298
01:43:50,841 --> 01:43:51,865
Hmm.
1299
01:43:53,177 --> 01:43:54,233
She'll need peace and quiet,
1300
01:43:54,329 --> 01:43:56,185
so, a friend said that
he'd have her.
1301
01:43:57,850 --> 01:43:59,385
How long will she be away?
1302
01:44:01,272 --> 01:44:02,425
Six months.
1303
01:44:03,353 --> 01:44:04,281
Oh.
1304
01:44:07,258 --> 01:44:10,201
Well, maybe that'll be
a nice break for Mabel.
1305
01:44:14,649 --> 01:44:15,833
And for you.
1306
01:44:21,593 --> 01:44:23,161
The doctor says
I have depression.
1307
01:44:27,352 --> 01:44:28,889
I couldn't be sorrier, Mum...
1308
01:44:30,936 --> 01:44:32,729
for putting you through
so much worry.
1309
01:44:35,769 --> 01:44:37,049
That's you, Helen.
1310
01:44:37,848 --> 01:44:38,808
You...
1311
01:44:39,417 --> 01:44:40,632
you go too far.
1312
01:44:42,137 --> 01:44:43,320
But you come back.
1313
01:46:31,449 --> 01:46:32,952
Dad: Come on, slow coach.
1314
01:46:33,561 --> 01:46:34,809
I haven't got all day.
1315
01:46:35,608 --> 01:46:36,792
I'm tired.
1316
01:46:37,113 --> 01:46:38,392
It's been a long week.
1317
01:46:39,352 --> 01:46:40,408
Dad: Tired?
1318
01:46:40,857 --> 01:46:42,712
You don't know
the meaning of the word.
1319
01:46:46,008 --> 01:46:48,600
I think that's a little German
microlight.
1320
01:46:48,696 --> 01:46:50,168
Quick, my notebook.
1321
01:46:50,296 --> 01:46:51,480
Side pocket.
1322
01:46:52,728 --> 01:46:54,008
Write this down for me.
1323
01:46:56,441 --> 01:47:01,049
Ikarus C42.
1324
01:47:02,616 --> 01:47:05,304
You need a new notebook, Dad.
This one's almost full.
1325
01:47:05,496 --> 01:47:07,480
You can get me one
for my birthday.
1326
01:47:08,472 --> 01:47:10,552
I thought you wanted
a book on grasshoppers.
1327
01:47:10,713 --> 01:47:12,248
Already bought it.
1328
01:47:13,112 --> 01:47:15,641
'Nymphs of the Sahelian
Grasshoppers'.
1329
01:47:15,768 --> 01:47:17,112
A bit niche, isn't it?
1330
01:47:17,817 --> 01:47:19,832
Not if you live in Africa
and want to protect your crops,
1331
01:47:19,928 --> 01:47:21,080
it isn't.
1332
01:47:24,057 --> 01:47:25,560
But you don't live in Africa.
1333
01:47:31,960 --> 01:47:33,240
Voila!
1334
01:47:33,849 --> 01:47:35,673
The source of the River Thames.
1335
01:47:38,232 --> 01:47:39,192
Is this it?
1336
01:47:40,247 --> 01:47:41,272
Yup.
1337
01:47:41,656 --> 01:47:42,872
But there's nothing here.
1338
01:47:44,120 --> 01:47:45,112
I know.
1339
01:47:46,616 --> 01:47:48,920
You dragged me all this way
to look at a pile of stones?
1340
01:47:50,937 --> 01:47:51,960
It's underground.
1341
01:47:53,913 --> 01:47:55,224
It's incredible.
1342
01:47:56,152 --> 01:47:58,872
Thames starts as
a tiny little spring,
1343
01:47:59,032 --> 01:48:01,432
way down below the earth
right here.
1344
01:48:02,872 --> 01:48:03,928
Amazing.
1345
01:48:05,111 --> 01:48:07,384
I'm gonna photograph
every single bridge
1346
01:48:09,848 --> 01:48:12,984
between here,
all the way down to the sea.
1347
01:48:14,296 --> 01:48:15,288
That's gonna take a while,
isn't it?
1348
01:48:15,352 --> 01:48:16,631
How many bridges is that?
1349
01:48:16,727 --> 01:48:18,808
Over three hundred.
Can you stand over there?
1350
01:48:30,297 --> 01:48:32,568
The first bridge is not very far
from here, actually.
1351
01:48:32,888 --> 01:48:33,944
Dad.
1352
01:48:34,456 --> 01:48:35,640
It won't take long.
1353
01:48:38,232 --> 01:48:40,984
That's good.
Just over a wee bit.
1354
01:48:44,760 --> 01:48:45,880
Smile.
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