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In the criminal justice
system,
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sexually based offenses
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are considered
especially heinous.
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In New York City,
the dedicated detectives
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who investigate
these vicious felonies
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are members of an elite squad
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known as
the Special Victims Unit.
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These are their stories.
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Dr. Lindstrom,
thank you for staying late.
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Of course, Captain.
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- Congratulations.
- Thank you.
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I actually owe
some of that to you.
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So, what, you're coming
to thank me or...
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Ah, no.
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Ed. Tucker.
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I've been invited to his
retirement party tonight,
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and I haven't seen him
since I broke it off.
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- Ah.
- It's crazy.
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I've had guns in my face,
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and I'm afraid to see
an ex-boyfriend.
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Do you know
what you're afraid of?
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Regret...
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or the pain that I caused him.
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Well, I can give you this.
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Whatever your regrets
or your guilt,
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it's harder in the long run
to leave things unsaid.
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Rachel, you're headed out?
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An old police colleague
is retiring.
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I wanted to help
with the send-off.
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NYPD.
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You sure that's a good idea?
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I won't stay long,
and I won't drink.
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[sighs]
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[background chatter,
music playing]
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Fin,
I didn't expect to see you
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at Tucker's
retirement party.
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- I'm here for you, not him.
- Oh.
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Rollins,
you brought reinforcements.
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Yeah, they let him out
for an hour.
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Yeah, barely.
Thank God I aged out of sleep.
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- How you doing?
- Thanks, guys.
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- Yeah.
- Thank you.
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Who's the... who's the woman
with Tucker?
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You asking us?
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Yeah, we got you
in the divorce.
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The bartender told me that's
his... that's his new wife.
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She's a nurse.
They eloped a month ago.
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Oh.
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Good for him.
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So when I decided to throw
a farewell party
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for my old friend Ed Tucker,
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I said he's, "He's IAB.
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Where were gonna hold it,
a phone booth?"
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[laughter]
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So this is how it's gonna go?
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The truth is when you have
a friend like Ed,
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you're blessed.
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I met him back in
our cowboy days at NYPD,
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long before I retired
to make the real money.
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Is he giving a toast
or bragging?
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[uneasy music]
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[♪♪]
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So after we've all imbibed,
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I'd like each of you
to come down
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and make a toast
to "Mister Ed,"
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like I'm doing now.
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[clamoring, cheers]
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- Not too late to sneak out.
- Nope, he's just seen me.
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I guess I should introduce
myself to his new wife.
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[mellow music playing]
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[♪♪]
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Ed.
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Olivia,
I'm so happy you've made it.
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Of course.
Mazel tov.
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Hi, I'm Olivia Benson.
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Patty Tucker.
I have heard so much about you.
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Oh, wow.
Okay.
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- All good.
- There he is!
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God, you still have your hair,
you bastard!
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I don't know if you've met
my old bald partner, Gary Wald.
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Hey, I took a bullet for you
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back at the Two-Two,
my brother.
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Yeah, not on purpose, and he
never lets me forget it either.
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Who's the man of the hour?
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Rachel.
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And his old partner Gary,
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still riding high
in the saddle.
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Rachel, long time no see.
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Rachel and I went
to the Academy together.
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How have you been?
Not as good as you.
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I hear you have a son,
you made Captain.
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Those good old boys
really looked out for you.
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- Rachel, she paid her dues.
- Not like I did.
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Rachel, you still
a bourbon drinker?
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I'm good.
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I just wanted to look
my fellow officers
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in the eye one more time.
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Hear no evil, see no evil...
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and evil.
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- Oh!
- Oh!
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Ed.
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God, Ed!
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I'm all right,
I'm all right.
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Just maybe a couple of napkins.
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You look like
you could use a refill.
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I'll make that a double
afterwards.
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Ed, what the hell
was that about?
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I have no idea.
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I could barely even place her.
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[uneasy music]
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[♪♪]
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[sighs]
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Anyway...
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I've said my piece.
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It's on the rest of you now.
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Again,
my name is Rachel Wilson.
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I'm a former New York City
police officer...
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until I was pushed out
of the club
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a dozen years ago.
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I'm making a video
at the crime scene.
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I am the victim.
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She has two sons.
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They're good kids,
but they're testing me.
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Uh, teenage boys.
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I just don't know
if I'm ready for that.
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I'll have to use some
of my old IAB psych tricks
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to keep them in line.
[chuckles]
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[gunshot]
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[crowd commotion]
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[suspenseful music]
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[♪♪]
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It's the car.
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It's locked.
Oh, my God.
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[handle clunks]
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[overlapping chatter]
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Uh, this is
Captain Olivia Benson of SVU.
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10-13 from 1-6-9 and Broadway.
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Off-duty P.O. shot.
Rush a bus.
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[dramatic music]
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[♪♪]
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*LAW & ORDER*
Special Victims Unit
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*LAW & ORDER Special Victims Unit*
Season 21 Episode 12
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Episode Title:
"The Longest Night of Rain"
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Liv?
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She didn't make it?
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She knew what
she was doing.
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She shot herself through
the heart.
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I'm sorry.
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Well, I saw her
throw a drink at Tucker.
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- What was that about?
- No idea.
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You know, I knew her,
we were friends.
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I hadn't seen her in awhile
and, uh, she was bright,
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she was ambitious,
and then...
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and then I knew that she had
a rough time over at Vice,
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and she just... she just
crashed and burned.
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Rest in peace.
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We've been saying that
too much.
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[sighs]
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Heard you guys
had a rough night.
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Been a lot of those lately.
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Captain knew her?
She doing okay?
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That and the loss
of her brother, it's a lot.
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She's been on the phone
with 1PP all morning,
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the grief guy's in there
with her now.
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Chief Garland says we all
gotta check in with him.
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All of us?
Is that necessary?
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Yeah, I mean, we need
to start talking about this,
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and not sweep it under the rug.
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Okay, everybody, listen up.
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Listen up.
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- Is that the grief guy?
- Yeah.
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- You okay?
- [sighs]
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Not great,
but I'm dealing with it.
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Thanks, Fin.
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So as you all know, we lost
one of our own last night.
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She was a good woman.
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This is an epidemic.
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More of us are dying by our
own hand than somebody else's.
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Dr. Lindstrom is here
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to speak with
every single one of you.
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Thank you, Captain Benson.
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I know the last thing
many cops wanna do
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is talk about feelings
or fears.
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And we know that
this is a stigma,
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but the department policies
have changed, thank God,
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and asking for help is
no longer a sign of weakness.
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We've all been to way
too many police funerals.
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We can't afford to lose another
brother or sister.
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Thank you.
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Like I said,
I've got a supportive family.
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They survived
the Civil War in Lebanon
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and came here with nothing.
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We look out for each other.
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I'm glad you have that.
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- Thanks for humoring me.
- Yeah.
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You're up.
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Sergeant Tutuola.
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I'm guessing Kat
didn't open up.
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I can't really talk about
another officer.
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Everything anyone says
to me is confidential.
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Is that right?
Let me ask you this.
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If someone came in here
and told you
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they were going through
a really rough time,
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you'd report that?
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We're setting up a system
that allows cops
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to make appointments
with outside therapists
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completely anonymously.
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But you work
for the police department.
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In this capacity, yes.
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But the department is more
concerned that people get help,
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rather than worrying
about their records.
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Yeah, but NYPD can still
take my weapon away.
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Well, if it's warranted,
yeah.
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And send me
to the rubber gun squad.
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So why would anybody
ever tell you anything?
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The thing that gets me
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is that way that Rachel
was talking last night.
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It was like...
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it was like I had the life
that she should've had.
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I'd take that
with a grain of salt.
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Back then, NYPD...
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Being a woman was hard enough,
but being a woman of color?
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Yeah, I get that, but it was
probably more than one thing
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that pushed her over the edge.
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It just bothers me
because a few years ago,
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we ran into each other and we
said let's get a cup of coffee.
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And then I adopted Noah
and I got promoted
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and just never
followed through.
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And you can't be responsible
for everybody.
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I know, I just wish...
[knock on door]
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Hey Captain,
you got a minute?
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Sure.
What's up?
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- You need the room?
- Yeah, yeah, kinda.
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It's not about you.
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- Thanks.
- Yeah.
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What's going on?
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It's about
Rachel Wilson's suicide.
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The investigators recovered
her cell phone from the scene.
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She made a video statement
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right before
she killed herself.
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Several years ago,
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I was violently assaulted
and raped
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by a superior officer.
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I went to my sergeant, IAB.
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They all conspired
to protect my attacker.
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I'd name names here,
but it doesn't matter anymore.
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He won.
I lost.
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I so was proud to be a cop...
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But the system betrayed me.
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NYPD will always protect
who they see as their own...
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And they didn't protect me.
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Anyway, I've said my piece.
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Now we know why she threw
that drink at Tucker.
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And he said
he has no idea why.
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And you believe him?
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I don't know what to believe,
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and I don't know what
to do about it.
259
00:12:28,710 --> 00:12:30,407
Yes, you do.
260
00:12:31,878 --> 00:12:33,923
[sighs]
261
00:12:36,591 --> 00:12:38,114
You've got to forgive us.
262
00:12:38,232 --> 00:12:39,712
We just closed down
the house last week
263
00:12:39,799 --> 00:12:41,453
so everything's at
sixes and sevens.
264
00:12:41,540 --> 00:12:43,498
Oh,
I know what that's like.
265
00:12:43,585 --> 00:12:45,935
Ed, you have company.
266
00:12:46,022 --> 00:12:47,499
- Olivia.
- Hey.
267
00:12:47,587 --> 00:12:50,331
I'm sorry to barge in.
268
00:12:50,418 --> 00:12:52,115
I'll leave you two.
269
00:12:52,202 --> 00:12:53,781
Thanks.
270
00:12:54,074 --> 00:12:56,578
What's going on?
Is this about Rachel Wilson?
271
00:12:56,666 --> 00:12:57,623
It is.
272
00:12:57,711 --> 00:13:00,323
It turns out
that Rachel made a video
273
00:13:00,411 --> 00:13:03,153
before she shot herself.
274
00:13:03,765 --> 00:13:05,955
She said that she was
sexually assaulted
275
00:13:06,042 --> 00:13:08,421
by a colleague on a job.
276
00:13:08,616 --> 00:13:09,835
Did she give a name?
277
00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:12,984
No, but she said
there was a cover-up.
278
00:13:13,195 --> 00:13:17,418
She brought it to IAB, but
there was nothing in the files.
279
00:13:18,110 --> 00:13:20,171
First I'm hearing about it.
280
00:13:20,826 --> 00:13:22,697
Really?
281
00:13:23,059 --> 00:13:25,845
'Cause it seemed like
she knew you at the party.
282
00:13:25,992 --> 00:13:27,760
What was that about?
283
00:13:29,254 --> 00:13:32,374
I'm not sure.
How long ago?
284
00:13:33,399 --> 00:13:35,577
I was hoping
that you could tell me.
285
00:13:38,510 --> 00:13:41,948
Ed, she... she threw a drink
at you.
286
00:13:42,954 --> 00:13:47,585
I'm sorry.
I'm at a loss, Liv.
287
00:13:49,498 --> 00:13:51,984
I must've done
600 cases at IAB.
288
00:13:52,072 --> 00:13:55,281
I'd, you know,
have to dig out my notes.
289
00:13:56,876 --> 00:14:00,445
I want to believe you, Ed.
I do, but...
290
00:14:00,532 --> 00:14:02,534
you just did something
that you never did
291
00:14:02,621 --> 00:14:05,101
when we were together.
292
00:14:05,188 --> 00:14:07,539
What's that?
293
00:14:07,626 --> 00:14:10,070
You lied to my face.
294
00:14:10,324 --> 00:14:13,202
[somber music]
295
00:14:13,632 --> 00:14:16,461
[♪♪]
296
00:14:18,027 --> 00:14:20,931
- Tucker lied to you?
- Or Rachel lied in the video,
297
00:14:21,019 --> 00:14:23,558
but I don't think so.
298
00:14:24,054 --> 00:14:25,582
Tucker seemed off.
299
00:14:25,746 --> 00:14:27,314
Never trust an IAB cop,
300
00:14:27,402 --> 00:14:28,662
no matter how close
you've been.
301
00:14:28,749 --> 00:14:30,454
- Fin.
- You know, how do we even
302
00:14:30,542 --> 00:14:31,708
work this case?
Are we supposed to
303
00:14:31,795 --> 00:14:33,536
go back and check every
supervisor she's ever had?
304
00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:35,930
Okay, before we cast
the net that wide,
305
00:14:36,017 --> 00:14:38,890
let's look into who was
in her life now.
306
00:14:39,086 --> 00:14:41,653
Maybe she disclosed
to someone.
307
00:14:46,214 --> 00:14:48,582
NYPD, huh?
308
00:14:48,805 --> 00:14:50,596
You people didn't honor her
in life,
309
00:14:50,684 --> 00:14:52,707
but now you're gonna
honor her in death.
310
00:14:52,795 --> 00:14:54,057
Why do you say that,
Reverend?
311
00:14:54,145 --> 00:14:55,537
You threw her away.
312
00:14:55,708 --> 00:14:57,728
Not only one of the finest cops
I've known,
313
00:14:57,816 --> 00:14:58,848
but one of the best people.
314
00:14:58,935 --> 00:15:01,198
That's what we hear too.
315
00:15:01,487 --> 00:15:03,272
I knew her
since she was a child.
316
00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:05,710
I saw her go from being
top of her class
317
00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,865
to a step from homeless
these past few years.
318
00:15:09,007 --> 00:15:11,661
I'd been letting her sleep
in the church basement.
319
00:15:11,748 --> 00:15:13,611
Mental health?
Drug problems?
320
00:15:13,699 --> 00:15:17,406
Yes, but don't let yourself
off the hook that easy.
321
00:15:17,493 --> 00:15:19,582
Department pushed her
over the edge.
322
00:15:19,669 --> 00:15:23,704
Rachel made some accusations
about being abused on the job.
323
00:15:23,813 --> 00:15:25,596
Now did she tell you
anything about that?
324
00:15:25,684 --> 00:15:27,120
Damn right she did.
325
00:15:27,208 --> 00:15:31,072
She said she'd been raped
by someone she worked with.
326
00:15:31,160 --> 00:15:33,716
- Did she say who?
- No.
327
00:15:33,901 --> 00:15:36,636
Just that it was
when she was at Vice.
328
00:15:36,724 --> 00:15:41,517
Now, pardon me, I... I have
a eulogy to prepare.
329
00:15:41,604 --> 00:15:43,849
Thanks.
330
00:15:44,259 --> 00:15:45,716
Vice?
331
00:15:45,919 --> 00:15:47,893
I ran Rachel's
NYPD records.
332
00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:49,669
She was there in 2004.
333
00:15:49,757 --> 00:15:52,282
I think my rabbi
was at Vice back then.
334
00:15:52,485 --> 00:15:55,183
If he knows something,
he'll tell me.
335
00:15:55,577 --> 00:15:57,143
Yo, Ralphie!
336
00:15:57,707 --> 00:15:59,809
Ah, baby girl!
337
00:16:00,232 --> 00:16:02,408
[laughter]
Hey!
338
00:16:02,495 --> 00:16:04,671
Captain Benson,
meet Sergeant Morris.
339
00:16:04,758 --> 00:16:06,373
- Hey, how you doing?
- Oh, so you're the one
340
00:16:06,460 --> 00:16:07,722
who stole her from me.
341
00:16:07,810 --> 00:16:10,160
Keep an eye on her,
she's going places.
342
00:16:10,248 --> 00:16:12,947
Oh, she's already arrived.
Yeah.
343
00:16:13,419 --> 00:16:14,637
What can I do for you?
344
00:16:14,724 --> 00:16:15,943
We're taking a closer look
345
00:16:16,030 --> 00:16:17,640
at what happened
to Rachel Wilson.
346
00:16:17,727 --> 00:16:20,382
[sighs]
Rachel.
347
00:16:20,469 --> 00:16:22,068
Terrible thing.
348
00:16:22,161 --> 00:16:24,380
Aleha hashalom.
349
00:16:24,919 --> 00:16:26,475
Third cop I know.
350
00:16:26,562 --> 00:16:29,826
Rachel made a video
before she died
351
00:16:29,913 --> 00:16:32,090
accusing someone
she worked with
352
00:16:32,177 --> 00:16:33,352
of raping her.
353
00:16:33,439 --> 00:16:35,404
She did?
354
00:16:35,492 --> 00:16:37,711
It may have been someone
in Vice.
355
00:16:38,661 --> 00:16:40,663
Well, uh,
I didn't know her that well.
356
00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:42,274
I mean,
a few months after I came in,
357
00:16:42,361 --> 00:16:43,310
she transferred out.
358
00:16:43,398 --> 00:16:45,137
Sergeant,
I told the Captain
359
00:16:45,225 --> 00:16:47,482
that you were
a straight shooter.
360
00:16:47,975 --> 00:16:50,318
I don't like
speaking ill of the dead,
361
00:16:51,598 --> 00:16:53,599
but Rachel had a rep.
362
00:16:53,696 --> 00:16:57,222
Look, Kat here is a good girl,
but Rachel, she got around.
363
00:16:57,387 --> 00:17:00,630
Anyway, the guys who were there
before me could tell you more.
364
00:17:00,747 --> 00:17:02,418
Okay, well,
it's a matter of public record,
365
00:17:02,505 --> 00:17:04,513
but anyone in particular?
366
00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:06,646
Top of my head?
367
00:17:06,733 --> 00:17:08,561
Our captain.
368
00:17:08,648 --> 00:17:10,258
Gary Wald.
369
00:17:10,345 --> 00:17:12,869
I just met him.
He runs a security firm, right?
370
00:17:12,956 --> 00:17:15,350
Yeah, big shot now.
371
00:17:15,437 --> 00:17:17,483
Hey, can I ask a favor?
372
00:17:17,570 --> 00:17:19,615
He's got a lot of juice.
373
00:17:19,702 --> 00:17:22,052
Keep me out of this.
374
00:17:26,753 --> 00:17:28,964
I landed in clover
after retirement.
375
00:17:29,052 --> 00:17:31,453
U.S., international,
cyber security.
376
00:17:31,540 --> 00:17:33,396
- Looks like it pay.
- Yeah, it does!
377
00:17:33,484 --> 00:17:35,581
And we hire
a lot of ex-cops.
378
00:17:35,669 --> 00:17:39,070
Beats a foot post on
Pitkin Avenue, right, Roscoe?
379
00:17:39,497 --> 00:17:42,725
But I'm guessing you didn't
come out here to talk security.
380
00:17:42,812 --> 00:17:44,292
We're here
about Rachel Wilson.
381
00:17:44,379 --> 00:17:45,815
- You mind?
- No, no.
382
00:17:45,902 --> 00:17:47,556
We all just saw her.
383
00:17:47,779 --> 00:17:50,168
He had really fallen apart.
384
00:17:50,994 --> 00:17:53,171
And to take her own life...
385
00:17:53,258 --> 00:17:54,911
it's heartbreaking.
386
00:17:54,998 --> 00:17:57,088
You were her captain
at Vice?
387
00:17:57,175 --> 00:17:58,654
Yeah, yeah.
She was, um,
388
00:17:58,741 --> 00:18:00,569
[chuckles] you know,
she was something.
389
00:18:00,656 --> 00:18:02,005
What is that?
A euphemism?
390
00:18:02,092 --> 00:18:05,008
- You were on the job, right?
- Yeah.
391
00:18:07,173 --> 00:18:09,315
She was
a talented undercover,
392
00:18:09,403 --> 00:18:10,630
but she had issues.
393
00:18:10,771 --> 00:18:12,747
Turns out she made
a video in the car.
394
00:18:12,842 --> 00:18:14,620
Yeah, I heard your captain
already talked
395
00:18:14,708 --> 00:18:16,672
to Ed Tucker about that.
396
00:18:17,855 --> 00:18:20,119
Ever hear any talk about
Rachel being assaulted
397
00:18:20,206 --> 00:18:21,372
while she was at Vice?
398
00:18:21,460 --> 00:18:24,071
Rachel.
Cone of silence?
399
00:18:24,167 --> 00:18:25,777
Yeah.
400
00:18:26,028 --> 00:18:28,205
She was like
a live sex grenade
401
00:18:28,388 --> 00:18:30,138
with the pin pulled out.
402
00:18:30,226 --> 00:18:31,924
She rolled
from man to man,
403
00:18:32,054 --> 00:18:33,620
and when he started
to back away,
404
00:18:33,708 --> 00:18:35,667
she'd threaten
to blow his life up.
405
00:18:35,909 --> 00:18:37,389
I warned Tucker about this
406
00:18:37,476 --> 00:18:39,913
when he called me
chasing some story,
407
00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:43,569
but Rachel put new meaning
into Internal Affairs.
408
00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:45,661
So Tucker really did
look into this.
409
00:18:45,749 --> 00:18:47,403
Yeah, he came
to the same conclusion...
410
00:18:47,553 --> 00:18:49,816
That Rachel was a fabricator.
411
00:18:52,055 --> 00:18:53,709
I mean, I tried to help her,
but you know,
412
00:18:53,796 --> 00:18:56,843
sometimes when you try to save
a drowner, she pulls you under.
413
00:18:58,801 --> 00:19:00,499
Now take it easy, boys.
414
00:19:00,595 --> 00:19:03,076
I haven't finished paying off
my last credit card bill.
415
00:19:03,241 --> 00:19:06,693
Hey Tucker,
you cracking the whip?
416
00:19:07,357 --> 00:19:08,816
Trying to fast-track
a new kitchen
417
00:19:08,904 --> 00:19:10,417
for my wife
with nonunion labor.
418
00:19:10,505 --> 00:19:12,223
Guys, just put it down
on the inside of the door,
419
00:19:12,310 --> 00:19:13,990
- I'll be right in.
- Actually, Captain,
420
00:19:14,077 --> 00:19:16,950
we need you to come with us.
We have a few questions.
421
00:19:19,082 --> 00:19:20,911
You couldn't call first?
422
00:19:21,084 --> 00:19:22,825
Avoid embarrassing me
in front of my family?
423
00:19:22,927 --> 00:19:24,624
You do that
when you were IAB?
424
00:19:24,712 --> 00:19:26,453
That was different.
425
00:19:26,593 --> 00:19:28,669
I was dealing with dirty cops.
426
00:19:31,376 --> 00:19:33,335
Can you give me a minute
and let me tell my wife
427
00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:34,815
where I'm going?
428
00:19:34,948 --> 00:19:36,689
We'll wait right here.
429
00:19:36,839 --> 00:19:40,810
[tense music]
430
00:19:41,104 --> 00:19:44,607
Why'd you tell Benson
you didn't know Rachel Wilson?
431
00:19:46,944 --> 00:19:50,296
No, what I said was,
"I couldn't place her."
432
00:19:50,462 --> 00:19:53,029
But you were at IAB
when Rachel Wilson claimed
433
00:19:53,116 --> 00:19:55,031
she was assaulted
by somebody at Vice, right?
434
00:19:55,118 --> 00:19:56,468
I was.
435
00:19:56,555 --> 00:19:58,992
That was 15 years ago.
436
00:19:59,079 --> 00:20:01,342
I honestly had no memory
of it at first.
437
00:20:01,958 --> 00:20:03,910
At first, but...
But you do now.
438
00:20:04,302 --> 00:20:07,479
Yeah, it, um...
it came back to me.
439
00:20:07,566 --> 00:20:10,351
She, uh, she talked about
filing a complaint,
440
00:20:10,438 --> 00:20:12,224
but it never went anywhere.
441
00:20:12,312 --> 00:20:16,360
She accused Gary Wald,
right?
442
00:20:17,552 --> 00:20:19,317
Your former partner?
443
00:20:21,449 --> 00:20:23,321
Yes or no, Tucker?
444
00:20:23,408 --> 00:20:25,286
Yes, she did.
445
00:20:25,497 --> 00:20:27,151
We looked into it.
446
00:20:27,325 --> 00:20:29,544
There were charges
and countercharges.
447
00:20:29,631 --> 00:20:31,067
Between Rachel and Gary?
448
00:20:31,154 --> 00:20:32,678
About the assault, yeah.
449
00:20:32,765 --> 00:20:34,201
But also about
other relationships
450
00:20:34,288 --> 00:20:36,630
she was having
with other guys on the job.
451
00:20:37,335 --> 00:20:39,636
If she had filed
a formal complaint
452
00:20:39,724 --> 00:20:40,860
against Gary at that time,
453
00:20:40,947 --> 00:20:42,557
there would've been
four broken marriages,
454
00:20:42,644 --> 00:20:44,037
her career
would have been ruined.
455
00:20:44,124 --> 00:20:47,562
It was ruined anyway.
She fell apart.
456
00:20:47,649 --> 00:20:49,849
Yeah, I know,
457
00:20:50,173 --> 00:20:53,349
and I feel terrible about that.
458
00:20:55,048 --> 00:20:56,810
But at the end of the day,
459
00:20:56,898 --> 00:20:58,813
it was her choice
not to pursue.
460
00:21:00,378 --> 00:21:01,814
"Her choice."
461
00:21:01,941 --> 00:21:03,726
It sounds like
she was slut-shamed
462
00:21:03,883 --> 00:21:05,145
into keeping her mouth shut,
463
00:21:05,232 --> 00:21:06,929
and Tucker made sure
she understood
464
00:21:07,016 --> 00:21:08,583
exactly how that
was gonna play out.
465
00:21:08,670 --> 00:21:13,196
I just can't... I can't see
Tucker covering up a rape,
466
00:21:13,544 --> 00:21:16,575
even... even if she had a rep.
467
00:21:16,731 --> 00:21:18,219
It happens all the time,
Liv,
468
00:21:18,369 --> 00:21:19,980
and if you ask me,
he's still covering it up.
469
00:21:20,067 --> 00:21:21,721
[knock on door]
470
00:21:21,854 --> 00:21:23,341
Kat, we're in the middle
of something.
471
00:21:23,429 --> 00:21:26,258
Sorry, um, I just...
472
00:21:27,297 --> 00:21:29,125
What?
What's the matter?
473
00:21:29,497 --> 00:21:33,435
Um, my old sergeant,
Ralphie Morris,
474
00:21:33,661 --> 00:21:35,706
he just killed himself.
475
00:21:35,871 --> 00:21:39,135
[dark music]
476
00:21:39,456 --> 00:21:43,112
Two hours
after we talked to him.
477
00:21:49,424 --> 00:21:51,810
[background chatter]
478
00:21:52,185 --> 00:21:53,360
Get away from me, Katriona.
479
00:21:53,454 --> 00:21:54,927
- I got nothing good to say to you.
- Mrs. Morris,
480
00:21:55,014 --> 00:21:56,732
we're so
very sorry for your loss.
481
00:21:56,828 --> 00:21:58,013
You the other one
he was talking to
482
00:21:58,100 --> 00:21:59,935
before he shot himself?
Proud of yourself?
483
00:22:00,023 --> 00:22:02,193
I understand
that you're upset,
484
00:22:02,281 --> 00:22:04,587
but something
as horrible as this
485
00:22:04,675 --> 00:22:06,373
doesn't just come out
of nowhere.
486
00:22:06,461 --> 00:22:09,290
Marie, you know Ralphie
meant the world to me,
487
00:22:09,449 --> 00:22:11,233
and I pray that
it was nothing that I did.
488
00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:12,365
It wasn't just you.
489
00:22:12,452 --> 00:22:13,931
This had been coming
a long time.
490
00:22:14,018 --> 00:22:15,193
I had no idea.
491
00:22:15,281 --> 00:22:17,472
No one did, but I must've
called the department
492
00:22:17,560 --> 00:22:19,198
a half dozen times
the last few years,
493
00:22:19,285 --> 00:22:20,895
telling them
to take his guns away.
494
00:22:20,982 --> 00:22:22,462
Why?
What was the matter?
495
00:22:22,549 --> 00:22:23,898
What wasn't the matter?
496
00:22:23,985 --> 00:22:27,989
My Ralphie was an ox,
but this job wore him down.
497
00:22:28,076 --> 00:22:30,818
People dumping buckets
of water on him in the street,
498
00:22:30,905 --> 00:22:34,169
politicians blaming the cops
when anything goes wrong.
499
00:22:34,256 --> 00:22:36,127
We're upside down
on a second mortgage
500
00:22:36,214 --> 00:22:37,896
to pay for our son's rehab.
501
00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:40,131
Being a parent
and being a cop,
502
00:22:40,218 --> 00:22:42,136
believe me, we...
We all get it.
503
00:22:42,224 --> 00:22:45,083
Then tell me why couldn't
he get the help he needed?
504
00:22:45,687 --> 00:22:47,972
Look, I'm so sorry
to ask you this,
505
00:22:48,060 --> 00:22:52,575
but can you tell me
what happened today?
506
00:22:53,493 --> 00:22:57,845
He came home distraught,
talking about killing himself.
507
00:22:58,019 --> 00:23:02,560
I was on the phone
begging with 911 while he...
508
00:23:02,648 --> 00:23:05,872
He was screaming into
his phone in the other room...
509
00:23:08,257 --> 00:23:10,476
Right before I heard the shot.
510
00:23:11,686 --> 00:23:13,688
Any idea who
he was talking to?
511
00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:15,141
He made a few calls,
512
00:23:15,229 --> 00:23:18,189
but I know the last one
was to his shrink.
513
00:23:20,426 --> 00:23:22,471
This is awful news, Olivia.
514
00:23:22,559 --> 00:23:24,344
I can't imagine
how you're feeling.
515
00:23:24,610 --> 00:23:27,308
I can't imagine
what you're feeling.
516
00:23:27,396 --> 00:23:29,529
I don't think
I understand.
517
00:23:29,616 --> 00:23:32,358
Sergeant Morris
was your patient.
518
00:23:32,445 --> 00:23:33,837
How would you know that?
519
00:23:33,924 --> 00:23:37,232
His widow told us that
he made a series of calls
520
00:23:37,319 --> 00:23:39,713
before... he shot himself.
521
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,106
The first two were
to burner cells.
522
00:23:42,193 --> 00:23:43,543
We're triangulating those.
523
00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:46,676
But the last one was to you.
524
00:23:49,162 --> 00:23:51,774
You heard his final words.
525
00:23:51,986 --> 00:23:53,466
Olivia, when you told me
526
00:23:53,553 --> 00:23:55,424
you needed to see me
right away,
527
00:23:55,511 --> 00:23:57,318
I thought it was because
you needed help.
528
00:23:57,406 --> 00:23:58,956
I do need help.
You have information
529
00:23:59,044 --> 00:24:01,068
that is relevant to our case.
530
00:24:01,156 --> 00:24:03,615
We have spent a lot
of time establishing trust.
531
00:24:03,911 --> 00:24:05,644
If you wanna question me
for a case,
532
00:24:05,732 --> 00:24:06,914
you can't come here
under a pretext.
533
00:24:07,001 --> 00:24:08,219
And I hear you,
534
00:24:08,307 --> 00:24:11,136
but if Ralph revealed anything
to you that could help us...
535
00:24:11,571 --> 00:24:13,454
I cannot reveal it to you.
536
00:24:13,743 --> 00:24:15,928
I am sworn to protect
my patient's privacy.
537
00:24:16,016 --> 00:24:17,577
- And he's gone.
- He's gone,
538
00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:20,667
but confidentiality
extends beyond the grave.
539
00:24:22,981 --> 00:24:24,915
Well, so you know...
540
00:24:26,186 --> 00:24:28,666
if you can't see a way
to help us,
541
00:24:29,152 --> 00:24:32,025
then the DA's office
is going to subpoena you.
542
00:24:32,367 --> 00:24:35,637
Well, then I'll see them
in court, Olivia.
543
00:24:35,725 --> 00:24:40,077
Now, you'll excuse me.
I lost a patient tonight.
544
00:24:40,164 --> 00:24:42,950
It's not your problem,
but I think you can understand
545
00:24:43,037 --> 00:24:45,321
what I'm feeling right now.
546
00:24:51,784 --> 00:24:54,700
Your Honor, we believe that
Dr. Lindstrom has evidence
547
00:24:54,788 --> 00:24:57,443
that is crucial to an ongoing
SVU investigation.
548
00:24:57,530 --> 00:24:59,358
Now, it's evidence
we can't get any other way
549
00:24:59,445 --> 00:25:00,924
because
the complaining witness,
550
00:25:01,011 --> 00:25:02,926
and another key witness,
Dr. Lindstrom's patient,
551
00:25:03,013 --> 00:25:04,188
are both deceased.
552
00:25:04,275 --> 00:25:05,538
Dr. Lindstrom,
553
00:25:05,625 --> 00:25:08,461
without asking you
to reveal anything specific,
554
00:25:08,605 --> 00:25:09,954
can you advise the court
555
00:25:10,042 --> 00:25:12,262
as to whether you might
have information relevant
556
00:25:12,350 --> 00:25:14,134
to this investigation?
557
00:25:14,250 --> 00:25:16,383
I'm not prepared to answer
even that, Your Honor.
558
00:25:16,471 --> 00:25:17,994
There is a precedent here.
559
00:25:18,082 --> 00:25:21,258
We are all profoundly aware
that the NYPD
560
00:25:21,346 --> 00:25:23,295
is in the middle
of a mental health crisis,
561
00:25:23,383 --> 00:25:26,385
and it is more important than
ever that police officers
562
00:25:26,472 --> 00:25:28,561
who have the courage
to seek counseling
563
00:25:28,648 --> 00:25:30,610
know that their records,
564
00:25:30,698 --> 00:25:34,180
their conversations
remain privileged...
565
00:25:34,436 --> 00:25:36,743
even after their death.
566
00:25:38,508 --> 00:25:40,032
So Carisi's taking Lindstrom
to court?
567
00:25:40,134 --> 00:25:42,397
Yeah... I wouldn't count on
that working either.
568
00:25:42,539 --> 00:25:43,844
Where are we?
569
00:25:44,032 --> 00:25:45,425
Well, in 2004,
570
00:25:45,513 --> 00:25:47,341
Rachel made Detective
under Captain Gary Wald
571
00:25:47,429 --> 00:25:49,257
and Sergeant Ralph Morris.
572
00:25:49,345 --> 00:25:51,060
She partners up
with Detective Guevara.
573
00:25:51,148 --> 00:25:52,204
From Tucker's file,
574
00:25:52,292 --> 00:25:55,252
she hooked up with
all three of them plus a UC.
575
00:25:55,525 --> 00:25:57,831
Ralphie?
I don't believe that.
576
00:25:57,981 --> 00:26:00,506
It would explain
Gary's leverage over him.
577
00:26:00,593 --> 00:26:03,227
We were able to trace
the burner cell.
578
00:26:03,421 --> 00:26:06,425
Gary and Ralphie exchanged
calls before he killed himself.
579
00:26:06,512 --> 00:26:08,383
Okay,
so after Rachel's suicide,
580
00:26:08,470 --> 00:26:10,227
Ralphie feels guilt,
581
00:26:10,315 --> 00:26:13,275
Gary leans on him
to keep quiet, and...
582
00:26:13,557 --> 00:26:16,647
Ralphie just doesn't see
another way out.
583
00:26:18,262 --> 00:26:20,251
I respect the principle,
Your Honor,
584
00:26:20,367 --> 00:26:21,540
but in this case,
585
00:26:21,628 --> 00:26:23,411
the two suicides may well
have been the result
586
00:26:23,498 --> 00:26:24,890
of the crime and a cover-up,
587
00:26:25,017 --> 00:26:26,802
and Dr. Lindstrom
has a duty to warn.
588
00:26:26,890 --> 00:26:29,166
He may have information that
could stop yet another officer
589
00:26:29,253 --> 00:26:30,438
from committing suicide.
590
00:26:30,526 --> 00:26:32,572
Mr. Carisi, I've heard you
use phrases like, "maybe,"
591
00:26:32,659 --> 00:26:34,835
"may well have been,"
"we believe."
592
00:26:35,035 --> 00:26:37,555
All words that tell me
this evidence you seek
593
00:26:37,643 --> 00:26:40,434
is speculative and secondhand
and maybe even third-hand.
594
00:26:40,768 --> 00:26:43,423
You've failed to show
that the interests of justice
595
00:26:43,526 --> 00:26:47,258
outweigh the deceased's
interest in confidentiality.
596
00:26:52,711 --> 00:26:55,774
Oh, my, Dr. Lindstrom,
are you okay?
597
00:26:55,862 --> 00:26:57,603
I'm fine.
598
00:26:57,867 --> 00:26:59,652
This must've happened
while I was at the hearing.
599
00:26:59,739 --> 00:27:01,915
- I'm sorry.
- They broke into my desk,
600
00:27:02,002 --> 00:27:04,091
but they didn't bother
to take prescription samples
601
00:27:04,178 --> 00:27:05,484
or my checkbook.
602
00:27:05,571 --> 00:27:07,399
- Was anything missing?
- Two things.
603
00:27:07,487 --> 00:27:09,532
My laptop
and Ralph Morris' file.
604
00:27:09,738 --> 00:27:11,778
They must have been worried
that the court was gonna
605
00:27:11,881 --> 00:27:13,469
order you to turn
your notes over.
606
00:27:13,769 --> 00:27:15,913
- And now they have them.
- We'll call CSU,
607
00:27:16,001 --> 00:27:17,496
get a team in here
and run prints,
608
00:27:17,583 --> 00:27:18,829
look for touch DNA.
609
00:27:18,917 --> 00:27:20,571
Yeah,
I can save you the time.
610
00:27:20,659 --> 00:27:22,618
I had a visit to my office
here late last night.
611
00:27:22,706 --> 00:27:25,665
- From who?
- Gary Wald, ex-cop.
612
00:27:25,824 --> 00:27:28,218
Yeah, we... we know him.
What did he want?
613
00:27:28,376 --> 00:27:29,986
The same thing you want.
614
00:27:30,073 --> 00:27:31,597
To know what
Ralph Morris said
615
00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:33,207
just before
he took his own life.
616
00:27:33,294 --> 00:27:34,687
But you didn't tell him.
617
00:27:34,774 --> 00:27:37,690
No.
I can't.
618
00:27:38,937 --> 00:27:40,678
But without breaking
confidentiality,
619
00:27:40,765 --> 00:27:42,854
I can tell you that
your friend Ed Tucker
620
00:27:43,043 --> 00:27:45,611
must know everything I know.
621
00:27:45,698 --> 00:27:50,224
[heavy music]
622
00:27:52,456 --> 00:27:54,545
[sighs]
623
00:27:55,260 --> 00:27:57,740
- You still take milk?
- Ah, thank you.
624
00:27:59,273 --> 00:28:01,001
Boy, four times in a week.
625
00:28:01,117 --> 00:28:02,757
First, you couldn't wait
to get rid of me,
626
00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:04,972
now I need an order
of protection against you.
627
00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:07,062
Ed, we need to talk.
628
00:28:07,150 --> 00:28:08,978
Walk with me.
629
00:28:09,066 --> 00:28:10,894
I'm not going far.
630
00:28:12,375 --> 00:28:14,290
What's on your mind?
631
00:28:14,378 --> 00:28:18,077
Rachel Wilson,
Ralph Morris,
632
00:28:18,407 --> 00:28:20,741
you and these games that
you've been playing.
633
00:28:20,829 --> 00:28:22,670
Trust me, Liv, I don't
have time to play games.
634
00:28:22,758 --> 00:28:24,998
No? Did you know your friend
Gary Wald broke into
635
00:28:25,085 --> 00:28:28,523
Lindstrom's office and stole
the file on Ralph Morris?
636
00:28:28,610 --> 00:28:30,090
No.
I had no idea.
637
00:28:30,177 --> 00:28:31,657
Well, he did.
638
00:28:31,744 --> 00:28:33,876
Lately, I'm realizing I had
no idea about a lot of things.
639
00:28:33,963 --> 00:28:35,524
Yeah, and I want
to believe you, Ed,
640
00:28:35,612 --> 00:28:38,811
I really do,
but I still get the feeling
641
00:28:38,899 --> 00:28:40,975
that you're not
being straight with me
642
00:28:41,063 --> 00:28:43,868
about... about any of this.
643
00:28:50,246 --> 00:28:52,797
Ed, what are we doing here?
644
00:28:52,921 --> 00:28:55,358
You can't tell my wife.
645
00:28:55,780 --> 00:29:00,263
[somber music]
646
00:29:00,468 --> 00:29:04,820
[♪♪]
647
00:29:13,586 --> 00:29:15,243
[door bell chimes]
648
00:29:16,009 --> 00:29:17,445
Hey.
649
00:29:24,563 --> 00:29:28,118
Did I ever tell you about
where I worked after 9/11?
650
00:29:28,586 --> 00:29:30,197
I asked.
651
00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,256
They had me detailed
652
00:29:33,344 --> 00:29:35,550
to the Fresh Kill Landfill
recovery site,
653
00:29:36,118 --> 00:29:38,258
looking for remains.
654
00:29:38,376 --> 00:29:40,272
12-hour shifts
at the conveyor belt,
655
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:41,704
sifting through the debris,
656
00:29:41,792 --> 00:29:43,667
watching credit cards,
baby pictures,
657
00:29:43,754 --> 00:29:45,756
and wedding rings go by.
658
00:29:45,843 --> 00:29:50,022
Every once in a while, a...
a finger bone or a rib.
659
00:29:50,557 --> 00:29:53,430
That sounds like
how I picture Hell.
660
00:29:53,721 --> 00:29:56,680
You start thinking about
your own life, you know?
661
00:29:56,767 --> 00:29:58,552
All the things you missed.
662
00:29:58,639 --> 00:30:01,859
- Oh, Ed.
- Wished you'd done.
663
00:30:01,946 --> 00:30:03,687
They caught the cancer
in my lungs
664
00:30:03,774 --> 00:30:06,777
before I started seeing you.
665
00:30:08,715 --> 00:30:11,065
Now it's in my brain.
666
00:30:12,302 --> 00:30:14,348
They say there's
no connection, but...
667
00:30:14,458 --> 00:30:16,564
But... but they can treat that,
right?
668
00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:20,487
They can,
but the doctor just told me
669
00:30:20,574 --> 00:30:22,970
I have six months to a year.
670
00:30:23,159 --> 00:30:25,901
Oh, my God.
671
00:30:26,145 --> 00:30:28,799
It is what it is.
672
00:30:30,975 --> 00:30:33,935
Well, pretty soon,
I won't be myself anymore.
673
00:30:34,022 --> 00:30:37,112
Maybe you notice I'm starting
to have memory lapses.
674
00:30:37,472 --> 00:30:41,389
That's why you didn't
remember Rachel.
675
00:30:41,952 --> 00:30:46,276
I had no...
idea how I knew her.
676
00:30:47,296 --> 00:30:50,776
I was too embarrassed to tell
you that when you asked.
677
00:30:53,393 --> 00:30:55,799
But Gary called me
after you left.
678
00:30:57,654 --> 00:30:59,526
And what did he say?
679
00:30:59,768 --> 00:31:02,398
He was just making sure
that I had his back,
680
00:31:02,549 --> 00:31:05,097
like when we were partners.
681
00:31:07,011 --> 00:31:10,493
Ed, are you saying
that you covered up a rape...
682
00:31:10,580 --> 00:31:12,057
to protect your friend?
683
00:31:12,154 --> 00:31:15,932
No.
I would never.
684
00:31:16,176 --> 00:31:19,557
Back then, Gary told me
he'd an affair with her,
685
00:31:19,721 --> 00:31:21,026
and when he went
to break it off,
686
00:31:21,113 --> 00:31:23,635
she only accused him of rape
just to get back at him,
687
00:31:24,028 --> 00:31:26,944
and I was stupid enough
to believe him.
688
00:31:29,378 --> 00:31:34,729
I don't want Rachel or Ralph
on my conscience.
689
00:31:35,798 --> 00:31:39,759
While there's still time,
I need to make this right.
690
00:31:40,088 --> 00:31:43,700
[somber music]
691
00:31:43,787 --> 00:31:46,877
[♪♪]
692
00:31:46,964 --> 00:31:50,707
Mrs. Morris, we just wanted
to say again how sorry we are.
693
00:31:50,794 --> 00:31:53,014
May Ralphie's memory
be a blessing for you.
694
00:31:53,101 --> 00:31:57,323
Ralphie adored you,
you know that, don't you?
695
00:31:57,705 --> 00:32:00,316
You were the daughter
he never had.
696
00:32:00,630 --> 00:32:02,245
He was a beautiful man.
697
00:32:02,333 --> 00:32:04,117
He'll be missed.
698
00:32:16,168 --> 00:32:19,331
108 bucks,
Porterhouse steak for two?
699
00:32:19,642 --> 00:32:21,340
Most expensive steak
I ever had.
700
00:32:21,521 --> 00:32:22,696
Yeah,
the private sector's
701
00:32:22,783 --> 00:32:24,729
been very, very good
to Gary Wald.
702
00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:25,862
Evidently.
703
00:32:25,950 --> 00:32:27,429
And it could be
very good for Eddie.
704
00:32:27,517 --> 00:32:30,486
Six-figure salaries,
yachts, private planes,
705
00:32:30,573 --> 00:32:32,140
unbelievable women.
706
00:32:32,227 --> 00:32:34,229
You wait till I'm married
to tell me this?
707
00:32:34,316 --> 00:32:36,013
Well, I'm married too.
708
00:32:36,100 --> 00:32:39,191
Or at least my wife is.
[chuckles]
709
00:32:39,278 --> 00:32:43,565
So, uh, did you get anything
from Benson?
710
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:46,502
[soft dinner music playing]
711
00:32:46,589 --> 00:32:48,678
They know what happened
during Vice
712
00:32:48,765 --> 00:32:51,290
and that it involved
a supervisor.
713
00:32:51,377 --> 00:32:52,856
All right, got it.
714
00:32:53,260 --> 00:32:55,120
Did Ralphie's shrink
give them anything?
715
00:32:55,207 --> 00:32:56,643
No,
716
00:32:56,730 --> 00:33:00,342
not even after somebody
broke into his office.
717
00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:03,606
We don't need to worry
about that, do we?
718
00:33:03,693 --> 00:33:06,435
No.
No, those notes are gone.
719
00:33:06,522 --> 00:33:09,351
Now this gets easier.
720
00:33:09,438 --> 00:33:12,267
Just pin the rape on Ralphie.
721
00:33:12,354 --> 00:33:13,921
Ralphie?
722
00:33:14,008 --> 00:33:16,893
Well, I have proof he was
having an affair with her.
723
00:33:16,988 --> 00:33:18,728
Whew.
724
00:33:19,143 --> 00:33:21,930
She really got around, huh?
You, Ralphie?
725
00:33:22,018 --> 00:33:23,745
Remember I told you
they called her
726
00:33:23,833 --> 00:33:26,358
the Hotbox
of Midtown South?
727
00:33:26,446 --> 00:33:27,838
I remember,
728
00:33:28,065 --> 00:33:30,651
but then she started
giving you a hard time.
729
00:33:30,778 --> 00:33:32,998
More like stalking me.
730
00:33:33,195 --> 00:33:37,591
She called my wife.
I can't have that.
731
00:33:40,115 --> 00:33:42,074
I had to tune her up.
732
00:33:42,341 --> 00:33:43,733
Tune her up?
733
00:33:44,128 --> 00:33:46,083
You never told me
that back then.
734
00:33:46,170 --> 00:33:48,216
It was a different time, Ed.
I had to protect my home,
735
00:33:48,303 --> 00:33:49,652
my family, my job.
736
00:33:49,739 --> 00:33:50,807
No, I get it.
737
00:33:50,895 --> 00:33:53,593
I roughed her up good,
she got the message.
738
00:33:53,917 --> 00:33:56,057
And now she's gone,
739
00:33:56,311 --> 00:33:58,456
and Ralphie's gone.
740
00:33:58,661 --> 00:34:00,272
All ties up in a bow.
741
00:34:00,359 --> 00:34:02,099
The dead don't speak
to the living.
742
00:34:02,186 --> 00:34:05,424
These IAB guys
know how to reel 'em in.
743
00:34:06,582 --> 00:34:09,585
One thing you can say
about Ed Tucker,
744
00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:11,831
he settles his accounts.
745
00:34:15,548 --> 00:34:17,102
Whoa... hey, bud,
746
00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:18,938
I didn't think
you had that much to drink.
747
00:34:19,026 --> 00:34:20,596
What can I tell you?
748
00:34:20,683 --> 00:34:22,540
I'm turning into an amateur
now I'm retired.
749
00:34:22,628 --> 00:34:24,687
Hey, you want a ride home?
I got my driver.
750
00:34:24,774 --> 00:34:27,516
Nah, I'm good.
It's... it's out of your way.
751
00:34:27,603 --> 00:34:29,526
Well,
you stick with me, kid,
752
00:34:29,614 --> 00:34:31,899
you'll be riding in the back
of that Rolls Silver Cloud
753
00:34:31,987 --> 00:34:34,131
we always talked about,
all right?
754
00:34:44,446 --> 00:34:45,839
[sighs]
755
00:34:46,020 --> 00:34:49,327
[breathing hard]
756
00:34:57,894 --> 00:35:00,383
Hey.
Hey, you okay?
757
00:35:00,471 --> 00:35:01,550
- Yeah.
- Take it easy.
758
00:35:01,667 --> 00:35:02,943
You okay?
759
00:35:03,946 --> 00:35:05,426
Did you get enough
for an arrest?
760
00:35:05,552 --> 00:35:08,250
Yes, yes.
It's all good.
761
00:35:17,316 --> 00:35:19,274
It all ties up in a bow,
and the dead don't speak
762
00:35:19,361 --> 00:35:20,526
to the living.
763
00:35:20,643 --> 00:35:23,278
So are we good to go on the
arrest warrant for Gary Wald?
764
00:35:23,365 --> 00:35:25,456
Wald runs a global
security firm, right?
765
00:35:25,557 --> 00:35:28,071
So if there's anything
out there on Tucker,
766
00:35:28,159 --> 00:35:29,157
he's gonna find it?
767
00:35:29,245 --> 00:35:31,586
Is Tucker okay testifying
against his former partner?
768
00:35:31,674 --> 00:35:33,891
- Tucker's clean.
- And you believe him?
769
00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:36,362
Took him long enough
to come around on Rachel.
770
00:35:36,486 --> 00:35:38,899
If this goes to trial,
how long will it take?
771
00:35:38,987 --> 00:35:40,954
Months?
Could be years.
772
00:35:41,042 --> 00:35:42,863
Why are you asking?
773
00:35:45,552 --> 00:35:49,461
There's a reason that Tucker
wasn't himself before.
774
00:35:49,549 --> 00:35:51,495
Captain,
what are you talking about?
775
00:35:53,276 --> 00:35:55,401
Don't make me spell it out.
776
00:35:57,456 --> 00:35:59,682
So we need to
do this without him?
777
00:35:59,799 --> 00:36:01,098
Yes.
778
00:36:02,165 --> 00:36:03,461
Okay.
779
00:36:04,189 --> 00:36:07,042
We have the tapes... I'll get you
the search warrants.
780
00:36:07,130 --> 00:36:08,104
Also see if you can flush out
781
00:36:08,192 --> 00:36:09,727
anybody from Vice
from that time.
782
00:36:09,815 --> 00:36:11,532
- Anything else?
- Yeah.
783
00:36:11,620 --> 00:36:13,237
Pick up Gary Wald.
784
00:36:16,418 --> 00:36:19,378
[dramatic music]
785
00:36:19,465 --> 00:36:25,088
[♪♪]
786
00:36:27,230 --> 00:36:28,612
If you guys are here
to talk about
787
00:36:28,700 --> 00:36:29,832
working for me
after retirement,
788
00:36:29,919 --> 00:36:31,010
you should've called ahead
for an appointment.
789
00:36:31,066 --> 00:36:32,782
- Guess again.
- Gary Wald, we've got
790
00:36:32,870 --> 00:36:34,649
a warrant for your arrest
for sexual assault,
791
00:36:34,737 --> 00:36:36,810
witness tampering,
and breaking and entering.
792
00:36:36,897 --> 00:36:38,160
Based on what?
793
00:36:38,247 --> 00:36:39,754
The word of two cops
who were having an affair
794
00:36:39,841 --> 00:36:40,799
and then killed themselves?
795
00:36:40,887 --> 00:36:41,978
You better watch your mouth.
796
00:36:42,066 --> 00:36:43,315
Damn, what is her problem?
797
00:36:43,403 --> 00:36:44,926
You heard what she said.
798
00:36:47,135 --> 00:36:49,572
Let's go.
799
00:36:52,136 --> 00:36:53,964
So Gary's on his way
to Central Booking?
800
00:36:54,052 --> 00:36:55,612
Yup.
801
00:36:56,611 --> 00:36:58,657
One of my best friends,
my partner,
802
00:36:58,745 --> 00:37:00,690
and I never even knew it.
803
00:37:00,953 --> 00:37:02,346
[sighs]
804
00:37:02,705 --> 00:37:04,783
I think of all the people
I never let get close to me
805
00:37:04,870 --> 00:37:06,231
because of IAB.
806
00:37:06,318 --> 00:37:08,799
- Don't blame yourself, Ed.
- Why not?
807
00:37:08,886 --> 00:37:10,975
It was my job
to root out bad cops,
808
00:37:11,062 --> 00:37:12,150
and I missed one of the worst.
809
00:37:12,237 --> 00:37:14,299
He was standing
right in front of me.
810
00:37:14,935 --> 00:37:16,938
If I hadn't,
Rachel might still be here.
811
00:37:17,025 --> 00:37:19,027
Ed,
a lot of people missed it.
812
00:37:19,393 --> 00:37:21,855
I have missed some things.
813
00:37:21,942 --> 00:37:23,596
[sighs]
814
00:37:24,554 --> 00:37:26,208
I didn't realize
we'd changed the subject.
815
00:37:26,295 --> 00:37:27,971
We're talking about us now?
816
00:37:28,123 --> 00:37:30,870
[emotional music]
817
00:37:31,126 --> 00:37:35,651
I'm sorry... for the way
that I ended things.
818
00:37:36,957 --> 00:37:39,525
I think underneath it all...
819
00:37:41,256 --> 00:37:43,174
I was afraid.
820
00:37:45,357 --> 00:37:47,393
And your dance card
was full.
821
00:37:47,499 --> 00:37:50,371
The job, Noah.
822
00:37:51,755 --> 00:37:56,753
What I wish I had
and what I wish we had...
823
00:37:58,588 --> 00:38:00,901
Is more time.
824
00:38:03,242 --> 00:38:05,157
It's okay.
825
00:38:06,900 --> 00:38:09,104
We'll always have Paris.
826
00:38:12,950 --> 00:38:15,862
You know,
I've always wanted to say that.
827
00:38:39,593 --> 00:38:41,499
Did the son of a bitch
make bail?
828
00:38:41,587 --> 00:38:43,807
No, once the judge heard
about his private plane,
829
00:38:43,894 --> 00:38:44,792
his multiple passports...
830
00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:46,289
If he's not a flight risk,
no one is.
831
00:38:46,376 --> 00:38:47,812
He can cool his jets
at the jail
832
00:38:47,900 --> 00:38:49,815
they were going
to name after him.
833
00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,862
Oh, my God.
834
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:53,599
What?
835
00:38:57,647 --> 00:39:00,563
[heavy music]
836
00:39:00,650 --> 00:39:07,657
[♪♪]
837
00:39:09,829 --> 00:39:12,267
I heard about Tucker.
How you doing?
838
00:39:12,488 --> 00:39:15,799
He took his life
with his old .38.
839
00:39:20,017 --> 00:39:22,498
I just don't know
what to do with that.
840
00:39:22,585 --> 00:39:24,674
There's nothing
you can do with it.
841
00:39:24,761 --> 00:39:25,995
It just is.
842
00:39:26,186 --> 00:39:29,580
He left his wife a letter,
his benefits, his pension.
843
00:39:32,899 --> 00:39:35,685
He told her that he didn't want
her to spend the best years
844
00:39:35,772 --> 00:39:40,037
of her life taking care
of a dying man.
845
00:39:42,953 --> 00:39:44,862
He had brain cancer.
846
00:39:46,696 --> 00:39:48,651
Oh, I didn't know.
847
00:39:52,215 --> 00:39:54,417
He was suffering, Liv.
848
00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:57,010
That's not how he'd want
to be remembered.
849
00:39:57,097 --> 00:39:59,578
I know.
I know.
850
00:40:02,890 --> 00:40:06,546
It's just a lot of rain
in one place.
851
00:40:08,413 --> 00:40:10,181
You don't need
to be here alone.
852
00:40:10,269 --> 00:40:12,271
Let me drive you home.
853
00:40:12,954 --> 00:40:15,479
Just give me a minute.
I'll be okay.
854
00:40:16,998 --> 00:40:18,565
I'm good.
855
00:40:25,881 --> 00:40:28,125
[door closes]
855
00:40:29,305 --> 00:40:35,575
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