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Opening Song: 絲羅 - 李宇春 Silk Web - by Li Yu Chun

♫ You are the silk of a web, ♫

♫ yet you willingly carry heavy beams. ♫

♫ Intertwined with one another, ♫

♫ from daybreak until twilight. ♫

♫ Sometimes meeting and parting, ♫

♫ life and death, wither with honor. ♫

♫ Exchange and give love. ♫

♫ Let the heart return to its resting place. ♫

♫ Your path follows behind his loneliness. ♫

♫ Meander upwards and there happiness will be. ♫

♫ Worry not over who leans on whom. ♫

♫ Once it begins, it will not end. ♫

♫ The song in the clouds accompanies him on the journey. ♫

♫ Declare all of your love. ♫

♫ You are willing to experience all of the bitterness, ♫

♫ Live the rest of your life with him to the ends of the world. ♫

♫ Live the rest of your life with him to the ends of the world. ♫

Love YunGe from the Desert

Episode 19

Yun Ge.

Where are you going?

You want to leave here?

This place wasn't originally my place.

I can't remember what it has to do with me.

My heart doesn't feel at ease here. I want to go home.

Since you remember your home, you should know your home is very far away.

How can you go back like this?

My body is mostly recovered now.

You just left the room.

You should know,

that I didn't send anyone to watch you, nor do I desire to force you to stay here.

It's just that your serious injuries just healed. You still need to rest for a while.

Temporarily, it's not appropriate to travel a long distance.

Also, if you want to take a long journey,

you still need this.

I found this in your bag the day you accidentally got hurt.

Look. Did you lose anything important?

I remember that I think there is also...

There is also this?

This is the money I rewarded you in the past.

It's a pity I didn't know back then, you were very close.

This is, when I cooked food,

the money the emperor rewarded me.

Then you are the emperor.

The current reigning emperor?

I've told you before. In front of you, I'm not the emperor.

I'm your Brother Ling.

But I don't remember any Brother Ling.

I don't remember how we met either.

That's alright. If you feel pain, I won't force you to think about it.

I only want you to know that we aren't strangers.

I'm not a bad person either.

Before your body fully recovers, I hope you can stay here to let your body get better.

Don't secretly leave like today.

Promise me?

Making your body better takes more than a few days.

You cannot always stay inside the house.

You should go out and have some fun.

I'll take you to a place. Come.

Why is there a vegetable garden here?

This is my Uncle Zhou's vegetable garden.

When I was little, I often came here.

I came to see all the types of fruits and vegetables planted here.

They fill the entire garden.

Uncle Zhou?

Yes.

You've seen him when you were little.

He'll frequently keep thinking about you.

I forgot. You've already forgotten the past.

Then how is your Uncle Zhou now?

He grew old and went back home.

Later he got sick and now is dead.

No one takes care of this place now.

Don't be sad.

In the future, leave this place to me.

This is great!

I was thinking that you like cooking somuch, you'd definitely be interested in these things.

Under your care, this garden will definitely go back to it's previous splendor.

I plan to plant some herbs that can be put into dishes.

And then in the back, I'll plant some vegetables and fruit!

Okay?

You can come find me for seeds you need.

I'll be responsible for them. Mo Cha will come help too.

Remember. I only hope that you can come out and get some sunlight and move around. Don't tired yourself out, okay?

This should be orange day-lily (scientific name: Hemerocallis fulva).

The flowers of day-lily's can be used in cooking.

The stems can be used to make herbal medicine. Such a great plant.

When I was little, I especially loved dishes with day-lilies added.

My mother's death was a pain I couldn't let go of.

Uncle Zhou say that I was depressedSo he grew this field of day-lilies here.

Day-lilies have meaning of forgetting about one's worries.

Right now, I hope you can forget your hurt and hatred.

And truly find yourself again.

♫ The green flowing skirt drifts in the wind. Yet when I extend my hand, nothing. ♫

♫ Tears in the corner of my eyes are among the clouds. Once I reminisce, they follow the wind. ♫

Your Majesty.

Your Majesty, it doesn't look like either Divine Doctor Mo or Miss Bai He have come back.

Continue looking. I have a feeling that they can help me find a way to heal Yun Ge.

Go to the village up ahead and see if there are any clues.

Yes.

-I want to go home! This is my home!-Get lost!

-Let me explain!-Leave!

Come with me.

-Let me go home!-Hurry and leave!

-Or else we really won't be kind to you!-Let me explain!

Just move. You have a weird illness, don't give it to us!

-Leave, leave!-I've already told you!

This isn't contagious!

Let me find my grandma and little brother, I'm begging you!

Even if your illness isn't contagious, look at the ugly way you dress! Don't scare the children!

-I wouldn't!-Get away!

Don't be rude!

What are you doing?

-This lady has a weird illness, she'll spread it to us!-I won't, I'm not contagious!

Go, go go! It would be better for us to stay

farther away from this crazy lady. Let's go!

Miss, get up.

Sir, be careful it's not a scheme.

Miss, where's your home?

Ever since I've become the way I am now,

The villagers shun me and treats me with fear.

Only you treat me like this.

What happened to you, Miss?

A few months ago,

I went up the mountain to gather herbs.

I accidentally fell down a mountain valley.

I could only eat wild berries to live. My left leg was injured too.

I was also bitten by a poisonous spider. Because the poison activated,

I became the way I am now.

But it was very difficult to come back!

But I couldn't find my family!

This villagers,

not only did they not trust me, they also wanted to drive me out!

Have they forgotten?

How did I save them in the beginning?

I saved so many peoples' lives!

Now I'm begging them.

Yet none of them are willing to help me!

I heard you say just now that you are looking for your grandma and little brother.

What are their names? Where do they live?

Perhaps I can help you find them.

My little brother,

his name is Ah Fu.

Ah Fu?

Are you Miss Bai He?

You-! You know my little brother?

It's a long story. Let's talk while walking.

Originally, I thought you had met with an accident.

I was worried that no one would care for Grandma and Ah Fu.

So I got Yun An to find them a new home. Let next door's auntie help take care of them.

But I didn't think that I made you unable to find your family.

I'm really sorry.

Sir, you worked so hard. I am very thankful.

-Ah Fu!-Ah Fu! Ah Fu!

Ah Fu! It's big sister! I've come back!

Ah Fu, it's big sister, Ah Fu!

-Ah Fu, what's wrong?-Ah Fu.

Big brother!

You haven't come in a long time!

I missed you so much!

Ah Fu, you've grown taller again.

Look. I brought you your big sister.

-Ah Fu.-She's not my big sister. Big brother you've seen her before.

My big sister is very beautiful!

Not the one that came with me. The one now is your real big sister.

No! My big sister doesn't look like this!

Ah Fu, who has come?

Grandma, grandma!

Grandma, it's me! I'm Bai He.

Bai He, you've really come back?

-I'm back!-Good good good.

Miss.

You weren't able to find your family.

-You are really very pitiful.-Grandma, I'm Bai He!

Why can't you see?

But my Bai He doesn't look like you!

-I am Bai He!-Your voice isn't right.

You found the wrong place.

I didn't, Grandma!

I have some food to eat in the house.

I'll pack them up for you to eat on the road.

No, Grandma! I'm Bai He, Grandma!

Ah Fu, Ah Fu!

I'm big sister!

You're not my big sister!

No!

No!

No!

Miss Bai He!

In fact will cause other people to feel sorry for you.

I will explain it to Grandma and Ah Fu.

Give them some more time to accept it.

There's no need.

The way I look now,

not only will I not be able to help them.

I will instead drag them down.

This is good too.

This is good too.

Miss, do you plan to live here?

If you need anything, I can send someone to prepare.

Sir, my family and I

owe you too much. How can I dare to trouble you more?

Meeting you is fate. This time I came to the City West, outer suburbs, originally I wanted to find Doctor Mou and his disciple Bai-he.

Mister, you look like you are in good health now.

Who is the person that requires treatment?

It's a very important person to me.

I understand.

Since mister has shown kindness on me, as long as I don't violate the rules my teacher has set.

Don't enter the Royal Palace, don't treat any of the royals.

Apart from that, I will do all that I can

I'll help you avoid sorrows as my repayment to you.

But it's a pity, my hands are trembling and have no strength.

Unable to examine patient.

Perhaps, I can find within my teachers books

find a method to detoxify the poison. That way I can help you.

Doctor Mou's medical abilities are exquisite.

If we can put in order and preserve his medical book

To the common people, is also a supreme beneficiary.

Please miss, take good care of yourself. I will come and see you again.

Mo Cha, you came back so fast.

Yunge.

Who are you all?

You can pretend not to know me. But you're unable to deceive your heart.

Don't come over.

If you still come over, be careful, I won't be polite.

If you stab me again,

can make your heart more at ease.

Then please make a move.

I...

I really don't know you.

Are you that cruel?

In short, I have no grudges with you.

I don't want to harm you.

Let me go.

Your Majesty.

Your Majesty, although Miss Yun's health is slightly better. But she's forgotten you.

I don't know what Your Majesty have planned.

Yunge has lost a section of her memories. Not only forgotten me, but also Meng Jue.

If I'm a bit selfish, I can keep her by my side and start anew, it's possible.

It's just that I'm not willing to take advantage of the situation.

I will do everything I can to let Yunge recover her memories

I want to let her mind be clear, under that circumstance

To make the decision of what she really wants.

But now, the imperial doctor is at loss to what to do, Miss Bai He can't even save herself.

When will Miss Yun recover her memories.

What I'm worried about is, if the ministers finds out that Miss Yun and Meng Jueare too tangled up to unravel.

I'm afraid they will all unite and object to Miss Yun in staying in the palace.

I have my own views.

Besides, Xiao Mei has already accepted Yunge. Even the Empress can be so tolerant and generous.

Then those minister, what right do they have to say anything?

But what Your Majesty say is true, but the Harem concerns the Royal Family's bloodline.

The minsters have united many times to discuss

Requesting Your Majesty and the Empress to consummate.

If this matter adds on with Yunge's matter.

- I'm afraid...- Brother Ling.

- Yunge.- Brother Ling!

- Brother Ling. - Yunge.

How dare you. You dare to trespass inside the Royal living quarters.

Yunge.

I don't know who you guys are.

Why do you must take me away?

I'm Meng Jue.

The Meng Jue you always call Rock Meng.

You really don't remember me?

Your sister Xu is about to give birth.

She really misses you. She wants me to take you to see her.

What sister Xu?

I don't remember what sister I have.

Could it be, you're hurt?

Because you were hurt, you can't remember the past.

Let me take her away. I am Doctor Mou's eldest disciple.

I can cure her.

Don't talk nonsense, I only know Doctor Mou has a female disciple called Bai He.

- I've never heard of you. - I am really Doctor Mou's eldest disciple.

It's just that I've been away from my teacher for many years.

Bai He should be my younger disciple sister (or classmate).

If you guys don't believe it, fine.

But Yunge's illness can't go on dragging.

I've already said.

The Palace has the best doctors. You don't have to worry about Yunge's matters.

You appearing will increase in Yunge's illness.

If Your Majesty really do indeed love her.

Don't take Yunge's health as a dispute caused by personal feelings

How dare you!

I kept tolerating you because I was afraid Yun Ge would suffer emotional impact again.

Don't go overboard!

Your Majesty, you are the ruler of this country.

Take advantage of someone in danger.

What kind of man do you count yourself as?

You secretly broke into here and want to force your way through, how do you explain that?

Yun Ge only temporarily has amnesia!

I will cure her.

With me here, no one is allowed to harm her!

Yun Ge.

Leave with me.

No. Can you not be like this?

I want to go home. I want to go home!

Yun Ge! Enough!

Let's stop fighting.

I will do my best to cure Yun Ge. After she recovers, let her make her own choice. No matter who she chooses,

I will respect her choice!

You can leave.

Your Majesty! Meng Jue pretended to die to escape prison. We need to capture him!

Isn't there no evidence that Meng Jue killed Batu Xing?

There is also the crime of plotting to harm you and breaking into the royal villa.

You can always trump up a charge.

Why bother making a statement.

We don't need to wait until after Yun Ge recovers to make a decision.

Just put all my crimes onto me now!

I want to see

if you can keep me here.

Do you think I'm like you, deceitful and changeable.

I've already said that we'll talk after Yun Ge recovers.

I will not change my word.

Let them leave.

Yun Ge, let's go back.

The empress wants to ally with the emperor's lover.

What kind of show is she playing at?

Have we underestimated her?

Mother, I think you're over worrying.

I understand Xiao Mei's temperament, she's not playing at anything.

That's good, in a moment when we see her, remember to add more energy into it.

Or else, it will affect the plan to send you into the palace.

If I really have to enter the palace,

Actually, our Huo family's power is enough.

Why do we need to borrow other people's hands?

It's good that you are so confident.

But you must not falsely judge a situation.

Meng Jue is the best example.

Ordinarily you should take preventative measures. Be the first to make the move and cut off furture troubles.

Mother, Xiao Mei is from our family!

Even if she was closer to us, her surname is still Shangguan.

Not Huo.

It's so pretty!

I've only seen this under the eaves of the temple, one bell after another.

I've never seen a whole bunch together!

Your aunt was afraid you'd get bored so she specially had someone make it for you.

Thank you Aunt!

Your Highness, you are too kind.

If you put the bells by the window, when the wind blows, the clear sound is very nice.

Empress, let me do it.

Okay.

Truly pleasant to listen to.

Not only is it pleasant to listen to.

It also has a special effect.

What effect?

It can also...drive away bad luck and demons.

I live in the palace with the protection of the son of heaven.

Why should I need to drive away demons?

I'm just afraid that demons from outside the palace have got the son of heaven wrapped around their little finger.

Do you not know that the emperor often leaves the palace for that girl from outside the palace?

And also, the officials are frequently gossiping

saying that Your Majesty is not doing his official duties.

The emperor has always taken the court seriously. He wouldn't be like that.

Even if the emperor won't,

But with a girl with unknown origin, having seductive vibes,

Do you not worry that she stays by the emperor's side?

The emperor likes her.

What can I do?

How about this?

No. She didn't do anything wrong.

Then how about this?

I'll leave Chengjun's maid Xiao Su behind.

She'll stay with you for a few days.

Once you've thought things through,

then come back to tell me.

Xiao Mei, we are your family.

You must believe that we will give you a perfect plan.

Miss Yun, does your head not hurt or spin anymore?

I'm alright now, you don't need to worry.

You look pretty good today. Do you want to go out for a walk?

Are you worried that someone will break in like last time?

Don't worry. Chief Eunuch Yu has already added more protection.

What are they carrying?

That...

I don't know either.

Come, let's go see!

The ones written here are food diary of ancient people.

So Bai Cai can be used for this too!

Miss Yun, I can't read these few words.

I think it'd be better for me to prepare some food for you.

Why do you move without making sound? You scared me.

It's more like you were too focused on reading.

Do you want to take a break?

Did you send people to bring all these here?

Yes. I was afraid you'd get bored.

I was thinking that since it's raining and you cannot go to the garden, you can come to this library and read some books.

I read a book earlier called A Different Rare Cookbook.

It listed a lot of ingredients and their good or bad interactions with other ingredients.

Too bad, it's written only vaguely, not very detailed.

From ancient times, men ran far away from the kitchen.

Those who know how to write will not usually write about kitchen stuffs. While those who cooks, usually do not know how to write.

It's rare that you know how to do both things.So why don't you make a food diary (cookbook)?

to record this dynasty's cooking methods,

to leave behind directions for future people?

That way, no one will be like you in the future, reading while sighing.

I don't aim to be famous but wish that I can preserve ancient people's intelligence and experience.

I'll do this task.

I believe you can do a good job of it.

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Song within the Clouds, a food diary from the past times, written by the Elegant Chef.

You really write beautifully. Every word can be preserved and be given to others to copy from (like a stencil).

Really.

It's been a long time since I've heard you praise me.

You are still more generous when you were younger.

I don't remember anything from my childhood.

-I'm going to start getting busy.-Wait a second.

Let us first make 3 rules.

Firstly, you can't tire yourself.

Second, you cannot work all night.

Thirdly, you can't write it yourself.

Then what can I do?

You only need to read these records left by predecessors.

Then make markings.

After I finish my tasks, I will come help you write them down.

Didn't you say my writing looks good.

Since it has to be passed down, of course I will do the writing.

But like this, won't you get too tired.

Don't worry about me.

Being able to do something I like, to me, it's a type of relaxation.

Brother Ling

Why are you still so good to me?

I'm afraid I won't be able to keep acting on like this.

My Lady is preparing for my miss to enter the palace.

With my miss' beauty and intelligence and also my Lords influence in court as a backing.

She definitely won't stay below others.

You understand what I'm saying?

What does Lady Huo wishes that I do for her?

My Lady feels that you are person that understands the situation.

She wants to nurture you.

As long as you...

Time is long, she won't overlook you.

Birdy

Are you feeling sorry for me?

My parents,

My grandfather have all been killed by them.

Right now, there only me left.

Could it be they are coming to deal with me?

Greetings Empress.

Yu Zongguan, rise.

His Majesty want me to request Your Highness to go over.

Is it okay if I go like this?

Your Lady Highness is really beautiful.Everyone has always been praising it.

Are you sure?

You won't regret it?

You are trying to make it look like you are going east but instead you will attack the west.

I will not fall for your tricks.

Okay.

Wait... wait... wait.

Why did I lose again.

I'll give you another chance.

There's no need.

There are a lot of things in life that can't start over.

If you get the chance to do that, what do you hope to start over?

Please Your Highness.

Greetings Your Majesty.

Xioa Mei, no need for such formalities.

Didn't I tell you? In private, you do not need to stand on ceremony.

Greetings, Empress.

Sister Yun, why are you suddenly being so ceremonial?

I like you calling me Xiao Mei.

Xiao Mei, you've come just in time. Sister Yun lost at chess just now.

In a bit she has to go cook in the kitchen.

Her cooking skills are one of the best. I'm afraid that after you've tasted her food, you might not want to eat the food at the Palace anymore.

Xiao Mei, what do you want to eat?

Big Brother Emperor likes to eat fish.

I want to eat...Why are you thinking for too long, if you are wearing that green dress or not?

What dish is that?

The name is so long!

I don't know how to make it.

I'll go cook first.

Big Brother Emperor, did Sister Yun remember you yet?

Sister Yun, do you still not remember the past?

Have you forgotten everything

because those matters make you feel pain?

Perhaps.

I really envy you. If I could,

I also hope to forget those memories.

Why?

My grandfather killed all of my family.

Those memories, who doesn't want to forget them?

I entered the palace when I was six years old.

I don't understand matters of the court.

I don't understand why people must fight.

Even family members cannot live together in peace.

Besides Big Brother Emperor, I don't know who to trust!

Don't worry, you are the empress. No one will dare to bully you.

But...Grandmother wants to send Aunt Chengjun into the palace.

Very soon, I won't be the empress!

It won't happen.

Don't you trust your Big Brother Emperor the most?

He will definitely protect you.

You must believe in him.

This is the Seven Mile Fragrance Restaurant. Does it feel familiar?

I think I cooked here before...

As for the others,

it's very muddled.

That's fine. Let's go buy some things at the market.

Then let's go to the mountains on the western outskirt of the city to visit a friend. Maybe you might remember something there.

Sir, please let us go!

I'll give you all my money!

I don't care about this money. How about you drink wine with me?

You dogs!

-Beat him!-Don't!

Stop beating him! Father!

-I'm begging you, Father!-Yu An!

Father!

Father!

Who are you?

You dare to hit me? I belong to General Guang's household!

You do not deserve to know who I am.

Go!

Yu An!

-Don't go after them, it's more important to save them.-Sir.

Thank you for saving us, Sir!

Miss, do you have a place to stay?

We came to Chang'an to find my Uncle.

I didn't think that...

Your father's injuries are not light.

I'll have someone send you back first.

Then I'll find a doctor to heal your father.

Thank you Sir, thank you Sir!

-Sir!-Do not worry.

Me and Yun Ge will wait for you at the cloth dyeing shop.Nothing will happen to us.

Okay.

-Thank you Sir.-Thank you Sir.

Please.

- Let's go...That servant is really something.

A small servant will use the name of the Huo to bully others.

Even today's Emperor is somewhat afraid of General Huo.

Say, who dares to touch the Huo family?

Do you want to ask me why I didn't pursue the Huo family's evil deeds?

Don't you get angry hearing people talk about you like that?

The timing is still not proper.Everything must be endured.

Yun Ge!

-Yun Ge, what's wrong?-Let's hide first, I don't want to see him!-Yun Ge!

Yun Ge!

Yun Ge!

Yun Ge, let's go into the fabric store.

Boss, do you think this cloth is good?

Not bad, do it like that.

By the way, how much is still lacking for Mr. Wang's order?

There isn't much left. Maybe ten sets left?

When can it be done?

About two days from now.

Good. After it's done, send it to Boss Wang. Remember to collect the fees.

I got it. Boss, do we need to take some of this color to let Boss Wang see?

You can. Bring him some of that new blue color too.

Yun Ge. I know you are here.

Can you give me a chance to explain?

Customer, you are...

Move aside.

Go go go, everyone go! Hurry!

Yun Ge. Even if you don't give me the chance to explain,

at least let me take your pulse. I want to know if you are well!

After you left, I looked for you everywhere!

I have so many words to say to you! Are you not even going to give me a chance to explain?

If you are afraid, I can go out and block him.

No. I don't want to see him.

Yun Ge! Come out and see me!

-Come out!-Sir Meng!

It really is Sir Meng!

Last time I heard the prison caught on fire. I really thought something happened to you.

I didn't think that I can still see you in this life!

I've already made myself clear to you. Don't do anything for me anymore.

Sir Meng!

Sir Meng,

you still did ask me to do this and that in the past.

Now that you can forego our relationship,

you've already found an even more valuable person to use?

It really is worth celebrating.

But Sir Meng, don't forget.

That promise you gave me that night at my home.

What are you saying?

What am I saying?

Do you expect me to say the promise you gave me in front of so many people?

Stop talking nonsense.

Goodbye.

Do you feel better seeing such nice scenery?

Why do you become so aggravated every time you see him?

Do you still remember him?

No.

I don't remember him.

I just don't know why.

Everytime I see him, I panic.

That's because he still deeply holds your heart.

Impossible. I hate him very much, and I don't want to see him.

I know you need time. But only when you bravely face the feelings in your heart,

can you truly overcome the pain.

What does that mean?

I don't want you to be in pain anymore.

Sir. I've prepared everything.

Yun Ge. I told you just now that Ah Fu and Granny really want to see you.

No matter if you remember them or not, I trust that you will still like them all the same.

Yun An will send you there. I have to go elsewhere.

I'm going to see the real Miss Bai He. I'll come find you in a bit.

Miss Bai He.

What did you come here for?

Has your illness still not gone away?

I still haven't found a way to neutralize the poison.

My face now, I don't want to scare you.

I only regret that I cannot work for you this way.

Lady you've accompanied the miracle doctor to save people.You have a holy heart.

Maybe the Heaven is gonna give you an important responsibility,

that's why it gave you this sort of test. You must not give up.

I thank you for those words. I will remember them.

I brought you some treats from the city. Please try them.

I won't bother you now.

Take care, Miss.

Please wait a moment!

I never got to ask you for your name

I'm called Liu

Thank you Mister Liu

Closing Song: 雲天外 - 陸毅 Beyond the Clouds - by Lu Yi

♫ The sea of bitterness knows no borders. Turn around; there’s the shore. ♫

♫ I don’t dare to turn around, afraid that you will scatter and leave. ♫

♫ Tumbling in the mortal world, going around in circles. ♫

♫ In my eyes, I only have you, looking towards me. ♫

♫ Let me finish telling you about my love. ♫

♫ Let my heart call out loudly. ♫

♫ I will even entangle myself in six levels of reincarnation. ♫

♫ I will never let you feel lost all alone. ♫

♫ My love endures, too quickly. ♫♫ In a moment, I am beyond the clouds and the sky. ♫

♫ Don’t throw it away so easily. ♫♫ Do not fret over whether it is good or bad. ♫

♫ Your love is what I depend upon, ♫♫ Without you, this world is pale ♫

♫ Even if it all turns into dust, ♫♫ at least I want to be with you through life and death.♫

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