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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:03:45,986 --> 00:03:48,272 I'll be asked to make this personal. 2 00:03:51,569 --> 00:03:53,249 So I shall. 3 00:03:59,152 --> 00:04:00,832 You are always looking at her. 4 00:04:03,194 --> 00:04:04,874 You look at her too much. 5 00:04:07,569 --> 00:04:09,436 Something terrible may happen. 6 00:04:32,569 --> 00:04:34,378 Hi, I'm Clea. 7 00:04:34,402 --> 00:04:38,369 I work in the props department here at the opera company. 8 00:04:38,569 --> 00:04:41,712 I'm going to be showing you how I make the head 9 00:04:41,736 --> 00:04:43,337 of John the Baptist, 10 00:04:43,361 --> 00:04:46,545 uh, who, for those of you who might not know the story, 11 00:04:46,569 --> 00:04:49,837 he is the biblical prophet that gets beheaded 12 00:04:49,861 --> 00:04:52,003 by a woman called Salome. 13 00:04:52,027 --> 00:04:53,587 We welcome back 14 00:04:53,611 --> 00:04:56,131 the wonderful Ambur Dione. 15 00:04:59,611 --> 00:05:02,037 So great to have you back home, Ambur. 16 00:05:03,527 --> 00:05:05,087 And welcome to our company 17 00:05:05,111 --> 00:05:07,628 for his first appearance with us, 18 00:05:07,652 --> 00:05:09,332 Johan Mueller. 19 00:05:10,194 --> 00:05:11,753 We're very excited to have 20 00:05:11,777 --> 00:05:13,545 these two amazing singers with us 21 00:05:13,569 --> 00:05:16,087 and both are fresh from a very, 22 00:05:16,111 --> 00:05:17,920 shall we say, 23 00:05:17,944 --> 00:05:21,444 controversial production of Salome in Stuttgart. 24 00:05:27,319 --> 00:05:30,628 Sometime before my husband passed away last year 25 00:05:30,652 --> 00:05:32,706 he made a very specific request. 26 00:05:33,486 --> 00:05:36,253 Charles wanted one of his former students 27 00:05:36,277 --> 00:05:39,544 to direct this remount of Salome. 28 00:05:40,402 --> 00:05:44,045 I know that Charles worked very closely with Jeanine 29 00:05:44,069 --> 00:05:46,309 on the original production and so 30 00:05:47,694 --> 00:05:49,421 I'll let Jeanine let us know 31 00:05:49,819 --> 00:05:52,587 what she plans to do in the weeks ahead. 32 00:05:52,611 --> 00:05:54,670 Jeanine, would you like to come forward 33 00:05:54,694 --> 00:05:56,374 and say a few words? 34 00:06:00,402 --> 00:06:03,795 Working on this production so many years ago 35 00:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,499 changed my life. 36 00:06:07,111 --> 00:06:08,791 It was a huge gift. 37 00:06:09,819 --> 00:06:13,599 Just like being invited to stage this remount is a... 38 00:06:15,444 --> 00:06:17,124 another... 39 00:06:17,611 --> 00:06:19,291 huge gift. 40 00:06:20,652 --> 00:06:23,826 Charles meant the world to me. 41 00:06:25,361 --> 00:06:27,881 Charles meant a lot to many people. 42 00:06:29,277 --> 00:06:30,957 This morning, I-I... 43 00:06:32,236 --> 00:06:33,795 I took a moment 44 00:06:33,819 --> 00:06:37,319 to find his-his favorite spot in the theatre, 45 00:06:38,277 --> 00:06:40,844 which is this rehearsal bridge 46 00:06:41,402 --> 00:06:43,712 that connects the stage to the audience 47 00:06:43,736 --> 00:06:45,789 just above the orchestra. It's this... 48 00:06:47,319 --> 00:06:49,326 It's between these two spaces. 49 00:06:51,277 --> 00:06:52,878 And he lo... he loved being there. 50 00:06:52,902 --> 00:06:56,402 He... he loved being in the heart of the action. 51 00:06:57,611 --> 00:06:59,804 And, now, we are here to... 52 00:07:02,152 --> 00:07:03,832 to honor his heart 53 00:07:05,027 --> 00:07:06,707 and his spirit 54 00:07:07,569 --> 00:07:09,622 in the best way that we can. 55 00:07:13,611 --> 00:07:15,337 So, I will leave you with 56 00:07:15,361 --> 00:07:18,420 with the costume designs and some images 57 00:07:18,444 --> 00:07:21,944 from the original show and the maquette. 58 00:07:24,069 --> 00:07:26,402 The changes that I will be making 59 00:07:27,319 --> 00:07:30,306 for this production will be small but meaningful. 60 00:07:30,861 --> 00:07:32,587 And if anybody has any questions 61 00:07:32,611 --> 00:07:34,291 I'd be happy to answer. 62 00:07:35,069 --> 00:07:36,749 Thank you. 63 00:07:40,402 --> 00:07:43,712 That was a crazy production - Yeah. 64 00:07:43,736 --> 00:07:45,670 Do you remember all those long talks 65 00:07:45,694 --> 00:07:47,253 that we had about the role? 66 00:07:47,277 --> 00:07:49,462 Ye-yeah, I remember those talks. 67 00:07:49,486 --> 00:07:51,712 You had a huge impact on me. 68 00:07:51,736 --> 00:07:53,416 Really? 69 00:07:55,944 --> 00:07:58,170 And after that, I-I-I went to study 70 00:07:58,194 --> 00:07:59,962 with this amazing teacher in London, 71 00:07:59,986 --> 00:08:02,795 but they were really expensive so I ran outta money really fast 72 00:08:02,819 --> 00:08:04,587 - and I came back. - And you kept working. 73 00:08:04,611 --> 00:08:06,545 I've done a lot of understudy roles. 74 00:08:06,569 --> 00:08:08,249 And I've done some small things. 75 00:08:09,527 --> 00:08:12,374 - I'm here now. - Covering John the Baptist. 76 00:08:13,361 --> 00:08:14,920 And I'm covering Salome. 77 00:08:14,944 --> 00:08:16,670 - Hi. - Rachel. 78 00:08:16,694 --> 00:08:18,587 - Rachel. Jeanine. - It's so nice to meet you. 79 00:08:18,611 --> 00:08:20,462 - You too. - My two understudies. 80 00:08:20,486 --> 00:08:22,679 This'll be fun. 81 00:08:23,319 --> 00:08:25,837 So, here's the basic plot of the opera: 82 00:08:25,861 --> 00:08:30,962 Salome wants John the Baptist to pay attention to her. 83 00:08:30,986 --> 00:08:34,003 She's crazy about him, but he refuses. 84 00:08:34,027 --> 00:08:36,128 He won't even look at her because he thinks 85 00:08:36,152 --> 00:08:38,066 that Salome's mother is a whore. 86 00:08:38,486 --> 00:08:42,045 So, then, Salome's stepfather, King Herod, 87 00:08:42,069 --> 00:08:46,378 he asks her to do this sexy dance for him 88 00:08:46,402 --> 00:08:48,920 and he offers Salome 89 00:08:48,944 --> 00:08:50,997 anything that she wants in return. 90 00:08:51,402 --> 00:08:54,128 So, Salome asks for 91 00:08:54,152 --> 00:08:56,462 the head of John the Baptist, 92 00:08:56,486 --> 00:08:58,306 which is what I'm working on here. 93 00:08:58,611 --> 00:09:01,378 She demands that her stepfather 94 00:09:01,402 --> 00:09:05,253 chop off John's head and offer it up to her 95 00:09:05,277 --> 00:09:08,497 so that she may finally kiss his lips. 96 00:09:10,861 --> 00:09:14,641 I guess you can see it's a pretty weird love story. 97 00:10:09,736 --> 00:10:12,003 {\an8}Johan! Johan, Johan. 98 00:10:12,027 --> 00:10:15,947 It's important that you never look at Salome. 99 00:10:16,861 --> 00:10:19,170 From the moment you take your blindfold off your eyes 100 00:10:19,194 --> 00:10:20,921 you never turn to look at her. 101 00:10:22,069 --> 00:10:23,628 That feels strange. 102 00:10:23,652 --> 00:10:27,337 Well, you're demanding that-that she repent 103 00:10:27,361 --> 00:10:29,045 and, in order to get her to do that, 104 00:10:29,069 --> 00:10:31,076 she needs to feel frightened of you. 105 00:10:31,652 --> 00:10:34,253 You need to let her understand that you know 106 00:10:34,277 --> 00:10:36,128 the terrible things that she's done. 107 00:10:36,152 --> 00:10:39,337 The cries of her sinning are heard by God. 108 00:10:39,361 --> 00:10:41,834 You say that, right? 109 00:10:42,569 --> 00:10:45,462 You need her to beg for forgiveness 110 00:10:45,486 --> 00:10:48,045 and you're not prepared to look at her until she does. 111 00:10:48,069 --> 00:10:52,087 But isn't it her mother's cries and sinning 112 00:10:52,111 --> 00:10:53,791 I'm talking about? 113 00:10:54,111 --> 00:10:55,670 I think she's a whore. 114 00:10:55,694 --> 00:10:57,753 They're one and the same as far as you're concerned. 115 00:10:57,777 --> 00:10:59,644 Like mother, like daughter. 116 00:11:02,444 --> 00:11:04,357 Okay, let's continue. 117 00:11:33,361 --> 00:11:35,003 {\an8}You have to blow them out, Granny. 118 00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:36,707 {\an8}Where's Daddy? 119 00:11:37,319 --> 00:11:39,746 {\an8}Daddy, come. Granny wants to blow out her candles. 120 00:11:42,027 --> 00:11:43,962 Where'd you find those candles, Lizzie? 121 00:11:43,986 --> 00:11:45,962 Daddy bought it. 122 00:11:45,986 --> 00:11:47,962 They're a little big, aren't they? 123 00:11:47,986 --> 00:11:49,545 We were gonna use sparklers, remember? 124 00:11:49,569 --> 00:11:51,128 Let's take this back and put them on. 125 00:11:51,152 --> 00:11:53,066 Shouldn't she blow this out first? 126 00:11:53,736 --> 00:11:55,878 Then what's the point of the sparklers? 127 00:11:55,902 --> 00:11:58,628 We need to sing Happy Birthday as we bring in the cake. Okay? 128 00:11:58,652 --> 00:12:00,379 Can't she just blow these out? 129 00:12:04,152 --> 00:12:06,045 Okay, now, help me put sparklers on the cake 130 00:12:06,069 --> 00:12:08,169 and we can do this properly. Okay? 131 00:12:09,527 --> 00:12:11,503 - Come on. - It's okay, honey. 132 00:12:11,527 --> 00:12:13,087 Yeah. 133 00:12:13,111 --> 00:12:14,791 Sparklers. 134 00:12:18,694 --> 00:12:21,027 - That was weird. - You think? 135 00:12:21,444 --> 00:12:23,124 How's the place you're staying? 136 00:12:23,944 --> 00:12:25,503 It's nice. 137 00:12:25,527 --> 00:12:27,712 - Some rich opera patron? - Yeah, they're away. 138 00:12:27,736 --> 00:12:30,629 - Weren't you gonna arrange... - What were you doing upstairs? 139 00:12:33,736 --> 00:12:36,256 I was showing Dimitra your old CD collection. 140 00:12:36,861 --> 00:12:39,381 - Why? - Where's Harold? 141 00:12:42,277 --> 00:12:44,284 Harold died last year, Margot. 142 00:12:46,236 --> 00:12:48,670 Get ready. Three, two, one. 143 00:12:48,694 --> 00:12:53,967 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 144 00:12:54,111 --> 00:12:59,197 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 145 00:12:59,402 --> 00:13:05,376 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Margot... ♪ 146 00:13:06,402 --> 00:13:08,212 I really appreciate you coming here 147 00:13:08,236 --> 00:13:10,253 and doing this. I know how busy things are. 148 00:13:10,277 --> 00:13:12,377 No problem. 149 00:13:13,236 --> 00:13:14,916 So, this is the props room. 150 00:13:16,652 --> 00:13:18,986 This is, like, one of my favorite places. 151 00:13:19,444 --> 00:13:21,670 You can see pretty much all the props 152 00:13:21,694 --> 00:13:23,981 from every show the opera company's ever done. 153 00:13:24,736 --> 00:13:26,545 It's crazy. 154 00:13:26,569 --> 00:13:29,628 And, uh, yeah, we've got a bit of a collection going 155 00:13:29,652 --> 00:13:32,045 of severed heads here from other productions. 156 00:13:32,069 --> 00:13:33,749 Cute. 157 00:13:36,194 --> 00:13:38,295 So, uh, like I said, the company's asked me 158 00:13:38,319 --> 00:13:42,045 to do this thing about the head kind of to market the show. 159 00:13:42,069 --> 00:13:43,628 I get it. 160 00:13:43,652 --> 00:13:45,212 And, uh, yeah, 161 00:13:45,236 --> 00:13:48,837 I thought it might be cool to get a few words from you 162 00:13:48,861 --> 00:13:53,947 about what this prop means now after so many years. 163 00:13:54,027 --> 00:13:55,587 Okay. 164 00:13:55,611 --> 00:13:57,291 Okay. 165 00:13:59,819 --> 00:14:03,753 So, uh, tell me about working on this production 166 00:14:03,777 --> 00:14:05,457 all those years ago. 167 00:14:06,652 --> 00:14:08,659 Well, I was more of an observer. 168 00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:10,832 Like a, like an intern. 169 00:14:12,319 --> 00:14:16,045 Like an observer... to the director. 170 00:14:16,069 --> 00:14:18,589 Yeah, I mean, we had a lot of conversations. 171 00:14:19,861 --> 00:14:24,014 Uh, but I was still very much Charles' student back then. 172 00:14:25,402 --> 00:14:28,462 I gather that he was a pretty big presence. 173 00:14:28,486 --> 00:14:32,546 Yes, he was a very big presence. 174 00:14:32,736 --> 00:14:34,836 Yes, Charles was a very big presence. 175 00:14:35,194 --> 00:14:36,874 What can you tell me about him? 176 00:14:47,486 --> 00:14:50,170 Uh, why do you think Salome asks for the head 177 00:14:50,194 --> 00:14:51,753 of John the Baptist? 178 00:14:51,777 --> 00:14:53,420 Well, she says it in the opera. 179 00:14:53,444 --> 00:14:55,212 She just wanted to... 180 00:14:55,236 --> 00:14:57,709 to kiss his lips and he wouldn't let her. 181 00:14:58,611 --> 00:15:00,212 Do you think that's a little extreme? 182 00:15:00,236 --> 00:15:02,056 Yes, it's extreme. 183 00:15:02,861 --> 00:15:05,670 But I guess you need to see it as 184 00:15:05,694 --> 00:15:08,821 the first recorded sex crime in biblical history. 185 00:15:33,694 --> 00:15:37,087 So, Ambur, at this moment 186 00:15:37,111 --> 00:15:41,684 this is when you can just collapse onto the swing. 187 00:15:42,569 --> 00:15:45,337 Just two hands, slowly, gently just collapsing 188 00:15:45,361 --> 00:15:49,047 because his voice is like a drug. 189 00:15:49,652 --> 00:15:52,312 His voice makes you feel safe. 190 00:15:53,652 --> 00:15:56,545 Yeah. Good. And, Johan, 191 00:15:56,569 --> 00:15:58,878 can you check the monitor next to the camera, please? 192 00:15:58,902 --> 00:16:02,545 Uh... why is this my issue? 193 00:16:02,569 --> 00:16:05,416 Well, you have to position yourself back there, 194 00:16:06,194 --> 00:16:09,503 and we need to see your mouth in the centre of the frame. 195 00:16:09,527 --> 00:16:11,670 And when you're singing, you kind of, we lose you. 196 00:16:11,694 --> 00:16:14,027 But can't the camera move with me? 197 00:16:15,027 --> 00:16:16,587 It's on a tripod. 198 00:16:16,611 --> 00:16:18,503 Is that my problem? 199 00:16:18,527 --> 00:16:21,878 Yeah, I'm... I, uh, I'm-I'm, I'm sorry, it is. 200 00:16:21,902 --> 00:16:25,878 No! My problem, my job is to sing, right? 201 00:16:25,902 --> 00:16:29,837 You can amplify my voice or project my lips 202 00:16:29,861 --> 00:16:33,874 but these technical issues are your problem, not mine! 203 00:16:36,027 --> 00:16:38,314 He's an asshole. 204 00:16:38,694 --> 00:16:42,334 Did you hear about him in that production in Stuttgart? 205 00:16:43,777 --> 00:16:45,457 It... 206 00:16:54,027 --> 00:16:56,967 - Hi, it's Paul. - Leave a message after the beep. 207 00:16:58,444 --> 00:17:00,628 Does Paul come to visit you often, Mom? 208 00:17:00,652 --> 00:17:03,452 Yes. It's nice. 209 00:17:05,777 --> 00:17:07,504 He likes Dimitra. 210 00:17:10,069 --> 00:17:12,356 - Are they up there now? - Let's see. 211 00:17:13,069 --> 00:17:14,749 Dimitra? 212 00:17:16,861 --> 00:17:18,541 Dimitra? 213 00:17:28,027 --> 00:17:29,587 I thought you guys were finished. 214 00:17:29,611 --> 00:17:32,131 Uh, no. I-I called, I called back. 215 00:17:39,819 --> 00:17:41,378 Is my husband there? 216 00:17:41,402 --> 00:17:45,602 - Uh, I don't think so. - Let me check upstairs. 217 00:17:46,652 --> 00:17:48,332 Okay. 218 00:17:55,736 --> 00:17:57,416 You think they're fooling around? 219 00:18:02,902 --> 00:18:06,449 I am amorous of thy body, John the Baptist. 220 00:18:06,819 --> 00:18:08,712 Thy body is white, 221 00:18:08,736 --> 00:18:11,837 like the snows that lie on the mountains of Judea 222 00:18:11,861 --> 00:18:14,007 and come down into the valleys. 223 00:18:14,819 --> 00:18:19,159 There is nothing in the world so white as thy body. 224 00:18:20,361 --> 00:18:24,701 Suffer me to touch thy body. 225 00:18:26,611 --> 00:18:29,551 Back, daughter of Babylon. 226 00:18:30,027 --> 00:18:32,781 By woman came evil into the world. 227 00:18:33,027 --> 00:18:34,707 Speak not to me. 228 00:18:35,486 --> 00:18:37,166 I will not listen to thee. 229 00:18:37,777 --> 00:18:40,671 I listen but to the voice of the Lord God. 230 00:18:42,986 --> 00:18:45,552 It's great to get back to the text. 231 00:18:45,902 --> 00:18:47,582 The music makes a big difference. 232 00:18:48,069 --> 00:18:51,709 - But the words. - The words of Oscar Wilde. 233 00:18:56,027 --> 00:18:59,545 Thy body is white like lilies in a valley. 234 00:18:59,569 --> 00:19:01,545 Thy body is white 235 00:19:01,569 --> 00:19:04,509 like snows on the mountains of Judea. 236 00:19:06,194 --> 00:19:09,787 Suffer me to touch thy body. 237 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:15,624 It's so beautiful. 238 00:19:27,736 --> 00:19:29,416 Beautiful. Beautiful. 239 00:19:36,277 --> 00:19:39,878 Just let the peel fall away. Just let it fall away like that. 240 00:19:39,902 --> 00:19:42,096 Perfect. Okay, break it up. 241 00:19:43,069 --> 00:19:46,009 And, now, I want you to taste one. 242 00:19:47,319 --> 00:19:48,878 I want you to really taste it. 243 00:19:48,902 --> 00:19:52,128 Feel how heightened it is with your eyesight gone. 244 00:19:52,152 --> 00:19:55,419 Feel how, how powerful the flavor is. 245 00:19:56,652 --> 00:19:58,545 Take away one sense, 246 00:19:58,569 --> 00:20:00,503 all the others become heightened. 247 00:20:00,527 --> 00:20:03,421 More real. More intense. 248 00:20:04,319 --> 00:20:05,878 Remember that. 249 00:20:05,902 --> 00:20:08,376 That's your responsibility as an artist. 250 00:20:48,027 --> 00:20:51,003 Salome is overwhelmed by her wakening desire. 251 00:20:51,027 --> 00:20:53,087 But what is she being wakened from? 252 00:20:53,111 --> 00:20:56,191 What's at the root of her crazed enchantment? 253 00:20:56,569 --> 00:21:00,212 - Crazed enchantment. - That's my new favorite line. 254 00:21:00,236 --> 00:21:01,916 What? 255 00:21:02,527 --> 00:21:05,747 Thanks. What do you think it means, Lizzie? 256 00:21:06,319 --> 00:21:09,837 I don't know. I don't know where you came up with that. 257 00:21:09,861 --> 00:21:11,420 - You don't? - No. 258 00:21:11,444 --> 00:21:14,087 - When do you find out. - In a day or two. 259 00:21:14,111 --> 00:21:15,795 I mean, it's a small thing. 260 00:21:15,819 --> 00:21:18,337 - It's not a small thing, Mom. - You're directing a show. 261 00:21:18,361 --> 00:21:20,041 Yeah, I'm remounting it, baby. 262 00:21:22,777 --> 00:21:25,503 Hello? Yeah, did you hear what she said? 263 00:21:25,527 --> 00:21:27,753 It'd be great if they, if they publish it. 264 00:21:27,777 --> 00:21:30,712 - Did you read the new draft? - Not, no, not the whole thing. 265 00:21:30,736 --> 00:21:32,976 But I loved that line about crazed enchantment. 266 00:21:35,277 --> 00:21:37,545 That's the part I just rewrote. 267 00:21:37,569 --> 00:21:39,128 That's the one I just read to you. 268 00:21:39,152 --> 00:21:41,295 - Yeah. No. No, no. Like, no. - The line from the play. 269 00:21:41,319 --> 00:21:43,512 The one, um... 270 00:21:43,944 --> 00:21:47,631 that Salome's father says how he-he loves her too much. 271 00:21:49,527 --> 00:21:51,581 You're always looking at her. 272 00:21:53,361 --> 00:21:55,212 You look at her too much. 273 00:21:55,236 --> 00:21:57,628 - Well, that's not my essay. - I didn't write that. 274 00:21:57,652 --> 00:21:59,795 Yeah, but... Yeah, but it's in the play. 275 00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,712 I mean, you want me to read... I read the whole thing. 276 00:22:02,736 --> 00:22:06,045 - It's in Oscar Wilde's play. - Yeah. 277 00:22:06,069 --> 00:22:07,753 It is dangerous to look at people 278 00:22:07,777 --> 00:22:09,457 in such a fashion. 279 00:22:10,194 --> 00:22:12,295 Something terrible may happen. 280 00:22:12,319 --> 00:22:13,878 Have you... 281 00:22:13,902 --> 00:22:17,122 mentioned anything to Lizzie about this being a separation? 282 00:22:18,611 --> 00:22:20,295 No, I guess I'm just scared. 283 00:22:20,319 --> 00:22:21,878 I, I just... 284 00:22:21,902 --> 00:22:24,045 I told her that it's... it's different this time. 285 00:22:24,069 --> 00:22:26,087 - Different in what way? - Just you going off 286 00:22:26,111 --> 00:22:27,791 to do the show, and... 287 00:22:29,319 --> 00:22:31,128 How we're just gonna see how it feels 288 00:22:31,152 --> 00:22:32,795 to be apart for this long. 289 00:22:32,819 --> 00:22:34,462 It... 290 00:22:34,486 --> 00:22:37,170 Don't you think that's a talk that we should've had together? 291 00:22:37,194 --> 00:22:39,920 - We've had that conversation. - No, the three of us? 292 00:22:39,944 --> 00:22:42,371 Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. 293 00:22:43,819 --> 00:22:45,545 I think you need to insist on this, Jeanine. 294 00:22:45,569 --> 00:22:47,670 The-they they have to 295 00:22:47,694 --> 00:22:50,074 put your director's notes in the program. 296 00:22:50,902 --> 00:22:52,462 I mean, so many ideas from the show 297 00:22:52,486 --> 00:22:55,503 were inspired by you. Right? 298 00:22:55,527 --> 00:22:58,514 Crazed enchantment. All that. 299 00:23:21,861 --> 00:23:23,420 Let's pause real quick. 300 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:26,587 So, as Salome is going on in detail 301 00:23:26,611 --> 00:23:29,712 about how she wants to touch John the Baptist's body 302 00:23:29,736 --> 00:23:32,378 and, and his hair and his lips, there is 303 00:23:32,402 --> 00:23:35,045 an entirely separate dynamic that's happening right here. 304 00:23:35,069 --> 00:23:39,503 Uh, could you sing the second line about how... 305 00:23:39,527 --> 00:23:41,534 how beautiful Salome is? 306 00:23:41,944 --> 00:23:44,557 - Yep. - At rehearsal six. 307 00:24:01,486 --> 00:24:04,503 Thank you. It's all this pain and-and-and yearning. 308 00:24:04,527 --> 00:24:07,327 It's what... It's what leads you 309 00:24:07,819 --> 00:24:09,499 to eventually... 310 00:24:10,736 --> 00:24:13,087 - kill yourself, right? - Yep. 311 00:24:13,111 --> 00:24:14,791 Because you can't have her. 312 00:24:15,319 --> 00:24:18,837 Those are the same exact ways she can't have John the Baptist. 313 00:24:18,861 --> 00:24:21,837 And you have this secret crush on Narraboth. 314 00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:24,170 And he pays no attention to you. He doesn't... 315 00:24:24,194 --> 00:24:26,378 You, you don't exist. It's... 316 00:24:26,402 --> 00:24:28,689 It's her, and-and-and to hear... 317 00:24:28,986 --> 00:24:32,579 For somebody to hear a sound like that... 318 00:24:32,819 --> 00:24:34,919 Can you sing it again, please? 319 00:24:42,902 --> 00:24:46,776 To hear a sound like that and, and know that he... 320 00:24:46,861 --> 00:24:51,420 he's capable of this passion, but it's not directed at you. 321 00:24:51,444 --> 00:24:53,128 It's not for you, it's for her. 322 00:24:53,152 --> 00:24:54,832 - Mm-hm. - It's maddening. 323 00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:57,886 It's just this crazy mess of-of-of... 324 00:24:59,736 --> 00:25:02,209 This crazy mess of feeling. Right? 325 00:25:03,069 --> 00:25:05,003 And so as... while Salome is singing 326 00:25:05,027 --> 00:25:07,795 about how wonderful it would be to, to, to touch 327 00:25:07,819 --> 00:25:10,199 just touch John the Baptist's hair, 328 00:25:10,736 --> 00:25:13,022 it-it ignites something in you. 329 00:25:13,527 --> 00:25:16,607 It inspires you to touch Narraboth's hair. 330 00:25:18,861 --> 00:25:22,314 Okay. Okay, let's, uh, let's go back to one-oh-one. 331 00:26:01,069 --> 00:26:03,295 - We really like the piece. - We just don't think it serves 332 00:26:03,319 --> 00:26:05,920 the purpose, the function of a director's statement. 333 00:26:05,944 --> 00:26:07,951 The function? I'm sorry... 334 00:26:08,402 --> 00:26:10,670 So, you're gonna use Charles's notes from before? 335 00:26:10,694 --> 00:26:13,795 - Yeah, it's still pertinent. - Okay, seriously? 336 00:26:13,819 --> 00:26:16,253 Nancy, Charles, don't you think he would want me to have 337 00:26:16,277 --> 00:26:18,045 my director's notes published? 338 00:26:18,069 --> 00:26:21,102 He's the one who invited me to remount this. 339 00:26:22,277 --> 00:26:24,253 It's Beatrice's decision. 340 00:26:24,277 --> 00:26:26,237 Oh, so, it's what his wife wants. 341 00:26:27,277 --> 00:26:31,670 So, as part of her final wishes for her husband. 342 00:26:31,694 --> 00:26:33,587 Yes, like I said, what Beatrice wants. 343 00:26:33,611 --> 00:26:35,337 Look, even though we're not gonna publish 344 00:26:35,361 --> 00:26:37,878 in the program officially as a director's statement 345 00:26:37,902 --> 00:26:39,503 I thought it might have other outlets. 346 00:26:39,527 --> 00:26:42,170 - Like what? - Like sharing in interviews. 347 00:26:42,194 --> 00:26:46,795 I've already had a request. This, um, podcast... 348 00:26:46,819 --> 00:26:48,587 Okay, sure. 349 00:26:48,611 --> 00:26:51,503 I also had this idea that you might wanna create a journal 350 00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:53,753 that we could post on the site like a, like a diary 351 00:26:53,777 --> 00:26:55,503 of what it means to you to be working on this 352 00:26:55,527 --> 00:26:57,670 so many years later. You can shoot it on your phone. 353 00:26:57,694 --> 00:27:00,212 We can help you edit it. You can even... 354 00:27:00,236 --> 00:27:02,878 make it more personal if that's what you want. 355 00:27:02,902 --> 00:27:05,609 - More personal than what? - Than what you've written here. 356 00:27:05,944 --> 00:27:07,753 You think this is personal? 357 00:27:07,777 --> 00:27:09,457 Isn't it? 358 00:27:13,777 --> 00:27:15,337 One more thing. 359 00:27:15,361 --> 00:27:17,670 We were a little concerned about what you said the other day 360 00:27:17,694 --> 00:27:20,253 at the presentation, wanting to make changes 361 00:27:20,277 --> 00:27:21,837 to the original production. 362 00:27:21,861 --> 00:27:23,587 As I said, small changes. 363 00:27:23,611 --> 00:27:26,545 Small, but meaningful. 364 00:27:26,569 --> 00:27:28,669 That's right. 365 00:27:40,944 --> 00:27:43,277 I've been asked to make this personal. 366 00:27:44,111 --> 00:27:45,670 So I will. 367 00:27:45,694 --> 00:27:48,920 - That's the whole point. - That he never looks at me. 368 00:27:48,944 --> 00:27:50,545 This is for you, Charles. 369 00:27:50,569 --> 00:27:52,962 That's what Salome is begging him to do 370 00:27:52,986 --> 00:27:54,545 but he never sees me. 371 00:27:54,569 --> 00:27:56,212 The person who wanted me here. 372 00:27:56,236 --> 00:27:58,337 Right, 'cause if he did, then he would love her. 373 00:27:58,361 --> 00:28:00,587 Exactly. But do you ever get the sense that he would? 374 00:28:00,611 --> 00:28:02,617 Now I'm back. 375 00:28:04,111 --> 00:28:05,791 Without you. 376 00:28:06,527 --> 00:28:08,462 Alone. 377 00:28:08,486 --> 00:28:11,795 Alone to watch the understudies for Salome and John the Baptist 378 00:28:11,819 --> 00:28:14,199 discuss roles they may never get to play. 379 00:28:16,527 --> 00:28:18,670 Alone to watch an empty orchestra pit 380 00:28:18,694 --> 00:28:20,747 from your favorite place in the house. 381 00:28:21,611 --> 00:28:23,944 A bridge between two different worlds. 382 00:28:29,777 --> 00:28:32,045 Alone to watch someone try out a swing 383 00:28:32,069 --> 00:28:34,496 that came from somewhere in my childhood. 384 00:28:42,444 --> 00:28:45,462 Later that night I watch a clip from the production 385 00:28:45,486 --> 00:28:47,959 you directed so many years ago. 386 00:28:48,611 --> 00:28:50,170 How perfectly her white dress 387 00:28:50,194 --> 00:28:52,387 flowed into the unfurling screen. 388 00:28:52,736 --> 00:28:55,722 Like they were both one piece of magical fabric. 389 00:28:58,402 --> 00:29:00,712 How perfectly the shadow of my father 390 00:29:00,736 --> 00:29:03,670 was discovered on the projected home movie 391 00:29:03,694 --> 00:29:05,374 of the girl. 392 00:29:14,486 --> 00:29:17,379 You asked me about so many details, Charles. 393 00:29:18,027 --> 00:29:19,628 And I willingly provided them 394 00:29:19,652 --> 00:29:22,359 because you made me feel so loved. 395 00:29:25,402 --> 00:29:28,249 A girl walking blindfolded through the forest. 396 00:29:30,027 --> 00:29:31,801 And in the shadow of her father, 397 00:29:32,527 --> 00:29:34,207 my father, 398 00:29:34,694 --> 00:29:38,194 who you directed with such meticulous detail 399 00:29:38,736 --> 00:29:40,416 to reach for her. 400 00:29:44,569 --> 00:29:46,249 Keep following that. 401 00:29:48,694 --> 00:29:50,981 There's a bog coming up in a little bit. 402 00:29:51,527 --> 00:29:53,795 When I say big step, you take a big step. 403 00:29:53,819 --> 00:29:56,619 No hesitation. Keep coming. Big step. 404 00:29:56,986 --> 00:29:58,795 Big step. There you go. 405 00:29:58,819 --> 00:30:00,878 The moon has a strange look tonight. 406 00:30:00,902 --> 00:30:03,049 The moon has a strange look tonight. 407 00:30:03,527 --> 00:30:05,087 She is like a madwoman. 408 00:30:05,111 --> 00:30:07,795 - She's like a madwoman. - Seeking everywhere. 409 00:30:07,819 --> 00:30:09,462 Seeking. 410 00:30:09,486 --> 00:30:11,586 My father's words to me, Charles. 411 00:30:12,069 --> 00:30:14,682 From the play that haunted you both. 412 00:30:15,777 --> 00:30:19,378 At first I wanted to try making the head as a sculpture 413 00:30:19,402 --> 00:30:21,378 as opposed to the more traditional method 414 00:30:21,402 --> 00:30:25,087 which would just be to make a cast of the singer's head. 415 00:30:25,111 --> 00:30:27,170 I studied sculpture in art school 416 00:30:27,194 --> 00:30:31,962 and I really enjoy this kind of slower method. 417 00:30:31,986 --> 00:30:34,506 Uh, so to start... 418 00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:39,128 I asked Johan to send me 419 00:30:39,152 --> 00:30:40,920 a few photos from Germany of his face 420 00:30:40,944 --> 00:30:44,587 just to gimme an idea of the shape of his features. 421 00:30:44,611 --> 00:30:47,545 And I got this started and, um... 422 00:30:47,569 --> 00:30:49,212 I think it's pretty good. 423 00:30:49,236 --> 00:30:52,503 So, the next step will be to have Johan come into the studio 424 00:30:52,527 --> 00:30:56,634 and I'll work on getting the finer details of his face. 425 00:30:58,861 --> 00:31:00,962 This is really strange. 426 00:31:00,986 --> 00:31:04,066 You know, usually, they make a cast. 427 00:31:04,736 --> 00:31:06,295 Yeah, I know. 428 00:31:06,319 --> 00:31:08,670 Uh, but the guy who'd normally be doing that, my boss, 429 00:31:08,694 --> 00:31:10,374 he's sick. 430 00:31:11,194 --> 00:31:13,761 But I find that this is less invasive for you. 431 00:31:14,361 --> 00:31:16,045 Sometimes singers get a little freaked out 432 00:31:16,069 --> 00:31:17,670 when there's all this stuff on their head. 433 00:31:17,694 --> 00:31:21,381 Hm. So, you are going old school. 434 00:31:22,652 --> 00:31:25,919 - I mean, I can make a cast. - I know how to, but... 435 00:31:26,402 --> 00:31:28,782 Definitely, this sculpture should work. 436 00:31:29,402 --> 00:31:31,045 And, uh, these pictures that you sent me, 437 00:31:31,069 --> 00:31:34,149 these were really helpful. Kind of gave me a head start. 438 00:31:36,402 --> 00:31:38,689 A head start on my head. 439 00:31:41,277 --> 00:31:42,957 Exactly. 440 00:31:45,569 --> 00:31:48,789 You're so serious suddenly. 441 00:31:49,111 --> 00:31:52,937 What has Ambur told you about me? 442 00:31:54,402 --> 00:31:56,670 Why do you think she'd tell me anything about you? 443 00:31:56,694 --> 00:31:59,634 Mm, I've heard you two know each other. 444 00:32:01,736 --> 00:32:05,142 Yeah, we were, we were friends a while ago. 445 00:32:05,444 --> 00:32:07,087 Here? 446 00:32:07,111 --> 00:32:10,237 Yep. Before she went off. 447 00:32:14,736 --> 00:32:16,753 "And conquered the world." 448 00:32:16,777 --> 00:32:18,670 Yeah, right. 449 00:32:18,694 --> 00:32:20,753 Yeah, that's Ambur. Conquer the world. 450 00:32:20,777 --> 00:32:24,378 I think she has a pretty high opinion 451 00:32:24,402 --> 00:32:26,837 of herself, yes? 452 00:32:26,861 --> 00:32:30,295 - Well, she's super-confident. - Yeah, she always has been. 453 00:32:30,319 --> 00:32:31,999 Hm. 454 00:32:33,194 --> 00:32:35,003 She did tell me about the last production 455 00:32:35,027 --> 00:32:36,587 that you did in Europe. 456 00:32:36,611 --> 00:32:38,337 Stuttgart, hm? 457 00:32:38,361 --> 00:32:40,087 Sounds like it was pretty intense. 458 00:32:40,111 --> 00:32:43,097 Did she go into details? 459 00:32:45,152 --> 00:32:48,462 Just that it was a different interpretation. 460 00:32:48,486 --> 00:32:51,128 It was very physical. 461 00:32:51,152 --> 00:32:53,878 Very naked. 462 00:32:53,902 --> 00:32:58,170 She probably told you that I crossed some lines. 463 00:32:58,194 --> 00:33:01,837 - Well, she, she... - I know that's what she thinks, 464 00:33:01,861 --> 00:33:04,420 but I was just following direction. 465 00:33:04,444 --> 00:33:06,124 Doing my job. 466 00:33:13,611 --> 00:33:15,291 Oh. 467 00:33:15,861 --> 00:33:17,541 Oh, I love this part. 468 00:33:19,027 --> 00:33:21,034 - Hm. - When I first heard this... 469 00:33:37,027 --> 00:33:38,587 - Hi. - Hey. 470 00:33:38,611 --> 00:33:40,420 - Jeanine. - Charlie. Nice to meet you. 471 00:33:40,444 --> 00:33:42,378 - Nice to meet you. - I'll leave you two alone. 472 00:33:42,402 --> 00:33:44,170 - Thanks, Nancy. - Thank you. 473 00:33:44,194 --> 00:33:45,753 Thank you for doing this. 474 00:33:45,777 --> 00:33:47,878 I've really been looking forward to speaking with you. 475 00:33:47,902 --> 00:33:50,503 Well, I hear very good things about your podcast. 476 00:33:50,527 --> 00:33:52,170 Oh, yeah, yeah. 477 00:33:52,194 --> 00:33:54,170 Singers like to post their interviews, 478 00:33:54,194 --> 00:33:56,087 helps the fans get to know them. 479 00:33:56,111 --> 00:33:58,753 - Sure, sure. - To be honest, I, uh... 480 00:33:58,777 --> 00:34:00,545 don't usually speak with directors. 481 00:34:00,569 --> 00:34:04,170 Oh, well, that's understandable. Right? 482 00:34:04,194 --> 00:34:06,378 Right. 483 00:34:06,402 --> 00:34:08,378 Can I first grab you a cup of tea? 484 00:34:08,402 --> 00:34:10,920 Oh, uh... No, thank you. 485 00:34:10,944 --> 00:34:12,624 I'm okay. I'm good. 486 00:34:12,986 --> 00:34:14,837 Glass of water? 487 00:34:14,861 --> 00:34:16,541 Yes. Sure. 488 00:34:20,027 --> 00:34:22,034 - Nice setup. - Thanks, yeah. 489 00:34:22,402 --> 00:34:25,462 I'll just be a jiff. It might be a little dirty, actually. 490 00:34:25,486 --> 00:34:28,332 Ah, thanks. You don't have to... Mm, okay. 491 00:34:32,902 --> 00:34:34,582 Yeah... 492 00:34:35,111 --> 00:34:36,977 You're a little bit overdressed for this. 493 00:34:37,986 --> 00:34:40,670 I-I didn't know, I didn't know what to expect 494 00:34:40,694 --> 00:34:42,378 or what you needed from me, so... 495 00:34:42,402 --> 00:34:45,762 Oh, did you think we'd have cameras? 496 00:34:46,319 --> 00:34:48,326 - I don't know. - Hoping to get filmed? 497 00:34:52,611 --> 00:34:55,457 I asked for this interview because, um... 498 00:34:56,111 --> 00:34:58,911 I'm a little bit obsessed with this production. 499 00:34:59,236 --> 00:35:01,837 - Oh. - I find it so interesting 500 00:35:01,861 --> 00:35:03,545 that you've come back to remount it. 501 00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:06,170 I mean, you must have been so young back then. 502 00:35:06,194 --> 00:35:09,881 Well, I'm-I'm probably older than I look. 503 00:35:10,319 --> 00:35:12,419 Yeah. Okay, but also... 504 00:35:13,069 --> 00:35:14,749 uh... 505 00:35:15,236 --> 00:35:18,503 you don't direct opera. I mean, I looked you up, uh... 506 00:35:18,527 --> 00:35:21,187 you do regional theatre, right? A lot of trade shows? 507 00:35:21,569 --> 00:35:23,762 - Should we start? - I just don't wanna lose... 508 00:35:24,152 --> 00:35:27,462 any time with you 'cuz things are a little hectic. 509 00:35:27,486 --> 00:35:30,003 Oh, uh, we've already started. 510 00:35:30,027 --> 00:35:32,081 Oh. 511 00:35:32,902 --> 00:35:34,582 We're rolling. 512 00:35:36,111 --> 00:35:39,424 - Okay, great. - Oh! 513 00:35:40,236 --> 00:35:43,829 Sorry. Almost forgot. 514 00:35:45,694 --> 00:35:48,587 I brought you... some cookies. 515 00:35:50,736 --> 00:35:53,162 Just careful not to chomp on 'em. 516 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,212 Okay. Thank you so much. 517 00:35:56,236 --> 00:35:58,242 No crunching while we roll. 518 00:35:59,736 --> 00:36:01,295 - Good? - Yeah. 519 00:36:01,319 --> 00:36:02,999 All right. 520 00:36:03,444 --> 00:36:06,628 It sounds like this totally insane production. 521 00:36:06,652 --> 00:36:10,378 So, John the Baptist is all over Salome, 522 00:36:10,402 --> 00:36:12,295 like, the entire time. 523 00:36:12,319 --> 00:36:15,420 Like he's some kind of sex-starved monster 524 00:36:15,444 --> 00:36:17,212 or cult leader or something. 525 00:36:17,236 --> 00:36:19,295 And the words that are coming out of his mouth 526 00:36:19,319 --> 00:36:21,503 have nothing to do with the way he's behaving, 527 00:36:21,527 --> 00:36:23,545 which is, basically, 528 00:36:23,569 --> 00:36:26,212 groping her naked body as she's going on and on 529 00:36:26,236 --> 00:36:31,649 about how beautiful his hair and his skin and his lips are. 530 00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:35,874 What? 531 00:36:40,694 --> 00:36:42,374 You didn't know that? 532 00:36:43,736 --> 00:36:45,420 About the production. 533 00:36:45,444 --> 00:36:48,295 No. No, 'cause it was in Germany, right? 534 00:36:48,319 --> 00:36:49,962 - Mm. - Stuttgart. 535 00:36:49,986 --> 00:36:51,753 So, had nothing to do with our show. 536 00:36:51,777 --> 00:36:53,457 Yeah, but don't you stay in touch? 537 00:36:54,194 --> 00:36:55,874 - With Ambur? - Mm-hm. 538 00:36:56,569 --> 00:36:58,249 No, of course not. 539 00:37:01,694 --> 00:37:03,374 So, you don't follow her. 540 00:37:04,236 --> 00:37:05,916 No. 541 00:37:06,319 --> 00:37:08,699 We broke up a long time ago. 542 00:37:11,111 --> 00:37:13,397 When she went off and conquered the world. 543 00:37:16,736 --> 00:37:18,789 That is so weird that you would say that. 544 00:37:20,361 --> 00:37:21,920 But that's the exact same expression 545 00:37:21,944 --> 00:37:25,545 that Johann used except he said it in German 546 00:37:25,569 --> 00:37:27,669 and then he had to translate it back to me. 547 00:37:28,069 --> 00:37:32,129 And he pronounced it concord the world. 548 00:37:45,902 --> 00:37:47,582 Rachel... 549 00:37:55,111 --> 00:37:57,257 Ambur got very lucky. 550 00:38:01,861 --> 00:38:05,034 There is nothing, like, nothing... 551 00:38:05,736 --> 00:38:09,282 that I would love more than to see you on that stage. 552 00:38:12,569 --> 00:38:14,249 It'll happen. 553 00:38:14,569 --> 00:38:16,249 Just watch. 554 00:38:26,027 --> 00:38:27,587 That's tough. 555 00:38:27,611 --> 00:38:29,837 Covering a role can be frustrating. 556 00:38:29,861 --> 00:38:32,212 And-and part of her is grateful for the work. 557 00:38:32,236 --> 00:38:34,378 And, I mean, now she knows the role. 558 00:38:34,402 --> 00:38:36,753 - It's in her repertoire. - Right. 559 00:38:36,777 --> 00:38:38,753 And, who knows, if Rachel's lucky, 560 00:38:38,777 --> 00:38:40,337 she might even get to sing it. 561 00:38:40,361 --> 00:38:42,087 Like, if something happens to me. 562 00:38:42,111 --> 00:38:45,003 - Yeah, like, if I kill you. - Nice. 563 00:38:45,027 --> 00:38:47,170 I mean, it would be her dream come true. 564 00:38:47,194 --> 00:38:49,253 That you murdered me? 565 00:38:49,277 --> 00:38:50,957 That she would get a chance. 566 00:38:51,944 --> 00:38:54,170 Well, I'm here to do six performances, 567 00:38:54,194 --> 00:38:57,601 remain healthy... and not die. 568 00:38:58,486 --> 00:39:00,259 Of course. 569 00:39:03,236 --> 00:39:06,316 You're not actually asking me to give up a performance? 570 00:39:21,236 --> 00:39:22,916 Even if I wanted to... 571 00:39:24,444 --> 00:39:26,545 as a favor, it's not so simple. 572 00:39:26,569 --> 00:39:28,128 I'd have to get a doctor's note... 573 00:39:28,152 --> 00:39:29,712 Of course. 574 00:39:29,736 --> 00:39:32,209 And this is how I make my living, Clea. 575 00:39:32,819 --> 00:39:35,432 I don't sing, I don't get paid. 576 00:39:35,902 --> 00:39:37,462 The understudy would get my fee. 577 00:39:37,486 --> 00:39:39,166 Ambur, of course. 578 00:39:44,236 --> 00:39:45,916 Jeanine, you hate that house. 579 00:39:46,319 --> 00:39:48,045 And everything that happened to you there, 580 00:39:48,069 --> 00:39:50,295 you cringe every time you set foot in the place. 581 00:39:50,319 --> 00:39:51,999 But that's not how Lizzie feels. 582 00:39:52,736 --> 00:39:54,295 We're not talking about Lizzie. 583 00:39:54,319 --> 00:39:56,420 I know, we're talking about your imagination. 584 00:39:56,444 --> 00:39:58,753 What happened in that house was not my imagination. 585 00:39:58,777 --> 00:40:00,753 I know, I know. But... 586 00:40:00,777 --> 00:40:03,857 But what you think is happening with me and Dimitra is. 587 00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:07,856 So, you're not, you're not sleeping with her? 588 00:40:12,402 --> 00:40:14,087 Not in the house, no. 589 00:40:14,111 --> 00:40:16,771 Oh, because, 'cause you have boundaries. 590 00:40:17,527 --> 00:40:19,878 We talked about this. I-I... 591 00:40:19,902 --> 00:40:22,087 I mean, we're supposed to be honest with one another. 592 00:40:22,111 --> 00:40:24,587 Yeah, okay, yeah, not sleep with each other's friends. 593 00:40:24,611 --> 00:40:26,212 Well, she's not a friend. She's a nurse. 594 00:40:26,236 --> 00:40:28,587 She's my mother's caregiver and we pay her. 595 00:40:28,611 --> 00:40:31,457 I know, but this thing with me and her can end at any time. 596 00:40:32,736 --> 00:40:34,378 And I love you. 597 00:40:34,402 --> 00:40:36,082 And you know that. 598 00:40:38,611 --> 00:40:40,291 We're supposed to be exploring. 599 00:40:42,986 --> 00:40:46,206 Isn't that what you're doing? Exploring? 600 00:40:47,736 --> 00:40:49,416 We agreed on this. Uh, uh... 601 00:40:49,777 --> 00:40:52,337 What you said before about my mother's house 602 00:40:52,361 --> 00:40:56,503 and all the things that he did to me... there... 603 00:40:56,527 --> 00:40:58,207 Do... Uh... 604 00:40:58,736 --> 00:41:01,795 What does that have to do with you and Dimitra? 605 00:41:01,819 --> 00:41:04,170 No, I wasn't talking about Dimitra. 606 00:41:04,194 --> 00:41:05,753 I was talking about Lizzie. 607 00:41:05,777 --> 00:41:07,462 Okay, but we're talking about Dimitra now. 608 00:41:07,486 --> 00:41:09,587 Well, she's the person who takes care of your mother. 609 00:41:09,611 --> 00:41:11,291 Uh-huh? 610 00:41:18,069 --> 00:41:19,749 I told you... 611 00:41:21,402 --> 00:41:23,587 that this might not be the best idea 612 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,664 to-to-to be doing this right now. 613 00:41:27,069 --> 00:41:29,212 You can't go back into that world, 614 00:41:29,236 --> 00:41:32,170 the opera and your, your history with Charles 615 00:41:32,194 --> 00:41:34,854 and expect it to not have effect on you. 616 00:41:35,861 --> 00:41:37,541 And the stuff with your mom 617 00:41:37,944 --> 00:41:42,237 and your dad dying like that just last year. 618 00:41:43,694 --> 00:41:45,374 The stuff with my mom... 619 00:41:46,361 --> 00:41:48,041 Which part? 620 00:41:49,402 --> 00:41:51,170 Do you love your mother, Jeanine? 621 00:41:51,194 --> 00:41:52,874 Isn't she special? 622 00:41:53,861 --> 00:41:57,501 This is my love letter to you, Margot, my beautiful wife, 623 00:41:58,944 --> 00:42:02,257 who's given me our beautiful angel daughter. 624 00:42:05,111 --> 00:42:07,378 So perfect, so intelligent. 625 00:42:07,402 --> 00:42:09,082 So talented. 626 00:42:13,944 --> 00:42:15,624 Hey, do we have a machete? 627 00:42:16,652 --> 00:42:18,503 Yeah. Uh, for what? 628 00:42:18,527 --> 00:42:20,207 For Salome's mother to use. 629 00:42:21,069 --> 00:42:23,169 - To do what? - To cut off the head. 630 00:42:24,569 --> 00:42:28,003 Uh, okay, isn't the guard going to do that with, 631 00:42:28,027 --> 00:42:29,753 um, with the axe? 632 00:42:29,777 --> 00:42:32,003 Right, well, I want him to go first with the axe 633 00:42:32,027 --> 00:42:34,253 and then have her mother follow with the machete. 634 00:42:34,277 --> 00:42:37,087 So, she beheads John the Baptist. 635 00:42:37,111 --> 00:42:39,003 - No, that's not clear. - We nev... we never know. 636 00:42:39,027 --> 00:42:41,462 I just had this idea that she's going to be presenting 637 00:42:41,486 --> 00:42:43,446 John the Baptist's head to her daughter. 638 00:42:43,777 --> 00:42:45,962 Okay, and she'll do that on the platter. 639 00:42:45,986 --> 00:42:48,366 Um... No. 640 00:42:49,236 --> 00:42:51,170 I think... 641 00:42:51,194 --> 00:42:54,420 Not-not on a platter. I think in a bowl. 642 00:42:54,444 --> 00:42:56,045 Right? I think in a... 643 00:42:56,069 --> 00:42:59,003 in a clear plastic bowl that's that size. 644 00:42:59,027 --> 00:43:01,221 And you know what? I also just want... 645 00:43:01,777 --> 00:43:04,128 I want real tangerines 'cause I want to use them. 646 00:43:04,152 --> 00:43:06,087 - Mm-hm. - I want them to... 647 00:43:06,111 --> 00:43:07,670 I want there to be action. 648 00:43:07,694 --> 00:43:09,253 Okay, yeah, so 649 00:43:09,277 --> 00:43:10,878 we're gonna have a clear plastic bowl 650 00:43:10,902 --> 00:43:12,670 with tangerines in it and the head in there. 651 00:43:12,694 --> 00:43:14,295 No, no, the tangerines are gonna... 652 00:43:14,319 --> 00:43:16,962 So, we're gonna establish the clear plastic-plastic bowl 653 00:43:16,986 --> 00:43:19,003 on the set, 654 00:43:19,027 --> 00:43:21,295 and then we're gonna use it later for the head. 655 00:43:21,319 --> 00:43:23,587 Got it. Okay, uh, yeah, I can... 656 00:43:23,611 --> 00:43:25,712 find a machete and a bowl 657 00:43:25,736 --> 00:43:27,462 and we'll pick up some tangerines. 658 00:43:27,486 --> 00:43:30,087 Great. And I need that all by tomorrow rehearsal. 659 00:43:30,111 --> 00:43:31,670 - I'll have something. - Thank you. 660 00:43:31,694 --> 00:43:35,381 Great. Um, hey, what do you think of this? 661 00:43:35,694 --> 00:43:37,628 Is that a cast? 662 00:43:37,652 --> 00:43:39,332 No, I sculpted it. 663 00:43:40,152 --> 00:43:41,832 Why? 664 00:43:43,069 --> 00:43:44,753 I just, I wasn't sure 665 00:43:44,777 --> 00:43:46,457 that we needed to do it that way. 666 00:43:48,652 --> 00:43:50,212 You might wanna rethink this 667 00:43:50,236 --> 00:43:52,670 because, um... 668 00:43:52,694 --> 00:43:55,087 it's just, if we're recording this, 669 00:43:55,111 --> 00:43:57,771 this isn't gonna work because of the closeup. 670 00:44:01,319 --> 00:44:03,045 Right. 671 00:44:03,069 --> 00:44:08,003 So, can you just look at it and kind of describe 672 00:44:08,027 --> 00:44:09,670 what your concerns are with it? 673 00:44:09,694 --> 00:44:12,462 Well, I think this is... 674 00:44:12,486 --> 00:44:16,087 You've done really good work, but it-it's not feeling right. 675 00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:17,670 Okay. And why is that? 676 00:44:17,694 --> 00:44:20,337 Because it's, um, well, it's a sculpture 677 00:44:20,361 --> 00:44:22,587 and a sculpture changes over time. 678 00:44:22,611 --> 00:44:24,170 It evolves as you're working on it. 679 00:44:24,194 --> 00:44:26,795 But a cast... is-is like a photo. 680 00:44:26,819 --> 00:44:28,670 It's a snapshot of somebody's face 681 00:44:28,694 --> 00:44:31,074 while it's being set in mold, like a death mask. 682 00:44:31,819 --> 00:44:33,499 Okay, so, then... 683 00:44:33,861 --> 00:44:36,878 should I give him any kind of direction 684 00:44:36,902 --> 00:44:39,002 as I'm, as I'm making the mask? 685 00:44:39,486 --> 00:44:41,045 About what? 686 00:44:41,069 --> 00:44:44,003 Like his expression as I'm putting this stuff on his face. 687 00:44:44,027 --> 00:44:46,081 That's a good question. Um... 688 00:44:48,569 --> 00:44:50,249 He's at peace with the idea. 689 00:44:51,569 --> 00:44:53,295 Of having his head chopped off? 690 00:44:53,319 --> 00:44:55,699 Of knowing that he needs to be sacrificed. 691 00:44:57,861 --> 00:45:00,045 - Okay, I gotta go. You good? - Yeah. Thank you. 692 00:45:00,069 --> 00:45:01,749 Thank you. 693 00:45:03,694 --> 00:45:07,801 Uh, I think it would make sense if-if, Ambur, you... 694 00:45:08,152 --> 00:45:10,753 scrambled around trying to pick these up. 695 00:45:10,777 --> 00:45:12,462 I'd rather stay here and watch. 696 00:45:12,486 --> 00:45:14,462 Uh, Jeanine, you can't just have tangerines 697 00:45:14,486 --> 00:45:16,212 rolling into the orchestra pit. 698 00:45:16,236 --> 00:45:17,795 - Okay. - I'm sorry. 699 00:45:17,819 --> 00:45:20,378 I don't understand what my wife is doing. 700 00:45:20,402 --> 00:45:21,962 Who's chopping the head off? 701 00:45:21,986 --> 00:45:23,753 - Well, that's not clear. - Maybe both of you. 702 00:45:23,777 --> 00:45:25,587 But... 703 00:45:25,611 --> 00:45:28,295 It doesn't take two people to chop a head off. 704 00:45:28,319 --> 00:45:30,878 Normally there's an axe, now there's a machete. 705 00:45:30,902 --> 00:45:33,503 They've just sent down a guard who's been told to do that. 706 00:45:33,527 --> 00:45:35,295 And now the both of you 707 00:45:35,319 --> 00:45:38,170 have to take full responsibility for what you're doing. 708 00:45:38,194 --> 00:45:40,337 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 709 00:45:40,361 --> 00:45:43,712 - You don't have to understand. - You just have to trust 710 00:45:43,736 --> 00:45:45,503 that this is what you have to do. 711 00:45:45,527 --> 00:45:48,878 Salome danced because she had something to say. 712 00:45:48,902 --> 00:45:52,087 Not because she had to prove anything to anybody. 713 00:45:52,111 --> 00:45:54,304 Not the least of all to you. 714 00:46:04,361 --> 00:46:06,295 The winter storm has taken down a tree 715 00:46:06,319 --> 00:46:07,999 at the house I'm staying in. 716 00:46:09,277 --> 00:46:10,957 No major damage done. 717 00:46:11,319 --> 00:46:14,072 But the owners will come back to find it broken. 718 00:46:15,444 --> 00:46:17,964 I send them a picture to lessen the blow. 719 00:46:20,777 --> 00:46:22,503 It's so strange to be surrounded 720 00:46:22,527 --> 00:46:25,187 by photos of somebody else's family. 721 00:46:26,652 --> 00:46:28,253 Especially when I'm thinking about 722 00:46:28,277 --> 00:46:30,051 the family that you promised me. 723 00:46:32,027 --> 00:46:34,267 D'you ever believe in that family, Charles? 724 00:46:35,111 --> 00:46:37,164 I try to speak with you, Charles. 725 00:46:37,486 --> 00:46:41,003 Were you... really prepared to leave her for me? 726 00:46:41,027 --> 00:46:42,894 As though you're beside me. 727 00:46:50,444 --> 00:46:52,451 I've been asked to make this personal. 728 00:46:56,819 --> 00:46:58,499 So I am. 729 00:46:59,569 --> 00:47:01,856 Pretending that you can hear my words. 730 00:47:05,319 --> 00:47:07,003 I feel my hair 731 00:47:07,027 --> 00:47:10,527 as a singer you directed so long ago feels his hair. 732 00:47:23,027 --> 00:47:25,221 I watch how possessed she became 733 00:47:25,902 --> 00:47:28,329 and remember how possessed I became. 734 00:47:29,861 --> 00:47:31,727 The crazed enchantment. 735 00:47:34,944 --> 00:47:36,624 How do I bring you back? 736 00:47:39,486 --> 00:47:41,166 Bring what we had back? 737 00:47:44,319 --> 00:47:46,326 I brought the book of pictures you made. 738 00:47:48,819 --> 00:47:50,826 I hold it as something sacred. 739 00:47:54,277 --> 00:47:57,171 A faint and lingering fragrance. 740 00:48:03,277 --> 00:48:05,377 The inhalation of you. 741 00:48:09,652 --> 00:48:12,452 Blurred traces of your spirit, Charles. 742 00:48:16,236 --> 00:48:18,128 The beautiful dance of her fingers 743 00:48:18,152 --> 00:48:20,579 as they draw energy from his lips. 744 00:48:22,527 --> 00:48:24,207 Your lips. 745 00:48:30,361 --> 00:48:32,787 The moon has a strange look tonight. 746 00:48:35,236 --> 00:48:37,087 She is like a madwoman 747 00:48:37,111 --> 00:48:39,491 seeking everywhere for lovers. 748 00:48:45,111 --> 00:48:47,397 I can feel you beside me as I watch. 749 00:48:50,736 --> 00:48:53,396 The way your fingers ran over my skin. 750 00:48:57,486 --> 00:48:59,679 The electric shock of your touch. 751 00:49:04,694 --> 00:49:06,374 Having you inside me. 752 00:49:12,111 --> 00:49:13,791 I wanted you so much. 753 00:49:17,319 --> 00:49:20,726 And thou did'st fill my veins with fire. 754 00:49:21,777 --> 00:49:24,251 Wherefore dids't thou not look at me? 755 00:49:24,986 --> 00:49:26,759 If thou hast looked at me, 756 00:49:27,569 --> 00:49:29,249 thou hast loved me. 757 00:49:32,027 --> 00:49:34,221 Well, I know that thou would'st have loved me. 758 00:49:40,152 --> 00:49:41,878 I shoot the new singers in their costumes 759 00:49:41,902 --> 00:49:43,837 for the first time. 760 00:49:43,861 --> 00:49:46,212 They look just like their counterparts from back then. 761 00:49:46,236 --> 00:49:47,920 You look amazing, Carolyn. 762 00:49:47,944 --> 00:49:49,503 They laugh nervously as I tell them 763 00:49:49,527 --> 00:49:51,207 how good they look. 764 00:49:51,527 --> 00:49:54,337 But I know that they'll never achieve the crazy rapture 765 00:49:54,361 --> 00:49:56,170 you got with your singers back then. 766 00:49:56,194 --> 00:49:58,753 - Where's my mark? - Oh, mark there. 767 00:49:58,777 --> 00:50:01,064 What more can I do to inspire them, Charles... 768 00:50:02,819 --> 00:50:04,872 to get the same performance as you did? 769 00:50:37,402 --> 00:50:39,176 Carolyn? 770 00:50:42,402 --> 00:50:45,576 Is there any way you can move your head up and down? 771 00:50:47,152 --> 00:50:49,999 Because I-I just really wanna... I want it to... 772 00:50:50,694 --> 00:50:52,747 be very clear as to what... 773 00:50:53,319 --> 00:50:54,999 what you're doing. 774 00:50:55,486 --> 00:50:57,503 And-and if you look at what Ambur's doing, 775 00:50:57,527 --> 00:50:59,878 I can-I can, I can feel her desperation 776 00:50:59,902 --> 00:51:01,670 in her entire body. 777 00:51:01,694 --> 00:51:05,987 She's just, and I-and I, I just wanna feel like, um, 778 00:51:06,819 --> 00:51:09,420 like you have that exact same need. 779 00:51:09,444 --> 00:51:12,291 So I guess if you just, like, a little bit more... 780 00:51:12,736 --> 00:51:14,416 movement 781 00:51:14,861 --> 00:51:16,541 in the moment. 782 00:51:17,361 --> 00:51:20,212 - You want me to look at Ambur. - No, no, no, no, no. 783 00:51:20,236 --> 00:51:22,616 Just you stay with Narraboth. 784 00:51:23,027 --> 00:51:24,941 And with the... more... 785 00:51:25,486 --> 00:51:27,545 - Okay. - I think we should 786 00:51:27,569 --> 00:51:30,670 maybe... take it back to the rehearsal room. 787 00:51:30,694 --> 00:51:33,167 We'll have to get the intimacy coordinator for this. 788 00:51:34,236 --> 00:51:36,003 She should be around for this kind of thing. 789 00:51:36,027 --> 00:51:37,837 The intimacy coordinator. 790 00:51:37,861 --> 00:51:39,587 - Yeah. - Yeah. 791 00:51:39,611 --> 00:51:41,991 Was it important to you back then? And... 792 00:51:42,527 --> 00:51:44,207 is it important to you now? 793 00:51:45,236 --> 00:51:47,242 I'm sorry, what? Was what important? 794 00:51:47,819 --> 00:51:50,712 That it feels like they're actually having sex on stage. 795 00:51:50,736 --> 00:51:52,416 Right. 796 00:51:52,944 --> 00:51:55,184 Well, I'm trying to... 797 00:51:55,986 --> 00:51:58,962 - fulfill the original concept. - Yeah, but it's your show now. 798 00:51:58,986 --> 00:52:01,503 - In some ways. - And whatever erotic energy 799 00:52:01,527 --> 00:52:03,337 existed back then, it's not necessarily 800 00:52:03,361 --> 00:52:05,227 what we're dealing with now. Right? 801 00:52:05,902 --> 00:52:09,212 I mean, you're not the same person that you were 802 00:52:09,236 --> 00:52:11,802 and he's not the same person that he was. 803 00:52:12,152 --> 00:52:13,712 Charles is dead. 804 00:52:13,736 --> 00:52:15,416 Hm. 805 00:52:15,861 --> 00:52:17,670 Of course. 806 00:52:17,694 --> 00:52:20,541 So he's definitely not the same person. Hm. 807 00:52:23,027 --> 00:52:25,462 So, we're gonna go all the way down. 808 00:52:25,486 --> 00:52:29,295 Long, flat back and then roll up... Great. 809 00:52:29,319 --> 00:52:31,837 And then do a real, um, do a really thorough, like, 810 00:52:31,861 --> 00:52:34,295 back bend, like a roll-through. Kind of like cat cow in... 811 00:52:34,319 --> 00:52:36,378 Where is he? 812 00:52:36,402 --> 00:52:39,712 - Uh, he just messaged. - He's running late 15 minutes. 813 00:52:39,736 --> 00:52:42,503 Okay, I don't think we can do this without him. 814 00:52:42,527 --> 00:52:44,670 And this intimacy coordinator's not working for me. 815 00:52:44,694 --> 00:52:46,878 - Feels like a waste of time. - But we have no choice. 816 00:52:46,902 --> 00:52:49,837 We need an intimacy coordinator for these scenes. 817 00:52:49,861 --> 00:52:52,287 Mmm... Do we? 818 00:52:52,611 --> 00:52:54,291 Yes, it's a requirement. 819 00:52:54,652 --> 00:52:56,612 Okay, Ambur, stop. 820 00:52:59,111 --> 00:53:01,864 Luke, could you come with me for a second please? 821 00:53:04,361 --> 00:53:06,545 It's good. It's so good. The physicality... 822 00:53:06,569 --> 00:53:08,420 working on physicality's great but it has to be 823 00:53:08,444 --> 00:53:10,253 driven from something, right? 824 00:53:10,277 --> 00:53:12,962 You have to be inspired by what is happening. 825 00:53:12,986 --> 00:53:15,926 There has to be something moving you 826 00:53:16,694 --> 00:53:20,007 that's more in your body and your soul. 827 00:53:20,277 --> 00:53:22,087 So, as she is singing, 828 00:53:22,111 --> 00:53:26,253 about how beautiful John the Baptist's hair is, 829 00:53:26,277 --> 00:53:27,962 you are using that as permission 830 00:53:27,986 --> 00:53:32,186 as an opportunity that the music is also giving you 831 00:53:32,694 --> 00:53:36,128 to then touch him. Right? So, you... 832 00:53:36,152 --> 00:53:40,306 From the part where she says his hair is amazing. 833 00:53:44,027 --> 00:53:46,628 So, it's like you suddenly have this ability 834 00:53:46,652 --> 00:53:49,732 to express through your fingers 835 00:53:50,069 --> 00:53:53,756 everything that Salome can only sing about. 836 00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:02,784 It is... in thy hair... 837 00:54:04,111 --> 00:54:05,791 that I am enamored. 838 00:54:06,277 --> 00:54:08,284 Let me touch thy hair. 839 00:54:11,236 --> 00:54:12,916 Thank you. 840 00:54:18,527 --> 00:54:21,421 And then there's this crazy thing happening downstage. 841 00:54:22,486 --> 00:54:25,503 And, so, everything that you're doing is unleashed then. 842 00:54:25,527 --> 00:54:27,087 Think of Salome. 843 00:54:27,111 --> 00:54:29,295 She is using everything in her power 844 00:54:29,319 --> 00:54:32,492 to have this crazy man beheaded. 845 00:54:34,319 --> 00:54:36,628 So, what is the point of all this sacrifice 846 00:54:36,652 --> 00:54:38,503 that ends in the most gruesome thing 847 00:54:38,527 --> 00:54:40,920 that you've ever seen on stage? 848 00:54:40,944 --> 00:54:44,837 Is it passion? Is it punishment? What is it? 849 00:54:44,861 --> 00:54:48,128 But whatever it is, that emotion that you're getting from it, 850 00:54:48,152 --> 00:54:50,439 that emotion is filtering through you. 851 00:54:52,152 --> 00:54:54,712 It's painful and it's beautiful 852 00:54:54,736 --> 00:54:58,049 and-and-and-and-and, so, you're not just sucking him off, 853 00:54:58,986 --> 00:55:04,587 you are fully consuming him so much so that he has... 854 00:55:04,611 --> 00:55:07,420 he has nothing else to do but pick up the gun, 855 00:55:07,444 --> 00:55:10,197 point it to his head and shoot himself dead 856 00:55:11,861 --> 00:55:13,681 just as he's about to come. 857 00:55:14,986 --> 00:55:16,666 Explosion. 858 00:55:20,652 --> 00:55:22,503 And then Salome picks up the gun 859 00:55:22,527 --> 00:55:25,170 that he just used to kill himself 860 00:55:25,194 --> 00:55:29,301 and she walks downstage, she puts the gun to her head 861 00:55:29,652 --> 00:55:31,659 just like she's going to shoot herself. 862 00:55:43,902 --> 00:55:46,420 I don't understand. Are you... Are you spying on me? 863 00:55:46,444 --> 00:55:48,003 Of course not. 864 00:55:48,027 --> 00:55:50,045 I'm here to support you in any way I can. 865 00:55:50,069 --> 00:55:52,087 Okay, so, I don't understand what you're saying. 866 00:55:52,111 --> 00:55:54,420 That management is a little concerned 867 00:55:54,444 --> 00:55:56,587 about some of the ideas that you had at the presentation. 868 00:55:56,611 --> 00:55:59,420 - Beatrice. - About making changes. 869 00:55:59,444 --> 00:56:02,628 I said they are small changes. 870 00:56:02,652 --> 00:56:04,837 Right, but then you had this idea about Salome 871 00:56:04,861 --> 00:56:06,541 shooting herself. 872 00:56:07,986 --> 00:56:09,545 What? 873 00:56:09,569 --> 00:56:12,545 He shoots himself. Narraboth. 874 00:56:12,569 --> 00:56:15,628 But then she picks up his gun and... 875 00:56:15,652 --> 00:56:18,032 And contemplates it. 876 00:56:19,694 --> 00:56:21,654 She doesn't kill herself. 877 00:56:22,569 --> 00:56:24,837 If, if she killed herself, then the opera 878 00:56:24,861 --> 00:56:27,427 would end right there and it doesn't. Right? 879 00:56:27,777 --> 00:56:29,337 If she died, 880 00:56:29,361 --> 00:56:33,503 then there wouldn't be anybody to sing her role. 881 00:56:33,527 --> 00:56:36,045 Like, what, what's with the head, then? 882 00:56:36,069 --> 00:56:39,212 I mean, what is this all for? That is ridiculous. 883 00:56:39,236 --> 00:56:42,087 But now you have this idea about her mother 884 00:56:42,111 --> 00:56:44,045 and the machete... 885 00:56:44,069 --> 00:56:46,337 I-I have to tell them. I'm just letting you know that. 886 00:56:46,361 --> 00:56:48,420 So, you are spying on me. 887 00:56:48,444 --> 00:56:50,544 Look, we all understand that you must 888 00:56:50,944 --> 00:56:53,045 feel very conflicted about all of this, but... 889 00:56:53,069 --> 00:56:55,087 No, I'm not. I'm-I'm really not. 890 00:56:55,111 --> 00:56:57,071 Really, when I chose... 891 00:56:57,611 --> 00:56:59,170 When I accepted this job, 892 00:56:59,194 --> 00:57:02,545 I told myself that I was gonna make the most of it. Okay? 893 00:57:02,569 --> 00:57:04,420 So, you know, you can tell management 894 00:57:04,444 --> 00:57:07,197 that it was an odd choice on their part to remount this. 895 00:57:07,486 --> 00:57:09,628 Okay, considering that everybody 896 00:57:09,652 --> 00:57:12,872 thought that Charles was difficult, to say the least. 897 00:57:14,069 --> 00:57:16,920 Even though management happened to be married to him 898 00:57:16,944 --> 00:57:18,753 for 30 years. 899 00:57:18,777 --> 00:57:21,878 - It was Beatrice's decision. - It's a successful show. 900 00:57:21,902 --> 00:57:25,462 Okay, but she didn't have to fulfill his stupid wish. 901 00:57:25,486 --> 00:57:28,045 Nobody had to, to take that request seriously. 902 00:57:28,069 --> 00:57:31,420 It's not like somebody was gonna sue them if I didn't remount it. 903 00:57:31,444 --> 00:57:33,420 No one needed to know. I didn't need to know. 904 00:57:33,444 --> 00:57:35,824 We wouldn't even be having this conversation, Kathy. 905 00:57:39,902 --> 00:57:41,462 Look, I should head back. 906 00:57:41,486 --> 00:57:43,128 Everybody's getting off break now and... 907 00:57:43,152 --> 00:57:45,672 Yeah. It's fine. 908 00:57:53,986 --> 00:57:56,226 Your daughter is going to dance for me. 909 00:57:57,361 --> 00:57:59,647 Will you not dance for me, Salome? 910 00:58:00,486 --> 00:58:03,566 That is really enlightening. 911 00:58:03,819 --> 00:58:05,499 If you dance for me, 912 00:58:06,361 --> 00:58:08,128 you may ask of me whatever you wish 913 00:58:08,152 --> 00:58:09,795 and I will give it to thee. 914 00:58:09,819 --> 00:58:11,919 But that leads me to my next question. 915 00:58:13,736 --> 00:58:15,962 I hear you're making a diary about the whole experience. 916 00:58:15,986 --> 00:58:17,795 Is that like, um... 917 00:58:17,819 --> 00:58:19,499 like a last letter to Charles? 918 00:58:22,819 --> 00:58:24,962 A journal, uh, yeah, I was thinking about that. 919 00:58:24,986 --> 00:58:28,672 I was. I think it's a... It would be nice to... 920 00:58:29,861 --> 00:58:32,894 To-to, um, to write about my... 921 00:58:33,152 --> 00:58:36,962 my experience as I'm taking on this production. 922 00:58:36,986 --> 00:58:39,920 Um, I am shooting some footage 923 00:58:39,944 --> 00:58:41,712 behind the scenes with my iPhone. 924 00:58:41,736 --> 00:58:44,753 I think that's gonna... turn into something. 925 00:58:44,777 --> 00:58:48,837 I don't know what yet, but it's important to me to, to... 926 00:58:49,611 --> 00:58:51,291 to have that footage. 927 00:58:52,069 --> 00:58:55,662 Okay, that sounds really interesting. And, um... 928 00:58:57,277 --> 00:58:59,378 Can we talk about the relationship between you two 929 00:58:59,402 --> 00:59:01,170 during the original production? 930 00:59:01,194 --> 00:59:02,753 What do you mean? 931 00:59:02,777 --> 00:59:04,877 I mean your relationship with Charles. 932 00:59:06,402 --> 00:59:08,082 Our working relationship. 933 00:59:09,236 --> 00:59:12,036 I mean, didn't it go beyond that? It's... 934 00:59:12,569 --> 00:59:14,295 kind of common knowledge around here. 935 00:59:14,319 --> 00:59:17,586 I-I don't feel comfortable talking about that. 936 00:59:17,777 --> 00:59:20,962 Okay, if-if we can not discuss that. 937 00:59:20,986 --> 00:59:22,712 Of course. 938 00:59:22,736 --> 00:59:24,556 How about I share something with you? 939 00:59:26,069 --> 00:59:28,003 I knew Charles. 940 00:59:28,027 --> 00:59:30,594 Charles told me his story once 941 00:59:31,444 --> 00:59:34,664 about how the whole dance section in the opera 942 00:59:34,944 --> 00:59:36,624 is, um... 943 00:59:37,319 --> 00:59:40,166 based on something that happened with your father. 944 00:59:40,652 --> 00:59:42,332 In real life. 945 00:59:43,777 --> 00:59:45,587 And I-I had the absolute privilege 946 00:59:45,611 --> 00:59:47,753 to see the essay that you wanted to print in the program. 947 00:59:47,777 --> 00:59:49,420 I thought it was incredibly disrespectful 948 00:59:49,444 --> 00:59:51,171 they didn't want to use it. 949 00:59:53,777 --> 00:59:55,457 But, um... 950 00:59:58,777 --> 01:00:00,962 I was interested in your fascination 951 01:00:00,986 --> 01:00:02,666 in Herod's line to Salome, you know? 952 01:00:03,152 --> 01:00:05,019 About loving her too much. 953 01:00:06,111 --> 01:00:09,462 Charles told me that your dad used to make these crazy videos 954 01:00:09,486 --> 01:00:12,628 about you and you both would go into the forest when were little 955 01:00:12,652 --> 01:00:14,878 and he would tape you while you made these bizarre dances. 956 01:00:14,902 --> 01:00:17,795 I mean, how do you feel about how that has inspired, 957 01:00:17,819 --> 01:00:19,837 very clearly... 958 01:00:19,861 --> 01:00:22,287 a major part of this whole show? 959 01:00:37,319 --> 01:00:39,128 I... 960 01:00:39,152 --> 01:00:42,232 think I need a break. 961 01:00:43,652 --> 01:00:45,332 Excuse me. 962 01:00:48,569 --> 01:00:50,249 Something wrong? 963 01:00:50,819 --> 01:00:53,128 Beatrice wants to have a word with you. 964 01:00:53,152 --> 01:00:55,253 Do you feel the wind on your skin? 965 01:00:55,277 --> 01:00:56,837 Yeah. 966 01:00:56,861 --> 01:00:59,253 Yes? It's more sensitive now, isn't it? 967 01:00:59,277 --> 01:01:02,253 - It is true, Salome. - Take away one sense, 968 01:01:02,277 --> 01:01:03,878 all the others become heightened. 969 01:01:03,902 --> 01:01:05,462 Your beauty has troubled me. 970 01:01:05,486 --> 01:01:08,253 More intense. Remember that. 971 01:01:08,277 --> 01:01:10,337 Your beauty has grievously troubled me. 972 01:01:10,361 --> 01:01:12,461 That's your responsibility as an artist. 973 01:01:16,111 --> 01:01:18,304 And I have looked at you too much. 974 01:01:20,194 --> 01:01:23,087 It may be that I have loved you too much. 975 01:01:25,527 --> 01:01:27,207 She's had a good day. 976 01:01:27,694 --> 01:01:29,374 Is that right, Mom? 977 01:01:29,777 --> 01:01:31,337 If that's what she says. 978 01:01:31,361 --> 01:01:33,041 Oh. 979 01:01:35,652 --> 01:01:37,332 Do you know where I am? 980 01:01:38,444 --> 01:01:40,124 Doing your work. 981 01:01:41,194 --> 01:01:42,874 And what is that? 982 01:01:43,236 --> 01:01:44,916 Making plays. 983 01:01:45,361 --> 01:01:47,041 You've always liked plays. 984 01:01:48,402 --> 01:01:50,082 You like making things up. 985 01:01:53,111 --> 01:01:54,795 Are you proud of your daughter? 986 01:01:54,819 --> 01:01:56,462 Oh, yes. 987 01:01:56,486 --> 01:01:58,166 See? 988 01:01:58,527 --> 01:02:00,207 Proud of the things I make up? 989 01:02:02,944 --> 01:02:04,951 Do you know how long I'm gonna be gone, Mom? 990 01:02:06,152 --> 01:02:08,170 I'm not sure. 991 01:02:08,194 --> 01:02:09,874 Ask Dimitra. She knows. 992 01:02:10,736 --> 01:02:12,416 Down to the hour. 993 01:02:20,236 --> 01:02:21,795 - 'Til the end of the month. - Oh. 994 01:02:21,819 --> 01:02:25,692 Yeah. Exactly. Just enough time. 995 01:02:30,319 --> 01:02:31,999 She wonders if I know. 996 01:02:33,444 --> 01:02:36,991 This is probably almost exactly how Beatrice imagined me. 997 01:02:38,402 --> 01:02:40,082 Your wife. 998 01:02:40,569 --> 01:02:43,649 Just a silly little threat. Another passing fling. 999 01:02:45,527 --> 01:02:48,747 What does she really know about what has gone on in this house? 1000 01:02:50,444 --> 01:02:53,795 I imagine her swinging around to glance at the family portrait 1001 01:02:53,819 --> 01:02:56,899 suddenly frightened by the story it tells. 1002 01:02:57,611 --> 01:02:59,503 How my father read me so many plays 1003 01:02:59,527 --> 01:03:01,814 and made me act out so many scenes. 1004 01:03:02,736 --> 01:03:05,442 His artistic aspirations for me 1005 01:03:06,819 --> 01:03:12,046 somehow always as frustrated as his aspirations for himself. 1006 01:03:13,194 --> 01:03:15,795 Now that we've abandoned the sculpture idea, 1007 01:03:15,819 --> 01:03:18,837 we're going to try for the more traditional method. 1008 01:03:18,861 --> 01:03:22,003 So the first step in the process that you're going to see 1009 01:03:22,027 --> 01:03:27,003 is I will put a layer of petroleum jelly on Johan's face, 1010 01:03:27,027 --> 01:03:31,628 and then, on top of that, I'll use a soft alginate gel 1011 01:03:31,652 --> 01:03:34,212 which will pick up the details of his skin. 1012 01:03:34,236 --> 01:03:37,378 And for that phase I'm gonna work really quickly 1013 01:03:37,402 --> 01:03:39,587 because it dries super-fast, 1014 01:03:39,611 --> 01:03:42,045 like, it's gonna set in less than ten minutes. 1015 01:03:42,069 --> 01:03:44,029 So... 1016 01:03:44,694 --> 01:03:48,003 I end up being your guinea pig after all. 1017 01:03:48,027 --> 01:03:51,387 Yeah, I just realized that 1018 01:03:51,777 --> 01:03:53,712 there needed to be a lot more detail in the head. 1019 01:03:53,736 --> 01:03:57,087 It's really gotta be lifelike, especially for the broadcast. 1020 01:03:57,111 --> 01:04:00,051 No worries. I'm used to this. 1021 01:04:01,361 --> 01:04:03,420 It's the way it's usually done. 1022 01:04:03,444 --> 01:04:05,378 I'm sorry to have wasted your time. 1023 01:04:05,402 --> 01:04:07,502 Not at all. 1024 01:04:07,986 --> 01:04:11,392 I enjoy watching you work. 1025 01:04:15,694 --> 01:04:19,707 Can I keep it? I mean... the sculpture? 1026 01:04:20,569 --> 01:04:22,482 Yeah, I guess. 1027 01:04:25,777 --> 01:04:29,837 I'll give it to the national gallery back home. 1028 01:04:31,986 --> 01:04:33,878 Okay, I'm gonna put some on your lips now 1029 01:04:33,902 --> 01:04:35,920 so you might want to stop talking. 1030 01:04:35,944 --> 01:04:38,462 My lips will be sealed. 1031 01:04:38,486 --> 01:04:40,087 Uh, no, no. 1032 01:04:40,111 --> 01:04:42,795 - Stop it? - No, just... Stop! 1033 01:04:42,819 --> 01:04:45,619 Stop! 1034 01:04:47,111 --> 01:04:50,284 This was unexpected. 1035 01:04:51,027 --> 01:04:54,378 A singer playing John the Baptist 1036 01:04:54,402 --> 01:04:56,596 makes a pass at me. 1037 01:04:58,694 --> 01:05:02,474 What's that thing in the Bible about judge not? 1038 01:05:09,527 --> 01:05:11,207 Things became... 1039 01:05:12,444 --> 01:05:14,124 really complicated. 1040 01:05:16,944 --> 01:05:20,771 Like, when you and I were working on that thing in school 1041 01:05:23,444 --> 01:05:25,124 things were... 1042 01:05:25,777 --> 01:05:27,457 really intense. 1043 01:05:29,444 --> 01:05:31,545 With Charles and you. 1044 01:05:31,569 --> 01:05:33,249 Mmm. 1045 01:05:36,444 --> 01:05:38,124 And... 1046 01:05:40,027 --> 01:05:41,707 And other things. 1047 01:05:46,819 --> 01:05:48,587 I sensed something was going on. 1048 01:05:48,611 --> 01:05:50,291 No you didn't. 1049 01:05:50,736 --> 01:05:52,416 No. 1050 01:05:53,611 --> 01:05:55,291 How? 1051 01:05:56,944 --> 01:05:58,624 I was watching you... 1052 01:05:59,652 --> 01:06:01,332 the whole time. 1053 01:06:01,986 --> 01:06:03,666 I couldn't take my eyes off you. 1054 01:06:05,652 --> 01:06:10,226 Um, I could tell you were in a crazy place. 1055 01:06:12,027 --> 01:06:13,894 I wanted to help you find a way out. 1056 01:06:18,694 --> 01:06:20,253 Somewhere. 1057 01:06:20,277 --> 01:06:21,957 Here... 1058 01:06:23,527 --> 01:06:25,767 there's an awful sense of vagueness. 1059 01:06:29,111 --> 01:06:31,491 Uncertainty between what I remember 1060 01:06:32,527 --> 01:06:34,207 and what actually took place. 1061 01:06:39,777 --> 01:06:41,420 The girl takes off her blindfold 1062 01:06:41,444 --> 01:06:43,731 and stares ahead as he scurries away. 1063 01:06:47,694 --> 01:06:50,074 She feels the blindfold in her hand 1064 01:06:50,569 --> 01:06:53,042 rubbing it as other shadows appear. 1065 01:06:59,569 --> 01:07:01,249 Ravenous men 1066 01:07:01,611 --> 01:07:04,457 watching as she dances for her father. 1067 01:07:05,486 --> 01:07:07,166 And for them. 1068 01:07:15,902 --> 01:07:17,878 I never agreed with the way you staged 1069 01:07:17,902 --> 01:07:20,189 these dark monsters, Charles. 1070 01:07:21,611 --> 01:07:23,920 How you made Salome look like a stripper in a club 1071 01:07:23,944 --> 01:07:27,304 performing for a bunch of leering customers. 1072 01:07:28,152 --> 01:07:29,832 It was never like that. 1073 01:07:31,069 --> 01:07:32,749 Not from what I remembered. 1074 01:07:33,652 --> 01:07:35,332 Not from what I told you. 1075 01:07:39,402 --> 01:07:41,082 They touched her. 1076 01:07:41,402 --> 01:07:43,082 They stroked her. 1077 01:07:45,069 --> 01:07:46,936 Did she give them permission? 1078 01:07:48,777 --> 01:07:50,457 You never made that clear. 1079 01:07:55,486 --> 01:07:57,399 This dark doppelganger. 1080 01:08:00,736 --> 01:08:02,836 No, it was never like that. 1081 01:08:04,902 --> 01:08:06,582 That's not how it felt. 1082 01:08:10,069 --> 01:08:12,402 I remember dark fangs and talons 1083 01:08:12,902 --> 01:08:16,216 and their terrible wings as they beat the air around me. 1084 01:08:18,736 --> 01:08:20,416 I remember feeling trapped. 1085 01:08:21,694 --> 01:08:23,514 But there was nowhere to escape to. 1086 01:08:35,527 --> 01:08:37,207 Now, this time... 1087 01:08:37,944 --> 01:08:39,764 I try something different. 1088 01:08:41,194 --> 01:08:43,837 And then, now, I kind of wanna feel the trees. 1089 01:08:43,861 --> 01:08:45,920 I wanna feel like we're in the forest. 1090 01:08:45,944 --> 01:08:48,795 Not deep into it but I just wanna sense she's in the forest. 1091 01:08:48,819 --> 01:08:51,432 I want the trees and branches to come alive 1092 01:08:52,111 --> 01:08:54,631 with a sense of the horror they are witnessing. 1093 01:08:55,652 --> 01:08:57,212 I really wanna feel... 1094 01:08:57,236 --> 01:08:58,837 Like their spirits are being tortured 1095 01:08:58,861 --> 01:09:01,334 as Salome performs her nightmarish 1096 01:09:01,777 --> 01:09:03,597 dance of the seven veils. 1097 01:09:04,736 --> 01:09:06,420 And can you make the body feel like 1098 01:09:06,444 --> 01:09:08,337 you're almost getting younger? 1099 01:09:08,361 --> 01:09:10,647 From a woman into a little girl. 1100 01:09:12,319 --> 01:09:15,632 And then I want a scream. I want a, I want a, just a... 1101 01:09:17,819 --> 01:09:20,753 Amazing. Yeah. Okay, perf... And then she's bigger. 1102 01:09:20,777 --> 01:09:22,691 You can get even bigger and bigger. 1103 01:09:33,527 --> 01:09:35,207 I am Salome. 1104 01:09:36,069 --> 01:09:37,749 Daughter of Herodias. 1105 01:09:38,486 --> 01:09:40,166 Princess of Judea. 1106 01:09:55,111 --> 01:09:57,462 What does Ambur really think of the ballerinas? 1107 01:09:57,486 --> 01:09:59,399 I wanna break them. 1108 01:10:00,444 --> 01:10:02,878 - Are you serious? - Mm, very. 1109 01:10:02,902 --> 01:10:04,582 Just cover my eyes. 1110 01:12:33,277 --> 01:12:36,544 It is thy mouth that I desire. 1111 01:12:39,152 --> 01:12:41,859 It is like a pomegranate cut in twain 1112 01:12:42,236 --> 01:12:43,916 with a knife. 1113 01:12:52,361 --> 01:12:54,927 Suffer me to kiss thy mouth. 1114 01:13:04,319 --> 01:13:05,878 No... 1115 01:13:05,902 --> 01:13:08,142 Stop! Stop! 1116 01:13:09,569 --> 01:13:12,416 I don't understand. Was this staged? 1117 01:13:13,194 --> 01:13:15,212 Uh, what do you mean? 1118 01:13:15,236 --> 01:13:17,709 Did you ask him to do this? 1119 01:13:18,777 --> 01:13:23,420 - No. No, of course not. - I told him to stop. 1120 01:13:23,444 --> 01:13:25,544 - Okay, but... - And he didn't. 1121 01:13:26,944 --> 01:13:30,545 And why are you thinking of sending this out now? 1122 01:13:30,569 --> 01:13:32,249 Didn't this happen a few days ago? 1123 01:13:33,152 --> 01:13:35,812 Last week as I was making the cast. 1124 01:13:36,694 --> 01:13:39,420 And you finished making the cast, 1125 01:13:39,444 --> 01:13:41,003 let's be clear on that. 1126 01:13:41,027 --> 01:13:43,545 This thing happened 1127 01:13:43,569 --> 01:13:45,837 then you went ahead and finished making the cast. 1128 01:13:45,861 --> 01:13:49,874 It took me a while to fully absorb it. 1129 01:13:53,319 --> 01:13:55,337 You asked me to document everything 1130 01:13:55,361 --> 01:13:58,067 that went into making the head of John the Baptist. 1131 01:13:58,444 --> 01:14:00,124 And this is everything. 1132 01:14:01,111 --> 01:14:02,670 Okay. 1133 01:14:02,694 --> 01:14:05,837 But this is also a recording of, uh, 1134 01:14:05,861 --> 01:14:07,587 of an attack. Uh... 1135 01:14:08,194 --> 01:14:10,107 A sexual attack. 1136 01:14:10,819 --> 01:14:12,639 And you're making that public. 1137 01:14:13,944 --> 01:14:15,545 That's right. 1138 01:14:15,569 --> 01:14:17,996 Just before we open this production. 1139 01:14:21,027 --> 01:14:22,707 Why? 1140 01:14:24,527 --> 01:14:26,087 I am... 1141 01:14:26,111 --> 01:14:29,331 just completing the job that I was told to do. 1142 01:14:29,861 --> 01:14:32,587 I have an email from the marketing team that says 1143 01:14:32,611 --> 01:14:36,087 I can, I can do this any way that I want to. 1144 01:14:36,111 --> 01:14:38,545 That I should make it personal. 1145 01:14:38,569 --> 01:14:40,716 And this just got very personal. 1146 01:14:42,236 --> 01:14:44,128 I feel that I have a responsibility 1147 01:14:44,152 --> 01:14:45,920 to make it known. 1148 01:14:45,944 --> 01:14:47,717 We're not obliged to give our approval. 1149 01:14:48,694 --> 01:14:50,337 Really? 1150 01:14:50,361 --> 01:14:52,087 You're not gonna give me your approval? 1151 01:14:53,527 --> 01:14:55,503 Is that the message that the opera company 1152 01:14:55,527 --> 01:14:57,253 wants to put out there 1153 01:14:57,277 --> 01:14:59,004 when I decide to show this anyway? 1154 01:15:00,236 --> 01:15:02,503 I just-I don't-I don't think that is a great idea 1155 01:15:02,527 --> 01:15:05,087 to try and ban me from making this public. 1156 01:15:05,111 --> 01:15:06,791 Does he know? 1157 01:15:09,152 --> 01:15:12,279 Johan. That you're planning to do this? 1158 01:15:13,194 --> 01:15:14,874 Not yet. 1159 01:15:18,652 --> 01:15:21,126 Okay. 1160 01:15:23,569 --> 01:15:25,389 What can we do to get you to reconsider? 1161 01:15:26,402 --> 01:15:29,920 I know this must have been very traumatic for you, Clea. 1162 01:15:29,944 --> 01:15:31,624 I'm not trying to diminish that. 1163 01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:35,349 Is there any way we can find a solution? 1164 01:15:52,777 --> 01:15:54,457 What is she doing? 1165 01:15:55,194 --> 01:15:57,667 - What do you mean? - Ambur, what is she doing? 1166 01:16:09,694 --> 01:16:11,607 Why is she in a different opera right now? 1167 01:16:12,902 --> 01:16:15,609 Uh, is it the performance? 1168 01:16:19,361 --> 01:16:21,462 I... I... 1169 01:16:21,486 --> 01:16:24,099 I don't understand. I thought... 1170 01:16:24,569 --> 01:16:26,529 {\an8}Can we, like, pause for one second? 1171 01:16:27,986 --> 01:16:30,295 {\an8}Uh, what is it that you're not happy with? 1172 01:16:30,319 --> 01:16:32,045 {\an8}Put your hand to your face. 1173 01:16:32,069 --> 01:16:33,749 {\an8}Yeah, perfect. Just like that. 1174 01:16:34,319 --> 01:16:36,003 It's sensual. You know that word. 1175 01:16:36,027 --> 01:16:38,045 Some people have a problem with that word. 1176 01:16:38,069 --> 01:16:39,962 But it sounds good. It's not bad. 1177 01:16:39,986 --> 01:16:42,212 - I'm sorry, what is she doing? - What is she doing? 1178 01:16:42,236 --> 01:16:44,337 Why is your hand to your face like that? 1179 01:16:44,361 --> 01:16:46,041 {\an8}Are you playful? 1180 01:16:46,736 --> 01:16:48,920 {\an8}It's... Stop. Stop. 1181 01:16:48,944 --> 01:16:51,464 {\an8}Sorry. 1182 01:16:53,402 --> 01:16:55,962 Stop. Stop, stop. Sorry. 1183 01:16:55,986 --> 01:16:58,170 I'm sorry. I have one... 1184 01:16:58,194 --> 01:17:00,920 - It's my rehearsal. Excuse me. - I just need a moment. 1185 01:17:00,944 --> 01:17:03,087 - It's ridiculous. - It's very important, okay? 1186 01:17:03,111 --> 01:17:05,712 Ambur, there's nothing mischievous 1187 01:17:05,736 --> 01:17:08,378 - or sly or playful. - Go back into the dance. 1188 01:17:08,402 --> 01:17:10,587 - About any of this. - Please go back to letter Q. 1189 01:17:10,611 --> 01:17:13,628 - You're not a sex kitten. - Big letter Q with upbeat. 1190 01:17:13,652 --> 01:17:15,795 You're not happy about this decision. 1191 01:17:15,819 --> 01:17:17,587 We take it with an upbeat. 1192 01:17:17,611 --> 01:17:20,212 This is not something that you're taking pleasure from. 1193 01:17:20,236 --> 01:17:23,212 You did not dance naked for your father 1194 01:17:23,236 --> 01:17:26,420 and allow yourself to be raped by a gang of strangers 1195 01:17:26,444 --> 01:17:29,045 for some petulant little game. 1196 01:17:29,069 --> 01:17:30,712 You agreed to do this crazy dance 1197 01:17:30,736 --> 01:17:33,753 because you desperately needed to show John the Baptist 1198 01:17:33,777 --> 01:17:35,628 that you love him. 1199 01:17:35,652 --> 01:17:38,420 Right? And this monster is taking advantage of that. 1200 01:17:38,444 --> 01:17:41,753 And your mother is just standing there, watching. 1201 01:17:41,777 --> 01:17:45,628 You are taking this action because you want to, somehow, 1202 01:17:45,652 --> 01:17:47,670 liberate yourself from your father 1203 01:17:47,694 --> 01:17:50,253 and everything that he represents. 1204 01:17:50,277 --> 01:17:53,920 You need John the Baptist's head because you need to prove 1205 01:17:53,944 --> 01:17:56,712 that you are worthy of being loved. 1206 01:17:56,736 --> 01:18:00,878 You're not just a plaything for your father's dark need 1207 01:18:00,902 --> 01:18:02,582 that he has to fulfill. 1208 01:18:03,194 --> 01:18:07,394 This is something that you now need to do for yourself. 1209 01:18:07,902 --> 01:18:09,462 Right? 1210 01:18:09,486 --> 01:18:12,212 Is it, is it gonna make you feel better? 1211 01:18:12,236 --> 01:18:13,920 Is it gonna change anything? 1212 01:18:13,944 --> 01:18:15,670 You have no idea 1213 01:18:15,694 --> 01:18:17,934 what is going to come of your actions. 1214 01:18:21,236 --> 01:18:22,795 Nothing is clear to you 1215 01:18:22,819 --> 01:18:24,499 right now except your pain. 1216 01:19:29,236 --> 01:19:30,916 Dance for me. 1217 01:19:32,361 --> 01:19:34,041 Dance for me. 1218 01:19:36,861 --> 01:19:39,147 Suffer me to touch thy body. 1219 01:19:50,402 --> 01:19:52,316 The moon has a strange look tonight. 1220 01:19:52,902 --> 01:19:54,582 Hasn't she a strange look? 1221 01:20:35,236 --> 01:20:37,045 Keep following me. 1222 01:20:37,069 --> 01:20:39,309 Keep following my voice. 1223 01:20:45,861 --> 01:20:48,054 Keep coming, keep coming, keep coming. 1224 01:21:32,361 --> 01:21:36,087 Slowly, slowly you start to collapse. 1225 01:21:36,111 --> 01:21:38,911 And as you're doing that, you hear my words 1226 01:21:39,319 --> 01:21:42,212 and you remember these words. They make you feel safe. 1227 01:21:52,194 --> 01:21:54,212 Why would you ask Dimitra to do that? 1228 01:21:54,236 --> 01:21:57,176 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have to explain that to you, Paul. 1229 01:21:57,819 --> 01:22:00,420 It's always haunted me. Okay? 1230 01:22:00,444 --> 01:22:03,253 - Okay. It's just so... - It's what? Is it unnerving? 1231 01:22:03,277 --> 01:22:05,657 - It's-it's crazy. - Yeah, it is crazy. 1232 01:22:06,194 --> 01:22:08,420 - You know what's even crazier? - I told Dimitra 1233 01:22:08,444 --> 01:22:10,628 that I was okay with what you guys were doing 1234 01:22:10,652 --> 01:22:13,266 as long as she did this one thing for me. 1235 01:22:17,069 --> 01:22:18,796 And you were sincere about that? 1236 01:22:19,361 --> 01:22:23,001 That if-if she does that to the painting, then... 1237 01:22:24,152 --> 01:22:26,346 then you're cool with what's happening between us. 1238 01:22:31,319 --> 01:22:33,746 Okay. Um... 1239 01:22:34,694 --> 01:22:36,628 Okay. 1240 01:22:36,652 --> 01:22:38,659 Can you see that, Margot? 1241 01:22:39,652 --> 01:22:42,126 Wh... Oh, dear. 1242 01:22:43,236 --> 01:22:45,616 What's happened to Harold's face? 1243 01:22:47,277 --> 01:22:49,191 Your daughter asked me to do that. 1244 01:22:50,777 --> 01:22:52,457 Why? 1245 01:22:53,361 --> 01:22:56,254 Not sure, Margot. She didn't explain. 1246 01:22:56,736 --> 01:22:58,416 So, why did you do it? 1247 01:23:02,944 --> 01:23:04,670 Because. 1248 01:23:04,694 --> 01:23:08,194 She doesn't want to see his face anymore when she comes to visit. 1249 01:23:13,777 --> 01:23:15,545 So, um... 1250 01:23:15,569 --> 01:23:17,249 can you think of a reason why? 1251 01:23:21,194 --> 01:23:24,295 Jeanie thinks that Harold was a bad man. 1252 01:23:24,319 --> 01:23:26,232 Why? 1253 01:23:27,444 --> 01:23:29,378 He loved her. 1254 01:23:29,402 --> 01:23:31,082 What's wrong with that? 1255 01:23:34,486 --> 01:23:36,679 He loved her too much. 1256 01:23:42,486 --> 01:23:44,462 What does that mean? 1257 01:23:44,486 --> 01:23:46,166 What does that mean? 1258 01:23:51,444 --> 01:23:54,151 You can leave the painting like that if you want. 1259 01:24:01,152 --> 01:24:02,832 I hurt you. 1260 01:24:12,944 --> 01:24:14,628 How can you expect me to agree? 1261 01:24:14,652 --> 01:24:16,337 Because, Rachel, you're gonna get to sing 1262 01:24:16,361 --> 01:24:18,503 with a real orchestra. 1263 01:24:18,527 --> 01:24:21,374 This is what you always dreamed of. Shit. 1264 01:24:21,777 --> 01:24:24,503 - It's blackmail, Clea. - You've blackmailed the company 1265 01:24:24,527 --> 01:24:26,253 into letting me perform. 1266 01:24:26,277 --> 01:24:28,191 I've discussed it with Ambur 1267 01:24:28,819 --> 01:24:30,499 and she's agreed to it. 1268 01:24:31,194 --> 01:24:33,003 - Well, that's even worse. - Why? 1269 01:24:33,027 --> 01:24:35,420 - Is she still getting paid? - Well, I mean... 1270 01:24:35,444 --> 01:24:38,384 normally it would go to you, but, in this case... 1271 01:24:39,277 --> 01:24:41,003 But, we'll, just, uh, pay her something. 1272 01:24:41,027 --> 01:24:42,670 No, we didn't get into to those details. 1273 01:24:42,694 --> 01:24:44,920 - Like a kickback? - No, it's not like that. 1274 01:24:44,944 --> 01:24:46,962 Or go back and extort more. 1275 01:24:46,986 --> 01:24:48,587 Okay, why are you looking at this 1276 01:24:48,611 --> 01:24:50,462 as though I've done something, like, criminal? 1277 01:24:50,486 --> 01:24:53,192 Because it's really the only way to see it, Clea. 1278 01:24:54,611 --> 01:24:57,271 Maybe you even planned it from the beginning. 1279 01:25:01,652 --> 01:25:03,706 Rachel, how could you say that to me? 1280 01:25:04,986 --> 01:25:08,212 He made a pass at me. 1281 01:25:08,236 --> 01:25:13,509 I didn't plan that. I said stop and he didn't. 1282 01:25:15,361 --> 01:25:17,795 - And you taped it all. - Yes, because the opera company 1283 01:25:17,819 --> 01:25:19,966 told me to. 1284 01:25:21,361 --> 01:25:23,753 And he knew that the camera was on him? 1285 01:25:23,777 --> 01:25:25,503 Yes. 1286 01:25:25,527 --> 01:25:27,253 He was aware that he was being taped? 1287 01:25:27,277 --> 01:25:29,170 Yes. I just told you that. 1288 01:25:29,194 --> 01:25:31,434 Oh, my God. You sound just like them. 1289 01:25:45,361 --> 01:25:47,367 Rachel... 1290 01:25:48,652 --> 01:25:52,152 I am doing this... for you. 1291 01:25:53,944 --> 01:25:55,857 It's not about me. 1292 01:25:56,569 --> 01:25:58,128 Clea... 1293 01:25:58,152 --> 01:26:00,628 It's because I love you. 1294 01:26:00,652 --> 01:26:02,426 How can you say that? 1295 01:26:04,902 --> 01:26:06,582 He attacked you. 1296 01:26:07,527 --> 01:26:09,087 You-you don't feel 1297 01:26:09,111 --> 01:26:11,128 - anything about that? - Of course I do. 1298 01:26:11,152 --> 01:26:13,503 You knew the camera was on him. 1299 01:26:13,527 --> 01:26:16,670 You knew that you could use his actions 1300 01:26:16,694 --> 01:26:18,253 to frame him and, then, 1301 01:26:18,277 --> 01:26:21,212 the whole time it's happening you-you have a plan? 1302 01:26:21,236 --> 01:26:23,662 No, the plan didn't occur to me until 1303 01:26:24,027 --> 01:26:26,594 after it happened. 1304 01:26:30,569 --> 01:26:32,529 Clea... 1305 01:26:33,152 --> 01:26:36,372 what you are proposing to do is wrong. 1306 01:26:39,444 --> 01:26:41,124 What are you going to do? 1307 01:26:42,319 --> 01:26:43,999 With the recording? 1308 01:26:59,861 --> 01:27:01,670 I don't know. 1309 01:27:01,694 --> 01:27:03,253 Shouldn't we go back to the opening? 1310 01:27:03,277 --> 01:27:06,077 - It's only a five-minute walk. - We can head out really soon. 1311 01:27:06,652 --> 01:27:08,212 Right, you have to take a bow. 1312 01:27:08,236 --> 01:27:10,336 Yeah, I have to take my big bow. 1313 01:27:10,986 --> 01:27:13,003 I just want to take a moment to celebrate with you. 1314 01:27:13,027 --> 01:27:14,707 Just the two of us. 1315 01:27:16,986 --> 01:27:20,252 I had a dream last night that I got to play the part. 1316 01:27:21,069 --> 01:27:23,122 Like one of those anxiety dreams? 1317 01:27:24,486 --> 01:27:26,045 What do you mean? 1318 01:27:26,069 --> 01:27:28,170 Like when you open your mouth and nothing comes out 1319 01:27:28,194 --> 01:27:29,962 or you're late for an exam or you don't know 1320 01:27:29,986 --> 01:27:31,587 the answers to stuff. 1321 01:27:31,611 --> 01:27:33,170 Ooh. Incredible. 1322 01:27:33,194 --> 01:27:35,045 No, I, uh, I sang well. 1323 01:27:35,069 --> 01:27:37,822 - It's not my house. - Well, that's unsurprising. 1324 01:27:38,152 --> 01:27:39,832 Good for you. 1325 01:27:40,277 --> 01:27:42,628 Even after I lost my head, I kept singing. 1326 01:27:42,652 --> 01:27:45,266 Really? That's handy. 1327 01:27:47,819 --> 01:27:50,253 It was strange. 1328 01:27:50,277 --> 01:27:52,144 Yeah, I bet. Cheers. 1329 01:27:55,361 --> 01:27:57,274 It's the toughest part of the opera. 1330 01:27:57,902 --> 01:27:59,462 What? 1331 01:27:59,486 --> 01:28:02,378 She sings at the head way too long 1332 01:28:02,402 --> 01:28:04,082 before she kisses it. 1333 01:28:06,861 --> 01:28:09,241 Well, there's nothing we can really do about that now. 1334 01:28:17,611 --> 01:28:20,411 I wanna kiss thy lips, John the Baptist. 1335 01:28:25,569 --> 01:28:27,249 I will not look at thee. 1336 01:28:28,569 --> 01:28:30,249 Thou art accursed. 1337 01:28:32,736 --> 01:28:34,416 Okay. 1338 01:28:36,111 --> 01:28:38,304 It is of thy hair that I am enamored. 1339 01:28:42,194 --> 01:28:43,874 There is nothing in the world 1340 01:28:45,319 --> 01:28:47,326 like your hair. 1341 01:28:47,986 --> 01:28:50,272 When the moon hides her face. 1342 01:28:50,694 --> 01:28:53,401 When the stars are afraid. 1343 01:28:55,194 --> 01:28:56,874 Let me touch thy hair. 1344 01:29:32,111 --> 01:29:33,791 Can you fill this? 1345 01:29:36,777 --> 01:29:38,457 What is it? 1346 01:30:43,027 --> 01:30:44,587 {\an8}I thought we had an understanding. 1347 01:30:44,611 --> 01:30:46,795 {\an8}- We did. - What, she went ahead anyway? 1348 01:30:46,819 --> 01:30:49,337 {\an8}- Obviously. - Is this already online? 1349 01:30:49,361 --> 01:30:51,041 {\an8}Yeah, that's how I saw it. 1350 01:31:48,361 --> 01:31:50,045 I apologized after this 1351 01:31:50,069 --> 01:31:51,962 and I don't know what else to do, I-I-I... 1352 01:31:51,986 --> 01:31:54,319 Stop. It's done. Enough. 1353 01:31:58,111 --> 01:31:59,791 But, uh... 1354 01:32:00,694 --> 01:32:03,121 do I still take the curtain call? 1355 01:33:19,152 --> 01:33:22,232 {\an8}An enraged princess who would extract her price. 1356 01:33:36,194 --> 01:33:38,854 Her stepfather begs her to change her mind. 1357 01:33:40,527 --> 01:33:43,141 I know I have sworn an oath, he says. 1358 01:33:45,027 --> 01:33:46,707 I have always loved. 1359 01:33:47,986 --> 01:33:50,179 Perhaps I have loved you too much. 1360 01:34:08,361 --> 01:34:11,534 The conductor leaves his podium and finds his way to the stage. 1361 01:34:12,402 --> 01:34:14,689 As the curtain rises, Salome is there. 1362 01:34:15,069 --> 01:34:16,749 Her dress splattered in blood. 1363 01:34:17,944 --> 01:34:21,024 She waves her red-stained hands to the cheering crowd. 1364 01:34:21,902 --> 01:34:24,337 She expresses her gratitude to the musicians 1365 01:34:24,361 --> 01:34:26,041 in the pit below. 1366 01:34:26,819 --> 01:34:28,499 I'm taping this all 1367 01:34:29,027 --> 01:34:30,670 fully aware that I'm supposed to be 1368 01:34:30,694 --> 01:34:32,374 backstage now as well. 1369 01:34:38,402 --> 01:34:39,962 I pan my camera back to the stage 1370 01:34:39,986 --> 01:34:41,545 and see Salome gesturing 1371 01:34:41,569 --> 01:34:44,042 for the conductor to take his applause. 1372 01:34:46,069 --> 01:34:47,936 This is where I'm supposed to now be. 1373 01:34:51,486 --> 01:34:53,166 Taking my bow. 1374 01:34:53,777 --> 01:34:55,457 But they realize that I'm a no-show. 1375 01:35:00,444 --> 01:35:02,731 They're still applauding for you, Charles. 1376 01:35:04,944 --> 01:35:06,624 Even with all the changes I've made. 1377 01:35:26,902 --> 01:35:28,582 Will mine be ready in time? 1378 01:35:31,944 --> 01:35:33,624 No. 1379 01:35:34,111 --> 01:35:36,003 We'll have to use his head tonight. 1380 01:35:36,027 --> 01:35:37,878 That's a bit of a stretch. 1381 01:35:37,902 --> 01:35:39,462 Well, we don't have a choice. 1382 01:35:39,486 --> 01:35:42,192 We're gonna work on yours, but it'll take a while. 1383 01:35:42,986 --> 01:35:45,378 We should have it ready for the recording, though. 1384 01:35:45,402 --> 01:35:47,082 The recording? 1385 01:35:47,777 --> 01:35:49,924 So, I'll be doing the broadcast? 1386 01:35:52,486 --> 01:35:54,166 Wow. 1387 01:35:54,569 --> 01:35:56,482 You're very lucky. 1388 01:35:59,569 --> 01:36:01,249 What if I'm terrible? 1389 01:36:03,069 --> 01:36:04,628 What if I can't see the conductor? 1390 01:36:04,652 --> 01:36:06,706 You know, the whole thing with the blindfold. 1391 01:36:07,236 --> 01:36:08,962 The blindfold's see-through. 1392 01:36:11,569 --> 01:36:13,342 No, you'll be amazing. 1393 01:36:14,819 --> 01:36:17,386 I know how seriously you and Rachel were preparing. 1394 01:36:19,736 --> 01:36:21,416 I'd prefer to do it with her. 1395 01:36:22,027 --> 01:36:23,587 With Rachel. 1396 01:36:23,611 --> 01:36:26,037 Well, that's not an option. 1397 01:36:42,319 --> 01:36:43,999 I'm sorry. 1398 01:36:44,402 --> 01:36:46,456 - I didn't mean to... - No, it's okay. 1399 01:36:52,069 --> 01:36:54,670 I can imagine how brilliant 1400 01:36:54,694 --> 01:36:56,607 you and Rachel would've been together. 1401 01:37:01,736 --> 01:37:03,753 And she's gonna get her chance too. 1402 01:37:03,777 --> 01:37:05,457 One day. 1403 01:37:09,652 --> 01:37:11,212 From our conversation 1404 01:37:11,236 --> 01:37:13,149 she knew that a sculpture wouldn't do. 1405 01:37:14,486 --> 01:37:16,337 That a cast was more accurate. 1406 01:37:16,361 --> 01:37:19,861 - Ready? - Even if it was more invasive. 1407 01:37:23,486 --> 01:37:26,003 - Okay, keep your eyes closed. - Just keep 'em closed. 1408 01:37:26,027 --> 01:37:27,707 - Don't open them. - Why not? 1409 01:37:28,236 --> 01:37:29,795 Because some of the plaster 1410 01:37:29,819 --> 01:37:31,378 might have stuck to your eyelashes 1411 01:37:31,402 --> 01:37:33,337 and you don't want it to hurt. 1412 01:37:33,361 --> 01:37:35,041 No, I don't. 1413 01:37:38,069 --> 01:37:39,749 Little bit more. 1414 01:37:42,861 --> 01:37:44,541 Okay. 1415 01:37:45,111 --> 01:37:47,444 Now, open them slowly. 1416 01:37:49,277 --> 01:37:50,962 Mmm. 1417 01:37:50,986 --> 01:37:54,859 She stares at his face with a sense of accomplishment. 1418 01:37:55,652 --> 01:37:57,892 Proud of how she's created this... 1419 01:37:58,402 --> 01:38:00,642 most magical of mirrors. 1420 01:38:07,069 --> 01:38:10,170 Herodias sings that Salome has made the right choice. 1421 01:38:10,194 --> 01:38:12,378 Finally, after years of witnessing her husband 1422 01:38:12,402 --> 01:38:14,378 abuse her daughter, she's ready to inflict 1423 01:38:14,402 --> 01:38:16,082 some crazy justice. 1424 01:38:17,402 --> 01:38:19,782 This is my interpretation, Charles. 1425 01:38:20,319 --> 01:38:22,326 I have no idea what you would've made of it. 1426 01:38:24,902 --> 01:38:26,503 As the empty bowl is presented, 1427 01:38:26,527 --> 01:38:29,467 she has no more than a minute to fill it with the fake blood. 1428 01:38:29,902 --> 01:38:31,582 The tricky part comes next. 1429 01:38:32,111 --> 01:38:34,771 She takes the prop, places it under her arm. 1430 01:38:35,652 --> 01:38:38,128 Then, like a proud mother nursing her child 1431 01:38:38,152 --> 01:38:40,795 she feeds the special formula that looks so real 1432 01:38:40,819 --> 01:38:43,339 into the gaping wound of the severed head. 1433 01:38:44,027 --> 01:38:46,878 She needs to fill the cavity to capacity 1434 01:38:46,902 --> 01:38:49,628 so there's enough blood to drip onto Salome's white dress 1435 01:38:49,652 --> 01:38:52,639 for the entire length of her final aria. 1436 01:39:00,527 --> 01:39:02,394 He was so beautiful to her... 1437 01:39:04,111 --> 01:39:05,791 that if he had only looked at her, 1438 01:39:06,486 --> 01:39:08,166 he would've loved her too. 1439 01:39:09,611 --> 01:39:11,384 That the mystery of love 1440 01:39:12,694 --> 01:39:14,841 is greater than the mystery of death. 1441 01:40:06,402 --> 01:40:08,082 Hi. How'd it go? 1442 01:40:08,611 --> 01:40:10,291 It's still going. 1443 01:40:10,986 --> 01:40:12,899 I would've loved to have been there. 1444 01:40:13,944 --> 01:40:17,304 - I'm in the dressing room now. - She's kissing my lips. 1445 01:40:22,319 --> 01:40:23,920 She just said that the mystery of love 1446 01:40:23,944 --> 01:40:25,904 is greater than the mystery of death. 1447 01:40:28,861 --> 01:40:31,707 She's about to say that love has a bitter taste. 1448 01:40:32,902 --> 01:40:34,582 They're calling me to go. 1449 01:40:45,694 --> 01:40:49,521 I have kissed thy mouth, John the Baptist. 1450 01:40:50,694 --> 01:40:53,167 I have kissed thy mouth. 108589

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