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I suppose I should have more regrets about the way I live my life.

But I really don't.

Life is only what you make it.

We'll be right back.

You don't know what to do until you make the next step and find that out. You

know?

So, I gotta go.

He probably is calling you. What else is new?

But this is what you want to be doing with your wife, so you need to figure it

out.

You are?

Yeah.

Really?

Yeah. Good.

Okay, see you guys.

The story of Gia is actually a sad story.

I mean, nobody ever took the business by storm quite the way she did.

Every actress wanted to be her, and every actor wanted to be with her.

She told me that her father spent 18 years telling her she was worthless.

She answered an ad in the paper that said figure models wanted earn up to $1

,000 a day.

I remember meeting her for the first time.

It was a while ago.

and she was stunning, just absolutely stunning.

She was probably the best-looking girl in the business ever.

When Gia came to Hollywood, she was totally natural.

When she answered an ad in the paper, she had no idea what she was in for.

May I help you?

Yeah, I'm here about the ad and the paper.

To model.

Sure.

And this is how you dress to be a model?

And that's how you dress to answer phones?

Sign here, please. Take a seat.

You need a name?

I have a name.

I mean a performing name.

You don't want to use your real name. You need to come here. Hi.

Exciting. Lucky for you, I have a scientific method for coming up with

performers' names.

Okay.

What's your middle name?

Marie. And what's the name of the street you grew up on?

And this is supposed to be scientific?

Absolutely. Mellon Street.

That would make your performer name Marie Mellon. This is stupid.

Why don't you just call me Gia?

Gia.

I like it.

It's one word like Madonna or Cher.

No, it's like Gia.

Would you stand up for me so I can take some shots of you?

Okay.

Look, I need you to be undressed.

Undressed?

That's the way it works.

In order for me to get you work, I need to see all of you.

I don't think we're talking about the same type of photos.

You want to be a model, don't you?

Then you have to trust me.

Don't worry, it'll be very tasty.

You'll get used to this.

You'll be doing this all the time. It'll be like second nature.

Nice. They're a natural.

Tracial. Lee.

No one's ever asked you to do photos before?

I need to see your... I'm trying to tell you.

All right. Let me do it again. I want to catch it in the action shot. One more

time. Go ahead. Now. Give me a nice smile.

Keep me awake.

Come on.

Very nice.

Yeah, hopefully I'll be able to do something for you.

Yeah, it's unbelievable.

You know, I've done so many different projects in my life.

It's like, I wonder how I wound up here. I should have been like a film producer,

you know, legitimate films, like Dirty Harry, something like that. But, you

know, whatever. I'm happy. You know, I get people work.

I make people's careers.

I give people hope. My battery's dead.

It's the story of my life.

That wasn't so bad, was it?

You're still in one piece. Come on.

You're going to be doing a lot of this. You're going to have to get comfortable

with taking your clothes off.

After a while, it'll be like you're actually wearing clothing. You'll be so

natural being natural. It'll be great.

Okay, here we go. Sit down.

I've got to test the situation.

You're a very pretty girl.

But in order for you to get serious work in this business, you're going to need

to get your boobs done.

You think I need a boob job?

It's very common these days.

Your body would be incredible with full C's, maybe D's.

I don't know. I'm not a doctor.

I don't know.

It would be the difference.

Between making hundreds and making many thousands.

Well, even if I did get a boob job, there's no way I could afford it.

Don't worry about it. I'll find you a doctor who's very affordable.

And then I'll find you a place to stay while you heal.

I don't know.

Listen, Gia, it's an investment.

With the kind of work I can get you.

But pay those tits off in no time.

And all I have to do is model her photo?

Absolutely.

Yes.

How did it go?

Okay.

Okay?

Look at this check.

Wow.

I guess it went really well.

Yeah. And that was for just wearing a bathing suit.

These checks are only going to get bigger.

Book John a shoot for tomorrow with one of the top female photographers around.

Thanks.

Here's the info.

Go see Monica.

She'll take good care of you.

She's the best.

Thank you.

Nice. Yeah, look at me. Eyes to me.

Yeah, that's it.

Yeah, that's it. That's it.

Eyes. Eyes. Nice. Now look at me.

Stand to the side.

Yeah, let me see that back.

Okay,

stand to the wall.

Okay, let me help you with something, then.

Whoa, what are you trying to do?

It's okay, I just want to see a little skin.

It'll look hot.

Alright.

Beautiful.

Let's get out your back.

Yes.

Sexy.

Okay, turn around.

Look at me.

Nice.

Alright, let's go up the top a little bit. Just let it fall.

You can cover your boobs with your hands.

Um, okay.

It'll look sexy, don't worry.

Nice, that's it.

You trying to get me naked?

Well, that's why I hide you.

I didn't know anything about getting naked today.

Well, you know we blow lovely answer right and you know, they put pornography

horn Come on don't be so naive.

You got a great buddy.

That's taunted.

Well, I don't mind getting naked all you have to do is that That's what

I wanted

Nice.

Okay, hand over.

Let me see that arm.

That's it.

Yes, out the back.

Yes.

That's good.

All right,

look away.

Beautiful.

What, I'm not doing it right?

You're doing everything right.

Have you ever kissed

a woman before?

Why don't you find out?

Okay.

Thank you.

Fuck me with you.

Fuck. Shit.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah, I can fucking hug.

It's here. I can fucking hug just like that.

Yeah. You like that? Yeah, I fucking love that. You like getting fucked in

the heart? Uh-huh. I love it when you fucking hug. Fucking photographer.

Oh, yeah.

Fucking dirty little fuck.

Yeah. You're my dirty little fuck.

Yeah.

Fuck you.

Fucking hot little slut.

Oh yeah,

you wanna get fucked nice and hot.

Fucking love that, don't you?

Oh, fuck yeah!

Yeah, fuck my cunt.

Fuck you.

It didn't define her.

I knew her for five years.

She was one of Vivian's greatest girls.

You know, she did. She came into the business and she started out doing girl,

girl and with the instant star and then started doing boy girls later in her

career. And she was great.

She was just one of a kind.

the best of all the girls and sweet and funny and pretty and I'm so sad

that she's gone.

Come do the fence like you want me.

Yes!

Yes!

Oh, this is beautiful. We're making art. Oh!

Oh, that's good.

That's good.

You're making art for the fence.

Stop the fence.

Yes.

You're an animal. You're a savage animal. This is so perfect. This is so

beautiful. I've got to get back to the camera. Keep that right there. Right

there. The fence can't hold you back.

Come to me.

Come to the camera.

That's it. That's it.

Crawl through the fence. Throw yourself down the fence.

Throw your expenses.

I think I got it. That's a wrap.

Wait a second.

I want to take a picture with her.

I can do that.

Here you go. That was the close.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. Oh, fuck me.

Yeah.

You know what you want?

Mm-hmm. You know what you want?

Oh, please.

Yes. Oh, my God.

Can you take it?

Yeah, I can fucking take it. Can you take it? Yeah, please.

Yeah. Oh, my God. Yeah. Take that and I'll see you. You do that? Yeah, fuck my

ass, please.

Where are you going?

I have to go. Why?

I just have to. Well, where do you gotta go?

To go home.

Do you have to go to work?

I just really need to go, okay?

Where does everybody go when they say they have to go?

Why don't you just stay?

I have a boyfriend.

Oh?

But we had such a good time. I mean, where does everybody have to go when

they have to go? Why don't you just stay?

This is really nice, but I can't stay here. But you can stay. I'll make you

breakfast, and we can watch TV. We can watch TV and popcorn.

That sounds really great, but I can't. Please don't leave me. Why does

everybody leave me?

Don't go.

I'm sorry.

I can't stay.

I'll call you.

But I think, on my observations, I think that Gia had

abandonment issues.

She expected everybody who was really good and decent in her life to just up

and disappear.

No one could ever give her the time she demanded.

Who is this?

Hey, it's me.

Chia, it's three in the morning. Shouldn't you be getting some rest?

I can't sleep.

What are you doing?

Don't be nervous. You're going to do great.

Just take two of the pills I gave you. You're going to have the best sleep you

ever had.

Okay. I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Hi, can I help you?

Hi, global modeling for me?

Oh, you must be Gia.

Come on in.

Yeah, I'll take you, uh, I'll take you over to make-up.

Yeah, you know, you've got everything here. You don't need that, so, showers,

locker rooms, bathrooms, none of it's real. It's the magic of, uh, porn

Hollywood, you know.

Is this your first movie?

Yeah, it's my first one.

Wow, I remember my first movie.

Anal Fuck Whore 3.

That's not what this movie's called, right? No, no, that was an old movie.

That was a trilogy, actually, you know.

It was three parts because there were so many unanswered questions from the first

two. Oh.

I'm kidding with you.

I'm sorry, I'm just really nervous. No, I just wanted to make you feel

comfortable. I was just kidding, but we'll go over to makeup.

Everyone's doing it now. This is nothing. Really? Please.

Everybody's become one star. Great, it's a new thing.

After you.

Okay, go right this way.

I'm going to see the chair.

Perfect.

Um. You guys know each other?

Uh, yeah, we've met.

Oh, cool. Well, hey, look what's here. Anyway, this is Dirty. Dirty, you and G

are even doing your scene together today. Lucky you.

Hey, what's up, baby?

Hey.

And you call yourself Dirty?

Yeah, a trick was already taken.

I want to see her. This is going to be great. I love working with you girls.

I bet you do.

Go grab something to take the edge off. I don't want you to be nervous.

That's cool, right? Yeah, no problem. Just come back here when you're done.

Okay. I'll be right back.

So anyway, for the neck thing, let's make sure we got that right.

Quiet on the set!

Are they really going to fuck right here?

Yeah, it's a porn set. That's what they do.

I know, but I mean, in front of everybody?

They do this every day.

They're just really waiting for them to call lunch.

Really? Yeah.

Hang on. I'm going to go grab a smoke.

Roll!

Fuck yeah.

How hard could it be?

Once you do this, there's no turning back.

This is going to change the rest of your life.

Well, I really have nothing to lose.

Listen, think of it this way.

No relationship you ever have again will be normal.

You're going to be all over the internet.

What happens when your boyfriend finds a picture of you sucking somebody else's

dick? How are you going to explain that?

Well, I'm a big girl. I can handle it.

Maybe you can.

Maybe you'll be the next big thing and win all the awards.

There's awards for sex.

Yeah, you didn't know that? It's like the Oscars for porn.

Well,

I don't plan on being around that long anyways.

No one ever does.

All right, Gia. We're ready for you.

Okay.

Bye-bye.

You alright?

I'm a little nervous.

What are you nervous about? It's gonna be fun.

Um, I've never done this before.

Look, can we knock off the small talk? It's a sure thing.

Let's just get on with it.

It's gonna be easy, like second nature, alright?

I don't know.

It'll be over before you know it.

Look, this dick's not gonna suck itself.

Come on, action!

Wow.

Beautiful.

Thank you.

Does it feel good?

Here's my card. Call me sometime.

I will call you.

See you later, baby.

He's cute.

He's a jerk.

Well, you have a boyfriend.

And are you getting jealous?

No.

I think you're getting jealous.

Because you want to be with me, too.

I can't believe we're living together.

I know. This is so great, right?

Mm-hmm.

So, what are we going to do today?

This is what we're going to do today. Stay in bed.

What do you mean? I thought we could go to the movies, hang out.

I thought that now that I have you, we can just make love all day and stay in

bed.

You're very, very sweet, but I wanted to talk

to you.

I don't think I want to work with other guys anymore.

I only want to work with you.

That's great. What about me?

You can work with other guys.

Real funny. You know what I mean. Other girls.

Seriously, what do you think?

Well, I mean, listen, they're just other girls, and it's a job for me, a

paycheck.

I just want to be with you.

Aw, you're so sweet, but full of shit.

I'm willing to give this a try and trust you.

She's gorgeous and sexy.

It's just a shame that she kind of ran to the wrong people and got into the

whole drug business and kind of couldn't control herself after a while.

It's kind of sad to see.

I always felt guilty. I figured if I started dating her, maybe I could have

kept her from going down that road.

Fate is fate, and that's just the way she rolled, and that's the way things

unfolded.

Walk with me.

What's up?

I hear you're living with Gia.

Yeah, I am.

Oh, she's a hot piece of ass.

I know.

You know how I discovered her?

She came here right from the bus station.

Yeah, that's what I heard.

Listen, it's essential that Gia begin to work with other people again.

Well, that's not up to me now.

We love this boy.

Well, you're holding her back.

I mean, do you want to be rich?

I mean, pardon me, but her cunt is your meal ticket.

Listen, like I said, it's not up to me.

Listen, who got you started in this business?

You did, I know.

I took you in when nobody would hire you and your stupid tattoos.

I'm not asking you. I'm telling you.

Listen, I'll do whatever it takes, okay?

That's a good idea.

Get the fuck out of here.

long time ago long long time ago she was amazing had the presence most amazing

body most amazing beauty and she got caught up in the entire industry it just

sucked her in drained her but she had a presence about it she made john holmes

look small if she had a penis she would have been john she was just an

incredible presence it was too sad that she got caught up in the madness

What's up?

Hey. I want to talk to you for a minute.

Okay.

You got to start working with other guys.

Guys? What?

What do you mean? I thought you wanted me to only be with you.

I do, but it's just a couple scenes, you know? I mean, think about your career.

My career?

Fuck my career.

You want me to fuck every other fucking steroid freak dude?

What are you, out of your mind? It's not that big a deal. I mean, just think

about the money.

The money?

Is that all I am to you? A fucking meal ticket?

Is that why we're together?

So you can make a couple extra fucking dollars?

It's just a couple guys.

Fuck you.

That's fucking bullshit. You said you fucking loved me.

Baby, relax.

What do you mean, fucking relax?

You know, a couple scenes.

You know, think about the money.

The money? That's all you fucking care about is the fucking money? You don't

care about me? You don't care about anything that we were supposed to do

together? What the fuck do you think this is? This is a fucking joke.

This isn't anything to you, is it? You're overreacting.

I'm overreacting? You told me you fucking loved me. You told me you wanted

to fucking be with me. Fuck you. Go fuck yourself.

Have a nice fucking life.

She was one of the biggest stars of all time.

You know, she broke into the industry. You know, at first she just did a couple

of girl-girl things.

And then, you know, she just exploded on the scene. I mean, you know, some people

just have that charisma.

You know, you look at them and you say, oh, that's a beautiful girl. And then

you hear her talk.

And, you know, and she's just got a way of putting things that draws you in.

You know, and she, you know, you look at her on the box covers. She's got those,

she's got that, just that look. I don't know how to describe it. But, I mean,

very few people have it.

Just to think about all of the things that she did.

She was...

She did some amazing movies and... Well... I'm sorry.

It's kind of hard to talk about.

All right, look. There's been a little bit of a change of plans.

Our male talent canceled.

I got somebody else for you.

Who? He's right over there. You're right there.

No. I can't have sex with him.

No way.

Why not? What's wrong with him?

Dude, he's my ex.

All right.

No big deal. You know, you could do it. You're a pro. One thing.

Not so easy being a big-time porn star, is it?

I'll do it. Don't worry.

Perfect. Can't wait. It's going to be great. Thank you.

Perfect. There you are.

All right. Let's get started.

Have a seat.

I'll be over here. Let's get going.

What's up? What is that about?

You know, I don't really want to do this, so let's just get through this and

get our paycheck and leave.

All right, well, we're going to get through this. Come on. This is what we

do.

Come on, guys. Let's get in there.

Make it easy.

Don't be so rough with me.

You might get rough.

Fuck you.

I'm about to fuck you, don't worry.

Now what?

Do you have one of those little bitches like your balls?

You want me to do my fucking job?

Get down deep in there.

Get your fucking throat.

Fucking asshole.

Feel that?

Do that again.

Fucking punch in your face.

What? Slap him around?

Slap him?

It's dirty just like you love it.

Something tells me you'd like that.

You're a dirty fuck.

I'm a dirty fuck? I don't fucking know.

You're just fucking scared to the fucking?

You're the best.

Like that?

I'm gonna put my ass to your butt.

Not from you.

You know that feels good.

From anybody.

You know you aren't my fucking sparking yet.

You're supposed to fucking take it easy. This is what you fucking like.

Easy.

It's just easy for you.

You know, you like getting fucked.

You like getting smacked. I don't know.

You don't? I don't know. What do you do?

I don't know.

Fuck you.

I don't know.

I am fucking you.

Fuck. You fucking spread these legs all the way out.

I'm going to empty my fucking paycheck, asshole.

Don't you fucking do it.

Don't you fucking dare do it.

Yeah, I really need tits for you. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, I really need tits for

you.

That's the way you like it.

It's like the joke of the year. Did I know her? Of course I knew her.

She was so young and full of life.

I still can't believe she's gone.

She's so amazing. It's the only thing I can say.

There never was a girl, never did an actress do so good at convincing a

studio. This has never happened before.

To convince a studio.

that they could get a percentage of the profit as well as the salary.

Brilliant. Your last movie is the best-selling porn flick of all

time. You outsold Deep Throat.

That's great. And I'm not shooting with guys anymore.

Are you crazy?

Didn't we go through this already?

That would be career suicide.

Well, it's my pussy that outsold Deep Throat.

So I say I'm only fucking girls.

Come on.

I took you in when you were nothing.

Save your fucking bullshit.

You can't intimidate me anymore. And the way I see it, you mean me more than I

need you.

We don't need to get upset.

Look,

I said all I can say.

I remember.

You work for me.

All right.

Très jolie.

This is temporary, right?

You're going to fall in love with me and not want me to go.

Is that what you think?

That's what I know. I'm irresistible.

I can resist you.

Look into my puppy dog eyes and say that.

I could resist you.

No, you can't.

See? You've fallen for me already.

Are you gonna stop being a porn star?

Why, are you jealous?

No. I think you're jealous.

Maybe a little.

Well, what if I started directing instead of shooting?

That way I could still make money and no one's gonna say no to me. They're all

gonna buy my movies anyways.

I might be okay with that.

As a director, I'm directing you to kiss me.

Oh, it's like that?

Yep. Well, what if I don't want to kiss you right now?

Well, you're just a make-up artist, and I'm the director, so you have to do

exactly what I tell you.

You're so cute.

I'm not cute.

I'm strong, and I'm confident.

Of course you are.

Is that all I get?

That's all you asked for.

Well, I think I'm entitled to a better kiss.

Help me out.

Oh.

You're so sexy.

You can't make it be so crazy.

No one else can.

No one else can.

Give me a good pulse over here.

I could stay down here all day long.

You know what I think you might like?

I'm busy right now.

Well, I think I have something for you.

Dirty girl.

That's so nice.

Mmm.

Just amazing ideas.

Really? Yeah, yeah.

You're amazing. You are truly amazing.

Oh, you're right, I am.

You want to suck my dick, don't you? Yeah.

Should I butt it up? You know, maybe just one? Oh, that's hot. I like that.

So what about, you know, when we're transitioning and then I come all over

Faith? Yes! Oh, hey,

how's it going?

We were just talking about some pretty good ideas for the theme. Hey.

Um, I think we're ready. We're going over some pretty cool ideas. But, you

know, do you like what I'm wearing?

Or maybe I should put on the white shirt? No, no, that's good.

What about if I button it up?

Yeah, that's hot. I like that.

Dude, it's warm.

You know, shoot.

Okay, but what about when the scene starts? You know, I want to get like...

How about this? Pull your cock out and fuck her.

Yeah, let's do that. That's hot.

I'm going to be back here.

Oh, Gia, how do you want me to shoot this?

Dude, just turn the camera on, point and shoot.

I mean, is there anything specific you want me to do with this? You work every

day. Just shoot.

Okay. All right, guys, let's do this.

Guess we don't need these.

Thank you.

I thought you were just directing.

I am directing, but I can make more if I need the money. I can make more if I was

in one more movie.

I just need the money right now.

What happened to a normal relationship?

Things will be normal.

I mean, it's normal.

Once I get back on my feet, I mean, I mean, I fucked 100 guys. Like, what's

101? Who made this money? I just need to make one more movie to make money.

What about how I feel?

Don't use the money.

I mean, it's not like we're doing amazing.

We get by.

Who cares?

I can't go through life just getting by.

I mean, but I need to do more than just get by. I mean, I need more. I just need

the money right now. Where did the money from your directing go?

Um, I spent it. I mean, I bought clothes.

I bought you some candles.

Maybe I bought you an original tea set right there.

I mean, nobody else has that. I bought it for you.

I just need shit.

Listen, that's ridiculous.

It's beautiful.

You have a problem.

I don't have a problem.

I don't have a problem, baby.

I don't have a problem.

You need to make a decision.

Okay? You need to make a decision.

Sex with other people and do drugs or be with me. This isn't mine, baby.

I can explain.

It's not what it looked like. Um, there's a girl, she's on... They were in

your bathroom!

I wanted to hide it from you because I didn't want you to get upset with me.

But I... It's hers. There was a parole out that she was going to get upset

with. Listen to yourself.

You sound crazy. We're going to take her to jail.

I'm not crazy.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Look, you buy everything. You buy ridiculous nonsense.

You do drugs.

You want to have sex with people on camera.

I don't even know who... You know, I hid this because...

Baby, you have to let this go.

You have to let this go, please, for us.

Don't you love me?

I love you.

You can't be like this. This isn't you.

But you said you would be with me forever.

I can't be with you. This isn't you.

But you said you'd be with me forever.

You promised.

Well, you need to make a decision.

Let it go.

I... What's it gonna be?

Fine. I can't do this anymore.

I can't.

It's too much.

Too much.

Girls come and go in this business, and very few can actually leave a mark.

You know, the word porn star is used so loosely, you know, porn star.

You know, very few of them are really stars.

When I first started shooting her, you know, she'd already gone through the

gamut where she'd, you know, the contract girl where she did the girl,

girl. She already did all the layouts in the magazine. So I kind of...

You know, like a lot of these girls, I get them at the tail end of her career.

And, you know, she comes in all of a sudden, you know, when I first met with

her, she wanted to be a little bit more extreme, be a little crazier.

And I'm like, all right, you know, I'll shoot her. I've always heard horrible

things about her. And the girls, you know, kind of stuck up. She had a

problem on sets and so forth. You know, kind of like the plastic type of, you

know, fucked all.

So the first movie I had her in, we took her out to the desert.

I didn't know what drug she's in. The first problem should have been when

she's nodding off in the car.

And so we get her out to the location.

And I figured out maybe she's just tired. She's out partying or whatever

the next time. We put her in the makeup chair.

And the PM comes over. He goes, Jim, Jim, you've got to see this. This girl's

in the makeup chair.

So I go over to the makeup chair.

And the makeup artist, what the hell do you want us to do with this? The girl's

like this.

So she's in the makeup chair, totally nodded out.

And I'm like, oh, fuck, you know. We've got all these guys here and everything.

And we've got to shoot the scene. Just put on the makeup. We'll wake her up and

everything. So, you know, the makeup artist, we're propping her up. We're

doing up the makeup.

We have to lay her down. You know, there's flies going into her crotch area

and stuff. And we're sweeping the flies away.

You know, because she didn't have any underwear on. So we're just laying

there. We actually had to put handkerchiefs and stuff over her pussy

so the flies didn't get in there.

And, you know, one of the male talent.

She goes, Jim, I can take care of this problem. I just got to go somewhere and,

you know, get something for her.

They take off.

They come back later.

You know, they whispered something to her. And actually, she's in the

bathroom. They're helping her go into the bathroom.

Literally, within five minutes, she's bounding out all happy, comes swinging

outside. Okay, I'm ready to shoot.

So, you know, I figure, okay, she's awake now.

Let's get going with her.

So, you know, we start shooting the scene. A lot of energy.

She carried us about halfway through the sex scene. And bam, she's nodding out

again, nodding out again. And we just. you know, battled our way through it.

It's really sad because the girl was gorgeous. You know, when I first saw

her, she was like one of those girls I would never get because she was so

beautiful and you'd see her layouts and everything.

And, you know, by the time I get her, she's a mess.

And, you know, she had some boyfriend.

I mean, after that, they took off and, you know, I'd hear little stories, you

know, every once in a while. She did call me a couple times and she was kind

of, you know, I didn't, after that, it was the last time I ever shot her.

She thought that we were all stupid and we didn't know what she was up to.

She would sneak out of the house at night.

I would look out the window after her.

I don't know what she was doing.

Scoring dope.

Meeting people out on the street. Just being shady.

I'm no idiot.

I've been down that road before.

She, you know, she went down the road and she just couldn't get off it.

Everybody knew that she had a drug problem.

It was very obvious in so many ways.

People noticed the attitude changing, always being in the bathroom for way

too long.

When I'm there, if I take a magazine, it's a different story. Should be in

there for too long.

This is so sad.

So many people talk about her, and I think about her, and I

see pictures of us together.

She was amazing.

She was happy.

I don't think I know what I could have done to help her.

She went to rehab to kick her problem.

I was proud of her.

You know what? Everybody kissed Gia's ass.

Told her she was the one. She was the only.

The best.

You know what?

There's a hundred more girls like her out there.

Come and go every day. Get off the bus.

Boy, you know what? They're gone.

Just all got to her head, probably.

Who knows?

No one knew what the fuck she was thinking half the time.

Even though she was known for sex, she had a very...

Innocent side to her.

She used to watch cartoons and kid shows.

Underneath it all, she really was just a little girl.

If you would have asked her what she wanted to be, she would have said a

princess.

Hey, how you doing?

Like a million bucks.

I'm so proud of you.

Thanks, I just wish that I didn't feel to run down and it's like really cold in

here.

Maybe you should go back to the doctor.

Hello?

I love you.

You love my teeth.

I definitely love your teeth.

We knew that something was wrong with her that had nothing to do with drugs.

We just did not know what it was.

Are you awake?

Yeah.

How are you feeling?

I feel good.

I'm sorry.

Well, uh, you don't have to worry about me making movies anymore.

I guess I just found out that I'm really sick.

Uh, you know, I feel...

I know what Gia went through, and I felt her pain,

her spiraling daily.

Anybody that knew Gia had to know that this was going to be the outcome.

I would reach out to Gia and try to help.

In my meager way, I was not much better off.

But it never

panned out quite the way I wanted it to. I

think we're both lost.

And with this tragedy,

it will forever.

changed me and my life.

Alright, we're rolling.

Speed.

Call it, Jay.

We got speed, you wanna call it?

It doesn't make it easy.

Ugh.

Amen.

uh um

Fuckable. You know that ever happens.

Oh yeah, this is so good.

Oh yeah, it's so sexy with your tongue on there.

Oh yeah.

Oh, beautiful.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah, keep doing it.

Keep doing it just like that.

Oh, yeah, that feels good.

Oh, yeah, make the pulse a bit.

Oh my god, yes.

Oh yeah, keep going like that.

Oh yeah.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah, think of the naughty pussy.

Oh yeah, show the bad kitty what you got.

Oh yeah,

that was so good.

oh my

god oh

I love that pussy.

Oh!

The cock is so addictive.

Oh yes,

yes, yes, yes, yes.

It's so good to be on the deck.

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes.

Oh,

yes. Do it just like that. Oh, yes.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh.

You better stay down there.

Because if not, you're gonna get punished.

That feels so good. The rightest cock.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

Oh,

yeah.

Just like that.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Feels good.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh,

yeah. I'm going to play the mic post while you're doing that.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

Oh,

yeah.

Can you spread it open with two? Yeah. Just spread it like a screenshot.

There you go. There you go. Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Just like that. Yeah.

Do it a little bottle.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

my.

There you go.

That's good. Oh yeah, the post is so wet from it.

Oh yeah, tell me how much you like it. Oh yeah. You like the little eyes on

you. It's so tight.

Oh yeah.

Oh yeah,

look at the back. You are so dirty.

How can you get like this?

Oh, yeah. Oh, my God. Yes.

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes. Oh, yes. Oh,

yes. Oh,

yes.

I feel so good.

Yeah, just like that.

Little knotted butt, huh?

It's good as fuck.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

my

God. It's so good. It's so hot.

It's okay.

Oh, my God.

Oh, you're so good

Bye.

Do you ever color inside the lines?

It's a lot better to color outside the lines.

I see that.

You know what?

Forget this.

I need to talk to you about something.

What is it?

Here, look at these.

What is all this?

Can you tell me?

What?

It's a living will.

If I go into a coma, I don't want to be kept alive.

There's a lot to think about.

Please.

This is what I want.

And I need to know you can do this.

I'll do whatever you want.

Look, no matter what, just know that

no matter what, I love you.

Look, you were talking about something happy.

I don't want a sad funeral.

I want people to know that I lived my life, and I was happy, and I did all

sorts of fun things.

And I want people to celebrate it.

You're not dead. Please, please, I need to know that you'll do this for

me.

She was always so charismatic.

I know she brought me out of my shell.

I was a very different person before I met her.

I really fought.

I fought to keep us going.

But there's only so much you can take.

Life is what you make it, have no regrets