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Wake up! Wake up! Get your brother! Go downstairs! Now!

Watch out! Watch out! Álex! Watch out!

Are they asleep now?

Yeah. It took 'em a while.

You scared them quite a bit.

Yeah.

Listen.

What did you mean earlier when you said you were dead once?

What you saw about me is something that really happened.

I don't get it.

What I mean is I was dead, just like you described it.

THE LAST NIGHT AT TREMORE BEACH

EPISODE 4 FOR JUDY

I don't even know where to start.

It happened a long time ago, and I…

If you hadn't told me what you saw, I would have probably… never told you.

My nightmares started after a real nightmare.

I was looking forward to taking the world by storm.

I wanted to enjoy life and… just meet people.

in Toulouse.

- Good morning. - Morning.

Are you Judy?

-Yes. -Okay, these are your keys.

Your apartment is over there.

to start over.

-Very good. -Bye.

Bye, thank you.

We really only had one another. She raised me on her own.

She died of cancer a month before I moved to Toulouse.

She was sick for half her life.

I probably became a nurse because of her.

It's perfect.

and death always go hand in hand.

And being aware of how short life can be made me enjoy the little things.

The doctor says to the patient, "Good morning, sir."

"I'm sorry, but you don't have much time to live."

"No time to live?"

"May I do anything at all in order to gain more time?"

"Yes. You can count slowly."

Is that it?

-No, Miray! That's bad! -Is it bad?

and she was my best friend in Toulouse.

Try to order.

- Should I do it? - Yes.

Um, two… two croissants, please.

feel at home.

She was always there for me.

There are two guys right there.

Go ahead. They're right there.

Stop that.

for other ways to live and feel.

- The wines from Rioja are the best for me. - Cheers to the wines of Rioja.

-Judy, where are you from, exactly? -From Santander.

- I'm all out! I'm done! That's it! - Whoa!

I started shaping my new world.

You lost too!

Want to see it?

What? You won!

- The T-shirt! - Okay. Here we go.

Whoo-hoo!

from the one I'd grown up in.

Miray was one of those people that…

…you should always have by your side.

Do you?

Little pigeons!

-We should have a picnic later. -Here?

enjoy life to its fullest.

Which is something we should all be trying to do.

-Oh, Mimi… -Mimi…

Oh! This one looks so cool.

Oh, that place is amazing.

Oh! Until 4:00 a.m.? That's promising.

Sounds like fun.

changed everything.

Thank you very much, my dear.

Oh my God! This party's insane!

I want a drink!

Oh, get ready my friend. You're gonna love this.

Drink, drink, drink, drink!

-Ugh, this shit is nasty. -Come on, Judy. Let's have some fun.

Miray, you're crazy.

I know, honey, but I love it. Mwah!

Come on. I feel like having a drink.

There's so much, right?

Oh my God, this rave is enormous!

We won't be leaving till the morning, I'm telling you!

I'll never forget their names.

-Alphonse. -Claude.

-Kadir. -Clément. My friends call me Clem.

Pierre.

He said his name was Pierre.

He was the one I liked.

I liked him a lot.

Three, four, five. Five.

And what brings you guys to the party tonight?

Oh, for what reason? I question that too.

'Cause our little wolf here is getting older.

He just turned 26.

Oh, who's a big boy now?

in their trailer.

It was some kind of tradition.

Pierre, he looked at me, and he said… "Do you wanna come dance?"

Should we continue somewhere else?

Yes.

from the world for a long time.

Hey, have fun!

That night… I danced.

We then began to… to kiss.

Miray made out with a guy she had met on the dance floor.

And he invited her over to his place…

Before leaving, she asked me if I wanted them to give me a ride.

Excuse me?

Miray…

Should we drive you home?

I said something to Miray that… that I won't forget ever in my life.

"I will regret this tomorrow."

Ha! We only live once. Right, baby?

Okay. I'll see you tomorrow at the hospital?

Yes.

And then she left.

and he whispered to me.

Shall we continue this somewhere else?

Shall we?

- Yeah? - Yeah, okay.

Come on.

every corner of the house.

Until we got to the…

…the basement.

Hold on, hold on.

The door.

-I'll go shut it. -Quick, quick, quick.

He knew perfectly well what he… was doing to me.

And I liked all of it.

I love kissing you.

I'm loving this.

Hold on, hold on.

What? Would you rather go to the trailer?

No. Do you have a condom?

I just… was feeling… so free.

All I wanted was…

…to have fun with him.

Oh, you're so beautiful.

Fuck.

Fuck. Fuck.

That's when I saw it.

I'm coming. I'm coming. I'm coming.

What are you doing?

-What's up? -Were you filming?

-Were you filming me? -I didn't film you.

-What's wrong with you? -I didn't film. I didn't record.

-You did film me. -I didn't press record!

-Give me the phone! -Want the phone?

-Give me the phone! -Hey!

-Do you want the phone? -Yes.

Ask for it politely.

-Do you want the phone? -Yes.

-Do you want the phone? -Yes!

You want the phone? Here. Take it.

Go on. Take it.

-Now get the fuck out. -Asshole.

What did you say?

-You bitch. -Asshole.

You bitch!

Go and fuck off, now!

-Dickhead. -Just take your bag and get out!

Get out! Get out of here!

-Hey! What's going on here? -Hey!

you've already finished.

to leave the job half done.

No. Where are your manners? Come on.

You need to finish what you start. Don't leave things half-done here.

Huh?

Don't let her go.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

-Hey, what are you doing? -Come on. Where are you going?

Let me leave.

Take it easy.

-Let me leave. -No, no, no.

I wanted to leave that place but didn't know how to do it.

Don't worry. We're just gonna…

-Hold her breath. -Hey. What the hell?

I couldn't. It was… it was impossible.

Settle down!

Hold still already!

And one of them suddenly pulled down his pants.

Come closer.

Hey, guys. I'm first, okay?

I'm gonna go next.

said something that gave me goosebumps.

"Get in fucking line. I was here first."

Shh. Quietly. Quietly, I said.

Hey! Quietly now. Quietly.

I told you to be quiet, yeah? You're too loud, hey!

And right outside, I heard some girls that were passing by.

Shh, shh.

You, go guard the door!

-What? -Guard the fucking door.

I thought that they might…

Be quiet. Just stay quiet now.

- Uh… no, the party is upstairs. - Just shut up. Shut up.

Shh.

I'll do it slowly, okay? Super slowly… I'll be gentle. Don't worry.

Go ahead. Come on!

-Come on. -Yeah!

-Amazing. -Breathe. Just breathe.

Do it, man. I'm recording it. Do it!

Come on.

Come on, man.

They all raped me, Álex.

They all raped me.

They all raped me. The five of them.

they just left me there.

they had recorded with their phones.

Did you see the face he made?

-Guys, I'll go get some drinks upstairs. -You think I should be a director?

so I could call for help, but…

…Pierre, he saw me.

Hey, beautiful. What are you doing here all by yourself, baby?

…that I couldn't defend myself.

Hey, guys! Look who's up now.

Oh, yeah.

You woke up, my love?

Come on, now.

Join us. Come on, now.

I think you're really beautiful.

Wait, how do you say that in Spanish?

-Yeah, you've just learned. -Oh, she's so adorable, isn't she?

Go ahead, lie down. You've earned it, baby.

My little lizard.

Pay attention. Hey, hey!

Look, look, look, look. Hey, hey!

Oh, that's so disgusting.

There wasn't any water left, so I brought some beers.

Are you thirsty?

"This can't be happening."

Were you sleeping, beautiful?

Ah, yeah!

and I passed out.

I have no clue how long I slept there.

I thought it would finally be over.

Did you not see?

Everybody upstairs is leaving the party.

You suck at this.

Hey.

Good morning, sleeping beauty.

Did you sleep well?

By the way, we're taking your phone.

Wait, guys. Hold on, hold on, hold on.

But just then…

Hold on, hold on, hold on.

Well, here we are, just us.

The thing is, I think I still have a hard-on.

decided that he wasn't finished.

Nobody…

No one stopped him from raping me again. No one.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I couldn't take it anymore.

And… and I hit that son of a bitch.

Oh shit!

-Whoa. -Did you see that?

All of them just started laughing… until they realized he wasn't moving.

One hell of a blow, right?

Dude, he fell on his face.

Did you see how hard he fell?

Are you okay?

Go check if he's breathing.

Hey, man.

Fuck, is he dead?

something like that to happen.

He deserved it, though.

I will…

I'll feel the guilt for the rest of my life.

- Hey, man. Come on. - Holy fuck.

-Oh, shit. -Hey, this isn't funny!

Hey, this is not funny!

-Hey, look at me! -Clément?

Then they started…

to get extremely nervous, and no one knew what to do.

Fuck this!

You fucking bitch!

What are you doing?

I… I'm calling an ambulance…

If you call an ambulance, we'll all go to jail. Then we're fucked!

What should I do? He's dead now!

You'd better not say anything about this, you bitch!

It doesn't matter if she hears us.

When the bodies are found, they'll know their names.

The police will catch us!

Look at me now! Look at me. We are not fucked!

Don't make him pay for it.

-Go upstairs and get rope and a knife. -And where the fuck do I find that?

-With that mess, it should be easy. -Shh, shh.

Come on, move it! Move!

Fuck!

Fucking hell!

What the fuck are we gonna do?

Be patient!

came back with a knife and some rope.

Pierre was freaked out.

-Her hands! -No, no. No. No.

Shh!

would push me down.

And he said, "Stop."

"Stop moving or you'll make it worse."

or you'll make it worse.

- No! - Stop moving like that.

- No! No! - I told you to stop moving!

God! You bitch. Fucking bitch!

Hold her hands.

You asked for it.

That's the image of me that you saw, Álex.

They left me there, after all of that.

They left me alone

in that… …that basement.

In front of that dead body.

They had left to get some food, and when they… got back,

Miray called me on my cell phone.

Your friend is worried about you.

Tell her your dad just died.

Or your mom, and that you'll call her.

Yeah.

You give me the sign… I'll hand it over.

Miray won't believe it.

She knows me too well.

I have no one left.

My entire life is here.

So? What the fuck do we do?

We'll stick to the plan.

Without leaving a note?

The only important things are the bodies.

If there are no bodies,

there's no crime.

We're gonna choose randomly.

Whoever gets the black ball.

Wait, Yannick. I don't think it's a good idea.

Don't call me that, you idiot. She's gonna hear it.

He's right. It's better if we don't use our names.

Come on. Let's all pick a fucking ball.

They planned on killing me

then burying me with their friend.

And they were choosing randomly.

Leave me. Leave me.

I… I'm begging you.

Don't kill me. I'm begging you.

main priority is always survival.

When you run out of air, it goes into survival mode to save oxygen.

That's why you faint.

And my brain

turned off my body, and they thought I was dead.

But they were wrong.

Those bastards… fucked up.

What do we do with her?

Find a reservoir. Throw their bodies in.

- Yannick, what do we do? - Don't say my name!

What the hell do we do?

We need to get out of here. We need to get out now.

- Help. - Move!

Grab everything. Do we have everything we need?

- How far away is the reservoir? - Two hours. The farthest one.

- Louis. - Yeah?

Come on, now. Do you have the stuff for cleaning?

Let's clean everything up and load the bodies.

Let's go.

Let's go, let's go!

Help! Help me!

Help!

Help!

Help!

Help me!

Help me!

Help me!

Help! Help!

I thought the worst would be over once they were arrested.

But they forced me… to relive it all over again.

You've no idea how many times.

I had to tell it,

with every single detail,

how each of them raped me.

Until the trial took place.

I don't know what I'm doing here.

I'm not well, and I'm taking medication.

It's true that she didn't explicitly say that she wanted to…

but she'd been flirting with the five of us all night.

From the moment she arrived, she wouldn't stop

trying to turn us on.

Then she finally managed to get with one of us.

And after that, she asked all of us to join in and film the whole thing.

When she realized that… that we had sent

the video to some friends, she felt embarrassed.

She got really violent.

She wouldn't stop drinking.

Uh, she drank a lot and smoked some joints and…

…uh, she grabbed a bottle, and then, uh…

She hit him really hard.

She was really angry.

That's the worst moment of my life.

I will never forget it.

Clément…

She… She then took me to the basement.

they raped me again.

In front of all those people.

Do you recognize this object?

who had tried to kill me

and who wanted to get rid of their dead friend,

but their defense quickly turned it around.

Tell me, then. Do you recognize this?

Yes, I do.

talking about the rape.

They talked more about whether I used the bottle with homicidal intent

than about what they did.

So were you the one who hit him? As claimed by the four witnesses present?

Ye… Yes.

To stop him from raping me once more.

succeeded in twisting…

everyone's perception of me.

I felt like I was blamed for… defending myself.

For not being the perfect victim

that I was supposed to act like

to be deserving of justice.

The jury believed you, Judy.

When you were telling what happened, I could see it in their faces.

And what if that's not the case?

We can appeal if necessary.

And we'll win, Judy. I promise.

the nine members of the jury,

after deliberating and voting,

we declare the four defendants,

with six votes in favor and three against…

culpable.

Guilty of the kidnapping and gang raping of Judy Garmendia.

Thank you.

But they destroyed my life.

Dad!

Dad, Dad!

Dad!

- Dad! - What's wrong?

It's Bruno. He's having one of his weird moments again. Come.

- Quickly. - Where is he?

- Relax. - Let's go. Come on.

Come on.

Bud.

Hey… buddy.

Can you hear me? Hey.

Don't worry, okay? Papa's here.

It's okay.

- What are you doing, Dad? - We shouldn't wake him up.

- But he peed himself. - I'll take care of it. Don't worry.

Mom and Niels never do it like that.

Well, I don't care how they do it.

-You're all crazy, all of you! -You need to understand I'm your father.

Lower your voice.

Whatever!

You don't need to go.

Are you gonna break up with him?

I don't know how you stand him.

I'm not like this because of him.

Are you sure?

I'm sure.

Come here.

Can I ask you something?

Sure.

What's wrong with my dad?

Are you still scared?

Yeah.

Me too.

Whatever he's going through, I'll help him.

How?

I won't leave him alone. Don't worry.

And I won't stop

until he lets himself be helped, I promise.

Promise me something.

Don't let anyone

ever

silence you.

Do you promise?

-I didn't know what I was doing. -Yeah, I know.

You were sleepwalking.

And you were half-awake for a while. But it's no big deal. Everything's fine.

-I did it at your age too. -But did you remember it?

What?

I remember what I was dreaming about.

It was the monster again.

The one from the cave?

He wanted to hurt us.

He was wearing a ski mask, so I couldn't see his face.

A ski mask? Really?

And he was here. In this house.

It didn't feel like a dream.

I was very scared.

- As if it were real. - Yeah.

And um…

That fear, have you ever felt it before?

What does it feel like?

That something bad will happen.

Huh.

Okay, here's what we'll do.

Let's not tell Mom about this for now. Okay?

If it happens again, you tell me. Okay?

Try to get some sleep. Close your eyes, sweetie.

Close 'em.

That's it, bud.

Hey…

-I'm sorry about what happened. -You always say that, Papa.

But you never do anything.

Every kid dreams about monsters at some point.

I did. I'm sure you did too.

Maybe Bruno's episodes aren't… dreams.

And what if he's seeing what I'm seeing?

No one can predict the future.

Or see things that happened in the past.

But I couldn't possibly…

How could I have guessed about you being tied up like you were?

How could I have known that?

I could've said something in my sleep.

You could've heard it while you were asleep

and included it in your dream.

I didn't dream it.

But none of that matters now.

How are you?

How are

We're both going through some heavy stuff.

I know you're worried about Bruno.

And you're worried about me.

But that's not right. You have a lot on your plate.

Álex, you gave him a big scare last night. That's not good.

Him and Bea.

Judy…

Álex.

What do I do?

Álex…

I think

it's time for you to get some help.

And I know someone who can help you. Trust me.

After everything that happened to me, I…

…started having some awful nightmares.

and go back… to Santander.

would fix everything.

Judy.

through a rough patch told me that,

just like for me,

there was a time when getting out of bed was unbearable for her.

Until she saw a psychiatrist.

Dr. Kauffman.

Going to her

was certainly the most important decision I've made in my life.

I wouldn't be here if it weren't for her.

Judy Garmendia? Shall we?

After a just month, I was able to heal a lot.

I'm doing much better.

I feel more at ease.

And, um… I sleep better.

-The nightmares haven't… -The nightmares will stay, Judy.

Maybe forever.

Keep in mind that they're the scar of a very deep wound.

But at least I was finally ready to move on after a long time.

moved out of my apartment…

I only kept a couple of things. And I left so I could find myself.

But before I could get a fresh start,

first, I needed to discover who this new Judy was.

I hiked

and traveled alone,

without direction.

On my journey or in my life.

And I started rebuilding myself.

Little by little.

Without rush.

I felt like I was leaving behind what had happened to me.

The wounds were still there.

They'd changed me.

And then one day, I discovered something that changed my life forever.

Hey! Join us!

It's okay, come on!

they'd restored,

which was surrounded by nature.

And they invited me to spend a few days with them.

where they could cultivate

body and soul.

The noise sounded like a…

Who became my best friend after some time.

- Three eggs, Aurora. - Ah, three? Perfect.

the fear started going away.

-I started to feel safer. -Those the cookies?

Aurora's the only other person who knows about my story.

She invited me to her hometown, a little place on the coast.

Where time went by in a different way.

-It's gorgeous. -Right?

to retire and move to Tenerife one day.

- What do you think? - I think it's beautiful.

I'm glad you think so.

Good morning.

turned into a few years.

You'll be staying in room number five.

Great.

- Welcome. - Thanks.

Good morning.

she gave me more responsibilities,

Like coming up with our daily menu and running yoga classes.

And before I knew it, we were both starting a new life.

Your home.

Thanks, Aurora.

JUDY'S HOSTEL

Peaceful.

Not too many people.

The perfect place to make sure I had control of who came into my life.

I focused on being happy.

My only ambition was to enjoy every day.

Morning.

- Hello? - Hi.

All of our rooms are booked, so we're closed.

Uh… It's not that. I just need to connect to the Internet,

and my neighbors told me I could do that here.

Oh, yeah. Sure. Come with me.

-By the way, I'm Judy. -Álex. Nice to meet you.

Come on.

- You can sit here. - Thanks.

Hi. How's it going?

I hadn't felt in a long time.

I wouldn't have been able to be alone with a man.

like I'd never opened up before.

-For you. It's made here, in this town. -Thank you.

Try it.

We were talking all night, until the sun came up.

-We were two strangers. -Mm-hmm.

Who suddenly connected.

Even though we tried to hide it.

No, no. Watch out.

to decide what to do with your life.

You were lost. Just like I was when I came here.

When I ask myself, "Why you?"

The answer is very simple.

Because I understood you.

You are the strongest woman that I know.

Your mother would be proud.

Kauffman would say that we're all equally strong.

But we need to find that strength in here.

You're worried Kauffman will tell you something that…

you don't wanna hear?

If you decide you don't wanna try this out and see it through,

whatever's been happening to you

might end up causing the harm you're trying so hard to avoid.

Don't waste time.

FOR ESTRELLA

Come on. Play it again.

- Hey! - Grandpa!

- How are you? - Good.

You made it, huh?

Not bad for someone who's never used a GPS.

Well, that's the thing about having a good old map.

You never get lost.

I see you're still trying to starve the barbers in town.

Well… I guess so, yeah.

I'm Judy.

You're the "friend."

- Nice to meet you. - Hey, Grandpa.

-They're a couple. They sleep together. -Hey!

Hey! What was that, huh?

Let's go, come on.

Well… Where are you taking me?

I'm showing you around the house.

Okay.

This is provisional, okay? Just until they fix the landline.

So you don't have to go to the lighthouse to get a signal if something happens.

-And you say -Remember how it works?

I understood the first time, son. The second was one too many.

Are you sure?

-Man… -Fine, fine, fine.

There's dinner in the fridge and some snacks. You know.

Oh, they're fixing the basement tomorrow. Don't go down there. It's disgusting.

Álex.

Relax. We're gonna be fine here.

Will you… be okay?

Yeah. I think so, yeah.

It'll be good to talk to someone… different.

Someone with more technical knowledge.

Yeah.

And does Judy know her well? The… The doctor, you know?

What?

The whole thing with your mother, from one doctor to another…

Each of them with their own treatment and their own theories.

I got sick of it all, Álex. And…

I don't know. They think they know everything,

and yet, they took a lot of shots in the dark with your mother.

Well, I just thought you were as disappointed in them as I was, so…

But anyway… yeah.

I'm just gonna try, Pop.

-If you think it's a good idea… -I've made my decision.

-You just have to respect it. -Sure.

Of course.

But I mean, if you need… if you need me to talk to the doctor, uh…

about your mother,

or about you as a kid, or… or… or whatever…

Thanks, Pop.

Sure.

Well, I uh… I wanted to ask you something, actually.

What?

Leave Bruno out of all this, please.

Paula's taking him to the psychologist. This whole thing about the night terrors…

They're not night terrors.

Álex. Bruno is just a kid who's far away from his dad

and living in another country.

- Dad. - Álex.

We have to leave.

-Santander's an hour away. -Okay.

Dad.

They're not night terrors.

I know you agree with me.

And if you'd taken my sleepwalking as a kid more seriously,

maybe I wouldn't have smashed my hand with the piano.

I'm gonna go say bye to the kids.

Kids… I'm leaving.

Move that leg, man.

- Are you still mad at me? - No.

Behave, okay?

Take care of Grandpa.

-Can we sleep in front of the TV? -No.

-Please let us. -No.

Yes, and you can take us upstairs when you get back.

Negative.

-But why not? -Because.

Fine.

It's a deal.

No!

No!

No.

Give me a kiss.

Come here.

Try to get some sleep.

Álex.

It'll be fine.

Mr. De la Fuente?

Victoria Kauffman. Come with me.

- How are you? - Good.

Well, Mr. De la Fuente, I won't say your case is… unusual.

I've heard of similar things. But more fragmentary, I'd say.

Yours… is like a big opera.

You have an interesting brain, really.

They said that about my mother.

What you call "visions"

are simply explanations that your brain, for some reason,

gives to your nocturnal wanderings.

"For some reason"?

You're looking for answers to everything that's been happening.

I understand that.

But I've only just met you.

I don't know why your mind's playing tricks on you yet.

However, what I do know

is that everything in life can be explained scientifically.

You think so?

Are you a man of faith… or of science?

You don't have to answer me now. I'm just asking you to think about it.

Have you ever read Interpretation of Dreams

No.

There's a story in it about an average man who had

a dream about curing animals with a medicinal plant.

He woke up and remembered the plant's name,

Asplenium ruta muralis.

Later, he found out the name he dreamed of not only exists,

but it's the name of an actual medicinal plant as well.

The moral of the story?

Sixteen years prior to that,

that man's mind, during a trip to Switzerland,

had registered, filed away, and forgotten the name of that plant.

Until one night,

while his mind was coming up with a new dream,

he recovered that detail from a dusty corner

to present it under the spotlights of the current state of his mind.

Asplenium ruta muralis.

That kind of thing happens a lot.

And the first thing that comes to mind, every time,

is a paranormal explanation.

Past lives, reincarnation.

And also Messianic visions, like the ones you think you're suffering from.

But why me?

You probably have more chances than most people.

We're talking about a mind that is… creative.

A mind which is accustomed to expressing deep and unconscious feelings

through something as abstract as musical notes.

And we can't forget about your accident.

The aftereffects of an electric shock in your brain

may be a decisive factor in these episodes you're having.

When it comes to the form they take,

their symbolism…

we could spend an entire year in psychotherapy just to try to fathom it.

Your case is far from simple, Mr. De la Fuente.

Is that all you can offer me?

Have you heard of clinical hypnosis?

-I'll be hypnotized? -Don't worry.

You won't lose consciousness.

You're a little tense, Álex.

Try to relax.

Perfect. Your heart rate is stabilizing.

Don't be distracted by all this equipment.

It's actually very simple.

You only need to do two things. Relax and let me guide you.

Guide me? Where to?

Hmm.

We haven't started yet,

and you're already doing one of the two things wrong.

Try to relax, please.

to let your mind go blank.

Focus all your attention on the lights.

Now, I want you to picture yourself standing before a door.

and behind it is a memory of your choice, the one you select.

Choose a moment in your life.

I'll count to three, and you'll open that door.

-Do you understand? -Yes.

Whatever moment you've chosen…

whatever's behind that door, we'll discover the truth.

Let's get started.

One.

Three.

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