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Okay. Um,
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we need to get some water.
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>> Oh, I forgot to fill my water bottle up.
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>> No, you don't need to. There's meant to
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be a tank around here.
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>> Oh, I'm sorry, Josh. I'm just a bit
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nervous about everything. I
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>> No, it's all right. We'll be fine. Let's
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do it.
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>> I'm just afraid we might have forgotten
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something. That's all.
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>> No.
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>> 1 2 1 2 3 4
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>> Ma.
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You don't
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It's okay if you need to fill it with
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all the quiet space, okay? There's going
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to be 5 days of quiet space, okay? I'm
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sorry. Just
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try not to be the donkey to my Shrek,
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yeah?
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All right. Okay.
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Okay.
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Ma, you okay?
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It's big hill's coming. Do you want me
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to take some of your stuff?
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Nah.
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Hey, Ma.
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Ma, do you need a rest?
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Ma.
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>> I'm sorry, Shrek. I'm just trying to
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give you some quiet space.
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What are you making?
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>> Macaroni and cheese.
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>> Oh.
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Macaroni and cheese, yes please.
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Macaroni and cheese, what a tease,
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macaroni.
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>> That's That's beautiful.
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Mac, it's mac.
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With cheese, yes please.
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>> Do you remember when you were a scout?
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>> Yeah, of course I remember.
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>> Did you get your mac and cheese badge?
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>> I got my camp cooking badge, yes.
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>> Were you ever touched?
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>> Pardon?
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>> By your scout master?
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>> No.
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No, I was not touched. Why?
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>> Well, I just thought maybe you had, but
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nobody ever asked you about it.
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>> No, I was never touched. I was never
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touched as a kid. People don't generally
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like touching me.
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>> Oh, here we go about Patrick.
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>> I'm not
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I'm not going about Patrick.
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>> Patrick, Patrick, what a prick. Patrick,
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you're a prick, teaser.
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I thought that's pretty clever.
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>> Yeah.
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>> Joshua, can you help your mother,
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please?
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>> Yep.
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>> You know why I wanted to come on this
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hike, don't you?
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>> Um
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after Ginger killed herself,
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you couldn't stay in that hospital, cuz
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that's depressing.
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But it's a horrible idea for you to be
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home alone, so
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here we are, in a creek.
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>> Yep.
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>> It's getting late. Let's keep moving.
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>> Yeah.
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>> Like a shot.
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>> Okay.
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Stop it.
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What are you reading?
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>> History of Sexuality.
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>> You're reading an erotic book?
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>> No.
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>> How much have you read?
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>> Uh, about half.
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>> What's it about?
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>> I have no idea.
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>> I don't know why she didn't tell me.
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>> Okay.
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You're talking about Ginger, yeah? I
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knew this would happen. I am I am
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prepared.
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>> I thought we were friends. I just don't
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know why she didn't tell me.
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>> I don't know.
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You You didn't tell anyone when you did
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it.
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>> It's different.
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>> How?
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>> I didn't plan it. She planned it.
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>> Okay.
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>> She left me a note.
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>> Okay.
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>> I haven't read it.
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>> Well, maybe the note will tell you why
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she didn't tell you.
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>> No, she wouldn't tell me because she
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knew I'd stop her.
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>> Yeah, well, wouldn't you have stopped
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her?
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>> Yeah, of course.
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>> Yes, so that makes sense.
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>> It's just I would have thought that
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she'd want to be stopped.
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>> You never really wanted to be
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stopped.
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>> It was different.
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>> Okay.
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>> You know, I'm I'm sorry about when I
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tried.
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>> Yeah.
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I know.
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>> Okay.
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>> Okay.
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>> It's okay to be angry if you want.
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>> No, I don't want to be angry, okay? I
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always assumed that wasn't about me.
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>> [laughter]
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>> Morning.
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>> Oh god, how are you awake?
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>> There's a sidewalk we can do today to a
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waterfall to next with 7 km.
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>> Are they all drugs? No wonder our packs
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are so heavy.
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>> Do you want to go? It's a lot of
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walking.
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>> I don't mind. Whatever you want.
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>> either. It's up to you.
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>> No, it's on minds. Do you feel up to it?
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>> Just tell me what you want, Josh.
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>> Well, whatever you want, then.
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>> you just tell me what you want instead
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of carrying on like everything you do
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for me is a big fat favor.
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>> trying to be easy.
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>> You're being a [ __ ]
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>> well, let's not go to the waterfall.
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>> No, let's not go to the bloody
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waterfall, then.
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>> Yeah, [ __ ] the waterfall.
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>> Yeah.
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Have you ever wanted to try and kill
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yourself?
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>> Oh gosh.
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No, not really.
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>> Never?
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>> Um
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There's been times where like I didn't
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want to feel anything anymore and it
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seemed like a nice idea, but
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all those times they passed.
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>> Oh, okay.
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>> Yeah.
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>> So, how did they pass?
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>> Um well, I don't know. Maybe Everybody
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Loves Raymond came on. Maybe someone
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offered me pancakes.
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I love pancakes.
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>> But you never want to do any more than
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that?
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>> Uh oh, once when I was 19, I wrote a
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suicide note.
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>> Oh.
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>> So
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>> I'm sorry.
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>> No, I don't think that's a big deal. Is
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it? To want to kill yourself for an
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afternoon, that's normal. As long as you
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don't actually try.
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>> What did your note say?
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>> Um I can't remember. Probably something
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very teen-angsty.
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>> Oh, you must remember what it said.
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>> Okay, fine. I I remember that it just I
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don't want to reflect on it. I don't
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really want to reflect on any of the
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decisions I made as a teenager, to be
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honest.
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>> What, like when you started dressing
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like him and him?
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>> Yeah.
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>> Oh, that shirt. Do you remember the
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shirt you made? And then you wore it.
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You said,
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"Uh
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some people think that we only use 10%
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of our brains, but I think we only use
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10% of our hearts."
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>> hearts. It's
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insightful. It's an insightful quote. I
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was an insightful teenager.
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>> [laughter]
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>> Don't want to talk about it.
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>> [laughter]
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>> Like you were not sharing the same
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sleeping bag.
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>> [laughter]
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>> Not listening.
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But you never have opinions on anything.
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Like, I don't think I've ever heard you
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have an opinion on anything.
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>> Oh, there's too many opinions these
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days, Josh. Everybody seems to think
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they have to have an opinion.
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>> Okay, good. You have opinions on
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opinions.
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>> No, it's I mean, it's like it's fine if
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they want to have opinions.
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And I do have opinions, by the way.
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Maybe you've just never heard them.
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>> Okay. Well, let's play a game where I
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ask you about something and you have to
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have an opinion on it.
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>> Oh, okay. Yeah, I can do that.
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>> Okay. Uh so, Mother, uh what's your
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opinion on Australian Idol?
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>> Uh the judges are too mean.
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>> Okay. In the first few seasons, when
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they became like sickly nice.
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>> I knew you didn't really want my
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opinion.
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>> What about uh God?
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>> Well, I don't believe in God, but
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I don't like it when you go around
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telling people that he doesn't exist.
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>> But he he doesn't exist.
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>> Why do you bother them?
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>> Uh well, the other day a Christian
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politician said that God sent AIDS to
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kill gays. I It's I just I think I'm
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allowed to rebut that.
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>> Well, that guy sounds like an idiot.
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You're allowed You're allowed to bother
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him.
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>> Okay. [laughter]
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I just
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Mostly, I'm just surprised that God
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couldn't come up with a better plan than
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AIDS, you know? It's not very efficient.
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>> It doesn't just kill gays.
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>> No, kills a lot of Africans, but you
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know,
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God is clumsy like that. He's
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notoriously clumsy.
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He's Also, I don't understand like he
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got AIDS in the '80s, you know? Took God
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6 days to make the universe and that
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long to come up with AIDS. Like
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what was it about the '80s
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that he saw George Michael and was like,
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"No,
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this [ __ ] has gone far enough.
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AIDS."
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>> Well, don't all Christians believe that?
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It's just that one guy.
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>> Yeah.
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>> Jesus was fine with guys. Was he?
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Yeah, like he
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he hung out with all those what? tax
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collectors
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and drank wine and
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>> [laughter]
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>> what?
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Washed their feet.
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>> [laughter]
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>> Is that a gay thing?
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Washing feet?
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I've never washed a foot. [laughter]
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Is that what you think we do? You think
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we wash feet?
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>> Let's swim, Josh.
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>> Oh God, no. It's freezing.
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I don't have any swimming stuff.
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>> then you just go in your clothes. You'll
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dry them.
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>> No, no. That is freezing.
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>> Come on, and it'll be fun.
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>> Nope. Don't want to.
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>> You're giving me the shits.
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I want to have a nice time.
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>> Yesterday, I was getting in trouble for
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doing activities just cuz you wanted me
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to do them.
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>> I I just want you to want to do things.
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>> I don't want to do a thing, you know?
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I don't know I don't want to do a thing
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I don't want to do. I don't want to lie
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about it. You told me not to do that.
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>> It's [ __ ] freezing.
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>> Yeah, I said right.
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>> Shut up.
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>> I said it's freezing.
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>> Shut up.
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I'M REALLY WARMED UP, JOSHIE.
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>> GOOD.
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GOOD.
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>> I'm going to go to the other side, okay?
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>> Okay.
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>> Okay.
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>> What's up?
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>> There's a snake, Joshie. THERE'S A
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SNAKE.
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>> WHERE?
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>> OH, it
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It swam away.
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>> Okay, good. Good.
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>> Oh no, I'm in the water.
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>> Creepy.
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>> How am I going to get back?
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>> I don't know. You just have to swim. You
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just have to swim back.
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>> No, I can't do that.
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Joshie, can you come and get me, please?
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>> How will that help?
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>> I can't get from my own.
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Come on, please.
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>> If I get in there, it's just going to
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make a double-sized target.
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>> Well, what do I do?
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>> YOU JUST HAVE TO SWIM. You just have TO
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SWIM BACK.
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>> NO.
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>> OKAY, uh when I was a scout, they told
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us that snakes are like scared of
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people, so if you just make some noise,
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you'll like scare it and it'll piss off.
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>> Go away.
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GO AWAY, SNAKE. Go away.
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>> No, not like that. You need to like like
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on the ground, jump and stomp or
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something.
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>> Oh, Joshie,
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it's in the
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water.
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>> [screaming]
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>> OKAY, FINE. I'll come in
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and scare the snake.
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OI. HEY.
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SNAKE, SNAKE.
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>> YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIT IT LIKE THAT,
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JOSH.
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>> YEAH, SURE. I learned it in scouts.
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Oi. Okay.
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Kate,
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get in.
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>> I'm too scared.
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>> [ __ ] do it.
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>> Don't you swear at me, Josh.
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>> All right.
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>> Kate, GET OUT OF HERE, PLEASE.
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KATE.
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>> OKAY, what is
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Keep going.
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>> I'M TOO SCARED.
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>> OH, [ __ ] ALL RIGHT.
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>> JOSH.
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>> YEAH. All right.
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>> Josh, Josh.
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>> It's gone.
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It's gone.
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Christ.
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>> You're my hero, you know that?
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>> Yeah.
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>> You really are.
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>> Yeah.
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>> I'm your hero?
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>> Sure. Why not?
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You're my hero.
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>> I don't understand how you never got
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angry with me.
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Slow anger, ginger.
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>> Wow, you're really stuck on this, yeah?
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Do you want me to get angry? Do you wish
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I was angry?
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>> Oh, I just want to understand what's
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going through your head, Josh.
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>> I just try and understand when you do
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things like this that you're doing them
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because you're ill, and then I don't get
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angry the same way you wouldn't get
392
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angry at someone with a cold for having
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a runny nose.
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>> That's sort of unfeeling.
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>> No,
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I mean, like sure, sometimes I get
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angry. Like it seems like a pretty crazy
398
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way to get my attention, but also I
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promise my anger just never felt like a
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priority.
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>> I wasn't trying to get your attention.
402
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>> Really?
403
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>> No, look, see, a psychiatrist I saw
404
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really early on asked me if I was trying
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to get attention. That really surprised
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me.
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>> What were you trying to do then?
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>> I was trying to kill myself.
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>> Oh, yeah, of course.
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>> I can't use attention if I'm dead, can
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I?
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>> The
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third time
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you tried to kill yourself,
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uh that was like a day where we didn't
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know if your stomach had been pumped in
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time.
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If it had been pumped in time, they
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assured me you would be fine, but if it
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hadn't,
421
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you were going to die slowly over 2
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weeks.
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>> Yeah, I know.
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>> Yeah, I just
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You're my mom.
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Yeah, I just
427
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Imagine if I had to watch you die slowly
428
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over 2 weeks, watch you kill yourself
429
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over 2 weeks.
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Of course I got scared. I was [ __ ]
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terrified, but then then when I found
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out you were fine, then I got angry.
433
00:16:15,760 --> 00:16:19,280
That was an angry day for me.
434
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And sometimes,
435
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uh
436
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when I call you at 2:00 p.m. and you're
437
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still in bed, not working at getting
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better, then I get angry then, which I
439
00:16:27,680 --> 00:16:29,720
know is harsh because that's your
440
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disease. It's very hard for you to get
441
00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:33,560
out of bed, but if we keep excusing it
442
00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:34,800
because it's your disease, then you're
443
00:16:34,800 --> 00:16:35,800
never going to get better.
444
00:16:35,800 --> 00:16:39,560
>> No, I am trying to get better.
445
00:16:39,640 --> 00:16:44,040
>> Sure, just don't do it again, all right?
446
00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:46,920
Want some chili?
447
00:16:46,920 --> 00:16:49,000
>> Yeah.
448
00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:15,640
Oops.
449
00:17:15,880 --> 00:17:17,560
I've got a little surprise.
450
00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:19,680
>> Mhm.
451
00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:28,640
Is that marijuana?
452
00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:29,640
>> Yes.
453
00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,200
I've always wanted to try it.
454
00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:32,160
>> Where did you get that?
455
00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,360
>> Tom. He rolled it for me, too. Such a
456
00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:35,720
nice boy.
457
00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:37,040
>> I don't really smoke it.
458
00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:38,840
>> Oh, it's all right, lovey. I don't mind.
459
00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:40,040
I know you smoke it.
460
00:17:40,040 --> 00:17:42,120
>> No, I don't it. Makes me cough and it
461
00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:43,040
makes me scared.
462
00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:44,360
>> Oh, don't be such a [ __ ]
463
00:17:44,360 --> 00:17:45,040
>> A [ __ ]
464
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>> Yeah.
465
00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:47,440
>> No, I just I'm worried we'll eat all the
466
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food, Mom. We we have rations.
467
00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:53,880
>> Extra chocolate. I thought ahead.
468
00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,440
>> Don't know how that's going to mix with
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your medications.
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00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:58,800
>> Jesus [ __ ] Christ, Joshua. I am
471
00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:00,600
trying to build a [ __ ] bonding moment
472
00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:01,120
here.
473
00:18:01,120 --> 00:18:04,440
>> It's just already so scary here and
474
00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:05,440
All right. All right. We're going to
475
00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:08,120
need some water.
476
00:18:19,102 --> 00:18:21,122
>> [cough and clears throat]
477
00:18:27,560 --> 00:18:28,200
>> What?
478
00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:29,480
>> Nothing.
479
00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:31,480
Nothing.
480
00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,720
You don't hug it. Don't hug it.
481
00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:41,120
So, when do I start feeling high?
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>> Uh
483
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nowish.
484
00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:49,960
>> Oh, yeah.
485
00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:51,880
Yeah. Oh,
486
00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:53,480
that's good.
487
00:18:53,480 --> 00:18:54,560
It's good.
488
00:18:54,560 --> 00:18:55,240
>> Already?
489
00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:56,040
>> Yeah.
490
00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:58,520
>> Sudden, wasn't it?
491
00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:01,040
>> I'm having fun. This is really fun.
492
00:19:01,040 --> 00:19:02,680
>> Peer pressured into doing drugs by my
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mom.
494
00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:07,880
>> This really is fun, Josh.
495
00:19:10,880 --> 00:19:13,360
Why did you and Patrick split up?
496
00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:15,520
>> I don't want to go over it again.
497
00:19:15,520 --> 00:19:17,920
>> But you really liked him.
498
00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:19,640
>> Yeah, I was so happy.
499
00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:21,840
Like how many times was it nice?
500
00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:23,840
Sun was shining, you know, like flowers
501
00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:25,760
were doing like flowery type stuff.
502
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Bluebirds were giving each other hand
503
00:19:27,360 --> 00:19:30,240
jobs. It was good.
504
00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:31,440
>> I don't get that.
505
00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:32,600
>> What?
506
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,520
>> Um why were they giving each other hand
507
00:19:34,520 --> 00:19:36,880
jobs?
508
00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:38,160
>> It was a joke.
509
00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:40,640
>> I don't get your jokes, Josh.
510
00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:43,240
>> Yeah, I know.
511
00:19:43,840 --> 00:19:45,440
>> You know,
512
00:19:45,440 --> 00:19:47,040
I can sort of see it from Patrick's
513
00:19:47,040 --> 00:19:48,280
point of view.
514
00:19:48,280 --> 00:19:49,600
>> What?
515
00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:51,520
>> Well, it's hard to
516
00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:53,000
imagine you having sex.
517
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,440
>> Yeah, good.
518
00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:55,720
You shouldn't be imagining it.
519
00:19:55,720 --> 00:19:57,800
>> It's so bad at interacting with people
520
00:19:57,800 --> 00:19:59,280
when you feel self-conscious, that's
521
00:19:59,280 --> 00:19:59,800
all.
522
00:19:59,800 --> 00:20:01,800
>> Suddenly she has opinions, lots of
523
00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:02,640
opinions.
524
00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:06,120
>> So you're always questioning things and
525
00:20:06,120 --> 00:20:10,160
and seeking approval.
526
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,160
>> I don't do those things when I'm having
527
00:20:12,160 --> 00:20:13,440
sex.
528
00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:14,560
What?
529
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:18,080
Once I did apologize, but that was
530
00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:20,160
that was warranted.
531
00:20:20,160 --> 00:20:21,160
>> What did you do?
532
00:20:21,160 --> 00:20:22,240
>> No.
533
00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:25,280
No, I'm not telling you.
534
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:27,880
>> I'm so sad, Josh.
535
00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:29,080
>> No,
536
00:20:29,080 --> 00:20:31,000
I'm just not going to talk about it.
537
00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:34,000
>> Don't be such a baby.
538
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,480
>> I'm not a baby.
539
00:20:35,480 --> 00:20:37,160
>> You're not a baby.
540
00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:37,880
>> I'm not a baby.
541
00:20:37,880 --> 00:20:38,840
>> I'm not a baby.
542
00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:39,480
>> I'm not a baby.
543
00:20:39,480 --> 00:20:40,640
>> I'm not a baby.
544
00:20:40,640 --> 00:20:41,800
>> You're not a [ __ ] baby.
545
00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:43,520
>> I'm not a baby.
546
00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,400
And tell us what I did in my
547
00:20:45,400 --> 00:20:47,360
>> Yeah, we don't see a Tasmanian devil or
548
00:20:47,360 --> 00:20:49,480
one by or nothing.
549
00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:50,720
But I'm really looking forward to the
550
00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:51,880
boat.
551
00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:54,080
I'm looking forward to moving not not
552
00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:56,440
with my legs.
553
00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:57,840
>> I'm going to read Ginger's note
554
00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,080
tomorrow.
555
00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:00,600
>> What do you reckon it will say?
556
00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:03,600
>> I don't know. Could be anything.
557
00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:06,200
>> Hope it's a treasure map.
558
00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:08,000
>> Are you maybe bisexual?
559
00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,560
>> No. Gosh, you really kept your hopes up.
560
00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:11,800
>> Well, it's just that I've never
561
00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:14,240
understood. You dated Claire for so
562
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long.
563
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>> I just didn't know I was gay yet.
564
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>> Well,
565
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what changed?
566
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>> Um,
567
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I got older, you know, I got bored with
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girls. And also, I just At the time, I
569
00:21:24,040 --> 00:21:25,800
didn't want to be gay. No one
570
00:21:25,800 --> 00:21:28,360
wants to be gay. Joffrey was so pretty.
571
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He forced me to come to terms with it.
572
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>> Well, did you enjoy having sex with
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girls?
574
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>> Yeah, at the time.
575
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>> Well, doesn't that make you bisexual,
576
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then?
577
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>> No. As a teenager, putting your penis
578
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:39,720
anywhere when you're a teenager is fun.
579
00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:40,600
Once I tried to have sex with a
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watermelon. Wasn't fussy.
581
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>> [laughter]
582
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>> I'm going to go back to the mental home.
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And get better.
584
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>> Yeah, you have to. Otherwise, they're
585
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going to force you to stay in a public
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hospital.
587
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>> Mhm.
588
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Okay. Yeah,
589
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it's a point.
590
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No, I want to.
591
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>> Great.
592
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That's
593
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That's great.
594
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>> I wasn't trying to hurt you when I
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attempted.
596
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It wasn't like Ginger. It wasn't
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planned.
598
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>> Okay.
599
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>> Just I hadn't been out of bed for 2
600
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weeks. I hated myself so much. And I
601
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just thought everybody'd be happy if I
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was dead.
603
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Just wanted to do you a favor.
604
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>> I guess that's
605
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quite selfless of you.
606
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>> Ginger's note.
607
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>> Okay.
608
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Let's do it.
609
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>> I I thought we'd have a
610
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a little ritual. Like, I'll read it out,
611
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,480
and then we can burn it, and just let it
612
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:55,480
go, and
613
00:22:55,480 --> 00:22:57,480
keep moving like a shark.
614
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>> Okay.
615
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>> Rose,
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you fat [ __ ]
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>> [laughter]
618
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>> Thanks for keeping me company.
619
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Take care of yourself, Ginger.
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>> That's it?
621
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>> Yeah.
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>> Ah, it's hardly closure, is it?
623
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>> No.
624
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>> No treasure map?
625
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>> No.
626
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>> No.
627
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We're not going to get anything out of
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this.
629
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All right.
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>> [music]
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