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This is the story of an obsession.

The story of a man of the cloth who lusted for a woman he could never have.

I can no longer keep my secret inside.

It all began when Claudia met Stephen.

Her life changed forever.

And so did mine.

Who is that, Wendy?

I don't know. I think he's some rich guy from Marin County.

He sure is good looking, isn't he?

He is.

And his horse is pretty, too.

Looks like he's coming over.

Hi,

girls. Hello.

Hi. Having some lunch?

Yeah.

It's just a pretty horse.

Thanks.

He's a good man. I am.

Come out here often?

Every once in a while. Yeah? Yeah, it's pretty out. Yeah, it is.

Yeah.

Good place to ride. Do you ride?

I haven't ridden in a while.

Want to try it?

As long as I don't fall off. I won't let you fall off.

Come on.

Look, we're right.

Be careful, Claudia.

Yep.

Okay.

You're not going to fall off, am I?

You will not fall off, I promise. Okay.

You ready? Here we go. Yeah.

For men like Stephen, controlling women is easy.

Much too easy.

And with the help of his friend Kathleen, Claudia's journey into

decadence began.

I want to be a slave.

I mean, I would do anything he asked me to.

Claudia, you should be careful.

Do you know what you're getting yourself into?

Don't worry about me.

Tonight he's going to share me.

That means he's taking me to his club, and there's going to be lots of men

there.

Hi, how are you?

It's been a long time since I've heard your confession, Claudia.

Forgive me, Father, for I've sinned.

You may speak freely here.

Unburden your heart before the Lord.

I met a man and made love with him.

I understand, my child.

Very often young people sin outside the sanctity of wedlock.

Perhaps this relationship will lead to something more binding, even the vows of

marriage.

If that were the case, then I wouldn't be here.

It's more than just that.

His name's Stephen.

And he likes me to please him in other ways.

Go on, my child.

He likes me to satisfy other men while he watches.

Rubbing my body.

Touching me.

Exploring my breast.

My private parts.

There's just no end to his desire.

And I've thought about stopping.

But I know deep down inside I don't want to stop.

And I don't want any Hail Marys.

And I've taken up enough of your time.

I just really needed somebody to talk to.

Wendy,

this is Kathleen. Kathleen, Wendy. Hi. Hi, Wendy. Nice to meet you.

So what brings you over here?

I have one message from Steven.

Yeah? Yeah.

Wendy, I've got an important errand I have to run.

Would you just watch the shop?

Sure. Let me get my bag around. Yeah, of course.

Okay.

You all ready?

Yeah. Okay, let's go.

Bye. Bye-bye.

Hey!

But she says, oh, she says, you're going to run and she would like to listen to

you.

And she'll listen to you.

And she'll listen to you.

Thank you.

Oh shit.

I want you to pick your favorites.

You have the opportunity here to pick the women of your choice.

Look them over.

Be critical.

Your choice won't be frivolous.

I understand.

Good day.

Can I help you?

Thank you.

No.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned again.

Tell me everything.

I help him now.

I help him to explore his perversion.

Go on.

Explain these perversions.

He sleeps with other women.

Just recently...

He made love to three women as I watched.

This is a sin, my child.

You're giving in to the sin of carnal longings.

Isn't that what we all want?

To explore acts against nature?

Have what we can't have?

Don't you have any desires you haven't been able to act upon, Father?

Claudia, we're talking about you.

But Father, are we so different?

Claudia, confess your sins.

My sins?

I want to find what makes me hot.

Makes me horny.

Discover and learn.

Find a man that can show me all this and open my eyes.

And a woman to fulfill all my desires.

Is all this so wrong?

Hi.

Oh, hi. It's, uh, buddy's day off.

Yes, I know.

Mind if I lock the door?

Okay.

Sergei. Oh,

I'll leave that up to you.

Great. It'll be great.

Feels good.

Nice hands.

Anthony, we can't do this.

Claudia... Claudia knows.

First.

like that right here in your own barber chair

me everything as if she too was obsessed obsessed with steven obsessed with

confessing her sins to me obsessed with sex and as she unfolded her tale i began

to understand who really controlled these events and the people who shared

in her lust this is it girls get yourselves together

Honey,

why don't you let me get you a blindfold like that and you can go in there and

join them.

No.

Come on, they're going to have fun. Look at them. Come on.

Let me get you one.

Not this time, Stephen.

What's the matter with you?

Nothing's the matter. I want to watch.

Fine.

Uh, Claudia?

Who are you?

I want you to fuck her in the ass.

He's wet.

Oh, shit.

thank you

Including, God forgive me, her priest.

Forgive me, Father, for I've sinned.

Yes, I know.

Don't you want to hear about it?

All of it?

How I let myself be sodomized by the good men of this community while the

priest left it from behind the shadow?

Come on, Father.

Tell me your sins.

I told you mine.

Yes, Claudia.

I am committed.

I have sinned.

I prayed to God to release me from the agony he is putting me through because

of my obsession for you.

Are you telling me you don't want to be turned on, Father?

I'm wretched, Claudia.

A constant conflict between the responsibility of the cloth and the

desires of my heart.

Nothing to understand.

When a man takes the vows, he believes he'll have the strength to overcome

sensual desires.

And that succeeded.

Until you came along.

Listen to yourself on the other side of the confessional.

Your dirty, obscene stories.

Your filthy life.

And I wanted to hear more.

To hear more of the things you were doing.

The dirty, filthy things you were doing.

Bad girl, aren't you?

We're very bad now, Claudia.

You've done a great deal.

You've done many dirty things.

You've done many dirty things.

With many different people.

And you enjoy them.

You enjoy doing filthy things, don't you, Claudia?

Mm.

That's it. All the way.

Good.

Let me hear you choking on it. Go on.

All the way.

Good.

Good. Good.

Suck. That's it. All the way.

Good.

Go down as far as you can.

Stay there.

Good. Stay there.

Stay there.

That person is a bad girl.

Bad girl.

I'm going to shoot my upload all over my face.

I'm going to Fire Island this summer.

Why don't you come with me?

I love you dearly, Stephen, but it's time we move on.

I've enjoyed our relationship, but... Enjoy.

Interesting word you use to describe what we had together. Enjoy.

What can I say? It's been entertaining.

Entertaining.

Kind of like an old movie that you walk out of.

Totally unchanged.

I've changed.

But there's more in life than just sex.

I was thinking about maybe taking a college class this fall.

Well, is there anything I can do?

Tuition? Something?

It's very sweet of you, Steven, but... I can't

believe you really mean this.

I do.

You always change your mind, you know?

I know.

Perhaps she's right.

Perhaps we're not so different.

Perhaps every man and woman, even men of God, are merely victims of their own

obsessions.