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Hi, I'm David.

- Hi Marta, nice to meet you.
- How are you?

You good? Nice to meet you too.

Very good, very good.

How are you, well?

I will help you to pose.

I'll just go and move
your hair myself.

I'll move a shoot or something.

How long you work
as a photographer?

22 years.

Do you love it?

I hate it.

No, I love it,
of course, of course.

I won't wake up in the morning

to shoot you if I don't like it.

I love women and I
the way it feels.

It wasn't a good mix, you know.

Did your agent tell you that

you'll be barely naked.

He didn't, really?

We can wait.

They're always mad at me
when I take off a brown set.

You can, you can, you can.

If you normally wear that,
that's a problem, you know?

That's a problem.

But you gotta keep that.

You know, you're gonna
be naked, you know

you gotta keep the--

I know.

Micheal, do you know that
I'm supposed to be naked

on set with David?

No, so you didn't know?

Yeah, completely.

My guess, it's okay, I just
wanted to let you know.

He's like thank you for
waking me up at 7 o'clock.

So what did he say?

He said, "No, I didn't know.

"Really? You're okay with it?"

I mean, yeah, I'm okay.

Before I was 17, so
I didn't turn 18,

and in America it's
like kind of crime,

you know, when you
to take photographs--

Are you more than...

You are more than 18?

What?

You are more than 18?

Yes, I am 18.

Alright.

You should keep this
in front of your boobs.

Put that just a little bit on.

Alright, that's good.

Don't worry.

You see girls beautiful,
that's why I'm shooken naked.

You see, I love your stuff.

I would never take my bikini
if I didn't like your stuff.

Really?

♪ This is something
of consequence

♪ Only trouble I see

♪ I chase shadows and secrets

♪ I cannot keep

Bonjour.

Hello, how are you?
♪ Some days

Good, and you?
♪ I think I could

Very good, thank you.
♪ Fade away

Thank you for being on time.

Yeah.
♪ If I

♪ Can do it safe

- You okay?
- Yeah.

Try to keep low, to stay low.

And you try to undress, okay.

Let's go.

Let's do it, let's
do it, let's do it.

♪ Warning

♪ Warning

♪ It's not what you think

♪ It's not what you think

Stay like that.

♪ I'm not what you think

Beautiful.

Hi.

Very good.

Nice to see you.

Nice to see you too.

What's your size?
♪ We all

35? This is 35.
♪ Have something we're hiding

♪ Far from the light of day

♪ When no one is watching

♪ We can get away with anything

♪ We want

♪ Warning

♪ Warning

♪ It's not what you think

♪ It's not what you think

♪ I'm not what you think

♪ Warning

Nope, okay.

That's good.

Keep moving, keep moving.

Move your legs.

Okay?

If I would be a
beautiful girl like you,

I would be a top model.

So move your ass babe.

I'm
shooting a lot of magazine

around the world.

From Vogue to Marie Claire,
Elle, and Victoria's Secret.

It pay well, the bills, sure.

But it's a kind of
comfort, you know.

Like it can be like a trap.

I have the passion to do it
some more person in the future,

when I have time away from
my commercial photography.

When I shoot nude, I let
myself go in a direction

that I don't even who I am.

I forget my name
and I just do it.

And this is a moment I love.

It seems like an obsession.

I shoot, I retouch, I
sleep, I shoot more,

I retouch, maybe I shoot
again, and I sleep again.

Sometime when I
dream, also I shoot.

I see a movement of
a woman in my camera,

and like I'm shooting.

She turns and I see that.

Hi, Steve.

Victoria.

How are you?

Let me just do a test
shot of you holding this.

Who's next?

We've had over
2,000 girls apply

from all over the world

to be part of the
Nu Muses project.

This has spread like wildfire.

It's crazy the amount
of people that I know

that have come up and said,

"Have you seen this
calendar project?"

and they didn't even
know I was doing it.

I want to find girls
that noone's ever seen

and we make their careers.

It's not a Victoria's
Secret calendar.

It's not a Sports
Illustrated calendar.

This is actually an artist
looking at the female form.

So you're finally
gonna get naked.

Yeah, finally.

Awesome.

I kind
of like that these girls

aren't just your typical
glamorous models.

Perfect.

She's not the supermodel

that you're never
gonna get close to.

She's like the cool girl
you can hang out with.

Men love her and women love her,

and she wants to
take her clothes off.

Having been a photographer
for many years,

I got frustrated
working for magazines.

That's it, great,
and then back.

There was so
many restrictions.

Like she would only show
a quarter of a butt crack

or slight side boob, and
I was like, "I hate this.

"This would be so much better

if there just
wasn't any clothes."

Show us your bum.

Alright, you have
to take this off.

It's a nude calendar.

Touch your toes.

This is fabulous.

I thought "Fuck it.

Why don't I just start
my own magazine?"

There's gonna be 200
pages for photographers

to just go and do
whatever they want to do.

David Belllemere was one
of the first photographers

that I really reached out to.

I'd seen his work
and it was amazing.

When Steve approached
me to do his project,

I was happy about that

because I am shooting
nudes on the side.

Fashion is the
application of my talent

to sell clothes and
show them in between.

When I shoot nude is
much more personal.

David Bellemere is one of
the top fashion photographers

in the world, and he gets paid
tens of thousands of dollars

a day to do these
commercial projects.

I'm paying him a lot of money
to do a personal project.

Not something he would
normally be paid for.

We're
shooting nudes.

Yeah, it's way better.

Oh really, why?

It's sexy.

I like being nude.

You like being in nudes?

Yeah, the less
clothes the better.

Are we talking
like full frontal

or are we just talking like...

No, we say nudes like nudes.

Nudes is like no clothes.

I'm so lucky to have,
like, so beautiful woman

wanting to do this kind
of picture with me.

It's a good feeling
for the woman

to see yourself, like,
beautifully shot nudes.

Gorgeous.

It's so hard to find
photographers to that well.

I know.

I mean, I can do that well,

and I've done it
for a long time.

You're gonna shot for
this as well, right?

No, it's just David.

Just David?

And that's amazing,
I'm a photographer,

but yet I've gon and
hired another photographer

because I know what he can do.

He can produce the
results that we need

in order to sell this calendar.

A
good possibility.

Is there something
specifically

about this project
that spoke to you?

Yes.

David, alright, thank you.

Very cool.

Of course, it's good for them
to be seen shooting with me

through Instagram
or on the interview

when they meet a client.

I'm known as a photographer,
and when they see it,

"Oh, you shot with
David Bellemere.

"I like his work."

So I believe he's
considering the girl.

How do we narrow
these girls down,

but also make sure
that they're doing it

for the right reason?

They don't want to do
it just to get famous.

They want to be part
of an art piece.

Hi, I'm Christianne,
I'm the creative director.

Nice to meet you.

Hi, what's your name?

Katie.

What is your name?

Katie.

In the Polish
community, and Kate,

she is the Miss
Polonia California.

You know that this
audition is for posing nude?

Posing nude? Now?

Not now, but if you're
selected for the project,

it is posing nude.

Are you okay with that?

I will have to decide.

That is normal, I think.

Mom, I'm not sure if I
like being nude on calendar.

Oh yes, but if it's
nice art, why not?

Have you ever
posed nude before?

I'm a child.

I'm still a child.

How old are you?

Next week I will be 18.

If you're a new model, it's
probably not right for you.

Hi, explain this to my mom.

Oh, but you should
try it darling.

- No, I don't think so, no.
- Maybe like after

some experience, I think.

It's probably
not right for her.

And why?

I don't think she's
comfortable with it, you know?

Hi.

Hi, how are you?

We are
strip teasing you.

Don't fall down.

Yoga.

Yay, there you go.

Janie
is more like a devil,

like a little devil, no.

But inside she is a
sweet, sweet twat.

She's an engaging sight,

but she's a bit rock
and roll outside.

Wait, so you consider yourself
like a timeless beauty?

I have no sense of
time and I'm beautiful.

What interests you
about the project?

I don't know.

I think it's
something different.

I haven't done a
lot of modeling.

I just turned 18, so I think
it would be a great way

to, like, start my career.

I just
want to Janie's Instagram,

and I say, "Oh wow, this girl's
got something different."

I like the way she is.

So I sent her a private message

that she was too
young, she was 17.

I said next year get back to me

and I would be more than happy

to be the photographer
to shoot you.

When I see a girl,

I see the amount of
follower is under 500,

I say, "Yeah, that's
something," at once

because nobody saw
it and I love that.

David is looking for
his partner in crime.

I think he has to fall
in love with each girl.

So what's
your inspiration in life?

Oh my gosh.

My inspiration
in life is to be--

- Is to find...
- To be happy.

Yeah.

Beyonce.

To be full of life.

Did you take your meds today?

Take what?

Did you take your
medication today?

Yeah, I did, I did.

I promise I did.

You're acting weird David.

I'll come at four.

I'll be on time.

No, we'll talk
about it there though.

No, I will be on time.

Yeah, okay.

See you, bye.

See you later.

Yeah, bye.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

We all do think she's
got this real beautiful

quality to her, but
she's very young

and she's not able to speak what

is important about the project.

Unless she can turn that
around, it's gonna be difficult.

Yay.

I don't know what
relationship he has

with certain girls.

Well, even if they're 18,
they have to be articulate.

They have to be a new muse.

We're launching a new brand
that no one knows about.

It hasn't existed before.

So I figured the
only way to do this

is to have a voting component.

We need to see how these
girls use their voice

to go and tell their
audience about Nu Muses.

Ultimately, we want to
find 12 brand ambassadors.

That's the deciding factor.

Like, everybody,
like, it doesn't mean--

But there's many reasons,

if a girl has a lot of social
followers, if she doesn't.

That's gonna affect
everything as well.

We can't decide tonight.

I have my personal
idea about some girl

because they make me want
to do my best, you know.

Of course.

I have something, a
little crush on them,

and that's just how I'm gonna
make them the most beautiful

because I want to make
them the most beautiful,

and it's something I feel.

You've gotta be
happy with every girl

that you're gonna
shoot, hopefully.

I think
it's something functional.

I'm not gonna tell
you who to shoot.

Sure, sure, but it's not
something just physical.

It's something you feel that
you can get it, you know?

I respect that
you have to feel

a certain thing
about a certain girl,

but that girl also, we
want to build a profile on.

My role is to make
the most beautiful

picture for the
calendar, after all.

If she gets successful because
of that, it's good for her.

It's not just whether David
wants to shoot a girl or not,

I don't care.

If these girls are really
making a lot of effort

to get people to vote for them.

Every day, like these
girls are doing posts,

those are the girls that have
actually come to the top.

Sometimes I think David forgets
I do this on a daily basis

with the girls we
put in "Treats!".

We did it with Emily Ratajowski.

This is a girl that no
one wanted to photograph,

she couldn't get a job.

And then we put her
in "Treats!", nude,

with hardly any makeup on.

I shot her raw,
and it went nuts.

200 million views
on video of her.

Rachel Cook has
the same qualities.

Rachel has been on the
cover of "Treats!".

That cover of her sold out.

She sold double everybody else.

That's the girl that needs
to be in this calendar.

And she just came into it.

She actually forgot to
submit and we put her in.

I feel like I've
already won the lottery,

in terms of, like, genetics.

I've had an Instagram
since Instagram came out.

There's like 16 thousand
likes on this photo

and like 400 comments.

So I was just looking
at this like, "What?"

After that January,
100 thousand followers.

February 150, it
just kept going,

and I was like, I have no idea
where this is coming from,

but this is awesome.

But like, how crazy would it
be to go from 100 thousand

to a million in a year?

I pretty much know when a
photo's gonna get a lot of likes

just because I
know my followers,

and they like cutesy, girl
next door kind of photos.

And of course they love
the bikini pictures.

When I try to put my
personality into my Instagram,

it doesn't translate very well,

because people are so
used to seeing, like,

"Oh, a hot picture
of me in a bikini.

"A cute selfie."

And then I post,
like, a goofy picture,

and it's like, no likes.

Okay, I'm gonna just keep doing

what I know works on Instagram.

I think Nu Muses will give her

a certain kind of exposure

when people look
at her, you know,

she's show with David Bellemere,

the pictures are incredible,

and they're classy and timeless,

instead of her kind
of running around

on Instagram in a bikini.

What?

Oh, come on.

Yeah.

Come here.

Stay like this.

I need to go back
to the other place.

You are tough too.

Just relax it,
just keep it easy.

Just like to keep it easy.

You don't need to overdo.

I have to do a test
with most of the girls.

Absolutely.

You know, I have to feel,
because it's really important

that I know what's
going on with girls.

You kind of want to do it,

okay, she want to do it.

She's pretty, and
then I can tell you

if it's gonna work or not.

And that's why we're
not gonna pick 12,

we're gonna pick 20 girls
and then decide from that

cause obviously there's gonna
be girls you vibe with or not.

Put down the body.

Look at me.

You spend a couple hours
snapping a few pictures of them

and then from those
girls we pick the ones

that we think are
gonna work the best

for the project and
for you, you know?

Yeah.

Ebonee got an amazing body.

One of the most beautiful
body I saw in my life.

You've got it.

It looks like you...

I first met David
four years ago.

He came into my agency
looking to test some girls.

We created some awesome
images that time.

The best for me is to
get to know the model

through an evolution of
photography together.

Sometimes the photographer
isn't sure what they want

and you sort of just have
to pose and feel it out.

But with David, there's
no, really, improv there.

He's very on top of it.

You know, he knows exactly
what he's looking for.

He sees women's bodies in shapes

and he's able to capture moments

that are very, very special.

The best model has
the best partner.

It's like dancing with someone.

You know each other.

I know her body, she
knows my way to shoot.

But you don't get this
connection very fast.

You don't get this connection

when you talk to someone
on the sofa, you know?

There's definitely a
certain comfort level

shooting with David
that I don't really have

with other photographers

because we have built
this friendship.

You know, with things
going up online today,

and being able to
circulate so quickly,

it's so important with nudity,

to make sure that you're
shooting with someone you trust.

You can lose a connection

if you become
unrespectful with a girl.

One moment like that.

It's a delicate...

And it's a fragile trust, too.

Jessica, hi.

Hi, nice to meet you.

You're tall.

I'm left my underwear for
now, but I can take it off.

But

I'm gonna just
stay on your eyes.

Stay on the eyes.

Like this, and not
see anything else,

except the camera
to take your photo.

I always wondered about that.

I was like alright.

Your nose is beautiful.

Thank you.

Mine are too.

I know, I was gonna say,
we have very similar noses.

You are a model for a reason.

We shoot?

Yeah.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Let's go.

Okay.

Okay, you're gonna lay
on your stomach that way.

Come over.

Come, come, come,
come, come over.

Et voila, good.

Don't move a toe, that's nice.

Stay like that.

Beautiful.

You shoot someone because
you want to shoot them,

and you don't know
why at that moment.

But knowing her before,
it doesn't matter.

There's something
charming and seductive,

discovering someone.

This girl, Janine,
has 80 thousand views.

This girl has gone
about explaining

what the project is to people.

Explaining what it's about,

talking about Nu
Muses, as a whole,

talking about David
Bellemere, who he is.

She's promoting Nu Muses.

She's driving
people to look at us.

She's number one.

The sun is strong.

It seems the best way
to consider nudity

is like actually
wearing your nudity.

You can wear it
in an elegant way,

but you can wear
it in a cheap way.

So it's the expression of
being confident with yourself

and in trust with the
people you're working with.

Go low.

Just relax.

Put your hair on the back.

Voila.

That's nice.

In Philippines,
pageants there really big.

I won in the Ms. Philippines,

and then I landed first runner
up in the Miss Universe.

A lot of people from my country

don't like the idea of
seeing me doing this.

So when I posted my
photo, the one with David,

I got a lot of comments was
like "Why are you doing this?"

"Where are your values?"

"You're a slut."

Or those kinds of things.

My mom doesn't like the
idea of a nude photo shoot.

And we had an argument actually.

We're kind of like not talking.

I know that when she
sets her mind to something,

no matter how much I
dislike or hate it,

she's gonna go for it.

Bosom should go in
the front, like that.

I specifically
asked her, begged her,

please don't do frontals.

She told me, "I will do
whatever David asks me to do.

"How many Filipinos have
David Bellemere photoshooted?

"So if you're gonna
shoot with him,

"you've gotta own
it, and you just pose

"and do your best and
give it your all."

I think she's gonna be great.

She's conservative, you know,

there's no pictures
of her naked.

Fashion shoots that she's
doing, it's not her in a bikini.

She didn't amaze me really.

She's a beautiful girl, sure.

But for me she was missing
special for my photography.

So this girl's
gone out of her way

and worked really hard
and been at number one,

and then he doesn't feel it
and she's out of the project?

That's very hard for me
to give him final say.

I've been a photographer
for longer than David,

and I know sometimes you
don't have a connection,

but you still have to
take the photograph.

Take someone like Janine,

who is gorgeous and has
done all this outreach,

and knows how to
be an ambassador,

and find something deep
within her to bring out

that even she
didn't know she had.

That, to me, is where
the artistry lies.

A little bit more
here, a little bit here.

You don't move, okay

You're like a sculptor.

If you have an
artistic project,

you normally chose everything.

To yourself, this is a
freedom of the artist.

Okay, I have to be
really honest with you,

Ally, out of everybody,
is my least favorite.

She looks like she's gonna
do a surf competition,

or a swimsuit
competition or something.

And Rachel, Rachel
is a great girl,

but there is something,
I don't know,

maybe because her body
is not totally natural--

David, she looks great nude.

Look, no.

She's got fake boobs.

Yeah, no, it's not like
she has huge, dreadful ones.

No she's like...

The thing with her is like,

for me she looks too
much like a model .

This has gotta be a
calendar that someone desires,

it's not like just pictures
of girls that are not sexy.

It's these girls, I've
gone through everybody,

oh look at her.

Voila, and you let the
rest of your body fall.

Yeah, that's nice, that's
nice, actually very nice

You're beautiful.

Sabina, she's something
really true, very natural.

She is more than a
woman than a model.

Most of the other
girls are models.

Whenever I say
that I'm a model,

people would think, "Oh, but
you're not skinny enough."

It took up until,
like, last year

for me to really,
really accept my body.

My stomach rolls
when I sit down.

If you have
cellulite, who cares?

I have cellulite and I'm
a full time working model.

She wasn't on my list.

She's definitely not your
typical calendar model.

I should actually
follow her, I guess.

Someone asked me, like,
why I wanted to model once.

Well, I was like, "Cause I can."

And I wanted to get
my name out there,

and then once I get
my name out there,

I want to, like, do good
things with my name.

It doesn't honestly
feel like a job.

It's, like, really
fun, all of it.

It's just like exploring
a whole new world.

Having worked with
David for many years,

I'm seeing the girls he picks.

He's definitely got
a particular type.

Younger, a little edgy
and a little odd looking.

And he brings out
that beauty in them.

It's probably some kind of
addiction that he even has.

Don't play with the knife.

You don't want to
play with the knife.

Yeah I do.

No, don't do that.

It's my knife.

I don't think he
would chose a girl

based on anything
besides, "I like them.

"I don't like them.

"I like them.

"I don't like them."

You can have it.

You've been nice.

He's shown us so many times.

I mean, you look
at her Instagram,

it doesn't look and
feel like Nu Muses.

She doesn't look
like a woman to me.

She's just a teenager.

I just don't
think she's prepared

to be an ambassador of a brand

that's this elevated.

What's the brand?

12 girls, same room.

12 soldier?

12 people formatted
in the same way?

I value his opinion,

and that's why I hired
him to do this job.

But I think he
forgets sometimes,

that it is not just his project.

They ask me,
"You gonna do it?"

"And we want you to choose the
girl and blah, blah, blah."

And finally, "No, you don't
choose the girl anymore."

I appreciate his wanting
to have a connection,

because I know that's how
he brings out his best work,

but this is a job,
and you're the client.

He has alluded to the
fact that he will pull out

if he doesn't get
what he wants now.

He wants me to do my best.

I need to shoot...

Finally, they are
choosing some girls

that I don't understand.

He's pushing and
pushing and pushing

and not listening to
our reasoning at all.

I understand them, you know,

but I think that they
don't understand me.

I think how they don't like...

I really don't care.

I don't care.

What's make a photographer
be a photographer?

That is freedom to
express himself.

I really love to shoot you,

and I really believe
in your potential,

and that's why I bring you
in that project, by the way.

I took you.

We were gonna do that together,

it was gonna be great.

They find you too strong,
too rock and roll.

I honestly don't
even want to work,

I want to work and
make this good,

because it's like...

For me, it's like
something you have

that nobody else have.

And this is what I love in you,

beyond your beauty,
is your character.

They don't see that.

And they find it annoying for
them, because they're scared.

You know?

They're not totally
free, you know?

They're not totally
free spirits.

They still have some fears,
and this is one of them.

I mean, like, I
understand why it happened,

like, I'm not, like, bitter,
or like, sour about it.

And I think it's
important that I just,

like, move on from this.

I don't think this
is, like, everything.

You don't need to
be one of those 12.

You're unique, you know.

You can be one month still.

You should be one year.

Yeah, I should.

I should be the whole year.

You should be the whole year.

Normally, the decision
was in my hands, you know.

And they make me believe
that until the end.

And that's why, there's
a reason for me to leave,

because finally I
didn't have the choice.

So dramatic.

Yeah, it was kind of hope,

like they were try to be stingy,

not work with me.

They didn't know I was leaving,

so we have to take
what they are saying.

He was like, "Are
you gonna really go?"

Nothing be come easy in life.

Do I scare you?

Hmm?

Do I scare you?

No.

Look at me.

Look at me.

You're good?

Okay.

Okay, stay like this.

Stay like this.

No, the hips, the hips.

I want something,
sensitive from you.

I want something
sensitive, very feminine.

Relax, relax, relax.

Relax, yeah.

I'm on the way.

Stay like this.

Breath, breath.

Leave yourself, leave yourself.

Easy, easy.

Damn, she's so tight sometimes.

She looks mad.

He's upset that
it's not Jeanie.

He's not laughing with her.

He's not trying
to break the ice.

It's like a completely
different demeanor.

Tomorrow, I know we're
chasing light and all that,

which is great, but like,

we have to plan
ahead a little bit.

Because the
girls are only here

for a certain
amount of time, so.

Yeah, I know, we've
gotta figure out--

So I guess what we
were thinking about

is just deciding,
like, in terms of

where we're starting
and with whom.

Well, I mean, I don't know.

I just arrive.

I want to have, kind
of, the spontaneity.

I can't, like, say to you
where I'm gonna shoot,

because it's all about that.

It's all about to
find the right...

What are the right moments?

I don't know what's
gonna show up.

Right, right, right.

I can't say we'll be there,

we'll be there, we'll be there.

You're gonna have to follow.

We need some structure.

So if you want to just
shoot in the house,

then let's figure that out.

And then, you know, if we
are gonna go on location,

let's decide on a time
to go on location.

It's a simple as that.

We have to do that.

Yes, so--

We're not just running
it everywhere David.

It's like, we need to know.

So let's make a decision.

No, it's not easy to
make a decision like that.

It's not difficult.

No.

Okay, right.

Okay, let's go.

You ready?

You ready to be nude?

Yep, yep.

Voila.

Alright.

Walk a bit that way.

Just walk for now.

Stay there.

Go down on your elbow
once like that, okay.

That's cool, very cool.

Beautiful.

Beautiful, beautiful.

Stay like this, stay like this.

Keep it--

Stay like this.

When I say stay like this,

you really stay like this.

If it's several, like one
moment too hard to keep,

and even I'm like, I
say "Stay, stay, stay,"

Really say me like,
"No, I can't."

Okay?

You okay?

You can relax a little bit.

Don't move the leg.

Just relax the top.

Beautiful, beautiful.

I like that move.

I feel that you gonna give
me something sensitive.

You gotta fix this
part of your body.

Fix here, fix here.

Okay, you fix your hips,

and then you can
really play with this,

with your hair, with your hands.

Now, I say you
fix, why you move?

Oh, I'm fixing it.

No, that's how you fix.

That's good, we start like that.

I'm transmitting
some knowledge to the
model I'm shooting.

And I feel sometime like
a coach, like a trainer.

Is it hurting?

Okay, so we go fast.

From that position, you're
gonna try to get away from there

using your arm, alright?

Allez! Allez!

You can use your
arm, your leg, voila.

Go, go, go, go, go.

Voila, beautiful,
stay like that.

Don't move.

Stay like that! Stay like that!

When I say stay,
you stay please.

Just stay.

Stay, stay, stay.

Stay here forever.

Don't move.

You did it, you stayed.

This is how we do it.

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na.

You did so well
for a first time.

We're gonna start
simple the poses,

not too much, like that.

Sometimes I ask you
to be like this,

you be like that.

This Isabella is very beautiful,

where it's like "Ah."

So it take me so much time
to get away from there,

because I was always like "Woo."

She just has a beautiful body.

I was like, "Oh no, I want to
do something simple with her."

And just about the beauty.

Like the guy is falling in love.

And when I see the body,
I see the shape I love.

But the rest, sometimes, it
start being in the picture.

So I find something
really beautiful,

then what do I do?

It's so simple, I just caress,

remove the things I don't like.

I can create a shape, the
back, shoulder, the hips.

But where she's
gonna put the hands,

the way she's gonna move,

the way she's gonna look,

and the way she's gonna breath,

is gonna be something she does.

You have that moment,
like, "Oh this it,"

and I love it.

I said to the girl, I want
you to stay here for life.

Sabina, she's the most difficult

to convince about her beauty,

because she's the most
critical one about herself.

Voila, so it's very nice
what you do, very nice.

She look at me

as she look at
herself in the mirror,

and she's pleased because she
feels that she's beautiful.

And this is a
feeling that she has

because I give her
back what I see.

We get it.

Now stay like that,
that's very beautiful.

You're really, really beautiful.

But you've got to say to
the girl that she's beautiful.

But you have to say to her

like you find her beautiful.

You don't say to her
that she's beautiful

when she's not beautiful,
because this is a lie.

But when you really see
that she is beautiful,

you give it.

Twist a little bit.

Voila.

Okay, relax.

Be careful.

I can't use too much pussy.

Why?

I mean, you said
artistic exhibitionists.

I know, but it's...

We gotta be a little
subtle with it.

I have to.

I think...

Okay, I'm only gonna
do my exhibition,

I'm not gonna listen to anyone.

Look I get it, you know,
but it's a fine line.

Turn to me.

Alright.

Don't move.

That's cool, that's cool.

Stay like that.

You look amazing.

Yeah, this
place is amazing.

The stuff here that I
just saw, fucking hell.

Can you come?

I'm so excited now.

Me too.

People love you.

We have such an
incredible response

when we put you on the
cover of "Treats!".

Like I was--

I mean, you're beautiful,
but I was shocked.

I had like
800k on Instagram

and I'm really not
making money off it.

That's crazy.

I know.

After this, you'll
get a million easily.

I just want someone
who can help me

decide what the right moves are.

After doing this
whole Nu Muse thing,

and having thousands
of girls enter

and, you know, I'm
looking at even starting

a management company
because these girls

are so badly managed.

You need someone good

who can negotiate the rates
for you and stuff, you know?

Yeah.

Higher.

That's pretty.

It doesn't even need a filter.

No.

Crop.

I like it like that.

Eh, maybe a little
cropped, not too much.

Show me, show me.

Oh, like I did.

Just like this.

Monkey JC.

What's that?

Is that you?

It's a
Snapchat filter.

You took it like very
professionally on Instagram?

- Yeah, a little bit.
- Yeah you do.

Because you take
time you're posting

and what you are posting
and why you are posting.

Well, it's just
that it is something

that you can make money off of,

so I try to--

And when you do a
selfie, what do you do?

Do you know your angle?

You know the best lighting?

Yeah.

What do you do?

When I shoot myself I always
do this side of my face.

And I'll do something...

If I'm like, in the shaded area,

and then there's sun
coming in like this.

So you know.

And I'll just do
something like that.

Yeah, it's okay.

It can be better.

Move, I'll shoot you.

This is your angle?

No.

Yeah, yeah.

So you know how
you look the best.

Would you be able to post
an ugly picture of you now?

How do you mean ugly though?

Don't you think that all
the model around are beautiful

and there is something different

between a top model and a model?

Do you think it's
something on the beauty?

I think it's
their personality.

The personality?

Yeah.

What makes you different
from the other?

I think it's hard for
me to share it a lot

in pictures, I don't...

I get nervous.

You get nervous?

Exposing myself.

Especially on Instagram.

I like to create sort of
this persona of myself.

So you're going
away from yourself?

No.

Ah, no?

I'm still...

I mean, it's still,
like, a piece of me,

but it's probably--

It's
a piece of you.

It's more put together
than I, maybe, am in person.

I'm a bit worried about that,

because I think
everybody does that.

We all show the best of us.

I think you should show, a bit,

your dark side a little bit.

Do you on Instagram?

Yeah, it's not bad at all.

And you're not gonna be like...

People are not gonna be like...

You cannot be loved much more.

This is a character.

Yeah.

And then I go home
and I'm a different...

Like I take it off.

I try not to look at myself
in the mirror when I'm home.

Why?

I don't know.

I don't like being in
that, "Model, I'm pretty."

mode all the time.

I just like to
forget a little bit.

I felt like I had to
straighten my hair all the time.

Act a certain way,
talk a certain way

in order to get the
following and the likes.

Even the jobs, you know.

You can't even
book a job without

having at least 10k followers,

so now you're forcing people

to delete and erase
parts of themselves,

who they really are.

I don't want to do
it, but I have to do it.

I mean, I know it's
really important nowadays.

But it's not a real world.

Such a beautiful
location and.

Thank you.

That's cool.

You're pretty.

That's great.

That's beautiful.

This is beautiful to me.

Beautiful.

Slowly, you really
move slowly, yeah.

Keep moving.

That's nice, beautiful.

Beautiful.

Stay like that.

No, stay like that,
stay like that.

Ah.

I like that.

I like it, I like it.

Do it again.

I like it.

Wow, wow.

Wow, wow, wow, wow.

Nothing else.

Very cute.

Wow, those are pretty.

That's early morning.

Woah, I can't even
tell what's happening,

like in the background.

Yeah.

It's so crazy.

Ebonee has a great attitude.

She's grateful.

She really deserved it.

So I really support
her as much as I can.

I grew up not in the
most ideal situation.

I felt so ashamed of
where I came from,

and, you know, who I
was, who my family was.

And I really felt like no
one would ever understand me.

The first boyfriend I
had was back in Seattle

and I was 18 years old,

and he decided that he
wanted to be a pimp.

So he never pimped me,

but that was just what he
decided he wanted to do.

And I helped him along
the way sometimes,

which was something that
I felt really, really

ashamed about and
something that I dealt with

for a long time, you know.

Taking young black
women like myself

and, you know, having
them do degrading things.

And I just realized I was
sort of falling into that.

And it was because I
couldn't love myself fully.

I felt like I wasn't
good enough, you know.

I hated myself for a
really long time, you know.

There was points in
time where I suffered

from really bad anxiety

to the point where I
just wanted to die.

Like, I contemplated suicide.

I'm not ashamed to share it.

Look at where I am, I'm in the
fucking Dominican Republic,

you know what I mean?

And despite everything,

not even despite, because of
everything I've been through,

I'm here.

I told my agent
to tell the team

that I wouldn't want
some parts shown.

Like a really frontal, you know.

So my agent told them that,

and they said yeah,
it's not like that.

So, but of course, when David
says, "Walk towards me,"

I have to walk towards him,

and, of course, it
will show everything.

Close your eyes.

Just gonna move more here.

Move more here, move more here.

You okay?

Yeah.

Alright.

Move this one though.

Twist, twist.

Keep it like that.

Stay like that, stay.

Don't move, don't move.

It's okay, but it's dull.

It's not like the others.

It's not gonna look like...

She doesn't feel it.

No she doesn't feel it.

It's not her.

No, it's not her.

She's missing imagination.

She doesn't tell a story.

You know you have to trust me.

I do trust you.

We not
shooting for Playboy.

We are not shooting
for anything like that.

No, I really do trust you.

You
say you do trust,

but when I shoot you
yesterday, you do not.

Well, not because
I don't trust you.

Because, no, it's not
because you didn't trust me,

it's because you
blocking yourself

about something different.

It feels there is something
else when I shoot you.

It feels as though the
fear is about someone else.

You are not totally here.

You're thinking about
the judgment or you

or something, don't you?

Maybe.

Maybe.

Maybe, so yes almost, you know.

Are you thinking about your
mom when we are shooting?

Well, a lot, not just my mom.

A lot? Not just your mom?

Yeah.

You are
thinking about who else?

My country.

Your country?

You're thinking about
your whole country

when you're shooting with me?

No, no, no, it's--

It's
a lot, you know.

Wow.

Yeah, it's a lot.

But you knew before you come

that you were gonna think about
your mom and your country?

I don't think about my
country when I shoot.

Your mom and friends are
not sure about the project.

If they see you beautiful,

in that sense, they're not
gonna judge it like dirty.

I feel like when I shoot you,
I feel like we dance together.

I feel like I give
you a direction,

and you give me
another proposition,

and I follow your proportions,

like something beautiful
is going on, and we find

from your story to my story,

something together,

and it's like I said to
you, the picture before,

is really you and I.

It's like Team David Bellemere,

it's like this is it.

No, it's true.

And you choose to come here,

it's because you don't want
to be like everyone, no?

Yeah.

No? So that's why I push.

This morning, thinking
she's here for that

or she wouldn't be here.

That's you, you
decide to come here.

Less than a year ago,

David hit me up on Instagram,

and I was like, pretty excited,

because, obviously,
I followed him,

and he'd shot a lot of girls
that I really look up to.

He was like, "Hey, I would
love to shoot you, whatever."

So I gave him my phone number,

and he mentioned that
he wanted it to be nude,

and, like, if I'm being
completely honest,

I made up an excuse.

We had a day planned, and I
actually made up an excuse

so that I didn't go.

Because I was like, "Oh,
I don't know this guy."

And to be in a room one on one

with somebody that I'd
never met, and shoot nude,

it can get pervy.

And basically, like,
it's just so easy for...

I don't know, guys are guys.

Up, up, up, up.

So when the Nu Muses
project came along,

I was like "Cool."

This would be a good
way to get to know him

and work with him, instead
of just being one on one.

I had shot nude before,

but I never worked with somebody

who was gonna push me
like that, physically.

He was like, "This is
what I want you to do.

"I'm just gonna do it,

"because it's gonna take
way too long for you

"to get yourself
into that position."

He was putting my
body in positions

that I didn't know
I could be in.

I was, like, telling him
"I'm so uncomfortable."

And he was like, "This
is how I need it to be

"to look good."

Stay like that,
stay like that.

Don't move, don't
move, don't move.

Voila, that is good.

He literally puts
them in all sorts of positions,

forces them to do these things,

takes them out of
their comfort zone.

Ici, ici, ici,
relax your head.

They start to
see what he wants,

and they start to feel
like they're an extension.

Yeah.

Their body is an extension
of what he's doing.

They give in.

Yes, exactly.

They basically...

It's a submission process.

It's gonna be alright.

Don't, for one minute, think

that he's not thought
of this whole process

of manipulation,
psychology, physicality,

and literally breaking them
and then fixing them again.

And they become
putty in his hands.

The way he moves
somebody like a ragdoll.

I didn't know he
worked that way.

I don't think these girls

have ever worked
with a photographer
like David Bellemere.

In all the years I've worked
with other photographers,

I've never seen anyone do that.

He falls in love with
each one of these girls.

Yes, the muse.

And they are his muse.

Look at Picasso,

- Picasso had 8 muses.
- A lot of it's not.

He had his 8 loves
that he fell in love with.

Yeah,
and he needed, yup.

And he needed that.

And he tortured them all.

You go on the floor very fast.

Alright.

On the floor.

I want you stronger
than yesterday.

It's not enough, what
you did yesterday.

You did the choice
to come, to do it.

I want you now to do it.

I don't want to feel,
like, restriction.

Don't worry.

There won't be anything,
bad picture showing up.

She got some fears,

and she didn't come with
desire to do it, totally free,

so that's it.

Okay, do it, do it, do it.

Do it, keep going.

Getting it, chin up,
chin up, chin up.

Catch it.

Come over here.

Come over here.

Even though there is
many people around,

we don't give a fuck.

I want you to move.

You don't care about, like...

We're not gonna show it.

It's not gonna be shown.

But if you block somewhere,
then you block the picture.

Okay?

So just do it.

Lay on the floor.

Lay on the floor.

Lay on your stomach.

Lay on your stomach.

On the stomach, on the stomach.

Okay.

I have known that
from the beginning.

Like when we were doing
the casting in New York,

and we had the
calendar on the desk,

and he was speaking
about the social media,

and this girl got good follower,

this girl got good follower,

we need good follower.

Yeah, well, often the quantity

is the enemy of the quality.

And it shows there, it shows.

It's okay.

My spiritual healer Leda
has been my life coach

for a little over three years.

She has a lot of famous
actresses, models as clients.

She's just kind of really helped

to put people on the right path.

What's the
doubt that comes out?

I think I have a
lot of expectations.

Right.

Like, that's what
everyone tells me,

that I have unrealistic
expectations.

You might want things to
happen in three seconds,

and that's not
how things happen.

I know, that's how I
always want things to happen.

So what's your expectation

in terms of your modeling career

that you're just
starting with right now?

I don't know.

I think it's always
strive for the best

and see what happens.

Okay, so put
that in your head,

right here in your third eye.

And I want you to see yourself

on the cover of magazines,
doing campaigns,

walking the runway.

So you kind of step into
your circle of power

and you connect, and
then you let that feeling

move through your whole body.

"I am successful."

"I am making the right choices."

Because modeling is a source
of self-expression and beauty.

Alright.

Okay, sit up.

You gonna do a selfie now?

Yeah.

Is that
what you're gonna do?

It's a crazy generations Janie.

The crazy generation.

♪ It's four in the morning

♪ The end of December

♪ I'm running out just to see

♪ If you better

♪ New York is cold but
I like where I'm living

♪ There's music
on Clinton Street

♪ All through the evening

♪ What can I possibly say

♪ I guess that I miss you

♪ I guess I forgive you

♪ Mmmm

Hey, how are you?

What's up?

It's been a long, long time.

Your floor is so dirty.

Ew.

It's not.

It's just not dust, it's dust.

It's dusty.

Dirty is not that.

Dirty can be the
mind of the people.

Don't forget to take off that.

Yep.

Oh my God, I'm gonna fall.

No, you're not gonna fall.

Nobody gonna fall.

Let's see you put
your socks off.

My socks off?

Yeah, your socks off.

Come here, come here.

Ca va? You okay?

I love, I love it.

Voila.

Relax.

Wow, that's good.

This is definitely
really dirty.

That's good.

Stay like that.

In that position, okay,

keep the legs like this
and you try to grab that.

Stay like that.

Put your leg here.

Woah, woah.

Don't worry, don't worry.

It's okay, it's okay.

It's cool.

Is you stable?

Yeah, I feel stable.

You are.

You are stable, you are stable.

That's nice.

Looking to be sexy.

That's my Janie.

It's not about sex,
what we're doing.

It's around sexualities,
as an artist.

A lot of my energy
come from there,

from the desire for women.

But it's also so much
love that I have for women

that I so much respect
it, that I don't fuck it.

♪ I'm an unholy saint

♪ I do bad things

♪ Just to get on by

♪ I'll take your daughter out

♪ And I'll make

♪ Another me

♪ Cause I don't mind

♪ Doing bad bad things

I've not spoken
to David since the shoot.

He shot about 9,000
images per girl.

It's an insane
amount of photographs

to go through to pick images.

Rachel
has about 5 set ups

that are stunning.

We've just got to be very
careful with her boobs.

Cause as soon as
she's extended enough

and pulled back, it's better.

But you can't shoot
her head on at all.

They just look like
they're just sitting there.

They don't look
feminine or beautiful.

David spent
a couple of weeks

retouching these things

and it's not
retouched correctly.

There's red blotches on skin.

There's different colors.

There's sunburn that
you have to clean up.

I do not retouch the
imperfection of the body,

because it give us the
sensation of reality.

If the elbow are a bit more red,

it give something sensitivity,

like something, "Oh," you know.

It give a story, you
know, about the girls.

If she has a tattoo,

that's all story.

I don't want to get rid of it.

I want it to be much more true

and much more close to the girl,

to the personality of each girl.

I had hire a
professional retoucher

to go in and retouch
all these images.

Retouch is like washing.

You retouch every part, retouch.

Every imperfection.

I think this is a bad
reflex, to retouch

and to try to find
something perfect

when you're talking about
the power of a woman.

If you chose to have
that tattoo of the moon

here on the side

because she feel like the
moon refer to her personality.

This is who she is.

She chose to do that.

It's the choice of our life,

this is our story.

So taking off that or changing,
physically, the people,

it's a mistake.

This one?

Yeah, yeah, it's
just gorgeous.

Look at her.

You can even see that little,
tiny smile on her face there

it's almost like a little,
tiny bit of ecstasy.

Like she's just like
so in the moment.

She's just channeling
all that energy,

it's beautiful.

I'm actually a
little bit disappointed

I thought we'd have
more of a collaboration.

He's not got involved
in the exhibition,

or how these are presented.

When he says it's
his personal project,

it's not really felt like that.

It's kind of felt like he's
gone out, done the pictures,

and then we've gone
and created this...

We've created Nu Muses.

If this was David
Bellemere's own project,

it would be very different.

It would be much more
explicit and a lot edgier.

I mean, it would
be a lot like this.

Do you want something
kind of a little revealing

like that for your wall,

or something
beautiful like that.

We could pick the real
David Bellemere poses,

but I think we've actually
elevated what he's done.

And it's a little bit more
sophisticated and timeless.

The nudes that he's
shot in the past

have always bene for himself.

But with this, there is a
commercial aspect to it.

You know, we have
very little time

to get the images edited,
retouched, and printed

for the launch
event at Art Basel.

Art Basel Miami is a
collection of various artists

ang galleries from
all over the world.

It's important for us
to debut the calendar

at Art Basel to really establish
this as an art project,

not just a nude
photography portfolio.

The calendars that we're doing

come in three editions.

Tier three is $1,000.

Tier two is $10,000.

And tier one is $20,000.

I've more than put my
neck on the line for this.

I've invested a lot of
personal money into this

and I just hope the
thing sells, basically.

But if it sell, and if
I find it crap, you know,

I won't be very proud.

I would rather have
a beautiful picture

and it doesn't sell, than
sell crap picture and sell.

Oh my God.

Steve was making us
post this picture.

Oh yeah,
I had to post that.

I mean,
the photo was cool.

I mean, it's pretty,

but everyone's just posting it.

Yeah, I don't really
want to post that on my--

- Yeah, me too.
- social media.

I would rather post something
more relevant to me.

My followers are gonna
be like, "I don't care."

Scroll past it.

But it's in my contract,
so we gotta do it.

Did you use the caption
that they gave you?

Yeah.

This is a long caption though.

"The 2017 Nu Muses calendar,

"a celebration of the
elegance and romance..."

I'm gonna bite the
bullet and just do it.

Hopefully it's cool
if I delete it later.

You look amazing.

You look amazing.

Wow, I don't recognize
you with your clothes on.

I like this.

I feel like Hugh Hefner.

Girls, girls,
girls, you can do it.

Yeah.

David, come pimp.

Wow.

We'll position you.

We'll position you.

I could be here.

Okay.

Perfect,
if you can just move over.

Are you still directing David?

And don't hit
me if you hate it.

No, I don't think
I'm gonna hate it.

Don't get mad at me.

Well, yeah, yeah, yeah, merci.

Merci.

I only did five girl.

January, February--

No, they're not in any order.

No?

Apart from just together.

Oh, they chose the
one I wanted, yay.

I want this, yes, thank you.

Thank you guys, you're amazing.

I am relieved.

My mom is not gonna kill me.

Where's your picture?

I want to get a picture of you.

Right up front.

Let's grab a shot of you.

This is my favorite
shot in the whole thing.

Hang on, let's get a shot.

That's it, that works.

Perfect.

Ooo.

Amazing.

Nick is such a
good photographer,

but if you really want to be
photographed by Nick, really--

All you have to do is
get really fucked up,

and then I'll take your picture.

How much is the book?

20 thousand, 10
thousand, and a thousand.

Oh really?

There's three different ones.

Have you seen it?

It's right at the
front, it's amazing.

The calendar's outside.

You should actually buy one.

Yeah, yeah.

He desperately wants
one for Christmas.

I'm sure we will order one.

I'll take a look.

Yeah, take a look, look at
it, look at it, look at it.

Tell me what you like,
what you don't like.

I trust you.

Don't be nice.

Do not be nice
with me, you know.

You're the only one who will
actually be true with me.

Yeah?

Great, I love that.

At least we're
selling something.

Here we are.

This is so crazy.

This is me.

Hey, this is my naked body.

It's boring.

I did way more shit than that.

I don't want to
be a party pooper.

I don't mean to be a
party pooper, hello.

But if you watch the video,

you will see that I did a lot
more shit than this, you know?

I don't know who
selected this photo,

but if you watch the video,

you'll see, like...

I was doing like
acrobatics, you know.

And like, this is okay,

but there's better
shit than this.

I understand your
point, you know.

I really do.

Like, you know,
I'm a strong model,

and this doesn't represent me.

I'm totally there with you.

I'm totally agree with you.

How are you?

Good? Are you good?

What do you think?

Are you happy?

Yeah, I'm happy.

I have to say some,
like some surprise.

There are some pictures that
disappeared, I don't know why.

Oh, I tried.

Yeah, but I mean,
like in fact--

Hi Ebonee.

Hi, how are you?

How are you? Good.

There is some surprise
that I didn't know,

especially her picture.

I love that picture of
you in the mud, for sure.

No, I know.

But he just felt like it
was too much open, so.

Yeah, it was not.

Yeah, but your photos are--

Okay.

Stunning.

I don't like them.

She gave so much energy,
all day, all the way long.

And then these
pictures are just static.

And then she's just
sitting, you know.

I think it's a mistake.

I don't...

Yeah, I don't think it's
a proper representation.

Like, as much as Nu
Muse is doing for me,

I'm giving to them too.

Absolutely.

So I feel like it has
to be equal exchange.

This is my passion
and this is...

And I work hard to give
everything that I can give,

so it's like, you know, I
want to see that represented.

Yeah, and I'm
surprised as you.

You know, I didn't pick that.

I don't know.

I think,
no matter what though,

she's so beautiful
and captivating in
both of those shots.

I just don't think you
understand our point though.

I do, I do.

You don't, she moved.

You can't please everyone.

We agonized over every picture.

There was so many.

I
know, I know, I know.

So it was very, very hard
decision to do this, you know.

So I don't know
what to say to her.

I say I don't know.

There's nothing you can say.

That's some fucking bull shit.

I'm about to go home.

I
believed that Nu Muse was going

to be my personal project,
but no, it was not.

I think I did the
maximum what I could do.

It is a real journey when you
start to work with someone

and you're looking for
something beautiful.

But in dream life, you feel
like you can be everywhere,

and you are nowhere
in this life.

If you ask me where I was two
weeks ago, I can't tell you.

Like, I was in
Paris or New York.

Also, the people got
families, the house, the dogs.

I don't have that.

It's not easy, you know.

You're not here,
you're not there.

And you're living your life

and your loves
through your phone.

I'm a father, but I don't
even have time for that.

Dun,
dun, dun, dun, dun dun dun.

There was never a
time that Janine told me

she wanted to be a model.

Our family's more conservative.

We're not into--

Modeling.

Yeah, we're not
into our looks.

We're more on we can project
ourselves by intellect.

When she told me about it,

I had no idea then
what Nu Muses was.

I Googled David and
I Googled Nu Muses

then I saw the pictures

then I texted her "Janine,
you're going nude?"

"Yes Mom, it's Nu Muses."

Oh, I have silently prayed,

"Dear God, please don't let
her be in the Nu Muses."

I like
this one a lot.

You're so thin.

You look like a
malnourished kid.

I almost cried when I saw that.

This one, it's like
you're exasperated.

Your aura here is
sort of negative.

Okay, don't you itch
with those sand?

No, it's clean.

But it's sand.

It's rough on the skin.

No Ma, it's like scrub.

There was this
picture in Snapchat.

It was frontal.

You were covering up
your breasts but then--

That was BTS.

That's what
I'm worried about.

Yeah, I mean,
it's just that...

I don't know why they need that.

Those behind the scenes pics,

how sure are we that
that's not gonna be

released in public?

Well, I showed them.

I mean, this is the cyber age.

You can't just delete it.

Like they said, it's in the net.

They'll respect.

Well, just in case, you
have to be ready for it.

I have to be ready for it.

I really love nude
arts, nudity in art.

For me, it's like nothing
provocative about it,

if done correctly.

Here's your tea.

My dream for her is
for her to be a doctor.

But then after the
lights and the camera,

a lot of things changed.

The reason why she really
pursued modeling is that

you know, popularity,
and I think, secondly,

the money that goes with it.

So sounds so bad,
I don't think so.

Is that all why
you're really struggling,

even though you know
you can get more money

in a snap in this career,

and you still pursue this,

and worry every day for rent

or if you're gonna
book a job, kind of.

You know, I mean,
it's more than that.

Cause if it's just that,

then I think I can
do something else.

There's always more to a
career than just money or fame.

Every day I have to
prove it again, you know.

Every day I have to give more
than 100 percent of myself.

If my life disappeared like
that, like my photography,

if I disappear in photography,
if I do something different,

I don't think I would be missed.

I don't know.

I have a million
followers on Instagram now,

but I'm not, like, making any
significant amount of money.

It's definitely
harder to monetize

when you have a bunch
of guys following you.

Let's see, my percentage
of male to female is...

Oh, it just got worse.

It was 80:20 men.

Now it's 81:19 women.

Hopefully with YouTube, I can
catch more females attention.

Brands want to see
those female followers.

The ladies are the ones buying

the makeup and the clothes
and stuff like that.

So today I'm gonna film a video

of my top ten favorite beauty
products of the whole year.

I want to show people
that I am not just a girl

who poses topless.

That is like, absolutely, not
what I want to be known as.

And that's not all I do at all.

I'm a real person.

I'm not perfect.

I'm weird and goofy,

and people can relate to that.

The thing that I'm
struggling with

is that now that I'm
actually doing it,

it's a lot harder than
I thought it would be.

What's up you guys?

So I just posted my very
first video on YouTube ever.

I have no idea what I'm doing,

but you should go check it out.

Modeling, to
me, is oppressive.

I feel like a slave.

And I feel like a slave,
because I'm wearing

somebody else's label.

I have somebody else's
label on my back.

I'm selling their
clothes for them.

And I'm making pennies
to their dollars.

You know, I'm eating Top Ramen

and I'm putting
steak on their plate.

Somebody at the top of a
big corporation somewhere

is getting a
billion dollar check

because of the images
with my face on them

that are being used to
sell their products.

I don't need to be a model.

I don't want to be
a silent mannequin.

Forehead too porous,
her nose is too wide,

and her skin is too dark.

Celebrate everyone
across the board,

so we can take pride in who
we are and where we come from.

The
director of Ted Talks

here at University of Nevada,

we sort of connected
on a platform

based around racism in
the fashion industry.

I was in the industry
just to be in it,

and it was the scene, and
it was go to the parties

and shake the hands
and meet the people

and put on the clothes
and put on a smile.

I can't do that anymore.

I can't repress myself

to try to fit into
something that somebody else

wants me to be.

The fashion
industry does not only

reflect beauty standards.

It's a reflection of the
current state of our democracy.

Do not simply say,
"Black Lives Matter."

Make a black model the
face of your campaign,

and not just next to, or
secondary to a white model.

Put a model in a hijab on
the cover of American Vogue.

Put a Latina model on a
billboard in Times Square.

Make an Asian model
your brand ambassador.

It's about using
our collective voice

to reshape the way we
think about ourselves,

and the way we think
about one anther.

Thank you.

The perception of a
calendar is a pinup calendar.

And we haven't created that.

We've created an art piece.

The reason why we
did this calendar

wasn't so much a
money making exercise,

it's a brand building exercise.

But I'm disappointed.

Yes, the actual
cost of the product

doesn't even compare to the
amount of money and time

that we put into it.

I'm surprised.

I thought we'd sell a lot more.

There is such a fine
line with nudity

and how it is presented.

Yep, like that, just
shake your hair out.

You know, what is
vulgar, what is artistic?

How do we want to push this?

Was I willing to take risks on
this first Nu Muses calendar?

No, I wasn't.

There was too much at stake.

To me, a girl with her
legs spread wide open

her vagina literally
right there,

that's not artistic.

If you want to shock
someone to get a reaction,

which is clearly
what he's going for,

then that's what
he should pursue.

But it wasn't for me.

If we'd do it again, would
I shoot this calendar?

I'd like to.

I think I'd do a great job.

Does anyone want
to buy my pictures?

I don't know.

Does anyone want to buy
David Bellemere's pictures?

It doesn't look like it.

The risk is to be boring.

Watching other people

and the size of certain
impacts on the picture

is something you
don't used to see,

which is still
something beautiful.

This is what I was willing
to do, and I did it.

I think now is
the time to do it.

I'm going to show a picture
that I've never shown before.

Bonjour.

Bonjour.

Ca va?

Oui.

How are you?

Good, and you?

Very well.

Very well, very well.

Happy to see you again.

After more than 24
years photography,

it's time for me to
show my personal work.

I'm very shy about it, but
I think I'm gonna do it.

It takes time.

Every year I postpone.

Every year I postpone,
since Hawaii,

but I think this time
is gonna be a good time.

Lately I've been doing some
artistic project called Nu Muse.

Oh yeah, I
saw it on Instagram.

You saw that?

Yeah, very nice.

Very beautiful girl.

Very beautiful project.

But it is not the real
artistic expression for me.

They stayed too wise in a way.

Not true to life,
and like artistic,

instead they tried to sell.

Finally, we make the project
at the end something beautiful,

but miss a content, I think.

It's missing...

I would be a bit strong to say,

it's missing boldness.

And what I want to do for what
I do in my book is personal.

I produce myself my book.

And it is gonna be mine.

And I'm looking for the limit.

I feel a woman is one curve,

like I can't catch it.

And if I to appropriate it,

maybe I have to
create my own curve,

or maybe I have
to cut the curve.

I'm looking for a
way to shatter beauty

and try to create
something different,

to create a new shape.

Fragments really.

I feel like it's a little
up to just posing the girl.

It's weird.

It's can go awful, very awful,

but I can find something
beautiful there, I like.

I know what kind of images
he wants to run in his book.

I know certain photographers
that go that route

and what happens
to their career.

People have these track records.

You can see this.

This isn't a new thing.

I think he's treading in
very dangerous territory

by doing that.

The risk would be to
do another average book

with beautiful girl.

Like, it's good to see
for some photographs,

but it doesn't give
you anything new.

So me, I think I have to try
to give something I feel,

something I love.

I must be sure to
touch me, my fantasy.

Now I'm on the road to do it,

and I want to put out...

Kind of scary, you know.

It's a bit
provocative, but okay.

You think I'm
pervert, and I'm not.

Because I'm going to
show you what I do.

It's not perversion, and
maybe pervert is some issues

with somebody different who
doesn't show what he's doing,

or he's hiding.

His intension was hiding
something from the observer.

I truly don't hide.

I show you what I shoot.