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It's officially happening tomorrow night, and I just, I feel just as

nervous as the day I signed up.

I feel like this is a really bad idea.

I'm not even sure if they'll let 19-year-olds into events like this, but

if it's the only way to stop this feeling, I think

it's worth it.

I just, I want to be daring again.

Vivacious, as my ex-husband calls it.

He said I lost that part of me.

And, well, I want it back.

My feelings for my stepmom are starting to get out of my control.

I feel like if I do this thing, I'll be able to move on. Start thinking

about other women for a change.

Gosh, I feel so crazy for doing this.

But at the same time, it feels so right.

Deep down, I know this is exactly what I need to feel like myself again.

So I'm going to do it.

So, I've got to do it.

I'm going to my very first glory hole.

I'm going to go to a glory hole.

Hey, Mom.

Can I help? Oh, honey. Yeah, could you help me with this?

Can't get this dress zipped up.

Oh, honey, hold on a sec. I actually need to set my makeup first.

Oh, yeah, of course.

I think I hate it.

What?

Are they okay, Mom?

Oh, sweetie.

Mommy's just fine.

You look beautiful.

Of course my stepson would say that.

I'm sorry, sweetie.

I'm just a mess right now.

There.

Just as beautiful.

If not more than before.

The way you're looking at me, it... What do you mean?

It's nothing.

Tell me.

It's just you're looking at me the way your dad used to.

Like how?

I don't know. It's hard to describe.

It's... I should probably... Like I'm in love?

Mama, can I tell you something?

Of course.

Last year, after the divorce, I didn't choose to stay with you because

Dad's an asshole.

Well, Dad is an asshole.

I stayed because I'd follow you anywhere.

I don't know where I'd be without you.

I guess I'd cook you dinner.

Then don't.

What?

I'm 19 now. I can cook my own food.

Don't be ridiculous.

It's my turn to take care of you.

That's sweet, but... Why? I always love cooking for you when I can.

I just want to make you happy.

You want to make me happy?

I want to make you so, so happy.

Show me how.

Cody.

Does this make you happy?

Cody, this is wrong.

We should have never... I shouldn't have... I gotta get going. I'm gonna be

late.

Lucky you. A beautiful masked woman is ready waiting for you on the other side

of this door.

Mask up. There are just two rules.

One, no names allowed.

And two, hurry up. There's a long line of hungry cocks just like yours waiting

behind you.

Hi.

What's this?

Hi.

You, uh... Your body is beautiful.

I'm sure your face is, too.

You're a little nervous, too, huh?

Yeah, it's my first time.

Your first time?

Oh, no, no, no, no. Not like that. I'm not a virgin.

It's my first time at a glory hole.

You're doing great so far.

Thank you.

I meant it. Your body...

Your smell, even.

So heavenly.

Looking at circles, looking at it side to side.

I'm trying to hold back, but your hands are making it really hard if I'm being

honest.

Would it be okay if I called your mom?

Cody?

What are you doing here?

What are you doing here?

Mom, I swear I didn't know it was you.

Please don't be mad.

Cody, that was you inside of me just now?

I can't.

We shouldn't.

Did it make you happy?

Show me how to touch it.

No, come here.

Nothing is real.

Cody.

Cody.

Five, six, seven.