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- Previously on "You"...
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- I love our little routine.
- [moans]
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- Always the same,
but never stale.
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Your father was
never consistent,
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and you're still healing
from that with my help.
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And guess what.
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Now that I've made
our morning sacred,
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you're actually writing.
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One day,
I'll tell you about Candace.
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She broke my heart.
- [laughs]
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- But you are good.
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You make cheating
a distant memory.
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Peach is taking you
out of town.
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I need to save you.
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[tires screeching, crash]
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- License and registration.
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- Sorry, Spencer Hewitt.
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- Dispatch to Nico,
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car's registered
to an Ivan Mooney.
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- Kicked Ron out.
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You're right,
people don't change.
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- Peach has it out for me.
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If I just keep being
the perfect boyfriend,
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you'll realize that life
is so much healthier
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away from this toxicity.
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- You have issues, okay?
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Don't make your desperate,
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unending need for attention
about me.
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- It's freeing in a way
to know for certain
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what I have to do
to protect you.
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- Anyone here?
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- I would do anything for you.
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[both grunting]
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♪
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[gunshot]
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I'm not a bad person.
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She was going to ruin you.
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You're safe now, next to me.
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♪
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[soft, dramatic music]
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That first perfect month--
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we'd been to hell and back,
we'd done the hard work,
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and we were closer than ever,
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we were living the dream.
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Couldn't keep our hands
off each other,
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couldn't keep anything
off each other.
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I was ready to wait it out
during the grief period,
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no matter what
that looked like.
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But it only brought us
closer together.
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That month after
the funeral was--
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it was intimate.
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Real.
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Just made us more.
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- No doubt,
awash with champagne...
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- But then, over the next
few weeks...
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[uneasy electronic music]
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Something happened.
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♪
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- Falafel.
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- Couldn't tell you
the exact moment
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things went wrong between us.
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But, uh,
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wrong they have gone.
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- So that's why
you're here in therapy, to...
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find out why your relationship
went south?
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- Oh, it didn't just go south.
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It's over.
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And I wanna know why.
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[foreboding music]
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♪
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- Listen, here's the deal.
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Don't think of this as
an office or me as a shrink.
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We're just two dudes,
you know, shooting the shit.
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Why don't we start...
[recorder beeps]
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When things were good
with you two?
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- Hmm, my first kiss?
Good question.
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I was 14, and I was going out
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with this, um, boy Matt.
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- You know, we told each other
all the good stuff.
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- He was so sweet,
and we went to see, um,
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"Hitch" together...
[laughs]
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And I was waiting for him
to make the move.
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- Waiting--so, what,
that was your first kiss?
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- No, it was two nights later
on a school camping trip,
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in a tent in the rain,
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with his best friend, Chad.
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- Oh, Chad.
- I know.
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- Chad.
- I know.
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[laughs] I mean, but Chad,
he just--he went for it,
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and I've always had trouble
with that kind of thing,
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the whole good guy
versus bad boy bit.
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Don't look at me that way.
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Trust me,
I wish I could have a redo.
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I still feel like
a hootsie for it.
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- A hootsie?
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That should totally be a word.
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- [laughs]
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No real words?
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- Only fake ones.
- [laughs]
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- Punklassical.
- Photobomb.
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Ravey.
- We connected on every level.
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It doesn't get any better.
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- Everythingship.
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I love that.
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It's like our word.
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Everythingship.
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And now...
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- A meeting of the minds,
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bodies, and souls.
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[mellow pop music]
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Okay, Beck, ready?
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[door creaks]
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♪
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- Wha...
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[laughs]
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It can't be.
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Are we redoing my first kiss?
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- We're redoing
your first kiss.
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- Wow.
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I'm finally gonna kiss
the right guy.
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- It was an everythingship,
it really was.
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We were in a really
healthy place.
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I mean, I'd even stopped
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relying on the, you know, like, these certain crutches.
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- Crutches?
- Yeah.
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Checking social media,
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sneaking a peek at a locked screen and--
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it was time to stop
'cause we were real.
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I just needed to--
- Trust?
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- Sure.
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I'll see you after work.
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- Yeah, about that.
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I may have gotten fired
from the yoga studio.
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- May have?
- Oh...
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I got fired.
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Apparently I fell asleep
leading Savasana.
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- [snickers]
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- It's fine.
I can find another job.
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I can...
- Come work at Mooney's.
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I know, I know. Big step.
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- Joe.
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- Come on, it's perfect.
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Flexible hours,
you have time to write.
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I wanna help.
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- I can't ask that of you.
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- Well, you're not asking,
I'm offering.
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But big steps feel right
in an everythingship.
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- Yeah, yeah, I get that.
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Oh, don't worry about this.
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I'm in early stages
of asymptomatic glaucoma,
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so I got a prescription.
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I swear, this makes me
such a better listener.
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They should do a study.
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[mysterious music]
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[inhaling]
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[exhaling]
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[sighs]
So what happened next?
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- Ooh, hey, Ethan?
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Do you mind taking
a picture of us?
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♪
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- [sighs]
Uh, I'm sorry,
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I think I just need
to sit down.
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I, um, pre-gamed
the new Safran Foer
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by reading "Eating Animals,"
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and I'm test driving
veganism now,
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and I'm just feeling
a little faint.
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both: Oh.
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- [laughs]
Of course.
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[shutter clicks]
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- You two are
absolutely adorable,
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and I am a lonely
vegan island.
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- Someone needs a burger.
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- Or somewhere to put his meat.
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- Oh.
- Okay, that was bad.
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I meant it sympathetically.
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[gentle string music]
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- We have a hashtag now?
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- Too much?
- It's perfect.
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What happened next
was we were doing great.
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It was safe to open up
about the very hardest things.
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- You know, uh,
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Peach went on a date
with JSF in high school.
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- I thought that grief
was really the last frontier.
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- Apparently,
he ate pork belly.
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Very scandalous.
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And Peach always said th--
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um...
[laughs]
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- You can talk about her,
you know.
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- Yeah, I know.
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- You haven't mentioned her
since the funeral.
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It's been over a month.
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And we were at that
frontier together.
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- Actually, I think I--
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I'd rather save it for therapy,
if that's okay.
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[foreboding music]
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- Therapy?
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Except, it turns out,
we weren't.
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- Yeah, I--I used to go
about a year ago,
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but I stopped,
but then after Peach,
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I thought it was worth it
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to go for a bit.
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I mean, honestly,
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Dr. Nicky's been really helpful
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dealing with my grief.
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I think we need more stars.
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They're in your office, right?
- Yeah.
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♪
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Don't get me wrong...
[stammers]
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There's nothing wrong
with going to therapy,
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it's just,
it's a bit troubling
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when your partner
hides something from you.
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Don't you agree, Dr. Nicky?
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- I hear you, Paul.
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Not cool.
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- Forgive me, Beck,
but for the purposes
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of this session
with your therapist,
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you are Renaldo...
- [echoing speech]
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- Tall, dark, and man-bunned
backup dancer for Beyoncé,
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and I, Paul,
well, I manage a bar.
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Every asshole in this city
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has the same
not-so-special problems.
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It won't be hard
to hide who I am.
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- You two seem
pretty copacetic,
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sort of, uh...
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things were Ross and Rachel
with you and Renaldo.
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- Yeah.
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I guess they--they were,
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until they weren't.
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See, I thought
I'd eliminated all
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the obstacles between us--
Beck, Benji, Peach--
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but now another
has reared its head,
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and he's sitting
right in front of me.
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- All right, Paul,
let's keep digging into this.
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All right, tell me,
when did you see
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the first cracks
with Renaldo?
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[soft, dramatic music]
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- Well, having Renaldo
at work was amazing,
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but it did force me
to confront some slightly
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careless aspects
of his personality.
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♪
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I tried to cut him
some slack--
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you know, new job--
and somewhere in there,
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he's still grieving, right?
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- [clears throat]
- Hey.
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- We need to talk.
- About what?
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- Look, this is uncomfortable,
she's your girlfriend,
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and lord knows I'm not
one to criticize,
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but Becky's terrible, Joe.
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Okay? She's always late,
she leaves the register open,
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she doesn't know
how to organize by genre.
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Just this morning,
she chewed out
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a 14-year-old for buying
"American Tragedy" for school
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because she hates Dreiser.
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Everyone hates Dreiser.
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But this is a bookstore, okay?
We're trying to sell books.
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And I hear you, buddy.
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You're caught up hard
in the Tilt-A-Whirl of punani,
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and that is something
I struggle with every day.
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But here's the thing, brother.
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Shitting where you eat
just leads to confusion
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and E. coli.
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00:10:26,190 --> 00:10:29,324
So I'm gonna let you ruminate
on that for a little bit.
263
00:10:30,455 --> 00:10:32,893
- Yeah, well,
we were a little imperfect.
264
00:10:32,936 --> 00:10:34,895
[phone rings]
265
00:10:34,938 --> 00:10:36,940
But I still thought
we were in great shape,
266
00:10:36,984 --> 00:10:38,899
if that was the worst
of our problems.
267
00:10:38,942 --> 00:10:42,772
[tense music]
268
00:10:42,816 --> 00:10:46,558
[coughs, clears throat]
269
00:10:46,602 --> 00:10:48,430
Mooney's, rare and used.
270
00:10:48,473 --> 00:10:50,824
- This is Officer Nico,
Greenwich Sheriff's Department.
271
00:10:50,867 --> 00:10:53,870
I'm looking for
a Mr. Ivan Mooney.
272
00:10:53,914 --> 00:10:55,567
- Speaking.
273
00:10:55,611 --> 00:10:57,569
- Calling about a Buick
registered to your name.
274
00:10:57,613 --> 00:11:00,442
- Yeah, I gave that car
to my nephew, Spencer.
275
00:11:00,485 --> 00:11:01,922
Is he in trouble?
276
00:11:01,965 --> 00:11:03,880
- [laughs softly] No.
277
00:11:03,924 --> 00:11:06,840
I was just calling about
a little fender bender he had.
278
00:11:06,883 --> 00:11:08,972
It was nothing.
Have a nice day.
279
00:11:09,016 --> 00:11:10,974
[tense music]
280
00:11:11,018 --> 00:11:12,846
♪
281
00:11:12,889 --> 00:11:14,543
- That was too close.
282
00:11:14,586 --> 00:11:17,285
♪
283
00:11:17,328 --> 00:11:20,810
I just saw my job as keeping
the outside world away
284
00:11:20,854 --> 00:11:22,116
so Renaldo could heal.
285
00:11:22,159 --> 00:11:25,728
Hey, Ethan said
you were late again today.
286
00:11:25,772 --> 00:11:27,861
- Yeah, I know. Sorry.
287
00:11:27,904 --> 00:11:31,560
- It was hard to find a line
between boss and boyfriend,
288
00:11:31,603 --> 00:11:33,780
between supporting
and enabling.
289
00:11:33,823 --> 00:11:36,870
- But you did say
the hours were flexible
290
00:11:36,913 --> 00:11:38,393
and that I'd have
time to write.
291
00:11:38,436 --> 00:11:41,744
- I did,
but you haven't been writing.
292
00:11:41,788 --> 00:11:44,704
- Thinking about writing
is a part of the process.
293
00:11:46,531 --> 00:11:48,533
Okay, that sounded
like bullshit,
294
00:11:48,577 --> 00:11:51,406
even as I said it.
295
00:11:51,449 --> 00:11:52,886
I'm sorry.
296
00:11:52,929 --> 00:11:55,236
The truth is...
297
00:11:55,279 --> 00:11:58,805
I've been having really
vivid dreams about Peach.
298
00:12:00,807 --> 00:12:02,373
- I'm sorry about that.
299
00:12:02,417 --> 00:12:05,159
- It's not your fault,
it's just...
300
00:12:05,202 --> 00:12:08,858
her face, it's...fading,
301
00:12:08,902 --> 00:12:13,733
and I didn't think
that would happen so fast.
302
00:12:13,776 --> 00:12:15,865
But she comes at night, so,
303
00:12:15,909 --> 00:12:20,522
now I am too tired to write
and falling behind at school,
304
00:12:20,565 --> 00:12:24,526
and now I'm failing you
by being bad at this job.
305
00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:26,963
- I couldn't tell if I was
helping; I thought I was.
306
00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:29,444
- It's pathetic--
the only good thing
307
00:12:29,487 --> 00:12:31,751
in my life right now
is therapy.
308
00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:34,188
- That's the only good thing?
309
00:12:34,231 --> 00:12:36,712
- Joe, don't be like that.
310
00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:38,496
- Or I was totally wrong,
and there were
311
00:12:38,540 --> 00:12:41,412
dark forces at work
I wasn't privy to.
312
00:12:41,456 --> 00:12:43,240
[loud knocking]
- Claudia!
313
00:12:43,284 --> 00:12:45,982
- There are people who
are thoroughly delusional
314
00:12:46,026 --> 00:12:47,897
about their relationship.
- Claudia!
315
00:12:47,941 --> 00:12:49,856
- Get your scrub ass
out of here, Ron.
316
00:12:49,899 --> 00:12:51,901
- Karen, stop being
a meddling bitch
317
00:12:51,945 --> 00:12:53,773
and tell me where Claudia is.
318
00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:56,036
- For example, my neighbor's
alcoholic boyfriend
319
00:12:56,079 --> 00:12:59,691
literally has to be chased
away with a baseball bat.
320
00:12:59,735 --> 00:13:01,868
[mellow music]
321
00:13:01,911 --> 00:13:03,695
- This isn't over, Karen.
322
00:13:03,739 --> 00:13:06,394
[tapping]
Can't hide forever, Claudia!
323
00:13:06,437 --> 00:13:08,004
- Do I know you?
324
00:13:08,048 --> 00:13:09,136
- No.
325
00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:11,355
- You don't know me at all?
326
00:13:11,399 --> 00:13:14,315
- No.
- Then what are you staring at?
327
00:13:14,358 --> 00:13:15,882
- But we were different...
328
00:13:15,925 --> 00:13:17,709
[door slams]
329
00:13:17,753 --> 00:13:19,189
I thought.
330
00:13:19,233 --> 00:13:21,713
- Sounds like working
with Renaldo at the bar
331
00:13:21,757 --> 00:13:23,411
wasn't such a hot idea, huh?
332
00:13:23,454 --> 00:13:28,024
- I mean, sure, it was
difficult to navigate at times.
333
00:13:29,896 --> 00:13:31,723
But it had its good parts.
334
00:13:31,767 --> 00:13:33,421
Beck?
335
00:13:34,770 --> 00:13:36,946
Beck?
336
00:13:36,990 --> 00:13:39,949
[Hamilton Leithauser's
"Heartstruck" playing]
337
00:13:39,993 --> 00:13:42,734
♪
338
00:13:42,778 --> 00:13:46,086
- ♪ Unwind
339
00:13:46,129 --> 00:13:48,740
♪ Your watch
340
00:13:48,784 --> 00:13:50,307
♪
341
00:13:50,351 --> 00:13:52,788
♪ Shut your eyes
342
00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:53,963
♪ A minute
343
00:13:54,007 --> 00:13:55,922
♪
344
00:13:55,965 --> 00:13:58,620
♪ 'Cause your heart
345
00:13:58,663 --> 00:14:00,883
♪ Killed mine
346
00:14:00,927 --> 00:14:02,145
♪
347
00:14:02,189 --> 00:14:04,887
♪ And I would close
348
00:14:04,931 --> 00:14:08,935
♪ The distance
349
00:14:08,978 --> 00:14:10,153
- Hi.
350
00:14:10,197 --> 00:14:14,157
- Hi, what is this?
351
00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:16,072
- I thought we could use a--
352
00:14:16,116 --> 00:14:18,596
a little date night.
353
00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:19,597
[laughs]
354
00:14:19,641 --> 00:14:24,385
♪
355
00:14:24,428 --> 00:14:27,170
Meatball subs, your favorite.
356
00:14:27,214 --> 00:14:28,824
[lid clatters]
357
00:14:30,173 --> 00:14:32,959
Well, what do you think?
358
00:14:33,002 --> 00:14:34,743
- I think one errant candle
359
00:14:34,786 --> 00:14:38,703
could destroy an entire
collection of rare books,
360
00:14:38,747 --> 00:14:41,054
but...
361
00:14:41,097 --> 00:14:44,927
you are worth it.
362
00:14:44,971 --> 00:14:48,931
- [laughs]
363
00:14:48,975 --> 00:14:51,020
[soft music]
364
00:14:51,064 --> 00:14:53,457
I feel bad for girls
who don't eat.
365
00:14:53,501 --> 00:14:55,851
It always made me sad
with Peach.
366
00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:58,810
♪
367
00:14:58,854 --> 00:15:00,073
What?
368
00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:02,118
- [stammers]
369
00:15:02,162 --> 00:15:04,555
You're talking about Peach.
370
00:15:04,599 --> 00:15:06,601
It's good.
371
00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:08,516
- Yeah.
372
00:15:08,559 --> 00:15:09,952
I guess so.
373
00:15:09,996 --> 00:15:15,131
♪
374
00:15:15,175 --> 00:15:17,220
You know, I, uh,
375
00:15:17,264 --> 00:15:20,136
I had this Little Mermaid
sleeping bag when I was a kid.
376
00:15:20,180 --> 00:15:22,486
God, I loved that thing.
377
00:15:22,530 --> 00:15:25,098
But then it started
to smell bad,
378
00:15:25,141 --> 00:15:27,709
like, fungus-bad.
379
00:15:27,752 --> 00:15:30,364
I couldn't bring myself
to get rid of it, though.
380
00:15:30,407 --> 00:15:32,061
It was like--
- A security blanket.
381
00:15:32,105 --> 00:15:34,629
- Exactly.
382
00:15:34,672 --> 00:15:36,065
But then I lost it,
383
00:15:36,109 --> 00:15:40,069
and even though I was sad,
384
00:15:40,113 --> 00:15:42,115
I was kinda relieved
because I didn't--
385
00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:45,205
I didn't actually
have to get rid of it.
386
00:15:45,248 --> 00:15:47,381
♪
387
00:15:47,424 --> 00:15:50,036
And it's--
it's the same with Peach.
388
00:15:50,079 --> 00:15:51,428
There is a part of me--
389
00:15:51,472 --> 00:15:53,387
oh, God, it sounds terrible.
390
00:15:53,430 --> 00:15:56,999
Not that I'm comparing Peach
to a cheap, nylon sleeping bag,
391
00:15:57,043 --> 00:15:59,610
I, uh...
392
00:15:59,654 --> 00:16:00,655
[laughs]
393
00:16:00,698 --> 00:16:03,092
This metaphor
made a lot more sense
394
00:16:03,136 --> 00:16:05,094
when I came to it
with Dr. Nicky.
395
00:16:06,182 --> 00:16:07,792
I think all this
Peach stuff is coming up
396
00:16:07,836 --> 00:16:10,012
because of my birthday.
397
00:16:11,187 --> 00:16:13,059
- December 3rd.
398
00:16:14,886 --> 00:16:15,844
- [laughs]
399
00:16:15,887 --> 00:16:17,063
You remembered?
400
00:16:17,106 --> 00:16:19,674
- Of course.
401
00:16:19,717 --> 00:16:21,241
- Anyway,
402
00:16:21,284 --> 00:16:26,028
Peach made such a big deal
about birthdays.
403
00:16:26,072 --> 00:16:29,336
And she always made sure
I felt super special
404
00:16:29,379 --> 00:16:33,862
and would plan
the whole thing, and...
405
00:16:33,905 --> 00:16:35,777
now I don't...
406
00:16:35,820 --> 00:16:36,952
- I'll handle it.
407
00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,954
- No, Joe--
- No, what do you want?
408
00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:42,349
A night at the Met?
A tasting menu at Momofuku?
409
00:16:42,392 --> 00:16:45,743
Hell, I'll even sing karaoke
with Annika and Lynn.
410
00:16:45,787 --> 00:16:48,050
- [laughs]
411
00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:50,270
That's sweet,
that's really...
412
00:16:50,313 --> 00:16:52,011
[laughs]
Really sweet.
413
00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:53,229
But I--
414
00:16:53,273 --> 00:16:56,667
I think I'd rather keep it
low-key and small.
415
00:16:57,712 --> 00:17:01,237
- No. No to small,
no to low-key.
416
00:17:01,281 --> 00:17:03,587
- [sighs]
417
00:17:03,631 --> 00:17:06,503
I don't know, Lynn,
Beck was pretty emphatic.
418
00:17:06,547 --> 00:17:10,029
- Dude, Beck's a Sagittarius.
She craves attention.
419
00:17:10,072 --> 00:17:12,248
This is a test, okay?
Part of the fun
420
00:17:12,292 --> 00:17:14,511
is making a guy think that
you don't want something
421
00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:16,122
and seeing if he still
comes through.
422
00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:17,340
- No, Beck's not like that.
423
00:17:17,384 --> 00:17:19,212
- Let me give you
a little lesson on Beck.
424
00:17:19,255 --> 00:17:21,605
Every year she wants to
"keep it simple,"
425
00:17:21,649 --> 00:17:24,260
and every year,
whatever guy that she's dating
426
00:17:24,304 --> 00:17:28,351
royally blows it, and Peach
swoops in on her Manolos
427
00:17:28,395 --> 00:17:30,484
and throws Beck
a party for the ages.
428
00:17:30,527 --> 00:17:32,660
Only now, no Peach.
429
00:17:32,703 --> 00:17:34,749
God rest her beautiful soul.
430
00:17:34,792 --> 00:17:38,100
- So you're saying
throw a party?
431
00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:40,015
- I'll help.
432
00:17:41,190 --> 00:17:43,018
I need a distraction.
433
00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:45,412
- And I think because
I was anxious about this,
434
00:17:45,455 --> 00:17:47,588
my judgment was a little off.
435
00:17:47,631 --> 00:17:50,330
- If I bury my sorrows
in anymore booze and boys,
436
00:17:50,373 --> 00:17:52,506
I'm gonna get syphilis again.
437
00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:55,465
And Annika is still at Esalen
on her grief retreat so--
438
00:17:55,509 --> 00:17:57,250
- But she didn't like Peach.
439
00:17:57,293 --> 00:17:59,078
- None of us liked Peach.
440
00:18:00,166 --> 00:18:02,994
But we loved her.
441
00:18:03,038 --> 00:18:06,172
Losing a friend
is super complicated, Joe.
442
00:18:06,215 --> 00:18:07,260
I need this.
443
00:18:07,303 --> 00:18:09,871
Beck needs it.
444
00:18:09,914 --> 00:18:11,829
- Which is why I was
stupid enough
445
00:18:11,873 --> 00:18:14,223
to think Renaldo's friends
should be listened to, ever.
446
00:18:14,267 --> 00:18:15,268
- It'll just be some friends,
447
00:18:15,311 --> 00:18:16,704
some NYU people.
448
00:18:16,747 --> 00:18:19,924
We'll make it
a surprise party, hmm?
449
00:18:19,968 --> 00:18:21,230
A book theme,
450
00:18:21,274 --> 00:18:22,797
and everyone can come dressed
451
00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:24,364
as their favorite
literary character.
452
00:18:24,407 --> 00:18:26,192
What do you say?
453
00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:28,759
Put it to you this way.
454
00:18:28,803 --> 00:18:31,066
Would you rather
do something and be wrong
455
00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:33,242
or nothing and be wrong?
456
00:18:33,286 --> 00:18:34,548
- Surprise party.
457
00:18:34,591 --> 00:18:36,158
Hmm, I thought
it would cheer him up
458
00:18:36,202 --> 00:18:38,378
after the death of...
459
00:18:38,421 --> 00:18:41,163
his beloved shih tzu.
460
00:18:41,207 --> 00:18:43,992
Get his mind off of things.
461
00:18:44,035 --> 00:18:46,212
- And?
462
00:18:46,255 --> 00:18:47,778
Did it?
463
00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:50,129
- No, it was
the beginning of the end.
464
00:18:51,304 --> 00:18:52,696
- Because you threw him
a surprise party?
465
00:18:52,740 --> 00:18:54,307
- No, no, because
that's when I realized
466
00:18:54,350 --> 00:18:57,005
he was cheating on me
with his therapist.
467
00:18:57,048 --> 00:18:59,486
[eerie music]
468
00:19:07,407 --> 00:19:09,887
[doorknob rattling,
keys clanging]
469
00:19:11,454 --> 00:19:13,413
[heavy steps]
470
00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:15,458
- Oh, shit, you scared me.
471
00:19:16,329 --> 00:19:17,634
- What's all this?
472
00:19:17,678 --> 00:19:20,202
- Uh, oh, it's my
girlfriend's birthday.
473
00:19:20,246 --> 00:19:22,161
Throwing her a little--
well, it's not so little.
474
00:19:22,204 --> 00:19:24,989
It's, um,
it's a surprise party.
475
00:19:25,033 --> 00:19:26,382
Kind of a literary theme.
476
00:19:26,426 --> 00:19:28,689
Thus...
477
00:19:29,777 --> 00:19:32,258
I'm going as Ernest Hemingway.
478
00:19:32,301 --> 00:19:33,737
"The Old Man and the Sea,"
"The Sun Also"--
479
00:19:33,781 --> 00:19:37,393
- I know who Hemingway is.
480
00:19:37,437 --> 00:19:39,569
Nice cake.
481
00:19:39,613 --> 00:19:42,006
She's lucky to have
a man who cares.
482
00:19:43,747 --> 00:19:46,968
[dramatic hip-hop music]
483
00:19:47,011 --> 00:19:49,188
♪
484
00:19:49,231 --> 00:19:52,234
[indistinct chatter]
485
00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:54,018
[bell jingles]
486
00:19:54,062 --> 00:20:00,764
♪
487
00:20:00,808 --> 00:20:05,334
- Bacon-wrapped date?
Bacon-wrapped date?
488
00:20:05,378 --> 00:20:07,641
Bacon-wrapped date?
489
00:20:07,684 --> 00:20:10,470
Good call.
490
00:20:10,513 --> 00:20:11,819
Bacon-wrapped date?
491
00:20:11,862 --> 00:20:13,386
- It's 9:40.
492
00:20:13,429 --> 00:20:15,039
Beck was supposed to be here
at 9:00 to meet for dinner.
493
00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:16,693
- She'll be here, relax.
494
00:20:16,737 --> 00:20:18,695
You know what you need,
my friend, is a drink.
495
00:20:18,739 --> 00:20:20,349
Hey, get this man
a Catcher in the Rye.
496
00:20:20,393 --> 00:20:22,873
- No, no, no, it's fine.
- She's here.
497
00:20:22,917 --> 00:20:25,485
Everyone hide.
Places, people.
498
00:20:25,528 --> 00:20:26,529
Hide!
499
00:20:26,573 --> 00:20:33,884
♪
500
00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:36,974
all: Surprise!
501
00:20:37,018 --> 00:20:39,020
- How American.
502
00:20:39,063 --> 00:20:41,022
[laughs]
503
00:20:42,284 --> 00:20:44,460
- Who is that?
504
00:20:44,504 --> 00:20:47,071
- That's one of Beck's
school friends,
505
00:20:47,115 --> 00:20:48,899
I think, I don't know.
506
00:20:48,943 --> 00:20:50,031
I'm texting her.
507
00:20:50,074 --> 00:20:51,337
[phone blips]
508
00:20:51,380 --> 00:20:58,039
♪
509
00:20:58,082 --> 00:20:59,345
What?
510
00:20:59,388 --> 00:21:04,872
♪
511
00:21:04,915 --> 00:21:09,137
- Rude to stare,
especially in Asian cultures.
512
00:21:09,180 --> 00:21:11,313
Mr. Darcy, I take it?
513
00:21:11,357 --> 00:21:14,011
- Indeed.
- Predictable.
514
00:21:14,055 --> 00:21:15,448
- Says Elizabeth Bennet.
515
00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:17,276
- Ugh, god, no.
Dorothea Brooke.
516
00:21:17,319 --> 00:21:18,407
- "Middlemarch"?
517
00:21:18,451 --> 00:21:20,540
Named my shelter cat
after George Eliot.
518
00:21:20,583 --> 00:21:22,672
I love her.
519
00:21:22,716 --> 00:21:24,195
- The cat or the author?
520
00:21:24,239 --> 00:21:26,110
- Both.
521
00:21:26,154 --> 00:21:27,547
- Meow.
522
00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:29,505
♪
523
00:21:29,549 --> 00:21:32,552
[big band music playing]
524
00:21:32,595 --> 00:21:33,596
- Hi, hey,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
525
00:21:33,640 --> 00:21:35,337
can we chat for a second?
526
00:21:35,381 --> 00:21:37,644
- Oh, Joe, Joe,
this is Constantine.
527
00:21:37,687 --> 00:21:39,602
He lives in Bushwick.
528
00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:41,125
♪
529
00:21:41,169 --> 00:21:42,953
- That's fine.
Where the hell is Beck?
530
00:21:42,997 --> 00:21:44,781
- Do you wanna touch
his moustache?
531
00:21:44,825 --> 00:21:46,348
- No, no, no, Lynn, no, Lynn.
532
00:21:46,392 --> 00:21:47,871
I don't wanna
touch his moustache.
533
00:21:47,915 --> 00:21:49,569
- Joe.
- I don't get it.
534
00:21:49,612 --> 00:21:50,918
I've tried to be
the perfect boyfriend.
535
00:21:50,961 --> 00:21:53,747
I've bent over backwards.
I gave her a job.
536
00:21:53,790 --> 00:21:56,184
I threw her this party.
537
00:21:56,227 --> 00:21:57,185
What else can I do?
538
00:21:57,228 --> 00:21:59,100
- People are puzzling.
539
00:21:59,143 --> 00:22:00,406
Peach committed suicide,
540
00:22:00,449 --> 00:22:02,886
and she's the strongest
person I know--knew.
541
00:22:02,930 --> 00:22:05,367
- Beck isn't just puzzling,
she's impossible.
542
00:22:05,411 --> 00:22:07,326
Like, where is she right now?
543
00:22:07,369 --> 00:22:08,805
[stammers]
It's selfish.
544
00:22:08,849 --> 00:22:10,894
It's rude, but it's Beck...
545
00:22:10,938 --> 00:22:12,592
- Joe.
- And tha--
546
00:22:12,635 --> 00:22:14,811
♪
547
00:22:14,855 --> 00:22:15,899
Oh, shit.
548
00:22:15,943 --> 00:22:17,379
Hi--hey!
549
00:22:18,467 --> 00:22:20,382
- Can I speak to you for a sec?
550
00:22:20,426 --> 00:22:24,168
♪
551
00:22:24,212 --> 00:22:26,170
Joe, this is not
what I asked for.
552
00:22:26,214 --> 00:22:30,000
I said quiet,
and I said small.
553
00:22:30,044 --> 00:22:31,001
- Lynn said--
554
00:22:31,045 --> 00:22:32,612
- Oh, now you're
listening to Lynn?
555
00:22:32,655 --> 00:22:35,702
- In retrospect, a misfire.
556
00:22:35,745 --> 00:22:37,094
- Why are you wearing
a turtleneck?
557
00:22:37,138 --> 00:22:39,401
- I'm Hemingway--
again, misfire.
558
00:22:39,445 --> 00:22:41,490
- Look, I appreciate
the gesture,
559
00:22:41,534 --> 00:22:44,754
I just--I can't be at a party
560
00:22:44,798 --> 00:22:46,669
and pretend that everything
is okay without Peach.
561
00:22:46,713 --> 00:22:48,584
I am not a robot.
562
00:22:48,628 --> 00:22:49,759
- Well, what about
the other day,
563
00:22:49,803 --> 00:22:51,935
the relief you talked about?
564
00:22:51,979 --> 00:22:54,024
- Grief isn't
a straight line, Joe.
565
00:22:54,068 --> 00:22:56,810
- I know, you've just
been hard to read lately.
566
00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,594
- What is that
supposed to mean?
567
00:22:58,638 --> 00:22:59,682
- [sighs]
568
00:23:01,684 --> 00:23:03,425
Where were you?
569
00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:04,774
- Sorry?
- Beck, I called.
570
00:23:04,818 --> 00:23:07,081
I texted you.
- Yeah, I know.
571
00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:09,649
I just--my, um...
572
00:23:09,692 --> 00:23:12,173
my therapy session ran long.
573
00:23:12,216 --> 00:23:16,177
Dr. Nicky and I were
really making some headway.
574
00:23:16,220 --> 00:23:19,180
And then I guess I just--
I went for a walk, and...
575
00:23:19,223 --> 00:23:20,747
- You guess?
576
00:23:20,790 --> 00:23:22,923
Therapy and a walk?
- Yes.
577
00:23:22,966 --> 00:23:24,968
- Then why do you smell
like three glasses of rosé?
578
00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:28,015
- Because I sat down at some
stupid bar with my journal
579
00:23:28,058 --> 00:23:30,104
trying to work through shit,
Joe, that's it.
580
00:23:30,147 --> 00:23:31,453
- Okay so, then,
why didn't you call me?
581
00:23:31,497 --> 00:23:33,281
- [sighs]
I forgot.
582
00:23:33,324 --> 00:23:35,588
- But it's your birthday,
Beck, we made dinner plans.
583
00:23:35,631 --> 00:23:36,676
- [stammering]
Well, I--I just--
584
00:23:36,719 --> 00:23:39,940
I lost track of time.
585
00:23:39,983 --> 00:23:41,507
- [sighs]
586
00:23:41,550 --> 00:23:44,597
[tense music]
587
00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:46,468
Beck, just tell me.
588
00:23:47,817 --> 00:23:49,471
[whispers]
Just tell me.
589
00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:52,213
Tell me the truth,
590
00:23:52,256 --> 00:23:55,477
and we can get
through anything.
591
00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:59,002
♪
592
00:23:59,046 --> 00:24:00,613
Okay, well,
if you can't tell me,
593
00:24:00,656 --> 00:24:01,527
then show me,
show me your phone.
594
00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:05,008
- [laughs]
595
00:24:05,052 --> 00:24:07,054
Are--are you
serious right now?
596
00:24:07,097 --> 00:24:09,012
- You said yourself, you have
a hard time with good guys.
597
00:24:09,056 --> 00:24:10,405
- What are you talking about?
598
00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:11,493
- The hootsie stuff.
599
00:24:11,537 --> 00:24:12,712
- [laughs]
600
00:24:12,755 --> 00:24:15,454
Okay, I'm--okay, fine.
601
00:24:15,497 --> 00:24:18,152
You wanna see my phone?
602
00:24:18,195 --> 00:24:19,719
Have at it.
603
00:24:19,762 --> 00:24:20,894
But if you do this,
it means there is
604
00:24:20,937 --> 00:24:23,418
absolutely no trust between us,
605
00:24:23,462 --> 00:24:26,465
and if we don't have trust,
we have nothing.
606
00:24:27,770 --> 00:24:29,642
Do you trust me?
607
00:24:29,685 --> 00:24:33,776
♪
608
00:24:33,820 --> 00:24:35,648
You know what, I can't--
609
00:24:35,691 --> 00:24:37,171
I can't do this right now.
610
00:24:38,781 --> 00:24:41,175
Happy birthday to me.
611
00:24:41,218 --> 00:24:44,178
[somber music]
612
00:24:44,221 --> 00:24:50,663
♪
613
00:24:50,706 --> 00:24:53,230
- ♪ Birthday to you...
614
00:24:53,274 --> 00:24:55,798
[bell jingles]
615
00:24:55,842 --> 00:24:58,671
♪ Happy bir...
616
00:24:58,714 --> 00:25:05,765
♪
617
00:25:12,598 --> 00:25:15,557
[mysterious music]
618
00:25:15,601 --> 00:25:17,559
♪
619
00:25:17,603 --> 00:25:21,041
- With his therapist?
You sure?
620
00:25:21,084 --> 00:25:23,565
That's a pretty
heavy accusation.
621
00:25:23,609 --> 00:25:26,176
♪
622
00:25:26,220 --> 00:25:28,527
How do you know?
623
00:25:28,570 --> 00:25:29,702
- Experience.
624
00:25:29,745 --> 00:25:31,834
Candace.
625
00:25:31,878 --> 00:25:33,401
There are certain tells
you can just--
626
00:25:33,444 --> 00:25:35,882
you can see it in their eyes
when they look at you.
627
00:25:35,925 --> 00:25:38,667
- Been cheated on before?
628
00:25:38,711 --> 00:25:40,364
- In my last relationship.
629
00:25:40,408 --> 00:25:42,802
I was blind, I only saw
what I wanted to see,
630
00:25:42,845 --> 00:25:44,717
but I didn't make
that mistake again.
631
00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:48,068
This time, I made sure...
632
00:25:48,111 --> 00:25:51,811
that Renaldo was different.
633
00:25:51,854 --> 00:25:54,596
So I knew if he
was lying or cheating,
634
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:56,772
someone was using him.
635
00:25:56,816 --> 00:25:58,774
[dramatic musical thuds]
636
00:25:58,818 --> 00:26:00,428
- Look, I'm not--I'm not
one of those shrinks
637
00:26:00,471 --> 00:26:02,082
that are obsessed
with the past,
638
00:26:02,125 --> 00:26:04,432
but I think in this case,
we should take a look.
639
00:26:04,475 --> 00:26:06,042
Why don't you tell me
about your childhood?
640
00:26:06,086 --> 00:26:07,261
- Look, I mean,
but we're not here
641
00:26:07,304 --> 00:26:08,741
to talk about my childhood,
right?
642
00:26:08,784 --> 00:26:09,916
We're talking about
my relationship.
643
00:26:09,959 --> 00:26:12,875
- Which ended because...
a surprise party?
644
00:26:12,919 --> 00:26:15,486
- No, that's not when it ended.
645
00:26:19,665 --> 00:26:21,841
- I brought you a donut.
646
00:26:21,884 --> 00:26:24,844
[gentle music]
647
00:26:24,887 --> 00:26:26,628
♪
648
00:26:26,672 --> 00:26:28,456
It's glazed.
649
00:26:28,499 --> 00:26:32,242
♪
650
00:26:32,286 --> 00:26:33,722
- Wait, wait,
hold up, hold up.
651
00:26:33,766 --> 00:26:35,594
So you're just back together
652
00:26:35,637 --> 00:26:36,682
regardless of your suspicions?
653
00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:38,335
- Eh, didn't matter.
654
00:26:38,379 --> 00:26:40,729
That was the past.
655
00:26:40,773 --> 00:26:42,862
- All right,
so what happened next?
656
00:26:42,905 --> 00:26:44,733
- Things were good at first.
657
00:26:44,777 --> 00:26:46,343
But then it started to feel
like something was different.
658
00:26:46,387 --> 00:26:49,695
- I feel like
I'm hungrier than sushi.
659
00:26:49,738 --> 00:26:52,698
- Okay, pizza?
- Too saucy.
660
00:26:52,741 --> 00:26:53,699
- Okay, Thai?
661
00:26:53,742 --> 00:26:55,657
- We had Thai for lunch.
662
00:26:55,701 --> 00:26:57,833
[phone dinging]
663
00:26:57,877 --> 00:27:00,967
[tense music]
664
00:27:01,010 --> 00:27:03,926
[sighs]
Why do I always have to pick?
665
00:27:03,970 --> 00:27:05,841
♪
666
00:27:05,885 --> 00:27:07,713
- It's okay.
[phone dings]
667
00:27:07,756 --> 00:27:08,975
I'll choose.
668
00:27:09,018 --> 00:27:11,542
- You're a snob, Connor.
669
00:27:11,586 --> 00:27:15,329
- It's a horrible feeling
to know things have gone wrong
670
00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:17,548
and there's nothing
you can do to change it.
671
00:27:17,592 --> 00:27:18,767
- George, I'm going to.
672
00:27:18,811 --> 00:27:20,595
[phone dings]
673
00:27:20,639 --> 00:27:27,646
♪
674
00:27:30,605 --> 00:27:33,695
- Mm, falafel.
675
00:27:33,739 --> 00:27:35,697
[phone dings]
676
00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:37,656
♪
677
00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:42,661
- You know something or
someone has come between you,
678
00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,707
but I had to be sure.
679
00:27:45,751 --> 00:27:48,144
- I'll see you
after class, okay?
680
00:27:48,188 --> 00:27:49,363
- Okay, bye.
681
00:27:49,406 --> 00:27:56,457
♪
682
00:28:04,813 --> 00:28:08,687
Heart, heart, heart.
683
00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:14,649
[suspenseful music]
684
00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:21,700
♪
685
00:28:28,054 --> 00:28:30,056
I wanted to be wrong.
686
00:28:30,099 --> 00:28:32,754
I never wanted
to be wrong so badly
687
00:28:32,798 --> 00:28:34,756
in my life.
688
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,019
I was begging
to be proven wrong.
689
00:28:37,063 --> 00:28:38,847
[phone dings]
690
00:28:38,891 --> 00:28:41,807
♪
691
00:28:45,898 --> 00:28:47,856
But it was looking
like I was right.
692
00:28:47,900 --> 00:28:54,950
♪
693
00:28:55,908 --> 00:28:57,823
You trust someone,
694
00:28:57,866 --> 00:29:00,782
you give them your heart,
695
00:29:00,826 --> 00:29:02,262
and what do they do?
696
00:29:02,305 --> 00:29:05,134
Is there even
a punishment that fits
697
00:29:05,178 --> 00:29:08,442
the crime of lying,
of manipulating like this,
698
00:29:08,485 --> 00:29:11,575
of breaking someone's heart?
699
00:29:11,619 --> 00:29:14,143
I guess I'm bad
at picking good people,
700
00:29:14,187 --> 00:29:17,407
but I'm good at catching
bad people red-handed.
701
00:29:17,451 --> 00:29:24,501
♪
702
00:29:30,812 --> 00:29:32,379
- Are you following me?
703
00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:34,076
♪
704
00:29:39,038 --> 00:29:41,867
- Answer me right now.
Were you following me?
705
00:29:41,910 --> 00:29:44,739
- No, no, no.
I was in the neighborhood.
706
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:46,828
And then I--I saw you.
707
00:29:46,872 --> 00:29:49,091
- God, stop lying.
708
00:29:50,745 --> 00:29:53,617
You know, just tell me why.
709
00:29:53,661 --> 00:29:54,705
Why, Joe?
710
00:29:54,749 --> 00:29:56,533
- It's the being late,
711
00:29:56,577 --> 00:29:57,796
the secret texts.
712
00:29:57,839 --> 00:29:58,797
You've been different, Beck.
713
00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,059
- You're being crazy.
714
00:30:00,102 --> 00:30:01,843
- Are you sleeping with him?
715
00:30:01,887 --> 00:30:02,975
- Who?
716
00:30:04,890 --> 00:30:05,978
- Your therapist.
717
00:30:06,021 --> 00:30:07,196
- [laughs]
Oh, my God.
718
00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:09,111
- Are you? I need to know.
I want to know.
719
00:30:09,155 --> 00:30:12,419
- No!
I am not sleeping with him.
720
00:30:12,462 --> 00:30:13,420
- Who's the fox?
721
00:30:13,463 --> 00:30:14,247
- What?
722
00:30:14,290 --> 00:30:17,206
- The fox.
The fox, Beck!
723
00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:20,427
- My friend,
Emma Fox, from Brown.
724
00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:22,037
But I guess that wasn't
readily apparent
725
00:30:22,081 --> 00:30:24,387
on the text from my phone, huh?
726
00:30:24,431 --> 00:30:27,651
[soft, dramatic music]
727
00:30:27,695 --> 00:30:29,871
♪
728
00:30:29,915 --> 00:30:31,873
- Beck--
- Just don't.
729
00:30:31,917 --> 00:30:33,179
Joe, I told you.
730
00:30:33,222 --> 00:30:36,660
If we don't have trust,
we have nothing.
731
00:30:36,704 --> 00:30:38,880
- I know, I know, I'm sorry.
732
00:30:40,142 --> 00:30:41,230
- Me too.
733
00:30:43,406 --> 00:30:46,583
You and I...we're over.
734
00:30:46,627 --> 00:30:53,677
♪
735
00:31:04,993 --> 00:31:07,822
- And that...
736
00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:10,085
that's when it ended.
737
00:31:10,129 --> 00:31:11,870
- That's one hell of a story.
738
00:31:14,133 --> 00:31:15,047
- What's your diagnosis?
739
00:31:15,090 --> 00:31:16,439
- My diagnosis?
740
00:31:16,483 --> 00:31:18,485
- Yeah, yeah,
what do you make of it all?
741
00:31:18,528 --> 00:31:20,530
- Well, you might
think I'm crazy
742
00:31:20,574 --> 00:31:24,056
'cause I've only known you
48 minutes, but...
743
00:31:24,099 --> 00:31:27,015
I think there's two of you--
744
00:31:27,059 --> 00:31:28,930
two Paul Browns.
745
00:31:28,974 --> 00:31:32,064
One has been hurt in the past.
746
00:31:32,107 --> 00:31:33,761
You feel betrayed and hopeless.
747
00:31:33,804 --> 00:31:35,676
But the other one has faith,
748
00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:40,115
and in spite of the evidence
to the contrary,
749
00:31:40,159 --> 00:31:43,249
he believes true love exists.
750
00:31:43,292 --> 00:31:45,338
And that is someone
I think I can help.
751
00:31:45,381 --> 00:31:48,602
[soft, dramatic music]
752
00:31:48,645 --> 00:31:50,343
♪
753
00:31:50,386 --> 00:31:52,171
Our time is up now, but I--
754
00:31:52,214 --> 00:31:55,130
I would, uh, sure be down to
seeing you again if you'd like.
755
00:31:55,174 --> 00:32:00,744
♪
756
00:32:00,788 --> 00:32:02,050
- I don't think so.
757
00:32:02,094 --> 00:32:09,144
♪
758
00:32:12,191 --> 00:32:13,714
[door slams]
759
00:32:16,195 --> 00:32:19,981
Everything I do,
I do to protect you, Beck.
760
00:32:20,025 --> 00:32:21,983
[door clicks]
761
00:32:22,027 --> 00:32:24,986
[foreboding music]
762
00:32:25,030 --> 00:32:28,947
♪
763
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:31,819
Peach, Benji--
they left me no choice.
764
00:32:31,862 --> 00:32:33,690
They were dangerous.
765
00:32:33,734 --> 00:32:40,436
♪
766
00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:42,917
I think you might be
in danger again.
767
00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:49,968
♪
768
00:33:01,022 --> 00:33:02,284
[elevator dings]
769
00:33:04,504 --> 00:33:09,204
But I need
absolute proof first.
770
00:33:09,248 --> 00:33:10,553
And these days,
771
00:33:10,597 --> 00:33:14,079
the quickest way
to a man's truth
772
00:33:14,122 --> 00:33:17,386
is through his computer.
773
00:33:17,430 --> 00:33:20,650
[doorknob rattling quietly]
774
00:33:20,694 --> 00:33:25,133
♪
775
00:33:25,177 --> 00:33:29,268
And if I find
what I'm looking for,
776
00:33:29,311 --> 00:33:31,835
Dr. Nicky will be handled.
777
00:33:31,879 --> 00:33:38,929
♪
778
00:33:50,158 --> 00:33:53,248
- I mean, he followed me.
779
00:33:53,292 --> 00:33:56,077
That's just--it's not okay.
780
00:33:56,121 --> 00:33:58,906
- I get it, you feel violated.
781
00:33:58,949 --> 00:34:00,299
Pretend I'm Joe.
782
00:34:00,342 --> 00:34:02,083
What would you say to him
right now?
783
00:34:03,563 --> 00:34:07,262
- The more you want me,
the less I want you.
784
00:34:07,306 --> 00:34:12,441
I know, it's messed up,
but it's true.
785
00:34:12,485 --> 00:34:15,314
Of course you think
I'm hiding shit.
786
00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:17,925
I am...
787
00:34:17,968 --> 00:34:23,191
hiding what a complete,
ugly mess I am.
788
00:34:23,235 --> 00:34:25,498
Behind this, like, cute,
789
00:34:25,541 --> 00:34:28,501
acceptable version
of being a mess, it's insane.
790
00:34:28,544 --> 00:34:31,112
[soft, dramatic music]
791
00:34:31,156 --> 00:34:32,592
I haven't dealt with this shit
792
00:34:32,635 --> 00:34:35,725
that went on
with me and Peach,
793
00:34:35,769 --> 00:34:38,989
or my dad, or Benji.
794
00:34:39,033 --> 00:34:41,166
And instead of putting it
into my writing,
795
00:34:41,209 --> 00:34:43,298
I'm hibernating with you.
796
00:34:43,342 --> 00:34:48,477
♪
797
00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:50,697
And I resent you for it.
798
00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:53,134
♪
799
00:34:53,178 --> 00:34:56,050
I need space to heal,
800
00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:59,227
but every time I turn around,
you're standing there,
801
00:34:59,271 --> 00:35:02,143
ready to make it all okay.
802
00:35:02,187 --> 00:35:04,232
But only I can do that.
803
00:35:04,276 --> 00:35:07,931
♪
804
00:35:07,975 --> 00:35:10,151
And if you really love me,
805
00:35:10,195 --> 00:35:12,893
you'll see that.
806
00:35:12,936 --> 00:35:14,286
♪
807
00:35:14,329 --> 00:35:16,288
You'll let me go.
808
00:35:16,331 --> 00:35:21,554
♪
809
00:35:24,209 --> 00:35:25,993
- Are you afraid
you might be pushing away
810
00:35:26,036 --> 00:35:27,908
a good thing, Beck?
811
00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:31,085
Do you think Joe
might be good for you?
812
00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,000
- Maybe.
813
00:35:33,043 --> 00:35:35,742
But it's what I need.
814
00:35:35,785 --> 00:35:39,354
♪
815
00:35:39,398 --> 00:35:42,401
- That doesn't sound
like an illicit affair.
816
00:35:42,444 --> 00:35:44,229
That sounds like
817
00:35:44,272 --> 00:35:47,101
a messed-up girl in a crisis
818
00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:51,018
and a pretty decent therapist
she's lucky to have.
819
00:35:51,061 --> 00:35:54,413
♪
820
00:35:54,456 --> 00:35:56,850
It also sounds like
821
00:35:56,893 --> 00:36:00,245
you were right
to end it with me.
822
00:36:00,288 --> 00:36:05,293
♪
823
00:36:05,337 --> 00:36:10,342
I was wrong about all of it.
824
00:36:10,385 --> 00:36:13,258
The only thing
I wasn't wrong about
825
00:36:13,301 --> 00:36:16,304
was loving you.
826
00:36:16,348 --> 00:36:19,177
So, I'm letting you go.
827
00:36:19,220 --> 00:36:21,788
[glass shattering]
828
00:36:21,831 --> 00:36:24,878
♪
829
00:36:30,362 --> 00:36:32,451
[knocking]
830
00:36:36,368 --> 00:36:37,325
- Hey.
831
00:36:37,369 --> 00:36:39,284
- Hi.
832
00:36:39,327 --> 00:36:41,242
- Thanks for opening the door,
833
00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:43,418
all things considered.
834
00:36:43,462 --> 00:36:47,117
Uh, look,
there are a million things
835
00:36:47,161 --> 00:36:48,902
I could say right now,
836
00:36:48,945 --> 00:36:52,645
but all that matters is,
I'm sorry.
837
00:36:53,820 --> 00:36:55,865
- Thank you.
838
00:36:55,909 --> 00:36:58,128
- Jealousy got the best of me.
839
00:37:00,435 --> 00:37:02,916
And I, uh, I was--
I was threatened
840
00:37:02,959 --> 00:37:06,354
that you needed someone
to talk to who wasn't me.
841
00:37:06,398 --> 00:37:08,269
And I know you deserve that.
842
00:37:08,313 --> 00:37:10,489
You deserve
to figure your stuff out.
843
00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:13,318
And if I was a smarter man,
844
00:37:13,361 --> 00:37:17,974
maybe I wouldn't
let you go, but, um,
845
00:37:18,018 --> 00:37:20,934
I'm guessing that's
what you need,
846
00:37:20,977 --> 00:37:23,415
so I will.
847
00:37:23,458 --> 00:37:24,981
[box clatters]
848
00:37:28,420 --> 00:37:31,379
[somber music]
849
00:37:31,423 --> 00:37:32,554
♪
850
00:37:32,598 --> 00:37:35,296
Goodbye, Beck.
851
00:37:35,340 --> 00:37:42,042
♪
852
00:37:42,085 --> 00:37:43,522
- [sighs]
853
00:37:43,565 --> 00:37:45,306
[whispers]
Goodbye, Joe.
854
00:37:45,350 --> 00:37:48,004
♪
855
00:37:48,048 --> 00:37:51,094
- Turns out,
it is like the movies.
856
00:37:51,138 --> 00:37:54,663
The second it's over,
all you can remember
857
00:37:54,707 --> 00:37:57,362
is the stuff that
made you fall in love,
858
00:37:57,405 --> 00:37:59,233
blazing through your mind,
859
00:37:59,277 --> 00:38:03,150
this rom-com montage
made of the sweetest poison.
860
00:38:03,193 --> 00:38:06,327
- Everythingship.
861
00:38:06,371 --> 00:38:07,633
I love that.
862
00:38:07,676 --> 00:38:09,330
- I'd never felt
this way before,
863
00:38:09,374 --> 00:38:13,769
where you love the
bad things about someone
864
00:38:13,813 --> 00:38:16,337
as much as the good.
865
00:38:16,381 --> 00:38:17,947
[train whooshing]
866
00:38:17,991 --> 00:38:20,472
Maybe even a little more.
867
00:38:20,515 --> 00:38:22,256
♪
868
00:38:22,300 --> 00:38:25,477
Love isn't
a strong enough word.
869
00:38:27,392 --> 00:38:30,264
Sometimes, it scares me
870
00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:32,048
to love someone so completely
871
00:38:32,092 --> 00:38:34,355
and not have them
love you back.
872
00:38:34,399 --> 00:38:37,619
♪
873
00:38:37,663 --> 00:38:39,491
- I'm happy to see you here.
874
00:38:39,534 --> 00:38:42,624
I didn't think you'd come back
after our last session.
875
00:38:42,668 --> 00:38:44,757
- Well, that's the thing, I...
876
00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:48,282
[stammers]
I don't understand it.
877
00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:49,414
That's why I'm here.
878
00:38:49,457 --> 00:38:51,111
- What don't you understand?
- Love.
879
00:38:51,154 --> 00:38:52,460
- [chuckles]
880
00:38:52,504 --> 00:38:55,855
You and 7 billion
other people on this planet.
881
00:38:55,898 --> 00:38:58,423
If we understood love,
I'd be out of a job.
882
00:38:58,466 --> 00:39:01,034
I have to say it's sort of
unique to everybody,
883
00:39:01,077 --> 00:39:04,646
like a fingerprint,
or a strand of DNA,
884
00:39:04,690 --> 00:39:07,519
or the song you lost
your virginity to.
885
00:39:09,477 --> 00:39:12,350
"Hungry Like the Wolf."
886
00:39:12,393 --> 00:39:14,177
[mellow music]
887
00:39:14,221 --> 00:39:15,396
[glass clinks]
888
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:17,093
♪
889
00:39:17,137 --> 00:39:19,966
Some people have a hard time
letting love in.
890
00:39:20,009 --> 00:39:22,577
♪
891
00:39:22,621 --> 00:39:26,189
Some people
are built for love.
892
00:39:26,233 --> 00:39:29,845
And some people
are searching,
893
00:39:29,889 --> 00:39:31,760
searching for someone
who can love them
894
00:39:31,804 --> 00:39:34,415
in the way that
they deserve.
895
00:39:34,459 --> 00:39:36,417
That's you.
896
00:39:36,461 --> 00:39:38,158
- You look like shit.
897
00:39:38,201 --> 00:39:39,551
- Thanks.
898
00:39:39,594 --> 00:39:41,683
- What happened?
899
00:39:41,727 --> 00:39:44,730
- My girlfriend dumped me,
all right?
900
00:39:44,773 --> 00:39:47,297
So if you don't mind...
901
00:39:49,038 --> 00:39:52,259
[mysterious percussive music]
902
00:39:52,302 --> 00:39:59,353
♪
903
00:40:02,574 --> 00:40:05,533
[both moaning]
904
00:40:05,577 --> 00:40:12,627
♪
905
00:40:18,503 --> 00:40:21,157
- Mm.
906
00:40:21,201 --> 00:40:23,290
I love you, Joe.
907
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,642
[laughs]
Your face!
908
00:40:27,686 --> 00:40:28,774
Oh, my God,
I was just messing with you.
909
00:40:28,817 --> 00:40:31,080
- Oh...
[weak laugh]
910
00:40:31,124 --> 00:40:33,039
[sheets ruffling]
911
00:40:33,082 --> 00:40:34,780
[sighs]
912
00:40:45,660 --> 00:40:48,707
[water running]
913
00:40:58,934 --> 00:41:00,806
- Are you gonna
leave Beck alone?
914
00:41:00,849 --> 00:41:01,981
[ominous music]
915
00:41:02,024 --> 00:41:04,157
Or will she end up like me?
916
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:05,767
♪
917
00:41:05,811 --> 00:41:08,770
[uneasy music]
918
00:41:08,814 --> 00:41:16,125
♪
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