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- Kawabe Hikari-san. - Yes

- Kumiko Iida-san. - Yes

And now, a few words of encouragement,

from an alumni of the school.

I'm Akko Ikeuchi, from Jounan University Hospital.

A few years ago,

I am just like you here,

First time wearing a nurse cap

and light the candle.

Then ...

half a year ago, I just lost an older sister.

The reason why I want to be a nurse, ...

is to help my sister,

She has been fighting illnesses for a long time.

My sister used to say.

"This disease has become a part of my life.

It is during the most painful moments,

People can grow up. "

Now,

When faced with daily difficulties

inside me there's always the words she said.

If each of you,

... wants to help someone,

someone very important to you,

even if it's only one person,

Please cherish that feeling.

Never hesitate,

Go ahead and help keep those thoughts.

Rika, you're going to be late!

Aah, it's useless .. Akko!

Hello!

Ah! That's hurt!

Hey, be careful! Dad is eating soup!

eat soup ...

Today, you work in the new department, right?

It's not good to be late for the first day.

Yes, I know that!

Mommy! Is this Saturday mom free?

Yes, Mom is free.

What is it, Rika?

I told you, Akko.

I am the commander.

I have to work Saturday.

Huh? Can't you rest?

Hiro could not come

There is no other way, work.

Okay, don't worry, Rika.

Dad will go on behalf of everyone.

No need for Dad to cheer, it would be better to listen silently.

Huh ..

Rika is too cruel, isn't she?

What? I always said that.

Huh? Are you three of us?

Everything has changed.

I cannot understand it anymore.

Enjoy your meal ...

How can you say you can't understand your parents ...?

I do not understand.

Can you act like an adult for a while?

Huh?

What "what"? What do you want to say?

Stop it!

... she left it ...

I'm leaving!

Be careful!

Be careful!

What's up?

Painkillers

The day before yesterday, Dad said that his knee hurt?

Well, thank you.

Father is old, do not overwork

Um .. Maybe you should listen to me.

Old?

Who do you say "Old"! Huh?...

I'm leaving!

He dared to say that.

This summer is comfortable, isn't it?

Yes

I am Ikeuchi who just moved here from the Pediatric Department.

Please everyone help.

Nice to meet you.

There are many patients who cannot do everything themselves.

I will provide details later?

Yes.

ASIAN! It's dangerous! Are you okay?

Yes

Mizuki-chan, the corridor is not a place to play. I told you last time!

I'm sorry ...

Do not skip rehab today

Doctor Takigawa is waiting for you!

Yes!

She is a very optimistic patient.

Mizuki-chan,

is a Neuroscience patient.

She had an accident at school and was hospitalized last week,

is a patient of Dr. Asou.

Doctor Takigawa! Can you come here for a bit?

Yes.

I will be back soon.

Hey! Did you not practice again today?

I have a headache.

Really ...

Or are you hiding from practice?

Ah, hello there!

I'm coming in ...

Mizuki-chan!

If possible, please read this.

An old patient here wrote it.

But you ...

Her name is Aya Ikeuchi-san,

and seem to be Dr. Asou's friends.

This book is really nice.

So, hello.

"Kakehashi" [Bridge]

Doctor Asou?

Oh!

From today I moved to this Department,

Please help me.

Try your best!

Yes

How are your family?

Still the same.

Sometimes people still mention him.

Like when it was raining, he often went to the house to play.

Ah! Got this ...

My younger sister gave it to me, but this Saturday I have to go to work.

It reminds you of old memories, right?

That day you also participated in this competition? Choir contest.

Yes

Doctor Asou?

Are you free?

Yes

Hmm ... about Mizuki-chan's business.

You can tell her seriously in practicing more?

I said it once before.

Today she escaped rehearsals again.

But I can't look after her 24 hours a day.

You shouldn't say that.

If it's the patient you're being treated for,

You should take care of her every little detail.

Right?

You are right.

"Live your life.

Enjoy this blue sky when possible.

Breeze,

Gently brush your face.

Please continue to live.

Do not feel ashamed.

Always believe that,

Somewhere, you are still useful.

Put your hand on your chest.

Thump, Thump, ...

You will hear that sound. "

Today, you're hiding from practice again?

Yes, because practicing that hurts

If the doctor goes with me, I will try to practice a little bit.

The wound on my head is healing very fast.

to avoid neurological disorders or worse,

Rehabilitation is very important.

If you hide from practicing, your recovery will decrease.

But even with the recovery,

What good is there?

You can hang out with friends, right?

I have no friends.

But anyway, also have to practice well.

I have something to ask.

What?

Do you know ...

Aya Ikeuchi?

Does the doctor know her?

What happened?

A patient at the gym gave me this.

[Written by Aya Ikeuchi]

Is she the doctor's girlfriend?

Could it be ..

is this person ...?

Tomorrow can't hide anymore, understand?

If so, the doctor won't come here.

Do you know Aya Ikeuchi?

1 LITER OF TEARS Special episode

Translation and revision timing: HaFe

Timing source: Kyoku fansubs

Special thanks: V-chan

For members of the forum hdvietnam.com

Mother struggled too

Thank you.

How was your first day at your new workplace?

Good

Today I remembered the names and faces of the patients.

It seems difficult.

I also met Dr. Asou.

Is he still fine?

It seems,

I feel he has changed.

Huh? How does it change?

How to say it ...

It seems he doesn't communicate much,

with the doctors and nurses around.

I heard his talk, and rehabilitation doctor.

and I was a little disappointed.

Still here?

I just came home.

How was the conference?

I met some dedicated people, so I came back a bit late.

You tried new medicine,

with patients with cerebellar degeneration?

Yes

How is the result?

I am still waiting for the results.

but she often escapes rehab.

Have you talked to her yet?

If the patient doesn't want treatment,

whatever you say is useless, right?

"It's useless to say anything, isn't it?"

The first step in research,

is to listen to the patient,

and thus apply to research.

What a doctor receives from a patient,

More than anyone else, you're the one who understands.

Dr. Asou,

no longer smile like before,

and he seems to have hidden things.

My coworkers say so ?.

But Asou-kun is a doctor so there must be many things to do?

Is not so.

It looks like...

It was like something was hurting him.

Not knowing Asou-kun,

Did you come to see the chorus competition?

I do not know.

What's wrong mom?

It's been a long time, so I want to see him.

He will definitely say, "I'm so busy, I can't go."

Ask everyone to help Akko.

This is my family's excellent tofu.

If possible, give it a try.

Oh, not good.

Sorry Uncle,

Hospital rules do not allow us to accept gifts.

Don't be like that, Sakurai-san.

Don't be so polite.

ASIAN!

Father ! Dad, what are you doing?

Can't you see? Dad just came to say hi.

Just telling her it must be hard, right?

Does it not inconvenience people?

OK! Hi, then dad comes home.

There, there, there, you see, it's always the same.

But share for everyone.

Goodbye, have a nice day!

Thank you.

Thank you.

What a good father.

Where good?

Oh! Long time no see, Ikeuchi-san!

A! Inoue-san, are you okay?

Why are you here today?

I want to visit Aiko.

I passed by here, so I stopped by to greet the doctor.

Long time no see.

Ah. Now,

Akko went to work in the Department of Neurology.

Ask the doctor to teach it.

Uncle do not say that.

I also hope Akko-chan works well.

Well, please sit down.

Ah! Thank you.

Akko is not the same as Aya.

It was always noisy.

But,

in any case

it was overcome by Aya's departure.

How was everything after that?

Sometimes,

We still talk about Aya.

That is also good,

because we are a family.

live under the same roof We feel each other's feelings.

But ..

I'm worried ...

for him.

Hello, Asou-kun.

Long time no see.

He kept saying,

I have to bring this to you.

Thanks uncle.

Can you sit here?

Yes

Really,

there is something else,

I want to give it to you.

Here ...

Akko drew this one.

She just took it back,

It was previously displayed at the Higashikou school.

Can I accept it?

If you don't mind.

It has the title: "Dawn of 1 day"

In the picture,

I can see Aya while still in school.

How do you feel, Aya?

Are you good?

Even if you say you should come back before it gets cold,

she still did not move,

It keeps looking at the picture forever.

On the way back,

Aya said to her,

"In the picture,

... I always look forward.

Please everyone ..

do not forget that. "

Sorry.

I became a doctor,

because I want to ...

Do something for Ikeuchi.

But,

In the end, I couldn't do anything.

Asou-kun ...

I am sorry.

Why are you sorry?

Her family,

very grateful to Asou-kun,

for everything.

She thought

Aya felt the same way.

As for Asou-kun,

The future is ahead, right?

From now on,

I will meet many people,

through many different things,

and continue my life.

She hoped,

I will not ignore that.

Sorry,

because you talk all about nothing.

Hey!

Long time no see! Are you okay? Is eating properly?

Yes

Good.

Hey, we have to go home now

if not, it will be late for delivery.

Right.

Remember to eat tofu!

Thank you very much, uncle!

Come to my house to play sometimes.

We will treat you a real meal.

Until now,

I still want it,

talked to Ikeuchi.

Sometimes,

I really want to hear

her voice.

Thank you,

Asou-kun.

Hey, Sakurai-san.

Ah!

Do you know anything about a person named Aya Ikeuchi?

She is Dr. Asou's friend, right?

Did Dr. Asou say that?

He does not answer.

Really?

Sorry.

Actually, she did not know anything.

That's it

When will you be discharged from the hospital?

About a week away.

So fast.

Of course. My condition is good.

So why are you hospitalized?

You are so annoying.

You are Nagashima Mizuki-chan, right?

What are you doing?

Don't you take medicine?

Why did you do that?

I also won't practice rehabilitation, right?

Do you not want to recover?

Since yesterday, ikeuchi has been meeting everywhere.

Aya Ikeuchi is

my sister.

Mizuki?

I bought a cake for you.

I'm going now.

Wait ...

Hello teacher ...

Did she throw away all the medicine?

I told the head nurse.

It turned out

She pretended to take medicine in front of the nurse on duty.

Why did she do that?

Mizuki-chan didn't go to the practice room either.

There must be some reason?

I met Dr. Takigawa's rehab gym?

No.

Well,

Right now her mother is still in the room.

Can you come and talk to her directly?

Yes

Mizuki-chan acts strange,

He came offline.

Wait for me to finish this.

Why ...

... are you hiding like that again?

Asou-san,

I was not so cold before.

Since Aya-oneechan's departure,

Has your life changed?

So sad.

Asou-san right now,

just hiding from the patients only mine, right?

Sorry for bothering.

What's going on?

You don't want to eat?

Hurry up and leave the hospital, so I can see you soon eat healthy as before.

I will be here forever.

I do not want to get well.

What's wrong, Mizuki?

Get well soon and I'll go back to school.

Friends are looking forward to your return, right?

They did not expect anything.

All thought that I could never come back.

What nonsense do you say?

Not so right.

The classmates are sure ...

I don't know anything

If you have to go to school,

I'd rather die.

The wound on my head,

It is not falling.

I was thrown down the stairs.

Because of this disease,

then we can't help but to walk around weirdly, right?

Mizuki,

Are you being bullied at school?

Not so!

Not so! Why are you the only one do you have this parasitic disease?

How to get rid of this disease body?

Stop it!

I hate everyone!

I hate you!

I hate doctors!

I did not notice,

the wound on her head,

and the reason she didn't go to the gym.

As a doctor like me, it is a failure.

Whenever you think,

how will everything be

What if I had the disease myself?

The patient with the disease progresses slowly,

all have the same thoughts and beliefs.

Everyday,

They are all afraid of whether they can live until tomorrow.

And cerebellar spinal degeneration is such a disease.

That,

You know very well, right?

Aya said to her,

"In this picture ...

... I always look forward.

Please do not forget that. "

Hello.

It was sunny.

Do you want to go out and breathe fresh air?

Do you know,

This Corgi dog,

used to live on English farms.

Therefore, to avoid being stomped on the tail by cows

People cut their tails as soon as they are born.

And their legs are short like this,

is to dig holes,

Through evolution,

They become what they are today.

Corgi dog,

caregivers are needed.

Therefore, you have to because of it,

Must try to be discharged soon.

His mother, is Rika.

Rika! All the best!

Oh, that's right ... I have to be quiet.

When she got home later, she would get angry.

It is comfortable, isn't it?

Spring is here, fast.

Before,

I feel the same way.

I used to think there was no reason to force a person to live.

But,

no matter what happens,

still want the most important person for me to be able to continue living.

Somehow,

He finally thought so.

I want to know,

about Ikeuchi's business?

not very well.

It happened a long time ago ...

Aya Ikeuchi

was his classmate in high school.

The first time I met her,

is on a flyover bridge,

then she accidentally knocked over the bike.

Ouch!

If you don't meet her,

maybe he didn't study at Higashikou.

"Heaven is not fair."

Ikeuchi once said that.

She wrote like that in the diary.

She,

Now discharged from the hospital?

She is very different from everyone else,

Always try my best in practice sessions.

So,

What kind of person is she?

Ikeuchi-san?

She is a wonderful person.

This disease ...

This disease ...

Why did it choose me?

Spinal cord degeneration ...?

I believe that her daughter's illness is Spinal cord degeneration.

For some reason, neurons in the cerebellum, which is in recession,

and nerve cells in the cerebellum,

is starting to disappear.

In other words,

The nerve cells are being "dying" gradually.

Die slowly?

Although the disease progresses slowly,

But every day will get worse.

She won't be able to move at will ...

and can't talk easily ...

Patient,

will face many difficulties,

with such a body.

Can it be cured?

As I know,

No cases have recovered yet.

What kind of doctor are you going to see?

Must go to other places to ask!

I've been to a lot of doctors already.

I also researched on the internet,

and also read a lot of books ...

Even,

I also meet the top experts in this field!

But ..

But,...

They all say that with current medical technology Now there is no cure.

Mommy!

What?

What is your illness?

I told you already.

This disease is only present during puberty.

My peripheral nerve a little unbalanced.

Will you get well soon?

Of course!

Can it be cured, mom?

What did you say?

No need to worry like that.

No problem.

Here!

Aya!

Good! Come on in!

Spinal cord degeneration ...

The disease is mostly caused by motor disorders causing difficulties in controlling movement ...

This is a disease of neuroscience, The cause of the disease is unknown ...

The nerve cells will slowly degenerate and disappear.

... That is the cerebellum and the spine bone.

If they do not function normally,

then the commands will not be transmitted to the muscles,

so the body will not be able to move normally

Will begin to see the inability to balance, walking is unstable and often falls when walking ...

The patient will not be pinpointed position objects and cannot hold them ...

After that, it will be difficult to get up,

and have to depend on a wheelchair.

When the disease spread to the larynx, ...

you will have difficulty communicating ...

The cause of the disease has not been determined.

Currently, in addition to reducing the progression of the disease,

There is no cure yet.

Who?

What are you doing?

Hey, don't touch it!

What are you doing here ...

in this hour?

How about you?

Me? I'm worried don't know A fish killed in the morning can become infected.

If not taken care of then affect other fish.

You are strange ...

Huh?

He said,

do not care about human life and death,

But worry about the fish?

Shut up.

You are strange!

Do you know...

I just want ...

do all you can

Tell jokes

to see him having fun and laughing and laughing ...

I hope it will be even happier.

He kept thinking,

If only I could do something ...

That is because,

when we hide it from the truth,

We can see it living happily!

Before the test,

today,...

I have something to tell you.

about my illness,

I will let you know the situation My health right now.

Is spinal cord degeneration disease?

Doctor,...

Are you ...

suffer from cerebellar degeneration?

Exactly.

I ...

Future...

will be like Yuka's father?

Doctor, please tell me.

It's been a long time ... I've been like that ...

I think so.

Aya.

Didn't the doctor say it was a long time ago?

Can I ask just one more question?

Just ask.

This disease ...

This disease ...

WHY DO IT CHOOSE YOU?

The scene today is still the same as yesterday ...

This path also has not changed ...

Aya's day ...

will never appear again.

Sorry for waiting.

Your sneakers are white, right?

Yes.

So this red one is probably.

1, 2, 3 ...

... 4, 5. Okay, Very good! Now left hand with right hand.

twelfth ...

Sorry!

Asou-kun?

Why are you standing in the rain like a fool?

I don't care if you have a cold and You don't have to stay in the hospital.

He will not come.

It seems he has something to do,

So he called the hospital.

Asou-kun. He ran here,

Just to tell me this?

Really,

I thought maybe

he will not come,

It was good that he didn't come.

What are you talking?

I ... I won't be able to go anymore,

and gradually could not speak,

Then I will be unable to do anything.

And do not even understand what others say.

In the end, I just slept.

Talking and eating ...

will be extremely difficult.

Asou-kun once said ...

"Humans are greedy and selfish."

Maybe we are really too greedy.

force yourself to follow,

is really not good, is it?

I want to turn back time!

I want to create a time machine to return to the past!

[Information on applying for a disability card]

This one,

How is Aya?

What are you doing?

Not that he said he didn't want to Our daughter has become a burden to society!

Not like that!

Why not?

Of course,

Aya is not a burden at all.

Do you want to receive benefits so much?

It is not for the money!

Not for money, what is it?

Or do you want to give her the "Disabled" label?

Why is it a card for her to tag this and that?

I just want Aya to be treated fairly.

You are also called Mother like that?

Do you know she is suffering suffering like?

I said that because I am his mother!

Enough!

The parents kept hiding Aya's sister's story with us

But now my parents are arguing here.

If you don't want to let us know,

At least know how to keep it a secret!

Isn't that strange?

Aya!

Aya!

Sister Aya!

Are you okay?

Wait.

Be careful! Are you okay?

Slowly ...

Hey, sit up here.

I'm sorry.

It's my fault, because of me ...

I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry for leaving bad memories for everyone

I'm sorry...

Aya,

Don't be sorry anymore.

This disease,

It's not my fault.

No matter who is sick,

then the whole family must care, help, right?

This one, ...

Have the courage to overcome this, okay?

In this world

There are many different types of people.

Including people like me,

unable to walk normally.

Those who can not see

Like,

There are also people, ...

good at sports like Hiroki, ...

or draw as beautiful as Ako ...

or like my father here,

Very good at making tofu

Our society,

made by all those people, isn't it?

Akko.

Yes?

Hiroki, Rika.

The children sit down.

Aya,

Is that okay?

To Aya,

As an important member of society,

Akko and the others,

are also very important members of the family.

Aya's illness

called: "Cerebellum degeneration."

The disease makes,

Peripheral nerve organs do not function normally

At first travel was difficult.

Gradually, my sisters would not be able to walk,

Unable to lift heavy objects

It will be very difficult for Aya

in helping people at the store or in the house

Although, it will take a lot of time to resolve this,

but,

Please don't abandon Aya,

and help,

Don't leave her alone.

I got it.

I ... will always stand by Aya's sister.

Rika too!

Thank you guys.

Can this disease be cured?

It can be cured, right?

The doctor said there is currently no cure.

With the current level of medicine,

cannot be cured.

So surprise ...

... naturally this happened again ...

... I don't know what to do

Very easy.

When someone is having trouble,

We should reach out and help them, right?

When a friend,

crying,

You should ask, "What happened?", Right?

That's it baby.

Please show card,

with all my heart,

in my heart,

take it out

Do you understand?

Kindness ...?

Things like that aren't ...

You are a very good girl!

I don't like you doing that

She is still me.

Right!

No matter what happens,

Aya is still Aya,

An important member of the family.

You should not say "Sorry" anymore,

I will replace them with respect "Thanks".

So happy

That's more like my father's daughter.

Play too bad.

Asou-kun.

What are you doing?

Before the exam every activity of The club all stopped, right?

So what about you?

I'm feeding the Turtle.

Hey

Can you help me clean up?

Are you kidding?

I have something to ask you.

What else is going on?

You will stay with me, to make sure

I will not cry okay?

Huh?

Who?

It's me ...

Ikeuchi here.

Well ...

Thank you,

because everything I've done for you ever ...

I,

I was so happy,

When passing the exam to Higashi.

I was happy to hear "Congratulations" from you

or his encouragement to continue playing basketball

Even when I signed you an armband, I was very happy

But ..

But you ...

I think I won't be able to practice anymore ...

so that...

The story with me ...

I understand that.

I get well soon.

Thanks.

Goodbye.

You are so cold.

Say goodbye by phone yourself like that

It will be a surprise ...

Kawamoto will probably cry too.

So that's it.

Don't lie to yourself, just cry.

I do not want.

You are so cold.

Merely...

I don't want to be punished by Asou-kun ..

He won.

"Instead of chasing after what you've lost,

You should try to keep what you have.

When I thought the sun would shine on me,

it turns into

storm,

and then brightened again,

That is my broken heart.

But,

I had no choice but to continue living. "

That is okay.

Hiro!

From now on, I don't have to shoot so much anymore.

I just aimed at the spot in this frame and kicked.

Imagine the picture in your head

and practice kicking a lot.

Train with photos, right?

Right.

Yes! I got it.

Something is wrong ...

OK. Come on.

So, like that ...

Already.

Are you Ikeuchi's older sister?

Please teach us to play football!

That is not her.

And that older sister,

It doesn't even teach us to play soccer.

She can't even walk anymore ...

Isn't it, Ikeuchi?

That's why you didn't introduce her to us, did you?

Hey

instead of having her teach me how to play soccer,

Why don't you ask,

she thought how to go properly?

That's hurt!

That's hurt!

You don't have the qualifications,

play sports.

Why don't you say anything?

They talk about sister like that

Why don't you get angry?

Because of ...

Why don't you say anything?

I have no way!

Is there any way?

Why is there no way?

I'm ashamed,

because of sis,

so you can't say anything?

What are you doing? Let me go!

Daddy, don't get in the way.

What do you mean?

This girl ...

That guy is ugly,

But I'm worse than it.

Akko, what's wrong?

Hey, why did you dare say that I got in the way earlier?

What are you ashamed of?

Why are you embarrassed because of Aya-oneechan?

Aya-chan is really amazing.

Akko.

Hey, did something happen?

Aya-sensei ...

still working hard and optimistic everyday,

If you,

suffer from such illness,

I won't be brave enough to leave the house.

If those people keep looking at you like that,

and say bad things about yourself,

then you will not be able to smile like a second sister.

Sister,...

first time in life,

I think Aya is amazing.

!!!.

Look,

Aya-oneis has embroidery.

The embroidery of my name,

is a very difficult job,

for sister,

Do you know?

Do you know her,

How much time did it take to make me?

She embroider at bedtime!

Hiro.

Can you do something like this?

I can spend it,

So much effort for the second sister?

Why are you ashamed of her?

Akko!

Enough.

You guys have such thoughts,

What a shame!

Alright, alright!

Hiroki,

Do you understand what Akko said?

At this moment,

Does it hurt you here?

I'm sorry.

Good.

That's just like my son.

Where is my stupid son?

A! There it is! there!

Here, Hiroki!

Mr. Hiroki!

Fighting! Hiroki!

- Hiro! - Sister Aya!

All the best!

Here is my Aya

Is she very pretty?

Is anyone jealous?

It's all thanks to Akko.

You are my son.

Come on dentist.

A! Penalty! Penalty already!

Hiro ...

With the goal defined,

I practice kicking many times in.

To enter...!

In the end, he was still my father

Ah! I forgot to take photos!

Whoever it is,

You can't fight alone, can you?

Because of everyone in the family,

are together to face the disease,

and wholeheartedly support Ikeuchi,

That's why she got over it

get all that.

No matter how many times we face difficulties,

She can still stand up.

I always hope,

get a family like that.

Hey! Eat more! ...

My family makes tofu.

all pure materials.

This is Yakidofu

Omei,

This is Kinouoshi.

Dad stop it!

We invite him to the hot pot,

But why invite him to eat tofu forever?

Because of ...

I don't want to be told I'm selfish!

Very good uncle.

Really?

Delicious.

See, he said it was delicious.

Sorry. my dad is like that

Thanks.

What is that horizontal?

That's right Dad

- Asou-kun, you want to become a doctor like your father, right? - No. ..

I heard that your brother goes to medical school?

Is that so?

Huh?

It used to be sir.

He is gone.

2 years ago in an accident.

Is that true?

Sorry, I don't know.

No problem

So you have to take care of your parents instead of your brother,

Huh?

OK! Eat it! Do not formal!

EAT the meat too. Why only eat tofu Not this? What a ...

Aren't you the one who picked tofu for him?

What is that?

Behalf of

Aya's homeroom teacher,

It's hard to say these things,

but we thought it would be better for Aya,

if she switched to one another school is more fully equipped,

in the next school year.

It is sad to say, at our school

There are no necessary equipment

to support students with disabilities.

But ...

Ms. Ikeuchi-san,

She had never thought about giving her child

Have you ever attended a disabled school?

At such a school,

There will be the most appropriate equipment

for her daughter to adapt to the situation.

Then he won't have to,

rush between class changes like now.

And the other students,

nor affected.

Principal,

I so sorry

because my daughter has bothered so many others

and I am always grateful for everyone's help.

We understand, but ...

Some students in the class reflected,

Aya or being late to class interfere with your studies.

Can you come back to rethink?

Your future, I will decide for myself.

Because of this disease,

I had to quit playing basketball.

I also had to,

give up many other things already,

because I have no other choice.

I know I can't do it things like people.

But anyway,

I want to be with Mari and everyone.

You cannot live in a place without friends.

Without friends ...

I ...

..you will no longer be yourself.

So ... please don't force me to transfer schools

I understand that.

The most suitable place for Aya,

Aya's best place,

is the Higashi school, right?

Then mom won't say anything else.

Mother also wants,

Aya's future,

must be decided by Aya.

You came home so early today?

Yes, I have to go check.

So let us take it to the gate.

No, there is no need.

There is still time, so I can walk by myself.

OK.

Yes

Come back to your seat!

We start the lesson.

Sir,

I have something to tell the whole class.

Is that so, all right.

Let you tell.

I want to talk about Ikeuchi-san.

As you all know Ikeuchi's health,

has become the subject of debate for the Parents Association.

I think everyone knows.

But I want to hear from the whole class.

As for me,

I think if I accept her here,

all class activities are affected.

I think we need to discuss

What to do, to have a satisfactory solution.

I feel sorry for her,

But I don't want class just being late for school like this.

Sometimes,

I think so too.

But,

If I tell him to go faster

it is impossible.

Ikeuchi-san is so pitiful ...

What if

Don't we wait for her 5 or 10 minutes?

But,

The exam is coming again.

Suigura-san, how do you feel?

Aya ...

also feel very anxious,

but he

Still trying very hard.

I don't think with little help,

would be a nuisance for everyone, right?

But Suigura-san, his hand was injured,

and can't play basketball because of Aya, right?

This ...

... is true, but ...

Matsumara-san, what about you?

Everyday I pick up Aya at the school gate,

and help him get into class.

I really love Aya.

and help him because we're friends.

But sometimes ...

I also feel tired.

Saki ...

I,

not very good at studying,

and extra-curricular activities.

I don't have time to have fun anymore,

...

You have had it all, right?

Neither can we ...

Even if we want to help him, it's impossible.

I understand it.

I understand.

I understand what you want to say.

This story,

I will tell Ikeuchi-san's parents.

You people are so fake.

She is a good person in front of her,

be nice to her,

Every time she said "Sorry", Then he said, "No problem! Nothing."

When she's not here, discuss it like this.

Tell you guys to meet a lot of "inconveniences"

This is a lie.

Asou, this is ...

If you guys don't want it please don't seem kind to her in the first place!

"You are a burden, hassle, fatigue" Keep telling her so frankly!

If you keep saying it bluntly,

then she won't need to bother anyone else.

Asou, I understand what you mean, but ...

He...

Same goes for it!

"He"?

I dare say ...

Why don't you tell him directly?

Why not tell her directly?

Don't lie to her anything.

If you are a teacher, speak frankly for her

he will have the answer for him ...

Iekuchi ...

Aya!

Sorry,

I forgot something.

Come up!

Say something!

Talk about penguins!

or Fish!

Or dogs are fine ...!

Did you run out of things to say?

whatever you like,

or lying is okay.

I will not be angry.

I can't do anything.

Sound,

What they said was shameful

But I am no different from them.

Although I know about your illness,

and always by your side ...

But finally...

I can't do anything for you.

I just pretended to be strong,

and always talk like an idiot.

It is as my father said.

I'm just a kid.

Not so.

You always encourage me.

and always listen to things

I dare not tell anyone.

In difficult times,

Thanks to you, I'm so happy.

You are always with me.

when I feel sad,

You are always with me.

Thank you!

Asou-kun.

Bye, bye.

With her,

Higashikou,

is a very important place.

But finally,

She still has to leave the school,

where she doesn't want to give up.

She could not graduate,

The place that belongs to her.

Doctor,

have you been bullied in class?

I think not.

Therefore he could not understand.

No one around me likes school.

Those who bully others,

and their victims,

want to leave school as soon as possible.

You can say that,

because you are so lucky.

May be true.

Maybe I like school so much,

because of,

I have never experienced such bad things.

However,...

sentences like "I would rather die,

than to go to school "

You shouldn't say that.

Those who can live,

need to continue living.

No matter what happens,

no matter how much suffering.

You cannot give up so easily.

So she,

Going to a school with a disability?

Yes

Did you come to visit?

Yes

It's great.

But,

how could he swim so gracefully,

without being hit by a glass tank?

That's because the dolphin sings.

Singing?

It is an ultrasonic wave.

which human ears cannot hear,

The feedback of these waves will help them

Confirm the location of objects from far away.

Well, that's that ...

Also in this way,

They can talk to others from a distance.

Like a secret conversation that we can't hear?

I wonder if I can hear it?

It is good that we ...

despite being so far away ...

can still talk like them!

Wait a minute.

Although it is not convenient but It's almost like a dolphin ...

Thank you.

We're over there again!

Ah! They are back!

Aya!

Aya!

Aya!

I'm okay!

Grandchildren ...

What are you doing?

What if she catches a cold?

I am sorry.

Please change clothes quickly!

The bathroom is having warm water.

Come on in too.

How is Aya?

It is fine, it is sleeping.

I covered it with an electric blanket.

All because of you,

Grandchildren...

really sorry.

I am sorry, too, just now ...

for scolding me.

Alright! Everything was okay. Stop kneeling!

Keep your head up, Asou-kun!

Her family,

Really grateful to Asou-kun

I've always taken care of, concerned about Aya,

and invite him out to play like this.

She thought

That makes Aya very happy.

But, Aya is now ...

Anything you have to consider carefully.

It looks healthy, but

its physicality,

Not really good.

For Aya, even if she only has a minor cold,

can degenerate into other things,

even pneumonia.

That may be small for the average person

but with Aya,

This can take its life.

This is no joke.

Now...

It's not the same anymore.

Anyway today

Nor did anything happen

Your uncle also left you and Aya

go alone,

So this is not my fault.

I am sorry.

I'm really sorry.

...I'm sorry...

... today's story

I caused you a lot of trouble.

A moment ago,

What my mom said ... Sorry!

Sorry!

The rain was so heavy, I couldn't hear what you were saying.

I also think

Surely it's hard to hear me?

It is not.

It's okay.

I seem to ...,

Won't be like before?

Although I can

Let you push me away,

But we cannot

walking together.

Just because I was wet from the rain caused it,

How much trouble like this.

I know...

I won't be able to talk sooner or later ...

can't even make phone calls anymore,

Now...

Everything has really changed

compared to when in Higashikou.

Asou-kun,

right now

We don't have the same world.

Are you working hard too?

That school is not good either. No need to be so miserable!

You know, I always wonder ...

Why is she Aya?

Why not you?

Why is she? Is she always nice to everyone?

Heaven may want to try someone, ...

That's why Aya is infected.

So, I live ...

for what

when you are completely healthy.

I want...,

continued at Higashi, from where Aya-sensei had to leave.

Because, that's the dream that Aya-oneechan is could not be done.

That is the only thing

You can do for Aya.

Despite enough strength ...

but did nothing.

That's one of the things I hate the most!

You are so great! ...

You are right

Her younger sister

Long time no see.

I cannot call you,

so I have to come here.

"To those who really listen ...,

they will definitely understand. "

Today...,

... I had a dream ...

Dream?

Yes

Before ... in my dream

I ... can walk

and running ...

freely ...

It's like the first time we met.

But...

Today's dream is no longer like that.

I find myself ...

... sitting on a wheelchair.

In the dream...

I see ... my body ... is paralyzed.

I tried

accept it...

but deep in the heart ...

... I still cannot accept.

Perhaps this is just my own thought.

Can I say what I think?

I don't care what the future will be like ...

but now,

My feelings completely

is genuine

For me.

if you are talking,

no matter how slow,

I will also listen

If you can't talk on the phone,

I'll come to see you, like this!

I'm not a dolphin

and you too ...

If you want to walk,

no matter how slow,

I will also go with you.

Perhaps, I am not reliable now,

but one day,

I will be able to help you.

Things may not be the same as before,

But there's a string that ties us together.

I don't see our world differently.

I ...

prefer...

boy...

Maybe.

I love you...!

Sure.

Thank you!

What is going on?

I went to the hospital for a bit.

Huh? At this hour?

I don't know why, but I'm worried about Aya.

So I will go with you.

Don't go away

If parents go together like this,

It was like something was serious.

That would make Aya sister even more worried.

Really?

Really.

Daddy should stay home with us.

I will be back soon.

OK! Be careful!

Yes!

Mother go carefully.

Aya?

Aya ...

Aya ...

Aya!

What are you doing here at this hour?

You will catch a cold.

Come back to the room.

Mommy.

What is going on?

I could not sleep.

I'm afraid to close my eyes ...

I want to call home.

I tried to call many times.

I want to hear your voice.

But...

I can't dial numbers.

Please save me!

Mommy!

I have no more business.

Things you can do ...

There is no more work.

nothing left.

Come on baby.

It is true that after I became ill,

There are many things I cannot do anymore.

Traveling and talking are also difficult.

I cannot go to college,

or go to work like your friends.

But...

I really think

Is there anything else I can do?

Aya, look here.

This,

this

and this too

are diary pages

I still write every day.

They are all full of words.

that I had to try very hard

to hold the pen to write down.

and write with all your might.

My friends my age

and healthy people don't have this ability.

Didn't you keep going on?

Aya, ...

Aya, I ...

... there's a lot more to write down

Isn't it Aya?

Is it?

Ready, toss ...!

Oh! Aya!

Sorry, I am excited.

Okay, my auntie and I get a car

Come on Shioka. Go!

Please leave Aya with me.

Okay.

It's beautiful!

with how many flowers!

Yes

Asou-kun ... got this ...

What is that?

Hmm?

A ... love letter.

Oh?

The wedding is so fun, isn't it?

Madoka bride looks beautiful.

Yes, she is beautiful.

Didn't you say that?

Aya?

Aya!

Aya!

Help us! Nurse!

We need help!

Aya, are you okay?

Aya!

Run

Aya, how are you?

"To Asou-kun,

There are many things I want to say but cannot say it in front of him,

So I wrote this letter.

Thank you for always being there and encouraging me.

He found what he wanted to do,

and trying to do it.

to see Asou-kun,

make me very happy.

His ability in the future is very wide open.

But ... I'm not like that.

my future,

is to continue fighting for survival.

just like that.

Just like that forever.

There is nothing we can do about this difference.

Every day, I still fight with myself.

Aya-chan.

I feel very worried and miserable.

What's wrong Aya? Where is the pain?

I tried my best

to repress those feelings.

I wrote a letter to Asou-kun.

The truth is,

Being with Asou-kun was really painful for me.

Want to do this,

want to do that ...

I always thought that if I didn't have this disease,

I might be able to do all that.

When I'm with Asou-kun,

I always dreamed a dream could never come true.

Of course it's not Asou-kun's fault.

But I envy you.

Because of the feeling,

pity yourself.

No matter what I try to do,

I became even more pitiful.

If things go like this,

I will not have the energy to live on.

Thanks for doing so much for me.

Thanks!

You said you like me, even when I'm like this.

Thank you.

I'm sorry I couldn't do anything for you.

I'm sorry.

I can't ... see you again.

Mom.

Three.

Doctor.

Can you ...

... get married ... okay?

I know that.

Aya.

But ...

even when things like this ...

Someday...

Someday ... when that comes ...

I want to sleep ... amidst a beautiful forest of flowers.

How did you study?

Normal.

You haven't seen Aya-chan recently?

Is not.

I want to do something to help others,

But in the end, I didn't understand her illness at all.

The reason I chose neuroscience

Because this hard is still a lot to explore.

I thought that maybe I could cure the disease,

which others cannot cure.

Initially, I had a lot of hope.

But really...

I don't understand anything either.

I just know how to say it for those patients who have sat here:

"This disease does not take immediate life.

and now,

We are currently studying treatments. "

Even encouraging them,

I know that the chances of finding a cure are nearly zero.

In short, just a lie.

However, I will not give up.

The patient doesn't even give up ...

how can a doctor give up

Later, you will become a doctor, right?

Doctor?

Long time no see.

The diary that he is writing

continue to be published,

to the schools, right?

There is a high school girl

have read what you have written,

and send this postcard to you.

"I wish I had died."

"I have the same illness as Aya-oneechan."

"When the doctor let me know my illness is incurable, "

"I cried a lot."

"Then I can't walk normally anymore."

"At school, everyone is staring at me."

"My boyfriend also abandoned me."

"Why do you have to endure this?"

"I ask my mom every day".

"But,"

"After reading Aya's diary,"

"I realized that not only I suffered this pain."

"Ever since I was sick, I was extremely depressed."

"I didn't dare to raise my head and live."

"I want to be strong like Aya-san."

"From now on, whether there is suffering and how many tears are there ... "

"I want to have the energy like you to keep going forward. "

"Thank you Aya-sama for this determination."

Boy,...

Say you want to do something to help others?

When I first met you,

I ...

I think

Nothing to care about.

to the life and death of humans.

But...

Now I think differently.

What you want,

even if you become greedy,

or if it is impossible

I want you to continue living.

So that,...

I ...

Asou-kun.

I can't ... go anymore.

Yes

But...

I ... helped ... get someone else.

Yes ..

I still can help others.

Yes!

Although it is a bit early,

but today is Christmas for the whole family.

Gifts of the children.

Akko.

by Hiroki.

And for Rika.

So cute!

Great!

So many colors!

In fact, these gift packs are from your sister

Sister Aya?

Yes, it was chosen by your sister.

And now, I will read Aya's letter to you ...

"Sorry Ako."

"Recently,"

"I always have to wear your old clothes."

"And because you're only wearing pajamas"

"so I didn't dare to ask for new clothes, right?"

"Ako ...

would love to wear nice clothes "

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry Hiroki."

"Since elementary school, I only have one single sports bag"

"Now up to level II,"

"I really want a nicer bag, don't I?"

"I'm sorry for making you dare not say it."

"Rika too, I'm sorry."

"When you paint a picture for me"

"I tried to force a crayon until I cannot use it anymore. "

Akko,

Hiro,

Rika,

"I thank all of you."

"I'm sorry for always taking Mother."

If compared to mother,

your sister, ...

understand you more than mom.

Aya, why are you always so polite!

I will treasure it forever.

Rika will use and store it carefully.

OK! Come on! Let's start eating!

Start!

Ready!

Merry Christmas!

Hey! Toast

Rika stood here.

He wanted to stand beside Aya.

Is not. Rika!

Can not!

No fighting!

Stand in line neatly.

Prepare!

I will be here forever.

Sister Aya.

Where you can come back anytime.

From now on, it will never change.

Always my home.

Thank you...

everybody.

Hello.

Samukatta [Is it cold?]

Yes

it is snowing.

Snow up to 3 meters high.

Usotsuki [Lie]

Yonde [Read]

Nikki [Diary]

This one?

Is it possible?

"I am not impatient."

"I will not lose patience anymore,"

"...never give up"

"Because everyone has to take one step at a time."

Did you write well?

"It's not just me suffering."

"Not to be understood by others,

and do not understand others "

"Both..."

... all very sad "

"My life is like a flower in bloom."

"With my youth ..."

"I want to treasure it,

and there will be no regrets. "

"Mommy!"

"At the bottom of my heart ..."

"I know there is a Mother who always believes in me."

"From now on, I will believe in you."

"I'm sorry...

... for making you worry about me. "

"This evil disease. WHY DO IT CHOOSE ME? "

"DEAD! It's hard to say ...

and it is difficult for people to accept them. "

"I want to create a time machine to return to the past."

"If I don't have this disease,"

"I have got the love I want."

"I wish someone hugged me tight ...

... I really want to. "

"I no longer say: I want to return to the old days."

"I have to accept,

his fate. "

"I accept Aya now,

keep moving forward and live. "

"Whether the eyes

unintentionally hurt, "

"But I understand that there is still ...

... the ones who care about me. "

"Even so, I want to stay here."

"Because it is,...

where I'm always attached. "

"What if I fell down?"

"When you can stand up again."

"Look at the sky when you fall."

"Today I can see endless smile in the dark blue sky. "

"Instead of living in the past,"

"Just let us try Good at current affairs is enough. "

"Mommy,..."

"whether you ..."

"... can get married?"

"Mommy,"

"can I get married?"

He tried a lot

Be strong,

and continue to live!

Sou da yo [Of course!]

Don't beat!

Ikite ne [keep living]

Zutto ikite. [Let's live forever]

I understand.

[Thanks]

Are you sleeping?

Still laughing!

5 years later

Ikeuchi died.

Has she died?

"Live forever",

she said that.

In my heart,

she really wanted to,

to live more than anyone.

This is my first time telling this story to others.

maybe i don't understand

to be the real pain I'm feeling.

But,

I want to understand it.

I really want to hear from you.

Mizuki-chan,

Doctor Takigawa is looking for me.

We are coming shortly.

Do you continue to practice rehabilitation?

Yes.

Thanks, doctor.

Have you been here all along?

Sorry,

I have heard everything.

In the past,

when I was studying at the library,

I told you,

"I AM TRUE HER GIRL."

is that true?

That sentence made me really happy,

because of my thoughts on Aya-oneechan,

No matter what happens, nothing changes

Until now,

Whatever happens, I always think of her.

Things like that, if Aya was here, what would she do?

What will she think?

Will say it?

Because no one can answer these questions,

I have to, ...

find the answer yourself.

Right.

I have to find the answer myself.

Now,

I have grown up

Huh?

Mr. Asou-san,

After all, nothing has changed.

[Aya Ikeuchi]

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Hello!

Come on!

How was the choir competition?

Is Rika acting well?

Very good!

She has grown up.

So what can you do?

Hey! But you always have a lot of stories.

What?

What is funny about me?

Huh?

It appears on my face.

Mr. Asou-san,

just like us.

I was worried about something.

Hey!

Let's have a beer.

Go and celebrate with Dad.

I have to get up early tomorrow.

Dad is telling the truth.

...

Can you hear that, Aya?

Aya ...

still living in Asou-kun's heart.

How do you feel?

Just like you always in our hearts.

Now and forever ...

Aya,

You heard what I said, right?

What does Aya-sensei feel like?

Are you good?

Mommy.

Huh?

In that picture,

is the happiest child,

Really?

Yes

Everybody

people will always remember,

to you?

Of course.

Aya's face,

Aya's voice.

everything,

will always be remembered.

Even if you are no more,

everybody,

Will you still think of me?

Like when,

I used to smile like that.

I used to,

exist,

with everyone.

They won't forget, will they?

Yes

Hey!

Go.

What are you guys saying?

Secret!

Let's go.

Do not push me!

Don't be shy.

What a messy dad!

Try placing your hand on your chest.

Thump, thump, ...

will hear.

My heart is beating.

I'm very happy.

I am living.

[Movie: 1 LITER OF TEARS began airing in October 2005.]

[It's the story of a girl Always try to live, never give up].

[Until now, there are still a lot of people watching then write down the comments on the page]

[There are currently about 20,000 patients Cerebellar degeneration in Japan, and they are still fighting this disease.]

[But this disease has not found a cure yet]

[For people with various illnesses all over the world. For those who are always behind to support them]

[For the light of hope ... For human warm hands ...]

Please pray for them.

[Neurological depression has many types The degree of disease progression will differ for each person]

[The movie is based on a true story. In the production process there is the support of medical professionals. Characters and scenes from the film are fictional]