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I remember

last summer

I spent it crying most of the time.

Now he's left in the fog.

The stage lights come on. I'm the star

of the show.

Well, he doesn't know it.

It's our show and

I don't care.

Mhm, moving my body, throwing my

hands in the air.

I went for a walk down 1st Avenue.

I knocked on a door. It used to be his

door, but that don't matter no more.

Cuz I got everything I need right here.

I just want to dance for love.

Celebrate just because I got you.

I just want to dance for love.

Celebrate it just because I can.

I can.

I can.

You make me

want to.

You make me

want to.

You make me

want to.

You make me want to.

You.

>> Don't judge me, okay? I'm just

I'm done.

I need a change.

What does Say you really are done. What

does that even look like?

You're just going to wait at home for

Ira all day, make matzo ball soup, maybe

get an allowance? [music]

God,

you're so condescending. I [ __ ] hate

this thing.

You made the red eye. I love what you've

done with the place.

So, I have news.

My friend Roger's mother died. Murray

Cooper. Oh, no. I'm so sorry. Do I Do I

know Roger? No, he's a childhood friend.

Yeah, how's he holding up?

>> He's coming to New York, so I said he

could visit.

>> Oh.

Okay, um when?

>> This weekend.

It's okay, isn't it?

>> Yeah. Yeah, that's that's fantastic.

That's so great.

>> So great.

>> Sean?

>> Bye.

Ira?

>> Mhm.

>> [sighs]

>> Hi.

Hey.

Mhm.

>> This looks delicious.

Oh,

I do have some good news.

>> Tell me.

>> I cleared my schedule, so we can stay

here all week.

>> We can? We can.

God, I love it when you're home.

>> So, how was the closing night party?

>> Didn't go.

>> Again?

What does Jen say?

>> Same thing all managers say, take the

tour gig.

>> What?

Well, that's a terrible idea, no?

>> Terrible.

>> You don't

have to work, you know.

Right.

So, then what do I do?

Just wait for you to come home,

make matzo ball soup, get an allowance.

I'll make some calls. What go Oh god,

no. Please, don't. I'm an agent. Just

one call.

This is not how I want to do it.

I don't want to be the guy that gets a

part because of his well-connected

boyfriend. Okay. Well, I want to know

that my talent is enough. It is, and I

just want to help. And it's just not how

I want to do things.

Please don't be mad.

I'm not mad.

So,

>> [sighs and gasps]

>> Roger.

Oh, uh he was my neighbor.

He moved to London when his parents

divorced. We were 16.

What was he like?

Rambunctious.

Loud.

Very touchy-feely.

He was the kind of guy that would drink

from your glass.

Yeah, but you hate that kind of guy.

Mhm. And you were close?

Roger was that one best friend that you

had an oddly codependent relationship

with that just

ended.

Yeah, I don't know.

Codependent?

I mean, that's

That's interesting cuz you never even

mentioned him over the last 10 years.

Like, not once.

Josh,

it was a lifetime ago.

Mhm.

Yeah.

>> Really?

To Roger.

Ira?

You getting up?

>> [clears throat]

[clears throat]

>> What time is it?

It's almost 11:00. [ __ ]

Guest room's ready.

Mhm?

Guest room.

Oh, thank you.

Do you have any idea what time he'll be

showing up?

No.

But he'll [clears throat] like he'll

call first, right? And then let us know

what time.

Probably not.

That's great. That's polite.

Coffee?

Maybe a bagel?

>> [sighs]

>> On the deck, whenever you're ready.

In the bath.

>> Hi.

>> Hey there.

>> Are you nervous?

No?

>> Oh,

uh

A little, I guess.

I just don't want to be weird.

>> Oh, come on.

It'll be so fun to see your best

childhood friend who you've never

mentioned once in 10 years.

Just one night, what could what could go

wrong?

>> Uh, coffee?

>> Yes, sorry.

So, is

is he like

hot?

>> Hot?

>> Uh

uh cute, maybe.

>> He's tall.

He's kind of goofy, though.

He's a redhead.

>> Ah, so like a like a five.

>> Mm, seven, maybe eight.

It's hard to say.

>> Why did you lose touch again?

>> Oh my gosh, it's um

it's almost noon.

I got to work.

>> Thank you, babe.

>> So perfect.

>> Sweetie.

See there yet?

>> Roger? No, not yet.

>> Am I on speaker?

>> No.

>> So, what's the 411?

>> Let's see, best friend.

>> Uh-huh.

>> Neighbor until they were 16.

>> Okay, so same age. Looks?

>> Tall, goofy redhead.

>> Yeah, he could be a seven.

>> Uh-huh.

>> But he could be an eight.

>> Uh-huh.

>> But he's not sure.

>> Okay, so a goofy eight.

>> That's suspicious.

>> Yes, exactly.

>> Okay, well, maybe I'll just pop in and

borrow a cup of vodka.

>> If I drop in you need to pause and be

generally awful, then no, absolutely

not.

>> But that's my thing.

>> Yes, I know. Okay, I'm going to go and

finish this workout and I'll text you

later.

>> [snorts]

>> All right, love you, sweetie. Kiss.

>> Love you, kiss.

>> I'm not the stupid. I'm not the stupid

like I'm not the stupid.

>> Rob?

Rob?

>> Oh, god.

I am the stupid.

>> Ira?

>> That's Roger.

>> No text, no call, nothing?

>> I got that right.

>> Rob!

It's me.

>> Look at you. Oh, with the beard thing.

>> Yeah, I I can grow facial hair now.

>> I like [clears throat] it. You are so

much less red.

And you're so much more gray.

>> Mhm. This is true. This is true. Okay,

okay.

>> You guys all right?

>> This

is Lily.

>> Oh my god.

>> Fantastic to meet you.

>> And hi, Roger. I'm I'm Josh. It's really

nice to meet you.

>> Hey, Josh.

>> Lily Masters.

>> You're gorgeous.

>> Thank you, love.

>> hair is just amazing.

>> Oh.

>> [laughter]

>> Okay, come in.

I am sorry to hear about Gloria.

>> Ah,

>> [sighs]

>> yeah, thanks, mate.

>> How you doing? All right?

>> I think so.

>> I just can't get over how different you

look.

>> Yeah?

>> Yeah.

>> You, too.

>> All right. All right, all right.

Stop it. You're such an [ __ ]

>> You love it.

>> Stop it, Roger.

Okay.

All right. It's [laughter] just It's

just all right now.

It's just all right.

>> Uh does anybody need to freshen up?

>> Oh, desperately.

>> Okay, just down the hall and to the

left.

>> It's just all right. It's all right.

>> Roger.

Let's go help them unpack their bags,

Roger.

>> You feeling all right?

>> What?

>> Yeah, I'm

I'm fine.

>> Go on, feel good. You want a glass?

>> Ah, you do love me.

>> I wish you'd probably wait till they

come out to pour it though.

>> That's not tense. I've waited long

enough.

>> So, when you told me that he was like a

seven or an eight,

you actually meant like a drop dead

gorgeous 10.

>> He did not look like that before.

>> So, what do you think of the surprise?

God, she's beautiful, isn't she?

>> She's quite pretty.

>> Let's get this party started!

>> Is he going to be this loud all weekend?

>> I'm afraid so.

Hello, mate.

>> Hi. Champagne?

>> Yes, please.

Can I see?

>> Yes.

>> How lovely.

>> Toast.

>> So soon?

>> I'm ready to go.

>> Ask Lily.

>> Always.

>> Is that true?

I get that sense.

Okay.

To old friends

and good [ __ ] times.

>> Cheers to that.

>> Cheers.

>> Mhm.

>> Mhm.

>> That's good. You love champagne.

>> It is mother's milk.

I set a fine example, didn't I?

>> You sure did.

>> I'd love to see the house.

>> I would love to show you the house.

Let's get you on my list.

>> The landscaping is incredible. It's

stunning.

I'll help you with all of this.

>> This is crazy how much work

>> Ira does nothing, literally.

>> That's what it seems like.

>> Yeah, I do all of the gardening by

myself.

>> What a spectacular home.

>> Thank you.

Yeah, we like mid-century.

We found this one and it needed some

work, lucky for me.

I don't know, it's the first real

serious thing that Ira and I have done

together. So.

I mean, it's Ira's

but

kind of feels like ours.

>> Well,

I think you have a marvelous taste.

>> And I think I like you.

>> [laughter]

>> See,

you do have marvelous taste.

>> Hey,

come over here, all right? I'm good.

Come on out of it. All right.

All right, Jesus, you're doing

Please don't rush.

Hey,

joint.

Orgeous, please. Okay.

>> [sighs]

>> It's surreal, hey?

Yeah, she was

so glamorous.

She had the most exquisite taste.

Yeah, she was a head turner.

So is your girlfriend.

I don't know.

So is yours.

I mean,

I get it.

Surprised.

>> [snorts]

>> Happy for you.

Thanks.

He's

really sweet

and he tolerates my shitty schedule.

He never gets 100% of me.

Hm.

Well, he seems happy.

I hope so.

I brought a little something to help us

chill.

A gun?

No. Molly.

>> Molly? God, no. We don't do street

drugs.

>> Street drugs?

Psychedelics, so like legit.

They're the hottest thing in therapy

right now.

>> To treat what?

>> Depression, anxiety, post-traumatic

stress disorder. It's very fitting.

>> Fitting for me or for you?

Listen.

I think

it's going to be all you and Lily.

>> Oh my gosh. You guys still

baby stairs.

>> Baby stairs. Give me that thing.

I think we're back.

>> Ru paw.

>> Yes. Get in here, mate.

>> [groaning]

>> Let's get a photo.

One. Okay, two.

>> Aw, for selfie.

>> And snap.

>> Uh-huh.

>> That's a bad angle for me.

Okay.

Everyone, give me your best.

Strike a pose in 4 3 2 1. We out.

>> [laughter]

>> So,

how did you guys meet?

>> You

>> Take it away.

>> Uh we were at an after party for one of

Ira's clients and

Ira was off holding court with

producers.

>> I was not holding court.

>> Mhm. Yeah, but no, he was.

>> I was over by a pinball machine. I was I

was supposed to be drinking because it

was a school night, but I was out with

my friend Shawn and he was mingling and

pouring around.

Ira was behind me and I could just

feel his stare.

>> I might have glanced over.

>> No, you didn't glance. It was a

full-blown stare.

>> I know, but he gave me nothing.

>> Nothing.

>> So, I sent a drink over, Salvatore.

He wouldn't even look at me. So, I

waited. And then, about halfway through

his drink, he started to loosen up.

>> Ooh, I know the feeling well.

>> And he started to sway to the music.

First, it was his hips and then, all of

the sudden, he started to roll his left

shoulder.

You know.

Like a little

little shoulder dance.

>> Oh.

>> And then, a moment later, without moving

his body at all, he looked over his

dancing shoulder and he smiles.

>> And you?

>> I smiled back.

And then, he smiled wider and then

>> And then, he took me home and [ __ ] my

brains out.

>> Oh, yes.

>> I love that.

>> So,

anybody want food?

>> I'm okay, actually. I I don't really

feel hungry right now.

>> Shots? [clears throat]

>> Yes, shots.

>> All right. Vodka,

Lilly, let's make it happen.

>> You know, I was

I was telling Lilly about that

that crazy lady who lived down the

street.

Um remember? Like, she used to come out

at all boys.

>> This is Gelson?

>> Ew, Gelson with the mustache.

No, no, no, no, no, no.

On the corner with the red convertible.

Like

hot.

Big tits. Like

old. We used to call her Mrs. Robinson.

>> Yes.

>> Sylvia Splinter.

>> Yes.

>> Yes.

>> Oh my gosh.

>> That's it.

>> Ah.

Splinter. Oh my god, I could

[ __ ] I couldn't reme- I could not

remember her name for the life of me.

>> [music]

>> And

my first instinct was to call Mom.

And then I realized

the only one

I had left to ask

>> [music]

>> was you.

Ah.

Oh, it's like so long.

>> Baby love.

>> Ah.

Woo.

>> Ah.

>> Toast.

>> No, I really call it to the shot master.

>> Is that a thing?

>> Actually, I It is.

>> I suppose we don't have to toast to

everything, so I'll keep this short.

To new beginnings.

And to happy endings.

>> Mhm.

Amen to that.

>> Ah.

>> [sighs]

>> Woo.

>> All right.

>> Ah.

>> [sighs]

>> May I have a hit?

>> Mhm.

>> [music]

>> You may, my love.

>> Josh, do you mind if we change the

music?

>> No, of course not.

So, here's volume and there is

selection.

>> Like this?

>> Oh, gosh, no. No, no, no, no.

How [snorts] about something like

this?

>> Ah.

>> Ah. Ah.

Mm.

>> Hello.

>> Oh.

That.

>> It's good.

Get a little buzz with me.

>> He's not going to smoke that.

>> Okay.

Just the one.

Yes. [laughter]

All right, shots.

>> Woo.

>> Shots, rack them up. Let's throw them

back. Come on.

>> Oh. Oh, excuse me. Seriously?

>> Another?

>> As I thought.

Mm.

Woo.

>> [clears throat]

>> Oh, I

got to get this. I'll be back.

>> Mm. Where's my phone?

>> Oh, it's charging on the on the bedside

table.

>> Thanks.

>> What are you doing?

>> Oh, just being the sandwich [ __ ]

So, seven or eight?

>> How about a hard 10?

>> What?

And no cake, I'm on my way.

>> No, please. Stand by.

Sent.

>> Oh my god.

>> He's got his pants off.

>> She's Roger's girlfriend. She's an

actress, she's a model, she's beautiful

and just oozes sex.

>> First name?

>> Lilly.

>> Last name?

>> Masters. Are you Googling her?

>> Gorgeous. [music]

Mhm. Quite popular in the UK.

Oh my god, she's a natural redhead.

>> She is. [music]

We need more vodka.

Whatever it takes.

>> Just the vibes.

>> Honestly, it's concerning. [music]

>> Go on.

>> Wait, hold on.

How are you? Do you need anything?

>> Yes,

more vodka.

Okay.

>> I'm sorry.

>> Okay, so weird vibe. Go on.

>> They're sort of just hanging all over

each other. Roger's real touchy-feely

and Ira doesn't seem to mind at all.

>> It's weird.

>> Weird.

And gay.

>> I told you he's not gay. Well, maybe he

would I don't know what I'm saying.

>> Please let me come by. You are being

terribly selfish right now.

>> I'll text you later.

>> Ugh.

I know what that means.

>> Kiss.

>> The fashion.

>> Yeah.

I want to do more film though.

>> I'd like to see that.

>> Mhm. Here we are.

>> Brilliant.

>> Mhm.

>> Woof. Spanish tuna, it's the best.

>> Fantastic, babes.

>> Does anyone want a drink?

>> Ooh, uh

water, please.

>> Mhm, try it. Mhm.

Yeah.

You know, I did just make fresh peach

blossom tea, though.

>> I'll make a cup, [music] too.

>> Three.

>> Tea?

You don't like tea.

Yeah, I tea would be great. Thank you,

babes.

>> Mhm, yeah.

>> Don't be silly.

>> [music]

>> Ira loves tea.

>> What?

>> You always hated tea.

>> Well, I like it now,

>> [music]

>> so tea would be great. Thank you, babes.

>> This is lovely. Thank you, Josh.

>> This is great.

>> This is Ira's favorite.

>> Yeah.

>> You should see his tea collection. It is

outrageous.

>> Oh, it's impressive.

>> Thank you.

>> Just let me know if you want a little

vodka in that one, Roger.

>> Always. You know me, too well already.

>> So,

what's next?

>> How about a little soak in the hot tub?

>> Roger.

>> All right.

I'm in.

In a bit.

>> You go ahead.

>> Mhm.

>> Mhm.

>> Let's do it. I'll be right back.

>> And we will see you boys later, huh?

>> You're not going out there.

>> No.

>> Come on, I.

Assume the position.

>> I haven't heard those words come out of

your mouth in decades.

You still smell the same.

You were always a good cuddler.

Remember that time

Gloria and Marty had that big fight?

You were so upset.

And I found you in your room sitting on

the floor.

I put my head on your shoulder.

>> Yeah.

>> And then you pulled me into your chest.

That was the first time we cuddled.

Remember what you said?

>> No.

>> Don't tell anyone.

I did not expect that.

I always loved your mom.

How is she?

>> [clears throat]

>> I still see all her movies.

>> Oh,

she's still self-obsessed.

She's still working like every gig is

going to be her last.

Mhm.

>> And dad?

>> So-so.

He's going to that agency till the day

he dies.

That's why I opened the New York office.

He still makes me come back once a

month, though.

Such a control freak.

>> A control freak apple doesn't fall far

from the

All right, let's just stop. Just like

you got to stop. Just stop.

I'm sorry.

Okay.

But we can't just walk in here after 24

years and act like everything's [ __ ]

fine in 2 minutes because it's not. It's

not and I

I can't.

>> I want to do it again.

No.

No.

No, I

I need to

So listen up.

I got to let go of the past, I

Let's have a little weed joint.

Okay.

>> [sighs and gasps]

>> Okay.

>> Looks divine.

>> It's getting hot. Set to 95.

>> Perfect.

Do you mind?

>> No. God, no. Of course not.

Whatever floats your boat, floats your

boat. God.

>> Josh?

>> Yeah.

Oh, it's just it's it's hot. It was just

getting a minute, so.

I feel like can get a

>> Really?

>> [sighs]

>> Your home is paradise.

>> Oh, thank you.

I love it here.

Can't get too comfortable though, right?

I could get swept away at any moment.

>> You guys aren't married?

>> Oh, no.

Ira hates gay weddings.

>> What do you mean?

>> We'll go to a wedding.

Ira will fidget through the entire thing

and then in the middle of the service

he'll lean over to me and say, "Oh,

they're matching outfits. Oh, they're

holding hands."

>> [laughter]

>> Oh,

you don't need a wedding to get married.

>> But I want it.

I guess I'm that guy. I'm just basic

[ __ ] I want to be princess for a day.

I want calla lilies and tiny canapés. I

want a [ __ ] harp.

What about you?

Marriage?

>> Never.

Dad wasn't a good guy.

My parents had a shitty marriage.

Left me a bit gun shy.

>> That's all right.

>> Don't be.

It made me driven.

Strong.

Gave me the determination to be my own

person.

Actor, yes.

>> Yes. Stage.

Chorus.

I'm Broadway baby.

>> I was born in New York.

>> What?

>> Mhm.

I moved to the UK when I was nine.

But

I'll always be a New Yorker at heart.

>> Oh.

We'll have Manhattan,

the Bronx and Staten Island too.

>> It's lovely going to

the zoo.

>> It's very fancy on old Delancey Street,

you know.

>> The subway charms us so

as balmy breezes blow [singing]

to and fro.

>> [laughter]

>> Oh god, I love you.

>> Do you karaoke?

>> Do I karaoke? Do I

I'm a Gucci of karaoke, ma'am.

>> Fabulous. And Ira?

>> Oh, huge ham. Roger?

>> Just a huge [ __ ]

>> Wait, really? Like

how how big?

>> Well, I'd say

>> How big

>> Oh

my god.

>> Girth's like

>> Oh wow. Wow, okay. Cool. Well, totally

shouldn't have gone there. Um big

mistake, huge.

>> Oh.

He has risen.

>> Oh.

>> It's okay.

Give me a minute.

>> No.

I'll be okay.

>> [laughter]

>> All those nights

we went to that crazy club.

>> Was it the mix?

>> Yes. Yes, the mix.

Great club, huge.

>> You'd walk ahead because

you know, the bouncers knew that you

were Ellie's kid.

>> Did we get in every time?

>> Course we did.

They had the best music.

They had great drugs.

>> Well, okay. I think it was the drugs

that made it seem I the best music.

>> Definitely.

God, and you knew everyone.

>> But I didn't hang with everyone, did I?

>> No.

You never lost me.

Yeah, no matter who was there or how

crowded, you always

looked back.

>> That was

cool.

That was a long time ago.

>> Hey, I wasn't like trying to make you

uncomfortable before.

>> I know.

>> We were just always so close.

>> We were.

Till we weren't.

>> Baby, love. How was your dip?

>> Delicious, but I'm freezing. I've got to

change.

>> Oh, we've got dinner tonight at

Odette's.

>> No.

Everyone I love is right here in this

room. Come on, let's stay here and

party.

>> I'm just along for the ride.

>> All right, stay then.

>> Then I will call and cancel dinner.

You guys want to take an hour, relax and

freshen up?

>> Um, well,

Ellie?

>> Yeah.

She did it all.

>> He can't just do that.

He You just roll in here after all this

time and just act like nothing's even

happened.

>> Oh, what happened?

>> Nothing. Nothing happened.

>> If nothing happened, why are you so

upset?

>> I'm not upset. It's

It just holds me in late.

>> I didn't notice that.

>> It's so awkward.

>> No.

I don't know.

No, sir. Awkward is him hanging all over

you like a howler monkey.

>> Well.

Better you than him.

Well.

Well.

>> Baby, do you think it's odd for two men

to get married?

>> No, of course not.

Why?

>> Just curious.

>> Does Josh think that?

>> No.

>> Oh.

It's Ira.

>> [laughter]

[laughter]

[gasps]

>> We're doing karaoke later.

>> That's right. Josh can sing.

You won't have to do it yourself.

>> We're having fun.

>> Yeah. [gasps]

>> What about you, love?

Are you having fun?

>> Yeah. [sighs]

But Ira's being weird.

>> Yeah, still.

>> After all this

He's all like sad.

And mad and just like one of those ones.

>> yeah.

I know

you don't do feelings.

But if he's got something he needs to

say, you got to give him that.

>> How about we just give him some Molly

instead?

Mhm.

>> Mhm.

Oh, I did bring it.

>> That's the plan.

>> Mhm.

>> Make it happen.

>> I'll try.

>> It'll be fun, though.

>> I'll see what I can do.

>> Okay.

Oh, Lily monsters.

You're going to be the death of me.

>> Josh.

Josh, love.

Might be due Silviana Rose.

>> Oh, girl, that do was

it was everywhere.

>> [laughter]

>> Ooh, pour me a shot of that

testosterone, honey.

Quickly.

>> My tea infuser.

>> Oh.

That is a lot of tea.

>> This helps with cancer healing, lower

cholesterol, diabetes, vision, kidney

problems, and

>> Josh, love, stop right now. Because if

there is a tea that will give me bigger

tits, I'm going to murder you for all

the money I've wasted on plastic

surgery.

>> Black cohosh stimulates estrogen

receptors.

>> You really love tea, huh?

>> I make it every day.

Um Ira loves it.

>> You keep everything so tidy.

>> Thank you for noticing that.

>> Music?

>> I don't know where the remote is.

>> I'll find it.

Cheers.

>> Hey, baby. Hi.

Have you seen

>> Roger's yet?

>> Nah. Nah, I don't.

I don't track Roger.

I don't know where he is.

I'm sure he's somewhere.

>> All right, I'm going to do a lap around

the house.

>> Oh, okay.

Oh, she found the remote.

>> Oh, how lucky for us.

>> I will bring you drinks.

>> Vodka and lots of ice.

>> Great, please.

>> Yes.

He's over here.

Lying on my floor.

Yeah.

It's my little nook.

>> Oh, I love that you have a little nook

in my house.

Look at that.

Wow.

You used to be so terrible when we were

16. That is impressive.

>> Right?

>> It's 6:00. Are you happy?

>> Oh, we are heels over head, sweetie.

>> Hey, what's on your agenda tonight?

>> A surrogate from one of the housewives

is having a party next door at 10:00

p.m. Clothing optional. Be there.

>> Bring the collaborators.

>> I am dying for you to meet Lily.

>> I got it. Me, too. Please make it

happen, sweetie.

>> I'll try. I'll try. I can't confirm now,

but um I'll text you later.

>> Okay. Love you, sweetie. Kiss.

>> No.

We were supposed to go to college

together.

>> Yeah.

Yeah, that was the plan.

>> I know.

We had a lot of plans.

>> Hey.

Mhm.

I think we should do the Molly.

>> That's going to make everything better?

>> Mhm.

For one night.

Yes.

>> Who's hearing an awkward moment?

>> Yeah, well, it appears that's us.

>> We got shots.

It'll be fun.

>> Always.

At my service. Okay.

Now,

I know it's been a long time.

A lot of history.

A lot of regrets.

A few.

But,

>> [sighs]

>> we're all together right here, right

now. And I really [clears throat]

>> [music]

>> want tonight to be special.

One night

for all of us to let go and

enjoy each other.

Now, I know we could do it without,

but we bought some [music]

really good Molly and

I think it's exactly what we all need.

>> Well, that sounds perfect, but we don't

do Molly. [music]

It's just the one line we haven't

crossed. But, you guys should definitely

do though.

>> Yeah, you guys.

>> Wait, you've never done Molly?

>> Um let me think about that for a second.

And no.

>> You just feel euphoric.

Happy.

And tingly all over, and nothing feels

bad.

I know that you'll love it,

but

we won't do it without you.

>> All for one.

>> No. No. No.

>> [music]

>> This is unfair pressure.

>> Okay.

>> Really?

>> Fantastic.

I'll be right back. Josh, love, could

you grab me some tape?

>> Tape? Tape? Why are we getting Don't ask

questions, Josh.

How long does it last?

>> About 6 hours.

Unless you do more.

>> 6 hours? That's a commitment.

>> [ __ ] girl, you travel with that?

>> Don't ask questions. Trust me.

It was uh

safe.

>> Yeah, I don't think I want to know.

>> This is insane.

>> Tape?

You could just put it under your tongue,

but

it's better to swallow it. It tastes

like [ __ ] anyway.

>> Lilly, this is like a full procedure.

So, did you like take a drug mule class

or how do you know how to do this?

>> Doesn't take much, eh?

>> Nope.

>> Get ready for tight cuffs, mate.

>> So,

>> [music]

>> smaller doses for the

>> Oh, I am impressed.

>> And a bit more for the seasoned.

If you want more [music] later,

it's here.

>> Bye.

Oh.

I like kids. I love them.

Cheers. Cheers.

>> Cheers.

>> [music]

>> You're the Molly whisperer.

>> You're the Molly whisperer.

>> I hear you Molly.

>> How long does it take to kick in?

>> [music]

>> You don't say.

About a half hour.

Come here.

>> Yeah.

I I started singing after modeling

school.

I said the ballet training was why I was

so good on the catwalk.

Wait.

Why do they call it a catwalk?

Is that a [ __ ] illusion?

>> [laughter]

>> How do you feel like?

Uh

anxious. Stop asking, please.

Oh.

>> What was I saying?

Oh, right. [ __ ] illusion.

>> That's really lucky me.

You're rambling.

But that is a great band name.

>> [laughter]

>> I think [ __ ] Riot got there first.

>> Oh,

[ __ ] I'm pissed.

That was my big idea.

>> What if Wait a second.

What if [ __ ] Illusions opened for [ __ ]

Riot?

>> [laughter]

>> I [ __ ] love you.

>> [gasps]

>> Is it the Molly that makes you say [ __ ]

so much?

>> [ __ ] yes.

>> All right.

>> Where's the remote?

>> Mhm. Let me see it.

>> Oh.

>> Mhm.

>> It's not working.

>> Let me see it.

Oh, I think it's

dead.

>> Oh, no.

What do we do?

>> You want to go on a battery hunt with

me?

>> I love batteries.

>> Let's go find some.

Oh,

where's Josh?

It's okay.

It's okay. I want to change the music up

here.

That's what's tingling.

It's changed though.

It's amazing now.

It's intense.

Don't worry.

Just roll with it, mate.

Okay.

Okay. Woo.

It must be working because

mate, it's annoying the [ __ ] out of me.

>> Oh my gosh, where's Josh?

>> Changing the music.

>> I don't want him to be alone.

>> It's not a lot of these really.

>> Oh, it's been gone forever.

>> No, it's only been like 5 minutes.

>> No, no.

It's been so long.

No.

Oh my gosh, it's only 9:00.

This feels good.

Oh my gosh, what am I doing?

>> [sighs]

>> Oh my gosh.

That took forever.

>> [laughter]

>> Look at the clock.

>> [sighs]

>> Oh my gosh.

I feel so good.

My lips are so [ __ ] dry.

Nice.

Ooh.

I feel like

I have like not a single [ __ ] to give

about

a single

[ __ ] thing.

What did you give me?

>> Gave you the world.

>> Aw, I love this.

Ira,

something hard to suck on?

>> Nice.

How are you all for the queen?

I I watermelon.

>> Just suck it for a little while.

>> Things men never say for $500, Alex.

>> Oh, I love this.

>> Do it. [music]

Yes, Lily.

You are the sexiest woman alive.

Baby love.

>> I think I have to pee.

>> [groaning]

>> Come on, mate.

I think I'm [ __ ] hot.

>> Hurry back.

JOSH, YOU COME DANCE WITH ME.

>> OH MY GOD.

SEX.

YES.

MHM.

>> [laughter]

>> OH my gosh.

>> [sighs]

[sighs and panting]

[gasps]

>> Okay.

Oh my gosh.

>> [sighs]

>> Oh my goodness. What is this?

This feels so good.

I feel so good.

>> [sighs]

>> Okay.

What is this stuff?

>> [sighs]

>> Hi.

Hi.

I just had the best pee of my life.

>> Josie, are you still [ __ ] on that?

>> Mhm. Well, I was.

>> It was three doses.

>> Wait, that was pot candy?

>> Yeah.

>> [laughter]

>> That's more than he's had in his

lifetime.

>> Oh, well.

>> Okay.

Tonight, we are doing full-on karaoke.

>> Okay, but

no recording, cuz we are too high.

>> Start thinking about what you want to

sing.

>> Oh, I know what he wants to sing.

Something kind of basic. One octave,

like James Taylor. I don't know. Maybe

Elvis.

>> [laughter]

>> Roger, we'll sing some person from the

'80s. I forget.

>> Are they talking about us? They think

they know us.

>> I think they

>> I know.

>> Roger,

we can hear you.

I'm making a playlist.

What do you want to sing?

>> I am going to decline submitting a

playlist. Playlist.

Playlist.

Playlist.

Then, we will decide [music] when we're

ready.

>> Yeah, what he said.

>> Okay. Well, listen, boys.

You have 16 [music] minutes, because

then

it's your time.

Laleh,

let's go.

>> Okay.

>> She sings, too?

>> [sighs]

>> She has many special talents.

>> [snorts]

>> How do you feel?

>> Free.

And you pushed me away before.

>> I know.

>> I just wanted to be close.

>> Oh, I know. [sighs] I just

>> [music]

>> I just never thought I'd see you again.

>> [sighs]

>> I'm so happy.

>> You and your goals.

>> I was I was so

>> [music]

>> nervous.

>> Me, too.

>> [laughter]

>> Oh my gosh.

>> [laughter]

>> How do you feel?

>> I

>> We won't be peaking for another hour or

two.

>> Wait, seriously?

>> Mhm.

So, I feel like singing something

really high energy, like upbeat.

>> Huh. Let me think about that.

>> Okay.

>> Okay, I have to tell you something.

When Ira talks about his childhood,

it's like I cannot relate like at all,

actually.

But when he and Roger talk about their

childhoods, like they relate on [ __ ]

everything.

Nonstop.

>> Mhm.

They come from a different world.

They speak a different language.

They speak bougie.

>> And we speak poor.

>> And occasionally [ __ ]

>> Yes.

That's fierce extension.

>> Thank you.

>> Do you take dance?

>> Don't you remember me telling you?

>> Yeah, you did.

>> Balayage smart.

What's this?

Wigs.

>> So cute.

>> That's what's up.

>> Do you think this is my color of

brunette?

>> Oh, wow. It changes everything.

>> [laughter]

>> You need.

>> Still don't have a hang of it. Okay.

>> Oh, yes. That's everything.

>> This is fun.

Very K-pop.

>> [laughter]

>> Is there anything else?

>> That was weird.

On the lips.

I know. I don't think anything's weird.

Right.

What are you doing?

Roger, they're in the other room. I

don't care.

Just kiss me.

Uh-huh.

On the lips.

Yeah.

>> In 2 minutes.

>> I'm so [ __ ] high.

>> Just roll with it, mate.

>> I might put the dryer on, too.

>> Oh, yeah.

>> So that's going to happen.

>> [music]

[music]

>> Yeah.

>> [music and singing]

[singing and music]

[singing]

[music]

[singing]

[singing]

[music]

[singing]

[singing]

[music]

[singing]

[singing and music]

[music]

>> I need a walk.

>> No, no, no.

You just danced your ass off for like 10

[ __ ] hours.

>> You know me, babe.

I have to move.

Joshie.

>> Mhm.

>> Do you want to eat snacks?

>> You smell?

>> Mhm.

Only when I'm high.

>> Mhm.

You know, there might be a pop-up party.

They'll be playing Six Air.

>> This smells like Sean.

>> Aw.

I'm peaking.

>> Baby, love you the [ __ ] kids.

>> Aw.

I need a sweater.

>> No, girl, you need pashmina.

>> Oh my god.

I do need a pashmina.

But I don't have a pashmina.

>> This is white girl problems.

>> How do you feel

>> Yes.

>> about

>> Yes.

>> cashmere?

>> So many feelings.

>> [snorts]

>> Oh,

that one's [clears throat] mine.

>> I know.

Yours tastes better.

>> Mhm.

>> Wait, you can't go to a party now.

You're too high.

>> What's that, Cam?

>> I feel fine. And Lilly, do you have more

of these?

>> No.

>> Yeah.

>> No, that's too far for you to walk.

>> It's too far for you to walk. I walk to

Sean's all the time.

I'm going.

>> Oh.

>> Oh my god, Lilly.

>> Careful.

>> Mhm.

>> Take water with you.

>> Take your phone.

I love you.

>> Text me if you need me.

>> Mhm.

>> Come here.

Tastes like [ __ ]

>> [snorts]

>> Let's detach more.

I miss us.

>> [snorts]

>> Me, too.

>> [sighs]

[snorts]

[sighs]

>> It wasn't planned, you know.

It just happened.

You're making it like it was all about

the sex.

It wasn't without the sex.

>> What?

>> No.

Not to me, it wasn't. [music]

I mean, you were my best friend, and I

fantasized about it, for [ __ ] sake,

but

>> [sighs]

>> I mean, it would have been everything.

[music]

How would I have known that?

>> What do you mean?

>> Well, I suspected, [snorts]

but

you never told me

you were.

>> What?

>> You knew.

>> [music]

>> Not

not really, because you never said it.

>> [sighs]

>> What would you [music] have done?

>> I mean, if you had known, if if I had

said it if I had told you that

sex would have been everything to me.

I would have done it.

>> You would have.

>> I mean

you would have wanted it, too.

>> No, but I would [music] have died for

you.

You were always there for me, and

I would have done anything for you.

>> Not like

>> I hadn't thought about it.

>> Maybe like once.

>> That

uh

That is

a plot twist I was

not prepared for.

>> [music]

>> I thought you didn't want me.

Not true.

I have to pee.

Let's pee together. No, not together.

>> [music]

>> You're all right, mate. I don't know. Oh

my god. Let's go. Let's go.

Hi.

Hi.

This is insane.

>> [snorts]

>> Oh my gosh.

>> [sighs]

>> I need a pound of this.

What is this?

>> [sighs and snorts]

>> What did I come in here for?

Why am I here?

>> [sighs]

[gasps]

>> It's Grandpa's ring.

>> [sighs and gasps]

>> Hey, Grandpa.

I miss you. [panting]

>> [gasps and sighs]

>> I love you, Grandpa.

>> [sighs]

>> His hands are so big.

>> [sighs and snorts]

>> I'm so hot.

What is he doing?

>> [gasps]

>> It's just sex, right?

It is this time.

>> I like my whiskey

without a chase. You think that drinking

[music and singing]

is a sin,

but we've been brothers [singing]

since we were eight. So, let's have a

toast with tea [music] and gin. I think

we're all [singing] going

to be okay. You think our time [music]

is up.

We are different, but still the same.

You can't [singing] say that again.

Don't care whatever [music]

you are. [singing] Everyone's got

an opinion.

Who am [singing] I not

to

believe them?

Although we're different, [music]

you're still a friend. Tell myself one

>> [singing]

>> man's

poison

>> [music]

[singing and music]

>> Ooh, any hot guys for me?

>> Super unlikely.

>> Girls?

Really?

Not so crazy.

We're all a little bit gay, are we not?

>> Darling.

Oh my god. Hey, babe.

>> Hi.

>> Lilly Masters?

>> Are you obsessed with her or what?

>> Oh my god, give us a spin, sweetheart.

Flawless.

>> I love this vibe.

>> right?

>> Sushi bar, vegan sushi bar, bar bar,

>> [music]

>> Botox by Barry but probably expired so

at your own risk, nude yoga but more

nude than even yoga. You're making with

undertones of hysterical crying because

Mark broke up with Tony again.

>> I didn't know they were still together.

>> Oh, yeah.

>> Oh, I love this.

I want to dance.

>> Love her.

So, what are we drinking? Can I get five

shots of vodka? Just for me.

>> He's going to want to say

>> Ew.

>> Josh.

You okay?

Yeah, I'm I'm fine.

>> And B is here.

>> Gosh, why do you do this?

Did he ask for me?

>> He certainly did.

>> He seems to be alone, too.

I should go talk to him.

>> Flawless.

>> You good?

Huh?

>> No.

>> Huh?

>> No. Not one word, please.

>> [snorts]

>> You know what I'm going to say.

>> It doesn't matter.

We're throwing it in the mess it up.

It's a compliment.

>> What did I just say?

>> Okay.

>> How long do they stay?

>> They leave tomorrow.

>> What a nice position.

>> I hate people.

>> Yeah.

>> I know.

>> It's so nice though. It's not that bad.

>> Josh,

you're so

pretty.

>> Let's go for a walk.

>> No, no, no, no, no. No, no. You don't do

that. That's that's not fair.

Not fair.

We never got a fair shot.

>> I have to go.

>> Seriously.

>> I It's like getting late. I have to go

check back in.

>> Marry me.

>> Ah.

>> Oh. Oh.

>> Ah.

>> Tony,

don't stop asking.

>> [music]

>> Aren't they fabulous?

>> Yes. Are they real?

>> Uh

I'll be the judge of that.

>> Okay.

Fake.

Nice work, though.

You really know your way around a tit.

>> Oh my gosh, this was too much fun. It's

time to go.

Call me.

>> Did I get a number?

>> [laughter]

>> Your friends are so fun.

>> I'm so glad you got to meet Shawn.

>> Oh, he's funny.

>> Most of the time.

You know what I've always wanted to do,

but it actually terrifies me?

>> What?

>> A one-man show.

>> Yes, I love it. Have you told Ira?

>> No, but I will when I'm ready.

>> Aw.

He loves you.

>> Does he?

That's my man.

Sometimes I believe he does, and then

sometimes I'm like,

I just don't know.

We've been together for 10 years,

and yet I'm still single, and I'm also

not married. So, it's like my life has

no certainty.

And let me just remind you, we started

dating when I was 25.

I'm 35 years old. Like, I've given him

the best 10 years I can.

Oh god.

Like, what if he wakes up one day and

he's like,

"That's my Josh. He's past his

expiration date."

What if he does that?

>> He only holds all the power if you let

him.

>> [snorts]

>> I know, but Lily, I can't pressure him.

>> Maybe he just needs a nudge.

>> Yeah, maybe.

And maybe this whole Roger thing is just

making me feel [ __ ] crazy. I feel

insecure for the first time.

>> Roger was nervous about coming.

So was Ira.

I wish I knew why they never spoke

again.

I probably shouldn't say,

but

a week before Roger left for London,

Ira caught him getting a blow job.

>> Really?

And?

>> He was on the football team.

>> He?

>> Oh, and he had braces.

>> Oh god, no.

>> Yeah, they were kids.

All that.

Roger said Ira went insane with

jealousy.

>> That's on brand for Ira.

>> Said he was never going to talk to Roger

again.

And he didn't.

Till now.

>> Wow.

Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah, no. Ouch.

It's a guy.

>> Yeah.

>> But man, all of this over an unrequited

[ __ ] like really?

>> [laughter]

>> It might not be so unrequited anymore.

In fact, it might be quite requited by

now.

>> [laughter]

>> What the [ __ ] Lilly? That's

That's not funny. That's

Why did you say that?

>> Josh.

It was just a bad joke.

Oh, come on.

[ __ ]

Ah,

I don't want to look at that [ __ ]

>> [snorts]

[sighs]

>> John.

So, what are you doing here?

>> I'm here for brunch.

>> Says who?

>> Lilly. She invited me last night. I

brought bagels.

>> Gosh, we were so high. She did?

>> Girl, you were high.

>> I know.

And now is not a good time though.

>> But I need to meet Ginger Rogers.

>> You're not meeting him today, sweetie.

>> What, are they gone?

>> No, they're sleeping.

>> But

>> No. Dude, I will fill you in later, I

promise. It's a lot.

>> Oh my god, I'm having an earlier similar

with my parents disowning me.

>> Oh my god, Shawn, that is so [snorts]

dramatic.

It is not a good time.

>> Fine.

But don't forget

>> Pass. Pass.

>> You know I love you.

>> [clears throat]

[snorts]

>> Okay.

Okay.

>> Good morning.

>> Good morning.

Yeah, I slept like a rock.

>> You did?

>> You didn't?

>> No. I didn't take a pill at 5:00.

Ugh.

Thank you.

I'm so dehydrated.

>> Um they're still sleeping.

>> Ugh, I feel like [ __ ] [ __ ] man, that

was

so weird.

What's wrong?

>> Um um um no, nothing.

>> You didn't like it?

>> [clears throat]

>> Josh.

>> I didn't do it.

>> What?

>> I didn't do it.

>> What do you mean, babes?

What are you talking about, babes?

>> I didn't take the Molly.

>> What are you talking about, I

I saw you. We did it together. I

watched.

>> No.

Mhm.

I faked it.

>> No, we we talked about this. We agreed.

I only did it because you said yes.

Why?

>> Because I knew you wanted to do it.

And I knew that you wouldn't do it

unless I did it, so I said yes.

>> No, I I

I can't believe this. It's like the

We agreed that it was something we would

only do together.

>> Together?

And what exactly does together mean to

you, Ira?

>> What?

I I don't know, Josh.

>> Oh, you don't. You don't know. Oh, why

don't you think about that?

>> What are you so afraid of?

Besides yourself.

>> Winterland,

tell me all your secrets. Fill me

in on your wildest moments. Colored

trees, your yellow leaves move me.

>> Josh!

>> shapes the room.

>> Josh, wait!

>> When I get there,

I'll let my feet roam.

When get there, I'll break through.

>> Thanks, Joshie.

>> When I get there, I'll know the answer.

>> But, what happened?

>> Ira man, he's raving about the Molly. I

couldn't not tell him that I felt guilty

and he was upset and then he was

>> Whoa, whoa, slow down. Tell him what?

>> That I didn't do it.

>> Didn't do what?

>> Molly.

>> You didn't do any Molly?

>> No.

>> Wow.

>> I knew Ira wanted to do it and I knew he

wouldn't do it unless I did, so

I said I would.

>> Why didn't you want to do it?

>> I see, I'm not even sure. I was afraid.

Oh, and I hate to argue, so I just went

along with it.

>> I overheard the together thing.

>> Yep.

Yep, that slipped out, but

I'm glad it did.

>> Yeah.

>> I have the right to ask for what I want.

>> Yes, you do.

>> We're together for 10 [ __ ] years, I

mean, right?

>> Yes.

>> I'm sorry I dragged you into this, Ness.

>> No worries, love.

I love messy.

And don't worry about Ira.

He'll come around.

>> What you thinking about?

>> You.

Me, us.

How I blamed you.

How I held on to my anger for all these

years and

then you show up out of nowhere and

surprise, it's me all along.

>> [snorts]

>> So comfortably uncomfortable in my own

skin.

I couldn't be honest with my best

friend, let alone myself.

>> Well, you're being honest now.

>> Roger, I have to tell you something.

Since I hit my

I'm gay.

>> Well, it's a good thing I didn't know. I

might have taken advantage of you.

>> Yes, that's exactly what I was afraid

of.

>> This weekend was good, Ira.

>> It was.

>> Josh really loves you.

I know.

I love him, too.

So, I was wondering

No, no, right. It's so stupid.

Say it, Ron.

Not that it matters,

but it's been 24 years. There must have

been some other guy that you just

No, Ron.

Just you.

Okay, good.

It mattered.

Why not?

Where the [ __ ] is Lily?

Uh, on the beach with Josh.

Salvaging my relationship, I hope.

Well, we got to head out, mate.

I know.

Say goodbye at the beach.

All those lost years.

Are you okay?

Uh, my relationship with Roger

fell apart not because of

what I said or what I did

but what I didn't say.

All right?

I'm not going to make that mistake

again.

I love you, Josh.

And

I don't want to lose you.

>> That is your grandpa's ring.

>> Yes.

>> Yes. Yes, I know it.

It's beautiful.

>> I was looking at it last night.

I promised I would always keep it in the

family.

>> Oh my god.

>> And no creepy vows.

>> No creepy vows.

>> No matching outfits.

>> No matching outfits.

>> Why not?

Because you're going to look so much

better than me.

>> Uh possibly.

>> And no [ __ ] arms.

>> I don't give a [ __ ] to ask me a [ __ ]

question.

>> Joshua Steven Stone

will you gay marry me?

>> Like really?

Like g-g-g-g-gay gay marry?

>> No, come on. No, no.

Just

just one day.

>> [sighs]

>> One day is good enough for me.

Of course.

>> But we [snorts] can't be afraid to

disagree.

And and no fibbing, even little white

lies.

>> I'm I'm I'm sorry. I should have been

honest with you.

>> No, it's okay. [snorts]

But

there's something that I have to be

honest with you about.

>> Is it about Roger?

>> Yeah.

>> Do you love him?

>> What?

No.

I'm in love with you.

>> That's all I need to know.

>> [sighs]

[snorts]

>> I love you.

>> I love you.

>> However,

a moment of truth.

Tea.

>> Awful.

God damn [ __ ]

>> I owe Lily $100.

>> [sighs]

>> So, if you didn't take the Molly,

where exactly is it?

>> Love is all around us.

[music and singing]

It surrounds us

everywhere we go.

If you believe it,

you will see it. That's what all lovers

[singing] know.

There is no choice. [singing]

It chooses you

like a song running through your mind.

It's just a chase through a sweet

embrace. It's really not too hard to

find.

Love is all around us.

It surrounds [singing] us

everywhere we go.

Oh,

oh.

If you believe [singing] it,

you will see it. That's what all

>> [music]

>> love is about.

Life begins when you

awake.

And there she [music] is in front of

you.

Don't you wait.

Don't hesitate.

Now

that you know

it's true.

>> All the world's a stage. [music] Welcome

to the show. I glance at you. You're

smiling [singing]

at me like we're all alone. We dance

around it, but we'll never let each

other know. It's

>> [singing]

>> an illusion.

Let the games begin. Step into the ring

as I juggle all my feelings for you.

Don't miss out the action cuz the main

attraction [music]

is knowing that you feel the same way,

too.

It's like

we're on

a tightrope. [music]

It's like we're on

our tiptoes.

Tension in

the air.

We're balanced together,

slowly

falling towards each other.

Also,

I know we're

like we're on

tight rope.

A little magic can't go a long, long

way. It's kind of tragic that I didn't

meet you sooner. Bam!

We make the perfect team. A little bit

of danger ain't nothing

that we can't handle. Got to

[singing and music] take some risks.

Join your circus. No, the show can't

start until we [singing] take a step.

Oh, we just might fall, but after all,

our love is the

>> [singing]

>> perfect safety net.

Yeah.

It's like we're on a tightrope.

It's like we're on our tiptoes. Tension

in the air.

Oh, yeah.

We finally see