All language subtitles for Nekdo Tam Dole Me Ma Rad

We don't need God to do good deeds...

...Neither the Devil to do evil. Claudius Berkoff

Someone down there likes me

Dear God, thank you for these gifts.
Amen.

Enjoy.

Enjoy.

Isn't it tasty?

It's delicious.

What's wrong with you?

I would like to talk to you.

I'm Listening....

When you come back, it'll take awhile.

All right. I'll be back in an hour.

Daddy?
- Yes? -

Give me your hand.
- Which one? -

This one

Wait...

Your life will be long and happy

I know.

God, please give peace to our days.

Thank you for the gifts you gave me and thank you for
the path I follow.

Thank you that I can be with my beloved wife and
daughter.

What's the matter?

Stay down, you fucking bastard! Stay down!

You should have stayed down.

THREE YEARS LATER.

Fuck it! You've got a guy in a wheelchair here!

Don't freak out, he won't hurt you.

But he's staring at me.

Come.

Who's the cripple?

My husband.

Husband? Your husband is cripple and you bring
men here?

You're really something!

You are not the first one here, he's had time to get
used to it.

He doesn't look like he's used to it.

He doesn't look otherwise.

He can only sit, roll his eyes and sometimes blink.

He doesn't move or speak...just shits his diaper.

But he can definitely see. I can feel his stare ... in my
balls.

He can see and even hear. Fortunately for you, he
can't speak.

And the look you felt on your balls was mine.

You are still here?

I don't know where the bathroom is, but there's a
nice washbasin in the hallway.

Would you mind if I use it?

If you do, just tell me.

Thanks

Never mind, just a little leak. It happens.

You should know it well enough

You sit in your own shit and smell like a pig

And you know what? I might piss in your mouth
and you couldn't do a thing.

So don't draw in your horns.

Don't draw in your horns.

I'll go to bedroom, wake up your wife...

and fuck her real hard then I'll have a drink.

You know, why?....Because I can.

I bet you would too.
...if you could.

Sweet dreams.

Don't stare like that!

Fucking life. Fucking, fucking, fucking life. Fuck it!

Otto, I would....

Damn it, I want to apologize and you still stare at the
stupid TV.

I know its bad but I can't help myself.

I want to live, at least feel alive.

I would be very happy if you could let me know you
are not angry at me, that you understand me.

Wink if you understand me.

You know what, go to hell Otto. I don't deserve this

Do you want to change the channel?

Well, do it yourself.

I am going out.

Who is this?

Hello my friend, did we disturb you?

Don't bother with him, he can't speak or move

Hmm, I'm sorry my friend, I didn't mean to offend
you.

Come to the bedroom, we'll have good time.

Ok honey, be right there. Who is that? Your Brother?
You have an ill brother?

I appreciate that, most people would put him into a
sanatorium.

Is he your brother?

He doesn't stare at me like your brother.

I didn't institutionalize him, because my daughter is
against it and I don't want to lose her as well.

No, he isn't my brother. He is my husband.

I'm sorry my friend, I didn't know that.

At least leave the bottle here, you bastard.

No way, you bitch.
- Asshole! -

Faggot!

Satisfied?

As you wish.

There's not a second that passes without me wishing
you were dead.

What a mess.

Hello, dady.

I missed you. I missed you so much

Don't worry I'll take care of you.

The heart valve?

Aorta?

Paid applause

Do you know that?

Claque

United nations organization?

O...S...N

Hello Ali.

Hi.

How was school today?

Not bad

Well, I'm glad

Ok, read nicely and I'm going to get some fresh air.

Austrian composer.

Do you find me disgusting?

Why do you behave like that? You are drinking all
the time and bringing men here.

He's scruffy and instead of a bed he sleeps in a
wheelchair.

If I didn't know it's impossible I would have guessed
he complained.

It isn't funny mom!

Do you see me laughing?

It's not you who has to change his diapers, my life
sucks.

It is only because of you that I dont put him in a
home

I just want a normal life, I dont want to spend all
day, everyday, changing his diapers

All day? 24 hours a day, really mom?

Well I understand you can't make it. I'll quit school
and take care of him myself.

You can't be serious. You want to ruin your life?
Mine isn't enough?

I've decided. I'll find a job in town and I'll spend the
rest of my time with him.

Why can't we institutionalize him? He would have
everything he needs

We are his family, he should be with us. Not in some
institution.

I don't have energy to argue with you. You are
a grown woman, do as you wish

I would like to ask you a favor, mom

I can guess what it would be

Please, stop drinking and stop bringing men back
here

It must be very painful for daddy

I'll try

Thanks' mom.

I'm sorry

Forgive me. I mean the thing yesterday ... and the
rest as well. I'm sorry.

She watched him and he gazed at her back

They were both quiet, outside the first rain drops
drummed on the window panes.

When you can get to the wheelchair alone, she said
finally

Well I think you can add those damn "N" alone

Now, time for another book

I've got to go out, do some shopping.

Please, don't go, you promised...

I said I'll try. And I did.

I have to go now.

Mom. Don't go.

I won't be long I'll be back in an hour, maybe two.

I'll come back alone.

Do something for me Ali.

Stop reading the Bible for him. It won't help him.

Where was God when that happened to him?

And where is he now?

Deliverance from death.

I consider that the suffering is not worth comparing
with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

For the creation waits with eager longing for the
revealing of- the sons of God;

for the creation was subjected to futility.

Not of its own will but by the will of him who
subjected it in hope

Vodka.

One more.

Hello, Magda.

Fuck it Rene, don't do this to me.

I'm sitting back there with some friends of mine.
You wanna sit with us?

And what'll you tell them? We know each other
because we fucked?

Don't be silly. We will sit, chat, it'll be fun.

I'm not in the mood. I'll finish this and leave.

As you wish. If you change your mind we are sitting
back there. See you.

Shit!

Hello, can I take you home?

No, thanks, I'll take a walk.

Come off it! It's on our way

Doubt that. Nobody goes there, there's nothing
there.

We don't go right there, but we can take you home

If you want to fuck today don't count on me.

You are mistaken. I just wanna do a good deed.

It didn't occurred to me. We'll just take you home and
take off.

Only if I can sit in front.
- Of course -

My friend will change seats.
Viko, get out.

Wait... wait...wait!
- I'm going home. -

Hey why don't you invite us for a drink?

I should have guessed that. I won't let you between
my legs any more

Fucking slut!

Where have you been?

I had to walk I missed my bus

You missed it because you were in a pub.

How did you find out?

You stink of smoke.

Smartie, I smoke, I always reek of smoke.

I put daddy in bed, will you help me?

Good evening.

What are you doing, you bastard? Get the hell out of
here!!

Let's have a party.

Shut up you fucking cunt, speak, when I ask you
something.

Scared? Nice. I like 'em scared!

Who's this?

My daughter. Leave her alone, you bastard!

We'll take your girl and fuck her right here

My friends will have your wife and I'll fuck your little
daughter.

If she is as good as her mother I'll really enjoy it.

I havn't fucked a young cunt for many years.

Don't be afraid, you'll miss nothing,
we'll make it family group sex.

I expect you'd like to take a more active part in it....
maybe next time.

Well, you can watch.
You won't see anything like this on TV.

Take her to the bedroom Kostia.

Guys!... Let's make the old man's day.

Let's fuck his old wife here on the floor

It will be like in the porn movie.

I'll discuss the details with you later.

Please, let her go, I'll do anything you want!
Please...please...

You'll have a chance to show me in a
minute but now shut up or I'll hurt you

You won't do anything you haven't done before,
you old bitch.

No!

I'll take care of the young one and you take care of
the old hag.

Leave me alone you pig.

What did you call me?
- Pig... -

You stink bitch. Who allowed you to puke?

Don't hurt my little girl and I'll do anything you want.

You will do it anyway.
- I won't fight back.

In that case I could have stayed at home
and fucked my wife.

Maybe you won't like it, but you are not importent.

Please...

No!

Look at me you little bitch so I know you like it.

Finally, you got what you wanted you little bitch. I'll
fuck you so hard you'll shit yourself.

I like that, once you'll be good.

I hope you washed your ass, because that's where
I'm gonna fuck you bitch

Do you like that?

Do you like that, you bitch?

That's it!

That little bitch was a fucking virgin.

What's up?

She's dead.
- Fuck it. -

We should get out of here.

Mom... mommy.

It's not necessary.

We cannot leave any witnesses.

He isn't a witness. He can't speak or write. Besides,
when they find them he'll be dead.

Let's get out of here.

You are right, he isn't a witness, he is dead already.

He won't say a word.

You are probably thinking - who is this guy that
comes to your house without saying hello.

More than that he doesn't introduce himself.

And now you are thinking why should he introduce
himself? I cannot talk anyway.

Good question. I won't answer it now, I have
different question.

Are you serious?

I have to know, now, because if NOT I'll move on.

Your call sounded like an emergency, that's why I'm
here.

And those "things" you wished you could have
done, well, I found them ... very likable.

I would like to help you make them real.

I understand that, I know you are lost a bit. It's
always the same.

Let's do it as always.

Tell me...ok...think what I can do to convince you
and I'll do it.

If the rules allow for that.

If you can't think of anything I can think something
up myself.

Trust me, it's not the same.

Well, I see that ideas aren't your problem. However
scepticism is.

But believe me, we can't move on until you claim
your claim.

No, no, no! It won't do.

There are rules, we all have to respect, so there isn't
a mess.

I can't return her.

It's impossible. I can't do something that will prove to
you that I can fulfill what brought me here.

I will fulfill your wish only partially
and only for awhile.

And I swear you won't like it.

I won't please you, but I'll definitely convince you.

Do you want it?

Well, here we go.

Do you believe now?

Do you believe now?

Read this closely.

In two sentences, I could sum it up.

I carry out my part of the deal and then you're mine.

It's irreversible, final and extreme.

Do you understand?

In a minute you will be able to move your right
hand.

I'll give you a knife, you cut yourself and then sign
the contract with your own blood.

Yeh, it sounds like a cliche, but some things never
change.

Now move it.

I know you feel them. Don't hurry ... Enjoy it.

It's time already.

You have to do it yourself, that's the rule.

Get up.

Go.

You can choose my friend.

You can combine the tools and use them as you
wish.

I chose those you know.

From my own experience I think you should keep
the mouth taped up. It's better to work in silence.

I want to hear him scream.

Please, leave me alone. I didn't mean to hurt her.
Please.

He wanted to kill you and I talked them out of that.

Please...

Good work.

I'm sorry to scream. Well done.

Take a shower. I'll wait in kitchen.

Did you enjoy the shower, Oto?

Sit down.I've been cleaning up a bit while you took
a shower.

How do you feel?
After so many years to be back on feet.

Why only one?

There are a few things that will shock you.
The same answer for all of them.

These are the rules. The rules are given and you
can't change them.

What about you? You can change them?

They are given.

Let's have some fun. There is some beer in the
fridge.

While you were showering I was out
shopping.

Have some. But use the opener,
you don't want to break your teeth.

I've never drink.

Why?

Drinking isn't good.

You can drink now.

How's it taste?

Bitter. I have to get used to it.

I say exactly the same. Man gets used to absolutely
everything.

Even this ..... contraption.

Sometimes he wants to get used to it and
sometimes he has no other choice.

Trust me Oto, there is always some way out

I've tried to leave all the time.

You went about it wrong. You counted on the wrong
guy.

You should have called me earlier, everything might
have been different.

Do you have a coasters? I don't want to
leave circles on your table.

So, what's up?

Completely, totally and absolutely differently.

It doesn't matter now. I want to finish it as soon as
possible. Take me to the others.

Please ...

You have to hold on, Oto those are the rules.

Don't hurry, you missed quite a bit, you should do
some catching up.

Damn it. I want the the other two

Damn it? You want the other two? Why don't you
express yourself freely?

Fuck it! Screw it!

Give me the two sons of bitches! Give me those
fucking bastards.

You should call things by their real names.

If I say it this way, will you speed it up?

No. You know the rules.

I want to give you something and you constantly
refuse it.

I want you to remind yourself how life tastes.

Why should I? I just want to finish it here and go.

I want you to realize how much you lost thanks to
Him.

And then?

Then we will continue.

My name is Max.

You can do anything. She will agree to everything
you come up with.

She is one of us, so when I say anything I mean
absolutely anything.

Do everything that comes to your mind, but you
banished it as evil and wrong.

So you can see how life tastes when you choose the
right side.

Don't let me beg you.

Will you come to me?

Do you want me to?

I want everything you want. And I want it so much it
hurts.

I know you.

I saw you in one of the catalogues when I was 16.

You were one of the swimsuit models.

You were wearing this swimsuit.

I cut that picture out.

You were so beautiful.

You are still beautiful.

Still the same.

I know that. And I also know what you did with the
picture back then.

Now, we can make it real.

Finally, you'll learn what's under this swimsuit.

I hope it will match your fantasies.

Get up, Oto, we've got work to do.

When I said you can do anything you want I didn't
expect her to be alive the next morning.

Just kidding.

I hope you at least fucked her ass really deeply.

Just kidding again.

Come, it's time.

Do you remember this place?

You should, what happened here bugged you for a
long time.

Sorry.

You think you can bump into me and say you're sorry
and everything is alright?

You think this will erase it, you mother fucker?

What if I carried my mother's urn? What would you
do it, you dick?

You would bring me dustpan and brush and
everything would be all right again?

Nothing happened? People sometimes
bump into on another.

What, you son of a bitch. I must have
misunderstood you.

What shall I do to compensate for it?

Nothing, I'll do it for you.

I was humiliated thousands of times in my life, but
this I can't forget.

You can't forget the beating.

I feared for myself, my daughter and I was afraid of
defeat.

You lost anyway.

Problem isn't the fear, the fear is normal.

Problem is in Him, he didn't give you the strength to
overcome your fear.

If you called us earlier, everything might have been
different.

How different?

Absolutely different.

I'll show you that.

Sorry.

You think you can bump into me and
say you are sorry...

You bumped into me, you should apologize.

What?

You've got shit in your ears? Apologize!

I must have misunderstood you, repeat it for me.

Apologize.

You fucking bastard.

That's not the word

Apologize.

Apologize.

I'm sorry sir, I'm sorry.

Well done, Oto, never turn the other cheek again.

Don't turn any.

How were you feeling?

Great.

And now, some other memories.

Yes?

Good morning.

You are late.

Minute, maybe a minute and a half, not more.

Don't sit down.

Untill you learn timekeeping,
I won't treat you as equal.

I'm late because of this work for you

If I didn't finish it, we couldn't talk about it now.

I'm not interested in your lame excuses and childish
defenses.

If you work for me you are punctual, or you can
look for some other job.

You are replaceable, remember it
every minute of your life.

Stop staring and give me the disk.

Now, do your job, so no one else
has to wait for you.

Now get out!

Bigoted idiot.

And now, my version

Come in

Good morning

You are late.

No excuse for your unprofessional behavior?

I heard somewhere, that if you are afraid of your
boss,

you should imagine him on the toilet,
with his trousers down.

What?

You know I don't possess a vivid imagination

Hmmm, it works

Well, we enjoyed ourselves, but now, back to work.

Do it Oto.

Continue as if I weren't here.

You'll die!

I want to hear what's in you.

Well, considering the prologue it was damn fast.

Did you hesitate?

It happens... it happens

It's gorgeous here.

Yes, it is. Some things are done really well.

It's a pity people fuck almost all of them up.

Where are we?

A quiet place. I thought that
you might enjoy a small break.

I chose it myself for you.

You chose well.

I think so.

Why don't you close your eyes? It's more relaxing,
you don't have to stare like that.

I can't.

Whenever I do, they look at me.

Who?

The dying. Their eyes are different, but the look is
the same.

Not Magda's only...

and my ... little girl's,

but also those bastards I've killed.

I know the look. I've seen it million times.

Everyone in such a situation looks the same.

Once, when I was young, we killed a sheep.

Me, my father and uncle Dan.

I didn't like it, I never even killed a carp before,

but I couldn't refuse to help.

They told me to pull it out of its stable,
and so I did.

Then I held tightly its fleece, so it couldn't run
away.

Father hit its head with an axe,

not the sharp side, just to stun it, so it wouldn't feel
pain.

And after that, uncle cut its throat.

It wasn't easy at all, even though his knife was really
sharp.

He had to cut through wool, skin and tendons to the
artery.

Quick moves to and fro, like he was cutting though
paper

Then the blood started to pour.

Not rapidly neither slowly.

Just right.

I let the fleece go and the poor sheep slumped to the
floor.

It was lying and quietly bleeding on the floor.

But then it lifted up its head

and every time, every time it raised head it looked at
me.

There was a plea for help in those eyes.

It looked to me, the only person, who hadn't caused
it pain.

It pleaded for help, even though it was me, who
brought it under the knife.

I couln't help it, and I think that in a way
I didn't want to.

I just wanted to leave and never see such a thing
again.

I wanted it to end as soon as possible.

It is in mankind and you know it.
Sheep are here to be eaten by man.

Since then I've never been able to kill an animal.

Yet, I never stopped eating them.

What do you mean by that Oto? Your philosophy is
too complicated for me.

I mean, I'm not sure whether we should continue.

What will change? What will I achieve?

You mean, people kill each other, animals kill each
other,

people kill animals and animals kill people.

Whoever dies the look in their eyes is always the
same.

Fear, plea, sadness, desperation.

Whatever crime he commited or didn't commit.

Animals are always innocent. People, with only a
few exceptions, never are.

But that's not the point.

You wanted revenge I gave it to you. They are the
criminal, you are the punisher.

It's your revenge.

And I hope you will finish it.

I don't know Max, hatered and anger are leaving me.

Only the sadness remains. It seems to me, that it
happened a long time ago.

People like them deserve it. Who else if not you
has the right to give them what they deserve?

This God of yours? Is he doing the job for you?

Giving them what they deserve? Killing these sheep
and putting them on your plate?

Maybe. Maybe he will.

These aren't sheep, but wolves.

You didn't understand anything Oto,

not a thing

God makes people weak

And you are great example.
You should be displayed.

You know what,

we won't fight, we have a break, don't we?

Let's go inside, maybe there is somebody at home.

Maybe there will be some fun.

Why not.

Hello, we...

Futile effort. He doesn't know we are here, he can't
see, hear or smell us.

We don't exist for him.

Like ghosts?

Like observers.

Go. Let's see what he is doing.

Here we can learn a lot about things making sense.

Sheep?

Sheep.

Sheep.

God...

That's exactly what she is thinking about.

I have to help her.

You can't. Actually, you aren't physically here.

You help her. You have the power.

I'll do it gladly, if she asks.

But she is doing just the opposite.

It's over.

At least, they stun the sheep before they cut its
throat.

Trip continues.

I don't know what you mean by this, but I swear it
was enough.

I don't think so. It's necessary to go through all of
this.

Why?

So you have a better chance to understand it.

Is it over? Can you hear me Max?

Is it finally over?

No, not yet Oto. No, Not yet.

No!

Not this.

You can't do anything. Neither you, nor me.

It will happen, because it has to happen.

There is no one to stop that.

Do you hear me, Oto? No one...

I want to go away.

I want to go away! I want to go away!

Please....

Patience, soon....

Maybe it will sooth you that this time
you won't see his eyes.

Nevertheless I don't think it will be easier.

Sorry, that's my last beer for a while

Who knows when I will get back here.

Do you want one?

Why did you show me those horrors?

Haven't I seen enough?

You don't know yet?

I want that street organ of yours to stop playing the
same song again and again.

What was wrong? What did I screw up?
Where did I make a mistake?

I can hear it even though you only think that.
It roars in my ears.

What did you do to deserve such a life?
What did your wife do?

Yes, she did some silly things, maybe she deserved
it.

But what about your daughter?

Maybe she did something you don't know about....

...or maybe your being punished
for something you did.

Do you remember anything awful you did to God?

Anything except those so called sinful thoughts?

I would know, believe me.
But I don't rememeber anything.

Do you?

What did the girl do to die with her throat cut.

Maybe she wasn't that innocent.

Maybe she was flighty, on drugs, argued with her
mother.

I admit she wasn't totally innocent.

The guy in the warehouse...

probably didn't believe in God.

It was an execution, ordered,
probably a warning for others like him.

So, I admit it, the second sheep was a wolf
some time ago.

Maybe, the axe was a deserved punishement.

But, what I do not understand is the baby.

What sin did the baby commit to die like that?

The baby couldn't speak, walk, it even didn't realize
its own existence.

So, what horrible thing did it do?

We both know the baby couldn't do anything

even think about anything.

There isn't anything more certain
than that in theuniverse.

So, now answer my question.

Why that God of yours let this happen? Why?

Doesn't he like his children, allowing them to suffer like
that?

You thought that what happened to you and your
family was a punishemet,

but punishement for what?

You felt guilty.

That's why you finally asked for my help, when the
other one didn't answer.

I'll tell you why.

Because he left you long time ago, so long ago that
it seems to be a dream even to me.

He made you in his own image, loved you until you
were his flock.

When you became wolves he left you to the mercy of
yourselves.

He left you, finished it, he simply didn't bother any
more.

And you are so like him,

You leave each other, decide about lives, and take
each others lives.

You kill each other, command, conquer and
destroy

You are gods to yourselves

millions of Gods on one small planet, everyone
wants to be the only one, the fair minded....

And everyone is. Even you Oto.

You are God to yourself...

Not always, but mostly

You don't have to ask somebody else, who doesn't
listen anyway. You have to ask yourself.

When you ask God for punishement,
you ask yourself.

You were good, but now you have to be bad.

You were a good God, now you are only God.

Like most people.

I like that.

And that's why I'll never leave you.

I can kill you like that, but I won't. I will give you a
chance.

Remove the chains.

Now, you are God, you decide about life and
death.

What does it mean, what the fuck?

It means I will kill you in a moment.

A few days ago you shit your pants.
You can't be serious.

You are serious.

Ok you shrimp.

But before I kill you I'll piss into your mouth as I
promised.

I won't kill you, it was enough.

I give you life, like your God.

Am I God now? Am I your God now?

I give you life, but I don't forgive you.
I'll never forgive you.

I'm done, we can go.

I'm right behind you. Leave the toothbrush at home,
you won't need it.

He is nice God, Oto is, but now I will be God for
a moment.

And I'm not that nice.

I like it quiet when I work,

but some music can't hurt.

It will hurt a little.

I'm sorry I'm late, but I was having such fun.

I see you're ready.

Shall we?

You are scared aren't you?
But you don't have to be.

You had time to get used to hell on Earth.

Maybe you will like it there.

There are many like you.

Dedicated to Sany

English subs provided by Eddie La Morgue
Retimed and corrected: meatisgood