All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy S16E10 - Help Me Through the Night

MEREDITH: You're not in it alone.

MAN: [ECHOING] Coming through!

It's a nice thought,
but pretty useless in an O.R.

Heads up!

[SIREN WAILING,
INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]

[BABY CRIES]

Behind you!

Get her to CT.

[RADIO CHATTER]

[GURNEY RATTLES]

TEDDY: Clear trauma one, two, and three.

And let CT know we'll be rolling
upstairs in a few minutes.

[GASPS]

Uh, okay, these guys go straight
to the front of the line.

- Okay, Altman, take Parker.
- Got it.

Page everyone. It's all hands on deck.

Come on. Let's move. Move, move!

Hey, hey, hey, if you're gonna
be here, so am I, all right?

Give me privileges. I can hop in.

Uh, okay, see if Altman
needs help with Parker.

After that, go where needed in the E.R.

But, Ben, that's it.
I can't have you in an O.R.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

Okay, let's move.

The better you are as a surgeon...

[EXHALES SHARPLY]

...the more likely it is

that no one else can do what you can do.

[INHALES SHARPLY]

A good outcome, a loss...

100% of that
rests solely on your shoulders.

[GROANING]

LEVI: [SOBBING]

It's a ridiculous amount of pressure.

- Schmitt.
- I'm sorry.

I just... I-I-I-I don't know
why I'm in here.

Oh, you were in the bar.

- Uh, are you hurt?
- No.

I'm j... Uh, no.

I, uh... But my friends.

Mm. I hear you.

[SOBBING]

[SNIFFLES]

But right now,
your friends need your help.

And mine, too.

So, look, whatever we're f-feeling,

we put it aside and we help.

Come on, let's go.

Let's go. Let's go to work.

[DOOR OPENS]

- [DOOR CLOSES]
- And I've seen it shatter the best of us.

Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

[BABY COOING]

Shh.

He had a really hard day.

Yeah, and it just got harder
'cause now he's been kidnapped.

I didn't kidnap him.

I just didn't take him
to the hospital right away.

He wasn't ready.

I-I don't think a Safe Haven volunteer's

supposed to make that decision.

I just wanted him to have one cozy night

before a social worker turns him
into a pile of paperwork.

- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- [GASPS]

Oh, my God. It's the cops.

[GASPS] Okay, okay.

Wait, don't answer the door.

Wait, wait! Wait, wait!

Answer the door, and tell them

that I brought the baby here
for a wellness check with Alex.

He's a peds doctor.

He's in Iowa.

- [SIGHS]
- Who is it?

It's Meredith.

Oh, it's Meredith. Let her in.

You're not Alex.

Oh, yeah, he's, uh, visiting his mom.

Well, Cristina sent
an obnoxious Irishman as a gift

and he stole your husband's old job.

And who is that?

Oh, we already have a bottle open.

Can you get her a glass?

Jo stole a baby.

I did not steal a baby.

Well, that's what I said
when I stole a baby.

Why are people stealing babies?

He was left at Station 19,

and they called me
to take him to the hospital,

and I... didn't.

Well, because you didn't want
him to go into the system

and have a miserable life like you did.

- Exactly.
- She gets it.

But I'm a convicted felon.

She's a convicted felon.
[CELLPHONES VIBRATING]

She's a felon. She's a convicted felon.

Oh, no.

Multiple traumas.

We should go back to the hospital.

You know what?

I've had two glasses of wine,

- so I really can't.
- Don't worry.

We'll call on the way,
tell peds a Safe Haven's there

waiting for a wellness check.

You can sneak him into the nursery,

pretend he's been there all night...

Like he should have been.

[SCOFFS] Come on.

[SIREN WAILS]

♪

Hey, I just heard. Is everyone alive?

So far.

Uh, do you know if Maggie has been paged?

I kinda have a thing,
a personal... a talk thing,

need to... a girl talk. Uh, girl thing.

Can you smile for me?

Ew, don't be that guy, Tom.

No, I want to make sure
you're not having a stroke.

- Pierce quit.
- What? Why?

WOMAN ON P.A.: Dr. Mahoney to the E.R.

Hey, big trauma?

You should head upstairs.

Elliott Calhoun was just
transferred to the CCU on ECMO.

Go up there, sit with him,
hold his wife's hand, whatever.

His heart still hasn't restarted.

I'm chief resident. I-I should go...

He has a premature baby
and a hole in his chest.

You should go where I say you should go.

WOMAN: We need more O-neg!

WOMAN #2: I need some bandages over here.

MAN: Get his vitals right away.

How bad is it?

Simms and Helm got the worst of it...

Well, if you don't count
the couple who were in the car.

[BABY CRYING]

- [SIGHS]
- JO: It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

AMELIA: Who is that?

Dr. Karev is a Safe Haven volunteer,

and she is taking the baby
to the nursery.

Right, Dr. Karev?

Yep. Here I go.

So, how'd the ultrasound go?
Everything okay?

Everything is...

Yes. Uh, baby's healthy,
uh, great, developing.

Uh, Lincoln, Shepherd,
can you guys jump in here?

Not only are we swamped,
but we're short-staffed.

Well, not anymore,
because I've called in reinforcements.

Webber and Hunt
were fired from this hospital.

OWEN: Lay off, Koracick.

RICHARD: Look, I don't care.
They are my students.

I hired them.

Okay, temporary privileges
granted. We need the help.

Everyone, gowns and gloves, and keep up.

[GOLD BROTHER FEAT. LIIV'S
"BEFORE YOU DO IT AGAIN" PLAYS]

BAILEY: Blake Simms,
mid-face instability,

criked in the field.

Needs to head up to CT ASAP.

- Hunt, join Avery.
- Yep.

I should be in here.
In case there's any neuro.

Any other requests
from the peanut gallery?

Good. Moving on.

BAILEY: Taryn Helm,
hemodynamically stable,

tib-fib fracture,

but complains of pain in the pelvis,

so we need a pelvic X-ray, chest X-ray,

F.A.S.T. exam, the works.

Webber, Lincoln, Grey, go.

Where's Andrew DeLuca?

Uh, around here somewhere.

No, with patients. He's working.

- Oh.
- He's okay, Meredith.

Okay.

Casey Parker... he took
a nasty blow to the head.

He's got a palpable scalp hematoma.

Did a bomb go off?

We're taking him up to CT now.

Uh, uh, well, you've got Shepherd.

And here I am.

♪ Before you do it again ♪

[SIGHS]

[EXHALES SHARPLY]

Hey, how is she?

Minor lacs and bruises,
but neuro check's clear.

I'm okay. I want to help.

Get cleaned up.
Then jump in wherever needed.

♪ You came in
and you took me by surprise ♪

And, uh, what about you?

What about me?

You good to operate on your residents?

Wouldn't be the first time.

♪ Precious crimes, my body's sinking ♪

- Thanks for coming.
- Oh, thanks for calling.

She seems okay.

She's not.

I mean, she says she is, but I...

She's working through a miscarriage.

She hasn't had time to take a break yet.

I-I can't be there in that O.R. with her,

so someone else who loves her
needs to be there.

- In case she breaks.
- Of course.

Thank you.

Warren.

Are you okay?

No.

But Miranda comes first.

♪ Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm ♪

♪ Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm, mm-mm-mm ♪

There was a bomb.

[BUTTON CLICKS]

TEDDY: No, Casey, it wasn't
a bomb. It was a car.

- [SIGHS]
- Stay nice and still, okay?

Are we in the green zone?

He was in the military, right?

Mm.

Do you think he has PTSD?

We all do.

War. Life.

[SIGHS]

How far along are you?

Oh, um...

20 weeks-ish?

They're always a little off,
though, right?

With the whole
counting-from-ovulation thing?

[SCOFFS] When I hit 30 weeks,
I thought I was gonna pop.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

Temporal lobe contusion.

Yeah, explains the PTSD exacerbation.

He needs to be in the neuro ICU,
closely monitored,

- with q2 hour checks.
- [DOOR OPENS]

Dr. Shepherd,
I just stepped out for a minute

to prep the next patient,
and when I came back...

What?

What's happening?

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

You fainted in the O.R., Schmitt.

I'm doing a full work-up.

I fainted and you're okay
being my doctor?

I couldn't really leave you
there on the O.R. floor.

They could take away my license for that.

Your blood work all looks good,

except for your cardiac enzymes
are slightly elevated,

which could indicate...

I'm having a heart attack?

That's very unlikely at your age,

but I'm gonna do an echo just to be sure.

I'm not even 30.

I take fish oil every morning.

And, y-yeah, I had double cheeseburgers

every day freshman year,

but since then, I-I've been pretty good.

Okay, but you do need
to calm down, Schmitt.

Okay?

Is there anyone I can call for you?

Well, I'd say my mom,
but she'd only panic.

Probably have her own heart attack.

And then I'd say Taryn Helm,

but she hates me
because of what I did to you,

and she's dying.

So then I'd say Nico,

but he's in the O.R.,
saving Taryn's life.

[BREATHING HEAVILY]

There's no one to call.

Take a deep breath, Schmitt.

[BREATHES DEEPLY]

I gotcha.

Any updates?

We just finished
temporarily wiring his jaw,

and now we're doing our coronal incision

to expose the superior orbit and zygoma.

All right, keep me posted. Every update.

You know what, Tom?

You might as well
bring in a camera crew here.

Really great press.

Plenty of human drama
and vulnerability to exploit.

You'd love it.

No? Okay.

OWEN: Lap pads.

I do not miss that guy.

Nope. Suction.

Altman could do so much better.

Meaning?

Are you serious?

Altman's a badass.

She's smart and skilled and hot.

Koracick's just like
a creepy frat-house uncle.

She has done better, Brody.
She's with Hunt.

Periosteal elevator, please.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

It's just the way that he talks to her...

Yeah, don't worry about it.
[CLEARS THROAT]

Skin hooks, please.

Owen, these flaps
are coming along pretty nicely.

Speaking of which, how are you two doing?
You set a date yet?

W-We're... We're not engaged.

- Really?
- Mnh-mnh.

Wow. I figured 'cause you have
two kids together,

you live together, you marry everyone...

but I guess you have been busy,
haven't you?

Okay, let's, um, take a look
at these fractures.

Sure.

LINK: Almost done here.

If you want to tap out, it's cool.

I'm fine.

Your boyfriend did just collapse.

Helm needed a plate and screws,

so I'm doing a plate and screws.

Me stopping to freak out

won't change the outcome
of Levi's condition.

And, plus, Helm is Levi's best friend.

Fair enough.

[HEART MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY]

She's hypotensive and tachycardic.

- Page Bailey.
- WOMAN: Right away, Dr. Lincoln.

AMELIA: He's not in the morgue.

Did you check the exits?

Backed up all the tapes half an hour.

I didn't see him leave.

Here's the basement.

I can do this without you
if you want to go.

He's a veteran and he's suffering.

We send people overseas and we
ask them to give up their lives,

their health, their families,

and when they come home,

we don't even give them
mental health care.

Owen.

And Riggs. And Megan. And...

And me.

I can't imagine.

Do you think that Owen's...

God. [CHUCKLES] Forget it.

It's not appropriate. [SIGHS]

Do I think Owen's what?

Mm, triggered.

PTSD is about patterns.

Owen has a history of feeling trapped.

By fear of disappointing,
fear of hurting people,

trapped by obligations.

And I arrived here with a belly
full of a heavy obligation.

Honestly, Teddy, I don't think
that Owen is triggered.

I think...

he loves you.

Well, he hasn't proposed.

And I feel really embarrassed
saying that out loud,

but it's, uh...

You know, it's... it's not like
I'm a stupid little girl

waiting for a ring from a man.

- It's just...
- Hang on.

If he felt trapped by an obligation,

don't you think
he would've proposed by now?

I really think he's just...

trying to do things differently.

You are incredibly kind, Amelia Shepherd.

[KEYS CLACKING, COMPUTER BEEPS]

There.

Parker.

The hyperbaric chamber.

Bomb shelter.

- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

- [MONITOR ALARMS BEEPING]
- Talk to me.

We repaired her leg, and her
vitals just plummeted.

She's hypotensive
with a worsening base deficit.

Uh, did you check her abdomen?

No.

[SIGHS] Abdomen's distended.

Okay, prep for an ex-lap
and call Dr. Grey.

Okay. I-I can assist.

[SIGHS] Dr. Webber.

Look, I hired Dr. Helm.

I'm gonna help, and you can't stop me.

[BREATHES DEEPLY]

[BEEPING CONTINUES]

[RESPIRATOR HISSING]

[SIGHS]

[CELLPHONE CLICKING]

[CELLPHONE SWISHES] _

[SIGHS]

[MONITOR BEEPS]

[EXHALES SHARPLY]

His heart. What is it? What's wrong?

It's coming back. It's... It's beating.

His heart's beating.

Okay, uh, need to try and wean him off

the pacing wires and ECMO.

Oh, my God.

Page Dr. Altman.

- WOMAN: Right away, Doctor.
- [CRYING] Oh, my God.

[CHUCKLES]

AMELIA: Parker?

We got incoming.

Lieutenant Parker,
permission to approach.

[BREATHES SHAKILY]

Hi.

TEDDY: I am right here, Parker.

We're in a hospital.
You're at Grey-Sloan.

Hey.

We're safe.

Okay?

You want to come with me
and we'll get you some help?

[SNIFFLES]

Okay. I got you.

I got you. Yep.

- [SNIFFLING]
- I got you.

Here we go.

It's all right.

♪

Oh.

Dr. Altman, Elliott Calhoun's
heart started beating again.

He's ready to come off ECMO.

Whoa. Parker, what happened?

He took a blow to the head at Joe's.

Did you get into a bar fight?

AMELIA: There was an accident
at Joe's Bar.

Casey and some of the residents
were there.

We are taking him up to the ICU
to monitor his contusion.

Damn it. Grey needs me.

- It... It's Schmitt.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.

Schmitt was there, too?
What the hell happened?

Apparently, it's cardiomyopathy.

I need to meet them in the cath lab.

What about Elliott Calhoun?

All right, why don't you prep him?
Clear an O.R.

I will go handle Schmitt,

and then I'll join you when I can.

Page me with any updates on Parker.

[CELLPHONE CLICKING]

The rash is just
a little erythema toxicum, so...

But it's not remarkable.
Nothing to worry about.

So I think we can bring in
social services

- for his placement.
- [BABY CRYING]

Shh.

Maybe we can wait
for another couple of minutes.

What do you think?

Do you have kids?

Yes. Two.

Boys. Teenagers.

- Hellions.
- [LAUGHS]

- You?
- No. No, not yet.

I'm just volunteering.

Oh, hello.

[CHUCKLES]

I was in residency
when my boys were this age.

All the pictures I have with
them, my eyes are half-closed.

[LAUGHS]

I love my boys, but sometimes I think

I probably missed
their perfect stage, you know?

Yeah, he's pretty perfect.

Don't know how you even
brought this guy in.

I think I would've stolen him.

[CHUCKLES]

♪

[MONITOR ALARM BEEPING]

[SUCTION GURGLING]

The subcostal incision isn't enough.

Uh, can you visualize the IVC?

I can't see from my side.

Okay, we need
to extend up to a sternotomy

to get better visualization.

Clamp the IVC from all directions

so I can isolate the bleed.

You want to crack her chest, too?

No, but I don't want her to die,

and this is the only way
we can get control.

You can do it
if you feel more comfortable.

Scalpel.

Get the saw ready.

[BEEPING CONTINUES]

[TELEPHONE RINGS] Very good alignment.

Dr. Hunt, the E.R. is asking

if we can spare anyone for an intake.

Uh, Brody, we got this.

But we haven't closed the skin yet.

Dr. Avery is perfectly capable
of doing it, so...

Okay?

Thanks, Brody.

It's not her fault she didn't
know about you and Teddy.

[SIGHS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

Listen, I want to marry Teddy, okay?

- It's just complicated.
- How's it complicated?

- I'm afraid.
- That you'll screw the whole thing up?

I am afraid it won't be big enough

to make up for the fact
that I didn't do this sooner.

And I'm not talking about

the months since Allison's been here.

I'm talking about years, decades.

That is a lot of pressure.

But pressure or not, don't wait too long.

If it's somebody you feel like
you want to be with forever,

that should include now.

What part of "updates
at every stage" was unclear?

Well, you know how it is
when you're in the zone.

Sometimes you just forget
everything else, right?

Fractures are reduced.

We're ready to reattach the coronal flap.

I mean, unless you want to check
my handiwork first.

No need.

All right. We're ready for closure.

- 4-0 Vicryl, please.
- [INHALES SHARPLY]

Whoa. Wait, Avery.

Koracick, look.

There is clear fluid
around the blood. Look.

CSF fluid's leaking
from his brain, damn it.

- You said scans didn't indicate...
- Well, it doesn't matter now, does it?

I got to find the leak and seal it.

I said updates every stage.

If I hadn't shown up,
he'd be dead on your table.

Suture scissors.

[WATER RUNNING]

Now, when I clamp
the intrapericardial IVC,

she'll flatline,

and then I have about a minute
to find the bleeding.

You'll have less than a minute.

All right, on my count.

1, 2...

3.

[FLATLINE]

Starting cardiac massage.

Oh, man, I still can't see it.
It's too much blood.

Suction.

Do not die. Do you hear me?

You are not dying.
You are not dying today.

- Okay.
- I will not let you.

No one is dying.

Ah, okay. There, there, there.
I found it.

Okay. 6-0 Prolene.
Okay, Richard, seconds.

Okay, I'm repairing the IVC.

Hold it.

- Richard.
- Hold on.

We're gonna lose her!

Got it. I'm releasing the clamp.

Good.

[FLATLINE CONTINUES]

Okay.

Okay.

Come on, come on.

- [MONITOR BEEPS]
- Ah!

Ah.

She's back.

[CHUCKLES]

- Great job, doctors.
- All right.

- Ah!
- All right!

♪

Okay. Okay. Okay.

You should so hate me right now.

Schmitt, try and relax.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Schmitt!

I forgive you.

I have my license. I have my job.

I forgive you.

But I need you to be quiet and stay still

so Dr. Altman can do her job.

Okay.

Dr. Altman, am I dying?

No, it just felt like it.

No blockages?

No, he didn't have a heart attack.

It appears from the echo and angio

that he has broken-heart syndrome.

What's that?

It's when you have the symptoms
of a heart attack...

Chest pain, shortness of breath...

But there's nothing wrong.

It's rare.

Comes from extreme stress.

No. Schmitt's as cool as a cucumber.

No, I'm not. I'm the most
stressed-out person...

Oh, you're kidding.

I'm kidding.

[CHUCKLES] Oh.

I'm glad you're okay.

♪ The world was in my hands,
it was weighing on my... ♪

You may have gotten off to a bumpy start,

but you're gonna be just fine, buddy.

You got people looking out for you,

people who love you.

Never doubt that.

♪ Here on my knees ♪

- ♪ Show me where to start ♪
- [CHUCKLES]

Okay.

♪ And tell me how to stop ♪

♪ Let the strength of my heart ♪

Thank you, Dr. Karev.

♪ Be the weight of your love ♪

[BABY FUSSES]

♪ When I fall apart ♪

[SIGHS]

You okay?

♪ I know I'll rise above ♪

When I signed up to volunteer,
I just wanted to heal me.

But I...

I fell a little bit in love
with him. [CHUCKLES]

Is that weird?

Uh, you're asking the wrong guy.

I'm in love with a baby
that hasn't even been born yet.

[LAUGHS]

[SIGHS]

I went from being terrified
about being a father to...

I'm just sunk. [CHUCKLES]

And, uh, if this Safe Haven thing

is too much for you,

you are welcome to come hang
with our kid anytime you want.

As long as there's no
kidnapping involved.

Are you... I...

[LAUGHS]

♪ Of your love ♪

RICHARD: Thank you.

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]

[DOOR OPENS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

[SIGHS]

Helm's gonna be okay.

You can tell her it was my call
to crack the chest.

What about, uh, Simms?

Linda said they just closed,

and they are taking him up
to the ICU now.

And Parker?

They found him.

Shepherd's been monitoring him.

She's optimistic,

and, uh, his recovery will take awhile.

Anyone figure out
what happened to Schmitt?

Heartbreak syndrome, apparently.

He'll need a few weeks rest.

Bailey, everyone's fine.

Everyone.

Everyone.

[BREATHES SHAKILY]

Everyone I touched today,

everyone I held in my hands

or gave to another surgeon

to put back together again,

and fine.

I lose you and Grey,

Hunt, Karev,

but I made that fine.

I made that work.

[VOICE BREAKING] But this... this...

This [CLICKS TONGUE] I...

[CRYING] I am not fine.

She isn't fine!

And I can't even hold her in my hands

or put her in someone else's hands

who could put her back together again.

She just was!

Oh, God.

And now she isn't.

And I can't do anything
but just stand here...

[SOBS] Stand here and lose her.

[CRYING]

[CRYING CONTINUES]

LEVI: [BREATHING HEAVILY]

[GRUNTS]

[SIGHS]

Hey.

Hey.

My heart was broken.

Mine too.

Taryn's out of surgery.

She's okay.

- Can I go see her?
- Yeah.

In a minute.

♪

♪

[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

He did have facial fractures
we were able to fix,

and then we discovered he had
fluid leaking from his brain,

but Dr. Koracick was able to get in there

and patch up the leak.

Dr. Tommy operated on him?

Dr. Tommy is...?

Tommy. Koracick.

- Oh.
- Oh.

Yeah. Yes. [CHUCKLES]

Well, he's our angel.

When he offered Blake the job
to come out here,

Blake said no.

He didn't want to leave me behind.

It's... [SIGHS]

It's just been the two of us
since his parents died.

But Dr. Tommy wanted him badly enough

he paid for me to move to Seattle.

I know he must be beating
himself up that this happened.

I told him that it was a freak accident,

but you... you know how emotional he is.

- Koracick.
- Of course, yeah.

- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah, s-super emotional guy.

So, um, will Blake be okay?

There is a slow recovery.

His trach should come out
in a day or two.

- As long as everything goes well...
- KORACICK: Lorraine?

Are these two men bothering you?

- No, not at all.
- [CHUCKLES]

Um, can I go in the room?

- Absolutely.
- Okay.

Dr. Avery, lead the way.

Of course, yeah.

- Hunt.
- Mm-hmm.

That CSF leak, that was a great catch.

I'm grateful.

Truly.

[HAMZAA'S "BREATHING" PLAYS]

♪ All my life ♪

Hm.

♪ I've been searching ♪

[SIGHS] Hey, you and Avery got this?

- Yeah.
- I got, uh, something I need to do.

Oh.

♪ When all this time ♪

- ♪ It was all ♪
- [CLEARS THROAT]

♪ In me ♪

You're here early.

♪ I had lost my way ♪

Got called in.

Me too. Same.

[SIGHS]

♪

[CLEARS THROAT]

I have to say, I kinda see it.

Really? You have to say that?

[CHUCKLES] Oh, don't be mad at me.

He's Yang's gift.

♪ All I had to do was try ♪

♪ Now I'm breathing ♪

- Meredith.
- Huh?

Do you have a minute?

♪ In the sky, I have spread my wings ♪

♪ No more will I cry ♪

He didn't die.

No. No, he did not die. He just...

had a really terrifying nap.

♪ Sending my help ♪

You saved him.

Thank you. Thank you so much.

Oh, no, no, no.

This was all Dr. Pierce and Dr. Altman.

I, uh... I just helped.

Well, you're the only one that's here.

So thank you.

Um, in here. This will work.

[CLEARS THROAT]

[DOOR CLOSES]

Give me this. And this.

And...

Oh, my God, Owen. What are you doing?

- Teddy.
- What are you doing?

This ring was my mom's.

She gave it to me
the day that Allison was born,

and I've been carrying it around
with me in my pocket

ever since.

And I love you.

And there's no perfect moment,

and I am not a perfect man,

but the one thing I know for sure is

you're the perfect woman for me.

So, Theodora Grace Altman, will you...

Owen, no. [CLEARS THROAT]

No? What?

Is it Tom? [SCOFFS]

- [RING BOX CLOSES]
- [SIGHS] Oh, my God, Teddy.

Owen, stand up. Get up. Listen to me.

You are not obligated to marry me.

You don't have to do this.

I want you to break the
patterns, not reinforce them.

I'm not repeating a pattern.

I'm starting a new one.

Loving you,

loving our family,

with my whole heart, every day.

That's my new pattern.

I love you.

[WHISPERING] I love you.

Teddy, marry me.

Marry me.

Marry me, Teddy.

[SIGHS]

- Hi.
- Hey.

Uh, I have to tell you something,

um, and I'm sorry to do it at work.

I... It deserves dinner and privacy,

but if I don't spit it out...

Oh, it's okay. What is it?

It appears...

[CLEARS THROAT] We got news.

[LAUGHS]

We're getting married. [LAUGHS]

- Oh!
- Oh, wow!

- Hey!
- Oh, my goodness!

- Congratulations!
- [CHUCKLES] I, uh... Congratulations.

- Thanks, man. Aww, thank you so much.
- That's wonderful.

- I know.
- Wonderful. [LAUGHS]

♪ It's a beautiful life ♪

- TEDDY: I know.
- Wow!

[CHUCKLES]

LINK: Congratulations. Thank you so much.

♪ Miss you for always,
feel you on Sundays ♪

♪ Yellow and purple... ♪

So, you had something
you wanted to tell me?

Um...

I didn't want to know, uh, but...

it's a boy.

[GASPS]

Aah! [LAUGHING]

- [LAUGHS] Careful.
- Sorry.

[BOTH CHUCKLE]

[SIGHS]

What do you think of the name Scout?

Like Atticus and Scout?

I know it's a discussion,
but I want it in the mix.

So cute. [CHUCKLES]

Oh.

[BOTH LAUGH]

♪ It's a beautiful life ♪

♪ And I wonder if it hurts or not ♪

♪ Hurts or not ♪

♪ I wonder if it hurts or not ♪

♪

I, uh...

I'll understand
if you don't want me to...

Shut up.

♪ This isn't goodbye ♪

♪ Just until next time ♪

♪ Forever on our minds ♪

I forgive you.

♪ And even though we cry

[CHUCKLES]

♪ It's a beautiful life ♪

You're my best friend at this place,

and if I don't have you, I'm done for.

Same.

♪ I wonder if it hurts or not ♪

[SIGHS]

[GROANS]

I told Meredith Grey I loved her.

- You did.
- I heard.

She didn't say it back, did she?

- No.
- [CHUCKLES]

But you will find someone. I promise.

Yeah, it's easy for you to say.

You get to make out with that
every night.

Yeah. But it took me
my whole life to find him.

And, also, for what it's worth,

I am amazing, but I am no Meredith Grey.

[CHUCKLES] Word.

[LAUGHTER]

♪ Oh, whoa, oh, oh ♪

MEREDITH: Knowing
you're alone in the O.R.

can make you the best.

♪ Beautiful life ♪

But that attitude
can ruin your personal life.

All right, I-I'm coming.

[SIGHS]

- Hey.
- I turned off my phone for a reason.

Okay, hey, hey, hey.

Elliott Calhoun's heart
started beating again.

[SIGHS]

Yeah. You did that.

You saved him.

Oh, God. Thank you. Thank you, um...

Thank you for telling me.
I needed to hear that.

Hey, c-can I... Could we, um, talk?

Yeah.

[SIGHS] Look, I blew it, I think.

I think I made a big mistake
with Meredith.

I asked her to take time.

I don't know. I...

I meant some of what I said.

I-I-I wanted her to see me.

I wanted to know she respected me.

But I think asking her to take time

might've had the opposite effect.

You hurt someone

who's had more than enough hurt
for a lifetime.

I know. And I don't know how to undo it.

[FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]

Dr. Margaret Pierce?

Yeah?

You've been served.

That's why depression,
fatigue, and burnout

are so common in our profession.

I'm being sued for wrongful death.

[SIGHS]

Who's Sabrina Webber?

♪

My cousin.

[BREATHES DEEPLY]

[KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS]

But if you're going to make
a life of this,

you need to learn to rely on
others whenever possible.

Get in here.

[SIGHS]

I had a miscarriage once.

I never felt so lonely.

Well, did... did you bring me
the doughnuts? Did you bring...

- [LAUGHTER]
- And that if you break,

it's okay to let your friends
put you back together.