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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:46,990 --> 00:02:48,470 Hi. 2 00:02:48,510 --> 00:02:50,560 You didn't tell me they built an Apple store next door. 3 00:02:50,950 --> 00:02:53,170 Yeah, there's practically one on every corner. 4 00:02:55,610 --> 00:02:57,040 Don’t tell me that it actually threw you. 5 00:02:57,080 --> 00:02:58,610 I thought that, that was just your schtick. 6 00:02:59,610 --> 00:03:01,260 It's not schtick. 7 00:03:01,310 --> 00:03:04,700 Okay, well, if you could just smile, because you're so pretty. 8 00:03:04,740 --> 00:03:05,960 No, I really don't want to do this right now. 9 00:03:06,010 --> 00:03:07,010 Please, please, please, please, please. 10 00:03:07,050 --> 00:03:08,490 No, no, I just need to focus. 11 00:03:08,530 --> 00:03:09,710 Thank you. - Smile. 12 00:03:09,750 --> 00:03:11,140 Oh my God! No, so cute- 13 00:03:30,340 --> 00:03:31,640 Hi everybody. 14 00:03:33,470 --> 00:03:34,470 Uh... 15 00:03:35,210 --> 00:03:36,210 Good evening. 16 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:38,300 My name is Claudia Lerner. 17 00:03:39,780 --> 00:03:40,910 Um... 18 00:03:41,780 --> 00:03:43,610 Silicon Valley is exciting, 19 00:03:44,440 --> 00:03:46,350 but it can also be pretty suffocating. 20 00:03:48,270 --> 00:03:49,700 It hasn't always been that way. 21 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:59,500 Some places are more than a place. 22 00:04:01,060 --> 00:04:02,190 They can hold power. 23 00:04:03,720 --> 00:04:05,020 They can change you. 24 00:04:11,590 --> 00:04:14,950 You're probably asking yourself, 25 00:04:16,380 --> 00:04:19,990 who is this young female author standing at the podium? 26 00:04:22,130 --> 00:04:25,430 And I wish I asked myself that same question a lot sooner. 27 00:04:27,910 --> 00:04:32,400 So without further ado, this is the Book of Jobs. 28 00:04:42,710 --> 00:04:44,630 ♪ 3, 2, 1, you're so fun 29 00:04:44,670 --> 00:04:46,850 ♪ The best thing underneath the sun ♪ 30 00:04:47,370 --> 00:04:49,410 It was 1998. 31 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:53,980 Here in my own private paradise, I felt completely safe. 32 00:04:54,030 --> 00:04:55,940 ♪ But I’m the one to be your man ♪ 33 00:04:55,990 --> 00:04:59,030 ♪ And you’re the one who understands alright ♪ 34 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:03,250 ♪ You’re the good kind ♪ 35 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:07,610 ♪ Think I love you 36 00:05:08,430 --> 00:05:10,090 ♪ Such a good... 37 00:05:10,130 --> 00:05:12,130 My parents had planted us smack dab 38 00:05:12,180 --> 00:05:13,790 in the center of Silicon Valley. 39 00:05:13,830 --> 00:05:17,440 ♪ Just adore you 40 00:05:19,920 --> 00:05:22,230 My dad preached the possibility of this place. 41 00:05:25,540 --> 00:05:26,890 It was my Garden of Eden. 42 00:05:29,060 --> 00:05:31,890 My oldest memories are of these giants. 43 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:34,460 I remember searching for where the trees 44 00:05:34,500 --> 00:05:36,030 ended and the sky began. 45 00:05:38,460 --> 00:05:40,380 California became my religion, 46 00:05:41,510 --> 00:05:43,160 and there was a messiah here. 47 00:05:52,300 --> 00:05:53,300 All right. 48 00:05:53,570 --> 00:05:57,350 ♪ You’re the good kind ♪ 49 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:00,960 ♪ Think I love you 50 00:06:01,270 --> 00:06:02,570 My little hands grabbed hold 51 00:06:02,620 --> 00:06:04,270 of the apple and bit down. 52 00:06:05,620 --> 00:06:06,620 Hard. 53 00:06:06,930 --> 00:06:10,710 ♪ Just adore you 54 00:06:30,430 --> 00:06:32,170 People were running 55 00:06:32,210 --> 00:06:34,650 and someone was shouting, something hit the building, 56 00:06:34,690 --> 00:06:36,260 something hit the building. 57 00:06:36,300 --> 00:06:40,050 Well, we saw just moments ago, 58 00:06:40,090 --> 00:06:41,570 we saw in our studio here, 59 00:06:41,610 --> 00:06:43,490 a plane, 60 00:06:43,530 --> 00:06:46,440 crashed into the south tower of the World Trade Center, 61 00:06:46,490 --> 00:06:48,230 that was the second plane. 62 00:06:48,270 --> 00:06:51,930 So, two planes have now crashed, uh, 63 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:54,670 each into one of the World Trade Center towers. 64 00:06:55,190 --> 00:06:57,500 What we can only surmise at this point... 65 00:07:04,770 --> 00:07:06,600 Thank you for showing me what a loving home 66 00:07:06,640 --> 00:07:08,860 I have to return to after a 14-hour day at work. 67 00:07:08,900 --> 00:07:09,950 I don't have any other time 68 00:07:09,990 --> 00:07:11,510 to talk to you about these things. 69 00:07:11,560 --> 00:07:13,340 You're never here and when you are it's no different from 70 00:07:13,380 --> 00:07:14,470 when you're not. 71 00:07:14,520 --> 00:07:15,690 What do you want me to say? 72 00:07:15,730 --> 00:07:17,300 I work my fucking ass off for our family. 73 00:07:17,340 --> 00:07:19,000 Bullshit! This isn't for us, it's your ego, you never 74 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:20,570 outgrew that shit. 75 00:07:20,610 --> 00:07:22,520 We had an agreement, now you're unhappy with it. 76 00:07:22,570 --> 00:07:23,920 We had a partnership. 77 00:07:23,960 --> 00:07:26,090 It's not working, this isn't working. 78 00:07:26,140 --> 00:07:28,180 That's why I think we need to be realistic 79 00:07:28,230 --> 00:07:29,440 and actually talk about it. 80 00:07:29,490 --> 00:07:30,920 This is not talking. 81 00:07:30,970 --> 00:07:32,060 I just... I'm trying to tell you 82 00:07:32,100 --> 00:07:33,100 how it feels on our end. 83 00:07:35,410 --> 00:07:37,060 This isn't Boo's door. 84 00:07:37,100 --> 00:07:38,890 Boo? What's Boo? 85 00:07:38,930 --> 00:07:41,460 That's what I decided to call her, is there a problem? 86 00:07:41,500 --> 00:07:43,240 Sully, you're not supposed to name it. 87 00:07:43,280 --> 00:07:45,810 Once you name it, you start getting attached to it. 88 00:07:46,240 --> 00:07:49,250 Now put that thing back where it came from, or so help me! 89 00:07:52,250 --> 00:07:53,210 Oh, hey! 90 00:07:53,250 --> 00:07:54,820 We're rehearsing a scene 91 00:07:54,860 --> 00:07:56,950 for the upcoming company play called, uh, 92 00:07:57,250 --> 00:07:59,260 Put That Thing Back Where it Came From or So Help Me. 93 00:07:59,690 --> 00:08:01,430 It's a musical. 94 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:03,090 Put that thing back where it came from, or so help me. 95 00:08:03,130 --> 00:08:05,220 It was sensational, I can't even describe it. 96 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:07,090 Listen, Sweetie. 97 00:08:07,130 --> 00:08:09,010 Who follows up a run like that with something even better? 98 00:08:09,050 --> 00:08:11,360 I mean, he does Toy Story, A Bug's life, 99 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:12,840 Toy Story 2, and now this. 100 00:08:12,880 --> 00:08:14,450 Buddy, we need to discuss something. 101 00:08:14,490 --> 00:08:16,100 And that ending, even the adults teared up, honest to God. 102 00:08:16,140 --> 00:08:17,620 - This is really important. - I can't believe 103 00:08:17,670 --> 00:08:19,970 I've been twice now and you still haven't seen this. 104 00:08:20,020 --> 00:08:21,930 How about we go next Friday? I say we beat the rush- 105 00:08:21,970 --> 00:08:23,410 We're getting a divorce. 106 00:08:26,280 --> 00:08:27,280 Nice one. 107 00:08:27,590 --> 00:08:29,160 What was I supposed to do? 108 00:08:29,980 --> 00:08:31,380 Honey, I know this is gonna be difficult 109 00:08:31,420 --> 00:08:32,900 so if you want to talk about anything, 110 00:08:32,940 --> 00:08:34,770 we can discuss anything. 111 00:08:39,430 --> 00:08:40,520 Get down, get down! 112 00:08:55,180 --> 00:08:56,790 Earthquakes were an inevitability 113 00:08:56,840 --> 00:08:58,450 of living on the San Andreas fault. 114 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:02,360 I just didn't expect one in my own home. 115 00:09:22,030 --> 00:09:24,120 I found comfort in the fact that Jobs was born 116 00:09:24,170 --> 00:09:25,390 into a broken family. 117 00:10:05,690 --> 00:10:06,780 Have a great first day. 118 00:10:06,820 --> 00:10:07,820 Thanks, Mom. 119 00:10:33,580 --> 00:10:34,320 Here, let me help. 120 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:36,280 Thanks. 121 00:10:36,330 --> 00:10:38,590 First day of middle school and my backpack breaks, go figure. 122 00:10:38,940 --> 00:10:41,160 Well, you shoved enough books in here to build a library. 123 00:10:41,810 --> 00:10:42,850 How many classes are you taking? 124 00:10:43,380 --> 00:10:44,550 Eight. 125 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:48,900 Hey, look! We both have art elective after lunch. 126 00:10:48,950 --> 00:10:51,210 Awesome! You know, Steve Jobs is an artist. 127 00:10:51,250 --> 00:10:53,740 That's how he came up with such beautiful designs for Apple, 128 00:10:53,780 --> 00:10:54,950 and that's why I signed up for art. 129 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:56,560 Are you any good at drawing? 130 00:10:56,610 --> 00:10:58,390 If you are, maybe you could design computers one day, too. 131 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:04,140 I just get excited about things. 132 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,360 I'm Lucy. 133 00:11:07,180 --> 00:11:08,180 Claudia. 134 00:11:08,750 --> 00:11:09,710 Let's go. 135 00:11:17,150 --> 00:11:18,930 How does someone become your best friend? 136 00:11:20,150 --> 00:11:21,150 I was careful. 137 00:11:22,240 --> 00:11:23,500 She was carefree. 138 00:11:25,810 --> 00:11:27,510 But Lucy always told me the truth. 139 00:11:29,950 --> 00:11:31,080 Sunflower G4? 140 00:11:31,820 --> 00:11:32,860 Nice. 141 00:11:33,430 --> 00:11:35,430 You're kind of weird about computers. 142 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:37,690 I'll be just like him. 143 00:11:38,820 --> 00:11:40,260 Who? 144 00:11:40,300 --> 00:11:43,090 I'm going to be Steve Jobs, but a girl, of course. 145 00:11:45,050 --> 00:11:47,310 You know, you're completely nuts. 146 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:57,540 Don't you have an iPod? 147 00:11:57,580 --> 00:11:58,630 Look. 148 00:12:01,850 --> 00:12:04,070 You just connect it to your computer, 149 00:12:06,550 --> 00:12:08,720 and can have all the songs you want right in your hand. 150 00:12:09,460 --> 00:12:10,460 Cool. 151 00:12:18,380 --> 00:12:20,520 ♪ Win, win, win yeah that's my motto ♪ 152 00:12:20,560 --> 00:12:22,910 ♪ That's so, so cold like a cup of gelato ♪ 153 00:12:22,950 --> 00:12:25,220 ♪ I'm a trendsetter so they all gonna follow ♪ 154 00:12:26,090 --> 00:12:27,480 ♪ Yeah, they all gonna follow 155 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:29,790 ♪ Me to the beat, 'cause the beat they feelin' ♪ 156 00:12:29,830 --> 00:12:32,010 ♪ One step ahead I ain't got no ceiling ♪ 157 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:34,100 ♪ Take a look at what I've got ♪ 158 00:12:34,140 --> 00:12:36,400 ♪ I got everything I need and get everything I want ♪ 159 00:12:37,620 --> 00:12:38,930 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 160 00:12:40,100 --> 00:12:41,280 ♪ Undeniable 161 00:12:42,150 --> 00:12:43,630 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 162 00:12:44,630 --> 00:12:45,890 ♪ Undeniable 163 00:12:46,800 --> 00:12:48,110 ♪ It's unde-unde-un 164 00:12:48,370 --> 00:12:49,290 Who's that? 165 00:12:49,330 --> 00:12:50,460 ♪ Undeniable 166 00:12:51,290 --> 00:12:52,290 It's my dad. 167 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:55,070 ♪ Undeniable 168 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:56,950 ♪ Run, run, run gotta make it happen ♪ 169 00:12:56,990 --> 00:12:59,250 ♪ Everybody's side stage, I can hear 'em clapping ♪ 170 00:12:59,300 --> 00:13:00,990 ♪ All this money stacked up, I can't even count it ♪ 171 00:13:01,040 --> 00:13:02,170 ♪ I'm a star 172 00:13:02,210 --> 00:13:03,080 Don't be sad. 173 00:13:03,820 --> 00:13:04,870 It will get better. 174 00:13:06,130 --> 00:13:07,130 How can you say that? 175 00:13:07,910 --> 00:13:09,570 Because it has to. 176 00:13:10,740 --> 00:13:13,310 Oh, what do you want to listen to next? 177 00:13:15,830 --> 00:13:17,660 I don't really want to listen to music anymore. 178 00:13:28,590 --> 00:13:33,200 Just try to think positive, visualize what you want. 179 00:13:37,900 --> 00:13:39,470 What if that doesn't work? 180 00:13:41,380 --> 00:13:42,770 We should make a pact. 181 00:13:43,380 --> 00:13:45,730 We promise to stay best friends no matter what 182 00:13:45,780 --> 00:13:47,130 for our whole lives. 183 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:49,650 You're kind of insane. 184 00:13:50,520 --> 00:13:52,300 We'll start by sticking together through 185 00:13:52,350 --> 00:13:56,050 high school, then we'll go to the same college. 186 00:13:57,050 --> 00:13:58,050 Where do you want to go? 187 00:13:58,090 --> 00:14:00,010 Stanford, obviously. 188 00:14:00,490 --> 00:14:02,490 I'll study computers like Steve Jobs, 189 00:14:02,970 --> 00:14:04,450 and you can... - Be a painter, 190 00:14:05,540 --> 00:14:06,800 or a veterinarian. 191 00:14:07,580 --> 00:14:08,970 Maybe an archaeologist. 192 00:14:31,470 --> 00:14:33,220 You like that color, huh? 193 00:14:33,260 --> 00:14:34,480 It's called Macintosh. 194 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:36,260 Like the computer and the logo. 195 00:14:36,310 --> 00:14:37,960 Yeah, I get it. 196 00:14:40,570 --> 00:14:43,880 Hey, hey, wait, wait, can I, can I talk to you for a second? 197 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:46,790 There's something I wanted to tell you. 198 00:14:50,230 --> 00:14:52,580 You know how I've been going to the doctor a lot recently? 199 00:14:54,630 --> 00:14:55,800 Yes. 200 00:14:57,280 --> 00:15:00,900 Well, they've been trying to figure some things out. 201 00:15:03,900 --> 00:15:07,210 And, it turns out that... 202 00:15:10,080 --> 00:15:11,340 I have cancer. 203 00:15:13,860 --> 00:15:16,820 But, I am optimistic. 204 00:15:16,870 --> 00:15:19,170 They are catching it very early. 205 00:15:21,700 --> 00:15:23,130 On the outside, I was silent. 206 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:26,920 Inside, every corner of my brain was firing on a loop siren. 207 00:15:27,660 --> 00:15:28,660 She will not die. 208 00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:29,750 She will not die. 209 00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:30,970 She will not die. 210 00:15:31,010 --> 00:15:32,880 And the doctors have a whole plan. 211 00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:35,800 I'm starting treatment next week. 212 00:15:36,630 --> 00:15:37,980 - At Stanford? - Yeah. 213 00:15:39,020 --> 00:15:40,330 How lucky are we? 214 00:15:41,630 --> 00:15:43,890 W-what do you mean? 215 00:15:43,940 --> 00:15:45,900 To have revolutionary research being done right 216 00:15:45,940 --> 00:15:47,330 here in our own backyard. 217 00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:49,160 Those doctors will have everything you need. 218 00:15:51,030 --> 00:15:53,160 Yeah, Stanford Hospital is wonderful. 219 00:15:53,210 --> 00:15:54,640 It's all because of Jobs. 220 00:15:54,910 --> 00:15:56,430 They just blow all the other hospitals 221 00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:58,000 right out of the water. 222 00:15:58,040 --> 00:16:00,000 He's made them totally raise their game. 223 00:16:01,390 --> 00:16:03,440 Did you join some kind of cult or something? 224 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:05,700 People must travel from all over to get treated here. 225 00:16:05,740 --> 00:16:06,830 You know Stanford's been 226 00:16:06,870 --> 00:16:08,140 around a lot longer than Steve Jobs? 227 00:16:08,180 --> 00:16:10,440 This is the gold standard, the Emerald City. 228 00:16:10,490 --> 00:16:12,920 If you've got cancer, Stanford's the place to be. 229 00:16:13,790 --> 00:16:15,230 - Yes. - You're going to get the best 230 00:16:15,270 --> 00:16:17,410 treatment in the world because Steve Jobs represents 231 00:16:17,450 --> 00:16:19,020 the best in the world and wouldn't live 232 00:16:19,060 --> 00:16:20,060 anywhere else. 233 00:16:20,100 --> 00:16:21,580 You're going to beat this. 234 00:16:22,370 --> 00:16:23,760 Well, that is the plan. 235 00:16:24,110 --> 00:16:25,890 And I am gonna fight so hard. 236 00:16:27,070 --> 00:16:29,200 But just in case this treatment doesn't work out, 237 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:30,850 you know, there's trials all over the country. 238 00:16:30,900 --> 00:16:32,290 You've got this, Mom. 239 00:16:37,860 --> 00:16:38,860 Huh! 240 00:16:41,600 --> 00:16:42,610 Huh! 241 00:16:46,740 --> 00:16:47,740 Booyah! 242 00:16:54,570 --> 00:16:55,880 Jobs was infamous 243 00:16:55,920 --> 00:16:58,490 for his reality distortion field, 244 00:16:58,530 --> 00:17:00,670 a phenomenon in which he would convince himself 245 00:17:00,710 --> 00:17:02,970 and those around him to believe almost anything. 246 00:17:03,410 --> 00:17:05,110 Utilizing a perfect cocktail 247 00:17:05,150 --> 00:17:08,940 of charisma, hyperbole, and persistence. 248 00:17:09,550 --> 00:17:11,420 He thought he could make the impossible possible, 249 00:17:12,900 --> 00:17:14,030 I believed I could do the same. 250 00:17:15,900 --> 00:17:18,470 Oh, how beautiful is this? 251 00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:23,730 Mom's getting chemo today. 252 00:17:26,210 --> 00:17:27,220 Yeah. 253 00:17:28,040 --> 00:17:29,870 And, I feel... 254 00:17:30,830 --> 00:17:32,310 I feel terrible about that, but 255 00:17:33,530 --> 00:17:34,740 we are here. 256 00:17:35,220 --> 00:17:36,620 In our favorite restaurant, 257 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:38,360 having just driven the most beautiful road 258 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:40,050 in the world and... 259 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:41,450 Hey, 260 00:17:41,490 --> 00:17:43,060 remember how much you like the creme brulee here? 261 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,670 I do remember. 262 00:17:45,710 --> 00:17:47,100 I remember because we've been here 263 00:17:47,150 --> 00:17:48,930 a hundred times as a family. 264 00:17:49,930 --> 00:17:53,200 Mom has cancer and we're here getting caramelized custard. 265 00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:56,200 Why don't we hop in the car and you can drive us home? 266 00:17:56,590 --> 00:17:59,330 You can go back to being a good husband and father, 267 00:17:59,380 --> 00:18:00,730 and we can put this whole thing behind us. 268 00:18:00,770 --> 00:18:01,860 That is enough. 269 00:18:01,900 --> 00:18:03,470 Enough with the midlife crisis, Dad. 270 00:18:03,510 --> 00:18:05,210 - Okay. - You're better than that. 271 00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:07,950 This is beyond inappropriate, Daniella is sitting right here. 272 00:18:07,990 --> 00:18:09,170 You're so right, I'm sorry. 273 00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:10,910 Daniella, let me ask you. 274 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:14,310 Do you think my dad should be dating someone 10 years younger? 275 00:18:14,700 --> 00:18:17,920 Or go back to his sick wife who needs him and his only daughter? 276 00:18:17,960 --> 00:18:19,750 Claudia, leave her out of this. 277 00:18:21,530 --> 00:18:24,840 Look, Daniella, you seem like a nice lady. 278 00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:27,230 I love your hair. 279 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:29,060 Why don't you tell us your address, 280 00:18:29,100 --> 00:18:30,800 and we can drop you off on our way home? 281 00:18:31,580 --> 00:18:33,370 I doubt she wants you knowing where she lives now. 282 00:18:34,280 --> 00:18:36,850 Claudia, I don't think I deserve any of this. 283 00:18:36,890 --> 00:18:38,200 You are making her feel awful. 284 00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:39,500 So quick to defend her. 285 00:18:39,810 --> 00:18:41,160 Give us a break. 286 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,680 What will it take? Huh? I'll get better grades? 287 00:18:44,070 --> 00:18:45,210 I'll stop being so annoying. 288 00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:46,950 Claudia, contrary to what you think, 289 00:18:47,210 --> 00:18:49,040 it isn't about you all the time. 290 00:18:50,650 --> 00:18:53,040 I'm not gonna sit here listening to this petulant shit all day. 291 00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:55,130 I am the parent, you are the child. 292 00:18:55,170 --> 00:18:56,520 This conversation is over. 293 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:19,850 Do you want to talk about it? 294 00:19:30,470 --> 00:19:33,560 Before my dad's stroke, my mom found out he was cheating. 295 00:19:35,300 --> 00:19:36,690 They were gonna get a divorce. 296 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,960 Now she's stuck taking care of him. 297 00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:43,960 We can't put our faith in men. 298 00:19:44,310 --> 00:19:46,050 Otherwise, we will end up like our moms. 299 00:19:46,270 --> 00:19:48,360 I can think of some great male role models, 300 00:19:48,750 --> 00:19:50,400 like Steve Jobs, for instance. 301 00:19:50,450 --> 00:19:51,970 Jobs had a kid with his ex-girlfriend 302 00:19:52,270 --> 00:19:54,230 who he rejected for nearly a decade. 303 00:19:55,970 --> 00:19:57,320 If you think you're helping, you're not. 304 00:19:58,100 --> 00:19:59,580 Look, 305 00:19:59,630 --> 00:20:02,200 I don't exactly know what went down with your parents, 306 00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:03,460 and I don't have to. 307 00:20:05,070 --> 00:20:06,810 I'm just saying, I know what it feels like to be betrayed. 308 00:20:06,850 --> 00:20:08,940 Has it ever dawned on you that I'm not like you? 309 00:20:09,200 --> 00:20:10,600 That I'm not like other girls at all? 310 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,430 I'm a rebel, a misfit, I see things differently. 311 00:20:14,470 --> 00:20:15,990 You can vilify me- - Oh, my God. 312 00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:18,600 If you keep quoting a think different commercial, 313 00:20:18,650 --> 00:20:20,000 I'm actually gonna throw up. 314 00:20:23,610 --> 00:20:24,870 I have to go to the bathroom. 315 00:20:39,320 --> 00:20:40,320 No. 316 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,320 No. 317 00:20:42,370 --> 00:20:43,370 No. 318 00:20:45,060 --> 00:20:46,020 This isn't happening. 319 00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:49,850 What are you doing in there? 320 00:21:01,730 --> 00:21:02,650 What's that? 321 00:21:02,690 --> 00:21:03,690 Nothing. 322 00:21:04,950 --> 00:21:05,780 Why'd you just throw your underwear away? 323 00:21:05,820 --> 00:21:07,910 I had an accident. 324 00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,520 You're not 4 years old. 325 00:21:10,390 --> 00:21:11,660 Just leave it alone. 326 00:21:12,270 --> 00:21:13,570 What the hell is going on? 327 00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:19,360 I just... 328 00:21:19,660 --> 00:21:22,360 I just got my period, I think. 329 00:21:26,450 --> 00:21:28,280 Impressive, it'll be fine. 330 00:21:28,850 --> 00:21:30,500 First of all, throwing your underwear away 331 00:21:30,550 --> 00:21:31,890 won't make it go away. 332 00:21:31,940 --> 00:21:33,160 It'll just make it worse. 333 00:21:33,500 --> 00:21:35,110 Look, we'll just get you a pad. 334 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,340 There's no pads? Do you have any? 335 00:21:39,640 --> 00:21:41,770 Of course not, you know I haven't gotten mine yet. 336 00:21:42,510 --> 00:21:43,950 What am I going to do? 337 00:21:43,990 --> 00:21:46,430 I can feel it down there now, I can't go back outside. 338 00:21:46,820 --> 00:21:50,090 Well, we either ask your dad's girlfriend for help or... 339 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,610 But, I haven't gotten to that chapter in the 340 00:21:54,660 --> 00:21:56,310 American Girl Body Book yet. 341 00:22:24,380 --> 00:22:26,910 Claudia, talk to me. 342 00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:29,210 What's going on in there? 343 00:22:29,260 --> 00:22:30,340 Won't go in. 344 00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,260 Luce, I don't think I can do this. 345 00:22:32,300 --> 00:22:34,870 There's a reason girls don't use tampons right away. 346 00:22:39,610 --> 00:22:41,220 You need to relax. 347 00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:44,100 Can you change the angle or something? 348 00:22:44,140 --> 00:22:45,180 To what? This? 349 00:22:45,230 --> 00:22:46,450 - Ouch! - How about this? 350 00:22:46,490 --> 00:22:48,190 - Lucy! - Give me some help 351 00:22:48,230 --> 00:22:49,890 on the direction here! 352 00:22:52,020 --> 00:22:54,240 Try changing it 15 degrees clockwise. 353 00:22:54,500 --> 00:22:56,020 I'm not a mathematician. 354 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:57,810 I'm telling you, I think there's something wrong. 355 00:22:58,200 --> 00:22:59,720 Maybe my vagina is messed up. 356 00:22:59,980 --> 00:23:02,030 Maybe I have the one vagina that doesn't work right 357 00:23:02,070 --> 00:23:03,730 and the tampons won't fit. 358 00:23:05,990 --> 00:23:08,250 And as I sat there in despair, it hit me. 359 00:23:09,470 --> 00:23:11,300 W-W-S-D. 360 00:23:12,340 --> 00:23:13,600 What would Steve do? 361 00:23:15,130 --> 00:23:18,130 Innovation is saying no to a thousand things. 362 00:23:18,170 --> 00:23:19,520 Are you quoting Steve Jobs 363 00:23:19,570 --> 00:23:21,790 while you try and put in a tampon? 364 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:25,180 I'm just changing the direction a little bit. 365 00:23:25,220 --> 00:23:27,010 Maybe, if I... 366 00:23:27,840 --> 00:23:28,840 Ah-ha! It's in! 367 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:30,450 - It's in? - It's in! Ah! 368 00:23:36,190 --> 00:23:37,590 Some obsessions fade 369 00:23:37,630 --> 00:23:39,760 once high school comes along. 370 00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:41,420 Mine just grew stronger. 371 00:23:41,810 --> 00:23:43,980 You have the animal cells, and the plant cells, the plant cells 372 00:23:44,030 --> 00:23:46,640 are more rigid, they have a really thick cell wall. 373 00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:50,210 And then the animal cells have a really good membrane, 374 00:23:50,250 --> 00:23:52,730 so they're more squishier, and if you just remember that, 375 00:23:52,770 --> 00:23:54,340 Hey, Claudia, sorry. 376 00:23:54,380 --> 00:23:55,470 Can you help me with that? 377 00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:56,870 - There you go. - Thank you. 378 00:23:56,910 --> 00:23:58,300 And thank you, Lucy. 379 00:24:00,650 --> 00:24:01,870 Thanks, Claudia. 380 00:24:01,910 --> 00:24:05,480 So, a little birdie told me that, Mr. Dotnick 381 00:24:05,530 --> 00:24:07,140 brought in pie yesterday? 382 00:24:07,700 --> 00:24:09,230 Yeah, that was because yesterday 383 00:24:09,270 --> 00:24:11,230 was March 14th, you know. 384 00:24:11,270 --> 00:24:12,710 Pi, 3.14. 385 00:24:13,660 --> 00:24:16,190 Uh-huh, well, March 15th is now Donut Day 386 00:24:16,230 --> 00:24:18,540 because I'm a big zero. 387 00:24:19,540 --> 00:24:20,500 Lame. 388 00:24:21,890 --> 00:24:23,760 - Hi, Claudia. - Hey, Quentin. 389 00:24:23,810 --> 00:24:26,290 Okay, my lovable zombies, I have a very special 390 00:24:26,330 --> 00:24:27,770 surprise for you. 391 00:24:27,810 --> 00:24:30,330 We have a guest speaker today, he should be here... 392 00:24:30,380 --> 00:24:31,510 Oh, there he is right now. 393 00:24:31,550 --> 00:24:33,160 Ladies and gentlemen, this is Nelson, 394 00:24:33,550 --> 00:24:35,600 and he's here to talk to us about nutrition. 395 00:24:35,950 --> 00:24:37,510 Okay, ooh, firm grip. 396 00:24:37,990 --> 00:24:39,430 Whenever you're ready. 397 00:24:41,950 --> 00:24:42,950 My name, 398 00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,480 is Nelson Ovadan. 399 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:48,660 I'm certified NCSF, NASM, and NSCA. 400 00:24:49,660 --> 00:24:53,790 And I'm here today to talk to you about having a healthy diet. 401 00:24:55,970 --> 00:25:02,100 This, was me just around your age in my godforsaken excuse 402 00:25:02,150 --> 00:25:06,330 for a body, weighing in at over 400 pounds. 403 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:12,420 I was a few sausage pizzas away, from ending up in a body bag. 404 00:25:13,550 --> 00:25:16,250 Or worse, being stuck in a wheelchair. 405 00:25:16,860 --> 00:25:18,990 Having lost my limbs to type 2 diabetic shock. 406 00:25:19,030 --> 00:25:20,510 Are you're scared straight, yet? 407 00:25:20,950 --> 00:25:24,390 Being forced upon a caretaker, like a cow at the farm. 408 00:25:40,580 --> 00:25:41,840 Meera? 409 00:25:49,370 --> 00:25:50,410 Meera, are you okay? 410 00:25:51,150 --> 00:25:53,370 I freaked out. 411 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:56,680 I just had to get out of there. 412 00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:58,290 Take it easy. 413 00:26:00,420 --> 00:26:02,290 Is this something that's been going on for a while? 414 00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:04,560 No. 415 00:26:06,950 --> 00:26:07,950 Well... 416 00:26:08,610 --> 00:26:09,560 I guess. 417 00:26:10,170 --> 00:26:11,170 Sort of. 418 00:26:12,350 --> 00:26:14,570 It's mostly nothing, 419 00:26:15,130 --> 00:26:18,480 seeing as I've skipped lunch every day this week. 420 00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:29,890 I mean, I am completely overwhelmed. 421 00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:39,640 They, they keep telling us how to be, but 422 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:44,690 but every version is different, and you have to make it seem 423 00:26:44,730 --> 00:26:47,120 like you're not even trying, you know? 424 00:26:53,690 --> 00:26:54,700 I... 425 00:26:55,870 --> 00:26:57,700 finally achieve a thigh gap. 426 00:26:58,090 --> 00:27:02,090 Then, our soccer coach tells me the team is depending on me, 427 00:27:02,140 --> 00:27:05,490 so I get strong again, but then I'm overflowing my 428 00:27:05,530 --> 00:27:08,840 skinny jeans, it's like I can't keep up. 429 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:11,230 And... 430 00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:13,670 and I mean, if I get anything less than an A minus, 431 00:27:13,710 --> 00:27:16,060 I won't get into a great college and then I won't get a 432 00:27:16,110 --> 00:27:19,630 great job to set me up for my great career and then there's 433 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:24,120 my parents, they moved here from India, you know, and there's 434 00:27:24,460 --> 00:27:26,640 a certain way I'm supposed to be. 435 00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:29,770 I've gotta make them proud their way but, 436 00:27:30,250 --> 00:27:32,690 but it's not the same as this way, and I just 437 00:27:32,730 --> 00:27:36,080 feel like I'm getting whiplash, and, and the worst part about 438 00:27:36,130 --> 00:27:38,040 it all is that I'm fucking starving. 439 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:47,400 You've got a lot going on. 440 00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:49,660 I mean, we all do. 441 00:27:51,360 --> 00:27:52,540 I'm here for you. 442 00:27:52,970 --> 00:27:54,320 Whatever you need. 443 00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:02,460 Ah, you're so... perfect, all the time. 444 00:28:06,940 --> 00:28:08,810 How are your feet still on the ground? 445 00:28:11,950 --> 00:28:13,860 I just ask what he would do. 446 00:28:15,690 --> 00:28:16,820 Jesus? 447 00:28:18,390 --> 00:28:20,220 My hero, Steve Jobs. 448 00:28:21,390 --> 00:28:22,700 Oh. 449 00:28:25,180 --> 00:28:28,220 Yeah, I've heard that about you. 450 00:28:30,700 --> 00:28:33,450 What used to feel like a far-off destiny was now 451 00:28:33,490 --> 00:28:34,710 just around the corner. 452 00:28:34,750 --> 00:28:36,970 It was time to be proactive about my future. 453 00:28:38,020 --> 00:28:39,500 Steve Jobs didn't go to Stanford, 454 00:28:39,970 --> 00:28:41,720 but it embodied everything he stood for. 455 00:29:02,130 --> 00:29:03,740 Shoot. 456 00:29:05,170 --> 00:29:06,350 Come on, Claudia. 457 00:29:07,220 --> 00:29:08,480 Visualize. 458 00:29:12,310 --> 00:29:13,310 And innovate. 459 00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:14,790 Ugh! 460 00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:17,450 What did that thing ever do to you? 461 00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:20,800 What are you working on? 462 00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:22,150 My coding homework. 463 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:23,710 Oh. 464 00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:25,630 You're exhausted. 465 00:29:27,110 --> 00:29:28,670 Why are you working yourself to death over this class? 466 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:30,590 It's a special upperclassmen elective. 467 00:29:31,290 --> 00:29:33,900 You're only in ninth grade, why don't you just drop it? 468 00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:35,550 I'm getting a leg up for Stanford. 469 00:29:35,900 --> 00:29:38,510 Not all incoming college freshmen have the chance 470 00:29:38,550 --> 00:29:40,470 to take computer science in high school. 471 00:29:41,300 --> 00:29:45,080 Well, what if you switched to advanced literature 472 00:29:45,130 --> 00:29:46,210 or creative writing? 473 00:29:46,260 --> 00:29:47,610 It's just a few late nights. 474 00:29:48,350 --> 00:29:49,700 Well, don't go crazy 475 00:29:49,740 --> 00:29:51,130 for something that makes you so unhappy. 476 00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:52,390 Life is short. 477 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:53,700 Mom, I don't have time to get into a whole 478 00:29:53,740 --> 00:29:55,400 cancer talk right now, okay? 479 00:29:57,090 --> 00:29:58,400 I have too much to do. 480 00:30:01,970 --> 00:30:03,970 Your hero wasn't an engineer, you know. 481 00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:05,230 He was the creative. 482 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:06,500 I can handle it. 483 00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:09,890 Has your school talked to you guys at all about that 484 00:30:09,930 --> 00:30:12,240 teenager that killed themselves by the train tracks? 485 00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:13,980 It wasn't an Oaks student. 486 00:30:14,020 --> 00:30:15,900 No, but they went to a high school down the street. 487 00:30:16,900 --> 00:30:18,380 These things can be contagious. 488 00:30:18,420 --> 00:30:20,510 I just want to make sure Oaks is talking to you and not 489 00:30:20,550 --> 00:30:22,250 brushing it under the rug. - Mom. 490 00:30:23,470 --> 00:30:25,470 I'm sorry, but I'm really busy right now. 491 00:30:25,730 --> 00:30:28,390 Well, do you want me to look? I pick up things pretty easily. 492 00:30:28,430 --> 00:30:30,430 I need to learn how to do this on my own. 493 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:32,910 Hmm. 494 00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:35,090 I used to be a pretty good fucking engineer, you know. 495 00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:37,610 Before I married your dad and had a kid, 496 00:30:37,660 --> 00:30:40,620 but, everyone seems to have forgotten about that. 497 00:30:47,970 --> 00:30:49,930 Her first memory was watching the Apollo 17 498 00:30:49,970 --> 00:30:52,410 launch on TV when she was 4 years old. 499 00:30:53,930 --> 00:30:55,280 Like the fire beneath the rocket, 500 00:30:55,330 --> 00:30:56,850 it ignited something in her. 501 00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:01,290 It was in an environmental biology class 502 00:31:01,330 --> 00:31:03,070 where she met my dad. 503 00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,340 She went to college to study aerospace engineering, 504 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,730 the sole female student in her department. 505 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:11,690 She, was the trailblazer I kept telling myself I was. 506 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,260 - Every single year, we go- - Somewhere along 507 00:31:16,300 --> 00:31:18,610 the way, she figured out that the thing that she and my dad 508 00:31:18,650 --> 00:31:21,610 bonded over when they were young was what drove them apart. 509 00:31:21,660 --> 00:31:24,490 ...into Pebble Beach as a group, and I did it one time. 510 00:31:24,530 --> 00:31:26,360 She came to resent him for the dreams 511 00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:28,400 she surrendered even though she had done so willingly. 512 00:31:28,450 --> 00:31:30,010 We have the money, doesn't mean that we should 513 00:31:30,060 --> 00:31:31,280 burn it on toys. 514 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:32,760 I'm not burning it, it's not burning it. 515 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:34,240 These are not toys. - I don't know what else to do. 516 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:35,280 We used to be each other's biggest heroes, we used 517 00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:36,590 to be each other's biggest cheerleaders. 518 00:31:36,630 --> 00:31:37,980 Yeah. I'm trying to tell you that I'm hurt! 519 00:31:38,020 --> 00:31:38,980 That's just what I wanted to share with you. 520 00:31:39,020 --> 00:31:40,590 I have feelings too. 521 00:31:40,630 --> 00:31:41,720 I am hurt too, you don't think that I want to share things 522 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,550 with my partner? - Yeah, I don't think... 523 00:31:43,590 --> 00:31:47,070 And he chose his career over everything else. 524 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:48,810 Just because I am working long hours, 525 00:31:48,860 --> 00:31:49,950 it doesn't mean I'm cheating on you. 526 00:31:49,990 --> 00:31:51,080 I am not an idiot! 527 00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:52,860 - You're paranoid. - You're pathetic! 528 00:31:52,910 --> 00:31:54,120 If this is your way of trying to get my attention, 529 00:31:54,170 --> 00:31:55,520 it's ridiculous. 530 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:57,080 The only way you know how to be close to someone, 531 00:31:57,130 --> 00:31:58,350 is to yell at them. 532 00:32:07,570 --> 00:32:08,790 Then came the cancer. 533 00:32:18,370 --> 00:32:20,190 When she heard the words, cancer free, 534 00:32:21,060 --> 00:32:22,410 she believed she had won. 535 00:32:35,910 --> 00:32:39,520 Mom and I had lived together, just the two of us, for 8 years. 536 00:32:53,270 --> 00:32:54,790 We'd grown dependent on one another. 537 00:32:56,930 --> 00:32:58,970 Oh I see someone finally decided to come home. 538 00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:01,370 It's not like I wasn't waiting for half an hour after school 539 00:33:01,410 --> 00:33:03,450 and finally had to call Lucy to give me a ride. 540 00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:06,020 What's the point of a cell phone if you never use it? 541 00:33:06,070 --> 00:33:07,680 I mean, really, I called you five times. 542 00:33:07,940 --> 00:33:10,240 You know, these magic little things in our pockets 543 00:33:10,290 --> 00:33:11,590 have multiple methods of communication. 544 00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:13,550 A simple text wouldn't have sufficed. 545 00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:33,880 Mom? 546 00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:36,970 I'm sorry. 547 00:33:39,450 --> 00:33:41,010 I'm sorry I left you at school. 548 00:33:41,840 --> 00:33:43,100 I am just a human being. 549 00:33:44,230 --> 00:33:45,500 I am trying to be strong. 550 00:33:45,540 --> 00:33:46,800 You are strong, you're a badass. 551 00:33:46,850 --> 00:33:48,020 Stop it, Claudia! 552 00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,420 I don't need you to cheer me up right now. 553 00:33:58,250 --> 00:33:59,250 I'm sorry. 554 00:34:00,250 --> 00:34:01,250 It came back. 555 00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:05,390 It came back. 556 00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:10,520 But I just... 557 00:34:11,700 --> 00:34:13,520 I just needed a minute to myself. 558 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,620 - Mom. - And I don't... 559 00:34:20,010 --> 00:34:21,580 I don't want to talk about it yet. 560 00:34:22,970 --> 00:34:25,280 I don't want to be convinced, I don't want to pretend to be 561 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,410 a superhero. 562 00:34:26,930 --> 00:34:27,930 I don't... 563 00:34:32,150 --> 00:34:33,590 It was okay that Mom was afraid. 564 00:34:35,070 --> 00:34:36,850 I would be strong enough for the both of us. 565 00:34:46,170 --> 00:34:47,820 Can I ask you something about the itinerary? 566 00:34:48,390 --> 00:34:49,170 Yeah, what you got? 567 00:34:49,210 --> 00:34:50,690 Okay. 568 00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:53,350 So, right here on day 2, there's an hour that's missing, 569 00:34:53,390 --> 00:34:55,310 and then again on days 4 and 5. 570 00:34:56,570 --> 00:34:58,870 That's not missing, that's free time. 571 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,660 Free time? 572 00:35:00,700 --> 00:35:03,840 Yeah, you can, you can go shopping or, 573 00:35:03,880 --> 00:35:05,400 I don't know, have some gelato. 574 00:35:05,450 --> 00:35:07,620 If you really want to see the city the way it's meant to 575 00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:09,150 be seen though, you'll take a bike ride. 576 00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:10,280 I have a few ideas about what we 577 00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:11,580 could schedule in there instead. 578 00:35:11,630 --> 00:35:12,890 - Oh. - In fact, 579 00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:16,500 I have some other ideas for days 1 and 3 in Rome as well 580 00:35:16,540 --> 00:35:17,680 as day 6 in Genoa. 581 00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,240 I don't know who made this thing, but 582 00:35:19,290 --> 00:35:21,160 there are some serious- - I did. 583 00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:23,730 Sorry. 584 00:35:24,290 --> 00:35:26,290 There are some serious oversights. 585 00:35:26,340 --> 00:35:28,380 It's not taking into account temporary exhibitions 586 00:35:28,430 --> 00:35:29,910 or efficient transportation routes. 587 00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:31,390 In fact, I did some mapping. 588 00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:34,260 And if we switch these two things here, we could 589 00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:36,260 shave off half an hour of bus time, which we can then tack 590 00:35:36,300 --> 00:35:37,910 onto an architecture tour in the afternoon. 591 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,180 I'm sorry, I stopped listening. 592 00:35:40,220 --> 00:35:42,270 These buttons are so hard to get in. 593 00:35:42,660 --> 00:35:44,530 Look, Claudia, why don't you just, 594 00:35:44,570 --> 00:35:46,530 you know, sit back and relax? 595 00:35:46,570 --> 00:35:48,530 I planned this whole thing so that you wouldn't have 596 00:35:48,580 --> 00:35:50,750 to worry about it, you're kind of hurting my feelings, so 597 00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,060 if you could just take in the sights, I'd be appreciative. 598 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:54,800 But you didn't plan enough. 599 00:35:55,060 --> 00:35:57,150 I can help you rework the entire schedule if you want. 600 00:35:58,330 --> 00:35:59,630 That sounds terrible. 601 00:36:00,540 --> 00:36:03,200 Look, Claudia, I love this about you, okay? 602 00:36:03,240 --> 00:36:05,590 You're super serious about school, 603 00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:08,030 you're structured with your homework and your studies. 604 00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:13,120 But this trip, the point of this trip is spontaneity, okay, 605 00:36:13,170 --> 00:36:15,990 creativity, I don't know, some adventure, right? 606 00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,260 The whole reason that we planned this trip is so that we 607 00:36:19,300 --> 00:36:22,780 could celebrate the fact that you are only young once. 608 00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:26,610 I also only go on my high school trip to Italy once. 609 00:36:26,660 --> 00:36:27,700 I've got to make it count. 610 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,660 Okay, just try to have fun, all right? 611 00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:32,710 You sure you don't want this? 612 00:36:33,490 --> 00:36:35,970 No, and where did you get so many post-its? 613 00:36:36,010 --> 00:36:38,020 Attention passengers of Flight 8735, 614 00:36:38,060 --> 00:36:39,630 we are now ready for boarding. 615 00:36:39,670 --> 00:36:41,240 We'll begin with our pre-board. - All right, I'm gonna round 616 00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:42,280 up the troops. 617 00:36:42,630 --> 00:36:43,980 Come on, guys, let's go. 618 00:37:02,390 --> 00:37:04,300 I bet they saw Alcatraz and Fisherman's Wharf, 619 00:37:04,350 --> 00:37:06,260 and now they're going to tell their friends and family 620 00:37:06,310 --> 00:37:07,920 how amazing California is. 621 00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,220 It's ironic, isn't it? 622 00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:13,180 They see a little piece of it and think it's so fascinating 623 00:37:13,230 --> 00:37:15,100 and we laugh at them, but 624 00:37:15,140 --> 00:37:17,490 we're going to their city to do the exact same thing. 625 00:37:18,230 --> 00:37:20,540 See a few old churches and say we've been to Florence. 626 00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:22,580 Florence has some of the best museums in the world. 627 00:37:23,150 --> 00:37:25,500 I doubt that's where local Italian teenagers go. 628 00:37:26,240 --> 00:37:27,590 I wonder how different their daily lives 629 00:37:27,630 --> 00:37:29,070 really are from ours. 630 00:37:29,110 --> 00:37:30,290 Maybe I'll go to college in Italy. 631 00:37:31,770 --> 00:37:33,200 Really live there instead of being some dumb tourist. 632 00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,460 That'd never work, we couldn't go to Italy for college. 633 00:37:35,160 --> 00:37:37,470 Maybe you couldn't, I'm talking about myself. 634 00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:41,650 We can just do study abroad in Italy while we're at Stanford. 635 00:37:42,780 --> 00:37:43,730 Stanford? 636 00:37:43,780 --> 00:37:44,740 Like we promised. 637 00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:47,780 Oh my God, I can't believe you remember that. 638 00:37:48,220 --> 00:37:50,520 We talked about that when we were what, like, 11? 639 00:37:50,570 --> 00:37:51,700 Remember, I live by it. 640 00:37:52,090 --> 00:37:53,920 Claudia, I can't go to Stanford. 641 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:55,570 You better not be screwing with me right now. 642 00:37:59,180 --> 00:38:01,230 Oh, you're serious, aren't you? 643 00:38:01,580 --> 00:38:02,880 You think our future's a joke? 644 00:38:24,430 --> 00:38:28,430 ♪ It's the way that you walk in the room ♪ 645 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,000 ♪ Your heart is a beacon 646 00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:38,400 ♪ Don't need a reason to love you, it's easy to do ♪ 647 00:38:39,220 --> 00:38:44,360 ♪ I'm lost in your smile, it's been a while ♪ 648 00:38:45,140 --> 00:38:48,890 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 649 00:38:50,020 --> 00:38:53,670 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 650 00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:59,900 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 651 00:39:03,420 --> 00:39:06,860 ♪ The sunrise, found me with you ♪ 652 00:39:07,950 --> 00:39:12,740 ♪ The light hit the window, outlined your shadow ♪ 653 00:39:12,780 --> 00:39:17,000 ♪ A picture, the way that you move ♪ 654 00:39:17,830 --> 00:39:23,050 ♪ All of my places now left with a trace of you ♪ 655 00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:26,790 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 656 00:39:28,230 --> 00:39:31,930 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 657 00:39:33,020 --> 00:39:38,280 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 658 00:39:51,860 --> 00:39:55,390 ♪ Who knows what time is gonna do ♪ 659 00:39:56,650 --> 00:40:00,310 ♪ All I know is a simple truth ♪ 660 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:05,220 ♪ I like watching the days go by ♪ 661 00:40:06,180 --> 00:40:10,010 ♪ I like watching the days go by ♪ 662 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:16,020 ♪ I like watching the days go by with you ♪ 663 00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:22,110 Hey, did we see Venus of Urbino 664 00:40:22,150 --> 00:40:23,940 before Michelangelo's David today? 665 00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:30,600 Not again. 666 00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:31,820 Come on, we're going out. 667 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:33,340 I can't go out. 668 00:40:33,380 --> 00:40:35,470 You can't not go out, it's the last night. 669 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:36,730 The others are waiting in the lobby in 15. 670 00:40:36,780 --> 00:40:38,130 It's against the rules. 671 00:40:38,170 --> 00:40:40,350 The legal age to get into bars here is like 16. 672 00:40:40,390 --> 00:40:42,780 It's against the school rules, Luce. 673 00:40:42,830 --> 00:40:45,090 Look, if you didn't want to experience nightlife in Italy, 674 00:40:45,130 --> 00:40:47,700 you could have picked the Galapagos Biodiversity Trip. 675 00:40:47,740 --> 00:40:50,790 I didn't travel 6,000 miles to get wasted and make 676 00:40:50,830 --> 00:40:52,660 an ass out of myself, I could do that at home. 677 00:40:52,710 --> 00:40:54,880 Yeah, like you've ever done that, like, even once. 678 00:40:54,930 --> 00:40:56,930 You know what, you can squander your mornings here, 679 00:40:56,970 --> 00:40:59,630 sleeping in and hiding your hangover from the teachers, 680 00:40:59,670 --> 00:41:01,670 I'm joining the 7 a.m. walking tour tomorrow. 681 00:41:02,370 --> 00:41:04,460 Oh my God, Claudia, another one? 682 00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:05,850 You're as boring and repetitive 683 00:41:05,890 --> 00:41:07,590 as your stupid fucking guidebooks. 684 00:41:10,330 --> 00:41:11,250 Bitch. 685 00:42:03,300 --> 00:42:04,340 Lucy was right. 686 00:42:05,910 --> 00:42:08,390 I did need to go out, but not to go clubbing. 687 00:42:10,830 --> 00:42:12,660 To connect with the genius of Florence. 688 00:42:14,610 --> 00:42:15,750 To connect with Jobs. 689 00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,570 Claudia, what a pleasant surprise. 690 00:42:58,610 --> 00:43:01,230 Where you heading on this beautiful evening in Firenze? 691 00:43:03,100 --> 00:43:05,230 To be honest, I don't actually know. 692 00:43:07,010 --> 00:43:10,710 I think that's the first time I've ever heard you say that. 693 00:43:12,020 --> 00:43:13,020 Me too. 694 00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:16,150 Where'd you ride? 695 00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,680 Oh, I did a 10-mile loop around the entire city. 696 00:43:19,420 --> 00:43:20,940 That's productive, 697 00:43:20,980 --> 00:43:22,770 getting to see what you want while getting some exercise. 698 00:43:22,810 --> 00:43:25,470 Yeah, I mean, killing two birds and all that, 699 00:43:25,510 --> 00:43:27,380 but that's, that's not why I do it. 700 00:43:27,430 --> 00:43:30,250 I just think the best way to explore a new place, 701 00:43:30,820 --> 00:43:33,780 is on two wheels, always been that way, I don't know why. 702 00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:38,610 It just quiets all the noise, in here. 703 00:43:40,050 --> 00:43:41,220 You should try it sometime. 704 00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:46,920 I really should go, I don't want to bother you. 705 00:43:48,270 --> 00:43:50,620 You seem a little more preoccupied than usual, 706 00:43:50,670 --> 00:43:51,750 what's on your mind? 707 00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:54,320 It's nothing. 708 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,630 I shouldn't, it's... it's rude. 709 00:43:59,020 --> 00:43:59,890 Too personal. 710 00:43:59,940 --> 00:44:01,760 I'm an open book. 711 00:44:04,330 --> 00:44:05,640 Well... 712 00:44:06,070 --> 00:44:07,640 You're so smart. 713 00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:10,730 And you're kind of quirky and particular, you have all the 714 00:44:10,770 --> 00:44:13,650 right ingredients, like, I'm just confused. 715 00:44:14,430 --> 00:44:15,430 About? 716 00:44:16,740 --> 00:44:18,350 Why on earth would you settle for teaching 717 00:44:18,390 --> 00:44:19,700 high school as a career? 718 00:44:19,740 --> 00:44:21,220 Oh, I'm sorry, I... 719 00:44:21,260 --> 00:44:22,790 I can't believe I said that. 720 00:44:22,830 --> 00:44:24,050 I'm sorry, I can't, I'm sorry. 721 00:44:24,090 --> 00:44:25,880 Ooh, ingredients, huh? 722 00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:28,660 Well, I didn't settle. 723 00:44:30,270 --> 00:44:33,190 I chose this, you know, it might sound corny, and 724 00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:37,500 you might not appreciate it at this stage in your life but, 725 00:44:37,540 --> 00:44:40,890 teaching is the most rewarding thing that I could ever 726 00:44:40,930 --> 00:44:41,940 think of doing. 727 00:44:43,110 --> 00:44:44,720 Really? I mean, didn't you go to MIT? 728 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,500 Yeah, I crushed MIT. 729 00:44:46,770 --> 00:44:48,590 But is that supposed to mean that I need 730 00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:50,640 to get a Nobel Prize in engineering? 731 00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:52,250 Yeah. 732 00:44:52,290 --> 00:44:55,300 Oh, I know you're obsessed 733 00:44:55,340 --> 00:44:57,520 with guys like Steve Jobs, 734 00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:58,870 and I get it, 735 00:44:58,910 --> 00:45:01,910 but everyone's definition of success is different. 736 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:06,000 You just seem better than that. 737 00:45:06,050 --> 00:45:07,050 Whoa. 738 00:45:07,610 --> 00:45:09,350 I'm not a saint, okay? 739 00:45:10,010 --> 00:45:11,310 I am not a wizard, 740 00:45:11,830 --> 00:45:13,920 even though that would be super cool, could you 741 00:45:13,970 --> 00:45:16,670 imagine me in, like, matching robes head to toe? 742 00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:20,630 I'm not special, I'm just like every other privileged kid, 743 00:45:20,670 --> 00:45:22,760 thrown on the hamster wheel, you work hard, 744 00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,720 and I made my first million before I was 30. 745 00:45:26,890 --> 00:45:28,240 Well, that's what I'm talking about. 746 00:45:28,290 --> 00:45:29,900 Well, I mean, I thought it would give me 747 00:45:29,940 --> 00:45:31,640 a sense of accomplishment, you know? 748 00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,070 Not because I wanted the money to buy anything 749 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:40,780 specifically, but because, I achieved the goal, I made it. 750 00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:47,910 But, as soon as I did, the needle moved. 751 00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:50,920 I felt trapped. 752 00:45:52,700 --> 00:45:53,880 So what happened? 753 00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:57,230 Well, I realized that the only time I was really happy 754 00:45:57,270 --> 00:46:00,620 was when I was back in Boston in college working as a TA. 755 00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:04,890 So, I got back into teaching, and I haven't looked back since. 756 00:46:05,930 --> 00:46:07,150 Well, I know what I want. 757 00:46:07,850 --> 00:46:09,760 I always have, I want to be Steve Jobs. 758 00:46:09,810 --> 00:46:11,070 Yeah, which is impossible. 759 00:46:12,200 --> 00:46:13,850 We can agree on that, I mean, it's not because 760 00:46:13,900 --> 00:46:15,250 you're not smart enough or driven. 761 00:46:15,290 --> 00:46:16,860 Yeah, yeah, we already have one Steve Jobs. 762 00:46:16,900 --> 00:46:19,210 We don't need another, I mean, bullshit. 763 00:46:19,250 --> 00:46:20,770 It's not like we got Einstein and said, you know what, 764 00:46:20,820 --> 00:46:22,040 we're good, we'll stop there. 765 00:46:23,510 --> 00:46:24,860 I'm not saying that you can't be the next big thing, 766 00:46:24,910 --> 00:46:29,170 because, God knows you are capable, but the glory 767 00:46:29,520 --> 00:46:32,350 shouldn't be the goal, because if it is, you will just keep 768 00:46:32,700 --> 00:46:34,180 reaching and reaching. 769 00:46:34,220 --> 00:46:36,750 I just want to learn and then dominate the way he did. 770 00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:37,790 Hmm. 771 00:46:39,100 --> 00:46:40,970 It's like I'm talking to a mirror, honestly. 772 00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:47,630 Um, you will soon discover that life is not a means to an end. 773 00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:50,370 It's... It's this. 774 00:46:51,590 --> 00:46:53,370 It's just being, you know? 775 00:46:53,890 --> 00:46:55,900 And for you, yeah, it sucks. 776 00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:59,940 You gotta be an adolescent, smell funny and all the boys 777 00:46:59,990 --> 00:47:02,120 are stupid and you don't know what you're doing, 778 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:03,550 but, be open. 779 00:47:04,380 --> 00:47:06,170 The magic is integrating all of it, 780 00:47:06,910 --> 00:47:08,560 not shutting the door on any of it. 781 00:47:09,390 --> 00:47:10,470 Okay, Dumbledore. 782 00:47:11,170 --> 00:47:12,430 Thank you? 783 00:47:14,090 --> 00:47:17,660 I'm just... I'm sick of people just telling me that I'm wrong. 784 00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,480 I know who I am, I always have. 785 00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,840 And, look Steve Jobs had to swim against the tide too. 786 00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:26,320 Yeah, he did. 787 00:47:27,540 --> 00:47:28,800 But he did it his way. 788 00:47:30,320 --> 00:47:33,370 I mean, we can agree that he made a lot of mistakes, 789 00:47:34,020 --> 00:47:38,370 but man, he had fun doing it, and he created a lot of cool 790 00:47:38,420 --> 00:47:40,940 shit along the way for one reason. 791 00:47:41,810 --> 00:47:45,250 Steve Jobs is the only Steve Jobs. 792 00:47:45,990 --> 00:47:47,120 He is an original. 793 00:47:54,300 --> 00:47:55,300 I'm hungry. 794 00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:58,000 Care to join me for a bite? 795 00:47:59,610 --> 00:48:00,960 I've got more studying to do. 796 00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:04,700 Good night, Mr. Shine. 797 00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:22,000 Lucy? 798 00:49:31,310 --> 00:49:32,790 Luce, you okay? 799 00:49:34,580 --> 00:49:35,580 Oh, God. 800 00:49:40,930 --> 00:49:42,890 How can you think partying's worth this? 801 00:49:53,990 --> 00:49:55,200 What are you doing? 802 00:49:55,250 --> 00:49:56,900 Getting ready for the tour. 803 00:49:57,730 --> 00:49:58,730 The fuck? 804 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:00,690 You wanna come? We meet in the lobby in 10. 805 00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:05,170 I think I shit my intestines out last night. 806 00:50:07,430 --> 00:50:08,960 You were up all night helping me, you probably got 807 00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:11,480 2 hours of sleep, what is with you and this schedule? 808 00:50:11,830 --> 00:50:15,010 Steve Jobs spent 7 months living in an ashram in India. 809 00:50:15,050 --> 00:50:16,790 I'm immersing myself in the Renaissance. 810 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:18,920 I want to absorb every last drop. 811 00:50:18,970 --> 00:50:21,230 You can't fit spiritual enlightenment into jam-packed 812 00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:24,320 12-hour days with note-taking like a little crack addict. 813 00:50:24,580 --> 00:50:26,890 People of accomplishment don't sit back and let things 814 00:50:26,930 --> 00:50:29,800 happen to them, they go out and they happen to things. 815 00:50:30,070 --> 00:50:31,070 Ugh. 816 00:50:31,110 --> 00:50:32,500 Leonardo da Vinci. 817 00:50:33,940 --> 00:50:35,460 I'm simply searching for inspiration. 818 00:50:36,550 --> 00:50:37,550 Everywhere. 819 00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:45,860 Thank you, you're doing great. 820 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,520 Oh, oh my God, lord almighty. 821 00:50:50,560 --> 00:50:51,870 - What happened? - Claudia, hey, 822 00:50:51,910 --> 00:50:53,780 good morning, you okay? What's going on? 823 00:50:53,830 --> 00:50:55,920 Coming out the front or the back? What's your damage? 824 00:50:56,610 --> 00:50:58,490 - Damage? - What do you mean? 825 00:50:58,530 --> 00:51:00,660 I got two kids in the clinic getting an IV, 826 00:51:00,700 --> 00:51:03,100 I got a carpet that might have to be redone, 827 00:51:03,140 --> 00:51:05,670 I got 3 soiled mattresses and five of us, 828 00:51:05,970 --> 00:51:08,710 including myself, have had shots in the old derriere. 829 00:51:09,100 --> 00:51:10,850 Everyone else here is a shit hydrant. 830 00:51:10,890 --> 00:51:13,670 So are you telling me that you and Lucy aren't sick? 831 00:51:14,630 --> 00:51:16,760 Lucy was throwing up, but I think it's just from drinking. 832 00:51:16,810 --> 00:51:19,200 I was just going out to get the walking tour. 833 00:51:19,770 --> 00:51:21,160 That is a bad idea. 834 00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:23,340 No, I think that the best medicine 835 00:51:23,380 --> 00:51:25,470 is fresh air and exercise. 836 00:51:29,650 --> 00:51:32,610 Oh, you're gonna be okay. 837 00:51:33,350 --> 00:51:35,570 Quentin, in the trash can, buddy. 838 00:52:01,980 --> 00:52:03,510 Ooh, boy. 839 00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:07,510 Mr. Shine, we can't make them stay here much longer. 840 00:52:07,770 --> 00:52:10,030 Yes, I'm well aware of that, Mrs. DeWitt. 841 00:52:10,770 --> 00:52:11,820 - Asshole. - Guys, 842 00:52:11,860 --> 00:52:12,950 it's gonna be okay, all right? 843 00:52:12,990 --> 00:52:15,260 I got good news and I got bad news. 844 00:52:15,300 --> 00:52:18,170 Now, the bad news is we missed our flight, we all knew that. 845 00:52:18,220 --> 00:52:20,960 Ah, but they won't let us get on the next one. 846 00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:23,920 Apparently we are a threat to the other passengers. 847 00:52:24,270 --> 00:52:26,790 But the good news is that I informed the school, 848 00:52:27,180 --> 00:52:30,100 and your parents know, so look, just sit tight, 849 00:52:30,360 --> 00:52:32,750 stay cool, and hang in there. 850 00:52:33,670 --> 00:52:35,280 Hmm, oh. 851 00:52:36,670 --> 00:52:37,670 I'll be back. 852 00:52:37,980 --> 00:52:38,980 Oh God. 853 00:52:47,380 --> 00:52:48,380 Hello? 854 00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:51,160 It's okay. 855 00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:55,820 Everything all right? 856 00:53:11,270 --> 00:53:12,920 Well, make sure you're drinking enough fluids. 857 00:53:14,010 --> 00:53:15,880 Heard you were all shooting like rockets out of 858 00:53:15,930 --> 00:53:17,190 both ends over there. 859 00:53:19,410 --> 00:53:21,110 Too soon, maybe? 860 00:53:23,540 --> 00:53:25,500 General McChrystal just had his full 861 00:53:25,550 --> 00:53:26,760 complement of new troops arrive... 862 00:53:27,200 --> 00:53:28,500 You know, the system is state of the art. 863 00:53:29,240 --> 00:53:30,510 It's got streaming, 864 00:53:30,550 --> 00:53:31,810 full catalog of movies, you don't have to 865 00:53:31,860 --> 00:53:33,160 surf cable. 866 00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:35,160 Sometimes it's easier to have fewer choices. 867 00:53:37,470 --> 00:53:38,470 Sure. 868 00:53:43,740 --> 00:53:45,520 Can I ask you something? Why did you look so shocked 869 00:53:46,220 --> 00:53:48,310 when you saw me with the other parents at the airport? 870 00:53:49,310 --> 00:53:51,220 Did you seriously think that I wasn't gonna care that you were 871 00:53:51,270 --> 00:53:52,830 sick in a foreign country? 872 00:53:58,230 --> 00:53:59,360 Good, yeah. 873 00:54:00,190 --> 00:54:01,190 Silent treatment. 874 00:54:01,710 --> 00:54:02,840 Nice. 875 00:54:04,980 --> 00:54:07,850 You know, my parents fought like animals when I was 876 00:54:07,890 --> 00:54:10,460 growing up, there was not a single thing that went unsaid 877 00:54:10,500 --> 00:54:11,680 in that house. 878 00:54:13,030 --> 00:54:14,590 But they never got divorced. 879 00:54:15,940 --> 00:54:17,250 And I hated them for it. 880 00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:21,120 Some people take their vows seriously. 881 00:54:25,870 --> 00:54:26,820 Where are you going? 882 00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:28,480 Bed. 883 00:54:28,520 --> 00:54:31,050 Well, can I just, hang on? I wanna keep talking. 884 00:54:31,310 --> 00:54:32,830 I can feel one of your lectures coming, 885 00:54:33,180 --> 00:54:34,400 and I'm not in the mood. 886 00:54:35,180 --> 00:54:36,270 Just wait a minute. 887 00:54:37,700 --> 00:54:38,180 Actually, you know what? I just want to go home. 888 00:54:38,970 --> 00:54:40,140 This is your home, too. 889 00:54:40,750 --> 00:54:43,280 It's not, actually, you left our home. 890 00:54:44,230 --> 00:54:46,100 All right, well, you can't go back to your mom's right now 891 00:54:46,150 --> 00:54:48,320 because we haven't gotten the results back on whatever 892 00:54:48,370 --> 00:54:50,720 you all picked up over there, and she's immunocompromised. 893 00:54:50,760 --> 00:54:53,070 So, I guess you're just gonna have to suffer here with me. 894 00:54:53,680 --> 00:54:56,330 A man covering up his broken home with all his possessions? 895 00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:00,940 I'm not gonna apologize for what I've worked for. 896 00:55:01,470 --> 00:55:02,730 Of course you're not. 897 00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:05,990 These, passive-aggressive remarks, 898 00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:08,780 they're childish, you might want to join reality, 899 00:55:09,340 --> 00:55:11,350 where if there is something that you don't like, you fix 900 00:55:11,390 --> 00:55:12,430 it or you move on. 901 00:55:13,830 --> 00:55:15,090 You can just bend the whole world to your will? 902 00:55:15,870 --> 00:55:17,830 Oh, my God, you sound just like your mom. 903 00:55:18,350 --> 00:55:20,620 Look, I grew up poor, and I hated it. 904 00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:23,790 So I chose to make a career for myself. 905 00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,360 I chose to be happy. 906 00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,020 I choose to wake up every day like it is the best 907 00:55:28,060 --> 00:55:30,410 goddamn day to be alive on the earth. 908 00:55:32,890 --> 00:55:37,070 So that's your priority, the mansion over the family. 909 00:55:40,290 --> 00:55:42,990 My marriage to your mom was built 910 00:55:43,030 --> 00:55:45,770 on love and mutual respect. 911 00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:48,560 We were partners until we weren't. 912 00:55:50,390 --> 00:55:52,520 And we became enemies, and we tried to fix it, 913 00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:56,480 but we... we couldn't, so we moved on. 914 00:55:58,130 --> 00:56:00,130 I think it is time for you to accept reality and do 915 00:56:00,180 --> 00:56:01,350 the same thing. 916 00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:03,790 Fine. 917 00:56:03,830 --> 00:56:05,230 Hate me for the divorce. 918 00:56:05,530 --> 00:56:07,970 Judge the excesses in my life. 919 00:56:08,010 --> 00:56:10,320 Be as spiteful as you want, but whether 920 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:13,760 you like it or not, I am the dad that you are stuck with. 921 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:17,670 Whatever you do or say, I'm not... 922 00:56:18,460 --> 00:56:19,890 I'm not gonna stop loving you. 923 00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:22,810 Well, I wish I could say the same. 924 00:56:26,810 --> 00:56:27,810 Hmm. 925 00:56:31,380 --> 00:56:32,470 This um... 926 00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:35,260 friction... 927 00:56:37,390 --> 00:56:38,690 It is temporary. 928 00:56:40,440 --> 00:56:41,390 You got that? 929 00:56:43,220 --> 00:56:46,090 Because I, do not fail. 930 00:56:47,620 --> 00:56:49,400 We do not fail. 931 00:56:53,060 --> 00:56:54,060 Not at this. 932 00:57:07,900 --> 00:57:09,510 Okay, listen up. 933 00:57:09,550 --> 00:57:12,770 The cadaver brought to us today was a human being. 934 00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:17,560 They had a family, they were a productive member of society. 935 00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,470 So, I think it's really important 936 00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:21,220 that we take a moment to 937 00:57:21,260 --> 00:57:25,260 give thanks for the opportunity that they have given us 938 00:57:25,310 --> 00:57:27,440 by donating their body to science. 939 00:57:28,570 --> 00:57:29,570 Everybody, 940 00:57:31,310 --> 00:57:34,840 please say hello, to Jane Doe. 941 00:57:36,270 --> 00:57:37,540 Here we just call her Jane. 942 00:57:39,020 --> 00:57:40,580 She was a 72-year-old woman who died 943 00:57:40,630 --> 00:57:42,670 of sepsis from a viral infection. 944 00:57:44,630 --> 00:57:46,980 Hey, are you okay over here? 945 00:57:48,370 --> 00:57:49,770 Just trying to get a better look. 946 00:57:50,850 --> 00:57:52,290 It's okay to be upset. 947 00:57:53,330 --> 00:57:54,340 I'm not. 948 00:57:54,770 --> 00:57:55,820 Hey. 949 00:57:57,290 --> 00:57:59,380 You know, it's totally normal, okay, 950 00:57:59,430 --> 00:58:01,520 especially for those of us who have been exposed 951 00:58:01,560 --> 00:58:03,820 to the possibility of death at a very young age. 952 00:58:03,870 --> 00:58:06,040 I mean, it's really overwhelming. 953 00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:08,220 No, the sterility of this place is just messing 954 00:58:08,260 --> 00:58:09,390 with my eyes. 955 00:58:09,440 --> 00:58:11,350 - Right - They must keep it really dry 956 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:12,920 in here to preserve Jane. 957 00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:16,440 Hmm. Well you know that's not really Jane Doe, right? 958 00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:18,490 Yeah, I know they're protecting her identity. 959 00:58:19,010 --> 00:58:21,140 No, what I mean to say is that, that is, 960 00:58:21,190 --> 00:58:24,020 it's just the body that Jane Doe inhabited. 961 00:58:24,370 --> 00:58:25,630 It's not really her. 962 00:58:28,150 --> 00:58:29,460 Hey, you know what I think? 963 00:58:30,330 --> 00:58:33,200 I think that Jane's soul is still alive somewhere. 964 00:58:36,460 --> 00:58:37,990 That's... 965 00:58:38,030 --> 00:58:39,820 that's pretty sentimental hoodoo stuff 966 00:58:39,860 --> 00:58:41,820 for a biology teacher in distress. 967 00:58:42,380 --> 00:58:45,470 Well, not all scientists are cold and calculated. 968 00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:49,610 Vulnerability is a gift. 969 00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:52,920 It makes us better. 970 00:58:57,350 --> 00:59:00,440 I'm gonna step outside before I do any damage to my corneas. 971 00:59:11,020 --> 00:59:12,020 - I want one... - Free bites? 972 00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:12,940 ...of the apple slices. 973 00:59:12,980 --> 00:59:14,150 Team. 974 00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:15,330 Like a fair trade 975 00:59:15,370 --> 00:59:16,330 Hey Mr. S.! 976 00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:17,720 Hey. 977 00:59:18,110 --> 00:59:19,200 You guys better bulk up. 978 00:59:19,250 --> 00:59:21,510 My test is gonna melt your brains. 979 00:59:21,550 --> 00:59:22,510 Bring it on. 980 00:59:22,550 --> 00:59:24,900 Oh, see you after lunch. 981 00:59:25,380 --> 00:59:26,380 Bye. 982 00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:52,370 Good afternoon. 983 00:59:52,410 --> 00:59:55,200 Please join us in the gymnasium for an emergency 984 00:59:55,240 --> 00:59:57,280 mandatory school-wide assembly. 985 00:59:58,460 --> 00:59:59,460 Thank you. 986 01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:11,730 Thank you for being here. 987 01:00:14,210 --> 01:00:20,790 It is with immeasurable grief and regret, that I share 988 01:00:20,830 --> 01:00:22,610 this very tragic news with you. 989 01:00:26,180 --> 01:00:29,100 Mr. Shine was biking off of campus this afternoon 990 01:00:29,140 --> 01:00:30,450 during lunch period, 991 01:00:31,190 --> 01:00:32,800 and... 992 01:00:32,840 --> 01:00:36,450 he was involved and killed in a tragic automobile accident. 993 01:00:39,150 --> 01:00:41,630 As a member of the Oaks family for the past 7 years, 994 01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:45,940 Mr. Shine was more than a beloved biology teacher. 995 01:00:47,250 --> 01:00:48,640 He was a trusted mentor. 996 01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:50,820 His classes and, 997 01:00:55,950 --> 01:00:59,170 his classes and peer group will be temporarily taken over 998 01:00:59,220 --> 01:01:03,520 by Mr. Dotnick, and we will be hosting a memorial service 999 01:01:04,440 --> 01:01:08,530 where students and faculty will have an opportunity to speak. 1000 01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,620 They said it was impossible. 1001 01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:14,930 It cannot last. 1002 01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:17,970 It will never work. 1003 01:01:19,580 --> 01:01:23,280 Where others see the past, we imagine the future. 1004 01:01:24,590 --> 01:01:27,240 And it is always better than before. 1005 01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:38,600 History is made by those who dare to see another world. 1006 01:01:39,130 --> 01:01:40,080 Not the world... - Shit, 1007 01:01:40,130 --> 01:01:40,910 you really freaked me out. 1008 01:01:41,910 --> 01:01:43,390 Not the world as it is... 1009 01:01:43,430 --> 01:01:45,830 - Never seen you this upset. - But the world is... 1010 01:01:45,870 --> 01:01:47,180 He was my favorite teacher. 1011 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:50,220 - The world that we deserve... - I'm gonna get through this. 1012 01:01:50,920 --> 01:01:51,920 I'm... 1013 01:01:53,100 --> 01:01:53,970 gonna need to be surrounded by positivity. 1014 01:01:56,230 --> 01:01:58,360 Dare to ask, what if we could? 1015 01:01:58,410 --> 01:02:00,320 Spare me that bullshit today, please. 1016 01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:05,500 Somebody died, I'm allowing you to not think positively. 1017 01:02:06,020 --> 01:02:08,890 If we just dare to believe... 1018 01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,770 Look, I know you don't like to talk about your mom, 1019 01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:21,340 but, I can sort of relate to what you're going through. 1020 01:02:23,300 --> 01:02:24,520 Are you scared? 1021 01:02:26,170 --> 01:02:28,300 Steve Jobs had pancreatic cancer and they cured him. 1022 01:02:29,830 --> 01:02:30,870 My mom will be fine. 1023 01:02:32,180 --> 01:02:33,530 I'm not sure it's that simple. 1024 01:02:35,620 --> 01:02:37,530 The doctors cured her once, they'll do it again. 1025 01:02:39,970 --> 01:02:41,490 Yeah, definitely. 1026 01:02:43,020 --> 01:02:44,020 Maybe. 1027 01:02:47,630 --> 01:02:48,720 Look, it... 1028 01:02:51,150 --> 01:02:52,890 You don't want to get caught off guard, either. 1029 01:02:53,630 --> 01:02:56,380 Might be smart to consider all possibilities. 1030 01:02:59,770 --> 01:03:01,770 Why are you always so pessimistic? 1031 01:03:02,030 --> 01:03:03,510 I'm realistic. 1032 01:03:14,920 --> 01:03:15,960 Good evening. 1033 01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:19,660 Tonight, I can report to the American people 1034 01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:23,140 and to the world, that the United States has conducted 1035 01:03:23,190 --> 01:03:26,670 an operation that killed Osama Bin Laden, the leader of 1036 01:03:26,710 --> 01:03:30,410 Al Qaeda, and a terrorist who's responsible for the murder 1037 01:03:30,450 --> 01:03:34,630 of thousands of innocent men, women, and children. 1038 01:03:36,110 --> 01:03:37,330 It was nearly 10 years ago. 1039 01:03:38,850 --> 01:03:42,340 Look at you. Ah! 1040 01:03:42,900 --> 01:03:44,860 Oh, honey. 1041 01:03:45,210 --> 01:03:46,380 Do you like it? 1042 01:03:46,430 --> 01:03:48,120 I love it. 1043 01:03:48,170 --> 01:03:50,520 Last week, I determined that we had enough 1044 01:03:50,560 --> 01:03:54,130 intelligence to take action and authorized an operation 1045 01:03:54,170 --> 01:03:57,220 to get Osama Bin Laden and bring him to justice. 1046 01:03:57,610 --> 01:03:58,790 Can you believe this? 1047 01:03:58,830 --> 01:04:00,350 - Today, at my direction... - Hmm? 1048 01:04:00,610 --> 01:04:01,660 - Yeah. - ...The United States 1049 01:04:01,700 --> 01:04:03,100 launched a targeted... - I mean, 1050 01:04:03,140 --> 01:04:05,790 do you understand the gravity of what's going on? 1051 01:04:05,840 --> 01:04:08,540 This is a significant moment in history. 1052 01:04:09,010 --> 01:04:10,750 I knew we were gonna get him. 1053 01:04:11,930 --> 01:04:14,280 You knew we'd get Osama Bin Laden? 1054 01:04:14,630 --> 01:04:16,850 I wasn't holding my breath, it was just a matter of when. 1055 01:04:16,890 --> 01:04:18,940 He evaded capture for 10 years, 1056 01:04:18,980 --> 01:04:21,460 I don't think anyone thought it was a sure thing. 1057 01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:26,770 Senior prom, graduation, Stanford, 1058 01:04:27,380 --> 01:04:28,640 it was all coming up, Claudia. 1059 01:04:30,380 --> 01:04:31,560 Though, even I had to admit capturing Bin Laden was 1060 01:04:31,600 --> 01:04:32,600 icing on the cake. 1061 01:04:37,610 --> 01:04:40,350 ♪ Come on, come on, here we go now ♪ 1062 01:04:40,390 --> 01:04:43,610 ♪ Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah 1063 01:04:43,960 --> 01:04:46,920 ♪ Here comes a good life, here we go now ♪ 1064 01:04:48,360 --> 01:04:48,970 To the real prom! 1065 01:04:49,530 --> 01:04:51,140 This is it. 1066 01:04:51,190 --> 01:04:53,190 Topping off the list of perfect high school accomplishments. 1067 01:04:53,540 --> 01:04:55,190 You really think all of high school is perfect? 1068 01:04:55,500 --> 01:04:56,800 I've got one more chance to get everything 1069 01:04:56,840 --> 01:04:58,060 I wanted from high school. 1070 01:04:58,110 --> 01:04:59,110 It's the last thing on the list. 1071 01:05:00,410 --> 01:05:01,590 I'm losing my virginity tonight, prom night. 1072 01:05:01,980 --> 01:05:03,240 Ooh! 1073 01:05:03,290 --> 01:05:05,200 No, high school boys are so selfish in bed. 1074 01:05:05,240 --> 01:05:06,680 I'd wait till college if I were you, 1075 01:05:06,720 --> 01:05:07,940 till they know what they're doing. 1076 01:05:07,990 --> 01:05:09,550 Maybe you're just sick of boys in general. 1077 01:05:09,860 --> 01:05:10,990 To college guys. 1078 01:05:11,550 --> 01:05:13,030 Yeah, to giving girls a shot. 1079 01:05:13,820 --> 01:05:14,820 Shot. 1080 01:05:15,990 --> 01:05:17,780 Well, I can't go to college a virgin. 1081 01:05:18,690 --> 01:05:20,090 Fucking classic. 1082 01:05:22,000 --> 01:05:24,220 Okay, looks like someone's had too much to drink. 1083 01:05:24,830 --> 01:05:26,480 You can pack everything you want into those neat 1084 01:05:26,530 --> 01:05:28,480 little boxes in your head, but you can't control me. 1085 01:05:29,310 --> 01:05:31,530 Well, I guess it's good you're learning your limits now, this 1086 01:05:31,570 --> 01:05:33,750 way you won't be one of those kids that goes too hard freshman 1087 01:05:33,790 --> 01:05:35,190 year, it's not good for your rep. 1088 01:05:37,100 --> 01:05:38,360 I never applied. 1089 01:05:41,540 --> 01:05:42,930 When were you planning on telling me that? 1090 01:05:43,630 --> 01:05:44,940 We're not married. 1091 01:05:45,850 --> 01:05:47,760 God, you're like a human straitjacket. 1092 01:05:48,810 --> 01:05:50,120 Then what was the point? 1093 01:05:51,730 --> 01:05:53,640 Of all the opportunities we were given, of all our hard work, 1094 01:05:54,420 --> 01:05:56,770 you go to a good university, that's what you do. 1095 01:05:56,820 --> 01:05:58,690 Half the people you look up to dropped out of college. 1096 01:05:58,730 --> 01:06:00,650 You sound seriously delusional. 1097 01:06:00,690 --> 01:06:01,740 You think if I want to be successful, 1098 01:06:01,780 --> 01:06:02,870 I shouldn't go to Stanford? 1099 01:06:04,260 --> 01:06:06,650 You're just some pawn in this giant experiment. 1100 01:06:07,260 --> 01:06:08,480 There's no paradise, Claudia. 1101 01:06:08,830 --> 01:06:10,740 I know this place isn't perfect. 1102 01:06:10,790 --> 01:06:12,090 I'm talking about you. 1103 01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:14,100 You have imperfections. 1104 01:06:14,140 --> 01:06:15,180 Oh, yeah, like what? 1105 01:06:16,490 --> 01:06:17,930 No, seriously, tell me what's so wrong with me. 1106 01:06:17,970 --> 01:06:19,490 You buy into all of it. 1107 01:06:19,540 --> 01:06:21,280 You're blind to how good you've got it. 1108 01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:23,410 I mean, I used to look up to you, 1109 01:06:23,450 --> 01:06:26,370 it turns out you're just some spoiled brat in designer clothes 1110 01:06:26,410 --> 01:06:29,110 who isn't smart or ambitious enough to accomplish anything. 1111 01:06:29,150 --> 01:06:31,900 You wouldn't do anything on your own if it weren't for me. 1112 01:06:31,940 --> 01:06:34,200 I'm going to change the world while you float by aimlessly 1113 01:06:34,250 --> 01:06:35,730 on someone else's credit card. 1114 01:06:35,770 --> 01:06:37,470 You say you're destined for greatness, 1115 01:06:37,510 --> 01:06:38,860 you don't even know who you are. 1116 01:06:38,900 --> 01:06:40,770 - What are you talking about? - You're some fake 1117 01:06:40,820 --> 01:06:42,990 fucking robot who's scared shitless all the time. 1118 01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:45,430 And I'm done throwing you a line. 1119 01:06:54,700 --> 01:06:56,180 I was the one with the plan, 1120 01:06:56,220 --> 01:06:58,840 the focus, the future. 1121 01:06:59,400 --> 01:07:00,970 I refused to give up. 1122 01:07:12,550 --> 01:07:13,550 Innovate. 1123 01:07:13,850 --> 01:07:15,160 What are you doing? 1124 01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:17,680 Nothing. 1125 01:07:25,730 --> 01:07:27,040 Let's get out of here. 1126 01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:31,520 Come on. 1127 01:07:34,830 --> 01:07:35,920 Look at you. 1128 01:07:45,620 --> 01:07:47,580 You looked really pretty tonight. 1129 01:07:48,150 --> 01:07:49,100 Thanks. 1130 01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:04,250 Congratulations on getting into Carnegie Mellon. 1131 01:08:05,640 --> 01:08:06,640 Thanks. 1132 01:08:07,170 --> 01:08:08,470 Way to go on Stanford. 1133 01:08:08,950 --> 01:08:10,120 Wow. 1134 01:08:11,650 --> 01:08:12,520 As long as I've known you, you haven't stopped talking 1135 01:08:12,560 --> 01:08:13,210 about wanting to get in there. 1136 01:08:14,390 --> 01:08:15,560 You actually made your dream come true. 1137 01:08:16,480 --> 01:08:18,220 Not a dream, it was a plan. 1138 01:08:18,740 --> 01:08:19,960 Right. 1139 01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:21,440 Hey, we'll both be studying engineering. 1140 01:08:21,830 --> 01:08:22,830 That's fun. 1141 01:08:23,400 --> 01:08:24,490 What are you talking about? 1142 01:08:25,920 --> 01:08:26,580 Carnegie Mellon has a great engineering program. 1143 01:08:27,710 --> 01:08:28,710 I'm sure you'll do really well there. 1144 01:08:29,970 --> 01:08:31,930 Oh, I'm... actually done with all that. 1145 01:08:33,230 --> 01:08:35,110 Yeah, I'm gonna major in philosophy. 1146 01:08:36,280 --> 01:08:38,760 But numbers and coding always come easily to you. 1147 01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:40,720 You were always on the advanced track. 1148 01:08:40,760 --> 01:08:42,420 I had to work my ass off just to keep up. 1149 01:08:43,290 --> 01:08:44,850 So? 1150 01:08:44,900 --> 01:08:46,200 So you have the potential to become the next Zuckerberg 1151 01:08:46,250 --> 01:08:47,420 and you're squandering it. 1152 01:08:48,380 --> 01:08:50,560 You even sort of look like him. 1153 01:08:52,120 --> 01:08:53,950 Who gives a fuck? What? 1154 01:08:53,990 --> 01:08:56,080 I'm not defined by that and I don't want to be. 1155 01:08:56,130 --> 01:08:58,650 This is my one life, I want to do something that I enjoy. 1156 01:09:00,830 --> 01:09:02,520 Do you even like coding? 1157 01:09:04,220 --> 01:09:06,140 Nobody actually likes coding. 1158 01:09:06,180 --> 01:09:09,180 Yes, many actually do. 1159 01:09:11,660 --> 01:09:13,410 The technology we've grown up with, 1160 01:09:14,230 --> 01:09:17,580 it's serving humanity, I wanna do that, to build that. 1161 01:09:18,540 --> 01:09:19,540 It does. 1162 01:09:21,060 --> 01:09:22,720 Sometimes, sure. 1163 01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:26,070 But, okay, remember in the 1950s, 1164 01:09:26,110 --> 01:09:28,460 tobacco companies paid doctors to tell people that 1165 01:09:28,510 --> 01:09:29,990 smoking was good for them. 1166 01:09:30,810 --> 01:09:32,510 We are the new guinea pig generation, 1167 01:09:32,550 --> 01:09:34,820 and trust me, this shit is toxic. 1168 01:09:35,470 --> 01:09:36,990 Wow, jaded much? 1169 01:09:39,260 --> 01:09:41,130 I just can't wait to get out of here. 1170 01:09:41,170 --> 01:09:42,220 Don't say that. 1171 01:09:46,790 --> 01:09:48,530 I've liked you for a long time. 1172 01:09:50,310 --> 01:09:54,360 I thought you were kind and smart and funny. 1173 01:09:57,450 --> 01:09:58,930 But you already knew that. 1174 01:10:12,510 --> 01:10:14,340 Whoa, whoa, what are you doing? 1175 01:10:15,210 --> 01:10:16,640 Don't you want to do it? 1176 01:10:16,990 --> 01:10:18,430 Not like this. 1177 01:10:20,560 --> 01:10:22,340 Hold on, slow down. 1178 01:10:22,820 --> 01:10:23,950 Can you just put it in already? 1179 01:10:25,260 --> 01:10:25,910 Why are you rushing this all of a sudden? 1180 01:10:26,220 --> 01:10:27,570 Why aren't you? 1181 01:10:29,260 --> 01:10:31,400 Look, you've waited forever to make a move, I'm taking charge. 1182 01:10:31,440 --> 01:10:33,310 Taking charge of what? 1183 01:10:34,140 --> 01:10:36,970 Does this, does this mean anything to you? 1184 01:10:37,970 --> 01:10:39,140 Of course it does. 1185 01:10:41,140 --> 01:10:43,060 It's my first time, I'll always remember it. 1186 01:10:44,450 --> 01:10:46,110 Claudia, I love you. 1187 01:10:52,940 --> 01:10:54,290 Do you even like me? 1188 01:10:58,680 --> 01:11:00,030 I went to prom with you. 1189 01:11:00,820 --> 01:11:02,250 Now I'm begging you to fuck me. 1190 01:11:02,780 --> 01:11:03,910 What else do you need? 1191 01:11:07,430 --> 01:11:09,390 Let's cap off senior year the way we're supposed to. 1192 01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:11,780 Stop. 1193 01:11:11,830 --> 01:11:15,530 I was wrong to think that you and this place 1194 01:11:15,570 --> 01:11:16,700 weren't one and the same. 1195 01:11:17,790 --> 01:11:20,270 Just another Silicon Valley knockoff. 1196 01:11:21,320 --> 01:11:22,840 - Quentin. - You can't treat 1197 01:11:22,880 --> 01:11:25,710 me like just another thing to check off your to-do list. 1198 01:12:01,960 --> 01:12:02,970 Shit! 1199 01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:04,360 Goddamn. 1200 01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:07,320 Honey, I waited up for you. 1201 01:12:08,450 --> 01:12:09,710 How was it? 1202 01:12:10,150 --> 01:12:11,930 Fan-fucking-tastic. 1203 01:12:13,190 --> 01:12:14,980 Okay, talk to me. 1204 01:12:15,850 --> 01:12:17,020 Hey. 1205 01:12:19,460 --> 01:12:20,810 Is this what failing feels like? 1206 01:12:22,070 --> 01:12:23,070 It's horrible. 1207 01:12:23,120 --> 01:12:24,200 What did you fail at? 1208 01:12:26,690 --> 01:12:27,950 Had it all mapped out. 1209 01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:29,690 Perfect prom night. 1210 01:12:29,730 --> 01:12:30,730 Uh-huh. 1211 01:12:30,990 --> 01:12:32,470 I was going to have sex with him 1212 01:12:32,520 --> 01:12:33,950 and then we were gonna go to different schools and I'd 1213 01:12:34,000 --> 01:12:35,040 never have to see him again. 1214 01:12:35,080 --> 01:12:36,650 - Oh, boy. - But I can fix this. 1215 01:12:37,220 --> 01:12:38,870 Skinny dipping, that'll work, need to get him to come here. 1216 01:12:38,910 --> 01:12:41,050 Hey, come on, come on, let's slow down, okay? 1217 01:12:41,920 --> 01:12:44,140 Okay, okay, come on, let it go, it's over. 1218 01:12:44,180 --> 01:12:46,710 - Give it to me, give it to me. - Let it go, it's over. 1219 01:12:47,270 --> 01:12:48,490 It's over. 1220 01:12:48,710 --> 01:12:51,010 Honey, you need to stop with this pressure. 1221 01:12:51,060 --> 01:12:52,060 I had a plan. 1222 01:12:52,100 --> 01:12:53,490 We plan, God laughs. 1223 01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:56,190 Do I look amused? 1224 01:12:56,240 --> 01:12:58,410 Hey, things happen when they're supposed to happen. 1225 01:12:58,460 --> 01:13:00,280 You have to learn to let go. 1226 01:13:01,110 --> 01:13:03,240 That spiritual crap is for people that don't have 1227 01:13:03,290 --> 01:13:05,250 the willpower to go out and make things happen. 1228 01:13:05,290 --> 01:13:07,200 Hey, don't take a shot at me! 1229 01:13:14,120 --> 01:13:15,470 Tonight was really important. 1230 01:13:15,950 --> 01:13:20,570 You can't just bend the entire world to your will, 1231 01:13:20,610 --> 01:13:22,650 especially something like this. 1232 01:13:24,260 --> 01:13:25,870 Relationships are intimate. 1233 01:13:26,570 --> 01:13:27,790 They should have real meaning. 1234 01:13:27,830 --> 01:13:29,230 Mom, I didn't want to marry him, 1235 01:13:29,270 --> 01:13:32,930 I just needed a nice guy to, pop my cherry 1236 01:13:32,970 --> 01:13:34,190 and get it over with. 1237 01:13:34,230 --> 01:13:35,970 Wow. 1238 01:13:36,840 --> 01:13:39,240 Not everything has to be so sentimental. 1239 01:13:39,850 --> 01:13:42,150 Well, some things should have sentiment. 1240 01:13:44,810 --> 01:13:46,070 Hey. 1241 01:13:47,680 --> 01:13:49,160 You know how I went to that city council meeting tonight? 1242 01:13:49,510 --> 01:13:51,290 Yeah, why'd you go to that? 1243 01:13:51,900 --> 01:13:53,420 Well, Apple announced they were building their new 1244 01:13:53,470 --> 01:13:54,990 headquarters and they wanted to talk about its 1245 01:13:55,030 --> 01:13:56,560 impact on the community. 1246 01:13:56,600 --> 01:13:58,560 The building they designed looks like a giant spaceship, 1247 01:13:58,600 --> 01:14:03,260 but guess who showed up to make the presentation? 1248 01:14:07,000 --> 01:14:08,000 No. 1249 01:14:08,440 --> 01:14:09,480 - Yeah. - He was there? 1250 01:14:09,530 --> 01:14:10,880 - Yeah. - You knew 1251 01:14:10,920 --> 01:14:12,230 this and you didn't tell me? - No, I didn't know. 1252 01:14:12,270 --> 01:14:14,310 We all thought it was gonna be Apple execs. 1253 01:14:14,360 --> 01:14:16,270 We were shocked when he walked through the front door. 1254 01:14:17,580 --> 01:14:18,580 Claudia! 1255 01:14:18,880 --> 01:14:20,410 How could this happen? 1256 01:14:20,930 --> 01:14:23,580 He's the single most important person in my life. 1257 01:14:23,630 --> 01:14:26,110 Well, that's lovely to hear as your mother. 1258 01:14:26,150 --> 01:14:27,590 I love you and Dad, but... 1259 01:14:30,070 --> 01:14:31,590 you've got to understand what he's done for us, 1260 01:14:31,640 --> 01:14:32,940 for the world. 1261 01:14:32,990 --> 01:14:35,340 - What? - I need to be him! 1262 01:14:37,380 --> 01:14:39,250 Why can't you just be you? 1263 01:14:42,390 --> 01:14:44,340 I'm not good enough. 1264 01:15:02,710 --> 01:15:05,230 One day we'll look back on this and laugh. 1265 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:09,980 Do you think I could still meet him one day? 1266 01:15:11,370 --> 01:15:13,160 You're gonna have a lot of chances to meet him. 1267 01:15:13,200 --> 01:15:14,850 He's a very young man. 1268 01:15:34,260 --> 01:15:35,260 Hey. 1269 01:15:35,740 --> 01:15:36,960 It's the graduate. 1270 01:15:37,750 --> 01:15:38,830 Looking for you. 1271 01:15:40,840 --> 01:15:41,840 Ready for all this? 1272 01:15:43,190 --> 01:15:45,190 I've wanted to go to Stanford my entire life. 1273 01:15:48,360 --> 01:15:50,410 Yeah, just um... 1274 01:15:54,590 --> 01:15:57,550 Don't go into college with some preconceived 1275 01:15:57,590 --> 01:15:58,850 notion of what you 1276 01:15:59,460 --> 01:16:01,250 think you should be doing. 1277 01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:04,030 You know what I'm saying? 1278 01:16:04,900 --> 01:16:05,770 Just... 1279 01:16:06,600 --> 01:16:07,990 I want you to be happy. 1280 01:16:10,080 --> 01:16:11,650 I'm living the dream. 1281 01:16:13,430 --> 01:16:14,430 Yeah. 1282 01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:17,310 Okay. 1283 01:16:51,250 --> 01:16:54,260 At long last, Mecca. 1284 01:17:12,930 --> 01:17:14,630 Epic, failure. 1285 01:17:16,320 --> 01:17:18,020 My very first computer science lecture 1286 01:17:18,060 --> 01:17:19,760 may as well have been taught underwater. 1287 01:17:20,850 --> 01:17:23,290 I told myself, if I just worked harder than anyone else, 1288 01:17:23,720 --> 01:17:24,720 I could survive. 1289 01:17:26,200 --> 01:17:27,250 But that was a lie. 1290 01:17:29,420 --> 01:17:30,420 The truth? 1291 01:17:31,380 --> 01:17:32,770 I hated computer science. 1292 01:17:37,740 --> 01:17:39,690 I even took a goddamn calligraphy class 1293 01:17:39,740 --> 01:17:41,560 just like the one Steve Jobs took. 1294 01:17:44,050 --> 01:17:45,260 I was horrible at it. 1295 01:18:16,250 --> 01:18:17,250 No. 1296 01:18:22,780 --> 01:18:23,910 Oh my God. 1297 01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:25,170 No, no, no, no, no. 1298 01:18:27,570 --> 01:18:28,700 Fucking iPhone! 1299 01:18:42,670 --> 01:18:45,240 When one is buried, are they not truly in the 1300 01:18:45,280 --> 01:18:46,760 presence of possibility? 1301 01:18:48,370 --> 01:18:51,850 Wasn't it Emerson who wrote, It is not the length of life, 1302 01:18:51,900 --> 01:18:53,250 but the depth of life. 1303 01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:56,340 He who is not every day conquering some fear 1304 01:18:56,380 --> 01:18:58,080 has not learned the secret of life. 1305 01:18:58,950 --> 01:19:00,030 In this depth, 1306 01:19:00,080 --> 01:19:01,730 one is evergreen like a seed. 1307 01:19:03,390 --> 01:19:05,520 Indeed, I am a future flower. 1308 01:19:19,660 --> 01:19:20,660 Hey. 1309 01:19:21,140 --> 01:19:22,360 I've never seen you here before. 1310 01:19:23,320 --> 01:19:24,360 I'm a freshman. 1311 01:19:25,710 --> 01:19:27,020 Oh, no, I meant at our creative writing group. 1312 01:19:28,540 --> 01:19:30,460 Oh, I just stumbled in, it was an accident. 1313 01:19:32,280 --> 01:19:34,420 Well, I mean, if you believe in accidents. 1314 01:19:36,850 --> 01:19:38,070 Is it cool if I sit? 1315 01:19:40,340 --> 01:19:41,640 Yeah, sure. 1316 01:19:46,210 --> 01:19:47,210 So... 1317 01:19:48,470 --> 01:19:49,480 what's your story? 1318 01:19:51,480 --> 01:19:52,870 I don't really have one. 1319 01:19:53,350 --> 01:19:54,790 Well, I mean, we all do. 1320 01:19:57,740 --> 01:19:59,530 Why don't you read me something? 1321 01:20:00,140 --> 01:20:01,270 Like what? 1322 01:20:01,310 --> 01:20:02,310 Anything. 1323 01:20:02,750 --> 01:20:04,060 Oh, I'm not a writer. 1324 01:20:04,970 --> 01:20:06,620 Then what are you studying? 1325 01:20:11,670 --> 01:20:12,670 I don't know. 1326 01:20:14,630 --> 01:20:15,460 I thought I did, 1327 01:20:15,850 --> 01:20:16,810 but, 1328 01:20:17,760 --> 01:20:19,370 now everything's changed. 1329 01:20:21,860 --> 01:20:23,200 Can't believe Steve Jobs died. 1330 01:20:25,510 --> 01:20:26,510 He did? 1331 01:20:28,080 --> 01:20:29,080 Are you kidding me? 1332 01:20:29,120 --> 01:20:30,390 Have you not seen the news? 1333 01:20:30,430 --> 01:20:31,430 No, I... 1334 01:20:32,260 --> 01:20:33,260 I don't... 1335 01:20:33,300 --> 01:20:34,740 I don't believe in cell phones. 1336 01:20:37,700 --> 01:20:38,740 Fantastic. 1337 01:20:40,090 --> 01:20:41,610 Bet you think you're too good for a laptop, too. 1338 01:20:42,400 --> 01:20:44,360 What do you write your stories with a quill and parchment? 1339 01:20:44,400 --> 01:20:45,400 Oh. 1340 01:20:46,310 --> 01:20:47,320 Okay. 1341 01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:49,360 Steve Jobs. 1342 01:20:50,750 --> 01:20:52,190 The King of Silicon Valley. 1343 01:20:53,840 --> 01:20:55,450 He was way more than that. 1344 01:20:56,760 --> 01:20:57,760 Really? 1345 01:20:58,810 --> 01:20:59,980 You want to know what I think? 1346 01:21:00,020 --> 01:21:01,460 I think, 1347 01:21:01,500 --> 01:21:05,160 that his whole act, changing the world for the better, 1348 01:21:05,200 --> 01:21:08,820 not caring about the money, it's all bullshit. 1349 01:21:10,510 --> 01:21:11,470 I mean, 1350 01:21:12,250 --> 01:21:14,130 he was a complete genius. 1351 01:21:15,690 --> 01:21:16,910 Most cult leaders are. 1352 01:21:17,820 --> 01:21:19,570 So, you're so convinced that you need these 1353 01:21:19,610 --> 01:21:21,870 things to transcend your life. 1354 01:21:23,440 --> 01:21:25,440 It's almost impossible to live without his little 1355 01:21:25,480 --> 01:21:28,440 inventions because every 30 seconds your brain craves the 1356 01:21:28,490 --> 01:21:30,920 dopamine hit it gets from that little flash of light. 1357 01:21:31,970 --> 01:21:34,930 And if that wasn't enough, you feed off likes, comments, posts, 1358 01:21:34,970 --> 01:21:37,150 tags, like a bunch of little validation addicts. 1359 01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:41,940 You don't understand. 1360 01:21:43,150 --> 01:21:44,980 I grew up in the valley, he was everything. 1361 01:21:46,770 --> 01:21:48,640 My... my whole world. 1362 01:21:54,730 --> 01:21:57,340 Well, what was it like growing up in his shadow? 1363 01:22:09,830 --> 01:22:12,660 I finally realized it wasn't Steve Jobs I was obsessed with. 1364 01:22:13,880 --> 01:22:16,540 It was his ability to envision something out in the ether 1365 01:22:16,580 --> 01:22:18,100 beyond our wildest dreams. 1366 01:22:20,020 --> 01:22:23,590 And, to create one thing after another, 1367 01:22:24,540 --> 01:22:28,290 out of nothing and share it fearlessly with the world. 1368 01:22:29,900 --> 01:22:31,550 I mean, isn't that what we're all here to do? 1369 01:22:35,160 --> 01:22:36,250 To contribute, 1370 01:22:38,170 --> 01:22:39,380 be brave, 1371 01:22:42,470 --> 01:22:44,780 and try to connect to this very moment. 1372 01:22:46,480 --> 01:22:49,310 Our creations can take infinite forms. 1373 01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:52,270 Thoughts. 1374 01:22:53,530 --> 01:22:54,620 Relationships. 1375 01:22:57,050 --> 01:22:58,100 Hopes and dreams. 1376 01:23:00,230 --> 01:23:01,230 Music. 1377 01:23:02,710 --> 01:23:03,710 Babies. 1378 01:23:06,760 --> 01:23:07,760 Memories. 1379 01:23:11,550 --> 01:23:14,160 People migrate to Silicon Valley because they believe that 1380 01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:15,200 they can change the world. 1381 01:23:16,380 --> 01:23:17,900 There's something unmistakable in the air. 1382 01:23:18,290 --> 01:23:19,770 A buzz, a belief. 1383 01:23:20,600 --> 01:23:23,690 A floating mist of optimistic spirit. 1384 01:23:24,820 --> 01:23:27,130 And a desperate tangible fear of failure. 1385 01:23:28,690 --> 01:23:31,040 Throughout history, we've learned repeatedly that 1386 01:23:31,390 --> 01:23:34,440 people who blindly follow their leaders, 1387 01:23:35,660 --> 01:23:38,050 folks who take scripture too literally, 1388 01:23:38,100 --> 01:23:39,660 are the dangerous ones. 1389 01:23:40,360 --> 01:23:41,750 That's where I went off course. 1390 01:23:44,100 --> 01:23:45,840 It's not Silicon Valley that's the problem. 1391 01:23:47,060 --> 01:23:49,020 It's what I did with it that made it so perverse. 1392 01:23:50,240 --> 01:23:52,110 Silicon Valley only looks to the future. 1393 01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,550 So here I am, turning back. 1394 01:24:02,950 --> 01:24:05,340 I no longer wish to become Steve Jobs, 1395 01:24:07,820 --> 01:24:09,470 but to become, me. 1396 01:24:13,040 --> 01:24:14,040 So here it is. 1397 01:24:15,180 --> 01:24:16,180 This is mine. 1398 01:24:19,140 --> 01:24:20,270 And it's an original. 1399 01:24:23,180 --> 01:24:24,180 Any questions? 1400 01:25:17,190 --> 01:25:21,370 ♪ Was lost inside of my head ♪ 1401 01:25:21,760 --> 01:25:25,460 ♪ All my dreams were a means to winning ♪ 1402 01:25:27,290 --> 01:25:30,730 ♪ Got too close to the edge 1403 01:25:31,340 --> 01:25:35,690 ♪ Always eager to know what was next ♪ 1404 01:25:36,690 --> 01:25:40,830 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1405 01:25:41,260 --> 01:25:44,740 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1406 01:25:46,050 --> 01:25:47,180 ♪ Take 1407 01:25:47,220 --> 01:25:50,310 ♪ Take a breath in 1408 01:25:50,750 --> 01:25:54,670 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1409 01:25:56,100 --> 01:25:57,710 ♪ And learn to let go 1410 01:25:57,760 --> 01:26:01,370 ♪ Planned out every move 1411 01:26:01,720 --> 01:26:06,200 ♪ But I was just avoiding the truth ♪ 1412 01:26:07,160 --> 01:26:10,990 ♪ Sometimes we all got to lose ♪ 1413 01:26:11,380 --> 01:26:16,040 ♪ Not everything's shiny and new ♪ 1414 01:26:16,640 --> 01:26:20,820 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1415 01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:24,700 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1416 01:26:26,000 --> 01:26:27,180 ♪ Take 1417 01:26:27,220 --> 01:26:30,220 ♪ Take a breath in 1418 01:26:30,790 --> 01:26:34,660 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1419 01:26:36,100 --> 01:26:38,710 ♪ And learn to let go 1420 01:26:40,840 --> 01:26:43,190 ♪ And learn to let go 1421 01:26:46,110 --> 01:26:47,110 ♪ Let go 1422 01:26:48,500 --> 01:26:50,550 ♪ Ooh 1423 01:26:53,030 --> 01:26:55,160 ♪ Ooh 1424 01:26:58,340 --> 01:27:00,340 ♪ Ahh 1425 01:27:02,600 --> 01:27:08,260 ♪ I can't keep on treading water ♪ 1426 01:27:10,740 --> 01:27:18,400 ♪ 'Cause I know I'm slipping under ♪ 1427 01:27:18,920 --> 01:27:24,060 ♪ Spin in circles going nowhere ♪ 1428 01:27:27,720 --> 01:27:34,810 ♪ So might as well surrender 1429 01:27:35,460 --> 01:27:40,340 ♪ Now that I'm not in the way 1430 01:27:48,430 --> 01:27:52,740 ♪ Girl, open your eyes up 1431 01:27:53,090 --> 01:27:56,740 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1432 01:27:57,790 --> 01:27:59,090 ♪ Take 1433 01:27:59,140 --> 01:28:02,450 ♪ Take a breath in 1434 01:28:02,490 --> 01:28:06,360 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1435 01:28:07,320 --> 01:28:11,590 ♪ Oh, open your eyes up 1436 01:28:11,930 --> 01:28:15,370 ♪ Lose your grip and swallow the sun ♪ 1437 01:28:16,590 --> 01:28:17,900 ♪ Take 1438 01:28:17,940 --> 01:28:21,030 ♪ Take a breath in 1439 01:28:21,290 --> 01:28:25,600 ♪ Let the pieces fall where they might ♪ 1440 01:28:26,690 --> 01:28:29,080 ♪ And learn to let go 1441 01:28:31,390 --> 01:28:33,780 ♪ And learn to let go 1442 01:28:36,130 --> 01:28:38,530 ♪ And learn to let go 1443 01:28:40,790 --> 01:28:43,230 ♪ And learn to let go 1444 01:28:45,450 --> 01:28:47,930 ♪ And learn to let go 106653

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