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I don't know
where it came from but...
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Full songs just started...
coming in my mind,
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I'm not sure
where they came from exactly.
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I'm sure part of it
was the chaos
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of everything around me...
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but...
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Before I met Anton, I actually
never considered myself...
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to be an artist,
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I never... had a label for it,
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I didn't think about it...
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It's weird,
from the moment I met Anton
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I felt so connected to him.
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There was something
behind his eyes.
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I knew that him and I would be
connected for a very long time.
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When I first met Kate,
I didn't know who I was.
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She pushed me silently,
I pushed her vocally.
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From the moment our eyes met,
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it was like looking at myself
in the mirror.
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I saw in her
what I didn't see in myself.
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And I think she saw the same...
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When Keith entered our life...
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He completed us.
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She's kind of
like a tree,
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and Anton and I
are like the fruit.
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And we grow together.
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Hopefully, we'll fall
and make our own trees.
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The three of us together,
for me that was...
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the most amazing...
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part of my life.
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He's waiting, he is...
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To steal you down...
until your body, it comes.
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And the day grows faster...
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but you can't put out
the never...
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I awoke to the raven.
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Well, if you want to know,
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your mother's quite busy
these days,
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she's still involved
with the church and planning
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your grandmother's
retirement party.
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I hope you will come.
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So, what have you been doing?
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We haven't heard much
from you lately.
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Been working on my music,
and my poetry...
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Your poetry?
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And what does that pay?
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Are you listening?
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It is time for you to get a job.
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Look at the people you run with.
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All these musicians, freaks,
weirdos, faggots!
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I'm gay too.
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I like boys and girls.
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Your mother would die
if she heard that.
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You're sick.
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Are you on drugs?
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Tell me the truth. Are you?
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You're making poor
and dangerous choices
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you will regret
for the rest of your life.
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If that's what you want to do,
don't bother coming home.
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Don't call me.
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Don't call your mother.
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We don't want to know.
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The Center for
Disease Control has uncovered
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disturbing new evidence
of the epidemic's reach.
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Formerly known as Gay Related
Immune Deficiency or GRID...
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AIDS weakens the immune system,
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leaving its victims open
to common infections
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like tuberculosis, pneumonia
as well as rare forms of cancer.
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At risk groups include
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homosexuals, hemophiliacs,
and intravenous drug users.
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Health care is a right.
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Medicine is a right.
Dignity is a right.
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At this point,
we have had 1.6 billion dollars
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allocated for AIDS education
and AIDS research.
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We have been asking
for more money
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for residential care of
the two million Americans
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that are HIV positive.
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At this point
that has not occurred...
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As a NYPD Narcotic's detective
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I'm out on the streets
every day.
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I can't really get too close,
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because I don't want to get
their saliva.
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I just tell them
to go against the wall.
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"Spread your arms,
spread your legs..."
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But I have two daughters
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and I can't have them go
to the park anymore.
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There are syringes,
there are drug dealers,
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there are homeless people here.
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And you know I heard
that people can catch AIDS
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by sneezing on other people.
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They say it's transmitted
through like saliva,
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and blood and sweat.
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I can't take that chance
with my kids.
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The virus has been causing
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widespread panic across
the U.S.,
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where over 4,000 people
have been infected
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since the discovery
of the disease in 1981.
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Almost half have died.
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This is an epidemic.
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How many more need to die before
you do something about it, huh?
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It could be your brothers,
your sisters, your aunts,
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your uncles, your fathers,
your mothers, your sons,
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your daughters.
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It will be them next.
Do something, make it happen.
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Make a change,
make a difference.
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All right? You're OK?
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The virus
is completely unprecedented.
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It compromises the immune system
of the patient
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and opens them up to
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a wide range of complications.
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It's not easy to describe
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because the medical community
has a lot to learn from it.
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We have more questions
than answers at this stage.
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Since no one knows how
the virus is transmitted,
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we can't tell you
how not to catch it.
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You just can't stay away
from this or that.
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We just need to keep researching
and make sure
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that our patients receive
appropriate care.
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That's all we can do for now.
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- Doctor, you're needed in...
- I got it, thank you.
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I started volunteering when
my brother told me he got it,
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unfortunately so...
There's not much we can do.
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Basically, we help
the patient to die.
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We try our best
to make them comfortable.
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There's been a lot of people
coming through the door lately,
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but we really don't have
a place for them.
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We only have so many beds
in this hospital, and...
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I'm sorry,
I have to get back to work.
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"Dark and wrinkled,
like a purple pink.
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It breathes, nestling humbly
amongst the still-damp.
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Froth of love,
follow the gentle slope
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of the white buttocks all
the way to the crater's edge.
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Filaments like tears
of milk have wept
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for the cruel wind,
which pushes them back,
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across the little clots
of reddish marl
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they lose themselves
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in the same slope
that called them.
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My dreams have kissed
its opening.
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My soul,
jealous of physical coitus,
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has made it
its fawn-coloured tear-bottle
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and nest of sobs.
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It is the rapturous olive
and the wheedling flute,
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The tube from which
the heavenly burnt almond falls:
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Feminine Canaan enclosed
among moistures."
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Hey!
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How are you today?
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I'm OK.
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The nurses want more blood
from me.
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They're like vampires.
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Do you want me to go
get somebody?
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No, no, it's OK.
I'm used to waiting.
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Are they always this slow here?
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Well they don't have
enough staff
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for all the patients, so...
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We wait.
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- Who's that?
- It's Jim.
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Is he nice?
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Yeah. He seems nice.
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He's worse off than me,
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that's all I really know
about him.
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It's so ugly here.
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I wish I could paint the walls
for you or something.
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Yeah, more colours.
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We should graffiti them.
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You should...
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Oh I brought you some something.
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Colours.
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- Sorry.
- It's OK.
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Do you remember that?
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Yeah!
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Shit!
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You know what the Jews say:
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"Why does shit
always happen to us?"
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So you're Jewish now?
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And the Catholics say,
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"If shit happens,
then we deserve it."
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You're not Catholic either.
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And the Buddhists say,
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"If shit happens, then
it really isn't shit anymore."
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So you're a Buddhist then?
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No. They feel great.
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I feel like shit, Kate.
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I know.
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I'm sorry.
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How is everyone?
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How's Tony?
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I don't know.
I haven't seen him.
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What about John?
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I'm not sure.
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What about Damian?
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I saw Damian.
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Like a couple weeks ago.
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He good?
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Yeah, he's OK.
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Good.
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I missed you.
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I missed you too.
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I miss Anton too.
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Where is he?
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I don't know,
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I think he's just working
all the time now.
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I should be working.
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Yeah... well...
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I have to go,
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but I'm gonna come back
in a couple of days, OK?
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OK.
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- I love you.
- I love you too.
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Okay.
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I'll see you soon.
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Several cases of the disorder
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have appeared in straight,
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otherwise healthy, hemophiliacs
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that receive
regular blood transfusions.
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As a result,
health officials are sending out
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a national alert
to doctors and patients.
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Blood banks and hospitals
may be using infected blood.
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They don't know
what they're talkin' about.
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If you're doing undercover work
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and you're gonna wear gloves
and a mask...
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You never know... A junkie
can come from behind you,
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he can hit you...
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If you've ever been in a fight,
you know how he goes.
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He punches you in the face,
he cuts his hands,
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he cuts your face,
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you've got blood on blood
and you're fucked.
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It starts out
as a small purple lesion,
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similar to a bruise
or an insect bite.
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Then it becomes a sarcoma
on the skin
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or you get pneumonia.
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Then it becomes more aggressive.
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Lesions appear everywhere
on the body
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and inside the mouth.
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Well... Here I am,
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back in the Hospital again.
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Another day,
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another ward.
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It's February and it's cold.
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And I'm wondering
Am I gonna see another winter?
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They say I got AIDS
from a blood transfusion.
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From a hemophilia.
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And the nurse,
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she says I still have
some options left
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to try
and beat this thing but...
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I don't believe her.
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I just wait.
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I sleep when I can
but it's never... really great.
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You know it reminds me
of my old dog before he died.
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It took months...
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- Harold!
- Ma chérie!
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Delightful to see!
How was Berlin?
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Berlin was kicky!
Loved it! Loved it!
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Welcome back!
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Did you finally
get a chance to see David?
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There is life on Mars.
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Ah! He's fabulous, isn't he?
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Thank you so much for coming.
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Sweetheart.
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You're the most beautiful girl
in the room,
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you gotta better be careful.
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I might attack you.
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I would hope so,
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I wouldn't miss
your party for the world.
262
00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:34,834
It wouldn't be
a party without you.
263
00:28:34,836 --> 00:28:37,103
Françoise!
264
00:28:37,105 --> 00:28:40,105
I'm so glad cause
I was so worried.
265
00:28:40,107 --> 00:28:43,675
I hope he gets out alive,
because that man...
266
00:28:43,677 --> 00:28:45,278
Do you model as well?
267
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,782
Make sure we get
some pictures of him.
268
00:28:49,184 --> 00:28:50,085
Yeah...
269
00:28:54,588 --> 00:28:55,857
Francisco?
270
00:28:57,459 --> 00:28:59,925
Francisco? Yes?
271
00:28:59,927 --> 00:29:01,326
This is Anton Simon.
272
00:29:01,328 --> 00:29:02,528
He's a photographer.
273
00:29:02,530 --> 00:29:04,497
Anton.
It's lovely to meet you.
274
00:29:04,499 --> 00:29:05,964
Kate and Keith.
275
00:29:05,966 --> 00:29:08,667
Ah, friends of Anton.
276
00:29:08,669 --> 00:29:10,004
Models too.
277
00:29:14,475 --> 00:29:16,142
Hello...
278
00:29:16,144 --> 00:29:18,211
You're having fun?
It's good to see you.
279
00:29:18,213 --> 00:29:19,778
He's having a pretty good time.
280
00:29:19,780 --> 00:29:22,150
Any friend of Anton's
is a friend of mine.
281
00:29:29,758 --> 00:29:31,089
Pleasure meeting you,
I hope that...
282
00:29:31,091 --> 00:29:33,127
I understand
you're very talented.
283
00:29:34,561 --> 00:29:35,597
Thank you.
284
00:30:21,341 --> 00:30:22,276
Perfect.
285
00:30:24,279 --> 00:30:26,482
Give me your head
to your knees, please.
286
00:30:29,184 --> 00:30:30,152
Beautiful!
287
00:30:32,953 --> 00:30:34,388
Stay just like that.
288
00:30:44,365 --> 00:30:46,568
You would look up
towards the light...
289
00:31:02,183 --> 00:31:03,682
...Because they are unsigned,
290
00:31:03,684 --> 00:31:04,983
I can't sell you
a piece of work
291
00:31:04,985 --> 00:31:06,952
that isn't signed
by the artist.
292
00:31:06,954 --> 00:31:09,922
I understand that you're upset
but it is out of my control.
293
00:31:09,924 --> 00:31:11,423
Yes, the London Gallery called
294
00:31:11,425 --> 00:31:12,825
but it doesn't make
a difference.
295
00:31:12,827 --> 00:31:14,093
OK, what I'm gonna do,
296
00:31:14,095 --> 00:31:15,528
is after I get off
the phone with you,
297
00:31:15,530 --> 00:31:17,296
I'm gonna call
the artist again.
298
00:31:17,298 --> 00:31:20,001
But honestly he's been extremely
difficult to get a hold of.
299
00:31:20,969 --> 00:31:24,439
OK, thank you for your patience.
300
00:31:24,973 --> 00:31:26,107
Have a good one.
301
00:31:28,842 --> 00:31:32,111
So, basically, we have the buyer
but we can't sell the piece.
302
00:31:32,113 --> 00:31:34,480
Because it isn't signed
by the artist.
303
00:31:34,482 --> 00:31:35,981
It's becoming
a really big problem
304
00:31:35,983 --> 00:31:39,618
because his work
is really hot right now.
305
00:31:39,620 --> 00:31:43,890
If you still can't find him
I suggest asking Harold Sherer.
306
00:31:43,892 --> 00:31:44,993
He might know.
307
00:31:46,761 --> 00:31:48,560
Harold's an art collector.
308
00:31:48,562 --> 00:31:50,061
He mentored Simon.
309
00:31:50,063 --> 00:31:52,865
He schooled him in art history.
310
00:31:52,867 --> 00:31:54,269
He could speak about his work.
311
00:31:55,802 --> 00:31:57,903
He might know where he is.
312
00:31:57,905 --> 00:32:00,041
But I can show you
some of his collection.
313
00:32:01,541 --> 00:32:02,644
Like this one.
314
00:32:04,779 --> 00:32:06,045
Doesn't it never remind you
315
00:32:06,047 --> 00:32:08,150
of the Renaissance sculptures
of Michelangelo?
316
00:32:10,350 --> 00:32:11,285
Or this one.
317
00:32:12,654 --> 00:32:13,689
Look at the skin.
318
00:32:14,655 --> 00:32:15,757
See the texture?
319
00:32:18,459 --> 00:32:19,494
It's beautiful.
320
00:32:22,096 --> 00:32:24,366
Yes, the portfolio's
from the artist.
321
00:32:25,232 --> 00:32:27,234
And he sent them
to New York, already...
322
00:32:30,305 --> 00:32:31,971
And he will be sending them
to London
323
00:32:31,973 --> 00:32:33,709
and to Paris next week.
324
00:32:35,242 --> 00:32:37,175
Yes, that is correct.
325
00:32:37,177 --> 00:32:39,714
OK, thank you very much
for calling, goodbye.
326
00:32:40,615 --> 00:32:41,550
I'm ready.
327
00:32:43,651 --> 00:32:49,091
Well, I could see right away
he was uniquely talented but...
328
00:32:50,425 --> 00:32:51,757
Anybody could.
329
00:32:51,759 --> 00:32:54,162
I don't want to get him
into any trouble but...
330
00:32:56,897 --> 00:32:58,300
we had a lot of fun.
331
00:33:00,300 --> 00:33:03,105
He was very entertaining, and...
332
00:33:06,406 --> 00:33:08,577
there was something magnificent
about him.
333
00:33:10,011 --> 00:33:12,614
So we hit it off, and...
334
00:33:14,081 --> 00:33:16,385
I introduced him
to a few people.
335
00:33:17,551 --> 00:33:19,087
And he was on his way.
336
00:33:21,021 --> 00:33:22,288
I could tell from his work
337
00:33:22,290 --> 00:33:24,192
he was probably
on to something pretty big.
338
00:33:26,927 --> 00:33:29,795
He was pretty unpolished
when we met,
339
00:33:29,797 --> 00:33:32,668
in fact he was really living
like a homeless person.
340
00:33:38,271 --> 00:33:40,075
I haven't seen him for a while.
341
00:33:42,010 --> 00:33:43,645
It'd be nice to see him, again.
342
00:33:44,811 --> 00:33:45,780
Well...
343
00:33:47,615 --> 00:33:48,684
I love Anton...
344
00:33:50,117 --> 00:33:51,049
I miss him.
345
00:33:53,754 --> 00:33:54,819
Could you take care of this?
346
00:33:56,890 --> 00:33:58,159
Hello?
347
00:33:59,460 --> 00:34:00,759
Yes.
348
00:34:00,761 --> 00:34:02,428
Yes, yes one moment please.
349
00:34:02,430 --> 00:34:04,262
It's the airlines.
They're calling again.
350
00:34:04,264 --> 00:34:05,800
Tell them I'll call them back.
351
00:34:06,901 --> 00:34:09,067
Yes, hello? Yes, I'm sorry...
352
00:34:09,069 --> 00:34:11,539
I probably shouldn't
tell you this, but...
353
00:34:17,044 --> 00:34:20,046
I'm trying to arrange
a flight to Paris
354
00:34:20,048 --> 00:34:21,279
to the Pasteur Institute
355
00:34:21,281 --> 00:34:23,314
for myself
and for some friends, and...
356
00:34:23,316 --> 00:34:24,984
We're running into
some difficulties
357
00:34:24,986 --> 00:34:26,352
because the airlines don't like
358
00:34:26,354 --> 00:34:28,756
to fly people
with infections.
359
00:34:30,223 --> 00:34:34,595
So I may have
to charter a private 737.
360
00:34:36,129 --> 00:34:38,332
I always loved
Paris in the Winter.
361
00:34:46,073 --> 00:34:47,175
OK?
362
00:34:50,611 --> 00:34:51,847
He's always...
363
00:34:53,314 --> 00:34:55,917
like to follow
the dark side, really.
364
00:35:00,220 --> 00:35:03,724
I have to say
he's worshipped excess.
365
00:35:04,892 --> 00:35:06,294
But I'll...
366
00:35:08,028 --> 00:35:10,296
I'll let Anton know,
367
00:35:10,298 --> 00:35:11,899
you're trying to get
in touch with him.
368
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,256
Can I get an ash tray?
Please.
369
00:35:37,425 --> 00:35:39,493
Are we OK like this?
370
00:35:42,597 --> 00:35:45,633
You never know
why a still image is happening.
371
00:35:47,702 --> 00:35:48,837
It's like magic.
372
00:35:51,037 --> 00:35:52,671
A moment is frozen
in time forever,
373
00:35:52,673 --> 00:35:56,008
and it'll stay that way
long after you die...
374
00:35:57,144 --> 00:35:59,477
Is someone coming
into the door?
375
00:35:59,479 --> 00:36:01,282
We're trying
to do an interview here.
376
00:36:02,482 --> 00:36:03,649
I suppose you want
to speak about
377
00:36:03,651 --> 00:36:05,687
the "homoeroticism"
of my work?
378
00:36:09,990 --> 00:36:11,792
It's a driving force...
379
00:36:14,227 --> 00:36:15,563
An inspiration...
380
00:36:17,597 --> 00:36:19,298
But the "official" gay community
381
00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:21,433
doesn't have much use
for my work.
382
00:36:21,435 --> 00:36:25,136
They find it... too extreme.
383
00:36:25,138 --> 00:36:26,671
"Why would you represent this?"
384
00:36:26,673 --> 00:36:27,842
They asked, and...
385
00:36:29,644 --> 00:36:33,078
I'm only carrying
on classical traditions
386
00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:35,750
depicting both
the beautiful and...
387
00:36:37,385 --> 00:36:39,687
destructive sides
of human nature.
388
00:36:44,258 --> 00:36:45,790
It's like...
389
00:36:45,792 --> 00:36:47,863
"The Massacre
of Saint Sebastian."
390
00:36:52,899 --> 00:36:56,437
I remember when I first
started taking photographs.
391
00:36:58,272 --> 00:37:01,040
I had no idea
it would lead me to any...
392
00:37:01,042 --> 00:37:03,345
particular aesthetic vision,
or...
393
00:37:03,977 --> 00:37:05,511
creative process.
394
00:37:05,513 --> 00:37:08,450
I just snapped these photos
of my friends, and it became...
395
00:37:13,254 --> 00:37:15,955
I miss the time when
I had no vision,
396
00:37:15,957 --> 00:37:18,393
no self-consciousness,
397
00:37:19,292 --> 00:37:21,896
when innocence
was a part of the process.
398
00:37:24,432 --> 00:37:27,301
Because... for me,
399
00:37:31,104 --> 00:37:32,573
without innocence,
400
00:37:33,506 --> 00:37:35,010
there is no experience.
401
00:38:20,488 --> 00:38:23,488
"The moon,
who is caprice itself,
402
00:38:23,490 --> 00:38:24,756
looked through the window
403
00:38:24,758 --> 00:38:27,392
while you were sleeping
in your cradle,
404
00:38:27,394 --> 00:38:30,796
and said to herself:
'That child pleases me.'
405
00:38:30,798 --> 00:38:35,600
And softly she descended
her staircase of clouds
406
00:38:35,602 --> 00:38:39,671
and noiselessly passed
through the Windows-panes.
407
00:38:39,673 --> 00:38:42,640
It was while contemplating
this visitor
408
00:38:42,642 --> 00:38:46,944
that your eyes became
so bizarrely large,
409
00:38:46,946 --> 00:38:51,683
and your cheeks
extraordinarily pale.
410
00:38:51,685 --> 00:38:56,120
And ever so gently
she clasped your neck
411
00:38:56,122 --> 00:39:01,396
and you have forever retained
the desire to weep..."
412
00:39:02,196 --> 00:39:05,029
However,
in the expansion of her joy,
413
00:39:05,031 --> 00:39:09,600
the Moon filled the room
like a phosphorescent vapour,
414
00:39:09,602 --> 00:39:12,303
like a luminous poison;
415
00:39:12,305 --> 00:39:16,975
and all the living light
thought and said:
416
00:39:16,977 --> 00:39:22,613
'You shall suffer for ever
the influence of my kiss.
417
00:39:22,615 --> 00:39:26,118
You shall be beautiful
in my fashion.
418
00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:31,859
You shall love that which I love
and that which loves me..."
419
00:40:36,557 --> 00:40:38,859
I'm investigating
new treatments...
420
00:40:41,227 --> 00:40:42,928
The Pasteur Institute,
421
00:40:42,930 --> 00:40:46,765
we have a vaccine
that's ready in two years,
422
00:40:46,767 --> 00:40:49,971
maybe sooner for
experimental cases like mine.
423
00:40:51,872 --> 00:40:55,577
At this point
I will take just about anything.
424
00:40:57,144 --> 00:41:00,881
Reminds me of all the drugs
I used to take at the club.
425
00:41:02,749 --> 00:41:04,618
Without the fun of course.
426
00:41:07,655 --> 00:41:10,158
I feel like a monkey in a lab...
427
00:41:12,158 --> 00:41:14,762
Waiting for my next injection.
428
00:44:28,722 --> 00:44:30,024
There you are!
429
00:44:30,256 --> 00:44:31,256
Ah!
430
00:44:31,258 --> 00:44:33,825
They sent me
to the wrong room at first.
431
00:44:33,827 --> 00:44:36,196
- How are you today?
- Better.
432
00:44:37,263 --> 00:44:39,800
Feel good? You look good.
433
00:44:40,868 --> 00:44:42,933
I have been so busy lately.
434
00:44:42,935 --> 00:44:46,837
Yesterday, after work,
I had to stop and get groceries
435
00:44:46,839 --> 00:44:48,839
and who do you think I met?
436
00:44:48,841 --> 00:44:51,977
Remember Mary?
Our old neighbor.
437
00:44:51,979 --> 00:44:53,812
Oh my god, what a gossip!
438
00:44:53,814 --> 00:44:56,714
She was telling me
all about everybody's business
439
00:44:56,716 --> 00:44:58,350
like I really cared.
440
00:44:58,352 --> 00:45:01,022
She must have had my ear
for maybe an hour!
441
00:45:02,823 --> 00:45:04,522
Then I had to go home
442
00:45:04,524 --> 00:45:07,292
and tidy up the house
a little bit before I left.
443
00:45:07,294 --> 00:45:09,097
And I just got here
late last night.
444
00:45:09,729 --> 00:45:10,964
And here I am.
445
00:45:12,865 --> 00:45:15,366
Are they still
giving you medicine in this IV?
446
00:45:15,368 --> 00:45:16,734
Yeah.
447
00:45:16,736 --> 00:45:18,338
Hope it's going out.
448
00:45:21,774 --> 00:45:23,243
So how's the food here?
449
00:45:23,676 --> 00:45:24,843
Is it like mine?
450
00:45:24,845 --> 00:45:26,414
Not as good.
451
00:45:28,881 --> 00:45:30,848
Um... I do have to tell you,
452
00:45:30,850 --> 00:45:32,683
I stopped at church
on the way,
453
00:45:32,685 --> 00:45:34,222
and I said a prayer for you.
454
00:45:35,388 --> 00:45:38,459
Honey, you are gonna beat
this pneumonia.
455
00:45:39,093 --> 00:45:40,161
I know it.
456
00:45:40,894 --> 00:45:43,031
OK? You're gonna beat it.
457
00:45:44,964 --> 00:45:46,867
Oh, your dad says hello.
458
00:45:47,834 --> 00:45:50,804
Yeah. He's on a business trip
as usual.
459
00:45:54,742 --> 00:45:56,875
Hey, how do you like
my new shirt?
460
00:45:56,877 --> 00:45:58,179
You like the colour?
461
00:45:59,613 --> 00:46:00,815
I like it.
462
00:46:02,816 --> 00:46:04,249
Then my sister called
463
00:46:04,251 --> 00:46:08,120
and she was telling me
that new dog they got,
464
00:46:08,122 --> 00:46:09,955
it's still not housebroken.
465
00:46:09,957 --> 00:46:11,990
Could you believe that?
466
00:46:11,992 --> 00:46:13,357
How do they put up with it?
467
00:46:13,359 --> 00:46:17,162
Right? That's why
I never got you a dog.
468
00:46:17,164 --> 00:46:18,830
I'm sorry.
469
00:46:18,832 --> 00:46:21,202
But cats are easier,
don't you think?
470
00:46:22,903 --> 00:46:24,602
I love cats.
471
00:46:24,604 --> 00:46:26,039
Yeah. Me too.
472
00:46:28,008 --> 00:46:29,477
This place isn't so bad.
473
00:46:30,843 --> 00:46:32,546
Could use a coat of paint,
right?
474
00:46:35,481 --> 00:46:38,118
Oh honey, I'm gonna have
to be going home tomorrow.
475
00:46:38,718 --> 00:46:39,950
Okay.
476
00:46:39,952 --> 00:46:41,685
I couldn't get anyone
to water my plants
477
00:46:41,687 --> 00:46:43,290
and I'm afraid
they're gonna die.
478
00:46:44,057 --> 00:46:46,461
This winter's been really bad...
479
00:46:51,698 --> 00:46:53,365
Yes, the signing is today.
480
00:46:55,068 --> 00:46:57,171
Yes, we do have a few left.
One moment...
481
00:46:58,805 --> 00:47:00,173
Yeah, he's here right now.
482
00:47:01,874 --> 00:47:03,408
OK, great.
483
00:47:03,410 --> 00:47:04,412
Yes, one moment...
484
00:47:08,848 --> 00:47:09,950
Yes, it's here.
485
00:47:16,622 --> 00:47:18,557
It's 16 by 24...
486
00:47:20,493 --> 00:47:21,428
Hello?
487
00:47:23,964 --> 00:47:26,230
Yes, we're hoping
to be at the armory.
488
00:47:26,232 --> 00:47:29,100
Can you possibly call back
on Monday?
489
00:47:29,102 --> 00:47:30,638
Yes, we're hoping to go
to the armory
490
00:47:34,073 --> 00:47:36,040
Honestly, if could call back
on Monday,
491
00:47:36,042 --> 00:47:37,508
I can give you a better answer.
492
00:47:37,510 --> 00:47:39,944
Cause he's actually in here
right now. He's here today.
493
00:47:39,946 --> 00:47:41,078
Portfolio of five.
494
00:47:42,883 --> 00:47:44,285
Great, one moment!
495
00:47:50,223 --> 00:47:52,557
If you can call back on Monday
that actually would be easier.
496
00:47:52,559 --> 00:47:55,229
He's actually here right now
doing a signing.
497
00:48:22,189 --> 00:48:23,658
Do you wanna to go for a walk?
498
00:48:53,921 --> 00:48:55,022
Hello?
499
00:48:56,222 --> 00:48:57,691
Yeah, actually he just left.
500
00:48:59,959 --> 00:49:01,162
Yes, one moment.
501
00:49:37,397 --> 00:49:39,567
There's something
I never told you.
502
00:49:41,234 --> 00:49:42,402
Yeah?
503
00:49:43,703 --> 00:49:48,809
The first time I saw you
wasn't in that bookshop.
504
00:49:49,709 --> 00:49:51,308
Really?
505
00:49:51,310 --> 00:49:57,117
I found a picture of you
in a trash can on St. Mark's.
506
00:49:59,285 --> 00:50:02,423
I knew I was gonna
see you again.
507
00:50:05,725 --> 00:50:07,127
I'm glad you did.
508
00:50:25,879 --> 00:50:27,248
In ten years,
509
00:50:30,316 --> 00:50:32,352
if we're both still single,
510
00:50:35,155 --> 00:50:36,390
we should have a baby.
511
00:51:25,738 --> 00:51:28,105
If you could
just wait here for a minute?
512
00:51:28,107 --> 00:51:29,843
I'm gonna check him, OK?
513
00:51:41,153 --> 00:51:42,453
Uh...
514
00:51:42,455 --> 00:51:44,988
If you could just give us
about... five minutes?
515
00:51:44,990 --> 00:51:46,193
That'll be OK?
516
00:51:49,028 --> 00:51:50,231
Ah!
517
00:51:52,631 --> 00:51:58,371
This is a photo
I wanted to show you before.
518
00:51:59,305 --> 00:52:02,376
No one would ever imagine...
519
00:52:03,709 --> 00:52:05,311
he would shoot a woman.
520
00:52:06,278 --> 00:52:07,614
But he did,
521
00:52:09,048 --> 00:52:10,450
in a good way...
522
00:52:17,823 --> 00:52:20,125
She used to come to...
523
00:52:20,127 --> 00:52:22,430
my parties
with some other friends.
524
00:52:27,300 --> 00:52:29,667
Sorry,
he's getting really tired.
525
00:52:29,669 --> 00:52:31,772
I'm not tired...
526
00:52:32,839 --> 00:52:33,974
I'm angry.
527
00:52:34,841 --> 00:52:35,743
I...
528
00:52:36,843 --> 00:52:39,580
I know why... you're here.
529
00:52:41,448 --> 00:52:43,250
You probably heard...
530
00:52:44,151 --> 00:52:47,354
one of my boyfriends
is suing me.
531
00:52:49,555 --> 00:52:51,958
He will get a million dollars...
532
00:52:52,591 --> 00:52:54,694
for "emotional distress"...
533
00:52:56,463 --> 00:53:00,732
because I might have exposed
him to AIDS.
534
00:53:00,734 --> 00:53:01,836
Bullshit!
535
00:53:05,004 --> 00:53:06,773
He tested negative!
536
00:53:20,019 --> 00:53:22,522
He used to be
the life of the party...
537
00:53:24,457 --> 00:53:27,895
And he had so many friends...
538
00:53:29,562 --> 00:53:31,531
from all walks of life.
539
00:53:33,232 --> 00:53:36,868
And, and I felt like...
540
00:53:36,870 --> 00:53:39,673
the luckiest person
in the whole world...
541
00:53:40,339 --> 00:53:43,309
to be in a place like that...
542
00:53:45,611 --> 00:53:47,680
and to be with someone like him,
543
00:53:49,883 --> 00:53:51,018
someone who...
544
00:53:52,685 --> 00:53:58,122
cared so much
about people and art
545
00:53:58,124 --> 00:54:01,395
and so much about his craft.
546
00:54:07,066 --> 00:54:09,469
He's getting sicker every day.
547
00:54:10,569 --> 00:54:15,508
And, he can barely move
a muscle in his body, so...
548
00:54:17,176 --> 00:54:18,611
I'm the only one here.
549
00:54:21,147 --> 00:54:22,616
There's no one else coming.
550
00:54:27,653 --> 00:54:30,220
Um... I think
we should let him rest.
551
00:54:30,222 --> 00:54:33,760
So, if you guys don't mind...
I'll just show you out.
552
00:55:46,165 --> 00:55:48,736
He's playing the music.
553
00:55:53,872 --> 00:55:56,142
Hate the fear
554
00:55:57,109 --> 00:56:00,013
I'm so lonely
555
00:56:00,879 --> 00:56:03,881
Against the wall
556
00:56:03,883 --> 00:56:05,986
Lost in the night
557
00:56:07,287 --> 00:56:09,790
Now so clear
558
00:56:10,323 --> 00:56:13,624
Dead ends on fire
559
00:56:13,626 --> 00:56:18,499
I gotta breathe into fight
560
00:56:23,535 --> 00:56:28,272
Screaming and shaking
I'm a gunned down believer
561
00:56:28,274 --> 00:56:31,478
But I'm still ready for war
562
00:56:33,412 --> 00:56:37,850
I stand back,
watch the world burn
563
00:56:38,551 --> 00:56:41,722
Ashes and blood of the whore
564
00:56:43,756 --> 00:56:46,256
Do you remember the high
565
00:56:46,258 --> 00:56:52,965
The down, the low
that took us to the outside?
566
00:56:54,334 --> 00:56:56,767
But now the Angel I see
567
00:56:56,769 --> 00:57:03,042
Will take away from you
and me the heaven
568
00:57:06,912 --> 00:57:11,017
So here I come
with my one last trick
569
00:57:11,885 --> 00:57:16,720
No one sees me in your eyes
570
00:57:16,722 --> 00:57:20,793
I'm just a theft
and you heart will be broken
571
00:57:21,493 --> 00:57:24,932
Rise from the fruits of my lies
572
00:57:26,399 --> 00:57:28,732
Do you remember the high
573
00:57:28,734 --> 00:57:34,774
The down, the low
that took us to the outside?
574
00:57:35,774 --> 00:57:38,008
But now the Angel I see
575
00:57:38,010 --> 00:57:43,513
Will take away from you
and me the heaven
576
00:57:43,515 --> 00:57:47,951
But no I won't, I won't
I won't, I won't believe them
577
00:57:47,953 --> 00:57:53,991
Oh no I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't believe them
578
00:57:53,993 --> 00:57:57,662
Stay alive darling
579
00:57:57,664 --> 00:58:00,730
I don't wanna see you die
580
00:58:00,732 --> 00:58:03,600
I'm on your side honey
581
00:58:03,602 --> 00:58:07,238
No, no, no, we'll be together
582
00:58:07,240 --> 00:58:08,705
I will see you
583
00:58:08,707 --> 00:58:10,374
I will see you
584
00:58:10,376 --> 00:58:11,508
I will see you
585
00:58:11,510 --> 00:58:15,145
A-ya-a-ya-a-ya-a-ya
586
00:58:15,147 --> 00:58:16,580
I will see you
587
00:58:16,582 --> 00:58:18,149
I will see you
588
00:58:18,151 --> 00:58:19,417
I will see you
589
00:58:19,419 --> 00:58:22,720
A-ya-a-ya-a-ya-a-ya
590
00:58:22,722 --> 00:58:25,723
We use to smile,
use to love this town
591
00:58:25,725 --> 00:58:28,959
Good men, my friends
592
00:58:28,961 --> 00:58:31,562
This running poison
will kill you down,
593
00:58:31,564 --> 00:58:33,997
but I know it's not the end
594
00:58:35,200 --> 00:58:36,767
Do you remember the high
595
00:58:36,769 --> 00:58:41,571
The down, the low that took us
to the outside?
596
00:58:41,573 --> 00:58:43,040
But now the Angel I see
597
00:58:43,042 --> 00:58:47,044
Will take away from you
and me the heaven
598
00:58:47,046 --> 00:58:50,281
But no I won't, I won't
I won't, I won't believe them
599
00:58:50,283 --> 00:58:53,350
Oh no I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't believe them
600
00:58:53,352 --> 00:58:56,453
But no I won't, I won't
I won't, I won't believe them
601
00:58:56,455 --> 00:59:00,026
Oh no I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't believe them
602
00:59:00,426 --> 00:59:03,130
Stay alive
603
00:59:04,129 --> 00:59:07,531
Stay alive darling
604
00:59:07,533 --> 00:59:11,201
I don't wanna see you die
605
00:59:11,203 --> 00:59:12,972
I'm on your side
606
00:59:14,274 --> 00:59:18,341
Oh no, no, we'll be together
607
00:59:18,343 --> 00:59:20,243
I will see you
608
00:59:20,245 --> 00:59:22,212
I will see you
609
00:59:22,214 --> 00:59:25,549
I will see you
610
01:00:35,555 --> 01:00:37,156
What happened to your friend?
611
01:00:40,392 --> 01:00:41,861
You're OK like this?
612
01:00:43,729 --> 01:00:45,298
Never been better.
613
01:00:49,901 --> 01:00:52,104
Those drugs are pretty strong.
614
01:00:57,310 --> 01:00:59,012
You know Darwin says:
615
01:01:00,979 --> 01:01:02,915
"We all came up from shit."
616
01:01:03,915 --> 01:01:05,750
"And we'll all go back to it."
617
01:01:05,752 --> 01:01:07,220
It's in the Bible.
618
01:01:16,662 --> 01:01:17,964
I'm ready, Kate.
619
01:01:18,430 --> 01:01:19,800
Ready for what?
620
01:01:22,502 --> 01:01:23,970
I know where I'm going.
621
01:01:27,039 --> 01:01:29,008
You're not going anywhere.
622
01:01:30,276 --> 01:01:33,109
You just to rest.
I brought you something.
623
01:01:33,111 --> 01:01:36,349
It's a gift
from Anton and myself.
624
01:01:37,684 --> 01:01:41,287
Oh God...
He looks like a shit too!
625
01:01:54,767 --> 01:01:56,035
"Always"...?
626
01:01:57,803 --> 01:01:59,305
I'll always be there...
627
01:02:08,881 --> 01:02:10,216
Give me a kiss?
628
01:02:22,260 --> 01:02:26,365
Um... I'm gonna go,
I'll see you soon, OK?
629
01:02:27,100 --> 01:02:28,268
No.
630
01:02:29,868 --> 01:02:33,006
Just say...
Just say goodbye, now.
631
01:03:05,972 --> 01:03:07,604
You're gonna be OK.
632
01:03:07,606 --> 01:03:08,941
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
633
01:07:41,781 --> 01:07:45,749
"Thy soul shall
find itself alone
634
01:07:45,751 --> 01:07:50,053
Mid dark thoughts
of the gray tombstone
635
01:07:50,055 --> 01:07:53,292
Not one,
of all the crowd, to pry
636
01:07:54,126 --> 01:07:56,463
Into thine hour of secrecy."
637
01:07:58,064 --> 01:08:00,129
"Be silent in that solitude,
638
01:08:00,131 --> 01:08:02,866
Which is not loneliness..."
639
01:08:02,868 --> 01:08:04,834
"...for then,
the spirits of the dead
640
01:08:04,836 --> 01:08:06,669
who stood In life before thee
641
01:08:06,671 --> 01:08:09,772
are again in death
around thee..."
642
01:08:09,774 --> 01:08:15,212
"...and their will shall
overshadow thee, be still."
643
01:08:15,214 --> 01:08:17,747
"...The night,
though clear, shall frown,
644
01:08:17,749 --> 01:08:20,250
and the stars
shall not look down
645
01:08:20,252 --> 01:08:22,286
from their high thrones
in the Heaven..."
646
01:08:22,288 --> 01:08:25,425
"...With light
like hope to mortals given,
647
01:08:26,025 --> 01:08:27,590
But their red orbs,
648
01:08:27,592 --> 01:08:29,393
without beam,
649
01:08:29,395 --> 01:08:32,295
To thy weariness shall seem...
650
01:08:32,297 --> 01:08:34,130
"...As a burning
651
01:08:34,132 --> 01:08:36,800
and a fever Which
would cling
652
01:08:36,802 --> 01:08:37,934
to thee forever.
653
01:08:37,936 --> 01:08:42,339
Now are thoughts thou
shalt not banish,
654
01:08:42,341 --> 01:08:45,608
Now are visions
never to vanish;
655
01:08:45,610 --> 01:08:48,711
From thy spirit shall they pass
656
01:08:48,713 --> 01:08:52,148
No more,
like dew-drop from the grass.
657
01:08:52,150 --> 01:08:56,886
The breeze, the breath of God,
is still,
658
01:08:56,888 --> 01:09:01,825
And the mist upon the hill
Shadowy, shadowy,
659
01:09:01,827 --> 01:09:06,729
yet unbroken,
660
01:09:06,731 --> 01:09:11,570
Is a symbol and a token.
661
01:09:12,370 --> 01:09:15,005
How it hangs on the trees,
662
01:09:15,007 --> 01:09:18,311
A mystery of mysteries!"
663
01:09:30,355 --> 01:09:33,559
I awoke to the raven
664
01:09:35,727 --> 01:09:38,027
I do not sleep
665
01:09:38,029 --> 01:09:40,532
I could not
666
01:09:42,001 --> 01:09:44,904
I came dressed in death
667
01:09:47,573 --> 01:09:51,610
You knew it was coming
before I arrived
668
01:09:54,079 --> 01:09:58,518
We're like that, we know
669
01:09:59,952 --> 01:10:05,458
It has to end where it started
670
01:10:13,231 --> 01:10:15,635
You sat in the light
671
01:10:16,101 --> 01:10:18,705
Eyes in the dark
672
01:10:19,872 --> 01:10:22,206
Ready to take it
673
01:10:22,208 --> 01:10:25,278
Ready to surrender
674
01:10:26,311 --> 01:10:29,381
And like that, it has gone
675
01:10:31,850 --> 01:10:35,821
You gave up the ghost
right on time
676
01:10:37,655 --> 01:10:42,761
A language only us three
could speak
677
01:10:43,529 --> 01:10:48,700
Held us back like racing dogs
678
01:10:55,873 --> 01:11:01,644
So I ran to the church
679
01:11:01,646 --> 01:11:06,718
With no prayers in mind,
I shook
680
01:11:08,020 --> 01:11:12,758
In the basement, I shook
681
01:11:13,592 --> 01:11:18,565
In the ground, I shook
682
01:11:19,030 --> 01:11:21,732
We did it though
683
01:11:21,734 --> 01:11:25,035
There is nothing to fear
but fear itself
684
01:11:25,037 --> 01:11:27,574
And that no longer exists
685
01:11:28,274 --> 01:11:31,108
For I know my job
686
01:11:31,110 --> 01:11:37,380
It is out of my hands
and it is not my choice
687
01:11:37,382 --> 01:11:41,617
I will pay service
for all those left in tears
688
01:11:41,619 --> 01:11:44,923
All those without flesh
689
01:11:46,525 --> 01:11:49,429
I won't stay silent
690
01:11:50,596 --> 01:11:53,863
For while the machine
is at work
691
01:11:53,865 --> 01:11:56,066
I will fight
692
01:11:56,068 --> 01:12:01,540
You can inhabit
my vessel anytime you like
693
01:12:03,107 --> 01:12:05,611
Take the walk
694
01:12:09,147 --> 01:12:11,484
Take the ride
695
01:12:15,486 --> 01:12:18,388
Goodbye my friend
696
01:12:18,390 --> 01:12:21,825
You are in the ether now
697
01:12:21,827 --> 01:12:24,094
Until I join you
698
01:12:24,096 --> 01:12:28,700
I will stay and fight stronger
699
01:12:33,038 --> 01:12:35,942
I won't stay silent
700
01:12:40,479 --> 01:12:44,917
I won't stay silent
701
01:15:16,702 --> 01:15:17,867
Before I met Anton,
702
01:15:17,869 --> 01:15:21,638
I actually never
considered myself...
703
01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:23,776
to be an artist, I never...
704
01:15:25,209 --> 01:15:26,443
had a label for it,
705
01:15:26,445 --> 01:15:28,147
I didn't think about it.
706
01:15:29,815 --> 01:15:32,852
Anton was the one
that told me...
707
01:15:33,851 --> 01:15:36,819
I was an artist,
and I should fight for that
708
01:15:36,821 --> 01:15:41,194
and pursue that in everything
that I do...
709
01:15:42,727 --> 01:15:47,363
In 1980, I was never
trying to do anything,
710
01:15:47,365 --> 01:15:48,667
It just...
711
01:15:50,936 --> 01:15:54,571
I don't know,
being around both of them,
712
01:15:54,573 --> 01:15:56,473
Anton and Keith,
713
01:15:56,475 --> 01:15:58,140
I guess brought something
out of me,
714
01:15:58,142 --> 01:16:00,242
but I wasn't sure
what it was exactly.
715
01:16:00,244 --> 01:16:05,818
I would sing to myself
and write little things, but...
716
01:16:07,252 --> 01:16:11,086
It wasn't until years later,
in 84,
717
01:16:11,088 --> 01:16:15,858
when I started losing
everyone around me,
718
01:16:15,860 --> 01:16:18,827
and I kind a felt
like I had nothing...
719
01:16:18,829 --> 01:16:21,300
left to lose anymore, so...
720
01:16:22,700 --> 01:16:25,335
I don't know
where it came from but...
721
01:16:25,337 --> 01:16:28,040
Full songs just started...
722
01:16:29,540 --> 01:16:30,974
coming in my mind,
723
01:16:30,976 --> 01:16:33,876
I'm not sure
where they came from exactly.
724
01:16:33,878 --> 01:16:35,745
I'm sure part
of it was the chaos
725
01:16:35,747 --> 01:16:40,116
and everything around me...
but...
726
01:16:40,118 --> 01:16:44,019
part of me thinks it came
from Keith and Anton,
727
01:16:44,021 --> 01:16:48,927
and it came from a place
I still don't understand.
728
01:16:48,929 --> 01:16:53,929
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