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David: Its a life‐and‐death
experience.
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You go up there, you take
your life in your hands.
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‐My stomach hurts ‐‐ badly.
‐Uh‐huh.
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And Ive been
nauseous all day.
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Oswalt: Youre overthinking
what youre wearing,
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how youre gonna say the first
thing youre gonna say.
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‐Hey! Out of the way!
‐I feel sillified.
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I wonder, "Why tonight?
Why again?"
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Announcer #1: Ladies and
gentlemen, Robin Williams!
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Announcer #2: Patton Oswalt!
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Announcer #3: Richard Pryor!
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Lewis: When I walk onstage,
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Im riddled with fear
and excitement,
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cause I have no idea
what Im gonna do.
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David: Holy shit.
This was the ‐‐ What?
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Oh, no. You idiot.
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Oh, God.
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Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God.
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Oh, God.
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[ Clicking ]
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♪
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I despised myself
from pretty much
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close to getting out
of the womb.
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I was always wrong.
Lets start with that.
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When youre always wrong,
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you seek an audience
to disprove that theory.
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I was just hell‐bent
on having to prove myself.
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I know Im right. I cant
be always wrong, you know?
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I was the victim.
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Goldthwait: My father
was a very strange man.
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He was kind of
a performance artist
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that was fueled by beer.
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Bamford: I was very shy,
and at home,
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I was always quiet and didnt
get to speak very often
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just because other people
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were jibber‐jabbering
a lot, you know?
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Some people wouldnt
clam up ‐‐ Mom.
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When I did different voices
or different noises,
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people say, "Thats weird,"
or, "Shut up."
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I feel like theres a fear
of seeming crazy.
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Oswalt:
A lot of comedians are people
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that are very introverted,
very shy,
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very sensitive
to humiliation,
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a little narcissistic,
little damaged,
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and so the only way to combat it
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is to go to the one place
where you are stripped bare.
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Weide: The big‐C Change
for comedy was the 60s.
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Peoples own neuroses
and foibles
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were being addressed
in the routines.
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The routines
became more personal.
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I dont know if anyone
here knows group analysis.
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Its a group of very neurotic
types that meet in a room
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a couple of times a week
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and sit around and twitch
or something.
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[ Laughter ]
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And this is an adorable story.
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Two of the kids
had gotten married,
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and its really cute,
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cause its what youd call
a mixed marriage
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or an intermarriage
in that the boy was paranoiac
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and the girl was schizophrenic.
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[ Laughter ]
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Theres a big conflict
about which way
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they would bring up
the children, you know?
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[ Laughter ]
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Started in school
with, um, uh, drinking
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and...
[ Man laughing ]
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I was ‐‐ Really. I was, like,
a real depressed kid, you know?
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7, 8 years old,
and Id really get juiced
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and get out of my head.
[ Laughter ]
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I cant be a wife, I cant be
a writer, I cant be everything!
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I cant! I cant! I cant!
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And Edgar said, "Youre right."
[ Laughter ]
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He said, "Youre right.
I understand this completely."
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He said, "Tomorrow morning,
Joan, first thing,
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were going to
go out tomorrow
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and hire a woman to come in
and be a wife."
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[ Laughter ]
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Zoglin:
That period was the start
of all the stand‐up comedians
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that came after
who were experimenting
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with stand‐up comedy
as a form of personal expression
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in all sorts of different ways.
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When I first saw him
before the show,
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he was still trying to decide
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whether he could be
a drunken Eskimo,
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the Queen of the Vikings,
or a doorknob.
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Id rather he came out
simply as himself to begin with,
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because when
hes Johnny Winters,
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he cannot be imitated.
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The wild, wild man ‐‐
my friend, Jonathan Winters.
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[ Applause ]
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Lewis: When I was 12 or 13,
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one of my best friends
called me up once.
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It was like a drug deal at 12.
"Come over."
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I go, "What? What do you got?"
"You got to hear this."
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Do something with a stick.
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Watch him do a routine
with a stick.
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You can give him anything.
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[ Imitating fishing reel
whirring ]
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[ Pops lips ]
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Well, that was a pretty
good cast, wasnt it, Bob?
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I think were onto
something this time.
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[ Grunting ]
Im sorry, Margaret.
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Try to swim in.
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[ Laughter ]
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[ Vocalizing ]
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[ Laughter ]
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The routines are
ridiculously brilliant.
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It was endless riffing.
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And Im going,
"Whose brain can do that?"
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[ Mimics arrow thumping ]
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The United Nations...
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now recognizes the delegate
from Nasiland."
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[ Laughter and applause ]
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To be as genius
as Jonathan Winters,
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you have to think differently
than normal people.
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Hes working within his mind
at a very high level,
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at a very fast level.
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By thinking that way
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and being that untethered
to the rest of us,
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you can lose
your mind more easily.
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Maron: Jonathan was
a profoundly troubled guy
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that had drinking issues,
that had depression issues
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that were clinical,
that were deep.
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Winters: Verbally, my mother and
my dad were on me constantly.
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‐Your dad, too?
‐Oh, yeah.
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And it just never let up.
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Maron: When you were younger,
did you find yourself
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trying to get away
from them in your head?
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Yeah.
I ‐‐ I ‐‐ Naturally,
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and it got to me.
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Nesteroff: He was doing
the hungry i in San Francisco,
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and later that night,
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Jonathan Winters
left his hotel room,
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and the police found him
on the wharf.
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He was climbing the mast
of a ship, yelling that,
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"Im the man in the Moon."
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I was in the middle
of a breakdown,
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no question about that.
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How do you know when
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youre in the middle
of a breakdown?
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Well, you begin to hallucinate
and seeing things that, uh...
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And not boozing.
I wasnt drinking.
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Winters: You know,
a lot of people say,
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"Well, Jonathan,
how do you feel?"
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and I said, "Man, Im out.
Im out."
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[ Laughter ]
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Thats what counts, you know?
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Cause when youre in there,
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"Hello. Is it sunny today?"
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"Stay back in there, kid!"
"Oh, yes, Im sorry."
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[ Laughter ]
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Goldthwait:
If youre going out on stage
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and youre being
Jonathan Winters
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and youre being really honest
about it in a time
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where no one else
is doing that,
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thats 100% the edge.
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[ Applause ]
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Paar: Jonathan Winters!
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Ladies and gentlemen,
there he is!
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My hair is gray,
my coat is tan,
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my pants are black.
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If youre not
seeing these colors,
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theres nothing wrong
with your TV set.
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Youre just watching
the Steve Martin Special,
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a wild and crazy guy!
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Weide: By the time
we get to the 70s,
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comedy started to get away
from punch lines.
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Steve Martin was poking fun
at the whole nature of comedy,
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taking the standard conventions
and turning it on its ear.
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[ Cheers and applause ]
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Sorry. Just lost my mind
just for a minute.
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[ Laughter ]
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Steve Martin had fun with
making fun of
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taking yourself seriously,
and the schmoozy,
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"Were gonna have
some fun tonight!"
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Like, it seemed to mock
what everyone else was doing.
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Steve Martin was just so goofy,
and beautiful writing.
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I mean, I dont know
if I appreciate that as a kid,
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but now I appreciate it,
just the succinctness.
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He had very good t‐t‐t‐timing.
Thats not a thing.
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[ Laughs ]
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Oh, no! Im getting happy feet!
Whoa!
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[ Cheers and applause ]
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Zoglin: No stand‐up comedian
was ever more successful
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at a given time
than Steve Martin.
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But in real life,
he was a quiet,
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intellectual kind of guy,
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and he didnt really take
to that superstardom.
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He was such a popular comedian,
and then he just stopped.
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And I was there on a night
that, I think, in my mind,
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had something to do with it,
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where he had this routine about
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how he blames himself
for his girlfriends death.
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Hes laying all the material
to get to the punch line,
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and right before he got to it,
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some guy out
in this huge audience,
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in the very back
of the auditorium,
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gave away the punch line.
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And you could tell
he was pissed.
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Martin: Today, I realized
that I misunderstood
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what my last year
of stand‐up was about.
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I had become a party host,
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presiding not over
timing and ideas
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but over a celebratory
bash of my own making.
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If I had understood
what was happening,
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I mightve been happier,
but I didnt.
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I still thought
I was doing comedy.
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Comedy goes in waves that way,
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where what we accept
as normal or offbeat
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is within the parameters
of our time.
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But there are people
that upset the norm,
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and there is something
to be said
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for being different in comedy.
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[ "Mighty Mouse"
theme song plays ]
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♪ Mr. Trouble
never hangs around ♪
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♪ When he hears
this Mighty sound ♪
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♪ Here I come to save the day! ♪
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[ Laughter and applause ]
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♪ That means that Mighty Mouse
is on the way ♪
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My favorite thing
about Andy Kaufman
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was that he annoyed
a lot of comedians
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who didnt have
a sense of humor.
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The joke was
on stand‐up comedy.
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[ As Latka ]
I love my wife very much,
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but she dont know
how to cook.
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You know,
her cooking is so bad...
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‐How bad is it?
‐How bad is it?
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[ Laughter ]
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Her cooking is so bad...
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‐How bad is it?
‐How bad is it?
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...its terrible.
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[ Laughter ]
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Kaufman: When I was starting,
up until then,
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the only performers
you had were either
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straight singers or comedians.
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Ive never told a joke
in my life, really.
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Ive never really done
what they call straight comedy.
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Wow.
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Andy Kaufman was just the
most fun you could ever have.
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Ive never ‐‐ in my 44 years
of watching,
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Ive never seen someone
take an audience
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through the kind of emotional
roller coaster
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that he was able to do.
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I would say Kaufman was
the only one
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I ever saw truly
work without a net.
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Well, how many people
want me to stay?
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[ Cheers and applause ]
How many ‐‐
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[ Coughs ]
251
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Now, how many people
dont want me ‐‐
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dont want me to stay?
253
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[ Mixed cheers, booing ]
254
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Thank you.
Thank you very much.
255
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Youve shown me
where Im at tonight.
256
00:11:12,939 --> 00:11:15,509
And Im sorry that I brought you
all down at this party.
257
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All of his intentions
were different
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than every other comedian.
259
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He was trying to get a reaction,
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and it really was art more
than straight stand‐up comedy.
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But Im gonna get off.
‐No!
262
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‐So thank you.
‐No!
263
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[ Voice breaking ] Y‐You really
showed me where Im at tonight.
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[ Fake sobbing ]
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[ Laughter ]
266
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[ Gibberish ]
267
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You! You ruined everything!
268
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[ Gasping ]
269
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[ Drumming ]
270
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[ Sobbing,
gasping rhythmically ]
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[ Vocalizing, sobbing, gasping ]
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[ Cheers and applause ]
273
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Thank you.
274
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Ay‐ya‐ya‐ya‐ya!
275
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[ Laughter ]
276
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My worst fears are confirmed.
277
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Im going totally
under their heads.
278
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[ Raspy exhale ]
279
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I was really influenced
by Andy Kaufman.
280
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I was self‐destructive,
but I was also kind of infamous.
281
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[ Laughing, snorting ]
282
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My earlier stand‐up was like,
283
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"Oh, Ill show you crazy,"
you know? [ Chuckles ]
284
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[ Gruff, high‐pitched voice ]
Well, it is sweeps,
285
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and I love Jay very much,
and I thought,
286
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"Well, what if I ‐‐
I dont know ‐‐"
287
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What are you doing?
288
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"What if I set his furniture
on fire?"
289
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No, dont set that
on fire.
290
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[ Laughter ]
291
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[ Raspy breathing ]
292
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Now you have to sit
in this.
293
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Now sit down.
Sit down.
294
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Sit down. Sit down.
295
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Im not sitting in it!
296
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Sit in that chair.
297
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I set "The Tonight Show"
on fire ‐‐
298
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Actually, I just set the chair
on "The Tonight Show" on fire.
299
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And I am a convicted arson
because I brought lighter fluid.
300
00:12:53,339 --> 00:12:54,869
That made it premeditated.
301
00:12:54,874 --> 00:12:57,584
I learned a lot about the law.
302
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[ Audience booing ]
303
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I would just do stuff,
and I would think,
304
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"Well, this is funny to me,"
305
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and genuinely be surprised
when things didnt go well.
306
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[ Cheers and applause ]
307
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Oh!
308
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I used to think that the mind
of a comedian
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was like that of an addict ‐‐
big ego,
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insecure, driven.
311
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But I do believe now
that we are susceptible,
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a little bit, to madness.
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[ Chuckles ]
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Well ‐‐
Well be right back!
315
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Well ‐‐
Well be right back!
316
00:13:42,689 --> 00:13:44,689
Well be right back!
317
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There are things about you
that you just dont like,
318
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that you wish you could change.
319
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You wish you were smarter.
320
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You wish you were
better‐looking.
321
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You wish you were, um ‐‐
had more confidence.
322
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But ‐‐ But you dont.
323
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[ Laughing ]
324
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I had to be funny,
I had to be likable.
325
00:14:13,319 --> 00:14:16,559
I was a bed‐wetter
well into my teens.
326
00:14:16,556 --> 00:14:19,286
You know, theres a lot
of humiliation to overcome,
327
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and being the funny one at camp
328
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is a really good deal
329
00:14:24,364 --> 00:14:26,904
if youre also the one
that smells like pee.
330
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If youre a comedian,
there is a part of you
331
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that is unhinged and,
more importantly, unhappy.
332
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Im friends
with mostly comedians,
333
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and, like, most of us
are on antidepressants.
334
00:14:35,007 --> 00:14:36,077
[ Chuckles ]
335
00:14:36,075 --> 00:14:38,635
And I dont think
thats a coincidence.
336
00:14:38,644 --> 00:14:42,314
As you see in the news,
comics can mess up, you know?
337
00:14:42,315 --> 00:14:44,245
We do everything
from shoot at our cars
338
00:14:44,250 --> 00:14:48,050
to O. D., and were the people
who make people happy, you know?
339
00:14:51,991 --> 00:14:54,691
Watkins: Richard Pryor grew up
in a very unusual situation.
340
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His grandmother ran
a house of prostitution,
341
00:14:58,631 --> 00:15:02,001
and his mother had worked in it,
his father was a pimp,
342
00:15:02,001 --> 00:15:05,501
and he was very aware
of that situation growing up.
343
00:15:05,505 --> 00:15:09,835
I grew up seeing my mother
go into rooms with men
344
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and my aunties
go into rooms with men.
345
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Walters: Who believed in you?
Who cared about you?
346
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Richard Franklin Lennox
Thomas Pryor III...
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You.
348
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...and magic dust.
349
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Rain:
My dads humor came from life.
350
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And I dont think
Dad had a choice.
351
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I think you either
laugh your way through it
352
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or you die through it.
353
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,100
Thinking about that, though,
354
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Id like to die
like my father died.
355
00:15:35,168 --> 00:15:37,168
Right?
My father died fuckin.
356
00:15:37,170 --> 00:15:38,370
[ Laughter ]
357
00:15:38,371 --> 00:15:41,211
He did. My father was 57
when he died, right?
358
00:15:41,207 --> 00:15:43,377
And the woman was 18.
359
00:15:43,376 --> 00:15:45,676
My father came and went
at the same time.
360
00:15:45,678 --> 00:15:47,448
[ Laughter ]
361
00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:51,117
Richards comedy was funny.
It was also therapeutic.
362
00:15:51,117 --> 00:15:54,387
It was almost like this guy
was using the stage
363
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the way a therapist
would use their couch.
364
00:15:58,324 --> 00:16:01,194
My grandmothers the lady that
used to discipline me, right?
365
00:16:01,194 --> 00:16:03,364
You know, beating my ass.
366
00:16:03,362 --> 00:16:07,072
You know, "Get your ass out ‐‐
Put your hand down!
367
00:16:07,066 --> 00:16:08,696
Put your ‐‐
Dont you run from me!
368
00:16:08,701 --> 00:16:10,501
Dont you run...
369
00:16:10,503 --> 00:16:12,713
from...me!
370
00:16:12,705 --> 00:16:18,005
As long as you black,
dont you run from me!"
371
00:16:18,010 --> 00:16:19,510
[ Laughter and applause ]
372
00:16:19,512 --> 00:16:21,882
Bell: What people took from him
was a lot of the attitude
373
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and the over‐the‐topness
and the profanity.
374
00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:26,847
The thing that people dont give
Richard Pryor enough credit for
375
00:16:26,853 --> 00:16:30,663
is what he brought to stand‐up
comedy was vulnerability.
376
00:16:30,656 --> 00:16:32,786
[ Cheers and applause ]
377
00:16:36,295 --> 00:16:38,795
David: For me, the best night
was having a woman
378
00:16:38,798 --> 00:16:43,068
that was sitting close
to the stage beg me to stop.
379
00:16:43,069 --> 00:16:45,399
She was looking at me,
and shes going...
380
00:16:45,404 --> 00:16:48,344
In pain.
Her face was in pain.
381
00:16:48,341 --> 00:16:50,381
She was in pain. She went,
382
00:16:50,376 --> 00:16:54,446
[Strained] "Please stop!
Please stop! Please stop!"
383
00:16:54,447 --> 00:16:57,677
[ Laughs ]
You cant beat that.
384
00:16:57,683 --> 00:16:59,753
The one thing about Hitler
that I admire
385
00:16:59,752 --> 00:17:02,222
is that he wouldnt take any
shit from magicians, you know?
386
00:17:02,221 --> 00:17:04,391
[ Laughter ]
387
00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:07,930
It brings out the best parts
of your personality.
388
00:17:07,927 --> 00:17:10,757
It brings out your "best self."
389
00:17:10,763 --> 00:17:13,303
Hello. It does.
390
00:17:13,299 --> 00:17:15,669
You like yourself
when youre up there.
391
00:17:15,668 --> 00:17:17,168
You like yourself.
392
00:17:17,169 --> 00:17:19,439
Oswalt: Thank you.
Seriously, thank you.
393
00:17:19,438 --> 00:17:21,638
You have no idea what
a good mood Im in right now.
394
00:17:21,641 --> 00:17:23,981
This is ‐‐
Fuck, this went so well!
395
00:17:23,976 --> 00:17:27,146
Okay. Um...
[ Clears throat ]
396
00:17:27,146 --> 00:17:29,416
[ Cheers and applause ]
397
00:17:29,415 --> 00:17:32,015
It wasnt that things
went so well for an hour.
398
00:17:32,018 --> 00:17:33,418
It was that, for an hour,
399
00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:37,159
you kept a potential disaster
from being a disaster.
400
00:17:37,156 --> 00:17:38,616
Thats where
the high comes off of.
401
00:17:38,624 --> 00:17:43,934
[ Cheers and applause ]
402
00:17:43,930 --> 00:17:48,770
The worst is when you are
trying out new material,
403
00:17:48,768 --> 00:17:51,038
and you think youre
in a safe space
404
00:17:51,037 --> 00:17:53,537
because nobody in the audience
knows who you are,
405
00:17:53,539 --> 00:17:55,469
the stakes are very low.
406
00:17:55,474 --> 00:17:57,684
And you just eat it,
407
00:17:57,677 --> 00:18:00,547
and then you discover
that Louis C. K.
408
00:18:00,546 --> 00:18:03,246
has been in the audience
the entire time.
409
00:18:03,249 --> 00:18:04,719
[ Laughter ]
410
00:18:04,717 --> 00:18:06,147
Man: Bullshit!
411
00:18:06,152 --> 00:18:08,522
Bullshit? My dick.
412
00:18:08,521 --> 00:18:12,561
[ Laughter and applause ]
413
00:18:12,558 --> 00:18:13,928
‐This is ‐‐
‐[ Screaming ]
414
00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:15,186
Shut the fuck up. Hey!
415
00:18:15,194 --> 00:18:16,604
[ Laughter and applause ]
416
00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:20,466
I got hit with Bibles and boots.
417
00:18:20,466 --> 00:18:22,836
You know, I got hit
with a teenager once.
418
00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:25,565
All these little fried shrimp
started hitting me.
419
00:18:25,571 --> 00:18:28,971
They threw these, like ‐‐
They looked like subway tokens.
420
00:18:28,975 --> 00:18:31,635
I just got pelted with them.
421
00:18:31,644 --> 00:18:33,454
Ive had a glass thrown at me.
422
00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:37,376
A shot glass comes
at a much faster speed.
423
00:18:37,383 --> 00:18:39,493
Ive also been punched onstage.
424
00:18:39,485 --> 00:18:40,545
Williams:
Its like street fighting
425
00:18:40,553 --> 00:18:41,823
and performing combined,
you know?
426
00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:44,061
Cause you get people
so loaded, they cant see.
427
00:18:44,056 --> 00:18:45,416
Cavett: And youre fighting
for your life up there.
428
00:18:45,424 --> 00:18:46,794
Oh, yeah. Thats where
you learn real quick lines.
429
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,662
You know, you have to start ‐‐
You get real tough,
430
00:18:49,662 --> 00:18:51,062
cause I saw a lot of friends
who were very funny,
431
00:18:51,063 --> 00:18:53,303
but gave it up
after one or two times.
432
00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:56,569
[ Indistinct conversations ]
433
00:18:56,569 --> 00:19:00,409
Announcer: Ladies and gentlemen,
Home Box Office and the Roxy
434
00:19:00,406 --> 00:19:03,806
are pleased to present
Robin Williams!
435
00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:05,009
[ Cheers and applause ]
436
00:19:05,011 --> 00:19:06,351
Williams: Hiya!
437
00:19:06,345 --> 00:19:08,145
I guess most of my stuff
is just madness.
438
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,817
Its a totally
different perspective.
439
00:19:09,815 --> 00:19:11,275
You know, its a combination
of writing and acting
440
00:19:11,283 --> 00:19:13,153
at the same time,
which work wonderfully.
441
00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:15,852
[ Laughs ]
Im doing fantastic!
442
00:19:15,855 --> 00:19:17,185
[ French accent ]
No, youre not, you fool.
443
00:19:17,189 --> 00:19:19,759
Youre not doing essence,
just pure pee‐pee‐caca!
444
00:19:19,759 --> 00:19:21,489
No reality, no truth,
445
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:23,434
no discussion
on the nature of man!
446
00:19:23,429 --> 00:19:25,399
[ Sternly ]
Both of you be quiet. Shut up!
447
00:19:25,398 --> 00:19:26,468
Im the rational mind.
448
00:19:26,465 --> 00:19:27,765
Well have to release
the subconscious.
449
00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:29,737
Hell be the arbitrator.
450
00:19:29,735 --> 00:19:30,995
[ Imitates creaking ]
451
00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:34,543
[ Grunting, snarling ]
452
00:19:34,540 --> 00:19:37,740
[ Laughter and applause ]
453
00:19:37,743 --> 00:19:39,483
Boosler:
I totally think Robin Williams
454
00:19:39,478 --> 00:19:41,108
had a pinball‐machine head.
455
00:19:41,113 --> 00:19:43,323
I just think, you know,
he would just pull his tongue,
456
00:19:43,315 --> 00:19:44,775
and then the ball
would get launched,
457
00:19:44,784 --> 00:19:46,554
and it would just
bounce off everything.
458
00:19:46,552 --> 00:19:50,462
It was definitely
stardust and magic.
459
00:19:50,456 --> 00:19:52,416
Ferguson:
It was self‐expression,
460
00:19:52,425 --> 00:19:54,685
and Robin went anywhere
that the words
461
00:19:54,694 --> 00:19:58,104
and the informality of thought,
the mad‐‐ the madness,
462
00:19:58,097 --> 00:20:00,627
I guess ‐‐ the harvested madness
would take us.
463
00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:01,873
And I loved that.
464
00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:03,237
Look, toys,
all over the set.
465
00:20:03,235 --> 00:20:04,635
Can we ‐‐ Dont be afraid.
466
00:20:04,637 --> 00:20:07,007
Come on, Mr. Camera,
were going crazy. Come on.
467
00:20:07,006 --> 00:20:08,906
[ Laughter and applause ]
468
00:20:08,908 --> 00:20:11,378
Goldthwait: When he would just
take these flights of fancy,
469
00:20:11,377 --> 00:20:13,947
it might go on for 10 minutes
or 20 minutes.
470
00:20:13,946 --> 00:20:18,076
You know, that was the magical
part of watching him.
471
00:20:18,084 --> 00:20:19,354
[ High‐pitched voice ]
Mother gave this
472
00:20:19,351 --> 00:20:20,891
so I could write my new book.
473
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:22,686
[ Laughter ]
474
00:20:22,688 --> 00:20:25,058
[ Middle Eastern accent ]
Buddha? No, an ode
to Fred Silverman.
475
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:27,487
[ Laughter ]
476
00:20:27,493 --> 00:20:28,493
[ Lisping ]
Take 2, lets go.
477
00:20:28,494 --> 00:20:29,564
Lets start from
the beginning again.
478
00:20:29,562 --> 00:20:31,132
Auto, props, lets go.
479
00:20:31,130 --> 00:20:32,860
[ Laughter ]
480
00:20:32,865 --> 00:20:35,195
Nesteroff: But like a comedians,
when he was offstage,
481
00:20:35,201 --> 00:20:37,871
he was full of fear,
full of anxiety.
482
00:20:37,870 --> 00:20:39,170
About what? Who knows.
483
00:20:39,171 --> 00:20:41,241
He himself said
he was full of dread,
484
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,340
and he didnt know why.
485
00:20:42,341 --> 00:20:45,211
He just was overwhelmed
with anxiety.
486
00:20:45,211 --> 00:20:51,021
But he definitely used
the stage to be free,
487
00:20:51,016 --> 00:20:54,716
to be comfortable,
to be himself.
488
00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:57,190
Im being grotesque,
but you got to be.
489
00:20:57,189 --> 00:20:59,259
You see what I mean?
You got to be crazy.
490
00:20:59,258 --> 00:21:01,488
Its too late to be sane.
491
00:21:01,494 --> 00:21:02,794
Too late.
492
00:21:02,795 --> 00:21:04,325
You got to go
full‐tilt bozo.
493
00:21:04,330 --> 00:21:06,230
[ Laughter ]
494
00:21:06,232 --> 00:21:10,402
Cause youre only given
a little spark of madness.
495
00:21:10,402 --> 00:21:13,912
And if you lose that...
496
00:21:13,906 --> 00:21:15,906
youre nothing.
497
00:21:15,908 --> 00:21:18,208
[ Cheers and applause ]
498
00:21:25,618 --> 00:21:27,888
♪
499
00:21:30,322 --> 00:21:33,532
Gottfried: After performing,
if its a good show,
500
00:21:33,526 --> 00:21:38,056
theres that high that
youll get from that,
501
00:21:38,063 --> 00:21:41,603
but then you
walk off the stage.
502
00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:44,670
And I could see why
a lot of performers
503
00:21:44,670 --> 00:21:46,840
would want to do drugs
and drink,
504
00:21:46,839 --> 00:21:49,709
just to keep
some kind of high going.
505
00:21:59,752 --> 00:22:02,092
[ Laughter ]
506
00:22:02,087 --> 00:22:03,557
When youre famous,
people give you drugs
507
00:22:03,556 --> 00:22:04,956
because they just ‐‐
number one,
508
00:22:04,957 --> 00:22:07,527
it kind of gives them
a little control over you.
509
00:22:07,526 --> 00:22:09,126
And they like knowing that,
you know,
510
00:22:09,128 --> 00:22:10,998
"I got him high.
I got him loaded.
511
00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:12,526
[ Chuckling ]
512
00:22:12,531 --> 00:22:14,871
And know what he did? He looked
out the window the whole time."
513
00:22:14,867 --> 00:22:16,567
Oswalt: Comedians
are a lunar profession,
514
00:22:16,569 --> 00:22:17,839
not a solar profession.
515
00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:20,707
Youre gonna end up
getting irregular sleep,
516
00:22:20,706 --> 00:22:21,836
really bad food.
517
00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:24,641
It has the same rhythms
as combat,
518
00:22:24,643 --> 00:22:26,383
where its a lot of boredom
519
00:22:26,378 --> 00:22:28,078
and then incredible tension
520
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,150
and either victory
or just crushing failure.
521
00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:32,750
Theres no in between.
522
00:22:32,751 --> 00:22:34,221
Oh, God. Hey.
Now I need it.
523
00:22:34,220 --> 00:22:36,590
Now I need this.
[ Cheers and applause ]
524
00:22:36,589 --> 00:22:38,259
Hicks: They tell you
marijuana smoking
525
00:22:38,257 --> 00:22:39,657
makes you unmotivated.
526
00:22:39,658 --> 00:22:41,028
Thats bullshit.
527
00:22:41,026 --> 00:22:42,456
When I was high,
528
00:22:42,461 --> 00:22:44,801
I could do everything I normally
could do just as well.
529
00:22:44,797 --> 00:22:47,227
I just realized it wasnt
worth the fucking effort, man.
530
00:22:47,233 --> 00:22:48,673
That was it.
[ Laughter ]
531
00:22:48,667 --> 00:22:51,437
Benson: People say pot smokers
are lazy. I disagree.
532
00:22:51,437 --> 00:22:53,307
Im a multitasking pot smoker.
533
00:22:53,305 --> 00:22:54,765
I was walking down the street,
534
00:22:54,773 --> 00:22:56,783
I was putting eye drops
in my eyes,
535
00:22:56,775 --> 00:22:58,505
I was talking on my cellphone,
536
00:22:58,510 --> 00:23:00,210
and I was getting hit by a car.
537
00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:03,122
[ Laughter ]
538
00:23:03,115 --> 00:23:06,815
All comedians, 9 out of 10,
seem to be potheads.
539
00:23:06,819 --> 00:23:09,349
Theres something about
the playfulness of marijuana,
540
00:23:09,355 --> 00:23:12,355
the thought process,
the giggle aspect,
541
00:23:12,358 --> 00:23:15,088
that is similar to
the comic mind, in a way.
542
00:23:15,094 --> 00:23:18,334
I like to have a puff of pot
when I get offstage
543
00:23:18,330 --> 00:23:22,600
because its just so hard
to come down after.
544
00:23:22,601 --> 00:23:24,071
[ Gruff, high‐pitched voice ]
And Im watching MTV,
545
00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:26,509
and the lead singer
from Motley Crue comes on,
546
00:23:26,505 --> 00:23:28,265
and he tells me
not to take drugs?
547
00:23:28,274 --> 00:23:31,284
[ Laughter ]
548
00:23:31,277 --> 00:23:32,837
Motley Crues idea
of a drug problem
549
00:23:32,845 --> 00:23:34,605
is not finding any after a gig.
550
00:23:34,613 --> 00:23:36,553
[ Laughter ]
551
00:23:36,548 --> 00:23:38,478
I did too many drugs,
is what Im saying.
552
00:23:38,484 --> 00:23:40,024
I did too many drugs.
553
00:23:40,019 --> 00:23:42,889
And when I say I did them,
I fuckin did them.
554
00:23:42,888 --> 00:23:45,518
I didnt "experiment" with them.
555
00:23:45,524 --> 00:23:47,164
You know, when people say,
"Oh, yeah,
556
00:23:47,159 --> 00:23:48,429
when I was in my late teens
and 20s,
557
00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:49,757
I experimented with drugs."
558
00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:51,832
No, you fuckin didnt.
Youre not a scientist.
559
00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:53,300
[ Laughter ]
560
00:23:53,299 --> 00:23:56,329
The desire to feel okay can
manifest itself in performance,
561
00:23:56,335 --> 00:23:58,995
it can manifest itself
in drugs and alcohol,
562
00:23:59,004 --> 00:24:01,644
it can manifest itself
in any number of behaviors,
563
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,680
but its not necessary to be
a drunk or a drug addict
564
00:24:04,677 --> 00:24:05,677
to be a good performer.
565
00:24:05,678 --> 00:24:07,178
Its not science
566
00:24:07,179 --> 00:24:08,879
to blow a dealer for crack!
567
00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:10,251
Thats not science!
568
00:24:10,249 --> 00:24:13,419
[ Laughter ]
569
00:24:13,419 --> 00:24:14,649
Thats art.
570
00:24:14,653 --> 00:24:16,793
[ Laughter and applause ]
571
00:24:16,789 --> 00:24:19,619
Gottfried: When theyll
talk about John Belushi
572
00:24:19,625 --> 00:24:22,525
or Chris Farley, theyll say,
573
00:24:22,528 --> 00:24:26,098
"Well, you know, there was
the great side of him,
574
00:24:26,098 --> 00:24:29,068
the side that would just
take his clothes off
575
00:24:29,068 --> 00:24:32,638
and hang off the ledge
of a building.
576
00:24:32,638 --> 00:24:34,708
That was the fun side.
577
00:24:34,707 --> 00:24:38,977
But then there was the bad
side ‐‐ the drugs and drinking,"
578
00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:44,078
and you go, "Hmm, maybe the two
have something in common here."
579
00:24:44,083 --> 00:24:46,923
[ Sighs ]
580
00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:50,019
Lewis: Im a drug addict
and an alcoholic.
581
00:24:50,022 --> 00:24:52,822
I didnt know for a while.
I was in denial for years.
582
00:24:52,825 --> 00:24:55,025
I said, "Im not an alcoholic.
Im not an alcoholic.
583
00:24:55,027 --> 00:24:57,627
Im not an alcoholic."
I was a mess.
584
00:24:57,629 --> 00:24:59,759
I didnt know what was going on.
585
00:24:59,765 --> 00:25:02,525
I think my dad and his friends
did more cocaine
586
00:25:02,534 --> 00:25:05,374
than was ever in
the movie "Scarface."
587
00:25:05,371 --> 00:25:07,141
That became the thing that,
588
00:25:07,139 --> 00:25:09,239
for a moment,
got rid of the pain.
589
00:25:09,241 --> 00:25:14,381
Until youre clean and youre
like, "Oh, Im just me."
590
00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:17,250
I did it so bad, dope dealers
tried not to sell me none.
591
00:25:17,249 --> 00:25:18,579
[ Laughter ]
592
00:25:18,584 --> 00:25:19,994
Now, thats doing it
where dope dealers just say,
593
00:25:19,985 --> 00:25:22,385
"Man, I aint gonna give you
no more of that shit.
594
00:25:22,388 --> 00:25:24,888
Im sorry, brother. I cant
see you do it to yourself."
595
00:25:24,890 --> 00:25:26,390
Now, thats ‐‐ Dope dealers
dont give a fuck
596
00:25:26,392 --> 00:25:28,062
about nothing, usually,
people think.
597
00:25:28,060 --> 00:25:31,200
These motherfuckers refused
to sell me cocaine.
598
00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:34,896
Said, "No, motherfucker,
youre killing yourself."
599
00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:37,040
What?
[ Laughter ]
600
00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:38,196
Williams:
Heres a little warning sign
601
00:25:38,203 --> 00:25:39,473
if you have a cocaine problem.
602
00:25:39,471 --> 00:25:42,471
If on your tax form,
it says $50,000 for snacks,
603
00:25:42,474 --> 00:25:43,644
mayday!
604
00:25:43,642 --> 00:25:45,642
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
605
00:25:45,644 --> 00:25:50,384
You got yourself a cocaine
problem, smartass! [ Laughing ]
606
00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:53,422
[ Screaming ]
607
00:25:53,419 --> 00:25:55,789
Maron: I met Sam when he was
about to become huge.
608
00:25:55,788 --> 00:25:58,588
He kind of took me under
his wing, to a degree.
609
00:25:58,590 --> 00:26:01,860
He neutered my ability to ‐‐
[ Laughing ]
610
00:26:01,860 --> 00:26:03,930
to function through drug use
611
00:26:03,929 --> 00:26:07,929
and draining me by making me
party with him for hours on end.
612
00:26:07,933 --> 00:26:10,373
So, Im trying to be like ‐‐ Im
trying to live up to the image,
613
00:26:10,369 --> 00:26:13,409
"Oh, get out of my way!
Watch me! Aah!"
614
00:26:13,405 --> 00:26:14,865
[ Sniffs deeply ]
615
00:26:14,873 --> 00:26:16,443
And I would sniff
all this shit up.
616
00:26:16,442 --> 00:26:18,112
About two minutes later,
Im walking around the party
617
00:26:18,110 --> 00:26:23,210
going...
618
00:26:23,215 --> 00:26:24,575
Hey, man.
619
00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:26,123
Hey, man, we got
any shoe polish
620
00:26:26,118 --> 00:26:27,818
or something I can drink
to slow this down?
621
00:26:27,820 --> 00:26:29,350
[ Laughter ]
622
00:26:29,354 --> 00:26:31,424
Listen, you guys keep partying.
Im gonna go ahead and lay down
623
00:26:31,423 --> 00:26:33,293
and beg God to live for a while,
all right?
624
00:26:33,292 --> 00:26:35,332
Oswalt:
Sometimes drugs and alcohol
625
00:26:35,327 --> 00:26:37,727
have led to
some amazing comedy ‐‐
626
00:26:37,729 --> 00:26:39,559
amazing music,
amazing literature,
627
00:26:39,565 --> 00:26:42,025
amazing sculpture and painting.
628
00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:43,704
But in the end,
629
00:26:43,702 --> 00:26:46,842
the drugs and alcohol
always beat art.
630
00:26:46,839 --> 00:26:49,009
Back up. Get back.
631
00:26:49,007 --> 00:26:52,777
Reporter: John Belushi
died today at 33 years old.
632
00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:56,508
Belushi died in a bungalow
at the Chateau Marmont Hotel
633
00:26:56,515 --> 00:26:57,475
in Hollywood.
634
00:26:57,483 --> 00:26:59,083
Sources have told
Eyewitness News
635
00:26:59,084 --> 00:27:00,624
that the nightstand
in Belushis bungalow
636
00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:02,849
contained what was described
to us as a fair amount
637
00:27:02,855 --> 00:27:04,985
of white powder,
believed to be cocaine.
638
00:27:04,990 --> 00:27:06,660
Zoglin: When you get to
that level of fame
639
00:27:06,658 --> 00:27:08,788
and youve got the money
and youve got a lot of enablers
640
00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:11,104
around you,
its easy to keep going
641
00:27:11,096 --> 00:27:13,526
and keep on
a self‐destructive path,
642
00:27:13,532 --> 00:27:15,172
and its hard to stop.
643
00:27:15,167 --> 00:27:17,637
The actor/comedian
Chris Farley was found dead
644
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,636
in a Chicago apartment today.
645
00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:21,008
Reporter:
Farley followed his idol
646
00:27:21,006 --> 00:27:22,636
John Belushis path of success,
647
00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:23,841
and along the way,
648
00:27:23,842 --> 00:27:26,852
friends say he succumbed
to the same excesses ‐‐
649
00:27:26,845 --> 00:27:29,005
food, alcohol, and drugs.
650
00:27:29,014 --> 00:27:31,124
When you have
that kind of brain ‐‐
651
00:27:31,116 --> 00:27:32,846
and I dont want to get
into the stuff ‐‐
652
00:27:32,851 --> 00:27:35,221
except that youre wired dark.
653
00:27:35,220 --> 00:27:38,320
You can go dark real fast.
654
00:27:38,323 --> 00:27:41,463
Rain:
Dad couldnt take it anymore,
and he wanted it to stop.
655
00:27:41,460 --> 00:27:43,760
He just was like,
"I want it to stop."
656
00:27:43,762 --> 00:27:46,062
Richard Pryor,
the comedian and writer,
657
00:27:46,064 --> 00:27:49,134
was badly burned in an accident
at his home
658
00:27:49,134 --> 00:27:50,904
in California last night.
659
00:27:50,903 --> 00:27:53,713
The burns cover
the upper half of his body.
660
00:27:53,705 --> 00:27:57,405
They are severe enough
to endanger his life.
661
00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:09,515
Finally, tonight, comedian
Richard Pryor is feeling better.
662
00:28:09,521 --> 00:28:11,921
Doctors at his Sherman Oaks,
California, hospital
663
00:28:11,924 --> 00:28:13,734
have taken him
off the critical list.
664
00:28:13,725 --> 00:28:16,455
Pryor is responding well
to skin‐graft treatments
665
00:28:16,461 --> 00:28:19,361
for burns he suffered
at his home three weeks ago.
666
00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:21,834
Nesteroff: Youve gone through
a tragedy, youre a comedian,
667
00:28:21,833 --> 00:28:25,243
youre gonna go up on stage
and talk about that tragedy.
668
00:28:25,237 --> 00:28:26,937
Thats what
the comic mind does.
669
00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:29,739
Youre compelled
to tell your experience.
670
00:28:29,741 --> 00:28:33,881
Im gonna tell yall the truth
tonight. Okay?
671
00:28:33,879 --> 00:28:35,909
[ Cheers and applause ]
672
00:28:35,914 --> 00:28:38,184
All right, now, all my friends
know this to be true,
673
00:28:38,183 --> 00:28:40,723
cause everybody
who knows me, usually,
674
00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:43,489
before I go to bed,
I have milk and cookies.
675
00:28:43,488 --> 00:28:47,328
[ Laughter ]
676
00:28:47,326 --> 00:28:51,026
And one night,
I had some low‐fat milk
677
00:28:51,029 --> 00:28:52,929
and some pasteurized,
678
00:28:52,931 --> 00:28:55,031
and I mixed them together,
679
00:28:55,033 --> 00:28:57,703
and I dipped my cookie,
and the shit blew up.
680
00:28:57,703 --> 00:28:59,573
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
681
00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:01,871
Rain: My dad wasnt afraid
to bear his pain.
682
00:29:01,873 --> 00:29:03,683
He made jokes about that
683
00:29:03,675 --> 00:29:05,075
because he knew
you were gonna do it,
684
00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:06,507
"so let me do it."
685
00:29:06,511 --> 00:29:09,681
You know, dad had
some steel balls, man.
686
00:29:09,681 --> 00:29:11,181
Well, Ill tell you
one thing, man.
687
00:29:11,183 --> 00:29:13,753
When that fire hits your ass,
688
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,922
that will sober
your ass up quick.
689
00:29:15,921 --> 00:29:19,161
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
690
00:29:19,157 --> 00:29:21,227
And you know
something I found out?
691
00:29:21,226 --> 00:29:24,426
When you on fire
and running down the street,
692
00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,499
people will get out
of your way.
693
00:29:26,498 --> 00:29:29,628
[ Laughter ]
694
00:29:29,635 --> 00:29:31,495
Except for one old drunk, right?
695
00:29:31,503 --> 00:29:33,743
Hes going, "Hey, buddy,
can I get a light?"
696
00:29:33,739 --> 00:29:35,369
[ Laughter ]
697
00:29:35,374 --> 00:29:39,644
"How bout just a little off
the sleeve, okay?"
698
00:29:39,645 --> 00:29:41,975
Maron: When Pryor did talk
about his personal life,
699
00:29:41,980 --> 00:29:43,480
its harrowing,
700
00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:45,852
and its funny because
of the courage of it.
701
00:29:45,851 --> 00:29:48,751
But does everyone relate
to setting yourself on fire
702
00:29:48,754 --> 00:29:52,794
with a pipe or shooting your car
so your wife cant leave in it?
703
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:57,601
You have to grow to accept that
people may be laughing with you,
704
00:29:57,596 --> 00:29:59,856
they might be laughing at you,
705
00:29:59,865 --> 00:30:02,395
or they might be laughing
cause theyre shocked.
706
00:30:02,401 --> 00:30:03,871
You know, if I hadnt
of done this,
707
00:30:03,869 --> 00:30:06,099
Id be in great despair now.
708
00:30:06,104 --> 00:30:08,374
But Ive done it, and its out
there for everybody to see.
709
00:30:08,373 --> 00:30:10,483
Regardless of what the reaction
is, its out there,
710
00:30:10,475 --> 00:30:13,545
and I did it,
and Im glad I did it.
711
00:30:13,545 --> 00:30:16,045
Lopez: If you want to put
someone on a pedestal
712
00:30:16,048 --> 00:30:19,148
that is unattainable
by anybody else,
713
00:30:19,151 --> 00:30:22,491
it has to be a guy who ran
a mile and a half on fire,
714
00:30:22,487 --> 00:30:26,257
who did coke, crashed cars,
715
00:30:26,258 --> 00:30:31,498
drank, and then took it to the
stage and made everyone laugh.
716
00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:33,526
This is incredible.
How do you get to the Met?
717
00:30:33,532 --> 00:30:35,502
Money.
Lots and lots of money.
718
00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:36,800
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
719
00:30:36,802 --> 00:30:39,502
Goddamn. I wonder if Pavarottis
at The Improv going,
720
00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:42,844
[ Italian accent ]
"Two Jews walk into a bar. Yes."
721
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:44,041
[ Laughter ]
For me, its therapy.
722
00:30:44,042 --> 00:30:47,482
Its another world for me.
Its so much.
723
00:30:47,479 --> 00:30:50,179
Its such a great release.
It was such freedom.
724
00:30:50,182 --> 00:30:52,522
Its wonderful, its great.
Its a whole other world.
725
00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:54,217
Now, this is when I knew
I was in a bad neighborhood.
726
00:30:54,219 --> 00:30:56,389
You only see this
in the worst neighborhoods.
727
00:30:56,388 --> 00:30:58,218
Remember,
its 3:00 in the morning.
728
00:30:58,223 --> 00:31:00,663
There was a fuckin baby
standing on the corner.
729
00:31:00,659 --> 00:31:03,599
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
730
00:31:03,595 --> 00:31:07,595
When Im onstage,
I get real happy up there.
731
00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:10,999
Like, maybe thats
the only time in my adult life
732
00:31:11,002 --> 00:31:13,402
that I feel like myself.
733
00:31:13,405 --> 00:31:16,205
Youre standing up there...
You know what I mean?
734
00:31:16,208 --> 00:31:19,138
...like a gladiator,
and them lights is on you,
735
00:31:19,144 --> 00:31:20,654
and you look down,
736
00:31:20,645 --> 00:31:21,775
and everyones looking up
at you like...
737
00:31:21,780 --> 00:31:23,410
[ Laughter ]
738
00:31:23,415 --> 00:31:26,145
Doing comedy,
its needing to express,
739
00:31:26,151 --> 00:31:28,151
needing to expose yourself.
740
00:31:28,153 --> 00:31:30,993
Sometimes I find myself
telling audiences
741
00:31:30,989 --> 00:31:32,859
my deepest, darkest secrets.
742
00:31:32,858 --> 00:31:35,358
You know, its this odd
confessional.
743
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:39,530
When I moved to L. A.,
I had an eyebrow, and...
744
00:31:39,531 --> 00:31:41,201
[ Laughter ]
745
00:31:41,199 --> 00:31:42,729
...my roommate
at the time was like,
746
00:31:42,734 --> 00:31:45,744
"Hey, lets go
make this into two."
747
00:31:45,737 --> 00:31:47,967
And so I went
to her waxing lady.
748
00:31:47,973 --> 00:31:50,243
Id never been to, like,
a waxing lady,
749
00:31:50,242 --> 00:31:51,482
and the lady called me in,
750
00:31:51,476 --> 00:31:53,576
and Im, like,
following her into her room,
751
00:31:53,578 --> 00:31:55,308
and she turns around,
and she goes,
752
00:31:55,313 --> 00:31:57,323
"What are we doing today?
Just the mustache?"
753
00:31:57,315 --> 00:31:58,845
[ Laughter ]
754
00:31:58,850 --> 00:32:03,520
I did have OCD. I had difficulty
making eye contact with people
755
00:32:03,522 --> 00:32:07,092
for ‐‐ about until
the age of 32.
756
00:32:07,092 --> 00:32:09,392
And so stand‐up was so great
757
00:32:09,394 --> 00:32:11,434
for a way to connect with people
758
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:14,500
that felt very safe.
759
00:32:14,499 --> 00:32:15,769
I was a bit of a dark kid.
760
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:18,237
I would occasionally stage
my own death for fun.
761
00:32:18,236 --> 00:32:19,536
[ Laughter ]
762
00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:21,868
"Mother, Ive taken
a whole bottle of pills."
763
00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:24,443
"Oh, my God.
What did you take?"
764
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:26,543
"Tums."
[ Laughter ]
765
00:32:26,545 --> 00:32:28,845
"Maria, those are
your fathers."
766
00:32:28,847 --> 00:32:30,977
"What, Mother?
I cant hear you.
767
00:32:30,982 --> 00:32:34,052
The calcium is coursing
through my veins."
768
00:32:34,052 --> 00:32:34,992
[ Laughter ]
769
00:32:34,986 --> 00:32:36,616
From the very beginning,
770
00:32:36,621 --> 00:32:39,891
I was going up there to find
myself and to be myself.
771
00:32:39,891 --> 00:32:41,331
But when I went through
a divorce,
772
00:32:41,326 --> 00:32:43,386
when I was separated,
I went onstage,
773
00:32:43,395 --> 00:32:44,855
and I started
working through it.
774
00:32:44,863 --> 00:32:45,933
And I dont know
if it was funny.
775
00:32:45,931 --> 00:32:47,701
It was profoundly uncomfortable.
776
00:32:47,699 --> 00:32:49,869
I am a panicky, angry man.
777
00:32:49,868 --> 00:32:51,298
[ Laughter ]
778
00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:54,413
I make calls like this ‐‐
"Dude, Im losing my mind!
779
00:32:54,406 --> 00:32:55,866
No, Im having
a breakdown or something!
780
00:32:55,874 --> 00:32:57,314
Im serious ‐‐
Oh, youre tired?
781
00:32:57,309 --> 00:32:58,979
All right, take the day off.
Ill call the other guy."
782
00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:03,677
[ Laughter and applause ]
783
00:33:03,682 --> 00:33:06,422
"Dude, Im losing my mind!
No, for re‐‐ No, no, no!
784
00:33:06,418 --> 00:33:07,888
Its your day. Its your day."
785
00:33:07,886 --> 00:33:09,246
[ Laughter ]
786
00:33:09,254 --> 00:33:13,094
"So make me feel better,
friend‐o. Do it."
787
00:33:13,091 --> 00:33:14,561
You know, I take great pride
788
00:33:14,559 --> 00:33:18,059
in not ever repeating a problem
on any special,
789
00:33:18,063 --> 00:33:19,803
so, um...
790
00:33:19,798 --> 00:33:21,898
All right, if youll
permit me, uh...
791
00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:23,670
[ Laughter ]
792
00:33:23,668 --> 00:33:24,968
Woman: Damn.
793
00:33:24,970 --> 00:33:28,210
My feelings were so deeply hurt
in many ways that,
794
00:33:28,206 --> 00:33:30,236
if I couldnt
get it out with comedy,
795
00:33:30,242 --> 00:33:32,542
it was a waste of time.
796
00:33:32,544 --> 00:33:35,554
Ahh. You know, basically,
797
00:33:35,547 --> 00:33:39,917
what I really feel
I got from my family
798
00:33:39,918 --> 00:33:41,318
is low self‐esteem,
799
00:33:41,319 --> 00:33:43,449
which, uh ‐‐ it runs deep.
800
00:33:43,455 --> 00:33:44,985
It started with
my grandparents.
801
00:33:44,990 --> 00:33:46,890
They lived in this condo
in Florida ‐‐
802
00:33:46,892 --> 00:33:48,962
Death Wish Village,
which they...
803
00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:50,930
[ Laughter ]
804
00:33:50,929 --> 00:33:55,499
Laughs are a great
healer of pain.
805
00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:59,700
But the laugh is over,
and theres the pain again.
806
00:34:03,675 --> 00:34:05,005
Reporter:
Comedian Robin Williams
807
00:34:05,010 --> 00:34:06,280
was found dead this morning
808
00:34:06,278 --> 00:34:08,378
inside his Northern California
home.
809
00:34:08,380 --> 00:34:10,010
His publicist says,
as of late,
810
00:34:10,015 --> 00:34:12,445
Williams had been battling
severe depression.
811
00:34:12,450 --> 00:34:14,750
He was 63 years old.
812
00:34:16,821 --> 00:34:18,721
Maron: Theres no more
painful realization
813
00:34:18,723 --> 00:34:23,433
that the other side
of whatever comic genius is,
814
00:34:23,428 --> 00:34:25,158
it is sometimes this,
815
00:34:25,163 --> 00:34:28,433
that with that sensitivity,
that with that love,
816
00:34:28,433 --> 00:34:30,743
that with that mental agility
817
00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:33,095
comes a heart too heavy to live,
818
00:34:33,104 --> 00:34:37,044
a heart that becomes so heavy
819
00:34:37,042 --> 00:34:39,982
that it chooses not to go on.
820
00:34:39,978 --> 00:34:41,278
Its horribly sad.
821
00:34:41,279 --> 00:34:42,879
Whoo!
822
00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:44,721
Goldthwait: He beat depression.
823
00:34:44,716 --> 00:34:47,546
Cause thats what comics do ‐‐
we beat depression.
824
00:34:47,552 --> 00:34:50,322
But he had a disease
called Lewy Body Dementia.
825
00:34:50,322 --> 00:34:53,832
His dementia is why
I firmly believe
826
00:34:53,825 --> 00:34:57,725
the events happened
the way they did.
827
00:34:57,729 --> 00:35:00,829
Him taking his life
was not just a reaction
828
00:35:00,832 --> 00:35:05,872
to having that disease.
I feel it was because of it.
829
00:35:05,870 --> 00:35:08,040
It was misinformation
that his own brain ‐‐
830
00:35:08,039 --> 00:35:09,709
his brain was attacking himself.
831
00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:11,608
Theres a phrase youve used
on a number of occasions
832
00:35:11,610 --> 00:35:12,380
to make us understand you.
833
00:35:12,377 --> 00:35:13,407
Williams: Mm‐hmm.
834
00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:17,481
And that phrase
is legalized insanity.
835
00:35:17,482 --> 00:35:18,782
Yes.
836
00:35:18,783 --> 00:35:21,493
Not that we need
to ask now...
837
00:35:21,486 --> 00:35:23,146
[ Laughter ]
838
00:35:23,154 --> 00:35:24,764
Yes.
839
00:35:24,756 --> 00:35:26,456
It may be superfluous,
but...
840
00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:29,288
[ Laughter ]
841
00:35:29,294 --> 00:35:31,604
...what is legalized
insanity?
842
00:35:31,596 --> 00:35:33,596
Well...
843
00:35:33,598 --> 00:35:36,468
[ Laughter ]
844
00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:38,068
The idea of just
trying the things
845
00:35:38,069 --> 00:35:39,739
that other people
wouldnt do.
846
00:35:39,738 --> 00:35:42,408
Robin was so close to the source
of where the thought
847
00:35:42,407 --> 00:35:44,377
was coming from ‐‐
Like dogs, you know?
848
00:35:44,376 --> 00:35:46,836
Its like, "What? Huh? What?"
It was just brilliant.
849
00:35:46,845 --> 00:35:48,905
Heres the line,
and Im going, "Hee‐hee!"
850
00:35:48,913 --> 00:35:52,783
[ Laughter ]
851
00:35:52,784 --> 00:35:54,154
You know?
852
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:54,992
That kind of helps,
I think...
853
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:56,116
Yeah.
854
00:35:56,121 --> 00:35:57,721
...just to push
the boundaries a little bit.
855
00:35:57,722 --> 00:35:59,122
Yeah. Um...
856
00:35:59,124 --> 00:36:02,534
[ Laughter ]
857
00:36:02,527 --> 00:36:03,857
This is so much fun.
858
00:36:03,862 --> 00:36:06,332
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
859
00:36:06,331 --> 00:36:07,571
I agree with you.
860
00:36:07,565 --> 00:36:14,705
This is nice.
861
00:36:14,706 --> 00:36:17,806
[ Indistinct conversations ]
862
00:36:28,219 --> 00:36:31,019
Zoglin: The comic
is a personal confessor,
863
00:36:31,022 --> 00:36:33,932
exposing himself
in all sorts of ways.
864
00:36:33,925 --> 00:36:38,125
They help us process
the sensitive subjects.
865
00:36:38,129 --> 00:36:40,459
Stand‐up comedians
are really important.
866
00:36:40,465 --> 00:36:45,495
"Okay. Okay. So, you have,
like, psychological problems."
867
00:36:45,503 --> 00:36:46,673
[ Laughter ]
868
00:36:46,671 --> 00:36:48,441
Yeah, I probably need
to see a therapist.
869
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:50,910
"Okay.
So, its not something
870
00:36:50,909 --> 00:36:53,379
you can talk about
with your friends?"
871
00:36:53,378 --> 00:36:54,908
Well, I talk about it,
but theyre like,
872
00:36:54,913 --> 00:36:56,413
"Why cant you
come out tonight?"
873
00:36:56,414 --> 00:36:57,984
I say, "Cause Im filthy."
They say, "Take a shower."
874
00:36:57,982 --> 00:36:59,952
I say, "No, its on the inside!"
875
00:36:59,951 --> 00:37:01,291
[ Laughter ]
876
00:37:01,286 --> 00:37:03,046
Im all about talking
about everything.
877
00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:05,624
And it helps me feel
that usefulness
878
00:37:05,623 --> 00:37:08,833
that maybe I can tell somebody,
879
00:37:08,827 --> 00:37:10,797
"Youre not alone,
and there is help,
880
00:37:10,795 --> 00:37:12,995
and you dont have to suffer
from this anymore."
881
00:37:12,997 --> 00:37:14,127
"Well, I dont get it.
882
00:37:14,132 --> 00:37:15,472
Apparently,
shes supposed to be funny.
883
00:37:15,467 --> 00:37:17,367
I just think
she is schizophrenic."
884
00:37:17,368 --> 00:37:18,798
[ Chuckles ]
885
00:37:18,803 --> 00:37:21,043
Well, clearly, that is
not my mental illness.
886
00:37:21,039 --> 00:37:23,209
Um, schizophrenia is, of course,
887
00:37:23,208 --> 00:37:25,978
hearing voices,
not doing voices.
888
00:37:25,977 --> 00:37:27,747
[ Laughter ]
Now, if youll excuse me,
889
00:37:27,746 --> 00:37:29,646
I have to get back
to La Quinta,
890
00:37:29,647 --> 00:37:33,047
because I have faces to make
in the bathroom mirror.
891
00:37:33,051 --> 00:37:35,821
Whoom.
Whoom.
892
00:37:35,820 --> 00:37:39,920
Being onstage, I found out,
slowly but surely,
893
00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:41,994
that I wasnt crazy
and always wrong,
894
00:37:41,993 --> 00:37:45,303
that I was having the same fears
and trepidations
895
00:37:45,296 --> 00:37:48,066
and insecurities as most people.
896
00:37:48,066 --> 00:37:49,966
17 years of therapy ‐‐
what has it done to me?
897
00:37:49,968 --> 00:37:52,538
Nothing. I masturbate to ‐‐
I dont know ‐‐
898
00:37:52,537 --> 00:37:54,767
to less destructive
women, quite frankly.
899
00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:56,613
[ Laughter ]
900
00:37:56,608 --> 00:38:00,478
When I finally,
22 years ago, admitted,
901
00:38:00,478 --> 00:38:02,208
"Hi, Im Richard.
Im an alcoholic,"
902
00:38:02,213 --> 00:38:04,553
my comedy was freed up.
903
00:38:04,549 --> 00:38:05,779
I mean, I was doing well.
904
00:38:05,784 --> 00:38:09,024
I was doing specials
and Carnegie Hall
905
00:38:09,020 --> 00:38:11,990
and getting nominated
for this and that,
906
00:38:11,990 --> 00:38:14,430
but I still
wasnt me yet, you know?
907
00:38:14,425 --> 00:38:17,795
Once I said,
"Im a drug addict," whoa, man!
908
00:38:17,796 --> 00:38:20,626
I just felt, like, great.
909
00:38:20,632 --> 00:38:22,002
To be honest with you, really,
910
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:23,030
in the day and age
we live in now,
911
00:38:23,034 --> 00:38:24,244
if someone comes up
to you and says,
912
00:38:24,235 --> 00:38:25,765
"I think you might be
clinically depressed,"
913
00:38:25,770 --> 00:38:29,770
the proper response is,
"Thank you. Thank you very much.
914
00:38:29,774 --> 00:38:31,184
That means Im awake."
915
00:38:31,176 --> 00:38:34,876
[ Cheers and applause ]
916
00:38:34,879 --> 00:38:38,619
I thought that stand‐up comics
had some higher purpose,
917
00:38:38,616 --> 00:38:40,176
and I was trying
to work through things,
918
00:38:40,185 --> 00:38:41,685
and I was trying
to find some truths
919
00:38:41,686 --> 00:38:44,386
and frame them in a way
that would be new
920
00:38:44,389 --> 00:38:46,559
and exciting for me
and then for the audience,
921
00:38:46,558 --> 00:38:48,688
that wed be moving
through that stuff together.
922
00:38:48,693 --> 00:38:51,703
Once, when I was
at lifes lowest ebb,
923
00:38:51,696 --> 00:38:54,926
and I felt like no one would
ever love or accept me,
924
00:38:54,933 --> 00:38:56,773
I thought Id kill myself.
925
00:38:56,768 --> 00:38:59,898
And I checked in to a motel room
in the middle of nowhere,
926
00:38:59,904 --> 00:39:01,614
and I was lying there
in the dark,
927
00:39:01,606 --> 00:39:04,176
when all of a sudden,
there was a warm glow of light.
928
00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:07,645
And I looked up and Christ
was standing over me like this.
929
00:39:07,645 --> 00:39:10,405
And I looked up at him,
and he looked down at me,
930
00:39:10,415 --> 00:39:12,545
and finally, he spoke,
and said,
931
00:39:12,550 --> 00:39:14,590
"Gilbert, am I fat?"
932
00:39:14,586 --> 00:39:15,686
[ Laughter ]
933
00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:18,657
I always think
of those two masks ‐‐
934
00:39:18,656 --> 00:39:21,626
the comedy mask
and the tragedy mask ‐‐
935
00:39:21,626 --> 00:39:23,086
they go together.
936
00:39:23,094 --> 00:39:26,964
So if something terrible
has happened to you,
937
00:39:26,965 --> 00:39:29,795
comedy is not gonna
kill tragedy,
938
00:39:29,801 --> 00:39:33,871
but itll get it to lose
its grip for a while.
939
00:39:33,872 --> 00:39:38,712
I started reducing my Prozac,
day by day,
940
00:39:38,710 --> 00:39:40,580
trying to wean myself off of it.
941
00:39:40,578 --> 00:39:42,508
Then, a month with no Prozac,
oh.
942
00:39:42,513 --> 00:39:46,053
My depression was
like a happy puppy
943
00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,920
just running through my body.
944
00:39:47,919 --> 00:39:49,889
I actually felt bad about
945
00:39:49,888 --> 00:39:51,688
going back on the Prozac,
cause I felt like,
946
00:39:51,689 --> 00:39:53,689
"Oh, I havent taken him
to the park in a while."
947
00:39:53,691 --> 00:39:56,761
Like, I wanted to give him
a couple of days just to,
948
00:39:56,761 --> 00:39:58,631
"Put your bathrobe
for eight days straight!"
949
00:39:58,630 --> 00:40:04,300
Okay, Depression. I know
I havent done this in a while.
950
00:40:04,302 --> 00:40:06,642
Does this feel better?
951
00:40:06,638 --> 00:40:08,508
"Watch Princess Bride
11 times in a row!"
952
00:40:08,506 --> 00:40:11,936
Okay. Lets watch
"The Princess Bride"
953
00:40:11,943 --> 00:40:13,213
11 times in a row.
954
00:40:13,211 --> 00:40:14,781
[ Laughter, cheers, applause ]
955
00:40:14,779 --> 00:40:18,279
Oh, Depression, this is
the best day youve ever had.
956
00:40:18,283 --> 00:40:19,653
[ Laughter ]
957
00:40:19,651 --> 00:40:21,851
Either in small or big ways,
comedy has kept someone
958
00:40:21,853 --> 00:40:25,623
out of depression or suicide
or helped them cope with a loss,
959
00:40:25,623 --> 00:40:27,193
and you remember that.
960
00:40:27,191 --> 00:40:29,391
If you can talk about
something openly
961
00:40:29,394 --> 00:40:31,334
and you find the right way
to do it,
962
00:40:31,329 --> 00:40:35,569
it takes away all of its power,
and thats really beautiful.
963
00:40:35,566 --> 00:40:37,866
Williams: I find comics to be
pretty honest people,
964
00:40:37,869 --> 00:40:41,369
in terms of looking at stuff
from both sides or all sides
965
00:40:41,372 --> 00:40:43,842
and presenting you with, like,
"Here it is."
966
00:40:43,841 --> 00:40:45,341
In the process
of looking for comedy,
967
00:40:45,343 --> 00:40:46,943
you have to be deeply honest,
968
00:40:46,945 --> 00:40:48,905
and in doing that,
youll find out,
969
00:40:48,913 --> 00:40:50,923
"Heres the other side."
970
00:40:50,915 --> 00:40:54,385
Youll be looking under the rock
occasionally for the laughter.
971
00:40:54,385 --> 00:40:59,385
Being a comedian who lives on
making fun of everything
972
00:40:59,390 --> 00:41:01,430
around him, the ridiculousness
of everything,
973
00:41:01,426 --> 00:41:04,226
to come through something
horrendous and to be alive,
974
00:41:04,228 --> 00:41:05,828
you got to have
a sense of humor.
975
00:41:05,830 --> 00:41:07,300
If you dont, you go mad.
976
00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:09,168
Goldthwait: Stand‐up comedians
should be out there
977
00:41:09,167 --> 00:41:11,237
pointing out the flaws,
978
00:41:11,235 --> 00:41:13,335
basically saying to people,
979
00:41:13,338 --> 00:41:15,208
"Hey, does this look
right to you?"
980
00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:16,906
You know, "This is weird."
981
00:41:16,908 --> 00:41:21,278
Ill hear somebodys
metaphorical interpretation
982
00:41:21,279 --> 00:41:24,519
of an idea in a new way,
and my brain lights up,
983
00:41:24,515 --> 00:41:26,445
but Im like [gasps]
"Oh, I love it!"
984
00:41:26,451 --> 00:41:27,791
You know,
it just feels so good.
985
00:41:27,785 --> 00:41:29,785
And the relief of laughing
together
986
00:41:29,787 --> 00:41:32,787
and the victory of a good joke,
987
00:41:32,790 --> 00:41:34,460
were all responsible
for the win.
988
00:41:34,459 --> 00:41:36,789
[ Laughs ] Its a team sport.
989
00:41:36,794 --> 00:41:39,264
[ Cheers and applause ]
990
00:41:39,263 --> 00:41:45,103
The mind of a stand‐up comedian
is a scary, scary place.
991
00:41:45,103 --> 00:41:46,443
No, a mind of
a stand‐up comedian ‐‐
992
00:41:46,437 --> 00:41:47,767
its really sweet of you
993
00:41:47,772 --> 00:41:50,272
to imply that theres thought
behind what we do.
994
00:41:50,274 --> 00:41:52,244
What kind of person
chooses to do that?
995
00:41:52,243 --> 00:41:54,283
A pretty independent person,
996
00:41:54,278 --> 00:41:58,378
somebody who doesnt like,
maybe, having bosses.
997
00:41:58,383 --> 00:42:01,423
Im sorry. Did I say comedians
were a little narcissistic?
998
00:42:01,419 --> 00:42:03,519
Theyre a lot narcissistic.
999
00:42:03,521 --> 00:42:05,091
Well be right back.
1000
00:42:05,089 --> 00:42:07,789
Theres nothing else
that we can do.
1001
00:42:07,792 --> 00:42:09,362
Theres no
other skills.
1002
00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:10,760
So its either
that or nothing.
1003
00:42:10,762 --> 00:42:12,202
By the way,
I like documentaries.
1004
00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:14,366
I just dont like being
in documentaries.
1005
00:42:14,365 --> 00:42:17,795
Dont confuse the two.
[ Chuckles ]
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