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[Never-Ending Summer]

[Episode 14]

[In Loving Memory]

This photo of your grandma is really nice.

Looking at the album, I just realized

that over the years we've been neighbors,

we've long been like family.

In the past,

when I was too busy

to manage things,

your grandma would go to the school

to pick up Yan for me

and help him with his meals.

A few times when I came back,

Yan had already fallen asleep at your place.

Did that really happen?

Your grandma

always used her own way

to take care of everyone.

Zhou Wan.

[In Loving Memory]

We came to say goodbye

to your grandma.

Who said you could come in here?

Rude girl.

You don't even know how to say thank you.

Arrange them properly.

Mr. Fang.

The wreaths have been set up.

All right.

You all go out.

Let's go.

Wan.

Ms. Jiang.

Let me handle this here.

Thank you for your hard work.

Take a rest.

Okay.

Call us if you need anything.

Thank you, Ms. Jiang.

Sorry for the trouble.

[With Deepest Sympathy]

My condolences.

Sir, why are you here?

The neighbors told me.

I've known Fen for so long,

how could I not come?

I have some business to attend to,

so I'll get going.

I'll see you out.

You don't have to pay rent

for the next few months.

I'll tell Luo He later.

I guess that kid

has been causing you a lot of trouble lately.

It's fine.

I've already saved up.

9,000.

[With Deepest Sympathy]

3,000 a month.

I've already given it to Luo He.

How much?

9,000.

What's wrong?

Boss.

[Please Respect the Deceased. No Smoking in the Memorial Hall.]

Nothing.

If you need anything in the future,

contact me directly.

[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

Mr. Fang.

Look at this girl.

She has no manners at all.

We sent two wreaths,

and she didn't even say thank you.

Shut up.

[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

Remember, I owe Fen for what she's done for me.

Take care, Mr. Fang.

[Fondly Remembering Huang Xuefen]

With such a grand setup, no one showed up.

[Pingchuan Funeral Services Center]

Bro.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Let's go.

My condolences.

My condolences.

I have something to give you.

What is this?

See for yourself.

[With Deepest Sympathy]

Do I look good?

Yes.

Ma'am, look here.

Okay, I look here, right?

I'll take off my coat.

Wait a moment.

No rush, Ma'am.

I didn't expect

to be fashionable right before the end

and record such a video.

Well,

it's just in case

I leave too suddenly

and don't have time to say goodbye.

So I want to say a few words first,

but the premise is no crying.

Especially you, Kang.

Don't cry.

-At your age... -I'm smiling.

-You look ugly when you cry. -I’m smiling.

In my life,

I've experienced storms,

suffered hardships,

and enjoyed blessings.

There might be regrets,

but life overall

has been happy.

Now that I'm leaving,

the only one I can't let go of,

needless to say,

as everyone knows,

is my precious Wan.

A smart, kind,

and sensitive child.

Because of me,

she inevitably

missed out on a lot.

Wan,

although there are many things

you don't tell me.

But I'm not confused.

I understand it all.

I know

what you have done for me

and how much you have sacrificed.

Now that I'm gone,

don't treat this

as a sad farewell.

You should know

that this farewell

is also the beginning of

another chapter in your life.

Child,

I hope you

will go to college and study hard.

You should

go see the world outside.

Try things

you've always wanted to try

but never dared to.

You only live once.

I hope you

can live a wonderful life.

I hope you can live

the life you want the most.

I won't leave.

I will always

watch you with a smile

and keep you company.

My darling Wan.

Is it done?

Did I say it okay?

Yes, very well.

Good.

[In Loving Memory]

I can go back by myself.

Just for one night.

I want to be alone for a while.

Actually, I can keep you company.

Give it to me.

I will take care of her.

Okay.

Then I will come over first thing tomorrow morning.

I can wear this for the toasts, right?

Yes.

Let me try it on.

Okay.

Xixiao.

You are finally back.

Why did you call me back in such a hurry?

Your dad is worried.

Don't worry.

He has told me everything.

He introduced you

to some foreign friends.

When the time comes, your basic necessities...

As soon as you board the plane,

I'll send her the money.

This way, Zhou Wan's grandma

can have her surgery sooner.

Okay?

Her grandma is dead.

What?

Her grandma is dead?

That's impossible.

How could it be so sudden?

She had such a hard life.

It's a relief in a way.

Is Zhou Wan doing okay?

For her grandma's funeral,

I need to attend in person.

No need.

The funeral is already over.

I know you hate me,

but I'm human too.

My sadness isn't fake.

Xixiao.

After you leave,

I will still send

the money to Wan.

Xixiao.

Mom.

Otherwise,

we should bring Zhou Wan here.

I am really worried about her.

Don't worry.

Wan will take good care of herself.

Before we leave,

go see her more.

Jiang Yan.

It's time to rest.

Zhou Wan.

I brought you some noodles, Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan! Zhou Wan!

Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan.

Zhou Wan.

[Outpatient Registration; Cashier]

Luckily, it was found in time

and didn't damage the nerves.

After the treatment,

the poisoning symptoms have significantly eased.

Don't worry.

The fact that she woke up

means it's nothing serious.

She needs to rest for the next few days

and get plenty of nutrients.

We'll keep her under observation for a few days.

If there are no further symptoms,

she can be discharged.

Okay.

Thank you, Doctor.

Zhou Wan.

How do you feel?

How are you feeling?

I wasn't trying to kill myself.

I know.

I was just a bit tired.

I know that too.

You should go back first.

I want to rest for a bit.

I'm not leaving.

Let me think.

I got one.

What's between five and seven?

Six.

Between five and seven is "and".

Isn't it funny?

Not funny.

Funny.

Let me think of another one.

This one is definitely funny.

Some people fart really loud.

Do you know why?

Why?

Because when they fart,

they are wearing bell-bottoms.

This one is funny, right?

Not funny.

If it's not funny, why are you laughing so loud?

Wan didn't laugh.

I think it's very funny.

Then you tell one.

Let's see how funny your joke is.

[Inpatient Building]

I'm sorry.

I didn't take good care of Zhou Wan.

The person you should apologize to is her.

My eyes hurt.

Can you close the curtains?

Discharge procedures are all done.

I want to stay for a few more days.

Why do you want to stay in the hospital?

It's so much better to go home.

And there are other patients

coming in.

It's comfortable here.

And I really don't have the energy to move.

Drink this before you sleep.

I don't want to drink.

Don't force me to make you drink. Come on.

I said I don't want to drink.

I want to sleep.

Get up.

Zhou Wan.

Let's go get some sun.

Come on.

I don't want to.

If you don't get some sun,

you'll get moldy.

Come out and get some fresh air with me.

What are you doing?

-Let’s go out for some fresh air. -I said I was sleepy.

You are sleepy?

Then go downstairs and sleep leaning on me.

Just get some fresh air with me downstairs, okay?

-Let’s go. Get up. -Can you leave me alone?

Zhou Wan,

do you think your grandma would want to see

you like this?

What can I do?

-You don't get any sunlight all day... -Tell me. What can I do?

...and you hardly eat anything.

-What can I do? -You don’t even drink water.

Who would want to see

you like this?

I can't be the way

you want me to be anymore.

Everyone comes to the hospital every day...

-...to care about you. -When I don't want to smile...

-...stop forcing me to smile. -Who do you think wants to see...

...you like this?

I can't be the way

you want me to be anymore.

Aren't you good at pretending?

-Go on. -I can’t.

Pretend you are fine alone.

-Pretend you're doing great all alone. -My dad passed away.

My grandma passed away too.

I have nothing left.

I really can't do it anymore.

I can't pretend anymore.

I can't pretend anymore.

I'm only 18.

I'm sorry.

Zhou Wan.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I was wrong. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'll accompany you to grow up.

You'll sleep here tonight.

What about you?

I'll sleep on the sofa.

You can see me as soon as you open the door.

Come on.

You haven't slept well these past few days.

Get a good night's sleep tonight.

Alright.

Go to sleep now.

I left a change of clothes

there for you.

Thank you.

Let me do it.

It's fine.

Go take a seat.

I'll come get you when it's done.

It's raining heavily outside.

The delivery guy spilled our food.

So we won't be eating anytime soon.

Have a glass of water first.

Thank you.

It's okay.

We can order something else.

See what you want to eat.

Anything is fine.

This one?

Okay.

What else do you want to do today?

I don't know either.

Look at how heavily it's raining.

How about when the rain stops,

we go for a walk?

Gu Meng just told Jiang Fan

that she wants to see you too.

Sure.

Then let's wait for the rain to stop,

and we'll go for a stroll.

For now,

I need to find something for you to do.

Why?

Because we need to make your mind stop.

If it doesn't stop, you'll keep thinking.

And if you keep thinking, you'll keep being sad.

You seem to know it well.

When my mom passed away,

I suddenly became all alone too.

I was like this back then,

just about like you are now.

You were so little then.

But I still got through it, didn't I?

It's okay.

I'm here with you.

My heart hurts so much.

As time goes by,

will it hurt less?

But I really miss Grandma.

She actually just

stepped out of time.

She returned to the universe's

most primitive components.

Molecules.

Atoms.

In the future, she will slowly return to you

in another form.

Actually, you can think of it this way.

When it rains heavily

or the wind blows hard in the future,

she can be the big tree

that shelters you from the wind and rain.

When winter comes,

she can also be the sweater

that keeps you warm.

She just left you temporarily

as your grandma.

She will always be with you in the future.

You know what?

I had a very cute puppy

when I was a kid.

When it passed away,

this is what my mother told me.

When my mother passed away,

I still believed in it.

My mother once told me

to believe in the power of belief.

Your grandma will accompany you in the future

at any time

and in any form.

I would too.

Do you believe in wishes?

No.

Before I was 9,

I made a wish every birthday.

I would write my wishes on a piece of paper

and hide them under my pillow.

Dad said

if I was a good child,

my wishes would come true.

Sometimes they did,

sometimes they didn't.

I asked my dad why.

Guess what he said.

What did he say?

He said it was because I didn't blow out

all the candles at once.

After I turned 9,

I never made a wish again.

That birthday,

I blew really hard.

I hoped my wish would come true.

I wished

that my dad would stop coughing.

What about now?

Now that I'm grown up,

I don't believe in that stuff anymore.

If tomorrow was your birthday

and you could make one wish,

what would it be?

I really want a bicycle.

Once, after school,

there was a heavy rain.

I didn't have an umbrella,

didn't want to bother anyone,

and couldn't reach Grandma.

So I ran all the way home

in the rain.

After that,

I got really sick.

It was awful.

I only had one thought in my head:

If only

I had a bicycle.

Then I could have gotten home earlier.

You only have a birthday once a year,

and you just want a bicycle?

It's an obsession from my childhood.

Starting tomorrow,

I want to pull myself together

and get back to a normal life.

I'll go back to working at the arcade.

I also want to move back.

But don't worry,

I'll be okay.

Okay.

There are so many seagulls.