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Hello?
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Hello?
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Hello?
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My boyfriend died...
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173 days ago.
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It was stupid.
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He was biking in our neighborhood.
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When this...
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unattended hot dog cart...
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rolled down the hill and knocked him into
the Gowanus Canal.
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The coroner said he probably died on
impact.
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I guess getting pummeled by a pile of
wieners is better than drowning.
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I'm not trying to be glib about it.
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I do miss him.
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Sam.
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I just feel...
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I don't know.
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I think about him all the time.
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I think about smelling him.
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And touching him.
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Being touched by him.
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I fantasize that it's still possible.
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Which brings me to Glory Holes.
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I think I'm obsessed with them.
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Best head of my life at Glory Hole.
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87 Rest Stop near Coxsackie.
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What a magic mountain.
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North or southbound?
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Geez, this is not okay.
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People take their kids there?
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LOL.
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Sorry dad, but those DL gays gotta get it
somewhere.
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Homosexuality is still illegal in 64
countries.
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I'm not DL and I love Gas Station Head.
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Love the risk of it.
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There's a long history of gay men having
sex in public.
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Cruising, bath houses.
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Precisely because society keeps pushing us
into the shadows.
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And cause he's hot.
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Anybody looking to suck near Vancouver?
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In St. Louis, sorry, but love to suck.
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Have great Glory Hole set up here.
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Love getting an unsuck.
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Jizzin' into the abyss.
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I've got a great Glory Hole at home too.
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Cut a hole in a soft blanket.
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Presco suck hole.
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At SirArthur here, how big do you cut the
hole?
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At Benjyboi.
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Depends on how big is your dick boi.
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At SirArthur here, average?
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At Benjyboi.
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3-4 inch diameter is usually good.
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Where are you?
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Want me to come show you how to use it?
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At SirArthur here, no thanks, just gonna
jerk off.
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At Benjyboi.
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Try lubing up a kitchen glove.
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Pretend it's my mouth.
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At Benjyboi.
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Ehhhhhhhhh.
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Ow!
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Am I gonna like.
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..
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hallucinate?
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Psychedelics affect everyone differently.
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I want you to try to release any pre-existing
notions about what a trip should be.
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What if I freak out?
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Hmph.
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That's what I'm here for.
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Should I be doing something right now?
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Or...
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What are you feeling in your body,
Benjy?
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I don't know.
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Let's hold space for...
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not knowing.
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Sorry?
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What are you afraid of, Benjy?
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Hello?
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Sam!
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True or false?
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We must protect our children at all costs.
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True.
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True...
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or false?
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Hell is real.
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And he is rotting in it.
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That's also true, I'm afraid.
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One more.
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Hm?
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Hm?
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True or false?
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It's too late for you.
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False!
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Let the wicked repent their ways.
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And the righteous their thoughts.
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Let them turn to the Lord so he may have
mercy on them!
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That's my boy.
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Yeah.
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Ma'am.
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They're ready for him.
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Sam.
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Shh.
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Shhh.
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You gonna piss or what?
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You lookin' at my dick.
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No, no.
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What?
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I said no.
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You didn't even call me a piss,
did you?
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.
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.
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.
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I
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really miss you.
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Good.
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That's right.
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I guess I'm just embarrassed.
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Because of all the glory holes.
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I just feel so perverse.
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You are perverse.
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I'm being serious.
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It's not a prison, babe.
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It's a portal.
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What do you mean?
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You're grieving the most formative gay
relationship of your life?
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What about James Marston?
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You're grieving the most formative
reciprocal gay relationship of your life.
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There's still time.
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Oh, bitch.
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I don't know how to be gay without you.
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Suck a dick.
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It's not that hard.
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I don't know how to be me without you.
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Yes, you do.
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You're ready for what?
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That one.
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I still don't get it either.
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I just feel like my heart is gonna explode
all the time.
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So, let it.
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Will you hold me?
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I'm hanging up.
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WhatsApp not받으셨.
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Have you followed?
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How long has it been?
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