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It was a very short putt.
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It would seem routine had he not
just come off a bogey the hole before.
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Mm-hmm, obviously
smarting from that.
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But let's see what he does here.
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Oh perfect.
Textbook, textbook.
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We move ahead now to Lee Trevino
on the fairway at the seventh.
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His lie looks as though
he may be in a little divot.
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Absolutely. Tournament officials
have been cracking down
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on caddies filling in the divots.
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At this level of the game, some of us
gotta watch the etiquette of golf.
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Just go to sleep.
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A lovely approach.
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He's considering it now.
I presume that a player like...
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Sand wedge
or intermediate pitching wedge.
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Oh, very exciting.
He's lining up the shot.
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Look at me.
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Hmm?
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I'm not standing for this.
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Sorry?
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You keep my soul in a dungeon.
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I'm leaving.
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Jack?
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- Jack.
- If you leave me, I'll throw her.
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You think that I won't, hmm?
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- Please.
- Do you think I won't?!
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I won't leave.
I won't leave you.
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I'm sorry.
Don't ever do that again.
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Don't ever leave me.
Don't ever do that again.
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J' All things bright and beautiful I
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J' All creatures great and small I
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J' All things wise and wonderful I
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J' The Lord God made them all. I
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I invite you to be seated at this time.
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TV announcer
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So maybe he can make a par.
And at worse from there
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you'd think he could stay
his point total.
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Now here we find him
with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole.
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Announcer
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with him slippin' with his right foot
there, but definitely a pull.
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Announcer
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that he needed
to give it a little bit extra,
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and he's found himself
in a difficult spot.
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Announcer
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- Hello?
- Jack.
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Betsy.
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Your brother slipped away.
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Oh oh,
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finally out of his misery.
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- Yes, he is.
- Oh, I know, I know.
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And how many times did I hear, "Why
can't you be like your brother Bobby"?
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If I had a nickel for every time
that was said to me...
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I'd be a rich man today.
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That scar on his forehead that he had,
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he always had a story for it,
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but it was me. I threw a hammer
at Mr. Perfect when I was eight.
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He never told though.
He covered for the people he loved.
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That's how he was
and I loved him for that.
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And I wanted to be like him.
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Everything--
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I just want to say that...
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If it wasn't for Bobby, I'd...
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I-I don't know...
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Where I would've wound up.
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He taught me how to live,
what was right.
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I'm gonna miss him.
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He lived right. He lived right.
He was...
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What more could you s--
want people to say about you?
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All throughout Scripture
it talks about God being a just God.
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I mean, I just read the parable
about the unjust judge,
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where the woman kept coming
and coming and saying...
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Man
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Man
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Man
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and the fact that
we have freedom of choice...
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Male radio host
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this notion that-- this angst that a lot
of people are feeling in this country,
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that we've gone through some sort
of fundamental transformation...
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Male radio host
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his so-called stimulus package
that he signed four or five months ago,
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as "putting cash
into the pockets of taxpayers."
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If you're a taxpayer
in the Detroit area
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who got cash in your pocket
from the stimulus plan,
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I'd love to hear from ya, and you
can also check in via the internet,
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but we would love
to hear from you personally.
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Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin.
Kevin thanks so much for calling.
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Welcome.
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Hi, Pam.
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Thanks.
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No, it's true.
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With God is my witness, I've changed.
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With Jesus and my family...
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Oh my God,
I'm sorry for what I've done.
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I mean, I robbed a goddamn
liquor store with a toy gun.
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What kinda--
what kinda idiot does that?
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Warden wants to see you.
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Hi, Allie.
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- Hi, Mitch. Janice.
- Jack.
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- What's up?
- Shut the door, Jack.
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This Deshawn Mackey guy.
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~ This is yours? Your report, right?
- Yeah. Yeah. Why?
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It's an incompetent mess, Jack.
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I mean, look, I know your head's
already out on the golf course,
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but this is a travesty
of proper casework here.
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- I got ya.
- You got me.
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Here. Learn from the master
of understatement.
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- Absolutely.
- Keep 'em brief.
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Now I need to get Janice up to speed
before you're out the back door,
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so let's pass all your
indeterminates eligible off to her.
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Yeah yeah, of course,
but I'd like to stay on my currents,
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if I can see them through
to review-- is that okay?
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Yeah, if you're willing.
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- I would like to. Thank you.
- Yeah.
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- We're good.
- Okay.
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Oh, hey, I'm sorry.
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Excuse me?
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Your brother--
I just recently heard, I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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- Okay.
- Yeah.
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S-- Stone.
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Hmm?
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No, I-I'm Stone.
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I mean, I know it say
"Gerald" in the file,
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but I'm just saying I prefer Stone.
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Gerald Creeson.
So what's Stone, like a nickname?
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That's something from here?
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No. Oh no, man.
Fuck ail these assholes.
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Yo, that's what my people call me.
You know, people who know me.
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Look, are we just gonna, like-- are you
just gonna tick the boxes and shit?
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I mean, can we-- can we talk straight?
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I mean, you gonna help me out or what?
'Cause I, you know, I don't think
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- I deserve to be up in here no more.
- Let's just slow down. Slow slow down.
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I've done a long bid, man.
Three more years ain't gonna--
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Slow down. Let's~let's talk
about what got you here.
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~ You want to tell me about that?
- It's right there in front of you.
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~ Why you want to talk about that again?
- 'Cause now you're mine.
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You moved up.
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And just 'cause I like to chat.
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All these scrubs in here, you know,
these short-timers and meatballs,
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they're like,
they're all innocent, right?
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Yeah. But at least I admit it.
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You know, I copped
to what I did right away,
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and-and now
I'm lookin' forward, man.
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I got a job lined up
and I'm sayin',
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why I got to talk about that shit
every fuckin' time?
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'Cause I want to hear
your side of it, that's why.
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You know what? Just fuck this shit.
Fuck you too.
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~ I ain't got time for this bullshit.
- Hey, son--
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No, you're just settin' them up
so they can flop me, man.
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So you write what you're gonna write
and let's just get on with it, man.
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~ 'Cause I'll take the flop.
- Hey, son. Stone.
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- Go ahead, max me, max me.
- Son, calm down.
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You don't think I'll do it,
I'll see that max standing
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- on my fucking head, man.
- Stone!
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I'll see you outside
before you see me, bitch.
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Stone! In about
two fucking seconds you're gonna
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go in the hole, and your file is
gonna go to the bottom of my pile.
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You understand?
You see that door in front of you?
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You know where it goes- back.
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You want to go back?
Be my guest.
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You want to go forward,
you want to walk out of here,
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you want to find that door?
Me, I'm that door.
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And you will go through me. If I ask
you a question about the weather,
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you better fucking answer it or go back
and I'll see you in three years.
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- You got it?
- Yeah.
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~ Then sit the fuck down.
- All right.
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Well, we just shootin' the shit.
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I like her, man. She's hard.
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Okay. All right, look,
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look, this is a process.
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We talk.
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We're not friends,
but just pretend we're friends, okay?
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Relax, just-just talk, that's all,
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and then maybe we both get
what we want, okay?
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~ Okay, let's pretend.
- Okay.
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You're married.
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Yeah.
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Okay, that's good.
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How long are you married?
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Nine years, man--
eight of it up in this shit.
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It's right in the file, man.
I don't want--
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Let's talk about your wife.
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- Lucetta?
- Mm-hmm, yeah.
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- Has she come up here? You seen her?
- No.
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- She's a dime, dawg.
- What's a dime?
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Perfect 10, man. She's fine.
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I'll tell you, between you and me,
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she's-she's a alien.
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Alien? What do you mean,
like an illegal?
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No, she ain't illegal, man.
She's whiter than you.
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No, she's like-- she's like a--
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she's an alien
from another world, man.
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She visit you much?
Picnics most Saturdays?
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I don't want no picnic, man.
I miss my dick in her fuckin' ass.
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You know, I miss her suckin' me
till I can't take no more.
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I mean, she's crazy.
She'll do anything.
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Fuck her tits, come in her face, she'll
just blink and keep on laughing, man.
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It's-- she--
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look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta,
you better watch out,
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'cause I'm gonna give you
some pictures in your head
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gonna keep you up nights, man.
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Oh man.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I-I got a mouth, I know.
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I apologize, man.
You're givin' me that look,
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and I feel like you go down here
and that's the end of this shit.
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Look, I don't want no beef with you.
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I just want to be vegetarian.
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Ls that your wife?
You're married?
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Yeah.
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~ A long time?
- 43 years.
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Get the fuck out.
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Man, that's true love, huh?
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That's great, and after 43 years
and you still get it on and everything?
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~ Excuse me?
- No, I'm really curious about this.
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It's like, say, I love my lady, right,
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but, you know, I wonder sometimes,
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like how you gonna do
when the skin starts to go to the crepe,
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you know what I'm sayin'? I mean,
what do-- how does that work for you?
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Like you get hip to Viagra,
so you can like hammer nails with it?
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Listen listen, look, I don't talk
with anybody about my wife like that.
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I ain't talkin' about your wife.
I'm sayin', for me,
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you know,
I've been locked up a long time.
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You don't need much more than two
pumps and a swirl to get it done.
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I don't consider this polite
conversation.
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I ain't tryin' to be rude, okay?
I really want to know
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where does that go?
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Or where do you put it, if you--
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you get what I'm sayin'?
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I want to know
how it works for you,
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how you keep a lid on that.
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We're not--
we're not talking about me.
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We're not talking about me, okay?
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Man looks on the outward appearance.
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God looks on the heart.
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And certainly the heart
of a man does matter,
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because out of the abundance
of the heart the mouth speaks...
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Only in the choices
that God decides to present to us.
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Well, no, I'm not saying that.
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I'm saying that I just believe
that we're automatons...
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...and here's the deal:
240
00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:19,370
- I did not choose to be born...
- This is very very serious.
241
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:22,706
...and I cannot choose to be born again.
242
00:18:22,868 --> 00:18:25,109
She's four-- can you believe it?
243
00:18:25,271 --> 00:18:27,808
I had no choice
in that matter whatsoever, and yet
244
00:18:27,974 --> 00:18:30,284
- there are so many people that...
- Where have you gone?
245
00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:32,286
...think they have a choice
in the matter
246
00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:35,949
of their spiritual rebirth
and their spiritual formation.
247
00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:40,393
The fact of the matter is, a seed
is planted and conception takes place,
248
00:18:40,553 --> 00:18:42,760
- which you had nothing to do with.
- Amen.
249
00:18:42,922 --> 00:18:45,129
All Voices Under God, WDDL,
250
00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:48,829
will continue here right after
these very important messages.
251
00:18:50,663 --> 00:18:53,644
Look, we was high as shit
and we were lookin' for money.
252
00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:55,676
You know?
My poppy hears us.
253
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:57,314
Him and Teach have words.
254
00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:58,972
Poppy goes and gets his gun.
255
00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,175
And I was like, "Fuck this.
I don't want no part of this,"
256
00:19:01,340 --> 00:19:02,978
and I went outside.
257
00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:07,022
So then, Teach done what he done
and then the house got burnt.
258
00:19:08,914 --> 00:19:10,860
It was--
you know, it was terrible.
259
00:19:11,017 --> 00:19:12,860
I was like a terrible mistake
that I made.
260
00:19:13,019 --> 00:19:15,499
I was tragic and it was
a long time ago
261
00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:18,135
and I've paid-- I've paid...
262
00:19:18,290 --> 00:19:20,634
With a lot of hard time.
263
00:19:20,793 --> 00:19:23,797
And I just think, you know,
I'm so ready to be out
264
00:19:23,963 --> 00:19:26,000
and start my life again,
265
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,441
and well, so what--
266
00:19:28,601 --> 00:19:30,877
you know, what-what-what
can we do to make that happen?
267
00:19:31,037 --> 00:19:32,482
How can you help me
make that happen?
268
00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:34,982
Well, we'll see.
269
00:19:35,141 --> 00:19:37,485
We were just getting started, so--
270
00:19:37,643 --> 00:19:40,817
A lot of good things have
happened for me in here, you know.
271
00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,687
I did my GED like that, man.
272
00:19:42,848 --> 00:19:44,885
I held down this job--
Textiles Unit,
273
00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:46,826
number one position
the last two years.
274
00:19:46,986 --> 00:19:49,557
I'm goin' home to my wife.
She's got a spot for me, you know,
275
00:19:49,722 --> 00:19:51,895
Mount Elliot Chrysler,
job lined up.
276
00:19:52,058 --> 00:19:54,834
- I'm-I'm going, you know.
- Yeah, whose idea was it?
277
00:19:54,994 --> 00:19:57,133
Lucetta-- she knows
the branch manager at Mount Elliot.
278
00:19:57,296 --> 00:19:58,673
No no, not your job.
279
00:19:58,831 --> 00:20:01,209
Whose idea was it
to go to your grandparent's?
280
00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:02,903
- What?
- Whose idea was it?
281
00:20:07,506 --> 00:20:10,043
I told you--
I told you it was Teach.
282
00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,745
Teach, you know.
283
00:20:11,911 --> 00:20:14,391
Like I said, I wasn't even--
284
00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:16,754
I was-- I went outside the house.
285
00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:19,055
Yeah, but you
didn't stop them, did you?
286
00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,824
~ Stop 'em what?
- From killing your grandparents.
287
00:20:25,191 --> 00:20:28,001
You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man.
288
00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,534
You're not gonna--
289
00:20:32,765 --> 00:20:36,406
You don't give a fuck, man. Shit.
290
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,116
I was outside,
291
00:20:41,273 --> 00:20:44,447
Teach-- Teach come out,
292
00:20:44,610 --> 00:20:48,023
and I didn't even know
what he'd done until he told me.
293
00:20:48,180 --> 00:20:50,592
Teach testified to that, man.
294
00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:53,526
He-- that's why I didn't even
catch the rap
295
00:20:53,686 --> 00:20:55,222
for-- for manslaughter.
296
00:20:55,387 --> 00:20:57,628
I got accessory and arson.
297
00:20:57,790 --> 00:21:00,293
I've done eight out of 10-15.
298
00:21:00,459 --> 00:21:04,601
I mean, what-- what more
do you want from me?
299
00:21:06,565 --> 00:21:09,546
Okay, so,
300
00:21:09,702 --> 00:21:11,648
let's make today
301
00:21:11,804 --> 00:21:14,284
an extra special day.
302
00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,785
Let's do one nice thing
for someone else,
303
00:21:17,943 --> 00:21:22,050
but not tell
anyone else that we did it, okay?
304
00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:26,987
Win with the seventh deuce,
it's 10 bucks for everybody.
305
00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:28,894
Win both ways with the seven deuce,
306
00:21:29,054 --> 00:21:30,897
- 20 bucks a head.
- Jacks wild?
307
00:21:31,056 --> 00:21:32,467
Jacks definitely not wild.
308
00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:35,504
~ Woman: Marsha, stay in?
309
00:21:35,661 --> 00:21:37,072
Hello?
310
00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:40,438
- Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place?
- Excuse me?
311
00:21:40,599 --> 00:21:42,806
Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson.
My husband's...
312
00:21:42,968 --> 00:21:44,811
Excuse me,
I couldn't understand what--
313
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:48,577
~ Can I speak to Jack Mabry?
- Well, this is Mrs. Mabry.
314
00:21:48,741 --> 00:21:51,312
Okay, can I speak to Jack?
315
00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:53,821
You need my husband.
I can give him a mess--
316
00:22:11,697 --> 00:22:14,200
- Hey, you get ahold of him?
- She was a little short.
317
00:22:14,366 --> 00:22:17,973
You know? Like, I don't know. Like she
didn't want to talk or something.
318
00:22:18,137 --> 00:22:19,343
Why-why-why you talkin' to her?
319
00:22:19,505 --> 00:22:21,382
Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite.
320
00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:24,316
Huh-uh, no biting, okay?
321
00:22:24,476 --> 00:22:28,014
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
I need you to do this for me right now.
322
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,182
Right now. Don't let it slide.
323
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,488
Okay, I will.
324
00:22:32,651 --> 00:22:35,495
Okay? Call him tonight.
325
00:22:35,654 --> 00:22:38,032
Call him tomorrow.
Call him tomorrow night.
326
00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:40,693
Call him the day after.
Call him the day after tomorrow night.
327
00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,898
That's what I'm getting at is do you
believe what you did was wrong?
328
00:22:44,063 --> 00:22:46,669
What-what d'you think,
because I grew up westside
329
00:22:46,832 --> 00:22:49,813
that like I'm one of
these socio-delinquent types,
330
00:22:49,969 --> 00:22:52,813
don't know the difference
between right and wrong?
331
00:22:52,972 --> 00:22:55,418
You want me to tell you
about my bad childhood and shit?
332
00:22:55,574 --> 00:22:56,917
I don't know. Did you have one?
333
00:22:57,076 --> 00:22:59,886
Well, you know, at the time,
I thought a lot of shit was normal.
334
00:23:00,045 --> 00:23:03,049
It was definitely unhealthy,
335
00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,559
but on the same token,
you know, I didn't think
336
00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:07,994
I was a bad person to begin with.
337
00:23:08,153 --> 00:23:11,191
So, you know, I mean,
what, you want to know
338
00:23:11,357 --> 00:23:13,530
if I'm gonna light
any more grandparents on fire?
339
00:23:13,692 --> 00:23:15,365
- Are you?
- No.
340
00:23:15,527 --> 00:23:18,531
~ You got any more?
- Yeah, I got one.
341
00:23:18,697 --> 00:23:22,270
Yeah well, try to make
a better effort with that one.
342
00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:29,784
I'm not trying to be flip.
343
00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:34,752
I think I deserve to be free, I do.
344
00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:36,791
Why, because you did the time?
345
00:23:36,949 --> 00:23:39,759
That's it, you're ready?
Now you're a clean slate?
346
00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:43,093
I'm clean as anybody, man.
I'm clean as you.
347
00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:45,895
Well, maybe, maybe not.
348
00:23:46,058 --> 00:23:48,766
Seriously, let me
ask you something, you know.
349
00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:51,306
Why are you-- why are you--
why are you gonna sit there,
350
00:23:51,463 --> 00:23:53,773
like, asking me these questions
like you never done nothin'?
351
00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:58,040
I mean, you know, why do you
get to walk around free and I don't?
352
00:23:58,203 --> 00:23:59,944
I wasn't convicted of a crime.
353
00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,982
Oh, come
you never did anything bad?
354
00:24:02,141 --> 00:24:05,122
Never did anybody no wrong,
had to be forgiven for nothin'?
355
00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:06,654
No, never broke the law.
356
00:24:06,812 --> 00:24:08,792
What, you never got
a speeding ticket?
357
00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:11,622
You never backed somebody up
in a bar fight or something?
358
00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:14,924
Shit, Vietnam you never killed
some kid-- you carry that with you?
359
00:24:15,087 --> 00:24:16,464
You step out on your wife,
360
00:24:16,622 --> 00:24:18,624
you fuck that little 15~year~old
who looked at you sideways?
361
00:24:18,791 --> 00:24:20,737
- Okay okay.
- No, come on, man! Come on!
362
00:24:20,893 --> 00:24:25,308
How long you get to keep judgin'
a person for one had thing they done?
363
00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:28,104
No matter how much I paid,
I gotta keep eatin' shit with you?
364
00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:29,905
For how long?
365
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:34,580
That ain't right. It ain't.
366
00:24:34,740 --> 00:24:36,947
I mean, I'm beggin' you, man.
I'm beggin' you.
367
00:24:37,109 --> 00:24:40,818
I'm a person. I'm a person.
Look at my record, you know.
368
00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,823
Look at-- look at
what I've done in here.
369
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,690
I mean, I'm different
than when I come in here, man.
370
00:24:45,851 --> 00:24:50,630
I've grown a lot.
I'm like fuckin' reborn, man.
371
00:24:50,789 --> 00:24:53,599
What does that mean to you,
being reborn?
372
00:24:56,762 --> 00:24:58,264
What?
373
00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:02,304
What does that mean to you?
374
00:25:22,654 --> 00:25:25,533
Hi. Yeah, I'm back.
375
00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,896
~ Hey, Mrs. Creeson.
- Hey, Jake.
376
00:25:43,142 --> 00:25:44,883
Thanks. Bye, guys.
377
00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:01,061
Creeson!
378
00:26:03,862 --> 00:26:06,570
Oh, the rows look so nice.
I like 'em thick, baby.
379
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:08,006
~ Yeah?
- It looks really good.
380
00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:09,737
- I've been using that mousse you sent.
- Yeah?
381
00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:12,075
'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on
before you go to sleep,
382
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:15,775
and when you wake up they're still all
clean and nice-- they look really good.
383
00:26:15,941 --> 00:26:19,081
They look tight.
You look so fucking good.
384
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:21,224
I miss you so much.
385
00:26:30,689 --> 00:26:33,966
What have you got to tell me?
I mean...
386
00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,566
Well, I called him
387
00:26:37,729 --> 00:26:40,801
and he didn't call me back,
so I left another message.
388
00:26:40,966 --> 00:26:44,880
Okay, that's good, but you know you
got to get with him person to person.
389
00:26:45,037 --> 00:26:47,574
- I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it.
- One on one, you know what I'm saying?
390
00:26:47,739 --> 00:26:50,948
I gotta have you with me on it.
I can't do this by myself.
391
00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:53,090
Anything.
392
00:26:53,245 --> 00:26:56,454
I would do anything for you,
you know that, right?
393
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,992
Yeah.
394
00:26:59,051 --> 00:27:00,257
Okay okay.
395
00:27:00,419 --> 00:27:03,491
Baby, I wore
something special for you.
396
00:27:03,655 --> 00:27:05,259
Did you? What did you wear?
397
00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:07,961
- Nothing.
- Oh God.
398
00:27:09,995 --> 00:27:11,497
You're killin' me.
399
00:27:18,170 --> 00:27:20,150
Oh no.
Okay okay okay.
400
00:27:20,305 --> 00:27:21,807
- What?
- This is too much. No no.
401
00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:25,319
Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on.
Come here, come here.
402
00:27:26,945 --> 00:27:28,288
Honey?
403
00:27:28,447 --> 00:27:29,949
I can't get no ticket.
404
00:27:30,115 --> 00:27:32,117
I can't get a ticket,
you understand, right?
405
00:27:32,284 --> 00:27:33,786
I'm too close.
406
00:27:33,952 --> 00:27:36,831
- Baby. Baby.
- Yeah. Yeah.
407
00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,936
Okay, I'm so close.
408
00:27:40,092 --> 00:27:42,936
~ What am I gonna do?
- It's gonna happen.
409
00:27:43,095 --> 00:27:45,166
~ I can't do much more of this.
- Don't worry.
410
00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:47,037
I can't.
I ain't gonna make it.
411
00:27:47,199 --> 00:27:49,201
I'm serious, Lucetta.
412
00:27:49,368 --> 00:27:52,872
I just think I want--
like I want to kill myself.
413
00:27:53,038 --> 00:27:56,178
You don't even joke like that, okay?
414
00:27:56,341 --> 00:27:57,786
Don't joke.
415
00:27:57,943 --> 00:28:00,219
I love you.
416
00:28:03,715 --> 00:28:05,991
You want something to eat?
I got some cream puffs
417
00:28:06,151 --> 00:28:09,360
and some animal crackers
and some milk and stuff.
418
00:28:10,489 --> 00:28:12,901
"That the Father may be glorified..."
419
00:29:01,039 --> 00:29:03,519
"...the embrace of sin, the individual
420
00:29:03,675 --> 00:29:07,020
achieves perfect metaphysical pitch
421
00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:08,852
and transforms himself
422
00:29:09,014 --> 00:29:12,120
into a tuning fork of God."
423
00:29:19,391 --> 00:29:22,600
I'm trying improve myself here,
you motherfuckers!
424
00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:35,884
This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry.
425
00:29:36,041 --> 00:29:38,612
Please leave a message.
426
00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,724
Hi. Hey, this is
Lucetta Creeson.
427
00:29:41,880 --> 00:29:44,827
Um, I called before.
I'm Stoney Creeson's wife.
428
00:29:44,983 --> 00:29:46,929
I spoke to Mrs. Mabry,
429
00:29:47,085 --> 00:29:49,224
but Mr. Mabry, this is for you.
430
00:29:49,388 --> 00:29:51,891
I would like to talk to you
about my husband.
431
00:29:52,057 --> 00:29:53,900
Um, it's kind of important to us.
432
00:29:54,059 --> 00:29:56,630
And I work most mornings, but--
433
00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:58,741
well, no, look,
I could rearrange things,
434
00:29:58,897 --> 00:30:01,571
so whenever's good for you
is fine with me.
435
00:30:03,168 --> 00:30:05,148
Shit.
436
00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,614
I wasn't done.
437
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,151
Who goes to sleep at 9100?
438
00:30:24,289 --> 00:30:26,166
Hi.
439
00:30:51,283 --> 00:30:53,285
Mr. Mabry?
440
00:30:54,519 --> 00:30:57,693
~ Officer Mabry?
- Sorry?
441
00:30:57,856 --> 00:31:01,201
Mrs. Creeson-- I'm Stoney's wife.
442
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,362
Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson.
443
00:31:03,528 --> 00:31:05,337
Look, call me Lucetta though, please.
444
00:31:06,832 --> 00:31:08,743
You're here to see your husband?
445
00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:11,710
No, silly, I'm here to see you.
446
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,851
Wait, I'm sorry,
didn't you get my message?
447
00:31:15,006 --> 00:31:18,886
Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way
to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson.
448
00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:21,490
You have to go through the office
for me to see you.
449
00:31:21,646 --> 00:31:24,217
- Oh right.
- The case officer too--
450
00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,091
meet and assess the home situation.
451
00:31:27,252 --> 00:31:29,732
- That's-that's how we--
- See, that's the thing though, sir,
452
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:33,233
because, I mean,
I am the home situation.
453
00:31:35,060 --> 00:31:37,062
- Mrs. Creeson, just call the office--
- Lucetta.
454
00:31:37,229 --> 00:31:40,574
Lucetta. Just call the office
and make an appointment.
455
00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:43,338
- That's the way you have to do it.
- Can't I just talk to you for a while?
456
00:31:43,502 --> 00:31:46,574
I mean, can't we just, sort of just you
and me make a date or something?
457
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,046
- No, we can't.
- Please please.
458
00:31:48,206 --> 00:31:49,514
You know how much
this means to us.
459
00:31:49,674 --> 00:31:53,019
If you're coming to see your husband,
fine, but we can't do it any other way.
460
00:31:53,178 --> 00:31:55,385
And I'm late, really.
461
00:31:55,547 --> 00:31:57,584
Well, Mr. Mabry,
462
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,922
Mr. Mabry, I wanted
to give you a little something
463
00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:02,087
- my kids made in class.
- Yeah, I can't accept that.
464
00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:05,064
- It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway.
- But it's for the birds, see?
465
00:32:05,223 --> 00:32:08,204
And they-- it's a nest
and they come and they take their twine
466
00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:11,432
and their twigs and stuff
and they make their little home.
467
00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:13,041
Thank you.
468
00:32:13,198 --> 00:32:15,371
Okay.
469
00:32:15,534 --> 00:32:18,071
- Nice to meet you.
- Thank you.
470
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,822
Okay.
471
00:32:31,216 --> 00:32:33,389
What the hell is this?
472
00:32:33,552 --> 00:32:35,623
~ What's that?
- This-- your wife.
473
00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:36,993
What, she sent it to you?
474
00:32:37,155 --> 00:32:39,294
She gave it to me
in the parking Iot just now.
475
00:32:39,458 --> 00:32:41,495
Wait, what,
Lucetta come and find you?
476
00:32:41,660 --> 00:32:44,664
She gave that to me in the parking lot.
Don't mess with me.
477
00:32:44,830 --> 00:32:47,106
I ain't lookin' for any kind
of trouble with you, you know.
478
00:32:47,265 --> 00:32:49,142
I hope you didn't put her up to it.
479
00:32:49,301 --> 00:32:51,440
The parole board's
gonna send you a flop in the mail
480
00:32:51,603 --> 00:32:53,139
and you won't even see them.
481
00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:55,945
Lucetta does whatever
the fuck she wants. I told you, man.
482
00:32:56,107 --> 00:32:58,678
She's just boisterous.
483
00:33:02,314 --> 00:33:04,851
Jesus, what a week.
484
00:33:18,196 --> 00:33:21,700
Hey hey, I want to see
what you think about something.
485
00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,179
You ever-- you seen this?
486
00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,208
I found it in the library.
487
00:33:29,374 --> 00:33:33,220
"Zukangor, The Sound and Life God."
488
00:33:33,378 --> 00:33:34,880
Yeah, you know it?
489
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,357
No.
490
00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:39,860
They say the sound part come first.
491
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,555
They say the-- when you experience
492
00:33:42,721 --> 00:33:45,065
a spiritual truth
493
00:33:45,223 --> 00:33:48,204
that it comes to you as a sound,
494
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,636
that it goes through you,
495
00:33:50,795 --> 00:33:53,969
changes your vibration,
gets you back into harmony.
496
00:33:54,132 --> 00:33:56,510
Like God's tuning fork or something.
497
00:33:56,668 --> 00:33:59,148
And then if you let that happen to you,
498
00:33:59,304 --> 00:34:01,841
then-- then you get the light,
499
00:34:02,007 --> 00:34:04,419
or you get illumination
or something.
500
00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,414
I wouldn't know about that.
I'm an Episcopalian.
501
00:34:08,580 --> 00:34:12,528
They say it starts with small things,
like little sounds, little vibrations,
502
00:34:12,684 --> 00:34:15,563
like a--just like
a buzzing electric light
503
00:34:15,720 --> 00:34:19,167
or rushing water
or the sound of a bee or...
504
00:34:19,324 --> 00:34:21,201
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
505
00:34:21,359 --> 00:34:22,895
And then it grows.
506
00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:26,201
But there's no priest or nothing.
It's not like a religion.
507
00:34:26,364 --> 00:34:30,744
There's just this one dude
named Arnold who's the Zukmaster.
508
00:34:30,902 --> 00:34:34,406
They say you do this practice
all by yourself.
509
00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,849
You can-- you can hear better.
510
00:34:37,008 --> 00:34:39,750
You can hear God
speaking to you through sounds.
511
00:34:39,911 --> 00:34:41,413
What's the practice?
512
00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,787
- They chant "Hue."
- Hue?
513
00:34:43,949 --> 00:34:47,089
- And then they listen.
- For what, a bee?
514
00:34:48,853 --> 00:34:50,423
Maybe, I don't know.
515
00:34:53,224 --> 00:34:57,195
But you know, the thing is
516
00:34:57,362 --> 00:35:00,104
they say you got to keep coming back
517
00:35:00,265 --> 00:35:03,041
until you pay for all your shit.
518
00:35:03,201 --> 00:35:05,545
That you've got to fix it
519
00:35:05,704 --> 00:35:08,947
over a lot of lives, you know,
until you work it all out.
520
00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:11,644
Well, what about this life?
521
00:35:11,810 --> 00:35:15,451
What about answering for the things
that you've done in this life?
522
00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:20,957
Shit, I know I have.
523
00:35:21,119 --> 00:35:22,962
Have you?
524
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:24,623
Yeah. Have you?
525
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:33,408
This is
the body of Christ, given for you.
526
00:35:33,565 --> 00:35:36,478
The body of Christ, given for you.
527
00:35:38,937 --> 00:35:41,645
The body of Christ, given for you.
528
00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:43,808
- I'll be right back.
- Sure.
529
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:50,691
Here, you drive home.
530
00:35:50,849 --> 00:35:53,489
I'm going to talk to the pastor
a minute and then I'll walk.
531
00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,325
Okay.
532
00:35:58,456 --> 00:36:00,333
Hey yo, foul, bitch!
533
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,130
Damn, that's a hard foul!
534
00:36:02,293 --> 00:36:04,330
Yo, that's a foul!
535
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,780
Hue...
536
00:36:26,851 --> 00:36:28,831
Man, you should've dunked it!
537
00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,839
Okay, I've never
done this before, so--
538
00:36:44,002 --> 00:36:45,845
well, I mean, I come to the...
539
00:36:47,639 --> 00:36:50,313
Church every week and I really try.
540
00:36:50,475 --> 00:36:53,479
And I don't know, I mean,
I guess I had hoped with time
541
00:36:53,645 --> 00:36:55,682
it would be easier and easier and...
542
00:36:57,315 --> 00:36:58,919
And I'd be...
543
00:37:01,152 --> 00:37:03,689
My family, people close to me,
544
00:37:03,855 --> 00:37:07,029
it seems to come to them easily,
but for me it's...
545
00:37:07,192 --> 00:37:09,729
I mean I've...
546
00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:11,396
I don't know.
547
00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:17,073
I mean I've...
548
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:21,081
Sometimes
the thoughts that I have,
549
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,082
feelings...
550
00:37:25,176 --> 00:37:27,247
But, uh, sometimes
551
00:37:27,412 --> 00:37:30,359
I just think maybe
you should shoot me or something.
552
00:37:30,515 --> 00:37:33,428
Well, I don't believe that
that's what God wants for you.
553
00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:36,361
Well, what does he want?
554
00:37:36,521 --> 00:37:40,799
I wish I had a simple answer for you.
555
00:37:40,959 --> 00:37:43,701
I'm not sure what God wants for you.
556
00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:47,303
Is there anything...
557
00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,540
There's an old Biblical passage
that says...
558
00:37:54,405 --> 00:37:57,614
"Be still and know that I am God."
559
00:37:57,776 --> 00:37:59,585
Which is a way of saying
560
00:37:59,744 --> 00:38:02,156
sometimes God does, um,
561
00:38:02,313 --> 00:38:05,556
speak to us in mysterious ways.
562
00:38:23,468 --> 00:38:24,970
Off the rail!
563
00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:26,979
I said off the rail!
564
00:38:37,582 --> 00:38:40,426
Hue...
565
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,539
Hello?
566
00:38:52,697 --> 00:38:55,974
Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson.
We talked last week.
567
00:38:56,134 --> 00:38:58,444
I'm sorry,
what is your name again?
568
00:38:58,603 --> 00:39:00,514
Lucetta Creeson.
569
00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:03,050
I was just wondering
if Jack was home.
570
00:39:03,208 --> 00:39:05,779
I'm afraid he's still--
oh no, wait, hold on.
571
00:39:05,944 --> 00:39:09,221
- Jack, telephone.
~ Who is it? Who? Who is it?
572
00:39:09,380 --> 00:39:11,121
A friend of yours?
573
00:39:12,450 --> 00:39:14,293
- Hello.
- Hey.
574
00:39:14,452 --> 00:39:16,125
It's Lucetta Creeson.
575
00:39:16,287 --> 00:39:18,494
Listen, I was just wondering, um,
576
00:39:18,656 --> 00:39:20,693
when we could meet,
when we could get together.
577
00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:24,898
Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know
how you're calling my house,
578
00:39:25,063 --> 00:39:26,633
but I told you to call the office.
579
00:39:26,798 --> 00:39:28,368
Well, look, I'm just,
580
00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:32,037
I'm not that great at offices
and, you know,
581
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:35,514
I just-- I just can't be real, like,
in an office, you know?
582
00:39:35,673 --> 00:39:37,550
- Look, Mrs. Creeson--
- Lucetta.
583
00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:41,054
Mrs. Creeson, I have
business with your husband.
584
00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:43,385
Well, that's why I'm calling.
585
00:39:43,548 --> 00:39:45,550
I mean, what, did you think
I had another reason?
586
00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,321
Well, no, I didn't.
587
00:39:47,485 --> 00:39:50,398
Maybe we could go to lunch,
you could bring Mrs. Mabry too.
588
00:39:50,555 --> 00:39:53,263
You know, she's got a sweet voice.
What's her first name?
589
00:39:53,424 --> 00:39:55,062
Look, I admire
that you love your husband
590
00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:56,603
and you want to do
what's right for him,
591
00:39:56,761 --> 00:39:59,765
but you're not helping him.
I'm telling you that right now.
592
00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:01,774
Listen to me, Jack.
593
00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:04,004
I do love my husband.
594
00:40:04,168 --> 00:40:05,943
I love my husband
595
00:40:06,104 --> 00:40:09,381
so much.
596
00:40:11,276 --> 00:40:14,189
And all I'm asking you
is for a chance
597
00:40:14,345 --> 00:40:17,121
to help you see him
in a different light.
598
00:40:18,516 --> 00:40:20,928
I mean, how many men
at that place you work at
599
00:40:21,085 --> 00:40:24,464
have somebody
loving them like that, huh?
600
00:40:26,024 --> 00:40:28,197
Doesn't that mean something to you,
601
00:40:28,359 --> 00:40:30,930
a man in a position like yours?
602
00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:34,133
It-it-- no, it-it does, it does.
Don't misunderstand me.
603
00:40:34,299 --> 00:40:36,870
I just want him home.
604
00:40:37,035 --> 00:40:40,482
I want... I want him so bad.
605
00:40:40,638 --> 00:40:42,948
I want his arms around me.
606
00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:45,451
I want him in my bed.
607
00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,954
I miss him.
608
00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:50,285
Can't I persuade you?
609
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,621
Who's it gonna hurt, hmm?
610
00:40:52,784 --> 00:40:56,061
Just let me come see you, please.
611
00:40:57,922 --> 00:40:59,993
Let me come see you, Jack.
612
00:41:07,231 --> 00:41:08,904
I got him.
613
00:41:09,067 --> 00:41:10,978
It's gonna happen, baby.
614
00:41:14,839 --> 00:41:18,309
Huh. Honey, you okay?
615
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,183
I'm so fuckin' tired.
616
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:23,759
Can't you sleep?
617
00:41:23,915 --> 00:41:26,794
No, it's too loud all the time.
618
00:41:26,951 --> 00:41:29,022
So noisy I can't...
619
00:41:31,189 --> 00:41:32,759
I can't get out of my head.
620
00:41:32,924 --> 00:41:35,165
I can't hear nothin'.
I can't listen.
621
00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:38,000
This place is startin'
to mess with my head.
622
00:41:38,162 --> 00:41:41,541
I'm tellin' you, I'm having
these weird~ass dreams.
623
00:41:41,699 --> 00:41:43,679
Poor honey.
624
00:41:46,938 --> 00:41:49,885
I thought I wanted
to kill myself, right?
625
00:41:51,309 --> 00:41:54,222
Thought I wanted to hang myself
in the solitary.
626
00:41:54,379 --> 00:41:55,949
I don't get it.
You dreamed that?
627
00:41:56,114 --> 00:41:58,185
But then I got too scared to die
628
00:41:58,349 --> 00:42:01,956
and I just hung there
for all of eternity.
629
00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:08,861
I don't want to fuckin' be here.
630
00:42:14,132 --> 00:42:15,702
I don't want to fuckin' be here.
631
00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,904
Honey.
632
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,052
Honey, what'd you have
to eat that night?
633
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:28,053
It must've been something.
Was it spicy?
634
00:42:43,494 --> 00:42:46,407
All right, let's go.
635
00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:55,207
Woman
636
00:42:55,373 --> 00:42:57,683
His eyes are so...
637
00:43:03,114 --> 00:43:04,787
I got a grandchild.
638
00:43:04,949 --> 00:43:06,587
Do you really?
639
00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:09,231
Yeah. Her name's Katie,
three years old.
640
00:43:09,387 --> 00:43:11,958
- Cute.
- Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute.
641
00:43:12,123 --> 00:43:13,796
Does she look like you?
642
00:43:13,958 --> 00:43:16,097
Hell no. No no no.
643
00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:18,262
I bet she loves you though.
644
00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:20,739
- Yeah well...
- You see her much?
645
00:43:23,468 --> 00:43:26,278
They live upstate,
so we don't see her that much.
646
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,110
Aw, that's too bad.
647
00:43:31,142 --> 00:43:34,749
She's getting a divorce,
my daughter.
648
00:43:34,912 --> 00:43:37,552
- I'm sorry.
- What are you gonna do?
649
00:43:37,715 --> 00:43:39,752
People are gonna do
what they're gonna do.
650
00:43:42,987 --> 00:43:44,466
Are you in pain?
651
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:45,999
Yeah, it's just my back.
652
00:43:46,157 --> 00:43:47,568
Oh. What'd you get that,
653
00:43:47,725 --> 00:43:49,432
playing ball or like from some war?
654
00:43:49,594 --> 00:43:51,096
No no, it's just life.
655
00:43:51,262 --> 00:43:53,799
So I don't know if I can--
656
00:43:53,965 --> 00:43:55,842
I don't want you to get your hopes up.
657
00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:57,479
About what?
658
00:43:57,635 --> 00:43:59,581
What I can do for you, for your husband.
659
00:43:59,737 --> 00:44:02,274
- There's a whole system--
- Have you tried magnet therapy?
660
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,580
For your back, I mean. It's like
these magnets that you wear and stuff.
661
00:44:05,743 --> 00:44:07,984
~ Magnets?
- Yeah, it's really good.
662
00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:09,989
Actually, you should
come over sometime,
663
00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:13,027
because I got these insoles
this guy sold me
664
00:44:13,184 --> 00:44:14,788
and I wear 'em in my shoes
665
00:44:14,952 --> 00:44:17,193
and I don't get tired
in school or anything.
666
00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:19,699
And-- yeah, and sometimes
667
00:44:19,857 --> 00:44:22,497
I even put 'em under my pillow
before I go to sleep.
668
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:24,196
And what does that do?
669
00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,169
Well, okay,
670
00:44:27,331 --> 00:44:29,675
you know how we're
all toxic and stuff, right,
671
00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:33,304
with like all the microwaves
and cell phones
672
00:44:33,471 --> 00:44:36,179
and all that weird stuff
flying through the air.
673
00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:38,820
So it all builds up
inside of you, right,
674
00:44:38,976 --> 00:44:40,887
and it makes you
all achy and upset--
675
00:44:41,045 --> 00:44:42,718
and it can give you
brain tumors, really--
676
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:44,382
I mean, it kills people.
677
00:44:44,549 --> 00:44:47,120
So these magnets,
they detox you.
678
00:44:47,285 --> 00:44:49,891
- Wow, that's...
- Yeah, it's real. I believe it.
679
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,024
You don't believe it?
680
00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:55,068
I don't know, I guess.
681
00:44:55,226 --> 00:44:57,035
No, it's real.
682
00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,869
I mean, look,
I'm all into the body, you know,
683
00:45:00,031 --> 00:45:02,477
and for me
if the body's feeling good,
684
00:45:02,633 --> 00:45:05,307
the mind just follows, you know?
685
00:45:05,469 --> 00:45:07,005
Absolutely.
686
00:45:07,171 --> 00:45:08,980
Ego?
687
00:45:09,140 --> 00:45:11,211
My kids made 'em.
688
00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:13,377
Now I got 'em all and I have to eat 'em.
689
00:45:13,544 --> 00:45:15,319
They're nice. They're pretty.
690
00:45:15,479 --> 00:45:17,015
Eat me please.
691
00:45:23,020 --> 00:45:24,727
Why not?
692
00:45:32,263 --> 00:45:34,106
I'm just eating the healthy part.
693
00:45:34,265 --> 00:45:37,678
Go on, just eat the whole thing.
694
00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,381
Creeson, what's up?
You haven't been to chow in two days.
695
00:45:46,544 --> 00:45:49,718
You got a call out to go to Medical.
Get dressed.
696
00:45:54,552 --> 00:45:56,259
Hold up there.
697
00:46:26,751 --> 00:46:28,753
You feel anything?
698
00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:32,931
No.
699
00:46:34,392 --> 00:46:36,633
Like a tingling?
700
00:46:38,596 --> 00:46:41,509
No, I don't.
I don't think I...
701
00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:43,805
Like a pull?
702
00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:45,504
It's not dramatic, you know.
703
00:46:45,670 --> 00:46:49,015
It's just-- it's kind of a sense.
704
00:46:50,608 --> 00:46:52,952
Yeah well, you know,
maybe a little something.
705
00:46:53,110 --> 00:46:54,851
Yeah.
706
00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:24,056
"To what extent is
my commitment to obey God
707
00:50:24,221 --> 00:50:25,859
based on dos and don'ts
708
00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:29,027
or on a true love for Him?"
709
00:50:29,193 --> 00:50:31,867
Hmm.
710
00:50:32,029 --> 00:50:35,806
"In what recent circumstance
was I aware of God's leading?"
711
00:50:38,469 --> 00:50:40,244
Why don't you say the blessing?
712
00:50:42,172 --> 00:50:44,311
Yeah.
713
00:50:44,475 --> 00:50:46,045
Blessed O Lord...
714
00:50:49,079 --> 00:50:51,150
blessed 0 Lord,
715
00:50:51,315 --> 00:50:55,855
this food to our use,
and us to Thy loving service,
716
00:50:56,020 --> 00:50:58,899
and...
717
00:50:59,056 --> 00:51:01,935
Make us mindful
of the needs of others...
718
00:51:05,529 --> 00:51:08,066
- In Christ's name, Amen.
- Amen.
719
00:51:10,935 --> 00:51:12,778
You lose your place?
720
00:51:17,107 --> 00:51:19,280
You want an egg?
721
00:52:10,494 --> 00:52:13,998
Sin comes
naturally to us from our birth.
722
00:52:14,164 --> 00:52:16,940
We-we-- it's inbred in us.
723
00:52:17,101 --> 00:52:20,139
We are not sinners
because we sin;
724
00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,808
we sin because we are sinners.
725
00:52:23,974 --> 00:52:28,150
Even if you lived a life
of perfect righteousness,
726
00:52:28,312 --> 00:52:30,121
you deserve hell.
You know why?
727
00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:33,625
Because "all of our
righteousnesses," Isaiah says,
728
00:52:33,784 --> 00:52:35,320
"are as filthy rags."
729
00:53:25,302 --> 00:53:27,646
You're real sweet, Jack.
730
00:53:28,906 --> 00:53:30,749
You're real sweet.
731
00:53:32,476 --> 00:53:34,422
Fuck me harder.
732
00:54:17,955 --> 00:54:20,299
You're good, Jack.
733
00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:24,129
You're a good man
for helping us,
734
00:54:25,929 --> 00:54:28,432
I appreciate it.
735
00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,106
You know that
nobody can know about this.
736
00:54:36,273 --> 00:54:37,946
You know that, right?
737
00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:39,610
I mean nobody.
738
00:54:39,777 --> 00:54:41,779
That's very important.
739
00:54:41,945 --> 00:54:46,087
Whatever you want,
it'll all go bad if anybody knows.
740
00:54:46,250 --> 00:54:49,288
Bad for everybody,
you understand that?
741
00:54:49,453 --> 00:54:51,296
Of course, silly.
742
00:55:35,199 --> 00:55:37,509
What's wrong?
You're not eating?
743
00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:44,342
You ever think about things
they say go on forever?
744
00:55:44,508 --> 00:55:46,181
What?
745
00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:49,017
Things they say
go on forever-- like...
746
00:55:50,814 --> 00:55:52,953
What's that mean, you know?
747
00:55:54,551 --> 00:55:58,192
The sky, like, they say
the sky goes on forever.
748
00:55:59,523 --> 00:56:01,833
But what is that really? That's--
749
00:56:01,992 --> 00:56:05,530
I mean, you can't see
nothing you can't see, so...
750
00:56:07,531 --> 00:56:09,374
It's like a big bowl
of blue above you.
751
00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:11,308
You can see clouds
during the day
752
00:56:11,468 --> 00:56:13,414
or you can see stars
at night maybe,
753
00:56:13,570 --> 00:56:16,073
but even with a telescope
you can't see forever.
754
00:56:16,240 --> 00:56:17,981
So how do they know?
755
00:56:20,811 --> 00:56:22,347
Know what?
756
00:56:22,512 --> 00:56:24,514
What it is.
757
00:56:24,681 --> 00:56:27,025
Eternity-- how do they know?
758
00:56:35,092 --> 00:56:37,732
So-- so, Jack,
759
00:56:37,895 --> 00:56:41,707
he said the board's gonna review
the whole thing, okay?
760
00:56:41,865 --> 00:56:44,243
And they're going
to take into consideration
761
00:56:44,401 --> 00:56:47,610
your age and, you know,
762
00:56:47,771 --> 00:56:50,684
your mom and all that,
763
00:56:50,841 --> 00:56:54,584
and the fact that
you were an addict back then, um...
764
00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,954
- hey, Stoney baby?
- Hmm?
765
00:56:59,116 --> 00:57:01,255
Look at me.
766
00:57:03,854 --> 00:57:07,301
Well, I was trying to tell you
about your parole.
767
00:57:07,457 --> 00:57:09,403
Yeah?
768
00:57:13,196 --> 00:57:15,267
Well, you weren't listening.
769
00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:18,970
Oh yeah, I'm listening.
770
00:57:19,136 --> 00:57:21,707
Lam.
771
00:57:21,872 --> 00:57:25,115
Okay, so Jack said, um--
772
00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:27,084
You call him Jack?
773
00:57:27,244 --> 00:57:28,780
Sure.
774
00:57:29,813 --> 00:57:32,623
That's good.
What's he say?
775
00:57:34,651 --> 00:57:37,962
Okay, so, um,
he's gonna talk to you
776
00:57:38,121 --> 00:57:40,658
and he's going over
the whole thing
777
00:57:40,824 --> 00:57:44,499
and he's gonna decide in a few days
to write up his notes in your case file
778
00:57:44,661 --> 00:57:47,471
to submit it to the parole commission
so when they go over it next week
779
00:57:47,631 --> 00:57:49,736
they're gonna see it.
Isn't that great, baby?
780
00:57:51,401 --> 00:57:53,972
Honey, this could be it.
Isn't that great?
781
00:57:58,742 --> 00:58:00,517
Yeah.
782
00:58:05,315 --> 00:58:08,159
Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good?
783
00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:13,794
Well, look at me.
784
00:58:17,194 --> 00:58:19,504
What are you doing?
785
00:58:19,663 --> 00:58:21,768
Sometimes I think the best thing is...
786
00:58:23,266 --> 00:58:25,872
Is just-just listen.
787
00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,956
Would you stop playin'?
788
00:58:36,880 --> 00:58:39,622
Is the kingdom of heav you
think it should be a peaceful kingdom
789
00:58:39,783 --> 00:58:42,525
- and we should all get along?
- That's great, but is it just going
790
00:58:42,686 --> 00:58:44,962
- to be a constant struggle...
- That's a tough one.
791
00:58:45,122 --> 00:58:47,124
...to have the kingdom of heaven
here on earth?
792
00:58:54,464 --> 00:58:55,875
Crack 53!
793
00:59:03,473 --> 00:59:05,817
Just tell me,
is it the 30th or the 31st?
794
00:59:05,976 --> 00:59:07,387
I've had about enough lip from you!
795
00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:08,921
God damn it, just tell me,
which one is it?
796
00:59:09,079 --> 00:59:11,559
You can button that up right now
and be nice. And I mean it.
797
00:59:20,023 --> 00:59:21,502
Creeson's here.
798
00:59:21,658 --> 00:59:24,070
How do ask a person to...
799
00:59:24,227 --> 00:59:26,730
To explain something that--
800
00:59:26,897 --> 00:59:29,104
that they experienced
801
00:59:29,266 --> 00:59:30,939
to where another person's got no way
802
00:59:31,101 --> 00:59:34,674
to relate to the whole
indefiniteness of it, you know?
803
00:59:36,540 --> 00:59:38,281
You don't believe me
already, do you?
804
00:59:38,442 --> 00:59:40,547
I'm not saying I don't believe you.
I just, you know, I--
805
00:59:40,710 --> 00:59:42,417
look, I've seen the tape,
it's quite a thing.
806
00:59:42,579 --> 00:59:46,254
But nothing happened to you.
I mean, you weren't involved in any way.
807
00:59:46,416 --> 00:59:49,920
Yeah, look, I don't know how to even--
808
00:59:50,087 --> 00:59:54,229
I'm not--
809
00:59:54,391 --> 00:59:56,428
I don't know. I--
810
00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:58,630
You had, what, a profound
811
00:59:58,795 --> 01:00:01,969
spiritual epiphany.
812
01:00:02,132 --> 01:00:04,703
Shit, man, I ain't never even
heard that word before.
813
01:00:04,868 --> 01:00:07,371
Look, we don't have to talk about it.
814
01:00:07,537 --> 01:00:09,642
You know, it really don't matter.
815
01:00:09,806 --> 01:00:11,786
Well...
816
01:00:11,942 --> 01:00:15,116
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd
like to believe in such things, but--
817
01:00:15,278 --> 01:00:17,053
Like what? Like me?
You believe in me?
818
01:00:17,214 --> 01:00:20,491
Sure, I'd like to believe in you too.
I mean that's why we're all here, right?
819
01:00:26,089 --> 01:00:28,296
Wow.
820
01:00:29,593 --> 01:00:32,164
Okay, you know, wait, look,
821
01:00:32,329 --> 01:00:34,275
there were something like...
822
01:00:35,999 --> 01:00:38,070
It was just a moment.
823
01:00:38,235 --> 01:00:40,237
The static,
824
01:00:40,403 --> 01:00:42,815
it just all went away, you know?
825
01:00:42,973 --> 01:00:44,316
And I could really hear,
826
01:00:44,474 --> 01:00:46,977
like I could hear clear, for real.
827
01:00:47,144 --> 01:00:51,024
I don't know. It just made me
see everything different.
828
01:00:51,181 --> 01:00:54,492
It made me look
at my life in a different way.
829
01:00:54,651 --> 01:00:57,154
It was just all of a sudden
I could- I could see that
830
01:00:57,320 --> 01:01:01,200
my life in here isn't empty and
pointless like I thought it was before.
831
01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:04,461
Family and...
832
01:01:07,831 --> 01:01:11,540
~ Look, Stone, just drop it.
- Drop what?
833
01:01:11,701 --> 01:01:13,305
Well, I know what
you're trying to do, but don't.
834
01:01:13,470 --> 01:01:16,508
Just-just-just don't.
It's not helping. Just stop.
835
01:01:16,673 --> 01:01:18,846
Hey look, man,
836
01:01:19,009 --> 01:01:21,512
it don't matter to me no more.
837
01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:24,124
- What doesn't matter?
- I don't care about what--
838
01:01:24,281 --> 01:01:27,387
what you're doin' or what anybody else
is tryin' to make you do.
839
01:01:27,551 --> 01:01:31,021
Make me do? What's that?
Nobody's trying to make me do anything.
840
01:01:32,155 --> 01:01:34,533
Okay.
841
01:01:36,126 --> 01:01:40,074
You should do what
you think is right, okay?
842
01:01:40,230 --> 01:01:43,177
I am whatever you say I am in there,
so write what you feel.
843
01:01:43,333 --> 01:01:46,644
Seriously. I mean it.
I mean, judge me how you think.
844
01:01:46,803 --> 01:01:48,840
- Well...
- I mean, don't get me wrong,
845
01:01:49,005 --> 01:01:50,882
I want to be out,
846
01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:53,885
but I'm gonna wrestle
with the same shit if I'm out.
847
01:01:54,044 --> 01:01:56,718
And I'm gonna keep
this feeling if I'm in.
848
01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:01,821
So you're all good now?
849
01:02:01,985 --> 01:02:05,933
No no no. Look, I ain't sayin'
I'm all happy all of a sudden.
850
01:02:06,089 --> 01:02:08,433
You know, my middle finger's
been up a long time, man.
851
01:02:08,592 --> 01:02:11,573
I'm not just gonna start wavin'
and smilin' at people.
852
01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:14,732
I'm gonna pop off.
I'm gonna lose my temper, and--
853
01:02:14,898 --> 01:02:18,072
and say shit and do shit
that I'm gonna regret, whatever.
854
01:02:18,235 --> 01:02:21,079
I just-- I just--
I am who I am, you know?
855
01:02:21,238 --> 01:02:24,412
And that's okay.
You know what I'm sayin'?
856
01:02:24,574 --> 01:02:26,952
No. No, I'm afraid l don't.
857
01:02:27,110 --> 01:02:29,784
Well, I told you
I couldn't explain it really.
858
01:02:29,946 --> 01:02:32,051
~ Madylyn: Are you okay?
- Yeah. My back.
859
01:02:32,215 --> 01:02:34,957
- I'm gonna go sleep in the other room.
- Oh.
860
01:02:35,118 --> 01:02:37,598
You can take great comfort in that,
861
01:02:37,754 --> 01:02:39,529
but that can be a false comfort.
862
01:02:39,689 --> 01:02:42,602
Sometimes in the twilight
of a civilization,
863
01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:45,035
there can be a great
cultural flowering,
864
01:02:45,195 --> 01:02:48,699
but in reality, there are cracks
in the foundation of that society
865
01:02:48,865 --> 01:02:50,310
and that society is doomed.
866
01:03:11,955 --> 01:03:14,333
If you really want to know,
867
01:03:14,491 --> 01:03:17,961
I think it's some kind of
play-acting or something.
868
01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,766
It's all bullshit?
869
01:03:19,929 --> 01:03:24,139
No. No. Look, Stoney's just...
870
01:03:24,301 --> 01:03:26,110
You know.
I mean, he's screwed up.
871
01:03:26,269 --> 01:03:28,647
He's got weird ideas about things.
872
01:03:28,805 --> 01:03:31,479
Sometimes really weird.
873
01:03:31,641 --> 01:03:34,622
But, I mean,
he's always been that way.
874
01:03:34,778 --> 01:03:38,487
Talkin' to him,
875
01:03:38,648 --> 01:03:40,525
he almost seemed like...
876
01:03:40,684 --> 01:03:42,664
Like what?
877
01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:46,266
Something-- really,
I don't know. Different.
878
01:03:46,423 --> 01:03:49,370
No.
879
01:03:49,526 --> 01:03:53,497
Look, he-'s just trying
to impress you, you know,
880
01:03:53,663 --> 01:03:56,166
trying to do whatever
it takes to get out.
881
01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,335
Can you blame him?
882
01:03:58,501 --> 01:04:00,777
- No, it's okay.
- What?
883
01:04:01,838 --> 01:04:03,715
Hey, sit down.
884
01:04:03,873 --> 01:04:06,547
Come on. Come on, sit down.
885
01:04:06,710 --> 01:04:08,383
Sit down.
886
01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:15,819
Look, he admires you a lot,
you know.
887
01:04:15,985 --> 01:04:18,727
He told me
he learned a lot talking to you.
888
01:04:21,891 --> 01:04:24,963
Can you be straight?
889
01:04:25,128 --> 01:04:27,039
Straight as you.
890
01:04:28,331 --> 01:04:29,867
Is this all just a-- I mean,
891
01:04:30,033 --> 01:04:32,707
just-just-just
tell me what's going on.
892
01:04:35,739 --> 01:04:38,879
I don't do anything
I don't want to do.
893
01:04:41,678 --> 01:04:43,214
I like you.
894
01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:45,519
I like you, Jack.
895
01:04:46,583 --> 01:04:50,326
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
896
01:04:50,487 --> 01:04:53,058
Well, thanks.
897
01:04:57,360 --> 01:04:59,670
God, you're beautiful, you know.
898
01:05:02,432 --> 01:05:04,503
You're beautiful.
899
01:05:04,667 --> 01:05:06,510
Thank you.
900
01:05:10,907 --> 01:05:12,750
I'm not gonna
come over here anymore.
901
01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,547
- You're not?
- No.
902
01:05:14,711 --> 01:05:15,849
Okay.
903
01:05:16,012 --> 01:05:17,457
Maybe I should just take
904
01:05:17,614 --> 01:05:20,288
some antidepressants
or something, I don't know.
905
01:05:22,452 --> 01:05:24,932
- Yes you will.
- What?
906
01:05:25,088 --> 01:05:26,726
It's okay though.
907
01:05:26,890 --> 01:05:28,927
I don't mind when they say,
"Oh no, no more,"
908
01:05:29,092 --> 01:05:31,595
'cause then I just sit back and wait.
909
01:05:34,864 --> 01:05:36,639
But you'll call,
910
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:38,404
won't you, or drop by?
911
01:05:38,568 --> 01:05:41,640
Like maybe late again
some night, won't you?
912
01:05:41,805 --> 01:05:43,944
Oh God.
913
01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:47,478
Look, I don't care if you deny it.
It's funny to me.
914
01:05:49,145 --> 01:05:50,488
St-stop this now.
915
01:05:50,647 --> 01:05:54,959
I think about you so much, Jack.
All day long I'm thinking about you.
916
01:05:55,118 --> 01:05:56,961
I think about you at work.
917
01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:59,225
Don't say that.
918
01:05:59,389 --> 01:06:01,596
You're sexy, Jack,
919
01:06:01,758 --> 01:06:03,396
and you know if you let Stone out,
920
01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:06,131
we can still befriends too.
He won't know.
921
01:06:06,296 --> 01:06:08,003
He won't even care.
922
01:06:08,164 --> 01:06:10,974
Look, I do what I do
because I'm on my own, okay?
923
01:06:11,134 --> 01:06:13,637
And I got to make my own way,
so don't you want to help us?
924
01:06:13,803 --> 01:06:16,477
- Don't you want to help me?
- Don't talk like that.
925
01:06:16,639 --> 01:06:19,142
I can't.
It's not that simple.
926
01:06:24,447 --> 01:06:27,826
You can't leave, can you?
927
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,157
It's sweet.
928
01:06:36,125 --> 01:06:39,163
What the hell am I doing?
God damn it.
929
01:06:39,329 --> 01:06:42,208
Oh, come on, Jack.
He's a good man at heart.
930
01:06:42,365 --> 01:06:44,675
You really believe that?
931
01:06:44,834 --> 01:06:46,939
Yeah, I do.
932
01:06:47,103 --> 01:06:49,344
No different than you and me.
933
01:06:50,607 --> 01:06:52,109
Do you go to church?
934
01:06:52,275 --> 01:06:55,722
Hell no.
There's no such thing as God.
935
01:07:46,195 --> 01:07:48,675
They called again.
They need the Creeson report.
936
01:07:48,831 --> 01:07:50,208
I just sent it!
937
01:07:50,366 --> 01:07:52,937
You don't have to yell.
I'm on the intercom.
938
01:07:53,102 --> 01:07:56,606
You got your RGC recommendation.
939
01:07:56,773 --> 01:07:58,775
Vocational counseling,
940
01:07:58,942 --> 01:08:02,583
psych therapy,
GED, NA, NA program.
941
01:08:02,745 --> 01:08:05,521
So the board needs to decide
942
01:08:05,682 --> 01:08:08,219
if it's safe to let you back
into the world,
943
01:08:08,384 --> 01:08:10,455
that you're not a danger
to yourself or others.
944
01:08:10,620 --> 01:08:12,725
Rehabilitated, right?
945
01:08:12,889 --> 01:08:14,391
Yeah.
946
01:08:14,557 --> 01:08:16,093
You know, in my book it says
947
01:08:16,259 --> 01:08:20,230
that chronic neck pain comes
from bein' hanged in another life.
948
01:08:20,396 --> 01:08:23,275
Well, it's my back.
It's not my neck.
949
01:08:23,433 --> 01:08:25,777
Well, I'm just makin' conversation.
950
01:08:27,203 --> 01:08:29,240
Look, if you're
not interested in the details
951
01:08:29,405 --> 01:08:30,975
of your hearing, we're done here.
952
01:08:31,140 --> 01:08:32,813
- Done?
- We're done.
953
01:08:32,976 --> 01:08:36,219
~ 1-low do you mean we're done?
- My report's already sent. We're done.
954
01:08:38,381 --> 01:08:42,295
Basically they want to hear that you
take responsibility for your actions.
955
01:08:53,896 --> 01:08:56,638
See, the thing about that,
I don't know.
956
01:08:58,301 --> 01:09:00,144
About what?
957
01:09:00,303 --> 01:09:04,649
It's funny, you know, 'cause you're
always askin' me about that night--
958
01:09:04,807 --> 01:09:06,684
how it made me feel.
959
01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:13,650
You know, when my cousin
come out of the house
960
01:09:13,816 --> 01:09:17,354
and got me
and we went back inside...
961
01:09:18,855 --> 01:09:22,166
It was trippy, man,
because like two minutes before,
962
01:09:22,325 --> 01:09:24,271
YOU know, my poppy,
963
01:09:24,427 --> 01:09:27,101
he was-- he was alive.
There was color in his face.
964
01:09:27,263 --> 01:09:29,140
There was light in his eyes.
965
01:09:29,298 --> 01:09:32,802
And then I go inside there and...
966
01:09:38,107 --> 01:09:40,610
And then I see them
967
01:09:40,777 --> 01:09:43,986
Iyin' there all over everywhere.
968
01:09:48,217 --> 01:09:51,528
There was this buzzing
in my ears, you know,
969
01:09:51,688 --> 01:09:54,066
and I thought it was
just the shit that we was on,
970
01:09:54,223 --> 01:09:56,703
but it kept growin'
971
01:09:56,859 --> 01:09:59,465
and it started scarin'
the shit out of me.
972
01:09:59,629 --> 01:10:01,540
Teach was bouncin' off the walls,
973
01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:04,076
yellin' at me,
"We got to do something,
974
01:10:04,233 --> 01:10:06,338
You gotta help me.
We gotta handle this."
975
01:10:06,502 --> 01:10:09,574
But all I could hear
in my head was this sound.
976
01:10:11,841 --> 01:10:15,584
And then,
I don't know how I knew,
977
01:10:15,745 --> 01:10:19,557
but I just knew that
there needed to be a fire.
978
01:10:19,716 --> 01:10:21,696
I went to the garage.
979
01:10:21,851 --> 01:10:23,888
I got the can of gasoline
980
01:10:24,053 --> 01:10:25,726
and I got the match
981
01:10:25,888 --> 01:10:27,868
and I lit it.
982
01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:34,375
You ever seen a fire
take control?
983
01:10:34,530 --> 01:10:37,534
It's somethin', man.
It's alive.
984
01:10:37,700 --> 01:10:39,839
And [watched it
985
01:10:40,002 --> 01:10:42,778
take them up
986
01:10:42,939 --> 01:10:45,681
and start to change them.
987
01:10:47,343 --> 01:10:50,222
And the only thought
that came in my head
988
01:10:51,848 --> 01:10:54,761
was "This is awesome."
989
01:10:54,917 --> 01:10:56,794
Awesome?
990
01:10:56,953 --> 01:10:58,933
Yeah.
991
01:11:00,289 --> 01:11:02,428
It was
992
01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:04,594
truly awesome.
993
01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:10,738
Um, the thing is that
994
01:11:10,900 --> 01:11:14,939
I know I'm supposed to take
responsibility for my action,
995
01:11:15,104 --> 01:11:18,950
I know that I'm supposed
to feel guilty about it,
996
01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:22,555
but I never did.
997
01:11:22,712 --> 01:11:24,623
And I never knew why.
998
01:11:26,482 --> 01:11:29,656
But now I think
I can understand
999
01:11:29,819 --> 01:11:31,765
that it was just
1000
01:11:31,921 --> 01:11:33,901
part of what was
supposed to happen
1001
01:11:34,056 --> 01:11:37,265
in my life's journey,
1002
01:11:37,426 --> 01:11:38,962
you know?
1003
01:11:39,128 --> 01:11:41,301
That was your decision--
you did that.
1004
01:11:41,464 --> 01:11:42,841
No, I'm not sayin' I didn't.
1005
01:11:42,999 --> 01:11:45,946
I'm saying that we're all
God's co-workers,
1006
01:11:46,102 --> 01:11:47,945
and we don't even know it.
1007
01:11:48,104 --> 01:11:49,947
Your crime
has nothin' to do with God.
1008
01:11:50,106 --> 01:11:52,177
Why not?
God is everything.
1009
01:11:52,341 --> 01:11:54,981
You know,
look at earthquakes and floods,
1010
01:11:55,144 --> 01:11:58,250
and-and tornadoes,
and all the bad shit that happens--
1011
01:11:58,414 --> 01:12:01,156
why don't you think that
we're a part of all of that too?
1012
01:12:01,317 --> 01:12:04,127
What we do, you know,
the shit that we carry with us
1013
01:12:04,287 --> 01:12:06,164
from one life to the next,
1014
01:12:06,322 --> 01:12:09,428
maybe there's a plan
that includes all of us--
1015
01:12:09,592 --> 01:12:11,663
you and me and my grandparents,
1016
01:12:11,828 --> 01:12:14,308
and we just don't know it.
How can we know?
1017
01:12:14,463 --> 01:12:16,602
Enough of this shit.
You know-- you know--
1018
01:12:16,766 --> 01:12:18,609
you and Lucetta,
1019
01:12:18,768 --> 01:12:20,714
- she said that you were--
- Lucetta?
1020
01:12:20,870 --> 01:12:22,508
~ Your wife
- What, you call her Lucetta?
1021
01:12:22,672 --> 01:12:24,515
- She said--
- Don't.
1022
01:12:24,674 --> 01:12:26,711
- What?
- Don't listen to her.
1023
01:12:26,876 --> 01:12:28,116
What do you mean?
1024
01:12:28,277 --> 01:12:31,383
Don't listen to what
she's tellin' you, man.
1025
01:12:33,115 --> 01:12:34,890
Well, she believes in you.
1026
01:12:35,051 --> 01:12:37,292
Look, it's a game to her, man.
1027
01:12:37,453 --> 01:12:38,830
It's a game. She--
1028
01:12:38,988 --> 01:12:40,865
I told you in the beginning,
she's an alien.
1029
01:12:41,023 --> 01:12:42,627
She's a-- she's like a freak.
1030
01:12:42,792 --> 01:12:44,203
That's not a nice thing to say.
1031
01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:46,670
No, listen, I'm tellin' it
to you straight, okay,
1032
01:12:46,829 --> 01:12:48,365
she's just workin' on you.
1033
01:12:48,531 --> 01:12:51,034
She's workin' on you.
She's fuckin' you over, man.
1034
01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:52,543
She's an animal.
1035
01:12:52,702 --> 01:12:55,808
You know, you're fuckin' nuts,
you know that?
1036
01:12:55,972 --> 01:12:57,349
You're fuckin' nuts.
1037
01:12:57,506 --> 01:12:59,315
You got a beautiful wife
who cares about you, and--
1038
01:12:59,475 --> 01:13:02,547
Beautiful?
You think she's beautiful?
1039
01:13:06,816 --> 01:13:09,262
Okay, you're a con.
I've known that from the fuckin' start.
1040
01:13:09,418 --> 01:13:12,524
I don't believe you for one
fuckin' second. Never did, never did.
1041
01:13:12,688 --> 01:13:15,066
So you've both been
conning me? Okay, I know.
1042
01:13:15,224 --> 01:13:18,728
I've been around the block a few times.
I ought to know better.
1043
01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:22,399
~ I'm Sick and fuckin' tired of it.
- What'd I say, man?
1044
01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:26,012
You expect me to eat this new shit
you've been handing out?
1045
01:13:26,168 --> 01:13:28,239
Write a nice little note about
your goddamn fucking epiphany?
1046
01:13:28,404 --> 01:13:29,781
You're the same bastard
you've always been.
1047
01:13:29,939 --> 01:13:31,418
I know I am.
1048
01:13:31,574 --> 01:13:34,612
That's what I've been sayin', man.
1049
01:13:34,777 --> 01:13:37,087
- You don't get it.
- Get it? Oh no no, I got it.
1050
01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:39,248
I got it and I'm goddamn
fuckin' fed up with you.
1051
01:13:39,415 --> 01:13:41,258
The both of you
can go to hell for all I care.
1052
01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:44,921
I can't f-- what have I done?
Jesus Christ, I've been--
1053
01:13:45,087 --> 01:13:48,432
I mean, just goddamn
year in and year out
1054
01:13:48,591 --> 01:13:51,435
sitting across the desk from this
and we pretend we're doing something,
1055
01:13:51,594 --> 01:13:53,267
you pretend you've heard us
and then we fall for it.
1056
01:13:53,429 --> 01:13:54,965
And then you come back in one year
1057
01:13:55,131 --> 01:13:58,305
and you're sitting right back here
across the same desk from us again
1058
01:13:58,467 --> 01:14:01,448
and somebody out there is hurt or dead.
Well, I'm not buyin' it anymore.
1059
01:14:01,604 --> 01:14:04,278
Nothin' changed for the better. It's all
bullshit. No one changes for the better.
1060
01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:06,613
I've spent my whole fuckin' adult life
doin' this goddamn bullshit.
1061
01:14:06,776 --> 01:14:08,949
I'm sick to death
of this whole fuckin' waste.
1062
01:14:09,111 --> 01:14:10,818
You get no more of my time, pal.
1063
01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:13,153
Get the hell out of here. Come on.
1064
01:14:13,316 --> 01:14:15,455
Let's go, Come on, get out.
1065
01:14:15,618 --> 01:14:17,791
Okay.
1066
01:14:17,954 --> 01:14:20,264
Oh God. Oh God.
1067
01:14:20,423 --> 01:14:22,334
Hey, man, you have anyone?
1068
01:14:22,491 --> 01:14:25,233
~ What?
- Anybody to stand behind you.
1069
01:14:25,394 --> 01:14:26,737
- Are you all alone?
- I'm not--
1070
01:14:26,896 --> 01:14:29,843
Blow your motherfuckin' life up, man.
Blow it up all the way. Do it.
1071
01:14:29,999 --> 01:14:31,740
Really, take it all the way.
It helps.
1072
01:14:31,901 --> 01:14:33,642
Hey, Peterson, we're done.
1073
01:14:33,803 --> 01:14:35,646
Just go ahead and burn
your motherfuckin' life.
1074
01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:38,445
~ Now, God damn it!
- Blow it up. Let it go, all of it.
1075
01:14:38,607 --> 01:14:39,984
Did anybody not fucking hear me?
1076
01:14:40,142 --> 01:14:41,485
- Let's go, please!
- Go all the way.
1077
01:14:41,644 --> 01:14:43,817
~ Secretary: He's coming!
- Just embrace it, man. Burn it up.
1078
01:14:43,980 --> 01:14:46,290
~ Get him the hell out of here.
- It's awesome. I'm pullin' for you.
1079
01:14:46,449 --> 01:14:49,487
~ No, really, I'm pullin' for you.
- Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch.
1080
01:15:12,541 --> 01:15:14,714
This is Jack and Madylyn
Mabry. Please leave a message,
1081
01:15:16,278 --> 01:15:18,349
Hey, Jack-- Mr. Mabry,
1082
01:15:18,514 --> 01:15:21,688
I left messages at work,
but you didn't call me back.
1083
01:15:22,885 --> 01:15:24,990
I'm kind of in the dark here.
1084
01:15:26,655 --> 01:15:29,135
Don't leave me dangling.
I hate that.
1085
01:15:36,799 --> 01:15:38,801
Let the machine get it.
1086
01:15:52,181 --> 01:15:53,990
Hello?
1087
01:15:54,150 --> 01:15:56,756
Is Mom there?
1088
01:15:56,919 --> 01:15:59,263
It's Candace.
1089
01:16:05,394 --> 01:16:08,238
Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm.
1090
01:16:09,432 --> 01:16:11,605
Yeah, I understand.
1091
01:16:11,767 --> 01:16:13,838
What's up?
1092
01:16:14,003 --> 01:16:15,846
Well, how's Katie?
1093
01:16:29,919 --> 01:16:32,092
Did you know
you started out as a stone?
1094
01:16:32,254 --> 01:16:34,097
Hmm?
1095
01:16:34,256 --> 01:16:35,929
Your soul-- it started out
1096
01:16:36,092 --> 01:16:38,436
as a mineral or a pebble,
1097
01:16:38,594 --> 01:16:41,541
and then it was reincarnated
as a plant,
1098
01:16:41,697 --> 01:16:45,440
then as a fish, birds,
animals and so on.
1099
01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:47,638
You had to work
your way up to being a human.
1100
01:16:47,803 --> 01:16:50,613
Know what it's been doing, your soul?
1101
01:16:50,773 --> 01:16:53,583
- Hmm, what?
- It's been paying off debts--
1102
01:16:53,742 --> 01:16:56,279
past sins from past lives,
1103
01:16:56,445 --> 01:16:59,790
reducing its burden
from one life to the next.
1104
01:17:05,888 --> 01:17:08,801
Where'd you get that?
1105
01:17:08,958 --> 01:17:11,302
Junk mail.
1106
01:17:18,634 --> 01:17:20,580
You know what I think?
1107
01:17:20,736 --> 01:17:23,512
I think we get this one life,
I do, and...
1108
01:17:25,508 --> 01:17:27,419
You account
for what you've done in it.
1109
01:17:27,576 --> 01:17:30,682
And if you don't,
you pay for it when you die.
1110
01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:33,816
You don't think?
1111
01:17:37,620 --> 01:17:39,827
Shit.
1112
01:17:39,989 --> 01:17:42,993
Shit shit, son of a bitch.
1113
01:17:43,159 --> 01:17:46,163
Fuck fuck.
1114
01:17:46,328 --> 01:17:47,864
- Okay, I get it.
- Motherfucker.
1115
01:17:48,030 --> 01:17:51,102
Why don't you make me another
fucking drink, you cocksucker?
1116
01:17:59,108 --> 01:18:01,054
Who is that?
1117
01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,685
Hello.
1118
01:18:05,848 --> 01:18:07,725
I'll take care of this.
1119
01:18:08,951 --> 01:18:10,794
Will you just pick up
the phone sometimes?
1120
01:18:10,953 --> 01:18:13,365
- Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really.
- Pick up the phone when you're here?
1121
01:18:13,522 --> 01:18:15,195
- This is inappropriate.
- Hi, Mrs. Mabry.
1122
01:18:15,357 --> 01:18:17,200
~ Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry?
- Look, I'm sorry, please.
1123
01:18:17,359 --> 01:18:19,361
Young lady, I'm going
to take you to your car. Let's go.
1124
01:18:19,528 --> 01:18:21,701
- Look, I'm a little bit worried.
- I don't care if you've been worried.
1125
01:18:21,864 --> 01:18:24,208
You've been worried? I understand
if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson,
1126
01:18:24,366 --> 01:18:27,245
but try and have a little patience. Get
in the fucking car and get out of here.
1127
01:18:27,403 --> 01:18:29,041
What's wrong with you?
Why are you being like this?
1128
01:18:29,205 --> 01:18:30,878
And what's wrong
with my husband, huh?
1129
01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:32,018
Please--
1130
01:18:32,174 --> 01:18:34,586
- You're not supposed to be here.
- What did you tell him about us?
1131
01:18:34,743 --> 01:18:36,518
There is no us.
Get the fuck out of here.
1132
01:18:36,679 --> 01:18:39,057
~ I just needed a friend to talk to.
- Thank you, Mrs. Creeson.
1133
01:18:39,215 --> 01:18:41,217
You've got no fucking idea, man.
1134
01:18:41,383 --> 01:18:43,420
We'll talk at the prison.
1135
01:18:53,862 --> 01:18:55,705
Fucking idiot.
1136
01:18:59,368 --> 01:19:02,679
Inexcusable,
coming to our home like that.
1137
01:19:08,944 --> 01:19:12,915
You know, we can't alter reports
once they've been submitted for review.
1138
01:19:13,082 --> 01:19:15,426
I know, I know,
but I made a mistake.
1139
01:19:15,584 --> 01:19:17,029
Ehh, you're only human.
1140
01:19:17,186 --> 01:19:21,191
Mitch, l-l-I'm asking, please.
Please.
1141
01:19:23,392 --> 01:19:25,770
The hearing's in an hour.
You're kidding, right?
1142
01:19:25,928 --> 01:19:27,271
I know.
1143
01:19:27,429 --> 01:19:30,103
I need a little something
more to go on here.
1144
01:19:30,266 --> 01:19:31,609
I can't go into it.
1145
01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:36,546
I just missed something.
I made a~- I made a mistake.
1146
01:19:36,705 --> 01:19:39,914
If you want to plead
your concerns, it's fine,
1147
01:19:40,075 --> 01:19:42,817
or if you want to submit
additional evidence, that's okay too.
1148
01:19:42,978 --> 01:19:45,618
But you know as well as l do
his fate's already been determined.
1149
01:19:45,781 --> 01:19:47,283
It's luck and quotas.
1150
01:19:47,449 --> 01:19:51,295
Nothing I say
will make a difference?
1151
01:19:55,124 --> 01:19:58,071
Well, don't sweat it, Jack.
1152
01:19:58,227 --> 01:20:00,298
I mean, you're less than a month to go.
Sleep easy.
1153
01:20:00,462 --> 01:20:02,464
- Hmm?
- All right.
1154
01:20:08,237 --> 01:20:11,309
- I'm going out.
- What about the Creeson hearing?
1155
01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:16,919
Thanks, Paul.
1156
01:20:29,992 --> 01:20:32,336
Radio host
1157
01:20:32,494 --> 01:20:35,998
"Behold I stand at the door and knock.
If any man open the door,
1158
01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:38,975
I will come into him
and sup with him and he with me."
1159
01:20:39,134 --> 01:20:40,875
Revelation 3:20.
1160
01:20:41,036 --> 01:20:42,947
Radio host
1161
01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,951
It says Christ died for the ungodly.
1162
01:20:49,111 --> 01:20:51,489
Radio host
1163
01:20:51,647 --> 01:20:54,389
Romans 5:8...
1164
01:21:00,055 --> 01:21:03,059
So we're getting
to the commandments next,
1165
01:21:03,225 --> 01:21:05,535
I guess, huh?
1166
01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,579
Do you believe in all this?
1167
01:21:18,741 --> 01:21:20,721
What?
1168
01:21:22,578 --> 01:21:24,387
Do you?
1169
01:21:30,486 --> 01:21:32,261
You read the meditation.
1170
01:21:43,766 --> 01:21:47,908
"What request is on the top
of my prayer list for today?
1171
01:21:48,070 --> 01:21:52,041
Is it a selfish request
or one that will bring God glory?"
1172
01:21:52,207 --> 01:21:55,188
I know what I want.
How about you?
1173
01:21:58,714 --> 01:22:01,251
You lost your place again.
1174
01:22:06,355 --> 01:22:08,926
You have something
you want to say to me?
1175
01:22:10,793 --> 01:22:13,103
You don't?
1176
01:22:13,262 --> 01:22:16,732
I can't even think
of what you'd want me to say.
1177
01:23:06,014 --> 01:23:07,994
You want to talk about it, man?
1178
01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:09,754
What's that?
1179
01:23:09,918 --> 01:23:11,659
- Her comin'...
- Hmm?
1180
01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:14,494
...or me going or anything you want.
1181
01:23:15,691 --> 01:23:17,693
Look, I'm a little concerned
about you, man.
1182
01:23:17,860 --> 01:23:19,533
You're seeming
a little ragged to me.
1183
01:23:19,695 --> 01:23:23,507
Yeah well, put your mind at ease.
1184
01:23:23,665 --> 01:23:25,804
So that's it for us, huh?
1185
01:23:25,968 --> 01:23:28,847
You want to ask me any more questions
or go over some shit?
1186
01:23:29,004 --> 01:23:31,348
I'll sit in the chair,
we can do that thing, you know.
1187
01:23:31,507 --> 01:23:35,045
You'd better be smart or you're
gonna be right back in here again.
1188
01:23:35,210 --> 01:23:37,383
Hey, I got my release, Jack.
1189
01:23:37,546 --> 01:23:40,720
You ain't got to concern yourself
about me no more, man.
1190
01:23:40,883 --> 01:23:42,362
You got it, all right,
but make no mistake:
1191
01:23:42,518 --> 01:23:44,998
I can have 'em watch
your goddamn ass 24 hours a day.
1192
01:23:45,153 --> 01:23:46,496
You got me?
1193
01:23:46,655 --> 01:23:48,157
I got you.
1194
01:23:51,026 --> 01:23:53,370
Shit, man, you don't believe
in nothing, do you?
1195
01:23:53,529 --> 01:23:56,738
I believe you're
one fucked up son of a bitch.
1196
01:23:56,899 --> 01:24:00,244
I know you don't believe in me,
but you don't believe in yourself.
1197
01:24:00,402 --> 01:24:02,541
You don't believe in God.
1198
01:24:02,704 --> 01:24:05,583
I don't think you feel that anything
is true inside of you.
1199
01:24:05,741 --> 01:24:07,152
I'll give you true--
1200
01:24:07,309 --> 01:24:09,880
I'm glad you're out of my hair,
Gerald Creeson.
1201
01:24:11,213 --> 01:24:13,056
Now you can be
somebody else's headache.
1202
01:24:13,215 --> 01:24:15,923
Oh...
1203
01:24:16,084 --> 01:24:18,325
Man, life is just
taking you by the neck,
1204
01:24:18,487 --> 01:24:21,058
and rattling your whole frame
1205
01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:23,396
and you don't know
which way is up.
1206
01:24:23,559 --> 01:24:26,267
It's scary as shit when the wheels
come off like that, man.
1207
01:24:26,428 --> 01:24:28,032
I feel you. I've been there.
1208
01:24:28,196 --> 01:24:32,235
I mean it. But that's when
you got to start listening, man.
1209
01:24:32,401 --> 01:24:34,244
Where the fuck is she?
1210
01:24:34,403 --> 01:24:36,110
You don't want to shoot the shit
with me anymore, man?
1211
01:24:36,271 --> 01:24:37,614
I'm gonna miss shootin'
the shit with you.
1212
01:24:37,773 --> 01:24:39,252
Not me, boy, not me.
Time for you to go.
1213
01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:41,183
I've enjoyed choppin' it up
with you, man.
1214
01:24:42,878 --> 01:24:45,119
Anybody here yet?
1215
01:24:45,280 --> 01:24:47,123
Hey, just keep listenin', Jack.
1216
01:24:47,282 --> 01:24:49,853
That's all I'm saying, 'cause I think
something's coming for you,
1217
01:24:50,018 --> 01:24:53,397
but when it comes, man,
just stay open to it, you know.
1218
01:24:53,555 --> 01:24:56,035
~ Don't close it off.
- Here we go.
1219
01:24:56,191 --> 01:24:57,295
In there.
1220
01:25:14,876 --> 01:25:17,117
Well, happy day.
1221
01:25:23,652 --> 01:25:25,325
So, well, can I kiss her?
1222
01:26:01,823 --> 01:26:03,325
Ready?
1223
01:26:05,527 --> 01:26:07,268
Yeah.
1224
01:26:11,800 --> 01:26:13,677
Well, good luck to you, Stone.
1225
01:26:15,504 --> 01:26:17,848
Hey, I want to thank you.
1226
01:26:18,006 --> 01:26:20,885
Seriously, I appreciate everything
that you've done for me.
1227
01:26:21,043 --> 01:26:22,522
Yep.
1228
01:26:26,615 --> 01:26:28,356
Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson.
1229
01:26:28,517 --> 01:26:31,691
Lucetta, Jack.
I mean, we're all friends here, right?
1230
01:26:31,853 --> 01:26:34,390
Lucetta.
Take good care of him.
1231
01:26:34,556 --> 01:26:38,629
I will.
And you take good care too, old man.
1232
01:26:39,995 --> 01:26:42,475
- See you later, Jack.
- Mmm.
1233
01:26:47,002 --> 01:26:50,040
Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say,
1234
01:26:50,205 --> 01:26:53,550
Lucetta, she did tell me
that you fucked her.
1235
01:26:54,876 --> 01:26:57,857
I know that must be against
some kind of rules around here, right?
1236
01:26:58,013 --> 01:27:00,220
I knew what you two were doing.
1237
01:27:00,382 --> 01:27:03,727
Oh, did you know what you were doing
when you let my wife suck your cock?
1238
01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,996
- Good luck to you.
- I'll see you out on the bricks.
1239
01:27:07,155 --> 01:27:08,828
Good luck to you.
1240
01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:13,665
Radio host
1241
01:27:13,829 --> 01:27:16,708
to keep and bear arms.
If that were ever infringed,
1242
01:27:16,865 --> 01:27:21,280
if that were ever repealed
or just flat out violated and...
1243
01:27:21,436 --> 01:27:24,906
Madylyn?
1244
01:27:25,073 --> 01:27:28,247
Radio host
1245
01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:30,583
because Thomas Jefferson says
1246
01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:34,284
these rights are inalienable
because they come from our creator...
1247
01:27:34,449 --> 01:27:35,951
Madylyn?
1248
01:27:36,118 --> 01:27:38,257
...within our rights as Christians
1249
01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:40,798
to revolt against the government
1250
01:27:40,956 --> 01:27:45,598
and its denial of those fundamental
Constitutional rights,
1251
01:27:45,761 --> 01:27:49,971
or would a Christian
have to respond differently?
1252
01:27:51,366 --> 01:27:53,368
- Some mail.
- Host
1253
01:27:53,535 --> 01:27:56,277
And we as Christians
would have to rise up
1254
01:27:56,438 --> 01:27:58,975
against any government that said
1255
01:27:59,141 --> 01:28:02,145
we didn't have a right
to protect ourselves, because--
1256
01:28:02,310 --> 01:28:03,721
I guess I would ask the question,
1257
01:28:03,879 --> 01:28:06,587
why do they want
to take our guns away from us?
1258
01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,853
I like you.
1259
01:29:19,387 --> 01:29:22,334
I like you, Jack.
1260
01:29:22,490 --> 01:29:25,801
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
1261
01:30:39,935 --> 01:30:41,642
Madylyn!
1262
01:30:41,803 --> 01:30:43,612
Wake up! Wake up! Madylyn!
1263
01:30:43,772 --> 01:30:45,615
Madylyn, wake up! Wake up!
1264
01:30:52,547 --> 01:30:54,458
Come on!
1265
01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:04,836
- I got to get to a phone.
- Where are you gonna go?
1266
01:31:04,993 --> 01:31:06,336
~ What about Steve and Helen?
- No, they're away.
1267
01:31:06,494 --> 01:31:08,474
- Well, what about David?
- It's too far. It's too late.
1268
01:31:08,630 --> 01:31:10,507
Ah!
1269
01:31:10,665 --> 01:31:13,305
Look at this! Oh my G--
1270
01:31:14,469 --> 01:31:17,450
Oh God.
1271
01:31:17,605 --> 01:31:21,314
You motherfucker!
1272
01:31:21,476 --> 01:31:23,922
God damn it. God damn it!
1273
01:31:24,079 --> 01:31:25,353
- Don't say that.
- What?
1274
01:31:25,513 --> 01:31:27,515
Taking the Lord's name--
stop that.
1275
01:31:27,682 --> 01:31:30,686
- Jesus, Madylyn, please.
- Stop it! I won't stand for it!
1276
01:31:30,852 --> 01:31:32,593
What are you talking about,
for Christ's sakes?
1277
01:31:32,754 --> 01:31:35,166
This means something to me.
It may not mean anything to you anymore,
1278
01:31:35,323 --> 01:31:36,996
- but it means something to me!
- Jesus, Madylyn,
1279
01:31:37,158 --> 01:31:39,160
we just almost
got incinerated in our sleep
1280
01:31:39,327 --> 01:31:41,466
by some fucking nutjob
who I let out,
1281
01:31:41,629 --> 01:31:44,007
and you're fucking bothering me
about my fucking language?
1282
01:31:44,165 --> 01:31:46,304
- Nobody did this to us!
- Give me a fucking break!
1283
01:31:46,468 --> 01:31:48,379
- Nobody did this to us.
- What?!
1284
01:31:48,536 --> 01:31:50,174
It wasn't anybody.
It was an act of God.
1285
01:31:50,338 --> 01:31:52,648
I've got a pretty good
fucking idea who did this to us.
1286
01:31:52,807 --> 01:31:55,515
This was an act of God.
I'm going to tell the firemen that.
1287
01:31:56,611 --> 01:31:58,784
What are you talking about, Madylyn?
1288
01:31:58,947 --> 01:32:02,292
About the frayed wiring
in the kitchen wall.
1289
01:32:02,450 --> 01:32:04,293
What are you talking about?
What wire?
1290
01:32:04,452 --> 01:32:06,329
In the kitchen wall.
1291
01:32:06,488 --> 01:32:09,230
And the-- the basement.
1292
01:32:09,391 --> 01:32:11,371
~ What?
- There are all those rag--
1293
01:32:11,526 --> 01:32:14,200
rags down there,
all those old rags.
1294
01:32:14,362 --> 01:32:17,206
I'm gonna tell them to go down there.
1295
01:32:20,368 --> 01:32:22,575
Why would you say that?
1296
01:32:23,905 --> 01:32:26,715
Because it's as good
a story as any.
1297
01:33:07,882 --> 01:33:10,362
It's not that sunny out.
1298
01:33:10,518 --> 01:33:12,293
Everybody knows
1299
01:33:12,454 --> 01:33:15,435
you can still get sunburned
on a cloudy day.
1300
01:33:22,030 --> 01:33:24,874
Ah, look at the barns.
1301
01:33:25,033 --> 01:33:26,774
Remember that?
1302
01:33:27,936 --> 01:33:29,779
Not really.
1303
01:33:32,974 --> 01:33:35,921
I don't know how you
stuck it out as long as you did.
1304
01:33:37,979 --> 01:33:40,118
I think you'd have done this sooner.
1305
01:33:43,051 --> 01:33:45,554
I almost did once.
1306
01:33:47,822 --> 01:33:49,768
So what happened?
1307
01:34:00,068 --> 01:34:02,480
What happened?
1308
01:34:05,740 --> 01:34:08,414
He's free! Yeah! He's free!
1309
01:34:11,613 --> 01:34:14,457
That's a free man there, huh?
1310
01:34:34,102 --> 01:34:37,982
You do not want to make it
a two-way conversation with them,
1311
01:34:38,139 --> 01:34:42,178
because they have
nothing on their minds but--
1312
01:34:42,343 --> 01:34:44,186
well, they may have
nothin' but time
1313
01:34:44,345 --> 01:34:46,791
to just think about ways
to work on you
1314
01:34:46,948 --> 01:34:48,791
and to get under your skin.
1315
01:34:48,950 --> 01:34:51,021
You cannot make yourself
a person to them.
1316
01:34:51,186 --> 01:34:53,359
Oh, believe me,
I've learned that lesson.
1317
01:34:56,858 --> 01:34:59,202
Well, I mean,
they'll test you for sure.
1318
01:35:01,029 --> 01:35:03,839
A good lookin' woman like you...
1319
01:35:03,998 --> 01:35:05,875
Oh, Jack.
1320
01:35:06,034 --> 01:35:08,036
Well, I'm--
1321
01:35:08,203 --> 01:35:11,082
I'm retired,
I'm not dead, you know.
1322
01:35:11,239 --> 01:35:14,083
Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay?
You're the best.
1323
01:35:14,242 --> 01:35:16,222
I wanna have a little fun.
1324
01:35:16,377 --> 01:35:19,153
Send me off into the sunset.
1325
01:35:22,217 --> 01:35:23,924
Huh-uh.
1326
01:35:24,085 --> 01:35:26,361
Let's just keep it pro, okay?
1327
01:35:28,323 --> 01:35:30,030
You want to be a pro?
1328
01:35:30,191 --> 01:35:33,536
Fuck pro. They're gonna fucking
chew your ass up in there.
1329
01:35:33,695 --> 01:35:35,697
- Okay, Jack, that's enough.
- No no, it's bullshit.
1330
01:35:35,863 --> 01:35:38,070
Jerking my chain like that,
you fucking cunt.
1331
01:35:38,233 --> 01:35:41,339
- Gimme some respect.
- Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts.
1332
01:35:41,502 --> 01:35:43,175
Yeah yeah, I'm in.
1333
01:35:43,338 --> 01:35:46,114
- Up yours.
- Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey.
1334
01:35:46,274 --> 01:35:49,551
I'm just fucked up. I should go.
1335
01:35:49,711 --> 01:35:52,749
- No, ride with me.
- No, I'm-I'm gonna get a cab.
1336
01:35:52,914 --> 01:35:54,689
I'm good, I'm good.
I'm gonna get a cab.
1337
01:35:54,849 --> 01:35:58,763
I'm good, word of honor.
I'm good. It's a cab.
1338
01:36:00,755 --> 01:36:03,201
...get us to the reality
that God has already deemed
1339
01:36:03,358 --> 01:36:06,430
is going to happen,
and nothing is going to change that.
1340
01:36:06,594 --> 01:36:09,473
And so it's not like
there is this cosmic battle
1341
01:36:09,631 --> 01:36:11,770
between good and evil,
1342
01:36:11,933 --> 01:36:14,277
and good might not triumph.
1343
01:36:14,435 --> 01:36:16,938
The reality is that
there is a battle going on
1344
01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,643
where you would see
a huge boxer
1345
01:36:20,808 --> 01:36:22,481
holding a guy's head back,
1346
01:36:22,644 --> 01:36:25,784
and the little scrawny guy
is flailing his arms,
1347
01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:28,393
waving at the guy,
trying to beat him.
1348
01:36:28,549 --> 01:36:31,894
That's exactly what God--
God has Satan subdued,
1349
01:36:32,053 --> 01:36:33,964
but in the flailing of his arms--
1350
01:36:34,122 --> 01:36:37,228
and this is particularly brought out
in Revelation, chapter 12--
1351
01:36:37,392 --> 01:36:41,898
Satan flailing his arms
is able to do an awfui lot of chaos
1352
01:36:42,063 --> 01:36:44,634
and damage and bad things happen.
1353
01:36:44,799 --> 01:36:47,006
And it's because he is enraged
1354
01:36:47,168 --> 01:36:49,079
because he knows his time is short.
1355
01:36:49,237 --> 01:36:50,648
Revelation 12 said that.
1356
01:36:50,805 --> 01:36:52,751
Hey!
1357
01:37:05,286 --> 01:37:07,163
This is some shit, man.
1358
01:37:07,322 --> 01:37:08,665
Wait whoa!
1359
01:37:10,158 --> 01:37:12,104
You ruined my whole life. Why?
1360
01:37:12,260 --> 01:37:15,264
Fucking why? Why?
1361
01:37:15,430 --> 01:37:17,205
Why what?
1362
01:37:17,365 --> 01:37:19,174
Why did you do if?
1363
01:37:20,668 --> 01:37:22,511
Why did you...
1364
01:37:28,543 --> 01:37:31,046
Okay okay okay okay.
1365
01:37:32,447 --> 01:37:34,393
Hey, man,
1366
01:37:34,549 --> 01:37:36,187
you ain't gonna do this.
1367
01:37:40,855 --> 01:37:42,562
You think I won't?
1368
01:37:45,660 --> 01:37:47,333
You think I won't?
1369
01:37:48,796 --> 01:37:50,537
You think I won't?
1370
01:37:50,698 --> 01:37:52,735
You think I won't?!
1371
01:38:05,813 --> 01:38:07,884
No.
1372
01:38:09,884 --> 01:38:11,727
No, I don't.
1373
01:38:39,046 --> 01:38:41,424
Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy.
1374
01:38:41,582 --> 01:38:43,619
Was this really happening to me?
1375
01:38:43,785 --> 01:38:46,595
Was it all in my head,
or is there really a God
1376
01:38:46,754 --> 01:38:49,098
who can breathe life into me
1377
01:38:49,257 --> 01:38:51,533
and make me feel his presence?
1378
01:38:51,692 --> 01:38:55,265
So this is actually what
encouraged me to write the book.
1379
01:38:55,430 --> 01:38:59,037
And honestly it completely changed
the way that I look at life...
1380
01:38:59,200 --> 01:39:01,771
Assume that there was a Higher Power,
1381
01:39:01,936 --> 01:39:03,574
that It created the universe,
1382
01:39:03,738 --> 01:39:06,810
until God set a bush on fire...
1383
01:39:06,974 --> 01:39:08,647
And maybe I did.
1384
01:39:08,810 --> 01:39:10,949
...and said,
"Oh, by the way, you were right."
1385
01:39:23,458 --> 01:39:25,961
You know, and...
1386
01:39:26,127 --> 01:39:28,004
I think-- I think I'm ready to get out.
1387
01:39:28,162 --> 01:39:30,768
Next up here is
Gerald from southwest Detroit.
1388
01:39:30,932 --> 01:39:33,173
- Welcome, Gerald.
- I just want to say,
1389
01:39:33,334 --> 01:39:35,837
I got this book and they say that
1390
01:39:36,003 --> 01:39:38,779
when you experience a spiritual truth,
1391
01:39:38,940 --> 01:39:40,920
that it comes to you through sound.
1392
01:39:41,075 --> 01:39:44,249
If you let this sound go through you,
1393
01:39:44,412 --> 01:39:47,484
it changes you, you know?
1394
01:39:47,648 --> 01:39:50,322
It puts you back into harmony,
1395
01:39:50,485 --> 01:39:54,297
you know, makes you
like a tuning fork of God.
1396
01:39:54,455 --> 01:39:55,832
Okay.
1397
01:39:55,990 --> 01:39:58,971
Yeah, they say
they say it can start with small things
1398
01:39:59,126 --> 01:40:02,471
like little vibrations--
you know, the sound of a bee,
1399
01:40:02,630 --> 01:40:05,167
the sound of a buzzing light"
and then it grows.
1400
01:40:05,333 --> 01:40:07,609
All right, that's interesting.
1401
01:40:07,768 --> 01:40:09,839
Well, they say
1402
01:40:10,004 --> 01:40:12,450
that everything that happens to you
1403
01:40:12,607 --> 01:40:16,180
is what was supposed
to happen to you for you to advance,
1404
01:40:16,344 --> 01:40:18,881
that you've got to
come back lots of times,
1405
01:40:19,046 --> 01:40:22,220
you know, cycle through many lives
until you learn, until you...
1406
01:40:23,618 --> 01:40:25,620
Well, thanks for your input.
1407
01:40:25,786 --> 01:40:29,029
Next up here
on the WDDL listener line is
1408
01:40:29,190 --> 01:40:32,535
Kathy in Farmington Hills.
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