Original subtitles

>> PREVIOUSLY ON NIP/TUCK...

>> YOU REALLY SHOULD LOCK UP

YOUR FIREARMS AND NOT LEAVE THEM

IN A BEDSIDE TABLE DRAWER, YOU

STUPID BITCH.

>> AAH!

[GUNSHOT]

>> WE´RE STILL MARRIED?

>> WE´RE STILL MARRIED. AND WE

HAVE 3 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN.

EVERYTHING IS JUST...

PERFECT.

I CAN´T WALK. IT´S HARD.

>> SO IS STAGE 2 BREAST CANCER.

>> WHAT DOES BREAST CANCER HAVE

TO DO WITH ANYTHING?

>> I HAVE IT.

[VOMITS]

>> DON´T FIGHT IT.

IT´S LESS PAINFUL THAT WAY.

>> LIZ?

>> YEAH?

>> CAN YOU STAY A WHILE?

JUST UNTIL I FALL ASLEEP.

[GRUNTS]

>> [MOANS]

>> YOU AND DR. CHRISTIAN TROY

HAD SEXUAL INTERCOURSE.

>> YOU AND LIZ HAD SEX?

>> YEAH, SO? LIZZIE WAS THERE

FOR ME. SHE SPREAD HER LEGS AND

MADE ME FEEL GOOD.

>> YOU WERE AWAKE?

>> GOT MY MOJO BACK.

>> I KNEW THAT YOU WEREN´T

SLEEPING, AND I FAKED MY ORGASM,

AND YOU ARE A LOUSY LAY!

>> OH, COME ON, I HAVE AN IMAGE

TO PROTECT.

>> I´M SORRY, I HAVE NO IDEA WHO

YOU ARE.

>> I´M A GODDAMN ICON. TELL HIM

WHO I AM.

>> CANDY RICHARDS?

>> DAMN STRAIGHT.

>> TELL US WHAT YOU DON´T LIKE

ABOUT YOURSELF NOW,

MS. RICHARDS.

>> OH, I DON´T GO BY CANDY

RICHARDS NO MORE. THAT NAME WAS

GIVEN TO ME BY A WHITE MAN. MY

NAME IS COCO. I´M AN AFRICAN

AMERICAN, AND I´VE BEEN PASSING

AS A HONKY WHITE CRACKER FOR MY

ENTIRE LIFE.

>> WHAT?

>> YEAH, MY AGENT MAURY GAVE ME

THIS THING FOR CHRISTMAS.

IT WAS LIKE A GENETICS D.N.A.

GIFT SET. I FOUND OUT THAT I´M

AFRICAN IN NATURE. ALL MY LIFE

I´VE WONDERED WHY MY CAREER

ISN´T BIGGER. IS IT BECAUSE I´M

TOO BEAUTIFUL? OR IS IT BECAUSE

I´M TOO SMART?

>> NOT TALENTED?

>> I THOUGHT THAT, TOO, BUT NOW

IT ALL MAKES SENSE. I LOVE BILLY

OCEAN, I LOVE CHICKEN AND

WAFFLES, AND ALWAYS I´VE BEEN

ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT I

ALWAYS KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART

THAT O.J. WAS INNOCENT. I´M

A BLACK DAUGHTER OF SLAVERY

WITH--WITH BLOOD FROM THE ZULU

NATION.

>> WELL, YOU STILL HAVEN´T TOLD

US WHY YOU´RE HERE.

>> I WANT SOME AFRICAN AMERICAN

FEATURES. I HAVE THE CHEST, YOU

KNOW, WHICH IS, PROOF OF MY

HERITAGE. WHAT I WANT IS A BIG,

FAT, ROUND BEYONCE ASS. AND I

NEED IT FAST BECAUSE MY HIP-HOP

ALBUM´S GONNA DROP SOON, AND I

NEED TO GET SOME MORE JUNK IN

THE TRUNK BEFORE I DO MY BIG

VIDEO.

>> MS. RICHARDS--

>> COCO!

>> COCO, THIS IS INSANE. ALL

RIGHT, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH

AFFIRMING YOUR AFRICAN AMERICAN

HERITAGE. YOU´RE DOING IT TO

BECOME A STAR.

>> PITITA POTATO, FRENCH FRY.

>> LOOK, WHAT YOU´RE ASKING FOR

IS ONE STEP AWAY FROM PUTTING

SHOE POLISH ON YOUR FACE AND

SINGING MAMI.

IT´S HIGHLY OFFENSIVE.

>> YOU KNOW, YOU GUYS, YOU DO

ASS IMPLANTS, YOU DO COLLAGEN

INJECTIONS, BUT YET YOU GUYS

WOULD LIKE TO SEND ME TO

THE BACK OF THE BUS WHEN I DON´T

WANT TO HAVE YOUR WHITE VERSION

OF BEAUTY. SHAME ON YOU.

>> [CHUCKLES]

WHAT´S THE HARM, REALLY?

>> OH, I CAN TELL YOU WHAT

THE HARM IS. THE HARM IS ME NOT

ACHIEVING MY DESTINY.

I WANT MY GODDAMN REPARATIONS.

>> UH.

[CLEARS THROAT]

WE HAVE AN OPENING THURSDAY

MORNING.

>> ALL RIGHT. SOLID.

HO HO.

>> ♫ AH,

MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL,

MAKE ME

A PERFECT SOUL,

A PERFECT MIND,

A PERFECT FACE,

A PERFECT

LIFE ♫

>> IT´S A BREAST CANCER SUPPORT

GROUP.

>> "JOIN US AS WE LEARN TO

EMBRACE OUR NEW BODIES, LOVE

THEM AS THEY ARE NOW, NOT AS WE

WISH THEM TO BE."

>> IT´LL BE GOOD FOR YOU TO BE

AROUND PEOPLE WHO ARE GOING

THROUGH WHAT YOU´RE GOING

THROUGH.

>> ONE-TITTED SOCCER MOMS.

THANKS, BUDDY BOY, BUT IT´S NOT

FOR ME.

>> SERIOUSLY, YOU NEED TO DO

SOMETHING TO DEAL WITH YOUR FEAR

ABOUT ALL THIS.

>> I´M NOT SCARED, I´M ANGRY.

>> SAME THING.

>> ALL RIGHT, MAYBE I´LL TAKE

A LOOK AT IT.

>> SEAN.

>> LIZ.

IT´S CHILLY IN HERE.

[CLEAR THROAT]

>> THIS IS WHY I DON´T HAVE SEX

WITH FRIENDS. I´D RATHER BANG

SOMEBODY I DON´T LIKE.

>> I LIED. I CAME.

YOU WERE RIGHT, I HAD AN ORGASM.

I HAD A BIG, FAT, JUICY, BONE

RATTLING ORGASM. HAPPY?

>> YEAH. YOU KNOW, I WASN´T EVEN

TRYING.

>> YOU DON´T GET IT, DO YOU?

WHEN I WAS 21, I DISCOVERED I

WAS A LESBIAN. IT WAS MY

INDEPENDENCE DAY.

I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHO I WAS

SUPPOSED TO BE. NOW, YOU DECIDE

TO GET YOUR ROCKS OFF ONE NIGHT

AND I DON´T KNOW UP FROM DOWN.

>> CHRIST. YOU IN LOVE WITH ME?

>> WHAT?! NO. THIS IS LARGER

THAN YOUR EGO, CHRISTIAN. I HAVE

SPENT 20 YEARS DREAMING OF

FINDING THE WOMAN WHO WOULD

SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME.

>> AND NOW?

>> NOW? I DON´T KNOW IF A WOMAN

COULD SATISFY ME. NO ONE EVER

HAS, NOT LIKE THAT.

>> YOU KNOW, YOU´RE OVER

THINKING THIS. MY COCK HAS

MYSTICAL POWERS, THAT´S ALL.

IT´LL PASS.

>> IT´LL PASS? I CAN´T SLEEP.

I´M DISTRACTED. I CAUGHT MYSELF

CHECKING OUT A--A MUSCLE

MAGAZINE AT A NEWSSTAND.

>> YOU KNOW WHAT WE NEED TO DO?

WE NEED TO HAVE SEX AGAIN.

>> OH, I WOULD RATHER DIE.

>> ME, TOO, BUT WE NEED TO KNOW

IF THIS IS A ONE TIME THING.

IF YOU DON´T HAVE A SEISMIC

EVENT AGAIN, THEN YOU´LL KNOW

YOU WERE DESTINED TO CLAP CLAMS

FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

>> YOU KNOW, MOST PEOPLE WHO

HAVE HAD TRAUMATIC LIFE

EXPERIENCES, THEY GAIN

SENSITIVITY, BUT NO, NOT YOU. I

KNOW YOUR DESTINY, CHRISTIAN.

YOU ARE DESTINED TO DIE ALONE.

>> ANYTHING ELSE?

>> UH, MY EYES. I´VE GOT THESE

AWFUL BAGS NOW.

>> THAT´S BECAUSE YOU HAVEN´T

SLEPT, HONEY. YOU JUST NEED TO

REST.

>> OH, AND MY LIPS. THEY´RE SO

THIN AND PALE.

>> AND THAT´S BECAUSE OF YOUR

DIET, EVEN YOU SAID SO.

>> I LOOK LIKE I´VE AGED

10 YEARS IN THE LAST 6 MONTHS,

AND I KNOW YOU CAN TELL. BETWEEN

TAKING CARE OF YOU AND WATCHING

EDEN MOVE TO EUROPE TO DO THOSE

AWFUL MOVIES, I JUST...DON´T

FEEL LIKE MYSELF ANYMORE. I--I

WANT TO LOOK YOUNGER, MORE

HOPEFUL. LIKE I DID WHEN WE MET.

>> CAN YOU PLEASE TELL HER HOW

RIDICULOUS SHE´S BEING? SHE

DOESN´T NEED ALL THIS WORK DONE.

AND WHAT ABOUT THE RISKS

INVOLVED?

>> AS I RECALL, SHE´S QUITE UP

ON THE ADVERSE EFFECTS OF

WESTERN MEDICINE. SPECIFICALLY

ITS CRUDE APPROACH VS. YOUR

EASTERN TECHNIQUES. WAS THAT

ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID? I´M CURIOUS

TO KNOW WHY YOU´RE SO OPEN TO IT

NOW.

>> WELL, IT SAVED JULIA´S LIFE.

HOW CAN I STILL DENY

THE BENEFITS?

DID WE TALK ABOUT LIPOSUCTION

FOR MY THIGHS?

>> I´LL BE IN THE WAITING ROOM.

[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

>> YOU TWO SEEM...VERY HAPPY

TOGETHER.

>> [SIGHS] YEAH, IN A WEIRD WAY,

WITH EVERYTHING THAT´S HAPPENED,

IT´S SOMEHOW BROUGHT US CLOSER.

I CAN´T IMAGINE BEING WITHOUT

HER NOW. AND WITH ALL OF THIS

WORK, IT´LL GIVE US A FRESH

START. THAT´S KIND OF WHAT

NEW YORK´S ABOUT, TOO.

>> NEW YORK?

>> I ACCEPTED A POSITION AT

NYU´S TEACHING HOSPITAL.

WE´RE MOVING BACK IN 3 WEEKS.

[TELEPHONE RINGS]

>> WHEN WERE YOU GONNA TELL ME?

NEW YORK? YOU´RE PLANNING TO

LEAVE IN 3 WEEKS AND TAKE CONNOR

AND ANNIE WITH YOU?

>> SHE WASN´T SUPPOSED TO TELL

YOU.

>> HOW LONG WERE YOU GOING TO

HIDE IT FROM ME?

>> [SCOFFS] THIS FROM A MAN WHO

FOOLED EVERYONE INTO THINKING HE

WAS A CRIPPLE? WHY ARE YOU SO

UPSET, SEAN? IT´S NOT LIKE

ANYTHING´S CHANGED BETWEEN US.

>> YEAH. YOU´RE RIGHT.

NOTHING EVER CHANGED FOR ME,

JULIA. I STILL LOVE YOU. I HATE

NOT BEING WITH YOU AND OUR

FAMILY. THAT´S WHY I SAID THOSE

THINGS TO YOU IN THE HOSPITAL.

>> SEAN, STOP IT, PLEASE.

>> NO, I WON´T STOP. NOT TILL

WE´RE TOGETHER AGAIN.

[DOOR CLOSES]

[TELEPHONE RINGS]

>> SEAN, WERE YOU ABLE TO FIT ME

IN?

>> I NEVER THOUGHT I´D BE SCARED

OF A DRESSING ROOM AT

LOEHMANN´S. I JUST FELT EVERYONE

STARING. FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS

ALL IN MY HEAD, BUT THEN I

NOTICED MY PRETEND BREAST HAD

TRAVELED UP TO MY SHOULDER. IT

LOOKED LIKE A CORSAGE. HEH HEH.

I WAS SO HUMILIATED. IT HELPS TO

KNOW THAT I´M NOT ALONE.

>> WE´RE ALL HERE FOR YOU,

LAUREN. ACCEPTANCE IS PART OF

THE GRIEVING PROCESS.

YOU´VE HAD A LOSS.

>> BUT WHAT IF YOU´RE NOT

THE ONE HAVING TROUBLE

ACCEPTING?

I MEAN, I JUST ALWAYS THOUGHT

THAT JACK AND I COULD GET

THROUGH ANYTHING, BUT EVER SINCE

HE´S SEEN MY SCAR, HE WON´T EVEN

TOUCH ME.

>> SON A BITCH.

>> GIVE HIM TIME. I MEAN, MY

HUSBAND FREAKED AT FIRST. AND

NOW HE ACTUALLY FINDS THE SCAR

KIND OF SEXY.

>> [LAUGHS]

>> HE´S LYING.

HE´S PROBABLY GOT SOME HOT

DOUBLE-BREASTED CHICK HE´S

BANGING ON THE SIDE.

>> THAT IS AN AWFUL THING TO

SAY.

>> OH, COME ON, WAKE UP. YOU

THINK ANY GUY WANTS TO RUN HIS

TONGUE ALONG SOME MISSHAPEN GASH

INSTEAD OF SOME HOT PAIR OF

TITTIES.

>> EXCUSE ME, BUT THIS IS

A SUPPORT GROUP, MR.--

>> DR. TROY, PLASTIC SURGEON

AND BREAST CANCER PATIENT.

>> WELL, DOCTOR, THIS IS

OBVIOUSLY THE WRONG PLACE FOR

YOU.

>> WHY´S THAT? I KNOW WHAT IT´S

LIKE TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND

SEE MY MUTILATED BODY. BUT

DAMNED IF I´M GOING TO ACCEPT

IT. YOU NEED TO TAKE CHARGE OF

YOUR DESTINY AND GET SOME

GODDAMN RECONSTRUCTION.

>> WELL, THAT´S A CHOICE.

>> SWEETHEART, I´VE BEEN

STUFFING HEALTHY TITS WITH

IMPLANTS FOR 20 YEARS. ANY WOMAN

WHO CHOOSES DISFIGUREMENT

CHOOSES TO BE A VICTIM.

[LIGHTER FLICKS]

>> THIS IS A CANCER SURVIVOR´S

GROUP, ROXY. IF YOU HAVE TO

SMOKE, DO IT OUTSIDE.

>> OKIE DOKIE.

THERE´S ENOUGH SMOKE BEING BLOWN

IN HERE ANYWAY.

[DOOR CLOSES]

>> [INHALES]

ANY OF YOU LADIES WANT SUPPORT,

JUST, UH, CALL MY OFFICE AND

MAKE AN APPOINTMENT.

>> WANT ONE?

>> I´M NOT ONE FOR MIXING MY

NICOTINE WITH MY TOMOXOPHIN. I

LIKE MY POISONS ONE AT A TIME.

>> SUIT YOURSELF.

ARE YOU CHECKING ME OUT, OR ARE

YOU TRYING TO DECIDE WHICH ONE

IS REAL?

>> THEY´RE BOTH REAL.

>> GOOD EYE.

>> NICE RACK.

SO TELL ME, WHAT´S A GIRL WITH

A COMPLETE SET DOING PLAYING IN

A VICTIMS ANONYMOUS SANDBOX?

>> MY MOTHER AND SISTER BOTH

DIED FROM THE DISEASE. I THOUGHT

THAT BEING AROUND SURVIVORS OR

PEOPLE GOING THROUGH IT

THEMSELVES WOULD BE THERAPEUTIC.

>> AND?

>> NOT SO MUCH, IT TURNS OUT.

WHAT YOU SAID IN THERE ABOUT

TAKING CHARGE OF YOUR OWN

DESTINY, I LIKED IT.

>> YOU LOOK LIKE A WOMAN WHO

LIKES TO TAKE CHARGE.

>> SO WHAT DO YOU THINK IT IS?

YOUR DESTINY, I MEAN.

>> TO BANG AS MANY BEAUTIFUL

WOMEN AS I CAN.

>> SO, DOCTOR...

DO I MAKE THE CUT?

AHH! [MOANING]

>> [GRUNTS]

>> [GROANING]

>> ♫ YOU SAW ME STANDING BY

THE WATER... ♫

[BOTH PANTING]

>> I HAVE TO GO TO THOSE GROUPS

MORE OFTEN.

AHH.

THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT.

>> [PANTING]

YOU MUST BE ONE HELL OF

A SURGEON. YOU´VE GOT VERY

SENSITIVE HANDS.

>> YOU HAVE A VERY RESPONSIVE

BODY. PARTICULARLY HERE.

AND...HERE.

>> YEAH.

I´M PROBABLY GOING TO MISS

FEELING THAT ONCE THE GIRLS

ARE GONE.

>> WHAT?

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?

THOSE ARE 2 OF THE HEALTHIEST

TITS I´VE EVER PUT MY DICK

BETWEEN.

>> I´M NOT GOING TO BE THE THIRD

PERSON IN MY FAMILY TO DIE OF

BREAST CANCER.

>> YOU TESTED POSITIVE FOR

BRCA1?

>> NO.

THAT DOESN´T MEAN I DON´T HAVE

IT. I KNOW THE STATISTICS.

REMOVING BOTH BREASTS CUTS

THE RISK BY 90%.

>> BUT IF THERE´S NO ABNORMALITY

IN THE GENE, I MEAN--

>> I DON´T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT

THE TEST. I KNOW I´M GOING TO

GET IT.

IT´S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME.

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT IT´S

LIKE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING

SCARED TO TAKE A SHOWER,

TERRIFIED THAT...

TODAY WILL BE THE DAY THAT I

FIND THAT LUMP?

I...

CAN´T THINK ABOUT MARRIAGE,

CAN´T THINK ABOUT KIDS.

I MEAN, WHAT´S THE POINT? I´M

JUST GOING TO LEAVE THEM, JUST

LIKE MY MOTHER LEFT ME.

I WANT YOU TO CUT THEM OFF AND

REPLACE THEM.

>> WHO´S GOT THIS NUTJOB´S

IMPLANTS?

>> IT´S GONNA LOOK LIKE SHE´S

GOT 36Ds IN HER ASS.

>> SHOULD WE PLAY COCO´S DEMO?

SHE ASKED FOR IT.

>> WHATEVER. HIT IT.

[HIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYING]

>> ♫ HERE WE GO,

HERE WE GO,

CRANK IT UP BETTER THAN

YOU SKANK IT UP,

HERE WE GO ♫

>> ♫ YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH ♫

>> ♫ LISTEN UP, Y´ALL ♫

>> ♫ BITCH, YO´ SMELL MAKES ME

WANT TO PUKE,

WHAT´D YOU DO,

SMUGGLE GARLIC IN YOUR COOCH?

YOU WANT TO GET A MAN,

YOU GOTTA SMELL LIKE A FLOWER,

AIN´T IT TIME YOU STOLE SOME

SOAP AND TOOK YOURSELF A SHOWER?

A MAN NEEDS A BITCH WHO WILL

MAKE HIS NOSE SING,

BUT SOME GHETTO BITCHES WILL

JUST SPRAY ANYTHING,

WHITE DIAMONDS, OBSESSION,

GLOW BY J.LO,

WHAT HE REALLY WANTS IS SOME OF

THIS HOT COCO,

CHANEL NUMBER 5 WHEN HE COMES

HOME TO ME,

YOUR MAN WILL LOSE HIS MIND

WHEN HE SEES MY DOUBLE Ds,

DOUBLE Ds, DOUBLE Ds, DOUBLE Ds,

DOUBLE Ds, DOUBLE Ds, DOUBLE Ds,

THEN I´LL SLIDE HIM DOWN,

PUT HIS HAND BETWEEN MY KNEES ♫

>> ♫ JUST LIKE BEYONCE DOES

TO JAY-Z ♫

>> ♫ YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH ♫

>> ♫ CRANK IT UP BETTER THAN YOU

STANK IT UP,

CRANK IT UP BETTER THAN YOU

STANK IT UP ♫

>> ♫ NOW I DON´T NEED TO BE

DISSING YOU TOO MUCH,

BUT YOU´RE A STACK OF GARBAGE,

I´M THE ICE CREAM TRUCK,

YOUR MAN AROUND ME, I´VE BEEN

LOOKING FOR SOME CHOCOLATE,

HOT COCO WILL FIND AND STICK

HIS COCK IN IT,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH ♫

>> ♫ BITCH ♫

>> ♫ YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH ♫

>> ♫ FILTHY SHIT ♫

♫ YO´ STANK, BITCH ♫

>> ♫ COCO, Y´ALL ♫

>> ♫ YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

OOH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

YO´ STANK, BITCH,

OOH, OOH,

OOH, OOH,

OOH, OOH,

OH, EH,

EH, OH ♫

>> ♫ STANK, BITCH,

STANK, BITCH,

STANK, BITCH ♫

>> YOU READY FOR TOMORROW?

>> JUST TRYING TO GET A PREVIEW.

>> HMM. COME, SIT.

BEFORE WE DO A SURGERY, I LIKE

TO DO A RUN-THROUGH. LOOK OVER

THE ROAD MAP, SO TO SPEAK.

>> DO YOU HAVE THE NAME OF

SOMEONE IN NEW YORK I CAN CALL

TO DO THE FOLLOW-UP AFTER

THE SURGERY?

>> ABSOLUTELY. ME. I PLAN ON

BEING OUT THERE EVERY WEEKEND

FROM NOW ON.

>> YOU WHAT?

>> THOSE ARE MY KIDS. I´M THEIR

FATHER. I´M NOT GOING TO LEAVE

THEM FOR YOU TO CO-PARENT,

ESPECIALLY AFTER THE BANG-UP JOB

YOU DID WITH YOUR DAUGHTER. TURN

TO THE SIDE.

>> [SCOFFS]

YOU´RE NOT WORRIED ABOUT MY

PARENTING, SEAN. YOU--YOU JUST

WANT TO STAY CLOSE TO JULIA.

GOD, IF--IF YOU REALLY LOVE HER,

JUST LET HER GO THIS TIME, FOR

GOOD.

>> I COULD SAY THE SAME THING TO

YOU.

>> BUT I DID LET HER GO, SEAN.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT, SHE CAME BACK

TO ME. CAN´T YOU JUST ACCEPT

THAT JULIA AND I ARE TOGETHER

FOR GOOD NOW, WISH US WELL?

>> NO.

>> THEN HOW CAN I TRUST YOU TO

DO MY FACELIFT?

>> I NEVER LET MY PERSONAL LIFE

INTERFERE WITH MY PROFESSIONAL

OBLIGATIONS.

>> [GASPS]

>> YOU KNOW, I´D FEEL A WHOLE

LOT MORE COMFORTABLE IF SHE

WOULD HAVE GONE TO A SHRINK AND

PROCESSED SOME OF THIS BEFORE

DOING SOMETHING SO IRREVOCABLE.

>> IT´S HER BODY, LIZZIE. YOU

CAN´T JUST BE PRO-CHOICE WHEN

YOU AGREE WITH THAT CHOICE.

>> LOOK, SHE´S AFRAID, I

UNDERSTAND.

>> DO YOU? DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT´S

LIKE TO LAY AWAKE AT NIGHT AND

WONDER IF YOU´RE GOING TO BE

DEAD WITHIN A YEAR?

TO LOOK AT YOUR KID AND TRY AND

MEMORIZE WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE

RIGHT NOW? OR WHAT IT´S LIKE TO

HOLD HIS HAND RIGHT NOW?

>> ARE WE TALKING ABOUT SAVING

HER LIFE OR YOURS? YOU CAN´T CUT

THE FEAR OUT OF YOU BY TAKING

OFF HER BREASTS.

>> 15 BLADE.

[CLEARS THROAT]

>> [INHALES]

[GROANS]

I WAS DREAMING.

I WAS RUNNING IN A FIELD...

WITH A CHILD.

MAYBE IT WAS MINE. I FELT SO

CAREFREE.

>> LOOK, ROXY.

>> I THOUGHT IT WOULD HURT MORE.

>> I´M SORRY.

>> YOU PROMISED ME YOU´D DO IT.

I THOUGHT YOU UNDERSTOOD.

>> I DO. I UNDERSTAND THAT

YOU´RE AFRAID, BUT YOU CAN´T LET

FEAR DICTATE SOMETHING AS BIG AS

THIS, PARTICULARLY IF THERE´S A

CHANCE, A GOOD CHANCE, THAT YOU

MIGHT BE FINE.

>> [SOBBING] FINE?

I HAVE BEEN CONDEMNED TO DEATH,

AND THERE AREN´T GOING TO BE ANY

PARDONS.

[BUBBLING]

[CRACKLES]

>> JESUS, CHRISTIAN, THIS IS

A DOCTOR´S OFFICE.

>> THAT´S WHY I WROTE MYSELF

A PRESCRIPTION.

YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW GOOD THIS

GOVERNMENT SHIT IS?

WHOO! [SNIFFS]

>> PASS ME MR. BUBBLES.

>> [GRUNTS]

UNH.

[BUBBLES]

>> [INHALES]

>> WHY ARE YOU SO DRESSED UP?

>> [SIGHS]

WHAT DO YOU THINK? I WAS GOING

FOR OLD HOLLYWOOD GLAM.

>> YOU LOOK GREAT. WHAT´S HER

NAME?

>> STEVEN.

>> BUTCHY.

>> HE´S AN ANESTHESIOLOGIST, AND

I MET HIM AT AN IARS CONFERENCE

JUST A LITTLE BIT AGO. AND HE

HAS BEEN VERY PERSISTENT.

>> WELL, LET ME GIVE YOU A WORD

OF ADVICE, LIZZIE. NOBODY CAN

GIVE IT TO YOU THE SAME WAY THAT

I DID.

>> OH!

>> OK? SO, STOP SHAVING YOUR

ARMPITS AND GET BACK TO YOUR

SLOPPY GAP PULLOVERS AND YOUR

HICIMA SALAD. YOU´RE WASTING

YOUR TIME!

>> LIZ.

[KISSES]

>> STEVEN ELSBURY, THIS IS

CHRISTIAN TROY.

>> WANT SOME?

>> NO THANKS. NEVER TOUCH IT.

YOU LOOK AMAZING.

>> [CHUCKLES] WELL, THANK YOU.

>> SO...

WHAT DO YOU 2 LOVEBIRDS GOT ON

TAP FOR THIS EVENING?

>> WELL, I MADE A RESERVATION

FOR DOLCE, BUT IT´S SUCH

A SCENE. NOW, I JUST GOT A BATCH

OF MOVIES IN FROM NETFLIX. WE

COULD ORDER IN, TALK.

>> MMM. THAT SOUNDS FANTASTIC.

>> GREAT. GREAT.

>> YOU MIGHT WANT TO OPEN UP

A WINDOW, CHRISTIAN. I FOLLOWED

THE SMELL ALL THE WAY FROM

THE LOBBY.

>> SHE´S A LESBIAN.

>> AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS

THAT GETTING A FACELIFT WHEN YOU

RUN A HOLISTIC HEALING PRACTICE

IS JUST A TEENSY BIT

HYPOCRITICAL?

>> IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER

CAREER. SHE´S INSECURE ABOUT

JULIA. SHE KNOWS SHE´S ON SHAKY

GROUND.

>> THEN WHY ARE THEY BOTH MOVING

TO NEW YORK TOGETHER?

>> THE FURTHER AWAY SHE TAKES

JULIA, THE MORE SHE´LL BE ABLE

TO CONTROL THEIR RELATIONSHIP,

WHAT SHE REMEMBERS, AND WHO.

JULIA´S IN NO SHAPE TO BE MAKING

LIFE DECISIONS. OLIVIA´S TAKING

ADVANTAGE OF HER VULNERABILITY.

>> POOR SEAN. YOU REALLY THINK

SHE´LL COME BACK TO YOU, THAT

YOU´VE GOT SOME DEEP BOND THAT

TIME AND SPACE CAN´T SEPARATE.

[SCOFFS] WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO

GET IT? SHE DOESN´T WANT YOU.

>> ONCE SHE REMEMBERS WHO WE

WERE TO EACH OTHER, THE LIFE WE

HAD TOGETHER...

>> ALL SHE REMEMBERS OF HER

MARRIAGE TO YOU WAS THAT IT WAS

A FAILURE.

>> SHE KNOWS HOW DEEP MY

COMMITMENT TO HER WAS.

>> REALLY? LIKE WHEN SHE WAS

SICK AND YOU WERE BANGING MY

DAUGHTER?

>> SHUT THE HELL UP.

>> KILL ME, WHY DON´T YOU?

YOU´D LIKE TO, WOULDN´T YOU?

[SCOFFS] YOUR LIFE WOULD BE SO

MUCH EASIER IF I WASN´T IN

THE WAY.

>> DON´T TEMPT ME, OLIVIA.

>> YOU´LL NEVER KILL ME, SEAN.

I´M IN JULIA´S HEAD. I´M IN HER

HEART.

>> I SAID SHUT UP.

>> SEAN, SHE´S IN VTAC. HER

RATE´S 150.

[MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY]

>> GET THE DEFIBRILLATOR.

>> CHARGING PADDLES.

[DEFIBRILLATOR BUZZES]

>> I´M GOING TO SHOCK HER ON 3.

READY? 1, 2, 3.

>> SHE´S IN ARREST.

>> I´M STARTING CPR. CALL 911.

[METAL CLANKS]

>> [PANTING]

>> HOW IS SHE?

>> STABILIZED. SEAN´S WITH JULIA

AT THE HOSPITAL, AND HE SAID

HE´D CALL WHEN HE KNEW MORE.

I DON´T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS

HAPPENED.

>> SHE´LL BE FINE, LIZZIE.

BESIDES, YOU DID EVERYTHING BY

THE BOOK. SHE´D BE DEAD IF IT

WASN´T FOR YOU. REMEMBER THAT.

[GRUNTS]

>> NOW WHAT?

>> HMM?

>> NOW WHAT?

>> NOW, WE WAIT.

YOU LIKE SPORTS?

[TELEPHONE RINGS]

[INDISTINCT MUSIC PLAYS]

>> HELLO.

IS DR. TROY IN?

>> DO YOU HAVE AN APPOINTMENT?

>> NO, NO. I´M A FRIEND.

>> WELL, HE´S FINISHING UP

A CONSULT RIGHT NOW, BUT HE

USUALLY CHECKS BACK IN WHEN IT´S

DONE.

>> DO YOU HAVE AN OUTLET?

>> HOW WAS YOUR DATE WITH EVAN?

>> STEVEN.

>> WHATEVER.

>> IT WAS A DREAM. [SIGHS]

HE ORDERED PIZZA, WE WATCHED

3 DAYS OF THE CONDOR, AND THEN,

HE MADE ME DESSERT. THERE IS NO

GREATER FOREPLAY THAN FLAMBE.

>> DID HE MAKE YOU CUM?

>> YEAH. HE´S GOT MYSTICAL

POWERS, TOO.

>> OH. I THINK IT WOULD BE

BETTER IF YOU SAT OVER THERE.

>> ♫ BABY,

YOU KNOW YOU GOT IT

IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD,

WHOA,

TAKE IT,

ANOTHER LITTLE PIECE OF MY

HEART, BABY,

OH,

MAKE IT,

ANOTHER LITTLE BIT OF SOUL,

BABY,

I WANT TO LOVE YOU SO,

HAVE IT,

HAVE ANOTHER LITTLE BIT OF MY

LOVE, BABY ♫

>> [GRUNTING]

[SCREAMS]

>> ♫ YOU KNOW YOU´VE GOT IT

IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD ♫

>> [SCREAMS]

>> ♫ OHH, TAKE IT,

TAKE ANOTHER LITTLE BIT OF MY

HEART, BABY ♫

[BUZZES]

>> ♫ BREAK IT,

BREAK ANOTHER LITTLE BIT OF MY

SOUL, BABY ♫

>> [PANTING]

>> ♫ TAKE IT ♫

>> [INDISTINCT]

>> ♫ PIECE OF MY HEART, BABY ♫

>> [PANTING]

>> ♫ YEAH ♫

>> [GASPS]

>> [INDISTINCT CHATTER]

>> LISTEN.

>> WHY OLIVIA, SEAN? IN ALL THIS

TIME YOU´VE BEEN OPERATING,

YOU´VE ALWAYS BEEN SO CAREFUL

AND SO THOROUGH. NOW, ISN´T IT

JUST POSSIBLE THAT YOU WEREN´T

CAREFUL WITH HER BECAUSE

SOMEWHERE IN THAT DARK SOUL OF

YOURS, YOU JUST WANTED TO BE RID

OF HER?

>> ARE YOU BLAMING ME? I CAN´T

BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT.

>> [GASPS] YOU LIED ABOUT

THE WHEELCHAIR. YOU LIED ABOUT

MONICA. YOU LIED ABOUT MEGAN.

YOU´RE A LIAR AND A CHEATER.

>> ARE YOU DR. McNAMARA,

MS. LORD´S PHYSICIAN?

>> HOW´S SHE DOING?

>> I´M AFRAID WE WEREN´T ABLE TO

SAVE HER. HER HEART STOPPED AT

5:03.

>> OH, MY GOD. [INDISTINCT]

I WANT TO SEE HER. YOU HAVE TO

LET ME SEE HER.

>> I´M SORRY. WHO ARE YOU?

>> I´M HER PARTNER, GOD DAMN IT.

>> OF COURSE. IF YOU´LL JUST

WAIT A FEW MINUTES.

>> [PANTING]

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU, SEAN.

NOW, THERE IS GOING TO BE

AN AUTOPSY, AND IF YOU HAVE ANY

CULPABILITY AT ALL, IT WILL BE

REVEALED, AND I WILL MAKE SURE

THAT YOU NEVER WORK AGAIN.

I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU! [GASPS]

THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.

>> JULIA.

>> HOW COULD YOU DO THIS CRAP?

[CRYING]

[BUZZING]

>> I JUST WANT TO SAY--

>> I KNOW WHAT YOU´RE SAYING, SO

JUST SHUT UP. I MEAN, JESUS, SHE

ALMOST DIED IN THE LOBBY. I

SHOULD NEVER HAVE LISTENED TO

YOU. I´M GOING TO REMOVE HER

OTHER BREAST, LIKE SHE ASKED ME

TO, SO THAT SHE DOESN´T HAVE TO.

>> WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY,

CHRISTIAN, IS THAT YOU WERE

RIGHT.

>> [SCOFFS]

>> IT´S WHAT ROXY WANTS. IT´S

HER BODY.

SHE´S ALONE, AND SHE TURNED TO

US WITH HER FEARS, AND WE DIDN´T

LISTEN.

I DIDN´T LISTEN.

I´M SORRY.

AND LET ME TELL YOU FROM

EXPERIENCE, THERE IS NOTHING

WORSE THAN HAVING TO FACE YOUR

FEARS ALONE.

>> GIVE ME 15 BLADE. COME ON.

HURRY UP!

>> [SIGHS] WE LOST HER.

OLIVIA´S DEAD.

[FOOTSTEPS]

>> ♫ ONE IS THE LONELIEST

NUMBER... ♫

>> [GRUNTS]

[INHALES]

[EXHALES]

IT WASN´T YOUR FAULT.

>> ISN´T IT?

I WANTED HER TO DIE. I HAD THIS

FANTASY DURING THE SURGERY...

THIS URGE TO JUST...

I WANTED HER OUT OF JULIA´S LIFE

SO I COULD GET BACK IN.

>> FANTASIZING ABOUT SOMETHING

AND ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING

ABOUT IT--2 COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

THINGS.

>> YOU KNOW THE REAL IRONY IN

THIS? NOW THAT OLIVIA´S DEAD...

I´VE LOST JULIA FOREVER.

I FEEL LIKE I´M IN SOME GREEK

PLAY. YOU TRY TO CONTROL YOUR

FATE, BUT THE GODS HAVE OTHER

PLANS.

MAYBE I´M JUST, UH...

NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE HER.

MAYBE I´M SUPPOSED TO...

BE ALONE.

>> I THINK THAT´S MY FORTUNE

COOKIE YOU´RE READING THERE,

PRETTY BOY, NOT YOURS.

>> DR. KOTCHMAN CALLED WITH

THE TOXICOLOGY REPORT. OLIVIA

WAS ON ANTIDEPRESSANTS, AND SHE

DIDN´T TELL US.

>> ARE YOU SURE?

>> THAT´S WHY SHE WENT INTO

ARREST--MIXING IT WITH

THE ANESTHESIA. IF SHE HAD TOLD

US, WE COULD HAVE WEANED HER OFF

BEFORE THE OPERATION. SHE SHOULD

HAVE KNOWN BETTER.

WE DIDN´T DO IT, SEAN.

>> IT DOESN´T MAKE SENSE. WHY

WOULD SHE KEEP THAT A SECRET?

>> MAYBE SHE FELT EMBARRASSED.

A HEALER TAKING MEDICATION FOR

AN EMOTIONAL DISORDER WENT

AGAINST EVERYTHING SHE BELIEVED

IN.

>> NEW YORK´S GOING TO BE SO

STRANGE WITHOUT HER NOW.

>> YOU´RE STILL GOING?

>> MMM. [SNIFFS]

ON ONE OF OUR EARLY DATES,

OLIVIA TOOK ME TO THE CLOISTERS.

SHE LOVED THE ARCHITECTURE THERE

AND THE HISTORY. IT´S WHERE WE

FELL IN LOVE.

SPREADING HER ASHES THERE IS

WHAT SHE´D WANT ME TO DO.

>> LIKE HELL SHE WOULD.

I DID NOT JUST SUFFER

THE RED-EYE FROM BUDAPEST TO

HAVE YOU STEAL MY MOTHER AWAY

FROM ME YET AGAIN, YOU BONY

LITTLE PARASITE.

WELL, AT LEAST YOU MADE IT EASY

FOR ME TO TAKE HER HOME. GETTING

THE COFFIN THROUGH CUSTOMS WOULD

BE A BIT OF A HASSLE.

I DIDN´T EXPECT TO SEE YOU HERE.

DON´T THEY USUALLY ARREST HACKS

WHO KILL THEIR PATIENTS DURING

SURGERY?

>> EDEN, I´M VERY SORRY ABOUT

WHAT HAPPENED, BUT YOUR MOTHER

DIED BECAUSE SHE NEVER DISCLOSED

THE MEDICATION SHE WAS TAKING.

>> SHE KEPT HER PRESCRIPTION

A SECRET FROM ALL OF US.

>> YOU MEAN THE ANTIDEPRESSANTS

SHE WAS ON FOR THE LAST

6 MONTHS? THAT SECRET?

>> HOW DID YOU KNOW?

>> OH, I KNEW ALL OF HER

SECRETS, JULIA. LIKE THE REAL

REASON WHY SHE STARTED TO TAKE

THE PILLS TO BEGIN WITH. SHE WAS

DEPRESSED...

BECAUSE SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SHOT

YOU.

>> [EXHALES]

>> SHE STARTED DRINKING AFTER

YOU TOLD HER YOU SLEPT WITH

CHRISTIAN. SHE WAS A MESS, AND

YOU WERE IN THE BED WEAK AND

TIRED.

THE DAY SHE SHOT YOU, SHE WAS

COMPLETELY SMASHED. SHE MUST

HAVE THOUGH YOU WERE A BURGLAR,

I GUESS.

>> YOU´RE LYING.

>> SHE WAS MISERABLE, JULIA.

YOU MADE HER THAT WAY. AND IN

THE END, YOU KILLED HER.

>> YOU EXPECT US TO BELIEVE ALL

THAT?

>> IT DOESN´T MATTER WHAT YOU

BELIEVE. IT´S THE TRUTH. WHY DO

YOU THINK I LEFT THE COUNTRY?

HUH? I´VE BEEN KEEPING THIS

A SECRET THE ENTIRE TIME. I

COULDN´T TURN MY MOTHER IN,

COULD I?

THINK ABOUT IT.

MAYBE SHE DIDN´T TELL ANYONE

THAT SHE WAS ON THE MEDICATION

BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO DIE IN

SURGERY ´CAUSE SHE COULDN´T LIVE

WITH THE GUILT OF WHAT SHE DID

ANYMORE.

>> NO. SHE DIDN´T HAVE TO DO

THAT IF IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.

I WOULD HAVE FORGIVEN HER.

>> WELL, IT´S A LITTLE TOO LATE

FOR THAT, ISN´T IT?

[SHUDDERS]

YOU KNOW WHAT THE REALLY

SHOCKING THING IS? SHE ACTUALLY

LOVED YOU.

[SCOFFS] THAT´S WHY IT HURT SO

MUCH WHEN SHE NEARLY KILLED YOU.

BUT IF YOU THINK THAT YOU COULD

FORGIVE HER FOR WHAT SHE DID...

THEN I GUESS...

YOU DESERVE TO HAVE HER BACK.

>> YOU WANT TO HEAR A BEDTIME

STORY?

>> I HEARD YO´ STINK BITCH

AGAIN.

>> WHAT? WHO PLAYED THAT FOR

YOU?

>> DADDY DID.

IT´S CATCHY. IT´S NUMBER 8 ON

YOUTUBE AND CLIMBING.

>> AUNT LIZZIE THINKS THAT´S

A VERY NASTY SONG AND NOT FOR

LITTLE BOYS. IT´S TIME FOR YOU

TO GO TO SLEEP. GIVE ME A LITTLE

KISS. AWW.

DON´T YOU LET THOSE BEDBUGS BITE

YOU, OK?

>> GOOD NIGHT, AUNTIE LIZ.

I LOVE YOU.

>> [CHUCKLES] AND I LOVE YOU.

>> WILL YOU BE HERE IN

THE MORNING?

>> PROBABLY NOT. BUT I AM GOING

TO SEE YOU VERY, VERY SOON, OK?

>> NIGHTY-NIGHT, BUDDY BOY.

[DOOR SHUTS]

>> ARE YOU LEAVING?

ARE YOU MAD?

>> NO. [GRUNTS]

THE TRUTH IS, I´M SENSING THAT

HE´S BEGINNING TO EXPECT ME HERE

EVEN IN THE MORNINGS, AND I

JUST--I DON´T THINK THAT´S

A GOOD IDEA FOR ANY OF US, YOU

KNOW, FOR THE OBVIOUS REASONS.

>> WHICH ARE?

>> WELL, MAINLY, I´M NOT YOUR

SIGNIFICANT OTHER.

>> WELL, YOU ARE KIND OF. I

MEAN, NOT REALLY, BUT SORT OF.

>> IN WHAT WORLD WOULD SOMETHING

LIKE THAT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD?

>> [CHUCKLES] IN THE REAL WORLD.

JUST BE REAL WITH ME.

>> YOU WANT REAL? OK. ALL RIGHT.

I LIED ABOUT STEVEN. I DIDN´T

HAVE A FABULOUS ORGASM. IT WAS

MORE LIKE BEING BITTEN BY

AN OVERSIZED MOSQUITO. IT WAS

HELL.

CHRISTIAN, I DON´T LIKE MEN.

I LIKE YOU.

>> TOLD YOU I WAS THE SHIT.

>> YOU ARE SHIT. THAT´S FOR

SURE. BUT THE POINT IS, IT HAS

NOTHING TO DO WITH TECHNIQUE OR

GENDER. IT´S YOU.

YOU ARE A JERK. YOU´RE POMPOUS,

RIDICULOUS, INFURIATING,

AND YET, SOMEHOW, I GET IT.

I GET IT.

AND UNDERNEATH IT ALL, I KNOW

THAT YOU´VE GOT MY BACK IN A WAY

THAT NOBODY ELSE DOES OR EVER

HAS, AND...

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, CHRISTIAN.

I WATCH HOW HARD YOU STRUGGLE TO

BE STRONG, AND YOU STRUGGLE TO

BE BETTER, AND I DON´T KNOW.

SOMEHOW, IT JUST MOVES ME.

AND I DON´T KNOW WHAT TO SAY,

CHRISTIAN. I THINK I´M--

>> NOT THE "L" WORD, LIZZIE.

JUST STOP RIGHT THERE. [SCOFFS]

I GET IT. I FEEL EXACTLY

THE SAME WAY. MOST OF THE TIME,

YOU DRIVE ME BATSHIT, BUT YOU´RE

THE ONLY WOMAN I REALLY TRUST.

AND YOU CARE ABOUT ME

UNCONDITIONALLY...

UNDERSTAND ME AND MY KID AND...

I LOVE YOU FOR THAT.

>> NO "L" WORD, REMEMBER?

>> [CHUCKLES]

IS IT REALLY SO TERRIBLE FOR

WILBUR TO WAKE UP TO AUNT LIZZIE

AT BREAKFAST SEVERAL MORNINGS

A WEEK?

[DOOR SHUTS]